第29章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:3784更新时间:18/12/27 09:08:44
Shedidmostofthetalking,hermotherlisteningwithahalf-absentair,asshepickedupfragmentsofred-hotwoodemberwiththetongs,andpiledthemuponthebrands。Butthenumberofspeechesthatpassedwasverysmallinproportiontothemeaningsexchanged。 Longexperiencetogetheroftenenabledthemtoseethecourseofthoughtineachother’smindswithoutawordbeingspoken。Behindthem,inthecentreoftheroom,thetablewasspreadforsupper,certainwhiffsofairladenwithfatvapours,whicheverandanonenteredfromthekitchen,denotingitspreparationthere。 ’Thenewgownhewasgoingtosendyoustaysaboutonthewaylikehimself,’Sally’smotherwassaying。 ’Yes,notfinished,Idaresay,’criedSallyindependently。’Lord,I shouldn’tbeamazedifitdidn’tcomeatall!Youngmenmakesuchkindpromiseswhentheyarenearyou,andforget’emwhentheygoaway。Buthedoesn’tintenditasawedding-gown——hegivesittomemerelyasagowntowearwhenIlike——atravelling-dressiswhatitwouldbecalledbysome。Comeratheorcomelateitdon’tmuchmatter,asIhaveadressofmyowntofallbackupon。Butwhattimeisit?’ Shewenttothefamilyclockandopenedtheglass,forthehourwasnototherwisediscerniblebynight,andindeedatalltimeswasratherathingtobeinvestigatedthanbeheld,somuchmorewallthanwindowwasthereintheapartment。’Itisnearlyeight,’saidshe。 ’Eighto’clock,andneitherdressnorman,’saidMrs。Hall。 ’Mother,ifyouthinktotantalizemebytalkinglikethat,youaremuchmistaken!Lethimbeaslateashewill——orstayawayaltogether——Idon’tcare,’saidSally。Butatender,minutequaverinthenegationshowedthattherewassomethingforcedinthatstatement。 Mrs。Hallperceivedit,anddrilyobservedthatshewasnotsosureaboutSallynotcaring。’Butperhapsyoudon’tcaresomuchasI do,afterall,’shesaid。’ForIseewhatyoudon’t,thatitisagoodandflourishingmatchforyou;averyhonourableofferinMr。 Darton。AndIthinkIseeakindhusbandinhim。SoprayGod’twillgosmooth,andwindupwell。’ Sallywouldnotlistentomisgivings。Ofcourseitwouldgosmoothly,sheasserted。’Howyouareupanddown,mother!’shewenton。’Atthismoment,whateverhindershim,wearenotsoanxioustoseehimasheistobehere,andhisthoughtrunsonbeforehim,andsettlesdownuponuslikethestarintheeast。Hark!’sheexclaimed,withabreathofrelief,hereyessparkling。’Iheardsomething。Yes——heretheyare!’ Thenextmomenthermother’sslowerearalsodistinguishedthefamiliarreverberationoccasionedbyfootstepsclamberinguptherootsofthesycamore。 ’Yesitsoundslikethematlast,’shesaid。’Well,itisnotsoverylateafterall,consideringthedistance。’ Thefootfallceased,andtheyarose,expectingaknock。Theybegantothinkitmighthavebeen,afterall,someneighbouringvillagerunderBacchicinfluence,givingthecentreoftheroadawideberth,whentheirdoubtsweredispelledbythenew-comer’sentryintothepassage。Thedooroftheroomwasgentlyopened,andthereappeared,notthepairoftravellerswithwhomwehavealreadymadeacquaintance,butapale-facedmaninthegarbofextremepoverty—— almostinrags。 ’O,it’satramp——graciousme!’saidSally,startingback。 Hischeeksandeye-orbitsweredeepconcaves——rather,itmightbe,fromnaturalweaknessofconstitutionthanirregularliving,thoughtherewereindicationsthathehadlednocarefullife。Hegazedatthetwowomenfixedlyforamoment:thenwithanabashed,humiliateddemeanour,droppedhisglancetothefloor,andsankintoachairwithoututteringaword。 Sallywasinadvanceofhermother,whohadremainedstandingbythefire。Shenowtriedtodiscernthevisitoracrossthecandles。 ’Why——mother,’saidSallyfaintly,turningbacktoMrs。Hall。’ItisPhil,fromAustralia!’ Mrs。Hallstarted,andgrewpale,andafitofcoughingseizedthemanwiththeraggedclothes。’Tocomehomelikethis!’shesaid。 ’O,Philip——areyouill?’ ’No,no,mother,’repliedheimpatiently,assoonashecouldspeak。 ’ButforGod’ssakehowdoyoucomehere——andjustnowtoo?’ ’Well,Iamhere,’saidtheman。’HowitisIhardlyknow。I’vecomehome,mother,becauseIwasdriventoit。Thingswereagainstmeoutthere,andwentfrombadtoworse。’ ’Thenwhydidn’tyouletusknow?——you’venotwritalineforthelasttwoorthreeyears。’ Thesonadmittedsadlythathehadnot。Hesaidthathehadhopedandthoughthemightfetchupagain,andbeabletosendgoodnews。 Thenhehadbeenobligedtoabandonthathope,andhadfinallycomehomefromsheernecessity——previouslytomakinganewstart。’Yes,thingsareverybadwithme,’herepeated,perceivingtheircommiseratingglancesathisclothes。 Theybroughthimnearerthefire,tookhishatfromhisthinhand,whichwassosmallandsmoothastoshowthathisattemptstofetchupagainhadnotbeeninamanualdirection。Hismotherresumedherinquiries,anddubiouslyaskedifhehadchosentocomethatparticularnightforanyspecialreason。 Fornoreason,hetoldher。Hisarrivalhadbeenquiteatrandom。 ThenPhilipHalllookedroundtheroom,andsawforthefirsttimethatthetablewaslaidsomewhatluxuriously,andforalargernumberthanthemselves;andthatanairoffestivitypervadedtheirdress。Heaskedquicklywhatwasgoingon。 ’Sallyisgoingtobemarriedinadayortwo,’repliedthemother; andsheexplainedhowMr。Darton,Sally’sintendedhusband,wascomingtherethatnightwiththegroomsman,Mr。Johns,andotherdetails。’Wethoughtitmustbetheirstepwhenweheardyou,’saidMrs。Hall。 Theneedywandererlookedagainonthefloor。’Isee——Isee,’hemurmured。’Why,indeed,shouldIhavecometo-night?SuchfolkasIarenotwantedhereatthesetimes,naturally。AndIhavenobusinesshere——spoilingotherpeople’shappiness。’ ’Phil,’saidhismother,withatearinhereye,butwithathinnessoflipandseverityofmannerwhichwerepresumablynotmorethanpasteventsjustified;’sinceyouspeaklikethattome,I’llspeakhonestlytoyou。Forthesethreeyearsyouhavetakennothoughtforus。Youlefthomewithagoodsupplyofmoney,andstrengthandeducation,andyououghttohavemadegooduseofitall。Butyoucomebacklikeabeggar;andthatyoucomeinaveryawkwardtimeforuscannotbedenied。Yourreturnto-nightmaydousmuchharm。 Butmind——youarewelcometothishomeaslongasitismine。I don’twishtoturnyouadrift。Wewillmakethebestofabadjob; andIhopeyouarenotseriouslyill?’ ’Ono。Ihaveonlythisinfernalcough。’ Shelookedathimanxiously。’Ithinkyouhadbettergotobedatonce,’shesaid。 ’Well——Ishallbeoutofthewaythere,’saidthesonwearily。 ’Havingruinedmyself,don’tletmeruinyoubybeingseeninthesetogs,forHeaven’ssake。WhodoyousaySallyisgoingtobemarriedto——aFarmerDarton?’ ’Yes——agentleman-farmer——quiteawealthyman。Farbetterinstationthanshecouldhaveexpected。Itisagoodthing,altogether。’ ’Welldone,littleSal!’saidherbrother,brighteningandlookingupatherwithasmile。’Ioughttohavewritten;butperhapsI havethoughtofyouallthemore。Butletmegetoutofsight。I wouldrathergoandjumpintotheriverthanbeseenhere。ButhaveyouanythingIcandrink?Iamconfoundedlythirstywithmylongtramp。’ ’Yes,yes,wewillbringsomethingupstairstoyou,’saidSally,withgriefinherface。 ’Ay,thatwilldonicely。But,Sallyandmother——’Hestopped,andtheywaited。’Mother,Ihavenottoldyouall,’heresumedslowly,stilllookingonthefloorbetweenhisknees。’Sadaswhatyouseeofmeis,there’sworsebehind。’ Hismothergazeduponhimingrievedsuspense,andSallywentandleantuponthebureau,listeningforeverysound,andsighing。 Suddenlysheturnedround,saying,’Letthemcome,Idon’tcare! Philip,telltheworst,andtakeyourtime。’ ’Well,then,’saidtheunhappyPhil,’Iamnottheonlyoneinthismess。WouldtoHeavenIwere!But——’ ’O,Phil!’ ’IhaveawifeasdestituteasI。’ ’Awife?’saidhismother。 ’Unhappily!’ ’Awife!Yes,thatisthewaywithsons!’ ’Andbesides——’saidhe。 ’Besides!O,Philip,surely——’ ’Ihavetwolittlechildren。’ ’Wifeandchildren!’whisperedMrs。Hall,sinkingdownconfounded。 ’Poorlittlethings!’saidSallyinvoluntarily。 Hismotherturnedagaintohim。’IsupposethesehelplessbeingsareleftinAustralia?’ ’No。TheyareinEngland。’ ’Well,Icanonlyhopeyou’velefttheminarespectableplace。’ ’Ihavenotleftthematall。Theyarehere——withinafewyardsofus。Inshort,theyareinthestable。’ ’Where?’