第33章

类别:其他 作者:Eleanor H。 Porter字数:5126更新时间:18/12/27 14:59:51
saidthatindirectinfluencewasmuchtobepreferred,always,todirectpersuasion——whichlast,indeed,usuallyfailedtoproduceresults。 SoBillydressedup,’andpracticed,andtalked(ofanythingbutthebaby),andevenhintedshamelesslyonceortwicethatshewouldliketogotothetheater;butalltolittleavail。 True,Bertrambrightenedup,foraminute,whenhecamehomeandfoundherinaneworafavoritedress,andhetoldherhowprettyshelooked。 Heappearedtoliketohaveherplaytohim,too,evendeclaringonceortwicethatitwasquitelikeoldtimes,yes,itwas。Buthenevernoticedherhintsaboutthetheater,andhedidnotseemtoliketotalkabouthiswork,evenalittlebit。 Billylaidthislastfacttohisinjuredarm。Shedecidedthathehadbecomeblueanddiscouraged,andthatheneededcheeringup,especiallyabouthiswork;soshedeterminedlyandsystematicallysetherselftodoingit。 Shetalkedofthefineworkhehaddone,andofthestillfinerworkhewouldyetdo,whenhisarmwaswell。Shetoldhimhowproudshewasofhim,andshelethimseehowdearhisArtwastoher,andhowbadlyshewouldfeelifshethoughthehadreallylostallhisinterestinhisworkandwouldneverpaintagain。Shequestionedhimaboutthenewportraithewastobeginassoonashisarmwouldlethim;andshetriedtoarousehisenthusiasminthepicturehehadplannedtoshowintheMarchExhibitionoftheBohemianTen,tellinghimthatshewassurehisarmwouldallowhimtocompleteatleastonecanvastohang。 Innoneofthis,however,didBertramappearintheleastinterested。Theonething,indeed,whichheseemednottowanttotalkabout,washiswork;andherespondedtoheroverturesonthesubjectwithonlymoodysilence,orelsewithalmostirritablemonosyllables;allofwhichnotonlygrievedbutsurprisedBillyverymuch。For,accordingtotheTalktoYoungWives,’shewasdoingexactlywhattheideal,sympathetic,interested-in-her-husband’s-workwifeshoulddo。 WhenFebruarycame,bringingwithitnochangeforthebetter,Billywasthoroughlyfrightened。Bertram’sarmplainlywasnotimproving。Hewasmoregloomyandrestlessthanever。Heseemednottowanttostayathomeatall;andBillyknewnowforacertaintythathewasspendingmoreandmoretimewithBobSeaverandtheboys。’ PoorBilly!Nowherecouldshelookthesedaysandseehappiness。Eventheadoredbabyseemed,attimes,almosttogiveanaddedpang。Hadhenotbecome,accordingtotheTalktoYoungWives’thatawfulthing,a_Wedge_?TheAnnex,too,carrieditssting;forwherewastheneedofanoverflowhouseforhappinessnow,whentherewasnohappinesstooverflow?EventhelittlejadeidolonBilly’smantelBillycouldnotbeartoseethesedays,foritsonceblandsmilehadbecomeahideousgrin,demanding,Where,now,isyourheapplentyvellygoodluckee?’ But,beforeBertram,Billystillcarriedabravelysmilingface,andtohimstillshetalkedearnestlyandenthusiasticallyofhiswork——whichlast,asithappened,wastheworstcourseshecouldhavepursued;fortheonethingpoorBertramwishedtoforget,justnow,was——hiswork。 EarlyinFebruarycameArkwright’sappearanceattheBostonOperaHouse——thefirstsincehehadsungthereasastudentafewyearsbefore。 Hewasanimmediateandanunquestionedsuccess。 HisportraitadornedthefrontpageofalmosteveryBostonnewspaperthenextmorning,andcaptiouscriticsviedwitheachothertodohimhonor。Hisfullhistory,fromboyhoodup,wasfeatured,withspecialemphasisonhisrecenttriumphsinNewYorkandforeigncapitals。Hewasinterviewedastohisopiniononeverythingfromvegetarianismtowoman’ssuffrage;andhispreferencesastopiesandpastimesweregivenheadlineprominence。Therewasnodoubtofit。 Mr。M。J。Arkwrightwasastar。 AllArkwright’soldfriends,includingBilly,Bertram,Cyril,Marie,Calderwell,AliceGreggory,AuntHannah,andTommyDunn,wenttohearhimsing;andaftertheperformanceheheldaminiaturereception,withenoughadulationtoturnhisheadcompletelyaround,hedeclareddeprecatingly。Notuntilthenextevening,however,didhehaveanopportunityforwhathecalledarealtalkwithanyofhisfriends;then,inCalderwell’sroom,hesettledbackinhischairwithasighofcontent。 ForatimehisownandCalderwell’saffairsoccupiedtheirattention;then,afterashortpause,thetenoraskedabruptly: Isthereanything——wrongwiththeHenshaws,Calderwell?’ Calderwellcamesuddenlyerectinhischair。 Thankyou!Ihopedyou’dintroducethatsubject;though,forthatmatter,ifyouhadn’t,Ishould。Yes,thereis——andI’mlookingtoyou,oldman,togetthemoutofit。’ I?’Arkwrightsaterectnow。 Yes。’ Whatdoyoumean?’ Inaway,theexpectedhashappened—— thoughIknownowthatIdidn’treallyexpectittohappen,inspiteofmyprophecies。YoumayrememberIwasalwaysskepticalonthesubjectofBertram’ssettlingdowntoadomestichearthstone。 Iinsisted’twouldbetheturnofagirl’sheadandthecurveofhercheekthathewantedtopaint。’ Arkwrightlookedupwithaquickfrown。 Youdon’tmeanthatHenshawhasbeencadenoughtofindanother——’ Calderwellthrewuphishand。 No,no,notthat!Wehaven’tthattodealwith——yet,thankgoodness!There’snowomaninit。And,really,whenyoucomerightdowntoit,ifeverafellowhadanexcusetoseekdiversion,BertramHenshawhas——poorchap!It’sjustthis。BertrambrokehisarmagainlastOctober。’ Yes,soIhear,andIthoughthewaslookingbadly。’ Heis。It’sabadbusiness。’Twasimproperlysetinthefirstplace,andit’snotdoingwellnow。Infact,I’mtoldonprettygoodauthoritythatthedoctorsaysheprobablywillneveruseitagain。’ Oh,byGeorge!Calderwell!’ Yes。Tough,isn’tit?’Speciallywhenyouthinkofhiswork,andknow——asIhappento—— thathe’sparticularlydependentonhisrighthandforeverything。Hedoesn’ttellthisgenerally,andIunderstandBillyandthefamilyknownothingofit——howhopelessthecaseis,Imean。Well,naturally,thepoorfellowhasbeenprettythoroughlydiscouraged,andtogetawayfromhimselfhe’sgonebacktohisoldBohemianhabits,spendingmuchofhistimewithsomeofhisoldcroniesthatarenonetoogoodforhim——Seaver,forinstance。’ BobSeaver?Yes,Iknowhim。’Arkwright’slipssnappedtogethercrisply。 Yes。Hesaidheknewyou。That’swhyI’mcountingonyourhelp。’ Whatdoyoumean?’ ImeanIwantyoutogetHenshawawayfromhim,andkeephimaway。’ Arkwright’sfacedarkenedwithanangryflush。 GreatScott,Calderwell!Whatareyoutalkingabout?Henshawisnokidtobetotedhome,andI’mnonurserygovernesstodothetoting!’ Calderwelllaughedquietly。 No;Idon’tthinkanyonewouldtakeyouforanurserygoverness,Arkwright,inspiteofthefactthatyouarestillknowntosomeofyourfriendsas`MaryJane。’Butyoucansingasong,man,whichwillpromptlygiveyouathroughtickettotheirinnermostsacredcircle。Infact,tomycertainknowledge,Seaverisalreadyplanningajamboreewithyouattherighthandofthetoastmaster。There’syourchance。Oncein,stayin——longenoughtogetHenshawout。’ But,goodheavens,Calderwell,it’simpossible! WhatcanIdo?’demandedArkwright,savagely。Ican’twalkuptotheman,takehimbytheear,andsay:`Here,you,sir——marchhome!’NeithercanIcomethe`I-am-holier- than-thou’act,andholduptohimthemirrorofhistransgressions。’ No,butyoucangethimoutofit_some_way。 Youcanfindaway——forBilly’ssake。’ Therewasnoanswer,and,afteramoment,Calderwellwentonmorequietly。 Ihaven’tseenBillybuttwoorthreetimessinceIcamebacktoBoston——butIdon’tneedto,toknowthatshe’sbreakingherheartoversomething。Andofcoursethatsomethingis—— Bertram。’ Therewasstillnoanswer。Arkwrightgotupsuddenly,andwalkedtothewindow。 Yousee,I’mhelpless,’resumedCalderwell。 Idon’tpaintpictures,norsingsongs,norwritestories,nordancejigsforaliving——andyouhavetodooneoranothertobeinwiththatset。 Andit’sgottobeaJohnny-on-the-spotwithBertram。Allis,somethingwillhavetobedonetogethimoutofthestateofmindandbodyhe’sinnow,or——’ Arkwrightwheeledsharply。 Whendidyousaythisjamboreewasgoingtobe?’hedemanded。 Nextweek,sometime。Thedateisnotsettled。 Theyweregoingtoconsultyou。’ Hm-m,’commentedArkwright。And,thoughhisnextremarkwasacompletechangeofsubject,Calderwellgaveacontentedsigh。 If,whenthepropositionwasfirstmadetohim,ArkwrightwasdoubtfulofhisabilitytobeasuccessfulJohnny-on-the-spot,’hewasevenmoredoubtfulofitasthedayspassed,andhewasattemptingtocarryoutthesuggestion。 Hehadknownthathewasundertakingamostdifficultanddelicatetask,andhesoonbegantofearthatitwasanimpossibleone,aswell。Withadoggedpersistence,however,headheredtohispurpose,everonthealerttobemorewatchful,moretactful,moreefficientinemergencies。 Disagreeableaswasthetask,inaway,inanotherwayitwasagreatpleasuretohim。HewasgladoftheopportunitytodoanythingforBilly;andthen,too,hewasgladofsomethingabsorbingenoughtotakehismindoffhisownaffairs。Hetoldhimself,sometimes,thatthishelpinganothermantofighthistigerskinwasassistinghimselftofighthisown。 ArkwrightwastryingveryhardnottothinkofAliceGreggorythesedays。Hehadcomebackhopingthathewasinameasurecured’ofhisfolly,’ashetermedit;butthefirstlookintoAliceGreggory’sblue-grayeyeshadtaughthimthefallacyofthatidea。InthatveryfirstmeetingwithAlice,hefearedthathehadrevealedhissecret,forshewasplainlysonervouslydistantandillateasewithhimthathecouldbutconstrueherembarrassmentandchillydignityaspityforhimandadesiretoshowhimthatshehadnothingbutfriendshipforhim。Sincethenhehadseenbutlittleofher,partlybecausehedidnotwishtoseeher,andpartlybecausehistimewassofullyoccupied。Then,too,inaround- aboutwayhehadheardarumorthatCalderwellwasengagedtobemarried;and,thoughnofemininenamehadbeenmentionedinconnectionwiththestory,ArkwrighthadnothesitatedtosupplyinhisownmindthatofAliceGreggory。 Beginningwiththejamboree,’whichcameoffquiteinaccordancewithCalderwell’sprophecies,ArkwrightspentthemostofsuchtimeaswasnotgiventohisprofessionaldutiesindeliberatelycultivatingthesocietyofBertramandhisfriends。Tothisextenthemetwithnodifficulty,forhefoundthatM。J。Arkwright,thenewstarintheoperaticfirmament,wasobviouslyawelcomecomrade。Beyondthisitwasnotsoeasy。Arkwrightwondered,indeed,sometimes,ifheweremakinganyprogressatall。Butstillhepersevered。 HewalkedwithBertram,hetalkedwithBertram,unobtrusivelyhecontrivedtobenearBertramalmostalways,whentheyweretogetherwiththeboys。’Graduallyhewonfromhimthestoryofwhatthesurgeonhadsaidtohim,andofhowblackthefuturelookedinconsequence。Thisestablishedanewbondbetweenthem,sopotentthatArkwrightventuredtotestitonedaybytellingBertramthestoryofthetigerskin——thefirsttigerskininhisuncle’slibraryyearsago,andofhow,sincethen,anydifficultyhehadencounteredhehadtriedtotreatasatigerskin。Intellingthestoryhewascarefultodrawnomoralforhislistener,andtopreachnosermon。Hetoldthetale,too,withallpossiblewhimsicallightnessoftouch,andimmediatelyatitsconclusionhechangedthesubject。 ButthathehadnotfailedutterlyinhisdesignwasevidencedafewdayslaterwhenBertramgrimlydeclaredthatheguessed_his_tigerskinwasalivelybeast,allright。 ThefirsttimeArkwrightwenthomewithBertram,hispresencewasalmostanecessity。