第3章

类别:其他 作者:Henry James字数:24235更新时间:19/01/03 14:19:51
It’sthepovertyofthelifethosepeopleshow,andtheawfulbounders,ofbothsexes,thattheyrepresent。\" \"Ohnowwehaveyou!\"herinterlocutorlaughed。\"Tome,whenall’ssaidanddone,theyseemtobe——asnearasartcancome——inthetruthofthetruth。Itcanonlytakewhatlifegivesit,thoughitcertainlymaybeapitythatthatisn’tbetter。Yourcomplaintoftheirmonotonyisacomplaintoftheirconditions。Whenyousaywegetalwaysthesamecouplewhatdoyoumeanbutthatwegetalwaysthesamepassion?Ofcoursewedo!\"Voytpursued。\"Ifwhatyou’relookingforisanother,that’swhatyouwon’tanywherefind。\" Maudforawhilesaidnothing,andMrs。Dyottseemedtowait。 \"Well,IsupposeI’mlooking,morethananythingelse,foradecentwoman。\" \"Ohthenyoumustn’tlookforherinpicturesofpassion。That’snotherelementnorherwhereabouts。\" Mrs。Blessingbourneweighedtheobjection。\"Doesitnotdependonwhatyoumeanbypassion?\" \"IthinkIcanmeanonlyonething:theenemytobehaviour。\" \"OhIcanimaginepassionsthatareonthecontraryfriendstoit。\" Herfellow-guestthought。\"Doesn’titdependperhapsonwhatyoumeanbybehaviour?\" \"Dearno。Behaviour’sjustbehaviour——themostdefinitethingintheworld。\" \"Thenwhatdoyoumeanbythe’interest’youjustnowspokeof? Thepictureofthatdefinitething?\" \"Yes——callitthat。Womenaren’tALWAYSvicious,evenwhenthey’re——\" \"Whenthey’rewhat?\"Voytpressed。 \"Whenthey’reunhappy。Theycanbeunhappyandgood。\" \"Thatonedoesn’tforamomentdeny。Butcantheybe’good’andinteresting?\" \"ThatmustbeMaud’ssubject!\"Mrs。Dyottinterposed。\"ToshowawomanwhoIS。I’mafraid,mydear,\"shecontinued,\"youcouldonlyshowyourself。\" \"You’dshowthenthemostbeautifulspecimenconceivable\"——andVoytaddressedhimselftoMaud。\"Butdoesn’titprovethatlifeis,againstyourcontention,moreinterestingthanart?Lifeyouembellishandelevate;butartwouldfinditselfabletodonothingwithyou,and,onsuchimpossibleterms,wouldruinyou。\" Thecolourinherfaintconsciousnessgavebeautytoherstare。 \"’Ruin’me?\" \"Hemeans,\"Mrs。Dyottagainindicated,\"thatyou’druin’art。’\" \"Withoutontheotherhand\"——Voytseemedtoassent——\"itsgivingatallacoherentimpressionofyou。\" \"Shewantsherromancecheap!\"saidMrs。Dyott。 \"Ohno——Ishouldbewillingtopayforit。Idon’tseewhytheromance——sinceyougiveitthatname——shouldbeall,astheFrenchinveteratelymakeit,forthewomenwhoarebad。\" \"Ohtheypayforit!\"saidMrs。Dyott。 \"DOthey?\" \"Soatleast\"——Mrs。Dyottalittlecorrectedherself——\"onehasgathered(forIdon’treadyourbooks,youknow!)thatthey’reusuallyshownasdoing。\" Maudwondered,butlookingatVoyt,\"They’reshownoften,nodoubt,aspayingfortheirbadness。Butaretheyshownaspayingfortheirromance?\" \"Mydearlady,\"saidVoyt,\"theirromanceistheirbadness。Thereisn’tanyother。It’sahardlaw,ifyouwill,andastrange,butgoodnesshastogowithoutthatluxury。Isn’ttoBEgoodjustexactly,allround,togowithout?\"Heputitbeforeherkindlyandclearly——regretfullytoo,asifheweresorrythetruthshouldbesosad。Heandshe,hispleasanteyesseemedtosay,would,hadtheyhadthemakingofit,havemadeitbetter。\"Onehashearditbefore——atleastIhave;onehasheardyourquestionput。Butalways,whenputtoamindnotmerelymuddled,foraninevitableanswer。’Whydon’tyou,chermonsieur,giveusthedramaofvirtue?’’Because,cheremadame,thehighprivilegeofvirtueispreciselytoavoiddrama。’Theadventuresofthehonestlady?Thehonestladyhasn’t,can’tpossiblyhave,adventures。\" Mrs。Blessingbourneonlymethiseyesatfirst,smilingwithsomeintensity。\"Doesn’titdependalittleonwhatyoucalladventures?\" \"MypoorMaud,\"saidMrs。Dyottasifincompassionforsophistrysosimple,\"adventuresarejustadventures。That’sallyoucanmakeofthem!\" Butherfriendtalkedfortheircompanionandasifwithouthearing。\"Doesn’titdependagooddealonwhatyoucalldrama?\" Maudspokeasonewhohadalreadythoughtitout。\"Doesn’titdependonwhatyoucallromance?\" Herlistenergavetheseargumentshisverybestattention。\"Ofcourseyoumaycallthingsanythingyoulike——speakofthemasonethingandmeanquiteanother。Butwhyshoulditdependonanything?Behindthesewordsweuse——theadventure,thenovel,thedrama,theromance,thesituation,inshort,aswemostcomprehensivelysay——behindthemallstandsthesamesharpfactwhichtheyallintheirdifferentwaysrepresent。\" \"Precisely!\"Mrs。Dyottwasfullofapproval。 Maudhoweverwasfullofvagueness。\"Whatgreatfact?\" \"Thefactofarelation。Theadventure’sarelation;therelation’sanadventure。Theromance,thenovel,thedramaarethepictureofone。Thesubjectthenovelisttreatsistherise,theformation,thedevelopment,theclimaxandforthemostpartthedeclineofone。Andwhatisthehonestladydoingonthatsideofthetown?\" Mrs。Dyottwasmorepointed。\"Shedoesn’tsomuchasFORMarelation。\" ButMaudboreup。\"Doesn’titdependagainonwhatyoucallarelation?\" \"Oh,\"saidMrs。Dyott,\"ifagentlemanpicksupherpocket- handkerchief——\" \"Aheventhat’sone,\"theirfriendlaughed,\"ifshehasthrownittohim。Wecanonlydealwithonethatisone。\" \"Surely,\"Maudreplied。\"Butifit’saninnocentone——\" \"Doesn’titdependagooddeal,\"Mrs。Dyottasked,\"onwhatyoucallinnocent?\" \"Youmeanthattheadventuresofinnocencehavesooftenbeenthematerialoffiction?Yes,\"Voytreplied;\"that’sexactlywhattheboredreadercomplainsof。Hehasaskedforbreadandbeengivenastone。Whatisitbut,withabsolutedirectness,aquestionofinterestor,aspeoplesay,ofthestory?What’sasituationundevelopedbutasubjectlost?Ifarelationstops,where’sthestory?Ifitdoesn’tstop,where’stheinnocence?Itseemstomeyoumustchoose。Itwouldbeveryprettyifitwereotherwise,butthat’showweflounder。Artisourflounderingsshown。\" Mrs。Blessingbourne——andwithanairofdeferencescarcesupportedperhapsbyitssketchiness——keptherdeepeyesonthisdefinition。 \"Butsometimesweflounderout。\" ItimmediatelytouchedinColonelVoytthespringofagenialderision。\"That’sjustwhereIexpectedYOUwould!Onealwaysseesitcome。\" \"Hehas,younotice,\"Mrs。DyottparenthesisedtoMaud,\"seenitcomesooftenI;andhehasalwayswaitedforitandmetit。\" \"Metit,dearlady,simplyenough!It’stheoldstory,Mrs。 Blessingbourne。Therelation’sinnocentthattheheroinegetsoutof。Thebook’sinnocentthat’sthestoryofhergettingout。Butwhatthedevil——inthenameofinnocence——wasshedoingIN?\" Mrs。Dyottpromptlyechoedthequestion。\"Youhavetobein,youknow,toGETout。Sothereyouarealreadywithyourrelation。 It’stheendofyourgoodness。\" \"Andthebeginning,\"saidVoyt,\"ofyourplay!\" \"Aren’ttheyall,forthatmatter,eventheworst,\"Mrs。Dyottpursued,\"supposedSOMEtimeorothertogetout?Butifmeanwhilethey’vebeenin,howeverbriefly,longenoughtoadornatale?\" \"They’vebeeninlongenoughtopointamoral。Thatistopointours!\"Withwhich,andasifasuddenflushofwarmerlighthadmovedhim,ColonelVoytgotup。Theveilofthestormhadpartedoveragreatredsunset。 Mrs。Dyottalsowasonherfeet,andtheystoodbeforehischarmingantagonist,who,witheyesloweredandasomewhatfixedsmile,hadnotmoved。 \"We’vespoiledhersubject!\"theelderladysighed。 \"Well,\"saidVoyt,\"it’sbettertospoilanartist’ssubjectthantospoilhisreputation。Imean,\"heexplainedtoMaudwithhisindulgentmanner,\"hisappearanceofknowingwhathehasgotholdof,forthat,inthelastresort,ishishappiness。\" Sheslowlyroseatthis,facinghimwithanaspectashandsomelymildashisown。\"Youcan’tspoilmyhappiness。\" Heheldherhandaninstantashetookleave。\"IwishIcouldaddtoit!\" CHAPTERIII WhenhehadquittedthemandMrs。Dyotthadcandidlyaskedifherfriendhadfoundhimrudeorcrude,Maudreplied——thoughnotimmediately——thatshehadfearedshowingonlytoomuchhowcharmingshefoundhim。ButifMrs。Dyotttookthisitwastoweighthesense。\"Howcouldyoushowittoomuch?\" \"BecauseIalwaysfeelthatthat’smyonlywayofshowinganything。 It’sabsurd,ifyoulike,\"Mrs。Blessingbournepursued,\"butI neverknow,insuchintensediscussions,whatstrangeimpressionI maygive。\" Hercompanionlookedamused。\"Wasitintense?\" \"_I_was,\"Maudfranklyconfessed。 \"Thenit’sapityyouweresowrong。ColonelVoyt,youknow,isright。\"Mrs。Blessingbourneatthisgaveoneoftheslowsoftsilentheadshakestowhichsheoftenresortedandwhich,mostlyaccompaniedbythelightofcheer,hadsomehow,inspiteofthesmallobstinacythatsmiledinthem,aspecialgrace。Withthisgrace,foramoment,herfriend,lookingherupanddown,appearedimpressed,yetnottoomuchsototakethenextminuteadecision。 \"Ohmydear,I’msorrytodifferfromanyonesolovely——foryou’reawfullybeautifulto-night,andyourfrock’stheverynicestI’veeverseenyouwear。Buthe’sasrightashecanbe。\" Maudrepeatedhermotion。\"Notsoright,atalleventsashethinksheis。OrperhapsIcansay,\"shewenton,afteraninstant,\"thatI’mnotsowrong。IdoknowalittlewhatI’mtalkingabout。\" Mrs。Dyottcontinuedtostudyher。\"YouAREvexed。Younaturallydon’tlikeit——suchdestruction。\" \"Destruction?\" \"Ofyourillusion。\" \"IHAVEnoillusion。IfIhadmoreoveritwouldn’tbedestroyed。 Ihaveonthewhole,Ithink,mylittledecency。\" Mrs。Dyottstared。\"Letusgrantitforargument。What,then?\" \"Well,I’vealsomylittledrama。\" \"Anattachment?\" \"Anattachment。\" \"Thatyoushouldn’thave?\" \"ThatIshouldn’thave。\" \"Apassion?\" \"Apassion。\" \"Shared?\" \"Ahthankgoodness,no!\" Mrs。Dyottcontinuedtogaze。\"Theobject’sunaware——?\" \"Utterly。\" Mrs。Dyottturneditover。\"Areyousure?\" \"Sure。\" \"That’swhatyoucallyourdecency?Butisn’tit,\"Mrs。Dyottasked,\"ratherhis?\" \"Dearno。It’sonlyhisgoodfortune。\" Mrs。Dyottlaughed。\"Butyours,darling——yourgoodfortune:wheredoesTHATcomein?\" \"Why,inmysenseoftheromanceofit。\" \"Theromanceofwhat?Ofhisnotknowing?\" \"Ofmynotwantinghimto。IfIdid\"——Maudhadtouchinglyworkeditout——\"wherewouldbemyhonesty?\" Theinquiry,foraninstant,heldherfriend,yetonly,itseemed,forastupefactionthatwasalmostamusement。\"Canyouwantornotwantasyoulike?Whereintheworld,ifyoudon’twant,isyourromance?\" Mrs。Blessingbournestillworehersmile,andshenow,withalightgesturethatmatchedit,justtouchedtheregionofherheart。 \"There!\" Hercompanionadmiringlymarvelled。\"Alovelyplaceforit,nodoubt!——butnotquiteaplace,thatIcansee,tomakethesentimentarelation。\" \"Whynot?Whatmoreisrequiredforarelationforme?\" \"Ohallsortsofthings,Ishouldsay!Andmanymore,addedtothose,tomakeitoneforthepersonyoumention。\" \"AhthatIdon’tpretenditeithershouldbeorCANbe。Ionlyspeakformyself。\" ThiswassaidinamannerthatmadeMrs。Dyott,withavisiblemixtureofimpressions,suddenlyturnaway。Sheindulgedinavaguemovementortwo,asiftolookforsomething;thenagainfoundherselfnearherfriend,onwhomwiththesameabruptness,infactwithastrangesharpness,sheconferredakissthatmighthaverepresentedeitherhertributetoexaltedconsistencyorherideaofagracefulcloseofthediscussion。\"YoudeservethatoneshouldspeakFORyou!\" Hercompanionlookedcheerfulandsecure。\"HowCANyouwithoutknowing——?\" \"Ohbyguessing!It’snot——?\" ButthatwasasfarasMrs。Dyottcouldget。\"It’snot,\"saidMaud,\"anyoneyou’veeverseen。\" \"AhthenIgiveyouup!\" AndMrs。DyottconformedfortherestofMaud’sstaytothespiritofthisspeech。ItwasmadeonaSaturdaynight,andMrs。 BlessingbourneremainedtilltheWednesdayfollowing,anintervalduringwhich,asthereturnoffineweatherwasconfirmedbytheSunday,thetwoladiesfoundawiderrangeofaction。Thereweredrivestobetaken,callsmade,objectsofinterestseenatadistance;withtheeffectofmucheasytalkandstillmoreeasysilence。TherehadbeenaquestionofColonelVoyt’sprobablereturnontheSunday,butthewholetimepassedwithoutasignfromhim,anditwasmerelymentionedbyMrs。Dyott,inexplanation,thathemusthavebeensuddenlycalled,ashewassoliabletobe,totown。ThatthisinfactwaswhathadhappenedhemadecleartoheronThursdayafternoon,when,walkingoveragainlate,hefoundheralone。TheconsequenceofhisSundaylettershadbeenhistaking,thatday,the4。15。Mrs。VoythadgonebackonThursday,andhenow,tosettleonthespotthequestionofapieceofworkbegunathisplace,hadrusheddownforafewhoursinanticipationoftheusualcollectivemovefortheweek’send。Hewastogoupagainbythelatetrain,andhadtocountalittle——afactacceptedbyhishostesswiththehardpliancyofpractice——hispresenthappymoments。Toofewasthesewere,however,hefoundtimetomakeofheraninquiryortwonotdirectlybearingontheirsituation。ThefirstwasarecallofthequestionforwhichMrs。Blessingbourne’sentranceonthepreviousSaturdayhadarrestedheranswer。Hadthatladytheideaofanythingbetweenthem? \"No。I’msure。There’soneideashehasgot,\"Mrs。Dyottwenton; \"butit’squitedifferentandnotsoverywonderful。\" \"Whatthenisit?\" \"Well,thatshe’sherselfinlove。\" Voytshowedhisinterest。\"Youmeanshetoldyou?\" \"Igotitoutofher。\" Heshowedhisamusement。\"Poorthing!Andwithwhom?\" \"Withyou。\" Hissurprise,ifthedistinctionmightbemade,waslessthanhiswonder。\"Yougotthatoutofhertoo?\" \"No——itremainsin。Whichismuchthebestwayforit。Foryoutoknowitwouldbetoendit。\" Helookedrathercheerfullyatsea。\"Isthatthenwhyyoutellme?\" \"Imeanforhertoknowyouknowit。Thereforeit’sinyourinterestnottolether。\" \"Isee,\"Voytafteramomentreturned。\"Yourrealcalculationisthatmyinterestwillbesacrificedtomyvanity——sothat,ifyourotherideaisjust,theflamewillinfact,andthankstohermorbidconscience,expirebyhertakingfrightatseeingmesopleased。ButIpromiseyou,\"hedeclared,\"thatsheshan’tseeit。 Sothereyouare!\"Shekepthereyesonhimandhadevidentlytoadmitafteralittlethatthereshewas。Distinctashehadmadethecase,however,hewasn’tyetquitesatisfied。\"WhyareyousosureI’mtheman?\" \"Fromthewayshedeniesyou。\" \"Youputittoher?\" \"Straight。Ifyouhadn’tbeenshe’dofcoursehaveconfessedtoyou——tokeepmeinthedarkabouttherealone。\" PoorVoytlaughedoutagain。\"Ohyoudearsouls!\" \"Besides,\"hiscompanionpursued,\"Iwasn’tinwantofthatevidence。\" \"Thenwhatotherhadyou?\" \"Herstatebeforeyoucame——whichwaswhatmademeaskyouhowmuchyouhadseenher。Andherstateafterit,\"Mrs。Dyottadded。\"Andherstate,\"shewoundup,\"whileyouwerehere。\" \"ButherstatewhileIwasherewascharming。\" \"Charming。That’sjustwhatIsay。\" Shesaiditinatonethatplacedthematterinitsrightlight——alightinwhichtheyappearedkindly,quitetenderly,towatchMaudwanderawayintospacewithherlovelyheadbentunderatheoryrathertoobigforit。Voyt’slastword,however,wasthattherewasjustenoughinit——inthetheory——forthemtoallowthatshehadnotshownherself,ontheoccasionoftheirtalk,whollybereftofsense。Herconsciousness,iftheyletitalone——astheyofcourseafterthismercifullymust——WAS,inthelastanalysis,akindofshyromance。Notaromanceliketheirown,athingtomakethefortuneofanyauthoruptothemark——onewhoshouldhavetheinventionorwhoCOULDhavethecourage;butasmallscaredstarvedsubjectivesatisfactionthatwoulddohernoharmandnobodyelseanygood。Whobutaduffer——hestucktohiscontention——wouldseetheshadowofa\"story\"init? FLICKERBRIDGE CHAPTERI FrankGrangerhadarrivedfromParistopaintaportrait——anordergivenhim,asayoungcompatriotwithafuture,whoseearlyworkwouldsomedayhaveaprice,byaladyfromNewYork,afriendofhisownpeopleandalso,asithappened,ofAddie’s,theyoungwomantowhomitwaspubliclybothaffirmedanddeniedthathewasengaged。OtheryoungwomeninParis——fellow-membersthereofthelittletighttranspontineworldofart-study——professedtoknowthatthepairhad\"severaltimes\"overrenewedtheirfondunderstanding。This,however,wastheirownaffair;thelastphaseoftherelation,thelasttimeofthetimes,hadpassedintovagueness;therewasperhapsevenanimpressionthatiftheywereinscrutabletotheirfriendstheywerenotwhollycrystallinetoeachotherandthemselves。WhathadoccurredforGrangeratalleventsinconnexionwiththeportraitwasthatMrs。Bracken,hisintendingmodel,whosereturntoAmericawasathand,hadsuddenlybeencalledtoLondonbyherhusband,occupiedtherewithpressingbusiness,buthadyetdesiredthatherdisplacementshouldnotinterrupthersittings。Theyoungman,atherrequest,hadfollowedhertoEnglandandprofitedbyallshecouldgivehim,makingshiftwithasmallstudiolenthimbyaLondonpainterwhomhehadknownandlikedafewyearsbeforeintheFrenchatelierthatthencradled,andthatcontinuedtocradle,somanyoftheirkind。 TheBritishcapitalwasastrangegreyworldtohim,wherepeoplewalked,inmorewaysthanone,byadimlight;buthewashappilyofsuchaturnthattheimpression,justasitcame,couldnowhereeverfailhim,andeventheworstofthesethingswasalmostasmuchanoccupation——puttingitonlyatthat——asthebest。Mrs。 Brackenmoreoverpassedhimon,andwhilethedarknessebbedalittleintheAprildayshefoundhimselfconsolinglycommittedtoacoupleoffreshsubjects。Thiscuthimoutworkformorethananothermonth,butmeanwhile,ashesaid,hesawalot——alotthat,withfrequencyandwithmuchexpression,hewroteabouttoAddie。 Shealsowrotetoherabsentfriend,butinbriefersnatches,ameagrenesstoherreasonsforwhichhehadlongsinceassented。 Shehadotherplayforherpenaswellas,fortunately,otherremuneration;aregularcorrespondencefora\"prominentBostonpaper,\"fitfulconnexionswithpublicsheetsperhapsalsoincasesfitful,andamindaboveallengrossedattimes,totheexclusionofeverythingelse,withthestudyoftheshortstory。Thislastwaswhatshehadmainlycomeouttogointo,twoorthreeyearsafterhehadfoundhimselfengulfedinthemysteryofCarolus。Shewasindeed,onherowndeepsea,moreengulfedthanhehadeverbeen,andhehadgrowntoacceptthesensethat,forprogresstoo,shesailedundermorecanvas。Ithadn’tbeenparticularlypresenttohimtillnowthathehadintheleastgoton,butthewayinwhichAddiehad——andevidentlystillmorewould——wasthetheme,asitwere,ofeverytongue。Shehadthirtyshortstoriesoutandninedescriptivearticles。HisthreeorfourportraitsoffatAmericanladies——theywereallfat,allladiesandallAmerican—— wereapoorshowcomparedwiththesetriumphs;especiallyasAddiehadbeguntothrowoutthatitwasabouttimetheyshouldgohome。 ItkeptperpetuallycomingupinParis,inthetranspontineworld,that,asthephrasewas,Americahadgrownmoreinterestingsincetheyleft。Addiewasattentivetotherumour,and,asfullofconscienceasshewasoftaste,ofpatriotismasofcuriosity,hadoftenputittohimfrankly,withwhathe,whowasofNewYork,recognisedasherNewEnglandemphasis:\"I’mnotsure,youknow,thatwedoREALjusticetoourcountry。\"Grangerfelthewoulddoitontheday——ifthedayevercame——heshouldirrevocablymarryher。Noothercountrycouldpossiblyhaveproducedher。 CHAPTERII Butmeanwhileitbefellthat,inLondon,hewasstrickenwithinfluenzaandwithsubsequentsorrow。Theattackwasshortbutsharp——haditlastedAddiewouldcertainlyhavecometohisaid; mostofablightreallyinitssecondarystage。Thegoodladieshissitters——theladieswiththefrizzledhair,withthediamondearrings,withthechinstendingtothemassive——leftforhim,atthedoorofhislodgings,flowers,soupandlove,sothatwiththeirassistancehepulledthrough;buthisconvalescencewasslowandhisweaknessoutofproportiontothemuffledshock。Hecameout,buthewentaboutlame;ittiredhimtopaint——hefeltasifhehadbeenillthreemonths。HestrolledinKensingtonGardenswhenheshouldhavebeenatwork;hesatlongonpennychairsandhelplesslymusedandmooned。AddiedesiredhimtoreturntoParis,buttherewerechancesunderhishandthathefelthehadjustwitenoughleftnottorelinquish。Hewouldhavegoneforaweektothesea——hewouldhavegonetoBrighton;butMrs。Brackenhadtobefinished——Mrs。Brackenwassosoontosail。Hejustmanagedtofinishherintime——thedaybeforethedatefixedforhisbreakinggroundonagreaterbusinessstill,thecircumvallationofMrs。 Dunn。Mrs。Dunndulywaitedonhim,andhesatdownbeforeher,feeling,however,ereherose,thathemusttakealongbreathbeforetheattack。Whileaskinghimselfthatnight,therefore,whereheshouldbestreplenishhislungshereceivedfromAddie,whohadhadfromMrs。Brackenapoorreportofhim,acommunicationwhich,besidesbeingofsuddenandstartlinginterest,applieddirectlytohiscase。 Hisfriendwrotetohimunderthelivelyemotionofhavingfromonedaytoanotherbecomeawareofanewrelative,anancientcousin,asequesteredgentlewoman,thesolesurvivalof\"theEnglishbranchofthefamily,\"stillresident,atFlickerbridge,inthe\"oldfamilyhome,\"andwithwhom,thathemightimmediatelybetakehimselftosoauspiciousaquarterforchangeofair,shehadalreadydonewhatwaspropertoplacehim,asshesaid,intouch。 Whatcameofitall,tobebrief,wasthatGrangerfoundhimselfsoplacedalmostasheread:hewasintouchwithMissWenhamofFlickerbridge,totheextentofbeingincorrespondencewithher,beforetwenty-fourhourshadsped。Andontheseconddayhewasinthetrain,settledforafive-hours’runtothedoorofthisamiablewomanwhohadsoabruptlyandkindlytakenhimontrustandofwhombutyesterdayhehadneversomuchasheard。Thiswasanoddity——thewholeincidentwas——ofwhich,inthecornerofhiscompartment,asheproceeded,hehadtimetotakethesize。Butthesurprise,theincongruity,ashefelt,couldbutdeepenashewent。Itwasasufficientlyqueernote,inthelight,ortheabsenceofit,ofhislateexperience,thatsocomplexaproductasAddieshouldhaveANYsimpleinsulartie;butitwasaqueerernotestillthatsheshouldhavehadonesolongonlytoremainunprofitablyunconsciousofit。Nottohavedonesomethingwithit,usedit,workedit,talkedaboutitatleast,andperhapsevenwritten——thesethings,attherateshemoved,representedalossofopportunityunderwhichashesawher,shewaspeculiarlyformedtowince。Shewasatanyrate,itwasclear,doingsomethingwithitnow;usingit,workingit,certainly,alreadytalking——and,yes,quitepossiblywriting——aboutit。Shewasinshortsmartlymakingupwhatshehadmissed,andhecouldtakesuchcomfortfromhisownactionashehadbeenhelpedtobytherestofthefacts,succinctlyreportedfromParisontheverymorningofhisstart。 Itwasthesingularstoryofasharpsplit——inagoodEnglishhouse——thatdatednowfromyearsback。AworthyBriton,ofthebestmiddlingstock,had,duringthefourthdecadeofthecentury,asaveryyoungman,inDresden,whitherhehadbeendespatchedtoqualifyinGermanforastoolinanuncle’scounting-house,met,admired,wooedandwonanAmericangirl,ofdueattractions,domiciledatthatperiodwithherparentsandasister,whowasalsoattractive,intheSaxoncapital。Hehadmarriedher,takenhertoEngland,andthere,aftersomeyearsofharmonyandhappiness,losther。Thesisterinquestionhad,afterherdeath,cometohimandtohisyoungchildonavisit,theeffectofwhich,betweenthepair,eventuallydefineditselfasasentimentthatwasnottoberesisted。Thebereavedhusband,yieldingtoanewattachmentandanewresponse,andfindinganewunionthusprescribed,hadyetbeenforcedtoreckonwiththeunaccommodatinglawoftheland。Encompassedwithfrownsinhisowncountry,however,marriagesofthisparticulartypewerewreathedinsmilesinhissister’s-in-law,sothathisremedywasnotforbidden。 Choosingbetweentwoallegianceshehadlettheonegothatseemedtheleastclose,andhadinbrieftransplantedhispossibilitiestoaneasierair。TheknotwastiedforthecoupleinNewYork,where,toprotectthelegitimacyofsuchotherchildrenasmightcometothem,theysettledandprospered。Childrencame,andoneofthedaughters,growingupandmarryinginherturn,was,ifFrankrightlyfollowed,themotherofhisownAddie,whohadbeendeprivedoftheknowledgeofherindeed,inchildhood,bydeath,andbeenbroughtup,thoughwithoutunduetension,byastepmother—— acharacterbreakingoutthusanew。 ThebreachproducedinEnglandbytheinvidiousaction,asitwasthereheld,ofthegirl’sgrandfather,hadnotfailedtowiden——allthemorethatnothinghadbeendoneontheAmericansidetocloseit。Frigidityhadsettled,andhostilityhadbeenarrestedonlybyindifference。Darknessthereforehadfortunatelysupervened,andacousinshipcompletelydivided。Oneithersideoftheimpassablegulf,oftheimpenetrablecurtain,eachbranchhadputforthitsleaves——afoliagefailing,intheAmericanquarter,itwasdistinctenoughtoGranger,ofnosignorsymptomofclimateandenvironment。ThegraftinNewYorkhadtaken,andAddiewasavivid,anunmistakableflower。AtFlickerbridge,orwherever,ontheotherhand,strangetosay,theparentstemhadhadafortunecomparativelymeagre。Fortune,itwastrue,inthevulgarestsense,hadattendedneitherparty。Addie’simmediatebelongingswereaspoorastheywerenumerous,andhegatheredthatMissWenham’spretensionstowealthwerenotsomarkedastoexposetheclaimofkinshiptotheimputationofmotive。Tothislady’ssingleidentitytheoriginalstockhadatalleventsdwindled,andouryoungmanwasproperlywarnedthathewouldfindhershyandsolitary。Whatwassingularwasthatintheseconditionssheshoulddesire,sheshouldendure,toreceivehim。Butthatwasallanotherstory,lucidenoughwhenmastered。HekeptAddie’sletters,exceptionallycopious,inhislap;heconnedthematintervals;heheldthethreads。 HelookedoutbetweenwhilesatthepleasantEnglishland,anAprilaquarellewashedinwithwondrousbreadth。HeknewtheFrenchthing,heknewtheAmerican,buthehadknownnothingofthis。HesawitalreadyastheremarkableMissWenham’ssetting。Thedoctor’sdaughteratFlickerbridge,withnippersonhernose,apaletteonherthumbandinnocenceinherheart,hadbeenthemiraculouslink。Shehadbecomeawareeventhere,inourworldofwonders,thatthecurrentfashionforyoungwomensoequippedwastoentertheParisianlists。Addiehadaccordinglychanceduponher,ontheslopesofMontparnasse,asoneoftheEnglishgirlsinoneofthethorough-goingsets。Theyhadmetinsomeeasycollocationandhadfallenuponcommonground;afterwhichtheyoungwoman,restoredtoFlickerbridgeforaninterludeandretailingthereheradventuresandimpressions,hadmentionedtoMissWenhamwhohadknownandprotectedherfrombabyhood,thatthatlady’sownnameofAdelaidewas,aswellasthesurnameconjoinedwithit,borne,toherknowledge,inParis,byanextraordinaryAmericanspecimen。ShehadthenrecrossedtheChannelwithawonderfulmessage,acourteouschallenge,toherfriend’sduplicate,whohadinturngrantedthroughhereverysatisfaction。TheduplicatehadinotherwordsbravelyletMissWenhamknowexactlywhoshewas。MissWenham,inwhosepersonaltraditiontheflameofresentmentappearedtohavebeenreducedbytimetothepalestashes——forwhomindeedthestoryofthegreatschismwasnowbutalegendonlyneedingalittlelessdimnesstomakeitromantic——MissWenhamhadpromptlyrespondedbyaletterfragrantwiththehopethatoldthreadsmightbetakenup。Itwasarelationshipthattheymustpuzzleouttogether,andshehadearnestlysoundedtheotherpartytoitonthesubjectofapossiblevisit。Addiehadmetherwithadefinitepromise;shewouldcomesoon,shewouldcomewhenfree,shewouldcomeinJuly; butmeanwhileshesentherdeputy。Frankaskedhimselfbywhatnameshehaddescribed,bywhatcharacterintroducedhimtoFlickerbridge。Hemainlyfeltonthewholeasifheweregoingtheretofindoutifhewereengagedtoher。HewasatseareallynowastowhichofthevariousviewsAddieherselftookofit。ToMissWenhamshemustdefinitelyhavetakenone,andperhapsMissWenhamwouldrevealit。Thisexpectationwasinfacthisexcuseforapossibleindiscretion。 CHAPTERIII Hewasindeedtolearnonarrivaltowhathehadbeencommitted; butthatwasforawhilesomuchapartofhisfirstgeneralimpressionthattheparticulartruthtooktimetodetachitself,thefirstgeneralimpressiondemandingverilyallhisfacultiesofresponse。Healmostfeltforadayortwothevictimofapracticaljoke,agrossabuseofconfidence。Hehadpresentedhimselfwiththemoderateamountofflutterinvolvedinasenseofduepreparation;buthehadthenfoundthat,howeverprimedwithprefacesandpromptedwithhints,hehadn’tbeenpreparedatall。 HowCOULDhebe,heaskedhimself,foranythingsoforeigntohisexperience,soalientohisproperworld,solittletobepreconceivedinthesharpnorthlightofthenewestimpressionism,andyetsorecognisedafterallintheevent,sonotedandtastedandassimilated?Itwasacasehewouldscarcehaveknownhowtodescribe——coulddoubtlesshavedescribedbestwithafullcleanbrush,supplementedbyaplayofgesture;foritwasalwayshishabittoseeanoccasion,ofwhateverkind,primarilyasapicture,sothathemightgetit,ashewaswonttosay,sothathemightkeepit,welltogether。Hehadbeentreatedofasudden,inthisadventure,tooneofthesweetestfairestcoolestimpressionsofhislife——onemoreovervisiblycompleteandhomogeneousfromthestart。OhitwasTHERE,ifthatwasallonewantedofathing!Itwasso\"there\"that,ashadbefallenhiminItaly,inSpain,confrontedatlast,induskyside-chapelorrichmuseum,withgreatthingsdreamedoforwithgreateronesunexpectedlypresented,hehadheldhisbreathforfearofbreakingthespell;hadalmost,fromthequickimpulsetorespect,toprolong,loweredhisvoiceandmovedontiptoe。Supremebeautysuddenlyrevealedisapttostrikeusasapossibleillusionplayingwithourdesire——instantfreedomwithittostrikeusasapossiblerashness。 Thisfortunately,however——andthemoresoashisfreedomforthetimequitelefthim——didn’tpreventhishostess,theeveningofhisadventandwhilethevisionwasnew,frombeingexactlyasqueerandrareandIMPAYABLE,asimprobable,asimpossible,asdelightfulattheeighto’clockdinner——sheappearedtokeeptheseimmensehours——asshehadoverwhelminglybeenatthefiveo’clocktea。Shewasinthemostnaturalwayintheworldoneoftheoddestapparitions,butthattheparticularmeanstosuchanendCOULDbenaturalwasaninferencedifficulttomake。Hefailedinfacttomakeitforacoupleofdays;butthen——thoughthenonly——hemadeitwithconfidence。Bythistimeindeedhewassureofeverything,luckilyincludinghimself。Ifwecomparehisimpression,withslightextravagance,tosomeofthegreatesthehadeverreceived,thisissimplybecausetheimagebeforehimwassoroundedandstamped。Itexpressedwithpureperfection,itexhausteditscharacter。Itwassoabsolutelyandsounconsciouslywhatitwas。 Hehadbeenfloatedbythestrangestofchancesoutoftherushingstreamintoaclearstillbackwater——adeepandquietpoolinwhichobjectsweresharplymirrored。Hehadhithertoinlifeknownnothingthatwasoldexceptafewstatuesandpictures;buthereeverythingwasold,wasimmemorial,andnothingsomuchsoastheveryfreshnessitself。Vaguelytohavesupposedthereweresuchnooksintheworldhaddonelittleenough,henowsaw,totempertheglareoftheiropposites。Itwasthefinetouchesthatcounted,andthesehadtobeseentobebelieved。 MissWenham,fifty-fiveyearsofageandunappeasablytimid,unaccountablystrange,had,onherreducedscale,analmostGothicgrotesqueness;butthefinaleffectofone’ssenseofitwasanamenitythataccompaniedone’sstepslikewaftedgratitude。Moreflurried,morespasmodic,moreapologetic,morecompletelyatalossatonemomentandmoreprecipitatelyaboundingatanother,hehadneverbeforeinallhisdaysseenanymaidenlady;yetfornomaidenladyhehadeverseenhadhesopromptlyconceivedaprivateenthusiasm。Hereyesprotruded,herchinrecededandhernosecarriedoninconversationaqueerlittleindependentmotion。Sheworeonthetopofherheadanuprightcircularcapthatmadeherresembleacaryatiddisburdened,andonotherpartsofherpersonstrangecombinationsofcolours,stuffs,shapes,ofmetal,mineralandplant。Thetonesofhervoiceroseandfell,herfacialconvulsions,whethertending——onecouldscarcemakeout——toexpressionorREpression,succeededeachotherbyalawoftheirown;shewasembarrassedatnothingandateverything,frightenedateverythingandatnothing,andsheapproachedobjects,subjects,thesimplestquestionsandanswersandthewholematerialofintercourse,eitherwiththeindirectnessofterrororwiththeviolenceofdespair。Thesethings,nonetheless,herrefinementsofoddityandintensitiesofcustom,herbetrayalatonceofconventionsandsimplicities,ofeaseandofagony,herroundaboutretardedsuggestionsandperceptions,stillpermittedhertostrikeherguestasirresistiblycharming。Hedidn’tknowwhattocallit;shewasafruitoftime。Shehadaqueerdistinction。Shehadbeenexpensivelyproducedandtherewouldbeagooddealmoreofhertocome。 Theresultofthewholequalityofherwelcome,atanyrate,wasthatthefirstevening,inhisroom,beforegoingtobed,herelievedhismindinalettertoAddie,which,ifspaceallowedustoembodyitinourtext,wouldusefullyperformtheofficeofa\"plate。\"Itwouldenableustopresentourselvesasprofuselyillustrated。Buttheprocessofreproduction,aswesay,costs。 Hewishedhisfriendtoknowhowgrandlytheiraffairturnedout。 Shehadputhiminthewayofsomethingabsolutelyspecial——anoldhouseuntouched,untouchable,indescribable,anoldcornersuchasonedidn’tbelieveexisted,andtheholycalmofwhichmadethechatterofstudios,thesmellofpaint,theslangofcritics,thewholesenseandsoundofParis,comebackassomanysignsofahugemonkey-cage。Hemovedabout,restless,whilehewrote;helightedcigarettesand,nervousandsuddenlyscrupulous,putthemoutagain;thenightwasmildandoneofthewindowsofhislargehighroom,whichstoodoverthegarden,wasup。Helosthimselfinthethingsabouthim,inthetypeoftheroom,thelastcenturywithnotachairmoved,notapointstretched。Hehungovertheobjectsandornaments,blissfullyfewandadorablygood,perfectpiecesall,andneverone,forachange,French。Thescenewasasrareassomefineoldprintwiththebestbitsdowninthecorners。 Oldbooksandoldpictures,allusionsrememberedandaspectsconjectured,reappearedtohim;heknewnotwhatanxiousislandershadbeentryingforintheirbackwardhuntforthehomely。ButthehomelyatFlickerbridgewasallstyle,evenasstyleatthesametimewasmerehonesty。Thelarger,thesmallerpast——hescarceknewwhichtocallit——wasatalleventssohushedtosleeproundhimashewrotethathehadalmostabadconscienceabouthavingcome。Howonemightloveit,buthowonemightspoilit!Tolookatittoohardwaspositivelytomakeitconscious,andtomakeitconsciouswaspositivelytowakeitup。Itsonlysafety,ofatruth,wastobeleftstilltosleep——tosleepinitslargefairchambersandunderitshighcleancanopies。 Headdedthusrestlesslyalinetohisletter,maunderedroundtheroomagain,notedandfingeredsomethingelse,andthen,droppingontheoldfloweredsofa,sustainedbythetightcubesofitscushions,yieldedafreshtothecigarette,hesitated,stared,wroteafewwordsmore。HewantedAddietoknow,thatwaswhathemostfelt,unlessheperhapsfelt,morehowmuchsheherselfwouldwantto。Yes,whathesupremelysawwasallthatAddiewouldmakeofit。Uptohisneckinittherehefairlyturnedcoldatthesenseofsuppressedopportunity,oftheoutrageofprivationthathiscorrespondentwouldretrospectivelyand,asheevendivinedwithavagueshudder,almostvindictivelynurse。Well,whathadhappenedwasthattheacquaintancehadbeenkeptforher,likeapacketenvelopedandsealedfordelivery,tillherattentionwasfree。Hesawherthere,heardherandfelther——felthowshewouldfeelandhowshewould,assheusuallysaid,\"rave。\"Someofheryoungcompatriotscalledit\"yell,\"andinthereferenceitself,alas! illustratedtheirmeaning。Shewouldunderstandtheplaceatanyrate,downtotheground;therewasn’ttheslightestdoubtofthat。 Hersenseofitwouldbeexactlylikehisown,andhecouldsee,inanticipation,justthetermsofrecognitionandraptureinwhichshewouldabound。Heknewjustwhatshewouldcallquaint,justwhatshewouldcallbland,justwhatshewouldcallweird,justwhatshewouldcallwild。Shewouldtakeitallinwithanintelligencemuchmorefittedthanhisown,infact,todealwithwhathesupposedhemustregardasitsliteraryrelations。Shewouldhavereadthelong-windedobsoletememoirsandnovelsthatboththefiguresandthesettingoughtclearlytoremindoneof; shewouldknowaboutthepastgenerations——thelumberingcountrymagnatesandtheirturbanedwivesandround-eyeddaughters,who,inotherdays,hadtreatedtheruddysturdytradelesstown,——thesolidsquarehousesandwidewalledgardens,thestreetsto-dayallgrassandgossip,asthesceneofalocal\"season。\"Shewouldhavewarrantfortheassemblies,dinners,deeppotations;forthesmokedsconcesintheduskyparlours;forthelongmuddycenturyoffamilycoaches,\"holsters,\"highwaymen。Shewouldputafingerinshort,justashehaddone,onthevitalspot——therichhumilityofthewholething,thefactthatneitherFlickerbridgeingeneralnorMissWenhaminparticular,noranythingnoranyoneconcerned,hadasuspicionoftheircharactersandtheirmerit。Addieandhewouldhavetocometoletinlight。 Heletitinthen,littlebylittle,beforegoingtobed,throughtheeightortenpagesheaddressedtoher;assuredherthatitwasthehappiestcaseintheworld,alittlepicture——yetfullof\"style\"too——absolutelycomposedandtransmitted,withtradition,andtraditiononly,ineverystroke,traditionstillnoiselesslybreathingandvisiblyflushing,markingstrangehoursinthetallmahoganyclocksthatwereneverwoundupandthatyetaudiblytickedon。Alltheelements,hewassureheshouldsee,wouldhangtogetherwithacharm,presentinghishostess——astrangeiridescentfishfortheglazedexposureofanaquarium——asafloatinhernativemedium。Helefthisletteropenonthetable,but,lookingitovernextmorning,feltofasuddenindisposedtosendit。Hewouldkeepittoaddmore,fortherewouldbemoretoknow;yetwhenthreedayshadelapsedhestillhadnotsentit。Hesentinstead,afterdelay,amuchbrieferreport,whichhewasmovedtomakedifferentand,forsomereason,lessvivid。MeanwhilehelearnedfromMissWenhamhowAddiehadintroducedhim。Ittooktimetoarrivewithheratthatpoint,butaftertheRubiconwascrossedtheywentfarafield。 CHAPTERIV \"Ohyes,shesaidyouwereengagedtoher。Thatwaswhy——sinceI HADbrokenout——shethoughtImightliketoseeyou;asIassureyouI’vebeensodelightedto。ButAREN’Tyou?\"thegoodladyaskedasifshesawinhisfacesomegroundfordoubt。 \"Assuredly——ifshesaysso。Itmayseemveryoddtoyou,butI haven’tknown,andyetI’vefeltthat,beingnothingwhatevertoyoudirectly,Ineedsomewarrantforconsentingthustobethrustonyou。WeWERE,\"theyoungmanexplained,\"engagedayearago; butsincethen(ifyoudon’tmindmytellingyousuchthings;I feelnowasifIcouldtellyouanything!)Ihaven’tquiteknownhowIstand。Ithasn’tseemedwewereinapositiontomarry。 Thingsarebetternow,butIhaven’tquiteknownhowshe’dseethem。TheyweresobadsixmonthsagothatIunderstoodher,I thought,asbreakingoff。Ihaven’tbroken;I’veonlyaccepted,forthetime——becausemenmustbeeasywithwomen——beingtreatedas’thebestoffriends。’Well,Itrytobe。Iwouldn’thavecomehereifIhadn’tbeen。Ithoughtitwouldbecharmingforhertoknowyou——whenIheardfromhertheextraordinarywayyouhaddawneduponher;andcharmingthereforeifIcouldhelphertoit。 AndifI’mhelpingyoutoknowHER,\"hewenton,\"isn’tthatcharmingtoo?\" \"OhIsowantto!\"MissWenhammurmuredinherunpracticalimpersonalway。\"You’resodifferent!\"shewistfullydeclared。 \"It’sYOU,ifImayrespectfully,ecstaticallysayso,whoaredifferent。That’sthepointofitall。I’mnotsurethatanythingsoterriblereallyoughttohappentoyouastoknowus。\" \"Well,\"saidMissWenham,\"Idoknowyoualittlebythistime,don’tI?AndIdon’tfinditterrible。It’sadelightfulchangeforme。\" \"OhI’mnotsureyououghttohaveadelightfulchange!\" \"Whynot——ifyoudo?\" \"AhIcanbearit。I’mnotsureyoucan。I’mtoobadtospoil——I AMspoiled。I’mnobody,inshort;I’mnothing。I’venotype。 You’reALLtype。Ithastakendeliciouslongyearsofsecurityandmonotonytoproduceyou。Youfityourframewithaperfectiononlyequalledbytheperfectionwithwhichyourframefitsyou。Sothisadmirableoldhouse,alltime-softenedwhitewithinandtime-fadedredwithout,soeverythingthatsurroundsyouhereandthathas,bysomeextraordinarymercy,escapedtheinevitablefateofexploitation:soitall,Isay,isthesortofthingthat,wereittheleastbittofalltopieces,couldnever,ahnevermorebeputtogetheragain。Ihave,dearMissWenham,\"Grangerwenton,happyhimselfinhisextravagance,whichwasyetallsincere,andhappierstillinherdeepbutaltogetherpleasedmystification——\"I’vefound,doyouknow,justthethingonehaseverheardofthatyoumostresemble。You’retheSleepingBeautyintheWood。\" Hestillhadnocompunctionwhenheheardherbewilderedlysigh: \"Ohyou’retoodelightfullydroll!\" \"No,Ionlyputthing’sjustastheyare,andasI’vealsolearnedalittle,thankheaven,toseethem——whichisn’t,Iquiteagreewithyou,atallwhatanyonedoes。You’reinthedeepdozeofthespellthathasheldyouforlongyears,anditwouldbeashame,acrime,towakeyouup。IndeedIalreadyfeelwithathousandscruplesthatI’mgivingyouthefatalshake。IsayiteventhoughitmakesmesoundalittleasifIthoughtmyselfthefairyprince。\" Shegazedathimwithherqueerestkindestlook,whichhewasgettingusedtoinspiteofafaintfear,atthebackofhishead,ofthestrangethingsthatsometimesoccurredwhenlonelyladies,howevermature,begantolookatinterestingyoungmenfromovertheseasasiftheyoungmendesiredtoflirt。\"It’ssowonderful,\"shesaid,\"thatyoushouldbesoveryoddandyetsoverygood-natured。\"Well,itallcametothesamething——itwassowonderfulthatSHEshouldbesosimpleandyetsolittleofabore。 Heacceptedwithgratitudethetheoryofhislanguor——whichmoreoverwasrealenoughandpartlyperhapswhyhewassosensitive;helethimselfgoasaconvalescent,letherinsistontheweaknessalwaysleftbyfever。Ithelpedhimtogaintime,topreservethespellevenwhilehetalkedofbreakingit;sawhimthroughslowstrollsandsoftsessions,longgossips,fitfulhopelessquestions——therewassomuchmoretotellthan,byanycontortion,sheCOULD——andexplanationsaddressedgallantlyandpatientlytoherunderstanding,butnot,bygoodfortune,reallyreachingit。Theywereperfectlyatcross-purposes,anditwasthebetter,andtheywanderedtogetherinthesilverhazewithallcommunicationblurred。 Whentheysatinthesuninherformalgardenhequiteknewhowlittleeventhetenderestconsiderationfailedtodisguisehistreatingherasthemostexquisiteofcuriosities。Thetermofcomparisonmostpresenttohimwasthatofsomeobsoletemusicalinstrument。Theold-timeorderofhermindandherairhadthestillnessofapaintedspinnetthatwasdulydusted,gentlyrubbed,butnevertunednorplayedon。Heropinionswerelikedriedrose- leaves;herattitudeslikeBritishsculpture;hervoicewhatheimaginedofthepossibletoneoftheoldgildedsilver-stringedharpinoneofthecornersofthedrawing-room。Thelonelylittledecenciesandmodestdignitiesofherlife,thefinegrainofitsconservatism,theinnocenceofitsignorance,allitsmonotonyofstupidityandsalubrity,itscolddulnessanddimbrightness,weretherebeforehim。Meanwhilewithinhimstrangethingstookplace。 Itwasliterallytruethathisimpressionbeganagain,afteralull,tomakehimnervousandanxious,andforreasonspeculiarlyconfused,almostgrotesquelymingled,oratleastcomicallysharp。 Hewasdistinctlyanagitationandanewtaste——thathecouldsee; andhesawquiteasmuchthereforetheexcitementshealreadydrewfromthevisionofAddie,animageintensifiedbythesenseofcloserkinshipandpresentedtoher,clearly,withvariouserraticenhancements,byherfriendthedoctor’sdaughter。Attheendofafewdayshesaidtoher:\"Doyouknowshewantstocomewithoutwaitinganylonger?ShewantstocomewhileI’mhere。Ireceivedthismorningherletterproposingit,butI’vebeenthinkingitoverandhavewaitedtospeaktoyou。Thethingis,yousee,thatifshewritestoYOUproposingit——\" \"OhIshallbesoparticularlyglad!\" CHAPTERV Theywereasusualinthegarden,andithadn’tyetbeensopresenttohimthatifhewereonlyahappycadtherewouldbeagoodwaytoprotecther。Asshewouldn’thearofhisbeingyetbeyondprecautionsshehadgoneintothehouseforaparticularshawlthatwasjustthethingforhisknees,and,blinkinginthewaterysunshine,hadcomebackwithitacrossthefinelittlelawn。Hewasneitherfatuousnorasinine,buthehadalmosttoputittohimselfasasmalltasktoresistthesenseofhisabsurdadvantagewithher。Itfilledhimwithhorrorandawkwardness,madehimthinkofhedidn’tknowwhat,recalledsomethingofMaupassant’s—— thesmitten\"MissHarriet\"andhertragicfate。Therewasapreposterouspossibility——yes,heheldthestringsquiteinhishands——ofkeepingthetreasureforhimself。Thatwastheartoflife——whattherealartistwouldconsistentlydo。Hewouldclosethedooronhisimpression,treatitasaprivatemuseum。Hewouldseethathecouldloungeandlingerthere,livewithwonderfulthingsthere,lieuptheretorestandrefit。Forhimselfhewassurethatafteralittleheshouldbeabletopaintthere——dothingsinakeyhehadneverthoughtofbefore。Whenshebroughthimtherughetookitfromherandmadehersitdownonthebenchandresumeherknitting;then,passingbehindherwithalaugh,heplaceditoverherownshoulders;afterwhichhemovedtoandfrobeforeher,hishandsinhispocketsandhiscigaretteinhisteeth。Hewasashamedofthecigarette——avillainousfalsenote; butsheallowed,liked,beggedhimtosmoke,andwhathesaidtoheronit,inoneofthepleasantriesshebenevolentlymissed,wasthathedidsoforfearofdoingworse。Thatonlyshowedhowtheendwasreallyinsight。\"Idaresayitwillstrikeyouasquiteawful,whatI’mgoingtosaytoyou,butIcan’thelpit。Ispeakoutofthedepthsofmyrespectforyou。ItwillseemtoyouhorriddisloyaltytopoorAddie。Yes——thereweare;there_I_amatleastinmynakedmonstrosity。\"Hestoppedandlookedathertillshemighthavebeenalmostfrightened。\"Don’tlethercome。 Tellhernotto。I’vetriedtopreventit,butshesuspects。\" Thepoorwomanwondered。\"Suspects?\" \"Well,Idrewit,inwritingtoher,onreflexion,asmildasI could——havingbeenvisitedinthewatchesofthenightbytheinstinctofwhatmighthappen。Somethingtoldmetokeepbackmyfirstletter——inwhich,underthefirstimpression,Imyselfrashly’raved’;andIconcoctedinsteadofitaninsincereandguardedreport。ButguardedasIwasIclearlydidn’tkeepyou’down,’aswesay,enough。Thewonderofyourcolour——daubyouoverwithgreyasImight——musthavecomethroughandtoldthetale。Shescentsbattlefromafar——bywhichImeanshescents’quaintness。’Butkeepheroff。It’shideous,whatI’msaying——butIoweittoyou。 Ioweittotheworld。She’llkillyou。\" \"YoumeanIshan’tgetonwithher?\" \"Ohfatally!Seehow_I_have。AndseehowyouhavewithME。 She’sintelligent,moreover,remarkablypretty,remarkablygood。 Andshe’lladoreyou。\" \"Wellthen?\" \"Whythatwillbejusthowshe’lldoforyou。\" \"OhIcanholdmyown!\"saidMissWenhamwiththeheadshakeofahorsemakinghissleigh-bellsrattleinfrostyair。 \"Ahbutyoucan’tholdhers!She’llraveaboutyou。She’llwriteaboutyou。You’reNiagarabeforethefirstwhitetraveller——andyouknow,orratheryoucan’tknow,whatNiagarabecameAFTERthatgentleman。AddiewillhavediscoveredNiagara。She’llunderstandyouinperfection;she’llfeelyoudowntotheground;notadelicateshadeofyouwillsheloseorletanyoneelselose。 You’llbetooweirdforwords,butthewordswillneverthelesscome。You’llbetooexactlytherealthingandbelefttooutterlyjustasyouare,andallAddie’sfriendsandallAddie’seditorsandcontributorsandreaderswillcrosstheAtlanticandflocktoFlickerbridgejustinorderso——unanimously,universally,vociferously——toleaveyou。You’llbeinthemagazineswithillustrations;you’llbeinthepaperswithheadings;you’llbeeverywherewitheverything。Youdon’tunderstand——youthinkyoudo,butyoudon’t。HeavenforbidyouSHOULDunderstand!That’sjustyourbeauty——your’sleeping’beauty。Butyouneedn’t。Youcantakemeontrust。Don’thaveher。Giveasapretext,asareason,anythingintheworldyoulike。Lietoher——scareheraway。I’llgoawayandgiveyouup——I’llsacrificeeverythingmyself。\"Grangerpursuedhisexhortation,convincinghimselfmoreandmore。\"IfIsawmywayout,mywaycompletelythrough,I’D pileupsomefabricoffictionforher——Ishouldonlywanttobesureofitsnottumblingdown。Onewouldhave,yousee,tokeepthethingup。ButI’dthrowdustinhereyes。I’dtellheryoudon’tdoatall——thatyou’renotinfactadesirableacquaintance。 I’dtellheryou’revulgar,improper,scandalous;I’dtellheryou’remercenary,designing,dangerous;I’dtellhertheonlysafecourseisimmediatelytoletyoudrop。I’dthussurroundyouwithanimpenetrablelegendofconscientiousmisrepresentation,acircleofpiousfraud,andallthewhileprivatelykeepyouformyself。\" Shehadlistenedtohimasifhewereabandofmusicandsheherselfasmallshygarden-party。\"Ishouldn’tlikeyoutogoaway。Ishouldn’tintheleastlikeyounottocomeagain。\" \"Ahthereitis!\"hereplied。\"HowcanIcomeagainifAddieruinsyou?\" \"Buthowwillsheruinme——evenifshedoeswhatyousay?IknowI’mtoooldtochangeandreallymuchtooqueertopleaseinanyoftheextraordinarywaysyouspeakof。Ifit’saquestionofquizzingmeIdon’tthinkmycousin,oranyoneelse,willhavequitethehandforitthatYOUseemtohave。SothatifYOU haven’truinedme——!\" \"ButIHAVE——that’sjustthepoint!\"Grangerinsisted。\"I’veunderminedyouatleast。I’veleftafterallterriblylittleforAddietodo。\" Shelaughedincleartones。\"Wellthen,we’lladmitthatyou’vedoneeverythingbutfrightenme。\" Helookedatherwithsurpassinggloom。\"No——thatagainisoneofthemostdreadfulfeatures。You’llpositivelylikeit——what’stocome。You’llbecaughtupinachariotoffireliketheprophet—— wasn’tthere,wasthereone?——ofold。That’sexactlywhy——ifonecouldbuthavedoneit——you’dhavebeentobekeptignorantandhelpless。There’ssomethingorotherinLatinthatsaysit’sthefinestthingsthatchangethemosteasilyfortheworse。Youalreadyenjoyyourdishonourandrevelinyourshame。It’stoolate——you’relost!\" CHAPTERVI Allthiswasaspleasantamannerofpassingthetimeasanyother,foritdidn’tpreventhisold-worldcornerfromclosingroundhimmoreentirely,norstandinthewayofhismakingoutfromdaytodaysomenewsourceaswellassomeneweffectofitsvirtue。Hewasreallyscaredatmomentsatsomeofthelibertieshetookintalk——atfindinghimselfsofamiliar;forthegreatnoteoftheplacewasjustthatacertainmoderneasehadnevercrosseditsthreshold,thatquickintimaciesandquickoblivionswereastrangertoitsair。Ithadknowninallitsdaysnorude,noloudinvasion。Serenelyunconsciousofmostcontemporarythings,ithadbeensoofnothingsomuchasofthediffusedsocialpracticeofrunninginandout。GrangerheldhisbreathonoccasionstothinkhowAddiewouldrun。Thereweremomentswhen,morethanatothers,forsomereason,heheardhersteponthestaircaseandhercryinthehall。Ifheneverthelessplayedfreelywiththeideawithwhichwehaveshownhimasoccupieditwasn’tthatinallpalpablewayshedidn’tsacrificesofarasmortallypossibletostillness。 Heonlyhovered,eversolightly,totakeupagainhisthread。Shewouldn’thearofhisleavingher,ofhisbeingintheleastfitagain,asshesaid,totravel。ShespokeofthejourneytoLondon—— whichwasinfactamatterofmanyhours——asanexperimentfraughtwithlurkingcomplications。Headdedthendaytoday,yetonlyhereby,asheremindedher,givingothercomplicationsalargerchancetomultiply。Hekeptitbeforeher,whentherewasnothingelsetodo,thatshemustconsider;afterwhichhehadhistimesoffearthatsheperhapsreallywouldmakeforhimthissacrifice。 HeknewshehadwrittenagaintoParis,andknewhemusthimselfagainwrite——asituationaboundingforeachintheelementsofaplight。Ifhestayedsolongwhythenhewasn’tbetter,andifhewasn’tbetterAddiemighttakeitintoherhead——!TheymustmakeitclearthatheWASbetter,sothat,suspicious,alarmedatwhatwaskeptfromher,sheshouldn’tsuddenlypresentherselftonursehim。Ifhewasbetter,however,whydidhestaysolong?Ifhestayedonlyfortheattractionthesenseoftheattractionmightbecontagious。Thiswaswhatfinallygrewclearestforhim,sothathehadforhismilddisciplehoursofstillsharperprophecy。Itconsortedwithhisfancytorepresenttoherthattheiryoungfriendhadbeenbythistimeunsparinglywarned;butnothingcouldbeplainerthanthatthiswasineffectualsolongashehimselfresistedtheordeal。Topleadthatheremainedbecausehewastooweaktomovewasonlytothrowthemselvesbackontheotherhornoftheirdilemma。IfhewastooweaktomoveAddiewouldbringhimherstrength——ofwhich,whenshegotthere,shewouldgivethemspecimensenough。Onemorninghebrokeoutatbreakfastwithanintimateconviction。They’dseethatshewasactuallystarting—— they’dreceiveawirebynoon。Theydidn’treceiveit,butbyhistheorytheportentwasonlythestronger。Ithadmoreoveritsgraveaswellasitsgayside,sinceGranger’sparadoxandpleasantrywereonlythemethodmostopentohimofconveyingwhathefelt。Heliterallyheardtheknellsound,andinexpressingthistoMissWenhamwiththeconversationalfreedomthatseemedbesttopayhiswayhethemorevividlyfacedthecontingency。Hecouldneverreturn,andthoughheannounceditwithadespairthatdidwhatmightbetomakeitpassasajoke,hesawhow,whetherornosheatlastunderstood,shequiteatlastbelievedhim。Onthis,tohisknowledge,shewroteagaintoAddie,andthecontentsofherletterexcitedhiscuriosity。Butthatsentiment,thoughnotassuaged,quitedroppedwhen,thedayafter,intheevening,shelethimknowshehadhadatelegramanhourbefore。 \"ShecomesThursday。\" Heshowednottheleastsurprise。Itwasthedeepcalmofthefatalist。ItHADtobe。\"Imustleaveyouthento-morrow。\" Shelooked,onthis,ashehadneverseenher;itwouldhavebeenhardtosaywhetherwhatshowedinherfacewasthelastfailuretofolloworthefirstefforttomeet。\"Andreallynottocomeback?\"