第31章

类别:其他 作者:Eleanor H。 Porter字数:5051更新时间:18/12/27 14:59:51
Octoberprovedtobeunusuallymild,andaboutthemiddleofthemonth,Bertram,aftermuchunselfishurgingonthepartofBilly,wenttoafriend’scampintheAdirondacksforaweek’sstay。Hecamebackwithanangry,lugubriousface——andabrokenarm。 Oh,Bertram!Andyourrightone,too—— thesameoneyoubrokebefore!’mournedBilly,tearfully。 Ofcourse,’retortedBertram,tryinginvaintogiveanairofjauntinesstohisreply。Didn’twanttobetoochangeable,youknow!’ Buthowdidyoudoit,dear?’ Fellintoasillylittleholecoveredwithunderbrush。But——oh,Billy,what’stheuse?I didit,andIcan’tundoit——more’sthepity!’ Ofcourseyoucan’t,youpoorboy,’ sympathizedBilly;andyousha’n’tbetormentedwithquestions。We’lljustbethankful’twasnoworse。 Youcan’tpaintforawhile,ofcourse;butwewon’tmindthat。It’lljustgiveBabyandmeachancetohaveyoualltoourselvesforatime,andwe’lllovethat!’ Yes,ofcourse,’sighedBertram,soabstractedlythatBillybridledwithprettyresentment。 Well,Ilikeyourenthusiasm,sir,’shefrowned。 I’mafraidyoudon’tappreciatetheblessingsyoudohave,youngman!DidyourealizewhatIsaid?Iremarkedthatyoucouldbewith_Baby_ and_me_,’sheemphasized。 Bertramlaughed,andgavehiswifeanaffectionatekiss。 IndeedIdoappreciatemyblessings,dear—— whenthoseblessingsaresuchtreasuresasyouandBaby,but——’Onlyhisdolefuleyesfixedonhisinjuredarmfinishedhissentence。 Iknow,dear,ofcourse,andIunderstand,’ murmuredBilly,alltendernessatonce。 TheywerenoteasyforBertram——thosefollowingdays。Onceagainhewasobligedtoacceptthelittleintimatepersonalservicesthathesodisliked。Onceagainhecoulddonothingbutread,orwanderdisconsolatelyintohisstudioandgazeathishalf-finishedFaceofaGirl。’ Occasionally,itistrue,drivennearlytodesperationbythehauntingvisioninhismind’seye,hepickedupabrushandattemptedtomakehislefthandservehiswill;butabarehalf-dozenirritating,ineffectualstrokeswereusuallyenoughtomakehimthrowdownhisbrushindisgust。 Henevercoulddoanythingwithhislefthand,hetoldhimselfdejectedly。 Manyofhishours,ofcourse,hespentwithBillyandhisson,andtheywerehappyhours,too;buttheyalwayscametoberestlessonesbeforethedaywashalfover。Billywasalwaysdevotionitselftohim——whenshewasnotattendingtothebaby;hehadnofaulttofindwithBilly。Andthebabywasdelightful——hecouldfindnofaultwiththebaby。Butthebaby_was_ fretful——hewasteething,Billysaid——andheneededagreatdealofattention;so,naturally,Bertramdriftedoutofthenursery,afteratime,andwentdownintohisstudio,wherewerehisdear,emptypalette,hisorderlybrushes,andhistantalizingFaceofaGirl。’Fromthestudio,generally,Bertramwentoutontothestreet。 Sometimeshedroppedintoafellow-artist’sstudio。Sometimeshestrolledintoacluborcafwhereheknewhewouldbelikelytofindsomefriendwhowouldhelphimwhileawayatiresomehour。Bertram’sfriendsquiteviedwitheachotherinrenderingthissortofaid,somuchso,indeed,that——naturally,perhaps——Bertramcametocallontheirservicesmoreandmorefrequently。 Particularlywasthisthecasewhen,afterthesplintswereremoved,Bertramfound,asthedayspassed,thathisarmwasnotimprovingasitshouldimprove。Thisnotonlydisappointedandannoyedhim,butworriedhim。Herememberedsundrydisquietingwarningsgivenbythephysicianatthetimeoftheformerbreak——warningsconcerningtheprobableseriousnessofarepetitionoftheinjury。ToBilly,ofcourse,Bertramsaidnothingofallthis;butjustbeforeChristmashewenttoseeanotedspecialist。 Anhourlater,almostinfrontofthelearnedsurgeon’sdoor,BertrammetBobSeaver。 GreatScott,Bertie,what’sup?’ejaculatedSeaver。Youlookasifyou’dseenaghost。’ Ihave,’answeredBertram,withgrimbitterness。I’veseentheghostof——ofevery`FaceofaGirl’Ieverpainted。’ Gorry!Sobadasthat?Nowonderyoulookasifyou’dbeendisportingingraveyards,’ chuckledSeaver,laughingathisownjokeWhat’sthematter——armonarampagetoday?’ Hepausedforreply,butasBertramdidnotansweratonce,heresumed,withgayinsistence: Comeon!Youneedcheeringup。SupposewegodowntoTrentini’sandseewho’sthere。’ Allright,’agreedBertram,dully。Suityourself。’ BertramwasnotthinkingofSeaver,Trentini’s,orwhomhemightfindthere。Bertramwasthinkingofcertainwordshehadheardlessthanhalfanhourago。Hewaswondering,too,ifeveragainhecouldthinkofanythingbutthosewords。 Thetruth?’thegreatsurgeonhadsaid。 Well,thetruthis——I’msorrytotellyouthetruth,Mr。Henshaw,butifyouwillhaveit—— you’vepaintedthelastpictureyou’lleverpaintwithyourrighthand,Ifear。It’sabadcase。 Thisbreak,comingasitdidontopoftheseriousinjuryoftwoorthreeyearsago,wasbadenough; but,tomakemattersworse,thebonewasimperfectlysetandwronglytreated,whichcouldnotbehelped,ofcourse,asyouweremilesawayfromskilledsurgeonsatthetimeoftheinjury。We’lldothebestwecan,ofcourse;but——well,youaskedforthetruth,youremember;soIhadtogiveittoyou。’ Bertrammadeuphismindatoncethat,forthepresent,atleast,hewouldtellnoonewhatthesurgeonhadsaidtohim。Hehadplacedhimselfundertheman’scare,andtherewasnothingtodobuttotaketheprescribedtreatmentandawaitresultsaspatientlyashecould。 MeanwhiletherewasnoneedtoworryBilly,orWilliam,oranybodyelsewiththematter。 BillywassobusywithherholidayplansthatshewasonlyvaguelyawareofwhatseemedtobeanincreaseofrestlessnessonthepartofherhusbandduringthosedaysjustbeforeChristmas。 Poordear,isthearmfeelinghorridto-day?’ sheaskedonemorning,whenthegloomonherhusband’sfacewasdeeperthanusual。 Bertramfrownedanddidnotanswerdirectly。 LotsofgoodIamthesedays!’heexclaimed,hismoodyeyesonthearmfulofmany-shaped,many-sizedpackagesshecarried。Whatarethosefor-thetree?’ Yes;andit’sgoingtobesopretty,Bertram,’ exultedBilly。And,doyouknow,Babypositivelyactsasifhesuspectedthings——littleasheis,’shewentoneagerly。He’sasnervousasawitch。Ican’tkeephimstillaminute!’ Howabouthismother?’hintedBertram,withafaintsmile。 Billylaughed。 Well,I’mafraidsheisn’texactlycalmherself,’sheconfessed,asshehurriedoutoftheroomwithherparcels。 Bertramlookedafterherlongingly,despondently。 Iwonderwhatshe’dsayifshe——knew,’ hemuttered。Butshesha’n’tknow——tillshejusthasto,’hevowedsuddenly,underhisbreath,stridingintothehallforhishatandcoat。 NeverhadtheStrataknownsuchaChristmasasthiswasplannedtobe。Cyril,Marie,andthetwinsweretobethere,alsoKate,herhusbandandthreechildren,Paul,Egbert,andlittleKate,fromtheWest。OnChristmasDaytherewastobeabigfamilydinner,withAuntHannahdownfromtheAnnex。Then,inconcessiontotheextremeyouthoftheyounghostandhistwincousins,therewastobeanafternoontree。Theshadesweretobedrawnandthecandleslighted,however,sothattheremightbenolossofeffect。 Intheeveningthetreewastobeoncemoreloadedwithfascinatingpackagesandcandy-bags,andthistimetheGreggorys,TommyDunn,andalltherestfromtheAnnexweretohavethefunalloveragain。 FromgarrettobasementtheStratawasaflamewithholly,andaglitterwithtinsel。Nowheredidthereseemtobeaspotthatdidnothaveitsbitoftissuepaperoritstrailofredribbon。Andeverything——holly,ribbon,tissue,andtinsel—— ledtothemysteriouslycloseddoorsofthegreatfrontdrawing-room,pastwhichnonebutBillyandheraccreditedmessengersmightventure。 Nowonder,indeed,thatevenBabyscentedexcitement,andthatBaby’smotherwasnotexactlycalm。Nowonder,too,thatBertram,withhishelplessrightarm,andhisheavyheart,feltpeculiarlyforlornandoutofit。’Nowonder,also,thathetookhimselfliterallyoutofitwithgrowingfrequency。 Mr。andMrs。HartwellandlittleKateweretostayattheStrata。Theboys,PaulandEgbert,weretogotoCyril’s。Promptlyattheappointedtime,twodaysbeforeChristmas,theyarrived。AndfromthathouruntiltwodaysafterChristmas,whenthelastbitofholly,ribbon,tissue,andtinseldisappearedfromthefloor,Billymovedinawhirlofanxiousresponsibilitythatwasyetfilledwithfun,frolic,andlaughter。 Itwasagreatsuccess,thewholeaffair。 Everybodyseemedpleasedandhappy——thatis,everybodybutBertram;andheveryplainlytriedtoseempleasedandhappy。EvenCyrilunbenttotheextentofnotappearingtomindthenoiseonebit;andSisterKate(Bertramsaid)foundonlytheextraordinarilysmallnumberoffourdetailstochangeinthearrangements。Babyobliginglylethisteeth-gettinggo,fortheoccasion,andheandthetwins,FranzandFelix,weretheadmirationanddelightofall。LittleKate,tobesure,wasatrifledisconcertingonceortwice,buteverybodywastooabsorbedtopaymuchattentiontoher。Billydid,however,rememberheropeningremarks。 Well,littleKate,doyourememberme?’ Billyhadgreetedherpleasantly。 Oh,yes,’littleKatehadanswered,withawinningsmile。You’remyAuntBillywhatmarriedmyUncleBertraminsteadofUncleWilliamasyousaidyouwouldfirst。’ Everybodylaughed,andBillycolored,ofcourse;butlittleKatewentoneagerly: AndI’vebeenwantingjustawfullytoseeyou,’sheannounced。 Haveyou?I’mglad,I’msure。Ifeelhighlyflattered,’smiledBilly。 Well,Ihave。Yousee,Iwantedtoaskyousomething。Haveyoueverwishedthatyou_had_ marriedUncleWilliaminsteadofUncleBertram,orthatyou’dtriedforUncleCyrilbeforeAuntyMariegothim?’ Kate!’gaspedherhorrifiedmother。I toldyou——Yousee,’shebrokeoff,turningtoBillydespairingly。She’sbeenpesteringmewithquestionslikethateversincesheknewshewascoming。Sheneverhasforgottenthewayyouchangedfromoneuncletotheother。Youmayremember;itmadeagreatimpressiononheratthetime。’ Yes,I——Iremember,’stammeredBilly,tryingtolaughoffherembarrassment。 Butyouhaven’ttoldmeyetwhetheryoudidwishyou’dmarriedUncleWilliam,orUncleCyril,’interposedlittleKate,persistently。 No,no,ofcoursenot!’exclaimedBilly,withavividblush,castinghereyesaboutforadoorofescape,andrejoicinggreatlywhenshespiedDeliawiththebabycomingtowardthem。 There,look,mydear,here’syournewcousin,littleBertram!’sheexclaimed。Don’tyouwanttoseehim?’ LittleKateturneddutifully。 Yes’m,AuntBilly,butI’dratherseethetwins。Mothersays_they’re_realprettyandcunning。’ Er——y-yes,theyare,’murmuredBilly,onwhomtheemphasisofthethey’re’hadnotbeenlost。 Naturally,asmaybesupposed,therefore,BillyhadnotforgottenlittleKate’sopeningremarks。 ImmediatelyafterChristmasMr。HartwellandtheboyswentbacktotheirWesternhome,leavingMrs。HartwellandherdaughtertomakearoundofvisitstofriendsintheEast。ForalmostaweekafterChristmastheyremainedattheStrata;anditwasonthelastdayoftheirstaythatlittleKateaskedthequestionthatprovedsomomentousinresults。 Billy,almostunconsciously,hadavoidedtte- -tteswithhersmallguest。Butto-daytheywerealonetogether。 AuntBilly,’beganthelittlegirl,afterameditativegazeintotheother’sface,you_are_