第31章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:4613更新时间:18/12/27 09:08:44
Thegeneralconversationthusbegunwascontinuedbriskly,thoughitwasinthemainrestrictedtoMrs。HallandJapheth,whointruthrequiredbutlittlehelpfromanybody。TherebeingslightcalluponSally’stongue,shehadampleleisuretodowhatherheartmostdesired,namely,watchherintendedhusbandandhersister-in-lawwithaviewofelucidatingthestrangemomentarysceneinwhichhermotherandherselfhadsurprisedtheminthestable。Ifthatscenemeantanything,itmeant,atleast,thattheyhadmetbefore。ThattherehadbeennotimeforexplanationsSallycouldsee,fortheirmannerwasstilloneofsuppressedamazementateachother’spresencethere。Darton’seyes,too,fellcontinuallyonthegownwornbyHelenaasifthiswereanaddedriddletohisperplexity; thoughtoSallyitwastheonefeatureinthecasewhichwasnomystery。Heseemedtofeelthatfatehadimpishlychangedhisvis- a-visinthelover’sjighewasabouttofoot;thatwhilethegownhadbeenexpectedtoencloseaSally,aHelena’sfacelookedoutfromthebodice;thatsomelong-losthandmethisownfromthesleeves。 SallycouldseethatwhateverHelenamightknowofDarton,sheknewnothingofhowthedressenteredintohisembarrassment。AndatmomentstheyounggirlwouldhavepersuadedherselfthatDarton’slooksathersister-in-lawwereentirelythefruitoftheclothesquery。Butsurelyatothertimesamoreextensiverangeofspeculationandsentimentwasexpressedbyherlover’seyethanthatwhichthechangeddresswouldaccountfor。 Sally’sindependencemadeheroneoftheleastjealousofwomen。 Buttherewassomethingintherelationsofthesetwovisitorswhichoughttobeexplained。 JaphethJohnscontinuedtoconverseinhiswell-knownstyle,interspersinghistalkwithsomeprivatereflectionsonthepositionofDartonandSally,which,thoughthesparkleinhiseyeshowedthemtobehighlyentertainingtohimself,wereapparentlynotquitecommunicabletothecompany。Atlasthewithdrewforthenight,goingofftotheroadsideinnhalf-a-mileback,whitherDartonpromisedtofollowhiminafewminutes。 Half-an-hourpassed,andthenMr。Dartonalsorosetoleave,Sallyandhersister-in-lawsimultaneouslywishinghimgood-nightastheyretiredupstairstotheirrooms。ButonhisarrivingatthefrontdoorwithMrs。Hallasharpshowerofrainbegantocomedown,whenthewidowsuggestedthatheshouldreturntothefire-sidetillthestormceased。 Dartonacceptedherproposal,butinsistedthat,asitwasgettinglate,andshewasobviouslytired,sheshouldnotsituponhisaccount,sincehecouldlethimselfoutofthehouse,andwouldquiteenjoysmokingapipebythehearthalone。Mrs。Hallassented; andDartonwasleftbyhimself。Hespreadhiskneestothebrands,lituphistobaccoashehadsaid,andsatgazingintothefire,andatthenotchesofthechimney-crookwhichhungabove。 Anoccasionaldropofrainrolleddownthechimneywithahiss,andstillhesmokedon;butnotlikeamanwhosemindwasatrest。Inthelongrun,however,despitehismeditations,earlyhoursafieldandalongrideintheopenairproducedtheirnaturalresult。Hebegantodoze。 Howlongheremainedinthishalf-unconsciousstatehedidnotknow。 Hesuddenlyopenedhiseyes。Theback-brandhadburntitselfintwo,andceasedtoflame;thelightwhichhehadplacedonthemantelpiecehadnearlygoneout。Butinspiteofthesedeficienciestherewasalightintheapartment,anditcamefromelsewhere。 TurninghisheadhesawPhilipHall’swifestandingattheentranceoftheroomwithabed-candleinonehand,asmallbrasstea-kettleintheother,andHISgown,asitcertainlyseemed,stilluponher。 ’Helena!’saidDarton,startingup。 Hercountenanceexpresseddismay,andherfirstwordswereanapology。’I——didnotknowyouwerehere,Mr。Darton,’shesaid,whileablushflashedtohercheek。’Ithoughteveryonehadretired——Iwascomingtomakealittlewaterboil;myhusbandseemstobeworse。Butperhapsthekitchenfirecanbelightedupagain。’ ’Don’tgoonmyaccount。Byallmeansputitonhereasyouintended,’saidDarton。’Allowmetohelpyou。’Hewentforwardtotakethekettlefromherhand,butshedidnotallowhim,andplaceditonthefireherself。 Theystoodsomewayapart,oneoneachsideofthefireplace,waitingtillthewatershouldboil,thecandleonthemantelbetweenthem,andHelenawithhereyesonthekettle。Dartonwasthefirsttobreakthesilence。’ShallIcallSally?’hesaid。 ’Ono,’shequicklyreturned。’Wehavegiventroubleenoughalready。Wehavenorighthere。Butwearethesportoffate,andwereobligedtocome。’ ’Norighthere!’saidheinsurprise。 ’None。Ican’texplainitnow,’answeredHelena。’Thiskettleisveryslow。’ Therewasanotherpause;theproverbialdilatorinessofwatchedpotswasnevermoreclearlyexemplified。 Helena’sfacewasofthatsortwhichseemstoaskforassistancewithouttheowner’sknowledge——theveryantipodesofSally’s,whichwasself-relianceexpressed。Darton’seyestravelledfromthekettletoHelena’sface,thenbacktothekettle,thentothefaceforratheralongertime。’SoIamnottoknowanythingofthemysterythathasdistractedmealltheevening?’hesaid。’Howisitthatawoman,whorefusedmebecause(asIsupposed)mypositionwasnotgoodenoughforhertaste,isfoundtobethewifeofamanwhocertainlyseemstobeworseoffthanI?’ ’Hehadthepriorclaim,’saidshe。 ’What!youknewhimatthattime?’ ’Yes,yes!Pleasesaynomore,’sheimplored。 ’Whatevermyerrors,Ihavepaidforthemduringthelastfiveyears!’ TheheartofDartonwassubjecttosuddenoverflowings。Hewaskindtoafault。’Iamsorryfrommysoul,’hesaid,involuntarilyapproachingher。Helenawithdrewasteportwo,atwhichhebecameconsciousofhismovement,andquicklytookhisformerplace。Herehestoodwithoutspeaking,andthelittlekettlebegantosing。 ’Well,youmighthavebeenmywifeifyouhadchosen,’hesaidatlast。’Butthat’sallpastandgone。However,ifyouareinanytroubleorpovertyIshallbegladtobeofservice,andasyourrelationbymarriageIshallhavearighttobe。Doesyouruncleknowofyourdistress?’ ’Myuncleisdead。Heleftmewithoutafarthing。Andnowwehavetwochildrentomaintain。’ ’What,leftyounothing?Howcouldhebesocruelasthat?’ ’Idisgracedmyselfinhiseyes。’ ’Now,’saidDartonearnestly,’letmetakecareofthechildren,atleastwhileyouaresounsettled。YOUbelongtoanother,soI cannottakecareofyou。’ ’Yesyoucan,’saidavoice;andsuddenlyathirdfigurestoodbesidethem。ItwasSally。’Youcan,sinceyouseemtowishto?’ sherepeated。’Shenolongerbelongstoanother……Mypoorbrotherisdead!’ Herfacewasred,hereyessparkled,andallthewomancametothefront。’Ihaveheardit!’shewentontohimpassionately。’Youcanprotecthernowaswellasthechildren!’Sheturnedthentoheragitatedsister-in-law。’Iheardsomething,’saidSally(inagentlemurmur,differingmuchfromherpreviouspassionatewords),’andIwentintohisroom。Itmusthavebeenthemomentyouleft。 Hewentoffsoquickly,andweakly,anditwassounexpected,thatI couldn’tleaveeventocallyou。’ Dartonwasjustabletogatherfromtheconfuseddiscoursewhichfollowedthat,duringhissleepbythefire,thisbrotherwhomhehadneverseenhadbecomeworse;andthatduringHelena’sabsenceforwatertheendhadunexpectedlycome。Thetwoyoungwomenhastenedupstairs,andhewasagainleftalone。 Afterstandingthereashorttimehewenttothefrontdoorandlookedout;till,softlyclosingitbehindhim,headvancedandstoodunderthelargesycamore-tree。Thestarswereflickeringcoldly,andthedampnesswhichhadjustdescendedupontheearthinrainnowsentupachillfromit。Dartonwasinastrangeposition,andhefeltit。Theunexpectedappearance,indeeppoverty,ofHelena——ayounglady,daughterofadeceasednavalofficer,whohadbeenbroughtupbyheruncle,asolicitor,andhadrefusedDartoninmarriageyearsago——thepassionate,almostangrydemeanourofSallyatdiscoveringthem,theabruptannouncementthatHelenawasawidow;allthiscomingtogetherwasaconjuncturedifficulttocopewithinamoment,andmadehimquestionwhetherheoughttoleavethehouseorofferassistance。ButforSally’smannerhewouldunhesitatinglyhavedonethelatter。 Hewasstillstandingunderthetreewhenthedoorinfrontofhimopened,andMrs。Hallcameout。Shewentroundtothegarden-gateatthesidewithoutseeinghim。Dartonfollowedher,intendingtospeak。 Pausingoutside,asifinthought,sheproceededtoaspotwherethesuncameearliestinspring-time,andwherethenorthwindneverblew;itwaswheretherowofbeehivesstoodunderthewall。 Discerningherobject,hewaitedtillshehadaccomplishedit。 Itwastheuniversalcustomthereabouttowakethebeesbytappingattheirhiveswheneveradeathoccurredinthehousehold,underthebeliefthatifthiswerenotdonethebeesthemselveswouldpineawayandperishduringtheensuingyear。AssoonasaninteriorbuzzingrespondedtohertapatthefirsthiveMrs。Hallwentontothesecond,andthuspasseddowntherow。Assoonasshecamebackhemether。 ’WhatcanIdointhistrouble,Mrs。Hall?’hesaid。 ’O——nothing,thankyou,nothing,’shesaidinatearfulvoice,nowjustperceivinghim。’WehavecalledRebekahandherhusband,andtheywilldoeverythingnecessary。’Shetoldhiminafewwordstheparticularsofherson’sarrival,brokeninhealth——indeed,atdeath’sverydoor,thoughtheydidnotsuspectit——andsuggested,astheresultofaconversationbetweenherandherdaughter,thattheweddingshouldbepostponed。 ’Yes,ofcourse,’saidDarton。’IthinknowtogostraighttotheinnandtellJohnswhathashappened。’Itwasnottillafterhehadshakenhandswithherthatheturnedhesitatinglyandadded,’Willyoutellthemotherofhischildrenthat,astheyarenowleftfatherless,Ishallbegladtotaketheeldestofthem,ifitwouldbeanyconveniencetoherandtoyou?’ Mrs。Hallpromisedthatherson’swidowshouldhetoldoftheoffer,andtheyparted。Heretireddowntherootyslopeanddisappearedinthedirectionoftheinn,whereheinformedJohnsofthecircumstances。MeanwhileMrs。Hallhadenteredthehouse,Sallywasdownstairsinthesitting-roomalone,andhermotherexplainedtoherthatDartonhadreadilyassentedtothepostponement。 ’Nodoubthehas,’saidSally,withsademphasis。’Itisnotputoffforaweek,oramonth,orayear。Ishallnevermarryhim,andshewill!’