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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:4116更新时间:18/12/27 09:08:44
Now,suchwasDarton,thatashourswentonhecouldnothelpfeelingtoogenerouslytowardsSallytocondemnherinthis。Whatdidhewantinawife?heaskedhimself。Loveandintegrity。Whatnext?Worldlywisdom。Andwastherereallymorethanworldlywisdominherrefusaltogoaboardasinkingship?Shenowknewitwasotherwise。’Begad,’hesaid,’I’lltryheragain。’ ThefactwashehadsosethisheartuponSally,andSallyalone,thatnothingwastobeallowedtobaulkhim;andhisreasoningwaspurelyformal。 Anniversarieshavingbeenunpropitious,hewaitedontillabrightdaylateinMay——adaywhenallanimatenaturewasfancying,initstrusting,foolishway,thatitwasgoingtobaskoutofdoorsforevermore。AsherodethroughLong-AshLaneitwasscarcerecognizableasthetrackofhistwowinterjourneys。Nomistakecouldbemadenow,evenwithhiseyesshut。Thecuckoo’snotewasatitsbest,betweenApriltentativenessandmidsummerdecrepitude,andthereptilesinthesunbehavedaswinninglyaskittensonahearth。Thoughafternoon,andaboutthesametimeasonthelastoccasion,itwasbroaddayandsunshinewhenheenteredHintock,andthedetailsoftheKnapdairy-housewerevisiblefaruptheroad。 HesawSallyinthegarden,andwassetvibrating。Hehadfirstintendedtogoontotheinn;but’No,’hesaid;’I’lltiemyhorsetothegarden-gate。Ifallgoeswellitcansoonbetakenround: ifnot,Imountandrideaway’ ThetallshadeofthehorsemandarkenedtheroominwhichMrs。Hallsat,andmadeherstart,forhehadriddenbyasidepathtothetopoftheslope,whereridersseldomcame。InafewsecondshewasinthegardenwithSally。 Five——ay,threeminutes——didthebusinessatthebackofthatrowofbees。Thoughspringhadcome,andheavenlyblueconsecratedthescene,Dartonsucceedednot。’NO,’saidSallyfirmly。’Iwillnever,nevermarryyou,Mr。Darton。Iwouldhavedoneitonce;butnowInevercan。’ ’But!’——imploredMr。Darton。Andwithaburstofrealeloquencehewentontodeclareallsortsofthingsthathewoulddoforher。Hewoulddrivehertoseehermothereveryweek——takehertoLondon—— settlesomuchmoneyuponher——Heavenknowswhathedidnotpromise,suggest,andtemptherwith。Butitavailednothing。Sheinterposedwithastoutnegative,whichclosedthecourseofhisargumentlikeanirongateacrossahighway。Dartonpaused。 ’Then,’saidhesimply,’youhadn’theardofmysupposedfailurewhenyoudeclinedlasttime?’ ’Ihadnot,’shesaid。’ButifIhad’twouldhavebeenallthesame。’ ’And’tisnotbecauseofanysorenessfrommyslightingyouyearsago?’ ’No。Thatsorenessislongpast。’ ’Ah——thenyoudespiseme,Sally?’ ’No,’sheslowlyanswered。’Idon’taltogetherdespiseyou。I don’tthinkyouquitesuchaheroasIoncedid——that’sall。Thetruthis,IamhappyenoughasIam;andIdon’tmeantomarryatall。Now,may_I_askafavour,sir?’Shespokewithanineffablecharm,which,wheneverhethoughtofit,madehimcursehislossofheraslongashelived。 ’Toanyextent。’ ’Pleasedonotputthisquestiontomeanymore。Friendsaslongasyoulike,butloversandmarriednever。’ ’Ineverwill,’saidDarton。’NotifIliveahundredyears。’ Andheneverdid。Thathehadwornouthiswelcomeinherheartwasonlytooplain。 Whenhisstep-childrenhadgrownup,andwereplacedoutinlife,allcommunicationbetweenDartonandtheHallfamilyceased。Itwasonlybychancethat,yearsafter,helearntthatSally,notwithstandingthesolicitationsherattractionsdrewdownuponher,hadrefusedseveraloffersofmarriage,andsteadilyadheredtoherpurposeofleadingasinglelifeMay1884。 SomethingdelayedthearrivaloftheWesleyanminister,andayoungmancametemporarilyinhisstead。ItwasonthethirteenthofJanuary183-thatMr。Stockdale,theyoungmaninquestion,madehishumbleentryintothevillage,unknown,andalmostunseen。Butwhenthoseoftheinhabitantswhostyledthemselvesofhisconnectionbecameacquaintedwithhim,theywereratherpleasedwiththesubstitutethanotherwise,thoughhehadscarcelyasyetacquiredballastofcharactersufficienttosteadytheconsciencesofthehundred-and-fortyMethodistsofpurebloodwho,atthistime,livedinNether-Moynton,andtogiveinadditionsupplementarysupporttothemixedracewhichwenttochurchinthemorningandchapelintheevening,orwhentherewasatea——asmanyasahundred-and-tenpeoplemore,alltold,andincludingtheparish-clerkinthewinter- time,whenitwastoodarkforthevicartoobservewhopassedupthestreetatseveno’clock——which,tobejusttohim,hewasneveranxioustodo。 Itwasowingtothisoverlappingofcreedsthatthecelebratedpopulation-puzzlearoseamongthedensergentryofthedistrictaroundNether-Moynton:howcoulditbethataparishcontainingfifteenscoreofstrongfull-grownEpiscopalians,andnearlythirteenscoreofwell-maturedDissenters,numberedbarelytwo-and- twentyscoreadultsinall? Theyoungmanbeingpersonallyinteresting,thosewithwhomhecameincontactwerecontenttowaiveforawhilethegraverquestionofhissufficiency。Itissaidthatatthistimeofhislifehiseyeswereaffectionate,thoughwithoutarayoflevity;thathishairwascurly,andhisfiguretall;thathewas,inshort,averylovableyouth,whowonuponhisfemalehearersassoonastheysawandheardhim,andcausedthemtosay,’Whydidn’tweknowofthisbeforehecame,thatwemighthavegiedhimawarmerwelcome!’ Thefactwasthat,knowinghimtobeonlyprovisionallyselected,andexpectingnothingremarkableinhispersonordoctrine,theyandtherestofhisflockinNether-Moyntonhadfeltalmostasindifferentabouthisadventasiftheyhadbeenthesoundestchurch-goingparishionersinthecountry,andhetheirtrueandappointedparson。ThuswhenStockdalesetfootintheplacenobodyhadsecuredalodgingforhim,andthoughhisjourneyhadgivenhimabadcoldinthehead,hewasforcedtoattendtothatbusinesshimself。OninquiryhelearntthattheonlypossibleaccommodationinthevillagewouldbefoundatthehouseofoneMrs。LizzyNewberry,attheupperendofthestreet。 Itwasayouthwhogavethisinformation,andStockdaleaskedhimwhoMrs。Newberrymightbe。 Theboysaidthatshewasawidow-woman,whohadgotnohusband,becausehewasdead。Mr。Newberry,headded,hadbeenawell-to-domanenough,asthesayingwas,andafarmer;buthehadgoneoffinadecline。AsregardedMrs。Newberry’sseriousside,Stockdalegatheredthatshewasoneofthetrimmerswhowenttochurchandchapelboth。 ’I’llgothere,’saidStockdale,feelingthat,intheabsenceofpurelysectarianlodgings,hecoulddonobetter。 ’She’salittleparticular,andwon’thaegover’mentfolks,orcurates,orthepa’son’sfriends,orsuchlike,’saidtheladdubiously。 ’Ah,thatmaybeapromisingsign:I’llcall。Orno;justyougoupandaskfirstifshecanfindroomforme。Ihavetoseeoneortwopersonsonanothermatter。Youwillfindmedownatthecarrier’s。’ Inaquarterofanhourtheladcameback,andsaidthatMrs。 Newberrywouldhavenoobjectiontoaccommodatehim,whereuponStockdalecalledatthehouse。 Itstoodwithinagarden-hedge,andseemedtoberoomyandcomfortable。Hesawanelderlywoman,withwhomhemadearrangementstocomethesamenight,sincetherewasnoinnintheplace,andhewishedtohousehimselfassoonaspossible;thevillagebeingalocalcentrefromwhichhewastoradiateatoncetothedifferentsmallchapelsintheneighbourhood。HeforthwithsenthisluggagetoMrs。Newberry’sfromthecarrier’s,wherehehadtakenshelter,andintheeveningwalkeduptohistemporaryhome。 Ashenowlivedthere,Stockdalefeltitunnecessarytoknockatthedoor;andenteringquietlyhehadthepleasureofhearingfootstepsscuddingawaylikemiceintothebackquarters。Headvancedtotheparlour,asthefrontroomwascalled,thoughitsstonefloorwasscarcelydisguisedbythecarpet,whichonlyover-laidthetroddenareas,leavingsandydesertsunderthebulgingmouldingsofthetable-legs,playingwithbrassfurniture。Buttheroomlookedsnugandcheerful。Thefirelightshoneoutbrightly,tremblingontheknobsandhandles,andlurkingingreatstrengthontheundersurfaceofthechimney-piece。Adeeparm-chair,coveredwithhorsehair,andstuddedwithacountlessthrongofbrassnails,waspulledupononesideofthefireplace。Thetea-thingswereonthetable,theteapotcoverwasopen,andalittlehand-bellhadbeenlaidatthatprecisepointtowardswhichapersonseatedinthegreatchairmightbeexpectedinstinctivelytostretchhishand。 Stockdalesatdown,notobjectingtohisexperienceoftheroomthusfar,andbeganhisresidencebytinklingthebell。Alittlegirlcreptinatthesummons,andmadeteaforhim。Hername,shesaid,wasMartherSarer,andshelivedoutthere,noddingtowardstheroadandvillagegenerally。BeforeStockdalehadgotfarwithhismeal,atapsoundedonthedoorbehindhim,andonhistellingtheinquirertocomein,arustleofgarmentscausedhimtoturnhishead。Hesawbeforehimafineandextremelywell-madeyoungwoman,withdarkhair,awide,sensible,beautifulforehead,eyesthatwarmedhimbeforeheknewit,andamouththatwasinitselfapicturetoallappreciativesouls。 ’CanIgetyouanythingelsefortea?’shesaid,comingforwardasteportwo,anexpressionoflivelinessonherfeatures,andherhandwavingthedoorbyitsedge。