第5章

类别:其他 作者:Eleanor H。 Porter字数:4780更新时间:18/12/27 14:59:51
AndleaveUncleWilliamonabenchintheCommon?Indeed,no!Why,Bertram,youwouldn’t,either,’shecried,assheturnedresolutelytowardoneoftheentrancestotheCommon。 AndBertram,withtheeyesallshining’ stillbeforehim,couldonlymurmur:No,ofcoursenot,dear!’andfollowobedientlywheresheled。 Underordinarycircumstancesitwouldhavebeenadelightfulhourforawalk。Thesunhadalmostset,andtheshadowslaylongacrossthegrass。TheairwascoolandunusuallybracingforadaysoearlyinSeptember。ButallthiswaslostonBertram。Bertramdidnotwishtotakeawalk。Hewashungry。Hewantedhisdinner;andhewanted,too,hisoldhomewithhisnewwifeflittingabouttheroomsashehadpicturedthisfirsteveningtogether。HewantedWilliam,ofcourse。CertainlyhewantedWilliam; butifWilliamwouldinsistonrunningawayandsittingonparkbenchesinthisridiculousfashion,heoughttotaketheconsequences—— untilto-morrow。 Five,ten,fifteenminutespassed。Uponepathanddownanothertrudgedtheanxious-eyedBillyandherincreasinglyimpatienthusband。Thenwhenthefifteenwearyminuteshadbecomeastillmorewearyhalf-hour,thebondsBertramhadsetonhistempersnapped。 Billy,’heremonstrateddespairingly,do,please,comehome!Don’tyouseehowhighlyimprobableitisthatweshouldhappenonWilliamifwewalkedlikethisallnight?Hemightmove——changehisseat——gohome,even。Heprobablyhasgonehome。Andsurelyneverbeforedidabrideinsistonspendingthefirsteveningafterherreturntrampingupanddownapublicparkforhourafterhourlikethis,lookingforanyman。_Won’t_youcomehome?’ ButBillyhadnotevenheard。Withagladlittlecryshehaddartedtothesideofthehumped-upfigureofamanaloneonaparkbenchjustaheadofthem。 UncleWilliam!Oh,UncleWilliam,howcouldyou?’shecried,droppingherselfontooneendoftheseatandcatchingtheman’sarminbothherhands。 Yes,howcouldyou?’demandedBertram,withjustatouchofirritation,droppinghimselfontotheotherendoftheseat,andcatchingtheman’sotherarminhisoneusablehand。 Thebentshouldersandbowedheadstraightenedupwithajerk。 Well,well,blessmysoul!Ifitisn’tourlittlebride,’criedUncleWilliam,fondly。Andthehappybridegroom,too。Whendidyougethome?’ Wehaven’tgothome,’retortedBertram,promptly,beforehiswifecouldspeak。Oh,welookedinatthedooranhourorsoback;butwedidn’tstay。We’vebeenhuntingforyoueversince。’ Nonsense,children!’UncleWilliamspokewithgaycheeriness;butherefusedtomeeteitherBilly’sorBertram’seyes。 UncleWilliam,howcouldyoudoit?’ reproachedBilly,again。 Dowhat?’UncleWilliamwasplainlyfencingfortime。 Leavethehouselikethat?’ Ho!Iwantedachange。’ Asifwe’dbelievethat!’scoffedBilly。 Allright;let’scallityou’vehadthechange,then,’laughedBertram,andwe’llsendoverforyourthingsto-morrow。Come——nowlet’sgohometodinner。’ Williamshookhishead。Heessayedagaysmile。 Why,I’veonlyjustbegun。I’mgoingtostay——oh,Idon’tknowhowlongI’mgoingtostay,’hefinishedblithely。 Billyliftedherchinalittle。 UncleWilliam,youaren’tplayingsquare。 Petetolduswhatyousaidwhenyouleft。’ Eh?What?’Williamlookedupwithstartledeyes。 About——aboutournot_needing_you。Soweknow,now,whyyouleft;andwe_sha’n’tstand_ it。’ Pete?That?Oh,that——that’snonsenseI——I’llsettlewithPete。’ Billylaughedsoftly。 PoorPete!Don’t。Wesimplydraggeditoutofhim。Andnowwe’reheretotellyouthatwe_do_wantyou,andthatyou_must_comeback。’ AgainWilliamshookhishead。Aswiftshadowcrossedhisface。 Thankyou,no,children,’hesaiddully。 You’reverykind,butyoudon’tneedme。I shouldbejustaninterferingelderbrother。I shouldspoilyouryoungmarriedlife。’(William’svoicenowsoundedasifhewererecitingawell- learnedlesson。)’IfIwentawayandstayedtwomonths,you’dneverforgettheutterfreedomandjoyofthosetwowholemonthswiththehousealltoyourselves。’ UncleWilliam,’gaspedBilly,what_are_ youtalkingabout?’ About——aboutmynotgoingback,ofcourse。’ Butyouarecomingback,’cutinBertram,almostangrily。Oh,come,Will,thisisutternonsense,andyouknowit!Come,let’sgohometodinner。’ AsternlookcametothecornersofWilliam’smouth——alookthatBertramunderstoodwell。 Allright,I’llgotodinner,ofcourse;butIsha’n’tstay,’saidWilliam,firmly。I’vethoughtitallout。IknowI’mright。Come,we’llgotodinnernow,andsaynomoreaboutit,’hefinishedwithacheerysmile,asherosetohisfeet。Then,tothebride,headded:Didyouhaveanicetrip,littlegirl?’ Billy,too,hadrisen,now,butshedidnotseemtohaveheardhisquestion。Inthefastfallingtwilightherfacelookedalittlewhite。 UncleWilliam,’shebeganveryquietly,doyouthinkforaminutethatjustbecauseImarriedyourbrotherIamgoingtoliveinthathouseandturnyououtofthehomeyou’velivedinallyourlife?’ Nonsense,dear!I’mnotturnedout。Ijustgo,’correctedUncleWilliam,gayly。 WithsuperbdisdainBillybrushedthisaside。 Oh,no,youwon’t,’shedeclared;but—— _Ishall_。’ Billy!’gaspedBertram。 My——mydear!’expostulatedWilliam,faintly。 UncleWilliam!Bertram!Listen,’pantedBilly。Inevertoldyoumuchbefore,butI’mgoingto,now。Longago,whenIwentawaywithAuntHannah,yoursisterKateshowedmehowdeartheoldhomewastoyou——howmuchyouthoughtofit。Andshesaid——shesaidthatIhadupseteverything。’(Bertraminterjectedasharpword,butBillypaidnoattention。)That’swhyIwent;and_Ishallgoagain_——ifyoudon’tcomehometo-morrowtostay,UncleWilliam。 Come,nowlet’sgotodinner,please。Bertram’shungry,’shefinished,withabrightsmile。 Therewasatensemomentofsilence。WilliamglancedatBertram;Bertramreturnedtheglance——withinterest。 Er——ah——yes;well,wemightgotodinner,’ stammeredWilliam,afteraminute。 Er——yes,’agreedBertram。Andthethreefellintosteptogether。 CHAPTERIV JUSTLIKEBILLY’ BillydidnotleavetheStratathistime。 Beforetwenty-fourhourshadpassed,thelastcherishedfragmentofMr。WilliamHenshaw’spossessionshadbeencarefullycarrieddowntheimposingstepsoftheBeaconHillboarding-houseunderthedisapprovingeyesofitsbugle-adornedmistress,whofoundherselfnowwithamonth’sadvancerentandtwovacantparlors’onherhands。Beforeanothertwenty-fourhourshadpassedherquondamboarder,withatiredsigh,sankintohisfavoritemorrischairinhisoldfamiliarrooms,andlookedabouthimwithcontentedeyes。Everytreasurewasinplace,fromthetraditionalfoursmallstonesofhisbabyhooddaystotheBatterseasBillyhadjustbroughthim。 Pete,asofyore,washoveringnearwithadust- cloth。Bertram’sgaywhistlesoundedfromthefloorbelow。WilliamHenshawwasathomeagain。 Thismuchaccomplished,BillywenttoseeAuntHannah。 AuntHannahgreetedheraffectionately,thoughwithtearfullytroubledeyes。Shewaswearingagrayshawlto-daytoppedwithablackone—— suresignofunrest,eitherphysicalormental,asallherfriendsknew。 I’dbeguntothinkyou’dforgotten——me,’ shefaltered,withapoorattemptatgayety。 You’vebeenhomethreewholedays。’ Iknow,dearie,’smiledBilly;and’twasashame。ButIhavebeensobusy!Mytrunkscameatlast,andI’vebeenhelpingUncleWilliamgetsettled,too。’ AuntHannahlookedpuzzled。 UncleWilliamgetsettled?Youmean—— he’schangedhisroom?’ Billylaughedoddly,andthrewaswiftglanceintoAuntHannah’sface。 Well,yes,hedidchange,’shemurmured; buthe’smovedbacknowintotheoldquarters。 Er——youhaven’theardfromUncleWilliamthen,lately,Itakeit。’ No。’AuntHannahshookherheadabstractedly。Ididseehimonce,severalweeksago;butIhaven’t,since。Wehadquiteatalk,then;and,Billy,I’vebeenwantingtospeaktoyou,’shehurriedon,alittlefeverishly。I didn’tliketoleave,ofcourse,tillyoudidcomehome,aslongasyou’dsaidnothingaboutyourplans;but——’ Leave!’interposedBilly,dazedly。Leavewhere?Whatdoyoumean?’ Why,leavehere,ofcourse,dear。Imean。 Ididn’tliketogetmyroomwhileyouwereaway;butIshallnow,ofcourse,atonce。’ Nonsense,AuntHannah!AsifI’dletyoudothat,’laughedBilly。 AuntHannahstiffenedperceptibly。Herlipslookedsuddenlythinanddetermined。Eventhesoftlittlecurlsaboveherearsseemedactuallytobristlewithresolution。 Billy,’shebeganfirmly,wemightaswellunderstandeachotheratonce。Iknowyourgoodheart,andIappreciateyourkindness。ButIcannotcometolivewithyou。Ishallnot。Itwouldn’tbebest。Ishouldbelikeaninterferingelderbrotherinyourhome。Ishouldspoilyouryoungmarriedlife;andifIwentawayfortwomonthsyou’dneverforgettheutterjoyandfreedomofthosetwomonthswiththewholehousealitoyourselves。’ AtthebeginningofthisspeechBilly’seyeshadstillcarriedtheirdancingsmile,butastheperorationprogressedontotheend,adawningsurprise,whichsoonbecameapuzzledquestioning,drovethesmileaway。ThenBillysatsuddenlyerect。 Why,AuntHannah,that’sexactlywhatUncleWilliam——’Billystopped,andregardedAuntHannahwithquicksuspicion。Thenextmomentsheburstintogleefullaughter。 AuntHannahlookedgrieved,andnotalittlesurprised;butBillydidnotseemtonoticethis。 Oh,oh,AuntHannah——you,too!Howperfectlyfunny!’shegurgled。Tothinkyoutwooldblessedsshouldgetyourheadstogetherlikethis!’ AuntHannahstirredrestively,andpulledtheblackshawlmorecloselyabouther。 Indeed,Billy,Idon’tknowwhatyoumeanbythat,’shesighed,withavisibleeffortatself- control;butIdoknowthatIcannotgotolivewithyou。’ Blessyourheart,dear,Idon’twantyouto,’ soothedBilly,withgaypromptness。 Oh!O-h-h,’stammeredAuntHannah,surprise,mortification,dismay,andagrievedhurtbringingafloodofcolortoherface。Itisonethingtorefuseahome,andquiteanothertohaveahomerefusedyou。 Oh!O-h-h,AuntHannah,’criedBilly,turningveryredinherturn。Please,_please_don’tlooklikethat。Ididn’tmeanitthatway。Idowantyou,dear,only——Iwantyousomewhereelsemore。Iwantyou——here。’ Here!’AuntHannahlookedrelieved,butunconvinced。 Yes。Don’tyoulikeithere?’ Likeit!Why,Iloveit,dear。YouknowI do。Butyoudon’tneedthishousenow,Billy。’ Oh,yes,Ido,’retortedBilly,airily。I’mgoingtokeepitup,andIwantyouhere。 Fiddlededee,Billy!AsifI’dletyoukeepupthishousejustforme,’scornedAuntHannah。 ’Tisn’tjustforyou。It’sfor——forlotsoffolks。’ Mygriefandconscience,Billy!Whatareyoutalkingabout?’ Billylaughed,andsettledherselfmorecomfortablyonthehassockatAuntHannah’sfeet。