第32章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:4474更新时间:18/12/27 09:08:44
Timepassed,andthehouseholdontheKnapbecameagainsereneunderthecomposinginfluencesofdailyroutine。Adesultory,verydesultorycorrespondence,draggedonbetweenSallyHallandDarton,who,notquiteknowinghowtotakeherpetulantwordsonthenightofherbrother’sdeath,hadcontinuedpassivethuslong。Helenaandherchildrenremainedatthedairy-house,almostofnecessity,andDartonthereforedeemeditadvisabletostayaway。 Oneday,sevenmonthslateron,whenMr。Dartonwasasusualathisfarm,twentymilesfromHintock,anotereachedhimfromHelena。 Shethankedhimforhiskindofferaboutherchildren,whichhermother-in-lawhaddulycommunicated,andstatedthatshewouldbegladtoacceptitasregardedtheeldest,theboy。Helenahad,intruth,goodneedtodoso,forherunclehadleftherpenniless,andallapplicationtosomerelativesinthenorthhadfailed。Therewas,besides,asshesaid,nogoodschoolnearHintocktowhichshecouldsendthechild。 Onafinesummerdaytheboycame。Hewasaccompaniedhalf-waybySallyandhismother——tothe’WhiteHorse,’atChalkNewton——wherehewashandedovertoDarton’sbailiffinashiningspring-cart,whometthemthere。 Hewasenteredasaday-scholaratapopularschoolatCasterbridge,threeorfourmilesfromDarton’s,havingfirstbeentaughtbyDartontorideaforest-pony,onwhichhecanteredtoandfromtheaforesaidfountofknowledge,and(asDartonhoped)broughtawayapromisingheadfulofthesameateachdiurnalexpedition。ThethoughtfultaciturnityintowhichDartonhadlatterlyfallenwasquitedissipatedbythepresenceofthisboy。 WhentheChristmasholidayscameitwasarrangedthatheshouldspendthemwithhismother。Thejourneywas,forsomereasonorother,performedintwostages,asathiscoming,exceptthatDartoninpersontooktheplaceofthebailiff,andthattheboyandhimselfrodeonhorseback。 Reachingtherenowned’WhiteHorse,’DartoninquiredifMissandyoungMrs。HallweretheretomeetlittlePhilip(astheyhadagreedtobe)。HewasansweredbytheappearanceofHelenaaloneatthedoor。 ’AtthelastmomentSallywouldnotcome,’shefaltered。 Thatmeetingpracticallysettledthepointtowardswhichtheselong- severedpersonswereconverging。Butnothingwasbroachedaboutitforsometimeyet。SallyHallhad,infact,impartedthefirstdecisivemotiontoeventsbyrefusingtoaccompanyHelena。Shesoongavethemasecondmovebywritingthefollowingnote’[Private。] ’DEARCHARLES,——LivingheresolongandintimatelywithHelena,I havenaturallylearntherhistory,especiallythatofitwhichreferstoyou。Iamsureshewouldacceptyouasahusbandatthepropertime,andIthinkyououghttogivehertheopportunity。YouinquireinanoldnoteifIamsorrythatIshowedtemper(whichitWASN’T)thatnightwhenIheardyoutalkingtoher。No,Charles,I amnotsorryatallforwhatIsaidthen——Yourssincerely,SALLY HALL。’ Thussetintrain,thetransferofDarton’sheartbacktoitsoriginalquartersproceededbymerelapseoftime。InthefollowingJuly,DartonwenttohisfriendJaphethtoaskhimatlasttofulfilthebridalofficewhichhadbeeninabeyancesincethepreviousJanuarytwelvemonths。 ’Withallmyheart,mano’constancy!’saidDairymanJohnswarmly。 ’I’velostmostofmygenteelfaircomplexionhaymakingthishotweather,’tistrue,butI’lldoyourbusinessaswellasthemthatlookbetter。Therebescentsandgoodhair-oilintheworldyet,thankGod,andthey’lltakeofftheroughesto’myedge。I’llcomplimenther。“Betterlatethannever,SallyHall,“I’llsay。’ ’ItisnotSally,’saidDartonhurriedly。’ItisyoungMrs。Hall。’ Japheth’sface,assoonashereallycomprehended,becameapictureofreproachfuldismay。’NotSally?’hesaid。’WhynotSally?I can’tbelieveit!YoungMrs。Hall!Well,well——where’syourwisdom?’ Dartonshortlyexplainedparticulars;butJohnswouldnotbereconciled。’Shewasawomanworthhavingifeverwomanwas,’hecried。’Andnowtolethergo!’ ’ButIsupposeIcanmarrywhereIlike,’saidDarton。 ’H’m,’repliedthedairyman,liftinghiseyebrowsexpressively。 ’Thisdon’tbecomeyou,Charles——itreallydonot。IfIhaddonesuchathingyouwouldhaveswornIwasacurstno’thernfooltobedrawnoffthescentbysuchared-herringdoll-oll-oll。’ FarmerDartonrespondedinsuchsharptermstothislaconicopinionthatthetwofriendsfinallypartedinawaytheyhadneverpartedbefore。JohnswastobenogroomsmantoDartonafterall。Hehadflatlydeclined。Dartonwentoffsorry,andevenunhappy,particularlyasJaphethwasabouttoleavethatsideofthecounty,sothatthewordswhichhaddividedthemwerenotlikelytobeexplainedawayorsofteneddown。 AshorttimeaftertheinterviewDartonwasunitedtoHelenaatasimplematter-offactwedding;andsheandherlittlegirljoinedtheboywhohadalreadygrowntolookonDarton’shouseashome。 Forsomemonthsthefarmerexperiencedanunprecedentedhappinessandsatisfaction。Therehadbeenaflawinhislife,anditwasasneatlymendedaswashumanlypossible。Butafteraseasonthestreamofeventsfollowedlessclearly,andtherewereshadesinhisreveries。Helenawasafragilewoman,oflittlestayingpower,physicallyormorally,andsincethetimethathehadoriginallyknownher——eightortenyearsbefore——shehadbeenseverelytried。 Shehadlovedherselfout,inshort,andwasnowoccasionallygiventomoping。Sometimesshespokeregretfullyofthegentilitiesofherearlylife,andinsteadofcomparingherpresentstatewithherconditionasthewifeoftheunluckyHall,shemusedratheronwhatithadbeenbeforeshetookthefirstfatalstepofclandestinelymarryinghim。Shedidnotcaretopleasesuchpeopleasthosewithwhomshewasthrownasathrivingfarmer’swife。Sheallowedtheprettytriflesofagriculturaldomesticitytoglidebyherassorrydetails,andhaditnotbeenforthechildrenDarton’shousewouldhaveseemedbutlittlebrighterthanithadbeenbefore。 Thisledtooccasionalunpleasantness,untilDartonsometimesdeclaredtohimselfthatsuchendeavoursashistorectifyearlydeviationsoftheheartbyharkingbacktotheoldpointmostlyfailedofsuccess。’PerhapsJohnswasright,’hewouldsay。’I shouldhavegoneonwithSally。Bettergowiththetideandmakethebestofitscoursethanstemitattheriskofacapsize。’Buthekepttheseunmelodiousthoughtstohimself,andwasoutwardlyconsiderateandkind。 Thissomewhatbarrentractofhislifehadextendedtolessthanayearandahalfwhenhisponderingswerecutshortbythelossofthewomantheyconcerned。Whenshewasinhergravehethoughtbetterofherthanwhenshehadbeenalive;thefarmwasaworseplacewithoutherthanwithher,afterall。Nowomanshortofdivinecouldhavegonethroughsuchanexperienceasherswithherfirsthusbandwithoutbecomingalittlesoured。Herstagnantsympathies,hersometimesunreasonablemanner,hadcoveredaheartfrankandwellmeaning,andoriginallyhopefulandwarm。Shelefthimatinyredinfantinwhitewrappings。Tomakelifeaseasyaspossibletothistouchingobjectbecameatoncehiscare。 AsthischildlearnttowalkandtalkDartonlearnttoseefeasibilityinaschemewhichpleasedhim。Revolvingtheexperimentwhichhehadhithertomadeuponlife,hefanciedhehadgainedwisdomfromhismistakesandcautionfromhismiscarriages。 Whattheschemewasneedsnopenetrationtodiscover。Oncemorehehadopportunitytorecastandrectifyhisill-wroughtsituationsbyreturningtoSallyHall,whostilllivedquietlyonunderhermother’sroofatHintock。Helenahadbeenawomantolendpathosandrefinementtoahome;Sallywasthewomantobrightenit。Shewouldnot,asHelenadid,despisetheruralsimplicitiesofafarmer’sfireside。Moreover,shehadapre-eminentqualificationforDarton’shousehold;nootherwomancouldmakesodesirableamothertoherbrother’stwochildrenandDarton’soneasSally—— whileDarton,nowthatHelenahadgone,wasamorepromisinghusbandforSallythanhehadeverbeenwhenliabletoremindersfromanuncuredsentimentalwound。 Dartonwasnotamantoactrapidly,andtheworkingoutofhisreparativedesignsmighthavebeendelayedforsometime。ButtherecameawintereveningpreciselyliketheonewhichhaddarkenedoverthatformerridetoHintock,andheaskedhimselfwhyheshouldpostponelonger,whentheverylandscapecalledforarepetitionofthatattempt。 Hetoldhismantosaddlethemare,bootedandspurredhimselfwithayoungerhorseman’snicety,kissedthetwoyoungestchildren,androdeoff。Tomakethejourneyacompleteparalleltothefirst,hewouldfainhavehadhisoldacquaintanceJaphethJohnswithhim。 ButJohns,alas!wasmissing。HisremovaltotheothersideofthecountyhadleftunrepairedthebreachwhichhadarisenbetweenhimandDarton;andthoughDartonhadforgivenhimahundredtimes,asJohnshadprobablyforgivenDarton,theeffortofreunioninpresentcircumstanceswasonenotlikelytobemade。 Hescrewedhimselfuptoascheerfulapitchashecouldwithouthisformercrony,andbecamecontentwithhisownthoughtsasherode,insteadofthewordsofacompanion。Thesunwentdown;theboughsappearedscratchedinlikeanetchingagainstthesky;oldcrookedmenwithfaggotsattheirbackssaid’Good-night,sir,’andDartonreplied’Good-night’rightheartily。 BythetimehereachedtheforkingroadsitwasgettingasdarkasithadbeenontheoccasionwhenJohnsclimbedthedirecting-post。 Dartonmadenomistakethistime。’NorshallIbeabletomistake,thankHeaven,whenIarrive,’hemurmured。Itgavehimpeculiarsatisfactiontothinkthattheproposedmarriage,likehisfirst,wasofthenatureofsettinginorderthingslongawry,andnotamomentaryfreakoffancy。 Nothinghinderedthesmoothnessofhisjourney,whichseemednothalfitsformerlength。Thoughdark,itwasonlybetweenfiveandsixo’clockwhenthebulkychimneysofMrs。Hall’sresidenceappearedinviewbehindthesycamore-tree。Onsecondthoughtsheretreatedandputupattheale-houseasinformertime;andwhenhehadplumedhimselfbeforetheinnmirror,calledforsomethingtodrink,andsmoothedouttheincipientwrinklesofcare,hewalkedontotheKnapwithaquickstep。