第24章

类别:其他 作者:Eleanor H。 Porter字数:4784更新时间:18/12/27 14:59:51
No,ofcoursenot,’hemurmuredabstractedly,risingtohisfeetandcrossingtheroomtothepiano。Then,withanelaborateairoftryingtoappearverynatural,heaskedjovially: Anythingnewtoplaytome?’ Alicearoseatonce。 Yes。IhavealittlenocturnethatIwasplayingtoMr。Calderwelllastnight。’ Oh,toCalderwell!’Arkwrighthadstiffenedperceptibly。 Yes。_He_didn’tlikeit。I’llplayittoyouandseewhatyousay,’shesmiled,seatingherselfatthepiano。 Well,ifhehadlikedit,it’ssafetosayI shouldn’t,’shruggedArkwright。 Nonsense!’laughedthegirl,beginningtoappearmorelikehernaturalself。IshouldthinkyouwereMr。CyrilHenshaw!Mr。Calderwell_is_partialtoragtime,I’lladmit。Buttherearesomegoodthingshelikes。’ Thereare,indeed,_some_goodthingshelikes,’ returnedArkwright,withgrimemphasis,hissombereyesfixedonwhathebelievedtobetheoneespecialobjectofCalderwell’saffectionsatthemoment。 Alice,unawarebothofthemelancholygazebentuponherselfandofthecausethereof,laughedagainmerrily。 PoorMr。Calderwell,’shecried,assheletherfingersslideintosoft,introductorychords。Heisn’ttoblamefornotlikingwhathecallsourlostspiritsthatwail。It’sjustthewayhe’smade。’ Arkwrightvouchsafednoreply。Withanabruptgestureheturnedandbegantopacetheroommoodily。AtthepianoAliceslippedfromthechordsintothenocturne。Sheplayeditstraightthrough,then,withacharmandskillthatbroughtArkwright’sfeettoapausebeforeitwashalffinished。 ByGeorge,that’sgreat!’hebreathed,whenthelasttonehadquiveredintosilence。 Yes,isn’tit——beautiful?’shemurmured。 Theroomwasveryquiet,andinsemi-darkness。 ThelastraysofalateJunesunsethadbeenfillingtheroomwithgoldenlight,butitwasgonenow。 Evenatthepianobythewindow,Alicehadbarelybeenabletoseeclearlyenoughtoreadthenotesofhernocturne。 ToArkwrighttheairstilltrembledwiththeexquisitemelodythathadbutjustleftherfingers。 Aquickfirecametohiseyes。HeforgoteverythingbutthatitwasAlicethereinthehalf-lightbythewindow——Alice,whomheloved。Withalowcryhetookaswiftsteptowardher。 Alice!’ Instantlythegirlwasonherfeet。Butitwasnottowardhimthatsheturned。Itwasaway—— resolutely,andwithahastethatwasstrangelyliketerror。 Alice,too,hadforgotten,forjustamoment。 Shehadletherselfdriftintoadreamworldwheretherewasnothingbutthemusicshewasplayingandthemansheloved。Thenthemusichadstopped,andthemanhadspokenhername。 Alicerememberedthen。SherememberedBilly,whomthismanloved。Sherememberedthelongdaysjustpassedwhenthismanhadstayedaway,presumablytoteach_her_——tosave_her_。Andnow,atthesoundofhisvoicespeakinghername,shehadalmostbaredherhearttohim。 NowonderthatAlice,withahastethatlookedliketerror,crossedthefloorandfloodedtheroomwithlight。 Dearme!’sheshivered,carefullyavoidingArkwright’seyes。IfMr。Calderwellwereherenowhe’dhavesomeexcusetotalkaboutourlostspiritsthatwail。That_is_acreepypieceofmusicwhenyouplayitinthedark!’And,forfearthatheshouldsuspecthowherheartwasaching,shegaveaparticularlybrilliantandjoyoussmile。 OnceagainatthementionofCalderwell’snameArkwrightstiffenedperceptibly。Thefirelefthiseyes。Foramomenthedidnotspeak;then,gravely,hesaid: Calderwell?Yes,perhapshewould;and—— yououghttobeajudge,Ishouldthink。Youseehimquitefrequently,don’tyou?’ Why,yes,ofcourse。Heoftencomesouthere,youknow。’ Yes;Ihadheardthathedid——since_you_ came。’ Hismeaningwasunmistakable。Alicelookedupquickly。Apromptdenialofhisimplicationwasonherlipswhenthethoughtcametoherthatperhapsjustherelayasurewaytoprovetothismanbeforeherthattherewas,indeed,noneedforhimtoteachher,tosaveher,oryettosympathizewithher。Shecouldnotaffirm,ofcourse;butsheneednotdeny——yet。 Nonsense!’shelaughedlightly,pleasedthatshecouldfeelwhatshehopedwouldpassforatelltalecolorburninghercheeks。Come,letustrysomeduets,’sheproposed,leadingthewaytothepiano。AndArkwright,interpretingtheapparentlyembarrassedchangeofsubjectexactlyasshehadhopedthathewouldinterpretit,followedher,sickatheart。 `Owertthouinthecauldblast,’’sangArkwright’slipsafewmomentslater。 Ican’ttellhernow——whenI_know_shecaresforCalderwell,’gloomilyranhisthoughts,thewhile。Itwoulddonopossiblegood,andwouldonlymakeherunhappytogrieveme。’ `Owertthouinthecauldblast,’’chimedinAlice’salto,lowandsweet。 Ireckonnowhewon’tbestayingawayfromhereanymorejustto_save_me!’ranAlice’sthoughts,palpitatinglytriumphant。 ArkwrightdidnotcalltoseeAliceGreggoryforsomedays。HedidnotwanttoseeAlicenow。 Hetoldhimselfwearilythatshecouldnothelphimfightthistigerskinthatlayacrosshispath,Theveryfactofherpresencebyhissidewould,indeed,incapacitatehimselfforfighting。SohedeliberatelystayedawayfromtheAnnexuntilthedaybeforehesailedforGermany。Thenhewentouttosaygood-by。 Chagrinedashewasatwhathetermedhisimbecilestupidityinnotknowinghisownheartallthesepastmonths,andconvinced,ashealsowas,thatAliceandCalderwellcaredforeachother,hecouldseenowayforhimbuttoplaythepartofamanofkindlinessandhonor,leavingaclearfieldforhispreferredrival,andbringingnoshadowofregrettomarthehappinessofthegirlheloved。 Asforbeinghisoldeasy,frankselfonthislastcall,however,thatwasimpossible;soAlicefoundplentyoffuelforherstillburningfiresofsuspicion——fireswhichhad,indeed,blazedupanewatthissecondlongperiodofabsenceonthepartofArkwright。Naturally,therefore,thecallwasanythingbutajoyandcomforttoeitherone。 Arkwrightwasnervous,gloomy,andabnormallygaybyturns。Alicewasnervousandabnormallygayallthetime。Thentheysaidgood-byandArkwrightwentaway。Hesailedthenextday,andAlicesettleddowntothesummerofstudyandhardworkshehadlaidoutforherself。 OnthetenthofSeptemberBillycamehome。 Shewasbrown,plump-cheeked,andsmiling。Shedeclaredthatshehadhadaperfectlybeautifultime,andthattherecouldn’tbeanythingintheworldnicerthanthetripsheandBertramhadtaken——justtheytwotogether。InanswertoAuntHannah’ssolicitousinquiries,sheassertedthatshewasallwellandrestednow。ButtherewasavaguelytroubledquestioninginhereyesthatAuntHannahdidnotquitelike。AuntHannah,however,saidnothingeventoBillyherselfaboutthis。 OneofthefirstfriendsBillysawafterherreturnwasHughCalderwell。AsithappenedBertramwasoutwhenhecame,soBillyhadthefirsthalf- hourofthecalltoherself。Shewasnotsorryforthis,asitgaveherachancetoquestionCalderwellalittleconcerningAliceGreggory——somethingshehadlongagodeterminedtodoatthefirstopportunity。 Nowtellmeeverything——everythingabouteverybody,’shebegandiplomatically,settlingherselfcomfortablyforagoodvisit。 Thankyou,I’mwell,andhavehadapassablyagreeablesummer,barringtheheat,sundrypersistentmosquitoes,severalgrievousdisappointments,andafelononmythumb,’hebegan,withshamelessimperturbability。IhavebeentoRevereonce,tothecircusonce,toNantasketthreetimes,andtoKeith’sandthe`movies’tentimes,perhaps——tobeaccurate。Ihavealso—— Butperhapstherewassomeoneelseyoudesiredtoinquirefor,’hebrokeoff,turninguponhishostessablandbutunsmilingcountenance。 Oh,no,howcouldtherebe?’twinkledBilly。 Really,Hugh,Ialwaysknewyouhadaprettygoodopinionofyourself,butIdidn’tcredityouwiththinkingyouwere_everybody_。Goon。I’msointerested!’ Hughchuckledsoftly;buttherewasaplaintivetoneinhisvoiceasheanswered。 Thanks,no。I’veratherlostmyinterestnow。Lackofappreciationalwaysdiddiscourageme。We’lltalkofsomethingelse,please。Youenjoyedyourtrip?’ Verymuch。Itjustcouldn’thavebeennicer!’ Youwerelucky。Theheatherehasbeensomethingfierce!’ Whatmadeyoustay?’ Reasonstoonumerous,andonetooheart- breaking,tomention。Besides,youforget,’withdignity。Thereismyprofession。Ihavejoinedtheworkersoftheworldnow,youknow。’ Oh,fudge,Hugh!’laughedBilly。Youknowverywellyou’reaslikelyasnottostartfortheendsoftheearthto-morrowmorning!’ Hughdrewhimselfup。 Idon’tseemtosucceedinmakingpeopleunderstandthatI’mserious,’hebeganaggrievedly。 I——’Withanexpressiveflourishofhishandsherelaxedsuddenly,andfellbackinhischair。Aslowsmilecametohislips。 Well,Billy,I’llgiveup。You’vehitit,’heconfessed。I_have_thoughtseriouslyofstartingto- morrowmorningfor_half-way_totheendsoftheearth——Panama。’ Hugh!’ Well,Ihave。Eventhiscallwastobeagood-by——ifIwent。’ Oh,Hugh!ButIreallythought——inspiteofmyteasing——thatyouhadsettleddown,thistime。’ Yes,sodidI,’sighedtheman,alittlesoberly。 ButIguessit’snouse,Billy。Oh,I’mcomingback,ofcourse,andlinkarmsagainwiththeirworthyHighnesses,JohnDoeandRichardRoe; butjustnowI’vegotarestlessfitonme。Iwanttoseethewheelsgo’round。Ofcourse,ifIhadmybreadandbutterandcigarstoearn,’twouldbedifferent。ButIhaven’t,andIknowIhaven’t; andIsuspectthat’swherethetroublelies。Ifitwasn’tforthosenatalsilverspoonsofminethatBertramisalwaystalkingabout,thingsmightbedifferent。Butthespoonsarethere,andalwayshavebeen;andIknowthey’reallreadytodishoutmountainstoclimbandlakestopaddlein,anytimeI’veamindtosaytheword。So——I justsaytheword。That’sall。’ Andyou’vesaiditnow?’ Yes,Ithinkso;forawhile。’ And——thosereasonsthat_have_keptyouhereallsummer,’venturedBilly,theyaren’tin—— er——commissionanylonger?’ No。’ Billyhesitated,regardinghercompanionmeditatively。Then,withthefeelingthatshehadfollowedablindalleytoitstermination,sheretreatedandmadeafreshstart。 Well,youhaven’tyettoldmeeverythingabouteverybody,youknow,’shehintedsmilingly。Youmightbeginthat——Imeanthelessimportanteverybodies,ofcourse,nowthatI’veheardaboutyou。’ Meaning——’ Oh,AuntHannah,andtheGreggorys,andCyrilandMarie,andthetwins,andMr。Arkwright,andalltherest。’ Butyou’vehadletters,surely。’ Yes,I’vehadlettersfromsomeofthem,andI’veseenmostofthemsinceIcameback。It’sjustthatIwantedtoknow_your_viewpointofwhat’shappenedthroughthesummer。’ Verywell。AuntHannahisasdearasever,wearsjustasmanyshawls,andstillkeepsherclockstrikingtwelvewhenit’shalf-pasteleven。 Mrs。Greggoryisjustassweetasever——andalittlemorefrail,Ifear,——blessherheart!Mr。