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类别:其他 作者:Susanna Rowson字数:20608更新时间:19/01/03 09:18:10
CHAPTERXXVII。 Pensiveshemourn’d,andhungherlanguidhead,Likeafairlilyovercharg’dwithdew。 CHARLOTTEhadnowbeenleftalmostthreemonthsapreytoherownmelancholyreflexions——sadcompanionsindeed;nordidanyonebreakinuponhersolitudebutBelcour,whoonceortwicecalledtoenquireafterherhealth,andtellherhehadinvainendeavouredtobringMontravilletohearreason;andonce,butonlyonce,washermindchearedbythereceiptofanaffectionateletterfromMrs。Beauchamp。Oftenhadshewrotetoherperfidiousseducer,andwiththemostpersuasiveeloquenceendeavouredtoconvincehimofherinnocence;buttheseletterswereneversufferedtoreachthehandsofMontraville,ortheymust,thoughontheveryeveofmarriage,havepreventedhisdesertingthewretchedgirl。 Realanguishofhearthadinagreatmeasurefadedhercharms,hercheekswerepalefromwantofrest,andhereyes,byfrequent,indeedalmostcontinuedweeping,weresunkandheavy。 Sometimesagleamofhopewouldplayaboutherheartwhenshethoughtofherparents——\"Theycannotsurely,\"shewouldsay,\"refusetoforgiveme;orshouldtheydenytheirpardontome,theywinnothatemyinnocentinfantonaccountofitsmother’serrors。\" HowoftendidthepoormournerwishfortheconsolingpresenceofthebenevolentMrs。Beauchamp。 \"Ifshewerehere,\"shewouldcry,\"shewouldcertainlycomfortme,andsooththedistractionofmysoul。\" Shewassittingoneafternoon,wrappedinthesemelancholyreflexions,whenshewasinterruptedbytheentranceofBelcour。Greatasthealterationwaswhichincessantsorrowhadmadeonherperson,shewasstillinteresting,stillcharming;andtheunhallowedflame,whichhadurgedBelcourtoplantdissensionbetweenherandMontraville,stillragedinhisbosom:hewasdetermined,ifpossible,tomakeherhismistress;nay,hehadevenconceivedthediabolicalschemeoftakinghertoNew-York,andmakingherappearineverypublicplacewhereitwaslikelysheshouldmeetMontraville,thathemightbeawitnesstohisunmanlytriumph。 WhenheenteredtheroomwhereCharlottewassitting,heassumedthelookoftender,consolatoryfriendship。 \"AndhowdoesmylovelyCharlotte?\"saidhe,takingherhand: \"IfearyouarenotsowellasIcouldwish。\" \"Iamnotwell,Mr。Belcour,\"saidshe,\"veryfarfromit; butthepainsandinfirmitiesofthebodyIcouldeasilybear,nay,submittothemwithpatience,weretheynotaggravatedbythemostinsupportableanguishofmymind。\" \"Youarenothappy,Charlotte,\"saidhe,withalookofwell-dissembledsorrow。 \"Alas!\"repliedshemournfully,shakingherhead,\"howcanIbehappy,desertedandforsakenasIam,withoutafriendofmyownsextowhomIcanunburthenmyfullheart,nay,myfidelitysuspectedbytheverymanforwhomIhavesacrificedeverythingvaluableinlife,forwhomIhavemademyselfapoordespisedcreature,anoutcastfromsociety,anobjectonlyofcontemptandpity。\" \"Youthinktoomeanlyofyourself,MissTemple: thereisnoonewhowoulddaretotreatyouwithcontempt: auwhohavethepleasureofknowingyoumustadmireandesteem。 Youarelonelyhere,mydeargirl;givemeleavetoconductyoutoNew-York,wheretheagreeablesocietyofsomeladies,towhomIwillintroduceyou,willdispelthesesadthoughts,andIshallagainseereturningchearfulnessanimatethoselovelyfeatures。\" \"Ohnever!never!\"criedCharlotte,emphatically:\"thevirtuouspartofmysexwillscornme,andIwillneverassociatewithinfamy。 No,Belcour,hereletmehidemyshameandsorrow,hereletmespendmyfewremainingdaysinobscurity,unknownandunpitied,hereletmedieunlamented,andmynamesinktooblivion。\" Herehertearsstoppedherutterance。Belcourwasawedtosilence: hedarednotinterrupther;andafteramoment’spausesheproceeded——\"IoncehadconceivedthethoughtofgoingtoNew-Yorktoseekoutthestilldear,thoughcruel,ungenerousMontraville,tothrowmyselfathisfeet,andentreathiscompassion; heavenknows,notformyself;ifIamnolongerbeloved,Iwillnotbeindebtedtohispitytoredressmyinjuries,butIwouldhavekneltandentreatedhimnottoforsakemypoorunborn——\" Shecouldsaynomore;acrimsonglowrushedoverhercheeks,andcoveringherfacewithherhands,shesobbedaloud。 SomethinglikehumanitywasawakenedinBelcour’sbreastbythispatheticspeech:hearoseandwalkedtowardsthewindow; buttheselfishpassionwhichhadtakenpossessionofhisheart,soonstifledthesefineremotions;andhethoughtifCharlottewasonceconvincedshehadnolongeranydependanceonMontraville,shewouldmorereadilythrowherselfonhisprotection。 Determined,therefore,toinformherofallthathadhappened,heagainresumedhisseat;andfindingshebegantobemorecomposed,enquiredifshehadeverheardfromMontravillesincetheunfortunaterecontreinherbedchamber。 \"Ahno,\"saidshe。\"IfearIshallneverhearfromhimagain。\" \"Iamgreatlyofyouropinion,\"saidBelcour,\"forhehasbeenforsometimepastgreatlyattached——\" Attheword\"attached\"adeath-likepalenessoverspreadthecountenanceofCharlotte,butsheappliedtosomehartshornwhichstoodbesideher,andBelcourproceeded。 \"HehasbeenforsometimepastgreatlyattachedtooneMissFranklin,apleasinglivelygirl,withalargefortune。\" \"Shemaybericher,maybehandsomer,\"criedCharlotte,\"butcannotlovehimsowell。Ohmayshebewareofhisart,andnottrusthimtoofarasIhavedone。\" \"Headdressesherpublicly,\"saidhe,\"anditwasrumouredtheyweretobemarriedbeforehesailedforEustatia,whitherhiscompanyisordered。\" \"Belcour,\"saidCharlotte,seizinghishand,andgazingathimearnestly,whileherpalelipstrembledwithconvulsiveagony,\"tellme,andtellmetruly,Ibeseechyou,doyouthinkhecanbesuchavillainastomarryanotherwoman,andleavemetodiewithwantandmiseryinastrangeland:tellmewhatyouthink;Icanbearitverywell;Iwillnotshrinkfromthisheavieststrokeoffate; Ihavedeservedmyafflictions,andIwillendeavourtobearthemasIought。\" \"Ifear,\"saidBelcour,\"hecanbethatvillain。\" \"Perhaps,\"criedshe,eagerlyinterruptinghim,\"perhapsheismarriedalready:come,letmeknowtheworst,\"continuedshewithanaffectedlookofcomposure:\"youneednotbeafraid,Ishallnotsendthefortunateladyabowlofpoison。\" \"Wellthen,mydeargirl,\"saidhe,deceivedbyherappearance,\"theyweremarriedonThursday,andyesterdaymorningtheysailedforEustatia。\" \"Married——gone——sayyou?\"criedsheinadistractedaccent,\"whatwithoutalastfarewell,withoutonethoughtonmyunhappysituation! OhMontraville,mayGodforgiveyourperfidy。\"Sheshrieked,andBelcoursprangforwardjustintimetopreventherfallingtothefloor。 Alarmingfaintingsnowsucceededeachother,andshewasconveyedtoherbed,fromwhencesheearnestlyprayedshemightnevermorearise。 Belcourstaidwithherthatnight,andinthemorningfoundherinahighfever。Thefitsshehadbeenseizedwithhadgreatlyterrifiedhim; andconfinedasshenowwastoabedofsickness,shewasnolongeranobjectofdesire:itistrueforseveraldayshewentconstantlytoseeher,butherpale,emaciatedappearancedisgustedhim: hisvisitsbecamelessfrequent;heforgotthesolemnchargegivenhimbyMontraville;heevenforgotthemoneyentrustedtohiscare; and,theburningblushofindignationandshametingesmycheekwhileIwriteit,thisdisgracetohumanityandmanhoodatlengthforgoteventheinjuredCharlotte;and,attractedbythebloominghealthofafarmer’sdaughter,whomhehadseeninhisfrequentexcursionstothecountry,helefttheunhappygirltosinkunnoticedtothegrave,apreytosickness,grief,andpenury; whilehe,havingtriumphedoverthevirtueoftheartlesscottager,riotedinalltheintemperanceofluxuryandlawlesspleasure。 CHAPTERXXVIII。 ATRIFLINGRETROSPECT。 \"BLESSmyheart,\"criesmyyoung,volatilereader,\"Ishallneverhavepatiencetogetthroughthesevolumes,therearesomanyahs!andohs! somuchfainting,tears,anddistress,Iamsicktodeathofthesubject。\" Mydear,chearful,innocentgirl,forinnocentIwillsupposeyoutobe,oryouwouldacutelyfeelthewoesofCharlotte,didconsciencesay,thusmightithavebeenwithme,hadnotProvidenceinterposedtosnatchmefromdestruction:therefore,mylively,innocentgirl,Imustrequestyourpatience:Iamwritingataleoftruth: Imeantowriteittotheheart:butifperchancetheheartisrenderedimpenetrablebyunboundedprosperity,oracontinuanceinvice,Iexpectnotmytaletoplease,nay,Ievenexpectitwillbethrownbywithdisgust。Butsoftly,gentlefairone; Iprayyouthrowitnotasidetillyouhaveperusedthewhole; mayhapyoumayfindsomethingthereintorepayyouforthetrouble。 MethinksIseeasarcasticsmilesitonyourcountenance。——\"Andwhat,\" cryyou,\"doestheconceitedauthorsupposewecangleanfromthesepages,ifCharlotteisheldupasanobjectofterror,topreventusfromfallingintoguiltyerrors?doesnotLaRuetriumphinhershame,andbyaddingarttoguilt,obtaintheaffectionofaworthyman,andrisetoastationwheresheisbeheldwithrespect,andchearfullyreceivedintoallcompanies。Whatthenisthemoralyouwouldinculcate? Wouldyouwishustothinkthatadeviationfromvirtue,ifcoveredbyartandhypocrisy,isnotanobjectofdetestation,butonthecontraryshallraiseustofameandhonour?whilethehaplessgirlwhofallsavictimtohertoogreatsensibility,shallbeloadedwithignominyandshame?\"No,myfairquerist,Imeannosuchthing。 Remembertheendeavoursofthewickedareoftensufferedtoprosper,thatintheendtheirfallmaybeattendedwithmorebitternessofheart; whilethecupofafflictionispouredoutforwiseandsalutaryends,andtheywhoarecompelledtodrainiteventothebitterdregs,oftenfindcomfortatthebottom;thetearofpenitenceblotstheiroffencesfromthebookoffate,andtheyrisefromtheheavy,painfultrial,purifiedandfitforamansioninthekingdomofeternity。 Yes,myyoungfriends,thetearofcompassionshallfallforthefateofCharlotte,whilethenameofLaRueshallbedetestedanddespised。 ForCharlotte,thesoulmeltswithsympathy;forLaRue,itfeelsnothingbuthorrorandcontempt。ButperhapsyourgayheartswouldratherfollowthefortunateMrs。Craytonthroughthescenesofpleasureanddissipationinwhichshewasengaged,thanlistentothecomplaintsandmiseriesofCharlotte。Iwillforonceobligeyou; Iwillforoncefollowhertomidnightrevels,balls,andscenesofgaiety,forinsuchwassheconstantlyengaged。 Ihavesaidherpersonwaslovely;letusaddthatshewassurroundedbysplendorandaffluence,andhemustknowbutlittleoftheworldwhocanwonder,(howeverfaultysuchawoman’sconduct,) atherbeingfollowedbythemen,andhercompanycourtedbythewomen:inshortMrs。Craytonwastheuniversalfavourite: shesetthefashions,shewastoastedbyallthegentlemen,andcopiedbyalltheladies。 ColonelCraytonwasadomesticman。Couldhebehappywithsuchawoman?impossible!Remonstrancewasvain:hemightaswellhavepreachedtothewinds,asendeavourtopersuadeherfromanyaction,howeverridiculous,onwhichshehadsethermind: inshort,afteralittleineffectualstruggle,hegaveuptheattempt,andlefthertofollowthebentofherowninclinations: whatthosewere,Ithinkthereadermusthaveseenenoughofhercharactertoformajustidea。Amongthenumberwhopaidtheirdevotionsathershrine,shesingledone,ayoungEnsignofmeanbirth,indifferenteducation,andweakintellects。 Howsuchamancameintothearmy,wehardlyknowtoaccountfor,andhowheafterwardsrosetopostsofhonourislikewisestrangeandwonderful。Butfortuneisblind,andsoarethosetoofrequentlywhohavethepowerofdispensingherfavours: elsewhydoweseefoolsandknavesattheverytopofthewheel,whilepatientmeritsinkstotheextremeoftheoppositeabyss。 Butwemayformathousandconjecturesonthissubject,andyetneverhitontheright。Letusthereforeendeavourtodeservehersmiles,andwhetherwesucceedornot,weshallfeelmoreinnatesatisfaction,thanthousandsofthosewhobaskinthesunshineofherfavourunworthily。 ButtoreturntoMrs。Crayton:thisyoungman,whomIshalldistinguishbythenameofCorydon,wasthereigningfavouriteofherheart。 Heescortedhertotheplay,dancedwithherateveryball,andwhenindispositionpreventedhergoingout,itwashealonewhowaspermittedtochearthegloomysolitudetowhichshewasobligedtoconfineherself。DidsheeverthinkofpoorCharlotte?—— ifshedid,mydearMiss,itwasonlytolaughatthepoorgirl’swantofspiritinconsentingtobemopedupinthecountry,whileMontravillewasenjoyingallthepleasuresofagay,dissipatedcity。 Whensheheardofhismarriage,shesmilingsaid,sothere’sanendofMadamCharlotte’shopes。Iwonderwhowilltakehernow,orwhatwillbecomeofthelittleaffectedprude? Butasyouhaveleadtothesubject,IthinkwemayaswellreturntothedistressedCharlotte,andnot,liketheunfeelingMrs。Crayton,shutourheartstothecallofhumanity。 CHAPTERXXIX。 WEGOFORWARDAGAIN。 THEstrengthofCharlotte’sconstitutioncombattedagainstherdisorder,andshebeganslowlytorecover,thoughshestilllabouredunderaviolentdepressionofspirits:howmustthatdepressionbeencreased,when,uponexaminingherlittlestore,shefoundherselfreducedtoonesolitaryguinea,andthatduringherillnesstheattendanceofanapothecaryandnurse,togetherwithmanyotherunavoidableexpences,hadinvolvedherindebt,fromwhichshesawnomethodofextricatingherself。Astothefainthopewhichshehadentertainedofhearingfromandbeingrelievedbyherparents; itnowentirelyforsookher,foritwasabovefourmonthssinceherletterwasdispatched,andshehadreceivednoanswer: shethereforeimaginedthatherconducthadeitherentirelyalienatedtheiraffectionfromher,orbrokentheirhearts,andshemustnevermorehopetoreceivetheirblessing。 Neverdidanyhumanbeingwishfordeathwithgreaterfervencyorwithjustercause;yetshehadtoojustasenseofthedutiesoftheChristianreligiontoattempttoputaperiodtoherownexistence。 \"Ihavebuttobepatientalittlelonger,\"shewouldcry,\"andnature,fatiguedandfainting,willthrowoffthisheavyloadofmortality,andIshallbereleasedfromallmysufferings。\" ItwasonecoldstormydayinthelatterendofDecember,asCharlottesatbyahandfuloffire,thelowstateofherfinancesnotallowinghertoreplenishherstockoffuel,andprudenceteachinghertobecarefulofwhatshehad,whenshewassurprisedbytheentranceofafarmer’swife,who,withoutmuchceremony,seatedherself,andbeganthiscuriousharangue。 \"I’mcometoseeifashowyoucanpayyourrent,becauseashowwehearCaptainMontableisgoneaway,andit’sfiftytooneifheb’antkilledaforehecomesbackagain;anthen,Miss,orMa’am,orwhateveryoumaybe,asIwassayingtomyhusband,wherearewetolookforourmoney。\" ThiswasastrokealtogetherunexpectedbyCharlotte:sheknewsolittleofthewaysoftheworldthatshehadneverbestowedathoughtonthepaymentfortherentofthehouse;sheknewindeedthatsheowedagooddeal,butthiswasneverreckonedamongtheothers: shewasthunder-struck;shehardlyknewwhatanswertomake,yetitwasabsolutelynecessarythatsheshouldsaysomething; andjudgingofthegentlenessofeveryfemaledispositionbyherown,shethoughtthebestwaytointerestthewomaninherfavourwouldbetotellhercandidlytowhatasituationshewasreduced,andhowlittleprobabilitytherewasofhereverpayinganybody。 AlaspoorCharlotte,howconfinedwasherknowledgeofhumannature,orshewouldhavebeenconvincedthattheonlywaytoinsurethefriendshipandassistanceofyoursurroundingacquaintanceistoconvincethemyoudonotrequireit,forwhenoncethepetrifyingaspectofdistressandpenuryappear,whosequalities,likeMedusa’shead,canchangetostoneallthatlookuponit; whenoncethisGorgonclaimsacquaintancewithus,thephantomoffriendship,thatbeforecourtedournotice,willvanishintounsubstantialair,andthewholeworldbeforeusappearabarrenwaste。 Pardonme,yedearspiritsofbenevolence,whosebenignsmilesandchearful-givinghandhavestrewedsweetflowersonmanyathornypaththroughwhichmywaywardfateforcedmetopass; thinknot,that,incondemningtheunfeelingtextureofthehumanheart,IforgetthespringfromwhenceflowanthecomfortsIenjoy:ohno! Ilookuptoyouastobrightconstellations,gatheringnewsplendoursfromthesurroundingdarkness;butah!whilstIadorethebenignantraysthatchearedandilluminedmyheart,Imournthattheirinfluencecannotextendtoallthesonsanddaughtersofaffliction。 \"Indeed,Madam,\"saidpoorCharlotteinatremulousaccent,\"Iamatalosswhattodo。Montravilleplacedmehere,andpromisedtodefrayallmyexpenses:buthehasforgothispromise,hehasforsakenme,andIhavenofriendwhohaseitherpowerorwilltorelieveme。 Letmehope,asyouseemyunhappysituation,yourcharity——\" \"Charity,\"criedthewomanimpatientlyinterruptingher,\"charityindeed: why,Mistress,charitybeginsathome,andIhavesevenchildrenathome,HONEST,LAWFULchildren,anditismydutytokeepthem; anddoyouthinkIwillgiveawaymypropertytoanasty,impudenthussey,tomaintainherandherbastard;anIwassayingtomyhusbandtheotherdaywhatwillthisworldcometo; honestwomenarenothingnow-a-days,whiletheharlotingsaresetupforfineladies,andlookuponusnomorenorthedirttheywalkupon: butletmetellyou,myfinespokenMa’am,Imusthavemymoney; soseeingashowyoucan’tpayit,whyyoumusttroop,andleaveallyourfinegimcracksandfalderrallsbehindyou。 Idon’taskfornomorenormyright,andnobodyshalldarefortogofortohindermeofit。\" \"Ohheavens,\"criedCharlotte,claspingherhands,’whatwillbecomeofme?\" \"Comeonye!\"retortedtheunfeelingwretch:\"whygotothebarracksandworkforamorselofbread;washandmendthesoldierscloaths,ancooktheirvictuals,andnotexpecttoliveinidlenessonhonestpeople’smeans。OhIwishIcouldseethedaywhenallsuchcattlewereobligedtoworkhardandeatlittle; it’sonlywhattheydeserve。\" \"Fatherofmercy,\"criedCharlotte,\"Iacknowledgethycorrectionjust; butprepareme,Ibeseechthee,fortheportionofmiserythoumay’stpleasetolayuponme。\" \"Well,\"saidthewoman,\"Ishallgoantellmyhusbandashowyoucan’tpay;andsod’yesee,Ma’am,getreadytobepackingawaythisverynight,foryoushouldnotstayanothernightinthishouse,thoughIwassureyouwouldlayinthestreet。’ Charlottebowedherheadinsilence;buttheanguishofherheartwastoogreattopermithertoarticulateasingleword。 CHAPTERXXX。 Andwhatisfriendshipbutaname,Acharmthatlullstosleep,Ashadethatfollowswealthandfame,Butleavesthewretchtoweep。 WHENCharlottewaslefttoherself,shebegantothinkwhatcourseshemusttake,ortowhomshecouldapply,topreventherperishingforwant,orperhapsthatverynightfallingavictimtotheinclemencyoftheseason。Aftermanyperplexedthoughts,sheatlastdeterminedtosetoutforNew-York,andenquireoutMrs。Crayton,fromwhomshehadnodoubtbutsheshouldobtainimmediatereliefassoonasherdistresswasmadeknown;shehadnosoonerformedthisresolutionthansheresolvedimmediatelytoputitinexecution: shethereforewrotethefollowinglittlebillettoMrs。Crayton,thinkingifsheshouldhavecompanywithheritwouldbebettertosenditinthantorequesttoseeher。 TOMRS。CRAYTON。 \"MADAM,\"Whenweleftournativeland,thatdear,happylandwhichnowcontainsallthatisdeartothewretchedCharlotte,ourprospectswerethesame; weboth,pardonme,Madam,ifIsay,webothtooeasilyfollowedtheimpulseofourtreacheroushearts,andtrustedourhappinessonatempestuousocean,whereminehasbeenwreckedandlostforever; youhavebeenmorefortunate——youareunitedtoamanofhonourandhumanity,unitedbythemostsacredties,respected,esteemed,andadmired,andsurroundedbyinnumerableblessingsofwhichI ambereaved,enjoyingthosepleasureswhichhavefledmybosomnevertoreturn;alas!sorrowanddeepregrethavetakentheirplace。 Beholdme,Madam,apoorforsakenwanderer,whohasnowheretolayherwearyhead,wherewithtosupplythewantsofnature,ortoshieldherfromtheinclemencyoftheweather。ToyouIsue,toyouIlookforpityandrelief。Iasknottobereceivedasanintimateoranequal;onlyforcharity’ssweetsakereceivemeintoyourhospitablemansion,allotmethemeanestapartmentinit,andletmebreathoutmysoulinprayersforyourhappiness; Icannot,IfeelIcannotlongbearupundertheaccumulatedwoesthatpourinuponme;butoh!mydearMadam,fortheloveofheavensuffermenottoexpireinthestreet;andwhenIamatpeace,assoonIshallbe,extendyourcompassiontomyhelplessoffspring,shoulditpleaseheaventhatitshouldsurviveitsunhappymother。 AgleamofjoybreaksinonmybenightedsoulwhileIreflectthatyoucannot,willnotrefuseyourprotectiontotheheart-broken。CHARLOTTE。\" WhenCharlottehadfinishedthisletter,lateasitwasintheafternoon,andthoughthesnowbegantofallveryfast,shetiedupafewnecessarieswhichshehadpreparedagainstherexpectedconfinement,andterrifiedlestsheshouldbeagainexposedtotheinsultsofherbarbarouslandlady,moredreadfultoherwoundedspiritthaneitherstormordarkness,shesetforwardforNew-York。 Itmaybeaskedbythose,who,inaworkofthiskind,lovetocavilateverytriflingomission,whetherCharlottedidnotpossessanyvaluableofwhichshecouldhavedisposed,andbythatmeanshavesupportedherselftillMrs。Beauchamp’sreturn,whenshewouldhavebeencertainofreceivingeverytenderattentionwhichcompassionandfriendshipcoulddictate:butletmeentreatthesewise,penetratinggentlementoreflect,thatwhenCharlotteleftEngland,itwasinsuchhastethattherewasnotimetopurchaseanythingmorethanwhatwaswantedforimmediateuseonthevoyage,andafterherarrivalatNew-York,Montraville’saffectionsoonbegantodecline,sothatherwholewardrobeconsistedofonlynecessaries,andastobaubles,withwhichfondloversoftenloadtheirmistresses,shepossessednotone,exceptaplaingoldlocketofsmallvalue,whichcontainedalockofhermother’shair,andwhichthegreatestextremityofwantcouldnothaveforcedhertopartwith。 Ihope,Sir,yourprejudicesarenowremovedinregardtotheprobabilityofmystory?Ohtheyare。Wellthen,withyourleave,Iwillproceed。 Thedistancefromthehousewhichoursufferingheroineoccupied,toNew-York,wasnotverygreat,yetthesnowfensofast,andthecoldsointense,that,beingunablefromhersituationtowalkquick,shefoundherselfalmostsinkingwithcoldandfatiguebeforeshereachedthetown;hergarments,whichweremerelysuitabletothesummerseason,beinganundressrobeofplainwhitemuslin,werewetthrough,andathinblackcloakandbonnet,veryimproperhabilimentsforsuchaclimate,butpoorlydefendedherfromthecold。 Inthissituationshereachedthecity,andenquiredofafootsoldierwhomshemet,thewaytoColonelCrayton’s。 \"Blessyou,mysweetlady,\"saidthesoldierwithavoiceandlookofcompassion,\"Iwillshewyouthewaywithallmyheart;butifyouaregoingtomakeapetitiontoMadamCraytonitisalltonopurposeIassureyou:ifyoupleaseIwillconductyoutoMr。Franklin’s; thoughMissJuliaismarriedandgonenow,yettheoldgentlemanisverygood。\" \"JuliaFranklin,\"saidCharlotte;\"isshenotmarriedtoMontraville?\" \"Yes,\"repliedthesoldier,\"andmayGodblessthem,forabetterofficerneverlived,heissogoodtousall;andastoMissJulia,allthepoorfolkalmostworshippedher。\" \"Graciousheaven,\"criedCharlotte,\"isMontravilleunjustthentononebutme。\" ThesoldiernowshewedherColonelCrayton’sdoor,and,withabeatingheart,sheknockedforadmission。 CHAPTERXXXI。 SUBJECTCONTINUED。 WHENthedoorwasopened,Charlotte,inavoicerenderedscarcelyarticulate,throughcoldandtheextremeagitationofhermind,demandedwhetherMrs。Craytonwasathome。Theservanthesitated: heknewthathisladywasengagedatagameofpicquetwithherdearCorydon,norcouldhethinkshewouldliketobedisturbedbyapersonwhoseappearancespokeherofsolittleconsequenceasCharlotte;yettherewassomethinginhercountenancethatratherinterestedhiminherfavour,andhesaidhisladywasengaged,butifshehadanyparticularmessagehewoulddeliverit。 \"Takeupthisletter,\"saidCharlotte:\"tellhertheunhappywriterofitwaitsinherhallforananswer。\"Thetremulousaccent,thetearfuleye,musthavemovedanyheartnotcomposedofadamant。 Themantooktheletterfromthepoorsuppliant,andhastilyascendedthestaircase。 \"Aletter,Madam,\"saidhe,presentingittohislady: \"animmediateanswerisrequired。\" Mrs。Craytonglancedhereyecarelesslyoverthecontents。 \"Whatstuffisthis;\"criedshehaughtily;\"havenotItoldyouathousandtimesthatIwillnotbeplaguedwithbeggars,andpetitionsfrompeopleoneknowsnothingabout?GotellthewomanIcan’tdoanythinginit。 I’msorry,butonecan’trelieveeverybody。\" Theservantbowed,andheavilyreturnedwiththischillingmessagetoCharlotte。 \"Surely,\"saidshe,\"Mrs。Craytonhasnotreadmyletter。 Go,mygoodfriend,praygobacktoher;tellheritisCharlotteTemplewhorequestsbeneathherhospitablerooftofindshelterfromtheinclemencyoftheseason。\" \"Prithee,don’tplagueme,man,\"criedMrs。Craytonimpatiently,astheservantadvancedsomethinginbehalfoftheunhappygirl。 \"ItellyouIdon’tknowher。\" \"Notknowme,\"criedCharlotte,rushingintotheroom,(forshehadfollowedthemanupstairs)\"notknowme,notremembertheruinedCharlotteTemple,who,butforyou,perhapsmightstillhavebeeninnocent,stillhavebeenhappy。Oh!LaRue,thisisbeyondeverythingIcouldhavebelievedpossible。\" \"Uponmyhonour,Miss,\"repliedtheunfeelingwomanwiththeutmosteffrontery,\"thisisamostunaccountableaddress: itisbeyondmycomprehension。John,\"continuedshe,turningtotheservant,\"theyoungwomaniscertainlyoutofhersenses: dopraytakeheraway,sheterrifiesmetodeath。\" \"OhGod,\"criedCharlotte,claspingherhandsinanagony,\"thisistoomuch;whatwillbecomeofme?butIwillnotleaveyou; theyshallnottearmefromyou;hereonmykneesIconjureyoutosavemefromperishinginthestreets;ifyoureallyhaveforgotme,ohforcharity’ssweetsakethisnightletmebeshelteredfromthewinter’spiercingcold。\"ThekneelingfigureofCharlotteinheraffectingsituationmighthavemovedtheheartofastoictocompassion;butMrs。Craytonremainedinflexible。 InvaindidCharlotterecountthetimetheyhadknowneachotheratChichester,invainmentiontheirbeinginthesameship,invainwerethenamesofMontravilleandBelcourmentioned。 Mrs。Craytoncouldonlysayshewassorryforherimprudence,butcouldnotthinkofhavingherownreputationendangeredbyencouragingawomanofthatkindinherownhouse,besidesshedidnotknowwhattroubleandexpenseshemightbringuponherhusbandbygivingsheltertoawomaninhersituation。 \"Icanatleastdiehere,\"saidCharlotte,\"IfeelIcannotlongsurvivethisdreadfulconflict。Fatherofmercy,hereletmefinishmyexistence。\"Heragonizingsensationsoverpoweredher,andshefellsenselessonthefloor。 \"Takeheraway,\"saidMrs。Crayton,\"shewillreallyfrightenmeintohysterics;takeherawayIsaythisinstant。\" \"AndwheremustItakethepoorcreature?\"saidtheservantwithavoiceandlookofcompassion。 \"Anywhere,\"criedshehastily,\"onlydon’tletmeeverseeheragain。 IdeclareshehasflurriedmesoIshan’tbemyselfagainthisfortnight。\" John,assistedbyhisfellow-servant,raisedandcarriedherdownstairs。 \"Poorsoul,\"saidhe,\"youshallnotlayinthestreetthisnight。 Ihaveabedandapoorlittlehovel,wheremywifeandherlittleonesrestthem,buttheyshallwatchtonight,andyoushallbeshelteredfromdanger。\"Theyplacedherinachair; andthebenevolentman,assistedbyoneofhiscomrades,carriedhertotheplacewherehiswifeandchildrenlived。 Asurgeonwassentfor:hebledher,shegavesignsofreturninglife,andbeforethedawngavebirthtoafemaleinfant。 Afterthiseventshelayforsomehoursinakindofstupor; andifatanytimeshespoke,itwaswithaquicknessandincoherencethatplainlyevincedthetotaldeprivationofherreason。 CHAPTERXXXII。 REASONSWHYANDWHEREFORE。 THEreaderofsensibilitymayperhapsbeastonishedtofindMrs。CraytoncouldsopositivelydenyanyknowledgeofCharlotte;itisthereforebutjustthatherconductshouldinsomemeasurebeaccountedfor。 ShehadeverbeenfullysensibleofthesuperiorityofCharlotte’ssenseandvirtue;shewasconsciousthatshehadneverswervedfromrectitude,haditnotbeenforherbadpreceptsandworseexample。 Thesewerethingsasyetunknowntoherhusband,andshewishednottohavethatpartofherconductexposedtohim,asshehadgreatreasontofearshehadalreadylostconsiderablepartofthatpowersheoncemaintainedoverhim。ShetrembledwhilstCharlottewasinthehouse,lesttheColonelshouldreturn; sheperfectlywellrememberedhowmuchheseemedinterestedinherfavourwhilstontheirpassagefromEngland,andmadenodoubt,but,shouldheseeherinherpresentdistress,hewouldofferheranasylum,andprotecthertotheutmostofhispower。 InthatcaseshefearedtheunguardednatureofCharlottemightdiscovertotheColonelthepartshehadtakenintheunhappygirl’selopement,andshewellknewthecontrastbetweenherownandCharlotte’sconductwouldmaketheformerappearinnoveryrespectablelight。 Hadshereflectedproperly,shewouldhaveaffordedthepoorgirlprotection;andbyenjoininghersilence,ensureditbyactsofrepeatedkindness;butviceingeneralblindsitsvotaries,andtheydiscovertheirrealcharacterstotheworldwhentheyaremoststudioustopreserveappearances。 JustsoithappenedwithMrs。Crayton:herservantsmadenoscrupleofmentioningthecruelconductoftheirladytoapoordistressedlunaticwhoclaimedherprotection;everyonejoinedinreprobatingherinhumanity;nayevenCorydonthoughtshemightatleasthaveorderedhertobetakencareof,buthedarenotevenhintittoher,forhelivedbutinhersmiles,anddrewfromherlavishfondnesslargesumstosupportanextravagancetowhichthestateofhisownfinanceswasveryinadequate; itcannotthereforebesupposedthathewishedMrs。Craytontobeveryliberalinherbountytotheafflictedsuppliant; yetvicehadnotsoentirelysearedoverhisheart,butthesorrowsofCharlottecouldfindavulnerablepart。 Charlottehadnowbeenthreedayswithherhumanepreservers,butshewastotallyinsensibleofeverything:sheravedincessantlyforMontravilleandherfather:shewasnotconsciousofbeingamother,nortooktheleastnoticeofherchildexcepttoaskwhoseitwas,andwhyitwasnotcarriedtoitsparents。 \"Oh,\"saidsheoneday,startinguponhearingtheinfantcry,\"why,whywillyoukeepthatchildhere;Iamsureyouwouldnotifyouknewhowharditwasforamothertobepartedfromherinfant: itisliketearingthecordsoflifeasunder。OhcouldyouseethehorridsightwhichInowbehold——theretherestandsmydearmother,herpoorbosombleedingateveryvein,hergentle,affectionatehearttorninathousandpieces,andallforthelossofaruined,ungratefulchild。Savemesaveme——fromherfrown。 Idarenot——indeedIdarenotspeaktoher。\" Suchwerethedreadfulimagesthathauntedherdistractedmind,andnaturewassinkingfastunderthedreadfulmaladywhichmedicinehadnopowertoremove。Thesurgeonwhoattendedherwasahumaneman;heexertedhisutmostabilitiestosaveher,buthesawshewasinwantofmanynecessariesandcomforts,whichthepovertyofherhospitablehostrenderedhimunabletoprovide: hethereforedeterminedtomakehersituationknowntosomeoftheofficers’ladies,andendeavourtomakeacollectionforherrelief。 Whenhereturnedhome,aftermakingthisresolution,hefoundamessagefromMrs。Beauchamp,whohadjustarrivedfromRhode-Island,requestinghewouldcallandseeoneofherchildren,whowasveryunwell。 \"Idonotknow,\"saidhe,ashewashasteningtoobeythesummons,\"IdonotknowawomantowhomIcouldapplywithmorehopeofsuccessthanMrs。Beauchamp。Iwillendeavourtointerestherinthispoorgirl’sbehalf,shewantsthesoothingbalmoffriendlyconsolation: wemayperhapssaveher;wewilltryatleast。\" \"Andwhereisshe,\"criedMrs。Beauchampwhenhehadprescribedsomethingforthechild,andtoldhislittlepathetictale,\"whereisshe,Sir?wewillgotoherimmediately。 HeavenforbidthatIshouldbedeaftothecallsofhumanity。 Comewewillgothisinstant。\"Thenseizingthedoctor’sarm,theysoughtthehabitationthatcontainedthedyingCharlotte。 CHAPTERXXXIII。 WHICHPEOPLEVOIDOFFEELING NEEDNOTREAD。 WHENMrs。Beauchampenteredtheapartmentofthepoorsufferer,shestartedbackwithhorror。Onawretchedbed,withouthangingsandbutpoorlysuppliedwithcovering,laytheemaciatedfigureofwhatstillretainedthesemblanceofalovelywoman,thoughsicknesshadsoalteredherfeaturesthatMrs。Beauchamphadnottheleastrecollectionofherperson。Inonecomeroftheroomstoodawomanwashing,and,shiveringoverasmallfire,twohealthybuthalfnakedchildren;theinfantwasasleepbesideitsmother,and,onachairbythebedside,stoodaporrengerandwoodenspoon,containingalittlegruel,andatea-cupwithabouttwospoonfullsofwineinit。 Mrs。Beauchamphadneverbeforebeheldsuchasceneofpoverty; sheshudderedinvoluntarily,andexclaiming——\"heavenpreserveus!\" leanedonthebackofachairreadytosinktotheearth。 Thedoctorrepentedhavingsoprecipitatelybroughtherintothisaffectingscene;buttherewasnotimeforapologies: Charlottecaughtthesoundofhervoice,andstartingalmostoutofbed,exclaimed——\"Angelofpeaceandmercy,artthoucometodeliverme? Oh,Iknowyouare,forwheneveryouwasnearmeIfelteasedofhalfmysorrows;butyoudon’tknowme,norcanI,withalltherecollectionIammistressof,rememberyournamejustnow,butIknowthatbenevolentcountenance,andthesoftnessofthatvoicewhichhassooftencomfortedthewretchedCharlotte。\" Mrs。Beauchamphad,duringthetimeCharlottewasspeaking,seatedherselfonthebedandtakenoneofherhands;shelookedatherattentively,andatthenameofCharlottesheperfectlyconceivedthewholeshockingaffair。Afaintsicknesscameoverher。 \"Graciousheaven,\"saidshe,\"isthispossible?\"andburstingintotears,shereclinedtheburningheadofCharlotteonherownbosom; andfoldingherarmsabouther,weptoverherinsilence。 \"Oh,\"saidCharlotte,\"youareverygoodtoweepthusforme: itisalongtimesinceIshedatearformyself:myheadandheartarebothonfire,butthesetearsofyour’sseemtocoolandrefreshit。 OhnowIrememberyousaidyouwouldsendalettertomypoorfather: doyouthinkheeverreceivedit?orperhapsyouhavebroughtmeananswer:whydon’tyouspeak,Madam?DoeshesayImaygohome? Wellheisverygood;Ishallsoonbeready。\" Shethenmadeanefforttogetoutofbed;butbeingprevented,herfrenzyagainreturned,andsheravedwiththegreatestwildnessandincoherence。 Mrs。Beauchamp,findingitwasimpossibleforhertoberemoved,contentedherselfwithorderingtheapartmenttobemademorecomfortable,andprocuringapropernurseforbothmotherandchild;andhavinglearnttheparticularsofCharlotte’sfruitlessapplicationtoMrs。CraytonfromhonestJohn,sheamplyrewardedhimforhisbenevolence,andreturnedhomewithaheartoppressedwithmanypainfulsensations,butyetrenderedeasybythereflexionthatshehadperformedherdutytowardsadistressedfellow-creature。 EarlythenextmorningsheagainvisitedCharlotte,andfoundhertolerablycomposed;shecalledherbyname,thankedherforhergoodness,andwhenherchildwasbroughttoher,presseditinherarms,weptoverit,andcalledittheoffspringofdisobedience。 Mrs。Beauchampwasdelightedtoseehersomuchamended,andbegantohopeshemightrecover,and,spiteofherformererrors,becomeanusefulandrespectablememberofsociety; butthearrivalofthedoctorputanendtothesedelusivehopes: hesaidnaturewasmakingherlasteffort,andafewhourswouldmostprobablyconsigntheunhappygirltoherkindreddust。 Beingaskedhowshefoundherself,shereplied——\"Whybetter,muchbetter,doctor。IhopenowIhavebutlittlemoretosuffer。 Ihadlastnightafewhourssleep,andwhenIawokerecoveredthefullpowerofrecollection。Iamquitesensibleofmyweakness; IfeelIhavebutlittlelongertocombatwiththeshaftsofaffliction。 Ihaveanhumbleconfidenceinthemercyofhimwhodiedtosavetheworld,andtrustthatmysufferingsinthisstateofmortality,joinedtomyunfeignedrepentance,throughhismercy,haveblottedmyoffencesfromthesightofmyoffendedmaker。 Ihavebutonecare——mypoorinfant!Fatherofmercy,\"continuedshe,raisinghereyes,\"ofthyinfinitegoodness,grantthatthesinsoftheparentbenotvisitedontheunof-fendingchild。 Maythosewhotaughtmetodespisethylawsbeforgiven;laynotmyoffencestotheircharge,Ibeseechthee;andoh!showerthechoicestofthyblessingsonthosewhosepityhassoothedtheafflictedheart,andmadeeasyeventhebedofpainandsickness。\" Shewasexhaustedbythisferventaddresstothethroneofmercy,andthoughherlipsstillmovedhervoicebecameinarticulate: shelayforsometimeasitwereinadoze,andthenrecovering,faintlypressedMrs。Beauchamp’shand,andrequestedthataclergymanmightbesentfor。 Onhisarrivalshejoinedferventlyinthepiousoffice,frequentlymentioningheringratitudetoherparentsaswhatlaymostheavyatherheart。Whenshehadperformedthelastsolemnduty,andwaspreparingtoliedown,alittlebustleontheoutsidedooroccasionedMrs。Beauchamptoopenit,andenquirethecause。 Amaninappearanceaboutforty,presentedhimself,andaskedforMrs。Beauchamp。 \"Thatismyname,Sir,\"saidshe。 \"Ohthen,mydearMadam,\"criedhe,\"tellmewhereImayfindmypoor,ruined,butrepentantchild。\" Mrs。Beauchampwassurprisedandaffected;sheknewnotwhattosay; sheforesawtheagonythisinterviewwouldoccasionMr。Temple,whohadjustarrivedinsearchofhisCharlotte,andyetwassensiblethatthepardonandblessingofherfatherwouldsofteneventheagoniesofdeathtothedaughter。 Shehesitated。\"Tellme,Madam,\"criedhewildly,\"tellme,Ibeseechthee,doesshelive?shallIseemydarlingonceagain? Perhapssheisinthishouse。Lead,leadmetoher,thatImayblessher,andthenliedownanddie。\" Theardentmannerinwhichheutteredthesewordsoccasionedhimtoraisehisvoice。ItcaughttheearofCharlotte: sheknewthebelovedsound:andutteringaloudshriek,shesprangforwardasMr。Templeenteredtheroom。\"Myadoredfather。\" \"Mylonglostchild。\"Naturecouldsupportnomore,andtheybothsunklifelessintothearmsoftheattendants。 Charlottewasagainputintobed,andafewmomentsrestoredMr。Temple: buttodescribetheagonyofhissufferingsispastthepowerofanyone,who,thoughtheymayreadilyconceive,cannotdelineatethedreadfulscene。Everyeyegavetestimonyofwhateachheartfelt—— butallweresilent。 WhenCharlotterecovered,shefoundherselfsupportedinherfather’sarms。Shecastonhimamostexpressivelook,butwasunabletospeak。Arevivingcordialwasadministered。 Shethenaskedinalowvoice,forherchild:itwasbroughttoher: sheputitinherfather’sarms。\"Protecther,\"saidshe,\"andblessyourdying——\" Unabletofinishthesentence,shesunkbackonherpillow: hercountenancewasserenelycomposed;sheregardedherfatherashepressedtheinfanttohisbreastwithasteadfastlook; asuddenbeamofjoypassedacrossherlanguidfeatures,sheraisedhereyestoheaven——andthenclosedthemforever。 CHAPTERXXXIV。 RETRIBUTION。 INthemeantimeMontravillehavingreceivedorderstoreturntoNew-York,arrived,andhavingstillsomeremainsofcompassionatetendernessforthewomanwhomheregardedasbroughttoshamebyhimself,hewentoutinsearchofBelcour,toenquirewhethershewassafe,andwhetherthechildlived。Hefoundhimimmersedindissipation,andcouldgainnootherintelligencethanthatCharlottehadlefthim,andthatheknewnotwhatwasbecomeofher。 \"Icannotbelieveitpossible,\"saidMontraville,\"thatamindoncesopureasCharlotteTemple’s,shouldsosuddenlybecomethemansionofvice。Beware,Belcour,\"continuedhe,\"bewareifyouhavedaredtobehaveeitherunjustordishonourablytothatpoorgirl,yourlifeshallpaytheforfeit:——Iwillrevengehercause。\" Heimmediatelywentintothecountry,tothehousewherehehadleftCharlotte。Itwasdesolate。Aftermuchenquiryheatlengthfoundtheservantgirlwhohadlivedwithher。 FromherhelearntthemiseryCharlottehadenduredfromthecomplicatedevilsofillness,poverty,andabrokenheart,andthatshehadsetoutonfootforNew-York,onacoldwinter’sevening; butshecouldinformhimnofurther。 Torturedalmosttomadnessbythisshockingaccount,hereturnedtothecity,but,beforehereachedit,theeveningwasdrawingtoaclose。 Inenteringthetownhewasobligedtopassseverallittlehuts,theresidenceofpoorwomenwhosupportedthemselvesbywashingthecloathsoftheofficersandsoldiers。Itwasnearlydark: heheardfromaneighbouringsteepleasolemntollthatseemedtosaysomepoormortalwasgoingtotheirlastmansion:thesoundstruckontheheartofMontraville,andheinvoluntarilystopped,when,fromoneofthehouses,hesawtheappearanceofafuneral。 Almostunknowingwhathedid,hefollowedatasmalldistance; andastheyletthecoffinintothegrave,heenquiredofasoldierwhostoodby,andhadjustbrushedoffatearthatdidhonourtohisheart,whoitwasthatwasjustburied。\"Anpleaseyourhonour,\"saidtheman,\"’tisapoorgirlthatwasbroughtfromherfriendsbyacruelman,wholeftherwhenshewasbigwithchild,andmarriedanother。\" Montravillestoodmotionless,andthemanproceeded——\"Imethermyselfnotafortnightsinceonenightallwetandcoldinthestreets; shewenttoMadamCrayton’s,butshewouldnottakeherin,andsothepoorthingwentravingmad。\"Montravillecouldbearnomore;hestruckhishandsagainsthisforeheadwithviolence; andexclaiming\"poormurderedCharlotte!\"ranwithprecipitationtowardstheplacewheretheywereheapingtheearthonherremains。 \"Hold,hold,onemoment,\"saidhe。\"ClosenotthegraveoftheinjuredCharlotteTempletillIhavetakenvengeanceonhermurderer。\" \"Rashyoungman,\"saidMr。Temple,\"\"whoartthouthatthusdisturbestthelastmournfulritesofthedead,andrudelybreakestinuponthegriefofanafflictedfather。\" \"IfthouartthefatherofCharlotteTemple,\"saidhe,gazingathimwithmingledhorrorandamazement——\"ifthouartherfather——IamMontraville。\" Thenfallingonhisknees,hecontinued——\"Hereismybosom。 IbareittoreceivethestrokeImerit。Strike——strikenow,andsavemefromthemiseryofreflexion。\" \"Alas!\"saidMr。Temple,\"ifthouwerttheseducerofmychild,thyownreflexionsbethypunishment。Iwrestnotthepowerfromthehandofomnipotence。Lookonthatlittleheapofearth,therehastthouburiedtheonlyjoyofafondfather。Lookatitoften;andmaythyheartfeelsuchtruesorrowasshallmeritthemercyofheaven。\" Heturnedfromhim;andMontravillestartingupfromtheground,wherehehadthrownhimself,andatthatinstantrememberingtheperfidyofBelcour,flewlikelightningtohislodgings。 Belcourwasintoxicated;Montravilleimpetuous:theyfought,andtheswordofthelatterenteredtheheartofhisadversary。 Hefell,andexpiredalmostinstantly。Montravillehadreceivedaslightwound;andovercomewiththeagitationofhismindandlossofblood,wascarriedinastateofinsensibilitytohisdistractedwife。 Adangerousillnessandobstinatedeliriumensued,duringwhichheravedincessantlyforCharlotte:butastrongconstitution,andthetenderassiduitiesofJulia,intimeovercamethedisorder。 Herecovered;buttotheendofhislifewassubjecttoseverefitsofmelancholy,andwhileheremainedatNew-Yorkfrequentlyretiredtothechurch-yard,wherehewouldweepoverthegrave,andregrettheuntimelyfateofthelovelyCharlotteTemple。 CHAPTERXXXV。 CONCLUSION。 SHORTLYaftertheintermentofhisdaughter,Mr。Temple,withhisdearlittlechargeandhernurse,setforwardforEngland。 Itwouldbeimpossibletodojusticetothemeetingscenebetweenhim,hisLucy,andheragedfather。Everyheartofsensibilitycaneasilyconceivetheirfeelings。Afterthefirsttumultofgriefwassubsided,Mrs。Templegaveupthechiefofhertimetohergrand-child,andasshegrewupandimproved,begantoalmostfancysheagainpossessedherCharlotte。 Itwasabouttenyearsafterthesepainfulevents,thatMr。andMrs。Temple,havingburiedtheirfather,wereobligedtocometoLondononparticularbusiness,andbroughtthelittleLucywiththem。 Theyhadbeenwalkingoneevening,whenontheirreturntheyfoundapoorwretchsittingonthestepsofthedoor。 Sheattemptedtoriseastheyapproached,butfromextremeweaknesswasunable,andafterseveralfruitlesseffortsfellbackinafit。 Mr。Templewasnotoneofthosemenwhostandtoconsiderwhetherbyassistinganobjectindistresstheyshallnotinconveniencethemselves,butinstigatedbytheimpulseofanoblefeelingheart,immediatelyorderedhertobecarriedintothehouse,andproperrestorativesapplied。 Shesoonrecovered;andfixinghereyesonMrs。Temple,cried——\"Youknownot,Madam,whatyoudo;youknownotwhomyouarerelieving,oryouwouldcursemeinthebitternessofyourheart。Comenotnearme,Madam,Ishallcontaminateyou。 Iamtheviperthatstungyourpeace。IamthewomanwhoturnedthepoorCharlotteouttoperishinthestreet。Heavenhavemercy! Iseehernow,\"continuedshelookingatLucy;\"such,suchwasthefairbudofinnocencethatmyvileartsblastedereitwashalfblown。\" ItwasinvainthatMr。andMrs。Templeintreatedhertobecomposedandtotakesomerefreshment。Sheonlydrankhalfaglassofwine; andthentoldthemthatshehadbeenseparatedfromherhusbandsevenyears,thechiefofwhichshehadpassedinriot,dissipation,andvice,till,overtakenbypovertyandsickness,shehadbeenreducedtopartwitheveryvaluable,andthoughtonlyofendingherlifeinaprison;whenabenevolentfriendpaidherdebtsandreleasedher;butthatherillnessencreasing,shehadnopossiblemeansofsupportingherself,andherfriendswerewearyofrelievingher。\"Ihavefasted,\"saidshe,\"twodays,andlastnightlaymyachingheadonthecoldpavement: indeeditwasbutjustthatIshouldexperiencethosemiseriesmyselfwhichIhadunfeelinglyinflictedonothers。\" GreatlyasMr。TemplehadreasontodetestMrs。Crayton,hecouldnotbeholdherinthisdistresswithoutsomeemotionsofpity。 Hegavehershelterthatnightbeneathhishospitableroof,andthenextdaygotheradmissionintoanhospital;wherehavinglingeredafewweeks,shedied,astrikingexamplethatvice,howeverprosperousinthebeginning,intheendleadsonlytomiseryandshame。