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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:17929更新时间:19/01/02 15:05:49
Contents: MomentsofVisionTheVoiceofThings\"Whybeatpains?\" \"Wesatatthewindow\" AfternoonServiceatMellstockAttheWicket—gateInaMuseumApostrophetoanOldPsalmTuneAttheWord\"Farewell\" FirstSightofHerandAfterTheRivalHeredity\"Youwerethesortthatmenforget\" She,I,andTheyNearLanivet,1872 JoysofMemoryTotheMoonCopyingArchitectureinanOldMinsterToShakespeareQuidhicagis? OnaMidsummerEveTimingHerBeforeKnowledgeTheBlindedBird\"Thewindblewwords\" TheFadedFaceTheRiddleTheDuelAtMayfairLodgingsTomyFather’sViolinTheStatueofLibertyTheBackgroundandtheFigureTheChangeSittingontheBridgeTheYoungChurchwarden\"Itravelasaphantomnow\" LinestoaMovementinMozart’sE—flatSymphony\"Intheseventies\" ThePedigreeThisHeart。AWoman’sDreamWheretheylivedTheOccultationLifelaughsOnwardThePeace—offering\"Somethingtapped\" TheWoundAMerrymakinginQuestion\"Isaidandsangherexcellence\" AJanuaryNight。1879 AKissTheAnnouncementTheOxenTheTressesThePhotographOnaHeathAnAnniversary\"BytheRunicStone\" ThePinkFrockTransformationsInherPrecinctsTheLastSignalTheHouseofSilenceGreatThingsTheChimesTheFigureintheScene\"WhydidIsketch\" ConjectureTheBlowLovetheMonopolistAtMiddle—fieldGateinFebruaryTheYouthwhocarriedaLightTheHeadabovetheFogOverlookingtheRiverStourTheMusicalBoxOnSturminsterFoot—bridgeRoyalSponsorsOldFurnitureAThoughtinTwoMoodsTheLastPerformance\"Youonthetower\" TheInterloperLogsontheHearthTheSunshadeTheAgeingHouseTheCagedGoldfinchAtMadameTussaud’sinVictorianYearsTheBalletTheFiveStudentsTheWind’sProphecyDuringWindandRainHeprefersherEarthlyTheDollsMollygoneABackwardSpringLookingAcrossAtaSeasideTownin1869 TheGlimpseThePedestrian\"Who’sinthenextroom?\" AtaCountryFairTheMemorialBrass:186— HerLove—birdsPayingCallsTheUpperBirch—Leaves\"Itneverlookslikesummer\" EverythingcomesTheManwithaPastHefearshisGoodFortuneHewondersaboutHimselfJubilateHerevisitshisFirstSchool\"Ithought,myheart\" FragmentMidnightontheGreatWesternHoneymoonTimeatanInnTheRobin\"IroseandwenttoRou’tortown\" TheNettlesInaWaiting—roomTheClock—winderOldExcursionsTheMaskedFaceInaWhisperingGalleryTheSomethingthatsavedHimTheEnemy’sPortraitImaginingsOntheDoorstepSignsandTokensPathsofFormerTimeTheClockoftheYearsAtthePianoTheShadowontheStoneIntheGardenTheTreeandtheLadyAnUpbraidingTheYoungGlass—stainerLookingataPictureonanAnniversaryTheChoirmaster’sBurialTheManwhoforgotWhiledrawinginaChurchyard\"ForLifeIhadnevercaredgreatly\" POEMSOFWARANDPATRIOTISM: \"Menwhomarchaway\"(SongoftheSoldiers) HisCountryEnglandtoGermanyin1914 OntheBelgianExpatriationAnAppealtoAmericaonbehalfoftheBelgianDestituteThePityofItInTimeofWarsandTumultsInTimeof\"theBreakingofnations\" CryoftheHomelessBeforeMarchingandAfter\"Oftenwhenwarring\" ThenandNowACalltoNationalServiceTheDeadandtheLivingOneANewYear’sEveinWarTime\"Imetaman\" \"Ilookedupfrommywriting\" FINALE: TheComingoftheEndAfterwardsMOMENTSOFVISION ThatmirrorWhichmakesofmenatransparency,WhoholdsthatmirrorAndbidsussuchabreast—barespectacleseeOfyouandme? ThatmirrorWhosemagicpenetrateslikeadart,WholiftsthatmirrorAndthrowsourmindbackonus,andourheart,Untilwestart? ThatmirrorWorkswellinthesenighthoursofache; WhyinthatmirrorAretinctsweneverseeourselvesoncetakeWhentheworldisawake? ThatmirrorCantesteachmortalwhenunaware; Yea,thatstrangemirrorMaycatchhislastthoughts,wholelifefoulorfair,Glassingit——where? THEVOICEOFTHINGS FortyAugusts——aye,andseveralmore——ago,WhenIpacedtheheadlandsloosedfromdullemploy,Thewaveshuzza’dlikeamultitudebelowIntheswayofanall—includingjoyWithoutcloy。 BlanklyIwalkedthereadoubledecadeafter,Whenthwartshadflungtheirtoilsinfrontofme,AndIheardthewaterswagginginalongironiclaughterAtthelotofmen,andallthevapouryThingsthatbe。 WheelingchangehassetmeagainstandingwhereOnceIheardthewaveshuzzaatLammas—tide; Buttheysupplicatenow——likeacongregationthereWhomurmurtheConfession——Ioutside,Prayerdenied。 \"WHYBEATPAINS?\" (Wooer’sSong) WhybeatpainsthatIshouldknowYousoughtnotme? Dobreezes,then,makefeaturesglowSorosily? Come,thelitportisatourback,Andthetumblingsea; ElsewherethelamplessuphilltrackTouncertainty! Oshouldnotwetwowaifsjoinhands? Iamalone,YouwouldenrichmemorethanlandsBybeingmyown。 Yet,thoughthisfacilemomentflies,Closeisyourtone,Andereto—morrow’sdewfalldriesIploughtheunknown。 \"WESATATTHEWINDOW\" (Bournemouth,1875) Wesatatthewindowlookingout,AndtheraincamedownlikesilkenstringsThatSwithin’sday。EachgutterandspoutBabbleduncheckedinthebusywayOfwitlessthings: Nothingtoread,nothingtoseeSeemedinthatroomforherandmeOnSwithin’sday。 Wewereirkedbythescene,byourownselves;yes,ForIdidnotknow,nordidsheinferHowmuchtherewastoreadandguessByherinme,andtoseeandcrownBymeinher。 Wastedweretwosoulsintheirprime,Andgreatwasthewaste,thatJulytimeWhentheraincamedown。 AFTERNOONSERVICEATMELLSTOCK (Circa1850) OnafternoonsofdrowsycalmWestoodinthepanelledpew,Singingone—voicedaTate—and—BradypsalmTothetuneof\"CambridgeNew。\" Wewatchedtheelms,wewatchedtherooks,Thecloudsuponthebreeze,Betweenthewhilesofglancingatourbooks,Andswayinglikethetrees。 Somindlesswerethoseoutpourings!— ThoughIamnotawareThatIhavegainedbysubtlethoughtonthingsSincewestoodpsalmingthere。 ATTHEWICKET—GATE Therefloatedthesoundsofchurch—chiming,Butnoonewasnigh,Tilltherecame,asabreakintheloneness,Herfather,she,I。 Andweslowlymovedontothewicket,Anddownlookingstood,Tillanonpeoplepassed,andamidthemWepartedforgood。 Greater,wiser,mayparttherethanwethreeWhopartedtherethen,ButneverwillFatescolder—featuredHoldswaythereagain。 OfthechurchgoersthroughthestillmeadowsNosingleoneknewWhataplaywasplayedundertheireyesthereAsthencewewithdrew。 INAMUSEUM I Here’sthemouldofamusicalbirdlongpassedfromlight,Whichovertheearthbeforemancamewaswinging; There’sacontraltovoiceIheardlastnight,Thatlodgesinmestillwithitssweetsinging。 II SuchadreamisTimethatthecooofthisancientbirdHasperishednot,butisblent,orwillbeblendingMidvisionlesswildsofspacewiththevoicethatIheard,Inthefull—fuguedsongoftheuniverseunending。 EXETER。 APOSTROPHETOANOLDPSALMTUNE Imetyoufirst——ah,whendidIfirstmeetyou? WhenIwasfullofwonder,andinnocent,Standingmeek—eyedwiththoseofchoricbent,WhiledimmingdaygrewdimmerInthepulpit—glimmer。 MuchriperinyearsImetyou——inatempleWheresummersunsetstreameduponourshapes,Andyouspreadovermelikeagauzethatdrapes,Andflappedfromfloortorafters,Sweetasangels’laughters。 ButyouhadbeenstrippedofsomeofyouroldvestureByMonk,oranother。Nowyouworenofrill,Andatfirstyoustartledme。ButIknewyoustill,ThoughImissedtheminim’swaver,Andthedottedquaver。 Igrewaccustomedtoyouthus。AndyouhailedmeThroughonewhoevokedyouoften。ThenatlastYourraiserwasborneoff,andImournedyouhadpassedFrommylifewithyourlateoutsetter; TillIsaid,\"’Tisbetter!\" Butyouwaylaidme。Iroseandwentasaghostgoes,Andsaid,eyes—full\"I’llneverhearitagain! ItisovermuchforscathedandmemoriedmenWhensittingamongstrangepeopleUndertheirsteeple。\" Now,anewstirreroftonescallsyouupbeforemeAndwakesyourspeech,assheofEndordid(WhensoughtbySaulwho,indisguiseshid,Felldownontheearthtohearit) Samuel’sspirit。 So,yourquiredoraclesbeattilltheymakemetrembleAsIdiscernyourmienintheoldattire,HereintheseturmoiledyearsofbelligerentfireLivingstillon——andonward,maybe,TillDoom’sgreatdaybe! Sunday,August13,1916。 ATTHEWORD\"FAREWELL\" ShelookedlikeabirdfromacloudOntheclammylawn,Movingalone,bare—browedInthedimofdawn。 ThecandlesalightintheroomFormypartingmealMadeallthingswithoutdoorsloomStrange,ghostly,unreal。 Thehouritselfwasaghost,AnditseemedtomethenAsofchancesthechancefurthermostIshouldseeheragain。 IbeheldnotwhereallwassofleetThataPlanofthepastWhichhadruledusfrombirthtimetomeetWasinworkingatlast: NopreludedidIthereperceiveToadramaatall,OrforeshadowwhatfortunemightweaveFrombeginningssosmall; ButIroseasifquickedbyaspurIwasboundtoobey,AndsteppedthroughthecasementtoherStillaloneinthegray。 \"Iamleavingyou……Farewell!\"Isaid,AsIfollowedheronByanalleybareboughsoverspread; \"Isoonmustbegone!\" EventhenthescalemighthavebeenturnedAgainstlovebyafeather,—ButcrimsononecheekofhersburnedWhenwecameintogether。 FIRSTSIGHTOFHERANDAFTER AdayisdrawingtoitsfallIhadnotdreamedtosee; ThefirstofmanytoenthrallMyspirit,willitbe? OristhisevetheendofallSuchnewdelightforme? Ijourneyhome:thepatterngrowsOfmoonshadesontheway: \"Soonthefirstquarter,Isuppose,\" Sky—glancingtravellerssay; Irealizethatit,forthose,Hasbeenacommonday。 THERIVAL Ideterminedtofindoutwhoseitwas— Theportraithelookedatso,andsighed; BitterlyhaveIruedmymeannessAndweptforitsincehedied! Isearchedhisdeskwhenhewasaway,Andtherewasthelikeness——yes,myown! TakenwhenIwastheseason’sfairest,Andtime—linesallunknown。 Ismiledatmyimage,andputitback,Andhewentoncherishingit,untilIwaschafedthathelovednotthemethenliving,Butthatpastwomanstill。 Well,suchwasmyjealousyatlast,Idestroyedthatfaceoftheformerme; CouldyoueverhavedreamedtheheartofwomanWouldworksofoolishly! HEREDITY Iamthefamilyface; Fleshperishes,Iliveon,ProjectingtraitandtraceThroughtimetotimesanon,AndleapingfromplacetoplaceOveroblivion。 Theyears—heiredfeaturethatcanIncurveandvoiceandeyeDespisethehumanspanOfdurance——thatisI; Theeternalthinginman,Thatheedsnocalltodie。 \"YOUWERETHESORTTHATMENFORGET\" Youwerethesortthatmenforget; ThoughI——notyet!— Perhapsnotever。YourslightedweaknessAddstothestrengthofmyregret! You’dnottheart——youneverhadForgoodorbad— Tomakemenseehowsweetyourmeaning,Which,visible,hadcharmedthemglad。 Youwould,bywordsineptletfall,Offendthemall,EveniftheysawyourwarmdevotionWouldholdyourlife’sbloodattheircall。 YoulackedtheeyetounderstandThosefriendsoffhandWhosemodewascrude,thoughwhosedimpurportOutpricedthecourtesiesofthebland。 IamnowtheonlybeingwhoRemembersyouItmaybe。WhatawastethatNatureGrudgedsoulsodeartheartitsdue! SHE,I,ANDTHEY Iwassitting,Shewasknitting,Andtheportraitsofourfore—folkhungaround; Whentherestruckonusasigh; \"Ah——whatisthat?\"saidI: \"Wasitnotyou?\"saidshe。\"Asighdidsound。\" Ihadnotbreathedit,Northenight—windheavedit,Andhowitcametouswecouldnotguess; AndwelookedupateachfaceFramedandglazedthereinitsplace,Stillhearkening;butthenceforthwassilentness。 Halfindreaming,\"Thenitsmeaning,\" Saidwe,\"mustbesurelythis;thattheyrepineThatweshouldbethelastOfstocksonceunsurpassed,Andunabletokeepuptheirsturdyline。\" 1916。 NEARLANIVET,1872 Therewasastuntedhandpostjustonthecrest,Onlyafewfeethigh: Shewastired,andwestoppedinthetwilight—timeforherrest,Atthecrosswaysclosethereby。 Sheleantback,beingsoweary,againstitsstem,Andlaidherarmsonitsown,Eachopenpalmstretchedouttoeachendofthem,Hersadfacesidewaysthrown。 Herwhite—clothedformatthisdim—litceaseofdayMadeherlookasonecrucifiedInmygazeatherfromthemidstofthedustyway,Andhurriedly\"Don’t,\"Icried。 Idonotthinksheheard。Loosingthenceshesaid,Asshesteppedforthreadytogo,\"Iamrestednow。——Somethingstrangecameintomyhead; IwishIhadnotleantso!\" AndwordlesswemovedonwarddownfromthehillInthewestcloud’smurkedobscure,AndlookingbackwecouldseethehandpoststillInthesolitudeofthemoor。 \"Itstruckhertoo,\"Ithought,forasifafraidSheheavilybreathedaswetrailed; Tillshesaid,\"Ididnotthinkhow’twouldlookintheshade,WhenIleanttherelikeonenailed。\" I,lightly:\"There’snothinginit。ForYOU,anyhow!\" ——\"OIknowthereisnot,\"saidshe…… \"YetIwonder……Ifnooneisbodilycrucifiednow,Inspiritonemaybe!\" Andwedraggedonandon,whileweseemedtoseeIntherunningofTime’sfarglassHercrucified,asshehadwonderedifshemightbeSomeday。——Alas,alas! JOYSOFMEMORY Whenthespringcomesround,andacertaindayLooksoutfromthebrumebytheeasterncopsetreesAndsays,Remember,Ibeginagain,asifitwerenew,AdayoflikedateIoncelivedthrough,Whilingithourbyhouraway; SoshallIdotillmyDecember,Whenspringcomesround。 ItakemyholidaythenandmyrestAwayfromthedunlifehereaboutme,Oldhoursre—greetingWiththequietsensethatbringtheymustSuchthrobsasatfirst,tillIhousewithdust,AndinthenumbnessmyheartsomezestForthingsthatwere,bepastrepeatingWhenspringcomesround。 TOTHEMOON \"Whathaveyoulookedat,Moon,Inyourtime,Nowlongpastyourprime?\" \"O,Ihavelookedat,oftenlookedatSweet,sublime,Sorethings,shudderful,nightandnoonInmytime。\" \"Whathaveyoumusedon,Moon,Inyourday,Soaloof,sofaraway?\" \"O,Ihavemusedon,oftenmusedonGrowth,decay,Nationsalive,dead,mad,aswoon,Inmyday!\" \"Haveyoumuchwondered,Moon,Onyourrounds,Self—wrapt,beyondEarth’sbounds?\" \"Yea,Ihavewondered,oftenwonderedAtthesoundsReachingmeofthehumantuneOnmyrounds。\" \"Whatdoyouthinkofit,Moon,Asyougo? IsLifemuch,orno?\" \"O,Ithinkofit,oftenthinkofitAsashowGodoughtsurelytoshutupsoon,AsIgo。\" COPYINGARCHITECTUREINANOLDMINSTER (Wimborne) HowsmartlythequartersofthehourmarchbyThatthejack—o’—clockneverforgets; Ding—dong;andbeforeIhavetracedacusp’seye,Orgotthetruetwistoftheogeeover,Adoubleding—dongricochetts。 JustsodidheclangherebeforeIcame,AndsowillheclangwhenI’mgoneThroughtheMinster’scavernoushollows——thesameTaleofhoursnevermoretobewillhedeliverTothespeechlessmidnightanddawn! Igrowtoconceiveitacalltoghosts,Whosemouldliesbelowandaround。 Yes;thenext\"Come,come,\"drawsthemoutfromtheirposts,Andtheygather,andoneshadeappears,andanother,Astheeve—dampscreepfromtheground。 See——aCourtenaystandsbyhisquatre—foiledtomb,AndaDukeandhisDuchessnear; AndoneSirEdmundincolumnedgloom,AndaSaxonkingbythepresbyterychamber; Andshapesunknownintherear。 MaybetheyhavemetforaparleonsomeplanTobetterail—strickenmankind; Icatchtheircheepings,thoughthinnerthanTheoverheadcreakofapassager’spinionWhenleavinglandbehind。 Orperhapstheyspeaktotheyetunborn,AndcautionthemnottocomeToaworldsoancientandtrouble—torn,Offoiledintents,vainlovingkindness,Andardourschilledandnumb。 TheywastetofogasIstirandstand,Andmovefromthearchedrecess,Andpickupthedrawingthatslippedfrommyhand,AndfeelforthepencilIdroppedinthecrannyInamoment’sforgetfulness。 TOSHAKESPEARE AFTERTHREEHUNDREDYEARS BrightbafflingSoul,leastcapturableofthemes,Thou,whodisplay’dstalifeofcommon—place,LeavingnointimatewordorpersonaltraceOfhighdesignoutsidetheartistryOfthypenneddreams,Stillshaltremainatheartunreadeternally。 Throughhumanorbitsthydiscourseto—day,Despitethyformalpilgrimage,throbsonInharmoniesthatcowOblivion,And,likethewind,withall—uncaredeffectMaintainaswayNotfore—desired,intracksunchosenandunchecked。 Andyet,atthylastbreath,withmindlessnoteTheboroughclocksbutsamelytonguedthehour,TheAvonjustasalwaysglassedthetower,Thyagewaspublishedonthypassing—bellButindueroteWithotherdwellers’deathsaccordedalikeknell。 Andatthestrokessometownsman(met,maybe,Andthereonqueriedbysomesquire’sgooddameDrivinginshopward)mayhavegiventhyname,With,\"Yes,aworthymanandwell—to—do; Though,asforme,Iknewhimbutbyjustaneighbour’snod,’tistrue。 \"I’faith,fewknewhimmuchhere,savebyword,Hehavingelsewhereledhisbusierlife; Thoughtobesureheleftwithushiswife。\" ——\"Ah,oneofthetradesmen’ssons,Inowrecall…… Witty,I’veheard…… Wedidnotknowhim……Well,good—day。Deathcomestoall。\" So,likeastrangebrightbirdwesometimesfindTominglewiththebarn—doorbroodawhile,Thenvanishfromtheirhomelydomicile— Intoman’spoesy,wewotnotwhence,Flewthystrangemind,Lodgedtherearadiantguest,andspedforeverthence。 1916。 QUIDHICAGIS? I WhenIweeklyknewAnancientpew,AndmurmuredthereTheformsofprayerAndthanksandpraiseIntheancientways,AndheardreadoutDuringAugustdroughtThatchapterfromKingsHarvest—timebrings; —Howtheprophet,brokenBygriefsunspoken,WentheavilyawayTofastandtopray,And,whilewaitingtodie,TheLordpassedby,AndawhirlwindandfireDrewnigherandnigher,AndasmallvoiceanonBadehimupandbegone,— IdidnotapprehendAsIsattotheendAndwatchedforhersmileAcrossthesunnedaisle,ThatthistaleofaseerWhichcameonceayearMight,whensandswereheaping,Belikeasweatcreeping,OrinanydegreeBearonheroronme! II Whenlater,bychanceOfcircumstance,ItbefelmetoreadOnahotafternoonAtthelecternthereTheselfsamewordsAsthelessondecreed,TothegatheredfewFromthehamletsnear— FolkofflocksandherdsSittinghalfaswoon,WholistenedtheretoAswomenandmenNotovermuchConcernedatsuch— So,likethemthen,IdidnotseeWhatdroughtmightbeWithme,withher,AstheKalendarMovedon,andTimeDevouredourprime。 III Butnow,atlast,Whenourgloryhaspassed,AndthereisnosmileFromherintheaisle,ButwhereitonceshoneAmarble,mensay,WithhernamethereonIsdiscernedto—day; AndspiritlessInthewildernessIshrinkfromsightAnddesirethenight,(Though,asinoldwise,Imightstillarise,Goforth,andstandAndprophesyintheland),IfeeltheshakeOfwindandearthquake,AndconsumingfireNigherandnigher,Andthevoicecatchclear,\"Whatdoestthouhere?\" TheSpectator1916。DuringtheWar。 ONAMIDSUMMEREVE Iidlycutaparsleystalk,Andblewthereintowardsthemoon; IhadnotthoughtwhatghostswouldwalkWithshiveringfootstepstomytune。 Iwent,andknelt,andscoopedmyhandAsiftodrink,intothebrook,AndafaintfigureseemedtostandAboveme,withthebygonelook。 Ilippedroughrhymesofchance,notchoice,Ithoughtnotwhatmywordsmightbe; TherecameintomyearavoiceThatturnedatendererverseforme。 TIMINGHER (Writtentoanoldfolk—tune) Lalage’scoming: Whereisshenow,O? Turningtobow,O,Andsmile,isshe,Justatparting,Parting,parting,AssheisstartingTocometome? Whereisshenow,O,Now,andnow,O,Shadowingabough,O,OfhedgeortreeAssheisrushing,Rushing,rushing,GossamersbrushingTocometome? Lalage’scoming; Whereisshenow,O; Climbingthebrow,O,OfhillsIsee? Yes,sheisnearing,Nearing,nearing,WeatherunfearingTocometome。 Nearisshenow,O,Now,andnow,O; Milktherichcow,O,Forwardthetea; Shakethedownbedforher,Linensheetsspreadforher,DraperoundtheheadforherComingtome。 Lalage’scoming,She’snearernow,O,Endanyhow,O,To—day’shusbandry! Wouldagiltchairweremine,Slippersofvairweremine,BrushesforhairweremineOfivory! Whatwillshethink,O,Shewho’ssocomely,ViewinghowhomelyAsortarewe! Nothingresplendent,Nopromptattendant,NotonedependentPertainingtome! Lalage’scoming; Whereisshenow,O? FainI’davow,O,FullhonestlyNoughthere’senoughforher,Allistooroughforher,EvenmyloveforherPoorindegree。 She’snearernow,O,Stillnearernow,O,She’tis,Ivow,O,Passingthelea。 Rushdowntomeetherthere,Calloutandgreetherthere,NeverasweeterthereCrossedtome! Lalage’scome;aye,Comeisshenow,O!…… DoesHeavenallow,O,Ameetingtobe? Yes,sheisherenow,Herenow,herenow,Nothingtofearnow,Here’sLalage! BEFOREKNOWLEDGE WhenIwalkedroselesstracksandwide,Eredawnedyourdateformeetingme,OwhydidyounotcryHallooAcrossthestretchbetween,andsay: \"Wemove,whileyearsasyetdivide,Onclosinglineswhich——thoughitbeYouknowmenotnorIknowyou— Willintersectandjoinsomeday!\" ThenwellIhadborneEachscrapingthorn; Butthewintersfroze,Andgrewnorose; NobridgebestrodeThegapatall; Noshapeyoushowed,AndIheardnocall! THEBLINDEDBIRD Sozestfullycanstthousing? Andallthisindignity,WithGod’sconsent,onthee! Blindedereyeta—wingBythered—hotneedlethou,IstandandwonderhowSozestfullythoucanstsing! Resentingnotsuchwrong,Thygrievouspainforgot,Eternaldarkthylot,Gropingthywholelifelong; Afterthatstaboffire; Enjailedinpitilesswire; Resentingnotsuchwrong! Whohathcharity?Thisbird。 Whosufferethlongandiskind,Isnotprovoked,thoughblindAndaliveensepulchred? Whohopeth,endurethallthings? Whothinkethnoevil,butsings? Whoisdivine?Thisbird。 \"THEWINDBLEWWORDS\" Thewindblewwordsalongtheskies,AndtheseitblewtomeThroughthewidedusk:\"Liftupyoureyes,Beholdthistroubledtree,Complainingasitswaysandplies; Itisalimbofthee。 \"Yea,too,thecreaturesshelteringround— Dumbfigures,wildandtame,Yea,too,thyfellowswhoabound— EitherofspeechthesameOrfarandstrange——black,dwarfed,andbrowned,Theyarestuffofthyownframe。\" ImovedoninasurgingaweOfinarticulatenessAtthepatheticMeIsawInallhishugedistress,Makingself—slaughterofthelawTokill,break,orsuppress。 THEFADEDFACE HowwasthisIdidnotseeSuchalookasherewasshownEreitswomanhoodhadblownPastitsfirstfelicity?— ThatIdidnotknowyouyoung,FadedFace,Knowyouyoung! WhydidTimesoillbesteadThatIheardnovoiceofyoursHailfromoutthecurvedcontoursOfthoselipswhenrosyred; Weetednotthesongstheysung,FadedFace,Songstheysung! Bytheseblanchings,bloomsofold,Andtherelicsofyourvoice— LeavingsrareofrichandchoiceFromyourearlytoneandmould— Letmemourn,——aye,sorrow—wrung,FadedFace,Sorrow—wrung! THERIDDLE I StretchingeyeswestOverthesea,Windfoulorfair,AlwaysstoodsheProspect—impressed; SolelyoutthereDidhergazerest,NeverelsewhereSeemedcharmtobe。 II AlwayseyeseastPondersshenow— Asindevotion— HillsofblankbrowWherenowavesplough。 NevertheleastRoomforemotionDrawnfromtheoceanDoessheallow。 THEDUEL \"Iamheretotime,yousee; Thegladeiswell—screened——eh?——againstalarm; FitplacetovindicatebymyarmThehonourofmyspotlesswife,WhoscornsyourlibeluponherlifeInboastingintimacy! \"’Allhush—offeringsyou’llspurn,Myhusband。Twomustcome;oneonlygo,’ Shesaid。’Thathe’llbeyouIknow; TofaithlikeoursHeavenwillbejust,AndIshallabideinfullesttrustYourspeedygladreturn。’\" \"Good。HereamalsoI; Andwe’llproceedwithoutmorewasteofwordsTowarmyourcockpit。OftheswordsTakeyouyourchoice。IshalltherebyFeelthatonmenoblamecanlie,WhateverFateaccords。\" Sostrippedtheythere,andfought,Andtheswordsclickedandscraped,andtheonsetssped; Tillthehusbandfell;andhisshirtwasredWithstreamsfromhisheart’shotcistern。NoughtCouldsavehimnow;andtheother,wroughtMaybetopity,said: \"Whydidyouurgeonthis? Yourwifeassuredyou;and’thadbetterbeenThatyouhadletthingspass,sereneInconfidenceoflong—triedbliss,HoldingtherecouldbenoughtamissInwhatmywordsmightmean。\" Then,seeingnorruthnorrageCouldmovehisfoemanmore——nowDeath’sdeafthrall— Hewipedhissteel,and,withacallLiketurtledovetodove,swiftbrokeIntothecopse,whereunderanoakHishorsecropt,heldbyapage。 \"All’sover,Sweet,\"hecriedTothewife,thusguised;fortheyoungpagewasshe。 \"’Tisaswehopedandsaid’twouldbe。 Heneverguessed……WemountandrideTowhereourlovecanreignuneyed。 He’sclay,andwearefree。\" ATMAYFAIRLODGINGS HowcouldIbeaware,TheoppositewindoweyeingAsIlaylistlessthere,ThatthroughitsblindswasdyingOneIhadratedrareBeforeIhadsetmesighingForanothermorefair? Hadthehouse—frontbeenglass,Myvisionunobscuring,CouldaughthavecometopassMorehappiness—insuringToher,lovedasalassWhenspouseless,all—alluring? Ireckonnot,alas! So,thesquarewindowstood,Steadilynight—longshiningInmycloseneighbourhood,WholookedforthundiviningThatsoonwouldgoforgoodOnethereinpainreclining,Unpardoned,unadieu’d。 SilentlyscreenedfromviewHertragedywasendingThatneednothavecomedueHadshebeenlessunbending。 Hownear,nearwerewetwoAtthatlastvitalrending,— Andneitherofusknew! TOMYFATHER’SVIOLIN DoeshewantyoudownthereIntheNetherGloomswhereThehoursmaybeadraggingloaduponhim,AshehearstheaxlegrindRoundandroundOfthegreatworld,intheblindStillprofoundOfthenight—time?HemightlivenatthesoundOfyourstring,revealingyouhadnotforgonehim。 Inthegallerywestthenave,Butafewyardsfromhisgrave,Didyou,tuckedbeneathhischin,tohisbowingGuidethehomelyharmonyOfthequireWhoforlongyearsstrenuously— Sonandsire— CaughtthestrainsthatathisfingeringloworhigherFromyourfourthinthreadsandeff—holescameoutflowing。 And,too,whatmerrytunesHewouldbowatnightsornoonsThatchancedtofindhimbenttoluteameasure,WhenhemadeyouspeakhisheartAsindream,Withoutbookormusic—chart,OnsomethemeElusiveasajack—o’—lanthorn’sgleam,Andthepsalmofdutyshelvedfortrillofpleasure。 Well,youcannot,alas,ThebarrieroverpassThatscreenshiminthoseMournfulMeadshereunder,WherenofiddlingcanbeheardInthegladesOfsilentness,nobirdThrillstheshades; Wherenoviolistouchedforsongsorserenades,Nobowingwakesacongregation’swonder。 Hemustdowithoutyounow,StiryounomoreanyhowToyearningconcordstaughtyouinyourglory; While,yourstringsatangledwreck,Oncesmartdrawn,Tenworm—woundsinyourneck,PurflingswanWithdust—hoar,herealoneIsadlyconYourpresentdumbness,shapeyouroldenstory。 1916。 THESTATUEOFLIBERTY ThisstatueofLiberty,busyman,Hereerectinthecitysquare,Ihavewatchedwhileyourscrubbings,thisearlymorning,Strangelywistful,Andhalftristful,Haveturnedherfromfoultofair; Withyourbucketofwater,andmop,andbrush,BringingheroutofthegrimeThathassmearedherduringthesmokesofwinterWithsuchglumnessInherdumbness,Andagedherbeforehertime。 Youhavewashedherdownwithmotherlycare— Head,shoulders,arm,andfoot,Totheveryhemoftherobesthatdrapeher— AllexpertlyAndalertly,Tillalongstream,blackwithsoot,Flowsoverthepavementtotheroad,Andhershapeloomspureassnow: IreadyouarehiredbytheCityguardians— Maybeyearly,Oroncemerely— Totreatthestatuesso? \"Oh,I’mnothiredbytheCouncilmenTocleansethestatueshere。 Idothisoneasaself—willedduty,Notaspaidto,Oratallmadeto,Butbecausethedoingisdear。\" Ah,thenIhailyoubrotherandfriend! Liberty’sknightdivine。 Whatyouhavedonewouldhavebeenmydoing,Yea,mostverily,Well,andthoroughly,Hadbutyourcouragebeenmine! \"OhIcarenotforLiberty’smould,Libertycharmsnotme; What’sFreedombutanidler’svision,Vain,pernicious,Oftenvicious,Ofthingsthatcannotbe! \"Memoryitisthatbringsmetothis— Ofadaughter——myonesweetown。 Shegrewafamouscarver’smodel,OneofthefairestAndoftherarest:— Shesatforthefigureasshown。 \"Butalas,shediedinthisdistantplaceBeforeIwaswarnedtobetakeMyselftoherside!……Andinloveofmydarling,Inloveofthefameofher,Andthegoodnameofher,Idothisforhersake。\" AnswerIgavenot。OfthatformThecarverwasIathisside; Hischild,mymodel,heldsosaintly,Grandinfeature,Grossinnature,Inthedensofvicehaddied。 THEBACKGROUNDANDTHEFIGURE (Lover’sDitty) Ithinkoftheslopewheretherabbitsfed,Oftheperiwinks’rockworklair,Ofthefuchsiasringingtheirbellsofred— Andthesomethingelseseenthere。 Betweenthebloomswherethesodbaskedbright,Bythebobbingfuchsiatrees,Wasanotherandyetmoreeyesomesight— Thesightthatrichenedthese。 Ishallseekthosebeautiesinthespring,Whenthedaysarefitandfair,ButonlyasfoilstotheonemorethingThatalsowillflowerthere! THECHANGE Outofthepastthererisesaweek— WhoshallreadtheyearsO!— OutofthepastthererisesaweekEnringedwithapurplezone。 OutofthepastthererisesaweekWhenthoughtswerestrungtoothicktospeak,Andthemagicofitslineamentsremainswithmealone。 Inthatweektherewasheardasinging— Whoshallspelltheyears,theyears!— Inthatweektherewasheardasinging,Andthewhiteowlwonderedwhy。 Inthatweek,yea,avoicewasringing,AndforthfromthecasementwerecandlesflingingRadiancethatfellonthedeodarandlitupthepaththereby。 Couldthatsonghaveamockingnote?— WhoshallunrolltheyearsO!— CouldthatsonghaveamockingnoteTothewhiteowl’ssenseasitfell? CouldthatsonghaveamockingnoteAsittrilledoutwarmfromthesinger’sthroat,Andwhowasthemockerandwhothemockedwhentwofeltallwaswell? Inatedioustramplingcrowdyetlater— Whoshallbaretheyears,theyears!— Inatedioustramplingcrowdyetlater,Whensilverysingingsweredumb; Inacrowduncaringwhattimemightfateher,MidmurksofnightIstoodtoawaither,Andthetwangingofironwheelsgaveoutthesignalthatshewascome。 Shesaidwithatravel—tiredsmile— WhoshalllifttheyearsO!— Shesaidwithatravel—tiredsmile,Halfscaredbyscenesostrange; Shesaid,outwornbymileonmile,Theblurredlampswanningherfacethewhile,\"OLove,Iamhere;Iamwithyou!\"……Ah,thatthereshouldhavecomeachange! Othedoombysomeonespoken— Whoshallunsealtheyears,theyears!— Othedoomthatgavenotoken,Whennothingofbalesawwe: Othedoombysomeonespoken,Otheheartbysomeonebroken,Theheartwhosesweetreverberancesarealltimeleavestome。 Jan。—Feb。1913。 SITTINGONTHEBRIDGE (Echoofanoldsong) SittingonthebridgePastthebarracks,townandridge,AtoncethespiritseizedusTosingasongthatpleasedus— As\"TheFifth\"weremuchinrumour; Itwas\"WhilstI’minthehumour,Takeme,Paddy,willyounow?\" Andalancersoondrewnigh,AndhisRoyalIrisheyeSaid,\"Willing,faith,amI,O,totakeyouanyhow,dears,Totakeyouanyhow。\" But,lo!——dadwalkingby,Cried,\"What,youlightheels!Fie! IsthisthewayyouroamAndmockthesunsetgleam?\" Andhemarchedusstraightwayhome,Thoughwesaid,\"Weareonly,daddy,Singing,’Willyoutakeme,Paddy?’\" ——Well,weneversawfromthenIfwesangthereanywhen,Thesoldierdearagain,Exceptatnightindream—time,Exceptatnightindream。 Perhapsthatsoldier’sfightingInalandthat’sfaraway,OrhemaybeidlyplightingSomeforeignhussygay; OrperhapshisbonesarewhitingInthewindtotheirdecay!…… Ah!——doeshemindhimhowThegirlshesawthatdayOnthebridge,weresittingsingingAtthetimeofcurfew—ringing,\"Takeme,Paddy;willyounow,dear? Paddy,willyounow?\" GREY’SBRIDGE。 THEYOUNGCHURCHWARDEN Whenhelitthecandlesthere,Andthelightfellonhishand,AndittrembledashescannedHerandme,hisvanquishedairHintedthathisdreamwasdone,AndIsawhehadbegunTounderstand。 WhenLove’sviolwasunstrung,SoreIwishedthehandthatshookHadbeenminethatsharedherbookWhilethateveninghymnwassung,Histhevictor’s,ashelitCandleswherehehadbiddenussitWithvanquishedlook。 Nowherdustlieslistlessthere,Hisafarfromtendinghand,Whatavailsthevictoryscanned? Doeshesmilefromupperair: \"Ah,myfriend,yourdreamisdone; And’tisYOUwhohavebegunTounderstand! \"ITRAVELASAPHANTOMNOW\" Itravelasaphantomnow,ForpeopledonotwishtoseeInfleshandbloodsobareaboughAsNaturemakesofme。 AndthusIvisitbodilessStrangegloomyhouseholdsoftenatodds,AndwonderifMan’sconsciousnessWasamistakeofGod’s。 AndnextImeetyou,andIpause,Andthinkthatifmistakeitwere,Assomehavesaid,OthenitwasOnethatIwellcanbear! 1915。 LINES TOAMOVEMENTINMOZART’SE—FLATSYMPHONY ShowmeagainthetimeWhenintheJunetide’sprimeWeflewbymeadsandmountainsnortherly!— Yea,tosuchfreshness,fairness,fulness,fineness,freeness,Lovelureslifeon。 ShowmeagainthedayWhenfromthesandybayWelookedtogetheruponthepesteredsea!— Yea,tosuchsurging,swaying,sighing,swelling,shrinking,Lovelureslifeon。 ShowmeagainthehourWhenbythepinnacledtowerWeeyedeachotherandfearedfuturity!— Yea,tosuchbodings,broodings,beatings,blanchings,blessings,Lovelureslifeon。 Showmeagainjustthis: ThemomentofthatkissAwayfromtheprancingfolk,bythestrawberry—tree!— Yea,tosuchrashness,ratheness,rareness,ripeness,richness,Lovelureslifeon。 BegunNovember1898。 \"INTHESEVENTIES\" \"Quiderideturabamicosuosicutego。\"——JOB。 IntheseventiesIwasbearinginmybreast,Pennedtight,CertainstarrythoughtsthatthrewamagiclightOntheworktimesandthesoundlesshoursofrestIntheseventies;aye,IboretheminmybreastPennedtight。 Intheseventieswhenmyneighbours——evenmyfriend— Sawmepass,Headswereshaken,andIheardthewords,\"Alas,Forhisonwardyearsandnameunlesshemend!\" Intheseventies,whenmyneighboursandmyfriendSawmepass。 IntheseventiesthosewhometmedidnotknowOfthevisionThatimmunedmefromthechillingsofmis—prisionAndthedampsthatchokedmygoingstoandfroIntheseventies;yea,thosenoddersdidnotknowOfthevision。 Intheseventiesnoughtcoulddarkenordestroyit,Lockedinme,Thoughasdelicateaslamp—worm’slucency; NeithermistnormurkcouldweakenoralloyitIntheseventies!——couldnotdarkenordestroyit,Lockedinme。 THEPEDIGREE I IbentinthedeepofnightOverapedigreethechroniclergaveAsmine;andasIbentthere,half—unrobed,Theuncurtainedpanesofmywindow—squareletinthewaterylightOfthemooninitsoldage: Andgreen—rheumedcloudswerehurryingpastwheremuteandcolditglobedLikeadriftingdolphin’seyeseenthroughalappingwave。 II So,scanningmysire—sowntree,Andthehieroglyphsofthisspousetiedtothat,Withoffspringmappedbelowinlineage,Tillthetanglestroubledme,ThebranchesseemedtotwistintoasearedandcynicfaceWhichwinkedandtokenedtowardsthewindowlikeaMageEnchantingmetogazeagainthereat。 III Itwasamirrornow,AndinitalongperspectiveIcouldtraceOfmybegetters,dwindlingbackwardeachpasteachAllwiththekindredlook,WhosenameshadsincebeeninkeddownintheirplaceOntherecorder’sbook,Generationandgenerationofmymien,andbuild,andbrow。 IV AndthendidIdivineThateveryheaveandcoilandmoveImadeWithinmybrain,andinmymoodandspeech,WasintheglassportrayedAslongforestalledbytheirsomakingit; Thefirstofthem,theprimestfuglemenofmyline,Beingfoggedinfarantiquenesspastsurmiseandreason’sreach。 V SaidIthen,sunkintone,\"Iammerestmimickerandcounterfeit!— Thoughthinking,IAMI ANDWHATIDOIDOMYSELFALONE。\" ——ThecynictwistofthepagethereatunknitBacktoitsnormalfigure,havingwroughtitspurportwry,TheMage’smirrorleftthewindow—square,Andthestainedmoonanddriftretooktheirplacesthere。 1916。 THISHEART AWOMAN’SDREAM Atmidnight,intheroomwherehelaydeadWhominhislifeIhadneverclearlyread,IthoughtifIcouldpeerintothatcitadelHisheart,IshouldatlastknowfullandwellWhatheretohadbeenknowntohimalone,Despiteourlongsit—outofyearsforeflown,\"Andif,\"Isaid,\"Idothisforhismemory’ssake,Itwouldnotwoundhim,evenifhecouldwake。\" SoIbentoverhim。HeseemedtosmileWithacalmconfidencethewholelongwhileThatI,withdrawinghisheart,helditand,bitbybit,Perusedtheunguessedthingsfoundwrittenonit。 ItwasinscribedlikeaterrestrialsphereWithquaintvermiculationscloseandclear— Hisgraving。HadIknown,wouldIhaveriskedthestrokeItsreadingbrought,andmyownheartnighbroke! Yes,thereatlast,eyesopened,didIseeHiswholesinceresymmetrichistory; Therewerehistruth,hissimplesinglemindedness,Strained,maybe,bytime’sstorms,buttherenoless。 TherewerethedailydeedsfromsuntosunInblindness,butgoodfaith,thathehaddone; Therewereregrets,atinstanceswhereinheswerved(Asheconceived)fromcherishingsIhaddeserved。 Therewereoldhoursallfigureddownasbliss— Thosespentwithme——(howlittlehadIthoughtthis!) Therethosewhen,atmyabsence,whetherhesleptorwaked,(ThoughIknewnot’twasso!)hisspiritached。 Therethatwhenweweresevered,howdaydulledTilltimejoinedusanew,waschronicled: AndargumentsandbattlingsindefenceofmeThatheartrecordedclearlyandruddily。 Iputitback,andlefthimashelayWhilepiercedthemorningpinkandthenthegrayIntoeachdrearyroomandcorridoraround,WhereIshallwait,buthisstepwillnotsound。 WHERETHEYLIVED DishevelledleavescreepdownUponthatbankto—day,Somegreen,someyellow,andsomepalebrown; Thewetbentsbobandsway; TheoncewarmslipperyturfissoddenWherewelaughinglysatorlay。 Thesummerhouseisgone,Leavingaweedyspace; ThebushesthatveileditoncehavegrownGaunttreesthatinterlace,ThroughwhoselanklimbsIseetooclearlyThenakednessoftheplace。 Andwherewerehillsofblue,Blinddriftsofvapourblow,Andthenamesofformerdwellersfew,Ifany,peopleknow,Andinsteadofavoicethatcalled,\"Comein,Dears,\" Timecalls,\"Passbelow!\" THEOCCULTATION Whenthecloudshutdownonthemorningshine,Anddarkenedthesun,Isaid,\"SoendedthatjoyofmineYearsbackbegun。\" ButdaycontinueditslustrousrollInupperair; AnddidmylateirradiatesoulLiveonsomewhere? LIFELAUGHSONWARD RamblingIlookedforanoldabodeWhere,yearsback,onehadlivedIknew; Itssiteadwellingdulyshowed,Butitwasnew。 Iwentwhere,notsolongago,Thesodhadriventwobreastsasunder; Daisiesthrovegailythere,asthoughNogravewereunder。 IwalkedalongaterracewhereLoudchildrengambolledinthesun; ThefigurethathadoncesatthereWasmissedbynone。 Lifelaughedandmovedonunsubdued,IsawthatOldsuccumbedtoYoung: ’Twaswell。MytooregretfulmoodDiedonmytongue。 THEPEACE—OFFERING Itwasbutalittlething,YetIknewitmeanttomeEasefromwhathadgivenastingTotheverybirdsingingLatterly。 ButIwouldnotwelcomeit; AndforallIthendeclinedOtheregrettingsinfiniteWhenthenight—processionsflitThroughthemind! \"SOMETHINGTAPPED\" SomethingtappedonthepaneofmyroomWhentherewasneveratraceOfwindorrain,andIsawinthegloomMywearyBeloved’sface。 \"OIamtiredofwaiting,\"shesaid,\"Night,morn,noon,afternoon; Socolditisinmylonelybed,AndIthoughtyouwouldjoinmesoon!\" Iroseandnearedthewindow—glass,Butvanishedthencehadshe: Onlyapallidmoth,alas,Tappedatthepaneforme。 August1913。 THEWOUND Iclimbedtothecrest,And,fog—festooned,ThesunlaywestLikeacrimsonwound: LikethatwoundofmineOfwhichnoneknew,ForI’dgivennosignThatitpiercedmethrough。 AMERRYMAKINGINQUESTION \"Iwillgetanewstringformyfiddle,Andcalltotheneighbourstocome,AndpartnersshalldancedownthemiddleUntiltheoldpewter—wareshum: Andwe’llsipthemead,cyder,andrum!\" Fromthenightcametheoddestofanswers: Ahollowwind,likeabassoon,Andheadstonesallrangedupasdancers,Andcypressesdroningacroon,Andgurgoylesthatmouthedtothetune。 \"ISAIDANDSANGHEREXCELLENCE\" (FickleLover’sSong) Isaidandsangherexcellence: Theycalleditlaudundue。 (Haveyourway,myheart,O!) YetwhatwashomagefaraboveTheplaindesertsofmyoldenLoveProvedverityofmynew。 \"Shemovesasylphinpicture—land,Wherenothingfroststheair:\" (Haveyourway,myheart,O!) \"ToallwingedpipersoverheadSheisknownbyshapeandsong,\"Isaid,Consciousoflicencethere。 IsangofherinadimoldhallDream—builttoofancifully,(Haveyourway,myheart,O!) Butlo,theripemonthschancedtoleadMyfeettosuchahallindeed,WherestoodtheveryShe。 Strange,startling,wasitthentolearnIhadglanceddownunborntime,(Haveyourway,myheart,O!) Andprophesied,wherebyIknewThatwhichtheyearshadplannedtodoInwarrantyofmyrhyme。 BYRUSHY—POND。 AJANUARYNIGHT (1879) Therainsmitesmoreandmore,Theeastwindsnarlsandsneezes; ThroughthejointsofthequiveringdoorThewaterwheezes。 Thetipofeachivy—shootWrithesonitsneighbour’sface; ThereissomehiddreadafootThatwecannottrace。 IsitthespiritastrayOfthemanatthehousebelowWhosecoffintheytookinto—day? Wedonotknow。 AKISS Byawallthestrangernowcallshis,Wasbornofoldaparticularkiss,Withoutforethoughtinitsgenesis; Whichinatricetookwingontheair。 Andwherethatspotisnothingshows: Thereivycalmlygrows,AndnooneknowsWhatabirthwasthere! Thatkissisgonewherenonecantell— Noteventhosewhofeltitsspell: Itcannothavedied;thatknowwewell。