第45章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:3869更新时间:18/12/27 09:08:44
Insteadofbeingconductedbyfourmen,ashadhappenedwhentheywentoutofthevillage,thehorsesandcartswerenowaccompaniedbyabodyoffromtwentytothirty,allofwhom,asStockdaleperceivedtohisastonishment,hadblackenedfaces。Amongthemwalkedsixoreighthugefemalefigures,whom,fromtheirwidestrides,Stockdaleguessedtobemenindisguise。AssoonasthepartydiscernedLizzyandhercompanionfourorfivefellback,andwhenthecartshadpassed,cameclosetothepair。 ’Thereisnowalkingupthiswayforthepresent,’saidoneofthegauntwomen,whoworecurlsafootlong,danglingdownthesidesofherface,inthefashionofthetime。Stockdalerecognizedthislady’svoiceasOwlett’s。 ’Whynot?’saidStockdale。’Thisisthepublichighway。’ ’Nowlookhere,youngster,’saidOwlett。’O,’tistheMethodistparson!——what,andMrs。Newberry!Well,you’dbetternotgoupthatway,Lizzy。They’veallrunoff,andfolkshavegottheirownagain。’ Themillerthenhastenedonandjoinedhiscomrades。StockdaleandLizzyalsoturnedback。’Iwishallthishadn’tbeenforceduponus,’shesaidregretfully。’Butifthoseexcisemenhadgotoffwiththetubs,halfthepeopleintheparishwouldhavebeeninwantforthenextmonthortwo。’ Stockdalewasnotpayingmuchattentiontoherwords,andhesaid,’Idon’tthinkIcangobacklikethis。ThosefourpoorexcisemenmaybemurderedforallIknow。’ ’Murdered!’saidLizzyimpatiently。’Wedon’tdomurderhere。’ ’Well,IshallgoasfarasWarm’ellCrosstosee,’saidStockdaledecisively;and,withoutwishinghersafehomeoranythingelse,theministerturnedback。Lizzystoodlookingathimtillhisformwasabsorbedintheshades;andthen,withsadness,shewentinthedirectionofNether-Moynton。 Theroadwaslonely,andafternightfallatthistimeoftheyeartherewasoftennotapasserforhours。Stockdalepursuedhiswaywithouthearingasoundbeyondthatofhisownfootsteps;andinduetimehepassedbeneaththetreesoftheplantationwhichsurroundedtheWarm’ellCross-road。Beforehehadreachedthepointofintersectionheheardvoicesfromthethicket。 ’Hoi-hoi-hoi!Help,help!’ Thevoiceswerenotatallfeebleordespairing,buttheywereunmistakablyanxious。Stockdalehadnoweapon,andbeforeplungingintothepitchydarknessoftheplantationhepulledastakefromthehedge,touseincaseofneed。Whenhegotamongthetreesheshouted——’What’sthematter——whereareyou?’ ’Here,’answeredthevoices;and,pushingthroughthebramblesinthatdirection,hecameneartheobjectsofhissearch。 ’Whydon’tyoucomeforward?’saidStockdale。 ’Webetiedtothetrees!’ ’Whoareyou?’ ’PoorWillLatimertheexciseman!’saidoneplaintively。’Justcomeandcutthesecords,there’sagoodman。Wewereafraidnobodywouldpassbyto-night。’ Stockdalesoonloosenedthem,uponwhichtheystretchedtheirlimbsandstoodattheirease。 ’Therascals!’saidLatimer,gettingnowintoarage,thoughhehadseemedquitemeekwhenStockdalefirstcameup。’’Tisthesamesetoffellows。IknowtheywereMoyntonchapstoaman。’ ’Butwecan’tswearto’em,’saidanother。’Notoneof’emspoke。’ ’Whatareyougoingtodo?’saidStockdale。 ’I’dfaingobacktoMoynton,andhaveat’emagain!’saidLatimer。 ’Sowouldwe!’saidhiscomrades。 ’Fighttillwedie!’saidLatimer。 ’Wewill,wewill!’saidhismen。 ’But,’saidLatimer,morefrigidly,astheycameoutoftheplantation,’wedon’tKNOWthatthesechapswithblackfaceswereMoyntonmen?Andproofisahardthing。’ ’Soitis,’saidtherest。 ’Andthereforewewon’tdonothingatall,’saidLatimer,withcompletedispassionateness。’Formypart,I’dsoonerbethemthanwe。Theclitchesofmyarmsareburninglikefirefromthecordsthosetwostrappingwomentiedround’em。Myopinionis,nowIhavehadtimetothinko’t,thatyoumayserveyourGover’mentattoohighaprice。ForthesetwonightsanddaysIhavenothadanhour’srest;and,pleaseGod,here’sforhome-along。’ Theotherofficersagreedheartilytothiscourse;and,thankingStockdaleforhistimelyassistance,theypartedfromhimattheCross,takingthemselvesthewesternroad,andStockdalegoingbacktoNether-Moynton。 Duringthatwalktheministerwaslostinreverieofthemostpainfulkind。Assoonashegotintothehouse,andbeforeenteringhisownrooms,headvancedtothedoorofthelittlebackparlourinwhichLizzyusuallysatwithhermother。Hefoundhertherealone。 Stockdalewentforward,and,likeamaninadream,lookeddownuponthetablethatstoodbetweenhimandtheyoungwoman,whohadherbonnetandcloakstillon。Ashedidnotspeak,shelookedupfromherchairathim,withmisgivinginhereye。 ’Wherearetheygone?’hethensaidlistlessly。 ’Who?——Idon’tknow。Ihaveseennothingofthemsince。Icamestraightinhere。’ ’Ifyourmencanmanagetogetoffwiththosetubs,itwillbeagreatprofittoyou,Isuppose?’ ’Asharewillbemine,asharemycousinOwlett’s,asharetoeachofthetwofarmers,andasharedividedamongstthemenwhohelpedus。’ ’Andyoustillthink,’hewentonslowly,’thatyouwillnotgivethisbusinessup?’ Lizzyrose,andputherhanduponhisshoulder。’Don’taskthat,’ shewhispered。’Youdon’tknowwhatyouareasking。Imusttellyou,thoughImeantnottodoit。WhatImakebythattradeisallIhavetokeepmymotherandmyselfwith。’ Hewasastonished。’Ididnotdreamofsuchathing,’hesaid。’I wouldratherhavesweptthestreets,hadIbeenyou。Whatismoneycomparedwithaclearconscience?’ ’Myconscienceisclear。Iknowmymother,butthekingIhaveneverseen。Hisduesarenothingtome。ButitisagreatdealtomethatmymotherandIshouldlive。’ ’Marryme,andpromisetogiveitup。Iwillkeepyourmother。’ ’Itisgoodofyou,’shesaid,tremblingalittle。’Letmethinkofitbymyself。Iwouldrathernotanswernow。’ Shereservedheranswertillthenextday,andcameintohisroomwithasolemnface。’Icannotdowhatyouwished!’shesaidpassionately。’Itistoomuchtoask。Mywholelifeha’beenpassedinthisway。’Herwordsandmannershowedthatbeforeenteringshehadbeenstrugglingwithherselfinprivate,andthatthecontentionhadbeenstrong。 Stockdaleturnedpale,buthespokequietly。’Then,Lizzy,wemustpart。Icannotgoagainstmyprinciplesinthismatter,andI cannotmakemyprofessionamockery。YouknowhowIloveyou,andwhatIwoulddoforyou;butthisonethingIcannotdo。’ ’Butwhyshouldyoubelongtothatprofession?’sheburstout。’I havegotthislargehouse;whycan’tyoumarryme,andliveherewithus,andnotbeaMethodistpreacheranymore?Iassureyou,Richard,itisnoharm,andIwishyoucouldonlyseeitasIdo! Weonlycarryitoninwinter:insummeritisneverdoneatall。 Itstirsupone’sdulllifeatthistimeo’theyear,andgivesexcitement,whichIhavegotsousedtonowthatIshouldhardlyknowhowtodo’ithoutit。Atnights,whenthewindblows,insteadofbeingdullandstupid,andnotnoticingwhetheritdoblowornot,yourmindisafield,evenifyouarenotafieldyourself;andyouarewonderinghowthechapsaregettingon;andyouwalkupanddowntheroom,andlookouto’window,andthenyougooutyourself,andknowyourwayaboutaswellbynightasbyday,andhavehairbreadthescapesfromoldLatimerandhisfellows,whoaretoostupidevertoreallyfrightenus,andonlymakeusabitnimble。’ ’Hefrightenedyoualittlelastnight,anyhow:andIwouldadviseyoutodropitbeforeitisworse。’ Sheshookherhead。’No,ImustgoonasIhavebegun。Iwasborntoit。Itisinmyblood,andIcan’tbecured。O,Richard,youcannotthinkwhatahardthingyouhaveasked,andhowsharpyoutrymewhenyouputmebetweenthisandmylovefor’ee!’ Stockdalewasleaningwithhiselbowonthemantelpiece,hishandsoverhiseyes。’Weoughtnevertohavemet,Lizzy,’hesaid。’Itwasanilldayforus!Ilittlethoughttherewasanythingsohopelessandimpossibleinourengagementasthis。Well,itistoolatenowtoregretconsequencesinthisway。Ihavehadthehappinessofseeingyouandknowingyouatleast。’ ’YoudissentfromChurch,andIdissentfromState,’shesaid。’AndIdon’tseewhywearenotwellmatched。’ Hesmiledsadly,whileLizzyremainedlookingdown,hereyesbeginningtooverflow。 Thatwasanunhappyeveningforbothofthem,andthedaysthatfollowedwereunhappydays。Bothsheandhewentmechanicallyabouttheiremployments,andhisdepressionwasmarkedinthevillagebymorethanoneofhisdenominationwithwhomhecameincontact。ButLizzy,whopassedherdaysindoors,wasunsuspectedofbeingthecause:foritwasgenerallyunderstoodthataquietengagementtomarryexistedbetweenherandhercousinOwlett,andhadexistedforsometime。