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类别:其他 作者:Charles Dickens字数:22397更新时间:19/01/04 09:26:35
CHAPTERI——BARBOXBROTHERS \"Guard!Whatplaceisthis?\" \"MugbyJunction,sir。\" \"Awindyplace!\" \"Yes,itmostlyis,sir。\" \"Andlookscomfortlessindeed!\" \"Yes,itgenerallydoes,sir。\" \"Isitarainynightstill?\" \"Pours,sir。\" \"Openthedoor。I’llgetout。\" \"You’llhave,sir,\"saidtheguard,glisteningwithdropsofwet,andlookingatthetearfulfaceofhiswatchbythelightofhislanternasthetravellerdescended,\"threeminuteshere。\" \"More,Ithink。——ForIamnotgoingon。\" \"Thoughtyouhadathroughticket,sir?\" \"SoIhave,butIshallsacrificetherestofit。Iwantmyluggage。\" \"Pleasetocometothevanandpointitout,sir。Begoodenoughtolookverysharp,sir。Notamomenttospare。\" Theguardhurriedtotheluggagevan,andthetravellerhurriedafterhim。Theguardgotintoit,andthetravellerlookedintoit。 \"Thosetwolargeblackportmanteausinthecornerwhereyourlightshines。Thosearemine。\" \"Nameupon’em,sir?\" \"BarboxBrothers。\" \"Standclear,sir,ifyouplease。One。Two。Right!\" Lampwaved。Signallightsaheadalreadychanging。Shriekfromengine。Traingone。 \"MugbyJunction!\"saidthetraveller,pullingupthewoollenmufflerroundhisthroatwithbothhands。\"Atpastthreeo’clockofatempestuousmorning!So!\" Hespoketohimself。Therewasnooneelsetospeakto。Perhaps,thoughtherehadbeenanyoneelsetospeakto,hewouldhavepreferredtospeaktohimself。Speakingtohimselfhespoketoamanwithinfiveyearsoffiftyeitherway,whohadturnedgreytoosoon,likeaneglectedfire;amanofponderinghabit,broodingcarriageofthehead,andsuppressedinternalvoice;amanwithmanyindicationsonhimofhavingbeenmuchalone。 Hestoodunnoticedonthedrearyplatform,exceptbytherainandbythewind。Thosetwovigilantassailantsmadearushathim。\"Verywell,\"saidhe,yielding。\"ItsignifiesnothingtometowhatquarterIturnmyface。\" Thus,atMugbyJunction,atpastthreeo’clockofatempestuousmorning,thetravellerwentwheretheweatherdrovehim。 Notbutwhathecouldmakeastandwhenhewassominded,for,comingtotheendoftheroofedshelter(itisofconsiderableextentatMugbyJunction),andlookingoutuponthedarknight,withayetdarkerspirit-wingofstormbeatingitswildwaythroughit,hefacedabout,andheldhisownasruggedlyinthedifficultdirectionashehadhelditintheeasierone。Thus,withasteadystep,thetravellerwentupanddown,upanddown,upanddown,seekingnothingandfindingit。 Aplacerepletewithshadowyshapes,thisMugbyJunctionintheblackhoursofthefour-and-twenty。Mysteriousgoodstrains,coveredwithpallsandglidingonlikevastweirdfunerals,conveyingthemselvesguiltilyawayfromthepresenceofthefewlightedlamps,asiftheirfreighthadcometoasecretandunlawfulend。Half-milesofcoalpursuinginaDetectivemanner,followingwhentheylead,stoppingwhentheystop,backingwhentheyback。 Red-hotembersshoweringoutupontheground,downthisdarkavenue,anddowntheother,asiftorturingfireswerebeingrakedclear; concurrently,shrieksandgroansandgrindsinvadingtheear,asifthetorturedwereattheheightoftheirsuffering。Iron-barredcagesfullofcattlejanglingbymidway,thedroopingbeastswithhornsentangled,eyesfrozenwithterror,andmouthstoo:atleasttheyhavelongicicles(orwhatseemso)hangingfromtheirlips。 Unknownlanguagesintheair,conspiringinred,green,andwhitecharacters。Anearthquake,accompaniedwiththunderandlightning,goingupexpresstoLondon。Now,allquiet,allrusty,windandraininpossession,lampsextinguished,MugbyJunctiondeadandindistinct,withitsrobedrawnoveritshead,likeCaesar。 Now,too,asthebelatedtravellerploddedupanddown,ashadowytrainwentbyhiminthegloomwhichwasnootherthanthetrainofalife。Fromwhatsoeverintangibledeepcuttingordarktunnelitemerged,hereitcame,unsummonedandunannounced,stealinguponhim,andpassingawayintoobscurity。Heremournfullywentbyachildwhohadneverhadachildhoodorknownaparent,inseparablefromayouthwithabittersenseofhisnamelessness,coupledtoamantheenforcedbusinessofwhosebestyearshadbeendistastefulandoppressive,linkedtoanungratefulfriend,draggingafterhimawomanoncebeloved。Attendant,withmanyaclankandwrench,werelumberingcares,darkmeditations,hugedimdisappointments,monotonousyears,alongjarringlineofthediscordsofasolitaryandunhappyexistence。 \"——Yours,sir?\" Thetravellerrecalledhiseyesfromthewasteintowhichtheyhadbeenstaring,andfellbackasteporsoundertheabruptness,andperhapsthechanceappropriateness,ofthequestion。 \"Oh!Mythoughtswerenothereforthemoment。Yes。Yes。Thosetwoportmanteausaremine。AreyouaPorter?\" \"OnPorter’swages,sir。ButIamLamps。\" Thetravellerlookedalittleconfused。 \"Whodidyousayyouare?\" \"Lamps,sir,\"showinganoilyclothinhishand,asfartherexplanation。 \"Surely,surely。Isthereanyhotelortavernhere?\" \"Notexactlyhere,sir。ThereisaRefreshmentRoomhere,but——\" Lamps,withamightyseriouslook,gavehisheadawarningrollthatplainlyadded——\"butit’sablessedcircumstanceforyouthatit’snotopen。\" \"Youcouldn’trecommendit,Isee,ifitwasavailable?\" \"Askyourpardon,sir。Ifitwas-?\" \"Open?\" \"Itain’tmyplace,asapaidservantofthecompany,togivemyopiniononanyofthecompany’stoepics,\"——hepronounceditmoreliketoothpicks,——\"beyondlamp-ileandcottons,\"returnedLampsinaconfidentialtone;\"but,speakingasaman,Iwouldn’trecommendmyfather(ifhewastocometolifeagain)togoandtryhowhe’dbetreatedattheRefreshmentRoom。Notspeakingasaman,no,IwouldNOT。\" Thetravellernoddedconviction。\"IsupposeIcanputupinthetown?Thereisatownhere?\"Forthetraveller(thoughastay-at- homecomparedwithmosttravellers)hadbeen,likemanyothers,carriedonthesteamwindsandtheirontidesthroughthatJunctionbefore,withouthavingever,asonemightsay,goneashorethere。 \"Ohyes,there’satown,sir!Anyways,there’stownenoughtoputupin。But,\"followingtheglanceoftheotherathisluggage,\"thisisaverydeadtimeofthenightwithus,sir。Thedeadesttime。Imighta’mostcallitourdeadestandburiedesttime。\" \"Noportersabout?\" \"Well,sir,yousee,\"returnedLamps,confidentialagain,\"theyingeneralgoesoffwiththegas。That’showitis。Andtheyseemtohaveoverlookedyou,throughyourwalkingtothefurderendoftheplatform。But,inabouttwelveminutesorso,shemaybeup。\" \"Whomaybeup?\" \"Thethreeforty-two,sir。Shegoesoffinasidin’tilltheUpX passes,andthenshe\"——hereanairofhopefulvaguenesspervadedLamps——\"doesallaslaysinherpower。\" \"IdoubtifIcomprehendthearrangement。\" \"Idoubtifanybodydo,sir。She’saParliamentary,sir。And,yousee,aParliamentary,oraSkirmishun——\" \"DoyoumeananExcursion?\" \"That’sit,sir。——AParliamentaryoraSkirmishun,shemostlyDOES gooffintoasidin’。But,whensheCANgetachance,she’swhistledoutofit,andshe’swhistledupintodoin’allas,\"——Lampsagainworetheairofahighlysanguinemanwhohopedforthebest,—— \"allaslaysinherpower。\" Hethenexplainedthattheportersonduty,beingrequiredtobeinattendanceontheParliamentarymatroninquestion,woulddoubtlessturnupwiththegas。Inthemeantime,ifthegentlemanwouldnotverymuchobjecttothesmelloflamp-oil,andwouldacceptthewarmthofhislittleroom-Thegentleman,beingbythistimeverycold,instantlyclosedwiththeproposal。 Agreasylittlecabinitwas,suggestive,tothesenseofsmell,ofacabininaWhaler。Buttherewasabrightfireburninginitsrustygrate,andonthefloortherestoodawoodenstandofnewlytrimmedandlightedlamps,readyforcarriageservice。Theymadeabrightshow,andtheirlight,andthewarmth,accountedforthepopularityoftheroom,asbornewitnesstobymanyimpressionsofvelveteentrousersonaformbythefire,andmanyroundedsmearsandsmudgesofstoopingvelveteenshouldersontheadjacentwall。 Variousuntidyshelvesaccommodatedaquantityoflampsandoil- cans,andalsoafragrantcollectionofwhatlookedlikethepocket- handkerchiefsofthewholelampfamily。 AsBarboxBrothers(sotocallthetravelleronthewarrantyofhisluggage)tookhisseatupontheform,andwarmedhisnowunglovedhandsatthefire,heglancedasideatalittledealdesk,muchblotchedwithink,whichhiselbowtouched。Uponitweresomescrapsofcoarsepaper,andasuperannuatedsteelpeninveryreducedandgrittycircumstances。 Fromglancingatthescrapsofpaper,heturnedinvoluntarilytohishost,andsaid,withsomeroughness: \"Why,youareneverapoet,man?\" Lampshadcertainlynottheconventionalappearanceofone,ashestoodmodestlyrubbinghissquabnosewithahandkerchiefsoexceedinglyoily,thathemighthavebeenintheactofmistakinghimselfforoneofhischarges。HewasasparemanofabouttheBarboxBrotherstimeoflife,withhisfeatureswhimsicallydrawnupwardasiftheywereattractedbytherootsofhishair。Hehadapeculiarlyshiningtransparentcomplexion,probablyoccasionedbyconstantoleaginousapplication;andhisattractivehair,beingcutshort,andbeinggrizzled,andstandingstraightuponendasifitinitsturnwereattractedbysomeinvisiblemagnetaboveit,thetopofhisheadwasnotveryunlikealamp-wick。 \"But,tobesure,it’snobusinessofmine,\"saidBarboxBrothers。 \"Thatwasanimpertinentobservationonmypart。Bewhatyoulike。\" \"Somepeople,sir,\"remarkedLampsinatoneofapology,\"aresometimeswhattheydon’tlike。\" \"NobodyknowsthatbetterthanIdo,\"sighedtheother。\"IhavebeenwhatIdon’tlike,allmylife。\" \"WhenIfirsttook,sir,\"resumedLamps,\"tocomposinglittleComic- Songs——like——\" BarboxBrotherseyedhimwithgreatdisfavour。 \"——TocomposinglittleComic-Songs-like——andwhatwasmorehard——tosinging’emafterwards,\"saidLamps,\"itwentagainstthegrainatthattime,itdidindeed。\" SomethingthatwasnotalloilhereshininginLamps’seye,BarboxBrotherswithdrewhisownalittledisconcerted,lookedatthefire,andputafootonthetopbar。\"Whydidyoudoit,then?\"heaskedafterashortpause;abruptlyenough,butinasoftertone。\"Ifyoudidn’twanttodoit,whydidyoudoit?Wheredidyousingthem? Public-house?\" TowhichMr。Lampsreturnedthecuriousreply:\"Bedside。\" Atthismoment,whilethetravellerlookedathimforelucidation,MugbyJunctionstartedsuddenly,trembledviolently,andopeneditsgaseyes。\"She’sgotup!\"Lampsannounced,excited。\"Whatlaysinherpowerissometimesmore,andsometimesless;butit’slaidinherpowertogetupto-night,byGeorge!\" Thelegend\"BarboxBrothers,\"inlargewhitelettersontwoblacksurfaces,wasverysoonafterwardstrundlingonatruckthroughasilentstreet,and,whentheownerofthelegendhadshiveredonthepavementhalfanhour,whattimetheporter’sknocksattheInnDoorknockedupthewholetownfirst,andtheInnlast,hegropedhiswayintothecloseairofashut-uphouse,andsogropedbetweenthesheetsofashut-upbedthatseemedtohavebeenexpresslyrefrigeratedforhimwhenlastmade。 II \"Yourememberme,YoungJackson?\" \"WhatdoIrememberifnotyou?Youaremyfirstremembrance。Itwasyouwhotoldmethatwasmyname。ItwasyouwhotoldmethatoneverytwentiethofDecembermylifehadapenitentialanniversaryinitcalledabirthday。Isupposethelastcommunicationwastruerthanthefirst!\" \"WhatamIlike,YoungJackson?\" \"Youarelikeablightallthroughtheyeartome。Youhard-lined,thin-lipped,repressive,changelesswomanwithawaxmaskon。YouareliketheDeviltome;mostofallwhenyouteachmereligiousthings,foryoumakemeabhorthem。\" \"Yourememberme,Mr。YoungJackson?\"Inanothervoicefromanotherquarter。 \"Mostgratefully,sir。Youweretherayofhopeandprosperingambitioninmylife。WhenIattendedyourcourse,IbelievedthatI shouldcometobeagreathealer,andIfeltalmosthappy——eventhoughIwasstilltheoneboarderinthehousewiththathorriblemask,andateanddrankinsilenceandconstraintwiththemaskbeforeme,everyday。AsIhaddoneevery,every,everyday,throughmyschool-timeandfrommyearliestrecollection。\" \"WhatamIlike,Mr。YoungJackson?\" \"YouarelikeaSuperiorBeingtome。YouarelikeNaturebeginningtorevealherselftome。Ihearyouagain,asoneofthehushedcrowdofyoungmenkindlingunderthepowerofyourpresenceandknowledge,andyoubringintomyeyestheonlyexultanttearsthateverstoodinthem。\" \"YourememberMe,Mr。YoungJackson?\"Inagratingvoicefromquiteanotherquarter。 \"Toowell。Youmadeyourghostlyappearanceinmylifeoneday,andannouncedthatitscoursewastobesuddenlyandwhollychanged。 YoushowedmewhichwasmywearisomeseatintheGalleyofBarboxBrothers。(WhenTHEYwere,iftheyeverwere,isunknowntome; therewasnothingofthembutthenamewhenIbenttotheoar。)YoutoldmewhatIwastodo,andwhattobepaid;youtoldmeafterwards,atintervalsofyears,whenIwastosignfortheFirm,whenIbecameapartner,whenIbecametheFirm。Iknownomoreofit,orofmyself。\" \"WhatamIlike,Mr。YoungJackson?\" \"Youarelikemyfather,Isometimesthink。Youarehardenoughandcoldenoughsotohavebroughtupanacknowledgedson。Iseeyourscantyfigure,yourclosebrownsuit,andyourtightbrownwig;butyou,too,wearawaxmasktoyourdeath。Youneverbyachanceremoveit——itneverbyachancefallsoff——andIknownomoreofyou。\" Throughoutthisdialogue,thetravellerspoketohimselfathiswindowinthemorning,ashehadspokentohimselfattheJunctionovernight。Andashehadthenlookedinthedarkness,amanwhohadturnedgreytoosoon,likeaneglectedfire:sohenowlookedinthesun-light,anashiergrey,likeafirewhichthebrightnessofthesunputout。 ThefirmofBarboxBrothershadbeensomeoffshootorirregularbranchofthePublicNotaryandbill-brokingtree。IthadgainedforitselfagripingreputationbeforethedaysofYoungJackson,andthereputationhadstucktoitandtohim。AshehadimperceptiblycomeintopossessionofthedimdenupinthecornerofacourtoffLombardStreet,onwhosegrimywindowstheinscriptionBarboxBrothershadformanylongyearsdailyinterposeditselfbetweenhimandthesky,sohehadinsensiblyfoundhimselfapersonageheldinchronicdistrust,whomitwasessentialtoscrewtighttoeverytransactioninwhichheengaged,whosewordwasnevertobetakenwithouthisattestedbond,whomalldealerswithopenlysetupguardsandwardsagainst。Thischaracterhadcomeuponhimthroughnoactofhisown。ItwasasiftheoriginalBarboxhadstretchedhimselfdownupontheofficefloor,andhadthithercausedtobeconveyedYoungJacksoninhissleep,andhadthereeffectedametempsychosisandexchangeofpersonswithhim。Thediscovery—— aidedinitsturnbythedeceitoftheonlywomanhehadeverloved,andthedeceitoftheonlyfriendhehadevermade:whoelopedfromhimtobemarriedtogether——thediscovery,sofollowedup,completedwhathisearliestrearinghadbegun。Heshrank,abashed,withintheformofBarbox,andlifteduphisheadandheartnomore。 Buthedidatlasteffectonegreatreleaseinhiscondition。Hebroketheoarhehadpliedsolong,andhescuttledandsankthegalley。Hepreventedthegradualretirementofanoldconventionalbusinessfromhim,bytakingtheinitiativeandretiringfromit。 Withenoughtoliveon(though,afterall,withnottoomuch),heobliteratedthefirmofBarboxBrothersfromthepagesofthePost- OfficeDirectoryandthefaceoftheearth,leavingnothingofitbutitsnameontwoportmanteaus。 \"Foronemusthavesomenameingoingabout,forpeopletopickup,\" heexplainedtoMugbyHighStreet,throughtheInnwindow,\"andthatnameatleastwasrealonce。Whereas,YoungJackson!——NottomentionitsbeingasadlysatiricalmisnomerforOldJackson。\" Hetookuphishatandwalkedout,justintimetosee,passingalongontheoppositesideoftheway,avelveteenman,carryinghisday’sdinnerinasmallbundlethatmighthavebeenlargerwithoutsuspicionofgluttony,andpeltingawaytowardstheJunctionatagreatpace。 \"There’sLamps!\"saidBarboxBrothers。\"Andbythebye——\" Ridiculous,surely,thatamansoserious,soself-contained,andnotyetthreedaysemancipatedfromaroutineofdrudgery,shouldstandrubbinghischininthestreet,inabrownstudyaboutComicSongs。 \"Bedside?\"saidBarboxBrotherstestily。\"Singsthematthebedside?Whyatthebedside,unlesshegoestobeddrunk?Does,I shouldn’twonder。Butit’snobusinessofmine。Letmesee。MugbyJunction,MugbyJunction。WhereshallIgonext?AsitcameintomyheadlastnightwhenIwokefromanuneasysleepinthecarriageandfoundmyselfhere,Icangoanywherefromhere。WhereshallI go?I’llgoandlookattheJunctionbydaylight。There’snohurry,andImaylikethelookofoneLinebetterthananother。\" ButthereweresomanyLines。GazingdownuponthemfromabridgeattheJunction,itwasasiftheconcentratingCompaniesformedagreatIndustrialExhibitionoftheworksofextraordinarygroundspidersthatspuniron。AndthensomanyoftheLineswentsuchwonderfulways,socrossingandcurvingamongoneanother,thattheeyelostthem。Andthensomeofthemappearedtostartwiththefixedintentionofgoingfivehundredmiles,andallofasuddengaveitupataninsignificantbarrier,orturnedoffintoaworkshop。Andthenothers,likeintoxicatedmen,wentalittlewayverystraight,andsurprisinglysluedroundandcamebackagain。 Andthenothersweresochock-fulloftrucksofcoal,othersweresoblockedwithtrucksofcasks,othersweresogorgedwithtrucksofballast,othersweresosetapartforwheeledobjectslikeimmenseironcotton-reels:whileothersweresobrightandclear,andothersweresodeliveredovertorustandashesandidlewheelbarrowsoutofwork,withtheirlegsintheair(lookingmuchliketheirmastersonstrike),thattherewasnobeginning,middle,orendtothebewilderment。 BarboxBrothersstoodpuzzledonthebridge,passinghisrighthandacrossthelinesonhisforehead,whichmultipliedwhilehelookeddown,asiftherailwayLinesweregettingthemselvesphotographedonthatsensitiveplate。Thenwasheardadistantringingofbellsandblowingofwhistles。Then,puppet-lookingheadsofmenpoppedoutofboxesinperspective,andpoppedinagain。Then,prodigiouswoodenrazors,setuponend,beganshavingtheatmosphere。Then,severallocomotiveenginesinseveraldirectionsbegantoscreamandbeagitated。Then,alongoneavenueatraincamein。Then,alonganothertwotrainsappearedthatdidn’tcomein,butstoppedwithout。Then,bitsoftrainsbrokeoff。Then,astrugglinghorsebecameinvolvedwiththem。Then,thelocomotivessharedthebitsoftrains,andranawaywiththewhole。 \"Ihavenotmademynextmovemuchclearerbythis。Nohurry。Noneedtomakeupmymindto-day,orto-morrow,noryetthedayafter。 I’lltakeawalk。\" Itfelloutsomehow(perhapshemeantitshould)thatthewalktendedtotheplatformatwhichhehadalighted,andtoLamps’sroom。ButLampswasnotinhisroom。ApairofvelveteenshoulderswereadaptingthemselvestooneoftheimpressionsonthewallbyLamps’sfireplace,butotherwisetheroomwasvoid。Inpassingbacktogetoutofthestationagain,helearntthecauseofthisvacancy,bycatchingsightofLampsontheoppositelineofrailway,skippingalongthetopofatrain,fromcarriagetocarriage,andcatchinglightednamesakesthrownuptohimbyacoadjutor。 \"Heisbusy。HehasnotmuchtimeforcomposingorsingingComicSongsthismorning,Itakeit。\" Thedirectionhepursuednowwasintothecountry,keepingveryneartothesideofonegreatLineofrailway,andwithineasyviewofothers。\"Ihavehalfamind,\"’hesaid,glancingaround,\"tosettlethequestionfromthispoint,bysaying,’I’lltakethissetofrails,orthat,ort’other,andsticktoit。’Theyseparatethemselvesfromtheconfusion,outhere,andgotheirways。\" Ascendingagentlehillofsomeextent,hecametoafewcottages。 There,lookingabouthimasaveryreservedmanmightwhohadneverlookedabouthiminhislifebefore,hesawsomesixoreightyoungchildrencomemerrilytroopingandwhoopingfromoneofthecottages,anddisperse。Butnotuntiltheyhadallturnedatthelittlegarden-gate,andkissedtheirhandstoafaceattheupperwindow:alowwindowenough,althoughtheupper,forthecottagehadbutastoryofoneroomabovetheground。 Now,thatthechildrenshoulddothiswasnothing;butthattheyshoulddothistoafacelyingonthesilloftheopenwindow,turnedtowardstheminahorizontalposition,andapparentlyonlyaface,wassomethingnoticeable。Helookedupatthewindowagain。 Couldonlyseeaveryfragile,thoughaverybrightface,lyingononecheekonthewindow-sill。Thedelicatesmilingfaceofagirlorwoman。Framedinlongbrightbrownhair,roundwhichwastiedalightbluebandorfillet,passingunderthechin。 Hewalkedon,turnedback,passedthewindowagain,shylyglancedupagain。Nochange。Hestruckoffbyawindingbranch-roadatthetopofthehill——whichhemustotherwisehavedescended——keptthecottagesinview,workedhiswayroundatadistancesoastocomeoutoncemoreintothemainroad,andbeobligedtopassthecottagesagain。Thefacestilllayonthewindow-sill,butnotsomuchinclinedtowardshim。Andnowtherewereapairofdelicatehandstoo。Theyhadtheactionofperformingonsomemusicalinstrument,andyetitproducednosoundthatreachedhisears。 \"MugbyJunctionmustbethemaddestplaceinEngland,\"saidBarboxBrothers,pursuinghiswaydownthehill。\"ThefirstthingIfindhereisaRailwayPorterwhocomposescomicsongstosingathisbedside。ThesecondthingIfindhereisaface,andapairofhandsplayingamusicalinstrumentthatDON’Tplay!\" ThedaywasafinebrightdayintheearlybeginningofNovember,theairwasclearandinspiriting,andthelandscapewasrichinbeautifulcolours。TheprevailingcoloursinthecourtoffLombardStreet,Londoncity,hadbeenfewandsombre。Sometimes,whentheweatherelsewherewasverybrightindeed,thedwellersinthosetentsenjoyedapepper-and-salt-coloureddayortwo,buttheiratmosphere’susualwearwasslateorsnuffcoloured。 Herelishedhiswalksowellthatherepeateditnextday。Hewasalittleearlieratthecottagethanonthedaybefore,andhecouldhearthechildrenupstairssingingtoaregularmeasure,andclappingoutthetimewiththeirhands。 \"Still,thereisnosoundofanymusicalinstrument,\"hesaid,listeningatthecorner,\"andyetIsawtheperforminghandsagainasIcameby。Whatarethechildrensinging?Why,goodLord,theycanneverbesingingthemultiplicationtable?\" Theywere,though,andwithinfiniteenjoyment。Themysteriousfacehadavoiceattachedtoit,whichoccasionallyledorsetthechildrenright。Itsmusicalcheerfulnesswasdelightful。Themeasureatlengthstopped,andwassucceededbyamurmuringofyoungvoices,andthenbyashortsongwhichhemadeouttobeaboutthecurrentmonthoftheyear,andaboutwhatworkityieldedtothelabourersinthefieldsandfarmyards。Thentherewasastiroflittlefeet,andthechildrencametroopingandwhoopingout,asonthepreviousday。Andagain,asonthepreviousday,theyallturnedatthegarden-gate,andkissedtheirhands——evidentlytothefaceonthewindow-sill,thoughBarboxBrothersfromhisretiredpostofdisadvantageatthecornercouldnotseeit。 But,asthechildrendispersed,hecutoffonesmallstraggler——abrown-facedboywithflaxenhair——andsaidtohim: \"Comehere,littleone。Tellme,whosehouseisthat?\" Thechild,withoneswarthyarmheldupacrosshiseyes,halfinshyness,andhalfreadyfordefence,saidfrombehindtheinsideofhiselbow: \"Phoebe’s。\" \"Andwho,\"saidBarboxBrothers,quiteasmuchembarrassedbyhispartinthedialogueasthechildcouldpossiblybebyhis,\"isPhoebe?\" Towhichthechildmadeanswer:\"Why,Phoebe,ofcourse。\" Thesmallbutsharpobserverhadeyedhisquestionerclosely,andhadtakenhismoralmeasure。Heloweredhisguard,andratherassumedatonewithhim:ashavingdiscoveredhimtobeanunaccustomedpersonintheartofpoliteconversation。 \"Phoebe,\"saidthechild,\"can’tbeanybobbyelsebutPhoebe。Canshe?\" \"No,Isupposenot。\" \"Well,\"returnedthechild,\"thenwhydidyouaskme?\" Deemingitprudenttoshifthisground,BarboxBrotherstookupanewposition。 \"Whatdoyoudothere?Upthereinthatroomwheretheopenwindowis。Whatdoyoudothere?\" \"Cool,\"saidthechild。 \"Eh?\" \"Co-o-ol,\"thechildrepeatedinaloudervoice,lengtheningoutthewordwithafixedlookandgreatemphasis,asmuchastosay: \"What’stheuseofyourhavinggrownup,ifyou’resuchadonkeyasnottounderstandme?\" \"Ah!School,school,\"saidBarboxBrothers。\"Yes,yes,yes。AndPhoebeteachesyou?\" Thechildnodded。 \"Goodboy。\" \"Tounditout,haveyou?\"saidthechild。 \"Yes,Ihavefounditout。Whatwouldyoudowithtwopence,ifI gaveityou?\" \"Pendit。\" Theknock-downpromptitudeofthisreplyleavinghimnotalegtostandupon,BarboxBrothersproducedthetwopencewithgreatlameness,andwithdrewinastateofhumiliation。 But,seeingthefaceonthewindow-sillashepassedthecottage,heacknowledgeditspresencetherewithagesture,whichwasnotanod,notabow,notaremovalofhishatfromhishead,butwasadiffidentcompromisebetweenorstrugglewithallthree。Theeyesinthefaceseemedamused,orcheered,orboth,andthelipsmodestlysaid:\"Good-daytoyou,sir。\" \"IfindImuststickforatimetoMugbyJunction,\"saidBarboxBrotherswithmuchgravity,afteroncemorestoppingonhisreturnroadtolookattheLineswheretheywenttheirseveralwayssoquietly。\"Ican’tmakeupmymindyetwhichironroadtotake。Infact,ImustgetalittleaccustomedtotheJunctionbeforeIcandecide。\" So,heannouncedattheInnthathewas\"goingtostayonforthepresent,\"andimprovedhisacquaintancewiththeJunctionthatnight,andagainnextmorning,andagainnextnightandmorning: goingdowntothestation,minglingwiththepeoplethere,lookingabouthimdownalltheavenuesofrailway,andbeginningtotakeaninterestintheincomingsandoutgoingsofthetrains。Atfirst,heoftenputhisheadintoLamps’slittleroom,butheneverfoundLampsthere。Apairortwoofvelveteenshouldersheusuallyfoundthere,stoopingoverthefire,sometimesinconnectionwithaclaspedknifeandapieceofbreadandmeat;buttheanswertohisinquiry,\"Where’sLamps?\"was,eitherthathewas\"t’othersidetheline,\"or,thatitwashisoff-time,or(inthelattercase)hisownpersonalintroductiontoanotherLampswhowasnothisLamps。 However,hewasnotsodesperatelysetuponseeingLampsnow,butheborethedisappointment。NordidhesowhollydevotehimselftohissevereapplicationtothestudyofMugbyJunctionastoneglectexercise。Onthecontrary,hetookawalkeveryday,andalwaysthesamewalk。Buttheweatherturnedcoldandwetagain,andthewindowwasneveropen。 III Atlength,afteralapseofsomedays,therecameanotherstreakoffinebrighthardyautumnweather。ItwasaSaturday。Thewindowwasopen,andthechildrenweregone。Notsurprising,this,forhehadpatientlywatchedandwaitedatthecorneruntiltheyWEREgone。 \"Good-day,\"hesaidtotheface;absolutelygettinghishatclearoffhisheadthistime。 \"Good-daytoyou,sir。\" \"Iamgladyouhaveafineskyagaintolookat。\" \"Thankyou,sir。Itiskindifyou。\" \"Youareaninvalid,Ifear?\" \"No,sir。Ihaveverygoodhealth。\" \"Butareyounotalwayslyingdown?\" \"Ohyes,Iamalwayslyingdown,becauseIcannotsitup!ButIamnotaninvalid。\" Thelaughingeyesseemedhighlytoenjoyhisgreatmistake。 \"Wouldyoumindtakingthetroubletocomein,sir?Thereisabeautifulviewfromthiswindow。AndyouwouldseethatIamnotatallill——beingsogoodastocare。\" Itwassaidtohelphim,ashestoodirresolute,butevidentlydesiringtoenter,withhisdiffidenthandonthelatchofthegarden-gate。Itdidhelphim,andhewentin。 Theroomup-stairswasaverycleanwhiteroomwithalowroof。Itsonlyinmatelayonacouchthatbroughtherfacetoalevelwiththewindow。Thecouchwaswhitetoo;andhersimpledressorwrapperbeinglightblue,likethebandaroundherhair,shehadanethereallook,andafancifulappearanceoflyingamongclouds。Hefeltthatsheinstinctivelyperceivedhimtobebyhabitadowncasttaciturnman;itwasanotherhelptohimtohaveestablishedthatunderstandingsoeasily,andgotitover。 Therewasanawkwardconstraintuponhim,nevertheless,ashetouchedherhand,andtookachairatthesideofhercouch。 \"Iseenow,\"hebegan,notatallfluently,\"howyouoccupyyourhand。Onlyseeingyoufromthepathoutside,Ithoughtyouwereplayinguponsomething。\" Shewasengagedinverynimblyanddexterouslymakinglace。Alace- pillowlayuponherbreast;andthequickmovementsandchangesofherhandsuponit,assheworked,hadgiventhemtheactionhehadmisinterpreted。 \"Thatiscurious,\"sheansweredwithabrightsmile。\"ForIoftenfancy,myself,thatIplaytuneswhileIamatwork。\" \"Haveyouanymusicalknowledge?\" Sheshookherhead。 \"IthinkIcouldpickouttunes,ifIhadanyinstrument,whichcouldbemadeashandytomeasmylace-pillow。ButIdaresayI deceivemyself。Atallevents,Ishallneverknow。\" \"Youhaveamusicalvoice。Excuseme;Ihaveheardyousing。\" \"Withthechildren?\"sheanswered,slightlycolouring。\"Ohyes。I singwiththedearchildren,ifitcanbecalledsinging。\" BarboxBrothersglancedatthetwosmallformsintheroom,andhazardedthespeculationthatshewasfondofchildren,andthatshewaslearnedinnewsystemsofteachingthem? \"Veryfondofthem,\"shesaid,shakingherheadagain;\"butIknownothingofteaching,beyondtheinterestIhaveinit,andthepleasureitgivesmewhentheylearn。Perhapsyouroverhearingmylittlescholarssingsomeoftheirlessonshasledyousofarastrayastothinkmeagrandteacher?Ah!Ithoughtso!No,Ihaveonlyreadandbeentoldaboutthatsystem。Itseemedsoprettyandpleasant,andtotreatthemsolikethemerryRobinstheyare,thatItookupwithitinmylittleway。Youdon’tneedtobetoldwhataverylittlewaymineis,sir,\"sheaddedwithaglanceatthesmallformsandroundtheroom。 Allthistimeherhandswerebusyatherlace-pillow。Astheystillcontinuedso,andastherewasakindofsubstituteforconversationintheclickandplayofitspegs,BarboxBrotherstooktheopportunityofobservingher。Heguessedhertobethirty。Thecharmofhertransparentfaceandlargebrightbrowneyeswas,notthattheywerepassivelyresigned,butthattheywereactivelyandthoroughlycheerful。Evenherbusyhands,whichoftheirownthinnessalonemighthavebesoughtcompassion,pliedtheirtaskwithagaycouragethatmademerecompassionanunjustifiableassumptionofsuperiority,andanimpertinence。 Hesawhereyesintheactofrisingtowardshis,andhedirectedhistowardstheprospect,saying:\"Beautiful,indeed!\" \"Mostbeautiful,sir。IhavesometimeshadafancythatIwouldliketositup,foronce,onlytotryhowitlookstoanerecthead。 Butwhatafoolishfancythatwouldbetoencourage!Itcannotlookmorelovelytoanyonethanitdoestome。\" Hereyeswereturnedtoit,asshespoke,withmostdelightedadmirationandenjoyment。Therewasnotatraceinitofanysenseofdeprivation。 \"Andthosethreadsofrailway,withtheirpuffsofsmokeandsteamchangingplacessofast,makeitsolivelyforme,\"shewenton。\"I thinkofthenumberofpeoplewhocangowheretheywish,ontheirbusiness,ortheirpleasure;IrememberthatthepuffsmakesignstomethattheyareactuallygoingwhileIlook;andthatenlivenstheprospectwithabundanceofcompany,ifIwantcompany。ThereisthegreatJunction,too。Idon’tseeitunderthefootofthehill,butIcanveryoftenhearit,andIalwaysknowitisthere。Itseemstojoinme,inaway,toIdon’tknowhowmanyplacesandthingsthatIshallneversee。\" Withanabashedkindofideathatitmighthavealreadyjoinedhimselftosomethinghehadneverseen,hesaidconstrainedly: \"Justso。\" \"Andsoyousee,sir,\"pursuedPhoebe,\"Iamnottheinvalidyouthoughtme,andIamverywelloffindeed。\" \"Youhaveahappydisposition,\"saidBarboxBrothers:perhapswithaslightexcusatorytouchforhisowndisposition。 \"Ah!Butyoushouldknowmyfather,\"shereplied。\"Hisisthehappydisposition!——Don’tmind,sir!\"Forhisreservetookthealarmatastepuponthestairs,andhedistrustedthathewouldbesetdownforatroublesomeintruder。\"Thisismyfathercoming。\" Thedooropened,andthefatherpausedthere。 \"Why,Lamps!\"exclaimedBarboxBrothers,startingfromhischair。 \"Howdoyoudo,Lamps?\" TowhichLampsresponded:\"ThegentlemanforNowhere!HowdoyouDO,sir?\" Andtheyshookhands,tothegreatestadmirationandsurpriseofLamp’sdaughter。 \"Ihavelookedyouuphalf-a-dozentimessincethatnight,\"saidBarboxBrothers,\"buthaveneverfoundyou。\" \"SoI’veheerdon,sir,soI’veheerdon,\"returnedLamps。\"It’syourbeingnoticedsooftendownattheJunction,withouttakinganytrain,thathasbeguntogetyouthenameamongusofthegentlemanforNowhere。Nooffenceinmyhavingcalledyoubyitwhentookbysurprise,Ihope,sir?\" \"Noneatall。It’sasgoodanameformeasanyotheryoucouldcallmeby。ButmayIaskyouaquestioninthecornerhere?\" Lampssufferedhimselftobeledasidefromhisdaughter’scouchbyoneofthebuttonsofhisvelveteenjacket。 \"Isthisthebedsidewhereyousingyoursongs?\" Lampsnodded。 ThegentlemanforNowhereclappedhimontheshoulder,andtheyfacedaboutagain。 \"Uponmyword,mydear,\"saidLampsthentohisdaughter,lookingfromhertohervisitor,\"itissuchanamazetome,tofindyoubroughtacquaintedwiththisgentleman,thatImust(ifthisgentlemanwillexcuseme)takearounder。\" Mr。Lampsdemonstratedinactionwhatthismeant,bypullingouthisoilyhandkerchiefrolledupintheformofaball,andgivinghimselfanelaboratesmear,frombehindtherightear,upthecheek,acrosstheforehead,anddowntheothercheektobehindhisleftear。Afterthisoperationheshoneexceedingly。 \"It’saccordingtomycustomwhenparticularwarmedupbyanyagitation,sir,\"heofferedbywayofapology。\"Andreally,IamthrowedintothatstateofamazebyfindingyoubroughtacquaintedwithPhoebe,thatI——thatIthinkIwill,ifyou’llexcuseme,takeanotherrounder。\"Whichhedid,seemingtobegreatlyrestoredbyit。 Theywerenowbothstandingbythesideofhercouch,andshewasworkingatherlace-pillow。\"Yourdaughtertellsme,\"saidBarboxBrothers,stillinahalf-reluctantshamefacedway,\"thatsheneversitsup。\" \"No,sir,norneverhasdone。Yousee,hermother(whodiedwhenshewasayearandtwomonthsold)wassubjecttoverybadfits,andasshehadnevermentionedtomethatsheWASsubjecttofits,theycouldn’tbeguardedagainst。Consequently,shedroppedthebabywhentook,andthishappened。\" \"Itwasverywrongofher,\"saidBarboxBrotherswithaknittedbrow,\"tomarryyou,makingasecretofherinfirmity。’ \"Well,sir!\"pleadedLampsinbehalfofthelong-deceased。\"Yousee,Phoebeandme,wehavetalkedthatovertoo。AndLordblessus!Suchanumberonushasourinfirmities,whatwithfits,andwhatwithmisfits,ofonesortandanother,thatifweconfessedto’emallbeforewegotmarried,mostofusmightnevergetmarried。\" \"Mightnotthatbeforthebetter?\" \"Notinthiscase,sir,\"saidPhoebe,givingherhandtoherfather。 \"No,notinthiscase,sir,\"saidherfather,pattingitbetweenhisown。 \"Youcorrectme,\"returnedBarboxBrotherswithablush;\"andImustlooksolikeaBrute,thatatalleventsitwouldbesuperfluousinmetoconfesstoTHATinfirmity。Iwishyouwouldtellmealittlemoreaboutyourselves。Ihardlyknewhowtoaskitofyou,forIamconsciousthatIhaveabadstiffmanner,adulldiscouragingwaywithme,butIwishyouwould。\" \"Withallourhearts,sir,\"returnedLampsgailyforboth。\"Andfirstofall,thatyoumayknowmyname——\" \"Stay!\"interposedthevisitorwithaslightflush。\"Whatsignifiesyourname?Lampsisnameenoughforme。Ilikeit。Itisbrightandexpressive。WhatdoIwantmore?\" \"Why,tobesure,sir,\"returnedLamps。\"IhaveingeneralnoothernamedownattheJunction;butIthought,onaccountofyourbeinghereasafirst-classsingle,inaprivatecharacter,thatyoumight——\" Thevisitorwavedthethoughtawaywithhishand,andLampsacknowledgedthemarkofconfidencebytakinganotherrounder。 \"Youarehard-worked,Itakeforgranted?\"saidBarboxBrothers,whenthesubjectoftheroundercameoutofitmuchdirtierthanbewentintoit。 Lampswasbeginning,\"Notparticularso\"——whenhisdaughtertookhimup。 \"Ohyes,sir,heisveryhard-worked。Fourteen,fifteen,eighteenhoursaday。Sometimestwenty-fourhoursatatime。\" \"Andyou,\"saidBarboxBrothers,\"whatwithyourschool,Phoebe,andwhatwithyourlace-making——\" \"Butmyschoolisapleasuretome,\"sheinterrupted,openingherbrowneyeswider,asifsurprisedtofindhimsoobtuse。\"IbeganitwhenIwasbutachild,becauseitbroughtmeandotherchildrenintocompany,don’tyousee?THATwasnotwork。Icarryitonstill,becauseitkeepschildrenaboutme。THATisnotwork。Idoitaslove,notaswork。Thenmylace-pillow;\"herbusyhandshadstopped,asifherargumentrequiredallhercheerfulearnestness,butnowwentonagainatthename;\"itgoeswithmythoughtswhenI think,anditgoeswithmytuneswhenIhumany,andTHAT’Snotwork。Why,youyourselfthoughtitwasmusic,youknow,sir。Andsoitistome。\" \"Everythingis!\"criedLampsradiantly。\"Everythingismusictoher,sir。\" \"Myfatheris,atanyrate,\"saidPhoebe,exultinglypointingherthinforefingerathim。\"Thereismoremusicinmyfatherthanthereisinabrassband。\" \"Isay!Mydear!It’sveryfillyilliallydone,youknow;butyouareflatteringyourfather,\"heprotested,sparkling。 \"No,Iamnot,sir,Iassureyou。No,Iamnot。Ifyoucouldhearmyfathersing,youwouldknowIamnot。Butyouneverwillhearhimsing,becauseheneversingstoanyonebutme。Howevertiredheis,healwayssingstomewhenhecomeshome。WhenIlayherelongago,quiteapoorlittlebrokendoll,heusedtosingtome。 Morethanthat,heusedtomakesongs,bringinginwhateverlittlejokeswehadbetweenus。Morethanthat,heoftendoessotothisday。Oh!I’lltellofyou,father,asthegentlemanhasaskedaboutyou。Heisapoet,sir。\" \"Ishouldn’twishthegentleman,mydear,\"observedLamps,forthemomentturninggrave,\"tocarryawaythatopinionofyourfather,becauseitmightlookasifIwasgiventoaskingthestarsinamolloncollymannerwhattheywasupto。WhichIwouldn’tatoncewastethetime,andtaketheliberty,mydear。\" \"Myfather,\"resumedPhoebe,amendinghertext,\"isalwaysonthebrightside,andthegoodside。Youtoldme,justnow,Ihadahappydisposition。HowcanIhelpit?\" \"Well;but,mydear,\"returnedLampsargumentatively,\"howcanI helpit?Putittoyourselfsir。Lookather。Alwaysasyouseehernow。Alwaysworking——andafterall,sir,forbutaveryfewshillingsaweek——alwayscontented,alwayslively,alwaysinterestedinothers,ofallsorts。Isaid,thismoment,shewasalwaysasyouseehernow。Sosheis,withadifferencethatcomestomuchthesame。For,whenitismySundayoffandthemorningbellshavedoneringing,Iheartheprayersandthanksreadinthetouchingestway,andIhavethehymnssungtome——sosoft,sir,thatyoucouldn’thear’emoutofthisroom——innotesthatseemtome,Iamsure,tocomefromHeavenandgobacktoit。\" Itmighthavebeenmerelythroughtheassociationofthesewordswiththeirsacredlyquiettime,oritmighthavebeenthroughthelargerassociationofthewordswiththeRedeemer’spresencebesidethebedridden;buthereherdexterousfingerscametoastoponthelace-pillow,andclaspedthemselvesaroundhisneckashebentdown。 Therewasgreatnaturalsensibilityinbothfatheranddaughter,thevisitorcouldeasilysee;buteachmadeit,fortheother’ssake,retiring,notdemonstrative;andperfectcheerfulness,intuitiveoracquired,waseitherthefirstorsecondnatureofboth。InaveryfewmomentsLampswastakinganotherrounderwithhiscomicalfeaturesbeaming,whilePhoebe’slaughingeyes(justaglisteningspeckorsoupontheirlashes)wereagaindirectedbyturnstohim,andtoherwork,andtoBarboxBrothers。 \"Whenmyfather,sir,\"shesaidbrightly,\"tellsyouaboutmybeinginterestedinotherpeople,eventhoughtheyknownothingaboutme—— which,bythebye,Itoldyoumyself——yououghttoknowhowthatcomesabout。That’smyfather’sdoing。\" \"No,itisn’t!\"heprotested。 \"Don’tyoubelievehim,sir;yes,itis。Hetellsmeofeverythingheseesdownathiswork。Youwouldbesurprisedwhataquantityhegetstogetherformeeveryday。Helooksintothecarriages,andtellsmehowtheladiesaredressed——sothatIknowallthefashions!Helooksintothecarriages,andtellsmewhatpairsoflovershesees,andwhatnew-marriedcouplesontheirweddingtrip—— sothatIknowallaboutthat!Hecollectschancenewspapersandbooks——sothatIhaveplentytoread!Hetellsmeaboutthesickpeoplewhoaretravellingtotrytogetbetter——sothatIknowallaboutthem!Inshort,asIbeganbysaying,hetellsmeeverythingheseesandmakesoutdownathiswork,andyoucan’tthinkwhataquantityhedoesseeandmakeout。\" \"Astocollectingnewspapersandbooks,mydear,\"saidLamps,\"it’sclearIcanhavenomeritinthat,becausethey’renotmyperquisites。Yousee,sir,it’sthisway:AGuard,he’llsaytome,’Hallo,hereyouare,Lamps。I’vesavedthispaperforyourdaughter。Howisshea-goingon?’AHead-Porter,he’llsaytome,’Here!Catchhold,Lamps。Here’sacoupleofwollumesforyourdaughter。Issheprettymuchwhereshewere?’Andthat’swhatmakesitdoublewelcome,yousee。Ifshehadathousandpoundinabox,theywouldn’ttroublethemselvesabouther;butbeingwhatsheis——thatis,youunderstand,\"Lampsadded,somewhathurriedly,\"nothavingathousandpoundinabox——theytakethoughtforher。Andasconcerningtheyoungpairs,marriedandunmarried,it’sonlynaturalIshouldbringhomewhatlittleIcanaboutTHEM,seeingthatthere’snotaCoupleofeithersortintheneighbourhoodthatdon’tcomeoftheirownaccordtoconfideinPhoebe。\" SheraisedhereyestriumphantlytoBarboxBrothersasshesaid: \"Indeed,sir,thatistrue。IfIcouldhavegotupandgonetochurch,Idon’tknowhowoftenIshouldhavebeenabridesmaid。 But,ifIcouldhavedonethat,somegirlsinlovemighthavebeenjealousofme,and,asitis,nogirlisjealousofme。Andmypillowwouldnothavebeenhalfasreadytoputthepieceofcakeunder,asIalwaysfindit,\"sheadded,turningherfaceonitwithalightsigh,andasmileatherfather。 Thearrivalofalittlegirl,thebiggestofthescholars,nowledtoanunderstandingonthepartofBarboxBrothers,thatshewasthedomesticofthecottage,andhadcometotakeactivemeasuresinit,attendedbyapailthatmighthaveextinguishedher,andabroomthreetimesherheight。Hethereforerosetotakehisleave,andtookit;sayingthat,ifPhoebehadnoobjection,hewouldcomeagain。 Hehadmutteredthathewouldcome\"inthecourseofhiswalks。\" Thecourseofhiswalksmusthavebeenhighlyfavourabletohisreturn,forhereturnedafteranintervalofasingleday。 \"Youthoughtyouwouldneverseemeanymore,Isuppose?\"hesaidtoPhoebeashetouchedherhand,andsatdownbyhercouch。 \"WhyshouldIthinkso?\"washersurprisedrejoinder。 \"Itookitforgrantedyouwouldmistrustme。\" \"Forgranted,sir?Haveyoubeensomuchmistrusted?\" \"IthinkIamjustifiedinansweringyes。ButImayhavemistrusted,too,onmypart。Nomatterjustnow。WewerespeakingoftheJunctionlasttime。Ihavepassedhourstheresincethedaybeforeyesterday。\" \"AreyounowthegentlemanforSomewhere?\"sheaskedwithasmile。 \"CertainlyforSomewhere;butIdon’tyetknowWhere。YouwouldneverguesswhatIamtravellingfrom。ShallItellyou?Iamtravellingfrommybirthday。\" Herhandsstoppedinherwork,andshelookedathimwithincredulousastonishment。 \"Yes,\"saidBarboxBrothers,notquiteeasyinhischair,\"frommybirthday。Iam,tomyself,anunintelligiblebookwiththeearlierchaptersalltornout,andthrownaway。Mychildhoodhadnograceofchildhood,myyouthhadnocharmofyouth,andwhatcanbeexpectedfromsuchalostbeginning?\"Hiseyesmeetinghersastheywereaddressedintentlytohim,somethingseemedtostirwithinhisbreast,whispering:\"Wasthisbedaplaceforthegracesofchildhoodandthecharmsofyouthtotaketokindly?Oh,shame,shame!\" \"Itisadiseasewithme,\"saidBarboxBrothers,checkinghimself,andmakingasthoughhehadadifficultyinswallowingsomething,\"togowrongaboutthat。Idon’tknowhowIcametospeakofthat。 Ihopeitisbecauseofanoldmisplacedconfidenceinoneofyoursexinvolvinganoldbittertreachery。Idon’tknow。Iamallwrongtogether。\" Herhandsquietlyandslowlyresumedtheirwork。Glancingather,hesawthathereyeswerethoughtfullyfollowingthem。 \"Iamtravellingfrommybirthday,\"heresumed,\"becauseithasalwaysbeenadrearydaytome。Myfirstfreebirthdaycomingroundsomefiveorsixweekshence,Iamtravellingtoputitspredecessorsfarbehindme,andtotrytocrushtheday——or,atallevents,putitoutofmysight——byheapingnewobjectsonit。\" Ashepaused,shelookedathim;butonlyshookherheadasbeingquiteataloss。 \"Thisisunintelligibletoyourhappydisposition,\"hepursued,abidingbyhisformerphraseasifthereweresomelingeringvirtueofself-defenceinit。\"Iknewitwouldbe,andamgladitis。 However,onthistravelofmine(inwhichImeantopasstherestofmydays,havingabandonedallthoughtofafixedhome),Istopped,asyouhaveheardfromyourfather,attheJunctionhere。TheextentofitsramificationsquiteconfusedmeastowhitherIshouldgo,FROMhere。Ihavenotyetsettled,beingstillperplexedamongsomanyroads。WhatdoyouthinkImeantodo?Howmanyofthebranchingroadscanyouseefromyourwindow?\" Lookingout,fullofinterest,sheanswered,\"Seven。\" \"Seven,\"saidBarboxBrothers,watchingherwithagravesmile。 \"Well!Iproposetomyselfatoncetoreducethegrossnumbertothoseveryseven,andgraduallytofinethemdowntoone——themostpromisingforme——andtotakethat。\" \"Buthowwillyouknow,sir,whichISthemostpromising?\"sheasked,withherbrightenedeyesrovingovertheview。 \"Ah!\"saidBarboxBrotherswithanothergravesmile,andconsiderablyimprovinginhiseaseofspeech。\"Tobesure。Inthisway。Whereyourfathercanpickupsomucheverydayforagoodpurpose,Imayonceandagainpickupalittleforanindifferentpurpose。ThegentlemanforNowheremustbecomestillbetterknownattheJunction。Heshallcontinuetoexploreit,untilheattachessomethingthathehasseen,heard,orfoundout,attheheadofeachofthesevenroads,totheroaditself。Andsohischoiceofaroadshallbedeterminedbyhischoiceamonghisdiscoveries。\" Herhandsstillbusy,sheagainglancedattheprospect,asifitcomprehendedsomethingthathadnotbeeninitbefore,andlaughedasifityieldedhernewpleasure。 \"ButImustnotforget,\"saidBarboxBrothers,\"(havinggotsofar) toaskafavour。Iwantyourhelpinthisexpedientofmine。I wanttobringyouwhatIpickupattheheadsofthesevenroadsthatyoulieherelookingoutat,andtocomparenoteswithyouaboutit。MayI?Theysaytwoheadsarebetterthanone。Ishouldsaymyselfthatprobablydependsupontheheadsconcerned。ButIamquitesure,thoughwearesonewlyacquainted,thatyourheadandyourfather’shavefoundoutbetterthings,Phoebe,thanevermineofitselfdiscovered。\" Shegavehimhersympatheticrighthand,inperfectrapturewithhisproposal,andeagerlyandgratefullythankedhim。 \"That’swell!\"saidBarboxBrothers。\"AgainImustnotforget(havinggotsofar)toaskafavour。Willyoushutyoureyes?\" Laughingplayfullyatthestrangenatureoftherequest,shedidso。 \"Keepthemshut,\"saidBarboxBrothers,goingsoftlytothedoor,andcomingback。\"Youareonyourhonour,mind,nottoopenyoueyesuntilItellyouthatyoumay?\" \"Yes!Onmyhonour。\" \"Good。MayItakeyourlace-pillowfromyouforaminute?\" Stilllaughingandwondering,sheremovedherhandsfromit,andheputitaside。 \"Tellme。Didyouseethepuffsofsmokeandsteammadebythemorningfast-trainyesterdayonroadnumbersevenfromhere?\" \"Behindtheelm-treesandthespire?\" \"That’stheroad,\"saidBarboxBrothers,directinghiseyestowardsit。 \"Yes。Iwatchedthemmeltaway。\" \"Anythingunusualinwhattheyexpressed?\" \"No!\"sheansweredmerrily。 \"Notcomplimentarytome,forIwasinthattrain。Iwent——don’topenyoureyes——tofetchyouthis,fromthegreatingenioustown。 Itisnothalfsolargeasyourlace-pillow,andlieseasilyandlightlyinitsplace。Theselittlekeysarelikethekeysofaminiaturepiano,andyousupplytheairrequiredwithyourlefthand。Mayyoupickoutdelightfulmusicfromit,mydear!Forthepresent——youcanopenyoureyesnow——good-bye!\" Inhisembarrassedway,heclosedthedooruponhimself,andonlysaw,indoingso,thatsheecstaticallytookthepresenttoherbosomandcaressedit。Theglimpsegladdenedhisheart,andyetsaddenedit;forsomightshe,ifheryouthhadflourishedinitsnaturalcourse,havingtakentoherbreastthatdaytheslumberingmusicofherownchild’svoice。 CHAPTERII——BARBOXBROTHERSANDCO。 Withgood-willandearnestpurpose,thegentlemanforNowherebegan,ontheverynextday,hisresearchesattheheadsofthesevenroads。Theresultsofhisresearches,asheandPhoebeafterwardssetthemdowninfairwriting,holdtheirdueplacesinthisveraciouschronicle。Buttheyoccupiedamuchlongertimeinthegettingtogetherthantheyeverwillintheperusal。Andthisisprobablythecasewithmostreadingmatter,exceptwhenitisofthathighlybeneficialkind(forPosterity)whichis\"thrownoffinafewmomentsofleisure\"bythesuperiorpoeticgeniuseswhoscorntotakeprosepains。 Itmustbeadmitted,however,thatBarboxbynomeanshurriedhimself。Hisheartbeinginhisworkofgood-nature,herevelledinit。Therewasthejoy,too(itwasatruejoytohim),ofsometimessittingby,listeningtoPhoebeasshepickedoutmoreandmorediscoursefromhermusicalinstrument,andashernaturaltasteandearrefineddailyuponherfirstdiscoveries。Besidesbeingapleasure,thiswasanoccupation,andinthecourseofweeksitconsumedhours。Itresultedthathisdreadedbirthdaywascloseuponhimbeforehehadtroubledhimselfanymoreaboutit。 Thematterwasmademorepressingbytheunforeseencircumstancethatthecouncilsheld(atwhichMr。Lamps,beamingmostbrilliantly,onafewrareoccasionsassisted)respectingtheroadtobeselectedwere,afterall,innowiseassistedbyhisinvestigations。For,hehadconnectedthisinterestwiththisroad,orthatinterestwiththeother,butcoulddeducenoreasonfromitforgivinganyroadthepreference。Consequently,whenthelastcouncilwasholden,thatpartofthebusinessstood,intheend,exactlywhereithadstoodinthebeginning。 \"But,sir,\"remarkedPhoebe,\"wehaveonlysixroadsafterall。Istheseventhroaddumb?\" \"Theseventhroad?Oh!\"saidBarboxBrothers,rubbinghischin。 \"ThatistheroadItook,youknow,whenIwenttogetyourlittlepresent。ThatisITSstory。Phoebe。\" \"Wouldyoumindtakingthatroadagain,sir?\"sheaskedwithhesitation。 \"Notintheleast;itisagreathigh-roadafterall。\"