第44章

类别:其他 作者:Henry David Thoreau字数:5668更新时间:18/12/27 09:08:02
Absolutelyspeaking,themoremoney,thelessvirtue;formoneycomesbetweenamanandhisobjects,andobtainsthemforhim;anditwascertainlynogreatvirtuetoobtainit。Itputstorestmanyquestionswhichhewouldotherwisebetaxedtoanswer;whiletheonlynewquestionwhichitputsisthehardbutsuperfluousone,howtospendit。Thushismoralgroundistakenfromunderhisfeet。 Theopportunitiesoflivingarediminishedinproportionaswhatarecalledthe“means“areincreased。Thebestthingamancandoforhisculturewhenheisrichistoendeavortocarryoutthoseschemeswhichheentertainedwhenhewaspoor。ChristansweredtheHerodiansaccordingtotheircondition。“Showmethetribute-money,“saidhe;——andonetookapennyoutofhispocket;—— ifyouusemoneywhichhastheimageofCaesaronit,andwhichhehasmadecurrentandvaluable,thatis,ifyouaremenoftheState,andgladlyenjoytheadvantagesofCaesar’sgovernment,thenpayhimbacksomeofhisownwhenhedemandsit;“RenderthereforetoCaesarthatwhichisCaesar’s,andtoGodthosethingswhichareGod’s“——leavingthemnowiserthanbeforeastowhichwaswhich; fortheydidnotwishtoknow。 WhenIconversewiththefreestofmyneighbors,Iperceivethat,whatevertheymaysayaboutthemagnitudeandseriousnessofthequestion,andtheirregardforthepublictranquillity,thelongandtheshortofthematteris,thattheycannotsparetheprotectionoftheexistinggovernment,andtheydreadtheconsequencestotheirpropertyandfamiliesofdisobediencetoit。 Formyownpart,IshouldnotliketothinkthatIeverrelyontheprotectionoftheState。But,ifIdenytheauthorityoftheStatewhenitpresentsitstax-bill,itwillsoontakeandwasteallmyproperty,andsoharassmeandmychildrenwithoutend。Thisishard。Thismakesitimpossibleforamantolivehonestly,andatthesametimecomfortablyinoutwardrespects。Itwillnotbeworththewhiletoaccumulateproperty;thatwouldbesuretogoagain。 Youmusthireorsquatsomewhere,andraisebutasmallcrop,andeatthatsoon。Youmustlivewithinyourself,anddependuponyourselfalwaystuckedupandreadyforastart,andnothavemanyaffairs。AmanmaygrowrichinTurkeyeven,ifhewillbeinallrespectsagoodsubjectoftheTurkishgovernment。Confuciussaid,“Ifastateisgovernedbytheprinciplesofreason,povertyandmiseryaresubjectsofshame;ifastateisnotgovernedbytheprinciplesofreason,richesandhonorsarethesubjectsofshame。“ No:untilIwanttheprotectionofMassachusettstobeextendedtomeinsomedistantSouthernport,wheremylibertyisendangered,oruntilIambentsolelyonbuildingupanestateathomebypeacefulenterprise,IcanaffordtorefuseallegiancetoMassachusetts,andherrighttomypropertyandlife。ItcostsmelessineverysensetoincurthepenaltyofdisobediencetotheStatethanitwouldtoobey。IshouldfeelasifIwereworthlessinthatcase。 Someyearsago,theStatemetmeinbehalfoftheChurch,andcommandedmetopayacertainsumtowardthesupportofaclergymanwhosepreachingmyfatherattended,butneverImyself。“Pay,“itsaid,“orbelockedupinthejail。“Ideclinedtopay。But,unfortunately,anothermansawfittopayit。Ididnotseewhytheschoolmastershouldbetaxedtosupportthepriest,andnotthepriesttheschoolmaster:forIwasnottheState’sschoolmaster,butIsupportedmyselfbyvoluntarysubscription。Ididnotseewhythelyceumshouldnotpresentitstax-bill,andhavetheStatetobackitsdemand,aswellastheChurch。However,attherequestoftheselectmen,Icondescendedtomakesomesuchstatementasthisinwriting:——“Knowallmenbythesepresents,thatI,HenryThoreau,donotwishtoberegardedasamemberofanyincorporatedsocietywhichIhavenotjoined。“ThisIgavetothetownclerk;andhehasit。TheState,havingthuslearnedthatIdidnotwishtoberegardedasamemberofthatchurch,hasnevermadealikedemandonmesince;thoughitsaidthatitmustadheretoitsoriginalpresumptionthattime。IfIhadknownhowtonamethem,IshouldthenhavesignedoffindetailfromallthesocietieswhichIneversignedonto;butIdidnotknowwheretofindacompletelist。 Ihavepaidnopoll-taxforsixyears。Iwasputintoajailonceonthisaccount,foronenight;and,asIstoodconsideringthewallsofsolidstone,twoorthreefeetthick,thedoorofwoodandiron,afootthick,andtheirongratingwhichstrainedthelight,I couldnothelpbeingstruckwiththefoolishnessofthatinstitutionwhichtreatedmeasifIweremerefleshandbloodandbones,tobelockedup。Iwonderedthatitshouldhaveconcludedatlengththatthiswasthebestuseitcouldputmeto,andhadneverthoughttoavailitselfofmyservicesinsomeway。Isawthat,iftherewasawallofstonebetweenmeandmytownsmen,therewasastillmoredifficultonetoclimborbreakthrough,beforetheycouldgettobeasfreeasIwas。Ididnotforamomentfeelconfined,andthewallsseemedagreatwasteofstoneandmortar。IfeltasifI aloneofallmytownsmenhadpaidmytax。Theyplainlydidnotknowhowtotreatme,butbehavedlikepersonswhoareunderbred。Ineverythreatandineverycomplimenttherewasablunder;fortheythoughtthatmychiefdesirewastostandtheothersideofthatstonewall。Icouldnotbutsmiletoseehowindustriouslytheylockedthedooronmymeditations,whichfollowedthemoutagainwithoutletorhindrance,andtheywerereallyallthatwasdangerous。Astheycouldnotreachme,theyhadresolvedtopunishmybody;justasboys,iftheycannotcomeatsomepersonagainstwhomtheyhaveaspite,willabusehisdog。IsawthattheStatewashalf-witted,thatitwastimidasalonewomanwithhersilverspoons,andthatitdidnotknowitsfriendsfromitsfoes,andI lostallmyremainingrespectforit,andpitiedit。 ThustheStateneverintentionallyconfrontsaman’ssense,intellectualormoral,butonlyhisbody,hissenses。Itisnotarmedwithsuperiorwitorhonesty,butwithsuperiorphysicalstrength。Iwasnotborntobeforced。Iwillbreatheaftermyownfashion。Letusseewhoisthestrongest。Whatforcehasamultitude?TheyonlycanforcemewhoobeyahigherlawthanI。 Theyforcemetobecomelikethemselves。Idonothearofmenbeingforcedtohavethiswayorthatbymassesofmen。Whatsortoflifewerethattolive?WhenImeetagovernmentwhichsaystome,“Yourmoneyoryourlife,“whyshouldIbeinhastetogiveitmymoney? Itmaybeinagreatstrait,andnotknowwhattodo:Icannothelpthat。Itmusthelpitself;doasIdo。Itisnotworththewhiletosnivelaboutit。Iamnotresponsibleforthesuccessfulworkingofthemachineryofsociety。Iamnotthesonoftheengineer。I perceivethat,whenanacornandachestnutfallsidebyside,theonedoesnotremaininerttomakewayfortheother,butbothobeytheirownlaws,andspringandgrowandflourishasbesttheycan,tillone,perchance,overshadowsanddestroystheother。Ifaplantcannotliveaccordingtoitsnature,itdies;andsoaman。 Thenightinprisonwasnovelandinterestingenough。Theprisonersintheirshirt-sleeveswereenjoyingachatandtheeveningairinthedoorway,whenIentered。Butthejailersaid,“Come,boys,itistimetolockup“;andsotheydispersed,andI heardthesoundoftheirstepsreturningintothehollowapartments。 Myroom-matewasintroducedtomebythejaileras“afirst-ratefellowandacleverman。“Whenthedoorwaslocked,heshowedmewheretohangmyhat,andhowhemanagedmattersthere。Theroomswerewhitewashedonceamonth;andthisone,atleast,wasthewhitest,mostsimplyfurnished,andprobablytheneatestapartmentinthetown。HenaturallywantedtoknowwhereIcamefrom,andwhatbroughtmethere;and,whenIhadtoldhim,Iaskedhiminmyturnhowhecamethere,presuminghimtobeanhonestman,ofcourse;and,astheworldgoes,Ibelievehewas。“Why,“saidhe,“theyaccusemeofburningabarn;butIneverdidit。“AsnearasIcoulddiscover,hehadprobablygonetobedinabarnwhendrunk,andsmokedhispipethere;andsoabarnwasburnt。Hehadthereputationofbeingacleverman,hadbeentheresomethreemonthswaitingforhistrialtocomeon,andwouldhavetowaitasmuchlonger;buthewasquitedomesticatedandcontented,sincehegothisboardfornothing,andthoughtthathewaswelltreated。 Heoccupiedonewindow,andItheother;andIsawthatifonestayedtherelong,hisprincipalbusinesswouldbetolookoutthewindow。Ihadsoonreadallthetractsthatwereleftthere,andexaminedwhereformerprisonershadbrokenout,andwhereagratehadbeensawedoff,andheardthehistoryofthevariousoccupantsofthatroom;forIfoundthatevenheretherewasahistoryandagossipwhichnevercirculatedbeyondthewallsofthejail。 Probablythisistheonlyhouseinthetownwhereversesarecomposed,whichareafterwardprintedinacircularform,butnotpublished。Iwasshownquitealonglistofverseswhichwerecomposedbysomeyoungmenwhohadbeendetectedinanattempttoescape,whoavengedthemselvesbysingingthem。 Ipumpedmyfellow-prisonerasdryasIcould,forfearIshouldneverseehimagain;butatlengthheshowedmewhichwasmybed,andleftmetoblowoutthelamp。 Itwasliketravellingintoafarcountry,suchasIhadneverexpectedtobehold,toliethereforonenight。ItseemedtomethatIneverhadheardthetown-clockstrikebefore,northeeveningsoundsofthevillage;forwesleptwiththewindowsopen,whichwereinsidethegrating。ItwastoseemynativevillageinthelightoftheMiddleAges,andourConcordwasturnedintoaRhinestream,andvisionsofknightsandcastlespassedbeforeme。TheywerethevoicesofoldburghersthatIheardinthestreets。Iwasaninvoluntaryspectatorandauditorofwhateverwasdoneandsaidinthekitchenoftheadjacentvillage-inn——awhollynewandrareexperiencetome。Itwasacloserviewofmynativetown。Iwasfairlyinsideofit。Ineverhadseenitsinstitutionsbefore。 Thisisoneofitspeculiarinstitutions;foritisashiretown。I begantocomprehendwhatitsinhabitantswereabout。 Inthemorning,ourbreakfastswereputthroughtheholeinthedoor,insmalloblong-squaretinpans,madetofit,andholdingapintofchocolate,withbrownbread,andanironspoon。Whentheycalledforthevesselsagain,IwasgreenenoughtoreturnwhatbreadIhadleft;butmycomradeseizedit,andsaidthatIshouldlaythatupforlunchordinner。Soonafterhewasletouttoworkathayinginaneighboringfield,whitherhewenteveryday,andwouldnotbebacktillnoon;sohebademegood-day,sayingthathedoubtedifheshouldseemeagain。 WhenIcameoutofprison——forsomeoneinterfered,andpaidthattax——Ididnotperceivethatgreatchangeshadtakenplaceonthecommon,suchasheobservedwhowentinayouthandemergedatotteringandgray-headedman;andyetachangehadtomyeyescomeoverthescene——thetown,andState,andcountry——greaterthananythatmeretimecouldeffect。IsawyetmoredistinctlytheStateinwhichIlived。IsawtowhatextentthepeopleamongwhomIlivedcouldbetrustedasgoodneighborsandfriends;thattheirfriendshipwasforsummerweatheronly;thattheydidnotgreatlyproposetodoright;thattheywereadistinctracefrommebytheirprejudicesandsuperstitions,astheChinamenandMalaysare;thatintheirsacrificestohumanity,theyrannorisks,noteventotheirproperty;thatafteralltheywerenotsonoblebuttheytreatedthethiefashehadtreatedthem,andhoped,byacertainoutwardobservanceandafewprayers,andbywalkinginaparticularstraightthoughuselesspathfromtimetotime,tosavetheirsouls。 Thismaybetojudgemyneighborsharshly;forIbelievethatmanyofthemarenotawarethattheyhavesuchaninstitutionasthejailintheirvillage。 Itwasformerlythecustominourvillage,whenapoordebtorcameoutofjail,forhisacquaintancestosalutehim,lookingthroughtheirfingers,whichwerecrossedtorepresentthegratingofajailwindow,“Howdoyedo?“Myneighborsdidnotthussaluteme,butfirstlookedatme,andthenatoneanother,asifIhadreturnedfromalongjourney。IwasputintojailasIwasgoingtotheshoemaker’stogetashoewhichwasmended。WhenIwasletoutthenextmorning,Iproceededtofinishmyerrand,and,havingputonmymendedshoe,joinedahuckleberryparty,whowereimpatienttoputthemselvesundermyconduct;andinhalfanhour——forthehorsewassoontackled——wasinthemidstofahuckleberryfield,ononeofourhighesthills,twomilesoff,andthentheStatewasnowheretobeseen。 Thisisthewholehistoryof“MyPrisons。“ Ihaveneverdeclinedpayingthehighwaytax,becauseIamasdesirousofbeingagoodneighborasIamofbeingabadsubject; andasforsupportingschools,Iamdoingmyparttoeducatemyfellow-countrymennow。Itisfornoparticulariteminthetax-billthatIrefusetopayit。IsimplywishtorefuseallegiancetotheState,towithdrawandstandalooffromiteffectually。Idonotcaretotracethecourseofmydollar,ifIcould,tillitbuysamanoramuskettoshootonewith——thedollarisinnocent——butI