第15章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:4563更新时间:18/12/27 09:08:44
’Thereisonlyonechanceofdoingitknowntome。Ithasneverfailedinkindredafflictions,——thatIcandeclare。Butitishardtocarryout,andespeciallyforawoman。’ ’Tellme!’saidshe。 ’Youmusttouchwiththelimbtheneckofamanwho’sbeenhanged。’ Shestartedalittleattheimagehehadraised。 ’Beforehe’scold——justafterhe’scutdown,’continuedtheconjurorimpassively。 ’Howcanthatdogood?’ ’Itwillturnthebloodandchangetheconstitution。But,asIsay,todoitishard。Youmustgetintojail,andwaitforhimwhenhe’sbroughtoffthegallows。Lotshavedoneit,thoughperhapsnotsuchprettywomenasyou。Iusedtosenddozensforskincomplaints。Butthatwasinformertimes。ThelastIsentwasin’13——neartwentyyearsago。’ Hehadnomoretotellher;and,whenhehadputherintoastraighttrackhomeward,turnedandlefther,refusingallmoneyasatfirst。 ThecommunicationsankdeepintoGertrude’smind。Hernaturewasratheratimidone;andprobablyofallremediesthatthewhitewizardcouldhavesuggestedtherewasnotonewhichwouldhavefilledherwithsomuchaversionasthis,nottospeakoftheimmenseobstaclesinthewayofitsadoption。 Casterbridge,thecounty-town,wasadozenorfifteenmilesoff;andthoughinthosedays,whenmenwereexecutedforhorse-stealing,arson,andburglary,anassizeseldompassedwithoutahanging,itwasnotlikelythatshecouldgetaccesstothebodyofthecriminalunaided。Andthefearofherhusband’sangermadeherreluctanttobreatheawordofTrendle’ssuggestiontohimortoanybodyabouthim。 Shedidnothingformonths,andpatientlyboreherdisfigurementasbefore。Butherwoman’snature,cravingforrenewedlove,throughthemediumofrenewedbeauty(shewasbuttwenty-five),waseverstimulatinghertotrywhat,atanyrate,couldhardlydoheranyharm。’Whatcamebyaspellwillgobyaspellsurely,’shewouldsay。Wheneverherimaginationpicturedtheactsheshrankinterrorfromthepossibilityofit:thenthewordsoftheconjuror,’Itwillturnyourblood,’wereseentobecapableofascientificnolessthanaghastlyinterpretation;themasteringdesirereturned,andurgedheronagain。 Therewasatthistimebutonecountypaper,andthatherhusbandonlyoccasionallyborrowed。Butold-fashioneddayshadold- fashionedmeans,andnewswasextensivelyconveyedbywordofmouthfrommarkettomarket,orfromfairtofair,sothat,wheneversuchaneventasanexecutionwasabouttotakeplace,fewwithinaradiusoftwentymileswereignorantofthecomingsight;and,sofarasHolmstokewasconcerned,someenthusiastshadbeenknowntowalkallthewaytoCasterbridgeandbackinoneday,solelytowitnessthespectacle。ThenextassizeswereinMarch;andwhenGertrudeLodgeheardthattheyhadbeenheld,sheinquiredstealthilyattheinnastotheresult,assoonasshecouldfindopportunity。 Shewas,however,toolate。Thetimeatwhichthesentencesweretobecarriedouthadarrived,andtomakethejourneyandobtainadmissionatsuchshortnoticerequiredatleastherhusband’sassistance。Shedarednottellhim,forshehadfoundbydelicateexperimentthatthesesmoulderingvillagebeliefsmadehimfuriousifmentioned,partlybecausehehalfentertainedthemhimself。Itwasthereforenecessarytowaitforanotheropportunity。 HerdeterminationreceivedafillipfromlearningthattwoepilepticchildrenhadattendedfromthisveryvillageofHolmstokemanyyearsbeforewithbeneficialresults,thoughtheexperimenthadbeenstronglycondemnedbytheneighbouringclergy。April,May,June,passed;anditisnooverstatementtosaythatbytheendofthelast-namedmonthGertrudewell-nighlongedforthedeathofafellow-creature。Insteadofherformalprayerseachnight,herunconsciousprayerwas,’OLord,hangsomeguiltyorinnocentpersonsoon!’ Thistimeshemadeearlierinquiries,andwasaltogethermoresystematicinherproceedings。Moreover,theseasonwassummer,betweenthehaymakingandtheharvest,andintheleisurethusaffordedhimherhusbandhadbeenholiday-takingawayfromhome。 TheassizeswereinJuly,andshewenttotheinnasbefore。Therewastobeoneexecution——onlyone——forarson。 HergreatestproblemwasnothowtogettoCasterbridge,butwhatmeanssheshouldadoptforobtainingadmissiontothejail。Thoughaccessforsuchpurposeshadformerlyneverbeendenied,thecustomhadfallenintodesuetude;andincontemplatingherpossibledifficulties,shewasagainalmostdriventofallbackuponherhusband。But,onsoundinghimabouttheassizes,hewassouncommunicative,somorethanusuallycold,thatshedidnotproceed,anddecidedthatwhatevershedidshewoulddoalone。 Fortune,obduratehitherto,showedherunexpectedfavour。OntheThursdaybeforetheSaturdayfixedfortheexecution,Lodgeremarkedtoherthathewasgoingawayfromhomeforanotherdayortwoonbusinessatafair,andthathewassorryhecouldnottakeherwithhim。 Sheexhibitedonthisoccasionsomuchreadinesstostayathomethathelookedatherinsurprise。Timehadbeenwhenshewouldhaveshowndeepdisappointmentatthelossofsuchajaunt。 However,helapsedintohisusualtaciturnity,andonthedaynamedleftHolmstoke。 Itwasnowherturn。Sheatfirsthadthoughtofdriving,butonreflectionheldthatdrivingwouldnotdo,sinceitwouldnecessitateherkeepingtotheturnpike-road,andsoincreasebytenfoldtheriskofherghastlyerrandbeingfoundout。Shedecidedtoride,andavoidthebeatentrack,notwithstandingthatinherhusband’sstablestherewasnoanimaljustatpresentwhichbyanystretchofimaginationcouldbeconsideredalady’smount,inspiteofhispromisebeforemarriagetoalwayskeepamareforher。Hehad,however,manycart-horses,fineonesoftheirkind;andamongtherestwasaserviceablecreature,anequineAmazon,withabackasbroadasasofa,onwhichGertrudehadoccasionallytakenanairingwhenunwell。Thishorseshechose。 OnFridayafternoononeofthemenbroughtitround。Shewasdressed,andbeforegoingdownlookedathershrivelledarm。’Ah!’ shesaidtoit,’ifithadnotbeenforyouthisterribleordealwouldhavebeensavedme!’ Whenstrappingupthebundleinwhichshecarriedafewarticlesofclothing,shetookoccasiontosaytotheservant,’ItaketheseincaseIshouldnotgetbackto-nightfromthepersonIamgoingtovisit。Don’tbealarmedifIamnotinbyten,andcloseupthehouseasusual。Ishallbeathometo-morrowforcertain。’Shemeantthentoprivatelytellherhusband:thedeedaccomplishedwasnotlikethedeedprojected。Hewouldalmostcertainlyforgiveher。 AndthentheprettypalpitatingGertrudeLodgewentfromherhusband’shomestead;butthoughhergoalwasCasterbridgeshedidnottakethedirectroutethitherthroughStickleford。Hercunningcourseatfirstwasinpreciselytheoppositedirection。Assoonasshewasoutofsight,however,sheturnedtotheleft,byaroadwhichledintoEgdon,andonenteringtheheathwheeledround,andsetoutinthetruecourse,duewesterly。Amoreprivatewaydownthecountycouldnotbeimagined;andastodirection,shehadmerelytokeepherhorse’sheadtoapointalittletotherightofthesun。Sheknewthatshewouldlightuponafurze-cutterorcottagerofsomesortfromtimetotime,fromwhomshemightcorrectherbearing。 Thoughthedatewascomparativelyrecent,Egdonwasmuchlessfragmentaryincharacterthannow。Theattempts——successfulandotherwise——atcultivationonthelowerslopes,whichintrudeandbreakuptheoriginalheathintosmalldetachedheaths,hadnotbeencarriedfar;EnclosureActshadnottakeneffect,andthebanksandfenceswhichnowexcludethecattleofthosevillagerswhoformerlyenjoyedrightsofcommonagethereon,andthecartsofthosewhohadturbaryprivilegeswhichkepttheminfiringalltheyearround,werenoterected。Gertrude,therefore,rodealongwithnootherobstaclesthanthepricklyfurzebushes,thematsofheather,thewhitewater-courses,andthenaturalsteepsanddeclivitiesoftheground。 Herhorsewassure,ifheavy-footedandslow,andthoughadraughtanimal,waseasy-paced;haditbeenotherwise,shewasnotawomanwhocouldhaveventuredtorideoversuchabitofcountrywithahalf-deadarm。Itwasthereforenearlyeighto’clockwhenshedrewreintobreathethemareonthelastoutlyinghighpointofheath- landtowardsCasterbridge,previoustoleavingEgdonforthecultivatedvalleys。 ShehaltedbeforeapoolcalledRushy-pond,flankedbytheendsoftwohedges;arailingranthroughthecentreofthepond,dividingitinhalf。Overtherailingshesawthelowgreencountry;overthegreentreestheroofsofthetown;overtheroofsawhiteflatfacade,denotingtheentrancetothecountyjail。Ontheroofofthisfrontspecksweremovingabout;theyseemedtobeworkmenerectingsomething。Herfleshcrept。Shedescendedslowly,andwassoonamidcorn-fieldsandpastures。Inanotherhalf-hour,whenitwasalmostdusk,GertrudereachedtheWhiteHart,thefirstinnofthetownonthatside。 Littlesurprisewasexcitedbyherarrival;farmers’wivesrodeonhorsebackthenmorethantheydonow;though,forthatmatter,Mrs。 Lodgewasnotimaginedtobeawifeatall;theinnkeepersupposedhersomeharum-skarumyoungwomanwhohadcometoattend’hang-fair’ nextday。NeitherherhusbandnorherselfeverdealtinCasterbridgemarket,sothatshewasunknown。Whiledismountingshebeheldacrowdofboysstandingatthedoorofaharness-maker’sshopjustabovetheinn,lookinginsideitwithdeepinterest。 ’Whatisgoingonthere?’sheaskedoftheostler。 ’Makingtheropeforto-morrow。’ Shethrobbedresponsively,andcontractedherarm。 ’’Tissoldbytheinchafterwards,’themancontinued。’Icouldgetyouabit,miss,fornothing,ifyou’dlike?’ Shehastilyrepudiatedanysuchwish,allthemorefromacuriouscreepingfeelingthatthecondemnedwretch’sdestinywasbecominginterwovenwithherown;andhavingengagedaroomforthenight,satdowntothink。 Uptothistimeshehadformedbutthevaguestnotionsabouthermeansofobtainingaccesstotheprison。Thewordsofthecunning- manreturnedtohermind。Hehadimpliedthatsheshoulduseherbeauty,impairedthoughitwas,asapass-key。Inherinexperiencesheknewlittleaboutjailfunctionaries;shehadheardofahigh- sheriffandanunder-sheriff;butdimlyonly。Sheknew,however,thattheremustbeahangman,andtothehangmanshedeterminedtoapply。