第16章

类别:其他 作者:Eleanor H。 Porter字数:5945更新时间:18/12/27 14:59:51
Ihave,’hesaid。Ihavepaintedhermanytimes。Infact,IhavepaintedhersooftenthatsheoncedeclareditwasonlythetiltofherchinandtheturnofherheadthatIloved——topaint,’hesaidmerrily,enjoyingBilly’sprettyconfusion,andnotrealizingthathiswordsreallydistressedher。Ihaveawholestudiofullof`Billys’athome。’ Oh,haveyou,really?’questionedMissWinthrop,eagerly。Thenmayn’tIseethem? Mayn’tI,please,Mrs。Henshaw?I’dsoloveto!’ Why,ofcourseyoumay,’murmuredboththeartistandhiswife。 Thankyou。ThenI’mcomingrightaway。 MayI?I’mgoingtoWashingtonnextweek,yousee。Willyouletmecometo-morrowat—— athalf-pastthree,then?Willitbequiteconvenientforyou,Mrs。Henshaw?’ Quiteconvenient。Ishallbegladtoseeyou,’smiledBilly。AndBertramechoedhiswife’scordialpermission。 Thankyou。ThenI’llbethereathalf-pastthree,’noddedMissWinthrop,withasmile,assheturnedtogiveplacetoanadmiringgroup,whowerewaitingtopaytheirrespectstotheartistandhiswife。 Therewas,afterall,thatevening,oneflyinBilly’sointment。 Itflutteredinatthebehestofanoldacquaintance——oneoftheadvicewomen,’asBillytermedsomeofhertoointerestedfriends。 Well,they’relovely,perfectlylovely,ofcourse,Mrs。Henshaw,’saidthislady,cominguptosaygood-night。But,allthesamee{sic},I’mgladmyhusbandisjustaplainlawyer。Lookout,mydear,thatwhileMr。Henshawisstealingallthoseprettyfacesforhiscanvases——justlookoutthatthefairladiesdon’tturnaroundandstealhisheartbeforeyouknowit。Dearme,butyoumustbesoproudofhim!’ Iam,’smiledBilly,serenely;andonlythejaggedsplitthatrentthegloveonherhand,atthatmoment,toldofthefierceangerbehindthatsmile。 AsifIcouldn’ttrustBertram!’ragedBillypassionatelytoherself,stealingasurreptitiousglanceatherruinedglove。Andasifthereweren’teveranyperfectlyhappymarriages—— evenifyoudon’teverhearofthem,orreadofthem!’ BertramwasnothometoluncheononthedayfollowingtheopeningnightoftheBohemianTenClub。Amatterofbusinesscalledhimawayfromthehouseearlyinthemorning;buthetoldhiswifethathesurelywouldbeonhandforMissWinthrop’scallathalf-pastthreeo’clockthatafternoon。 Yes,do,’Billyhadurged。Ithinkshe’slovely,butyouknowhersomuchbetterthanI dothatIwantyouhere。Besides,youneedn’tthink_I’m_goingtoshowherallthoseBillysofyours。Imaybevain,butI’mnotquitevainenoughforthat,sir!’ Don’tworry,’herhusbandhadlaughed。 I’llbehere。’ Asitchanced,however,somethingoccurredanhourbeforehalf-pastthreeo’clockthatdroveeverythoughtofMissWinthrop’scallfromBilly’shead。 Forthreedays,now,PetehadbeenatthehomeofhisnieceinSouthBoston。Hehadbeenforced,finally,togiveupandgoaway。Newsfromhimthedaybeforehadbeenanythingbutreassuring,andto-day,Bertrambeinggone,BillyhadsuggestedthatElizaserveasimpleluncheonandgoimmediatelyafterwardtoSouthBostontoseehowherunclewas。ThissuggestionElizahadfollowed,leavingthehouseatoneo’clock。 ShortlyaftertwoCalderwellhaddroppedintobringBertram,asheexpressedit,abunchofbouquetshehadgatheredatthepictureshowthenightbefore。Hewasstillinthedrawing- room,chattingwithBilly,whenthetelephonebellrang。 Ifthat’sBertram,tellhimtocomehome; he’sgotcompany,’laughedCalderwell,asBillypassedintothehall。 AmomentlaterheheardBillygiveastartledcry,followedbyafewbrokenwordsatshortintervals。Then,beforehecouldsurmisewhathadhappened,shewasbackinthedrawing-roomagain,hereyesfulloftears。 It’sPete,’shechoked。Elizasayshecan’tlivebutafewminutes。Hewantstoseemeoncemore。WhatshallIdo?John’sgotPeggyoutwithAuntHannahandMrs。Greggory。Itwassoniceto-dayImadethemgo。ButImustgettheresomeway——Peteiscallingforme。UncleWilliamisgoing,andItoldElizawhereshemightreachBertram;butwhatshall_I_do?HowshallIgo?’ Calderwellwasonhisfeetatonce。 I’llgetataxi。Don’tworry——we’llgetthere。Pooroldsoul——ofcoursehewantstoseeyou!Getonyourthings。I’llhaveithereinnotime,’hefinished,hurryingtothetelephone。 Oh,Hugh,I’msogladI’vegot_you_here,’ sobbedBilly,stumblingblindlytowardthestairway。I’llbereadyintwominutes。’ Andshewas;butneitherthen,noralittlelaterwhensheandCalderwelldrovehurriedlyawayfromthehouse,didBillyoncerememberthatMissMargueriteWinthropwascomingtocallthatafternoontoseeMrs。BertramHenshawandaroomfulofBillypictures。 PetewasstillalivewhenCalderwellleftBillyatthedoorofthemodestlittlehomewhereEliza’smotherlived。 Yes,you’reintime,ma’am,’sobbedEliza; and,oh,I’msogladyou’vecome。He’sbeenaskin’andaskin’forye。’ FromElizaBillylearnedthenthatMr。Williamwasthere,butnotMr。Bertram。TheyhadnotbeenabletoreachMr。Bertram,orMr。Cyril。 BillyneverforgotthelookofreverentadorationthatcameintoPete’seyesassheenteredtheroomwherehelay。 MissBilly——myMissBilly!Youweresogood-tocome,’hewhisperedfaintly。 Billychokedbackasob。 OfcourseI’dcome,Pete,’shesaidgently,takingoneofthethin,wornhandsintobothhersoftones。 ItwasmorethanafewminutesthatPetelived。 Fouro’clockcame,andfive,andhewasstillwiththem。Oftenheopenedhiseyesandsmiled。 SometimeshespokealowwordtoWilliamorBilly,ortooneoftheweepingwomenatthefootofthebed。Thatthepresenceofhisbelovedmasterandmistressmeantmuchtohimwasplaintobeseen。 I’msosorry,’hefalteredonce,aboutthatprettydress——Ispoiled,MissBilly。Butyouknow——myhands——’ Iknow,Iknow,’soothedBilly;butdon’tworry。Itwasn’tspoiled,Pete。It’sallfixednow。’ Oh,I’msoglad,’sighedthesickman。AfteranotherlongintervalofsilenceheturnedtoWilliam。 Themsocks——themediumthinones——you’doughterbeputtin’’emonsoon,sir,now。They’reintheright-handcornerofthebottomdrawer—— youknow。’ Yes,Pete;I’llattendtoit,’Williammanagedtostammer,afterhehadclearedhisthroat。 Eliza’sturncamenext。 Rememberaboutthecoffee,’Petesaidtoher,——thewayMr。Williamlikesit。Andalwayseggs,youknow,for——for——’Hisvoicetrailedintoanindistinctmurmur,andhiseyelidsdroopedwearily。 Onebyonetheminutespassed。Thedoctorcameandwent:therewasnothinghecoulddo。 Athalf-pastfivethethinoldfacebecameagainalightwithconsciousness。Therewasagood-bymessageforBertram,andoneforCyril。AuntHannahwasremembered,andevenlittleTommyDunn。Then,gradually,agrayshadowcreptoverthewastedfeatures。Thewordscamemorebrokenly。Themind,plainly,waswandering,foroldPetewasyoungagain,andaroundhimweretheladsheloved,William,Cyril,andBertram。Andthen,veryquietly,soonaftertheclockstrucksix,Petefellintothebeginningofhislongsleep。 E Itwasalittleafterhalf-pastthreeo’clockthatafternoonwhenBertramHenshawhurriedupBeaconStreettowardhishome。Hehadbeendelayed,andhefearedthatMissWinthropwouldalreadyhavereachedthehouse。MindfulofwhatBillyhadsaidthatmorning,heknewhowhiswifewouldfretifhewerenottherewhentheguestarrived。ThesightofwhathesurmisedtobeMissWinthrop’slimousinebeforehisdoorhastenedhisstepsstillmore。Butashereachedthehouse,hewassurprisedtofindMissWinthropherselfturningawayfromthedoor。 Why,MissWinthrop,’hecried,you’renotgoing_now!_Youcan’thavebeenhereany——yet!’ Well,no,I——Ihaven’t,’retortedthelady,withheightenedcolorandasomewhatpeculiaremphasis。Myringwasn’tanswered。’ Wasn’tanswered!’Bertramreddenedangrily。Why,whatcanthatmean?Where’sthemaid?Where’smywife?Mrs。Henshawmustbehere!Shewasexpectingyou。’ Bertram,inhisannoyedamazement,spokeloudly,vehemently。Hencehewasquiteplainlyheardbythegroupofsmallboysandgirlswhohadbeenimprovingthemildweatherforafroliconthesidewalk,andwhohadbeenattractedtohisdooramomentbeforebytheshiningmagnetoftheWinthroplimousinewithitsresplendentlyliveriedchauffeur。AsBertramspoke,oneofthesmallgirls,BessieBailey,steppedforwardandpipedupashrillreply。 Sheain’t,Mr。Henshaw!Sheain’there。 Isawhergoawayjustalittlewhileago。’ Bertramturnedsharply。 Yousawhergoaway!Whatdoyoumean?’ SmallBessieswelledwithimportance。Bessiewasthirteen,inspiteofherdiminutiveheight。 Bessie’smotherwasdead,andBessie’scaretakersweregossipingnursesandservants,whofrequentlyleftinherwaybooksthatweremuchtoooldforBessietoread——butshereadthem。 Imeansheain’there——yourwife,Mr。Henshaw。 Shewentaway。Isawher。Iguesslikelyshe’seloped,sir。’ Eloped!’ Bessieswelledstillmoreimportantly。Toherexperiencedeyesthesituationcontainedallthenecessaryelementsforthecustomaryflightoftheheroineinherstory-books,ashere,now,wastheirate,desertedhusband。 Sure!And’twasjustbeforeyoucame—— quiteawhilebefore。Abigshinyblackautomobilelikethisdroveup——onlyitwasn’tquitesuchaniceone——an’Mrs。Henshawan’amancameoutofyourhousean’gotin,an’droverightaway_quick!_Theyjustrantogetintoit,too——didn’tthey?’Sheappealedtoheryoungmatesgroupedabouther。 AchorusofshrillexclamationsbroughtMr。 BertramHenshawsuddenlytohissenses。Byadesperateefforthehidhisangryannoyanceasheturnedtothemanifestlyembarrassedyoungwomanwhowasalreadydescendingthesteps。 MydearMissWinthrop,’heapologizedcontritely,I’msureyou’llforgivethisseeminggreatrudenessonthepartofmywife。Notwithstandingtheluridtalesofouryoungfriendshere,IsuspectnothingmoreserioushashappenedthanthatmywifehasbeenhastilysummonedtoAuntHannah,perhaps。Or,ofcourse,shemaynothaveunderstoodthatyouwerecomingto-dayathalf-pastthree——thoughIthoughtshedid。 ButI’msosorry——whenyouweresokindastocome——’MissWinthropinterruptedwithaquickgesture。 Saynomore,Ibegofyou,’sheentreated。 Mrs。Henshawisquiteexcusable,I’msure。 Pleasedon’tgiveitanotherthought,’shefinished,aswithahurrieddirectiontothemanwhowasholdingopenthedoorofhercar,shesteppedinsideandbowedhergood-byes。 Bertram,withsternself-control,forcedhimselftowalknonchalantlyuphissteps,leisurelytakeouthiskey,andopenhisdoor,undertheinterestedeyesofBessieBaileyandherfriends; butoncebeyondtheirhatefulstare,hisdemeanorunderwentacompletechange。Throwingasidehishatandcoat,hestrodetothetelephone。 Oh,isthatyou,AuntHannah?’hecalledcrisply,amomentlater。Well,ifBilly’stherewillyoutellherIwanttospeaktoher,please?’ Billy?’answeredAuntHannah’sslow,gentletones。Why,mydearboy,Billyisn’there!’ Sheisn’t?Well,whendidsheleave?She’sbeenthere,hasn’tshe?’ Why,Idon’tthinkso,butI’llsee,ifyoulike。Mrs。GreggoryandIhavejustthisminutecomeinfromanautomobileride。Wewouldhavestayedlonger,butitbegantogetchilly,andIforgottotakeoneoftheshawlsthatI’dlaidout。’ Yes;well,ifyouwillsee,please,ifBillyhasbeenthere,andwhensheleft,’saidBertram,withgrimself-control。 Allright。I’llsee,’murmuredAuntHannah。 Inafewmomentshervoiceagainsoundedacrossthewires。Why,no,Bertram,Rosasaysshehasn’tbeenheresinceyesterday。Isn’tshetheresomewhereaboutthehouse?Didn’tyouknowwhereshewasgoing?’ Well,no,Ididn’t——elseIshouldn’thavebeenaskingyou,’snappedtheirateBertramandhungupthereceiverwithmostrudehaste,therebycuttingoffanastoundedOh,mygriefandconscience!’inthemiddleofit。 ThenexttenminutesBertramspentingoingthroughthewholehouse,fromgarrettobasement。 Needlesstosay,hefoundnothingtoenlightenhim,ortosoothehistemper。Fouro’clockcame,thenhalf-past,andfive。AtfiveBertrambegantolookforEliza,butinvain。 Athalf-pastfivehewatchedforWilliam;butWilliam,too,didnotcome。 Bertramwaspacingthefloornow,nervously。 Hewasalittlefrightened,butmoremortifiedandangry。ThatBillyshouldhaveallowedMissWinthroptocallbyappointmentonlytofindnohostess,nomessage,nomaid,even,toanswerherring——itwasinexcusable!Impulsiveness,unconventionality,andgirlishirresponsibilitywereallverydelightful,ofcourse——attimes;butnotnow,certainly。Billywasnotagirlanylonger。Shewasamarriedwoman。_Something_ wasduetohim,herhusband!Aprettypicturehemusthavemadeonthosesteps,tryingtoapologizeforatruantwife,andtolaughoffthatabsurdBessieBailey’spreposterousassertionatthesametime!WhatwouldMissWinthropthink?Whatcouldshethink?Bertramfairlygroundhisteethwithchagrin,atthesituationinwhichhefoundhimself。 NorweremattershelpedanybythefactthatBertramwashungry。Bertram’sluncheonhadbeenmeagerandunsatisfying。Thatthekitchendown-stairsstillremainedinsilent,spotlessorderinsteadofbeingastirwiththesoundsandsmellsofagooddinner(asitshouldhavebeen)didnotimprovehistemper。WhereBillywashecouldnotimagine。Hethought,onceortwice,ofcallingupsomeofherfriends;butsomethingheldhimbackfromthat——thoughhedidtrytogetMarie,knowingverywellthatshewasprobablyovertothenewhouseandwouldnotanswer。