第13章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:4875更新时间:18/12/27 09:08:44
’Whatwasthatnoiseinyourchimmer,mother,lastnight?’saidherson。’Youfelloffthebed,surely?’ ’Didyouhearanythingfall?Atwhattime?’ ’Justwhentheclockstrucktwo。’ Shecouldnotexplain,andwhenthemealwasdonewentsilentlyaboutherhouseholdwork,theboyassistingher,forhehatedgoingafieldonthefarms,andsheindulgedhisreluctance。Betweenelevenandtwelvethegarden-gateclicked,andsheliftedhereyestothewindow。Atthebottomofthegarden,withinthegate,stoodthewomanofhervision。Rhodaseemedtransfixed。 ’Ah,shesaidshewouldcome!’exclaimedtheboy,alsoobservingher。 ’Saidso——when?Howdoessheknowus?’ ’Ihaveseenandspokentoher。Italkedtoheryesterday。’ ’Itoldyou,’saidthemother,flushingindignantly,’nevertospeaktoanybodyinthathouse,orgoneartheplace。’ ’Ididnotspeaktohertillshespoketome。AndIdidnotgoneartheplace。Imetherintheroad。’ ’Whatdidyoutellher?’ ’Nothing。Shesaid,“Areyouthepoorboywhohadtobringtheheavyloadfrommarket?“Andshelookedatmyboots,andsaidtheywouldnotkeepmyfeetdryifitcameonwet,becausetheyweresocracked。ItoldherIlivedwithmymother,andwehadenoughtodotokeepourselves,andthat’showitwas;andshesaidthen,“I’llcomeandbringyousomebetterboots,andseeyourmother。“Shegivesawaythingstootherfolksinthemeadsbesidesus。’ Mrs。Lodgewasbythistimeclosetothedoor——notinhersilk,asRhodahadseenherinthebed-chamber,butinamorninghat,andgownofcommonlightmaterial,whichbecameherbetterthansilk。 Onherarmshecarriedabasket。 Theimpressionremainingfromthenight’sexperiencewasstillstrong。Brookhadalmostexpectedtoseethewrinkles,thescorn,andthecrueltyonhervisitor’sface。 Shewouldhaveescapedaninterview,hadescapebeenpossible。 Therewas,however,nobackdoortothecottage,andinaninstanttheboyhadliftedthelatchtoMrs。Lodge’sgentleknock。 ’IseeIhavecometotherighthouse,’saidshe,glancingatthelad,andsmiling。’ButIwasnotsuretillyouopenedthedoor。’ Thefigureandactionwerethoseofthephantom;buthervoicewassoindescribablysweet,herglancesowinning,hersmilesotender,sounlikethatofRhoda’smidnightvisitant,thatthelattercouldhardlybelievetheevidenceofhersenses。Shewastrulygladthatshehadnothiddenawayinsheeraversion,asshehadbeeninclinedtodo。InherbasketMrs。Lodgebroughtthepairofbootsthatshehadpromisedtotheboy,andotherusefularticles。 AttheseproofsofakindlyfeelingtowardsherandhersRhoda’sheartreproachedherbitterly。Thisinnocentyoungthingshouldhaveherblessingandnothercurse。Whensheleftthemalightseemedgonefromthedwelling。Twodayslatershecameagaintoknowifthebootsfitted;andlessthanafortnightafterthatpaidRhodaanothercall。Onthisoccasiontheboywasabsent。 ’Iwalkagooddeal,’saidMrs。Lodge,’andyourhouseisthenearestoutsideourownparish。Ihopeyouarewell。Youdon’tlookquitewell。’ Rhodasaidshewaswellenough;and,indeed,thoughthepalerofthetwo,therewasmoreofthestrengththatenduresinherwell-definedfeaturesandlargeframe,thaninthesoft-cheekedyoungwomanbeforeher。Theconversationbecamequiteconfidentialasregardedtheirpowersandweaknesses;andwhenMrs。Lodgewasleaving,Rhodasaid,’Ihopeyouwillfindthisairagreewithyou,ma’am,andnotsufferfromthedampofthewater-meads。’ Theyoungeronerepliedthattherewasnotmuchdoubtofit,hergeneralhealthbeingusuallygood。’Though,nowyouremindme,’sheadded,’Ihaveonelittleailmentwhichpuzzlesme。Itisnothingserious,butIcannotmakeitout。’ Sheuncoveredherlefthandandarm;andtheiroutlineconfrontedRhoda’sgazeastheexactoriginalofthelimbshehadbeheldandseizedinherdream。Uponthepinkroundsurfaceofthearmwerefaintmarksofanunhealthycolour,asifproducedbyaroughgrasp。 Rhoda’seyesbecamerivetedonthediscolorations;shefanciedthatshediscernedinthemtheshapeofherownfourfingers。 ’Howdidithappen?’shesaidmechanically。 ’Icannottell,’repliedMrs。Lodge,shakingherhead。’OnenightwhenIwassoundasleep,dreamingIwasawayinsomestrangeplace,apainsuddenlyshotintomyarmthere,andwassokeenastoawakenme。Imusthavestruckitinthedaytime,Isuppose,thoughIdon’trememberdoingso。’Sheadded,laughing,’Itellmydearhusbandthatitlooksjustasifhehadflownintoarageandstruckmethere。O,Idaresayitwillsoondisappear。’ ’Ha,ha!Yes……Onwhatnightdiditcome?’ Mrs。Lodgeconsidered,andsaiditwouldbeafortnightagoonthemorrow。’WhenIawokeIcouldnotrememberwhereIwas,’sheadded,’tilltheclockstrikingtworemindedme。’ ShehadnamedthenightandthehourofRhoda’sspectralencounter,andBrookfeltlikeaguiltything。Theartlessdisclosurestartledher;shedidnotreasononthefreaksofcoincidence;andallthesceneryofthatghastlynightreturnedwithdoublevividnesstohermind。 ’O,canitbe,’shesaidtoherself,whenhervisitorhaddeparted,’thatIexerciseamalignantpoweroverpeopleagainstmyownwill?’ Sheknewthatshehadbeenslilycalledawitchsinceherfall;butneverhavingunderstoodwhythatparticularstigmahadbeenattachedtoher,ithadpasseddisregarded。Couldthisbetheexplanation,andhadsuchthingsasthiseverhappenedbefore? Thesummerdrewon,andRhodaBrookalmostdreadedtomeetMrs。 Lodgeagain,notwithstandingthatherfeelingfortheyoungwifeamountedwell-nightoaffection。SomethinginherownindividualityseemedtoconvictRhodaofcrime。YetafatalitysometimeswoulddirectthestepsofthelattertotheoutskirtsofHolmstokewheneversheleftherhouseforanyotherpurposethanherdailywork;andhenceithappenedthattheirnextencounterwasoutofdoors。Rhodacouldnotavoidthesubjectwhichhadsomystifiedher,andafterthefirstfewwordsshestammered,’Ihopeyour——armiswellagain,ma’am?’ShehadperceivedwithconsternationthatGertrudeLodgecarriedherleftarmstiffly。 ’No;itisnotquitewell。Indeeditisnobetteratall;itisratherworse。Itpainsmedreadfullysometimes。’ ’Perhapsyouhadbettergotoadoctor,ma’am。’ Sherepliedthatshehadalreadyseenadoctor。Herhusbandhadinsisteduponhergoingtoone。Butthesurgeonhadnotseemedtounderstandtheafflictedlimbatall;hehadtoldhertobatheitinhotwater,andshehadbathedit,butthetreatmenthaddonenogood。 ’Willyouletmeseeit?’saidthemilkwoman。 Mrs。Lodgepusheduphersleeveanddisclosedtheplace,whichwasafewinchesabovethewrist。AssoonasRhodaBrooksawit,shecouldhardlypreservehercomposure。Therewasnothingofthenatureofawound,butthearmatthatpointhadashrivelledlook,andtheoutlineofthefourfingersappearedmoredistinctthanattheformertime。Moreover,shefanciedthattheywereimprintedinpreciselytherelativepositionofherclutchuponthearminthetrance;thefirstfingertowardsGertrude’swrist,andthefourthtowardsherelbow。 WhattheimpressresembledseemedtohavestruckGertrudeherselfsincetheirlastmeeting。’Itlooksalmostlikefinger-marks,’shesaid;addingwithafaintlaugh,’myhusbandsaysitisasifsomewitch,orthedevilhimself,hadtakenholdofmethere,andblastedtheflesh。’ Rhodashivered。’That’sfancy,’shesaidhurriedly。’Iwouldn’tmindit,ifIwereyou。’ ’Ishouldn’tsomuchmindit,’saidtheyounger,withhesitation,’if——ifIhadn’tanotionthatitmakesmyhusband——dislikeme——no,lovemeless。Menthinksomuchofpersonalappearance。’ ’Somedo——heforone。’ ’Yes;andhewasveryproudofmine,atfirst。’ ’Keepyourarmcoveredfromhissight。’ ’Ah——heknowsthedisfigurementisthere!’Shetriedtohidethetearsthatfilledhereyes。 ’Well,ma’am,Iearnestlyhopeitwillgoawaysoon。’ Andsothemilkwoman’smindwaschainedanewtothesubjectbyahorridsortofspellasshereturnedhome。Thesenseofhavingbeenguiltyofanactofmalignityincreased,affectasshemighttoridiculehersuperstition。InhersecretheartRhodadidnotaltogetherobjecttoaslightdiminutionofhersuccessor’sbeauty,bywhatevermeansithadcomeabout;butshedidnotwishtoinflictuponherphysicalpain。ForthoughthisprettyyoungwomanhadrenderedimpossibleanyreparationwhichLodgemighthavemadeRhodaforhispastconduct,everythinglikeresentmentattheunconscioususurpationhadquitepassedawayfromtheelder’smind。 IfthesweetandkindlyGertrudeLodgeonlyknewofthesceneinthebed-chamber,whatwouldshethink?Nottoinformherofitseemedtreacheryinthepresenceofherfriendliness;buttellshecouldnotofherownaccord——neithercouldshedevisearemedy。 Shemuseduponthematterthegreaterpartofthenight;andthenextday,afterthemorningmilking,setouttoobtainanotherglimpseofGertrudeLodgeifshecould,beingheldtoherbyagruesomefascination。Bywatchingthehousefromadistancethemilkmaidwaspresentlyabletodiscernthefarmer’swifeinarideshewastakingalone——probablytojoinherhusbandinsomedistantfield。Mrs。Lodgeperceivedher,andcanteredinherdirection。 ’Goodmorning,Rhoda!’Gertrudesaid,whenshehadcomeup。’Iwasgoingtocall。’ RhodanoticedthatMrs。Lodgeheldthereinswithsomedifficulty。 ’Ihope——thebadarm,’saidRhoda。 ’TheytellmethereispossiblyonewaybywhichImightbeabletofindoutthecause,andsoperhapsthecure,ofit,’repliedtheotheranxiously。’ItisbygoingtosomeclevermanoverinEgdonHeath。Theydidnotknowifhewasstillalive——andIcannotrememberhisnameatthismoment;buttheysaidthatyouknewmoreofhismovementsthananybodyelsehereabout,andcouldtellmeifhewerestilltobeconsulted。Dearme——whatwashisname?Butyouknow。’ ’NotConjurorTrendle?’saidherthincompanion,turningpale。 ’Trendle——yes。Ishealive?’ ’Ibelieveso,’saidRhoda,withreluctance。 ’Whydoyoucallhimconjuror?’ ’Well——theysay——theyusedtosayhewasa——hehadpowersotherfolkshavenot。’ ’O,howcouldmypeoplebesosuperstitiousastorecommendamanofthatsort!Ithoughttheymeantsomemedicalman。Ishallthinknomoreofhim。’ Rhodalookedrelieved,andMrs。Lodgerodeon。Themilkwomanhadinwardlyseen,fromthemomentsheheardofherhavingbeenmentionedasareferenceforthisman,thattheremustexistasarcasticfeelingamongthework-folkthatasorceresswouldknowthewhereaboutsoftheexorcist。Theysuspectedher,then。Ashorttimeagothiswouldhavegivennoconcerntoawomanofhercommon- sense。Butshehadahauntingreasontobesuperstitiousnow;andshehadbeenseizedwithsuddendreadthatthisConjurorTrendlemightnameherasthemalignantinfluencewhichwasblastingthefairpersonofGertrude,andsoleadherfriendtohateherforever,andtotreatherassomefiendinhumanshape。 Butallwasnotover。Twodaysafter,ashadowintrudedintothewindow-patternthrownonRhodaBrook’sfloorbytheafternoonsun。 Thewomanopenedthedooratonce,almostbreathlessly。