第25章

类别:其他 作者:Eleanor H。 Porter字数:5149更新时间:18/12/27 14:59:51
Arkwrightisstillabroad,asIpresumeyouknow。 Ihearheisdoinggreatstuntsoverthere,andwillsinginBerlinandParisthiswinter。I’mthinkingofgoingacrossfromPanamalater。IfIdoIshalllookhimup。Mr。andMrs。Cyrilareaswellascouldbeexpectedwhenyourealizethattheyhaven’tyetsettledonapairofnamesforthetwins。’ Iknowit——andthepoorlittlethingsthreemonthsold,too!Ithinkit’sashame。You’veheardthereason,Isuppose。Cyrildeclaresthatnamingbabiesisoneofthemostseriousanddelicateoperationsintheworld,andthat,forhispart,hethinkspeopleoughttoselecttheirownnameswhenthey’vearrivedatyearsofdiscretion。 Hewantstowaittillthetwinsareeighteen,andthenmakeeachofthemabirthdaypresentofthenameoftheirownchoosing。’ Well,ifthatisn’tthelimit!’laughedCalderwell。I’dheardsomesuchthingbefore,butIhadn’tsupposeditwasreallyso。’ Well,itis。Hesaysheknowsmoretomboysandenormousfatwomennamed`Grace’and`Lily,’andsweetlittlemouse-likeladiesstaggeringalongunderasonorous`JerushaTheodosia’ or`ZenobiaJane’;andthatifheshouldnametheboys`Franz’and`Felix’afterSchubertandMendelssohnasMariewantsto,they’daslikelyasnotturnouttobemenwhohatedthesoundofmusicanddotedonstocksanddrygoods。’ Humph!’gruntedCalderwell。IsawCyrillastweek,andhesaidhehadn’tnamedthetwinsyet,buthedidn’ttellmewhy。Iofferedhimtwoperfectlygoodnamesmyself,buthedidn’tseeminterested。’ Whatwerethey?’ EldadandBildad。’ Hugh!’protestedBilly。 Well,whynot?’bridledtheman。I’msurethosearenewandunique,andreallymusical,too——’wayaheadofyourFranzandFelix。’ Butthosearen’treallynames!’ Indeedtheyare。’ Wheredidyougetthem?’ Offourfamilytree,thoughthey’reBiblenames,Bellesays。Perhapsyoudidn’tknow,butSisterBellehasbeenmakingthedirtflyquitelivelyoflatearoundthatfamilytreeofours,andshewrotemesomeofherdiscoveries。Itseemstwooftheroots,orbranches——say,areancestorsroots,orbranches?——werecalledEldadandBildad。NowIthoughtthosenamesweregoodenoughtopassalong,but,asIsaidbefore,Cyrilwasn’tinterested。’ Ishouldsaynot,’laughedBilly。But,honestly,Hugh,it’sreallyserious。Mariewantsthemnamed_something_,butshedoesn’tsaymuchtoCyril。Mariewouldn’treallybreathe,youknow,ifshethoughtCyrildisapprovedofbreathing。 AndinthiscaseCyrildoesnothesitatetodeclarethattheboysshallnamethemselves。’ Whatasituation!’laughedCalderwell。 Isn’tit?But,doyouknow,Icansympathizewithit,inaway,forI’vealwaysmournedsoover_my_name。`Billy’wasalwayssuchatrialtome!PoorUncleWilliamwasn’ttheonlyonethatpreparedgunsandfishingrodstoentertaintheexpectedboy。Idon’tknow,though,I’mafraidifI’dbeenallowedtoselectmynameIshouldhavebeena`HelenClarabella’allmydays,forthatwasthenameIgaveallmydolls,with`first,’`second,’`third,’andsoon,addedtothemfordistinction。EvidentlyIthoughtthat`HelenClarabella’wasthemostfeminineappellationpossible,andthemostforeigntothedespised`Billy。’SoyouseeIcansympathizewithCyriltoacertainextent。’ Buttheymustcallthelittlechaps_something_,now,’arguedHugh。 Billygaveasuddenmerrylaugh。 Theydo,’shegurgled,andthat’sthefunniestpartofit。Oh,Cyrildoesn’t。Healwayscallsthemimpersonally`they’or`it。’Hedoesn’tseemuchofthemanyway,now,Iunderstand。 Mariewashorrifiedwhensherealizedhowthenurseshadbeenusinghisdenasanurseryannexandshechangedallthatinstanter,whenshetookchargeofthingsagain。Thetwinsstayinthenurserynow,I’mtold。Butaboutthenames—— thenurses,itseems,havegotintothewayofcallingthem`Dot’and`Dimple。’Onehasadimpleinhischeek,andtheotherisalittlesmallerofthetwo。Marieisnoenddistressed,particularlyasshefindsthatsheherselfcallsthemthat; andshesaystheideaofboysbeing`Dot’and`Dimple’!’ Ishouldsayso,’laughedCalderwell。NotIregardthatasworsethanmy`Eldad’and`Bildad。’’ Iknowit,andAlicesays——Bytheway,youhaven’tmentionedAlice,butIsupposeyouseeheroccasionally。’ Billypausedinevidentexpectationofareply。 Billywas,infact,quiteplumingherselfontheadroitcasualnesswithwhichshehadintroducedthesubjectnearestherheart。 Calderwellraisedhiseyebrows。 Oh,yes,Iseeher。’ Butyouhadn’tmentionedher。’ Therewasthebriefestofpauses;thenwithahalf-quizzicaldejection,therecametheremark: Youseemtoforget。ItoldyouthatIstayedherethissummerforreasonstoonumerous,andonetooheart-breaking,tomention。Shewasthe_one_。’ Youmean——’ Yes。Theusualthing。Sheturnedmedown。 Oh,Ihaven’taskedheryetasmanytimesasI didyou,but——’ _Hugh!_’ Hughtossedheragrimsmileandwentonimperturbably。 I’moldernow,ofcourse,andknowmore,perhaps。Besides,thefinalityofherremarkswasnottobemistaken。’ Billy,inspiteofhersympathyforCalderwell,wasconsciousofathrobofreliefthatatleastonestumbling-blockwasremovedfromArkwright’spossiblepathwaytoAlice’sheart。 Didshegiveanyspecialreason?’hazardedBilly,ashadetooanxiously。 Oh,yes。Shesaidshewasn’tgoingtomarryanybody——onlyhermusic。’ Nonsense!’ejaculatedBilly,fallingbackinherchairalittle。 Yes,Isaidthat,too,’gloomedtheman; butitdidn’tdoanygood。Yousee,Ihadknownanothergirlwho’dsaidthesamethingonce。’(Hedidnotlookup,butavividredflamedsuddenlyintoBilly’scheeks。)Andshe——whentherightonecame——forgotallaboutthemusic,andmarriedtheman。SoInaturallysuspectedthatAlicewoulddothesamething。 Infact,Isaidsotoher。Iwasboldenoughtoevencallthemanbyname——Ihadn’tbeenjealousofArkwrightfornothing,yousee——butshedeniedit,andflewintosuchanindignantallegationthattherewasn’tawordoftruthinit,thatIhadtosueforpardonbeforeIgotanythinglikepeace。’ Oh-h!’saidBilly,inadisappointedvoice,fallingquitebackinherchairthistime。 Andsothat’swhyI’mwantingespeciallyjustnowtoseethewheelsgo’round,’smiledCalderwell,alittlewistfully。Oh,Ishallgetoverit,Isuppose。Itisn’tthefirsttime,I’llown——butsomedayItakeittherewillbealasttime。Enoughofthis,however!Youhaven’ttoldmeathingaboutyourself。Howaboutit? WhenIcomeback,areyougoingtogivemeadinnercookedbyyourownfairhands?GoingtostillplayBridget?’ Billylaughedandshookherhead。 No;farfromit。Elizahascomeback,andhercousinfromVermontiscomingassecondgirltohelpher。ButI_could_cookadinnerforyouifIhadtonow,sir,anditwouldn’tbepotato-mushandcoldlamb,’shebraggedshamelessly,astheresoundedBertram’speculiarring,andtheclickofhiskeyinthelock。 ItwasthenextafternoonthatBillycalledonMarie。FromMarie’s,BillywenttotheAnnex,whichwasverynearCyril’snewhouse;andthere,inAuntHannah’sroom,shehadwhatshetoldBertramafterwardswasaperfectlylovelyvisit。 AuntHannah,too,enjoyedthevisitverymuch,thoughyettherewasonethingthatdisturbedher——thevaguelytroubledlookinBilly’seyes,whichto-daywasmoreapparentthanever。NotuntiljustbeforeBillywenthomedidsomethingoccurtogiveAuntHannahapossibleclueastowhatwasthemeaningofit。ThatsomethingwasaquestionfromBilly。 AuntHannah,whydon’tIfeellikeMariedid?whydon’tIfeellikeeverybodydoesinbooksandstories?Mariewentaroundwithsuchadetached,heavenly,absorbedlookinhereyes,beforethetwinscametoherhome。ButIdon’t。 Idon’tfindanythinglikethatinmyface,whenI lookintheglass。AndIdon’tfeeldetachedandabsorbedandheavenly。I’mhappy,ofcourse; butIcan’thelpthinkingofthedear,deartimesBertramandIhavetogether,justwetwo,andI can’tseemtoimagineitatallwithathirdpersonaround。’ Billy!_Thirdperson_,indeed!’ There!Iknew’twouldshockyou,’mournedBilly。Itshocksme。I_want_tofeeldetachedandheavenlyandabsorbed。’ ButBilly,dear,thinkofit——callingyourownbabyathirdperson!’ Billysigheddespairingly。 Yes,Iknow。AndIsupposeImightaswellownuptotherestofittoo。I——I’mactuallyafraidofbabies,AuntHannah!Well,Iam,’shereiterated,inanswertoAuntHannah’sgaspofdisapproval。I’mnotusedtothematall。Ineverhadanylittlebrothersandsisters,andIdon’tknowhowtotreatbabies。I——I’malwaysafraidthey’llbreak,orsomething。I’mjustasafraidofthetwinsasIcanbe。HowMariecanhandlethem,andtossthemaboutasshedoes,Idon’tsee。’ Tossthemabout,indeed!’ Well,itlooksthatwaytome,’sighedBilly。 Anyhow,IknowIcannevergettohandlethemlikethat——andthat’snowaytofeel!AndI’mashamedofmyselfbecauseI_can’t_bedetachedandheavenlyandabsorbed,’sheadded,risingtogo。Everybodyalwaysis,itseems,butjustme。’ Fiddlededee,mydear!’scoffedAuntHannah,pattingBilly’sdowncastface。Waittillayearfromnow,andwe’llseeaboutthatthird- personbugabooyou’reworryingabout。_I’m_ notworryingnow;soyou’dbetternot!’ OnthedayCyrilHenshaw’stwinsweresixmonthsold,amomentousoccurrencemarkedthedatewithaflamingredletterofremembrance; anditallbeganwithababy’ssmile。 Cyril,inquestofhiswifeataboutteno’clockthatmorning,andnotfindingher,pursuedhissearcheventothenursery——aroomheveryseldomentered。Cyrildidnotliketogointothenursery。Hefeltillatease,andasifhewereawayfromhome——andCyrilwasknowntoabhorbeingawayfromhomesincehewasmarried。 NowthatMariehadtakenoverthereinsofgovernmentagain,hehadbeenobligedtoseeverylittleofthosestrangewomenandbabies。Notbutthathelikedthebabies,ofcourse。Theywerehissons,andhewasproudofthem。Theyshouldhaveeveryadvantagethatcollege,specialtraining,andtravelcouldgivethem。Hequiteanticipatedwhattheywouldbetohim——whentheyreallyknewanything。But,ofcourse,_now_,whentheycoulddonothingbutcryandwavetheirabsurdlittlefists,andwobbletheirheadsinsofearsomeamanner,asiftheysimplydidnotknowthemeaningofthewordbackbone—— and,forthatmatter,ofcoursetheydidn’t—— why,hecouldnotbeexpectedtobeanythingbutrelievedwhenhehadhisdentohimselfagain,withareasonablechanceoffindinghismanuscriptashehadleftit,andnotcutupintoaridiculousstringofpaperdollsholdinghands,ashehadoncefoundit,afteravisitfromawomanwithasmallgirl。 SinceMariehadbeenatthehelm,however,hehadnotbeentroubledinsuchaway。Hehad,indeed,knownalmosthisoldcustomarypeaceandfreedomfrominterruption,withonlyanoccasionalflittingacrosshispathofthestrangewomenandbabies——thoughhehadrealized,ofcourse,thattheywereinthehouse,especiallyinthenursery。Forthatreason,therefore,healwaysavoidedthenurserywhenpossible。Butto-dayhewantedhiswife,andhiswifewasnottobefoundanywhereelseinthehouse。So,reluctantly,heturnedhisstepstowardthenursery,and,withafrown,knockedandpushedopenthedoor。 IsMrs。Henshawhere?’hedemanded,notovergently。 Absolutesilencegreetedhisquestion。Themansawthenthattherewasnooneintheroomsaveababysittingonamatinthemiddleofthefloor,barricadedonallsideswithpillows。 Withadeeperfrownthemanturnedtogo,whenagleefulAh——goo!’haltedhisstepsmidway。 Hewheeledsharply。 Er——eh?’hequeried,uncertainlyeyeinghissmallsononthefloor。 Ah——goo!’observedtheinfant(whohadbeenverylonesome),withgreateremphasis;andthistimehesentintohisfather’seyesthemostbewitchingofsmiles。