第39章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:4188更新时间:18/12/27 09:08:44
’Nothing,nothing,’saidhemournfully。’Merewords——aphrasethatwilldoformysermonnextSunday。’ItwastooplainthatLizzywasunawarethathehadseenactualpedestriansplashesupontheskirtsofthetell-taleovercoat,andthatsheimaginedhimtobelieveithadcomedirectfromsomechestordrawer。 Theaspectofthecasewasnowconsiderablydarker。Stockdalewassomuchdepressedbyitthathedidnotchallengeherexplanation,orthreatentogooffasamissionarytobenightedislanders,orreproachherinanywaywhatever。Hesimplypartedfromherwhenshehaddonetalking,andlivedoninperplexity,tillbydegreeshisnaturalmannerbecamesadandconstrained。 ThefollowingThursdaywaschangeable,damp,andgloomy;andthenightthreatenedtobewindyandunpleasant。StockdalehadgoneawaytoKnollseainthemorning,tobepresentatsomecommemorationservicethere,andonhisreturnhewasmetbytheattractiveLizzyinthepassage。Whetherinfluencedbythetideofcheerfulnesswhichhadattendedhimthatday,orbythedrivethroughtheopenair,orwhetherfromanaturaldispositiontoletbygonesalone,heallowedhimselftobefascinatedintoforgetfulnessofthegreatcoatincident,anduponthewholepassedapleasantevening;notsomuchinhersocietyaswithinsoundofhervoice,asshesattalkinginthebackparlourtohermother,tillthelatterwenttobed。 ShortlyafterthisMrs。Newberryretired,andthenStockdalepreparedtogoupstairshimself。Butbeforehelefttheroomheremainedstandingbythedyingembersawhile,thinkinglongofonethingandanother;andwasonlyarousedbytheflickeringofhiscandleinthesocketasitsuddenlydeclinedandwentout。Knowingthattherewereatinder-box,matches,andanothercandleinhisbedroom,hefelthiswayupstairswithoutalight。Onreachinghischamberhelaidhishandoneverypossibleledgeandcornerforthetinderbox,butforalongtimeinvain。Discoveringitatlength,Stockdaleproducedaspark,andwaskindlingthebrimstone,whenhefanciedthatheheardamovementinthepassage。Heblewharderatthelint,thematchflaredup,andlookingbyaidofthebluelightthroughthedoor,whichhadbeenstandingopenallthistime,hewassurprisedtoseeamalefigurevanishingroundthetopofthestaircasewiththeevidentintentionofescapingunobserved。ThepersonageworetheclotheswhichLizzyhadbeenbrushing,andsomethingintheoutlineandgaitsuggestedtotheministerthatthewearerwasLizzyherself。 Buthewasnotsureofthis;and,greatlyexcited,Stockdaledeterminedtoinvestigatethemystery,andtoadopthisownwayfordoingit。Heblewoutthematchwithoutlightingthecandle,wentintothepassage,andproceededontiptoetowardsLizzy’sroom。A faintgreysquareoflightinthedirectionofthechamber-windowasheapproachedtoldhimthatthedoorwasopen,andatoncesuggestedthattheoccupantwasgone。Heturnedandbroughtdownhisfistuponthehandrailofthestaircase:’Itwasshe;inherlatehusband’scoatandhat!’ Somewhatrelievedtofindthattherewasnointruderinthecase,yetnonethelesssurprised,theministercreptdownthestairs,softlyputonhisboots,overcoat,andhat,andtriedthefrontdoor。Itwasfastenedasusual:hewenttothebackdoor,foundthisunlocked,andemergedintothegarden。Thenightwasmildandmoonless,andrainhadlatelybeenfalling,thoughforthepresentithadceased。Therewasasuddendroppingfromthetreesandbusheseverynowandthen,aseachpassingwindshooktheirboughs。 AmongthesesoundsStockdaleheardthefaintfalloffeetupontheroadoutside,andheguessedfromthestepthatitwasLizzy’s。Hefollowedthesound,and,helpedbythecircumstanceofthewindblowingfromthedirectioninwhichthepedestrianmoved,hegotnearlyclosetoher,andkeptthere,withoutriskofbeingoverheard。Whilehethusfollowedherupthestreetorlane,asitmightindifferentlybecalled,therebeingmorehedgethanhousesoneitherside,afigurecameforwardtoherfromoneofthecottagedoors。Lizzystopped;theministersteppeduponthegrassandstoppedalso。 ’IsthatMrs。Newberry?’saidthemanwhohadcomeout,whosevoiceStockdalerecognizedasthatofoneofthemostdevoutmembersofhiscongregation。 ’Itis,’saidLizzy。 ’Ibequiteready——I’vebeenherethisquarter-hour。’ ’Ah,John,’saidshe,’Ihavebadnews;thereisdangerto-nightforourventure。’ ’Andd’yetello’t!Idreamedtheremightbe。’ ’Yes,’shesaidhurriedly;’andyoumustgoatonceroundtowherethechapsarewaiting,andtellthemtheywillnotbewantedtillto-morrownightatthesametime。Igotoburntheluggeroff。’ ’Iwill,’hesaid;andinstantlywentoffthroughagate,Lizzycontinuingherway。 Onshetrippedataquickeningpacetillthelaneturnedintotheturnpike-road,whichshecrossed,andgotintothetrackforRingsworth。Heresheascendedthehillwithouttheleasthesitation,passedthelonelyhamletofHolworth,andwentdownthevaleontheotherside。Stockdalehadnevertakenanyextensivewalksinthisdirection,buthewasawarethatifshepersistedinhercoursemuchlongershewoulddrawneartothecoast,whichwasherebetweentwoandthreemilesdistantfromNether-Moynton;andasithadbeenaboutaquarter-pasteleveno’clockwhentheysetout,herintentionseemedtobetoreachtheshoreaboutmidnight。 Lizzysoonascendedasmallmound,whichStockdaleatthesametimeadroitlyskirtedontheleft;andadullmonotonousroarburstuponhisear。Thehillockwasaboutfiftyyardsfromthetopofthecliffs,andbydayitapparentlycommandedafullviewofthebay。 Therewaslightenoughintheskytoshowherdisguisedfigureagainstitwhenshereachedthetop,whereshepaused,andafterwardssatdown。Stockdale,notwishingonanyaccounttoalarmheratthismoment,yetdesirousofbeingnearher,sankuponhishandsandknees,creptalittlehigherup,andtherestayedstill。 Thewindwaschilly,thegrounddamp,andhispositiononeinwhichhedidnotcaretoremainlong。However,beforehehaddecidedtoleaveit,theyoungmanheardvoicesbehindhim。Whattheysignifiedhedidnotknow;but,fearingthatLizzywasindanger,hewasabouttorunforwardandwarnherthatshemightbeseen,whenshecrepttotheshelterofalittlebushwhichmaintainedaprecariousexistenceinthatexposedspot;andherformwasabsorbedinitsdarkandstuntedoutlineasifshehadbecomepartofit。 Shehadevidentlyheardthemenaswellashe。Theypassednearhim,talkinginloudandcarelesstones,whichcouldbeheardabovetheuninterruptedwashingsofthesea,andwhichsuggestedthattheywerenotengagedinanybusinessattheirownrisk。Thisprovedtobethefact:someoftheirwordsfloatedacrosstohim,andcausedhimtoforgetatoncethecoldnessofhissituation。 ’What’sthevessel?’ ’Alugger,aboutfiftytons。’ ’FromCherbourg,Isuppose?’ ’Yes,’ab’lieve。’ ’Butitdon’tallbelongtoOwlett?’ ’Ono。He’sonlygotashare。There’sanotherortwoinit——afarmerandsuchlike,butthenamesIdon’tknow。’ Thevoicesdiedaway,andtheheadsandshouldersofthemendiminishedtowardsthecliff,anddroppedoutofsight。 ’MydarlinghasbeentemptedtobuyasharebythatunbelieverOwlett,’groanedtheminister,hishonestaffectionforLizzyhavingquickenedtoitsintensestpointduringthesemomentsofrisktoherpersonandname。’That’swhyshe’shere,’hesaidtohimself。’O,itwillbetheruinofher!’ HisperturbationwasinterruptedbythesuddenburstingoutofabrightandincreasinglightfromthespotwhereLizzywasinhiding。 Afewsecondslater,andbeforeithadreachedtheheightofablaze,heheardherrushpasthimdownthehollowlikeastonefromasling,inthedirectionofhome。Thelightnowflaredhighandwide,andshoweditspositionclearly。Shehadkindledaboughoffurzeandstuckitintothebushunderwhichshehadbeencrouching; thewindfannedtheflame,whichcrackledfiercely,andthreatenedtoconsumethebushaswellasthebough。Stockdalepausedjustlongenoughtonoticethusmuch,andthenfollowedrapidlytheroutetakenbytheyoungwoman。Hisintentionwastoovertakeher,andrevealhimselfasafriend;butrunashewouldhecouldseenothingofher。ThusheflewacrosstheopencountryaboutHolworth,twistinghislegsandanklesinunexpectedfissuresanddescents,till,oncomingtothegatebetweenthedownsandtheroad,hewasforcedtopausetogetbreath。Therewasnoaudiblemovementeitherinfrontorbehindhim,andhenowconcludedthatshehadnotoutrunhim,butthat,hearinghimatherheels,andbelievinghimoneoftheexciseparty,shehadhiddenherselfsomewhereontheway,andlethimpassby。 Hewentonatamoreleisurelypacetowardsthevillage。Onreachingthehousehefoundhissurmisetobecorrect,forthegatewasonthelatch,andthedoorunfastened,justashehadleftthem。 Stockdaleclosedthedoorbehindhim,andwaitedsilentlyinthepassage。Inabouttenminutesheheardthesamelightfootstepthathehadheardingoingout;itpausedatthegate,whichopenedandshutsoftly,andthenthedoor-latchwaslifted,andLizzycamein。 Stockdalewentforwardandsaidatonce,’Lizzy,don’tbefrightened。Ihavebeenwaitingupforyou。’ Shestarted,thoughshehadrecognizedthevoice。’ItisMr。 Stockdale,isn’tit?’shesaid。 ’Yes,’heanswered,becomingangrynowthatshewassafeindoors,andnotalarmed。’AndanicegameI’vefoundyououtinto-night。 Youareinman’sclothes,andIamashamedofyou!’ Lizzycouldhardlyfindavoicetoanswerthisunexpectedreproach。