第2章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:29535更新时间:19/01/02 17:15:22
’What,won’tit,then?’hesaid。 ’Isupposeso,’sheanswered。’Ifitistobe,itis。’ ’Wellsaid——verywellsaid,mydear。’ ’Andifitisn’ttobeitisn’t。’ ’What?Who’sbeenputtingthatintoyourhead?Yourgrumpygranny,Isuppose。However,howisshe?Margery,Ihavebeenthinkingto— day——infact,Iwasthinkingityesterdayandalltheweek——thatreallywemightsettleourlittlebusinessthissummer。’ ’Thissummer?’sherepeated,withsomedismay。’Butthepartnership? Rememberitwasnottobetillafterthatwascompleted。’ ’ThereIhaveyou!’saidhe,takingthelibertytopathershoulder,andthefurtherlibertyofadvancinghishandbehindittotheother。 ’Thepartnershipissettled。’Tis\"VineandHayward,lime—burners,\" now,and\"RichardVine\"nolonger。Yes,CousinRichardhassettleditso,foratimeatleast,and’tistobepaintedonthecartsthisweek——blueletters——yallerground。I’llbossoneof’em,anddriveenroundtoyourdoorassoonasthepaintisdry,toshow’eehowitlooks?’ ’Oh,Iamsureyouneedn’ttakethattrouble,Jim;Icanseeitquitewellenoughinmymind,’repliedtheyounggirl——notwithoutaflittingaccentofsuperiority。 ’Hullo,’saidJim,takingherbytheshoulders,andlookingatherhard。’Whatdewthatbitofincivilitymean?Now,Margery,let’ssitdownhere,andhavethiscleared。’Herappedwithhisstickupontherailofalittlebridgetheywerecrossing,andseatedhimselffirmly,leavingaplaceforher。 ’ButIwanttogethome—along,’dearJim,shecoaxed。 ’Fidgets。Sitdown,there’sadear。Iwantastraightforwardanswer,ifyouplease。Inwhatmonth,andonwhatdayofthemonth,willyoumarryme?’ ’O,Jim,’shesaid,sittinggingerlyontheedge,’that’stooplain— spokenforyouyet。BeforeIlookatitinthatbusinesslightI shouldhaveto——to——’ ’Butyourfatherhassettleditlongago,andyousaiditshouldbeassoonasIbecameapartner。So,dear,youmustnotmindaplainmanwantingaplainanswer。Come,nameyourtime。’ Shedidnotreplyatonce。Whatthoughtswerepassingthroughherbrainduringtheinterval?Notimagesraisedbyhiswords,butwhirlingfiguresofmenandwomeninredandwhiteandblue,reflectedfromaglassyfloor,inmovementstimedbythethrillingbeatsoftheDrumPolka。Atlastshesaidslowly,’Jim,youdon’tknowtheworld,andwhatawoman’swantscanbe。’ ’ButIcanmakeyoucomfortable。Iaminlodgingsasyet,butIcanhaveahousefortheasking;andastofurniture,youshallchooseofthebestforyourself——theverybest。’ ’Thebest!Farareyoufromknowingwhatthatis!’saidthelittlewoman。’Therebeornamentssuchasyouneverdreamof;work—tablesthatwouldsetyouinamaze;silvercandlesticks,teaandcoffeepotsthatwoulddazzleyoureyes;tea—cups,andsaucers,gildedalloverwithguinea—gold;heavyvelvetcurtains,goldclocks,pictures,andlooking—glassesbeyondyourverydreams。Sodon’tsayIshallhavethebest。’ ’H’m!’saidJimgloomily;andfellintoreflection。’Wheredidyougetthosehighnotionsfrom,Margery?’hepresentlyinquired。’I’llswearyouhadn’tgot’emaweekago。’Shedidnotanswer,andheadded,’YEWdon’texpecttohavesuchthings,Ihope;deservethemasyoumay?’ ’IwasnotexactlyspeakingofwhatIwanted,’shesaidseverely。’I said,thingsawomanCOULDwant。AndsinceyouwishtoknowwhatI CANwanttoquitesatisfyme,IassureyouIcanwantthose!’ ’Youareapink—and—whiteconundrum,Margery,’hesaid;’andIgiveyouupforto—night。AnybodywouldthinkthedevilhadshowedyouallthekingdomsoftheworldsinceIsawyoulast!’ Shereddened。’Perhapshehas!’shemurmured;thenarose,hefollowingher;andtheysoonreachedMargery’shome,approachingitfromthelowerormeadowside——theoppositetothatofthegardentop,whereshehadmettheBaron。 ’You’llcomein,won’tyou,Jim?’shesaid,withmoreceremonythanheartiness。 ’No——Ithinknotto—night,’heanswered。’I’llconsiderwhatyou’vesaid。’ ’Youareverygood,Jim,’shereturnedlightly。’Good—bye。’ CHAPTERVII Jimthoughtfullyretracedhissteps。Hewasavillagecharacter,andhehadavillager’ssimplicity:thatis,thesimplicitywhichcomesfromthelackofacomplicatedexperience。Butsimplebynaturehecertainlywasnot。AmongtherankandfileofrusticshewasquiteaTalleyrand,orratherhadbeenone,tillhelostagooddealofhisself—commandbyfallinginlove。 Now,however,thatthecharmingobjectofhisdistractionwasoutofsighthecoulddeliberate,andmeasure,andweighthingswithsomeapproachtokeenness。Thesubstanceofhisquerieswas,WhatchangehadcomeoverMargery——whencethesenewnotions? Ponderashewouldhecouldevolvenoanswersaveone,which,eminentlyunsatisfactoryasitwas,hefeltitwouldbeunreasonablenottoaccept:thatshewassimplyskittishandambitiousbynature,andwouldnotbehuntedintomatrimonytillhehadprovidedawell— adornedhome。 Jimretrodthemilestothekiln,andlookedtothefires。Thekilnstoodinapeculiar,interesting,evenimpressivespot。Itwasattheendofashortravineinalimestoneformation,andallaroundwasanopenhillydown。ThenearesthousewasthatofJim’scousinandpartner,whichstoodontheoutskirtsofthedownbesidetheturnpike—road。Fromthishousealittlelanewoundbetweenthesteepescarpmentsoftheravinetillitreachedthekiln,whichfaceddowntheminiaturevalley,commandingitasafortmightcommandadefile。 Theideaofafortinthisassociationowedlittletoimagination。 Foronthenibbledgreensteepabovethekilnstoodabye—gone,worn— outspecimenofsuchanerection,huge,impressive,anddifficulttoscaleevennowinitsdecay。ItwasaBritishcastleorentrenchment,withtripleringsofdefence,risingrollbehindroll,theiroutlinescuttingsharplyagainstthesky,andJim’skilnnearlyunderminingtheirbase。Whenthelime—kilnflaredupinthenight,whichitoftendid,itsfireslitupthefrontoftheserampartstoagreatmajesty。Theywereoldfriendsofhis,andwhilekeepinguptheheatthroughthelongdarkness,asitwassometimeshisdutytodo,hewouldimaginethedancinglightsandshadesaboutthestupendousearthworktobetheformsofthosegiantswho(hesupposed)hadheapeditup。Oftenheclambereduponit,andwalkedaboutthesummit,thinkingouttheproblemsconnectedwithhisbusiness,hispartner,hisfuture,hisMargery。 Itwaswhathedidthisevening,continuingthemeditationontheyounggirl’smannerthathehadbegunupontheroad,andstill,asthen,findingnocluetothechange。 Whilethusengagedheobservedamancominguptheravinetothekiln。Businessmessageswerealmostinvariablyleftatthehousebelow,andJimwatchedthemanwiththeinterestexcitedbyabeliefthathehadcomeonapersonalmatter。OnnearerapproachJimrecognizedhimasthegardeneratMountLodgesomemilesaway。Ifthismeantbusiness,theBaron(ofwhosearrivalJimhadvaguelyheard)wasanewandunexpectedcustomer。 Itmeantnothingelse,apparently。Theman’serrandwassimplytoinformJimthattheBaronrequiredaloadoflimeforthegarden。 ’YoumighthavesavedyourselftroublebyleavingwordatMr。 Vine’s,’saidJim。 ’Iwastoseeyoupersonally,’saidthegardener,’andtosaythattheBaronwouldliketoinquireofyouaboutthedifferentqualitiesoflimeproperforsuchpurposes。’ ’Couldn’tyoutellhimyourself?’saidJim。 ’HesaidIwastotellyouthat,’repliedthegardener;’anditwasn’tformetointerfere。’ NomotiveotherthantheostensibleonecouldpossiblybeconjecturedbyJimHaywardatthistime;andthenextmorninghestartedwithgreatpleasure,inhisbestbusinesssuitofclothes。Byeleveno’clockheandhishorseandcarthadarrivedontheBaron’spremises,andthelimewasdepositedwheredirected;anexceptionalspot,justwithinviewofthewindowsofthesouthfront。 BaronvonXanten,paleandmelancholy,wassaunteringinthesunontheslopebetweenthehouseandtheall—the—year—round。HelookedacrosstowhereJimandthegardenerwerestanding,andtheidentityofHaywardbeingestablishedbywhathebrought,theBaroncamedown,andthegardenerwithdrew。 TheBaron’sfirstinquirieswere,asJimhadbeenledtosupposetheywouldbe,ontheexterminatingeffectsoflimeuponslugsandsnailsinitsdifferentconditionsofslakedandunslaked,groundandinthelump。HeappearedtobemuchinterestedbyJim’sexplanations,andeyedtheyoungmancloselywheneverhehadanopportunity。 ’AndIhopetradeisprosperouswithyouthisyear,’saidtheBaron。 ’Very,mynoblelord,’repliedJim,who,inhisuncertaintyonthepropermethodofaddress,wiselyconcludedthatitwasbettertoerrbygivingtoomuchhonourthanbygivingtoolittle。’Inshort,tradeislookingsowellthatI’vebecomeapartnerinthefirm。’ ’Indeed;Iamgladtohearit。Sonowyouaresettledinlife。’ ’Well,mylord;Iamhardlysettled,evennow。ForI’vegottofinishit——Imean,togetmarried。’ ’That’saneasymatter,comparedwiththepartnership。’ ’Nowamanmightthinkso,mybaron,’saidJim,gettingmoreconfidential。’Buttherealtruthis,’tisthehardestpartofallforme。’ ’Yoursuitprospers,Ihope?’ ’Itdon’t,’saidJim。’Itdon’tatalljustatpresent。Inshort,I can’tforthelifeo’methinkwhat’scomeovertheyoungwomanlately。’Andhefellintodeepreflection。 ThoughJimdidnotobserveit,theBaron’sbrowbecameshadowedwithself—reproachasheheardthosesimplewords,andhiseyeshadalookofpity。’Indeed——sincewhen?’heasked。 ’Sinceyesterday,mynoblelord。’Jimspokemeditatively。Hewasresolvinguponaboldstroke。Whynotmakeaconfidantofthiskindgentleman,insteadoftheparson,ashehadintended?Thethoughtwasnosoonerconceivedthanactedon。’Mylord,’heresumed,’I haveheardthatyouareanoblemanofgreatscopeandtalent,whohasseenmorestrangecountriesandcharactersthanIhaveeverheardof,andknowtheinsidesofmenwell。ThereforeIwouldfainputaquestiontoyournoblelordship,ifImaysotroubleyou,andhavingnobodyelseintheworldwhocouldinformmesotrewly。’ ’AnyadviceIcangiveisatyourservice,Hayward。Whatdoyouwishtoknow?’ ’Itisthis,mybaron。WhatcanIdotobringdownayoungwoman’sambitionthat’sgottosuchatoweringheightthere’snoreachingitorcompassingit:howgethertobepleasedwithmeandmystationassheusedtobewhenIfirstknewher?’ ’Truly,that’sahardquestion,myman。Whatdoessheaspireto?’ ’She’sgotacrazeforfinefurniture。’ ’Howlonghasshehadit?’ ’Onlyjustnow。’ TheBaronseemedstillmoretoexperienceregret。 ’Whatfurnituredoesshespeciallycovet?’heasked。 ’Silvercandlesticks,work—tables,looking—glasses,goldtea—things,silvertea—pots,goldclocks,curtains,pictures,andIdon’tknowwhatall——thingsIshallnevergetifIlivetobeahundred——notsomuchthatIcouldn’traisethemoneytobuy’em,asthattoputittootheruses,orsaveitforarainyday。’ ’Youthinkthepossessionofthosearticleswouldmakeherhappy?’ ’Ireallythinktheymight,mylord。’ ’Good。Openyourpocket—bookandwriteasItellyou。’ Jiminsomeastonishmentdidascommanded,andelevatinghispocket— bookagainstthegarden—wall,thoroughlymoistenedhispencil,andwroteattheBaron’sdictation: ’Pairofsilvercandlesticks:inlaidwork—tableandwork—box:onelargemirror:twosmallditto:onegiltchinateaandcoffeeservice:onesilvertea—pot,coffee—pot,sugar—basin,jug,anddozenspoons:Frenchclock:pairofcurtains:sixlargepictures。’ ’Now,’saidtheBaron,’tearoutthatleafandgiveittome。Keepaclosetongueaboutthis;gohome,anddon’tbesurprisedatanythingthatmaycometoyourdoor。’ ’But,mynoblelord,youdon’tmeanthatyourlordshipisgoingtogive——’ ’NevermindwhatIamgoingtodo。Onlykeepyourowncounsel。I perceivethat,thoughaplaincountryman,youarebynomeansdeficientintactandunderstanding。Ifsendingthesethingstoyougivesmepleasure,whyshouldyouobject?Thefactis,Hayward,I occasionallytakeaninterestinpeople,andliketodoalittleforthem。Itakeaninterestinyou。Nowgohome,andaweekhenceinviteMarg——theyoungwomanandherfather,toteawithyou。Therestisinyourownhands。’ AquestionoftenputtoJiminaftertimeswaswhyithadnotoccurredtohimatoncethattheBaron’sliberalconductmusthavebeendictatedbysomethingmorepersonalthansuddenspontaneousgenerositytohim,astranger。TowhichJimalwaysansweredthat,admittingtheexistenceofsuchgenerosity,therehadappearednothingremarkableintheBaronselectinghimselfasitsobject。TheBaronhadtoldhimthathetookaninterestinhim;andself—esteem,evenwiththemostmodest,isusuallysufficienttoover—rideanylittledifficultythatmightoccurtoanoutsiderinaccountingforapreference。Hemoreoverconsideredthatforeignnoblemen,richandeccentric,mighthavehabitsofactingwhichwerequiteatvariancewiththoseoftheirEnglishcompeers。 Sohedroveoffhomewardwithalighterheartthanhehadknownforseveraldays。Tohaveaforeigngentlemantakeafancytohim——whatatriumphtoaplainsortoffellow,whohadscarcelyexpectedtheBarontolookinhisface。ItwouldbeafinestorytotellMargerywhentheBarongavehimlibertytospeakout。 Jimlodgedatthehouseofhiscousinandpartner,RichardVine,awidoweroffiftyoddyears。Havingfailedinthedevelopmentofahouseholdofdirectdescendantsthistradesmanhadbeengladtolethischamberstohismuchyoungerrelative,whenthelatterenteredonthebusinessoflimemanufacture;andtheirintimacyhadledtoapartnership。Jimlivedupstairs;hispartnerliveddown,andthefurnitureofalltheroomswassoplainandoldfashionedastoexcitethespecialdislikeofMissMargeryTucker,andeventoprejudiceheragainstJimfortoleratingit。Notonlywerethechairsandtablesqueer,but,withdueregardtotheprinciplethataman’ssurroundingsshouldbeartheimpressofthatman’slifeandoccupation,thechiefornamentsofthedwellingwereacuriouscollectionofcalcinations,thathadbeendiscoveredfromtimetotimeinthelime—kiln——misshapeningotsofstrangesubstance,someofthemlikePompeianremains。 Theheadofthefirmwasaquiet—living,narrow—minded,thoughfriendly,manoffifty;andhetookaseriousinterestinJim’slove— suit,frequentlyinquiringhowitprogressed,andassuringJimthatifhechosetomarryhemighthavealltheupperflooratalowrent,he,Mr。Vine,contentinghimselfentirelywiththegroundlevel。IthadbeensoconvenientfordiscussingbusinessmatterstohaveJiminthesamehouse,thathedidnotwishanychangetobemadeinconsequenceofachangeinJim’sdomesticestate。Margeryknewofthiswish,andofJim’sconcurrentfeeling;anddidnotliketheideaatall。 Aboutfourdaysaftertheyoungman’sinterviewwiththeBaron,theredrewupinfrontofJim’shouseatnoonawaggonladenwithcasesandpackages,largeandsmall。Theywerealladdressedto’Mr。Hayward,’ andtheyhadcomefromthelargestfurnishingware—housesinthatpartofEngland。 Three—quartersofanhourwereoccupiedingettingthecasestoJim’srooms。ThewaryJimdidnotshowtheamazementhefeltathispatron’smunificence;andpresentlytheseniorpartnercameintothepassage,andwonderedwhatwaslumberingupstairs。 ’Oh——it’sonlysomethingsofmine,’saidJimcoolly。 ’Bearinguponthecomingevent——eh?’saidhispartner。 ’Exactly,’repliedJim。 Mr。Vine,withsomeastonishmentatthenumberofcases,shortlyafterwentawaytothekiln;whereuponJimshuthimselfintohisrooms,andtherehemighthavebeenheardrippingupandopeningboxeswithacautioushand,afterwardsappearingoutsidethedoorwiththemempty,andcarryingthemofftotheouthouse。 Atriumphantlooklituphisfacewhen,alittlelaterintheafternoon,hesentintothevaletothedairy,andinvitedMargeryandherfathertohishousetosupper。 Shewasnotunsociablethatday,and,herfatherexpressingahardandfastacceptanceoftheinvitation,sheperforceagreedtogowithhim。Meanwhileathome,Jimmadehimselfasmysteriouslybusyasbeforeinthoseroomsofhis,andwhenhispartnerreturnedhetoowasaskedtojoininthesupper。 AtduskHaywardwenttothedoor,wherehestoodtillheheardthevoicesofhisguestsfromthedirectionofthelowgrounds,nowcoveredwiththeirfrequentfleeceoffog。Thevoicesgrewmoredistinct,andthenonthewhitesurfaceofthefogthereappearedtwotrunklessheads,fromwhichbodiesandahorseandcartgraduallyextendedastheapproachingpairrosetowardsthehouse。 WhentheyhadenteredJimpressedMargery’shandandconductedheruptohisrooms,herfatherwaitingbelowtosayafewwordstotheseniorlime—burner。 ’Blessme,’saidJimtoher,onenteringthesitting—room;’Iquiteforgottogetalightbeforehand;butI’llhaveoneinajiffy。’ Margerystoodinthemiddleofthedarkroom,whileJimstruckamatch;andthentheyounggirl’seyeswereconsciousofaburstoflight,andtheriseintobeingofapairofhandsomesilvercandlestickscontainingtwocandlesthatJimwasintheactoflighting。 ’Why——where——youhavecandlestickslikethat?’saidMargery。Hereyesflewroundtheroomasthegrowingcandle—flamesshowedotherarticles。’Picturestoo——andlovelychina——whyIknewnothingofthis,Ideclare。’ ’Yes——afewthingsthatcametomebyaccident,’saidJiminquiettones。 ’Andagreatgoldclockunderaglass,andacupidswingingforapendulum;andOwhatalovelywork—table——woodsofeverycolour——andawork—boxtomatch。MayIlookinsidethatwork—box,Jim?——whoseisit?’ ’Oyes;lookatit,ofcourse。Itisapoorenoughthing,but’tismine;anditwillbelongtothewomanImarry,whoevershemaybe,aswellasalltheotherthingshere。’ ’Andthecurtainsandthelooking—glasses:whyIdeclareIcanseemyselfinahundredplaces。’ ’Thattea—set,’saidJim,placidlypointingtoagorgeouschinaserviceandalargesilvertea—potonthesidetable,’Idon’tuseatpresent,beingabachelor—man;but,saysItomyself,\"whoeverI marrywillwantsomesuchthingsforgivingherparties;orIcansellem\"——butIhaven’ttookstepsfor’tyet——’ ’Sell’em——no,Ishouldthinknot,’saidMargerywithearnestreproach。’Why,Ihopeyouwouldn’tbesofoolish!Why,thisisexactlythekindofthingIwasthinkingofwhenItoldyouofthethingswomencouldwant——ofcoursenotmeaningmyselfparticularly。 Ihadnoideathatyouhadsuchvaluable——’ Margerywasunabletospeakcoherently,somuchwassheamazedatthewealthofJim’spossessions。 Atthismomentherfatherandthelime—burnercameupstairs;andtoappearwomanlyandpropertoMr。Vine,Margeryrepressedtheremainderofhersurprise。 Asforthetwoelderlyworthies,itwasnottilltheyenteredtheroomandsatdownthattheirslowereyesdiscernedanythingbrilliantintheappointments。Thenoneofthemstoleaglanceatsomearticle,andtheotheratanother;buteachbeingunwillingtoexpresshiswonderinthepresenceofhisneighbours,theyreceivedtheobjectsbeforethemwithquiteanaccustomedair;thelime—burnerinwardlytryingtoconjecturewhatallthismeant,andthedairymanmusingthatifJim’sbusinessallowedhimtoaccumulateatthisrate,thesoonerMargerybecamehiswifethebetter。Margeryretreatedtothework—table,work—box,andtea—service,whichsheexaminedwithhushedexclamations。 Anentertainmentthussurprisinglybeguncouldnotfailtoprogresswell。WheneverMargery’scrustyoldfatherfelttheneedofacivilsentence,theflashofJim’sfancyarticlesinspiredhimtoone; whilethelime—burner,havingreasonedawayhisfirstominousthoughtthatallthishadcomeoutofthefirm,alsofeltproudandblithe。 Jimaccompaniedhisdairyfriendspartofthewayhomebeforetheymounted。Herfather,findingthatJimwantedtospeaktoherprivately,andthatsheexhibitedsomeelusiveness,turnedtoMargeryandsaid;’Come,come,mylady;nomoreofthisnonsense。Youjuststepbehindwiththatyoungman,andIandthecartwillwaitforyou。’ Margery,alittlescaredatherfather’speremptoriness,obeyed。ItwasplainthatJimhadwontheoldmanbythatnight’sstroke,ifhehadnotwonher。 ’Iknowwhatyouaregoingtosay,Jim,’shebegan,lessardentlynow,forshewasnolongerunderthenovelinfluenceoftheshiningsilverandglass。’Well,asyoudesireit,andasmyfatherdesiresit,andasIsupposeitwillbethebestcourseforme,Iwillfixtheday——notthisevening,butassoonasIcanthinkitover。’ CHAPTERVIII Notwithstandingapressofbusiness,JimwentanddidhisdutyinthankingtheBaron。Thelattersawhiminhisfishing—tackleroom,anapartmentlitteredwitheveryappliancethatavotaryoftherodcouldrequire。 ’Andwhenisthewedding—daytobe,Hayward?’theBaronasked,afterJimhadtoldhimthatmattersweresettled。 ’Itisnotquitecertainyet,mynoblelord,’saidJimcheerfully。 ’ButIhope’twillnotbelongafterthetimewhenGodA’mightychristensthelittleapples。’ ’Andwhenisthat?’ ’St。Swithin’s——themiddleofJuly。’Tistobesometimeinthatmonth,shetellsme。’ WhenJimwasgonetheBaronseemedmeditative。Hewentout,ascendedthemount,andenteredtheweather—screen,wherehelookedattheseats,asthoughre—enactinginhisfancythesceneofthatmemorablemorningoffog。Heturnedhiseyestotheangleoftheshelter,roundwhichMargeryhadsuddenlyappearedlikeavision,anditwasplainthathewouldnothavemindedherappearingtherethen。Thejuncturehadindeedbeensuchanimpressiveandcriticalonethatshemusthaveseemedratheraheavenlymessengerthanapassingmilkmaid,moreespeciallytoamanliketheBaron,who,despitethemysteryofhisoriginandlife,revealedhimselftobeamelancholy,emotionalcharacter——theJacquesofthisforestandstream。 Behindthemountthegroundroseyethigher,ascendingtoaplantationwhichshelteredthehouse。TheBaronstrolleduphere,andbenthisgazeoverthedistance。ThevalleyoftheExelaybeforehim,withitsshiningriver,thebrooksthatfedit,andthetricklingspringsthatfedthebrooks。ThesituationofMargery’shousewasvisible,thoughnotthehouseitself;andtheBarongazedthatwayforaninfinitelylongtime,till,rememberinghimself,hemovedon。 InsteadofreturningtothehousehewentalongtheridgetillhearrivedatthevergeofChillingtonWood,andinthesamedesultorymannerroamedunderthetrees,notpausingtillhehadcometoThree— Walks—End,andthehollowelmhardby。Hepeepedinattherift。Inthesoftdrylayeroftouch—woodthatflooredthehollowMargery’strackswerestillvisible,asshehadmadethemtherewhendressingfortheball。 ’LittleMargery!’murmuredtheBaron。 Inamomenthethoughtbetterofthismood,andturnedtogohome。 Butbehold,aformstoodbehindhim——thatofthegirlwhosenamehadbeenonhislips。 Shewasinutterconfusion。’I——I——didnotknowyouwerehere,sir!’ shebegan。’Iwasoutforalittlewalk。’Shecouldgetnofurther; hereyesfilledwithtears。Thatspiceofwilfulness,evenhardness,whichcharacterizedherinJim’scompany,magicallydisappearedinthepresenceoftheBaron。 ’Nevermind,nevermind,’saidhe,maskingunderaseveremannerwhateverhefelt。’Themeetingisawkward,andoughtnottohaveoccurred,especiallyifasIsuppose,youareshortlytobemarriedtoJamesHayward。Butitcannotbehelpednow。YouhadnoideaI washere,ofcourse。NeitherhadIofseeingyou。Rememberyoucannotbetoocareful,’continuedtheBaron,inthesamegravetone; ’andIstronglyrequestyouasafriendtodoyourutmosttoavoidmeetingslikethis。WhenyousawmebeforeIturned,whydidyounotgoaway?’ ’Ididnotseeyou,sir。Ididnotthinkofseeingyou。Iwaswalkingthisway,andIonlylookedintoseethetree。’ ’Thatshowsyouhavebeenthinkingofthingsyoushouldnotthinkof,’returnedtheBaron。’Goodmorning。’ Margerycouldanswernothing。Abrowbeatenglance,almostofmisery,wasallshegavehim。Hetookaslowstepawayfromher;thenturnedsuddenlybackand,stooping,impulsivelykissedhercheek,takingherasmuchbysurpriseaseverawomanwastakeninherlife。 Immediatelyafterhewentoffwithaflushedfaceandrapidstrides,whichhedidnotchecktillhewaswithinhisownboundaries。 Thehaymakingseasonnowsetinvigorously,andtheweir—hatcheswerealldrawninthemeadstodrainoffthewater。Thestreamsranthemselvesdry,andtherewasnolongeranydifficultyinwalkingaboutamongthem。TheBaroncouldverywellwitnessfromtheelevationsabouthishousetheactivitywhichfollowedthesepreliminaries。Thewhiteshirt—sleevesofthemowersglistenedinthesun,thescythesflashed,voicesechoed,snatchesofsongfloatedabout,andtherewereglimpsesofredwaggon—wheels,purplegowns,andmany—colouredhandkerchiefs。 TheBaronhadbeentoldthatthehaymakingwastobefollowedbythewedding,andhadhegonedownthevaletothedairyhewouldhavehadevidencetothateffect。DairymanTucker’shousewasinawhirlpoolofbustle,andamongotherdifficultieswasthatofturningthecheese—roomintoagenteelapartmentforthetimebeing,andhidingtheawkwardnessofhavingtopassthroughthemilk—housetogettotheparlourdoor。ThesehouseholdcontrivancesappearedtointerestMargerymuchmorethanthegreatquestionofdressingfortheceremonyandtheceremonyitself。Inallrelatingtothatsheshowedanindescribablebackwardness,whichlateronwaswellremembered。 ’Ifitwereonlysomebodyelse,andIwasoneofthebridesmaids,I reallythinkIshouldlikeitbetter!’shemurmuredoneafternoon。 ’Awaywiththee——that’sonlyyourshyness!’saidoneofthemilkmaids。 ItissaidthataboutthistimetheBaronseemedtofeeltheeffectsofsolitudestrongly。Solituderevivesthesimpleinstinctsofprimitiveman,andlonelycountrynooksaffordrichsoilforwaywardemotions。Moreover,idlenesswatersthoseunconsideredimpulseswhichashortseasonofturmoilwouldstampout。ItisdifficulttospeakwithanyexactnessofthebearingofsuchconditionsonthemindoftheBaron——amanofwhomsolittlewasevertrulyknown——butthereisnodoubtthathismindranmuchonMargeryasanindividual,withoutreferencetoherrankorquality,ortothequestionwhethershewouldmarryJimHaywardthatsummer。Shewasthesinglelovelyhumanthingwithinhispresenthorizon,forhelivedinabsoluteseclusion;andherimageundulyaffectedhim。 But,leavingconjecture,letmestatewhathappened。 OneSaturdayevening,twoorthreeweeksafterhisaccidentalmeetingwithherinthewood,hewrotethenotefollowing:— DEARMARGERY,— Youmustnotsupposethat,becauseIspokesomewhatseverelytoyouatourchanceencounterbythehollowtree,Ihaveanyfeelingagainstyou。Farfromit。Now,asever,Ihavethemostgratefulsenseofyourconsideratekindnesstomeonamomentousoccasionwhichshallbenameless。 YousolemnlypromisedtocomeandseemewheneverIshouldsendforyou。Canyoucallforfiveminutesassoonaspossible,anddispersethoseplaguygloomsfromwhichIamsounfortunateastosuffer?IfyourefuseIwillnotanswerfortheconsequences。 Ishallbeinthesummershelterofthemountto—morrowmorningathalf—pastten。IfyoucomeIshallbegrateful。Ihavealsosomethingforyou。Yours,X。 Inkeepingwiththetenorofthisepistlethedesponding,self— oppressedBaronascendedthemountonSundaymorningandsatdown。 Therewasnothingheretosignifyexactlythehour,butbeforethechurchbellshadbegunheheardsomebodyapproachingattheback。 Thelightfootstepmovedtimidly,firsttoonerecess,andthentoanother;thentothethird,wherehesatintheshade。PoorMargerystoodbeforehim。 Shelookedwornandweary,andherlittleshoesandtheskirtsofherdresswerecoveredwithdust。Theweatherwassultry,thesunbeingalreadyhighandpowerful,andrainhadnotfallenforweeks。TheBaron,whowalkedlittle,hadthoughtnothingoftheeffectsofthisheatanddroughtininducingfatigue。AdistancewhichhadbeenbutareasonableexerciseonafoggymorningwasadragforMargerynow。 Shewasoutofbreath;andanxiety,evenunhappinesswaswrittenonhereverywhere。 Herosetohisfeet,andtookherhand。Hewasvexedwithhimselfatsightofher。’Mydearlittlegirl!’hesaid。’Youaretired——youshouldnothavecome。’ ’Yousentforme,sir;andIwasafraidyouwereill;andmypromisetoyouwassacred。’ Hebentoverher,lookinguponherdowncastface,andstillholdingherhand;thenhedroppedit,andtookapaceortwobackwards。 ’Itwasawhim,nothingmore,’hesaid,sadly。’Iwantedtoseemylittlefriend,toexpressgoodwishes——andtopresentherwiththis。’ Heheldforwardasmallmoroccocase,andshowedherhowtoopenit,disclosingaprettylocket,setwithpearls。’Itisintendedasaweddingpresent,’hecontinued。’TobereturnedtomeagainifyoudonotmarryJimthissummer——itistobethissummer,Ithink?’ ’Itwas,sir,’shesaidwithagitation。’Butitissonolonger。 And,therefore,Icannottakethis。’ ’Whatdoyousay?’ ’Itwastohavebeento—day;butnowitcannotbe。’ ’Theweddingto—day——Sunday?’hecried。 ’WefixedSundaynottohindermuchtimeatthisbusyseasonoftheyear,’repliedshe。 ’Andhaveyou,then,putitoff——surelynot?’ ’Yousentforme,andIhavecome,’sheansweredhumbly,likeanobedientfamiliarintheemployofsomegreatenchanter。Indeed,theBaron’spoweroverthisinnocentgirlwascuriouslylikeenchantment,ormesmericinfluence。Itwassomasterfulthatthesexualelementwasalmosteliminated。ItwasthatofProsperooverthegentleAriel。Andyetitwasprobablyonlythatofthecosmopoliteovertherecluse,oftheexperiencedmanoverthesimplemaid。 ’Youhavecome——onyourwedding—day!——OMargery,thisisamistake。 Ofcourse,youshouldnothaveobeyedme,since,thoughIthoughtyourweddingwouldbesoon,Ididnotknowitwasto—day。’ ’Ipromisedyou,sir;andIwouldratherkeepmypromisetoyouthanbemarriedtoJim。’ ’Thatmustnotbe——thefeelingiswrong!’hemurmured,lookingatthedistanthills。’Thereseemstobeafateinallthis;Igetoutofthefrying—panintothefire。Whatarecompensetoyouforyourgoodness!Thefactis,Iwasoutofhealthandoutofspirits,soI— —butnomoreofthat。Nowinstantlytorepairthistremendousblunderthatwehavemade——that’sthequestion。’ Afterapause,hewentonhurriedly,’Walkdownthehill;getintotheroad。BythattimeIshallbetherewithaphaeton。Wemaygetbackintime。Whattimeisitnow?Ifnot,nodoubttheweddingcanbeto—morrow;soallwillcomerightagain。Don’tcry,mydeargirl。 Keepthelocket,ofcourse——you’llmarryJim。’ CHAPTERIX Hehasteneddowntowardsthestables,andshewentonasdirected。 Itseemedasifhemusthaveputinthehorsehimself,soquicklydidhereappearwiththephaetonontheopenroad。Margerysilentlytookherseat,andtheBaronseemedcuttothequickwithself—reproachashenoticedthelistlessindifferencewithwhichsheacted。TherewasnodoubtthatinherheartshehadpreferredobeyingtheapparentlyimportantmandatethatmorningtobecomingJim’swife;buttherewasnolessdoubtthathadtheBaronleftheraloneshewouldquietlyhavegonetothealtar。 Hedrovealongfuriously,inacloudofdust。TherewasmuchtocontemplateinthatpeacefulSundaymorning——thewindlesstreesandfields,theshakingsunlight,thepauseinhumanstir。Yetneitherofthemheeded,andthustheydrewneartothedairy。Hisfirstexpressedintentionhadbeentogoindoorswithher,butthisheabandonedasimpoliticinthehighestdegree。 ’Youmaybesoonenough,’hesaid,springingdown,andhelpinghertofollow。’Tellthetruth:sayyouweresentfortoreceiveaweddingpresent——thatitwasamistakeonmypart——amistakeonyours;andI thinkthey’llforgive……And,Margery,mylastrequesttoyouisthis:thatifIsendforyouagain,youdonotcome。Promisesolemnly,mydeargirl,thatanysuchrequestshallbeunheeded。’ Herlipsmoved,butthepromisewasnotarticulated。’O,sir,I cannotpromiseit!’shesaidatlast。 ’Butyoumust;yoursalvationmaydependonit!’heinsistedalmoststernly。’Youdon’tknowwhatIam。’ ’Then,sir,Ipromise,’shereplied。’Nowleavemetomyself,please,andI’llgoindoorsandmanagematters。’ Heturnedthehorseanddroveaway,butonlyforalittledistance。 Outofsighthepulledreinsuddenly。’Onlytogobackandproposeittoher,andshe’dcome!’hemurmured。 Hestoodupinthephaeton,andbythismeanshecouldseeoverthehedge。Margerystillsatlistlesslyinthesameplace;therewasnotalovelierflowerinthefield。’No,’hesaid;’no,no——never!’Hereseatedhimself,andthewheelsspedlightlybackoverthesoftdusttoMountLodge。 MeanwhileMargeryhadnotmoved。IftheBaroncoulddissimulateonthesideofseverityshecoulddissimulateonthesideofcalm。Hedidnotknowwhathadbeenveiledbythequietpromisetomanagemattersindoors。Risingatlengthshefirstturnedawayfromthehouse;and,by—and—by,havingapparentlyforgottentillthenthatshecarrieditinherhand,sheopenedthecase,andlookedatthelocket。Thisseemedtogivehercourage。Sheturned,setherfacetowardsthedairyingoodearnest,andthoughherheartfalteredwhenthegatescameinsight,shekeptonanddrewnearthedoor。 Onthethresholdshestoodlistening。Thehousewassilent。 Decorationswerevisibleinthepassage,andalsothecarefullysweptandsandedpathtothegate,whichshewastohavetroddenasabride;butthesparrowshoppedoveritasifitwereabandoned;andallappearedtohavebeencheckedatitsclimacteric,likeaclockstoppedonthestrike。Tillthismomentofconfrontingthesuspendedanimationofthesceneshehadnotrealizedthefullshockoftheconvulsionwhichherdisappearancemusthavecaused。Itisquitecertain——apartfromherownrepeatedassurancestothateffectinlateryears——thatinhasteningoffthatmorningtohersuddenengagement,Margeryhadnotcountedthecostofsuchanenterprise; whileadimnotionthatshemightgetbackagainintimefortheceremony,ifthemessagemeantnothingserious,shouldalsobementionedinherfavour。But,uponthewhole,shehadobeyedthecallwithanunreasoningobedienceworthyofadiscipleinprimitivetimes。AconvictionthattheBaron’slifemightdependuponherpresence——forshehadbythistimedivinedthetragicaleventshehadinterruptedonthefoggymorning——tookfromherallwilltojudgeandconsidercalmly。Thesimpleaffairsofherandhersseemednothingbesidethepossibilityofharmtohim。 Awell—knownstepmovedonthesandedfloorwithin,andshewentforward。Thatshesawherfather’sfacebeforeher,justwithinthedoor,canhardlybesaid:itwasratherReproachandRageinahumanmask。 ’What!yehavedaredtocomebackalive,hussy,tolookupontheduperyyouhavepractisedonhonestpeople!You’vemortifiedusall; Idon’twanttosee’ee;Idon’twanttohear’ee;Idon’twanttoknowanything!’Hewalkedupanddowntheroom,unabletocommandhimself。’Nothingbutbeingdeadcouldhaveexcused’eefornotmeetingandmarryingthatmanthismorning;andyetyouhavethebrazenimpudencetostandthereaswellasever!Whatbeyouherefor?’ ’I’vecomebacktomarryJim,ifhewantsmeto,’shesaidfaintly。 ’Andifnot——perhapssomuchthebetter。Iwassentforthismorningearly。Ithought——。’Shehalted。Tosaythatshehadthoughtaman’sdeathmighthappenbyhisownhandifshedidnotgotohim,wouldneverdo。’Iwasobligedtogo,’shesaid。’Ihadgivenmyword。’ ’Whydidn’tyoutellusthen,sothattheweddingcouldbeputoff,withoutmakingfoolso’us?’ ’BecauseIwasafraidyouwouldn’tletmego,andIhadmadeupmymindtogo。’ ’Togowhere?’ Shewassilent;tillshesaid,’IwilltellJimall,andwhyitwas; andifhe’sanyfriendofminehe’llexcuseme。’ ’NotJim——he’snosuchfool。Jimhadputallreadyforyou,Jimhadcalledatyourhouse,a—dressedupinhisnewweddingclothes,anda— smilinglikethesun;Jimhadtoldtheparson,hadgottheringersintow,andtheclerkawaiting;andthen——youwasGONE!ThenJimturnedaspaleasrendlewood,andbustedout,\"Ifshedon’tmarrymeto— day,\"’asaid,\"shedon’tmarrymeatall!No;letherlookelsewhereforahusband。FortewyearsI’veputupwithherhaughtytricksandhertakings,\"’asaid。\"I’vedroudgedandI’vetraipsed,I’veboughtandI’vesold,allwi’aneyetoher;I’vesufferedhorseflesh,\"hesays——yes,themwashisnoblewords——\"butI’llsufferitnolonger。Sheshallgo!\"\"Jim,\"saysI,\"youbeaman。Ifshe’salive,Icommend’ee;ifshe’sdead,pitymyoldage。\"\"Sheisn’tdead,\"sayshe;\"forI’vejustheardshewasseenwalkingoffacrossthefieldsthismorning,lookingallofascornfultriumph。\" Heturnedroundandwent,andtheresto’theneighbourswent;andherebeIlefttothereproacho’t。’ ’Hewastoohasty,’murmuredMargery。’Fornowhe’ssaidthisI can’tmarryhimto—morrow,asImightha’done;andperhapssomuchthebetter。’ ’Youcanbesocalmaboutit,canye?Bemyarrangementsnothing,then,thatyoushouldbreak’emup,andsayoffhandwhatwasn’tdoneto—daymightha’beendoneto—morrow,andsuchflick—flack?Outo’ mysight!Iwon’thearanymore。Iwon’tspeakto’eeanymore。’ ’I’llgoaway,andthenyou’llbesorry!’ ’Verywell,go。Sorry——notI。’ Heturnedandstampedhiswayintothecheese—room。Margerywentupstairs。Shetoowasexcitednow,andinsteadoffortifyingherselfinherbedroomtillherfather’sragehadblownover,asshehadoftendoneonlesseroccasions,shepackedupabundleofarticles,creptdownagain,andwentoutofthehouse。Shehadaplaceofrefugeinthesecasesofnecessity,andherfatherknewit,andwaslessalarmedatseeingherdepartthanhemightotherwisehavebeen。 ThisplacewasRook’sGate,thehouseofhergrandmother,whoalwaystookMargery’spartwhenthatyoungwomanwasparticularlyinthewrong。 Thedeviouswayshepursued,toavoidthevicinityofMountLodge,wastedious,andshewasalreadyweary。Butthecottagewasarestfulplacetoarriveat,forshewasherownmistressthere——hergrandmothernevercomingdownstairs——andEdy,thewomanwholivedwithandattendedher,beingacipherexceptinmuscleandvoice。 Theapproachwasbyastraightopenroad,borderedbythinlanktrees,allslopingawayfromthesouth—westwind—quarter,andthesceneboreastrangeresemblancetocertainbitsofDutchlandscapewhichhavebeenimprintedontheworld’seyebyHobbemaandhisschool。 Havingexplainedtohergrannythattheweddingwasputoff;andthatshehadcometostay,oneofMargery’sfirstactswascarefullytopackupthelocketandcase,herweddingpresentfromtheBaron。Theconditionsofthegiftwereunfulfilled,andshewishedittogobackinstantly。Perhaps,intheintricaciesofherbosom,therelurkedagreatersatisfactionwiththereasonforreturningthepresentthanshewouldhavefeltjustthenwithareasonforkeepingit。 Tosendthearticlewasdifficult。Intheeveningshewrappedherselfup,searchedandfoundagauzeveilthathadbeenusedbyhergrandmotherinpastyearsforhivingswarmsofbees,buriedherfaceinit,andsalliedforthwithapalpitatinghearttillshedrewnearthetabernacleofherdemi—godtheBaron。Sheventuredonlytotheback—door,whereshehandedintheparceladdressedtohim,andquicklycameaway。 NowitseemsthatduringthedaytheBaronhadbeenunabletolearntheresultofhisattempttoreturnMargeryintimefortheeventhehadinterrupted。Wishing,forobviousreasons,toavoiddirectinquirybymessenger,andbeingtoounwelltogofarhimself,hecouldlearnnoparticulars。Hewassittinginthoughtafteralonelydinnerwhentheparcelintimatingfailureasbroughtin。Thefootman,whosecuriosityhadbeenexcitedbythemodeofitsarrival,peepedthroughthekeyholeafterclosingthedoor,tolearnwhatthepacketmeant。DirectlytheBaronhadopenedithethrustouthisfeetvehementlyfromhischair,andbegancursinghisruinousconductinbringingaboutsuchadisaster,forthereturnofthelocketdenotednotonlynoweddingthatday,butnoneto—morrow,oratanytime。 ’Ihavedonethatinnocentwomanagreatwrong!’hemurmured。 ’Deprivedherof,perhaps,heronlyopportunityofbecomingmistressofahappyhome!’ CHAPTERX Aconsiderableperiodofinactionfollowedamongallconcerned。 NothingtendedtodissipatetheobscuritywhichveiledthelifeoftheBaron。Thepositionheoccupiedinthemindsofthecountry—folkaroundwasonewhichcombinedthemysteriousnessofalegendarycharacterwiththeunobtrusivedeedsofamoderngentleman。TothisdaywhoevertakesthetroubletogodowntoSilverthorninLowerWessexandmakeinquirieswillfindexistingtherealmostasuperstitiousfeelingforthemoodymelancholystrangerwhoresidedintheLodgesomefortyyearsago。 Whencehecame,whitherhewasgoing,werealikeunknown。ItwassaidthathismotherhadbeenanEnglishladyofnoblefamilywhohadmarriedaforeignernotunheardofincircleswheremenpileup’thecankeredheapsofstrange—achievedgold’——thathehadbeenbornandeducatedinEngland,takenabroad,andsoon。Butthefactsofalifeinsuchcasesareoflittleaccountbesidetheaspectofalife; andhence,thoughdoubtlesstheyearsofhisexistencecontainedtheirshareoftriteandhomelycircumstance,thecurtainwhichmaskedallthiswasneverliftedtogratifysuchatheatreofspectatorsasthoseatSilverthorn。Thereinlayhischarm。Hislifewasavignette,ofwhichthecentralstrokesonlyweredrawnwithanydistinctness,theenvironmentshadingawaytoablank。 Hemighthavebeensaidtoresemblethatsolitarybirdtheheron。 Thestill,lonelystreamwashisfrequenthaunt:onitsbankshewouldstandforhourswithhisrod,lookingintothewater,beholdingthetawnyinhabitantswiththeeyeofaphilosopher,andseemingtosay,’Biteordon’tbite——it’sallthesametome。’Hewasoftenmistakenforaghostbychildren;andforapollardwillowbymen,when,ontheirwayhomeinthedusk,theysawhimmotionlessbysomerushybank,unobservantofthedeclineofday。 WhydidhecometofishnearSilverthorn?Thatwasneverexplained。 Asfaraswasknownhehadnorelativesnear;thefishingtherewasnotexceptionallygood;thesocietythereaboutwasdecidedlymeagre。 Thathehadcommittedsomefollyorhastyact,thathehadbeenwrongfullyaccusedofsomecrime,thusrenderinghisseclusionfromtheworlddesirableforawhile,squaredverywellwithhisfrequentmelancholy。Butsuchashewastherehelived,wellsuppliedwithfishing—tackle,andtenantofafurnishedhouse,justsuitedtotherequirementsofsuchaneccentricbeingashe。 Margery’sfather,havingprivatelyascertainedthatshewaslivingwithhergrandmother,andgettingintonoharm,refrainedfromcommunicatingwithher,inthehopeofseeinghercontriteathisdoor。Ithad,ofcourse,becomeknownaboutSilverthornthatatthelastmomentMargeryrefusedtowedHayward,byabsentingherselffromthehouse。Jimwaspitied,yetnotpitiedmuch,foritwassaidthatheoughtnottohavebeensoeagerforawomanwhohadshownnoanxietyforhim。 AndwherewasJimhimself?Itmustnotbesupposedthatthattacticianhadallthiswhilewithdrawnfrommortaleyetotearhishairinsilentindignationanddespair。Hehad,intruth,merelyretiredupthelonesomedefilebetweenthedownstohissmoulderingkiln,andtheancientrampartsaboveit;andthere,afterhisfirsthoursofnaturaldiscomposure,hequietlywaitedforoverturesfromthepossiblyrepentantMargery。Butnooverturesarrived,andthenhemeditatedanewontheabsorbingproblemofherskittishness,andhowtosetaboutanothercampaignforherconquest,notwithstandinghislatedisastrousfailure。Whyhadhefailed?Towhatwasherstrangeconductowing?Thatwasthethingwhichpuzzledhim。 Hehadmadenoadvanceinsolvingtheriddlewhen,onemorning,astrangerappearedonthedownabovehim,lookingasifhehadlosthisway。Themanhadagooddealofblackhairbelowhisfelthat,andcarriedunderhisarmacasecontainingamusicalinstrument。 DescendingtowhereJimstood,heaskediftherewerenotashortcutacrossthatwaytoTivworthy,whereafetewastobeheld。 ’Well,yes,thereis,’saidJim。’But’tisanenormousdistancefor’ee。’ ’Oh,yes,’repliedthemusician。’Iwishtointerceptthecarrieronthehighway。’ ThenearestwaywaspreciselyinthedirectionofRook’sGate,whereMargery,asJimknew,wasstaying。Havingsometimetospare,Jimwasstronglyimpelledtomakeakindacttothelostmusicianapretextfortakingobservationsinthatneighbourhood,andtellinghisacquaintancethathewasgoingthesameway,hestartedwithoutfurtherado。 Theyskirtedthelonglengthofmeads,andinduetimearrivedatthebackofRook’sGate,wherethepathjoinedthehighroad。Ahedgedividedthepublicwayfromthecottagegarden。Jimdrewupatthispointandsaid,’Yourroadisstraighton:Iturnbackhere。’ Butthemusicianwasstandingfixed,asifingreatperplexity。 Thrustinghishandintohisforestofblackhair,hemurmured,’Surelyitisthesame——surely!’ Jim,followingthedirectionofhisneighbour’seyes,foundthemtobefixedonafiguretillthatmomenthiddenfromhimself——MargeryTucker——whowascrossingthegardentoanoppositegatewithalittlecheeseinherarms,herheadthrownback,andherfacequiteexposed。 ’Whatofher?’saidJim。 ’TwomonthsagoIformedoneofthebandattheYeomanryBallgivenbyLordToneboroughinthenextcounty。Isawthatyoungladydancingthepolkathereinrobesofgauzeandlace。NowIseehercarryacheese!’ ’Never!’saidJimincredulously。 ’ButIdonotmistake。Isayitisso!’ Jimridiculedtheidea;thebandsmanprotested,andwasabouttolosehistemper,whenJimgaveinwiththegood—natureofapersonwhocanaffordtodespiseopinions;andthemusicianwenthisway。 AshedwindledoutofsightJimbegantothinkmorecarefullyoverwhathehadsaid。Theyoungman’sthoughtsgrewquitetoanexcitement,fortherecameintohismindtheBaron’sextraordinarykindnessinregardtofurniture,hithertoaccountedforbytheassumptionthatthenoblemanhadtakenafancytohim。Coulditbe,amongalltheamazingthingsoflife,thattheBaronwasatthebottomofthismischief;andthathehadamusedhimselfbytakingMargerytoaball? DoubtsandsuspicionswhichdistractsomeloverstoimbecilityonlyservedtobringoutJim’sgreatqualities。Wherehetrustedhewasthemosttrustingfellowintheworld;wherehedoubtedhecouldbeguiltyoftheslyeststrategy。Oncesuspicious,hebecameoneofthosesubtle,watchfulcharacterswho,withoutintegrity,makegoodthieves;withalittle,goodjobbers;withalittlemore,gooddiplomatists。Jimwashonest,andheconsideredwhattodo。 Retracinghissteps,hepeepedagain。Shehadgonein;butshewouldsoonreappear,foritcouldbeseenthatshewascarryinglittlenewcheesesonebyonetoaspring—cartandhorsetetheredoutsidethegate——hergrandmother,thoughnotaregulardairywoman,stillmanagingafewcowsbymeansofamanandmaid。WiththelightnessofacatJimcreptroundtothegate,tookapieceofchalkfromhispocket,andwroteupontheboarding’TheBaron。’ThenheretreatedtotheothersideofthegardenwherehehadjustwatchedMargery。 Induetimesheemergedwithanotherlittlecheese,cameontothegarden—door,andglanceduponthechalkedwordswhichconfrontedher。 Shestarted;thecheeserolledfromherarmstotheground,andbrokeintopieceslikeapudding。 Shelookedfearfullyround,herfaceburninglikesunset,and,seeingnobody,stoopedtopickuptheflaccidlumps。Jim,withapaleface,departedasinvisiblyashehadcome。Hehadprovedthebandsman’staletobetrue。Onhiswaybackheformedaresolution。Itwastobeardthelioninhisden——tocallontheBaron。 MeanwhileMargeryhadrecoveredherequanimity,andgatheredupthebrokencheese。Butshecouldbynomeansaccountforthehandwriting。Jimwasjustthesortoffellowtoplayhersuchatrickatordinarytimes,butsheimaginedhimtobefartooincensedagainsthertodoitnow;andshesuddenlywonderedifitwereanysortofsignalfromtheBaronhimself。 Ofhimshehadlatelyheardnothing。IfevermonotonypervadedalifeitpervadedhersatRook’sGate;andshehadbeguntodespairofanyhappychange。Butitispreciselywhenthesocialatmosphereseemsstagnantthatgreateventsarebrewing。Margery’squietwasbrokenfirst,aswehaveseen,byaslightstart,onlysufficienttomakeherdropacheese;andthenbyamoreseriousmatter。 Shewasinsidethesamegardenonedaywhensheheardtwowatermentalkingwithout。TheconversationwastotheeffectthatthestrangegentlemanwhohadtakenMountLodgefortheseasonwasseriouslyill。 ’Howill?’criedMargerythroughthehedge,whichscreenedherfromrecognition。 ’Badabed,’saidoneofthewatermen。 ’Inflammationofthelungs,’saidtheother。 ’Gotwet,fishing,’thefirstchimedin。 Margerycouldgathernomore。AnidealadmirationratherthananypositivepassionexistedinherbreastfortheBaron:shehadoflateseentoolittleofhimtoallowanyincipientviewsofhimasalovertogrowtoformidabledimensions。Itwasanextremelyromanticfeeling,delicateasanaroma,capableofquickeningtoanactiveprinciple,ordyingto’apainlesssympathy,’asthecasemightbe。 Thisnewsofhisillness,coupledwiththemysteriouschalkingonthegate,troubledher,andrevivedhisimagemuch。Shetooktowalkingupanddownthegarden—paths,lookingintotheheartsofflowers,andnotthinkingwhattheywere。Hislastrequesthadbeenthatshewasnottogotohimifbeshouldsendforher;andnowsheaskedherself,wasthenameonthegateahinttoenablehertogowithoutinfringingtheletterofherpromise?ThusunexpectedlyhadJim’smanoeuvreoperated。 Tendayspassed。AllshecouldhearoftheBaronwerethesamewords,’Badabed,’tilloneafternoon,afteragallopofthephysiciantotheLodge,thetidingsspreadlikelightningthattheBaronwasdying。 Margerydistressedherselfwiththequestionwhethershemightbepermittedtovisithimandsayherprayersathisbedside;butshefearedtoventure;andthuseight—and—fortyhoursslippedaway,andtheBaronstilllived。Despitehershynessandaweofhimshehadalmostmadeuphermindtocallwhen,justatduskonthatOctoberevening,somebodycametothedoorandaskedforher。 Shecouldseethemessenger’sheadagainstthelownewmoon。Hewasaman—servant。Hesaidhehadbeenallthewaytoherfather’s,andhadbeensentthencetoherhere。Hesimplybroughtanote,and,deliveringitintoherhands,wentaway。 DEARMARGERYTUCKER(ranthenote)——TheysayIamnotlikelytolive,soIwanttoseeyou。Behereateighto’clockthisevening。Comequitealonetotheside—door,andtapfourtimessoftly。Mytrustymanwilladmityou。Theoccasionisanimportantone。Prepareyourselfforasolemnceremony,whichIwishtohaveperformedwhileitliesinmypower。 VONXANTEN。 CHAPTERXI Margery’sfaceflushedup,andherneckandarmsglowedinsympathy。 Thequicknessofyouthfulimagination,andtheassumptivenessofwoman’sreason,sentherstraightasanarrowthisthought:’Hewantstomarryme!’ Shehadheardofsimilarstrangeproceedings,inwhichtheorange— flowerandthesadcypresswereintertwined。Peoplesometimeswishedontheirdeath—beds,frommotivesofesteem,toformalegaltiewhichtheyhadnotcaredtoestablishasadomesticoneduringtheiractivelife。 ForafewminutesMargerycouldhardlybecalledexcited;shewasexcitementitself。Betweensurpriseandmodestysheblushedandtrembledbyturns。Shebecamegrave,satdowninthesolitaryroom,andlookedintothefire。Atseveno’clocksheroseresolved,andwentquitetranquillyupstairs,whereshespeedilybegantodress。 Inmakingthishastytoiletnine—tenthsofhercareweregiventoherhands。Thesummerhadleftthemslightlybrown,andsheheldthemupandlookedatthemwithsomemisgiving,thefourthfingerofherlefthandmoreespecially。Hotwashingsandcoldwashings,certainproductsfrombeeandflowerknownonlytocountrygirls,everythingshecouldthinkof,wereuseduponthoselittlesunburnthands,tillshepersuadedherselfthattheywerereallyaswhiteascouldbewishedbyahusbandwithahundredtitles。Herdressingcompleted,sheleftwordwithEdythatshewasgoingforalongwalk,andsetoutinthedirectionofMountLodge。 Shenolongertrippedlikeagirl,butwalkedlikeawoman。Whilecrossingtheparkshemurmured’BaronessvonXanten’inapronunciationofherown。Thesoundofthattitlecausedhersuchagitationthatshewasobligedtopause,withherhanduponherheart。 Thehousewassocloselyneighbouredbyshrubberiesonthreeofitssidesthatitwasnottillshehadgonenearlyrounditthatshefoundthelittledoor。Theresolutionshehadbeenanhourinformingfailedherwhenshestoodattheportal。Whilepausingforcouragetotap,acarriagedroveuptothefrontentrancealittlewayoff,andpeepingroundthecornershesawalightaclergyman,andagentlemaninwhomMargeryfanciedthatsherecognizedawell—knownsolicitorfromtheneighbouringtown。Shehadnolongeranydoubtofthenatureoftheceremonyproposed。’ItissuddenbutImustobeyhim!’shemurmured:andtappedfourtimes。 Thedoorwasopenedsoquicklythattheservantmusthavebeenstandingimmediatelyinside。Shethoughthimthemanwhohaddriventhemtotheball——thesilentmanwhocouldbetrusted。Withoutawordheconductedherupthebackstaircase,andthroughadooratthetop,intoawidecorridor。Shewasaskedtowaitinalittledressing—room,wheretherewasafire,andanoldmetal—framedlooking—glassoverthemantel—piece,inwhichshecaughtsightofherself。Aredspotburntineachofhercheeks;therestofherfacewaspale;andhereyeswerelikediamondsofthefirstwater。 Beforeshehadbeenseatedmanyminutesthemancamebacknoiselessly,andshefollowedhimtoadoorcoveredbyaredandblackcurtain,whichhelifted,andusheredherintoalargechamber。 Ascreenedlightstoodonatablebeforeher,andonherleftthehangingsofatalldarkfour—postbedsteadobstructedherviewofthecentreoftheroom。Everythinghereseemedofsuchamagnificenttypetohereyesthatshefeltconfused,diminishedtohalfherheight,halfherstrength,halfherprettiness。Themanwhohadconductedherretiredatonce,andsomeonecamesoftlyroundtheangleofthebed—curtains。Heheldouthishandkindly——ratherpatronisingly:itwasthesolicitorwhomsheknewbysight。Thisgentlemanledherforward,asifshehadbeenalambratherthanawoman,tilltheoccupantofthebedwasrevealed。 TheBaron’seyeswereclosed,andherentryhadbeensonoiselessthathedidnotopenthem。Thepallorofhisfacenearlymatchedthewhitebed—linen,andhisdarkhairandheavyblackmoustachewerelikedashesofinkonacleanpage。Nearhimsattheparsonandanothergentleman,whomsheafterwardslearnttobeaLondonphysician;andontheparsonwhisperingafewwordstheBaronopenedhiseyes。Assoonashesawherhesmiledfaintly,andheldouthishand。 Margerywouldhaveweptforhim,ifshehadnotbeentoooverawedandpalpitatingtodoanything。Shequiteforgotwhatshehadcomefor,shookhandswithhimmechanically,andcouldhardlyreturnananswertohisweak’DearMargery,youseehowIam——howareyou?’ Inpreparingformarriageshehadnotcalculatedonsuchasceneasthis。HeraffectionfortheBaronhadtoomuchofthevagueinittoaffordhertrustfulnessnow。Shewishedshehadnotcome。OnasignfromtheBaronthelawyerbroughtherachair,andtheoppressivesilencewasbrokenbytheBaron’swords。 ’Iampulleddowntodeath’sdoor,Margery,’hesaid;’andIsupposeIsoonshallpassthrough……Mypeacehasbeenmuchdisturbedinthisillness,forjustbeforeitattackedmeIreceived——thatpresentyoureturned,fromwhich,andinotherways,Ilearntthatyouhadlostyourchanceofmarriage……NowitwasIwhodidtheharm,andyoucanimaginehowthenewshasaffectedme。Ithasworriedmealltheillnessthrough,andIcannotdismissmyerrorfrommymind…… IwanttorightthewrongIhavedoneyoubeforeIdie。Margery,youhavealwaysobeyedme,and,strangeastherequestmaybe,willyouobeymenow?’ Shewhispered’Yes。’ ’Well,then,’saidtheBaron,’thesethreegentlemenarehereforaspecialpurpose:onehelpsthebody——he’scalledaphysician; anotherhelpsthesoul——he’saparson;theotherhelpstheunderstanding——he’salawyer。Theyareherepartlyonmyaccount,andpartlyonyours。’ Thespeakerthenmadeasigntothelawyer,whowentoutofthedoor。 Hecamebackalmostinstantly,butnotalone。Behindhim,dressedupinhisbestclothes,withaflowerinhisbuttonholeandabridegroom’sair,walked——Jim。 CHAPTERXII Margerycouldhardlyrepressascream。Asforflushingandblushing,shehadturnedhotandturnedpalesomanytimesalreadyduringtheevening,thattherewasreallynownothingofthatsortleftforhertodo;andsheremainedincomplexionmuchasbefore。O,themockeryofit!Thatsecretdream——thatsweetword’Baroness!’——whichhadsustainedherallthewayalong。InsteadofaBarontherestoodJim,white—waistcoated,demure,everyhairinplace,and,ifshemistooknot,evenadeedysparkinhiseye。 Jim’ssurprisingpresenceonthescenemaybebrieflyaccountedfor。 HisresolvetoseekanexplanationwiththeBaronatallriskshadprovedunexpectedlyeasy:theinterviewhadatoncebeengranted,andthen,seeingthecrisisatwhichmattersstood,theBaronhadgenerouslyrevealedtoJimthewholeofhisindebtednesstoandknowledgeofMargery。ThetruthoftheBaron’sstatement,theinnocentnatureasyetoftheacquaintanceship,hissorrowfortherupturehehadproduced,wassoevidentthat,farfromhavinganyfurtherdoubtsofhispatron,Jimfranklyaskedhisadviceonthenextsteptobepursued。AtthisstagetheBaronfellill,and,desiringmuchtoseethetwoyoungpeopleunitedbeforehisdeath,hehadsentanewHayward,andproposedtheplanwhichtheyweretonowabouttoattempt——amarriageatthebedsideofthesickmanbyspeciallicence。TheinfluenceatLambethofsomefriendsoftheBaron’s,andthecharitablebequestsofhislatemothertoseveraldeservingChurchfunds,weregenerallysupposedtobeamongthereasonswhytheapplicationforthelicencewasnotrefused。 This,however,isofsmallconsequence。TheBaronprobablyknew,inproposingthismethodofcelebratingthemarriage,thathisenormouspoweroverherwouldoutweighanysentimentalobstacleswhichshemightsetup——inwardobjectionsthat,withouthispresenceandfirmness,mightprovetoomuchforheracquiescence。Doubtlessheforesaw,too,theadvantageofgettingherintothehousebeforemakingtheindividualityofherhusbandcleartohermind。 Now,theBaron’sconjectureswererightastotheevent,butwrongastothemotives。Margerywasaperfectlittledissembleronsomeoccasions,andoneofthemwaswhenshewishedtohideanysuddenmortificationthatmightbringherintoridicule。Shehadnosoonerrecoveredfromherfirstfitofdiscomfiturethanpridebadehersufferanythingratherthanrevealherabsurddisappointment。Hencethesceneprogressedasfollows: ’Comehere,Hayward,’saidtheinvalid。Haywardcamenear。TheBaron,holdingherhandinoneofhisown,andherlover’sintheother,continued,’Willyou,inspiteofyourrecentvexationwithher,marryhernowifshedoesnotrefuse?’ ’Iwill,sir,’saidJimpromptly。 ’AndMargery,whatdoyousay?Itismerelyasettingofthingsright。Youhavealreadypromisedthisyoungmantobehiswife,andshould,ofcourse,performyourpromise。Youdon’tdislikeJim?’ ’O,no,sir,’shesaid,inalow,dryvoice。 ’IlikehimbetterthanIcantellyou,’saidtheBaron。’Heisanhonourableman,andwillmakeyouagoodhusband。Youmustrememberthatmarriageisalifecontract,inwhichgeneralcompatibilityoftemperandworldlypositionisofmoreimportancethanfleetingpassion,whichneverlongsurvives。Now,willyou,atmyearnestrequest,andbeforeIgototheSouthofEuropetodie,agreetomakethisgoodmanhappy?Ihaveexpressedyourviewsonthesubject,haven’tI,Hayward?’ ’ToaT,sir,’saidJimemphatically;withamotionofraisinghishattohisinfluentialally,tillherememberedhehadnohaton。 ’And,thoughIcouldhardlyexpectMargerytogieinformyasking,I feelssheoughttogieinforyours。’ ’Andyouaccepthim,mylittlefriend?’ ’Yes,sir,’shemurmured,’ifhe’llagreetoathingortwo。’ ’Doubtlesshewill——whatarethey?’ ’ThatIshallnotbemadetolivewithhimtillIaminthemindforit;andthatmyhavinghimshallbekeptunknownforthepresent。’ ’Well,whatdoyouthinkofit,Hayward?’ ’AnythingthatyouorshemaywishI’lldo,mynoblelord,’saidJim。 ’Well,herrequestisnotunreasonable,seeingthattheproceedingsare,onmyaccount,alittlehurried。Sowe’llproceed。Youratherexpectedthis,frommyallusiontoaceremonyinmynote,didyounot,Margery?’ ’Yes,sir,’saidshe,withaneffort。 ’Good;Ithoughtso;youlookedsolittlesurprised。’ Wenowleavethesceneinthebedroomforaspotnotmanyyardsoff。 WhenthecarriageseenbyMargeryatthedoorwasdrivinguptoMountLodgeitarrestedtheattention,notonlyoftheyounggirl,butofamanwhohadforsometimebeenmovingslowlyabouttheoppositelawn,engagedinsomeoperationwhilehesmokedashortpipe。Ashortobservationofhisdoingswouldhaveshownthathewasshelteringsomedelicateplantsfromanexpectedfrost,andthathewasthegardener。Whenthelightatthedoorfellupontheenteringformsofparsonandlawyer——theformerastranger,thelatterknowntohim—— thegardenerwalkedthoughtfullyroundthehouse。Reachingthesmallside—entrancehewasfurthersurprisedtoseeitnoiselesslyopentoayoungwoman,inwhosemomentarilyilluminedfeatureshediscernedthoseofMargeryTucker。 Altogethertherewassomethingcuriousinthis。Themanreturnedtothelawnfront,andperfunctorilywentonputtingsheltersovercertainplants,thoughhisthoughtswereplainlyotherwiseengaged。 Onthegrasshisfootstepswerenoiseless,andthenightmoreoverbeingstill,hecouldpresentlyhearamurmuringfromthebedroomwindowoverhishead。 Thegardenertookfromatreealadderthathehadusedinnailingthatday,setitunderthewindow,andascendedhalf—way,hoodwinkinghisconsciencebyseizinganailortwowithhishandandtestingtheirtwig—supportingpowers。Hesoonheardenoughtosatisfyhim。 Thewordsofachurch—serviceinthestrangeparson’svoicewereaudibleinsnatchesthroughtheblind:theywerewordsheknewtobepartofthesolemnizationofmatrimony,suchas’weddedwife,’ ’richerforpoorer,’andsoon;thelessfamiliarpartsbeingamoreorlessconfusedsound。 Satisfiedthataweddingwasinprogressthere,thegardenerdidnotforamomentdreamthatoneofthecontractingpartiescouldbeotherthanthesickBaron。Hedescendedtheladderandagainwalkedroundthehouse,waitingonlytillhesawMargeryemergefromthesamelittledoor;when,fearingthathemightbediscovered,hewithdrewinthedirectionofhisowncottage。 Thisbuildingstoodatthelowercornerofthegarden,andassoonasthegardenerenteredhewasaccostedbyahandsomewomaninawidow’scap,whocalledhimfather,andsaidthatsupperhadbeenreadyforalongtime。Theysatdown,butduringthemealthegardenerwassoabstractedandsilentthathisdaughterputherheadwinninglytoonesideandsaid,’Whatisit,fatherdear?’ ’Ah——whatisit!’criedthegardener。’Somethingthatmakesverylittledifferencetome,butmaybeofgreataccounttoyou,ifyouplayyourcardswell。THERE’SBEENAWEDDINGATTHELODGETO—NIGHT!’ Herelatedtoher,withacautiontosecrecy,allthathehadheardandseen。 ’Wearefolkthathavegottogettheirliving,’hesaid,’andsuchonesmustn’ttelltalesabouttheirbetters,——Lordforgivethemockeryoftheword!——butthere’ssomethingtobemadeofit。She’sanicemaid;so,Harriet,doyoutakethefirstchanceyougetforhonouringher,beforeothersknowwhathashappened。Sincethisisdonesoprivatelyitwillbekeptprivateforsometime——tillafterhisdeath,noquestion;——whenIexpectshe’lltakethishouseforherself;andblazeoutasawidow—ladytenthousandpoundstrong。 Youbeingawidow,shemaymakeyouhercompany—keeper;andsoyou’llhaveahomebyalittlecontriving。’ Whilethisconversationprogressedatthegardener’sMargerywasonherwayoutoftheBaron’shouse。Shewas,indeed,married。But,asweknow,shewasnotmarriedtotheBaron。Theceremonyoversheseemedbutlittlediscomposed,andexpressedawishtoreturnaloneasshehadcome。Tothis,ofcourse,noobjectioncouldbeofferedunderthetermsoftheagreement,andwishingJimafrigidgood—bye,andtheBaronaveryquietfarewell,shewentoutbythedoorwhichhadadmittedher。Oncesafeandaloneinthedarknessoftheparksheburstintotears,whichdroppeduponthegrassasshepassedalong。IntheBaron’sroomshehadseemedscaredandhelpless;nowherreasonandemotionsreturned。Thefurthershegotawayfromtheglamourofthatroom,andtheinfluenceofitsoccupant,themoreshebecameofopinionthatshehadactedfoolishly。Shehaddisobedientlyleftherfather’shouse,toobeyhimhere。Shehadpleasedeverybodybutherself。 However,thinkingwasnowtoolate。Howshegotintohergrandmother’shouseshehardlyknew;butwithoutasupper,andwithoutconfrontingeitherherrelativeorEdy,shewenttobed。 CHAPTERXIII Ongoingoutintothegardennextmorning,withastrangesenseofbeinganotherpersonthanherself,shebeheldJimleaningmutelyoverthegate。 Henodded。’Goodmorning,Margery,’hesaidcivilly。 ’Goodmorning,’saidMargeryinthesametone。 ’Ibegyourpardon,’hecontinued。’Butwhichwaywasyougoingthismorning?’ ’Iamnotgoinganywherejustnow,thankyou。ButIshallgotomyfather’sby—and—bywithEdy。’Shewentonwithasigh,’Ihavedonewhathehasallalongwished,thatis,marriedyou;andthere’snolongerreasonforenmityatweenhimandme。’ ’Trew——trew。Well,asIamgoingthesameway,Icangiveyoualiftinthetrap,forthedistanceislong。’ ’Nothankyou——Iamusedtowalking,’shesaid。 Theyremainedinsilence,thegatebetweenthem,tillJim’sconvictionswouldapparentlyallowhimtoholdhispeacenolonger。 ’Thisisabadjob!’hemurmured。 ’Itis,’shesaid,asonewhosethoughtshaveonlytooreadilybeenidentified。’HowIcametoagreetoitismorethanIcantell!’ Andtearsbeganrollingdownhercheeks。 ’Theblameismoreminethanyours,Isuppose,’hereturned。’I oughttohavesaidNo,andnotbackedupthegentlemanincarryingoutthisscheme。’Twashisownnotionentirely,asperhapsyouknow。 Ishouldneverhavethoughtofsuchaplan;buthesaidyou’dbewilling,andthatitwouldbeallright;andIwastooreadytobelievehim。’ ’Thethingis,howtoremedyit,’saidshebitterly。’Ibelieve,ofcourse,inyourpromisetokeepthisprivate,andnottotroublemebycalling。’ ’Certainly,’saidJim。’Idon’twanttotroubleyou。Asforthat,why,mydearMrs。Hayward——’ ’Don’tMrs。Haywardme!’saidMargerysharply。’Iwon’tbeMrs。 Hayward!’ Jimpaused。’Well,youareshebylaw,andthatwasallImeant,’hesaidmildly。