第4章

类别:其他 作者:Eugene Brieux字数:19638更新时间:19/01/02 11:25:24
Surely,sir,youcannotdesirethatmydaughtershouldcontinuetolivewithamanwhohasstruckhersobrutal,socowardly,ablow。\" \"IfIrefuseyourrequest,\"thedoctoranswered,\"itisintheinterestofyourdaughter。\"Then,seeingtheother’sexcitementreturning,hecontinued,\"Inyourstateofmind,MonsieurLoches,Iknowthatyouwillprobablybeabusingmebeforefiveminuteshaspassed。Butthatwillnottroubleme。Ihaveseenmanycases。AndsinceIhavemadethemistakeoflettingmyselfbetrappedintothisdiscussion,Imustexplaintoyouthereasonformyattitude。Youaskofmeacertificatesothatyoumayproveincourtthatyourson—in—lawisafflictedwithsyphilis。\" \"Precisely,\"saidtheother。 \"Andhaveyounotreflecteduponthis——thatatthesametimeyouwillbepubliclyattestingthatyourdaughterhasbeenexposedtothecontagion?Withsuchanadmission,anadmissionofficiallyregisteredinthepublicrecords,doyoubelievethatshewillfinditeasytore—marrylateron?\" \"Shewillneverre—marry,\"saidthefather。 \"Shesaysthattoday,butcanyouaffirmthatshewillsaythesamethingfiveyearsfromnow,tenyearsfromnow?Itellyouyouwillnotobtainthatdivorce,becauseIwillmostcertainlyrefuseyouthenecessarycertificate。\" \"Then,\"criedtheother,\"Iwillfindothermeansofestablishingproofs。Iwillhavethechildexaminedbyanotherdoctor!\" Theotheranswered。\"Thenyoudonotfindthatthatpoorlittleonehasbeenalreadysufficientlyhandicappedattheoutsetofitslife?Yourgranddaughterhasaphysicaldefect。Doyouwishtoaddtothatacertificateofhereditarysyphilis,whichwillfollowherallherlife?\" MonsieurLochessprangfromhischair。\"Youmeanthatifthevictimsseektodefendthemselves,theywillbestrucktheharder!Youmeanthatthelawgivesmenoweaponagainstamanwho,knowinghiscondition,takesayounggirl,sound,trusting,innocent,andbefoulsherwiththeresultofhisdebauches——makesherthemotherofapoorlittlecreature,whosefutureissuchthatthosewholoveherthemostdonotknowwhethertheyoughttoprayforherlife,orforherimmediatedeliverance?Sir,\"hecontinued,inhisorator’svoice,\"thatmanhasinflicteduponthewomanhehasmarriedasupremeinsult。Hehasmadeherthevictimofthemostodiousassault。Hehasdegradedher——hehasbroughther,sotospeak,intocontactwiththewomanofthestreets。HehascreatedbetweenherandthatcommonwomanIknownotwhatmysteriousrelationship。Itisthepoisonedbloodoftheprostitutewhichpoisonsmydaughterandherchild;thatabjectcreature,shelives,shelivesinus!Shebelongstoourfamily——hehasgivenheraseatatourhearth!Hehassoiledtheimaginationandthethoughtsofmypoorchild,ashehassoiledherbody。Hehasunitedforeverinhersoultheideaoflovewhichshehasplacedsohigh,withIknownotwhathorrorsofthehospitals。Hehastaintedherinherdignityandhermodesty,inherloveaswellasinherbaby。Hehasstruckherdownwithphysicalandmoraldecay,hehasoverwhelmedherwithvileness。 Andyetthelawissuch,thecustomsofsocietyaresuch,thatthewomancannotseparateherselffromthatmansavebytheaidoflegalproceedingswhosescandalwillfalluponherselfanduponherchild!\" MonsieurLocheshadbeenpacingupanddowntheroomashespoke,andnowheclenchedhisfistsinsuddenfury。 \"Verywell!Iwillnotaddressmyselftothelaw。SinceI learnedthetruthIhavebeenaskingmyselfifitwasnotmydutytofindthatmonsterandtoputabulletintohishead,asonedoestoamaddog。Idon’tknowwhatweakness,whatcowardice,hasheldmeback,anddecidedmetoappealtothelaw。Sincethelawwillnotprotectme,Iwillseekjusticeformyself。Perhapshisdeathwillbeagoodwarningfortheothers!\" Thedoctorshruggedhisshoulders,asiftosaythatthiswasnoaffairofhisandthathewouldnottrytointerfere。Butheremarked,quietly:\"Youwillbetriedforyourlife。\" \"Ishallbeacquitted!\"criedtheother。 \"Yes,butafterapublicrevelationofallyourmiseries。Youwillmakethescandalgreater,themiseriesgreater——thatisall。 Andhowdoyouknowbutthatonthemorrowofyouracquittal,youwillfindyourselfconfrontinganothercourt,ahigherandmoresevereone?Howdoyouknowbutthatyourdaughter,seizedatlastbypityforthemanyouhavekilled,willnotdemandtoknowbywhatrightyouhaveactedso,bywhatrightyouhavemadeanorphanofherchild?Howcanyouknowbutthatherchildalsomaysomedaydemandanaccountingofyou?\" MonsieurLocheslethishandsfall,andstood,apictureofcrusheddespair。\"Tellmethen,\"hesaid,inafaintvoice,\"whatoughtItodo?\" \"Forgive!\" Forawhilethedoctorsatlookingathim。\"Sir,\"hesaid,atlast,\"tellmeonething。Youareinflexible;youfeelyouhavetherighttobeinflexible。Butareyoureallysocertainthatitwasnotyourduty,onceuponatime,tosaveyourdaughterfromthepossibilityofsuchmisfortune?\" \"What?\"criedtheother。\"Myduty?Whatdoyoumean?\" \"Imeanthis,sir。Whenthatmarriagewasbeingdiscussed,youcertainlytookprecautionstoinformyourselfaboutthefinancialconditionofyourfutureson—in—law。Youdemandedthatheshouldprovetoyouthathisstocksandbondswereactualvalue,listedontheexchange。Also,youobtainedsomeinformationabouthischaracter。Infact,youforgotonlyonepoint,themostimportantofall——thatwas,toinquireifhewasingoodhealth。 Youneverdidthat。\" Thefather—in—law’svoicehadbecomefaint。\"No,\"hesaid。 \"Butwhynot?\" \"Becausethatisnotthecustom。\" \"Verywell,butthatoughttobethecustom。Surelythefatherofafamily,beforehegiveshisdaughtertoaman,shouldtakeasmuchprecautionasabusinessconcernwhichacceptsanemployee。\" \"Youareright,\"wasthereply,\"thereshouldbealaw。\"Themanspokeasadeputy,havingauthorityinthesematters。 Butthedoctorcried,\"No,no,sir!Donotmakeanewlaw。Wehavetoomanyalready。Thereisnoneedofit。Itwouldsufficethatpeopleshouldknowalittlebetterwhatsyphilisis。Thecustomwouldestablishitselfveryquicklyforasuitortoaddtoalltheotherdocumentswhichhepresents,acertificateofadoctor,asproofthathecouldbereceivedintoafamilywithoutbringingapestilencewithhim。Thatwouldbeverysimple。Onceletthecustombeestablished,thenthesuitorwouldgotothedoctorforacertificateofhealth,justashegoestothepriestforacertificatethathehasconfessed;andbythatmeansyouwouldpreventagreatdealofsufferingintheworld。Orletmeputitanotherway,sir。Nowadays,beforeyouconcludeamarriage,yougetthelawyersofthetwofamiliestogether。Itwouldbeofatleastequalimportancetogettheirtwodoctorstogether。Yousee,sir,yourinquiryconcerningyourson—in—lawwasfarfromcomplete。Soyourdaughtermayfairlyaskyou,whyyou,beingaman,beingafatherwhooughttoknowthesethings,didnottakeasmuchcareofherhealthasyoutookofherfortune。Soitis,sir,thatIsaytoyou,forgive!\" ButMonsieurLochessaidagain,\"Never!\" Andagainthedoctorsatandwatchedhimforaminute。\"Come,sir,\"hebegan,finally,\"sinceitisnecessarytoemploythelastargument,Iwilldoso。Tobesosevereandsopitiless—— areyouyourselfwithoutsin?\" Theotheranswered,\"Ihaveneverhadashamefuldisease。\" \"Idonotaskyouthat,\"interruptedthedoctor。\"Iaskyouifyouhaveneverexposedyourselftothechanceofhavingit。\"Andthen,readingtheother’sface,hewenton,inatoneofquietcertainty。\"Yes,youhaveexposedyourself。Then,sir,itwasnotvirtuethatyouhad;itwasgoodfortune。Thatisoneofthethingswhichexasperatemethemost——thatterm’shamefuldisease’ whichyouhavejustused。Likeallotherdiseases,thatisoneofourmisfortunes,anditisnevershamefultobeunfortunate—— evenifonehasdeservedit。\"Thedoctorpaused,andthenwithsomeexcitementhewenton:\"Come,sir,come,wemustunderstandeachother。Amongmenthemostexacting,amongthosewhowiththeirmiddle—classpruderydarenotpronouncethenameofsyphilis,orwhomakethemostterrifyingfaces,themostdisgusted,whentheyconsenttospeakofit——whoregardthesyphiliticassinners——Ishouldwishtoknowhowmanytherearewhohaveneverexposedthenselvestoasimilarmisadventure。 Theyandtheyalonehavetherighttospeak。Howmanyarethere? Amongathousandmen,aretherefour?Verywell,then。 Exceptingthosefour,betweenalltherestandthesyphiliticthereisnothingbutthedifferenceofchance。\" Therecameintothedoctor’svoiceatthismomentanoteofintensefeeling;fortheseweremattersofwhichevidencecametohimeveryday。\"Itellyou,sir,thatsuchpeoplearedeservingofsympathy,becausetheyaresuffering。Iftheyhavecommittedafault,theyhaveatleastthepleathattheyareexpiatingit。 No,sir,letmehearnomoreofthathypocrisy。Recallyourownyouth,sir。Thatwhichafflictsyourson—in—law,youhavedeserveditjustasmuchashe——morethanhe,perhaps。 Therefore,havepityonhim;haveforhimthetolerationwhichtheunpunishedcriminaloughttohaveforthecriminallessfortunatethanhimselfuponwhomthepenaltyhasfallen。Isthatnotso?\" MonsieurLocheshadbeenlisteningtothisdiscoursewiththefeelingofathiefbeforethebar。Therewasnothingthathecouldanswer。\"Sir,\"hestammered,\"asyoupresentthisthingtome——\" \"ButamInotright?\"insistedthedoctor。 \"Perhapsyouare,\"theotheradmitted。\"But——Icannotsayallthattomydaughter,topersuadehertogobacktoherhusband。\" \"Youcangiveherotherarguments,\"wastheanswer。 \"Whatarguments,inGod’sname?\" \"Thereisnolackofthem。Youwillsaytoherthataseparationwouldbeamisfortuneforall;thatherhusbandistheonlyoneintheworldwhowouldbedevotedenoughtohelphersaveherchild。Youwillsaytoherthatoutoftheruinsofherfirsthappinessshecanbuildherselfanotherstructure,farstronger。 And,sir,youwilladdtothatwhateveryourgoodheartmaysuggest——andwewillarrangesothatthenextchildofthepairshallbesoundandvigorous。\" MonsieurLochesreceivedthisannouncementwiththesamesurprisethatGeorgehimselfhadmanifested。\"Isthatpossible?\"heasked。 Thedoctorcried:\"Yes,yes,yes——athousandtimesyes!ThereisaphrasewhichIrepeatoneveryoccasion,andwhichIwouldwishtopostuponthewalls。Itisthatsyphilisisanimperiousmistress,whoonlydemandsthatoneshouldrecognizeherpower。 Sheisterribleforthosewhothinkherinsignificant,andgentlewiththosewhoknowhowdangeroussheis。Youknowthatkindofmistress——whoisonlyvexedwhensheisneglected。Youmaytellthistoyourdaughter——youwillrestorehertothearmsofherhusband,fromwhomshehasnolongeranythingtofear,andIwillguaranteethatyouwillbeahappygrandfathertwoyearsfromnow。\" MonsieurLochesatlastshowedthathewasweakenedinhisresolution。 \"Doctor,\"hesaid,\"IdonotknowthatIcanevergosofarasforgiveness,butIpromiseyouthatIwilldonoirreparableact,andthatIwillnotopposeareconciliationifafterthelapseofsometime——Icannotventuretosayhowlong——mypoorchildshouldmakeuphermindtoareconciliation。\" \"Verygood,\"saidtheother。\"Butletmeaddthis:Ifyouhaveanotherdaughter,takecaretoavoidthefaultwhichyoucommittedwhenyoumarriedoffthefirst。\" \"But,\"saidtheoldman,\"Ididnotknow。\" \"Ah,surely!\"criedtheother。\"Youdidnotknow!Youareafather,andyoudidnotknow!Youareadeputy,youhaveassumedtheresponsibilityandthehonorofmakingourlaws——andyoudidnotknow!Youareignorantaboutsyphilis,justasyouprobablyareignorantaboutalcoholismandtuberculosis。\" \"No,\"exclaimedtheother,quickly。 \"Verywell,\"saidthedoctor,\"Iwillleaveyouout,ifyouwish。 Iamtalkingoftheothers,thefivehundred,andIdon’tknowhowmanymore,whoarethereintheChamberofDeputies,andwhocallthemselvesrepresentativesofthepeople。Theyarenotabletofindasinglehourtodiscussthesethreecruelgods,towhichegotismandindifferencemakeeverydaysuchfrightfulhumansacrifices。Theyhavenotsufficientleisuretocombatthisferocioustrinity,whichdestroyseverydaythousandsoflives。 Alcoholism!Itwouldbenecessarytoforbidthemanufactureofpoisons,andtorestrictthenumberoflicenses;butasonehasfearofthegreatdistillers,whoarerichandpowerful,andofthelittledealers,whoarethemastersofuniversalsuffrage,oneputsone’sconsciencetosleepbylamentingtheimmoralityoftheworking—class,andpublishinglittlepamphletsandsermons。 Imbeciles!……Tuberculosis!Everybodyknowsthetrueremedy,whichwouldbethepayingofsufficientwages,andthetearingdownofthefilthytenementsintowhichthelaborersarepacked—— thosewhoarethemostusefulandthemostunfortunateamongourpopulation!Butneedlesstosay,noonewantsthatremedy,sowegoroundbeggingtheworkingmennottospitonthesidewalks。 Wonderful!Butsyphilis——whydoyounotoccupyyourselfwiththat?Why,sinceyouhaveministerswhosedutyitistoattendtoallsortsofthings,doyounothaveaministertoattendtothepublichealth?\" \"MydearDoctor,\"respondedMonsieurLoches,\"youfallintotheFrenchhabitofconsideringthegovernmentasthecauseofallevils。Showustheway,youlearnedgentlemen!Sincethatisamatteraboutwhichyouareinformed,andweareignorant,beginbytellinguswhatmeasuresyoubelievetobenecessary。\" \"Ah,ah!\"exclaimedtheother。\"That’sfine,indeed!Itwasabouteighteenyearsagothataprojectofthatnature,workedoutbytheAcademyofMedicine,andapprovedbyitUNANIMOUSLY,wassenttotheproperminister。Wehavenotyetheardhisreply。\" \"Youreallybelieve,\"inquiredMonsieurLoches,insomebewilderment,\"youbelievethattherearesomemeasures——\" \"Sir,\"brokeinthedoctor,\"beforewegetthough,youaregoingtosuggestsomemeasuresyourself。Letmetellyouwhathappenedtoday。WhenIreceivedyourcardIdidnotknowthatyouwerethefather—in—lawofGeorgeDupont。Isaythatyouwereadeputy,andIthoughtthatyouwantedtogetsomeinformationaboutthesematters。Therewasawomanpatientwaitingtoseeme,andIkeptherinmywaiting—room——sayingtomyself,\"Thisisjustthesortofpersonthatourdeputiesoughttotalkto。\" Thedoctorpausedforamoment,thencontinued:\"Bereassured,I willtakecareofyournerves。Thispatienthasnotroublethatisapparenttotheeye。SheissimplyanillustrationoftheargumentIhavebeenadvancing——thatourworstenemyisignorance。Ignorance——youunderstandme?SinceIhavegotyouhere,sir,IamgoingtoholdyouuntilIhavemanagedtocurealittleofyourignorance!ForItellyou,sir,itisathingwhichdrivesmetodistraction——weMUSTdosomethingabouttheseconditions!Takethiscase,forexample。Hereisawomanwhoisveryseriouslyinfected。Itoldher——well,wait;youshallseeforyourself。 ThedoctorwenttothedoorandsummonedintotheroomawomanwhomMonsieurLocheshadnoticedwaitingthere。Shewasvergingonoldage,small,frail,andill—nourishedinappearance,poorlydressed,andyetwithasuggestionofrefinementabouther。Shestoodnearthedoor,twistingherhandstogethernervously,andshrinkingfromthegazeofthestrangegentleman。Thedoctorbeganinanangryvoice。\"DidInottellyoutocomeandseemeonceeveryeightdays?Isthatnottrue?\" Thewomananswered,inafaintvoice,\"Yes,sir。\" \"Well,\"heexclaimed,\"andhowlonghasitbeensinceyouwerehere?\" \"Threemonths,sir。\" \"Threemonths!AndyoubelievethatIcantakecareofyouundersuchconditions?Igiveyouup!Doyouunderstand?Youdiscourageme,youdiscourageme。\"Therewasapause。Then,seeingthewoman’ssuffering,hebegan,inagentlertone,\"Comenow,whatisthereasonthatyouhavenotcome?Didn’tyouknowthatyouhaveaseriousdisease——mostserious?\" \"Oh,yes,sir,\"repliedthewoman,\"Iknowthatverywell——sincemyhusbanddiedofit。\" Thedoctor’svoiceboreonceagainitsnoteofpity。\"Yourhusbanddiedofit?\" \"Yes,sir。\" \"Hetooknocareofhimself?\" \"No,sir。\" \"Andwasnotthatawarningtoyou?\" \"Doctor,\"thewomanreplied,\"Iwouldasknothingbetterthantocomeasoftenasyoutoldme,butthecostistoogreat。\" \"How——whatcost?Youwerecomingtomyfreeclinic。\" \"Yes,sir,\"repliedthewoman,\"butthat’sduringworkinghours,andthenitisalongwayfromhome。Therearesomanysickpeople,andIhavetowaitmyturn,Itisinthemorning—— sometimesIloseawholeday——andthenmyemployerisannoyed,andhethreatenstoturnmeoff。Itisthingslikethatthatkeeppeoplefromcoming,untiltheydarenotputitoffanylonger。Then,too,sir——\"thewomanstopped,hesitating。 \"Well,\"demandedthedoctor。 \"Oh,nothing,sir,\"shestammered。\"Youhavebeentoogoodtomealready。\" \"Goon,\"commandedtheother。\"Tellme。\" \"Well,\"murmuredthewoman,\"IknowIoughtnottoputonairs,butyouseeIhavenotalwaysbeensopoor。Beforemyhusband’smisfortune,wewerewellfixed。Soyousee,Ihavealittlepride。Ihavealwaysmanagedtotakecareofmyself。Iamnotawomanofthestreets,andtostandaroundlikethat,witheverybodyelse,tobeobligedtotellallone’smiseriesoutloudbeforetheworld!Iamwrong,Iknowitperfectlywell;Iarguewithmyself——butallthesame,it’shard,sir;Iassureyou,itistrulyhard。\" \"Poorwoman!\"saidthedoctor;andforawhiletherewasasilence。Thenheasked:\"Itwasyourhusbandwhobroughtyouthedisease?\" \"Yes,sir,\"wasthereply。\"Everythingwhichhappenedtouscamefromhim。Wewerelivinginthecountrywhenhegotthedisease。 Hewenthalfcrazy。Henolongerknewhowtomanagehisaffairs。 Hegaveordershereandthereforconsiderablesums。Wewerenotabletofindthemoney。\" \"Whydidhenotundergotreatment?\" \"Hedidn’tknowthen。Weweresoldout,andwecametoParis。 Butwehadn’tapenny。Hedecidedtogotothehospitalfortreatment。\" \"Andthen?\" \"Why,theylookedhimover,buttheyrefusedhimanymedicine。\" \"Howwasthat?\" \"BecausewehadbeeninParisonlythreemonths。Ifonehasn’tbeenaresidentsixmonths,onehasnorighttofreemedicine。\" \"Isthattrue?\"brokeinMonsieurLochesquickly。 \"Yes,\"saidthedoctor,\"that’stherule。\" \"Soyousee,\"saidthewoman,\"itwasnotourfault。\" \"Youneverhadchildren?\"inquiredthedoctor。 \"Iwasneverabletobringonetobirth,\"wastheanswer。\"Myhusbandwastakenjustatthebeginningofourmarriage——itwaswhilehewasservinginthearmy。Youknow,sir——therearewomenaboutthegarrisons——\"Shestopped,andtherewasalongsilence。 \"Come,\"saidthedoctor,\"that’sallright。Iwillarrangeitwithyou。Youcancomeheretomyoffice,andyoucancomeonSundaymornings。\"Andasthepoorcreaturestartedtoexpresshergratitude,heslippedacoinintoherhand。\"Come,come; takeit,\"hesaidgruffly。\"Youarenotgoingtoplayproudwithme。No,no,Ihavenotimetolistentoyou。Hush!\"Andhepushedheroutofthedoor。 Thenheturnedtothedeputy。\"Youheardherstory,sir,\"hesaid。\"Herhusbandwasservinghistimeinthearmy;itwasyoulaw—makerswhocompelledhimtodothat。Andtherearewomenaboutthegarrisons——youheardhowhervoicetrembledasshesaidthat?Takemyadvice,sir,andlookupthestatisticsastotheprevalenceofthisdiseaseamongoursoldiers。Cometosomeofmyclinics,andletmeintroduceyoutoothersocialtypes。Youdon’tcareverymuchaboutsoldiers,perhaps——theybelongtothelowerclasses,andyouthinkofthemasroughmen。Butletmeshowyouwhatisgoingonamongourcollegestudents——amongthemenourdaughtersaresomedaytomarry。Letmeshowyouthewomenwhopreyuponthem!Perhaps,whoknows——Icanshowyoutheverywomanwhowasthecauseofallthemiseryinyourownfamily!\" AndasMonsieurLochesrosefromhischair,thedoctorcametohimandtookhimbythehand。\"Promiseme,sir,\"hesaid,earnestly,\"thatyouwillcomebackandletmeteachyoumoreaboutthesematters。ItisachancethatImustnotletgo——thefirsttimeinmylifethatIevergotholdofareallivedeputy! Comeandmakeastudyofthissubject,andletustrytoworkoutsomesensibleplan,andgetseriouslytoworktoremedythesefrightfulevils!\" CHAPTERVI GeorgelivedwithhismotherafterHenriettehadlefthishome。 Hewaswretchedlyunhappyandlonely。Hecouldfindnointerestinanyofthethingswhichhadpleasedhimbefore。Hewasashamedtomeetanyofhisfriends,becauseheimaginedthateveryonemusthaveheardthedreadfulstory——orbecausehewasnotequaltomakingupexplanationsforhismournfulstate。Henolongercaredmuchabouthiswork。Whatwastheuseofmakingareputationorearninglargefeeswhenonehadnothingtospendthemfor? Allhisthoughtswerefixeduponthewifeandchildhehadlost。 HewasremindedofHenrietteinathousandways,andeachwaybroughthimaseparatepangofgrief。Hehadneverrealizedhowmuchhehadcometodependuponherineverylittlething——untilnow,whenhercompanionshipwaswithdrawnfromhim,andeverythingseemedtobeablank。Hewouldcomehomeatnight,andoppositetohimatthedinner—tablewouldbehismother,silentandspectral。HowdifferentfromthedayswhenHenriettewasthere,radiantandmerry,eagertobetoldeverythingthathadhappenedtohimthroughtheday! TherewasalsohisworryaboutlittleGervaise。Hemightnolongerhearhowshewasdoing,forhecouldnotgetupcouragetoaskhismotherthenews。ThuspoorGeorgewaspayingforhissins。Hecouldmakenocomplaintsagainsttheprice,howeverhigh——onlysometimeshewonderedwhetherhewouldbeabletopayit。Thereweretimesofsuchdiscouragementthathethoughtofdifferentwaysofkillinghimself。 Acuriousadventurebefellhimduringthisperiod。Hewaswalkingonedayinthepark,whenhesawapproachingagirlwhosefacestruckhimasfamiliar。Atfirsthecouldnotrecollectwherehehadseenher。Itwasonlywhenshewasnearlyoppositehimthatherealized——itwasthegirlwhohadbeenthecauseofallhismisery! Hetriedtolookaway,buthewastoolate。Hereyeshadcaughthis,andshenoddedandthenstopped,exclaiming,\"Why,howdoyoudo?\" Georgehadtofaceher。\"Howdoyoudo?\"heresponded,weakly。 Sheheldoutherhandandhehadtotakeit,buttherewasnotmuchwelcomeinhisclasp。\"Wherehaveyoubeenkeepingyourself?\"sheasked。Then,ashehesitated,shelaughedgood— naturedly,\"What’sthematter?Youdon’tseemgladtoseeme。\" Thegirl——Theresewashername——hadalittlepackageunderherarm,asifshehadbeenshopping。Shewasnotwelldressed,aswhenGeorgehadmetherbefore,anddoubtlessshethoughtthatwasthereasonforhislackofcordiality。Thismadehimratherashamed,andso,onlyhalfrealizingwhathewasdoing,hebegantostrollalongwithher。 \"Whydidyounevercometoseemeagain?\"sheasked。 Georgehesitated。\"I——I——\"hestammered——\"I’vebeenmarriedsincethen。\" Shelaughed。\"Oh!Sothat’sit!\"Andthen,astheycametoabenchundersometrees,\"Won’tyousitdownawhile?\"Therewasallurementinherglance,butitmadeGeorgeshudder。Itwasincredibletohimthathehadeverbeenattractedbythiscrudegirl。Thespellwasnowbrokencompletely。 Shequicklysawthatsomethingwaswrong。\"Youdon’tseemverycheerful,\"shesaid。\"What’sthematter?\" Andtheman,staringather,suddenlyblurtedout,\"Don’tyouknowwhatyoudidtome?\" \"WhatIdidtoyou?\"Thereserepeatedwonderingly。 \"Youmustknow!\"heinsisted。 Andthenshetriedtomeethisgazeandcouldnot。\"Why——\"shestammered。 Therewassilencebetweenthem。WhenGeorgespokeagainhisvoicewaslowandtrembling。\"Youruinedmywholelife,\"hesaid——\"notonlymine,butmyfamily’s。Howcouldyoudoit?\" Shestrovetolaughitoff。\"Acheerfultopicforanafternoonstroll!\" ForalongwhileGeorgedidnotanswer。Then,almostinawhisper,herepeated,\"Howcouldyoudoit?\" \"Someonedidittomefirst,\"wastheresponse。\"Aman!\" \"Yes,\"saidGeorge,\"buthedidn’tknow。\" \"Howcanyoutellwhetherheknewornot?\" \"Youknew?\"heinquired,wonderingly。 Theresehesitated。\"Yes,Iknew,\"shesaidatlast,defiantly。 \"Ihaveknownforyears。\" \"AndI’mnottheonlyman。\" Shelaughed。\"Iguessnot!\" Therefollowedalongpause。Atlastheresumed,\"Idon’twanttoblameyou;there’snothingtobegainedbythat;it’sdone,andcan’tbeundone。ButsometimesIwonderaboutit。Ishouldliketounderstand——whydidyoudoit?\" \"Why?That’seasyenough。IdiditbecauseIhavetolive。\" \"Youlivethatway?\"heexclaimed。 \"Whyofcourse。Whatdidyouthink?\" \"Ithoughtyouwerea——a——\"Hehesitated。 \"YouthoughtIwasrespectable,\"laughedTherese。\"Well,that’sjustalittlegameIwasplayingonyou。\" \"ButIdidn’tgiveyouanymoney!\"heargued。 \"Notthattime,\"shesaid,\"butIthoughtyouwouldcomeback。\" Hesatgazingather。\"Andyouearnyourlivingthatwaystill?\" heasked。\"Whenyouknowwhat’sthematterwithyou!Whenyouknow——\" \"WhatcanIdo?Ihavetolive,don’tI?\" \"Butdon’tyoueventakecareofyourself?Surelytheremustbesomeway,someplace——\" \"Thereformatory,perhaps,\"shesneered。\"No,thanks!I’llgotherewhenthepolicecatchme,notbefore。Iknowsomegirlsthathavetriedthat。\" \"Butaren’tyouafraid?\"criedtheman。\"Andthethingsthatwillhappentoyou!Haveyouevertalkedtoadoctor——orreadabook?\" \"Iknow,\"shesaid。\"I’veseenitall。Ifitcomestome,I’llgooverthesideofoneofthebridgessomedarknight。\" Georgesatlostinthought。Astrangeadventureitseemedtohim——tomeetthisgirlundersuchdifferentcircumstances!Itwasasifhewerewatchingaplayfrombehindthescenesinsteadofinfront。Ifonlyhehadhadthisnewviewintime——howdifferentwouldhavebeenhislife!Andhowterribleitwastothinkoftheotherswhodidn’tknow——theaudiencewhowerestillsittingoutinfront,watchingthespectacle,interestedinit!\" HisthoughtscamebacktoTherese。Hewascuriousaboutherandthelifeshelived。\"Tellmealittleaboutit,\"hesaid。\"Howyoucametobedoingthis。\"Andheadded,\"Don’tthinkIwanttopreach;I’dreallyliketounderstand。\" \"Oh,it’sacommonstory,\"shesaid——\"nothingespeciallyromantic。IcametoPariswhenIwasagirl。Myparentshaddied,andIhadnofriends,andIdidn’tknowwhattodo。Igotaplaceasanursemaid。Iwasseventeenyearsoldthen,andI didn’tknowanything。IbelievedwhatIwastold,andIbelievedmyemployer。Hiswifewasillinahospital,andhesaidhewantedtomarrymewhenshedied。Well,Ilikedhim,andIwassorryforhim——andthenthefirstthingIknewIhadababy。Andthenthewifecameback,andIwasturnedoff。Ihadbeenafool,ofcourse。IfIhadbeeninherplaceshouldhavedonejustwhatshedid。\" Thegirlwasspeakinginacold,matter—of—factvoice,asofthingsaboutwhichshewasnolongerabletosuffer。\"So,thereIwas——onthestreet,\"shewenton。\"Youhavealwayshadmoney,acomfortablehome,education,friendstohelpyou——allthat。 Youcan’timaginehowitistobeintheworldwithoutanyofthesethings。IlivedonmysavingsaslongasIcould;thenI hadtoleavemybabyinafoundling’shome,andIwentouttodomyfivehoursontheboulevards。Youknowthegame,Ihavenodoubt。\" Yes,Georgeknewthegame。Somehoworotherhenolongerfeltbittertowardsthispoorcreature。Shewaspartofthesystemofwhichhewasavictimalso。Therewasnothingtobegainedbyhatingeachother。Justasthedoctorsaid,whatwasneededwasenlightenment。\"Listen,\"hesaid,\"whydon’tyoutrytogetcured?\" \"Ihaven’tgottheprice,\"wastheanswer。 \"Well,\"hesaid,hesitatingly,\"Iknowadoctor——oneofthereallygoodmen。Hehasafreeclinic,andI’venodoubthewouldtakeyouinifIaskedhimto。\" \"YOUaskhim?\"echoedtheother,lookingatGeorgeinsurprise。 Theyoungmanfeltsomewhatuncomfortable。HewasnotusedtoplayingtheroleofthegoodSamaritan。\"I——Ineednottellhimaboutus,\"hestammered。\"IcouldjustsaythatImetyou。I havehadsuchawretchedtimemyself,Ifeelsorryforanybodythat’sinthesameplight。IshouldliketohelpyouifI could。\" Thegirlsatstaringbeforeher,lostinthought。\"Ihavetreatedyoubadly,Iguess,\"shesaid。\"I’msorry。I’mashamedofmyself。\" Georgetookapencilandpaperfromhispocketandwrotethedoctor’saddress。\"Hereitis,\"hesaid,inabusiness—likeway,becausehefeltthatotherwisehecouldbecomesentimental。Hewashalftemptedtotellthewomanwhathadhappenedtohim,andallaboutHenrietteandthesickchild;butherealizedthatthatwouldnotdo。Soheroseandshookhandswithherandleft。 Thenexttimehesawthedoctorhetoldhimaboutthisgirl。Hedecidedtotellhimthetruth——havingalreadymadesomanymistakestryingtoconcealthings。Thedoctoragreedtotreatthewoman,makingtheconditionthatGeorgepromisenottoseeheragain。 Theyoungmanwasrathershockedatthis。\"Doctor,\"heexclaimed,\"Iassureyouyouaremistaken。Thethingyouhaveinmindwouldbeutterlyimpossible。\" \"Iknow,\"saidtheother,\"youthinkso。ButIthink,youngman,thatIknowmoreaboutlifethanyoudo。Whenamanandawomanhaveoncecommittedsuchasin,itiseasyforthemtoslipback。 Thelesstimetheyspendtalkingabouttheirmisfortunes,andbeinggenerousandforbearingtoeachother,thebetterforthemboth。\" \"But,Doctor,\"criedGeorge。\"IloveHenriette!Icouldnotpossiblyloveanyoneelse。Itwouldbehorribletome!\" \"Yes,\"saidthedoctor。\"ButyouarenotlivingwithHenriette。 Youarewanderinground,notknowingwhattodowithyourselfnext。\" TherewasnoneedforanybodytotellGeorgethat。\"Whatdoyouthink?\"heaskedabruptly。\"Isthereanyhopeforme?\" \"Ithinkthereis,\"saidtheother,who,inspiteofhisresolution,hadbecomeasortofambassadorfortheunhappyhusband。HehadtogototheLocheshousetoattendthechild,andsohecouldnothelpseeingHenriette,andtalkingtoheraboutthechild’shealthandherownfuture。HeconsideredthatGeorgehadhadhislesson,andurgedupontheyoungwifethathewouldbewiserinfuture,andsafetotrust。 Georgehadindeedlearnedmuch。Hegotnewlessonseverytimehewenttocallatthephysician’soffice——hecouldreadtheminthefacesofthepeoplehesawthere。Onedaywhenhewasaloneinthewaiting—room,thedoctorcameoutofhisinneroffice,talkingtoanelderlygentleman,whomGeorgerecognizedasthefatherofoneofhisclassmatesatcollege。Thefatherwasalittleshopkeeper,andtheyoungmanrememberedhowpatheticallyproudhehadbeenofhisson。Coulditbe,thoughtGeorge,thatthisoldmanwasavictimofsyphilis? Butitwastheson,andnotthefather,whowasthesubjectoftheconsultation。Theoldmanwasspeakinginadeeplymovedvoice,andhestoodsothatGeorgecouldnothelphearingwhathesaid。\"Perhapsyoucan’tunderstand,\"hesaid,\"justwhatitmeanstous——thehopeswehadofthatboy!Suchafinefellowhewas,andagoodfellow,too,sir!Weweresoproudofhim;wehadbledourveinstokeephimincollege——andnowjustsee!\" \"Don’tdespair,sir,\"saidthedoctor,\"we’lltrytocurehim。\" AndheaddedwiththatsamenoteofsorrowinhisvoicewhichGeorgehadheard,\"Whydidyouwaitsolongbeforeyoubroughttheboytome?\" \"HowwasItoknowwhathehad?\"criedtheother。\"Hedidn’tdaretellme,sir——hewasafraidofmyscoldinghim。Andinthemeantimethediseasewasrunningitscourse。Whenherealizedthathehadit,hewentsecretlytooneofthequacks,whorobbedhim,anddidn’tcurehim。Youknowhowitis,sir。\" \"Yes,Iknow,\"saidthedoctor。 \"Suchthingsoughtnottobepermitted,\"criedtheoldman。 \"Whatisourgovernmentaboutthatitallowssuchthingstogoon?Taketheconditionsthereatthecollegewheremypoorboywasruined。Attheverygatesofthebuildingthesewomenarewaitingforthelads!Oughttheytobepermittedtodebauchyoungboysonlyfifteenyearsold?Haven’twegotpoliceenoughtopreventathinglikethat?Tellme,sir!\" \"Onewouldthinkso,\"saidthedoctor,patiently。 \"Butisitthatthepolicedon’twantto?\" \"Nodoubttheyhavethesameexcuseasalltherest——theydon’tknow。Takecourage,sir;wehavecuredworsecasesthanyourson’s。Andsomeday,perhaps,weshallbeabletochangetheseconditions。\" Sohewentonwiththeman,leavingGeorgewithsomethingtothinkabout。Howmuchhecouldhavetoldthemaboutwhathadhappenedtothatyoungfellowwhenonlyfifteenyearsold!Ithadnotbeenaltogetherthefaultofthewomenwhowerelurkingoutsideofthecollegegates;itwasafactthattheboy’sclassmateshadteasedhimandridiculedhim,hadliterallymadehislifeatorment,untilhehadyieldedtotemptation。 Itwastheold,oldstoryofignorantandunguidedschoolboysallovertheworld!Theythoughtthattobechastewastobeweakandfoolish;thatafellowwasnotamanunlessheledalifeofdebaucheryliketherest。Andwhatdidtheyknowaboutthesedreadfuldiseases?Theyhadthemosthorriblesuperstitions—— ideasofcuressoloathsomethattheycouldnotbesetdowninprint;ideasasignorantanddestructiveasthoseofsavagesintheheartofAfrica。Andyoumighthearthemlaughingandjestingaboutoneanother’scondition。Theymightbeafflictedwithdiseaseswhichwouldhavethemostterribleafter—effectsupontheirwholelivesandupontheirfamilies——diseaseswhichcausetensofthousandsofsurgicaloperationsuponwomen,andalargepercentageofblindnessandidiocyinchildren——andyoumighthearthemconfidentlyexpresstheopinionthatthesediseaseswerenoworsethanabadcold! Andallthismassofmiseryandignorancecoveredoverandclampeddownbyatabooofsilence,imposedbythehorriblesuperstitionofsex—prudery!Georgewentoutfromthedoctor’sofficetremblingwithexcitementoverthissituation。Oh,whyhadnotsomeonewarnedhimintime?Whydidn’tthedoctorsandtheteachersliftuptheirvoicesandtellyoungmenaboutthesefrightfuldangers?Hewantedtogooutinthehighwaysandpreachithimself——exceptthathedarednot,becausehecouldnotexplaintotheworldhisownsuddeninterestinthisforbiddentopic。 Thesewasonlyonepersonhedaredtotalkto:thatwashismother——towhomheoughttohavetalkedmany,manyyearsbefore。 Hewasmovedtomentiontohertheinterviewhehadoverheardinthedoctor’soffice。Inasuddenburstofgriefhetoldherofhisstrugglesandtemptations;hepleadedwithhertogotoHenrietteoncemore——totellherthesethings,andtrytomakeherrealizethathealonewasnottoblameforthem,thattheywereaconditionwhichprevailedeverywhere,thattheonlydifferencebetweenherhusbandandothermenwasthathehadhadthemisfortunetobecaught。 TherewaspressurebeingappliedtoHenriettefromseveralsides。 Afterall,whatcouldshedo?Shewascomfortableinherfather’shome,sofarasthephysicalsideofthingswent;butsheknewthatallherfriendsweregossipingandspeculatingaboutherseparationfromherhusband,andsoonerorlatershewouldhavetomakeuphermind,eithertoseparatepermanentlyfromGeorgeortoreturntohim。Therewasnotmuchhappinessforherinthethoughtofgettingadivorcefromamanwhomdeepinherheartsheloved。Shewouldbepracticallyawidowtherestofherlife,andthehomeinwhichpoorlittleGervaisewouldbebroughtupwouldnotbeacheerfulone。 Georgewasreadytoofferanyterms,ifonlyshewouldcomebacktohishome。TheymightliveseparatelivesforaslongasHenriettewished。Theywouldhavenomorechildrenuntilthedoctordeclareditwasquitesafe;andinthemeantimehewouldbehumbleandpatient,andwouldtryhisbesttoatoneforthewrongthathehaddoneher。 TotheseargumentsMadameDupontaddedothersofherown。Shetoldthegirlsomethingswhichthroughbitterexperienceshehadlearnedaboutthenatureandhabitsofmen;thingsthatshouldbetoldtoeverygirlbeforemarriage,butwhichalmostallofthemarelefttofindoutafterwards,withterriblesufferinganddisillusionment。WhateverGeorge’ssinsmayhavebeen,hewasamanwhohadbeenchastenedbysuffering,andwouldknowhowtovalueawoman’slovefortherestofhislife。Notallmenknewthat——noteventhosewhohadbeenfortunateinescapingfromtheso—called\"shamefuldisease。\" Henriettewasalsohearingargumentsfromherfather,whobythistimehadhadtimetothinkthingsover,andhadcometotheconclusionthatthedoctorwasright。Hehadnotedhisson—in— law’spatienceandpenitence,andhadalsomadesurethatinspiteofeverythingHenriettestilllovedhim。Thebabyapparentlywasdoingwell;andtheFrenchman,withhisstrongsenseoffamilyties,feltitaseriousmattertoseparateachildpermanentlyfromitsfather。Sointheendhecasttheweightofhisinfluenceinfavorofareconciliation,andHenriettereturnedtoherhusband,upontermswhichthedoctorlaiddown。 Thedoctorplayedinthesenegotiationsthepartwhichhehadnotbeenallowedtoplayinthemarriage。Forthedeputywasnowthoroughlyawaketotheimportanceofthedutyheowedhisdaughter。Infact,hehadbecomesomewhatofa\"crank\"uponthewholesubject。Hehadattendedseveralofthedoctor’sclinics,andhadreadbooksandpamphletsonthesubjectofsyphilis,andwasnowdeterminedthatthereshouldbesomepracticalstepstowardsreform。 Attheoutset,hehadtakentheattitudeoftheaveragelegislator,thatthethingtodowastostrengthenthelawsagainstprostitution,andtoenforcethemmorestrictly。HeechoedthecryoftheoldmanwhomGeorgehadheardinthedoctor’soffice:\"Aretherenotenoughpolice?\" \"Wemustgotothesource,\"hedeclared。\"Wemustproceedagainstthesemiserablewomen——veritablepoisonersthattheyare!\" Hereallythoughtthiswasgoingtothesource!Butthedoctorwasquicktoanswerhisarguments。\"Poisoners?\"hesaid。\"Youforgetthattheyhavefirstbeenpoisoned。Everyoneofthesewomenwhocommunicatesthediseasehasfirstreceiveditfromsomeman。\" MonsieurLochesadvancedtohissecondidea,topunishthemen。 Butthedoctorhadlittleinterestinthisideaeither。Hehadseenittriedsomanytimes——suchalawcouldneverbeenforced。 Whatmustcomefirstwaseducation,andbythismeansamodificationofmorals。Peoplemustceasetotreatsyphilisasamysteriousevil,ofwhichnoteventhenamecouldbepronounced。 \"But,\"objectedtheother,\"onecannotlayitbaretochildreninoureducationalinstitutions!\" \"Whynot?\"askedthedoctor。 \"Because,sir,therearecuriositieswhichitwouldbeimprudenttoawaken。\" Thedoctorbecamemuchexcitedwheneverheheardthisargument。 \"Youbelievethatyouarepreventingthesecuriositiesfromawakening?\"hedemanded。\"Iappealtothose——bothmenandwomen——whohavepassedthroughcollegesandboardingschools! Suchcuriositiescannotbesmothered,andtheysatisfythemselvesasbesttheycan,basely,vilely。Itellyou,sir,thereisnothingimmoralabouttheactwhichperpetuateslifebymeansoflove。Butweorganizearoundit,sofarasconcernsourchildren,agiganticandrigorousconspiracyofsilence。Theworthycitizentakeshisdaughterandhissontopopularmusicalcomedies,wheretheylistentothingswhichwouldmakeamonkeyblush;butitisforbiddentodiscussseriouslybeforetheyoungthatactoflovewhichpeopleseemtothinktheyshouldonlyknowofthroughblasphemiesandprofanations!Eitherthatactisathingofwhichpeoplecanspeakwithoutblushing——orelse,sir,itisamatterfortheinnuendoesofthecabaretandthewitticismsofthemessroom!Pornographyisadmitted,butscienceisnot!Itellyou,sir,thatisthethingwhichmustbechanged!Wemustelevatethesouloftheyoungmanbytakingthesefactsoutoftherealmofmysteryandofslang。Wemustawakeninhimaprideinthatcreativepowerwithwhicheachoneofusisendowed。Wemustmakehimunderstandthatheisasortoftempleinwhichispreparedthefutureoftherace,andwemustteachhimthathemusttransmit,intact,theheritageentrustedtohim——thepreciousheritagewhichhasbeenbuiltoutofthetearsandmiseriesandsufferingsofaninterminablelineofancestors!\" Sothedoctorargued。Hebroughtforthcaseaftercasetoprovethattheprostitutewaswhatshewas,notbecauseofinnatevileness,butbecauseofeconomicconditions。IthappenedthatthedeputycametooneoftheclinicswherehemetTherese。Thedoctorbroughtherintohisconsultingroom,aftertellingherthattheimposing—lookinggentlemanwasafriendofthedirectoroftheopera,andmightbeabletorecommendherforapositiononthestagetowhichsheaspired。\"Tellhimallaboutyourself,\"hesaid,\"howyoulive,andwhatyoudo,andwhatyouwouldliketodo。Youwillgethiminterestedinyou。\" Sothepoorgirlretoldthestoryofherlife。Shespokeinamatter—of—factvoice,andwhenshecametotellhowshehadbeenobligedtoleaveherbabyinthefoundlingasylum,shewassurprisedthatMonsieurLochesshowedhorror。\"WhatcouldIdo?\" shedemanded。\"HowcouldIhavetakencareofit?\" \"Didn’tyouevermissit?\"heasked。 \"OfcourseImissedit。Butwhatdifferencedidthatmake?Itwouldhavediedofhungerwithme。\" \"Still,\"hesaid,\"itwasyourchild——\" \"Itwasthefather’schild,too,wasn’tit?Muchattentionhepaidtoit!IfIhadbeensureofgettingmoneyenough,Iwouldhaveputitouttonurse。Butwiththetwenty—fiveorthirtyfrancsamonthIcouldhaveearnedasaservant,couldIhavepaidforababy?That’sthesituationagirlfaces——solongasI wantedtoremainhonest,itwasimpossibleformetokeepmychild。Youanswer,perhaps,’Youdidn’tstayhonestanyway。’ That’strue。Butthen——whenyouarehungry,andaniceyoungfellowoffersyoudinner,you’dhavetobemadeofwoodtorefusehim。Ofcourse,ifIhadhadatrade——butIdidn’thaveany。SoIwentonthestreet——Youknowhowitis。\" \"Tellusaboutit,\"saidthedoctor。\"Thisgentlemanisfromthecountry。\" \"Isthatso?\"saidthegirl。\"Ineversupposedtherewasanyonewhodidn’tknowaboutsuchthings。Well,Itookthepartofalittleworking—girl。Averysimpledress——thingsIhadmadeespeciallyforthat——alittlebundleinablacknapkincarriedinmyhand——soIwalkedalongwheretheshopsare。It’stiresome,becausetodoitright,youhavetopatteralongfast。ThenI stopbeforeashop,andninetimesoutoften,thereyouare!A funnythingisthatthemen——you’dimaginetheyhadagreedonthewordstoapproachyouwith。Theyhaveonlytwophrases;theynevervarythem。It’seither,’Youaregoingfast,littleone。’ Orit’s,’Aren’tyouafraidallalone?’Onethingortheother。 Oneknowsprettywellwhattheymean。Isn’titso?\"Thegirlpaused,thenwenton。\"Again,Iwouldgetmyselfupasayoungwidow。There,too,onehastowalkfast:Idon’tknowwhythatshouldbeso,butitis。Afteraminuteortwoofconversation,theygenerallyfindoutthatIamnotayoungwidow,butthatdoesn’tmakeanydifference——theygoonjustthesame。\" \"Whoarethemen?\"askedthedeputy。\"Clerks?Travelingsalesmen?\" \"Notmuch,\"sheresponded。\"Ikeepalookoutforgentlemen——likeyourself。\" \"TheySAYtheyaregentlemen,\"hesuggested。 \"SometimesIcanseeit,\"wastheresponse。\"Sometimestheywearorders。It’sfunny——iftheyhaveonaribbonwhenyoufirstnoticethem,theyfollowyou,andpresto——theribbonisgone!I alwayslaughoverthat。I’vewatchedthemintheglassoftheshopwindows。Theytrytolookunconcerned,butastheywalkalongtheysnapouttheribbonwiththeirthumb——asoneshellslittlepeas,youknow。\" Shepaused;then,asnoonejoinedinherlaugh,shecontinued,\"Well,atlastthepolicegotafterme,That’sastorythatI’veneverbeenabletounderstand。Thosefilthymengavemeanastydisease,andthenIwastobeshutinprisonforit!Thatwasalittletoomuch,itseemstome。\" \"Well,\"saidthedoctor,grimly,\"yourevengedyourselfonthem—— fromwhatyouhavetoldme。\" Theotherlaughed。\"Oh,yes,\"shesaid。\"Ihadmyinnings。\" SheturnedtoMonsieurLoches。\"Youwantmetotellyouthat? Well,justontheverydayIlearnedthatthepolicewereafterme,Iwascominghomefurious,naturally。ItwasontheBoulevardSt。Denis,ifyouknowtheplace——andwhomdoyouthinkImet?Myoldmaster——theonewhogotmeintotrouble,youknow。 Thereitwas,God’sownwill!Isaidtomyself,’Now,mygoodfellow,here’sthetimewhereyoupaymewhatyouoweme,andwithinterest,too!’Iputonalittlesmile——oh,itdidn’ttakeverylong,youmaybesure!\" Thewomanpaused;herfacedarkened,andshewenton,inavoicetremblingwithagitation:\"WhenIhadlefthim,Iwasseizedwitharage。Asortofmadnessgotintomyblood。Itookonallthemenwhoofferedthemselves,forwhatevertheyofferedme,fornothing,iftheydidn’toffermeanything。ItookasmanyasI could,theyoungestonesandthehandsomestones。Justso!I onlygavethembackwhattheyhadgiventome。AndsincethattimeIhaven’treallycaredaboutanyoneanymore。Ijustturneditallintoajoke。\"Shepaused,andthenlookingatthedeputy,andreadinginhisfacethehorrorwithwhichhewasregardingher,\"Oh,Iamnottheonlyone!\"sheexclaimed。\"Therearelotsofotherwomenwhodothesame。Tobesure,itisnotforvengeance——itisbecausetheymusthavesomethingtoeat。Forevenifyouhavesyphilis,youhavetoeat,don’tyou?Eh?\" Shehadturnedtothedoctor,buthedidnotanswer。Therewasalongsilence;andthenthinkingthathisfriend,thedeputy,hadheardenoughforonesession,thedoctorrose。Hedismissedthewoman,thecauseofallGeorgeDupont’smisfortunes,andturningtoMonsieurLoches,said:\"ItwasonpurposethatIbroughtthatwretchedprostitutebeforeyou。Inherthewholestoryissummedup——notmerelythestoryofyourson—in—law,butthatofallthevictimsoftheredplague。Thatwomanherselfisavictim,andsheisasymboloftheevilwhichwehavecreatedandwhichfallsuponourownheadsagain。Icouldaddnothingtoherstory,I onlyaskyou,MonsieurLoches——whennextyouareproposingnewlawsintheChamberofDeputies,nottoforgetthehorrorswhichthatpoorwomanhasexposedtoyou!\"