第6章

类别:其他 作者:Eleanor H。 Porter字数:4382更新时间:18/12/27 14:59:51
Well,I’lltellyou。JustnowIwantitforTommyDunn,andtheGreggorysifIcangetthem,andmaybeoneortwoothers。There’llalwaysbesomebody。Yousee,IhadthoughtI’dhavethemattheStrata。’ TommyDunn——attheStrata!’ Billylaughedagainruefully。 Odear!YousoundjustlikeBertram,’shepouted。Hedidn’twantTommy,either,noranyoftherestofthem。’ Therestofthem!’ Well,Icouldhavehadalotmore,youknow,theStrataissobig,especiallynowthatCyrilhasgone,andleftallthoseemptyrooms。_I_gotrealenthusiastic,butBertramdidn’t。Hejustlaughedandsaid`nonsense!’untilhefoundI wasreallyinearnest;thenhe——well,hesaid`nonsense,’then,too——onlyhedidn’tlaugh,’ finishedBilly,withasigh。 AuntHannahregardedherwithfond,thoughslightlyexasperatedeyes。 Billy,youare,indeed,amostextraordinaryyoungwoman——attimes。Surely,withyou,abodyneverknowswhattoexpect——excepttheunexpected。’ Why,AuntHannah!——andfromyou,too!’ reproachedBilly,mischievously;butAuntHannahhadyetmoretosay。 OfcourseBertramthoughtitwasnonsense。 Theideaofyou,abride,fillingupyourhousewith——withpeoplelikethat!TommyDunn,indeed!’ Oh,BertramsaidhelikedTommyallright,’ sighedBilly;buthesaidthatthatdidn’tmeanhewantedhimforthreemealsaday。OnewouldthinkpoorTommywasabreakfastfood!SothatiswhenIthoughtofkeepingupthishouse,yousee,andthat’swhyIwantyouhere——totakechargeofit。Andyou’lldothat——forme,won’tyou?’ AuntHannahfellbackinherchair。 Why,y-yes,Billy,ofcourse,if——ifyouwantit。Butwhatanextraordinaryidea,child!’ Billyshookherhead。Adeepercolorcametohercheeks,andasofterglowtohereyes。 Idon’tthinkso,AuntHannah。It’sonlythatI’msohappythatsomeofithasjustgottooverflowsomewhere,andthisisgoingtobetheoverflowhouse——asortofsafetyvalveforme,yousee。I’mgoingtocallittheAnnex——itwillbeanannextoourhome。AndIwanttokeepitfull,always,ofpeoplewho——whocanmakethebestuseofallthatextrahappinessthatIcan’tpossiblyusemyself,’shefinishedalittletremulously。Don’tyousee?’ Oh,yes,I_see_,’repliedAuntHannah,withafondshakeofthehead。 But,really,listen——it’ssensible,’urgedBilly。First,there’sTommy。Hismotherdiedlastmonth。He’sataneighbor’snow,butthey’regoingtosendhimtoaHomeforCrippledChildren; andhe’sgrievinghisheartoutoverit。 I’mgoingtobringhimheretoarealhome—— thekindthatdoesn’tbeginwithacapitalletter。 Headoresmusic,andhe’sgotrealtalent,Ithink。 Thenthere’stheGreggorys。’ AuntHannahlookeddubious。 Youcan’tgettheGreggorysto——touseanyofthathappiness,Billy。They’retooproud。’ Billysmiledradiantly。 IknowIcan’tgetthemto_use_it,AuntHannah,butIbelieveIcangetthemto_give_it,’ shedeclaredtriumphantly。IshallaskAliceGreggorytoteachTommymusic,andIshallaskMrs。Greggorytoteachhimbooks;andI shalltellthemboththatIpositivelyneedthemtokeepyoucompany。’ Oh,butBilly,’bridledAuntHannah,withpromptobjection。 Tut,tut!——Iknowyou’llbewillingtobethrownasalittlebitofasoptotheGreggorys’ pride,’coaxedBilly。YoujustwaittillIgettheOverflowAnnexinrunningorder。Why,AuntHannah,youdon’tknowhowbusyyou’regoingtobehandingoutallthatextrahappinessthatIcan’tuse!’ Youdearchild!’AuntHannahsmiledmistily。Theblackshawlhadfallenunheededtothefloornow。Asifanybodyeverhadanymorehappinessthanone’sselfcoulduse!’ Ihave,’avowedBilly,promptly,andit’sgoingtokeepgrowingandgrowing,Iknow。’ Oh,mygriefandconscience,Billy,don’t!’ exclaimedAuntHannah,liftingshockedhandsofremonstrance。Raponwood——do!Howcanyouboastlikethat?’ Billydimpledroguishlyandsprangtoherfeet{。??} Why,AuntHannah,I’mashamedofyou! Tobesuperstitiouslikethat——you,agoodPresbyterian!’ AuntHannahsubsidedshamefacedly。 Yes,Iknow,Billy,itissilly;butIjustcan’thelpit。’ Oh,butit’sworsethansilly,AuntHannah,’ teasedBilly,witharemorselesschuckle。It’sreally_heathen!_Bertramtoldmeoncethatitdates’waybacktothetimeoftheDruids—— appealingtothegodoftrees,orsomethinglikethat——whenyouraponwood,youknow。’ Ugh!’shudderedAuntHannah。AsifIwould,Billy!HowisBertram,bytheby?’ AswiftshadowcrossedBilly’sbrightface。 He’slovely——onlyhisarm。’ Hisarm!ButIthoughtthatwasbetter。’ Oh,itis,’droopedBilly,butitgetsalongsoslowly,anditfretshimdreadfully。Youknowhenevercandoanythingwithhislefthand,hesays,andhejusthatestohavethingsdoneforhim——thoughPeteandDongLingarequarrelingwitheachotherallthetimetodothingsforhim,andI’mquarrelingwithbothofthemtodothemforhimmyself!Bytheway,DongLingisgoingtoleaveusnextweek。Didyouknowit?’ DongLing——leave!’ Yes。Oh,hetoldBertramlongagoheshouldgowhenweweremarried;thathehadplentymuchmoney,andwasgoingbacktoChina,andnotbeMelicanmananylonger。ButIdon’tthinkBertramthoughthe’ddoit。WilliamsaysDongLingwenttoPete,however,afterweleft,andtoldhimhewantedtogo;thathelikedthelittleMisseeplentywell,butthatthere’dbetoomuchhen-talkwhenshegotback,and——’ Why,theimpudentcreature!’ Billylaughedmerrily。 Yes;Petewasfurious,Williamsays,butDongLingdidn’tmeananydisrespect,I’msure。 Hejustwasn’tusedtohavingpetticoatsaround,anddidn’twanttotakeordersfromthem;that’sall。’ But,Billy,whatwillyoudo?’ Oh,Pete’sfixedallthatlovely,’returnedBilly,nonchalantly。YouknowhisniecelivesoverinSouthBoston,anditseemsshe’sgotadaughterwho’safinecookandwillbegladtocome。Mercy!Lookatthetime,’shebrokeoff,glancingattheclock。Ishallbelatetodinner,andDongLingloathesanybodywho’slatetohismeals——asIfoundouttomysorrowthenightwegothome。Good-by,dear。I’llbeoutsoonagainandfixitallup——abouttheAnnex,youknow。’Andwithabrightsmileshewasgone。 Dearme,’sighedAuntHannah,stoopingtopickuptheblackshawl;dearme!Ofcourseeverythingwillbeallright——there’sagirlcoming,evenifDongLingisgoing。But——but—— Oh,mygriefandconscience,whatanextraordinarychildBillyis,tobesure——butwhatadearone!’sheadded,wipingaquicktearfromhereye。AnOverflowAnnex,indeed,forher`extrahappiness’!Nowisn’tthatjustlikeBilly?’ SeptemberpassedandOctobercame,bringingwithitcooldaysandclear,crispeveningsroyallyruledoverbyagorgeousharvestmoon。AccordingtoBillyeverythingwasjustperfect——except,ofcourse,poorBertram’sarm;andeventhefactthatthatgainedsoslowlywasnotwithoutitsadvantage(againaccordingtoBilly),foritgaveBertrammoretimetobewithher。 Yousee,dear,aslongasyou_can’t_paint,’shetoldhimearnestly,oneday,why,I’mnotreallyhinderingyoubykeepingyouwithmesomuch。’ Youcertainlyarenot,’heretorted,withasmile。 ThenImaybejustashappyasIlikeoverit,’settledBilly,comfortably。 Asifyouevercouldhinderme,’heridiculed。 Oh,yes,Icould,’noddedBilly,emphatically。 Youforget,sir。Thatwaswhatworriedmeso。Everybody,eventhenewspapersandmagazines,saidI_would_doit,too。TheysaidI’dslayyourArt,stifleyourAmbition,destroyyourInspiration,andbeanuisancegenerally。AndKatesaid——’ Yes。Well,nevermindwhatKatesaid,’ interruptedtheman,savagely。 Billylaughed,andgavehisearaplayfultweak。 Allright;butI’mnotgoingtodoit,youknow——spoilyourcareer,sir。Youjustwait,’ shecontinueddramatically。Theminuteyourarmgetssoyoucanpaint,Imyselfshallconductyoutoyourstudio,thrustthebrushesintoyourhand,fillyourpalettewithallthecolorsoftherainbow,andorderyoutopaint,mylord,paint! But——untilthenI’mgoingtohaveyouallI like,’shefinished,withacompletechangeofmanner,nestlingintothereadycurveofhisgoodleftarm。 Youwitch!’laughedtheman,fondly。 Why,Billy,youcouldn’thinderme。You’ll_be_ myinspiration,dear,insteadofslayingit。You’llsee。_This_timeMargueriteWinthrop’sportraitisgoingtobeasuccess。’ Billyturnedquickly。 Thenyouare——thatis,youhaven’t——I mean,you’regoingto——paintit?’ Ijustam,’avowedtheartist。Andthistimeit’llbeasuccess,too,withyoutohelp。’ Billydrewinherbreathtremulously。 Ididn’tknowbutyou’dalreadystartedit,’ shefaltered。 Heshookhishead。 No。Aftertheotheronefailed,andMr。 Winthropaskedmetotryagain,Icouldn’t_then_。 Iwassotroubledoveryou。That’sthetimeyoudidhinderme,’hesmiled。Thencameyournotebreakingtheengagement。OfcourseIknewtoomuchtoattemptathinglikethatportraitthen。Butnow——_now_——!’Thepauseandtheemphasiswereeloquent。 Ofcourse,_now_,’noddedBilly,brightly,butalittlefeverishly。Andwhendoyoubegin?’ NottillJanuary。MissWinthropwon’tbebacktillthen。IsawJ。G。lastweek,andItoldhimI’daccepthisoffertotryagain。’ Whatdidhesay?’ Hegavemylefthandabiggripandsaid: `Good!——andyou’llwinoutthistime。’’ Ofcourseyouwill,’noddedBilly,again,thoughstillalittlefeverishly。AndthistimeIsha’n’tmindabitifyoudostaytoluncheon,andbreakengagementswithme,sir,’shewenton,tiltingherchinarchly,forIshallknowit’stheportraitandnotthesitterthat’sreallykeepingyou。Oh,you’llseewhatafineartist’swifeI’llmake!’ Theverybest,’declaredBertramsoardentlythatBillyblushed,andshookherheadinreproof。 Nonsense!Iwasn’tfishing。Ididn’tmeanitthatway,’sheprotested。Then,ashetriedtocatchher,shelaughedanddancedteasinglyoutofhisreach。 BecauseBertramcouldnotpaint,therefore,BillyhadhimquitetoherselftheseOctoberdays; nordidshehesitatetoappropriatehim。Neither,onhispart,wasBertramloathtobeappropriated。