第30章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:3929更新时间:18/12/27 09:08:44
’Inthestable。IdidnotliketobringthemindoorstillIhadseenyou,mother,andbrokenthebadnewsabittoyou。Theywereverytired,andarerestingoutthereonsomestraw。’ Mrs。Hall’sfortitudevisiblybrokedown。Shehadbeenbroughtupnotwithoutrefinement,andwasevenmoremovedbysuchacollapseofgenteelaimsasthisthanasubstantialdairyman’swidowwouldinordinaryhavebeenmoved。’Well,itmustbeborne,’shesaid,inalowvoice,withherhandstightlyjoined。’Astarvingson,astarvingwife,starvingchildren!Letitbe。Butwhyisthiscometousnow,to-day,to-night?Couldnoothermisfortunehappentohelplesswomenthanthis,whichwillquiteupsetmypoorgirl’schanceofahappylife?Whyhaveyoudoneusthiswrong,Philip? Whatrespectablemanwillcomehere,andmarryopen-eyedintoafamilyofvagabonds?’ ’Nonsense,mother!’saidSallyvehemently,whileherfaceflushed。 ’Charleyisn’tthemantodesertme。Butifheshouldbe,andwon’tmarrymebecausePhil’scome,lethimgoandmarryelsewhere。I won’tbeashamedofmyownfleshandbloodforanymaninEngland—— notI!’AndthenSallyturnedawayandburstintotears。 ’Waittillyouaretwentyyearsolderandyouwilltelladifferenttale,’repliedhermother。 Thesonstoodup。’Mother,’hesaidbitterly,’asIhavecome,soI willgo。AllIaskofyouisthatyouwillallowmeandminetolieinyourstableto-night。Igiveyoumywordthatwe’llbegonebybreakofday,andtroubleyounofurther!’ Mrs。Hall,themother,changedatthat。’Ono,’sheansweredhastily;’nevershallitbesaidthatIsentanyofmyownfamilyfrommydoor。Bring’emin,Philip,ortakemeouttothem。’ ’Wewillput’emallintothelargebedroom,’saidSally,brightening,’andmakeupalargefire。Let’sgoandhelpthemin,andcallRebekah。’(Rebekahwasthewomanwhoassistedatthedairyandhousework;shelivedinacottagehardbywithherhusband,whoattendedtothecows。) Sallywenttofetchalanternfromtheback-kitchen,butherbrothersaid,’Youwon’twantalight。Ilitthelanternthatwashangingthere。’ ’Whatmustwecallyourwife?’askedMrs。Hall。 ’Helena,’saidPhilip。 Withshawlsovertheirheadstheyproceededtowardsthebackdoor。 ’Oneminutebeforeyougo,’interruptedPhilip。’I——Ihaven’tconfessedall。’ ’ThenHeavenhelpus!’saidMrs。Hall,pushingtothedoorandclaspingherhandsincalmdespair。 ’WepassedthroughEversheadaswecame,’hecontinued,’andIjustlookedinatthe“Sow-and-Acorn“toseeifoldMikestillkeptonthereasusual。ThecarrierhadcomeinfromShertonAbbasatthatmoment,andguessingthatIwasboundforthisplace——forIthinkheknewme——heaskedmetobringonadressmaker’sparcelforSallythatwasmarked“immediate。“Mywifehadwalkedonwiththechildren。’Twasaflimsyparcel,andthepaperwastorn,andI foundonlookingatitthatitwasathickwarmgown。Ididn’twishyoutoseepoorHelenainashabbystate。Iwasashamedthatyoushould——’twasnotwhatshewasbornto。Iuntiedtheparcelintheroad,tookitontoherwhereshewaswaitingintheLowerBarn,andtoldherIhadmanagedtogetitforher,andthatshewastoasknoquestion。She,poorthing,musthavesupposedIobtaineditontrust,throughhavingreachedaplacewhereIwasknown,forsheputitongladlyenough。Shehasitonnow。Sallyhasothergowns,I daresay。’ Sallylookedathermother,speechless。 ’Youhaveothers,Idaresay!’repeatedPhil,withasickman’simpatience。’Ithoughttomyself,“BetterSallycrythanHelenafreeze。“Well,isthedressofgreatconsequence?’Twasnothingveryornamental,asfarasIcouldsee。’ ’No——no;notofconsequence,’returnedSallysadly,addinginagentlevoice,’YouwillnotmindifIlendheranotherinsteadofthatone,willyou?’ Philip’sagitationattheconfessionhadbroughtonanotherattackofthecough,whichseemedtoshakehimtopieces。Hewassoobviouslyunfittositinachairthattheyhelpedhimupstairsatonce;andhavinghastilygivenhimacordialandkindledthebedroomfire,theydescendedtofetchtheirunhappynewrelations。 Itwaswithstrangefeelingsthatthegirlandhermother,latelysocheerful,passedoutofthebackdoorintotheopenairofthebarton,ladenwithhayscentsandtheherbybreathofcows。Afinesleethadbeguntofall,andtheytrottedacrosstheyardquickly。 Thestable-doorwasopen;alightshonefromit——fromthelanternwhichalwayshungthere,andwhichPhiliphadlighted,ashesaid。 Softlynearingthedoor,Mrs。Hallpronouncedthename’Helena!’ Therewasnoanswerforthemoment。Lookinginshewastakenbysurprise。Twopeopleappearedbeforeher。Forone,insteadofthedrabbishwomanshehadexpected,Mrs。Hallsawapale,dark-eyed,ladylikecreature,whosepersonalityruledherattireratherthanwasruledbyit。Shewasinanewandhandsomegown,ofcourse,andanoldbonnet。Shewasstandingup,agitated;herhandwasheldbyhercompanion——noneelsethanSally’saffianced,FarmerCharlesDarton,uponwhosefinefigurethepalestranger’seyeswerefixed,ashiswerefixeduponher。Hisotherhandheldthereinofhishorse,whichwasstandingsaddledasifjustledin。 AtsightofMrs。Halltheybothturned,lookingatherinawayneitherquiteconsciousnorunconscious,andwithoutseemingtorecollectthatwordswerenecessaryasasolutiontothescene。InanothermomentSallyenteredalso,whenMr。Dartondroppedhiscompanion’shand,ledthehorseaside,andcametogreethisbetrothedandMrs。Hall。 ’Ah!’hesaid,smiling——withsomethinglikeforcedcomposure——’thisisaroundaboutwayofarriving,youwillsay,mydearMrs。Hall。 Butwelostourway,whichmadeuslate。Isawalighthere,andledinmyhorseatonce——myfriendJohnsandmymanhavegonebacktothelittleinnwiththeirs,nottocrowdyoutoomuch。NosoonerhadIenteredthanIsawthatthisladyhadtakentemporaryshelterhere——andfoundIwasintruding。’ ’Sheismydaughter-in-law,’saidMrs。Hallcalmly。’Myson,too,isinthehouse,buthehasgonetobedunwell。’ Sallyhadstoodstaringwonderinglyatthesceneuntilthismoment,hardlyrecognizingDarton’sshakeofthehand。Thespellthatboundherwasbrokenbyherperceivingthetwolittlechildrenseatedonaheapofhay。Shesuddenlywentforward,spoketothem,andtookoneonherarmandtheotherinherhand。 ’Andtwochildren?’saidMr。Darton,showingthusthathehadnotbeentherelongenoughasyettounderstandthesituation。 ’Mygrandchildren,’saidMrs。Hall,withasmuchaffectedeaseasbefore。 PhilipHall’swife,inspiteofthisinterruptiontoherfirstrencounter,seemedscarcelysomuchaffectedbyitastofeelanyone’spresenceinadditiontoMr。Darton’s。However,arousingherselfbyaquickreflection,shethrewasuddencriticalglanceofhersadeyesuponMrs。Hall;and,apparentlyfindinghersatisfactory,advancedtoherinameekinitiative。ThenSallyandthestrangerspokesomefriendlywordstoeachother,andSallywentonwiththechildrenintothehouse。Mrs。HallandHelenafollowed,andMr。Dartonfollowedthese,lookingatHelena’sdressandoutline,andlisteningtohervoicelikeamaninadream。 BythetimetheothersreachedthehouseSallyhadalreadygoneupstairswiththetiredchildren。SherappedagainstthewallforRebekahtocomeinandhelptoattendtothem,Rebekah’shousebeingalittle’spit-and-dab’cabinleaningagainstthesubstantialstone- workofMrs。Hall’stallererection。Whenshecameabedwasmadeupforthelittleones,andsomesuppergiventothem。OndescendingthestairsafterseeingthisdoneSallywenttothesitting-room。YoungMrs。Hallentereditjustinadvanceofher,havingintheinterimretiredwithhermother-in-lawtotakeoffherbonnet,andotherwisemakeherselfpresentable。HenceitwasevidentthatnofurthercommunicationcouldhavepassedbetweenherandMr。Dartonsincetheirbriefinterviewinthestable。 Mr。JaphethJohnsnowopportunelyarrived,andbrokeuptherestraintofthecompany,afterafeworthodoxmeteorologicalcommentarieshadpassedbetweenhimandMrs。Hallbywayofintroduction。Theyatoncesatdowntosupper,thepresentofwineandturkeynotbeingproducedforconsumptionto-night,lesttheprematuredisplayofthosegiftsshouldseemtothrowdoubtonMrs。 Hall’scapacitiesasaprovider。 ’Drinkhearty,Mr。Johns——drinkhearty,’saidthatmatronmagnanimously。’Suchasitisthere’splentyof。Butperhapscider-wineisnottoyourtaste?——thoughthere’sbodyinit。’ ’Quitethecontrairy,ma’am——quitethecontrairy,’saidthedairyman。’ForthoughIinheritthemalt-liquorprinciplefrommyfather,Iamacider-drinkeronmymother’sside。Shecamefromtheseparts,youknow。Andthere’sthistobesaidfor’t——’tisamorepeacefulliquor,anddon’tlieaboutamanlikeyourhotterdrinks。Withcare,onemayliveonitatwelvemonthwithoutknockingdownaneighbour,orgettingablackeyefromanoldacquaintance。’