第4章

类别:其他 作者:Robert Louis Stevenson字数:18154更新时间:19/01/03 16:27:26
\"Well,good-bye,\"saidhe。\"Ihavesomethingtodo。Seeyouatdinner。\" \"Don’tbeinsuchahurry,\"criesFrank。\"HoldontillIgetmyrodup。 I’llgowithyou;I’msickoffloggingthisditch。\" Andhebegantoreeluphisline。 Archiestoodspeechless。Hetookalongwhiletorecoverhiswitsunderthisdirectattack;butbythetimehewasreadywithhisanswer,andtheanglewasalmostpackedup,hehadbecomecompletelyWeir,andthehangingfacegloomedonhisyoungshoulders。Hespokewithalabouredcomposure,alabouredkindnesseven;butachildcouldseethathismindwasmadeup。 \"Ibegyourpardon,Innes;Idon’twanttobedisagreeable,butletusunderstandoneanotherfromthebeginning。WhenIwantyourcompany,I’llletyouknow。\" \"O!\"criesFrank,\"youdon’twantmycompany,don’tyou?\" \"Apparentlynotjustnow,\"repliedArchie。\"IevenindicatedtoyouwhenIdid,ifyou’llremember-andthatwasatdinner。Ifwetwofellowsaretolivetogetherpleasantly-andIseenoreasonwhyweshouldnot-itcanonlybebyrespectingeachother’sprivacy。Ifwebeginintruding-\" \"O,come!I’lltakethisatnoman’shands。Isthisthewayyoutreataguestandanoldfriend?\"criedInnes。 \"JustgohomeandthinkoverwhatIsaidbyyourself,\"continuedArchie,\"whetherit’sreasonable,orwhetherit’sreallyoffensiveornot;andlet’smeetatdinnerasthoughnothinghadhappened,I’llputitthisway,ifyoulike-thatIknowmyowncharacter,thatI’mlookingforward(withgreatpleasure,Iassureyou)toalongvisitfromyou,andthatI’mtakingprecautionsatthefirst。Iseethethingthatwe- thatI,ifyoulike-mightfalloutupon,andIstepinandOBSTO PRINCIPIIS。Iwageryoufivepoundsyou’llendbyseeingthatImeanfriendliness,andIassureyou,Francie,Ido,\"headded,relenting。 Burstingwithanger,butincapableofspeech,Innesshoulderedhisrod,madeagestureoffarewell,andstrodeoffdowntheburn-side。Archiewatchedhimgowithoutmoving。Hewassorry,butquiteunashamed。Hehatedtobeinhospitable,butinonethinghewashisfather’sson。Hehadastrongsensethathishousewashisownandnomanelse’s;andtolieataguest’smercywaswhatherefused。Hehatedtoseemharsh。 ButthatwasFrank’slookout。IfFrankhadbeencommonlydiscreet,hewouldhavebeendecentlycourteous。Andtherewasanotherconsideration。Thesecrethewasprotectingwasnothisownmerely;itwashers:itbelongedtothatinexpressibleshewhowasfasttakingpossessionofhissoul,andwhomhewouldsoonhavedefendedatthecostofburningcities。BythetimehehadwatchedFrankasfarastheSwingleburn-foot,appearinganddisappearinginthetarnishedheather,stillstalkingatafiercegaitbutalreadydwindledinthedistanceintolessthanthesmallnessofLilliput,hecouldaffordtosmileattheoccurrence。EitherFrankwouldgo,andthatwouldbearelief-orhewouldcontinuetostay,andhishostmustcontinuetoendurehim。 AndArchiewasnowfree-bydeviouspaths,behindhillocksandinthehollowofburns-tomakeforthetrysting-placewhereKirstie,criedaboutbythecurlewandtheplover,waitedandburnedforhiscomingbytheCovenanter’sstone。 Inneswentoffdown-hillinapassionofresentment,easytobeunderstood,butwhichyieldedprogressivelytotheneedsofhissituation。HecursedArchieforacold-hearted,unfriendly,rude,rudedog;andhimselfstillmorepassionatelyforafoolinhavingcometoHermistonwhenhemighthavesoughtrefugeinalmostanyotherhouseinScotland。Butthesteponcetaken,waspracticallyirretrievable。Hehadnomorereadymoneytogoanywhereelse;hewouldhavetoborrowfromArchiethenextclub-night;andillashethoughtofhishost’smanners,hewassureofhispracticalgenerosity。Frank’sresemblancetoTalleyrandstrikesmeasimaginary;butatleastnotTalleyrandhimselfcouldhavemoreobedientlytakenhislessonfromthefacts。HemetArchieatdinnerwithoutresentment,almostwithcordiality。Youmusttakeyourfriendsasyoufindthem,hewouldhavesaid。Archiecouldn’thelpbeinghisfather’sson,orhisgrandfather’s,thehypotheticalweaver’s,grandson。Thesonofahunks,hewasstillahunksatheart,incapableoftruegenerosityandconsideration;buthehadotherqualitieswithwhichFrankcoulddiverthimselfinthemeanwhile,andtoenjoywhichitwasnecessarythatFrankshouldkeephistemper。 Soexcellentlywasitcontrolledthatheawokenextmorningwithhisheadfullofadifferent,thoughacognatesubject。WhatwasArchie’slittlegame?WhydidheshunFrank’scompany?Whatwashekeepingsecret?Washekeepingtrystwithsomebody,andwasitawoman?Itwouldbeagoodjokeandafairrevengetodiscover。Tothattaskhesethimselfwithagreatdealofpatience,whichmighthavesurprisedhisfriends,forhehadbeenalwayscreditednotwithpatiencesomuchasbrilliancy;andlittlebylittle,fromonepointtoanother,heatlastsucceededinpiecingoutthesituation。Firstheremarkedthat,althoughArchiesetoutinallthedirectionsofthecompass,healwayscamehomeagainfromsomepointbetweenthesouthandwest。Fromthestudyofamap,andinconsiderationofthegreatexpanseofuntenantedmoorlandrunninginthatdirectiontowardsthesourcesoftheClyde,helaidhisfingeronCauldstaneslapandtwootherneighbouringfarms,KingsmuirsandPolintarf。Butitwasdifficulttoadvancefarther。 Withhisrodforapretext,hevainlyvisitedeachoftheminturn; nothingwastobeseensuspiciousaboutthistrinityofmoorlandsettlements。HewouldhavetriedtofollowArchie,haditbeentheleastpossible,butthenatureofthelandprecludedtheidea。Hedidthenextbest,ensconcedhimselfinaquietcorner,andpursuedhismovementswithatelescope。Itwasequallyinvain,andhesoonweariedofhisfutilevigilance,leftthetelescopeathome,andhadalmostgiventhematterupindespair,when,onthetwenty-seventhdayofhisvisit,hewassuddenlyconfrontedwiththepersonwhomhesought。ThefirstSundayKirstiehadmanagedtostayawayfromkirkonsomepretextofindisposition,whichwasmoretrulymodesty;thepleasureofbeholdingArchieseemingtoosacred,toovividforthatpublicplace。 Onthetwofollowing,Frankhadhimselfbeenabsentonsomeofhisexcursionsamongtheneighbouringfamilies。Itwasnotuntilthefourth,accordingly,thatFrankhadoccasiontoseteyesontheenchantress。Withthefirstlook,allhesitationwasover。ShecamewiththeCauldstaneslapparty;thenshelivedatCauldstaneslap。HerewasArchie’ssecret,herewasthewoman,andmorethanthat-thoughI haveneedhereofeverymanageableattenuationoflanguage-withthefirstlook,hehadalreadyenteredhimselfasrival。Itwasagooddealinpique,itwasalittleinrevenge,itwasmuchingenuineadmiration: thedevilmaydecidetheproportions!Icannot,anditisverylikelythatFrankcouldnot。 \"Mightyattractivemilkmaid,\"heobserved,onthewayhome。 \"Who?\"saidArchie。 \"O,thegirlyou’relookingat-aren’tyou?Forwardthereontheroad。 Shecameattendedbytherusticbard;presumably,therefore,belongstohisexaltedfamily。Thesingleobjection!forthefourblackbrothersareawkwardcustomers。Ifanythingweretogowrong,Gibwouldgibber,andClemwouldproveinclement;andDandflyindanders,andHobblowupingobbets。ItwouldbeaHelliottofabusiness!\" \"Veryhumorous,Iamsure,\"saidArchie。 \"Well,Iamtryingtobeso,\"saidFrank。\"It’snonetooeasyinthisplace,andwithyoursolemnsociety,mydearfellow。Butconfessthatthemilkmaidhasfoundfavourinyoureyes,orresignallclaimtobeamanoftaste。\" \"Itisnomatter,\"returnedArchie。 Buttheothercontinuedtolookathim,steadilyandquizzically,andhiscolourslowlyroseanddeepenedundertheglance,untilnotimpudenceitselfcouldhavedeniedthathewasblushing。AndatthisArchielostsomeofhiscontrol。Hechangedhisstickfromonehandtotheother,and-\"O,forGod’ssake,don’tbeanass!\"hecried。 \"Ass?That’stheretortdelicatewithoutdoubt,\"saysFrank。\"Bewareofthehomespunbrothers,dear。Iftheycomeintothedance,you’llseewho’sanass。Thinknow,iftheyonlyapplied(say)aquarterasmuchtalentasIhaveappliedtothequestionofwhatMr。Archiedoeswithhiseveninghours,andwhyheissounaffectedlynastywhenthesubject’stouchedon-\" \"Youaretouchingonitnow,\"interruptedArchiewithawince。 \"Thankyou。ThatwasallIwanted,anarticulateconfession,\"saidFrank。 \"Ibegtoremindyou-\"beganArchie。 Buthewasinterruptedinturn。\"Mydearfellow,don’t。It’squiteneedless。Thesubject’sdeadandburied。\" AndFrankbegantotalkhastilyonothermatters,anartinwhichhewasanadept,foritwashisgifttobefluentonanythingornothing。ButalthoughArchiehadthegraceorthetimiditytosufferhimtorattleon,hewasbynomeansdonewiththesubject。Whenhecamehometodinner,hewasgreetedwithaslydemand,howthingswerelooking\"Cauldstaneslapways。\"FranktookhisfirstglassofportoutafterdinnertothetoastofKirstie,andlaterintheeveninghereturnedtothechargeagain。 \"Isay,Weir,you’llexcusemeforreturningagaintothisaffair。I’vebeenthinkingitover,andIwishtobegyouveryseriouslytobemorecareful。It’snotasafebusiness。Notsafe,myboy,\"saidhe。 \"What?\"saidArchie。 \"Well,it’syourownfaultifImustputanameonthething;butreally,asafriend,Icannotstandbyandseeyourushingheaddownintothesedangers。Mydearboy,\"saidhe,holdingupawarningcigar,\"consider!Whatistobetheendofit?\" \"Theendofwhat?\"-Archie,helplesswithirritation,persistedinthisdangerousandungraciousguard。 \"Well,theendofthemilkmaid;or,tospeakmorebythecard,theendofMissChristinaElliottoftheCauldstaneslap。\" \"Iassureyou,\"Archiebrokeout,\"thisisallafigmentofyourimagination。Thereisnothingtobesaidagainstthatyounglady;youhavenorighttointroducehernameintotheconversation。\" \"I’llmakeanoteofit,\"saidFrank。\"Sheshallhenceforthbenameless,nameless,nameless,Grigalach!Imakeanotebesidesofyourvaluabletestimonytohercharacter。Ionlywanttolookatthisthingasamanoftheworld。Admittedshe’sanangel-but,mygoodfellow,isshealady?\" ThiswastorturetoArchie。\"Ibegyourpardon,\"hesaid,strugglingtobecomposed,\"butbecauseyouhavewormedyourselfintomyconfidence-\" \"O,come!\"criedFrank。\"Yourconfidence?Itwasrosybutunconsenting。Yourconfidence,indeed?Now,look!ThisiswhatImustsay,Weir,foritconcernsyoursafetyandgoodcharacter,andthereforemyhonourasyourfriend。YousayIwormedmyselfintoyourconfidence。 Wormedisgood。ButwhathaveIdone?Ihaveputtwoandtwotogether,justastheparishwillbedoingtomorrow,andthewholeofTweeddaleintwoweeks,andtheblackbrothers-well,Iwon’tputadateonthat;itwillbeadarkandstormymorning!Yoursecret,inotherwords,ispoorPoll’s。AndIwanttoaskofyouasafriendwhetheryouliketheprospect?Therearetwohornstoyourdilemma,andImustsayformyselfIshouldlookmightyruefullyoneither。DoyouseeyourselfexplainingtothefourBlackBrothers?ordoyouseeyourselfpresentingthemilkmaidtopapaasthefutureladyofHermiston?Doyou?Itellyouplainly,Idon’t!\" Archierose。\"Iwillhearnomoreofthis,\"hesaid,inatremblingvoice。 ButFrankagainhelduphiscigar。\"Tellmeonethingfirst。Tellmeifthisisnotafriend’spartthatIamplaying?\" \"Ibelieveyouthinkitso,\"repliedArchle。\"Icangoasfarasthat。 Icandosomuchjusticetoyourmotives。ButIwillhearnomoreofit。Iamgoingtobed。\" \"That’sright,Weir,\"saidFrankheartily。\"Gotobedandthinkoverit;andIsay,man,don’tforgetyourprayers!Idon’toftendothemoral-don’tgoinforthatsortofthing-butwhenIdothere’sonethingsure,thatImeanit。\" SoArchiemarchedofftobed,andFranksatalonebythetableforanotherhourorso,smilingtohimselfrichly。Therewasnothingvindictiveinhisnature;but,ifrevengecameinhisway,itmightaswellbegood,andthethoughtofArchie’spillowreflectionsthatnightwasindescribablysweettohim。Hefeltapleasantsenseofpower。HelookeddownonArchieasonaverylittleboywhosestringshepulled- asonahorsewhomhehadbackedandbridledbysheerpowerofintelligence,andwhomhemightridetogloryorthegraveatpleasure。 Whichwasittobe?Helingeredlong,relishingthedetailsofschemesthathewastooidletopursue。Poorcorkuponatorrent,hetastedthatnightthesweetsofomnipotence,andbroodedlikeadeityoverthestrandsofthatintriguewhichwastoshatterhimbeforethesummerwaned。 CHAPTERVIII-ANOCTURNALVISIT KIRSTIEhadmanycausesofdistress。Moreandmoreaswegrowold-andyetmoreandmoreaswegrowoldandarewomen,frozenbythefearofage-wecometorelyonthevoiceasthesingleoutletofthesoul。 Onlythus,inthecurtailmentofourmeans,canwerelievethestraitenedcryofthepassionwithinus;onlythus,inthebitterandsensitiveshynessofadvancingyears,canwemaintainrelationswiththosevivaciousfiguresoftheyoungthatstillshowbeforeusandtenddailytobecomenomorethanthemovingwall-paperoflife。Talkisthelastlink,thelastrelation。Butwiththeendoftheconversation,whenthevoicestopsandthebrightfaceofthelisteneristurnedaway,solitudefallsagainonthebruisedheart。Kirstiehadlosther\"canniehourate’en\";shecouldnomorewanderwithArchie,aghostifyouwill,butahappyghost,infieldsElysian。Andtoheritwasasifthewholeworldhadfallensilent;tohim,butanunremarkablechangeofamusements。Andsheragedtoknowit。Theeffervescencyofherpassionateandirritablenaturerosewithinherattimestoburstingpoint。 Thisisthepricepaidbyageforunseasonableardoursoffeeling。ItmusthavebeensoforKirstieatanytimewhentheoccasionchanced;butitsofelloutthatshewasdeprivedofthisdelightinthehourwhenshehadmostneedofit,whenshehadmosttosay,mosttoask,andwhenshetrembledtorecognisehersovereigntynotmerelyinabeyancebutannulled。For,withtheclairvoyanceofagenuinelove,shehadpiercedthemysterythathadsolongembarrassedFrank。Shewasconscious,evenbeforeitwascarriedout,evenonthatSundaynightwhenitbegan,ofaninvasionofherrights;andavoicetoldhertheinvader’sname。 Sincethen,byarts,byaccident,bysmallthingsobserved,andbythegeneraldriftofArchie’shumour,shehadpassedbeyondallpossibilityofdoubt。WithasenseofjusticethatLordHermistonmighthaveenvied,shehadthatdayinchurchconsideredandadmittedtheattractionsoftheyoungerKirstie;andwiththeprofoundhumanityandsentimentalityofhernature,shehadrecognisedthecomingoffate。 Notthuswouldshehavechosen。Shehadseen,inimagination,Archieweddedtosometall,powerful,androsyheroineofthegoldenlocks,madeinherownimage,forwhomshewouldhavestrewedthebride-bedwithdelight;andnowshecouldhavewepttoseetheambitionfalsified。 Butthegodshadpronounced,andherdoomwasotherwise。 Shelaytossinginbedthatnight,besiegedwithfeverishthoughts。 Thereweredangerousmatterspending,abattlewastoward,overthefateofwhichshehunginjealousy,sympathy,fear,andalternateloyaltyanddisloyaltytoeitherside。Nowshewasreincarnatedinherniece,andnowinArchie。Nowshesaw,throughthegirl’seyes,theyouthonhiskneestoher,heardhispersuasiveinstanceswithadeadlyweakness,andreceivedhisovermasteringcaresses。Anon,witharevulsion,hertemperragedtoseesuchutmostfavoursoffortuneandlovesquanderedonabratofagirl,oneofherownhouse,usingherownname-adeadlyingredient-andthat\"didnakenherainmindan’wasasblack’syourhat。\"Nowshetrembledlestherdeityshouldpleadinvain,lovingtheideaofsuccessforhimlikeatriumphofnature;anon,withreturningloyaltytoherownfamilyandsex,shetrembledforKirstieandthecreditoftheElliotts。Andagainshehadavisionofherself,thedayoverforherold-worldtalesandlocalgossip,biddingfarewelltoherlastlinkwithlifeandbrightnessandlove;andbehindandbeyond,shesawbuttheblankbutt-endwhereshemustcrawltodie。Hadshethencometothelees?she,sogreat,sobeautiful,withaheartasfreshasagirl’sandstrongaswomanhood?Itcouldnotbe,andyetitwasso; andforamomentherbedwashorribletoherasthesidesofthegrave。 Andshelookedforwardoverawasteofhours,andsawherselfgoontorage,andtremble,andbesoftened,andrageagain,untilthedaycameandthelaboursofthedaymustberenewed。 Suddenlysheheardfeetonthestairs-hisfeet,andsoonafterthesoundofawindow-sashflungopen。Shesatupwithherheartbeating。 Hehadgonetohisroomalone,andhehadnotgonetobed。Shemightagainhaveoneofhernightcracks;andattheentrancingprospect,achangecameoverhermind;withtheapproachofthishopeofpleasure,allthebasermetalbecameimmediatelyobliteratedfromherthoughts。 Sherose,allwoman,andallthebestofwoman,tender,pitiful,hatingthewrong,loyaltoherownsex-andalltheweakestofthatdearmiscellany,nourishing,cherishingnexthersoftheart,voicelesslyflattering,hopesthatshewouldhavediedsoonerthanhaveacknowledged。Shetoreoffhernightcap,andherhairfellabouthershouldersinprofusion。Undyingcoquetryawoke。Bythefaintlightofhernocturnalrush,shestoodbeforethelooking-glass,carriedhershapelyarmsaboveherhead,andgatheredupthetreasuresofhertresses。Shewasneverbackwardtoadmireherself;thatkindofmodestywasastrangertohernature;andshepaused,struckwithapleasedwonderatthesight。\"Yedaftauldwife!\"shesaid,answeringathoughtthatwasnot;andsheblushedwiththeinnocentconsciousnessofachild。Hastilyshedidupthemassiveandshiningcoils,hastilydonnedawrapper,andwiththerushlightinherhand,stoleintothehall。 Belowstairssheheardtheclocktickingthedeliberateseconds,andFrankjinglingwiththedecantersinthedining-room。Aversionroseinher,bitterandmomentary。\"Nesty,tipplingpuggy!\"shethought;andthenextmomentshehadknockedguardedlyatArchie’sdoorandwasbiddenenter。 Archiehadbeenlookingoutintotheancientblackness,piercedhereandtherewitharaylessstar;takingthesweetairofthemoorsandthenightintohisbosomdeeply;seeking,perhapsfinding,peaceafterthemanneroftheunhappy。Heturnedroundasshecamein,andshowedherapalefaceagainstthewindow-frame。 \"Isthatyou,Kirstie?\"heasked。\"Comein!\" \"It’suncolate,mydear,\"saidKirstie,affectingunwillingness。 \"No,no,\"heanswered,\"notatall。Comein,ifyouwantacrack。Iamnotsleepy,Godknows!\" Sheadvanced,tookachairbythetoilettableandthecandle,andsettherushlightatherfoot。Something-itmightbeinthecomparativedisorderofherdress,itmightbetheemotionthatnowwelledinherbosom-hadtouchedherwithawandoftransformation,andsheseemedyoungwiththeyouthofgoddesses。 \"Mr。Erchie,\"shebegan,\"what’sthisthat’scometoye?\" \"Iamnotawareofanythingthathascome,\"saidArchie,andblushed,andrepentedbitterlythathehadletherin。 \"O,mydear,that’llnodae!\"saidKirstie。\"It’silltoblendtheeyesoflove。O,Mr。Erchie,takathochtereit’sowerlate。Yeshouldnabeimpatiento’thebrawso’life,they’lla’comeintheirsaison,likethesunandtherain。Ye’reyoungyet;ye’vemonycantieyearsaforeye。Seeanddinnawreckyersel’attheoutsetlikesaemonyithers! Haepatience-theytelledmeayethatwastheowercomeo’life-haepatience,there’sabrawdaycomingyet。Gudekensitnevercamtome; andhereIam,wi’naythermannorbairntoca’myain,wearyinga’ folkswi’myilltongue,andyoujustthefirst,Mr。Erchie!\" \"Ihaveadifficultyinknowingwhatyoumean,\"saidArchie。 \"Weel,andI’lltellye,\"shesaid。\"It’sjustthis,thatI’mfeared。 I’mfearedforye,mydear。Remember,yourfaitherisahardman,reapingwherehehasnasowedandgaitheringwherehehasnastrawed。 It’seasyspeakin’,butmind!Ye’llhavetolookinthegurlyfaceo’m,whereit’silltolook,andvaintolookformercy。Yemindmeo’abonnyshippittenootintotheblackandgowstyseas-ye’rea’safestill,sittin’quaitandcrackin’wi’Kirstieinyourlownchalmer;butwhaurwillyebethemorn,andinwhattenhorroro’thefearsometempest,cryin’onthehillstocoverye?\" \"Why,Kirstie,you’reveryenigmaticalto-night-andveryeloquent,\" Archieputin。 \"And,mydearMr。Erchie,\"shecontinued,withachangeofvoice,\"yemaunathinkthatIcannasympathisewi’ye。YemaunathinkthatI havenabeenyoungmysel’。Langsyne,whenIwasabitlassie,notwentyyet-\"Shepausedandsighed。\"Cleanandcaller,wi’afitlikethehinneybee,\"shecontinned。\"Iwasayebigandbuirdly,yemaununderstand;abonnyfigureo’awoman,thoughIsayitthatsuldna- builttorearbairns-brawbairnstheysuldhaebeen,andgrandIwouldhaelikitit!ButIwasyoung,dear,wi’thebonnyglinto’youthinmye’en,andlittleIdreamedI’deverbetellin’yethis,anauld,lanely,rudaswife!Weel,Mr。Erchie,therewasaladcam’courtin’me,aswasbutnaetural。Monyhadcomebefore,andIwouldnaneo’them。Butthisyinhadatonguetowilethebirdsfraetheliftandthebeesfraethefoxglovebells。Dearyme,butit’slangsyne!Folkhavedee’dsinsyneandbeenburied,andareforgotten,andbairnsbeenbornandgotmerritandgotbairnso’theirain。Sinsynewoodshavebeenplantit,andhavegrawnupandarebonnytrees,andthejoessitintheirshadow,andsinsyneauldestateshavechangedhands,andtherehavebeenwarsandrumoursofwarsonthefaceoftheearth。AndhereI’mstill-likeanaulddroopitcraw-lookin’onandcraikin’!But,Mr。Erchie,doyenothinkthatIhavemindo’ita’still?Iwasdwallingtheninmyfaither’shouse;andit’sacuriousthingthatwewerewhilestrystedintheDeil’sHags。AnddoyenothinkthatIhavemindofthebonnysimmerdays,thelangmileso’thebluid-redheather,thecryin’ofthewhaups,andtheladandthelassiethatwastrysted?DoyenothinkthatImindhowthehillysweetnessranaboutmyhairt?Ay,Mr。Erchie,Ikenthewayo’it-finedoIkentheway-howthegraceo’Godtakesthem,likePaulofTarsus,whentheythinkitleast,anddrivesthepairo’themintoalandwhichislikeadream,andtheworldandthefolksin’t’arenaemairthancloudstothepuirlassie,andheevennaemairthanwindle-straes,ifshecanbutpleesurehim!UntilTamdee’d-thatwasmystory,\"shebrokeofftosay,\"hedee’d,andIwasnaattheburyin’。Butwhilehewashere,Icouldtakecareo’mysel’。Andcanyonpuirlassie?\" Kirstie,hereyesshiningwithunshedtears,stretchedoutherhandtowardshimappealingly;thebrightandthedullgoldofherhairflashedandsmoulderedinthecoilsbehindhercomelyhead,liketheraysofaneternalyouth;thepurecolourhadriseninherface;andArchiewasabashedalikebyherbeautyandherstory。Hecametowardsherslowlyfromthewindow,tookupherhandinhisandkissedit。 \"Kirstie,\"hesaidhoarsely,\"youhavemisjudgedmesorely。Ihavealwaysthoughtofher,Iwouldnaharmherfortheuniverse,mywoman!\" \"Eh,lad,andthat’seasysayin’,\"criedKirstie,\"butit’snanesaeeasydoin’!Man,doyenocomprehendthatit’sGod’swullweshouldbeblenditandglamoured,andhavenaecommandoverourainmembersatatimelikethat?Mybairn,\"shecried,stillholdinghishand,\"thinko’ thepuirlass!havepityuponher,Erchie!andO,bewisefortwa! Thinko’therisksherins!Ihaveseenye,andwhat’stopreventithers!IsawyeonceintheHags,inmyainhowl,andIwaswaetoseeyethere-inpairtfortheomen,forIthinkthere’saweirdontheplace-andinpairtforpurenakitenvyandbitternesso’hairt。It’sstrangeyeshouldforgathertheretae!God!butyonpuir,thrawn,auldCovenanter’sseenaheapo’humannatursincehelookithislastonthemusketbarrels,ifheneversawnaneafore,\"sheadded,withakindofwonderinhereyes。 \"IswearbymyhonourIhavedonehernowrong,\"saidArchie。\"Iswearbymyhonourandtheredemptionofmysoulthatthereshallnonebedoneher。Ihaveheardofthisbefore。Ihavebeenfoolish,Kirstie,notunkind,and,aboveall,notbase。\" \"There’smybairn!\"saidKirstie,rising。\"I’llcantrustyenoo,I’llcangangtomybedwi’aneasyhairt。\"Andthenshesawinaflashhowbarrenhadbeenhertriumph。Archiehadpromisedtosparethegirl,andhewouldkeepit;butwhohadpromisedtospareArchie?Whatwastobetheendofit?Overamazeofdifficultiessheglanced,andsaw,attheendofeverypassage,theflintycountenanceofHermiston。Andakindofhorrorfelluponheratwhatshehaddone。Sheworeatragicmask。 \"Erchie,theLordpeetyyou,dear,andpeetyme!Ihavebuilditonthisfoundation\"-layingherhandheavilyonhisshoulder-\"andbuildithie,andpitmyhairtinthebuildin’ofit。Ifthehalehypothecweretofa’,Ithink,laddie,Iwoulddee!Excuseadaftwifethatlovesye,andthatkennedyourmither。AndforHisname’ssakekeepyersel’fraeinordinatedesires;haudyourheartinbaithyourhands,carryitcannyandlaigh;dinnasendituplikeahairn’skiteintothecollieshangico’thewunds!Mind,MaisterErchiedear,thatthislife’sa’ disappointment,andamouthfu’o’moolsistheappointedend。\" \"Ay,butKirstie,mywoman,you’reaskingmeowermuchatlast,\"saidArchie,profoundlymoved,andlapsingintothebroadScots。\"Ye’reaskingwhatnaemancangrantye,whatonlytheLordofheavencangrantyeifHeseefit。Ay!AndcanevenHe!IcanpromiseyewhatIshalldo,andyoucandependonthat。ButhowIshallfeel-mywoman,thatislongpastthinkingof!\" Theywerebothstandingbynowoppositeeachother。ThefaceofArchieworethewretchedsemblanceofasmile;herswasconvulsedforamoment。 \"Promisemeaething,\"shecriedinasharpvoice。\"Promisemeye’llneverdonaethingwithouttellingme。\" \"No,Kirstie,Icannapromiseyethat,\"hereplied。\"Ihavepromisedenough,Godkens!\" \"MaytheblessingofGodliftandrestuponyedear!\"shesaid。 \"Godblessye,myoldfriend,\"saidhe。 CHAPTERIX-ATTHEWEAVER’SSTONE ITwaslateintheafternoonwhenArchiedrewnearbythehillpathtothePrayingWeaver’sstone。TheHagswereinshadow。Butstill,throughthegateoftheSlap,thesunshotalastarrow,whichspedfarandstraightacrossthesurfaceofthemoss,hereandtheretouchingandshiningonatussock,andlightedatlengthonthegravestoneandthesmallfigureawaitinghimthere。Theemptinessandsolitudeofthegreatmoorsseemedtobeconcentratedthere,andKirstiepointedoutbythatfigureofsunshinefortheonlyinhabitant。Hisfirstsightofherwasthusexcruciatinglysad,likeaglimpseofaworldfromwhichalllight,comfort,andsocietywereonthepointofvanishing。Andthenextmoment,whenshehadturnedherfacetohimandthequicksmilehadenlightenedit,thewholefaceofnaturesmileduponhiminhersmileofwelcome。Archie’sslowpacewasquickened;hislegshastedtoherthoughhisheartwashangingback。Thegirl,uponherside,drewherselftogetherslowlyandstoodup,expectant;shewasalllanguor,herfacewasgonewhite;herarmsachedforhim,hersoulwasontip- toes。Buthedeceivedher,pausingafewstepsaway,notlesswhitethanherself,andholdinguphishandwithagestureofdenial。 \"No,Christina,notto-day,\"hesaid。\"To-dayIhavetotalktoyouseriously。Sityedown,please,therewhereyouwere。Please!\"herepeated。 TherevulsionoffeelinginChristina’sheartwasviolent。Tohavelongedandwaitedthesewearyhoursforhim,rehearsingherendearments-tohaveseenhimatlastcome-tohavebeenreadythere,breathless,whollypassive,histodowhathewouldwith-andsuddenlytohavefoundherselfconfrontedwithagrey-faced,harshschoolmaster-itwastoorudeashock。Shecouldhavewept,butpridewithheldher。Shesatdownonthestone,fromwhichshehadarisen,partwiththeinstinctofobedience,partasthoughshehadbeenthrustthere。Whatwasthis? Whywassherejected?Hadsheceasedtoplease?Shestoodhereofferingherwares,andhewouldnoneofthem!Andyettheywereallhis!Histotakeandkeep,nothistorefusethough!Inherquickpetulantnature,amomentagoonfirewithhope,thwartedloveandwoundedvanitywrought。Theschoolmasterthatthereisinallmen,tothedespairofallgirlsandmostwomen,wasnowcompletelyinpossessionofArchie。Hehadpassedanightofsermons,adayofreflection;hehadcomewounduptodohisduty;andthesetmouth,whichinhimonlybetrayedtheeffortofhiswill,toherseemedtheexpressionofanavertedheart。Itwasthesamewithhisconstrainedvoiceandembarrassedutterance;andifso-ifitwasallover-thepangofthethoughttookawayfromherthepowerofthinking。 Hestoodbeforehersomewayoff。\"Kirstie,there’sbeentoomuchofthis。We’veseentoomuchofeachother。\"Shelookedupquicklyandhereyescontracted。\"There’snogoodevercomesofthesesecretmeetings。They’renotfrank,nothonesttruly,andIoughttohaveseenit。Peoplehavebeguntotalk;andit’snotrightofme。Doyousee?\" \"Iseesomebodywillhavebeentalkingtoye,\"shesaidsullenly。 \"Theyhave,morethanoneofthem,\"repliedArchie。 \"Andwhaewerethey?\"shecried。\"Andwhatkindo’lovedoyeca’that,that’sreadytogangroundlikeawhirligigatfolktalking?Doyethinktheyhavenatalkedtome?\" \"Havetheyindeed?\"saidArchie,withaquickbreath。\"ThatiswhatI feared。Whowerethey?Whohasdared-?\" Archiewasonthepointoflosinghistemper。 Asamatteroffact,notanyonehadtalkedtoChristinaonthematter; andshestrenuouslyrepeatedherownfirstquestioninapanicofself- defence。 \"Ah,well!whatdoesitmatter?\"hesaid。\"Theyweregoodfolkthatwishedwelltous,andthegreataffairisthattherearepeopletalking。Mydeargirl,wehavetobewise。Wemustnotwreckourlivesattheoutset。Theymaybelongandhappyyet,andwemustseetoit,Kirstie,likeGod’srationalcreaturesandnotlikefoolchildren。 Thereisonethingwemustseetobeforeall。You’reworthwaitingfor,Kirstie!worthwaitingforageneration;itwouldbeenoughreward。\"- Andhereherememberedtheschoolmasteragain,andveryunwiselytooktofollowingwisdom。\"Thefirstthingthatwemustseeto,isthatthereshallbenoscandalaboutformyfather’ssake。Thatwouldruinall;doyenoseethat?\" Kirstiewasalittlepleased,therehadbeensomeshowofwarmthofsentimentinwhatArchiehadsaidlast。Butthedullirritationstillpersistedinherbosom;withtheaboriginalinstinct,havingsufferedherself,shewishedtomakeArchiesuffer。 Andbesides,therehadcomeoutthewordshehadalwaysfearedtohearfromhislips,thenameofhisfather。Itisnottobesupposedthat,duringsomanydayswithaloveavowedbetweenthem,somereferencehadnotbeenmadetotheirconjointfuture。Ithadinfactbeenoftentouchedupon,andfromthefirsthadbeenthesorepoint。Kirstiehadwilfullyclosedtheeyeofthought;shewouldnotargueevenwithherself;gallant,desperatelittleheart,shehadacceptedthecommandofthatsupremeattractionlikethecalloffateandmarchedblindfoldonherdoom。ButArchie,withhismasculinesenseofresponsibility,mustreason;hemustdwellonsomefuturegood,whenthepresentgoodwasallinalltoKirstie;hemusttalk-andtalklamely,asnecessitydrovehim-ofwhatwastobe。Againandagainhehadtouchedonmarriage;againandagainbeendrivenbackintoindistinctnessbyamemoryofLordHermiston。AndKirstiehadbeenswifttounderstandandquicktochokedownandsmothertheunderstanding;swifttoleapupinflameatamentionofthathope,whichspokevolumestohervanityandherlove,thatshemightonedaybeMrs。WeirofHermiston;swift,also,torecogniseinhisstumblingorthrottledutterancethedeath-knelloftheseexpectations,andconstant,poorgirl!inherlarge-mindedmadness,togoonandtorecknothingofthefuture。Buttheseunfinishedreferences,theseblinksinwhichhisheartspoke,andhismemoryandreasonroseuptosilenceitbeforethewordswerewelluttered,gaveherunqualifiableagony。Shewasraisedupanddasheddownagainbleeding。Therecurrenceofthesubjectforcedher,forhowevershortatime,toopenhereyesonwhatshedidnotwishtosee; andithadinvariablyendedinanotherdisappointment。Sonowagain,atthemerewindofitscoming,atthemerementionofhisfather’sname- whomightseemindeedtohaveaccompaniedthemintheirwholemoorlandcourtship,anawfulfigureinawigwithanironicalandbittersmile,presenttoguiltyconsciousness-shefledfromitheaddown。 \"Yehavenatoldmeyet,\"shesaid,\"whowasitspoke?\" \"Yourauntforone,\"saidArchie。 \"AuntieKirstie?\"shecried。\"AndwhatdoIcareformyAuntieKirstie?\" \"Shecaresagreatdealforherniece,\"repliedArchie,inkindreproof。 \"Troth,andit’sthefirstI’veheardofit,\"retortedthegirl。 \"Thequestionhereisnotwhoitis,butwhattheysay,whattheyhavenoticed,\"pursuedthelucidschoolmaster。\"Thatiswhatwehavetothinkofinself-defence。\" \"AuntieKirstie,indeed!Abitter,thrawnauldmaidthat’sfomentedtroubleinthecountrybeforeIwasborn,andwillbedoingitstill,I daursay,whenI’mdeid!It’sinhernature;it’sasnaturalforherasit’sforasheeptoeat。\" \"Pardonme,Kirstie,shewasnottheonlyone,\"interposedArchie。\"I hadtwowarnings,twosermons,lastnight,bothmostkindandconsiderate。Hadyoubeenthere,Ipromiseyouyouwouldhavegrat,mydear!Andtheyopenedmyeyes。Isawweweregoingawrongway。\" \"Whowastheotherone?\"Kirstiedemanded。 BythistimeArchiewasintheconditionofahuntedbeast。Hehadcome,bracedandresolute;hewastotraceoutalineofconductforthepairoftheminafewcold,convincingsentences;hehadnowbeentheresometime,andhewasstillstaggeringroundtheoutworksandundergoingwhathefelttobeasavagecross-examination。 \"Mr。Frank!\"shecried。\"Whatnex’,Iwouldliketoken?\" \"Hespokemostkindlyandtruly。\" \"Whatlikedidhesay?\" \"Iamnotgoingtotellyou;youhavenothingtodowiththat,\"criedArchie,startledtofindhehadadmittedsomuch。 \"O,Ihavenaethingtodowithit!\"sherepeated,springingtoherfeet。 \"A’bodyatHermiston’sfreetopasstheiropinionsuponme,butIhavenaethingtodowi’it!Wasthisatprayerslike?Didyeca’thegrieveintotheconsultation?Littlewonderifa’body’stalking,whenyemakea’bodyyerconfidants!Butasyousay,Mr。Weir,-mostkindly,mostconsiderately,mosttruly,I’msure,-Ihavenaethingtodowithit。 AndIthinkI’llbetterbegoing。I’llbewishingyougoodevening,Mr。 Weir。\"Andshemadehimastatelycurtsey,shakingasshedidsofromheadtofoot,withthebarrenecstasyoftemper。 PoorArchiestooddumbfounded。Shehadmovedsomestepsawayfromhimbeforeherecoveredthegiftofarticulatespeech。 \"Kirstie!\"hecried。\"O,Kirstiewoman!\" Therewasinhisvoicearingofappeal,aclangofmereastonishmentthatshowedtheschoolmasterwasvanquished。 Sheturnedroundonhim。\"WhatdoyeKirstiemefor?\"sheretorted。 \"Whathaveyetodowi’me!Gangtoyourainfreendsanddeavethem!\" Hecouldonlyrepeattheappealing\"Kirstie!\" \"Kirstie,indeed!\"criedthegirl,hereyesblazinginherwhiteface。 \"MynameisMissChristinaElliott,Iwouldhaveyetoken,andIdauryetoca’meoutofit。IfIcannagetlove,I’llhaverespect,Mr。 Weir。I’mcomeofdecentpeople,andI’llhaverespect。WhathaveI donethatyeshouldlightlyme?WhathaveIdone?WhathaveIdone? O,whathaveIdone?\"andhervoiceroseuponthethirdrepetition。\"I thocht-Ithocht-IthochtIwassaehappy!\"andthefirstsobbrokefromherliketheparoxysmofsomemortalsickness。 Archierantoher。Hetookthepoorchildinhisarms,andshenestledtohisbreastastoamother’s,andclaspedhiminhandsthatwerestronglikevices。Hefeltherwholebodyshakenbythethroesofdistress,andhadpityuponherbeyondspeech。Pity,andatthesametimeabewilderedfearofthisexplosiveengineinhisarms,whoseworkshedidnotunderstand,andyethadbeentamperingwith。Therearosefrombeforehimthecurtainsofboyhood,andhesawforthefirsttimetheambiguousfaceofwomanassheis。Invainhelookedbackovertheinterview;hesawnotwherehehadoffended。Itseemedunprovoked,awilfulconvulsionofbrutenature…… GLOSSARY Ae,one。 Antinomian,oneofasectwhichholdsthatunderthegospeldispensationthemorallawisnotobligatory。 AuldHornie,theDevil。 Ballant,ballad。 Bauchles,brogues,oldshoes。 Bauld,bold。 Beesintheirbonnet,eccentricities。 Birling,whirling。 Black-a-vised,dark-complexioned。 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Fey,unlikeyourself,strange,asifurgedonbyfate,oraspersonsareobservedtobeinthehourofapproachingdeathordisaster。 Fit,foot。 Flit,todepart。 Flyped,turnedup,turnedin-sideout。 Forbye,inadditionto。 Forgather,tofallinwith。 Fower,four。 Fushionless,pithless,weak。 Fyle,tosoil,todefile。 Fylement,obloquy,defilement。 Gaed,Went。 Gang,togo。 Geyan’,very。 Gigot,legofmutton。 Girzie,lit。diminutiveofGrizel,hereaplayfulnickname。 Glaur,mud。 Glint,glance,sparkle。 Gloaming,twilight。 Glower,toscowl。 Gobbets,smalllumps。 Gowden,golden。 Gowsty,gusty。 Grat,wept。 Grieve,land-steward。 Guddle,tocatchfishwiththehandsbygropingunderthestonesorbanks。 Gumption,commonsense,judgment。 Guid,good。 Gurley,stormy,surly。 Gyte,besideitself。 Hae,have,take。 Haddit,held。 Hale,whole。 Heels-ower-hurdie,heelsoverhead。 Hinney,honey。 Hirstle,tobustle。 Hizzie,wench。 Howe,hollow。 Howl,hovel。 Hunkered,crouched。 Hypothec,lit。inScotslawthefurnishingsofahouse,andformerlytheproduceandstockofafarmhypothecatedbylawtothelandlordassecurityforrent;colloquially\"thewholestructure,\"\"thewholeconcern。\" Idleset,idleness。 Infeftment,aterminScotslaworiginallysynonymouswithinvestiture。 Jaud,jade。 Jeely-piece,asliceofbreadandjelly。 Jennipers,juniper。 Jo,sweetheart。 Justifeed,executed,madethevictimofjustice。 Jyle,jailKebbuck,cheese。 Ken,toknow。 Kenspeckle,conspicuous。 Kilted,tuckedup。 Kyte,belly。 Laigh,low。 Laird,landedproprietor。 Lane,alone。 Lave,rest,remainder。 Linking,tripping。 Lown,lonely,still。 Lynn,cataract。 LyonKingofArms,thechiefoftheCourtofHeraldryinScotland。 Macers,offiersofthesupremecourt。[Cf。GuyMannering,lastchapter。] Maun,must。 Menseful,ofgoodmanners。 Mirk,dark。 Misbegowk,deception,disappointment。 Mools,mould,earth。 Muckle,much,great,big。 Mylane,bymyself。 Nowt,blackcattle。 Palmering,walkinginfirmly。 Panel,inScotslaw,theaccusedpersoninacriminalaction,theprisoner。 Peel,fortifiedwatch-tower。 Plew-stilts,plough-handles。 Policy,ornamentalgroundsofacountrymansion。 Puddock,frog。 Quean,wench。 Rair,toroar。 Riff-raff,rabble。 Risping,grating。 Rout,rowt,toroar,torant。 Rowth,abundance。 Rudas,haggardoldwoman。 Runt,anoldcowpastbreeding;opprobriously,anoldwoman。 Sab,sob。 Sanguishes,sandwiches。 Sasine,inScotslaw,theactofgivinglegalpossessionoffeudalproperty,or,colloquially,thedeedbywhichthatpossessionisproved。 Sclamber,toscramble。 Sculduddery,impropriety,grossness。 Session,theCourtofSession,thesupremecourtofScotland。 Shauchling,shuffling,slipshod。 Shoo,tochasegently。 Siller,money。 Sinsyne,sincethen。 Skailing,dispersing。 Skelp,slap。 Skirling,screaming。 Skriegh-o’day,daybreak。 Snash,abuse。 Sneisty,supercilious。 Sooth,tohum。 Sough,sound,murmur。 Spec,TheSpeculativeSociety,adebatingSocietyconnectedwithEdingburghUniversity。 Speir,toask。 Speldering,sprawling。 Splairge,tosplash。 Spunk,spirit,fire。 Steik,toshut。 Stockfish,hard,savourless。 Suger-bool,suger-plum。 Syne,since,then。 Tawpie,aslowfoolishslut,alsousedplayfully=monkey。 Tellingyou,agoodthingforyou。 Thir,these。 Thrawn,cross-grained。 Toon,town。 Two-names,localsoubriquetsinadditiontopatronymic。 Tyke,dog。 Unchancy,unlucky。 Unco,strange,extraordinary,very。 Upsitten,impertinent。 Vennel,alley,lane。TheVennel,anarrowlaneinEdingburgh,runningoutoftheGrassmarket。 Vivers,victuals。 Wae,sad,unhappy。 Waling,choosing。 Warrandise,warranty。 Waur,worse。 Weird,destiny。 Whammle,toupset。 Whaup,curlew。 Whiles,sometimes。 Windlestae,cresteddog’s-tail,grass。 Wund,wind。 Yin,one。