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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:22270更新时间:19/01/02 15:05:49
Somewhereitpursuesitsflight,OneofalongprocessionofsoundsTravellingaetherealroundsFarfromearth’sboundsIntheinfinite。 THEANNOUNCEMENT Theycame,thebrothers,andtooktwochairsIntheirusualquietway; AndforatimewedidnotthinkTheyhadmuchtosay。 AndtheybeganandtalkedawhileOfordinarythings,TillspreadthatsilenceintheroomApentthoughtbrings。 Andthentheysaid:\"Theendhascome。 Yes:ithascomeatlast。\" Andwelookeddown,andknewthatdayAspirithadpassed。 THEOXEN ChristmasEve,andtwelveoftheclock。 \"Nowtheyareallontheirknees,\" AneldersaidaswesatinaflockBytheembersinhearthsideease。 WepicturedthemeekmildcreatureswhereTheydweltintheirstrawypen,NordiditoccurtooneofusthereTodoubttheywerekneelingthen。 SofairafancyfewwouldweaveIntheseyears!Yet,Ifeel,IfsomeonesaidonChristmasEve,\"Come;seetheoxenkneel\"InthelonelybartonbyyondercoombOurchildhoodusedtoknow,\" Ishouldgowithhiminthegloom,Hopingitmightbeso。 1915。 THETRESSES \"WhentheairwasdampItmademycurlshangslackAstheykissedmyneckandbackWhileIfootedthesalt—airedtrackIlovedtotramp。 \"WhenitwasdryTheywouldrollupcrispandtightAsIwentoninthelightOfthesun,whichmyownspriteSeemedtooutvie。 \"NowIamold; AndhavenotonegaycurlAsIhadwhenagirlFordampnesstounfurlOrsunuphold!\" THEPHOTOGRAPH TheflamecreptuptheportraitlinebylineAsitlayonthecoalsinthesilenceofnight’sprofound,Andoverthearm’sincline,Andalongthemargeofthesilkworksuperfine,Andgnawedatthedelicatebosom’sdefencelessround。 ThenIventedacryofhurt,andavertedmyeyes; ThespectaclewasonethatIcouldnotbear,Tomydeepandsadsurprise; But,compelledtoheed,Iagainlookedfurtive—wiseTilltheflamehadeatenherbreasts,andmouth,andhair。 \"ThankGod,sheisoutofitnow!\"Isaidatlast,InagreatreliefofheartwhenthethingwasdoneThathadsetmysoulaghast,AndnothingwasleftofthepictureunsheathedfromthepastButtheashenghostofthecardithadfiguredon。 Shewasawomanlonghidamidpacksofyears,Shemighthavebeenlivingordead;shewaslosttomysight,AndthedeedthathadnighdrawntearsWasdoneinacasualclearanceoflife’sarrears; ButIfeltasifIhadputhertodeaththatnight!…… *** —Well;sheknewnothingthereofdidshesurvive,Andsufferednothingifnumberedamongthedead; Yet——yet——ifonearthaliveDidshefeelasmart,andwithvaguestrangeanguishstrive? Ifinheaven,didshesmileatmesadlyandshakeherhead? ONAHEATH Icouldhearagown—skirtrustlingBeforeIcouldseehershape,RustlingthroughtheheatherThatwovethecommon’sdrape,OnthateveningofdarkweatherWhenIhearkened,lipsagape。 Andthetown—shineinthedistanceDidbutbaffleherethesight,Andthenavoiceflewforward: Dear,is’tyou?Ifearthenight!\" AndtheheronsflappedtonorwardInthefirsuponmyright。 TherewasanotherloomingWhoselifewedidnotsee; TherewasonestillybloomingFullnightowherewalkedwe; TherewasashadeentombingAllthatwasbrightofme。 ANANNIVERSARY Itwasattheverydatetowhichwehavecome,Inthemonthofthematchingname,When,atalikeminute,thesunhadupswum,Itscouch—timeatnightbeingthesame。 Andthesamepathstretchedherethatpeoplenowfollow,Andthesamestilecrossedtheirway,AndbeyondthesamegreenhillockandhollowThesamehorizonlay; Andthesamemanpilgrimsnowherebywhopilgrimedherethatday。 Letsomuchbesaidofthedate—day’ssameness; Butthetreethatneighboursthetrack,Andstoopslikeapedlarafflictedwithlameness,Knewofnosoggedwoundorwindcrack。 AndthejointsofthatwallwerenotenshroudedWithmossesofmanytones,AndthegarthupafarwasnotovercrowdedWithamultitudeofwhitestones,Andtheman’seyesthenwerenotsosunkthatyousawthesocket— bones。 KINGSTON—MAURWARDEWELEASE。 \"BYTHERUNICSTONE\" (Twowhobecameastory) BytheRunicStoneTheysat,wherethegrassslopeddown,Andchattered,hewhite—hatted,sheinbrown,Pink—faced,breeze—blown。 RapttherealoneInthetransportoftalkingsoInsuchaplace,therewasnothingtoletthemknowWhathourshadflown。 AndthediethrownBythemheedlesslythere,thedentItwastocutintheirencompassment,Were,too,unknown。 ItmighthavestrownTheirzestwithqualmstosee,Asinaglass,TimetosstheirhistoryFromzonetozone! THEPINKFROCK \"Omyprettypinkfrock,Isha’n’tbeabletowearit! Whyishedyingjustnow? Ihardlycanbearit! \"Hemighthavecontrivedtoliveon; Buttheysaythere’snohopewhatever: AndmustIshutmyselfup,Andgooutnever? \"Omyprettypinkfrock,Puff—sleevedandaccordion—pleated! HemighthavepassedinJuly,Andnotsocheated!\" TRANSFORMATIONS PortionofthisyewIsamanmygrandsireknew,Bosomedhereatitsfoot: Thisbranchmaybehiswife,AruddyhumanlifeNowturnedtoagreenshoot。 ThesegrassesmustbemadeOfherwhooftenprayed,Lastcentury,forrepose; AndthefairgirllongagoWhomIoftentriedtoknowMaybeenteringthisrose。 So,theyarenotunderground,ButasnervesandveinsaboundInthegrowthsofupperair,Andtheyfeelthesunandrain,AndtheenergyagainThatmadethemwhattheywere! INHERPRECINCTS Herhouselookedcoldfromthefoggylea,AndthesquareofeachwindowadullblackblurWhereshowednostir: Yes,hergloomwithinatthelackofmeSeemedmatchingmineatthelackofher。 TheblacksquaresgrewtobesquaresoflightAstheeyeshadeswathedthehouseandlawn,Andviolsgavetone; Therewasgleewithin。AndIfoundthatnightThegloomofseveranceminealone。 KINGSTON—MAURWARDPARK。 THELASTSIGNAL (Oct。11,1886) AMEMORYOFWILLIAMBARNES SilentlyIfootedbyanuphillroadThatledfrommyabodetoaspotyew—boughed; Yellowlythesunslopedlowdowntowestward,Anddarkwastheeastwithcloud。 Then,amidtheshadowofthatlividsadeast,Wherethelightwasleast,andagatestoodwide,Somethingflashedthefireofthesunthatwasfacingit,Likeabriefblazeonthatside。 LookinghardandharderIknewwhatitmeant— Thesuddenshinesentfromthelivideastscene; Itmeantthewestmirroredbythecoffinofmyfriendthere,Turningtotheroadfromhisgreen,Totakehislastjourneyforth——hewhoinhisprimeTrudgedsomanyatimefromthatgateathwarttheland! Thusafarewelltomehesignalledonhisgrave—way,Aswithawaveofhishand。 WINTERBORNE—CAMEPATH。 THEHOUSEOFSILENCE \"Thatisaquietplace— Thathouseinthetreeswiththeshadylawn。\" \"——If,child,youknewwhattheregoesonYouwouldnotcallitaquietplace。 Why,aphantomabidesthere,thelastofitsrace,Andabrainspinstheretilldawn。\" \"ButIseenobodythere,— Nobodymovesaboutthegreen,Orwanderstheheavytreesbetween。\" \"——Ah,that’sbecauseyoudonotbearThevisioningpowersofsoulswhodareTopiercethematerialscreen。 \"Morning,noon,andnight,MidthosefunerealshadesthatseemTheuncannysceneryofadream,Figuresdancetoamindwithsight,AndmusicandlaughterlikefloodsoflightMakealltheprecinctsgleam。 \"Itisapoet’sbower,Throughwhichtherepass,infleetarrays,Longteamsofalltheyearsanddays,Ofjoysandsorrows,ofearthandheaven,Thatmeetmankindinitsagesseven,Anaioninanhour。\" GREATTHINGS Sweetcyderisagreatthing,Agreatthingtome,SpinningdowntoWeymouthtownByRidgwaythirstily,AndmaidandmistresssummoningWhotendthehostelry: Ocyderisagreatthing,Agreatthingtome! Thedanceitisagreatthing,Agreatthingtome,WithcandleslitandpartnersfitFornight—longrevelry; Andgoinghomewhenday—dawningPeepspaleuponthelea: Odancingisagreatthing,Agreatthingtome! Loveis,yea,agreatthing,Agreatthingtome,When,havingdrawnacrossthelawnIndarknesssilently,Afigureflitslikeonea—wingOutfromthenearesttree: Oloveis,yes,agreatthing,Agreatthingtome! Willthesebealwaysgreatthings,Greatthingstome?…… LetitbefallthatOnewillcall,\"Soul,Ihaveneedofthee:\" Whatthen?Joy—jaunts,impassionedflings,Love,anditsecstasy,Willalwayshavebeengreatthings,Greatthingstome! THECHIMES ThatmorningwhenItrodthetownThetwitchingchimesoflongrenownPlayedouttomeThesweetSiciliansailors’tune,AndIknewnotiflateorsoonMydaywouldbe: Adayofsunshineberyl—brightAndwindless;yea,thinkasImight,Icouldnotsay,Eventowithinyears’measure,whenOnewouldbeatmysidewhothenWasfaraway。 WhenhardutilitariantimesHadstilledthesweetSaint—Peter’schimesIlearnttoseeThatbalemayspringwhereblissesare,AndonedesiredmightbeafarThoughneartome。 THEFIGUREINTHESCENE ItpleasedhertostepinfrontandsitWherethecraggedslopewasgreen,WhileIstoodbackthatImightpencilitWithheramidthescene; Tillitgloomedandrained; ButIkepton,despitethedriftingwetThatfellandstainedMydraught,leavingforcuriousquizzingsyetTheblotsengrained。 AndthusIdrewhertherealone,SeatedamidthegauzeOfmoisture,hooded,onlyheroutlineshown,Withrainfallmarkedacross。 ——Soonpassedourstay; YetherrainyformistheGeniusstillofthespot,Immutable,yea,Thoughtheplacenowknowshernomore,andhasknownhernotEversincethatday。 Fromanoldnote。 \"WHYDIDISKETCH\" WhydidIsketchanuplandgreen,AndputthefigureinOfoneonthespotwithme?— FornowthatonehasceasedtobeseenThepicturewaxesakinToawordlessirony。 IfyougodrawingondownorcliffLetnosoftcurvesintrudeOfawoman’ssilhouette,ButshowtheescarpmentsstarkandstiffAsinuttersolitude; Soshallyouhalfforget。 LetmesoonerpassfromsightoftheskyThanagainonathoughtlessdayLimn,laugh,andsing,andrhymeWithawomansittingnear,whomI Paintinforlove,andwhomayBecalledhenceinmytime! Fromanoldnote。 CONJECTURE IftherewereinmykalendarNoEmma,Florence,Mary,Whatwouldbemyexistencenow— Ahermit’s?——wanderer’sweary?— HowshouldIlive,andhowNearwouldbedeath,orfar? CouldithavebeenthatothereyesMighthaveuplitmyhighway? Thatfond,sad,retrospectivesightWouldcatchfromthisdimbywayPrizedfiguresdifferentquiteFromthosethatnowarise? WithhowstrangeaspectwouldtherecreepThedawn,thenight,thedaytime,IfmemorywerenotwhatitisInsong—time,toil,orpray—time。— Owereitelsethanthis,I’dpasstopulselesssleep! THEBLOW Thatnomanschemeditismyhope— Yea,thatitfellbywillandscopeOfThatWhichsomeenthrone,Andforwhosemeaningmyriadsgrope。 ForIwouldnotthatofmykindThereshould,ofhisunbiassedmind,HavebeenoneknownWhosuchastrokecouldhavedesigned; SinceitwouldaugurworksandwaysBelowthelowestthatmanassaysTohavehurledthatstoneIntothesunshineofourdays! Andifitprovethatnomandid,AndthattheInscrutable,theHid,WascausealoneOfthisfoulcrashourlivesamid,I’llgoinduetime,andforgetInsomedeepgraveyard’soublietteThethingwhereofIgroan,Andceasefromtroubling;thankfulyetTime’sfingershouldhavestretchedtoshowNoaimfulauthor’swastheblowThatsweptusprone,ButtheImmanentDoer’sThatdothnotknow,WhichinsomeageunguessedofusMayliftItsblindingincubus,Andsee,andown: \"ItgrievesmeIdidthusandthus!\" LOVETHEMONOPOLIST (YoungLover’sReverie) Thetraindrawsforthfromthestation—yard,Andwithitcarriesme。 Irise,andstretchout,andregardTheplatformleft,andseeAnairyslimblueformtherestanding,Andknowthatitisshe。 WhilewithstrainedvisionIwatchon,ThefigureturnsroundquiteTogreetfriendsgaily;thenisgone…… Theimportmaybeslight,ButwhyremainedshenothardgazingTillIwasoutofsight? \"Odonotchatwithothersthere,\" Ibrood。\"TheyarenotI。 OstrainyourthoughtsasiftheywereGoldbandsbetweenus;eyeAllneighbourscenesassomuchblanknessTillIagainamby! \"AtroubledsoughinginthebreezeAndtheskyoverheadLetyourselffeel;andshadefultrees,Ripecorn,andapplesred,ReadasthingsbarrenanddistastefulWhileweareseparated! \"WhenIcomebackuncloakyourgloom,Andletinlovelyday; ThenthelongdarkasofthetombCanwellbethrustawayWithsweetthingsIshallhavetopractise,Andyouwillhavetosay!\" Begun1871:finished— ATMIDDLE—FIELDGATEINFEBRUARY ThebarsarethickwithdropsthatshowAstheygatherthemselvesfromthefogLikesilverbuttonsrangedinarow,Andasevenlyspacedasifmeasured,althoughTheyfallatthefeeblestjog。 Theyloadtheleaflesshedgehardby,Andthebladesoflastyear’sgrass,WhilethefallowploughlandturnedupnighInrawrolls,clammyandclogginglie— Toocloggingforfeettopass。 Howdryitwasonafar—backdayWhenstrawshungthehedgeandaround,WhenamidthesheavesinamorousplayIncurtainedbonnetsandlightarrayBloomedabevynowunderground! BOCKHAMPTONLANE。 THEYOUTHWHOCARRIEDALIGHT Isawhimpassasthenewdaydawned,Murmuringsomemusicalphrase; Horsesweredrinkingandflounderinginthepond,Andthetiredstarsthinnedtheirgaze; Yetthesewerenotthespectaclesatallthatheconned,Butaninnerone,givingoutrays。 Suchwasthethinginhiseye,walkingthere,Theveryandvisiblething,Acloselight,displacingthegrayofthemorningair,Andthetokensthatthedarkwastakingwing; AndwasitnottheradianceofapurposerareThatmightripetoitsaccomplishing? Whatbecameofthatlight?Iwonderstillitsfate! Wasitquenchedereitsfullapogee? Diditstrugglefrailandfrailertoabeamemaciate? Diditthrivetillmaturedinverity? Ordidittravelon,tobeanewyoungdreamer’sfreight,Andthenceoninfinitely? 1915。 THEHEADABOVETHEFOG SomethingdoIseeAbovethefogthatsheetsthemead,Afigureliketolifeindeed,Movingalongwithspectre—speed,Seenbynonebutme。 Othevisionkeen!— TrippingalongtomeforloveAsinthefleshitusedtomove,OnlyitshatandplumeaboveTheeveningfog—fleeceseen。 Intheday—fallwan,Whennightedbirdsbreakofftheirsong,Mereghostlyheaditskimsalong,Justasitdidwhenwarmandstrong,Bodyseeminggone。 SuchitisIseeAbovethefogthatsheetsthemead— Yea,thatwhichoncecouldbreatheandplead!— Skimmingalongwithspectre—speedToalasttrystwithme。 OVERLOOKINGTHERIVERSTOUR TheswallowsflewinthecurvesofaneightAbovetheriver—gleamInthewetJune’slastbeam: LikelittlecrossbowsanimateTheswallowsflewinthecurvesofaneightAbovetheriver—gleam。 PlaningupshavingsofcrystalsprayAmoor—hendartedoutFromthebankthereabout,Andthroughthestream—shinerippedhisway; PlaningupshavingsofcrystalsprayAmoor—hendartedout。 Closedwerethekingcups;andthemeadDrippedinmonotonousgreen,Thoughtheday’smorningsheenHadshownitgoldenandhoneybee’d; Closedwerethekingcups;andthemeadDrippedinmonotonousgreen。 AndneverIturnedmyhead,alack,WhilethesethingsmetmygazeThroughthepane’sdrop—drenchedglaze,Toseethemorebehindmyback…… OneverIturned,butlet,alack,Theselessthingsholdmygaze! THEMUSICALBOX LifelongtobeSeemedthefaircolourofthetime; ThattherewasstandingshadowednearAspiritwhosangtothegentlechimeOftheself—strucknotes,Ididnothear,Ididnotsee。 ThusdiditsingTothemindlesslyrethatplayedindoorsAsshecametolistenformewithout: \"Ovaluewhatthenonceoutpours— Thisbestoflife——thatshinesaboutYourwelcoming!\" IhadslowedalongAfterthetorridhoursweredone,ThoughstillthepostsandwallsandroadFlungbacktheirsenseofthehot—facedsun,AndhadwalkedbyStoursideMill,wherebroadStream—liliesthrong。 AndIdescriedTheduskyhousethatstoodapart,Andher,white—muslined,waitingthereIntheporchwithhigh—expectantheart,WhilestillthethinmechanicairWentoninside。 AtwhileswouldflitSwartbats,whosewings,be—webbedandtanned,Whirredlikethewheelsofancientclocks: ShelaughedahailingasshescannedMeinthegloom,thetunefulboxIntoningit。 LifelongtobeIthoughtit。ThattherewatchedhardbyAspiritwhosangtotheindoortune,\"Omakethemostofwhatisnigh!\" Ididnothearinmydullsoul—swoon— Ididnotsee。 ONSTURMINSTERFOOT—BRIDGE (ONOMATOPOEIC) Reticulationscreepupontheslackstream’sfaceWhenthewindskimsirritablypast,ThecurrentcluckssmartlyintoeachhollowplaceThatyearsoffloodhavescrabbledinthepier’ssoddenbase; Thefloating—lilyleavesrotfast。 Onaroofstandtheswallowsrangedinwistfulwaitingrows,TilltheyarrowoffanddroplikestonesAmongtheeyot—withiesatwhosefoottheriverflows; AndbeneaththeroofisshewhointhedarkworldshowsAsalattice—gleamwhenmidnightmoans。 ROYALSPONSORS \"Thekingandthequeenwillstandtothechild; ’Twillbehandeddowninsong; Andit’snomorethantheirdeserving,WithmylordsofaithfulatCourtsolong,Andsostaunchandstrong。 \"Oneverbeforewasknownsuchathing! ’Twillbeagrandtimeforall; Andthebeefwillbeawhole—roastbullock,Andtheservantswillhaveafeastinthehall,Andtheladiesaball。 \"WhilefromJordan’sstreambyatraveller,Inaflagonofsilverwrought,Andbycaravan,stage—coach,wain,andwaggonAprecioustricklehasbeenbrought,Clearaswhencaught。\" Themorningcame。TotheparkofthepeerTheroyalcouplebore; AndthefontwasfilledwiththeJordanwater,AndthehouseholdawaitedtheirguestsbeforeThecarpeteddoor。 Butwhentheywenttothesilk—linedcotThechildwasfoundtohavedied。 \"What’snowtobedone?WecandisappointnotThekingandqueen!\"thefamilycriedWitheyesspreadwide。 \"Evennowtheyapproachthechestnut—drive! Theservicemustberead。\" \"Well,sincewecan’tchristenthechildalive,ByGodweshallhavetochristenhimdead!\" Themarquissaid。 Thus,breath—forsaken,acorpsewastakenTotheprivatechapel——yea— Andthekingknewnot,northequeen,Godwot,ThattheyansweredforonereturnedtoclayAtthefontthatday。 OLDFURNITURE IknownothowitmaybewithothersWhositamidrelicsofhouseholdryThatdatefromthedaysoftheirmothers’mothers,ButwellIknowhowitiswithmeContinually。 IseethehandsofthegenerationsThatownedeachshinyfamiliarthingInplayonitsknobsandindentations,AndwithitsancientfashioningStilldallying: Handsbehindhands,growingpalerandpaler,Asinamirroracandle—flameShowsimagesofitself,eachfrailerAsitrecedes,thoughtheeyemayframeItsshapethesame。 Ontheclock’sdulldialafoggyfinger,MovingtosettheminutesrightWithtentativetouchesthatliftandlingerInthewontofamothonasummernight,Creepstomysight。 Onthisoldviol,too,fingersaredancing— Aswhilom——justoverthestringsbythenut,Thetipofabowreceding,advancingInairyquivers,asifitwouldcutTheplaintivegut。 AndIseeafacebythatboxfortinder,Glowingforthinfitsfromthedark,Andfadingagain,asthelintencinderKindlestoredattheflintyspark,Orgoesoutstark。 Well,well。Itisbesttobeupanddoing,Theworldhasnouseforoneto—dayWhoeyesthingsthus——noaimpursuing! Heshouldnotcontinueinthisstay,Butsinkaway。 ATHOUGHTINTWOMOODS Isawit——pinkandwhite——revealedUponthewhiteandgreen; Thewhiteandgreenwasadaisiedfield,ThepinkandwhiteEthleen。 AndasIlookeditseemedinkindThatdifferencetheyhadnone; ThetwofairbodimentscombinedAsvariedmiensofone。 Asensethat,insomemoulderingyear,Asonetheybothwouldlie,MadememovequicklyontoherTopassthepalethoughtby。 Shelaughedandsaid:\"Outthere,tome,Youlookedsoweather—browned,Andbrowninclothes,youseemedtobeMadeofthedustyground!\" THELASTPERFORMANCE \"Iamplayingmyoldesttunes,\"declaredshe,\"AlltheoldtunesIknow,— ThoseIlearnteversolongago。\" —Whysheshouldthinkjustthenshe’dplaythemSilencecloakslikesnow。 WhenIreturnedfromthetownatnightfallNotescontinuedtopourAswhenIhadlefttwohoursbefore: It’stheverylasttime,\"shesaidinclosing; \"FromnowIplaynomore。\" Afewmornsonwardfoundherfading,And,asherlifeoutflew,Ithoughtofherplayinghertunesrightthrough; AndIfeltshehadknownofwhatwascoming,Andwonderedhowsheknew。 1912。 \"YOUONTHETOWER\" I \"Youonthetowerofmyfactory— Whatdoyouseeupthere? DoyouseeEnjoymentwithwidewingsAdvancingtoreachmehere?\" —\"Yea;IseeEnjoymentwithwidewingsAdvancingtoreachyouhere。\" II \"Good。SoonI’llcomeandaskyouTotellmeagainthereon…… Well,whatishedoingnow?Hoi,there!\" ——\"Hestillisflyingon。\" \"Ah,waitingtillIhavefull—finished。 Good。Tellmeagainanon…… III Hoi,Watchman!I’mhere。Whencomeshe? BetweenmysweatsIamchill。\" ——\"Oh,youthere,workingstill? Why,surelyhereachedyouatimeback,Andtookyoumilesfromyourmill? Hedulycameinhiswinging,Andnowhehaspassedoutofview。 Howcanitbethatyoumissedhim? Hebrushedyoubyasheflew。\" THEINTERLOPER \"AndIsawthefigureandvisageofMadnessseekingforahome。\" Therearethreefolkdrivinginaquaintoldchaise,Andthecliff—sidetracklooksgreenandfair; IviewthemtalkinginquietgleeAstheydropdowntowardsthepuffins’lairBytheroughestofways; Butanotherwiththethreerideson,Isee,WhomIlikenottobethere! No:it’snotanybodyyouthinkof。NextAdwellingappearsbyaslowsweetstreamWheretwosithappyandhalfinthedark: Theyread,helpedoutbyafrail—wick’dgleam,Somerhythmictext; Butonesitswiththemwhomtheydon’tmark,OneI’mwishingcouldnotbethere。 No:notwhomyouknewandname。AndnowIdiscerngaydinersinamansion—place,Andtheguestsdroppingwit——pert,prim,orchoice,Andthehostess’stenderandlaughingface,Andthehost’sblandbrow; Icannothelphearingahollowvoice,AndI’dfainnothearitthere。 No:it’snotfromthestrangeryoumetonce。Ah,Yetagoodlierscenethanthatsucceeds; Peopleonalawn——quiteacrowdofthem。Yes,Andtheychatterandrambleasfancyleads; Andtheysay,\"Hurrah!\" Toablithespeechmade;saveone,mirthless,Whooughtnottobethere。 Nay:it’snotthepaleFormyourimagingsraise,Thatwaitsonusallatadestinedtime,ItisnottheFourthFiguretheFurnaceshowed,Othatitweresuchashapesublime; Intheselatterdays! Itisthatunderwhichbestlivescorrode; Would,woulditcouldnotbethere! LOGSONTHEHEARTH AMEMORYOFASISTER ThefireadvancesalongthelogOfthetreewefelled,WhichbloomedandborestripedapplesbythepeckTillitslasthourofbearingknelled。 TheforkthatfirstmyhandwouldreachAndthenmyfootInclimbingsupwardinchbyinch,liesnowSawn,sapless,darkeningwithsoot。 Wherethebarkcharsiswhere,oneyear,Itwaspruned,andbled— Thenovergrewthewound。Butnow,atlast,Itsgrowingsallhavestagnated。 Myfellow—climberrisesdimFromherchillygrave— Justasshewas,herfootnearmineonthebendinglimb,Laughing,heryoungbrownhandawave。 December1915。 THESUNSHADE Ah——it’stheskeletonofalady’ssunshade,Hereatmyfeetinthehardrock’schink,Merelyanakedsheafofwires!— TwentyyearshavegonewiththeirliversanddiersSinceitwassilkedinitswhiteorpink。 Noonshineriddlestheribsofthesunshade,Nomoreascreenfromtheweakestray; Nothingtotellusthehueofitsdyes,NothingbutrustybonesasitliesInitscoffinofstone,unseentillto—day。 Whereisthewomanwhocarriedthatsun—shadeUpanddownthisseasideplace?— Littlethumbstandingagainstitsstem,Thoughtsperhapsbentonalove—stratagem,Softeningyetmorethealreadysoftface! IsthefairwomanwhocarriedthatsunshadeAskeletonjustasherpropertyis,Laidinthechinkthatnonemayscan? Anddoessheregret——ifregretdustcan— Thevainthingsthoughtwhensheflourishedthis? SWANAGECLIFFS。 THEAGEINGHOUSE WhenthewallswereredThatnowareseenTobeoverspreadWithamouldygreen,AfreshfairheadWouldoftenleanFromthesunnycasementAndscanthescene,Whileblithelyspokethewindtothelittlesycamoretree。 ButstormshaveragedThosewallsabout,AndtheheadhasagedThatoncelookedout; AndzestissuagedAndtrustisdoubt,AndsloweffacementIsrifethroughout,Whilefiercelygirdsthewindatthelong—limbedsycamoretree! THECAGEDGOLDFINCH Withinachurchyard,onarecentgrave,IsawalittlecageThatjailedagoldfinch。AllwassilencesaveItshopsfromstagetostage。 Therewasinquiryinitswistfuleye,Andonceittriedtosing; Ofhimorherwhoplaceditthere,andwhy,Nooneknewanything。 ATMADAMETUSSAUD’SINVICTORIANYEARS \"Thatsamefirstfiddlerwholeadstheorchestrato—nightHerefiddledfourdecadesofyearsago; Hebearsthesamebabe—likesmileofself—centreddelight,Sametrinketonwatch—chain,sameringonthehandwiththebow。 \"Buthisface,ifregarded,iswoefullywanner,anddrier,Andhisoncedarkbeardhasgrownstragglingandgray; Yetablissfulexistenceheseemstohaveledwithhislyre,Inatranceofhisown,wherenowearingortearinghadsway。 \"Midthesewaxfigures,whonothingcando,itmayseemThattodobutalittlethingcountsagreatdeal; Tobewatchedbykings,councillors,queens,maybeflatteringtohim— Withtheirglasseyeslongingtheytoocouldwakenotesthatappeal。\" *** Ah,butheplayedstaunchly——thatfiddler——whoeverhewas,Withtheinnocentheartandthesoul—touchingstring: MayhefindtheFairHaven!Fordidhenotsmilewithgoodcause? Yes;gamutsthatgracedfortyyears’—flightwerenotasmallthing! THEBALLET Theycrushtogether——arustlingheapofflesh— Ofmorethanflesh,aheapofsouls;andthenTheypart,enmesh,Andcrushtogetheragain,LikethepinkpetalsofatoosanguineroseFrightenedshutjustwhenitblows。 Thoughallalikeintheirtinsellivery,Andindistinguishableatasweepingglance,Theymuster,maybe,Asliveswideinirrelevance; Aworldofherownhaseachoneunderneath,Detachedasaswordfromitssheath。 Daughters,wives,mistresses;honestorfalse,sold,bought; Heartsofallsizes;gay,fond,gushing,orpenned,VariousinthoughtOflover,rival,friend; Linksinaone—pulsedchain,allshowingonesmile,Yetseveredsomanyamile! THEFIVESTUDENTS Thesparrowdipsinhiswheel—rutbath,Thesungrowspassionate—eyed,Andboilsthedewtosmokebythepaddock—path; Asstrenuouslywestride,— Fiveofus;darkHe,fairHe,darkShe,fairShe,I,Allbeatingby。 Theairisshaken,thehigh—roadhot,Shadowlessswoonstheday,Thegreensaresoberedandcattleatrest;butnotWeonoururgentway,— Fourofus;fairShe,darkShe,fairHe,I,arethere,Butone——elsewhere。 Autumnmouldsthehardfruitmellow,AndforwardstillwepressThroughmoors,briar—meshedplantations,clay—pitsyellow,Asinthespringhours——yes,Threeofus:fairHe,fairShe,I,asheretofore,But——fallenonemore。 Theleafdrops:earthwormsdrawitinAtnight—timenoiselessly,Thefingersofbirchandbeechareskeleton—thin,Andyetonthebeatarewe,— Twoofus;fairShe,I。ButnomorelefttogoThetrackweknow。 Iciclestagthechurch—aisleleads,Theflag—ropegibbershoarse,Thehome—boundfoot—folkwraptheirsnow—flakedheads,YetIstillstalkthecourse,— Oneofus……DarkandfairHe,darkandfairShe,gone: Therest——anon。 THEWIND’SPROPHECY Itravelonbybarrenfarms,AndgullsglintoutlikesilverflecksAgainstacloudthatspeaksofwrecks,Andbelliesdownwithblackalarms。 Isay:\"Thusfrommylady’sarmsIgo;thosearmsIlovethebest!\" Thewindrepliesfromdipandrise,\"Nay;towardherarmsthoujourneyest。\" AdistantvergemoroselygrayAppears,whileclotsofflyingfoamBreakfromitsmuddymonochrome,Andalightblinksupfaraway。 Isigh:\"MyeyesnowasalldayBeholdherebonloopsofhair!\" Likeburstingbondsthewindresponds,\"Nay,waitfortressesflashingfair!\" FromtidestheloftycoastlandsscreenComesmitingsliketheslamofdoors,Orhammeringsonhollowfloors,Astheswellcleavesthroughcavesunseen。 SayI:\"Thoughbroadthiswildterrene,Hercityhomeismatchedofnone!\" Fromthehoarseskiesthewindreplies: \"Thoushouldsthavesaidhersea—bordone。\" Theall—prevailingcloudsexcludeTheonequicktimoroustransientstar; ThewavesoutsidewherebreakersareHuzzalikeamadmultitude。 \"Wherethesunupsit,mist—imbued,\" Icry,\"therereignsthestarforme!\" Thewindoutshrieksfrompointsandpeaks: \"Here,westward,whereitdowns,meanye!\" Yondertheheadland,vulturine,SnoreslikeoldSkrymerinhissleep,AndeverychasmandeverysteepBlackensaswakeseachpharos—shine。 \"Iroam,butoneissafelymine,\" Isay。\"Godgrantshestaymyown!\" Lowlaughsthewindasifitgrinned: \"ThyLoveisonethou’stnotyetknown。\" Rewrittenfromanoldcopy。 DURINGWINDANDRAIN Theysingtheirdearestsongs— He,she,allofthem——yea,Trebleandtenorandbass,Andonetoplay; Withthecandlesmooningeachface…… Ah,no;theyearsO! Howthesickleavesreeldowninthrongs! Theyclearthecreepingmoss— Eldersandjuniors——aye,MakingthepathwaysneatAndthegardengay; Andtheybuildashadyseat…… Ah,no;theyears,theyears; See,thewhitestorm—birdswingacross! Theyareblithelybreakfastingall— Menandmaidens——yea,Underthesummertree,Withaglimpseofthebay,Whilepetfowlcometotheknee…… Ah,no;theyearsO! Andtherottenroseisriptfromthewall。 Theychangetoahighnewhouse,He,she,allofthem——aye,ClocksandcarpetsandchairsOnthelawnallday,Andbrightestthingsthataretheirs…… Ah,no;theyears,theyears; Downtheircarvednamestherain—dropploughs。 HEPREFERSHEREARTHLY Thisafter—sunsetisasightforseeing,Cliff—headsofcraggycloudsurroundingit。 ——Anddwellyouinthatglory—show? Youmay;fortherearestrangestrangethingsinbeing,StrangerthanIknow。 YetifthatchasmofsplendourclaimyourpresenceWhichglowsbetweentheashcloudandthedun,Howchangedmustbeyourmortalmould! Changedtoafirmament—ridingearthlessessenceFromwhatyouwereofold: AlltoounlikethefondandfragilecreatureThenknowntome……Well,shallIsayitplain? Iwouldnothaveyouthusandthere,Butstillwouldgrieveon,missingyou,stillfeatureYouastheoneyouwere。 THEDOLLS \"Wheneveryoudressmedolls,mammy,Whydoyoudressthemso,Andmakethemgallantsoldiers,WhenneveraoneIknow; AndnotasgentleladiesWithfrillsandfrocksandcurls,AspeopledressthedolliesOfotherlittlegirls?\" Ah——whydidshenotanswer:— \"Becauseyourmammy’sheedIsalwaysgallantsoldiers,Aswellmaybe,indeed。 Oneofthemwasyourdaddy,HisnameImustnottell; He’snotthedadwholiveshere,ButoneIlovetoowell。\" MOLLYGONE NomoresummerforMollyandme; Thereissnowonthetree,Andtheblackbirdsplumplargeastherooksare,almost,AndthewaterishardWheretheyusedtodipbillsatthedawnereherfigurewaslostTothesecoasts,nowmyprisonclose—barred。 NomoreplantingbyMollyandmeWherethebedsusedtobeOfsweet—william;notrainingtheclamberingroseBytheframeworkoffirNowboweringthepathway,whereonitswingsgailyandblowsAsifcallingcommendmentfromher。 NomorejauntingsbyMollyandmeTothetownbythesea,OralongoverWhitesheettoWynyard’sgreenGap,CatchingMontacuteCrestTotherightagainstSedgmoor,andCorton—Hill’sfar—distantcap,AndPilsdonandLewsdontowest。 NomoresingingbyMollytomeIntheeveningswhensheWasinmoodandinvoice,andthecandleswerelit,Andpasttheporch—quoinTherayswouldspringoutonthelaurels;anddumbledoreshitOnthepane,asifwishingtojoin。 Where,then,isMolly,who’snomorewithme? ——AsIstandonthislea,Thinkingthus,there’samany—flamedstarintheair,ThattossesasignThatherglanceisregardingitsfacefromherhome,sothatthereHereyesmayhavemeetingswithmine。 ABACKWARDSPRING Thetreesareafraidtoputforthbuds,Andthereistimidityinthegrass; Theplotsliegraywheregougedbyspuds,AndwhethernextweekwillpassFreeofslysourwindsisthefretofeachbushOfbarberrywaitingtobloom。 Yetthesnowdrop’sfacebetraysnogloom,Andtheprimrosepantsinitsheedlesspush,Thoughthemyrtleasksifit’sworththefightThisyearwithfrostandrimeToventureonemoretimeOndelicateleavesandbuttonsofwhiteFromtheselfsameboughasatlastyear’sprime,AndnevertoruminateonorrememberWhathappenedtoitinmid—December。 April1917。 LOOKINGACROSS I Itisdarkinthesky,AndsilenceiswhereOurlaughsranghigh; AndrecalldoI ThatOneisoutthere。 II Thedawnisnotnigh,Andthetreesarebare,AndthewaterwayssighThatayearhasdrawnby,AndTwoareoutthere。 III ThewinddropstodieLikethephantomofCareToofrailforacry,AndheartbringstoeyeThatThreeareoutthere。 IV ThisLiferunsdryThatonceranrareAndrosyindye,Andfleetthedaysfly,AndFourareoutthere。 V Tired,tiredamI Ofthisearthlyair,Andmywraithasks:Why,Sincethesecalmlie,ArenotFiveoutthere? December1915。 ATASEASIDETOWNIN1869 (YoungLover’sReverie) Iwentandstoodoutsidemyself,SpelledthedarkskyAndship—lightsnigh,Andgrumblingwindsthatpassedthereby。 ThennextinsidemyselfIlooked,Andthere,aboveAll,shonemyLove,Thatnothingmatchedtheimageof。 BeyondmyselfagainIranged; AndsawthefreeLifebythesea,Andfolkindifferenttome。 O’twasacharmtodrawwithinThereafter,whereButshewas;careForonethingonly,herhidthere! Butsoitchanced,withoutmyselfIhadtolook,AndthenItookMoreheedofwhatIhadlongforsook: Theboats,thesands,theesplanade,Thelaughingcrowd; Light—hearted,loudGreetingsfromsomenotill—endowed; Theeveningsunlitcliffs,thetalk,Hailingsandhalts,Thekeensea—salts,Theband,theMorgenblatterWaltz。 Still,whenatnightIdrewinsideForwardshecame,Sad,butthesameAswhenIfirsthadknownhername。 Thenroseatimewhen,asbyforce,OutwardlywooedBycontactscrude,Herimageinabeyancestood…… AtlastIsaid:ThisoutsidelifeShallnotendure; I’llseekthepureThought—world,andbaskinherallure。 MyselfagainIcreptwithin,ScannedwithkeencareThetemplewhereShe’dshone,butcouldnotfindherthere。 Isoughtandsought。ButOhersoulHasnotsincethrownUponmyownOnebeam!Yea,sheisgone,isgone。 Fromanoldnote。 THEGLIMPSE ShespedthroughthedoorAnd,followinginhaste,Andstirredtothecore,Ienteredhot—faced; ButIcouldnotfindher,Nosignwasbehindher。 \"Whereisshe?\"Isaid: —\"Who?\"theyaskedthatsatthere; \"Notasoul’scomeinsight。\" —\"Amaidwithredhair。\" —\"Ah。\"Theypaled。\"Sheisdead。 Peopleseeheratnight,ButyouarethefirstOnwhomshehasburstInthekeencommonlight。\" Itwasagesago,WhenIwasquitestrong: Ihavewaitedsince,——O,Ihavewaitedsolong! —Yea,IsetmetoownThehouse,wherenowloneIdwellinvoidroomsBoominghollowastombs! ButInevercomenearher,ThoughnightlyIhearher。 AndmycheekhasgrownthinAndmyhairhasgrowngrayWiththiswaitingtherein; Butshestillkeepsaway! THEPEDESTRIAN ANINCIDENTOF1883 \"Sir,willyouletmegiveyouaride? NoxVenit,andtheheathiswide。\" —Myphaeton—lanternshoneononeYoung,fair,evenfresh,Butburdenedwithflesh: Aleathernsatchelathisside,Hisbreathingsshort,hiscoatundone。 ’TwasasifhiscorpulentfiguresloppedWiththeshakeofhiswalkingwhenhestopped,And,thoughthenight’spinchgrewacute,HeworebutathinWind—thriddedsuit,Yetwell—shapedshoesforwalkingin,Artisticbeaver,canegold—topped。 \"Alas,myfriend,\"hesaidwithasmile,\"Iamdailyboundtofoottenmile— Wet,dry,ordark——beforeIrest。 SixmonthstoliveMydoctorsgiveMeasmyprospecthere,atbest,UnlessIvampmysturdiest!\" Hisvoicewasthatofamanrefined,Aman,onewellcouldfeel,ofmind,Quitewinninginitsmusicalease; ButinmouldmalignedBysomedisease; AndIaskedagain。Butheshookhishead; Then,asifmoreweredue,hesaid:— \"AstudentwasI——ofSchopenhauer,Kant,Hegel,——andthefountainedbowerOftheMuses,too,knewmyregard: Butah——IfearmeThegravegapesnearme!…… WouldIcouldthisgrosssheathdiscard,Andriseanetherealshape,unmarred!\" HowIrememberhim!——hisshortbreath,Hisaspect,markedforearlydeath,Ashedroppedintothenightforever; OnecaughtinhisprimeOfhighendeavour; FromallphilosophiessoontoseverThroughanunconsciencedtrickofTime! \"WHO’SINTHENEXTROOM?\" \"Who’sinthenextroom?——who? IseemedtoseeSomebodyinthedawningpassingthrough,Unknowntome。\" \"Nay:yousawnought。Hepassedinvisibly。\" \"Who’sinthenextroom?——who? IseemtohearSomebodymutteringfirminalanguagenewThatchillstheear。\" \"No:youcatchnothistonguewhohasenteredthere。\" \"Who’sinthenextroom?——who? IseemtofeelHisbreathlikeaclammydraught,asifitdrewFromthePolarWheel。\" \"No:nonewhobreathesatalldoesthedoorconceal。\" \"Who’sinthenextroom?——who? AfigurewanWithamessagetooneinthereofsomethingdue? ShallIknowhimanon?\" \"Yeahe;andhebroughtsuch;andyou’llknowhimanon。\" ATACOUNTRYFAIR AtabygoneWesterncountryfairIsawagiantledbyadwarfWitharedstringlikealongthinscarf; HowmuchhewasthestrongerthereThegiantseemedunaware。 AndthenIsawthatthegiantwasblind,Andthedwarfashrewd—eyedlittlething; Thegiant,mild,timid,obeyedthestringAsifhehadnoindependentmind,Orwillofanykind。 WhereverthedwarfdecidedtogoAthisheelstheothertrottedmeekly,(Perhaps——Iknownot——reproachingweakly) LikeoneFatebadethatitmustbeso,Whetherhewishedorno。 VarioussightsinvariousclimesIhaveseen,andmoreImayseeyet,ButthatsightnevershallIforget,Andhavethoughtitthesorriestofpantomimes,Ifonce,ahundredtimes! THEMEMORIALBRASS:186— \"Whydoyouweepthere,Osweetlady,Whydoyouweepbeforethatbrass?— (I’mamerestudentsketchingthemediaeval) Issomelatedeathlinedthere,alas?— Yourfather’s?……Well,allpaythedebtthatpaidhe!\" \"Youngman,OmustItell!——Myhusband’s!AndunderHisnameIsetmine,andmyDEATH!— Itsdateleftvacanttillmyheirsshouldfillit,Statingmefaithfultillmylastbreath。\" —\"Madam,thatyouareawidowwakesmywonder!\" \"Owait!ForlastmonthI——remarried! AndnowIfear’twasadeedamiss。 We’vejustcomehome。AndIamsickandsaddenedAtwhatthenewonewillsaytothis; Andwillhethink——thinkthatIshouldhavetarried? \"Imayadd,surely,——withnowishtoharmhim— Thathe’satemper——yes,Ifear! AndwhenhecomestochurchnextSundaymorning,Andseesthatwritten……Odear,Odear! —\"Madam,Iswearyourbeautywilldisarmhim!\" HERLOVE—BIRDS WhenIlookedupatmylove—birdsThatSundayafternoon,TherewasintheirtinytuneAdyingfetchlikebrokenwords,WhenIlookedupatmylove—birdsThatSundayafternoon。 Whenhe,too,scannedthelove—birdsOnenteringtherethatday,’TwasasifhehadnoughttosayOfhislongjourneycitywards,Whenhe,too,scannedthelove—birds,Onenteringtherethatday。 Andbilledandbilledthelove—birds,As’twereinfonddespairAtthestressofsilencewhereHadoncebeentonesintenorthirds,Andbilledandbilledthelove—birdsAs’twereinfonddespair。 O,hisspeechthatchilledthelove—birds,Andsmotelikedeathonme,AsIlearntwhatwastobe,Andknewmylifewasbrokeinsherds! O,hisspeechthatchilledthelove—birds,Andsmotelikedeathonme! PAYINGCALLS IwentbyfootpathandbystileBeyondwherebustleends,StrayedhereamileandthereamileAndcalleduponsomefriends。 OncertainonesIhadnotseenForyearspastdidIcall,AndthenonotherswhohadbeenTheoldestfriendsofall。 ItwasthetimeofmidsummerWhentheyhadusedtoroam; Butnow,thoughtemptingwastheair,Ifoundthemallathome。 IspoketooneandotherofthemBymoundandstoneandtreeOfthingswehaddoneeredaysweredim,Buttheyspokenottome。 THEUPPERBIRCH—LEAVES Warmyellowy—greenIntheblueserene,HowtheyskipandswayOnthisautumnday! TheycannotknowWhathashappenedbelow,— ThattheirboughsdownthereArealreadyquitebare,ThattheirownwillbeWhenaweekhaspassed,— FortheyjigasingleeTothisverylast。 Butno;thereliesAttimesintheirtuneAnotethatcriesWhatatfirstIfearIdidnothear: \"OwerememberAteachwind’shollo— Thoughlifeholdsyet— Wegohencesoon,For’tisNovember; —ButthatyoufollowYoumayforget!\" \"ITNEVERLOOKSLIKESUMMER\" \"ItneverlookslikesummerhereOnBeenybythesea。\" Butthoughshesawitslookasdrear,Summeritseemedtome。 ItneverlookslikesummernowWhateverweather’sthere; Butah,itcannotanyhow,OnBeenyorelsewhere! BOSCASTLE,March8,1913。 EVERYTHINGCOMES \"ThehouseisbleakandcoldBuiltsonewforme! AllthewindsuponthewoldSearchitthroughforme; Noscreeningtreesabound,AndthecuriouseyesaroundKeeponviewforme。\" \"MyLove,IamplantingtreesAsascreenforyouBothfromwinds,andeyesthatteaseAndpeerinforyou。 Onlywaittilltheyhavegrown,NosuchbowerwillbeknownAsImeanforyou。\" \"ThenIwillbearit,Love,Andwillwait,\"shesaid。 —So,withyears,theregrewagrove。 \"Skillhowgreat!\"shesaid。 \"Asyouwished,Dear?\"——\"Yes,Isee! But——I’mdying;andforme’Tistoolate,\"shesaid。 THEMANWITHAPAST Therewasmerry—makingWhenthefirstdartfellAsaheralding,— Tillgrinnedthefullybaredthing,Andfrozelikeaspell— Likeaspell。 Innocentwasshe,InnocentwasI,Toosimplewe! Beforeuswedidnotsee,Nearing,aughtwry— Aughtwry! Icantellitnotnow,Itwaslongago; Andsuchthingscow; ButthatiswhyandhowTwoliveswereso— Wereso。 Yes,theyearsmatured,AndtheblowswerethreeThattimeensuredOnher,whichshedumblyendured; Andoneonme— Oneonme。 HEFEARSHISGOODFORTUNE TherewasaglorioustimeAtanepochofmyprime; Morningsberyl—bespread,Andeveningsgolden—red; Nothinggray: AndinmyheartIsaid,\"Howeverthischancedtobe,Itistoofullforme,Toorare,toorapturous,rash,ItsspellmustclosewithacrashSomeday!\" TheradiancewentonAnonandyetanon,AndsweetnessfellaroundLikemannaontheground。 \"I’venoclaim,\" SaidI,\"tobethuscrowned: Iamnotworthythis:— Mustitnotgoamiss?— Well……lettheendforeseenComeduly!——Iamserene。\" ——Anditcame。 HEWONDERSABOUTHIMSELF Nousehoping,orfeelingvext,TuggedbyaforceaboveorunderLikesomefantocine,muchIwonderWhatIshallfindmedoingnext! ShallIberushingwherebrighteyesbe? ShallIbesufferingsorrowsseven? ShallIbewatchingthestarsofheaven,Thinkingoneofthemlookslikethee? PartismineofthegeneralWill,CannotmyshareinthesumofsourcesBendadigitthepoiseofforces,Andafairdesirefulfil? Nov。1893。 JUBILATE \"TheverylasttimeIeverwashere,\"hesaid,\"IsawmuchlessofthequickthanIsawofthedead。\" —HewasamanIhadmetwithsomewherebefore,ButhoworwhenInowcouldrecallnomore。 \"ThehazymazymoonlightatoneinthemorningSpreadoutasaseaacrossthefrozensnow,GlazedtolivesparkleslikethegreatbreastplateadorningThepriestoftheTemple,withUrimandThummimaglow。 \"Theyew—treearms,gluedhardtothestiffstarkair,Hungstillinthevillageskyastheatre—scenesWhenIcamebythechurchyardwall,andhaltedthereAtashut—insoundoffiddlesandtambourines。 \"AndasIstoodhearkening,dulcimers,haut—boys,andshawms,Andvioloncellos,andathree—stringeddouble—bass,Joinedin,andwereintermixedwithasingingofpsalms; AndIlookedoveratthedeadmen’sdwelling—place。 \"ThroughtheshineoftheslipperysnowInowcouldsee,Asitwerethroughacrystalroof,agreatcompanyOfthedeadminuetinginstatelystepundergroundTothetuneoftheinstrumentsIhadbeforeheardsound。 \"Itwas’EdenNew,’anddancingtheysanginachore,’Weareoutofitall!——yea,inLittle—Easecrampednomore!’ AndtheirshroudedfigurespacingwithjoyIcouldseeAsyouseethestagefromthegallery。Andtheyhadnoheedofme。 \"AndIliftedmyheadquitedazedfromthechurchyardwallAndIdoubtednotthatitwarnedIshouldsoonhavemycall。 But——\"……Thenintheashesheemptiedthedregsofhiscup,Andonwardhewent,andthedarknessswallowedhimup。 HEREVISITSHISFIRSTSCHOOL Ishouldnothaveshownintheflesh,Ioughttohavegoneasaghost; Itwasawkward,unseemlyalmost,Standingsolidlythereaswhenfresh,Pink,tiny,crisp—curled,MypinionsyetfurledFromthewindsoftheworld。 AfterwaitingsomanyayearTowaitlonger,andgoasaspriteFromthetombatthemidofsomenightWastheright,radiantwaytoappear; NotasonewanzingweakFromlife’sroarandreek,Hisreststilltoseek: Yea,beglimpsedthroughthequaintquarriedglassOfgreenmoonlight,bymegreenermade,Whenthey’dcry,perhaps,\"TheresitshisshadeInhisoldenhaunt——justashewasWheninWalkingameheConnedthegrandRule—of—ThreeWiththebentofabee。\" Buttoshowintheafternoonsun,Withanaspectofhollow—eyedcare,Whennonewishedtoseemecomethere,Wasagarishthing,betterundone。 Yes;wrongwastheway; Butyet,letmesay,Imayrightit——someday。 \"ITHOUGHT,MYHEART\" Ithought,myHeart,thatyouhadhealedOfthosesoresmartingsofthepast,AndthatthesummershadoversealedAllmarkofthematlast。 ButcloselyscanninginthenightIsawthemstandingcrimson—brightJustasshemadethem: Nothingcouldfadethem; Yea,IcanswearThattheretheywere— Theystillwerethere! ThentheVisionofherwhocutthemcame,Andlookingovermyshouldersaid,\"IamsureyoudealmealltheblameForthosesharpsmartsandred; Butmeetme,dearest,to—morrownight,Inthechurchyardatthemoon’shalf—height,AndsostrangeakissShallbemine,Iwis,Thatyou’llceasetoknowIfthewoundsyoushowBethereorno!\" FRAGMENT AtlastIenteredalongdarkgallery,Catacomb—lined;andrangedatthesideWerethebodiesofmenfromfarandwideWho,motionpast,wereneverthelessnotdead。 \"Thesenseofwaitingherestrikesstrong; Everyone’swaiting,waiting,itseemstome; Whatareyouwaitingforsolong?— Whatistohappen?\"Isaid。 \"OwearewaitingforonecalledGod,\"saidthey,\"(ThoughbysometheWill,orForce,orLaws; And,vaguely,bysome,theUltimateCause;) Waitingforhimtoseeusbeforeweareclay。 Yes;waiting,waiting,forGodTOKNOWIT\"…… \"Toknowwhat?\"questionedI。 \"Toknowhowthingshavebeengoingonearthandbelowit: Itisclearhemustknowsomeday。\" Ithereonaskedthemwhy。 \"SincehemadeushumblepioneersOfhimselfinconsciousnessofLife’stears,ItneedsnomightyprophecyTotellthatwhathecouldmindlesslyshowHiscreatures,hehimselfwillknow。 \"Bysomestillclose—cowledmysteryWehavereachedfeelingfasterthanhe,Buthewillovertakeusanon,Iftheworldgoeson。\" MIDNIGHTONTHEGREATWESTERN Inthethird—classseatsatthejourneyingboy,Andtheroof—lamp’soilyflamePlayeddownonhislistlessformandface,Bewraptpastknowingtowhathewasgoing,Orwhencehecame。 InthebandofhishatthejourneyingboyHadaticketstuck;andastringAroundhisneckborethekeyofhisbox,Thattwinkledgleamsofthelamp’ssadbeamsLikealivingthing。 Whatpastcanbeyours,OjourneyingboyTowardsaworldunknown,Whocalmly,asifincuriousquiteOnallatstake,canundertakeThisplungealone? Knowsyoursoulasphere,Ojourneyingboy,Ourruderealmsfarabove,WhencewithspaciousvisionyoumarkandmeteThisregionofsinthatyoufindyouin,Butarenotof? HONEYMOONTIMEATANINN Attheshiverofmorning,alittlebeforethefalsedawn,Themoonwasatthewindow—square,Deedilybroodingindeformeddecay— Thecurvehewnoffhercheekasbyanadze; AttheshiverofmorningalittlebeforethefalsedawnSothemoonlookedinthere。 Herspeechlesseyeingreachedacrossthechamber,Wherelaytwosoulsopprest,Oneawhiteladysighing,\"WhyamIsad!\" Tohimwhosighedback,\"Sad,myLove,amI!\" Andspeechlesslytheoldmoonconnedthechamber,Andthesetworeftofrest。 Whiletheirlarge—pupilledvisionsweptthescenethere,Noughtseemingimminent,Somethingfellsheer,andcrashed,andfromthefloorLayglitteringatthepairwithashatteredgaze,Whiletheirlarge—pupilledvisionsweptthescenethere,Andthemany—eyedthingoutleant。 Withastarttheysawthatitwasanold—timepier—glassWhichhadstoodonthemantelnear,Itssilveringblemished,——yes,asifwornawayBytheeyesofthecountlessdeadwhohadsmirkedatitErethesetwoeverknewthatold—timepier—glassAnditsvagueandvacantleer。 Ashelooked,hisbridelikeamothskimmedforth,andkneelingQuick,withquiveringsighs,Gatheredthepiecesunderthemoon’sslyray,Unwittingasanautomatonwhatshedid; Tillheentreated,hastingtowhereshewaskneeling,Letitstaywhereitlies!\" \"Longyearsofsorrowthismeans!\"breathedtheladyAstheyretired。\"Alas!\" Andsheliftedonepalehandacrosshereyes。 \"Don’ttrouble,Love;it’snothing,\"thebridegroomsaid。 \"Longyearsofsorrowforus!\"murmuredthelady,\"Oreverthisevilpass!\" AndtheSpiritsIroniclaughedbehindthewainscot,AndtheSpiritsofPitysighed。 It’sgood,\"saidtheSpiritsIronic,\"totickletheirmindsWithaportentoftheirwedlock’safter—grinds。\" AndtheSpiritsofPitysighedbehindthewainscot,\"It’saportentwecannotabide! \"More,whatshallhappentoprovethetruthoftheportent?\" ——\"Oh;inbrief,theywillfadetillold,Andtheirlovesgrownumbederedeath,bythecarkofcare。\" —\"Butnoughtseewethatasksforportentsthere?— ’Tisthelotofall。\"——\"Well,nolesstrueisaportentThatitfitsallmortalmould。\" THEROBIN WhenupaloftIflyandfly,IseeinpoolsTheshiningsky,AndahappybirdAmI,amI! WhenIdescendTowardstheirbrinkIstand,andlook,Andstoop,anddrink,Andbathemywings,Andchinkandprink。 WhenwinterfrostMakesearthassteelIsearchandsearchButfindnomeal,AndmostunhappyThenIfeel。 Butwhenitlasts,Andsnowsstillfall,IgettofeelNogriefatall,ForIturntoacoldstiffFeatheryball! \"IROSEANDWENTTOROU’TORTOWN\" (She,alone) IroseandwenttoRou’torTownWithgaietyandgoodheart,Andardourforthestart,ThatmorningerethemoonwasdownThatlitmeofftoRou’torTownWithgaietyandgoodheart。 WhensojournsoonatRou’torTownWrotesorrowsonmyface,IstrovethatnoneshouldtraceThepaleandgray,oncepinkandbrown,WhensojournsoonatRou’torTownWrotesorrowsonmyface。 TheevilwroughtatRou’torTownOnhimI’dlovedsotrueIcannottellanew: Butnoughtcanquench,butnoughtcandrownTheevilwroughtatRou’torTownOnhimI’dlovedsotrue! THENETTLES This,then,isthegraveofmyson,Whoseheartshewon!AndnettlesgrowUponhismound;andshelivesjustbelow。 Howheupbraidedme,andleft,Andourliveswerecleft,becauseIsaidShewashard,unfeeling,caringbuttowed。 Well,toseethissightIhavefaredthesemiles,Andherfirelightsmilesfromherwindowthere,Whomhelefthismothertocherishwithtendercare! Itisenough。I’llturnandgo; Yes,nettlesgrowwherelonelieshe,Whospurnedmeforseeingwhathecouldnotsee。 INAWAITING—ROOM OnamorningsickasthedayofdoomWiththedrizzlinggrayOfanEnglishMay,Therewerefewintherailwaywaiting—room。 AboutitswallswereframedandvarnishedPicturesofliners,fly—blown,tarnished。 ThetableboreaTestamentFortravellers’reading,ifsuchwisebent。 Ireaditonandon,And,throngingtheGospelofSaintJohn,Werefigures——additions,multiplications— Bysomeonescrawled,withsundryemendations; Notscoffinglydesigned,Butwithanabsentmind,— Plainlyabagman’scountsofcost,Whathehadprofited,whatlost; AndwhilstIwonderediftherecouldhavebeenAnyparticleofasoulInthatpoormanatall,TocypherratesofwageUponthatprintedpage,TherejoinedinthecharmlesssceneAndstoodovermeandthescribbledbook(Tolendthehour’smeanhueAsmearoftragedytoo) Asoldierandwife,withhaggardlookSubduedtostonebystrongendeavour; AndthenIheardFromacasualwordTheywerepartingastheybelievedforever。 ButnexttherecameLiketheeasternflameOfsomehighaltar,children——apair— Wholaughedatthefly—blownpicturesthere。