第40章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:3957更新时间:18/12/27 09:08:44
’Iamonlypartlyinman’sclothes,’shefaltered,shrinkingbacktothewall。’ItisonlyhisgreatcoatandhatandbreechesthatI’vegoton,whichisnoharm,ashewasmyownhusband;andIdoitonlybecauseacloakblowsaboutso,andyoucan’tuseyourarms。Ihavegotmyowndressunderjustthesame——itisonlytuckedin!Willyougoawayupstairsandletmepass?Ididn’twantyoutoseemeatsuchatimeasthis!’ ’ButIhavearighttoseeyou!Howdoyouthinktherecanbeanythingbetweenusnow?’Lizzywassilent。’Youareasmuggler,’ hecontinuedsadly。 ’Ihaveonlyashareintherun,’shesaid。 ’Thatmakesnodifference。Whateverdidyouengageinsuchatradeasthatfor,andkeepitsuchasecretfrommeallthistime?’ ’Idon’tdoitalways。Ionlydoitinwinter-timewhen’tisnewmoon。’ ’Well,Isupposethat’sbecauseitcan’tbedoneanywhenelse…… Youhaveregularlyupsetme,Lizzy。’ ’Iamsorryforthat,’Lizzymeeklyreplied。 ’Wellnow,’saidhemoretenderly,’noharmisdoneasyet。Won’tyouforthesakeofmegiveupthisblamableanddangerouspracticealtogether?’ ’Imustdomybesttosavethisrun,’saidshe,gettingratherhuskyinthethroat。’Idon’twanttogiveyouup——youknowthat;butI don’twanttolosemyventure。Idon’tknowwhattodonow!WhyI havekeptitsosecretfromyouisthatIwasafraidyouwouldbeangryifyouknew。’ ’Ishouldthinkso!IsupposeifIhadmarriedyouwithoutfindingthisoutyou’dhavegoneonwithitjustthesame?’ ’Idon’tknow。Ididnotthinksofarahead。Ionlywentto-nighttoburnthefolksoff,becausewefoundthattheexcisemenknewwherethetubsweretobelanded。’ ’Itisaprettymesstobeinaltogether,isthis,’saidthedistractedyoungminister。’Well,whatwillyoudonow?’ Lizzyslowlymurmuredtheparticularsoftheirplan,thechiefofwhichwerethattheymeanttotrytheirluckatsomeotherpointoftheshorethenextnight;thatthreelanding-placeswerealwaysagreeduponbeforetherunwasattempted,withtheunderstandingthat,ifthevesselwas’burntoff’fromthefirstpoint,whichwasRingsworth,asithadbeenbyherto-night,thecrewshouldattempttomakethesecond,whichwasLulsteadCove,onthesecondnight; andifthere,too,dangerthreatened,theyshouldonthethirdnighttrythethirdplace,whichwasbehindaheadlandfurtherwest。 ’Supposetheofficershinderthemlandingtheretoo?’hesaid,hisattentiontothisinterestingprogrammedisplacingforamomenthisconcernathershareinit。 ’Thenweshan’ttryanywhereelseallthisdark——that’swhatwecallthetimebetweenmoonandmoon——andperhapsthey’llstringthetubstoastray-line,andsink’emalittle-waysfromshore,andtakethebearings;andthenwhentheyhaveachancethey’llgotocreepfor’em。’ ’What’sthat?’ ’O,they’llgooutinaboatanddragacreeper——that’sagrapnel—— alongthebottomtillitcatchholdofthestray-line。’ Theministerstoodthinking;andtherewasnosoundwithindoorsbutthetickoftheclockonthestairs,andthequickbreathingofLizzy,partlyfromherwalkandpartlyfromagitation,asshestoodclosetothewall,notinsuchcompletedarknessbutthathecoulddiscernagainstitswhitewashedsurfacethegreatcoatandbroadhatwhichcoveredher。 ’Lizzy,allthisisverywrong,’hesaid。’Don’tyourememberthelessonofthetribute-money?“RenderuntoCaesarthethingsthatareCaesar’s。“Surelyyouhaveheardthatreadtimesenoughinyourgrowingup?’ ’He’sdead,’shepouted。 ’Butthespiritofthetextisinforcejustthesame。’ ’Myfatherdidit,andsodidmygrandfather,andalmosteverybodyinNether-Moyntonlivesbyit,andlifewouldbesodullifitwasn’tforthat,thatIshouldnotcaretoliveatall。’ ’Iamnothingtolivefor,ofcourse,’herepliedbitterly。’Youwouldnotthinkitworthwhiletogiveupthiswildbusinessandliveformealone?’ ’Ihaveneverlookedatitlikethat。’ ’Andyouwon’tpromiseandwaittillIamready?’ ’Icannotgiveyoumywordto-night。’And,lookingthoughtfullydown,shegraduallymovedandmovedaway,goingintotheadjoiningroom,andclosingthedoorbetweenthem。Sheremainedthereinthedarktillhewastiredofwaiting,andhadgoneuptohisownchamber。 PoorStockdalewasdreadfullydepressedallthenextdaybythediscoveriesofthenightbefore。Lizzywasunmistakablyafascinatingyoungwoman,butasaminister’swifeshewashardlytobecontemplated。’IfIhadonlystucktofather’slittlegrocerybusiness,insteadofgoinginfortheministry,shewouldhavesuitedmebeautifully!’hesaidsadly,untilherememberedthatinthatcasehewouldneverhavecomefromhisdistanthometoNether- Moynton,andneverhaveknownher。 Theestrangementbetweenthemwasnotcomplete,butitwassufficienttokeepthemoutofeachother’scompany。Onceduringthedayhemetherinthegarden-path,andsaid,turningareproachfuleyeuponher,’Doyoupromise,Lizzy?’Butshedidnotreply。Theeveningdrewon,andheknewwellenoughthatLizzywouldrepeatherexcursionatnight——herhalf-offendedmannerhadshownthatshehadnottheslightestintentionofalteringherplansatpresent。Hedidnotwishtorepeathisownshareoftheadventure;but,actashewould,hisuneasinessonheraccountincreasedwiththedeclineofday。Supposingthatanaccidentshouldbefallher,hewouldneverforgivehimselffornotbeingtheretohelp,muchashedislikedtheideaofseemingtocountenancesuchunlawfulescapades。 Ashehadexpected,sheleftthehouseatthesamehouratnight,thistimepassinghisdoorwithoutstealth,asifsheknewverywellthathewouldbewatching,andwereresolvedtobravehisdispleasure。Hewasquiteready,openedthedoorquickly,andreachedthebackdooralmostassoonasshe。 ’Thenyouwillgo,Lizzy?’hesaidashestoodonthestepbesideher,whonowagainappearedasalittlemanwithafacealtogetherunsuitedtohisclothes。 ’Imust,’shesaid,repressedbyhissternmanner。 ’ThenIshallgotoo,’saidhe。 ’AndIamsureyouwillenjoyit!’sheexclaimedinmorebuoyanttones。’Everybodydoeswhotriesit。’ ’GodforbidthatIshould!’hesaid。’ButImustlookafteryou。’ Theyopenedthewicketandwentuptheroadabreastofeachother,butatsomedistanceapart,scarcelyawordpassingbetweenthem。 Theeveningwasratherlessfavourabletosmugglingenterprisethanthelasthadbeen,thewindbeinglower,andtheskysomewhatcleartowardsthenorth。 ’Itisratherlighter,’saidStockdale。 ’’Tis,unfortunately,’saidshe。’Butitisonlyfromthosefewstarsoverthere。Themoonwasnewto-dayatfouro’clock,andI expectedclouds。Ihopeweshallbeabletodoitthisdark,forwhenwehavetosink’emforlongitmakesthestufftastebleachy,andfolksdon’tlikeitsowell。’ Hercoursewasdifferentfromthatoftheprecedingnight,branchingofftotheleftoverLord’sBarrowassoonastheyhadgotoutofthelaneandcrossedthehighway。BythetimetheyreachedChaldonDown,Stockdale,whohadbeeninperplexedthoughtastowhatheshouldsaytoher,decidedthathewouldnotattemptexpostulationnow,whileshewasexcitedbytheadventure,butwaittillitwasover,andendeavourtokeepherfromsuchpracticesinfuture。Itoccurredtohimonceortwice,astheyrambledon,thatshouldtheybesurprisedbytheexcisemen,hissituationwouldbemoreawkwardthanhers,foritwouldbedifficulttoprovehistruemotiveincomingtothespot;buttheriskwasaslightconsiderationbesidehiswishtobewithher。 TheynowarrivedataravinewhichlayontheoutskirtsofChaldon,avillagetwomilesontheirwaytowardsthepointoftheshoretheysought。Lizzybrokethesilencethistime:’Ihavetowaitheretomeetthecarriers。Idon’tknowiftheyhavecomeyet。AsItoldyou,wegotoLulsteadCoveto-night,anditistwomilesfurtherthanRingsworth。’ Itturnedoutthatthemenhadalreadycome;forwhileshespoketwoorthreedozenheadsbrokethelineoftheslope,andacompanyofthematoncedescendedfromthebusheswheretheyhadbeenlyinginwait。ThesecarriersweremenwhomLizzyandotherproprietorsregularlyemployedtobringthetubsfromtheboattoahiding-placeinland。TheywereallyoungfellowsofNether-Moynton,Chaldon,andtheneighbourhood,quietandinoffensivepersons,whosimplyengagedtocarrythecargoforLizzyandhercousinOwlett,astheywouldhaveengagedinanyotherlabourforwhichtheywerefairlywellpaid。 Atawordfromhertheyclosedintogether。’Youhadbettertakeitnow,’shesaidtothem;andhandedtoeachapacket。Itcontainedsixshillings,theirremunerationforthenight’sundertaking,whichwaspaidbeforehandwithoutreferencetosuccessorfailure;but,besidesthis,theyhadtheprivilegeofsellingasagentswhentherunwassuccessfullymade。Assoonasitwasdone,shesaidtothem,’TheplaceistheoldonenearLulsteadCove;’thementillthatmomentnothavingbeentoldwhithertheywerebound,forobviousreasons。’Owlettwillmeetyouthere,’addedLizzy。’I shallfollowbehind,toseethatwearenotwatched。’