第33章

类别:其他 作者:Henry David Thoreau字数:5701更新时间:18/12/27 09:08:02
Fartherinthewoodsthananyofthese,wheretheroadapproachesnearesttothepond,Wymanthepottersquatted,andfurnishedhistownsmenwithearthenware,andleftdescendantstosucceedhim。Neitherweretheyrichinworldlygoods,holdingthelandbysufferancewhiletheylived;andthereoftenthesheriffcameinvaintocollectthetaxes,and“attachedachip,“forform’ssake,asIhavereadinhisaccounts,therebeingnothingelsethathecouldlayhishandson。Onedayinmidsummer,whenIwashoeing,amanwhowascarryingaloadofpotterytomarketstoppedhishorseagainstmyfieldandinquiredconcerningWymantheyounger。Hehadlongagoboughtapotter’swheelofhim,andwishedtoknowwhathadbecomeofhim。Ihadreadofthepotter’sclayandwheelinScripture,butithadneveroccurredtomethatthepotsweusewerenotsuchashadcomedownunbrokenfromthosedays,orgrownontreeslikegourdssomewhere,andIwaspleasedtohearthatsofictileanartwaseverpracticedinmyneighborhood。 ThelastinhabitantofthesewoodsbeforemewasanIrishman,HughQuoil(ifIhavespelthisnamewithcoilenough),whooccupiedWyman’stenement——Col。Quoil,hewascalled。RumorsaidthathehadbeenasoldieratWaterloo。IfhehadlivedIshouldhavemadehimfighthisbattlesoveragain。Histradeherewasthatofaditcher。NapoleonwenttoSt。Helena;QuoilcametoWaldenWoods。 AllIknowofhimistragic。Hewasamanofmanners,likeonewhohadseentheworld,andwascapableofmorecivilspeechthanyoucouldwellattendto。Heworeagreatcoatinmidsummer,beingaffectedwiththetremblingdelirium,andhisfacewasthecolorofcarmine。HediedintheroadatthefootofBrister’sHillshortlyafterIcametothewoods,sothatIhavenotrememberedhimasaneighbor。Beforehishousewaspulleddown,whenhiscomradesavoideditas“anunluckycastle,“Ivisitedit。Therelayhisoldclothescurledupbyuse,asiftheywerehimself,uponhisraisedplankbed。Hispipelaybrokenonthehearth,insteadofabowlbrokenatthefountain。Thelastcouldneverhavebeenthesymbolofhisdeath,forheconfessedtomethat,thoughhehadheardofBrister’sSpring,hehadneverseenit;andsoiledcards,kingsofdiamonds,spades,andhearts,werescatteredoverthefloor。Oneblackchickenwhichtheadministratorcouldnotcatch,blackasnightandassilent,notevencroaking,awaitingReynard,stillwenttoroostinthenextapartment。Inthereartherewasthedimoutlineofagarden,whichhadbeenplantedbuthadneverreceiveditsfirsthoeing,owingtothoseterribleshakingfits,thoughitwasnowharvesttime。ItwasoverrunwithRomanwormwoodandbeggar-ticks,whichlaststucktomyclothesforallfruit。Theskinofawoodchuckwasfreshlystretcheduponthebackofthehouse,atrophyofhislastWaterloo;butnowarmcapormittenswouldhewantmore。 Nowonlyadentintheearthmarksthesiteofthesedwellings,withburiedcellarstones,andstrawberries,raspberries,thimble-berries,hazel-bushes,andsumachsgrowinginthesunnyswardthere;somepitchpineorgnarledoakoccupieswhatwasthechimneynook,andasweet-scentedblackbirch,perhaps,waveswherethedoor-stonewas。Sometimesthewelldentisvisible,whereonceaspringoozed;nowdryandtearlessgrass;oritwascovereddeep——nottobediscoveredtillsomelateday——withaflatstoneunderthesod,whenthelastoftheracedeparted。Whatasorrowfulactmustthatbe——thecoveringupofwells!coincidentwiththeopeningofwellsoftears。Thesecellardents,likedesertedfoxburrows,oldholes,areallthatisleftwhereoncewerethestirandbustleofhumanlife,and“fate,freewill,foreknowledgeabsolute,“insomeformanddialectorotherwerebyturnsdiscussed。ButallIcanlearnoftheirconclusionsamountstojustthis,that“CatoandBristerpulledwool“;whichisaboutasedifyingasthehistoryofmorefamousschoolsofphilosophy。 Stillgrowsthevivaciouslilacagenerationafterthedoorandlintelandthesillaregone,unfoldingitssweet-scentedflowerseachspring,tobepluckedbythemusingtraveller;plantedandtendedoncebychildren’shands,infront-yardplots——nowstandingbywallsidesinretiredpastures,andgivingplacetonew-risingforests;——thelastofthatstirp,solesurvivorofthatfamily。 Littledidtheduskychildrenthinkthatthepunyslipwithitstwoeyesonly,whichtheystuckinthegroundintheshadowofthehouseanddailywatered,wouldrootitselfso,andoutlivethem,andhouseitselfintherearthatshadedit,andgrownman’sgardenandorchard,andtelltheirstoryfaintlytothelonewandererahalf-centuryaftertheyhadgrownupanddied——blossomingasfair,andsmellingassweet,asinthatfirstspring。Imarkitsstilltender,civil,cheerfullilaccolors。 Butthissmallvillage,germofsomethingmore,whydiditfailwhileConcordkeepsitsground?Weretherenonaturaladvantages—— nowaterprivileges,forsooth?Ay,thedeepWaldenPondandcoolBrister’sSpring——privilegetodrinklongandhealthydraughtsatthese,allunimprovedbythesemenbuttodilutetheirglass。Theywereuniversallyathirstyrace。Mightnotthebasket,stable-broom,mat-making,corn-parching,linen-spinning,andpotterybusinesshavethrivedhere,makingthewildernesstoblossomliketherose,andanumerousposterityhaveinheritedthelandoftheirfathers?Thesterilesoilwouldatleasthavebeenproofagainstalow-landdegeneracy。Alas!howlittledoesthememoryofthesehumaninhabitantsenhancethebeautyofthelandscape!Again,perhaps,Naturewilltry,withmeforafirstsettler,andmyhouseraisedlastspringtobetheoldestinthehamlet。 IamnotawarethatanymanhaseverbuiltonthespotwhichI occupy。Delivermefromacitybuiltonthesiteofamoreancientcity,whosematerialsareruins,whosegardenscemeteries。Thesoilisblanchedandaccursedthere,andbeforethatbecomesnecessarytheearthitselfwillbedestroyed。WithsuchreminiscencesI repeopledthewoodsandlulledmyselfasleep。 AtthisseasonIseldomhadavisitor。Whenthesnowlaydeepestnowandererventurednearmyhouseforaweekorfortnightatatime,butthereIlivedassnugasameadowmouse,orascattleandpoultrywhicharesaidtohavesurvivedforalongtimeburiedindrifts,evenwithoutfood;orlikethatearlysettler’sfamilyinthetownofSutton,inthisState,whosecottagewascompletelycoveredbythegreatsnowof1717whenhewasabsent,andanIndianfounditonlybytheholewhichthechimney’sbreathmadeinthedrift,andsorelievedthefamily。ButnofriendlyIndianconcernedhimselfaboutme;norneededhe,forthemasterofthehousewasathome。TheGreatSnow!Howcheerfulitistohearof!Whenthefarmerscouldnotgettothewoodsandswampswiththeirteams,andwereobligedtocutdowntheshadetreesbeforetheirhouses,and,whenthecrustwasharder,cutoffthetreesintheswamps,tenfeetfromtheground,asitappearedthenextspring。 Inthedeepestsnows,thepathwhichIusedfromthehighwaytomyhouse,abouthalfamilelong,mighthavebeenrepresentedbyameanderingdottedline,withwideintervalsbetweenthedots。ForaweekofevenweatherItookexactlythesamenumberofsteps,andofthesamelength,comingandgoing,steppingdeliberatelyandwiththeprecisionofapairofdividersinmyowndeeptracks——tosuchroutinethewinterreducesus——yetoftentheywerefilledwithheaven’sownblue。Butnoweatherinterferedfatallywithmywalks,orrathermygoingabroad,forIfrequentlytrampedeightortenmilesthroughthedeepestsnowtokeepanappointmentwithabeechtree,orayellowbirch,oranoldacquaintanceamongthepines; whentheiceandsnowcausingtheirlimbstodroop,andsosharpeningtheirtops,hadchangedthepinesintofirtrees;wadingtothetopsofthehighesthillswhentheshowwasnearlytwofeetdeeponalevel,andshakingdownanothersnow-stormonmyheadateverystep;orsometimescreepingandflounderingthitheronmyhandsandknees,whenthehuntershadgoneintowinterquarters。 OneafternoonIamusedmyselfbywatchingabarredowl(Strixnebulosa)sittingononeofthelowerdeadlimbsofawhitepine,closetothetrunk,inbroaddaylight,Istandingwithinarodofhim。HecouldhearmewhenImovedandcronchedthesnowwithmyfeet,butcouldnotplainlyseeme。WhenImademostnoisehewouldstretchouthisneck,anderecthisneckfeathers,andopenhiseyeswide;buttheirlidssoonfellagain,andhebegantonod。Itoofeltaslumberousinfluenceafterwatchinghimhalfanhour,ashesatthuswithhiseyeshalfopen,likeacat,wingedbrotherofthecat。Therewasonlyanarrowslitleftbetweentheirlids,bywhichbepreservedapennisularrelationtome;thus,withhalf-shuteyes,lookingoutfromthelandofdreams,andendeavoringtorealizeme,vagueobjectormotethatinterruptedhisvisions。Atlength,onsomeloudernoiseormynearerapproach,hewouldgrowuneasyandsluggishlyturnaboutonhisperch,asifimpatientathavinghisdreamsdisturbed;andwhenhelaunchedhimselfoffandflappedthroughthepines,spreadinghiswingstounexpectedbreadth,I couldnotheartheslightestsoundfromthem。Thus,guidedamidthepineboughsratherbyadelicatesenseoftheirneighborhoodthanbysight,feelinghistwilightway,asitwere,withhissensitivepinions,hefoundanewperch,wherehemightinpeaceawaitthedawningofhisday。 AsIwalkedoverthelongcausewaymadefortherailroadthroughthemeadows,Iencounteredmanyablusteringandnippingwind,fornowherehasitfreerplay;andwhenthefrosthadsmittenmeononecheek,heathenasIwas,Iturnedtoittheotheralso。NorwasitmuchbetterbythecarriageroadfromBrister’sHill。ForIcametotownstill,likeafriendlyIndian,whenthecontentsofthebroadopenfieldswereallpiledupbetweenthewallsoftheWaldenroad,andhalfanhoursufficedtoobliteratethetracksofthelasttraveller。AndwhenIreturnednewdriftswouldhaveformed,throughwhichIfloundered,wherethebusynorthwestwindhadbeendepositingthepowderysnowroundasharpangleintheroad,andnotarabbit’strack,noreventhefineprint,thesmalltype,ofameadowmousewastobeseen。YetIrarelyfailedtofind,eveninmidwinter,somewarmandspringlyswampwherethegrassandtheskunk-cabbagestillputforthwithperennialverdure,andsomehardierbirdoccasionallyawaitedthereturnofspring。 Sometimes,notwithstandingthesnow,whenIreturnedfrommywalkateveningIcrossedthedeeptracksofawoodchopperleadingfrommydoor,andfoundhispileofwhittlingsonthehearth,andmyhousefilledwiththeodorofhispipe。OronaSundayafternoon,ifIchancedtobeathome,Iheardthecronchingofthesnowmadebythestepofalong-headedfarmer,whofromfarthroughthewoodssoughtmyhouse,tohaveasocial“crack“;oneofthefewofhisvocationwhoare“menontheirfarms“;whodonnedafrockinsteadofaprofessor’sgown,andisasreadytoextractthemoraloutofchurchorstateastohaulaloadofmanurefromhisbarn-yard。Wetalkedofrudeandsimpletimes,whenmensataboutlargefiresincold,bracingweather,withclearheads;andwhenotherdessertfailed,wetriedourteethonmanyanutwhichwisesquirrelshavelongsinceabandoned,forthosewhichhavethethickestshellsarecommonlyempty。 Theonewhocamefromfarthesttomylodge,throughdeepestsnowsandmostdismaltempests,wasapoet。Afarmer,ahunter,asoldier,areporter,evenaphilosopher,maybedaunted;butnothingcandeterapoet,forheisactuatedbypurelove。Whocanpredicthiscomingsandgoings?Hisbusinesscallshimoutatallhours,evenwhendoctorssleep。Wemadethatsmallhouseringwithboisterousmirthandresoundwiththemurmurofmuchsobertalk,makingamendsthentoWaldenvaleforthelongsilences。Broadwaywasstillanddesertedincomparison。Atsuitableintervalstherewereregularsalutesoflaughter,whichmighthavebeenreferredindifferentlytothelast-utteredortheforth-comingjest。Wemademanya“brannew“theoryoflifeoverathindishofgruel,whichcombinedtheadvantagesofconvivialitywiththeclear-headednesswhichphilosophyrequires。 Ishouldnotforgetthatduringmylastwinteratthepondtherewasanotherwelcomevisitor,whoatonetimecamethroughthevillage,throughsnowandrainanddarkness,tillhesawmylampthroughthetrees,andsharedwithmesomelongwinterevenings。 Oneofthelastofthephilosophers——Connecticutgavehimtotheworld——hepeddledfirstherwares,afterwards,ashedeclares,hisbrains。Thesehepeddlesstill,promptingGodanddisgracingman,bearingforfruithisbrainonly,likethenutitskernel。Ithinkthathemustbethemanofthemostfaithofanyalive。Hiswordsandattitudealwayssupposeabetterstateofthingsthanothermenareacquaintedwith,andhewillbethelastmantobedisappointedastheagesrevolve。Hehasnoventureinthepresent。Butthoughcomparativelydisregardednow,whenhisdaycomes,lawsunsuspectedbymostwilltakeeffect,andmastersoffamiliesandrulerswillcometohimforadvice。 “Howblindthatcannotseeserenity!“