第3章

类别:其他 作者:Ralph Parlette字数:22917更新时间:19/01/03 16:16:39
Iamanxiouslyawaitingtheresults。Iamhopingthattheboysandgirlswhocomeoutincase-lotsfromthesehugeschoolplantswillnotberowsoflithographedcansontheshelvesoflife。Iamhopingtheywillnotbeshornoftheirindividuality,butwillhaveitstimulatedandunfettered。Iamanxiousthattheybenotveneeredbutinspired,notdenaturedbutdiscovered。 Allthisschoolmachineryisonlymachinery。Backofitmustbemen——greatmen。Iamanxiousthatthemodernschoolhavethemodernequipmentdemandedtoservethepresentage。ButIammoreanxiousthateachstudentcomeinvitaltouchwithgreatmen。Wegetlifefromlife,notfromlaboratories,andwehavelifemoreabundantlyasourlivestouchgreaterlives。 Aschoolisvastlymorethanmachinery,methods,microscopesandmillions。 Manyasmallschoolstrugglingtolivethinksthatallitneedsisendowment,whenthefactisthatitsstruggleforexistenceandthespiritofitsteachersareitsgreatestendowment。Andsometimeswhenthemoneyendowmentcomesthespiritualendowmentgoesinfattydegeneration。Someschoolsseemtohavebeenvisitedbycalamitiesinthefinancialprosperitythathasengulfedthem。 Canwekeepmenbeforemillions,andkeepouridealsuntaintedbyfoundations?Thatisthequestiontheageisasking。 YouandIareverymuchinterestedintheanswer。 ChapterVII TheSalvationofa\"Sucker\" TheFiddleandtheTuningHOWlongittakestolearnthings!IthinkIwasthirty-fouryearslearningonesentence,\"Youcan’tgetsomethingfornothing。\"I havenotyetlearnedit。EveryfewdaysIstumbleoveritsomewhere。 Forthatsentenceuttersoneofthefundamentalsoflifethatunderlieseveryfieldofactivity。 Whatisknowing? Onedayamanufacturertookmethruhisfactorywherehemakesfiddles。Notviolins——fiddles。 Aviolinisonlyafiddlewithacollegeeducation。 IhavehadthefeelingeversincethatyouandIcomeintothisworldlikethefiddlecomesfromthefactory。Wehaveabodyandaneck。Thatisaboutallthereiseithertousortothefiddle。Weareempty。Wehavenostrings。Wehavenobow——yet! Whenthehumanfiddlesareaboutsixyearsoldtheygointotheprimaryschoolsandupthruthegrammargrades,andgetthefirststring——thelittleEstring。Thetroubleissomanyofthesehumanfiddlesthinktheyareanorchestrarightaway。Theywanttoquitschoolandgofiddlingthrulifeonthisonestring! Wemustshowtheselittlefiddlestheymustgobackintoschoolandgoupthruallthedepartmentsandinstitutionsnecessarytogivethemthefullcomplementofstringsfortheirlifesymphonies。 Afterallthistherecomesthecommencement,andtheviolincomesforthwiththeE,A,DandGstringsallinplace。Educatednow? Whyisaviolin?Towearstrings?Gussiegotthatfarandgavealotofdiscord。Theviolinistogivemusic。 Sothereismuchyettodoaftergettingthestrings。Allthebookandcollegecandoistogivethestrings——thetools。Afterthattheviolinmustgointothegreattuningschooloflife。Herethepegsareturnedandthestringsareputintune。Themusicistheknowing。Learningistuning。 Youdonotknowwhatyouhavememorized,youknowwhatyouhavevitalized,whatyouhavewritteninthebookofexperience。 Gussiesays,\"Ihavereaditinabook。\"BillWhackemsays,\"I know!\" ReadingandKnowingAllofusareChristopherColumbuses,discoveringthesamenew-oldcontinentsofTruth。Thatisthetruehappinessoflife——discoveringTruth。Wereadthingsinabookandhaveahazyideaofthem。Wehearthepreacheruttertruthsandwesaywithlittlefeeling,\"Yes,thatisso。\"Wehearthegreattruthsoflifeoverandoverandwearenotexcited。Truthneverexcites——itisfalsehoodthatexcites——untilwediscoveritinourlives。Untilweseeitwithourowneyes。Thenthereisathrill。Thentheoldtruthbecomesanewblessing。Thentheoldest,driestplatitudecrystallizesintoaflashingjeweltodelightandenrichourconsciousness。Thisjoyofdiscoveryisthejoyofliving。 Thereissuchadifferencebetweenreadingathingandknowingathing。Wecouldreadathousanddescriptionsofthesunandnotknowthesunasinoneglimpseofitwithourowneyes。 Iusedtostandintherowofblessedlittlerascalsinthe\"deestrick\"schoolandreadfromMcGuffey’scelebratedliterature,\"If——I-p-p-play——with——the——f-f-f-i-i-i-i-r-r-e——I——will——g-e-e-et——my-y-y-y-y——f-f-f-f——ingers——bur-r-r-rned——period!\" Ididnotlearnit。IwishIhadlearnedbyreadingitthatifI playwiththefireIwillgetmyfingersburned。Ihadtoslapmyhandsuponhotstovesandcoffee-pots,andhadtogetmanykindsofblistersinordertolearnit。 ThenIhadtogoaroundshowingtheblisters,boringmyfriendsandtakingupacollectionofsympathy。\"Lookatmybadluck!\"Fool! Thisisnotalecture。Itisaconfession!ItseemstomeifyouintheaudienceknewhowlittleIknow,youwouldn’tstay。 \"YouCan’tGetSomethingforNothing\" Yes,Iwasthirty-fouryearslearningthatonesentence。\"Youcan’tgetsomethingfornothing。\"Thatis,gettingitinpartialtune。IttookmesolongbecauseIwasnaturallybright。Ittakesthatkindlongerthanahumanbeing。Theyaresosmartyoucannotteachthemwithafewbumps。Theyhavetobepulverized。 ThatsentencetakesmebacktothedayswhenIwasa\"hiredman\"onthefarm。YoumightnotthinkIhadeverbeena\"hiredman\"onthefarmattendollarsamonthand\"washed,mendedandfound。\"Youseemehereonthisplatforminmygracefulandculturedmanner,andyoumightnotbelievethatIhadevertrainedanorphancalftodrinkfromacopperkettle。ButIhavefedhimthefingersofthishandmanyatime。YoumightnotthinkthatIhadeverdrivenayokeofoxenandhadsaidthewords。ButIhave! IrememberthefirstcountyfairIeverattended。Fellowsufferers,youmayrememberthatatthecountyfairallthepeoplesortouttotheirowndepartments。Somepeoplegotothecannedfruitdepartment。Somegotothefancyworkdepartment。Somegototheswinedepartment。Everybodygoestohisowndepartment。Eventhe\"suckers\"!Didyouevernoticewheretheygo?ThatiswhereI went——tothe\"trimmingdepartment。\" Iwasinthe\"trimmingdepartment\"infiveminutes。Nobodytoldmewhereitwas。Ididn’tneedtobetold。Igravitatedthere。Thebarrelalwaysshakesallofonesizetooneplace。Younoticethat——inacityallofonesizegettogether。 Rightattheentrancetothe\"localMidway\"Imetagentleman。I knowhewasagentlemanbecausehesaidhewasagentleman。Hehadalittlelighttablehecouldmovequickly。Whenevertheclimatebecametoosultryhewouldmovetogreenerpastures。Onthattablewerethreelittleshellsinarow,andtherewasalittlepeaunderthemiddleshell。Isawitthere,beingnaturallybright。Iwastheonlynaturallybrightpersonaroundthetable,hencetheonlyonewhoknewunderwhichshellthelittleroundpeawashidden。 Eventhegentlemanrunningthegamewasfooled。Hethoughtitwasundertheendshellandbetmemoneyitwasundertheendshell。 Yousee,thiswasnotgambling,thiswasasurething。(Itwas!) Ihadsavedupmymoneyforweekstoattendthefair。Ibetitallonthatmiddleshell。Ifeltbad。Itseemedlikerobbingfather。 Andheseemedlikearealniceoldgentleman,andmaybehehadafamilytokeep。ButIwouldteachhimalessonnotto\"monkey\"withpeoplelikeme,naturallybright。 ButIneedn’thavefeltbad。Ididnotrobfather。FathercleanedmeoutofallIhadinaboutfiveseconds。 Iwentovertotheothersideofthefairgroundsandsatdown。ThatwasallIhadtodonow——justgo,sitdown。Icouldn’tseethemermaidnoworgetintothegrandstand。 SadlyIthoughtitallover,butIdidnotgettherightanswer。 Isaidthethingeveryfooldoessaywhenhegetsbumpedandfailstolearnthelessonfromthebump。Isaid,\"NexttimeIshallbemorecareful。\" Whenanybodysaysthatheisdueforareturndate。 IBoughttheSoapLearn?No!WithinamonthIwasonthestreetaSaturdaynightwhenanothergentlemandroveintotown。Hestoppedonthepublicsquareandstoodupinhisbuggy。\"Lettheprominentcitizensgatheraroundme,forIamgoingtogiveawaydollars。\" Immediatelyalltheprominent\"suckers\"crowdedaroundthebuggy。 \"Gentlemen,Iamintroducingthisnewmedicinalsoapthatcuresalldiseaseshumanityisheirto。Nowjusttointroduceandadvertise,IamputtingthesecakesofWonderSoapinmyhat。YouseeIamwrappingaten-dollarbillaroundonecakeandthrowingitintothehat。Nowwhowillgivemefivedollarsfortheprivilegeoftakingacakeofthiswonderfulsoapfrommyhat——anycakeyouwant,gentlemen!\" Andrightontopofthepilewasthecakewiththetenwrappedaroundit!Ijumpedovertheresttoshovemyfive(twoweeks’farmwork)inhishandsandgrabthatbillcake。Butthebilldisappeared。Ineverknewwhereitwent。Themanwhippeduphishorseandalsodisappeared。Ineverknewwherehewent。 My\"FoolDrawer\" IgrewolderandpeoplebegantonoticethatIwasnaturallybrightandthereforegoodpicking。Theybegantoletmeinonthegroundfloor。Didanybodyeverletyouinonthegroundfloor?Inevercouldstick。WheneveranybodyletmeinonthegroundflooritseemedlikeIwouldalwaysslideonthruandlandinthecellar。 IusedtohaveadrawerinmydeskIcalledmy\"fooldrawer。\"I keptmyinvestmentsinit。Imean,theinvestmentsIdidnothavetolockup。Yougetthepathosofthat——theinvestmentsnobodywantedtosteal。AndwheneverIwouldgetundulyinflatedIwouldopenthatdrawerand\"viewtheremains。\" IhadinthatdrawerthedeedtomyOklahomacorner-lots。Thoselotsweregoingtodoublenextweek。ButtheydidnotdoubleI doubled。TheystillexistontheblueprintandtheOklahomametropolisonpaperisyetawideplaceintheroad。 Ihadinthatdrawermydeedtomyrubberplantation。DidyoueverhearofarubberplantationinCentralAmerica?Thatwasmine。 Ihadtheremyoilpropositions。Whatadifference,Ihavelearned,betweenanoilpropositionandanoilwell!Thelearninghasbeenveryexpensive。 IusedtowonderhowIevercouldspendmyincome。Idonotwondernow。 IwonderhowIwillmakeit。 Ihadinthatdrawermy\"Everglade\"farm。Didyoueverhearofthe\"Everglades\"?Ihaveanalligatorranchthere。Itisbelowthefrost-line,alsobelowthewater-line。Iwillsellitbythegallon。 Ihadalsoabaleofminingstock。Ihadstockingoldminesandsilvermines。NobodyknowshowmuchminingstockIhaveowned。 NobodycouldknowwhileIkeptthatdrawershut。AsIlookedovermygoldandsilverminestock,Ioftennoticedthatitwasprintedingreen。Iusedtowonderwhytheyprinteditingreen——wonderiftheywantedittoharmonizewithme!AndIwouldrealizeIhadsomuchtolivefor——thedividends。IhavebeensonearthedividendsIcouldsmellthem。Onlyonemoreassessment,thenwewillcutthemelon!Ihaveheardthatallmylifeandnevergotapieceoftherind。 Getting\"Selected\" Whygofarther?Iamnothalfdoneconfessing。Eachbumponlyincreasedmyfaiththatthenextshipwouldbemine。Good,honest,retiredministerswouldcomeperiodicallyandsellmestockinsomenewenterprisethathadmillionsinit——initsprospectus。IwouldbuybecauseIknewtheministerwashonestandbelievedinit。Hewassellingitonhisreputation。Favoritedodgeofthepromotertogettheministerstosellhisshares。 IwasalsogreatlyinterestedincompanieswhereIputinonedollarandgotbackadollarortwoofbondsandadollarortwoofstock。Thatwasdoublingandtreblingmymoneyovernight。Anoldbankeroncesaidtome,\"Whydon’tyouinvestinsomethingthatwillpayyoufiveorsixpercent。andgetit?\" Ipitiedhislackofvision。Bankersweresuch\"tightwads。\"Theyhadnoimagination!Nothinginterestedmethatdidnotofferfiftyorahundredpercent。——then。Givemethefivepercent。now! BythetimeIwasthirty-fourIwasarichmaninworthlesspaper。 ItwouldhavebeenbetterformeifIhadthrownaboutallmysavingsintothebottomofthesea。 ThenIgotaconfidentialletterfromafriendofourfamilyIhadnevermet。HisnamewasThomasA。Cleage,andhewasintheRialtoBuilding,St。Louis,Missouri。Hewrotemeinextremeconfidence,\"Youhavebeenselected。\" Wereyoueverselected?Ifyouwere,thenyouknowthethrillthatrentmymanlybosomasIreadthatletterfromthismanwhosaidhewasafriendofourfamily。\"Youhavebeenselectedbecauseyouareaprominentcitizenandhavealargeinfluenceinyourcommunity。 Youareanaturalleaderandeverybodylooksuptoyou。\" Heknewme!Hewastheonlymanwhodidknowme。SoItookthecorkclearunder。 \"Becauseofyourtremendousinfluenceyouhavebeenselectedtogoinwithusintheinnercircleandgetathousandpercent。 dividends。\" Didyougetthat?Ihopeyoudid。Ididnot!ButItookanighttrainforSt。Louis。IwasafraidsomebodymightbeatmethereifIwaitedtillnextday。IsatupallnightinadaycoachtosavemoneyforTom,thefriendofourfamily。ButIseenowIneednothavehurriedso。Theywouldhavewaitedamonthwiththesheep-shearsready。Lambie,lambie,lambie,cometoSt。Louis! Idon’tgetanysympathyfromthiscrowd。Youlaughatme。Yourespectnotmyfeelings。IamnotgoingtotellyouathingthathappenedinSt。Louis。Itisnoneofyourbusiness! O,IamsogladIwenttoSt。Louis。Beingnaturallybright,I couldnotlearnitathome,backinOhio。IhadtogocleardowntoSt。LouistoTomCleage’sbucket-shopandpayhimelevenhundreddollarstocornerthewheatmarketoftheworld。ThatisallIpaidhim。Icouldnotborrowanymore。Ijoinedwhathecalleda\"pool。\" Ithinkitmusthavebeenapool,forIknowIfellinandgotsoaked! Thatbumpsetmetothinking。Myfeverbegantoreduce。Igotthethirty-thirddegreeinfinancialsuckerdomforonlyelevenhundreddollars。 IhavealwaysregardedTomasoneofmygreatschoolteachers。I havealwaysregardedtheelevenhundredasthefinestinvestmentI hadmadeuptothattime,forIgotthemostoutofit。Idonotfeelhardtowardgoldbrickmenand\"bluesky\"venders。Isometimesfeelthatweshouldendowthem。Howelsecanwesaveasucker?Youcannottellhimanything,becauseheisnaturallybrightandknowsbetter。Yousimplyhavetotrimhimtillhebleeds。 IAmCuredItisworthelevenhundreddollarseverydaytoknowthatonesentence,Youcannotgetsomethingfornothing。Lifejustbeginstogetjuicywhenyouknowit。TodaywhenIopenanewspaperandseeabigad,\"GraspaFortuneNow!\"Iwillnotdoit!Istopmysubscriptiontothatpaper。Isimplywillnottakeapaperwiththatadinit,forIhavegraduatedfromthatclass。 Iwillnotgraspafortunenow。Tryme,Idareyou!Bringafortunerightuponthisplatformandputitdownthereonthefloor。Iwillnotgraspit。Comeaway,itisacoffee-pot! TodaywhensomebodyoffersmemuchmorethanthelegalrateofinterestIknowheisnofriendofourfamily。 Ifheoffersmeahundredpercent。Icallforthepolice! TodaywhenIgetaconfidentialletterthatstartsout,\"Youhavebeenselected——\"Ineverreadfartherthantheword\"selected。\" Meetingisadjourned。Iselectthewaste-basket。Here,getintherejustasquickasyoucan。Iwasselected! O,Absalom,Absalom,myson,myson!Learnitearlyinlife。Thelawofcompensationisneversuspended。Youonlyownwhatyouearn。 Youcan’tgetsomethingfornothing。Ifyoudonotlearnit,youwillhavetobe\"selected。\"Thereisnootherwayforyou,becauseyouarenaturallybright。Whenyougetaletter,\"Youhavebeenselectedtoreceiveathousandpercent。dividends,\"itmeansyouhavebeenselectedtoreceivethisbunchofblistersbecauseyoulooklikethebiggestsuckeronthelocallandscape。 Theothernightinalittletownofperhapsathousand,abankertookmeupintohisofficeafterthelectureinwhichIhadrelatedsomeoftheaboveexperiences。\"Theaudiencelaughedwithyouandthoughtitveryfunny,\"saidhe。\"Icouldn’tlaugh。Itwastoopathetic。Itwasapictureofwhatisgoingoninourownlittlecommunityyearafteryear。IwishyoucouldseewhatIhavetosee。 Iwishyoucouldseethethousandsofhard-earneddollarsthatgooutofourcommunityeveryyearintojustsuchwildcatenterprisesasyoudescribed。Thesaddestpartofitisthatthemoneynearlyalwaysgoesoutofthepocketsofthepeoplewhocanleastaffordtoloseit。\" Absalom,wakeup!Thisisbargainnightforyou。Ipaidelevenhundreddollarstotellyouthisonething,andyougetitforadollarortwo。Thisisnocheaplecture。Itcostblood。 Learnthatthegamblerneverownshiswinnings。Themanwhoaccumulatesbysharppracticesorbyundueprofitsneverownsit。 Eventheyoungpersonwhohaslargefortunegivenhimdoesnotownit。Weonlyownwhatwehaverendereddefiniteservicetobound。 Theowningisintheunderstandingofvalues。 Thisistruephysically,mentally,morally。Youonlyownwhatyouhaveearnedandstoredinyourlife,notmerelyinyourpocket,stomachormind。 Ioftenthinkifittakesmethirty-fouryearstobegintolearnonesentence,Iseetheneedofaneternity。 Tomethatisoneofthegreatargumentsforeternallife——howslowlyIlearn,andhowmuchthereistolearn。Itwilltakeaneternity! ThoseCommencementOrationsTheyoungpersonsays,\"BynextJuneIshallhavefinishedmyeducation。\" Blessthemall!Theywillhaveputanotherstringontheirfiddle。 Afterthey\"finish\"theyhaveacommencement,notanend-ment,astheythink。Thisisnottosneer,buttocheer。Isn’titgloriousthatlifeisoneinfinitesuccessionofcommencementsandpromotions! Ilovetoattendcommencements。Thestageissobeautifullydecoratedandthejoyofyouthiseverywhere。Thereisarowofgeraniumsalongthefrontofthestageandabigoleanderontheside。Thereisalong-whiskeredruginthemiddle。Thegraduatessitinasemicircleuponthestageintheirnewpatentleather。I knowhowithurts。Itisthefirsttimetheyhavewornit。 Thentheymaketheirorations。EverytimeIheartheirorationsI likethembetter,becauseeveryyearIamgettingyounger。DamselNumberOnecomesforthandbegins: \"BeyondtheAlps(sweeparmsforwardtotheleft,leftarmleading) liethItaly!\"(Bringarmsdown,lettingfingersfollowthewrist。 Howembarrassingatacommencementforthefingersnottofollowthewrist!Itisalwaysashocktotheaudiencewhenthewristsweepsdownwardandthefingersremainupintheair。Sobyallmeans,letthefingersfollowthewrist,justastheelocutionteachermarkedonpage69。) Applause,especiallyfromrelatives。 SweetGirlGraduateNumber2,generallycomessecond。S。G。G。No。 2standsatthesameleadpencilmarkonthefloor,resplendentinafilmycreationcaughtwithsomethingorother。 \"We(handsathalf-mastandseparating)arerowing(businessofpropellingaerialboatwithtwofingersofeachhand,headinclined)。Wearenotdrifting(handsslidedownward)。\" Children,wearenotlaughingatyou。Wearelaughingatourselves。 Wearelaughingthehappylaughathowwehavelearnedthesegreattruthsthatyouhavememorized,butnotvitalized。 YougetthemostbeautifulandsublimetruthsfromEmerson’sessays。(HowdidtheyeverhavecommencementsbeforeEmerson?)Butthatisnotknowingthem。Youcannotknowthemuntilyouhavelivedthem。Itisagrandthingtosay,\"BeyondtheAlpsliethItaly,\" butyoucanneverreallysaythatuntilyouknowitbystrugglingupoverAlpsofdifficultyandseeingtheItalyofpromiseandvictorybeyond。Itisfinetosay,\"Wearerowingandnotdrifting,\" butyoucannotreallysaythatuntilyouhavepulledontheoar。 O,Gussie,getanoar! MyMaidenSermonDidyoueverhearayoungpreacher,justcaptured,justoutofafactory? Didyoueverhearhimpreachhis\"maidensermon\"?Iwishyouhadheardmine。Ihadacall。Atleast,IthoughtIhadacall。IthinknowI was\"short-circuited。\"The\"brethren\"waiteduponmeandtoldmeIhadbeen\"selected\":Maybethiswasalocalcall,notlongdistance。 Theygavemesixweeksinwhichtoloadthegospelgunandgetreadyformytry-out。Icertainlyloadedittothemuzzle。 ButImadethemistakeIamtryingtowarnyouagainst。InsteadofgoingtotheonebookwhereImighthavegottenasermon——thebookofmyexperience,Iwenttothebooksinmyfather’slibrary。\"AsthepoetShakespearehassobeautifullysaid,\"andthenItookachunkofShakespeareandnaileditonpagefiveofmysermon。\"ListtothepoetTennyson。\"Comehere,LordAlfred。SoIsolderedthesefragmentsfromthebookstogetherwithmyownnativegenius。I workedthatsermonupintothemostbeautifulsplurgesandspasms。 Ibedeckeditwithmetaphorsandsemaphores。Ifilleditwithclimaxes,bothwetanddry。Ihadafinewetclimaxonpagefourteen,whereIhadmadealittlemarkinthemarginwhichmeant\"cryhere。\"Thiswasthespilling-pointofthewetclimax。Iwastocryonthelefthandsideofthepage。 Icommitteditalltomemory,andthenwenttoaladywhotaughtexpression,togetitexpressed。Youhavetogetitexpressed。 Igotthemostbeautifulgesturesnailedintoalmosteverypage。 Youknowaboutgestures——thesethingsyoumakewithyourarmsintheairasyouspeak。Youcannoticeitonmeyet。 Iamnotsneeringatexpression。Expressionisanobleart。Alllifeisexpression。Butyouhavetogetsomethingtoexpress。HereImademymistake。Igotalotoffinegestures。Igotanexpress-wagonandgotnoloadforit。Soitrattled。Igotanecktie,butfailedtogetanymantohangitupon。Igotupbeforeamirrorforsixweeks,daybyday,andsaidthesermontotheglass。Itgotsoitwouldrunitself。Icouldhavegonetosleepandthatsermonwouldnothavehesitated。 Thencamethegrandday。Theboywonderstoodforthandbeforehislargeandenthusiasticconcoursedeliveredthatmaidensermonmoregrandlythanevertoamirror。Everygesturewentoffthebataccordingtotheblueprint。Icriedonpagefourteen!Ineverknewitwasinme。ButIcertainlygotitalloutthatday! ThenIdidanotherfinething,Isatdown。IwishnowIhaddonethatearlier。IwishnowIhadsatdownbeforeIgotup。Iwasthelastmanoutofthechurch——andIhurried。Buttheybeatmeout——allnineofthem。WhenIwentoutthedoor,theoldsextonsaidashejiggledthekeyinthedoortohurryme,\"Don’tfeelbad,bub,I’veheerdworsethanthat。You’reallright,bub,butyoudon’tknownothin’yet。\" Icriedallthewaytotown。Ifhehadplungedadaggerintomehewouldnothavehurtmesomuch。Ithastakensomeyearstolearnthattheoldmanwasright。Ihadwonderfultruthinthatsermon。 Nosermoneverhadgreatertruth,butIhadnotlivedit。TheoldmanmeantIdidnotknowmyownsermon。 So,children,whenyouprepareyourcommencementoration,writeaboutwhatyouknowbest,whatyouhavelived。Ifyouknowmoreaboutpeelingpotatoesthanaboutanythingelse,writeabout\"PeelingPotatoes,\"andyouaremostlikelytoheartheapplausepealfromthatpartofyouraudienceunrelatedtoyou。 Outofeverythousandbookspublished,perhapsninehundredofthemdonotsellenoughtopaythecostofprintingthem。Asyoustudythebooksthatdolive,younotethattheyarethebooksthathavebeenlived。Perhapsthebooksthatfailhavejustasmuchoftruthinthemandtheymayevenbebetterwritten,yettheylackthevitalimpulse。Theycomeoutoftheauthor’shead。Thebooksthatlivemustcomeoutofhisheart。Theyarehisownlife。Theycomesurgingandpulsatingfromthebookofhisexperience。 Thebestpartofourschoolingcomesnotfromthebooks,butfromthemenbehindthebooks。 Westudyagriculturefrombooks。Thatdoesnotmakeusanagriculturist。Wemusttakeahoeandgooutandagricult。Thatistheknowinginthedoing。 YouMustLiveYourSong\"Therewasneverapicturepainted,Therewasneverapoemsung,Butthesouloftheartistfainted,Andthepoet’sheartwaswrung。\" Somanyyoungpeoplethinkbecausetheyhaveagoodvoiceandtheyhavecultivatedit,theyaresingers。Allthiscultivationandirritationandirrigationandgarglingofthethroataremerelysymptomsofasinger——merelyneckties。Singerslookbetterwithneckties。 Theythinkthesongcomesfromthediaphragm。Butitcomesfromtheheart,chaperonedbythediaphragm。Youcannotsingasongyouhavenotlived。 Jessiewassingingtheotherdayatachautauqua。Shehasabeautifulvoice,andshehasbeenawayto\"Ber-leen\"tohaveitattendedto。Shesangthatafternooninthetent,\"TheLastRoseofSummer。\"Shesangitwitheverynotesowellplaced,withthesweetestlittletrillsandtendrils,withthesmileexactlylikeherteacherhadtaughther。Jessieexhibitedallthemachineryandtrimmingsforthesong,butshehadnosteam,nosong。Shesangthenotes。Shemightaswellhavesung,\"Pop,GoestheWeasel。\" TheaudiencepolitelyenduredJessie。Thatnightawomansanginthesametent\"TheLastRoseofSummer。\"ShehadneverbeentoBerlin,butshehadlivedthatsong。Shedidn’tdressthenoteshalfsobeautifullyasJessiedid,butshesangitwiththetremendousfeelingitdemands。Theaudiencewentwild。ItwasacaseofGussieandBillWhackem。 AllthiswasgallandwormwoodtoJessie。\"Child,\"Isaidtoher,\"thisisthebestsinginglessonyouhaveeverhad。Yourstudyisallrightandyouhaveabettervoicethanthatwoman,butyoucannotsing\"TheLastRoseofSummer\"yet,foryoudonotknowverymuchaboutthefirstroseofsummer。Andreally,Ihopeyou’llneverknowtheacheanddisappointmentyoumustknowbeforeyoucansingthatsong,foritisthesobofabroken-heartedwoman。Learntosingthesongsyouhavelived。\" Whydosingerstrytoexecutesongsbeyondthehorizonoftheirlives?Thatiswhythey\"execute\"them。 TheSuccessofaSong-WriterTheguestofhonoratadinnerinaChicagoclubwasawomanwhoisoneofthewidelyknownsong-writersofthisland。AsIhadthegoodfortunetobesittingattablewithherIwantedtoaskher,\"Howdidyougetyoursongsknown?Howdidyouknowwhatkindofsongsthepeoplewanttosing?\" ButinthehourshetalkedwithherfriendsaroundthetableI foundtheanswertoeveryquestion。\"Isn’titgoodtobehere? Isn’titgreattohavefriendsandafinehomeandmoney?\"shesaid。\"Ihavehadsuchastruggleinmylife。Ihavelivedononemealadayanddidn’tknowwherethenextmealwascomingfrom。I knowwhatitistobeleftaloneintheworlduponmyownresources。Ihavehadyearsofstruggle。Ihavebeensickanddiscouragedanddownandout。Itwasinmylittleback-room,theonlyhomeIhad,thatIbegantowritesongs。Iwrotethemformyownrelief。Iwaswritingmyownlife,justwhatwasinmyownheartandwhatthestruggleswereteachingme。Nooneismoresurprisedandgratefulthattheworldseemstolovemysongsandasksformoreofthem。\" ThewomanwasCarrieJacobs-Bond,whowrote\"ThePerfectDay,\" \"JustaWearyin’forYou,\"\"HisLullaby\"andmanymoreofthosesimplelittlesongssofullofthepathosandphilosophyoflifethattheytugatyourheartandmoistenyoureyes。 Anybodycouldwritethosesongs——justafewsimplewordsandnotes。 No。Booksoftheoryandharmonyandexpressiononlyteachushowtowritethewordsandwheretoplacethenotes。Thesearenotthesong,butonlytheskeletonintowhichourownlifemustbreathethelifeofthesong。 Thewomanwhosattherecladinblack,withhersweet,expressivefacecrownedwithsilveryhair,hadlearnedtowritehersongsintheUniversityofHardKnocks。Sheherebecamethesongphilosophersheistoday。Herdefeatswerehervictories。IfCarrieJacobs-Bondhadneverstruggledwithdiscouragement,sickness,povertyandloneliness,sheneverwouldhavebeenabletowritethesongsthatappealtothemultitudeswhohavethesamebattles。 Thepopularsongisthesongthatbestvoiceswhatisinthepopularheart。Andwhilewehaveacontinualinundationofpopularsongsthataretrashyandvoicethetawdriesthumanimpulses,yetitisatributetothegoodelementsinhumanitythatthewholesome,upliftingsentimentsinCarrieJacobs-Bond’ssongscontinuetoholdtheirpopularity。 TheoryandPracticeMyfriends,IamnotarguingthatyouandImustdrinkthedregsofdefeat,orthatourlivesmustfillupwithpovertyorsorrow,orbecomewrecks。ButIaminsistinguponwhatIseewrittenallaroundmeintheaffairsofeverydaylife,thatnoneofuswilleverknowrealsuccessinanylineofhumanendeavoruntilthatsuccessflowsfromthefullnessofourexperiencejustasthesongscamefromthelifeofCarrieJacobs-Bond。 Theworldisfulloftheorists,dreamers,uplifters,reformers,whohaveworthyvisionsbutarenotabletotranslatethemintopracticalrealities。Theygoaroundwiththeirheadsintheclouds,lookingupward,andhalfthetimetheirfeetareintheflower-bedsortramplingupontheirfellowmentheydreamofhelping。Theirideasmustbeforgedintousefulnessavailableforthisdayupontheanvilofexperience。 Manyofthemostbrillianttheoristshavebeenthegreatestfailuresinpractice。 Thereareathousandwhocantellyouwhatisthematterwiththingstoonepersonwhocangiveyouapracticalwaytofixthem。 Iusedtohaverespectamountingtoreverenceforgreatreadersandbookmen。Iusedtoknowamanwhocouldtellinwhatbookalmostanythingyoucouldthinkofwasdiscussed,andperhapsthepage。Hewasawalkinglibraryindex。Ithoughthimamostwonderfulman。 Indeed,inmychildhoodIthoughthewasthegreatestmanintheworld。 Hewasaremarkableman——agreatreaderandwithamemorythatretaineditall。Thatmancouldrecitechaptersandvolumes。 Hecouldgiveyoualmostanydate。Hecouldfinishalmostanyquotation。 Hisconversationwaslargelymadeupofclassicalquotations。 ButhewasoneofthemosthelplessmenIhaveeverseeninpracticallife。Heseemedtobeunabletothinkandreasonforhimself。HecouldquoteapageofJohnLocke,butsomehowthepagedidn’tsupplytheonesentenceneededfortheoccasion。Themanwasamisfitonearth。Hewasliabletoputthegravyinhiscoffeeandthegasolineinthefire。Heseemednevertohavedigestedanyofthethingsinhismemory。SinceIhavegrownupIalwaysthinkofthatmanasanintellectualcoldstorageplant。 ThegreatestbookisthetextbookoftheUniversityofHardKnocks,theBookofHumanExperiencethe\"sermonsinstones\"andthe\"booksinrunningbrooks。\"Mostfortunateishewhohaslearnedtoreadunderstandinglyfromit。 Notethesweeping,positivestatementsoftheyoungperson。 Notethecautious,specificstatementsofthepersonwhohaslivedlonginthisworld。 Oureducationisourprogressfromthesweeping,positive,wholesalestatementswehavenotproved,tothecautious,specificstatementswehaveproved。 TuningtheStringsofLifeManyaudiencesaregatheredintothisoneaudience。Eachpersonhereisadifferentaudience,readingadifferentpageintheBookofHumanExperience。Eachhasadifferentfighttomakeandadifferentburdentocarry。Eachoneofushasmoretroublethananybodyelse! Iknowtherearechaptersofheroisminthelivesofyouolderones。Youhavecriedyourselvestosleep,someofyou,andwalkedthefloorwhenyoucouldnotsleep。Youhavelearnedthat\"beyondtheAlpsliethItaly。\" Agoodmanyofyouwerebumpedtodayoryesterday,ormaybeyearsago,andthewoundhasnothealed。Youthinkitneverwillheal。 Youcameherethinkingthatperhapsyouwouldforgetyourtroubleforalittlewhile。Iknowtherearepeopleinthisaudienceinpain。 Neverdothismanygatherbutwhattherearesomewithachinghearts。 AndyouyoungpeopleherewithliveslikeJunemornings,arenotmuchinterestedinthislecture。Youarepoliteandattentivebecausethisisapoliteandattentiveneighborhood。Butdowninyourheartsyouareasking,\"Whatisthisallabout?Whatisthatmantalkingabout?Ihaven’thadthesethingsandI’mnotgoingtohavethem,either!\" Maybesomeofyouarenaturallybright! Youaregoingtobebumped。Youaregoingtocryyourselvestosleep。Youaregoingtowalkthefloorwhenyoucannotsleep。Someofyouaregoingtoknowthekeensorrowofhavingtheoneyoutrustmostbetrayyou。Maybe,betrayyouwithakiss。YouwillgothroughyourGethsemane。Youwillseeyourdearestplanswrecked。 Youwillseeallthatseemstomakelifelivablelostoutofyourhorizon。Youwillsay,\"God,letmedie。Ihavenothingmoretolivefor。\" Forallliveshaveaboutthesameelements。Yourlifeisgoingtobeaboutlikeotherlives。 Andyouaregoingtolearnthewonderfullessonthrutheyears,thebumpsandthetears,thatallthesethingssomehowarenecessarytopromoteoureducation。 Thesebumpsandhardknocksdonotbreakthefiddle——theyturnthepegs。 ThesebumpsandtragediesandWaterloosdrawthestringsofthesoultighterandtighter,nearerandnearertoGod’sgreatconcertpitch,wherethediscordsfadefromourlivesandwherethemusicdivineandharmoniescelestialcomefromthesameoldstringsthathadbeensendingforththenoiseanddiscord。 Thusweknowthatoureducationisprogressing,astheevilandunworthygooutofourlivesandaspeace,harmony,happiness,loveandunderstandingcomeintoourlives。 Thatisgettingintune。 Thatisgrowingup。 ChapterVIII LookingBackwardMemoriesofthePriceWePayWHATapricewepayforwhatweknow!IlaughasIlookbackward——andweepandrejoice。 Iwasnotbornwithasilverspooninmymouth,althoitisquiteevidentthatIcouldhavehandledaprettygood-sizedspoon。Butfatherbeingacountrypreacher,wehadtinspoons。Weneverhadtotiearedstringaroundourspoonswhenweloanedthemfortheladies’aidsocietyoystersupper。Wealwaysgotourspoonsback。 Nobodyevertradedwithusbymistake。 Doyourememberthefirstmoneyyoueverearned?Ido。Iwalkedseveralmilesintothecountrythoseoldreaperdaysandgatheredsheaves。ThatnightIwasproudwhenthatfarmerpattedmeontheheadandsaid,\"Youarethebestboytowork,Ieversaw。\"Thenthecheerfuloldmiserputanickelinmyblisteredhand。ThatnickellookedbiggerthananymoneyIhavesincehandled。 That\"LastDayofSchool\" YetIwasyearslearningitismucheasiertomakemoneythantohandleit,hencethetalethatfollows。 Iwassixteenyearsoldandaschoolteacher。Sweetsixteen——whichmeansgreensixteen。Butrememberagain,onlygreenthingsgrow。 Thereishopeforgreenthings。Iwassotallandawkwardthen——I haven’tchangedmuchsince。Ikeptstillaboutmyage。Iwasseveraldollarsthelowestbidder。Theysaidoutthatway,\"Anybodycanteachkids。\"ThatiswhyIwasateacher。 Ihadneverstudiedpedagogy,butIhadwhittledoutthreerulesthatIthoughtwouldmakeitgo。Myfirstrulewas,Make’emstudy。 Mysecond,Make,emrecite。Thatis,fill’emupandthenempty’em。 Mythirdandmostimportantrulewas,Getyourmoney! Iwalkedthirteenmilesaday,sixandahalfmileseachway,mostofthetime,tosavemoney。IthinkIhadallteachingmethodsinuse。 WiththesmallfryIusedasmallpaddletowintheirconfidenceandarousetheirenthusiasmforaneducation。WiththepupilslargerandmoremuscularthantheirteacherIusedloveandmoralsuasion。 Weendedtheschoolwithan\"exhibition。\"Didyoueverattendtheoldback-country\"lastdayofschoolexhibition\"?Thepeoplethatdaycamefromalloverthetownship。Theyweresogladourschoolwasclosingtheyallturnedouttomakeitasuccess。Theybroughtgreatbasketsofprovenderandwehadafeast。Wecoveredtheschooldeskswithboards,andthencoveredtheboardswithpilesoffriedchicken,doughnutsandfortykindsofpie。 Thenwehada\"doings。\"Everybodydidastunt。Weexecutedalotofliteraturethatday。ExecuteisthewordthattellswhathappenedtoliteratureinDistrictNo。1,JacksonTownship,thatday。Icanshutmyeyesandseeityet。Icanseemypupilscomingforwardtospeaktheir\"pieces。\"Ihardlyknewthemandtheyhardlyknewme,forwewere\"dressedup。\"Manyaheadshowedfatherhadmoweditwiththesheepshears。Motherhadbeenbusywiththewash-rag——clearbackoftheears!Andintothem!Somanyofthemworecollarsthatstuckoutallstiffliketheyhadpushedtheirheadsonthrutheirbigstrawhats。 Icanseethemspeakingtheir\"pieces。\"Icansee\"TheSoldieroftheLegionlaydyinginAlgiers。\"Wehadhimdieagainthatday,andhehadalingeringendasweexecutedhim。Icansee\"Theboystoodontheburningdeck,whenceallbuthehadfled。\"Icansee\"Mary’slittlelamb\"comeslippingoverthestage。Iseethetow-headedpatriotin\"Givemelibertyorgivemedeath。\"IfeelnowthatifPatrickHenryhadbeenpresent,hewouldhavesaid,\"Givemedeath。\" Therecameabreathlesshushas\"teacher\"cameforwardasthelastactonthebilltosayfarewell。Itwascustomarytocry。Iwantedtoyell。TomorrowIwouldgetmymoney!IhadaspeechIhadbeensayingoverandoveruntilitwouldsayitself。ButsomehowwhenI gotupbeforethat\"lastdayofschool\"audienceandopenedmymouth,itwasagreatopening,butnothingcameout。Itcameoutofmyeyes。TearsrolleddownmycheeksuntilIcouldhearthemspatteronmysix-dollarsuit。 Andmypupilsweptastheirdearteachersaidfarewell。Parentswept。Itwasatearytime。Ionlysaid,\"Weepnotforme,dearfriends。Iamgoingaway,butIamcomingback。\"Ithoughttocheerthemup,buttheyweptthemore。 NextdayIdrewmymoney。Ihaditallinonejoyouswad——$240。I wasgoinghomewithheadhighandaircastlesevenhigher。ButI nevergothomewiththemoney。Talkaboutthefoolandhismoneyandyougetverypersonal。 ForonthewayhomeImetDeaconK,andheborroweditall。DeaconK was\"suchagoodman\"anda\"pillarofthechurch。\"Iusedtowonder,tho,whyhedidn’ttakeapillowtochurch。Itookhisnotefor$240,\"dueatcorncutting,\"aswetermedthatannualfall-timepayingupseason。Ireallythoughtanotewasnotnecessary,suchwasmyconfidenceinthedeacon。 ForyearsIkeptafaded,tear-spattered,yellownotefor$240,\"dueatcorncutting,\"asasouvenirofmyfirstschoolteaching。 DeaconKhasgonefromearth。Hehasgonetohiseternalreward。I scarcelyknowwhethertolookupordownasIsaythat。Heneverleftanyforwardingaddress。 Iwaspaidthousandsinexperienceforthatfirstschoolteaching,butIpaidallthemoneyIgotfromit——twohundredandfortythirteen-mile-a-daydollarstolearnonethingIcouldnotlearnfromthebooks,thatittakeslesswisdomtomakemoney,thanitdoestointelligentlyhandleitafterwards。IncidentallyIlearneditmaybesafertodobusinesswithafirst-classsinnerthanwithasecond-classsaint。 Whichisnoslapatthechurch,butatitsworstenemies,thefoesofitsownhousehold。 CallingtheClass-RollAlyceumbureauoncesentmebacktomyhometowntolecture。I imaginemostlecturershaveahardtimelecturinginthehometown。 Theirschoolmatesandplaymatesareapttobedownthereinthefrontrowswiththeirfamilies,andmaybealltheoldscoreshavenotyetbeensettled。Theboyhefoughtwithmaybedownthere。 Perhapsthegirlwhogavehimthe\"mitten\"isthere。 Andhehasgottenhislectureoutofthathometown。Theheroesandvillainslivetherewithinstrikingdistance。Perhapstheyhavecometohearhim。\"Isnotthisthecarpenter’sson?\"Perhapsthisiswhysomelecturersandauthorsarenotsopopularinthehometownuntilseveralgenerationspass。 Iwentbacktothesamehalltospeak,andstooduponthesameplatformwheretwenty-oneyearsbeforeIhadstoodtodelivermygraduatingoration,wheninimpassionedandwellmodulatedtonesIhadexclaimed,\"GreeceisgoneandRomeisnomore,butfe-e-e-e-earnot,forIwillsa-a-a-a-aveyou!\"orwordstothateffect。 ThenIwentbacktothelittlehotelandsatupaloneinmyroomhalfthenightlivingitover。TimewaswhenIthoughtanybodywhocouldliveinthathotelwasasuperiororderofbeing。ButthetimehadcomewhenIknewthepersonwhocouldgoonlivinginanyhotelhasasuperiororderofvitality。 Iheldthanksgivingservicesthatnight。Icouldseebetter。Ihadapictureoftheschoolinthattownthathadbeentakentwenty-oneyearsbefore,justbeforecommencement。Ihadnotseenthepicturethesetwenty-oneyears,forIcouldnotthenaffordtobuyone。Thepricewasaquarter。 Igotatruerperspectiveoflifethatnight。Didyoueversitalonewithapictureofyourclassmatestakentwenty-oneyearsbefore?Itisamemorableexperience。 Aclassofbrilliantandgiftedyoungpeoplewentouttotakechargeoftheworld。Theyweresogladtheworldhadwaitedsolongonthem。Theyweresowillingtotakechargeoftheworld。Theyweregoingtobepresidentsandsenatorsandauthorsandauthoressesandscientistsandscientist-essesandgeniusesandgenius-essesandthingslikethat。 Therewasoneboyintheclasswhowasnotnaturallybright。Itwasnottheoneyoumaybethinkingof!No,itwasJimLambert。Hehadnobrilliantcareerinview。Hewasdullandseemedtolackintellect。Hewas\"conditioned\"intotheseniorclass。WeallfeltalittlesorryforJim。 Ascommencementdayapproached,thecommitteeoftheclassappointedforthatpurposetookJimbackoftheschoolhouseandbrokethenewstohimthattheyweregoingtolethimgraduate,buttheywerenotgoingtolethimspeak,becausehecouldn’tmakeaspeechthatwoulddocredittosuchabrilliantclass。TheyhidJimonthestagebackoftheoleandercommencementnight。 Shakethebarrel! Thegirlwhowastobecometheauthoressbecamethehelloessinthehometelephoneexchange,andhadbecomeabsolutelyindispensabletothecommunity。Thegirlwhowastobecomethepoetessbecamethegoddessatthegeneraldeliverywindowandsuperintendentofthestamp-lickingdepartmentofthehomepostoffice。TheboywhowasgoingtoConfesswasraisingthebestcorninthecounty,andhiswifewasspeakerofthehouse。 MostofthemweredoingverywellevenJimLambert。JimhadbecometheheadofoneofthebigmanufacturingplantsoftheSouth,withalotofmenworkingforhim。Thecommitteethattookhimoutbehindtheschoolhousetoinformhimhecouldnotspeakatcommencement,wouldnowhavetowaitinlinebeforeafrosteddoormarked,\"Mr。Lambert,Private。\"Theywouldhavetosenduptheircards,andthewatchdogwhoguardsthedoorwouldtellthem,\"Cutitshort,he’sbusy!\"beforetheycouldbreakanynewstohimtoday。 TheyhungapictureofMr。Lambertinthehighschoolatthelastalumnimeeting。Theyhungitonthewallnearwheretheoleanderstoodthatnight。 Dullboyorgirl——youwithyoureyestear-dimmedsometimesbecauseyoudonotseemtolearnlikesomeinyourclassescanyounotgetabitofcheerfromthestoryofJim? Hourspass,andstillasIsatinthathotelroomIwaslostinthatschoolpictureandthetwenty-oneyears。Therewerefifty-fouryoungpeopleinthatpicture。Theyhadbeenshakentheseyearsinthebarrel,andnowasIcalledtherollonthem,mostofthemthatIexpectedtogouphadshakendownandsomethatIexpectedtostaydownhadshakenup。 Outofthatfifty-four,onehadgonetoapulpit,onehadgonetoCongressandonehadgonetothepenitentiary。Somehadgonetobrilliantsuccessandsomehadgonedowntosadfailure。Somehadfoundhappinessandsomehadfoundunhappiness。Itseemedasthoalmosteverynoteonthekeyboardofhumanpossibilityhadbeenstruckbytheoneschooloffifty-four。 Whenthatpicturewastakentheoldestwasnotmorethaneighteen,yetmostofthemseemedalreadytohavedecidedtheirdestinies。 Thetwenty-oneyearsthatfollowedhadnotchangedtheircourses。 TheonlychangeshadcomewhereGodhadcomeintoalifetoupliftit,orwhereMammonhadenteredtopullitdown。AndIsawbetterthatthefoolishdreamsofsuccessfadedbeforethenaturalunfoldingoftalents,whichistherealsuccess。Isawbetterthat\"theboyisfathertotheman。\" Theboywhoskimmedoverhisworkinschoolwasskimmingoverhisworkasaman。Theboywhowenttothebottomofthingsinschoolwasgoingtothebottomofthingsinmanhood。Whichhadhelpedhimtogotothetopofthings! JimLamberthadmerelyfollowedthecalloftalentsunseeninhimtwenty-oneyearsbefore。 Thelazyboybecamea\"tired\"man。Theindustriousboybecameanindustriousman。Thesportyboybecameasportyman。Thedomineeringegotistboybecamethedomineeringegotistman。 Theboywhotradedkniveswithmeandbeatme——howIusedtoenvyhim!Whywasithecouldalwaysgetthebetterofme?Well,hewentontradingknivesandgettingthebetterofpeople。Now,twenty-oneyearsafterwards,hewasdoingtimeinthestatepenitentiaryforforgery。Hewasnowcalledabadman,whentwenty-oneyearsagowhenhedidthesamethingsonasmallerscaletheycalledhimsmartandbright。 The\"perfectlylovely\"boywhodidn’tmixwiththeotherboys,whodidn’twhisper,whonevergotintotrouble,whoalwayshadhishaircombed,andsaid,\"Ifyouplease,\"usedtohurtme。Hewastheteacher’smodelboy。Allthemothersofthecommunityusedtosaytotheirownreprobateoffspring,\"Whycan’tyoubelikeHarry? He’llbePresidentoftheUnitedStatessomeday,andyou’llbeinjail。\"ButModelHarrysataroundallhislifebeingamodel。I believeMr。Websterdefinesamodelasasmallimitationoftherealthing。Harrycertainlywasasuccessfulmodel。Hebecameaseedy,sleepy,helplessrelicatforty。Hewas\"perfectlylovely\" becausehehadn’ttheenergytobeanythingelse。Itwastheboyswhohadthehustleandtheenergy,whooccasionallyneededbumping——andwhogotit——whoreallygrew。 Ihavesaidlittleaboutthegirlsoftheschool。Factwas,atthatageIdidn’tpaymuchattentiontothem。Iregardedthemasintheway。ButInaturallythoughtofClarice,oursocialpetoftheclass——ourrealprettygirlwhowonthevaseinthehomepaperbeautycontest。Claricewentrightonremaininginthesocialspotlight,primpingandflirting。Sheoutshonealltherest。Butitseemedlikeshewasallout-shineandnoin-shine。Shemistookpopularityforsuccess。Theboysvotedforher,butdidnotmarryher。Mostofthegirlswhoshonewithlesssociallusterbecamethehappyhomemakersofthecommunity。 ButasIlookedintothefaceofJimLambertinthepicture,myheartwarmedatthesightofanothergreatsuccess——asweet-facedirishlasswhobecamean\"oldmaid。\"Shehadworkeddaybydayalltheseyearstosupportahomeandcareforherfamily。Shehadkepthergraceandsweetnessthruitall,andtheinfluenceofherwhite,lovingliferadiatedfar。 TheBoyIHadEnviedFrankwastheboyIhadenvied。Hehadeverything——afinehome,alovingfather,plentyofmoney,opportunityandagreatcareerawaitinghim。Andhewasbrightandlovableandtalented。 EverybodysaidFrankwouldmakehismarkintheworldandmakethetownproudofhim。 Iwasthejanitoroftheschoolhouse。Someofmyclassmateswillneverknowhowtheirthoughtlessjeersandjokeswoundedthesensitive,shabbyboywhosweptthefloors,builtthefiresandcarriedinthecoal。AftercommencementmycareerseemedtoendandthecareersofFrankandtherestofthemseemedtobegin。Theyweregoingofftocollegeandgoingtodosomanywonderfulthings。 ButtheweekaftercommencementIhadtogointoaprintingoffice,rollupmysleevesandgotoworkinthe\"devil’scorner\"toearnmydailybread。Seemedlikeittooksomuchbread! ManyatimeasIpluggedatthe\"case\"IwouldthinkofFrankandwonderwhysomepeoplehadallthegoodthingsandIhadallthehardthings。 Howeasyitistoseeasyoulookbackward。Buthowharditistoseewhenyoulookforward。 Twenty-oneyearsafterwardasIgotoffthetraininthehometown,Iasked,\"Whereishe?\"Wewentouttothecemetery,whereIstoodatagraveandreadontheheadstone,\"Frank。\" Ihadthestoryofatragedy——thetragedyofmodernunpreparedness。 Itwasthestoryoftheboywhohadeveryopportunity,butwhohadallthestruggletakenoutofhislife。Heneverfollowedhiscareer,neverdevelopedanystrength。Hedisappointedhopes,spentafortune,brokehisfather’sheart,shockedthecommunity,andfinallyendedhiswastedlifewithabulletfiredbyhisownhand。 WhyBenHurWonItrevivedthememoryofthestoryofBenHur。 Doyourememberit?TheJewishboyistornfromhishomeindisgrace。Heishaledintocourtandtriedforacrimehenevercommitted。BenHurdidnotgetafairtrial。Nobodycangetafairtrialatthehandsofthisworld。ThatiswhythegreatJudgehassaid,judgenot,foryouhavenotthefullevidenceinthecase。I alonehavethat。 Thentheycondemnhim。Theyleadhimawaytothegalleys。Theychainhimtothebenchandtotheoar。Therefollowthedaysandlongyearswhenhepullsontheoarunderthelash。Dayafterdayhepullsontheoar。Dayafterdayhewrithesunderthestingofthelash。Yearsofthecruelinjusticepass。BenHuristhehelplessvictimofamockingfate。 Thatseemstobeyourlifeandmylife。Inthekitchenortheoffice,orwhereverweworkweseemsooftenlikeslavesboundtotheoarandpullingunderthestingofthelashofnecessity。Lifeseemsonefuturelessroundofdrudgery。Wewonderwhy。Weoftenlookacrossthestreetandseesomebodywholivesahappierlife。 Thatoneischainedtonooar。Seewhatafinetimetheyallhave。 Whymustwepullontheoar? Howblindweare!Wecanonlyseeourownoar。Wecannotseethatthey,too,pullontheoarandfeelthelash。Mostlikelytheyarelookingbackatusandenvyingus。Forwhileweenvyothers,othersareenvyingus。 ButlookatthechariotraceinAntioch。Seethethousandsinthecircus。SeeMessala,thehaughtyRoman,andsee!BenHurfromthegalleysintheotherchariotpittedagainsthim。Downthecoursedashthesetwinthunderbolts。Thethousandsholdtheirbreath。\"Whowillwin?\"\"Themanwiththestrongerforearms,\"theywhisper。 Therecomesthecrucialmomentintherace。Seethemanwiththestrongerforearms。TheyarebandsofsteelthatswellintheforearmsofBenHur。TheyswingthoseflyingArabiansintotheinnerring。BenHurwinstherace!WheregottheJewthosehugeforearms?Fromthegalleys! HadBenHurneverpulledontheoar,henevercouldhavewonthechariotrace。 SoonerorlateryouandIaretolearnthatProvidencemakesnomistakesinthebookkeeping。Aswepullontheoar,sooftenlashedbygrimnecessity,everyhonesteffortislaidupatcompoundinterestinthebankaccountofstrength。Soonerorlaterthetimecomeswhenweneedeveryounce。Soonerorlaterourchariotraceison——whenwewinthevictory,strikethedecidingblow,standwhilethosearoundusfall——anditiswonwiththeforearmsearnedinthegalleysoflifebypullingontheoar。 ThatiswhyIthankedGodasIstoodatthegraveofmyclassmate。 IthankedGodforparentswhobelievedinthegospelofstruggle,andforthecircumstancesthatcompelledit。 Iamnotanexampleofsuccess。 ButIamaverygratefulpupilinthefirstreaderclassofTheUniversityofHardKnocks。 ChapterIX GoOnSouth! TheBookintheRunningBrookTHEREisalittlesilverysheetofwaterinMinnesotacalledLakeItasca。 Thereisaplacewherealittlestreamleapsoutfromthelake。 \"Ole!\"youwillexclaim,\"thelakeisleaking。Whatisthenameofthislittlecreek?\" \"Creek!Itbanenocreek。ItbaneMississippiriver。\" SoeventheFatherofWatershastobeginasacreek。Weareatthecradlewherethebabyriverleapsforth。Weallstartaboutalike。 ItwabblesaroundthruthewoodsofMinnesota。Itdoesn’tknowwhereitisgoing,butitis\"ontheway。\" Itkeepswabblingaround,nevergivingupandquitting,anditgetstotheplacewhereallofusgetsoonerorlater。TheplacewherePaulcameontheroadtoDamascus。Theplaceofthe\"heavenlyvision。\" Itistheplacewheregravitysays,\"LittleMississippi,doyouwanttogrow?Thenyouwillhavetogosouth。\" ThelittleMississippistartssouth。Hesaystothepeople,\"Goodbye,folks,Iamgoingsouth。\"ThefolksatItascavillesay,\"Why,Mississippi,youarefoolish。Youhain’tgotwaterenoughtogetoutofthecounty。\"Thatisafact,butheisnottryingtogetoutofthecounty。TheMississippiisonlytryingtogosouth。 TheMississippiknowsnothingabouttheGulfofMexico。Hedoesnotknowthathehastogohundredsofmilessouth。Heisonlytryingtogosouth。Hehasnotmuchwater,buthedoesnotwaitforarelativetodieandbequeathhimsomewater。Thatisabeautifulthought!Hehaswaterenoughtostartsouth,andhedoesthat。 Hegoesafootsouth,thenanotherfootsouth。Hegoesamilesouth。Hepicksupalittlestreamandhehassomemorewater。Hegoesonsouth。Hepicksupanotherstreamandgrowssomemore。Daybydayhepicksupstreamlets,brooklets,rivulets。Businessispickingup!Hegrowsasheflows。Poetry! Myfriends,hereisoneofthebestpicturesIcanfindinnatureofwhatitseemstomeourlivesshouldbe。Ihearagreatmanyorations,especiallyinhighschoolcommencements,entitled,\"TheValueofaGoalinLife。\"Butthedirectionisvastlymoreimportantthanthegoal。Findthewayyourlifeshouldgo,andthengoandkeepongoingandyou’llreachathousandgoals。 Wedonothavetofigureouthowfarwehavetogo,norhowmanysupplieswewillneedalongtheway。Allwehavetodoistostartandwewillfindtheresourcesallalongtheway。Wewillgrowasweflow。Allofuscanstart!Andthengoonsouth! Successisnottomorrowornextyear。Successisnow。Successisnotattheendofthejourney,forthereisnoend。Successiseverydayinflowingandgrowing。TheMississippiisasuccessinMinnesotaaswellasonsouth。 YouandIsoonerorlaterhearthecall,\"Goonsouth。\"Ifwehaven’theardit,letuskeepoureartothereceiverandliveamorenaturallife,sothatwecanhearthecall。Weareallcalled。 Itisadivinecall——thecallofourunfoldingtalentstobeused。 Remember,theMississippigoessouth。Ifhehadgoneanyotherdirectionhewouldneverhavebeenheardof。 ThreewonderfulthingsdevelopastheMississippigoesonsouth。