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类别:其他 作者:Algernon Charles Swinburne字数:17897更新时间:19/01/04 13:20:55
DEDICATION TOMYMOTHER Lovethatholdslifeanddeathinfee,DeepastheclearunsoundedseaAndsweetaslifeordeathcanbe,Laysheremyhope,myheart,andmeBeforeyou,silent,inasong。 Sincetheoldwildtale,madenew,foundgrace,Whenhalfsungthrough,beforeyourface,Itneedsmustliveaspringtidespace,WhileAprilsunsgrowstrong。 March24,1896。 THETALEOFBALEN Inhawthorn-timetheheartgrowslight,Theworldissweetinsoundandsight,Gladthoughtsandbirdstakeflowerandflight,Theheatherkindlestowardthelight,Thewhinisfrankincenseandflame。 AndbeitforstrifeorbeitforloveThefalconquickensasthedoveWhenearthistouchedfromheavenaboveWithjoythatknowsnoname。 AndgladinspiritandsadinsoulWithdreamanddoubtofdaysthatrollAswavesthatraceandfindnogoalRodeonbybushandbrakeandboleAnorthernchildofearthandsea。 TheprideoflifebeforehimlayRadiant:theheavensofnightanddayShonelessthanshonebeforehiswayHiswaysanddaystobe。 AndallhislifeofbloodandbreathSangoutwithinhim:timeanddeathWereevenaswordsadreamersaithWhensleepwithinhimslackeneth,Andlightandlifeandspringwereone。 Thesteedbetweenhiskneesthatsprang,Themoorsandwoodsthatshoneandsang,Thehourswherethroughthespring’sbreathrang,Seemedagelessasthesun。 ButalwaythroughthebounteousbloomThatearthgivesthanksifheavenillumeHissoulforefeltashadowofdoom,HisheartforeknewagloomiergloomThanclosesallmen’sequalways,Albeitthespiritoflife’slightspringWithprideofheartupheldhim,kingAndlordofhourslikesnakesthatstingAndnightsthatdarkendays。 AndasthestrongspringroundhimgrewStronger,andallblithewindsthatblewBlither,andflowersthatfloweredanewMoregladofsunandairanddew,TheshadowlightenedonhissoulAndbrightenedintodeathanddiedLikewinter,asthebloomwaxedwideFromwoodsideontoriversideAndsouthwardgoaltogoal。 AlongthewanderingwaysofTyne,BybeechandbirchandthornthatshineAndlaughwhenlife’srequickeningwineMakesnightandnoonanddawndivineAndstirsinalltheveinsofspring,AndpastthebrighteningbanksofTees,HerodeasonethatbreathesandseesAsunmoreblithe,amerrierbreeze,Alifethathailshimking。 AnddownthesofteningsouththatknowsNomorehowgladtheheatherglows,Norhow,whenwinter’sclarionblowsAcrossthebrightNorthumbriansnows,Sea-mistsfromeastandwestwardmeet,PastAvonsenselessyetofsongAndThamesthatborebutswansinthrongHerodeelateinheartandstrongIntrustofdaysassweet。 SocamehethroughtoCamelot,Glad,thoughforshamehisheartwaxedhot,ForhopewithinitwitherednotToseetheshaftitdreamedofshotFairtowardtheglimmeringgoaloffame,AndallKingArthur’sknightliestthereApprovedhimknightly,swifttodareAndkeentobidtheirrecordsbearSirBalen’snorthernname。 SirBalenofNorthumberlandGatgracebeforethekingtostandHighashisheartwas,andhishandWroughthonourtowardthestrangenorthstrandThatsenthimsouthsogoodlyaknight。 Andenvy,sickwithsenseofsin,BeganaspoisonousherbsbeginToworkinbasemen’sblood,akinTomen’sofnoblermight。 Andevensofellitthathisdoom,Forallhisbrightlife’skindlingbloomAndlightthattooknothoughtforgloom,FellasabreathfromtheopeningtombFullonhimerehewistorthought。 Foronceachurlofroyalseed,KingArthur’skinsman,faintindeedAndloudinwordthatknewnotheed,Spakeshamewhereshamewasnought。 \"WhatdothonehereinCamelotWhosebirthwasnorthward?WotwenotAsallhisbrethrenbordererswotHowblindofheart,howkeenandhot,Thewildnorthlivesandhatesthesouth? MenofthenarrowingmarchthatknowsNoughtsavethestrengthofstormsandsnows,WhatwouldthesecarleswhereknighthoodblowsAtrumpofkinglikemouth?\" SwiftfromhisplaceleaptBalen,smoteTheliaracrosshisface,andwroteHiswrathinblooduponthebloatBrutecheekthatchallengedshamefornoteHowvileaking-bornknavemightbe。 Forthsprangtheirswords,andBalenslewTheknaveerewellonewitnessknewOfallthatroundthemstoodordrewWhatsightwastheretosee。 Thenspakethegreatking’swrathfulwillAdoomforsixdarkmonthstofillWhereincloseprisonheldhim,stillAndsteadfast-souledforgoodorill。 ButwhenthosewearydayslaydeadHislordliestknightsandbaronsspakeBeforethekingforBalen’ssakeGoodspeechandwise,offorcetobreakThebondsthatbowedhishead。 II Inlinden-timetheheartishighForprideofsummerpassingbyWithlordlylaughterinhereye; AheavysplendourintheskyUpliftsandbowsitdownagain。 ThespringhadwanedfromwoodandwoldSinceBalenlefthisprisonholdAndlowlier-heartedthanofoldBehelditwaxandwane。 ThoughhumbleheartandpoorarrayKeptnotfromspiritandsenseawayTheirnoblenature,norcouldslayThepridetheybadebutpauseandstayTilltimeshouldbringitstrusttoflower,Yetevenfornobleshame’ssake,bornOfhopethatsmiledonhateandscorn,HeheldhimstillaseartheremornRingforthherrapturoushour。 ButevenasearthwhendawntakesflightAndbeatsherwingsofdewylightFullinthefalteringfaceofnight,HissoulawoketoclaimbyrightThelifeanddeathofdeedanddoom,WhenoncebeforethekingtherecameAmaidencladwithgriefandshameAndanguishburningherlikeflameThatfeedsonflowersinbloom。 Beneatharoyalmantle,fairWithgoodlyworkoflustrousvair,GirtfastagainsthersideshebareAswordwhoseweightbadeallmenthereQuailtobeholdherfaceagain。 SaveofapassingperfectknightNotgreataloneinforceandfightItmightnotbeforanymightDrawnforth,andendherpain。 Sosaidshe:thenKingArthurspake: \"AlbeitindeedIdarenottakeSuchpraiseonme,forknighthood’ssakeAndloveofladieswillImakeAssayifbetternonemaybe。\" BygirdleandbysheathhecaughtThesheathedandgirdedsword,andwroughtWithstrengthwhoseforceavailedhimnoughtTosaveandsetherfree。 Againshespake:\"NoneedtosetThemightthatmanhasmatchednotyetAgainstit:hewhosehandshallgetGracetoreleasethebondsthatfretMybosomandmygirdlesteadWithlittlestrainofstrengthorstrifeShallbringmeasfromdeathtolifeAndwintosisterortowifeFamethatoutlivesmendead。\" ThenbadethekinghisknightsassayThismysterythatbeforehimlayAndmockedhismightofmanhood。\"Nay,\" Quothshe,\"themanthattakesawayThisburdenlaidonmemustbeAknightofrecordcleanandfairAssunlightandtheflowerfulair,BysireandmotherborntobearAnametoshamenotme。\" ThenforthstrodeLauncelot,andlaidThemighty-mouldedhandthatmadeStrongknightsreelbacklikebirdsaffrayedBystormthatsmotethemastheystrayedAgainstthehiltthatyieldednot。 ThenTristram,brightandsadandkindAsonethatboreinnoblemindLovethatmadelightasdarknessblind,FaredevenasLauncelot。 ThenLamoracke,withhardiercheer,AsonethatheldallhopeandfearWherethroughthespiritofmanmaysteerInlifeanddeathlessdarkordear,Laidhandthereon,andfaredasthey。 WithhalfasmilehishandhedrewBackfromthespell-boundthing,andthrewWithhalfaglancehisheartanewTowardnosuchblamelessmay。 BetweenIseultandGuenevereSatoneofnameashightohear,ButdarklierdoomedthantheywhosecheerForeshowednotyetthedeadlieryearThatbidsthequeenliestheadbowdown,ThequeenMorgauseofOrkney:theyWithscarceaflashoftheeyecouldsayTheverywordofdawn,whendayGivesearthandheaventheircrown。 ButbrightanddarkasnightornoonAndloweringasastorm-flushedmoonWhencloudsandthwartingwindsdistuneThemusicofthemidnight,soonTodiefromdarkeningstartostarAndleaveasilenceintheskiesThatyearnstilldawnfindvoiceandrise,ShonestrangeasfateMorgause,witheyesThatdweltondaysafar。 AglancethatshotonLamorackeAsfromastorm-cloudbrightandblack。 Fireswiftandblindasdeath’sowntrackTurnedfleetasflameonArthurbackFromhimwhosehandforsookthehilt: AndoneinbloodandoneinsinTheirheartscaughtfireofpainwithinAndknewnogoalforthemtowinButdeaththatguerdonsguilt。 ThenGawain,sweetofsoulandgayAsAprilerehedreamsofMay,Strove,andprevailednot:thenSirKay,Thesnake-souledenvier,vileastheyThatfawnandfoamandlurkandlie,SireofthebastardbandwhosebroodWasalwayfoundatservilefeudWithhonour,faintandfalseandlewd,Scarcegraspedandputitby。 ThenweptforwoethedamselboundWithironandwithanguishround,ThatnonetohelphergriefwasfoundOrloosetheinextricablyinwoundGrimcursethatgirtherlifewithgriefAndmadeaburdenofherbreath,Harshasthebitternessofdeath。 ThenspakethekingasonethatsaithWordsbitterereventhanbrief。 \"MethoughtthewideroundworldcouldbringBeforethefaceofqueenorkingNoknightsmorefitforfametosingThanfillthisfullRoundTable’sringWithhonourhigherthanprideofplace: Butnowmyheartiswrungtoknow,Damsel,thatnonewhomfamecanshowFindsgracetohealorhelpthywoe: Godgivesthemnotthegrace。\" Thenfromthelowliestplacethereby,Withheart-enkindledcheekandeyeMostlikethestarandkindlingskyThatsaythesundawn’shourishighWhenrapturetremblesthroughthesea,StrodeBaleninhispoorarrayForth,andtookheartofgracetoprayThedamselsufferevenhimtoassayHispowertosetherfree。 Nay,howshouldheavail,shesaid,Aversewithscorn-avertedhead,Wheretheseavailednot?nonehadspedOfallthesemightiermenthatledThelistswhereinhemightnotride,Andhowshouldlessmenspeed?Buthe,Withlordlierprideofcourtesy,PutforthhishandandsetherfreeFrompainandhumbledpride。 ButontheswordhegazedelateWithhopesethigherthanfearorfate,Ordoubtofdarklingdaysinwait; AndwhenherthankfulpraisewaxedgreatAndcravedofhimtheswordagain,Hewouldnotgiveit。\"Nay,formineItistillforcemaymakeitthine。\" AsmilethatshoneasdeathmayshineSpaketowardhimbaleandbane。 Strangelightningflickeredfromhereyes。 \"GentleandgoodinknightliestguiseAndmeetforquestofstrangeempriseThouhasthereapprovedthee:yetnotwiseTokeeptheswordfromme,Iwis。 ForwithitthoushaltsurelyslayOfallthatlookuponthedayThemanbestlovedofthee,andlayThineownlifedownforhis。\" \"WhatchanceGodsends,thatchanceItake,\" Hesaid。Thensoftandstillshespake; \"IwouldbutforthineonlysakeHavebacktheswordofthee,andbreakThelinksofdoomthatbindtheeround。 Butseeingthouwiltnothaveitso,Myheartforthineiswrungwithwoe。\" \"God’swill,\"quothhe,\"itis,weknow,Wherewithourlivesarebound。\" \"Repentitmustthousoon,\"shesaid,\"WhowouldstnotheartheredeIreadForthineandnotformysake,spedInvainaswatersheavenwardshedFromspringsthatfalteranddepartEarthward。GodbidsnottheebelieveTruth,andthewebthylifemustweaveForeventhisswordtocloseandcleaveHangsheavyroundmyheart。\" Sopassedshemourningforth。Buthe,WithheartofspringinghopesetfreeAsbirdsthatbreastandbravethesea,BadehorseandarmsandarmourbeMadestraightwayreadytowardthefray。 NorevenmightArthur’sroyalprayerWithholdhim,butwithfrankandfairThanksgivingandleave-takingthereHeturnedhimthenceaway。 III Astheeastwind,whenthemorning’sbreastGleamslikeabird’sthatleavesthenest,Afledgelinghalcyon’sboundonquest,DriveswaveonwaveonwavetowestTillalltheseabelifeandlight,Sotime’smutebreath,thatbringstobloomAllflowersthatstrewthedeadspring’stomb,DrivesdayondayondaytodoomTillallman’sdaybenight。 BriefasthebreakingofawaveThathurlsonmanhisthunderousgraveErefearfindbreathtocryorcraveLifethatnochancemayspareorsave,ThelightofjoyandgloryshoneEvenasindreamswheredeathseemsdeadRoundBalen’shope-exaltedhead,Shone,passed,andlightenedasitfledTheshadowofdoomthereon。 Forasheboundhimthencetofare,BeforethestatelypresencethereAladylikeawindflowerfair,GirtonwithraimentstrangeandrareThatrippledwhisperingroundher,came。 Herclearcoldeyes,allglassygrey,SeemedlitnotwiththelightofdayButtouchedwithgleamsthatwanedawayOfquelledandfadingflame。 Beforethekingshebowedandspake: \"King,forthineoldfaith’splightedsakeTometheladyofthelake,IcomeintrustoftheetotakeTheguerdonofthegiftIgave,ThyswordExcalibur。\"AndheMadeanswer:\"Beitwhate’eritbe,Ifminetogive,Igiveitthee,Norneedisthinetocrave。\" AswhenagleamofwickedlightTurnshalfalow-lyingwaterbrightThatmoansbeneaththeshiveringnightWithsenseofevilsoundandsightAndwhisperingwitchcraft’sbatedbreath,Herwanfacequickenedasshesaid: \"Thisknightthatwonthesword——hisheadIcraveorhersthatbroughtit。Dead,Letthesebeoneindeath。\" \"Notwithminehonourthismaybe; Askallsavethisthouwilt,\"quothhe,\"Andhavethyfulldesire。\"ButsheMadeanswer:\"NoughtwillIofthee,Noughtifnotthis。\"ThenBalenturned,AndsawthesorceresshardbesideBywhosefellcrafthismotherdied: Threeyearshehadsoughther,andhereespiedHisheartagainstheryearned。 \"Illbethoumet,\"hesaid,\"whoseireWouldslakewithbloodthysoul’sdesire: Bytheemymotherdiedinfire; Diethoubymeadeathlessdire。\" Sharpflashedhisswordforth,fleetasflame,Andshoreawayhersorceroushead。 \"Alasforshame,\"thehighkingsaid,\"Thatonefoundoncemyfriendliesdead; Alasforallourshame! \"Thoushouldsthavehereforborneher;yea,WereallthewrongsthatbidmenslayThine,heapedtoohighforwrathtoweigh,NotherebeforemyfacetodayWasthinetherighttowreakthywrong。\" StillstoodhethenasonethatfoundHisroseofhopebystormdiscrowned,AndallthejoythatgirthimroundBriefasabrokensong。 Yeterehepassedheturnedandspake: \"King,onlyforthynoblersakeThanaughtofpowerman’spowermaytakeOrprideofplacethatpridemaybreakIbidthelordliermaninthee,Thatliveswithintheking,giveear。 ThisjusticedonebeforetheehereOnonethathell’sownheartholdsdear,Needsmightnotthisbutbe。 \"Albeit,forallthatpridewouldprove,Myheartbewrungtolosethylove,Ityetrepentsmenothereof: Somanyaneagleandmanyadove,Somanyaknight,somanyamay,Thiswater-snakeofpoisonoustongueTodeathbywordsandwileshathstung,Thathertheirslayer,fromhell’slakesprung,Ididnotilltoslay。\" \"Yea,\"saidtheking,\"toohighofheartTostandbeforeakingthouart; YetirksitmetobidtheepartAndtakethypenanceforthypart,ThatGodmayputuponthypride。\" ThenBalentooktheseveredheadAndtowardhishostryturnedandspedAsonethatknewnotquickfromdeadNorgoodfromeviltide。 HebadehissquirebeforehimstandAndtakethatsanguinespoilinhandAndbearitfarbyshoreandstrandTillallingladNorthumberlandThatlovedhim,seeingit,allmightknowHisdeadliestfoewasdead,andhearHowfreefromprisonasfromfearHedweltintrustoftheansweringyearTobringhimwealforwoe。 \"Andtellthem,nowItakemywayTomeetinbattle,ifImay,KingRyonsofNorthWales,andslayThatkingofkerneswhosefieryswayDothallthemarchesdiredespiteThatserveKingArthur:soshallheAgainbegraciouslordtome,AndIthatleavetheemeetwiththeeOncemoreinArthur’ssight。\" Sospakeheeretheyparted,norTookshameorfeartocounsellor,Asonewhomnonelaidambushfor; AndwistnothowSirLaunceor,Thewildking’ssonofIreland,hotAndhighinwrathtoknowthatoneStoodhigherinfamebeforethesun,EvenBalen,sincetheswordwaswon,DrewnighfromCamelot。 Forthence,inheatofhateandpride,Asonethatmanmightbidnotbide,Hecravedthehighking’sgracetorideOnquestofBalenfarandwideAndwreakthewronghiswrathhadwrought。 \"Yea,\"Arthursaid,\"forsuchdespiteWasdonemeneverinmysightAsthisthinehandshallnowrequiteIftrustavailusaught。\" Buterehepassed,ineagermoodTofeedhishatewithbitterfood,Beforetheking’sfaceMerlinstoodAndheardhistaleofillandgood,OfBalen,andtheswordachieved,Andwhenceitsmoteasheaven’sredireThatdirefuldameofdoomasdire; Andhowtheking’swrathturnedtofireThegriefwherewithhegrieved。 Anddarkeningashegaveitear,ThestillfaceofthesacredseerWaxedwanwithwrathandnotwithfear,AndeverchangeditscloudiercheerTillallhisfacewasverynight。 \"Thisdamoselthatbroughtthesword,\" Hesaid,\"beforethekingmylord,Andalltheseknightsabouthisboard,Hathdonethemalldespite。 \"ThefalsestdamoselsheisThatworksmenillonearth,Iwis,Andallhermindistowardbutthis,TokillaswithalyingkissTruth,andthelifeofnobletrust。 Abrotherhathshe,——seebutnowTheflameofshamethatbrandsherbrow!- Atrueman,pureasfaith’sownvow,Whosehonourknowsnotrust。 \"ThisgoodknightfoundwithinherbowerAfelonandherparamour,Andslewhiminhisshamefulhour,AsrightgavemightandrighteouspowerTohandsthatwreakedsofoulawrong。 Then,forthehateherheartputon,ShesoughtbywayswheredeathhadgoneTheladyLyleofAvalon,Whosecraftsarestrangeandstrong。 \"Thesorceress,onewithherinthought,Gaveherthatswordofmagic,wroughtBycharmswhereofsweetheavenseesnought,ThathithergirtonhershebroughtTobebydoomherbrother’sbane。 AndgriefitistothinkhowheThatwonit,beingofheartsofreeAndperfectfoundinchivalry,Shallbythatswordlieslain。 GreatpityitisandstrangedespiteThatonewhoseeyesarestarstolightHonour,andshineasheaven’sownheight,Shouldperish,beingthegoodliestknightThateventheall-gloriousnorthhasborne。 NorshallmylordthekingbeholdAlordlierfriendofmightiermouldThanBalen,thoughhistalebetoldErenoonfulfilhismorn。\" IV AsmorninghearsbeforeitrunThemusicofthemountingsun,AndlaughstowatchhistrophieswonFromdarkness,andherhostsundone,Andallthenightbecomeabreath,NordreamsthatfearshouldhearandfleeThesummermenaceofthesea,Sohearsourhopewhatlifemaybe,Andknowsitnotfordeath。 EachdaythatslaysitshoursanddiesWeeps,laughs,andlightensonoureyes,Andseesandhearsnot:smilesandsighsAsflowersephemeralfallandriseAboutitsbirth,aboutitsway,Andpassasloveandsorrowpass,Asshadowsflashingdownaglass,Asdew-flowersblowinginflowerlessgrass,Ashopefromyesterday。 TheblossomofthesunnydewThatnowthestrongersunstrikesthroughFadesoffthebladewhereonitblewNofleetlierthantheflowersthatgrewOnhope’sgreensteminlife’sfiercelight。 NormighttheglorysoontositAwhileonBalen’screstalitOutshinetheshadowofdoomonitOrstaydeath’swingsfromflight。 DawnonagoldenmoorlandsideByholtandheathsawBalenrideAndLaunceorafter,prickedwithprideAndstungwithspurringenvy:wideAndfarhehadriddenathwartstrangelandsAndsoughtamissthemanhefoundAndcriedon,tillthestormysoundRangasarallyingtrumpetroundThatfiresmen’sheartsandhands。 Abidehebadehim:norwasneedTobidwhenBalenwheeledhissteedFiercely,lessfainbywordthandeedTobidhisenvierevilspeed,Andcried,\"Whatwiltthouwithme?\"LoudRangLaunceor’svehementanswer:\"Knight,ToavengeontheethediredespiteThouhastdoneusallinArthur’ssightIstandtowardArthurvowed。\" \"Ay?\"Balensaid:\"albeitIseeIneedsmustdealinstrifewiththee,Lightisthewytethoulayestonme; ForherIslewandsinnednot,sheWasdireinallmen’seyesasdeath,OrnonewerelotherfoundthanI Bymetobidawomandie: Asliefwereloyalmentolie,Orscornwhathonoursaith。\" Asthearchedwave’sweightagainstthereefHurls,andishurledbacklikealeafStorm-shrivelled,anditsrageofgriefSpeaksalltheloudbroadseainbrief,Andquellsthehearkeningheartsofmen,OrasthecrashofoverfallsDownunderbluesmoothwaterbrawlsLikejarringsteelonruiningwalls,Sorangtheirmeetingthen。 Aswaveonwaveshocks,andconfoundsTheboundingbulkwhereonitboundsAndbreaksandshatteringseawardsoundsAscryingoftheoldsea’swolvesandhoundsThatmoanandravinandrageandwail,SosteedonsteedencounteringsheerShocked,andthestrengthofLaunceor’sspearShiveredonBalen’sshield,andfearBadehopewithinhimquail。 ButBalen’sspearthroughLaunceor’sshieldCloveasaploughsharecleavesthefieldAndpiercedthehauberktriple-steeled,Thathorsewithhorsemanstrickenreeled,Andasastorm-breachedrockfalls,fell。 AndBalenturnedhishorseagainAndwistnotyethisfoelayslain,AndsawhimdeadthatsoughthisbaneAndwroughtandfarednotwell。 Suddenly,whilehegazedandstood,Andmusedinmany-mindedmoodIflifeordeathwereevilorgood,ForthofacovertofawoodThatskirtedhalfthemoorlandleaFastrodeamaidenflower-likewhiteFulltowardthatfairwildplaceoffight,AnhungeredofthewofulsightGodgavehertheretosee。 Andseeingthemantherefallenanddead,ShecriedagainstthesunthatshedLightonthelivingworld,andsaid,\"OBalen,slayerwhosehandisred,Twobodiesandoneheartthouhastslain,Twoheartswithinonebody:aye,Twosoulsthouhastlost;bytheetheydie,CastoutofsightofearthandskyAndallthatmadethemfain。\" Andfromthedeadhisswordshecaught,Andfellintrancethatwistofnought,Swooning:butsoftlyBalensoughtTowinfromhertheswordshethoughtTodieon,dyingbyLaunceor’sside。 AgainherwakeningwailoutbrokeAswildly,swordinhand,shewokeAndstruckoneswiftandbitterstrokeThathealedher,andshedied。 Andsorrowingfortheirstrangelove’ssakeRodeBalenforthbylawnandlake,Bymoorandmossandbriarandbrake,AndinhishearttheirsorrowspakeWhoselipsweredumbasdeath,andsaidMutewordsofpresageblindandvainAsrain-starsblurredandmarredbyrainTowanderersonamoonlessmainWherenightanddayseemdead。 ThentowardasunbrightwildwoodsideHelookedandsawbeneathitrideAknightwhosearmsafarespiedBynoteofnameandproofofprideBarewitnessofhisbrotherborn,HisbrotherBalan,hardathand,TwinflowerofbrightNorthumberland,Twinsea-birdoftheirloudsea-strand,Twinsong-birdoftheirmorn。 AhthenfromBalenpassedawayAlldreadofnight,alldoubtofday,Allcarewhatlifeordeathmightsay,AllthoughtofallworsemonthsthanMay: OnlythemightofjoyinloveBrakeforthwithinhimasafire,AnddeepdelightindeepdesireOffar-flowndayswhosefull-souledquireRangroundfromtheairabove。 FromchoralearthandquiringairRangmemorieswingedlikesongsthatbearSweetgiftsforspiritandsensetoshare: Fornoman’slifeknowslovemorefairAndfruitfulofmemorialthingsThanthisthedeepdearlovethatbreaksWithsenseoflifeonlife,andmakesThesundawnsunnierasitwakesWheremorningrounditrings。 \"Obrother,Omybrother!\"criedEachuponeach,andcastasideTheirhelmsunbracedthatmightnothideFromsightofmemorysingle-eyedThelikenessgravenoffaceandface,AndkissedandweptuponeachotherForjoyandpityofeitherbrother,Andloveengraftedbysireandmother,God’snaturalgiftofgrace。 AndeachwitheachtookcounselmeetForcomfort,makingsorrowsweet,Andgriefagoodlythingtogreet: AndwordfromwordleaptlightandfleetTillalltheventuroustalewastold,AndhowinBalen’shopeitlayTomeetthewildWelshkingandslay,AndwinfromArthurbackforpayThegracehegaveofold。 \"AndthitherwillnotthouwithmeAndwinasgreatagraceforthee?\" \"ThatwillIwell,\"quothBalan:\"weWillcleavetogether,boundandfree,Asbrethrenshould,beingtwainandone。\" ButeretheypartedthencetherecameAcreaturewitheredaswithflame,Adwarfmismadeinnature’sshame,Betweenthemandthesun。 AndridingfleetasfiremayglideHefoundthedeadliesidebyside,Andwailedandrenthishairandcried,\"Whohathdonethisdeed?\"AndBaleneyedThestrangethingloathfully,andsaid,\"TheknightIslew,whofoundhimfainAndkeentoslayme:seeinghimslain,ThemaidIsoughttosaveinvain,Self-stricken,hereliesdead。 \"Soregriefwasminetoseeherdie,Andforhertruefaith’ssakeshallI Love,andwithloveofheartmorehigh,AllwomenbettertillIdie。\" \"Alas,\"thedwarfsaid,\"illfortheeInevilhourthisdeedwasdone: FornowthequestshallbebegunAgainstthee,fromthedawningsunEventothesunsetsea。 \"Fromshoretomountain,dawntonight,ThekinsfolkofthisgreatdeadknightWillchasetheetothydeath。\"AlightOfswiftblithescornflashedanswerbrightAsfirefromBalen’seye。\"Forthat,Smallfearshallfretmyheart,\"quothhe: \"ButthatmylordthekingshouldbeForthisdeadman’ssakewrothwithme,Weepmightitwellthereat。\" Thenmurmuringpassedthedwarfaway,AndtowardtheknightsinfairarrayCameridingeastwardupthewayFromwheretheflower-softlowlandslayAkingwhosenamethesweetsouth-westHeldhighinhonour,andthelandThatbowedbeneathhisgentlehandWoreonitswildbrightnorthernstrandTintagelforacrest。 AndBalenhailedwithhomagedueKingMarkofCornwall,whenheknewThepennonthatbeforehimflew: AndforthoseloversdeadandtrueThekingmademoantoheartheirdoom; Andfortheirsorrow’ssakeheswareToseekinallthemarchesthereThechurchthatmanmightfindmostfairAndbuildthereintheirtomb。 V Asthoughtfromthoughttakeswingandflies,AsmonthonmonthwithsunliteyesTramplesandtriumphsinitsrise,Aswavesmiteswavetodeathanddies,SochanceonhurtlingchancelikesteelStrikes,flashes,andisquenched,erefearCanwhisperhope,orhopecanhear,IfsorroworjoybefarornearFortimetohurtorheal。 SwiftasashadowandstrangeaslightThatcleavesintwaintheshadowofnightBeforethewide-wingedwordtakesflightThatthunderspeakstodepthandheightAndquellsthequiethourwithsound,TherecamebeforeKingMarkandstoodBetweenthemoorsideandthewoodThemanwhosewordGod’swillmadegood,Norguilewasinitfound。 AndMerlinsaidtoBalen:\"Lo,ThouhastwroughtthyselfagrievouswoeToletthisladydie,andknowThoumightsthavestayedherdeadlyblow。\" AndBalenansweredhimandsaid,\"Nay,bymytruthtofaith,notI,Sofiercelyfainshewastodie; Erewellherswordhadflashedonhigh,Self-slainshelaytheredead。\" AgainandsadlyMerlinspake: \"Myheartiswrungforthisdeed’ssake,ToknowtheethereforedoomedtotakeUponthinehandacurse,andmakeThreekingdomspinethroughtwelveyears’change,Inwantandwoe:forthoushaltsmiteThemanmostnobleandtruestknightThatlooksupontheliveworld’slightAdolorousstrokeandstrange。 \"AndnottillyearsshallroundtheirgoalMaythisman’swoundthouhastgivenbewhole。\" AndBalen,strickenthroughthesoulBydark-wingedwordsofdoomanddole,Madeanswer:\"IfIwistitwereNoliebutsooththousayestofme,TheneventomakealiaroftheeWouldItooslaymyself,andseeHowdeathbidsdeadmenfare。\" AndMerlintookhisleaveandpassedAndwasnot:andtheshadowasfastWentwithhimthathiswordhadcast,Toofleetforthoughtthereoftolast: AndtherethosebrethrenbadeKingMarkFarewell:butfainwouldMarkhaveknownThestrongknight’snamewhohadoverthrownTheprideofLaunceor,whenitshoneBrightasitnowlaydark。 AndBalanforhisbrotherspake,Saying:\"Sir,albeithimlistnotbreakThesealofsecrettime,norshakeNightoffhimerehismorningwake,BythesetwoswordsheisgirtwithalMaymenthatpraisehim,knightsandlords,Callhimtheknightthatbearstwoswords,AndallthepraisehisfameaccordsMakeanswerwhentheycall。\" Sopartedtheytowardeventide; Andtendertwilight,heavy-eyed,SawdeepdownglimmeringwoodlandsrideBalenandBalansidebyside,TillwheretheleavesgrewdenseanddimAgaintheyspiedfromfardrawnearThepresenceofthesacredseer,ButsodisguisedandstrangeofcheerThatseeingtheyknewnothim。 \"Nowwhitherrideye,\"Merlinsaid,\"Throughshadowsthatthesunstrikesred,Erenightbebornordaybedead?\" Butthey,fordoubthalftouchedwithdread,Wouldsaynotwheretheirgoalmightlie。 \"Andthou,\"saidBalen,\"whatartthou,Towalkwithshroudedeyeandbrow?\" Hesaid:\"MelistsnotshowtheenowBynamewhatmanamI。\" \"Illseenisthisofthee,\"saidthey,\"ThatthouarttrueinwordandwayNorfaintofearthefaceofday,WhowiltnotasatruemansayThenameitshamesnothimtobear。\" Heanswered:\"Beitorbeitnotso,YetwhyyeridethiswayIknow,TomeetKingRyonsasafoe,Andhowyourhopeshallfare。 \"Well,ifyehearkentowardmyrede,Ill,ifyehearnot,shallyespeed。\" \"Ah,now,\"theycried,\"thouartoursatneedWhatMerlinsaithwearefaintoheed。\" \"Greatworshipshallyewin,\"saidhe,\"Andlookthatyedoknightlynow,Forgreatshallbeyourneed,Itrow。\" AndBalensmiled:\"Byknighthood’svow,Thebestwemaywillwe。\" ThenMerlinbadethemturnandtakeRest,fortheirgoodsteeds’wearysake,Betweenthehighwayandthebrake,Tillstarrymidnightbadethemwake: Then\"Rise,\"hesaid,\"thekingisnigh,WhohathstolenfromallhishostawayWiththreescorehorseinarmedarray,ThegoodliestknightsthatbearhisswayAndholdhiskingdomhigh。 \"AndtwentyrideofthembeforeTobearhiserrand,erethedoorTurnofthenight,sealedfastnomore,Andsundawnbidthestarswaxhoar; Forbythestarshineofto-nightHeseeksalemanwhereshewaitsHiscoming,darkandswiftasfate’s,AndhearkenstowardtheunopeninggatesThatyieldnothimtosight。 ThenthroughtheglimmeringgloomaroundAshadowysenseoflightandsoundMade,eretheproofthereofwerefound,Thebraveblitheheartswithinthembound,And\"Where,\"quothBalen,\"ridestheking?\" Butsofterspaketheseer:\"Abide,Tillhithertowardyourspearsheride,WhereallthenarrowingwoodlandsideGrowsdensewithboughsthatcling。\" ThereinthatstraiteningwaytheymetThewildWelshhostagainstthemset,Andsmotetheirstrongkingdown,ereyetHishurryinghordeofspearsmightgetFiercevantageofthem。ThenthefightGrewgreatandjoyousasitgrew,Forleftandrightthosebrethrenslew,TillallthelawnwaxedredwithdewMoredeepthandewsofnight。 AnderethefullfiercetalewasreadFullfortylaybeforethemdead,AndfastthehurtlingremnantfledAndwistnotwhitherfearhadled: Andtowardthekingtheywentagain,Andwouldhaveslainhim:buthebowedBeforethem,cryinginfearaloudForgracetheygavehim,seeingtheproudWildkingbroughtlowestofmen。 AnderethewildwoodleaveswerestirredWithsongorwingofwakeningbird,InCamelotwasMerlin’swordWithjoyinjoyouswonderheardThattoldofArthur’sbitterestfoeDiskingdomedanddiscomfited。 \"Bywhom?\"thehighkingsmiledandsaid。 Heanswered:\"Erethedawnwaxred,To-morrowbidsyouknow。 \"TwoknightswhoseheartandhopeareoneAndfaintowinyourgracehavedoneThisworkwherebyifgracebewonTheirheartsshallhailtheenkindlingsunWithjoymorekeenanddeepthanday。\" AnderethesundawndrankthedewThosebrethrenwiththeirprisonerdrewTotheouterguardtheygavehimtoAndpassedagainaway。 AndArthurcameastowardhisguestTogreethisfoe,andbadehimrestAsonereturnedfromnoblerquestAndwelcomefromthestormbrightwest,Butbywhatchancehefainwouldhear。 \"Thechancewashardandstrange,sirking,\" QuothRyons,bowedinthanksgiving。 \"Whowonyou?\"Arthursaid:\"thethingIsworthawarrior’sear。\" Thewildkingflushedwithprideandshame,Answering:\"IknownoteithernameOfthosethatthereagainstuscameAndwitheredallourstrengthlikeflame: Theknightthatbearstwoswordsisone,Andonehisbrother:notonearthMaymenmeetmenofknightlierworthNormightierbornofmortalbirthThathailthesovereignsun。\" AndArthursaid:\"IknowthemnotButmuchamIforthis,Godwet,Beholdentothem:LauncelotNorTristram,whenthewarwaxedhotAlongthemarcheseastandwest,Wroughtevernoblerworkthanthis。\" \"Ah,\"Merlinsaid,\"sorepityitisAndstrangemischanceofdoom,Iwis,Thatdeathshouldmartheirquest。 \"Balen,theperfectknightthatwonTheswordwhosenameismalison,Andmadehisdeedhisdoom,isone: NorhathhisbrotherBalandoneLessroyalservice:notonearthLivesthereanoblerknight,morestrongOfsoultowinmen’spraiseinsong,AlbeitthelightabidenotlongThatlightenedroundhisbirth。 \"Yea,andofallsadthingsIknowTheheaviestandthehighestinwoeIsthis,thedoomwhosedatebringslowToosoonintimelessoverthrowAheadsohigh,ahopesosure。 ThegreatestmoanforanyknightThateverwonfairfameinfightShallbeforBalen,seeinghismightMustnownotlongendure。\" \"Alas,\"KingArthursaid,\"hehathshownSuchlovetome-wardthatthemoanMadeofhimshouldbeminealoneAboveallother,knowingitknownIhaveilldeserveditofhim。\"\"Nay,\" SaidMerlin,\"heshalldoforyouMuchmore,whentimeshallbeanew,ThantimehathgivenhimchancetodoOrhopemaythinktosay。 \"ButnowmustbeyourpowerspurveyedTomeet,erenoonofmornbemadeTo-morrow,allthehostarrayedOfthiswildfoe’swildbrother,laidAroundagainstyou:seetoitwell,FornowIpartfromyou。\"Andsoon,Whensundawnslewthewitheringmoon,TwohostsweremettowintheboonWhosetaleisdeath’stotell。 AlordlytaleofknightsandlordsFordeathtotellbycountofswordsWhenwar’swildharpinallitschordsRangroyaltriumph,andthehordesOfhurtlingfoemenrockedandreeledAswaveswind-thwartedonthesea,Wastoldofallthattheremightbe,TillscarcemightbattlehearorseeThefortuneofthefield。 AndmanyaknightwonfamethatdayWheneventheserpentsoulofKayWaskindledtowardthefieryplayAsmightalion’sbeforprey,AndwonhimfamethatmightnotdieWithpassingofhisrancorousbreathButclungabouthislifeanddeathAsfirethatspeaksincloud,andsaithWhatstrongmenhearandfly。 AndgloriousworkswereArthur’sthere,Thatlitthebattle-darkenedair: ButwhentheysawbeforethemfareLikestarsofstormtheknightthatbareTwoswordsabouthimgirtforfray,Balen,andBalanwithhim,thenStrongwondersmotethesoulsofmenIfheaven’sownhostorhell’sdeepdenHadsentthemforthtoslay。 Sokeentheyrodeacrossthefight,Sosharptheysmotetoleftandright,AndmadeofhurtlingdarknesslightWithlightningoftheirswords,tillflightAndfearbeforethemflewlikeflame,ThatArthur’sselfhadneverknown,Hesaid,sincefirsthisblastwasblown,SuchlordsofwarasthesealoneThatwhenceheknewnotcame。 ButwhilethefireofwarwaxedhotThewildkinghearkened,hearingnot,Throughstormofspearsandarrow-shot,ForsuccourtowardhimfromKingLotAndallhishostofsea-bornmen,Strongasthestrongstorm-bafflingbirdWhosecryroundOrkney’sheadlandsheardIsasthesea’sownsovereignwordThatmocksourmortalken。 ForMerlin’scraftofprophecy,Whowistthatoneoftwainmustdie,PutmightinhimtosaytherebyWhichheadshouldloseitscrown,andlieStricken,thoughlothheweretoknowThateitherlifeshouldwaneandfail; YetmostmightArthur’sloveavail,AndstillwithsubtlytemperedtaleHiswileheldfastthefoe。 WithwovenwordsofmagicmightWhereinthesubtleshadowandlightChangedhopeandfeartillfeartookflight,HestayedKingLot’sfiercelustoffightTillallthewildWelshwarwasdrivenAsfoambeforethewindthatwakesWiththeall-awakeningsun,andbreaksStrongshipsthatruethemirthitmakesWhengracetoslayisgiven。 Andeverhotterlitandhigher,Asfirethatmeetsencounteringfire,WaxedinKingLothiskeendesireTobidrevengewithinhimtireOnArthur’sravagedfameandlife: AcrossthewavesofwarbetweenFloatedandflashed,unseenandseen,ThelustrouslikenessofthequeenWhomshamehadsealedhiswife。 ButwhenthewofulwordwasbroughtThatwhilehetarried,doubtingnought,ThehopewaslostwhosegoalhesoughtAndallthefightheyearnedforfought,Hisheartwasrentforgriefandshame,AndhalfhishopewassetonflightTillwordwasgivenhimofaknightWhosaid:\"Theyarewearyandwornwithfight,Andwemorefreshthanflame。\" AndbrightanddarkasnightanddayEreeitherfindtheunopeningwayClear,andforegotheunalteringsway,Thesadking’sfaceshone,frowning:\"Yea,IwouldthateveryknightofmineWoulddohispartasIshalldo,\" Hesaid,\"tilldeathorlifeanewShalljudgebetweenusasisdueWithwiserdoomthanthine。\" ThenthunderedalltheawakeningfieldWithcrashofhoststhatclashedandreeled,Bannertobanner,shieldtoshield,Andspeartosplinteringspear-shaft,steeledAsheartagainsthighheartofman,AshopeagainsthighhopeofknightTopluckthecrestandcrownoffightFromwar’sclenchedhandbystorm’swildlight,Forblessinggivenorban。 AllheartsofhearkeningmenthatheardThebantwin-bornwithblessing,stirredLikespringtidewaters,knewthewordWherebythesteedsofstormarespurredWithravenousrapturetodestroy,Andlaughedforloveofbattle,piercedWithpassionoftempestuousthirstAndhungeringhopetoassuageitfirstWithdraughtsofstormyjoy。 ButsheeraheadoftheirontideThatrockedandroaredfromsidetosideRodeasthelightning’slordmightrideKingLot,whoseheartwassettoabideAllperiloftheraginghour,AndallhishostofwarriorsbornWherelandsbywarringseasarewornWasonlybyhishandsupborneWhogavethemprideandpower。 Butasthesea’shandsmitestheshoreAndshattersallthestrengthsthatboreTheravageearthmaybearnomore,SosmotethehandofPellinoreCharging,aknightofArthur’schief,Andclovehisstrongsteed’sneckintwain,Andsmotehimsheerthroughbrowandbrain,Falling:andthereKingLotlayslain,Andknewnotwrathorgrief。 AndallthehostofOrkneyfled,Andmanyamother’ssonlaydead: ButwhentheyraisedthestrickenheadWhenceprideandpowerandshamewerefledAndrageandanguishnowcastout,Andboreittowardakinglytomb,ThewifewhoselovehadwroughthisdoomCamethither,fairasmorning’sbloomAnddarkastwilight’sdoubt。 Andthereherfourstrongsonsandhis,GawainandGareth,GaherysAndAgravain,whosesword’ssharpkissWithsoundofhell’sownserpent’shissShouldonedayturnherlifetodeath,Stoodmourningwithher:butbytheseSeeingMordredasaseerthatsees,AnguishofterrorbentherkneesAndcaughthershudderingbreath。 ThesplendourofhersovereigneyesFlasheddarknessdeeperthantheskiesFeelorfearwhenthesunsetdiesOnhisthatfeltasmidnightriseTheirdoomuponthem,thereundoneByfaithinfearerethoughtcouldyieldAshadowysenseofdaysrevealed,Theravinofthefinalfield,Theterroroftheirson。 ForArthur’s,astheycaughtthelightThatsoughtanddurstnotseekhissight,Darkened,andallhisspirit’smightWitheredwithinhimevenasnightWitherswhensunrisethrillsthesea。 ButMordred’slightenedaswithfireThatsmotehismotherandhissireWithdarklingdoomanddeepdesireThatbadeitsdarknessbe。 AndheavierontheirheartstheweightSankofthefearthatbringsforthfate,ThebitterdoubtwhosewombisgreatWithallthegriefandloveandhateThatturntofiremen’sdaysonearth。 Andgloriouswasthefuneralmade,AnddarkthedeepeningdreadthatswayedTheirdarkeningsoulswhoselightgrewshadeWithsenseofdeathinbirth。 VI Inautumn,whenthewindandseaRejoicetoliveandlaughtobe,AndscarcetheblastthatcurbsthetreeAndbidsbeforeitquailandfleeThefieryfoliage,whereitsbrandIsradiantasthesealofspring,Soundslessdelight,andwavesawingLesslustrous,life’sloudthanksgivingPutslifeinseaandland。 HighhopeinBalen’sheartalightLaughed,asfromallthatclamorousfightHepassedandsoughtnotArthur’ssight,WhofainhadfoundhiskingliestknightAndmadeamendforBalen’swrong。 ButMerlingavehissoultoseeFate,risingasashorewardsea,AndallthesorrowthatshouldbeErehopeorfearthoughtlong。 \"OwherearetheywhosehandsupboreMybattle,\"Arthursaid,\"beforeThewildWelshhost’swiderageandroar? BalenandBalan,Pellinore,Wherearethey?\"Merlinansweredhim: \"BalenshallbenotlongawayFromsightofyou,butnightnordayShallbringhisbrotherbacktosayIflifeburnbrightordim。\" \"Now,bymyfaith,\"saidArthurthen,\"Twomarvellousknightsarethey,whosekenTowardbattlemakesthetwainasten,AndBalenmostofallbornmenPassethofprowessallIknowOreverfoundorsoughttosee: WouldGodhewouldabidewithme,TofacethetimesforetoldoftheeAndallthelatterwoe。\" FortherehadMerlinshownthekingThedoomthatsongsunbornshouldsing,ThegiftsthattimeshouldriseandbringOfblitheandbitterdaystospringAsweedsandflowersagainstthesun。 Andonthekingforfear’ssakefellSickness,andsorrowdeepashell,NorevenmightsleepbidfearfarewellIfgracetosleepwerewon。 DowninameadowgreenandstillHebadethefolkthatwroughthiswillPitchhispavilion,wherethechillSoftnightwouldletnotrestfulfilHisheartwhereindarkfearslaydeep。 AndsharpagainsthishearingcastCameasoundasofhorsehoofsfastPassing,thateretheirsoundwerepastArousedhimasfromsleep。 AndforthhelookedalongthegrassAndsawbeforehisportalpassAknightthatwailedaloud,\"AlasThatlifeshouldfindthisdolorouspassAndfindnoshieldfromdoomanddole!\" Andhearingallhismoan,\"Abide,Fairsir,\"thekingaroseandcried,\"AndsaywhatsorrowbidsyourideSosorrowfulofsoul。\" \"Myhurtmaynomanheal,Godwot,Andhelpofmanmayspeedmenot,\" Thesadknightsaid,\"norchangemylot。\" AndtowardthecastleofMelyotWhosetowersarosealeagueawayHepassedforthsorrowing:andanon,Erewellthewofulsightweregone,CameBalendownthemeadsthatshone,Strong,bright,andbraveasday。