第12章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:3947更新时间:18/12/27 09:08:44
TheroadfromAngleburytoHolmstokeisingenerallevel;butthereisoneplacewhereasharpascentbreaksitsmonotony。Farmershomeward-boundfromtheformermarket-town,whotrotalltherestoftheway,walktheirhorsesupthisshortincline。 Thenextevening,whilethesunwasyetbright,ahandsomenewgig,withalemon-colouredbodyandredwheels,wasspinningwestwardalongthelevelhighwayattheheelsofapowerfulmare。Thedriverwasayeomanintheprimeoflife,cleanlyshavenlikeanactor,hisfacebeingtonedtothatbluish-vermilionhuewhichsooftengracesathrivingfarmer’sfeatureswhenreturninghomeaftersuccessfuldealingsinthetown。Besidehimsatawoman,manyyearshisjunior——almost,indeed,agirl。Herfacetoowasfreshincolour,butitwasofatotallydifferentquality——softandevanescent,likethelightunderaheapofrose-petals。 Fewpeopletravelledthisway,foritwasnotamainroad;andthelongwhiteribandofgravelthatstretchedbeforethemwasempty,saveofonesmallscarce-movingspeck,whichpresentlyresolveditselfintothefigureofboy,whowascreepingonatasnail’space,andcontinuallylookingbehindhim——theheavybundlehecarriedbeingsomeexcusefor,ifnotthereasonof,hisdilatoriness。Whenthebouncinggig-partyslowedatthebottomoftheinclineabovementioned,thepedestrianwasonlyafewyardsinfront。Supportingthelargebundlebyputtingonehandonhiship,heturnedandlookedstraightatthefarmer’swifeasthoughhewouldreadherthroughandthrough,pacingalongabreastofthehorse。 Thelowsunwasfullinherface,renderingeveryfeature,shade,andcontourdistinct,fromthecurveofherlittlenostriltothecolourofhereyes。Thefarmer,thoughheseemedannoyedattheboy’spersistentpresence,didnotorderhimtogetoutoftheway; andthustheladprecededthem,hishardgazeneverleavingher,tilltheyreachedthetopoftheascent,whenthefarmertrottedonwithreliefinhislineaments——havingtakennooutwardnoticeoftheboywhatever。 ’Howthatpoorladstaredatme!’saidtheyoungwife。 ’Yes,dear;Isawthathedid。’ ’Heisoneofthevillage,Isuppose?’ ’Oneoftheneighbourhood。Ithinkheliveswithhismotheramileortwooff。’ ’Heknowswhoweare,nodoubt?’ ’Oyes。Youmustexpecttobestaredatjustatfirst,myprettyGertrude。’ ’Ido,——thoughIthinkthepoorboymayhavelookedatusinthehopewemightrelievehimofhisheavyload,ratherthanfromcuriosity。’ ’Ono,’saidherhusbandoff-handedly。’Thesecountryladswillcarryahundredweightoncetheygetitontheirbacks;besideshispackhadmoresizethanweightinit。Now,then,anothermileandI shallbeabletoshowyouourhouseinthedistance——ifitisnottoodarkbeforewegetthere。’Thewheelsspunround,andparticlesflewfromtheirperipheryasbefore,tillawhitehouseofampledimensionsrevealeditself,withfarm-buildingsandricksattheback。 Meanwhiletheboyhadquickenedhispace,andturningupaby-lanesomemileandhalfshortofthewhitefarmstead,ascendedtowardstheleanerpastures,andsoontothecottageofhismother。 Shehadreachedhomeafterherday’smilkingattheoutlyingdairy,andwaswashingcabbageatthedoorwayinthedeclininglight。 ’Holdupthenetamoment,’shesaid,withoutpreface,astheboycameup。 Heflungdownhisbundle,heldtheedgeofthecabbage-net,andasshefilleditsmesheswiththedrippingleavesshewenton,’Well,didyouseeher?’ ’Yes;quiteplain。’ ’Issheladylike?’ ’Yes;andmore。Aladycomplete。’ ’Issheyoung?’ ’Well,she’sgrowedup,andherwaysbequiteawoman’s。’ ’Ofcourse。Whatcolourisherhairandface?’ ’Herhairislightish,andherfaceascomelyasalivedoll’s。’ ’Hereyes,then,arenotdarklikemine?’ ’No——ofabluishturn,andhermouthisveryniceandred;andwhenshesmiles,herteethshowwhite。’ ’Isshetall?’saidthewomansharply。 ’Icouldn’tsee。Shewassittingdown。’ ’ThendoyougotoHolmstokechurchto-morrowmorning:she’ssuretobethere。Goearlyandnoticeherwalkingin,andcomehomeandtellmeifshe’stallerthanI。’ ’Verywell,mother。Butwhydon’tyougoandseeforyourself?’ ’_I_gotoseeher!Iwouldn’tlookupatherifsheweretopassmywindowthisinstant。ShewaswithMr。Lodge,ofcourse。Whatdidhesayordo?’ ’Justthesameasusual。’ ’Tooknonoticeofyou?’ ’None。’ Nextdaythemotherputacleanshirtontheboy,andstartedhimoffforHolmstokechurch。Hereachedtheancientlittlepilewhenthedoorwasjustbeingopened,andhewasthefirsttoenter。 Takinghisseatbythefont,hewatchedalltheparishionersfilein。Thewell-to-doFarmerLodgecamenearlylast;andhisyoungwife,whoaccompaniedhim,walkeduptheaislewiththeshynessnaturaltoamodestwomanwhohadappearedthusforthefirsttime。 Asallothereyeswerefixeduponher,theyouth’sstarewasnotnoticednow。 Whenhereachedhomehismothersaid,’Well?’beforehehadenteredtheroom。 ’Sheisnottall。Sheisrathershort,’hereplied。 ’Ah!’saidhismother,withsatisfaction。 ’Butshe’sverypretty——very。Infact,she’slovely。’ Theyouthfulfreshnessoftheyeoman’swifehadevidentlymadeanimpressionevenonthesomewhathardnatureoftheboy。 ’That’sallIwanttohear,’saidhismotherquickly。’Now,spreadthetable-cloth。Thehareyoucaughtisverytender;butmindthatnobodycatchesyou——You’venevertoldmewhatsortofhandsshehad。’ ’Ihaveneverseen’em。Shenevertookoffhergloves。’ ’Whatdidshewearthismorning?’ ’Awhitebonnetandasilver-colouredgownd。Itwhewedandwhistledsoloudwhenitrubbedagainstthepewsthattheladycolouredupmorethaneverforveryshameatthenoise,andpulleditintokeepitfromtouching;butwhenshepushedintoherseat,itwhewedmorethanever。Mr。Lodge,heseemedpleased,andhiswaistcoatstuckout,andhisgreatgoldensealshunglikealord’s;butsheseemedtowishhernoisygowndanywherebutonher。’ ’Notshe!However,thatwilldonow。’ Thesedescriptionsofthenewly-marriedcouplewerecontinuedfromtimetotimebytheboyathismother’srequest,afteranychanceencounterhehadhadwiththem。ButRhodaBrook,thoughshemighteasilyhaveseenyoungMrs。Lodgeforherselfbywalkingacoupleofmiles,wouldneverattemptanexcursiontowardsthequarterwherethefarmhouselay。Neitherdidshe,atthedailymilkinginthedairyman’syardonLodge’soutlyingsecondfarm,everspeakonthesubjectoftherecentmarriage。Thedairyman,whorentedthecowsofLodge,andknewperfectlythetallmilkmaid’shistory,withmanlykindlinessalwayskeptthegossipinthecow-bartonfromannoyingRhoda。ButtheatmospherethereaboutwasfullofthesubjectduringthefirstdaysofMrs。Lodge’sarrival;andfromherboy’sdescriptionandthecasualwordsoftheothermilkers,RhodaBrookcouldraiseamentalimageoftheunconsciousMrsLodgethatwasrealisticasaphotograph。 Onenight,twoorthreeweeksafterthebridalreturn,whentheboywasgonetobed,Rhodasatalongtimeovertheturfashesthatshehadrakedoutinfrontofhertoextinguishthem。Shecontemplatedsointentlythenewwife,aspresentedtoherinhermind’seyeovertheembers,thatsheforgotthelapseoftime。Atlast,weariedwithherday’swork,shetooretired。 Butthefigurewhichhadoccupiedhersomuchduringthisandthepreviousdayswasnottobebanishedatnight。ForthefirsttimeGertrudeLodgevisitedthesupplantedwomaninherdreams。RhodaBrookdreamed——sinceherassertionthatshereallysaw,beforefallingasleep,wasnottobebelieved——thattheyoungwife,inthepalesilkdressandwhitebonnet,butwithfeaturesshockinglydistorted,andwrinkledasbyage,wassittinguponherchestasshelay。ThepressureofMrs。Lodge’spersongrewheavier;theblueeyespeeredcruellyintoherface;andthenthefigurethrustforwarditslefthandmockingly,soastomakethewedding-ringitworeglitterinRhoda’seyes。Maddenedmentally,andnearlysuffocatedbypressure,thesleeperstruggled;theincubus,stillregardingher,withdrewtothefootofthebed,only,however,tocomeforwardbydegrees,resumeherseat,andflashherlefthandasbefore。 Gaspingforbreath,Rhoda,inalastdesperateeffort,swungoutherrighthand,seizedtheconfrontingspectrebyitsobtrusiveleftarm,andwhirleditbackwardtothefloor,startingupherselfasshedidsowithalowcry。 ’O,mercifulheaven!’shecried,sittingontheedgeofthebedinacoldsweat;’thatwasnotadream——shewashere!’ Shecouldfeelherantagonist’sarmwithinhergraspevennow——theveryfleshandboneofit,asitseemed。Shelookedonthefloorwhithershehadwhirledthespectre,buttherewasnothingtobeseen。 RhodaBrooksleptnomorethatnight,andwhenshewentmilkingatthenextdawntheynoticedhowpaleandhaggardshelooked。Themilkthatshedrewquiveredintothepail;herhandhadnotcalmedevenyet,andstillretainedthefeelofthearm。Shecamehometobreakfastaswearilyasifithadbeensuppertime。