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LXV WhenayouthwasgivinghimselfairsintheTheatreandsaying,\"Iamwise,forIhaveconversedwithmanywisemen,\" Epictetusreplied,\"Itoohaveconversedwithmanyrichmen,yetIamnotrich!\" LXVI Weseethatacarpenterbecomesacarpenterbylearningcertainthings:thatapilot,bylearningcertainthings,becomesapilot。Possiblyalsointhepresentcasethemeredesiretobewiseandgoodisnotenough。Itisnecessarytolearncertainthings。Thisisthentheobjectofoursearch。ThePhilosopherswouldhaveusfirstlearnthatthereisaGod,andthatHisProvidencedirectstheUniverse;further,thattohidefromHimnotonlyone’sactsbutevenone’sthoughtsandintentionsisimpossible;secondly,whatthenatureofGodis。Whateverthatnatureisdiscoveredtobe,themanwhowouldpleaseandobeyHimmuststrivewithallhismighttobemadelikeuntohim。IftheDivineisfaithful,healsomustbefaithful;iffree,healsomustbefree;ifbeneficent,healsomustbebeneficent;ifmagnanimous,healsomustbemagnanimous。ThusasanimitatorofGodmusthefollowHimineverydeedandword。 LXVII IfIshowyou,thatyoulackjustwhatismostimportantandnecessarytohappiness,thathithertoyourattentionhasbeenbestowedoneverythingratherthanthatwhichclaimsitmost; and,tocrownall,thatyouknowneitherwhatGodnorManis—— neitherwhatGoodorEvilis:why,thatyouareignorantofeverythingelse,perhapsyoumaybeartobetold;buttohearthatyouknownothingofyourself,howcouldyousubmittothat? Howcouldyoustandyourgroundandsufferthattobeproved? Clearlynotatall。Youinstantlyturnawayinwrath。YetwhatharmhaveIdonetoyou?Unlessindeedthemirrorharmstheill—favouredmanbyshowinghimtohimselfjustasheis;unlessthephysiciancanbethoughttoinsulthispatient,whenhetellshim:——\"Friend,doyousupposethereisnothingwrongwithyou? why,youhaveafever。Eatnothingto—day,anddrinkonlywater。\" Yetnoonesays,\"Whataninsufferableinsult!\"Whereasifyousaytoaman,\"Yourdesiresareinflamed,yourinstinctsofrejectionareweakandlow,youraimsareinconsistent,yourimpulsesarenotinharmonywithNature,youropinionsarerashandfalse,\"heforthwithgoesawayandcomplainsthatyouhaveinsultedhim。 LXVIII Ourwayofliferesemblesafair。Theflocksandherdsarepassingalongtobesold,andthegreaterpartofthecrowdtobuyandsell。Buttherearesomefewwhocomeonlytolookatthefair,toinquirehowandwhyitisbeingheld,uponwhatauthorityandwithwhatobject。Sotoo,inthisgreatFairoflife,some,likethecattle,troublethemselvesaboutnothingbutthefodder。Knowallofyou,whoarebusiedaboutland,slavesandpublicposts,thatthesearenothingbutfodder!SomefewthereareattendingtheFair,wholovetocontemplatewhattheworldis,whatHethatadministersit。CantherebenoAdministrator?isitpossible,thatwhileneithercitynorhouseholdcouldendureevenamomentwithoutonetoadministerandseetoitswelfare,thisFabric,sofair,sovast,shouldbeadministeredinordersoharmonious,withoutapurposeandbyblindchance?ThereisthereforeanAdministrator。WhatisHisnatureandhowdoesHeadminister?AndwhoarewethatareHischildrenandwhatworkwereweborntoperform?HaveweanycloseconnectionorrelationwithHimornot? SucharetheimpressionsofthefewofwhomIspeak。Andfurther,theyapplythemselvessolelytoconsideringandexaminingthegreatassemblybeforetheydepart。Well,theyarederidedbythemultitude。Soarethelookers—onbythetraders: aye,andifthebeastshadanysense,theywouldderidethosewhothoughtmuchofanythingbutfodder! LXIX IthinkIknownowwhatIneverknewbefore——themeaningofthecommonsaying,Afoolyoucanneitherbendnorbreak。PrayheavenImayneverhaveawisefoolformyfriend!Thereisnothingmoreintractable。——\"Myresolveisfixed!\"——Whysomadmansaytoo;butthemorefirmlytheybelieveintheirdelusions,themoretheystandinneedoftreatment。 LXX ——\"O!whenshallIseeAthensanditsAcropolisagain?\"—— Miserableman!artthounotcontentedwiththedailysightsthatmeetthineeyes?canstthoubeholdaughtgreaterornoblerthantheSun,Moon,andStars;thantheoutspreadEarthandSea?IfindeedthousapprehendestHimwhoadministerstheuniverse,ifthoubearestHimaboutwithinthee,canstthoustillhankeraftermerefragmentsofstoneandfinerock?WhenthouartabouttobidfarewelltotheSunandMoonitself,wiltthousitdownandcrylikeachild?Why,whatdidstthouhear,whatdidstthoulearn? whydidstthouwritethyselfdownaphilosopher,whenthoumightesthavewrittenwhatwasthefact,namely,\"IhavemadeoneortwoConpendiums,IhavereadsomeworksofChrysippus,andI havenoteventouchedthehemofPhilosophy’srobe\"! LXXI Friend,layholdwithadesperategrasp,ereitistoolate,onFreedom,onTranquility,onGreatnessofsoul!Liftupthyhead,asoneescapedfromslavery;daretolookuptoGod,andsay:——\"DealwithmehenceforthasThouwilt;ThouandIareofonemind。IamThine:IrefusenothingthatseeethgoodtoThee; leadonwhitherThouwilt;clothemeinwhatgarbThoupleasest; wiltThouhavemearulerorasubject——athomeorinexile—— poororrich?AllthesethingswillIjustifyuntomenforThee。 Iwillshowthetruenatureofeach……\" WhowouldHerculeshavebeenhadheloiteredathome?noHercules,butEurystheus。Andinhiswanderingsthroughtheworldhowmanyfriendsandcomradesdidhefind?butnothingdearertohimthanGod。WhereforehewasbelievedtobeGod’sson,asindeedhewas。SotheninobediencetoHim,hewentaboutdeliveringtheearthfrominjusticeandlawlessness。 ButthouartnotHercules,thousayest,andcanstnotdeliverothersfromtheiriniquity——notevenTheseus,todeliverthesoilofAtticafromitsmonsters?Purgeawaythineown,castforththence——fromthineownmind,notrobbersandmonsters,butFear,Desire,Envy,Malignity,Avarice,Effeminacy,Intemperance。 Andthesemaynotbecastout,exceptbylookingtoGodalone,byfixingthyaffectionsonHimonly,andbyconsecratingthyselftoHiscommands。Ifthouchoosestaughtelse,withsighsandgroansthouwiltbeforcedtofollowaMightgreaterthanthineown,everseekingTranquillitywithout,andneverabletoattainuntoher。Forthouseekestherwheresheisnottobefound;andwheresheis,therethouseekesthernot! LXXII IfamanwouldpursuePhilosophy,hisfirsttaskistothrowawayconceit。Foritisimpossibleforamantobegintolearnwhathehasaconceitthathealreadyknows。 LXXIII Givemebutoneyoungman,thathascometotheSchoolwiththisintention,whostandsforthachampionofthiscause,andsays,\"AllelseIrenounce,contentifIambutabletopassmylifefreefromhindranceandtrouble;toraisemyheadaloftandfaceallthingsasafreeman;tolookuptoheavenasafriendofGod,fearingnothingthatmaycometopass!\"Pointoutsuchaonetome,thatImaysay,\"Enter,youngman,intopossessionofthatwhichisthineown。ForthylotistoadornPhilosophy。 Thinearethesepossessions;thinethesebooks,thesediscourses!\" Andwhenourchampionhasdulyexercisedhimselfinthispartofthesubject,Ihopehewillcomebacktomeandsay:—— \"WhatIdesireistobefreefrompassionandfromperturbation; asonewhogrudgesnopainsinthepursuitofpietyandphilosophy,whatIdesireistoknowmydutytotheGods,mydutytomyparents,tomybrothers,tomycountry,tostrangers。\" \"Enterthenonthesecondpartofthesubject;itisthinealso。\" \"ButIhavealreadymasteredthesecondpart;onlyIwishedtostandfirmandunshaken——asfirmwhenasleepaswhenawake,asfirmwhenelatedwithwineasindespondencyanddejection。\" \"Friend,youareverilyaGod!youcherishgreatdesigns。\" LXXIV \"Thequestionatstake,\"saidEpictetus,\"isnocommonone; itisthis:——Areweinoursenses,orarewenot?\" LXXV Ifyouhavegivenwaytoanger,besurethatoverandabovetheevilinvolvedtherein,youhavestrengthenedthehabit,andaddedfueltothefire。Ifovercomebyatemptationoftheflesh,donotreckonitasingledefeat,butthatyouhavealsostrengthenedyourdissolutehabits。Habitsandfacultiesarenecessarilyaffectedbythecorrespondingacts。Thosethatwerenottherebefore,springup:therestgaininstrengthandextent。ThisistheaccountwhichPhilosophersgiveoftheoriginofdiseasesofthemind:——Supposeyouhaveoncelustedaftermoney:ifreasonsufficienttoproduceasenseofevilbeapplied,thenthelustischecked,andthemindatonceregainsitsoriginalauthority;whereasifyouhaverecoursetonoremedy,youcannolongerlookforthisreturn——onthecontrary,thenexttimeitisexcitedbythecorrespondingobject,theflameofdesireleapsupmorequicklythanbefore。Byfrequentrepetition,themindinthelongrunbecomescallous;andthusthismentaldiseaseproducesconfirmedAvarice。 Onewhohashadfever,evenwhenithaslefthim,isnotinthesameconditionofhealthasbefore,unlessindeedhiscureiscomplete。Somethingofthesamesortistruealsoofdiseasesofthemind。Behind,thereremainsalegacyoftracesandblisters: andunlesstheseareeffectuallyerased,subsequentblowsonthesamespotwillproducenolongermereblisters,butsores。Ifyoudonotwishtobepronetoanger,donotfeedthehabit;giveitnothingwhichmaytenditsincrease。Atfirst,keepquietandcountthedayswhenyouwerenotangry:\"Iusedtobeangryeveryday,theneveryotherday:nexteverytwo,nexteverythreedays!\"andifyousucceedinpassingthirtydays,sacrificetotheGodsinthanksgiving。 LXXVI Howthenmaythisbeattained?——Resolve,nowifneverbefore,toapprovethyselftothyself;resolvetoshowthyselffairinGod’ssight;longtobepurewiththineownpureselfandGod! LXXVII Thatisthetrueathlete,thattrainshimselftoresistsuchoutwardimpressionsasthese。 \"Stay,wretchedman!suffernotthyselftobecarriedaway!\" Greatisthecombat,divinethetask!youarefightingforKingship,forLiberty,forHappiness,forTranquillity。RememberGod:calluponHimtoaidthee,likeacomradethatstandsbesidetheeinthefight。 LXXVIII WhothenisaStoic——inthesensethatwecallastatueofPhidiaswhichismodelledafterthatmaster’sart?Showmeamaninthissensemodelledafterthedoctrinesthatareeveruponhislips。Showmeamanthatissick——andhappy;anexile——andhappy; inevilreport——andhappy!Showmehim,Iaskagain。SohelpmeHeaven,IlongtoseeoneStoic!Nay,ifyoucannotshowmeonefullymodelled,letmeatleastseeoneinwhomtheprocessisatwork——onewhosebentisinthatdirection。Domethatfavour! Grudgeitnottoanoldman,tobeholdasighthehasneveryetbeheld。ThinkyouIwishtoseetheZeusorAthenaofPhidias,bedeckedwithgoldandivory?——Nay,showme,oneofyou,ahumansoul,desiringtobeofonemindwithGod,nomoretolayblameonGodorman,tosuffernothingtodisappoint,nothingtocrosshim,toyieldneithertoanger,envy,norjealousy——inaword,whydisguisethematter?onethatfromamanwouldfanbecomeaGod;onethatwhilestillimprisionedinthisdeadbodymakesfellowshipwithGodhisaim。Showmehim!——Ah,youcannot!Thenwhymockyourselvesanddeludeothers?whystalkabouttrickedoutinothermen’sattrire,thievesandrobbersthatyouareofnamesandthingstowhichyoucanshownotitle! LXXIX Ifyouhaveassumedacharacterbeyondyourstrength,youhavebothplayedapoorfigureinthat,andneglectedonethatiswithinyourpowers。 LXXX Fellow,youhavecometoblowsathomewithaslave:youhaveturnedthehouseholdupsidedown,andthrowntheneighbourhoodintoconfusion;anddoyoucometomethenwithairsofassumedmodesty——doyousitdownlikeasageandcriticisemyexplanantionofthereadings,andwhateveridlebabbleyousayhascomeintomyhead?Haveyoucomefullofenvy,anddejectedbecausenothingissentyoufromhome;andwhilethediscussionisgoingon,doyousitbroodingonnothingbuthowyourfatheroryourbrotheraredisposedtowardsyou:——\"Whataretheysayingaboutmethere?atthismomenttheyimagineIammakingprogressandsaying,Hewillreturnperfectlyomniscient! IwishIcouldbecomeomniscientbeforeIreturn;butthatwouldbeverytroublesome。Noonesendsmeanything——thebathsatNicopolisaredirty;thingsarewretchedathomeandwretchedhere。\"Andthentheysay,\"NobodyisanythebetterfortheSchool。\"——WhocomestotheSchoolwithasincerewishtolearn: tosubmithisprinciplestocorrectionandhimselftotreatment? Who,togainasenseofhiswants?WhythenbesurprisedifyoucarryhomefromtheSchoolexactlywhatyoubringintoit? LXXXI \"Epictetus,Ihaveoftencomedesiringtohearyouspeak,andyouhavenevergivenmeanyanswer;nowifpossible,I entreatyou,saysomethingtome。\" \"Isthere,doyouthink,\"repliedEpictetus,\"anartofspeakingasofotherthings,ifitistobedoneskilfullyandwithprofittothehearer?\" \"Yes。\" \"Andareallprofitedbywhattheyhear,oronlysomeamongthem?Sothatitseemsthereisanartofhearingaswellasofspeaking……Tomakeastatueneedsskill:toviewastatuearightneedsskillalso。\" \"Admitted。\" \"AndIthinkallwillallowthatonewhoproposestohearphilosophersspeakneedsaconsiderabletraininginhearing。Isthatnotso?Thetellmeonwhatsubjectyourareabletohearme。\" \"Why,ongoodandevil。\" \"Thegoodandevilofwhat?ahorse,anox?\" \"No;ofaman。\" \"DoweknowthenwhatManis?whathisnatureis?whatisthideawehaveofhim?Andareourearspractisedinanydegreeonthesubject?Nay,doyouunderstandwhatNatureis?canyoufollowmeinanydegreewhenIsaythatIshallhavetousedemonstration?DoyouunderstandwhatDemonstrationis?whatTrueorFalseis?……mustIdriveyoutoPhilosophy?……ShowmewhatgoodIamtodobydiscoursingwithyou。Rousemydesiretodoso。Thesightofapastureitlovesstirsinasheepthedesiretofeed:showitastoneorabitofbreadanditremainsunmoved。Thuswealsohavecertainnaturaldesires,aye,andonethatmovesustospeakwhenwefindalistenerthatisworthhissalt:onethathhimselfstirsthespirit。Butifhesitsbylikeastoneoratuftofgrass,howcanherouseaman’sdesire?\" \"Thenyouwillsaynothingtome?\" \"Icanonlytellyouthis:thatonewhoknowsnotwhoheisandtowhatendhewasborn;whatkindofworldthisisandwithwhomheisassociatedtherein;onewhocannotdistinguishGoodandEvil,BeautyandFoulness,……TruthandFalsehood,willneverfollowReasoninshapinghisdesiresandimpulsesandrepulsions,noryetinassent,denial,orsuspensionofjudgement;butwillinonewordgoaboutdeafandblind,thinkinghimselftobesomewhat,whenheisintruthofnoaccount。Isthereanythingnewinallthis?Isnotthisignorancethecauseofallthemistakesandmischancesofmensincethehumanracebegan?……\" \"ThisisallIhavetosaytoyou,andeventhisagainstthegrain。Why?Becauseyouhavenotstirredmyspirit。ForwhatcanIseeinyoutostirme,asaspiritedhorsewillstirajudgeofhorses?Yourbody?Thatyoumaltreat。Yourdress?Thatisluxurious。Youbehavior,yourlook?——Nothingwhatever。Whenyouwanttohearaphilosopher,donotsay,Yousaynothingtome’; onlyshowyourselfworthyorfittohear,andthenyouwillseehowyouwillmovethespeaker。\" LXXXII Andnow,whenyouseebrothersapparentlygoodfriendsandlivinginaccord,donotimmediatelypronounceanythingupontheirfriendship,thoughtheyshouldaffirmitwithanoath,thoughtheyshoulddeclare,\"Forustoliveapartinathingimpossible!\"Fortheheartofabadmanisfaithless,unprincipled,inconstant:nowoverpoweredbyoneimpression,nowbyanother。Asknottheusualquestions,Weretheybornofthesameparents,rearedtogether,andunderthesametutor;butaskthisonly,inwhattheyplacetheirrealinterest——whetherinoutwardthingsorintheWill。Ifinoutwardthings,callthemnotfriends,anymorethanfaithful,constant,braveorfree: callthemnotevenhumanbeings,ifyouhaveanysense……ButshouldyouhearthatthesemenholdtheGoodtolieonlyintheWill,onlyinrightlydealingwiththethingsofsense,takenomoretroubletoinquirewhethertheyarefatherandsonorbrothers,orcomradesoflongstanding;but,sureofthisonething,pronounceasboldlythattheyarefriendsasthattheyarefaithfulandjust:forwhereelsecanFriendshipbefoundthanwhereModestyis,wherethereisaninterchangeofthingsfairandhonest,andofsuchonly? LXXXIII NomancanrobusofourWill——nomancanlorditoverthat! LXXXIV Whendiseaseanddeathovertakeme,IwouldfainbefoundengagedinthetaskofliberatingmineoewWillfromtheassaultsofpassion,fromhindrance,fromresentment,fromslavery。 ThuswouldIfaintobefoundemployed,sothatImaysaytoGod,\"HaveIinaughttransgressedThycommands?HaveIinaughtpervertedthefaculties,thesenses,thenaturalprinciplesthatThoudidstgiveme?HaveIeverblamedTheeorfoundfaultwithThineadministration?WhenitwasThygoodpleasure,Ifellsick—— andsodidothermen:bymywillconsented。BecauseitwasThypleasure,Ibecamepoor:butmyheartrejoiced。NopowerintheStatewasmine,becauseThouwouldstnot:suchpowerIneverdesired!HastThoueverseenmeofmoredolefulcountenanceonthataccount?HaveInoteverdrawnnighuntoTheewithcheerfullook,waitinguponThycommands,attentivetoThysignals?WiltThouthatInowdepartfromthegreatAssemblyofmen?Igo:I giveTheeallthanks,thatThouhastdeemedmeworthytotakepartwithTheeinthisAssembly:tobeholdThyworks,tocomprehendthisThineadministration。\" SuchIwouldwerethesubjectofmythoughts,mypen,mystudy,whendeathovertakesme。 LXXXV Seemethitnothingtoyou,nevertoaccuse,nevertoblameeitherGodorMan?toweareverthesamecountenanceingoingforthasincomingin?ThiswasthesecretofSocrates:yetheneversaidthatheknewortaughtanything……Whoamongstyoumakesthishisaim?Wereitindeedso,youwouldgladlyenduresickness,hunger,aye,deathitself。 LXXXVI HowareweconstitutedbyNature?Tobefree,tobenoble,tobemodest(forwhatotherlivingthingiscapableofblushing,oroffeelingtheimpressionofshame?)andtosubordinatepleasuretotheendsforwhichNaturedesignedus,asahandmaidandaminister,inordertocallforthouractivity;inordertokeepusconstanttothepathprescribedbyNature。 LXXXVII Thehusbandmandealswithland;physiciansandtrainerswiththebody;thewisemanwithhisownMind。 LXXXVIII WhichofusdoesnotadmirewhatLycurgustheSpartandid?A youngcitizenhadputouthiseye,andbeenhandedovertohimbythepeopletobepunishedathisowndiscretion。Lycurgusabstainedfromallvengeance,butonthecontraryinstructedandmadeagoodmanofhim。Producinghiminpublicinthetheatre,hesaidtotheastonishedSpartans:——\"Ireceivedthisyoungmanatyourhandsfullofviolenceandwantoninsolence;Irestorehimtoyouinhisrightmindandfittoservehiscountry。\" LXXXIX Amoney—changermaynotrejectCaesar’scoin,normaythesellerofherbs,butmustwhenoncethecoinisshown,deliverwhatissoldforit,whetherhewillorno。SoisitalsowiththeSoul。OncetheGoodappears,itattractstowardsitself;evilrepels。ButaclearandcertainimpressionoftheGoodtheSoulwillneverreject,anymorethanmendoCaesar’scoin。OnthishangseveryimpulsealikeofManandGod。 XC AskedwhatCommonSensewas,Epictetusreplied:—— AsthatmaybecalledaCommonEarwhichdistinguishesonlysounds,whilethatwhichdistinguishesmusicalnotesisnotcommonbutproducedbytraining;sotherearecertainthingswhichmennotentirelypervertedseebythenaturalprinciplescommontoall。SuchaconstitutionoftheMindiscalledCommonSense。 XCI Canstthoujudgemen?……thenmakeusimitatorsofthyself,asSocratesdid。Dothis,donotdothat,elsewillI casttheeintoprision;thisisnotgoverningmenlikereasonablecreatures。Sayrather,AsGodhathordained,sodo;elsethouwiltsufferchastisementandloss。Askestthouwhatloss?Noneotherthanthis:Tohaveleftundonewhatthoushouldsthavedone:tohavelostthefaithfulness,thereverence,themodestythatisinthee!Greaterlossthanthisseeknottofind! XCII \"Hissonisdead。\" Whathashappened? \"Hissonisdead。\" Nothingmore? \"Nothing。\" \"Hisshipislost。\" \"Hehasbeenhaledtoprision。\" Whathashappened? \"Hehasbeenhaledtoprision。\" Butthatanyofthesethingsaremisfortunestohim,isanadditionwhicheveryonemakesofhisown。But(yousay)Godisunjustisthis。——Why?Forhavinggiventheeenduranceandgreatnessofsoul?Forhavingmadesuchthingstobenoevils? Forplacinghappinesswithinthyreach,evenwhenenduringthem? Foropenuntotheeadoor,whenthingsmakenotforthygood?—— Depart,myfriendandfindfaultnomore! XCIII YouaresailingtoRome(youtellme)toobtainthepostofGovernorofCnossus。Youarenotcontenttostayathomewiththehonoursyouhadbefore;youwantsomethingonalargerscale,andmoreconspicuous。Butwhendidyoueverundertakeavoyageforthepurposeofreviewingyourownprinciplesandgettingridofanyofthemthatprovedunsound?Whomdidyouevervisitforthatobject?Whattimedidyoueversetyourselfforthat?Whatage?Runoverthetimesofyourlife——byyourself,ifyouareashamedbeforeme。Didyouexamineyourprincipleswhenaboy? Didyounotdoeverythingjustasyoudonow?Orwhenyouwereastripling,attendingtheschooloforatoryandpractisingtheartyourself,whatdidyoueverimagineyoulacked?Andwhenyouwereayoungman,entereduponpubliclife,andwerepleadingcausesandmakinganame,whoanylongerseemedequaltoyou?Andatwhatmomentwouldyouhaveenduredanotherexaminingyourprinciplesandprovingthattheywereunsound?WhatthenamItosaytoyou?\"Helpmeinthismatter!\"youcry。Ah,forthatI havenorule!Andneitherdidyou,ifthatwasyourobject,cometomeasaphilosopher,butasyoumighthavegonetoaherb—selleroracobbler。——\"Whatdophilosophershaverulesfor,then?\"——Why,thatwhatevermaybetide,ourrulingfacultymaybeasNaturewouldhaveit,andsoremain。Thinkyouthisasmallmatter?Notso!butthegreatestthingthereis。Well,doesitneedbutashorttime?Canitbegraspedbyapasser—by?——graspit,ifyoucan! Thenyouwillsay,\"Yes,ImetEpictetus!\" Aye,justasyoumightastatueoramonument。Yousawme! andthatisall。Butamanwhomeetsamanisonewholearnstheother’smind,andletshimseeisinturn。Learnmymind——showmeyours;andthengoandsaythatyoumetme。Letustryeachother;ifIhaveanywrongprinciple,ridmeofit;ifyouhave,outwithit。Thatiswhatmeetingaphilosophermeans。Notso,youthink;thisisonlyaflyingvisit;whilewearehiringtheship,wecanseeEpictetustoo!Letusseewhathehastosay。 Thenonleavingyoucry,\"OutonEpictetusforaworthlessfellow,provincialandbarbarousofspeech!\"Whatelseindeeddidyoucometojudgeof? XCIV Whetheryouwillorno,youarepoorerthanI! \"WhatthendoIlack?\" Whatyouhavenot:Constancyofmind,suchasNaturewouldhaveitbe:Tranquillity。Patronornopatron,whatcareI?butyoudocare。Iamricherthanyou:IamnotrackedwithanxietyastowhatCaesarmaythinkofme;Iflatternoneonthataccount。ThisiswhatIhave,insteadofvesselsofgoldandsilver!yourvesselsmaybeofgold,butyourreason,yourprinciples,youracceptedviews,yourinclinations,yourdesiresareofearthenware。 XCV Toyou,allyouhaveseemssmall:tome,allIhaveseemsgreat。Yourdesireisinsatiable,mineissatisfied。Seechildrenthrustingtheirhandsintoanarrow—neckedjar,andstrivingtopulloutthenutsandfigsitcontains:iftheyfillthehand,theycannotpullitoutagain,andthentheyfalltotears。—— \"Letgoafewofthem,andthenyoucandrawouttherest!\"—— You,too,letyourdesirego!covetnotmanythings,andyouwillobtain。 XCVI Pittacuswrongedbyonewhomhehaditinhispowertopunish,lethimgofree,saying,Forgivenessisbetterthanrevenge。Theoneshowsnativegentleness,theothersavagery。 XCVII \"Mybrotheroughtnottohavetreatedmethus。\" True:buthemustseetothat。Howeverhemaytreatme,I mustdealrightlybyhim。Thisiswhatlieswithme,whatnonecanhinder。 XCVIII Neverthelessamanshouldalsobepreparedtobesufficientuntohimself——todwellwithhimselfalone,evenasGoddwellswithHimselfalone,sharesHisreposewithnone,andconsidersthenatureofHisownadministration,intentuponsuchthoughtsasaremeetuntoHimself。Soshouldwealsobeabletoconversewithourselves,toneednoneelsebeside,tosighfornodistraction,tobendourthoughtsupontheDivineAdministration,andhowwestandrelatedtoallelse;toobservehowhumanaccidentstouchedusofold,andhowtheytouchusnow;whatthingstheyarethatstillhavepowertohurtus,andhowtheymaybecuredorremoved;toperfectwhatneedsperfectingasReasonwoulddirect。 XCIX Ifamanhasfrequentintercoursewithothers,eitherinthewayofconversation,entertainment,orsimplefamiliarity,hemusteitherbecomelikethem,orchangethemtohisownfashion。 Alivecoalplacednextadeadonewilleitherkindlethatorbequenchedbyit。Suchbeingtherisk,itiswelltobecautiousinadmittingintimaciesofthissort,rememberingthatonecannotrubshoulderswithasoot—stainedmanwithoutsharingthesootoneself。Whatwillyoudo,supposingthetalkturnsongladiators,orhorses,orprize—fighters,or(whatisworse)onpersons,condemningthisandthat,approvingtheother?Orsupposeamansneersandjeersorshowsamalignanttemper?Hasanyamongustheskillofthelute—player,whoknowsatthefirsttouchwhichstringsareoutoftuneandsetstheinstrumentright:hasanyofyousuchpowerasSocrateshad,inallhisintercoursewithmen,ofwinningthemovertohisownconvictions?Nay,butyoumustneedsbeswayedhitherandthitherbytheuninstructed。Howcomesitthenthattheyprovesomuchstrongerthanyou?Becausetheyspeakfromthefulnessoftheheart——theirlow,corruptviewsaretheirrealconvictions: whereasyourfinesentimentsarebutfromthelips,outwards; thatiswhytheyaresonervelessanddead。Itturnsone’sstomachtolistentoyourexhortations,andhearofyourmiserableVirtue,thatyouprateofupanddown。ThusitisthattheVulgarprovetoostrongforyou。Everywherestrength,everywherevictorywaitsyourconviction! C Ingeneral,anymethodsofdisciplineappliedtothebodywhichtendtomodifyitsdesiresorrepulsions,aregood——forasceticends。Butifdonefordisplay,theybetrayatonceamanwhokeepsaneyeonoutwardshow;whohasanulteriorpurpose,andislookingforspectatorstoshout,\"Ohwhatagreatman!\" ThisiswhyApolloniussowellsaid:\"Ifyouarebentuponalittleprivatediscipline,waittillyouarechokingwithheatsomeday——thentakeamouthfulofcoldwater,andspititoutagain,andtellnoman!\" CI Studyhowtogiveasonethatissick:thatthoumayesthereaftergiveasonethatiswhole。Fast;drinkwateronly; abstainaltogetherfromdesire,thatthoumayesthereafterconformthydesiretoReason。 CII Thouwouldstdogooduntomen?thenshowthembythineownexamplewhatkindofmenphilosophycanmake,andceasefromfoolishtrifling。Eating,dogoodtothemthateatwiththee; drinking,tothemthatdrinkwiththee;yielduntoall,giveway,andbearwiththem。Thusshaltthoudothemgood:butventnotuponthemthineownevilhumour! CIII Evenasbadactorscannotsingalone,butonlyinchorus:sosomecannotwalkalone。 Man,ifthouartaught,strivetowalkaloneandholdconversewiththyself,insteadofskulkinginthechorus!atlengththink;lookaroungthee;bestirthyself,thatthoumayestknowwhothouart! CIV YouwouldfainbevictorattheOlympicgames,yousay。Yes,butweightheconditions,weightheconsequences;thenandthenonly,laytoyourhand——ifitbeforyourprofit。Youmustlivebyrule,submittodiet,abstainfromdaintymeats,exerciseyourbodyperforceatstatedhours,inheatorincold;drinknocoldwater,nor,itmaybe,wine。Inaword,youmustsurrenderyourselfwhollytoyourtrainer,asthoughtoaphysician。 Theninthehourofcontest,youwillhavetodelvetheground,itmaychancedislocateanarm,sprainanankle,gulpdownabundanceofyellowsand,bescourgewiththewhip——andwithallthissometimeslosethevictory。Countthecost——andthen,ifyourdesirestillholds,trythewrestler’slife。Elseletmetellyouthatyouwillbebehavinglikeapackofchildrenplayingnowatwrestlers,nowatgladiators;presentlyfallingtotrumpetingandanontostageplaying,whenthefancytakesthemforwhattheyhaveseen。Andyouareeventhesame:wrestler,gladiator,philosopher,oratorallbyturnsandnoneofthemwithyourwholesoul。Likeanape,youmimicwhatyousee,toonethingconstantnever;thethingthatisfamiliarcharmsnomore。 Thisisbecauseyouneverundertookaughtwithdueconsideration,norafterstrictlytestingandviewingitfromeveryside;no,yourchoicewasthoughtless;theglowofyourdesirehadwaxedcold…… Friend,bethinkyoufirstwhatitisyouwoulddo,andthenwhatyourownnatureisabletobear。Wouldyoubeawrestler,consideryourshoulders,yourthighs,yourlions——notallmenareformedtothesameend。Thinkyoutobeaphilosopherwhileactingasyoudo?thinkyougoonthuseating,thusdrinking,givingwayinlikemannertowrathandtodispleasure?Nay,youmustwatch,youmustlabour;overcomecertaindesires;quityourfamiliarfriends,submittobedespisedbyyourslave,tobeheldinderisionbythemthatmeetyou,totakethelowerplaceinallthings,inoffice,inpositionsofauthority,incourtsoflaw。 Weighthesethingsfully,andthen,ifyouwill,laytoyourhand;ifasthepriceofthesethingsyouwouldgainFreedom,Tranquillity,andpassionlessSerenity。 CV HethathathnomusicalinstructionisachildinMusic;hethathathnolettersisachildinLearning;hethatisuntaughtisachildinLife。 CVI Cananyprofitbederivedfromthesemen?Aye,fromall。 \"What,evenfromareviler?\" \"Why,tellmewhatprofitawrestlergainsfromhimyouexerciseshimbeforehand?Theverygreatest:hetrainsmeinthepracticeofendurance,ofcontrollingmytemper,ofgentleways。 Youdenyit。What,themanwholaysholdofmyneck,anddisciplinesloinsandshoulders,doesmegood,……whilehethattrainsmetokeepmytemperdoesmenone?Thisiswhatitmeans,notknowinghowtogainadvantagefrommen!Ismyneighbourbad?Badtohimself,butgoodtome:hebringsmygoodtemper,mygentlenessintoplay。Ismyfatherbad?Badtohimself,butgoodtome。ThisistherodofHermes;touchwhatyouwillwithit,theysay,anditbecomesgold。Nay,butbringwhatyouwillandIwilltransmuteitintoGood。Bringsickness,bringdeath,bringpovertyandreproach,bringtrialforlife—— allthesethingsthroughtherodofHermesshallbeturnedtoprofit。 CVII Tillthenthesesoundopinionshavetakenfirmrootinyou,andyouhavegainedameasureofstrengthforyoursecurity,I counselyoutobecautiousinassociatingwiththeuninstructed。 ElsewhateverimpressionsyoureceiveuponthetabletsofyourmindintheSchoolwilldaybydaymeltanddisappear,likewaxinthesun。Withdrawthensomewherefarfromtgesun,whileyouhavethesewaxensentiments。 CVIII Wemustapproachthismatterinadifferentway;itisgreatandmystical:itisnocommonthing;norgiventoeveryman。 Wisdomalone,itmaybe,willnotsufficeforthecareofyouth: amanneedsalsoacertainmeasureofreadiness——anaptitudefortheoffice;aye,andcertainbodilyqualities;andaboveall,tobecounselledofGodHimselftoundertakethispost;evenasHecounselledSocratestofillthepostofonewhoconfuteserror,assigningtoDiogenestheroyalofficeofhighreproof,andtoZenothatofpositiveinstruction。Whereasyouwouldfainsetupforaphysicianprovidedwithnothingbutdrugs!Whereandhowtheyshouldbeappliedyouneitherknownorcare。 CIX Ifwhatcharmsyouisnothingbutabstractprinciples,sitdownandturmthemoverquietlyinyourmind:butneverdubyourselfaPhilosopher,norsufferotherstocallyouso。Sayrather:Heisinerror;formydesires,myimpulsesareunaltered。IgiveinmyadhesiontowhatIdidbefore;norhasmymodeofdealingwiththethingsofsenseundergoneanychange。 CX WhenafriendinclinedtoCynicviewsaskedEpictetus,whatsortofpersonatrueCynicshouldbe,requestingageneralsketchofthesystem,heanswered:——\"Wewillconsiderthatatleisure。AtpresentIcontentmyselfwithsayingthismuch:IfamanputhishandtosoweightyamatterwithoutGod,thewrathofGodabidesuponhim。Thatwhichhecovetswillbutbringuponhimpublicshame。Notevenonfindinghimselfinawell—orderedhousedoesamanstepforwardandsaytohimself,Imustbemasterhere!Elsethelordofthathousetakesnoticeofit,and,seeinghiminsolentlygivingorders,dragshimforthandchastiseshim。 SoitisalsointhisgreatCity,theWorld。HerealsoisthereaLordoftheHouse,whoordersallthing:—— \"ThouaretheSun!inthineorbitthouhastpowertomaketheyearandtheseasons; tobidthefruitsoftheearthtogrowandincrease,thewindsariseandfall; thoucanstinduemeasurecherishwiththywarmththeframesofmen;gomakethycircuit,andthusministeruntoallfromthegreatesttotheleast!…… \"ThoucanstleadahostagainstTroy;beAgamemnon!\" \"ThoucanstmeetHectorinsinglecombat;beAchilles!\" ButhadThersitessteppedforwardandclaimedthechiefcommand,hehadbeenmetwitharefusal,orobtaineditonlytohisownshameandconfusionofface,beforeacloudofwitnesses。\" CXI Othersmayfencethemselveswithwallsandhouses,whentheydosuchdeedsasthese,andwrapthemselvesindarkness——aye,theyhavemanyadevicetohidethemselves。Anothermayshuthisdoorandstationonebeforehischambertosay,ifanycomes,Hehasgoneforth!heisnotatleisure!ButthetrueCynicwillhavenoneofthesethings;insteadofthem,hemustwraphimselfinModesty:elsehewillbutbringhimselftoshame,nakedandundertheopensky。Thatishishouse;thatishisdoor;thatistheslavethatguardshischamber;thatishisdarkness! CXII Death?letitcomewhenitwill,whetheritsmitebutapartofthewhole:Fly,youtellme——fly!ButwhithershallIfly? CananymancastmebeyondthelimitsoftheWorld?Itmaynotbe!AndwhithersoeverIgo,thereshallIstillfindSun,Moon,andStars;thereIshallfinddreams,andomens,andconversewiththeGods! CXIII FurthermorethetrueCynicmustknowthatheissentasaMessengerfromGodtomen,toshowuntothemthatastouchinggoodandeviltheyareinerror;lookingforthesewheretheyarenottobefound,noreverbethinkingthemselveswheretheyare。 AndlikeDiogeneswhenbroughtbeforePhilipafterthebattleofChaeronea,theCynicmustrememberthatheisaSpy。ForaSpyhereallyis——tobringbackwordwhatthingsareonMan’sside,andwhatagainsthim。Andwhenhehaddiligentlyobservedall,hemustcomebackwithatruereport,notterrifiedintoannouncingthemtobefoesthatarenofoes,norotherwiseperturbedorconfoundedbythethingsofsense。 CXIV Howcanitbethatonewhohathnothing,neitherraimant,norhouse,norhome,norbodilytendance,norservant,norcity,shouldyetlivetranquilandcontented?BeholdGodhathsentyouamantoshowyouinactanddeedthatitmaybeso。Beholdme!I haveneitherhousenorpossessionsnorservants:thegroundismycouch;Ihavenowife,nochildren,noshelter——nothingbutearthandsky,andonepoorcloak。AndwhatlackIyet?amInotuntouchedbysorrow,byfear?amInotfree?……whenhaveI laidanythingtothechargeofGodorMan?whenhaveIaccussedany?hathanyofyouseenmewithasorrowfulcountenance?AndinwhatwisetreatIthoseofwhomyoustandinfearandawe?Isitnotasslaves?WhowhenheseethmedothnotthinkthathebeholdethhisMasterandhisKing? CXV Givethyselfmorediligentlytoreflection:knowthyself: takecounselwiththeGodhead:withoutGodputthinehanduntonothing! CXVI \"Buttomarryandtorearoffspring,\"saidtheyoungman,\"willtheCynicholdhimselfboundtoundertakethisasachiefduty?\" Grantmearepublicofwisemen,answeredEpictetus,andperhapsnonewilllightlytaketheCyniclifeuponhim。Foronwhoseaccountshouldheembracethatmethodoflife?Supposehoweverthathedoes,therewillthenbenothingtohinderhismarryingandrearingoffspring。Forhiswifewillbeevensuchanotherashimself,andlikewiseherfather;andinlikemannerwillhischildrenbebroughtup。 Butinthepresentconditionofthings,whichresemblesanArmyinbattlearray,oughtnottheCynictobefreefromalldistractionandgivenwhollytotheserviceofGod,sothathecangoinandoutamongmen,neitherfetteredbythedutiesnorentangledbytherelationsofcommonlife?Forifhetransgressthem,hewillforfeitthecharacterofagoodmanandtrue; whereasifheobservethem,thereisanendtohimastheMessenger,theSpy,theHeraldoftheGods! CXVII AskmeifyouchooseifaCynicshallengageintheadministrationoftheState。Ofool,seekyouanobleradministrationthatthatinwhichheisengaged?AskyouifamanshallcomeforwardintheAthenianassemblyandtalkaboutrevenueandsupplies,whenhisbusinessistoconversewithallmen,Athenians,Corinthians,andRomansalike,notaboutsupplies,notaboutrevenue,noryetpeaceandwar,butaboutHappinessandMisery,ProsperityandAdversity,SlaveryandFreedom? AskyouwhetheramanshallengageintheadministrationoftheStatewhohasengagedinsuchanAdministrationasthis?Askmetooifheshallgovern;andagainIwillanswer,Fool,whatgreatergovernmentshallheholdthanheholdsalready? CXVIII Suchamanneedsalsotohaveacertainhabitofbody。Ifheappearsconsumptive,thinandpale,histestimonyhasnolongerthesameauthority。HemustnotonlyprovetotheunlearnedbyshowingthemwhathisSoulisthatitispossibletobeagoodmanapartfromallthattheyadmire;buthemustalsoshowthem,byhisbody,thataplainandsimplemanneroflifeundertheopenskydoesnoharmtothebodyeither。\"See,Iamproofofthis!andmybodyalso。\"AsDiogenesusedtodo,whowentaboutfreshoflookandbytheveryappearanceofhisbodydrewmen’seyes。ButifaCynicisanobjectofpity,heseemsamerebeggar;allturnaway,allareoffendedathim。Norshouldhebeslovenlyoflook,soasnottoscaremenfromhiminthiswayeither;onthecontrary,hisveryroughnessshouldbecleanandattractive。 CXIX Kingsandtyrantshavearmedguardswherewithtochastisecertainpersons,thoughtheythemselvesbeevil。ButtotheCynicconsciencegivesthispower——notarmsandguards。Whenheknowsthathehaswatchedandlabouredonbehalfofmankind:thatsleephathfoundhimpure,andlefthimpurerstill:thathisthoughtshavebeenthethoughtofaFriendoftheGods——ofaservant,yetonethathathapartinthegovernmentoftheSupremeGod:thatthewordsareeveronhislips:—— Leadme,OGod,andthou,ODestiny! aswellasthese:—— IfthisbeGod’swill,soletitbe! whyshouldhenotspeakboldlyuntohisownbrethren,untohischildren——inaword,untoallthatareakintohim! CXX DoesaPhilosopherapplytopeopletocomeandhearhim? doeshenotrather,ofhisownnature,attractthosethatwillbebenefitedbyhim——likethesunthatwarms,thefoodthatsustainsthem?WhatPhysicianappliestomentocomeandbehealed? (ThoughindeedIhearthatthePhysiciansatRomedonowadaysapplyforpatients——inmytimetheywereappliedto。)Iapplytoyoutocomeandhearthatyouareinevilcase;thatwhatdeservesyourattentionmostinthelastthingtogainit;thatyouknownotgoodfromevil,andareinshortahaplesswretch;afinewaytoapply!thoughunlessthewordsofthePhilosopheraffectyouthus,speakerandspeecharealikedead。 CXXI APhilosopher’sschoolisaSurgery:pain,notpleasure,youshouldhavefelttherein。Foronenteringnoneofyouiswhole。 Onehasashoulderoutofjoint,anotheranabscess:athirdsuffersfromanissue,afourthfrompainsinthehead。AndamI thentositdownandtreatyoutoprettysentimentsandemptyflourishes,sothatyoumayapplaudmeanddepart,withneithershoulder,norhead,norissue,norabscessawhitthebetterforyourvisit?Isitthenforthisthatyoungmenaretoquittheirhomes,andleaveparents,friends,kinsmenandsubstancetomouthoutBravotoyouremptyphrases! CXXII Ifanybeunhappy,lethimrememberthatheisunhappybyreasonofhimselfalone。ForGodhathmadeallmentoenjoyfelicityandconstancyofgood。 CXXIII Shallweneverweanourselves——shallweneverheedtheteachingsofPhilosophy(unlessperchancetheyhavebeensoundinginourearslikeandenchanter’sdrone):—— ThisWorldisonegreatCity,andoneifthesubstancewhereofitisfashioned:acertainperiodindeedthereneedsmustbe,whilethesegiveplacetothose;somemustperishforotherstosucceed;somemoveandsomeabide:yetallisfulloffriends—— firstGod,thenMen,whomNaturehathboundbytiesofkindredeachtoeach。 CXXIV Nordidtheheroweepandlamentatleavinghischildrenorphans。Forheknewthatnomanisanorphan,butitistheFatherthatcarethforallcontinuallyandforevermore。NotbymerereporthadheheardthattheSupremeGodistheFatherofmen:seeingthathecalledHimFatherbelievingHimsotobe,andinallthathedidhadeverhiseyesfixeduponHim。Whereforeinwhatsoeverplacehewas,thereiswasgivenhimtolivehappily。 CXXV Knowyounotthatthethingisawarfare?oneman’sdutyistomountguard,anothermustgoouttoreconnoitre,athirdtobattle;allcannotbeinoneplace,norwoulditevenbeexpedient。Butyou,insteadofexecutingyouCommander’sorders,complainifaughtharsherthanusualisenjoined;notunderstandingtowhatconditionyouarebringingthearmy,sofarasinyoulies。Ifallweretofollowyourexample,nonewoulddigatrench,nonewouldcastarampartaroundthecamp,nonewouldkeepwatch,orexposehimselftodanger;butallturnoutuselessfortheserviceofwar……Thusitisherealso。Everylifeisawarfare,andthatlongandvarious。Youmustfulfilasolider’sduty,andobeyeachorderatyourcommander’snod:aye,ifitbepossible,divinewhathewouldhavedone;forbetweenthatCommandandthis,thereisnocomparison,eitherinmightorinexcellence。 CXXVI Haveyouagainforgotten?Knowyounotthatagoodmandoesnothingforappearance’sake,butforthesakeofhavingdoneright?…… \"Istherenorewardthen?\" Reward!doyouseekanygreaterrewardforagoodmanthandoingwhatisrightandjust?YetattheGreatGamesyoulookfornothingelse;therethevictor’scrownyoudeemenough。Seemsittoyousosmallathingandworthless,tobeagoodman,andhappytherein? CXXVII Itbefitstheenottobeunhappybyreasonofany,butrathertobehappybyreasonofallmen,andespeciallybyreasonofGod,whoformedustothisend。 CXXVIII What,didDiogeneslovenoman,hethatwassogentle,sotrueafriendtomenascheerfullytoenduresuchbodilyhardshipsforthecommonwealofallmankind?Buthowlovedhethem?AsbehovedaministeroftheSupremeGod,alikecaringformenandsubjectuntoGod。 CXXIX IambyNaturemadeformyowngood;notformyownevil。 CXXX Remindthyselfthathewhomthoulovestismortal——thatwhatthoulovestisnotthineown;itisgiventheeforthepresent,notirrevocablynorforever,butevenasafigorabunchofgrapesattheappointedseasonoftheyear…… \"Butthesearewordsofevilomen。\"…… What,callestthouaughtofevilomensavethatwhichsignifiessomeevilthing?Cowardiceisawordofevilomen,ifthouwilt,andmeannessofspirit,andlamentationandmourning,andshamelessness…… Butdonot,Ipraythee,callofevilomenawordthatissignificantofanynaturalthing:——aswellcallofevilomenthereapingofthecorn;forthatmeansthedestructionoftheears,thoughnotoftheWorld!——aswellsaythatthefalloftheleafisofevilomen;thatthedriedfigshouldtaketheplaceofthegreen;thatraisinsshouldbemadefromgrapes。Allthesearechangesfromaformerstateintoanother;notdestruction,butanorderedeconomy,afixedadministration。Suchisleavinghome,achangeofsmallaccount;suchisDeath,agreaterchange,fromwhatnowis,nottowhatisnot,buttoehatisnotnow。 \"ShallIthennolongerbe?\" Notso;thouwiltbe;butsomethingdifferent,ofwhichtheWorldnowhathneed。Forthoutoowertbornnotwhenthouchosest,butwhentheWorldhadneedofthee。 CXXXI Whereforeagoodmanandtrue,bearinginmindwhoheisandwhencehecameandfromwhomhesprang,caresonlyhowhemayfillhispostwithduedisciplineandobediencetoGod。 WiltthouthatIcontinuetolive?ThenwillIlive,asonethatisfreeandnoble,asThouwouldsthaveme。ForThowhastmademefreefromhindranceinwhatappertainethuntome。ButhastThounofurtherneedofme?IthankThee!UptothishourhaveIstayedforThysakeandnoneother’s:andnowinobediencetoTheeIdepart。 \"Howdostthoudepart?\" AgainIsay,asThounwouldsthaveme;asonethatisfree,asThyservant,asonewhoseearisopenuntowhatThoudostenjoin,whatThoudostforbid。 CXXXII WhatsoeverplaceorpostThouassignestme,soonerwillI dieathousanddeaths,asSocratessaid,thendepartit。AndwherewiltThouhavebeme?AtRomeofAthens?AtThebesoronadesertisland?Onlyremembermethere!ShouldstThousendmewheremancannotliveasNaturewouldhavehim,Iwilldepart,notindisobediencetoThee,butasthoughThouwertsoundingthesignalformyretreat:IamnotdesertingThee——farbethatfromme!Ionlyperceivethatthouneedestmenolonger。 CXXXIII IfyouareinGyaros,donotletyourminddwelluponlifeatRome,andallthepleasuresitofferedtoyouwhenlivingthere,andallthatwouldattendyourreturn。Ratherbeintentonthis——howhethatlivesinGyarosmayliveinGyaroslikeamanofspirit。AndifyouareatRome,donotletyourminddwelluponthelifeatAthens,butstudyonlyhowtoliveatRome。 Finally,intheroomofallotherpleasuresputthis——thepleasurewhichspringsfromconciousobediencetoGod。 CXXXIV Toagoodmanthereisnoevil,eitherinlifeordeath。AndifGodsupplynotfood,hasHenot,asawiseCommander,soundedthesignalforretreatandnothingmore?Iobey,Ifollow—— speakinggoodofmyCommander,andpraisingHisacts。ForatHisgoodpleasureIcame;andIdepartwhenitpleasesHim;andwhileIwasyetalivethatwasmywork,tosingpraisesuntoGod! CXXXV ReflectthatthechiefsourceofallevilstoMan,andofbasenessandcowardice,isnotdeath,butthefearofdeath。 Againstthisfearthen,Iprayyou,hardenyourself;tothisletallyourreasonings,yourexercises,yourreadingtend。Thenshallyouknowthatthusalonearemensetfree。 CXXXVI Heisfreewholivesashewishestolive;towhomnonecandoviolence,nonehinderorcompel;whoseimpulsesareunimpeded,whosedesiresareattaintheirpurpose,whofallsnotintowhathewouldavoid。Whethenwouldliveinerror?——None。Whowouldlivedeceivedandpronetofall,unjust,intemperate,inabjectwhiningathislot?——None。Thendothnowickedmanliveashewould,andthereforeneitherishefree。 CXXXVII Thusdothemorecautiousoftravellersact。Theroadissaidtobebesetbyrobbers。Thetravellerwillnotventurealone,butawaitsthecompanionshipontheroadofanambassador,aquaestororaproconsul。Tohimheattacheshimselfandthuspassesbyinsafety。Sodoththewisemanintheworld。Manyarethecompaniesofrobbersandtyrants,manythestorms,thestraits,thelossesofallamanholdsdearest。Whithershallhefallforrefuge——howshallhepassbyunassailed?Whatcompanionontheroadshallheawaitforprotection?Suchandsuchawealthyman,ofconsularrank?AndhowshallIbeprofited,ifheisstrippedandfallstolamentationandweeping?Andhowifmyfellow—travellerhimselfturnsuponmeandrobsme?WhatamItodo?IwillbecomeafriendofCaesar’s!inhistrainnonewilldomewrong!Inthefirstplace——OtheindignitiesImustenduretowindistinction!Othemultitudeofhandstherewillbetorobme!AndifIsucceed,Caesartooisbutamortal。WhileshoulditcometopassthatIoffendhim,whithershallIfleefromhispresence?Tothewilderness?Andmaynotfeverawaitmethere? Whatthenistobedone?Cannotafellow—travellerbefoundthatishonestandloyal,stongandsecureagainstsurprise?Thusdoththewisemanreason,consideringthatifhewouldpassthroughinsafety,hemustattachhimselfuntoGod。 CXXXVIII \"HowunderstandestthouattachhimselftoGod?\" ThatwhatGodwills,heshouldwillalso;thatwhatGodwillsnot,neithershouldhewill。 \"Howthenmaythiscometopass?\" ByconsideringthemovementsofGod,andHisadministration。 CXXXIX Anddostthouthathastreceivedallfromanother’shands,repineandblametheGiver,ifHetakesanythingfromthee?Why,whoartthou,andtowhatendcomestthouhere?wasitnotHethatmadetheLightmanifestuntothee,thatgavetheefellow—workers,andsenses,andthepowertoreason?AndhowbroughtHetheeintotheworld?Wasitnotasoneborntodie;asoneboundtoliveouthisearthlylifeinsomesmalltabernacleofflesh; tobeholdHisadministration,andforalittlewhilesharewithHiminthemightymarchofthisgreatFestivalProcession?Nowthereforethatthouhastbeheld,whileitwaspermittedthee,theSolemnFeastandAssembly,wiltthounotcheerfullydepart,whemHesummonstheeforth,withadorationandthanksgivingforwhatthouhastseenandheard?——\"Nay,butIwouldfainhavestayedlongerattheFestival。\"——Ah,sowouldthemysticsfainhavetheritesprolonged;soperchancewouldthecrowdattheGreatGamesfainbeholdmorewrestlersstill。ButtheSolemnAssemblyisover!Comeforth,departwiththanksgivingandmodesty——giveplacetoothersthatmustcomeintobeingevenasthyself。 CXL Whyartthouthusinsatiable?whythusunreasonable?whyencumbertheworld?——\"Aye,butIfainwouldhavemywifeandchildrenwithmetoo。\"——What,aretheythenthine,andnotHisthatgavethem——Histhatmadethee?Giveupthenthatwhichisnotthineown:yieldittoOnewhoisbetterthanthou。\"Nay,butwhydidHebringoneintotheworldontheseconditions?\"——Ifitsuitstheenot,depart!Hehathnoneedofaspectatorwhofindsfaultwithhislot!ThemthatwilltakepartintheFeastheneedeth——thatwilllifttheirvoiceswiththerestmthatmenmayapplaudthemore,andexalttheGreatAssemblyinhymnsandsongsofpraise。ButthewretchedandthefearfulHewillnotbedispleasedtoseeabsentfromit:forwhentheywerepresent,theydidnotbehaveasataFeast,norfulfiltheirproperoffice;butmoanedasthoughinpain,andfoundfaultwiththeirfate,theirfortuneandtheircompanions;insensibletowhathadfallentotheirlot,insensibletothepowerstheyhadreceivedforaverydifferentpurpose——thepowersofMagnanimity,NobilityofHeart,ofFortitude,orFreedom! CXLI Artthouthenfree?amanmaysay。Sohelpmeheaven,Ilongandprayforfreedom!ButIcannotlookmymastersboldlyintheface;Istillvaluethepoorbody;Istillsetmuchstoreonitspreservationwholeandsound。 ButIcanpointtheeoutafreeman,thatthoumayestbenomoreinsearchofanexample。Diogeneswasfree。Howso?Notbecausehewasoffreeparentage(forthat,indeed,wasnotthecase),butbecausehewashimselffree。Hehadcastawayeveryhandlewherebyslaverymightlayholdofhimtoenslavehim,norwasitpossibleforanytoapproachandtakeholdofhimtoenslavehim。Allthingssatlooseuponhim——allthingsweretohimattachedbybutslenderties。Hadstthousiezeduponhispossessions,hewouldratherhaveletthemgothanhavefollowedtheeforthem——aye,haditbeenevenalimb,ormayhaphiswholebody;andinlikemanner,relatives,friends,andcountry。Forheknewwhencetheycame——fromwhosehandsandonwhattermshehadreceivedthem。Histrueforefathers,theGods,histrueCountry,heneverwouldhaveabandoned;norwouldhehaveyieldedtoanymaninobedienceandsubmissiontotheonenorincheerfullydyingfortheother。Forhewasevermindfulthateverythingthatcomestopasshasitssourceandoriginthere;beingindeedbroughtaboutforthewealofthathistrueCountry,anddirectedbyHiminwhosegovernanceitis。