第14章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:4614更新时间:18/12/27 09:08:44
’Areyoualone?’saidGertrude。SheseemedtobenolessharassedandanxiousthanBrookherself。 ’Yes,’saidRhoda。 ’Theplaceonmyarmseemsworse,andtroublesme!’theyoungfarmer’swifewenton。’Itissomysterious!Idohopeitwillnotbeanincurablewound。IhaveagainbeenthinkingofwhattheysaidaboutConjurorTrendle。Idon’treallybelieveinsuchmen,butI shouldnotmindjustvisitinghim,fromcuriosity——thoughonnoaccountmustmyhusbandknow。Isitfartowherehelives?’ ’Yes——fivemiles,’saidRhodabackwardly。’IntheheartofEgdon。’ ’Well,Ishouldhavetowalk。Couldnotyougowithmetoshowmetheway——sayto-morrowafternoon?’ ’O,notI——thatis,’themilkwomanmurmured,withastartofdismay。 Againthedreadseizedherthatsomethingtodowithherfierceactinthedreammightberevealed,andhercharacterintheeyesofthemostusefulfriendshehadeverhadberuinedirretrievably。 Mrs。Lodgeurged,andRhodafinallyassented,thoughwithmuchmisgiving。Sadasthejourneywouldbetoher,shecouldnotconscientiouslystandinthewayofapossibleremedyforherpatron’sstrangeaffliction。Itwasagreedthat,toescapesuspicionoftheirmysticintent,theyshouldmeetattheedgeoftheheathatthecornerofaplantationwhichwasvisiblefromthespotwheretheynowstood。 BythenextafternoonRhodawouldhavedoneanythingtoescapethisinquiry。Butshehadpromisedtogo。Moreover,therewasahorridfascinationattimesinbecominginstrumentalinthrowingsuchpossiblelightonherowncharacteraswouldrevealhertobesomethinggreaterintheoccultworldthanshehadeverherselfsuspected。 Shestartedjustbeforethetimeofdaymentionedbetweenthem,andhalf-an-hour’sbriskwalkingbroughthertothesouth-easternextensionoftheEgdontractofcountry,wherethefirplantationwas。Aslightfigure,cloakedandveiled,wasalreadythere。Rhodarecognized,almostwithashudder,thatMrs。Lodgeboreherleftarminasling。 Theyhardlyspoketoeachother,andimmediatelysetoutontheirclimbintotheinteriorofthissolemncountry,whichstoodhighabovetherichalluvialsoiltheyhadlefthalf-an-hourbefore。Itwasalongwalk;thickcloudsmadetheatmospheredark,thoughitwasasyetonlyearlyafternoon;andthewindhowleddismallyoverthehillsoftheheath——notimprobablythesameheathwhichhadwitnessedtheagonyoftheWessexKingIna,presentedtoafter-agesasLear。GertrudeLodgetalkedmost,Rhodareplyingwithmonosyllabicpreoccupation。Shehadastrangedisliketowalkingonthesideofhercompanionwherehungtheafflictedarm,movingroundtotheotherwheninadvertentlynearit。Muchheatherhadbeenbrushedbytheirfeetwhentheydescendeduponacart-track,besidewhichstoodthehouseofthemantheysought。 Hedidnotprofesshisremedialpracticesopenly,orcareanythingabouttheircontinuance,hisdirectinterestsbeingthoseofadealerinfurze,turf,’sharpsand,’andotherlocalproducts。 Indeed,heaffectednottobelievelargelyinhisownpowers,andwhenwartsthathadbeenshownhimforcuremiraculouslydisappeared——whichitmustbeownedtheyinfalliblydid——hewouldsaylightly,’O,Ionlydrinkaglassofgrogupon’em——perhapsit’sallchance,’andimmediatelyturnthesubject。 Hewasathomewhentheyarrived,havinginfactseenthemdescendingintohisvalley。Hewasagray-beardedman,withareddishface,andhelookedsingularlyatRhodathefirstmomenthebeheldher。Mrs。Lodgetoldhimhererrand;andthenwithwordsofself-disparagementheexaminedherarm。 ’Medicinecan’tcureit,’hesaidpromptly。’’Tistheworkofanenemy。’ Rhodashrankintoherself,anddrewback。 ’Anenemy?Whatenemy?’askedMrs。Lodge。 Heshookhishead。’That’sbestknowntoyourself,’hesaid。’Ifyoulike,Icanshowthepersontoyou,thoughIshallnotmyselfknowwhoitis。Icandonomore;anddon’twishtodothat。’ Shepressedhim;onwhichhetoldRhodatowaitoutsidewhereshestood,andtookMrs。Lodgeintotheroom。Itopenedimmediatelyfromthedoor;and,asthelatterremainedajar,RhodaBrookcouldseetheproceedingswithouttakingpartinthem。Hebroughtatumblerfromthedresser,nearlyfilleditwithwater,andfetchinganegg,prepareditinsomeprivateway;afterwhichhebrokeitontheedgeoftheglass,sothatthewhitewentinandtheyolkremained。Asitwasgettinggloomy,hetooktheglassanditscontentstothewindow,andtoldGertrudetowatchthemclosely。 Theyleantoverthetabletogether,andthemilkwomancouldseetheopalinehueoftheegg-fluidchangingformasitsankinthewater,butshewasnotnearenoughtodefinetheshapethatitassumed。 ’Doyoucatchthelikenessofanyfaceorfigureasyoulook?’ demandedtheconjuroroftheyoungwoman。 Shemurmuredareply,intonessolowastobeinaudibletoRhoda,andcontinuedtogazeintentlyintotheglass。Rhodaturned,andwalkedafewstepsaway。 WhenMrs。Lodgecameout,andherfacewasmetbythelight,itappearedexceedinglypale——aspaleasRhoda’s——againstthesaddunshadesoftheupland’sgarniture。Trendleshutthedoorbehindher,andtheyatoncestartedhomewardtogether。ButRhodaperceivedthathercompanionhadquitechanged。 ’Didhechargemuch?’sheaskedtentatively。 ’Ono——nothing。Hewouldnottakeafarthing,’saidGertrude。 ’Andwhatdidyousee?’inquiredRhoda。 ’NothingI——caretospeakof。’Theconstraintinhermannerwasremarkable;herfacewassorigidastowearanoldenedaspect,faintlysuggestiveofthefaceinRhoda’sbed-chamber。 ’Wasityouwhofirstproposedcominghere?’Mrs。Lodgesuddenlyinquired,afteralongpause。’Howveryodd,ifyoudid!’ ’No。ButIamnotsorrywehavecome,allthingsconsidered,’shereplied。Forthefirsttimeasenseoftriumphpossessedher,andshedidnotaltogetherdeplorethattheyoungthingathersideshouldlearnthattheirliveshadbeenantagonizedbyotherinfluencesthantheirown。 Thesubjectwasnomorealludedtoduringthelonganddrearywalkhome。Butinsomewayorotherastorywaswhisperedaboutthemany-dairiedlowlandthatwinterthatMrs。Lodge’sgraduallossoftheuseofherleftarmwasowingtoherbeing’overlooked’byRhodaBrook。Thelatterkeptherowncounselabouttheincubus,butherfacegrewsadderandthinner;andinthespringsheandherboydisappearedfromtheneighbourhoodofHolmstoke。 Half-a-dozenyearspassedaway,andMr。andMrs。Lodge’smarriedexperiencesankintoprosiness,andworse。Thefarmerwasusuallygloomyandsilent:thewomanwhomhehadwooedforhergraceandbeautywascontortedanddisfiguredintheleftlimb;moreover,shehadbroughthimnochild,whichrendereditlikelythathewouldbethelastofafamilywhohadoccupiedthatvalleyforsometwohundredyears。HethoughtofRhodaBrookandherson;andfearedthismightbeajudgmentfromheavenuponhim。 Theonceblithe-heartedandenlightenedGertrudewaschangingintoanirritable,superstitiouswoman,whosewholetimewasgiventoexperimentinguponherailmentwitheveryquackremedyshecameacross。Shewashonestlyattachedtoherhusband,andwaseversecretlyhopingagainsthopetowinbackhisheartagainbyregainingsomeatleastofherpersonalbeauty。Henceitarosethatherclosetwaslinedwithbottles,packets,andointment-potsofeverydescription——nay,bunchesofmysticherbs,charms,andbooksofnecromancy,whichinherschoolgirltimeshewouldhaveridiculedasfolly。 ’Damnedifyouwon’tpoisonyourselfwiththeseapothecarymessesandwitchmixturessometimeorother,’saidherhusband,whenhiseyechancedtofalluponthemultitudinousarray。 Shedidnotreply,butturnedhersad,softglanceuponhiminsuchheart-swollenreproachthathelookedsorryforhiswords,andadded,’Ionlymeantitforyourgood,youknow,Gertrude。’ ’I’llclearoutthewholelot,anddestroythem,’saidshehuskily,’andtrysuchremediesnomore!’ ’Youwantsomebodytocheeryou,’heobserved。’Ioncethoughtofadoptingaboy;butheistoooldnow。AndheisgoneawayIdon’tknowwhere。’ Sheguessedtowhomhealluded;forRhodaBrook’sstoryhadinthecourseofyearsbecomeknowntoher;thoughnotawordhadeverpassedbetweenherhusbandandherselfonthesubject。NeitherhadsheeverspokentohimofhervisittoConjurorTrendle,andofwhatwasrevealedtoher,orshethoughtwasrevealedtoher,bythatsolitaryheath-man。 Shewasnowfive-and-twenty;butsheseemedolder。 ’Sixyearsofmarriage,andonlyafewmonthsoflove,’shesometimeswhisperedtoherself。Andthenshethoughtoftheapparentcause,andsaid,withatragicglanceatherwitheringlimb,’IfIcouldonlyagainbeasIwaswhenhefirstsawme!’ Sheobedientlydestroyedhernostrumsandcharms;butthereremainedahankeringwishtotrysomethingelse——someothersortofcurealtogether。ShehadneverrevisitedTrendlesinceshehadbeenconductedtothehouseofthesolitarybyRhodaagainstherwill; butitnowsuddenlyoccurredtoGertrudethatshewould,inalastdesperateeffortatdeliverancefromthisseemingcurse,againseekouttheman,ifheyetlived。Hewasentitledtoacertaincredence,fortheindistinctformhehadraisedintheglasshadundoubtedlyresembledtheonlywomanintheworldwho——asshenowknew,thoughnotthen——couldhaveareasonforbearingherill-will。 Thevisitshouldbepaid。 Thistimeshewentalone,thoughshenearlygotlostontheheath,androamedaconsiderabledistanceoutofherway。Trendle’shousewasreachedatlast,however:hewasnotindoors,andinsteadofwaitingatthecottage,shewenttowherehisbentfigurewaspointedouttoheratworkalongwayoff。Trendlerememberedher,andlayingdownthehandfuloffurze-rootswhichhewasgatheringandthrowingintoaheap,heofferedtoaccompanyherinherhomewarddirection,asthedistancewasconsiderableandthedayswereshort。Sotheywalkedtogether,hisheadbowednearlytotheearth,andhisformofacolourwithit。 ’YoucansendawaywartsandotherexcrescencesIknow,’shesaid; ’whycan’tyousendawaythis?’Andthearmwasuncovered。 ’Youthinktoomuchofmypowers!’saidTrendle;’andIamoldandweaknow,too。No,no;itistoomuchformetoattemptinmyownperson。Whathaveyetried?’ Shenamedtohimsomeofthehundredmedicamentsandcounterspellswhichshehadadoptedfromtimetotime。Heshookhishead。 ’Someweregoodenough,’hesaidapprovingly;’butnotmanyofthemforsuchasthis。Thisisofthenatureofablight,notofthenatureofawound;andifyoueverdothrowitoff;itwillbeallatonce。’ ’IfIonlycould!’