第37章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:3739更新时间:18/12/27 09:08:44
Mattersbeinginthisadvancingstate,Stockdalewasrathersurprisedonecloudyevening,whilesittinginhisroom,athearingherspeakinlowtonesofexpostulationtosomeoneatthedoor。Itwasnearlydark,buttheshutterswerenotyetclosed,northecandleslighted;andStockdalewastemptedtostretchhisheadtowardsthewindow。Hesawoutsidethedoorayoungmaninclothesofawhitishcolour,anduponreflectionjudgedtheirwearertobethewell-builtandratherhandsomemillerwholivedbelow。Themiller’svoicewasalternatelylowandfirm,andsometimesitreachedthelevelofpositiveentreaty;butwhatthewordswereStockdalecouldinnowayhear。 Beforethecolloquyhadended,theminister’sattentionwasattractedbyasecondincident。OppositeLizzy’shomegrewaclumpoflaurels,formingathickandpermanentshade。Oneofthelaurelboughsnowquiveredagainstthelightbackgroundofsky,andinamomenttheheadofamanpeeredout,andremainedstill。Heseemedtobealsomuchinterestedintheconversationatthedoor,andwasplainlylingeringtheretowatchandlisten。HadStockdalestoodinanyotherrelationtoLizzythanthatofalover,hemighthavegoneoutandinvestigatedthemeaningofthis:butbeingasyetbutanunprivilegedally,hedidnothingmorethanstandupandshowhimselfagainstthefirelight,whereuponthelistenerdisappeared,andLizzyandthemillerspokeinlowertones。 Stockdalewasmadesouneasybythecircumstance,thatassoonasthemillerwasgone,hesaid,’Mrs。Newberry,areyouawarethatyouwerewatchedjustnow,andyourconversationheard?’ ’When?’shesaid。 ’Whenyouweretalkingtothatmiller。Amanwaslookingfromthelaurel-treeasjealouslyasifhecouldhaveeatenyou。’ Sheshowedmoreconcernthanthetriflingeventseemedtodemand,andheadded,’Perhapsyouweretalkingofthingsyoudidnotwishtobeoverheard?’ ’Iwastalkingonlyonbusiness,’shesaid。 ’Lizzy,befrank!’saidtheyoungman。’Ifitwasonlyonbusiness,whyshouldanybodywishtolistentoyou?’ Shelookedcuriouslyathim。’Whatelsedoyouthinkitcouldbe,then?’ ’Well——theonlytalkbetweenayoungwomanandmanthatislikelytoamuseaneavesdropper。’ ’Ahyes,’shesaid,smilinginspiteofherpreoccupation。’Well,mycousinOwletthasspokentomeaboutmatrimony,everynowandthen,that’strue;buthewasnotspeakingofitthen。Iwishhehadbeenspeakingofit,withallmyheart。Itwouldhavebeenmuchlessseriousforme。’ ’OMrs。Newberry!’ ’Itwould。NotthatIshouldha’chimedinwithhim,ofcourse。I wishitforotherreasons。Iamglad,Mr。Stockdale,thatyouhavetoldmeofthatlistener。Itisatimelywarning,andImustseemycousinagain。’ ’Butdon’tgoawaytillIhavespoken,’saidtheminister。’I’lloutwithitatonce,andmakenomoreado。LetitbeYesorNobetweenus,Lizzy;pleasedo!’Andheheldouthishand,inwhichshefreelyallowedherowntorest,butwithoutspeaking。 ’YoumeanYesbythat?’heasked,afterwaitingawhile。 ’Youmaybemysweetheart,ifyouwill。’ ’WhynotsayatonceyouwillwaitformeuntilIhaveahouseandcancomebacktomarryyou。’ ’BecauseIamthinking——thinkingofsomethingelse,’shesaidwithembarrassment。’Itallcomesuponmeatonce,andImustsettleonethingatatime。’ ’Atanyrate,dearLizzy,youcanassuremethatthemillershallnotbeallowedtospeaktoyouexceptonbusiness?Youhaveneverdirectlyencouragedhim?’ Sheparriedthequestionbysaying,’Yousee,heandhispartyhavebeeninthehabitofleavingthingsonmypremisessometimes,andasIhavenotdeniedhim,itmakeshimratherforward。’ ’Things——whatthings?’ ’Tubs——theyarecalledThingshere。’ ’Butwhydon’tyoudenyhim,mydearLizzy?’ ’Icannotwell。’ ’Youaretootimid。Itisunfairofhimtoimposesouponyou,andgetyourgoodnameintodangerbyhissmugglingtricks。Promisemethatthenexttimehewantstoleavehistubshereyouwillletmerollthemintothestreet?’ Sheshookherhead。’Iwouldnotventuretooffendtheneighbourssomuchasthat,’saidshe,’ordoanythingthatwouldbesolikelytoputpoorOwlettintothehandsoftheexcisemen。’ Stockdalesighed,andsaidthathethoughthersamistakengenerositywhenitextendedtoassistingthosewhocheatedthekingofhisdues。’Atanyrate,youwillletmemakehimkeephisdistanceasyourlover,andtellhimflatlythatyouarenotforhim?’ ’Pleasenot,atpresent,’shesaid。’Idon’twishtooffendmyoldneighbours。ItisnotonlyOwlettwhoisconcerned。’ ’Thisistoobad,’saidStockdaleimpatiently。 ’Onmyhonour,Iwon’tencouragehimasmylover,’Lizzyansweredearnestly。’Areasonablemanwillbesatisfiedwiththat。’ ’Well,soIam,’saidStockdale,hiscountenanceclearing。 Stockdalenowbegantonoticemoreparticularlyafeatureinthelifeofhisfairlandlady,whichhehadcasuallyobservedbutscarcelyeverthoughtofbefore。Itwasthatshewasmarkedlyirregularinherhoursofrising。Foraweekortwoshewouldbetolerablypunctual,reachingtheground-floorwithinafewminutesofhalf-pastseven。Thensuddenlyshewouldnotbevisibletilltwelveatnoon,perhapsforthreeorfourdaysinsuccession;andtwicehehadcertainproofthatshedidnotleaveherroomtillhalf-pastthreeintheafternoon。Thesecondtimethatthisextremelatenesscameunderhisnoticewasonadaywhenhehadparticularlywishedtoconsultwithherabouthisfuturemovements;andheconcluded,ashealwayshaddone,thatshehadacold,headache,orotherailment,unlessshehadkeptherselfinvisibletoavoidmeetingandtalkingtohim,whichhecouldhardlybelieve。Theformersuppositionwasdisproved,however,byherinnocentlysaying,somedayslater,whentheywerespeakingonaquestionofhealth,thatshehadneverhadamoment’sheaviness,headache,orillnessofanykindsincethepreviousJanuarytwelvemonth。 ’Iamgladtohearit,’saidhe。’Ithoughtquiteotherwise。’ ’What,doIlooksickly?’sheasked,turningupherfacetoshowtheimpossibilityofhisgazingonitandholdingsuchabeliefforamoment。 ’Notatall;Imerelythoughtsofromyourbeingsometimesobligedtokeepyourroomthroughthebestpartoftheday。’ ’O,asforthat——itmeansnothing,’shemurmured,withalookwhichsomemighthavecalledcold,andwhichwastheworstlookthathelikedtoseeuponher。’Itispuresleepiness,Mr。Stockdale。’ ’Never!’ ’Itis,Itellyou。WhenIstayinmyroomtillhalf-pastthreeintheafternoon,youmayalwaysbesurethatIsleptsoundlytillthree,orIshouldn’thavestayedthere。’ ’Itisdreadful,’saidStockdale,thinkingofthedisastrouseffectsofsuchindulgenceuponthehouseholdofaminister,shoulditbecomeahabitofeverydayoccurrence。 ’Butthen,’shesaid,divininghisgoodandprescientthoughts,’itonlyhappenswhenIstayawakeallnight。Idon’tgotosleeptillfiveorsixinthemorningsometimes。’ ’Ah,that’sanothermatter,’saidStockdale。’Sleeplessnesstosuchanalarmingextentisrealillness。Haveyouspokentoadoctor?’ ’Ono——thereisnoneedfordoingthat——itisallnaturaltome。’ Andshewentawaywithoutfurtherremark。 Stockdalemighthavewaitedalongtimetoknowtherealcauseofhersleeplessness,haditnothappenedthatonedarknighthewassittinginhisbedroomjottingdownnotesforasermon,whichoccupiedhimperfunctorilyforaconsiderabletimeaftertheothermembersofthehouseholdhadretired。Hedidnotgettobedtilloneo’clock。Beforehehadfallenasleepheheardaknockingatthefrontdoor,firstrathertimidlyperformed,andthenlouder。Nobodyansweredit,andthepersonknockedagain。Asthehousestillremainedundisturbed,Stockdalegotoutofbed,wenttohiswindow,whichoverlookedthedoor,andopeningit,askedwhowasthere。 Ayoungwoman’svoicerepliedthatSusanWalliswasthere,andthatshehadcometoaskifMrs。Newberrycouldgivehersomemustardtomakeaplasterwith,asherfatherwastakenveryillonthechest。 Theminister,havingneitherbellnorservant,wascompelledtoactinperson。’IwillcallMrs。Newberry,’hesaid。Partlydressinghimself;hewentalongthepassageandtappedatLizzy’sdoor。Shedidnotanswer,and,thinkingofhererratichabitsinthematterofsleep,hethumpedthedoorpersistently,whenhediscovered,byitsmovingajarunderhisknocking,thatithadonlybeengentlypushedto。Astherewasnowasufficiententryforthevoice,heknockednolonger,butsaidinfirmtones,’Mrs。Newberry,youarewanted。’