第40章

类别:其他 作者:Henry David Thoreau字数:5684更新时间:18/12/27 09:08:02
BesidethisIgotararemessofgoldenandsilverandbrightcupreousfishes,whichlookedlikeastringofjewels。Ah!Ihavepenetratedtothosemeadowsonthemorningofmanyafirstspringday,jumpingfromhummocktohummock,fromwillowroottowillowroot,whenthewildrivervalleyandthewoodswerebathedinsopureandbrightalightaswouldhavewakedthedead,iftheyhadbeenslumberingintheirgraves,assomesuppose。Thereneedsnostrongerproofofimmortality。Allthingsmustliveinsuchalight。ODeath,wherewasthysting?OGrave,wherewasthyvictory,then? Ourvillagelifewouldstagnateifitwerenotfortheunexploredforestsandmeadowswhichsurroundit。Weneedthetonicofwildness——towadesometimesinmarsheswherethebitternandthemeadow-henlurk,andheartheboomingofthesnipe;tosmellthewhisperingsedgewhereonlysomewilderandmoresolitaryfowlbuildshernest,andtheminkcrawlswithitsbellyclosetotheground。Atthesametimethatweareearnesttoexploreandlearnallthings,werequirethatallthingsbemysteriousandunexplorable,thatlandandseabeinfinitelywild,unsurveyedandunfathomedbyusbecauseunfathomable。Wecanneverhaveenoughofnature。Wemustberefreshedbythesightofinexhaustiblevigor,vastandtitanicfeatures,thesea-coastwithitswrecks,thewildernesswithitslivinganditsdecayingtrees,thethunder-cloud,andtherainwhichlaststhreeweeksandproducesfreshets。Weneedtowitnessourownlimitstransgressed,andsomelifepasturingfreelywhereweneverwander。Wearecheeredwhenweobservethevulturefeedingonthecarrionwhichdisgustsanddisheartensus,andderivinghealthandstrengthfromtherepast。 Therewasadeadhorseinthehollowbythepathtomyhouse,whichcompelledmesometimestogooutofmyway,especiallyinthenightwhentheairwasheavy,buttheassuranceitgavemeofthestrongappetiteandinviolablehealthofNaturewasmycompensationforthis。IlovetoseethatNatureissorifewithlifethatmyriadscanbeaffordedtobesacrificedandsufferedtopreyononeanother;thattenderorganizationscanbesoserenelysquashedoutofexistencelikepulp——tadpoleswhichheronsgobbleup,andtortoisesandtoadsrunoverintheroad;andthatsometimesithasrainedfleshandblood!Withtheliabilitytoaccident,wemustseehowlittleaccountistobemadeofit。Theimpressionmadeonawisemanisthatofuniversalinnocence。Poisonisnotpoisonousafterall,norareanywoundsfatal。Compassionisaveryuntenableground。Itmustbeexpeditious。Itspleadingswillnotbeartobestereotyped。 EarlyinMay,theoaks,hickories,maples,andothertrees,justputtingoutamidstthepinewoodsaroundthepond,impartedabrightnesslikesunshinetothelandscape,especiallyincloudydays,asifthesunwerebreakingthroughmistsandshiningfaintlyonthehillsideshereandthere。OnthethirdorfourthofMayI sawalooninthepond,andduringthefirstweekofthemonthI heardthewhip-poor-will,thebrownthrasher,theveery,thewoodpewee,thechewink,andotherbirds。Ihadheardthewoodthrushlongbefore。Thephoebehadalreadycomeoncemoreandlookedinatmydoorandwindow,toseeifmyhousewascavern-likeenoughforher,sustainingherselfonhummingwingswithclinchedtalons,asifsheheldbytheair,whileshesurveyedthepremises。Thesulphur-likepollenofthepitchpinesooncoveredthepondandthestonesandrottenwoodalongtheshore,sothatyoucouldhavecollectedabarrelful。Thisisthe“sulphurshowers“webearof。 EveninCalidas’dramaofSacontala,wereadof“rillsdyedyellowwiththegoldendustofthelotus。“Andsotheseasonswentrollingonintosummer,asoneramblesintohigherandhighergrass。 Thuswasmyfirstyear’slifeinthewoodscompleted;andthesecondyearwassimilartoit。IfinallyleftWaldenSeptember6th,1847。 ConclusionTothesickthedoctorswiselyrecommendachangeofairandscenery。ThankHeaven,hereisnotalltheworld。ThebuckeyedoesnotgrowinNewEngland,andthemockingbirdisrarelyheardhere。 Thewildgooseismoreofacosmopolitethanwe;hebreakshisfastinCanada,takesaluncheonintheOhio,andplumeshimselfforthenightinasouthernbayou。Eventhebison,tosomeextent,keepspacewiththeseasonscroppingthepasturesoftheColoradoonlytillagreenerandsweetergrassawaitshimbytheYellowstone。Yetwethinkthatifrailfencesarepulleddown,andstonewallspileduponourfarms,boundsarehenceforthsettoourlivesandourfatesdecided。Ifyouarechosentownclerk,forsooth,youcannotgotoTierradelFuegothissummer:butyoumaygotothelandofinfernalfirenevertheless。Theuniverseiswiderthanourviewsofit。 Yetweshouldoftenerlookoverthetafferelofourcraft,likecuriouspassengers,andnotmakethevoyagelikestupidsailorspickingoakum。Theothersideoftheglobeisbutthehomeofourcorrespondent。Ourvoyagingisonlygreat-circlesailing,andthedoctorsprescribefordiseasesoftheskinmerely。OnehastenstosouthernAfricatochasethegiraffe;butsurelythatisnotthegamehewouldbeafter。Howlong,pray,wouldamanhuntgiraffesifhecould?Snipesandwoodcocksalsomayaffordraresport;butI trustitwouldbenoblergametoshootone’sself—— “Directyoureyerightinward,andyou’llfindAthousandregionsinyourmindYetundiscovered。Travelthem,andbeExpertinhome-cosmography。“ WhatdoesAfrica——whatdoestheWeststandfor?Isnotourowninteriorwhiteonthechart?blackthoughitmayprove,likethecoast,whendiscovered。IsitthesourceoftheNile,ortheNiger,ortheMississippi,oraNorthwestPassagearoundthiscontinent,thatwewouldfind?Arethesetheproblemswhichmostconcernmankind?IsFranklintheonlymanwhoislost,thathiswifeshouldbesoearnesttofindhim?DoesMr。Grinnellknowwherehehimselfis?BerathertheMungoPark,theLewisandClarkandFrobisher,ofyourownstreamsandoceans;exploreyourownhigherlatitudes—— withshiploadsofpreservedmeatstosupportyou,iftheybenecessary;andpiletheemptycanssky-highforasign。Werepreservedmeatsinventedtopreservemeatmerely?Nay,beaColumbustowholenewcontinentsandworldswithinyou,openingnewchannels,notoftrade,butofthought。EverymanisthelordofarealmbesidewhichtheearthlyempireoftheCzarisbutapettystate,ahummockleftbytheice。Yetsomecanbepatrioticwhohavenoself-respect,andsacrificethegreatertotheless。Theylovethesoilwhichmakestheirgraves,buthavenosympathywiththespiritwhichmaystillanimatetheirclay。Patriotismisamaggotintheirheads。WhatwasthemeaningofthatSouth-SeaExploringExpedition,withallitsparadeandexpense,butanindirectrecognitionofthefactthattherearecontinentsandseasinthemoralworldtowhicheverymanisanisthmusoraninlet,yetunexploredbyhim,butthatitiseasiertosailmanythousandmilesthroughcoldandstormandcannibals,inagovernmentship,withfivehundredmenandboystoassistone,thanitistoexploretheprivatesea,theAtlanticandPacificOceanofone’sbeingalone。 “Erret,etextremosalterscruteturIberos。 Plushabethicvitae,plushabetilleviae。“ LetthemwanderandscrutinizetheoutlandishAustralians。 IhavemoreofGod,theymoreoftheroad。 ItisnotworththewhiletogoroundtheworldtocountthecatsinZanzibar。Yetdothiseventillyoucandobetter,andyoumayperhapsfindsome“Symmes’Hole“bywhichtogetattheinsideatlast。EnglandandFrance,SpainandPortugal,GoldCoastandSlaveCoast,allfrontonthisprivatesea;butnobarkfromthemhasventuredoutofsightofland,thoughitiswithoutdoubtthedirectwaytoIndia。Ifyouwouldlearntospeakalltonguesandconformtothecustomsofallnations,ifyouwouldtravelfartherthanalltravellers,benaturalizedinallclimes,andcausetheSphinxtodashherheadagainstastone,evenobeythepreceptoftheoldphilosopher,andExplorethyself。Hereinaredemandedtheeyeandthenerve。Onlythedefeatedanddesertersgotothewars,cowardsthatrunawayandenlist。Startnowonthatfarthestwesternway,whichdoesnotpauseattheMississippiorthePacific,norconducttowardawornoutChinaorJapan,butleadsondirect,atangenttothissphere,summerandwinter,dayandnight,sundown,moondown,andatlastearthdowntoo。 ItissaidthatMirabeautooktohighwayrobbery“toascertainwhatdegreeofresolutionwasnecessaryinordertoplaceone’sselfinformaloppositiontothemostsacredlawsofsociety。“Hedeclaredthat“asoldierwhofightsintheranksdoesnotrequirehalfsomuchcourageasafootpad“——“thathonorandreligionhaveneverstoodinthewayofawell-consideredandafirmresolve。“ Thiswasmanly,astheworldgoes;andyetitwasidle,ifnotdesperate。Asanermanwouldhavefoundhimselfoftenenough“informalopposition“towhataredeemed“themostsacredlawsofsociety,“throughobediencetoyetmoresacredlaws,andsohavetestedhisresolutionwithoutgoingoutofhisway。Itisnotforamantoputhimselfinsuchanattitudetosociety,buttomaintainhimselfinwhateverattitudehefindhimselfthroughobediencetothelawsofhisbeing,whichwillneverbeoneofoppositiontoajustgovernment,ifheshouldchancetomeetwithsuch。 IleftthewoodsforasgoodareasonasIwentthere。PerhapsitseemedtomethatIhadseveralmorelivestolive,andcouldnotspareanymoretimeforthatone。Itisremarkablehoweasilyandinsensiblywefallintoaparticularroute,andmakeabeatentrackforourselves。Ihadnotlivedthereaweekbeforemyfeetworeapathfrommydoortothepond-side;andthoughitisfiveorsixyearssinceItrodit,itisstillquitedistinct。Itistrue,I fear,thatothersmayhavefallenintoit,andsohelpedtokeepitopen。Thesurfaceoftheearthissoftandimpressiblebythefeetofmen;andsowiththepathswhichthemindtravels。Howwornanddusty,then,mustbethehighwaysoftheworld,howdeeptherutsoftraditionandconformity!Ididnotwishtotakeacabinpassage,butrathertogobeforethemastandonthedeckoftheworld,forthereIcouldbestseethemoonlightamidthemountains。Idonotwishtogobelownow。 Ilearnedthis,atleast,bymyexperiment:thatifoneadvancesconfidentlyinthedirectionofhisdreams,andendeavorstolivethelifewhichhehasimagined,hewillmeetwithasuccessunexpectedincommonhours。Hewillputsomethingsbehind,willpassaninvisibleboundary;new,universal,andmoreliberallawswillbegintoestablishthemselvesaroundandwithinhim;ortheoldlawsbeexpanded,andinterpretedinhisfavorinamoreliberalsense,andhewilllivewiththelicenseofahigherorderofbeings。Inproportionashesimplifieshislife,thelawsoftheuniversewillappearlesscomplex,andsolitudewillnotbesolitude,norpovertypoverty,norweaknessweakness。Ifyouhavebuiltcastlesintheair,yourworkneednotbelost;thatiswheretheyshouldbe。Nowputthefoundationsunderthem。 ItisaridiculousdemandwhichEnglandandAmericamake,thatyoushallspeaksothattheycanunderstandyou。Neithermennortoadstoolsgrowso。Asifthatwereimportant,andtherewerenotenoughtounderstandyouwithoutthem。AsifNaturecouldsupportbutoneorderofunderstandings,couldnotsustainbirdsaswellasquadrupeds,flyingaswellascreepingthings,andhushandwhoa,whichBrightcanunderstand,werethebestEnglish。Asifthereweresafetyinstupidityalone。Ifearchieflylestmyexpressionmaynotbeextravagantenough,maynotwanderfarenoughbeyondthenarrowlimitsofmydailyexperience,soastobeadequatetothetruthofwhichIhavebeenconvinced。Extravagance!itdependsonhowyouareyarded。Themigratingbuffalo,whichseeksnewpasturesinanotherlatitude,isnotextravagantlikethecowwhichkicksoverthepail,leapsthecowyardfence,andrunsafterhercalf,inmilkingtime。Idesiretospeaksomewherewithoutbounds;likeamaninawakingmoment,tomenintheirwakingmoments;forIamconvincedthatIcannotexaggerateenougheventolaythefoundationofatrueexpression。Whothathasheardastrainofmusicfearedthenlestheshouldspeakextravagantlyanymoreforever?Inviewofthefutureorpossible,weshouldlivequitelaxlyandundefinedinfront,ouroutlinesdimandmistyonthatside;asourshadowsrevealaninsensibleperspirationtowardthesun。Thevolatiletruthofourwordsshouldcontinuallybetraytheinadequacyoftheresidualstatement。Theirtruthisinstantlytranslated;itsliteralmonumentaloneremains。Thewordswhichexpressourfaithandpietyarenotdefinite;yettheyaresignificantandfragrantlikefrankincensetosuperiornatures。 Whyleveldownwardtoourdullestperceptionalways,andpraisethatascommonsense?Thecommonestsenseisthesenseofmenasleep,whichtheyexpressbysnoring。Sometimesweareinclinedtoclassthosewhoareonce-and-a-half-wittedwiththehalf-witted,becauseweappreciateonlyathirdpartoftheirwit。Somewouldfindfaultwiththemorningred,iftheyevergotupearlyenough。