第4章

类别:其他 作者:Morgan, Jane字数:22114更新时间:19/01/03 14:26:45
CHAPTERIII。 ITwasquiteearlyonthefollowingmorning,whenMr。DelafieldrungatthedoorofthehouseinwhichthefatherofMissHenlyresided。Thegentlemanhadobtainedthepermissionoftheyounglady,theprecedingevening,toputhimselfonthelistofhervisitingacquaintance,andacasualintroductiontobothofCharlotte’sparentshadsmoothedthewaytothisintimacy。Itiscertain,that,muchasMr。andMrs。Henlylovedtheirchild,neitherofthementertainedtheselfishwishofmonopolizingallofheraffectionstothemselvesduringlife。Itwasnatural,andathingtoheexpected,thatCharlotteshouldmarry;andamongthewholeoftheiracquaintancethereappearednoonesounobjectionableashernewadmirer。Hewasagreeableinperson,inmanners,andintemper;hewasintelligent,witty,andamanoftheworld;and,moreover,hewasworth——threehundredthousanddollars!Whatparentistherewhosejudgmentwouldremainunbiassedbythesesolidreasonsinfavourofacandidateforthehandofhischild?orwhatfemaleistherewhoseheartcouldbesteeledagainstsuchattractionsinhersuitor?ManywerethehoursofcarethathadbeenpassedbytheguardiansofCharlotte’shappiness,inruminatingontheeventthatwastoyieldtheirchargetothekeepingofanother;frequentweretheirdiscussionsonthisinterestingsubject,andinnumerabletheirplanstoprotectherinexperienceagainstfallingintothoseerrorsthathadblastedthepeaceofsomanyaroundthem;buttheappearanceofSeymourDelafieldseemedasthefulfilmentoftheirmostsanguineexpectations。Tohisrefinementofmanners,theyboththoughtthattheycouldyieldthesensitivedelicacyoftheirchildwithconfidence; inhistravelledexperiencetheyanticipatedthepermanencyofacorrectedtaste;nor,wasitadisagreeableconsiderationtoeither,thatasthesilkencordofpaternaldisciplinewastobeloosened,itwastobesucceededbythefettersofhymencastinpolishedgold。InwhatmannertheirdaughterregardedtheevidentadmirationofMr。 Delafieldwillappear,byherconclusionofourtale。 Onenteringtheparlour,DelafieldfoundGeorgeMortonseatedinachairnearthefire,withhispersonmorethanusuallywellguardedagainstthecold,asifheweresufferingundertheeffectsofaseriousindisposition。Thesalutationsbetweentheyoungmenwerealittleembarrassedonbothsides; thefaceofGeorgegrowingevenpalerthanbefore,whilethefinecolouronDelafield’scheekmountedtohisverytemples。Afterregardingforamoment,withmuchinwarddissatisfaction,theapparenteasewithwhichGeorgewasmaintainingpossessionoftheapartmentbyhimself,Mr。 Delafieldovercamethesuddenemotioncreatedbythesurprise,andspoke。 \"Iamsorrythatyouappearsoill,Mr。Morton,andI regretthatyoushouldhavesufferedsomuchinthecauseofhumanity,whenonesomuchbetterabletoundergothefatigue,byconstitution,shouldhaveremainedanidlespectator,likemyself。\"—— ThesilentbowofGeorgemightbeinterpretedintoadesiretosaynothingofhisownconduct,orintoanassentwiththeself-condemnationofthespeaker。Delafield,however,tookthechairwhichtheotherpolitelyplacedforhim,andcontinued—— \"But,Sir,youhaveyourreward。TheinterestandadmirationexcitedinMissHenly,wouldcompensatemeforalmostanyprivationorhardshipthatmancouldundergo。\" \"Itisnohardshiptorideafewmilesinacomfortablecoach,\"saidGeorge,withafeeblesmile,\"norcanIconsideritaprivationofenjoyment,tobeabletoassistthedistressed,\"——hehesitatedamoment,andaflushgraduallystoleoverhisfeaturesashecontinued,\"Itistrue,Sir,thatIprizethegoodopinionofMissHenlyhighly,butIlooktoanotherquarterforapprobationonsuchasubject。\" \"Andveryjustly,George,\"saidthesoftvoiceofCharlotte,\"suchapplauseasminecanbebutoflittlemomenttoonewhoperformssuchactsasyours。\" Thegentlemenweresittingwiththeirfacestowardsthefire,andhadnotheardthelightstepofMissHenlyassheenteredtheapartment,butbothinstantlyaroseandpaidtheirsalutations;theinvalidbyasilentbow,andbyhandingachair,andDelafieldwithmanyagracefulcomplimentonhergoodlooks,anddiversprotestationsconcerningthepleasurehefeltatbeingpermittedtovisitatherhouse。Notwothingscouldbemoredifferentthanthemannersofthesegentlemen。Thatofthelatterwasveryhighlypolished,insinuating,andalthoughfarfromunpleasantlyso,yetslightlyartificial; whilethatoftheformerwassimple,ingenuous,andinthepresenceofMissHenlywasapttobeattimesalittleconstrained。Charlottecertainlyperceivedthedifference,andsheascertainlythoughtthatitwasnotaltogethertotheadvantageofGeorgeMorton。Theideaseemedtogiveherpain,forsheshowedseverallittleattentionstoheroldfriend,thatbytheirflattering,butunstudiedparticularity,wereadaptedtoputanymanathiseaseandassurehimofhiswelcome,stilltheembarrassmentofGeorgedidnotdisappear,buthesatanuneasylistenertotheconversationthatoccurred,asifreluctanttostay,andyetunwillingtodepart。Afterafewobservationsontheentertainmentoftheprecedingevening,Mr。 Delafieldcontinued—— \"IwaslamentingtoMr。Morton,asyouentered,thatheshouldhavesufferedsomuchfrommywantofthought,thedaybeforeyesterday;itrequiresagoodconstitutiontoendureexposure——\" \"AndsuchIoftentellyou,George,youdonotpossess,\"saidCharlotte,kindlyandwithalittlemelancholy;\"yetyouneitherseemtoregardmywarningsonthesubject,northoseofanyofyourfriends\"—— \"ThereisawarningthatIhavenotdisregarded,\" returnedtheyouth,endeavouringtosmile。 \"Andwhatisit?\"askedCharlotte,struckwiththemelancholyresignationofhismanner。 \"ThatIamnotfitcompany,justnow,forheartsasgayasyoursandMr。Delafield’s,\"hereturned,andrising,hemadeahastybowandwithdrew。 \"Whatcanhemean!\"saidCharlotte,inamazement,\"Georgedoesnotappearwell,andlatterlyhismannerismuchaltered——whatcanhemean,Mr。 Delafield?\" \"Heisill,\"saidDelafield,farfromfeelingquiteeasyattheevidentinterestthattheladyexhibited;\"heisill,andshouldbeinhisbed,insteadofattendingthemorningleveesofevenMissHenly。\" \"Indeed,heistooregardlessofhishealth,\"saidCharlotteinalowtone,fixinghereyesonthegrate,whereshecontinuedgazingforsometime。 EveryeffortofSeymourwasmadetodrawofftheattentionoftheyoungladyfromasubject,that,howevermelancholy,seemedtopossesspeculiarcharmsforher。InthisundertakingthegentlemanwouldnothavesucceededbutforthefortunateappearanceofMissOsgood,whocameintotheroomveryopportunelytokeepalivethediscourse。 \"What,tete-a-tete!\"exclaimedMaria;\"youshoulddischargeyourfootman,Charlotte,forsayingthatyouwereathome。Ayoungladyisneversupposedtobeathomewhensheisalone——withagentleman。\" \"IshallthenknowhowtounderstandtheservantofMr。Osgood,whenIinquireforhisdaughter,\"criedSeymourgayly。 \"Ah!Mr。Delafield,itisseldomthatIhaveanopportunityofhearingsoftthings,forIamneveralonewithagentlemaninmyfather’shouse\"—— \"AndisMrs。Osgoodsorigid?\"returnedthegentleman;\"surelythegravityofherdaughtershouldcreatemoreconfidence\"—— \"MosthumblyIthankyou,Sir,{\"}saidMaria,courtseyinglowbeforeshetookthechairthathehanded;\"butitisnotthecautionofMrs。Osgoodthatpreventsanysolosinhermansion,unlessitbeonaharporflute,oranypossibilityofatete-a- tete。\" \"Nowyouhaveexcitedmycuriositytoadegreethatispainfullyunpleasant,\"saidDelafield,\"I knowyoutobetoogenerousnottoallayit\"—— \"Oh!itisnothingmorethanamagicalnumber,thatfrightensawayallapplicantsforsuchafavour,unlessindeeditmaybesuchaswouldnotbeverylikelytobesuccessfulweretheytoapply;andwhichevenwouldrenderitphysicallyimpossibletohaveatenderinterviewwithinthefourwallsofthemansion\"—— \"Itisacharmednumber,indeed!andisitonthedoor?isitthenumberofthehouse?\" \"Oh!notatall——onlythenumberofthefamily,thebaker’sdozen,thatImentionedlastevening;nowinvisitingMissHenlythereisnosuchinterruptiontobeapprehended。\" Charlottecouldnotrefrainfromsmilingatthevivacityofherfriend,who,perceivingthatherwishtobanishthelookofcarethatcloudedthebrowoftheotherhadvanished,changedthediscourseasabruptlyasshehadintroducedit。 \"ImetGeorgeMortonatthedoor,andchattedwithhimforseveralminutes。Heappearsquiteill,butI knowhehasgonetwomilesinthecountryforhismotherthisrawday;unlessheismorecarefulofhimselfhewillruinhisconstitution,whichisnoneofthebestnow。\" Mariaspokewithfeeling,andwithamannerthatplainlyshowedthatherordinarylevitywasassumed,andthatshehadatthebottom,muchbetterfeelingsthanthetriflingintercourseoftheworldwouldusuallypermithertoexhibit。Charlottedidnotreply,butherbrighteninglooksoncemorechangedtothatpensivesoftnesswhichsowellbecameherdelicatefeatures,andwhichgavetohercountenanceanexpressionsuchasmightbesupposedtoshadowthegloryofangels,when,fromtheirabodeofpurityandlove,theylookdownwithpityonthesorrowsofman。 ThequickglanceofDelafieldnotonlywatched,buteasilydetected,boththerapidtransitionsandthecharacteroftheseoppositeemotions。Underthesuddeninfluenceofpassions,thatprobablywillnotescapeourreaders,hecouldnotforbearuttering,inatoneinwhichpiquemighthavebeentooapparent。 \"Really,Mr。Mortonisahappyfellow!\" TheblueeyesofCharlottewereturnedtothespeakerwithalookofinnocentinquiry,butshecontinuedsilent。Maria,however,notonlybestowedaglanceattheyouthfromherlaughinghazelones,butfoundutteranceforhertonguealso。 \"Howso?\"sheasked——\"Heisnotofastrongconstitution,notimmenselyrich,noroverandabove——thatis,notparticularlyhandsome。Whyishesohappy?\" \"Ah!Ihavediscoveredthatamanmaybehappywithoutoneofthosequalifications。\" \"Andmiserablewhohasthemall?\" \"Nay,nay,MissOsgood,myexperiencedoesnotextendsofar——Iamnotquitethepuppyyouthinkme。\" Maria,inherturn,wassilent;butshearosefromherseat,andmovedwithanabsentairtoadistantpartoftheroom,andforashorttimeseemedtobeparticularlyoccupiedinexaminingthebeautiesofaport-folioofprints,witheveryoneofwhichshewasperfectlyfamiliar。Theconversationwasresumedbyherfriend。 \"YouhavemortifiedMissOsgood,Mr。Delafield,\" saidCharlotte;\"sheistoogoodnaturedtojudgeanyonesoharshly。\" \"Ishergoodnature,inthisparticular,infectious?\" theyoungmanratherwhisperedthanutteredaloud——\"Doesherfriendfeelthesameindulgencefortheinfirmitiesofafrailnaturetowhichshereallyseemsherselfhardlytobelong?\" \"Youcomplimentme,Mr。Delafield,attheexpenseoftruth,ifitreallybeacomplimenttotellmethatIamnotagirl——afemale;forifIamnotawoman,Imustbesomethingworse。\" \"Youareanangel!\"saidDelafield,withuncontrollablefervour。 Charlottewasstartledbyhismannerandhiswords,andunconsciouslyturnedtoherfriend,asiftoseekherprotectingpresence;buttoherastonishment,shebeheldMariaintheactofclosingthedoorasshewasleavingtheroom。 \"Maria!\"shecried,\"whitherinsuchahurry?I expectedyoutopassthemorningwithme。\" \"Ishallseeyourmotherandreturn,\"repliedMissOsgood,closingthedoorsorapidlyastopreventfurtherremark。Thisshortspeech,however,gaveCharlottetimetoobservethechangethatsomethinghadproducedinthecountenanceofheroldcompanion,where,inplaceofthethoughtlessgaietythatusuallyshoneinherfeatures,wastobeseenanexpressionofpainfulmortification;andeventhehighglowthatyouthandhealthhadimpartedtohercheeks,wassupplantedbyadeath- likepaleness。DelafieldhadbeenendeavouringtoperusethecountenanceofMissHenlyinavainefforttodiscovertheeffectproducedbyhiswarmexclamation;andtheseobservations,whichweremadebythequickeyeoffriendship,entirelyescapedhisnotice。 \"Mariaisnotwell,Mr。Delafield,\"Charlottesaidhastily。\"IknowyourgoodnesswillexcusemewhileIfollowher。\" Theyoungmanbowedwithamortifiedair,andwassomewhatungraciouslybeginningtomakeapolitereply,whenthedooropenedashortspace,andthevoiceofMissOsgoodwasoncemoreheard,sayinginaforced,butlivelymanner—— \"Ineverwasbetterinmylife;IshallrunintoMrs。 Morton’sfortenminutes;letmefindyouhere,Mr。 Delafield,whenIreturn。\"Herfootstepwasheardtrippingalongthepassage,andinamomentafter,thestreetdoorofthehouseopenedandshut。 Charlotteperceivingthatherfriendwasdetermined,forsomeinexplicablereason,tobealone,quietlyresumedherseat。Hermusingairwassoonchangedtooneofsurprise,bythefollowingremarkofhercompanion: \"Youappear,MissHenley,\"hesaid,\"tobesensitivelyalivetotheailingsofallyouknowbutme。\" \"Ididnotknowthatyouwereill,Mr。Delafield! Really,sir,Inevermetwithanygentleman’slookswhichsobeliedhim,ifyouareotherwisethanbothwellandhappy。\" AsmuchexperienceasDelafieldpossessedinthetriflingmanoeuvresofmanagers,orperhapsinthemanifestationsoffeelingsthatareexhibitedbyevery-daypeople,hewasanabsolutenoviceintheemotionsofapure,simple,ingenuousfemaleheart。Hewasalivetothecomplimenttohisacknowledgedgoodlooks,conveyedinthisspeech,buthewasnotabletoappreciatethesingle- heartednessthatpromptedit。Perhapshishandsomefacewasasmuchilluminatedbytheconsciousnessofthisemotionasbythedeeperfeelingheactuallyexperienced,whilehereplied,—— \"Iamwell,orill,asyoudecree。MissHenley;itisimpossiblethatyoushouldliveintheworld,andbeseen,beknownasyouare,andmusthavebeenseenandknown,andnotlongsincelearnedthepoweryoupossessoverthehappinessofhundreds。\" ThoughCharlottewassimple,unsuspecting,pure,andextremelymodest,shewasfarfromdull——shewasnotnowtolearnthedifferencebetweenthelanguageofordinarytriflingandgeneralcompliment,andthattowhichshenowlistened,andwhich,howevervague,wasstillsoparticularastoinducehertoremainsilent。Thelooksandmanneroftheyouthfulfemale,atthatmoment,wouldhavebeenastudytothosewholovetodwellonthebetterandpurerbeingsofcreation。Shewassilent,aswehavealreadyremarked,becauseshecouldmakenoanswertoaspeechthateithermeanteverythingornothing。Theslighttingethatusuallywasseatedonhercheekspreadingoveritswholesurfacelikethefaintestglowofsunsetblending,bymellowdegrees,withthesurroundingclouds,washeightenedtorichness,andevendiffuseditselflikeareflection,acrossherpolishedforehead,becauseshebelievedshewasabouttolistentoadeclarationthatheryearsandhereducationunitedtotellherwasnevertoapproachfemaleearswithoutslightlytrespassingonthedelicacyofhersex。Hermildblueeyes,beamingwiththeglowonherface,roseandfellfromthecarpettothecountenanceofDelafield,butchieflydweltinopencharity,andpossiblyinanxiety,onhisown。Infact,therewasthrownaroundherwholeair,suchatouchofexquisiteandshrinkingdelicacy,soblendedwithfeelingbenevolence,andeventenderinterest,thatitwasnowonderthataman,handsometoperfection,young,intelligent,andrich,mistookherfeelings。 \"Pardonme,MissHenley,\"hecried,andtheapologywasunconsciouslypaidtothecommandingpurityanddignityofherair,\"ifIoversteptherulesofdecorum,andhastentodeclarethatwhichI knowyearsoftrialwouldhardlyjustifymysaying; butyourbeauty,yourgrace,your————your————whereshallIfindwordstoexpressit?——yourloveliness,yes,thatmeanseverything——yourlovelinesshasnotbeenseenwithimpunity。\" Thismighthavedoneverywellforasuddenandunprepareddeclaration;butbeingalittleindefinite,itfailedtoextractareply,hislistenergivingarespectful,and,attimes,aratherembarrassingattentiontowhathewastoadd。Afterashortpause,theyouth,whofoundwordsasheproceeded,andwithwhom,aswithallothers,thefirstspeechwasthemostdifficult,continued—— \"Ihaveknownyoubutashorttime,MissHenley; buttoseeyouonceistoseeyoualways。Yousmile,MissHenley,butgivemeleavetohopethattimeandassiduitywillenablemetobringyoutosuchastateoffeeling,thatinsomedegree,youmayknowhowtoappreciatemysensations。\" \"IfIsmile,Mr。Delafield,\"saidCharlotteinalowbutdistinctvoice,\"itisnotatyou,butatmyself。I,whohavebeenforseventeenyearsconstantlywithCharlotteHenley,findeachdaysomethingnewinher,nottoadmire,buttoreprehend。\"Shepausedamoment,andthenadded,smilingmostsweetlyasshespoke,\"Iwillnotaffecttomisunderstandyou,Mr。Delafield;yourlanguageisnotveryintelligible,butitissuchthatIamsureyouwouldnotusetomeifyouwerenotserious,anddidnotfeel,orratherthinkyoufeelwhatyouutter。\" \"ThinkIfeel?\"heechoed。\"Don’tIknowit?CanI bemistakeninmyownsentiments?Imaybemisledinyours——mayhaveflatteredmyselfwithbeingabletoaccomplishthatatsomedistantday,whichyourobduracymaydenyme,butinmyownfeelingsIcannotbemistaken。\" \"Notwheretheyaresoverynew;nay,donotstartsoeagerly——wheretheyMUSTbesoverynew。 Surelyyourfancyonlyleadsyoutosaysomuch,andto-morrow,ornextday,yourfancy,unlessencouragedbyyoutodwellonmyunworthyself,willleadyouelsewhere。\" \"Now,MissHenley,whatImostadmireinyourcharacterisitslovelyingenuousness,itssimplicity,itsHEART;andIwillownIdidnotexpectsuchananswertoaquestionput,likemine,insincerityandtruth。\" \"IfIhavefailedtoansweranyquestionyouhaveputtome,Mr。Delafield,itisbecauseIamunconsciousthananywasasked;andifIhavedisplayeddisengenuousness,wantofsimplicity,orwantoffeeling,ithasbeenunintentional,Idoassureyou;andonlyprovesthatIcanbeguiltyoferrors,withouttheirbeingdetectedbyonewhohasknownmesolongandsointimately。\" \"Myimpetuosityhasdeceivedmeanddistressedyou,\"saidDelafield——\"IwouldhavesaidthatIloveyouardently,passionately,andconstantly,andshallforeverloveyou。Ishouldhaveaskedyourpermissiontosayallthistoyourparents,toentreatthemtopermitmetoseeyouoften,toaddressyou;and,ifitwerenotimpossible,tohopethatintimetheywouldconsenttointrustmewiththeirgreatesttreasure,andthatyouwouldnotopposetheirdecree。\" \"Thisiscertainlyaskingmanyquestionsinabreath,\"saidCharlottesmiling,butwithouteitherironyortriumph;\"andwereitnotforthatword,breath,Ishouldexperiencesomeuneasinessatwhatyousay;Ifindgreatsatisfaction,Mr。 Delafield,inreflectingthatouracquaintanceisnotaweekold。\" \"Aweekistimeenoughtolearntoadoresuchabeingasyouare,MissHenley,thoughanagewouldnotsufficetodojusticetoyourmerits。Say,haveI yourpermissiontospeaktoyourfather?Idonotaskyouyettoreturnmyaffection——nay,IquestionifyoucaneverloveasIdo。\" \"Perhapsnot,\"saidCharlotte;\"Icanloveenoughtofeelagreatanddeepinterestinthosewhoaredeartome,butIneveryethaveexperiencedsuchemotions,asyoudescribe——Ibelieve,inthisparticular,youhaveformedajustopinionofme,Mr。Delafield;Isuspectsuchpassionsarenotinthecompassofmyfeelings。\" \"Theyare,theymustbe,MissHenley:allowmetoseeyouoften,tospeaktoyourfather,andatleasttohope——mayInothopethatintimeyouwilllearntothinkmeamantobetrustedwithyourhappinessasyourhusband?\" ThequietwhichhadgovernedthemannerofCharlotteduringthisdialogue,wassensiblyaffectedbythisappeal,andforashorttimesheappearedtoomuchembarrassedtoreply。Duringthisinterval,Delafieldgazedonher,indelight;forwiththesanguinefeelingsofyouth,heinterpretedeverysymptomofemotioninhisownfavour。 Finding,however,thatshewasdistressedforareply,herenewedhissuit—— \"ThoughIhaveknownyoubutafewdays,IfeelasifIhadknownyouforyears。Thereare,Ibelieve,MissHenley,spiritsintheworldwhocommunewitheachotherimperceptibly,whoseemformedforeachother,andwhoknowandloveeachotherasbyinstinct。\" \"Ihavenopretensionstobelongtothatclass,\" saidCharlotte;\"Imustknowwelltolovealittle,butItrustIfeelkindsentimentstothewholehumanrace。\" \"Ah,youdonotknowyourself。YouhavelivedallyourlifeintheneighbourhoodofthatMr。Mortonwhojustwentout,andyoufeelpityforhisillness。 Hedoesindeedlookveryill——butyouhaveyettolearnwhatitistolove。Iaskthehighfavourofbeingpermittedtoattempttheofficeof——of——of——\" \"Ofteachingme!\"saidCharlottewithasmile。\" {sic} \"No——thatwordistoopresumptuous——toocoarse——\" \"Hearme,Mr。Delafield,\"saidMissHenleyafterashortpause,duringwhichsheseemedtohaveexperiencedsomedeepandperhapspainfulemotions——\"Icannotundertaketogiveyouareasonformyconduct——verypossiblyIhavenogoodone; butIfeelthatIshouldbedoingyouinjusticebyencouragingwhatyouarepleasedtocallhopes——I wishtobeunderstoodnow,assayingthatIcannotconsenttoyourexpectingthatIshouldeverbecomeyourwife。\" Delafieldwascertainlyastonishedatthisrefusal,whichwasgiveninthatstill,decidedmannerthatadmitsoflittleopposition。Hehadlongbeenaccustomedtoapprehendasuddenacceptance,andhadbeeninthehabitofstrictlyguardingbothhismannerandhislanguage,lestsomethingthathedidorsaidmightjustifyexpectationsthatwouldhavebeenoutofhispowertofulfil;butnow,when,forthefirsttime,hehadventuredadirectoffer,hemetwitharejectionthatpossessedallthecharacteristicsofsincerity,hewas,intruth,utterlyastounded。Aftertakingasufficienttimetocollectinsomedegreehisfaculties,hecametotheconclusionthathehadbeentooprecipitate,andhadurgedthesuittoofar,andtoohastily。 \"Suchmaybeyoursentimentsnow,MissHenley,\" hesaid,\"butyoumayalterthemintime:youarenotcalledonforadefiniteanswer。\" \"Ifnotbyyou,Iambytruth,Mr。Delafield。Itwouldbewrongtoleadyoutoexpectwhatcannever——\" \"Never?\"saidDelafield——\"youcannotspeaksodecidedly。\" \"Ido,indeedIdo,\"returnedCharlottefirmly。 \"Ihavenotdeceivedmyselfinbelievingyoutobedisengaged,MissHenley?\" \"Youhavearighttorequireadefiniteanswertoyourquestions,Mr。Delafield;butyouhavenorighttoexactmyreasonsfordecliningyourveryflatteringoffer——Iamyoung,veryyoung——butIknowwhatisduetomyselfandtomysex——\" \"Byheavens!mysuspicionistrue——youarealreadybetrothed!\" \"ItwouldbeeasytosayNOtothatassertion,sir,\" addedCharlotte,rising;\"butyourrighttoareasoninamatterwhereinclinationissomaterial,isexactlythesameasmyrightwouldbetoaskyouwhyyoudidnotaddressme。Ithankyouforthepreferenceyouhaveshownme,Mr。Delafield。I havenotsolittleofthewomanaboutme,nottorememberitalwayswithgratitude;butItellyouplainlyandfirmly,foritisnecessarythatIshoulddoso——Inevercanconsenttoreceiveyourproposals。\" \"Iunderstandyou,madam——Iunderstandyou,\"saidtheyoungmanwithanoffendedair;\"youwishmyabsence——nay,MissHenley,hearmefurther。\" \"Nofurther,Mr。Delafield,\"interruptedCharlotte,advancingtohimwithakind,butunembarrassedair,andofferingherhand——\"wepartfriendsatleast; butIthink,nowweknoweachother’ssentiments,wehadbetterseparate。\" Thegentlemanseizedthehandsheoffered,andkisseditmorewiththeairofalover,thanofanoffendedman,andlefttheroom。Afewminutesafterhehadgone,MissOsgoodre-appeared。 CHAPTERIV。 NOTWITHSTANDINGtheearnestinjunctionthatMariahadgiventoMr。Delafieldtocontinuewhereshelefthim,untilherreturn,sheexpressednosurpriseatnotfindinghimintheroom。Thecountenanceofthisyoungladyexhibitedadrollmixtureofplayfulmirthandsadness;sheglancedhereyesoncearoundtheapartment,andperceivingitwasoccupiedonlybyherfriend,shesaid,laughing—— \"Well,Charlotte,whenisittobe?IthinkIretiredinverygoodseason。\" \"Perhapsyoudid,Maria,\"returnedtheother,withoutraisingherfacefromthereflectingattitudeinwhichshestood——\"Ibelieveitisallverywell。\" \"Well!youlittlephilosopher——Ishouldthinkitwasexcellent——that——thatis——ifIwereinyourplace。I suspectedthisfromthemomentyoumet。\" \"Whathaveyoususpected,Maria?——whatisityouimaginehasoccurred?\" \"What!whySeymourDelafieldhasbeenstammering——thenhelookeddoleful——thenhesighed——thenhehemmed——thenhesaidyouwereanangel——nay,youneednotlookprudish,andaffecttodenyit;hegotasfarasthatbeforeIlefttheroom——thenheturnedtoseeifIwerenotcomingbackagaintosurprisehim——thenhefellonhisknees——thenhestretchedouthishandsomehand—— itistoohandsomeforaman’shand!——andsaidtakeit,takeme,takemyname,andtakemythreehundredthousanddollars!——Nowdon’tdenyasyllableofittillItellyouranswer。\" Charlottesmiled,andtakingherwork,quietlyseatedherselfathertablebeforeshereplied—— \"YougothroughCupid’sexercisesodexterously,Maria,oneisledtosuspectyouhaveseensomeservice。\" \"Notundersuchanofficer,girl!Ah!ColonelDelafield,orGeneral——no,FieldMarshalDelafield,isanofficerthatmightteach\"——asMissOsgoodspokewithshortinterruptionsbetweenherepithets,asifinsearchofproperterms,shedweltamomentonthelastwordinsuchamannerastogiveitaparticularemphasis——Charlottestarted,moreperhapsfromthemannerthantheexpression,andturningherglowingfacetowardsherfriend,shecriedinvoluntarily—— \"Isitpossiblethatyoucouldhaveoverheard——\" \"What?\" \"Nothing——whatnonsense!\" \"Letmetellyou,MissPrude,itisinsuchnonsense,however,thatthehappinessormiseryofuspoorsportsoffortune,calledwomen,inagreatmeasurebloomsorfades——nowthatIcallpoetical!——butforyouranswer:firstyousaid——indeed,Mr。Delafield,thisisSOunexpected——-thoughyouknewwellenoughwhatwascoming——thenyoublushedasyoudidalittlewhileago,andsaidIamsoyoung——I—— ambutpoorseventeen——thenhesworeyouwereseventy——no,no,——buthesaidyouareoldenoughtobehisrulingstar——hisdestiny——hisidol——hisobjectofWORSHIP——ha!Idohittherightepithetnowandthen。Well——thenyousaidyouhadparents,asifthepoormandidnotknowthatalready,andthattheymustbeconsulted;andhedesiredyoutoaskthewholecity——hedefiedthemalltosayaughtagainsthim——hewasregularatchurch——subscribedtothewidow’ssociety,andtheassembly;andinshort,wascalleda’good’youngman,eveninWall- street。\" \"Allthisisveryamusing,Maria——but——\" \"Itisallverytrue。Thenhewaspressing,andyouwerecoy,untilfinallyheextortedyourdefinitiveanswer,whichwas——\"Mariapaused,andseemedtobeintenselystudyingthelooksoftheother——MissHenleysmiledassheturnedherplacid,ingenuousfeaturestohergaze,andcontinuedtheconversationbyrepeating,\"Whichwas?\" \"NO;irretrievable——unanswerable——unalterableNO。\" \"Ihavenotauthorizedyoutosuspectanypartofthisrhapsodytobetrue——Ihavenotsaidyouwererightinasingleparticular。\" \"Excuseme,MissHenley,youhavesaidall,andSeymourDelafieldtoldmethesameaswepassedeachotheratthestreetdoor。\" \"Isitpossible!\" \"Itcouldnotbeotherwise。Hismouthwasshut,itistrue,andhistonguemighthavebeeninhispocket,foranythingIknow:buthiseyesandhishead,hiswalk,andevenhisnoseweredowncast,andspokemortification。Ontheotherhand,yourlittlebodylooksaninchhigher,youreyeslookresolute,asmuchastosay,’Avaunt,falseone! yourwholeappearanceisthatofdetermineddenial,mingled——\" \"Mingledwithwhat,trifler?\" \"Mingledwithalittlesecret,woman’spride,thatyouhavehadanopportunityofshowingyourabsolutecharacter。\" \"Youknowthesefeelingsfromexperience,doyou?\" \"Nochild,myverynatureischarity;iftherequesthadbeenmadetome,Ishouldhavesentthedespondingyouthtomyfather,andifherefused,tomymother——\" \"Andifsherefused?\" \"WhythenIshouldhavesaid,twonegativesmakeanaffirmative。\" Charlottelaughed,andinthismannertheseriousexplanationwhich,betweenfriendssointimatemighthavebeenexpected,wasavoided。Maria,atthesametime,thatshefellandmanifestedadeepinterestintheTETE-A-TETEthatshehadpromoted,alwaysavoidedanythinglikeagraveexplanation,andwehavefailedingivingthedesiredviewofthecharacterofMissHenley,ifourreadersdeemitprobablethatshewouldevertouchonthesubjectvoluntarily。 Thewinterpassedbyintheordinarymannerinwhichotherwinterspassinthisclimate,beingamixtureofmild,delightfuldays,clearsky,andinvigoratingsun,andofintense,cold,rawwinds,andsnowstorms。ThetwolatterseemedtotrytheconstitutionofpoorGeorgeMortontotheutmost。 Theseverecoldthathetookinhischaritableexcursionlingeredabouthimthroughthecoldmonths,andbeforethegenialwarmthofMayoccurredtorelievehim,hisphysicianspronouncedthathislungswereirremediablyaffected。Duringtheperiodofdoubtandapprehensionwhichprecededtheannunciationofthisopinion,andofdistressandagonywhichsucceededit,thefamilyofMr。Henleywarmlysympathizedinthefeelingsoftheirneighbours。ThelongintimacythathadexistedbetweenGeorgeandCharlotteandtheirparents,removedallsuperfluousforms,andthelatterpassedagreatdealofhertimewithMrs。 Morton,orbythesideoftheinvalid。Herpresencegavehimsuchmanifestandlivelypleasure,thatitwouldhavebeencrueltohavedeniedhimwhattheotherappearedtograntspontaneously。CharlottehadgraduallywithdrawnherselffromsocietyastheillnessofGeorgeincreased,andhisdangerbecamemoreapparent;andattheexpirationofthemonthofApril,shewasseldomvisibletothosewhoarecalledtheworld,withtheexceptionoftheimmediateconnexionsofherfamily,andherfriendMaria0sgood。InthebeginningofMaybothMr。 Mortonandhisneighbourwithdrewtotheircountryhouses,andthustheretirementfromtheworldandtheintercoursebetweenthetwofamiliesbecamemorecomplete。 DelafieldhadmadeoneortwoeffortstorenewhisaddressestoCharlotte,butfindingthemineveryinstancefirmly,thoughmildlyrejected,heendeavouredtodiscoversuchimperfectionsintheobjectofhisregardasmightjustifyhimindislikingher。Themorehereflectedonherconduct,however,themorehebecamesensibleoftheproprietyandsimplicityofherdeportment;andhadnottheimpressionshehadmadeontheyoungmanproceededratherfromtheeffectonhisfancy,thanfromhavingtouchedhisheart,theconsequencesofhisconvictionofherpurityandtruthmighthavebeenmorelastinganddeplorable。Asitwas,hisheatedimaginationgraduallyceasedtoglowwiththebeautiesofanimagethatwas,howeverperfectinitself,extravagantlycolouredbyhisownyouthfulimagination,andintime,ifhethoughtatallofCharlotteHenley,hethoughtofherasabeautifulobject,itistrue,butasofonethatbroughtsomewhatmortifyingreflectionsalongwithit。Thismightnothavebeenmanlyorgenerous,perhaps,butwebelieveitisthemannerinninecasesoutofteninwhichsuchsuddenemotionsexpire,especiallyiftheardouroftheyouthhasprecipitatedadeclarationthatthemorechastenedfeelingsofthedamselarenotyetpreparedtoreciprocate。WhiletheimageofCharlottewasstilllingeringinhismind,hewasinthehabitofvisitingMariaOsgoodalmostdaily,toaskquestionsabouther,andperhapswithasecretexpectationoftheirmeetingheratthehouseofherfriend。ThegaytriflingofMissOsgoodaidedgreatlybothincoolinghisspleenandremovinghismelancholy,tillinthecourseofamonthheevenproceededsofarastomakehertheconfidantofwhatshealreadyknew,thoughonlybyconjectureandinference。Delafieldatthistimewassourgent,andsecretlysodeterminedtoprevail,inorderthathisprideifnothisaffectionsmightbesoothed,thatinanunguardedmomentheinducedtheinconsiderateMariatobetray,wewillnotsaytheconfidenceofherfriend,butsuchfactsascouldonlyhavecometoherknowledgebytheintimacyofunaffectedassociation。IftherewereanythingtoextenuatethisbreachofdecorumbyMaria,itwasthemannerinwhichitwaseffected。MissOsgoodhadjustreturnedfromoneofherfrequentvisitstothevillaofMr。Henley,whenDelafieldmadehiscustomarymorningcall:theabsenceofMaria,andtheobjectofhervisit,hadbeenwellknowntohim,andasitwasatimewhenhebegantospeakofMissHenleywithoutmuchemotion,andbutlittlelove,hecouldnotavoidyieldingsofartohispiqueastoexpresshimselfasfollows: \"So,MissMaria,youhavejustreturnedfrompayinganothervisittoyourbeautifullittlefriendwithoutanyheart。\" \"Mylittlefriendwithoutanyheart!Ofwhomdoyouspeak?andwhatdoyoumean!\" \"IspeakofMissCharlotteHenley,thenun,——shewhohasallofheavenaboutherbutitslove——thatbrilliantcasketwithoutitsjewels——thatwoman—— yes,thatYOUNGwomanwithoutanyheart。\" \"Uponmyword,sir,thisisaveryprettypoemyouhavebeenreciting!butinmyopinion,yourconclusioniswrong。Assherefusedtogiveyouherheart,itisthemoreprobablethatshehasityetinthatbrilliantcasketyouspeakof——\" \"No——sheneverhadone。Shewantsthegreatestcharmthatnaturecangivetoawoman——awarm,grateful,andaffectionateheart。\" \"Andpray,sir,\"saidMaria,bendinghereyesinquisitivelytowardtheyouth,\"ifshewantit,whathasshedonewithit!\" \"Sheneverhadone,MissOsgood。Iwillgrantyouthatsheislovely,exquisitelylovely!pure,gentle,amiable,everyepithetyoumaywishtoapply,thatindicatesnothingbutacquiredexcellence:butastonaturalfeelings,sheisascoldasanicicle——inshortsheisdestituteofHEART——thethingofallothersI mostprizeinawoman,andforwhichIadmireyousomuch。\" Marialaughed,butshecolouredalso。Ithadlongbeenobvioustoherself,andtotheworldtoo,thatDelafieldsoughthersociety,nowthathewasnotadmittedatMr。Henley’s,muchmorethanthatofmyotheryoungwomaninthecity;butshethoughtthatshewellunderstoodthesecretreasonforthispreference,thoughtheworldmightnot。Howgratifyingthisspeechwastothefeelingsofthegaygirl,thesequelofourtalemustshow。Theyoungmanhoweverdidnotjudgehertoofavourably,whenhesupposedhertopossessthosekindredsensationsthatuniteuswithourfellow- beings,andhemighthaveaddedagooddealofgenerositytothecatalogueofhervirtues。Afterapauseofamomentshereplied—— \"IsupposeImustthankyou,Delafield,fortheprettycomplimentyouhavejustpaidme,butIamsounusedtothissortofthing,thatIreallyfeelasbashfulassweetfifteen,thoughIamatmaturetwenty。\" \"ThatisbecauseyouDOfeel,MissOsgood;ImighthavesaidasmuchtoCharlotteHenleywithoutexcitingtheleastemotioninher,orofevenbringingonetingeofthatbrightblushoverherfeatureswhichmakesyoulooksohandsome。\" \"Mercy!mercy!havemercy,Ientreatyou,\"criedMaria,avertingherface,\"orIshallsoonbeasredasthecook。ButIcannot,Iwillnotconsenttohearmyfriendtraducedinsuchamanner;sofarfromwantingfeeling,CharlotteHenleyisallheart。Touseyourownlanguage,\"sheadded,turninghereyestowardshimarchly,\"itisforherheartthatI mostloveher。\" \"Youdeceiveyourself。Earlyattachment,andlongassociation,andyourowngenerous,warmfeelingsdeceiveyou。Sheisaccustomedtoshowgentleandkindcivilitiestoallaroundher,andyoumistakehabitforaffection。\" \"Sheisaccustomedtodoallthat,Iown;buttodoitinamannerthataddstoitsvaluebyhersimpleunaffectedfeelings。Sheisnot,Imustacknowledge,likecertainpeopleofmyacquaintance,abundleoftindertotakefireateverysparkthatapproaches,butshelovesallsheshouldlove,andIfearshelovesonetoowellthatsheshouldnotlove。\" \"Loveonethatsheshouldnotlove?\"criedDelafield:\"what,isherheartthenengagedtoanother!IsitpossiblethatMissHenley,thecold,prudishMissHenley,canindulgeanimproperattachmentafterall?\" \"Mr。Delafield,\"saidMissOsgood,gravely,\"IamnotapttobetraywhatIoughttoconceal,althoughIamthegiddycreaturethatIseem。ButIhavespokenunguardedly,andmustexplain:inthefirstplace,IwouldnothaveyousupposethatCharlotteHenleyandItalkofourheartsandourloverstoeachother,liketwogirlsataboardingschool。IfI knowthatshehassuchathingasaheartatall,itisnotfromherselfbutfrommyownobservation; andasforlovers,thoughshemayhavehaddozensforanythingIknow,toMEtheyareabsolutelystrangers。——Don’tinterruptme,Iamnotbeggingone。AfterthisexplanationIwillsay,trusting,Delafieldentirelyinyourhonour,whichIdobelieveyoutopossessinahigh——\" \"Youmay——youmay,\"interruptedtheyoungmaneagerly:\"Iwillneverbetrayyourconfidence——youmighttrustyourselftomyhonourandgoodfaith——\" \"Iwishyouwouldnotbebringingyourselfandmyselfconstantlyintotheconversation,\"saidthelady,compressingherlipstoconcealasmile;\"wearetalkingofCharlotteHenley,andofheronly。ShewasbroughtupinthedailyhabitofseeingmuchofGeorgeMorton,who,Ibelieve,evenyouwillownhasaheart,foritwillcosthimhislife。\" \"Hislife!\" \"Ifearso;nay,itiswithouthope。Thecoldhetookincarryingthepoorsufferertothehospitallastwinterhasthrownhimintoadecline。IdobelievethatCharlotteHenleyisfondofhim;butmind,Idonotsaythatsheisinlove——ifappearstobelessofpassionthanofintenseaffection。\" \"Yes,suchasshewouldfeelforabrother。\" \"Shehasnobrother。Idonotintendtodefinethepassions:butIdobelievethatifheweretoliveandofferhimself,shewouldmarryhim,andmakehimsuchawifeasanymanmightenvy。\" \"What!doyouthinksheloveshimunasked,andyetrefusemewhobeggedherhandlikeherslave。\" \"Itisnotunasked;hehasknownherallherlife—— hasevershownapreferenceforher——hasbeenkindtoherandtoallothersinherpresence——hehaslonganticipatedherwishes,intrifles,and——and——inshort,hehasdonejustwhatheoughttodo,togainherlove。\" \"ThenyouthinkIerredinthemannerinwhichI mademyadvances?\" \"Youradvances,asyoucallthem,wouldhavesucceededwithninegirlsinten,thoughnotwithMissHenley——besides,youaretoolate。\" \"Certainlynottoolatewhennodeclarationhadbeenmadebyanyother。\" \"Iamnotabouttodiscusstheproprietiesofcourtshipwithyou,Mr。Delafield,\"criedMaria,laughingandrisingfromherchair。\"Come,letuswalk;itisasintoshutourselvesuponsuchamorning。Thesubjectmustnowhechangedandthescenetoo。\" Heacceptedherchallenge,andtheyproceededthroughthestreetstogether;butsheevadedeverysubsequentattempthemadetorenewthediscourse。Perhapsshefeltthatshehadgonetoofar——perhapstherewassomethinginitthatwaspainfultoherownfeelings。 Theexplanation,however,hadagreattendencytodestroytheremainsofwhatDelafieldmistookforlove。InsteadofhavinghisaffectionsseriouslyengagedinashortintercoursewithMissHenley,ourreadersmayeasilyperceivethatitwasnothingbuthisimaginationthatwasexcited,andwhichhadkepthisbrainfilledwithimagesstillmorelovelythantheoriginal:butnowthatthewanfeaturesofGeorgeMortonwereconstantlybroughtintothepicturebythesideofthedeityhehadworshipped,thecontemplationofthesefanciedbeautiesbecomehourlylesspleasant,andinashorttimeheceasedtodwellonthesubjectaltogether。 Aconsequence,however,grewoutofhisshort-livedinclination,thatwasasunlookedforbyhimselfasbytheothersinterestedintheresult。HebecamesomuchaccustomedtothesocietyofMariaOsgood,thatatlengthhefellitwasnecessarytohiscomfort。Tothesurpriseofthewholecity,thehandsome,rich,witty,andaccomplishedMr。 SeymourDelafielddeclaredhimselfinformbeforethespringhadexpiredtooneoftheplaindaughtersofMr。Osgood,amanwithalargefamily,andbutlittlemoney。Mariahadadifficulttasktoconcealthepleasureshefelt,asshelistenedto,notthepassionatedeclarationofheradmirer,buttohiswarmsolicitationthatshewoulduniteherdestiniestohisown。Shedidconcealit,however,andwouldonlyconsenttoreceivehisvisitsforatime,ontheconditionthathewasnottoconsiderherasatallengagedbythepermission。 CHAPTERV。 WHILEsuchhappyprospectswereopeningonthefuturelifeofherfriend,thetimeofCharlotteHenleywasverydifferentlyoccupiedinthecountry。 Thereis,however,atendencyinyouthtorisewitheventsthatdoesnotreadilyadmitofdepression,andthedisorderofGeorgeMortonwasoneofallothersthemostflatteringwhennearitsclose。Eventhemorematureexperienceofhisparentswasmisledbythedeceptivesymptomsthathiscomplaintassumedinthecommencementofsummer。Theywhosofondlyhopedtheresult,begantobelievethatyouthandtheblandairsofJunewereovercomingtheinexorableenemy。Thatthestrengthoftheyoungmanlessenedwitheverysucceedingday,wasaneventtobeexpectedfromhislowdietandprotractedconfinement;buthisbrighteningeyes,andtheflittingcolourthatwouldattimesaddtotheirfieryradiance,broughttotheyouthfulCharlottethemostheartfelt,thoughsecret,rapture。Thisstatebetweenrevivinghopeandmomentarydespondencyhadprevailedforseveralweeks,whentheaffectionategirlenteredanapartmentthatcommunicatedwithGeorge’sownroom,whereshefoundtheinvalidrecliningonasetteeapparentlydeeplycommuningwithhimself。 Hewasalone;andhisappearance,aswellastheheavensandtheearth,unitedtoencouragethesanguineexpectationofthepureheartthatthrobbedsoardentlywhenitsownerwitnessedanyfavourablechangeinthecountenanceoftheyoungman。Thewindowswereraised,andthebalmyairofaJunemorningplayedthroughtheapartment,lendinginrealityanelasticvigourtothedecayingorgansofthesickyouth。Thetingeinhischeekswasheightenedbythemellowglowofthesun’sraysastheyshonethroughthemediumoftherose- colouredcurtainsofthewindow,andCharlottethoughtsheoncemorebeheldthereturningcolourofhealthwhereithadbeensolongabsent。 \"Howmuchbetteryouappearthismorning,George,\"shecried,inavoicewhosemelodywasevenheightenedbyitsgaiety。\"Weshallsoonhaveyouamongusoncemore,andthen,heedlessone,bewarehowyoutrifleagainwiththatbestofheaven’sgifts,yourhealth。Oh,thisisablessedclimate!oursummeratoneswithitsmildnessforthedrearinessandperilsofourwinter;ithasevengivenmeacolour,pale-faceasIam——Icanfeelitburnonmycheek。\" Heraisedhisheadfromitsmusingpositionatthefirstsoundsofhervoice,andsmiledfaintly,andwithanexpressionofanguish,assheproceeded; butwhenshehadended,andtakenherseatnearhim,stillkeepinghereyesonhisvaryingcountenance,hetookherhandintohisownbeforehereplied。Agooddealsurprisedathismanner,andatthisact,whichexceededtheusualfamiliarityofeventheiraffectionateintercourse,thecolour,ofwhichMissHenleyhadbeensoplayfullyboasting,changedonceortwicewithrapidtransitions。 \"SeemIsowell,dearCharlotte?\"heatlengthsaidinalow,tremulous,andhollowvoice,\"seemIsowell?Ibelieveyouareright,andthatIshallshortlybebetter——muchbetter。\" \"Whatmeanyou,George?feelyouanyworse?haveIdisturbedyouwithmypresenceandmythoughtlessgaiety?\" Theyoungmansmiledagain,buttheexpressionofhisfacewasnolongermingledwithalookofanguish;itwasakindbenevolentgleamofgratitudeandaffectionwhichcrossedhisghastlyfeatures,likearayofsunshineenliveningthegloomofadayinwinter。 \"Youdisturbme,Charlotte!\"heanswered,hisveryvoicetremblingasifinsympathywithhisframe:\"I dobelievebutforyouIshouldhavebeenlongsinceinmygrave。\" \"No,no,George,thisistoomelancholyathemeforusbothjustnow;letustalkofyourreturninghealth。\" Hepressedherhandtohisheartbeforehereplied—— \"Myhealthwillneverreturn;Iamlosttothisworld; andinfactatthismomentIproperlybelongtoanotherinmybody:wouldtoGodthatIwaspurelysoinfeelingsalso。\" \"Surely,George,youarealarmingyourselfunnecessarily。\" \"Iamnotalarmed,\"hereplied;\"Ihavetoolongforeseenthisevent,tofeelalarmedatmyapproachingdissolution——no,forthat,blessedbemyGodandmyRedeemer,Iaminsomedegreeprepared;butIfeelitimpossibletoshakeoffthefeelingsofthislifewhilethepulsecontinuestobeat,andyettheemotionsInowexperiencemustbeinsomemeasurealliedtoheaven;theyarenotimpure,theyarenotselfish;nothingcanpartakeofeither,dearCharlotte,whereyourimageisconnectedwiththethoughtsofafutureworld。\" \"Oh,George!talknotsogloomily,socruelly,thismorning——yourwholecountenancecontradictsyourmelancholyspeech,andyouarebetter——indeedyouare;——youmustbebetter。\" \"Yes,Iambetter,Iamnearlywell,\"returnedtheyouth,pausingamoment,whileastruggleofthemostpainfulinterestseemedtoengrosshisthoughts。Asitpassedaway,hedrewhishandfeeblyacrosshisclammybrow,and,smilingfaintly,resumedhisspeech,——\"onthebrinkofthegrave,atamomentwhenallthoughtsofmemustbeconnectedwiththeimageofdeath,therecannolongerbeanynecessityforsilence。Youhavebeenkindtous,dearMissHenley,asyouarekindtoall; buttomeyoursympathyhasbeentreblydear,forithasbroughtwithitaconsolationandpleasurethatyoubutlittleimagine。\" MissHenleyraisedhertearfuleyesfromthefloortohiswanfeatures,thatnowappearedilluminedwithmorethanhumanfires,andherpalelipsquivered,buthervoicewasinaudible。 \"Yes,Charlotte,Imaynowspeakwithoutinjustice,orthefearofbeingselfish:Ihavelonglovedyou—— howtenderly,howpurely,nonecaneverknow;butcouldI,withacertaintyofmyfatebeforemyeyes,withtheknowledgethatmydayswerenumbered,andthatthesunofmylifecouldneverreachitsmeridian,wooyoutomylove,tomakeyoumiserable!No,dearest!yourgentleheartwillmournthebrotherandthefriendtoomuchforitsownpeace;itneedednotthestingofastrongergrief。\" \"George,George,\"sobbedtheconvulsedgirl,\"thinknotofme;speaknotofme——ifitcancheeryouatsuchamomenttoknowhowmuchyouarevaluedbyme,nocoldreserveshallbefoundonmypart。\" Theyoungmanstarted,andfastenedhiseyesonherfacewithanindefinablelookofdelightmingledwithsorrow。 \"Charlotte!\"heexclaimed,\"doIheararight?amI somiserable!amIsohappy!repeatthosewords—— quick——myeyesgrowdim——mysensesdeceiveme。\" \"Live,GeorgeMorton,\"saidCharlottefirmly:\"youarebetter——yourwholefacebespeaksit;andifthetendercareofanaffectionatewifecanpreserveyourhealth,youshalllongliveablessingtoallwholoveyou。\" AsCharlotteuttered,thusingenuously,herpureattachment,theyouthextendedhishandtowardsherblindly。Shegavehimherown,whichhedrewtohisheart,andfoldedtohisbosomwithawarmpressureforaninstant,whenhisholdrelaxed,hisformdroppingbackwardonthesofa,andinthatattitudeheexpiredwithoutastruggle。 Weshallnotdwellonthemelancholyscenethatfollowed。AtthefuneralofGeorgeMortonMissHenleywasnottobeseen,norwasitgenerallyunderstoodthattheyoungpeoplehadbeenconnectedintheclosesttiesoffeeling。Shemadenodisplayofhergriefinherdress,unlesstheslighttestimonialsofafewbrightribbandsonthevirginwhiteofherrobecouldbecalledsuch,andtherumourthatwasatfirstpropagatedoftheirbeingengagedtoeachotherwasdiscredited,becausethetracesofsorrowwerenotparticularlyvisibleintheattireofMissHenley。Whentheseasonofgaietyreturned,sheappearedasusualinherplaceinsociety。Thoughhercheekswereseldomenrichedwiththefaintglowthatoncerenderedhersobeautiful,andshewaslessdazzlinginherappearance,yet,ifpossible,shewasmorelovelyandattractive。Inthecourseofthewinter,severalgentlemenapproachedherwiththeevidentintentionofofferingtheirhands。Theiradvanceswerereceivedwithgreaturbanity,butinmostinstanceswiththatunembarrassedmannerthatisfataltohope。Oneofheradmirers,however,perseveredsofarastosolicitherhand:thedenialwasmild,butresolute;likemostyoungmenwhothinktheirhappinessdependentonalady’ssmile,hewishedtoknowifhehadasuccessfulrival。Hewasassuredhehadnot。HiscuriosityevenwentsofarastoinquireifMissHenleyhadabjuredmatrimony。Theanswerwasasimple,unaffectednegative。Amazedathisownwantofsuccess,theyouththenintimatedhisintentionofmakingafutureapplicationforherfavour。 Inthemeantime,SeymourDelafield,aftercastingonelonging,lingeringlookatMissHenley,becamethehusbandofherfriend,andmadethefourteenthintheprolificfamilyoftheOsgoods,wherehiswealthwasnotlessagreeabletotheparents,thanhispersontothedaughter。 Manyyearshaverolledbysincetheoccurrenceoftheseevents,andMissHenleycontinuesthesameineverythingbutappearance。Thefreshnessofherbeautyhasgivenplacetoalookofintelligence。 anddelicacythatseemsgraduallyfittingherforherlastandmostimportantchange。ThenameofGeorgeMortonisneverheardtopassherlips。Mrs。 Delafielddeclaresittobeasubjectthatsheneverdarestoapproach,norinherrepeatedrefusalsofmatrimonialoffershasCharlotteeverbeenknowntoalludetothedesolationofherownheart。Herfatherisdead;buttohermotherMissHenleyhasinagreatmeasuresuppliedhisloss。Withherfriendssheisalwayscheerful,andapparentlyhappy,thoughtheinnocentgaietyofherchildhoodissensiblychecked,andtherearemomentsthatbetraytheexistenceofagriefthatisonlythemoredurable,becauseitislessviolent。Inshort,shelivesapatternforhersex,unfetteredbyanyromanticandfoolishpledges,dischargingallthenaturaldutiesofheryearsandstationinanexemplarymanner,butunwillingtoincuranynewones,becauseshehasbutoneheart,andthatwaslongsincegivenwithitspurity,sincerity,andtruth,tohimwhoisdead,andcanneverbecomethepropertyofanother。 WhenCharlotteHenleydies,althoughshemaynothavefulfilledoneoftheprincipalobjectsofherbeing,bybecomingamother,herexamplewillsurviveher;andthosewhostudyhercharacterandintegrityoffeeling,willfindenoughtoteachthemwhatpropertiesarethemostvaluableinformingthatsacredcharacter——whileherownsexcanlearnthat,thoughinthecaseofMissHenley,Providencehasdeniedthefullexerciseofherexcellences,ithasatthesametimerenderedherastrikinginstanceoffemaledignity,byexhibitingtotheworldthedifferencebetweenaffectionandcaprice,andbyshewinghowmuchimaginationisinferiortoHeart。