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类别:其他 作者:Algernon Charles Swinburne字数:16472更新时间:19/01/04 13:20:55
Andseeingthekingtherestand,theknightDrewreinbeforehisfacetoalightInreverencemadeforlove’ssakebrightWithjoythatsethisfacealightAstheirswhosee,alive,above,Thesovereignoftheirsouls,whosenameTothemisevenaslove’sownflameToenkindlehopethatheedsnotfameAndknowsnolordbutlove。 AndArthursmiledonhim,andsaid,\"Rightwelcomebethou:bymyhead,Iwouldnotwishmebettersped。 ForevenbutnowtherecameandfledBeforemelikeacloudthatfliesAknightthatmademostheavycheer,Iknownotwherefore;normayfearOrpitygivemyhearttohearOrlightenonmineeyes。 \"Butevenforfear’sandpity’ssakeFainwereIthoushouldstovertakeAndfetchagainthisknightthatspakeNowordofansweringgracetomakeReplytominethathailedhim:thou,Byforceorbygoodwill,shaltbringHisfacebeforeme。\"\"Yea,myking,\" QuothBalen,\"andagreaterthingWerelessthanismyvow。 \"IwouldthetaskrequiredandheardWereheavierthanyoursovereignwordHathlaidonme:\"andthencehespurredElateatheartasyouth,andstirredWithhopeasblitheasfiresaboy: Andmanyamileherode,andfoundFarinaforest’sglimmeringboundThemanhesoughtafararoundAndseeingtookfireforjoy。 Andwithhimwentamaiden,fairAsflowersaflushwithAprilair。 AndBalenbadehimturnhimthereTotellthekingwhatwoestheywereThatbowedhimdownsosore:andheMadewoefulanswer:\"ThisshoulddoGreatscathetome,withnoughtforyouOfhelpthathopemighthearkentoForbootthatmaynotbe。\" AndBalenanswered:\"IwerelothTofightasoneperforcemadewrothWithonethatowesbyknighthood’soathOnelove,oneservice,andonetrothWithmetohimwhosegracioushandHoldsfastthehelmofknighthoodhereWherebyman’shopeandheartmaysteer: IprayyouletnotsorroworfearAgainsthisbiddingstand。\" Thestrangeknightgazedonhim,andspake: \"Willyou,forArthur’sroyalsake,BewarrantformethatItakeNoscathefromstrifethatmanmaymake? ThenwillIgowithyou。\"AndheMadejoyousanswer:\"Yea,forI Willbeyourwarrantorwilldie。\" AndthencetheyrodewithheartsashighAsmen’sthatsearchthesea。 Andasbynoon’slargelightthetwainBeforethetentedhalldrewrein,Suddenlyfellthestrangeknight,slainByonethatcameandwentagainAndnonemightseehim;buthisspearClovethroughthebody,swiftasfire,Themanwhosedoom,forefeltasdire,Haddarkenedallhislife’sdesire,Asonethatdeathhelddear。 Anddyingheturnedhisfaceandsaid,\"LonowthywarrantthatmyheadShouldfallnot,followingforthwhereledAknightwhosepledgehathleftmedead。 ThisdarklingmanslayerhathtonameGarlon:takethoumygoodliersteed,Seeingthineislessofstrengthandspeed,Andride,ifthoubeknightindeed,Eventhitherwhencewecame。 \"Andasthemaiden’sfairbehestShallbidyoufollowonmyquest,Follow:andwhenGod’swillseesbest,Revengemydeath,andletmerestAsonethatlivedanddiedaknight,Unstainedofshamealiveordead。\" AndBalen,wrungwithsorrow,said,\"ThatshallIdo:myhandandheadIpledgetodoyouright。\" AndthencewithsorrowingheartandcheerHerode,ingriefthatcastoutfearLestdeathindarknessyetwerenear,AndborethetruncheonofthespearWherewiththewofulknightlayslainToherwithwhomherode,andsheStillbareitwithher,faintoseeWhatrighteousdoomofGod’smightbeThedarklingmanslayer’sbane。 AnddownadimdeepwoodlandwayTheyrodebetweentheboughsaswayWithflickeringwindswhoseflashandplayMadesunlightsunnierwherethedayLaughed,leapt,andflutteredlikeabirdCaughtinalightlooseleafynetThatearthforamorousheavenhadsetToholdandseethesundawnyetAndhearwhatmorningheard。 ThereinthesweetsoftshiftinglightAcrosstheirpassagerodeaknightFlushedhotfromhuntingasfromfight,Andseeingthesorrow-strickensightMadequestionofthemwhytheyrodeAsmournerssickatheartandsad,WhenallaliveaboutthembadeSweetearthforheaven’ssweetsakebegladAsheavenforearth’sloveglowed。 \"Melistsnottellyou,\"Balensaid。 Thestrangeknight’sfacegrewkeenandred\"Now,mightmyhandbutkeepmyhead,EvenhereshouldoneoftwainliedeadWerehenobetterarmedthanI。\" AndBalenspakewithsmilingspeed,WherescornandcourtesykeptheedOfeither:\"Thatshouldlittleneed: Nothereshalleitherdie。\" AndallthecausehetoldhimthroughAsonethatfearednotthoughheknewAll:andthestrangeknightspakeanew,Saying:\"IwillpartnomorefromyouWhilelifeshalllastme。\"SotheywentWherehemightarmhimselftoride,AndrodeacrosswildwaysandwideTowhereagainstachurchyardsideAhermit’sharbourleant。 AndthereagainstthemridingcameFleetasthelightning’slaughandflameTheinvisibleevil,eventhesameTheysoughtandmightnotcursebynameAshell’sfoulchildonearthsetfree,Andsmotethestrangeknightthrough,andfled,Andleftthemournersbythedead。 \"Alas,again,\"SirBalensaid,\"Thiswronghehathdonetome。\" AndtheretheylaidtheirdeadtosleepRoyally,lyingwherewildwindskeepKeenwatchandwailmoresoftanddeepThanwheremen’schoirsbidmusicweepAndsonglikeincenseheaveandswell。 Andforthagaintheyrode,andfoundBeforethem,direinsightandsound,AcastlegirtaboutandboundWithsorrowlikeaspell。 AboveitseemedthesunatnoonSadasawintrywitheringmoonThatshudderswhilethewastewind’stuneCravesevernonemayguesswhatboon,Butallmayknowtheboonfordire。 AndeveningonitsdarknessfellMoredarkthanverydeath’sfarewell,Andnightaboutithunglikehell,Whosefumethedawnmadefire。 AndBalenlighteddownandpassedWithinthegateway,whencenoblastRangasthesheerportcullis,castSuddenlydown,fell,andmadefastThegatebehindhim,whencehespiedAsuddenrageofmenwithoutAndravinofamurderousroutThatgirtthemaidenhardaboutWithdeathoneitherside。 Andseeingthatshameandperil,fearBadewrathandgriefawakeandhearWhatshameshouldsayinfame’swideearIfshe,bysorrowsealedmoredearThanjoymightmakeher,soshoulddie: Andupthetower’scurledstairhesprangAsonethatfliesdeath’sdeadliestfang,AndleaptrightoutamidtheirgangAsfirefromheavenonhigh。 AndtheythereunderseeingtheknightUnhurtamongtheirpressalightAndbarehisswordforchanceoffightStoodfromhim,lothtostriveorsmite,Andbadehimheartheirwofulword,Thatnotthemaiden’sdeaththeysought; ButtherethroughyearstoodireforthoughtHadlaintheirladystricken,andnoughtMighthealher:andheheard。 ForthereamaidencleanandwholeInvirginbodyandvirginsoul,Whosenamewaswritonroyalroll,ThatwouldbutstainasilverbowlWithofferingofherstainlessblood,Therewithmighthealher:sotheystayedForhope’ssadsakeeachblamelessmaidTherejourneyinginthatdolorousshadeWhosebloomwasbrightinbud。 NohurtnorharmtoheritwereIfsheshouldyieldasisterthereSometributeofherblood,andfareForthwiththisjoyathearttobear,ThatallunhurtandunafraidThisgraceshehadherebyGod’sgracewrought。 AndkindlingallwithkindlythoughtAndlovethatsawsavelove’sselfnought,Shone,smiled,andspakethemaid。 \"Goodknightofmine,goodwillhaveI TohelpthishealingthoughIdie。\" \"Nay,\"Balensaid,\"butlovemaytryWhathelpinlivinglovemaylie- IwillnotlosethelifeofherWhilemylifelasteth。\"SoshegaveThetributelovewasfaintocrave,Butmightnothealthoughfaintosave,WereGod’sgracehelpfuller。 AnothermaidinlaterMaysWonwithherlifethatwofulpraise,Anddied。Butthey,whensurgingday’sDeeptidefulfilledthedawn’swideways,Rodeforth,andfoundbydayornightNochancetocrosstheirwayfaringTillwhentheysawthefourthdayspringAknight’shallgavethemharbouringRichasaking’shousemight。 AndwhiletheysatatmeatandspakeWordsbrightandkindasgracemightmakeSweetfortrueknighthood’skindlysake,TheyheardacrybesidethembreakThestill-souledjoyofblamelessrest。 \"Whatnoiseisthis?\"quothBalen。\"Nay,\" Hisknightlyhostmadeanswer,\"mayOurgriefnotgrieveyouthoughIsayHowhereIdwellunblest。 \"NotmanyadayhaslivedanddiedSinceatatournaylateItriedMystrengthtosmiteandturnandrideAgainstaknightofkinglikepride,KingPellam’sbrother:twiceIsmoteThesplendourofhisstrengthtodust: Andhe,fulfilledofhate’sfiercelust,Sworevengeance,pledgedforhelltotrust,Andkeenashell’swidethroat。 \"InvisibleasthespiritofnightThatheavenandearthindepthandheightMayseenotbythemildmoon’slightNorevenwhenstarswouldgrantthemsight,Hewalksandslaysasplague’sblindbreathSlays:andmyson,whoseanguishhereMakesmoanperforcethatmarsourcheer,Hewounded,evenerelovemightfearThathatewerestrongasdeath。 \"NormaymysonbewholetillheWhosestrokethroughhimhathstrickenmeShallgiveagainhisbloodtobeOurhealing:yetmaynomanseeThisfelon,clothedwithdarknessroundAndkeenaslightning’slife。\"ThereonSpakeBalen,andhispresenceshoneEvenasthesun’swhenstarsaregoneThatheardawn’strumpetsound。 \"ThatknightIknow:twoknightsofmine,Twocomrades,sealedbyfaith’sbrightsign,Whoseeyesasoursthatliveshouldshine,Anddrinkthegoldensunlight’swineWithjoy’sthanksgivingthattheylive,Hehathslainineventhesameblindwise: WereallwidewealthbeneaththeskiesMine,mightImeethim,eyesoneyes,AllwouldIlaughtogive。\" Hishostmadeanswer,andhisgazeGrewbrightwithtrustasdawn’smoistmazeWithfire:\"Withinthesetwentydays,KingPellam,lordofLystenayse,Holdsfeastthroughallthiscountrycried,AndtherebeforetheknightlykingMaynoknightcomeexcepthebringForwitnessofhiswayfaringHisparamourorbride。 \"Andtherethatday,sosoontoshine,Thisknight,yourfelonfoeandmine,Shallshow,full-flushedwithbloodredwine,ThefiercefalsefacewhereonwepineTowreakthewronghehathwroughtus,bareAsshameshouldseeandbrandit。\"\"Then,\" SaidBalen,\"shallhegiveagainHisbloodtohealyourson,andmenShallseedeathblindhimthere。\" \"Forthwillwefareto-morrow,\"saidHishost:andforth,assunriseled,Theyrode;andfifteendayswerefledEretowardtheirgoaltheirsteedshadsped。 AndtherealightingmighttheyfindForBalen’shostnoplacetorest,WhocamewithoutagentlerguestBesidehim:andthathousehold’shestBadeleavehisswordbehind。 \"Nay,\"Balensaid,\"thatdoInot: Mycountry’scustomstands,Godwot,Thatnonewhoselotisknighthood’slot,ToridewherechanceasfireishotWithhopeorpromisegivenoffight,Shallfailtokeep,forknighthood’spart,Hisweaponwithhimashisheart; AndasIcamewillIdepart,Orholdhereinmyright。\" ThengatheleavetowearhisswordBesidethestrangeking’sfestalboardWherefeastedmanyaknightandlordInseemlinessoffairaccord: AndBalenaskedofonebeside,\"Istherenotinthiscourt,iffameKeepfaith,aknightthathathtonameGarlon?\"andsayingthatwordofshame,Hescannedthatplaceofpride。 \"Yonderhegoethagainstthelight,Hewiththefaceasswartasnight,\" Quoththeother:\"butheridestofightHidroundbycharmsfromallmen’ssight,Andmanyanobleknighthehathslain,BeingwraptindarknessdeepashellAndsilencedarkasshame。\"\"Ah,well,\" SaidBalen,\"isthathe?thespellMaybethesorcerer’sbane。\" ThenBalengazeduponhimlong,Andthought,\"IfhereIwreakmywrong,AliveImaynotscape,sostrongThefelon’sfriendsabouthimthrong; AndifIleavehimherealive,ThischanceperchancemaylifenotgiveAgain:muchevil,ifhelive,Heneedsmustdo,shouldfearforgiveWhenwrongsbidstrikeandstrive。\" AndGarlon,seeinghowBalen’seyeDweltonhimashisheartwaxedhighWithjoyinwrathtoseehimnigh,Rosewolf-likewithawolfishcryAndcrossedandsmotehimontheface,Saying,\"Knight,whatwouldstthouwithme?Eat,Forshame,andgazenot:eatthymeatDothatthouartcomefor:standsthyseatNextoursofroyalrace?\" \"Wellhastthousaid:thyrederingstrue; ThatwhichIcameforwillIdo,\" QuothBalen:forthhisfleetswordflew,AndclovetheheadofGarlonthroughCleantotheshoulders。ThenhecriedLoudtohislady,\"GivemehereThetruncheonoftheshamefulspearWherewithheslewyourknight,whenfearBadehateindarknessride。\" Andgladly,brightwithgriefmadeglad,Shegavethetruncheonashebade,Forstillshebareitwithher,sadAndstronginhopelesshopeshehad,Throughalldarkdaysofthwartingfear,ToseeifdoomshouldfallarightAndasGod’sfire-fraughtthundersmiteThathead,clothedroundwithhell-facednight,Barenowbeforeherhere。 AndBalensmotetherewiththedeadDarkfelon’sbodythrough,andsaidAloud,\"Witheventhistruncheon,redWithbaserbloodthanbravemenbledWhominthyshamefulhanditslew,Thouhastslainanoblerknight,andnowItclingsandcleavesthybody:thouShallcleaveagainnobraveman’sbrow,Thoughhellwouldaidanew。\" Andtowardhishostheturnedandspake; \"Nowforyourson’slong-sufferingsakeBloodyemayfetchenough,andtakeWherewithtohealhishurt,andmakeDeathwarmaslife。\"ThenroseacryLoudasthewind’swhenstormyspringMakesallthewoodlandrageandring: \"Thouhastslainmybrother,\"saidtheking,\"Andherewithhimshaltdie。\" \"Ay?\"Balenlaughedhimanswer。\"Well,Doitthenthyself。\"AndtheanswerfellFierceasablastofhatefromhell,\"NomanofminethatwithmedwellShallstrikeattheebutItheirlordForloveofthismybrotherslain。\" AndPellamcaughtandgraspedamainAgrimgreatweapon,fierceandfainTofeedhishungeringsword。 Andeagerlyhesmote,andspedNotwell:forBalen’sblade,yetredWithlifebloodofthemurderousdead,BetweentheswordstrokeandhisheadShone,andthestrengthoftheeagerstrokeShoreitinsunder:thentheknight,Nakedandweaponlessforfight,RanseekinghimaswordtosmiteAshopewithinhimwoke。 AndsotheirflightfordeathwardfastFromchamberforthtochamberpassedWherelaynoweapon,tillthelastWhosedoorsmadewayforBalencastUponhimasasuddenspellWonderthatevenaslightningleaptAcrosshisheartandeyes,andsweptAsstormacrosshissoulthatkeptWildwatch,andwatchednotwell。 Fortherethedeedhedid,beingnearDeath’sdanger,breathlessasthedeerDrivenhardtobay,butvoidoffear,BroughtsorrowdownformanyayearOnmanyamaninmanyaland。 Allgloriousshonethatchamber,brightAsburnsatsunriseheaven’sownheight: Withclothofgoldthebedwasdight,Thatflamedoneitherhand。 Andonehesawwithinitlie: AtableofallcleargoldtherebyStoodstately,fairasmorning’seye,Withfourstrongsilverpillars,highAndfirmasfaithandhopemaybe: Andonitshonethegifthesought,Aspearmostmarvellouslywrought,ThatwhenhiseyeandhandgripcaughtSmallfearathearthadhe。 RightonKingPellamthen,asfireTurnswhenthethwartingwindswaxhigher,Heturned,andsmotehimdown。SodireThestrokewas,whenhisheart’sdesireStruck,andhadallitsfillofhate,ThatasthekingfellswooningdownFellthewalls,rentfrombasetocrown,ProneasproneseasthatbreakanddrownShipsfraughtwithdoomforfreight。 Andthereforthreedays’silentspaceBalenandPellamfacetofaceLaydeadordeathlike,andtheplaceWasdeath’sblindkingdom,tillthegraceThatGodhadgiventhesacredseerForcounselorforcomfortledHisMerlinthither,andhesaid,Standingbetweenthequickanddead,\"Riseup,andrestnothere。\" AndBalenroseandsethiseyesAgainsttheseer’sasonethattriesHisheartagainstthesea’sandsky’sAndfearsnotifhelivesordies,Saying,\"Iwouldhavemydamosel,EreIfareforth,tofarewithme。\" AndsadlyMerlinanswered,\"SeeWherenowshelies;deathknowsifsheShallnowfareillorwell。 \"Andinthisworldwemeetnomore,Balen。\"AndBalen,sorrowingsore,ThoughfearlessyettheheartheboreBeattowardthelifethatlaybefore,RodeforththroughmanyawildwastelandWheremencriedoutagainsthim,madWithgrievousfaithinfearthatbadeTheirwrathmakemoanfordoubttheyhadLesthellhadarmedhishand。 Forinthatchamber’swondrousshrineWaspartofChrist’sownblood,thewineShedofthetruetriumphalvineWhosegrowthbidsearth’sdeepdarknessshineAsheaven’sdeeplightthroughtheairandsea; ThatmysterytowardournorthernshoreArimatheanJosephboreForhealingofoursinsofyore,Thatgraceeventheremightbe。 AndwiththatspearthereshrinedapartWasChrist’ssidesmittentotheheart。 Andfiercerthanthelightning’sdartThestrokewas,andthedeathlikesmartWherewith,nighdrainedofbloodandbreath,Thekinglaystrickenasonelongdead: AndJoseph’swasthebloodthereshed,Fornearakinwashethatbled,Nearevenaslifetodeath。 AndthereforefellonallthatlandSorrow:forstilloneitherhand,AsBalenrodealoneandscannedBrightfieldsandcitiesbuilttostandTilltimeshouldbreakthem,deadmenlay; AndloudandlongfromalltheirfolkLiving,onecrythatcursedhimbroke; ThreecountrieshadhisdolorousstrokeSlain,orshouldsurelyslay。 VII Inwinter,whentheyearburnslowAsfirewhereinnofirebrandsglow,AndwindsdishevelastheyblowThelovelystormywingsofsnow,TheheartsofnorthernmenburnbrightWithjoythatmocksthejoyofspringTohearallheaven’skeenclarionsringMusicthatbidsthespiritsingAnddaygivethanksfornight。 AloudanddarkashellorhateRoundBalen’sheadthewindoffateBlewstormandcloudfromdeath’swidegate: ButjoyasgriefinhimwasgreatTofaceGod’sdoomandliveordie,Sorrowingforillwroughtunaware,RejoicingindesiretodareAllillthatinnocencemightbearWithchangelessheartandeye。 YetpassingfainhewaswhenpastThoselandsandwoesatlengthandlast。 Eighttimes,asthencehefaredforthfast,DawnroseandevenwasovercastWithstarrydarknessdearasday,BeforehisventurousquestmightmeetAdventure,seeingwithinasweetGreenlow-lyingforest,hushedinheat,Atowerthatbarredhisway。 Strongsummer,dumbwithrapture,boundWithgoldencalmthewoodlandsroundWherethroughtheknightforthfaringfoundAknightthatonthegreenwoodgroundSatmourning:fairhewastosee,AndmouldedasforloveorfightAmaiden’sdreamsmightframeherknight; Butsadinjoy’sfar-floweringsightAsgrief’sblindthrallmightbe。 \"Godsaveyou,\"Balensoftlysaid,\"WhatgriefbowsdownyourheartandheadThus,asonesorrowingforhisdead? Tellme,ifhaplyImaysteadInaughtyoursorrow,thatImay。\" \"Sirknight,\"thatothersaid,\"thywordMakesmygriefheavierthatIheard。\" AndpityandwonderinlystirredDrewBalenthenceaway。 AndsowithdrawnwithsilentspeedHesawthesadknight’sstatelysteed,Awar-horsemeetforwarrior’sneed,Thatnonewhopassedmightchoosebutheed,Sostronghestood,sogreat,sofair,Witheyesafireforflightorfight,Ajoytolookon,mildinmight,Andswiftandkeenandkindaslight,Andallasclearofcare。 AndBalen,gazingonhim,heardAgainhismaster’swofulwordSoundsorrowthroughthecalmunstirredByflutteringwindorflickeringbird,Thus:\"Ah,fairladyandfaithless,whyBreakthypledgedfaithtomeetme?soonAnhourbeyondthytrothplightnoonShallstrikemydeath-bell,andthyboonIsthis,thathereIdie。 \"MycurseforallthygiftsmaybeHeavierthandeathornightonthee; FornowthisswordthougavestmeShallsetmefromthybondagefree。\" Andtherethemanhaddiedself-slain,ButBalenleaptonhimandcaughtTheblindfiercehandthatfainhadwroughtSelf-murder,stungwithfireofthought,Asragemakesanguishfain。 Then,madforthwartedgrief,\"LetgoMyhand,\"thefoolofwrathandwoeCried,\"orIslaythee。\"ScarcetheglowInBalen’scheekandeyemightshow,Asdawnshowsdaywhileseasliechill,Heheard,thoughpitytooknotheed,Butsmiledandspake,\"Thatshallnotneed: WhatmanmaydotobidyouspeedI,soGodspeedme,will。\" Andtheothercravedhisname,beguiledByhopethatmadehismadnessmild。 AgainSirBalenspakeandsmiled: \"MynameisBalen,calledtheWildByknightswhomkingsandcourtsmaketameBecauseIridealoneafarAndfollowbutmysoulforstar。\" \"Ah,sir,IknowtheknightyouareAndallyourfieryfame。 \"TheknightthatbearstwoswordsIknow,Mostpraisedofallmen,friendandfoe,Forprowessofyourhands,thatshowDarkwarthewaywherebalefiresglowAndkindleglorylikethedawn’s。\" Sospakethesorrowingknight,andstoodAsonewhoseheartfreshhopemadegood: AndforththeyrodebywoldandwoodAnddowntheglimmeringlawns。 AndBalencravedhisnamewhorodeBesidehim,wherethewildwoodglowedWithjoytofeelhownoontideflowedThroughgladeandglenandroughgreenroadTillearthgrewjoyfulasthesea。 \"MynameisGarnyssheoftheMount,Apoorman’ssonofnoneaccount,\" Hesaid,\"wherespringsofloftierfountLaughloudwithpridetobe。 \"ButstrengthinweaknesslivesandstandsAsrocksthatrisethroughshiftingsands; AndfortheprowessofmyhandsOnemademeknightandgavemelands,DukeHermel,lordfromfartonear,Ourprince;andshethatlovedme——sheIlove,anddeemedshelovedbutme,Hisdaughter,pledgedherfaithtobeErenowbesidemehere。\" AndBalen,briefofspeechaslightWhoseword,beheldofdepthandheight,Strikessilencethroughthestarsofnight,Spake,andhisfaceasdawn’sgrewbright,Forhopetohelpahappierman,\"Howfarthenliesshehence?\"\"Bythis,\" Herloversighedandsaid,\"Iwis,Notsixfleetmilesthepassageis,Andstraightasthoughtcouldspan。\" Sorodetheyswiftandsure,andfoundAcastlewalledanddykedaround: AndBalen,asawarriorboundOnsearchwherehopemightfeartosoundThedarknessofthedeepsofdoubt,MadeentrancethroughtheguardlessgateAslife,whilehopeinlifegrowsgreat,MakeswaybetweenthedoorsoffateThatdeathmaypassthereout。 Throughmanyagloriouschamber,wroughtForalldelightthatlove’sownthoughtMightdreamordwellin,BalensoughtAndfoundofallhelookedfornought,ForlikeashiningshellherbedShonevoidandvacantofher:thenceThroughdeviouswondersbrightanddenseHepassedandsawwithshame-strucksenseWhereshameandfaithlaydead。 Downinasweetsmallgarden,fairWithflowerfuljoyintheardentair,Hesaw,andragedwithloathing,whereShelaywithlove-dishevelledhairBeneathabroadbrightlaureltreeAndclaspedinamorousarmsaknight,TheunloveliestthathisscornfulsightHaddweltonyet;ashamethebrightBroadnoonmightshrinktosee。 Andthenceinwrathfulhopeheturned,Hotastheheartwithinhimburned,Tomeettheknightwhoselove,sospurnedAndspatonandmadenoughtof,yearnedAnddreamedandhopedandlivedinvain,Andsaid,\"Ihavefoundhersleepingfast,\" AndledhimwheretheshadowscastFromleaveswherethroughlightwindsranpastScreenedherfromsunandrain。 ButGarnysshe,seeing,reeledashestoodLikeatree,kingliestofthewood,Halfhewnthrough:andtheburningbloodThroughlipsandnostrilsburstaflood: AndgatheringbackhisrageandmightAsbrokenbreakersrallyandroarTheloudwinddownthatdrivesoffshore,Hesmotetheirheadsoff:therenomoreTheirlifemightshamethelight。 ThenturnedhebacktowardBalen,madWithgrief,andsaid,\"ThegriefIhadWasnought:erethismylifewasglad: Thouhastdonethisdeed:IwasbutsadAndfearfulhowmyhopemightfare: Ihadlivedmysorrowdown,hadstthouNotshownmewhatIsawbutnow。\" ThesorrowandscornonBalen’sbrowBadesilencecurbhimthere。 AndBalenanswered:\"WhatIdidIdidtoheartentheeandbidThycourageknowthatshameshouldridAman’shighheartoflovethathidBlindshamewithinitscore:Godknows,Idid,tosetabondmanfree,ButasIwouldthouhadstdonebyme,ThatseeingwhatlovemustdietoseeLove’sendmightwellbewoe’s。\" \"Alas,\"thewofulweaklingsaid,\"IhaveslainwhatmostIloved:IhaveshedThebloodmostnearmyheart:theheadLiescoldasearth,defiledanddead,Thatallmylifewaslightedby,Thatallmysoulboweddownbefore,Andnowmaybearwithlifenomore: FornowmysorrowthatIboreIstwofold,andIdie。\" ThenwithhisredwetswordheroveHisbreastinsunder,whereitcloveLife,andnopulseagainstitstrove,SosureandstrongthedeepstrokedroveDeathward:andBalen,seeinghimdead,Rodethence,lestfolkwouldsayhehadslainThosethree;anderethreedaysagainHadseenthesun’smightwaxandwane,Farforthhehadspurredandsped。 AndridingpastacrosswhereonBroadgoldenletterswrittenshone,Saying,\"NoknightbornmayridealoneForthtowardthiscastle,\"andallthestoneGlowedinthesun’sglareevenasthoughBloodstaineditfromthecrucifiedDeadburdenofonethattherehaddied,AnoldhoarmanhesawbesideWhosefacewaswanaswoe。 \"BalentheWild,\"hesaid,\"thiswayThywayliesnot:thouhastpassedto-dayThybands:butturnagain,andstayThypassage,whilethysoulhathswayWithinthee,andthroughGod’sgoodpowerItwillavailthee:\"andanonHislikenessasacloudwasgone,AndBalen’sheartwithinhimshoneClearasthecloudlesshour。 NorfatenorfearmightovercastThesoulnownearitspeaceatlast。 Suddenly,thenceasforthhepast,AmightyandadeadlyblastBlownofahunting-hornheheard,Aswhenthechasehathnoblysped。 \"Thatblastisblownforme,\"hesaid,\"TheprizeamIwhoamyetnotdead,\" Andsmiledupontheword。 Astowardaroyalhart’sdeathrangThatnote,whencealltheloudwoodsangWithwingedandlivingsoundthatsprangLikefire,andkeenasfire’sownfangPiercedthesweetsilencethatitslew。 Butnoughtlikedeathorstrifewashere: FairsemblanceandmostgoodlycheerTheymadehim,theywhosetroopdrewnearAsdeathamongthemdrew。 AhundredladieswellarrayedAndmanyaknightwellweaponedmadeThatkindlyshowofcheer:thegladeShoneroundthemtillitsveryshadeLightenedandlaughedfromgrovetolawnTohearandseethem:sotheybroughtWithinacastlefairasthoughtCoulddreamthatwizardhandshadwroughtTheguestamongthemdrawn。 Allmannerofgloriousjoywasthere: Harpinganddancing,loudandfair,AndminstrelsythatmadeofairFire,solikefireitsraptureswere。 Thenthechiefladyspakeonhigh: \"Knightwiththetwoswords,oneoftwoMusthelpyouhereorfallfromyou: ForneedsyounowmusthaveadoAndjoustwithonehereby。 \"AgoodknightguardsanislandhereAgainstallswordsthatchancebringsnear,AndtherewithstrokeofswordandspearMustallforwhomthesehallsmakecheerFight,andredeemoryielduplife。\" \"Anevilcustom,\"Balensaid,\"Isthis,thatnonewhomchancehathledHither,ifknighthoodcrownhishead,Maypassunstirredtostrife。\" \"YoushallnothaveadotofightHeresaveagainstoneonlyknight,\" Shesaid,andallherfacegrewbrightAshell-fire,litwithhungrylightThatwickedlaughtertouchedwithflame。 \"Well,sinceIshallthereto,\"saidhe,\"Iamreadyatheartasdeathforme: FainwouldIbewheredeathshouldbeAndlifeshouldloseitsname。 \"ButtravellingmenwhosegoalafarShinesasacloud-constrainingstarAreoftenweary,andwearierareTheirsteedsthatfeeleachfretandjarWherewiththewildwayswoundthem:yet,Albeitmyhorsebeweary,stillMyheartisnowiseweary;willSustainsiteventilldeathfulfilMytrustuponhimset。\" \"Sir,\"saidaknighttherebythatstood,\"MeseemsyourshieldisnownotgoodButwornwithwarriorwork,norcouldSustaininstrifethestrokesitwould: AlargerwillIlendyou。\"\"Ay,ThereofIthankyou,\"Balensaid,BeingsingleofheartasonethatreadNofacearightwhencefaithhadfled,Nordreamedthatfaithcouldfly。 AndsohetookthatshieldunknownAndleftfortreason’stouchhisown,Andtowardthatislandrodealone,NorheardtheblastagainsthimblownSoundinthewind’sandwater’ssound,Buthearkeningtowardthestream’sedgeheardNoughtsavethesoftstream’sripplingword,Gladwiththegladnessofabird,Thatsangtotheairaround。 Andthereagainstthewater-sideHesaw,fastmooredtorockandride,AfairgreatboatanearabideLikeonethatwaitstheturningtide,WhereinembarkedhishorseandhePassedovertowardnokindlystrand: AndwheretheystoodagainonlandTherestoodamaidenhardathandWhoseeingthemwepttosee。 And\"OknightBalen,\"washercry,\"Whyhaveyeleftyourownshield?whyComehitheroutoftimetodie? Forhadyekeptyourshield,therebyYehadyetbeenknown,anddiednothere。 GreatpityitisofyouthisdayAseverwasofknight,ormayBeever,seeinginwar’sbrightwayPraiseknowsnotBalen’speer。\" AndBalensaid,\"ThouhastheardmynameRight:itrepentethme,thoughshameMaytaxmenotwithbasemen’sblame,Thatever,hapwhatwill,IcameWithinthiscountry;yet,beingcome,ForshameImaynotturnagainNow,thatmyselfandnoblermenMayscornme:nowismorethanthen,Andfaithbidsfearbedumb。 \"Beitlifeordeath,mychanceItake,Beitlife’stobuildordeath’stobreak: Andfallwhatmay,melistsnotmakeMoanforsadlife’sordeath’ssadsake。\" Thenlookedheonhisarmour,gladAndhighofheart,andfounditstrong: AndallhissoulbecameasongAndsoaredinprayerthatsoarednotlong,Forallthehopeithad。 ThensawhewhenceagainsthimcameAsteedwhosetrappingsshonelikeflame,AndhethatrodehimshowedthesameFiercecolour,brightasfireorfame,ButdarkthevisorswereasnightThathidfromBalenBalan’sface,AndhisfromBalan:God’sowngraceForsookthemforashadowyspaceWheredarknesscastoutlight。 ThetwoswordsgirtthatBalenbareGaveBalanforabreath’swhiletherePause,wonderingifindeeditwereBalenhisbrother,boundtodareThechanceofthatunhappyquest: ButseeingnotashethoughttoseeHisshield,hedeemeditwasnothe,Andso,asfatebadesorrowbe,Theylaidtheirspearsinrest。 SomightywasthecoursetheyranWithspeartospearsogreatofspan,Eachfellbackstricken,manbyman,Horsebyhorse,bornedown:sothebanThatwroughtbydoomagainstthemwrought: ButBalenbyhisfallingsteedWasbruisedthesorer,beingindeedWay-weary,likearain-bruisedreed,Withtravelerehefought。 AndBalenroseagainfromswoonFirst,andwenttowardhim:alltoosoonHetoothenrose,andtheevilboonOfstrengthcameback,andtheeviltuneOfbattleunnaturalmadeagainMadmusicasfordeath’swideearListeningandhungeringtowardthenearLastsighthatlifeordeathmighthearAtlastfromdyingmen。 BalansmoteBalenfirst,andcloveHisliftedshieldthatroseandstroveInvainagainstthestrokethatdroveDown:asthewebthatmorningwoveOfglimmeringpearlfromspraytosprayDieswhenthestrongsunstrikesit,soShrankthesteel,temperedthricetoshowStrength,asthemadmightoftheblowShoreBalen’shelmaway。 ThenturningasaturningwaveAgainsttheland-wind,blindandbraveInhopethatdreamsdespairmaysave,WitheventheunhappyswordthatgaveThegiftsoffameandfateinoneHesmotehisbrother,andtherehadnighFelledhim:andwhiletheybreathed,hiseyeGlancedup,andsawbeneaththeskySightsfairerthanthesun。 ThetowersofallthecastlethereStoodfullofladies,blitheandfairAstheearthbeneathandtheamorousairAboutthemandabovethemwere: SotowardtheblindandfatefulfightAgainthosebrethrenwent,andsoreWereallthestrokestheysmoteandbore,Andbreathedagain,andfelloncemoreTobattleintheirsight。 WithbloodthateitherspiltandbledWasallthegroundtheyfoughtonred,Andeachknight’shauberkhewnandshredLefteachunmailedandnaked,shedFromoffthemevenasmantlescast: Andofttheybreathed,anddrewbutbreathBriefasthewordstrongsorrowsaith,Andpouredanddrankthedraughtofdeath,Tillfatewasfullatlast。 AndBalan,youngerbornthanheWhomdarknessbadehimslay,andbeSlain,asinmistwherenonemayseeIfaughtabideorfallorflee,Drewbackalittleandlaidhimdown,Dying:butBalenstood,andsaid,AsonebetweenthequickanddeadMightstandandspeak,\"Whatgoodknight’sheadHathwonthismortalcrown? \"Whatknightartthou?forneverI WhonowbesidetheedeadshalldieFoundyettheknightafarornighThatmatchedme。\"Thenhisbrother’seyeFlashedprideandlove;hespakeandsmiledAndfeltindeathlife’squickeningflame,Andanswered:\"Balanismyname,ThegoodknightBalen’sbrother;fameCallsandmiscallshimwild。\" ThecryfromBalen’slipsthatsprangSprangsharperthanhissword’sstrokerang。 Morekeenthandeath’sormemory’sfang,ThroughsenseandsoultheshudderingpangShivered:andscarcehehadcried,\"AlasThateverIshouldseethisday,\" WhensorrowswoonedfromhimawayAsblindlybackhefell,andlayWheresleepletsanguishpass。 ButBalanroseonhandsandkneesAndcrawledbychildlikedimdegreesUptowardhisbrother,asabreezeCreepswinglessoversluggardseasWhenallthewind’sheartfailsit:soBeneaththeirmother’seyeshadhe,Ababethatlaughedwithjoytobe,MadetowardhimstandingbyherkneeForlove’ssakelongago。 Then,gatheringstrengthupforaspace,Fromoffhisbrother’sdyingfaceWithdyinghandsthatwroughtapaceWhiledeathandlifewouldgrantthemgraceHeloosedhishelmandknewnothim,Soscoredwithblooditwas,andhewnAthwartwithdarkeningwounds:butsoonLifestroveandshudderedthroughtheswoonWhereinitslightlaydim。 Andsorrowsetthesechainedwordsfree: \"OBalan,Omybrother!meThouhastslain,andI,mybrother,theeAndnowfarhence,onshoreandsea,Shallallthewideworldspeakofus。\" \"Alas,\"saidBalan,\"thatImightNotknowyou,seeingtwoswordsweredightAboutyou;nowtheunansweringsightHathherefoundanswerthus。 \"BecauseyouboreanothershieldThanyours,thatevenereyouthcouldwieldLikearmswithmanhood’striedandsteeledShoneasmystarofbattle-field,IdeemeditsurelymightnotbeMybrother。\"ThenhisbrotherspakeFiercely:\"WouldGod,forthysolesake,Ihadmylifeagain,totakeRevengeforonlythee! \"ForallthisdeadlyworkwaswroughtOfonefalseknight’sfalsewordandthought,WhosemortalcraftandcounselcaughtAndsnaredmyfaithwhodoubtednought,Andmademeputmyshieldaway。 Ah,mightIlive,IwoulddestroyThatcastleforitscustoms:joyTheremakesofgriefadeadlytoy,Anddeathmakesnightofday。\" \"Welldonewerethat,ifaughtweredoneWelleverherebeneaththesun,\" SaidBalan:\"betterworkwerenone: ForhithersinceIcameandwonAwofulhonourbornofdeath,WhenheremyhapitwastoslayAknightwhokeptthisislandway,ImightnotpassbynightordayHence,asthistokensaith。 \"Nomoreshouldstthou,forallthemightOfheartandhandthatsealstheeknightMostnobleofallthatseethelight,Brother,hadstthoubutslaininfightMe,andarisenunscathedandwhole,AswouldtoGodthouhadstrisen!thoughhereLightisasdarkness,hopeasfear,Andloveashate:andnonedrawsnearSavetowardamortalgoal。\" Then,fairasanypoison-flowerWhoseblossomblightsthewitheringbowerWhereonitsblastingbreathhaspower,ForthfaredtheladyofthetowerWithmanyaladyandmanyaknight,Andcameacrossthewater-wayEvenwhereondeath’sdimborderlayThosebrethrensentofhertoslayAnddieinkindlessfight。 AndallthosehardlightheartswereswayedWithpitypassinglikeashadeThatstaysnot,andmaybenotstayed,Tohearthemutualmoantheymade,Eachtobeholdhisbrotherdie,Saying,\"Bothwecameoutofonetomb,Onestar-crossedmother’swofulwomb,Andsowithinonegrave-pit’sgloomUntimelyshallwelie。\" AndBalanprayed,asGodshouldblessThatladyforhergentleness,Thatwherethebattle’smortalstressHadmadeforthemperforcetopressThebedwhencenevermanmayriseTheytwain,freenowfromhopesandfears,Mightsleep;andshe,asonethathears,Bowedherbrighthead:andverytearsFellfromhercoldfierceeyes。 ThenBalenprayedhersendapriestTohouselthem,thateretheyceasedThehanseloftheheavenlyfeastThatfillswithlightfromtheansweringeastThesunsetofthelifeofmanMightblessthem,andtheirlipsbekissedWithdeath’srequickeningeucharist,Anddeath’sandlife’sdimsunlitmistPassasastreamthatran。 Andsotheirdyingritesweredone: AndBalen,seeingthedeath-strucksunSink,spakeashewhosegoaliswon: \"Now,whenourtrophiedtombisone,Andoverusourtaleiswrit,Howtwothatlovedeachother,twoBornandbegottenbrethren,slewEachother,nonethatreadsanewShallchoosebutweepforit。 \"AndnogoodknightandnogoodmanWhoseeyeshallevercometoscanTherecordoftheimperiousbanThatmadeourlifesosadaspanShallreadorhear,whoshallnotprayForusforever。\"ThenanonDiedBalan;butthesunwasgone,Anddeepthestarsofmidnightshone,EreBalenpassedaway。 Andtherelowlying,ashouronhourFled,allhislifeinallitsflowerCamebackasinasunlitshowerOfdreams,whensweet-souledsleephaspowerOnlifelesssweetandgladtobe。 Hedrankthedraughtoflife’sfirstwineAgain:hesawthemoorlandshine,TheriotingrapidsoftheTyne,Thewoods,thecliffs,thesea。 Thejoythatlivesatheartandhome,Thejoytorest,thejoytoroam,Thejoyofcragsandscaursheclomb,TheraptureoftheencounteringfoamEmbracedandbreastedoftheboy,Thefirstgoodsteedhiskneesbestrode,ThefirstwildsoundofsongsthatflowedThroughearsthatthrilledandheartthatglowed,Fulfilledhisdeathwithjoy。 So,dyingnotasacowardthatdiesAnddaresnotlookindeath’sdimeyesStraightasthestarsonseasandskiesWhencemoonandsunrecoilandrise,Helookedonlifeanddeath,andslept。 AndtherewithmorningMerlincame,AndonthetombthattoldtheirfameHewrotebyBalan’sBalen’sname,Andgazedthereon,andwept。 ForallhisheartwithinhimyearnedWithpitylikeasfirethatburned。 ThefatehisfatefuleyediscernedFaroffnowdimmedit,ereheturnedHisfacetowardCamelot,totellArthurofallthestormsthatwokeRoundBalen,andthedolorousstroke,AndhowthatlastblindbattlebrokeTheconsummatedspell。 \"Alas,\"KingArthursaid,\"thisdayIhaveheardtheworstthatwoemightsay: ForinthisworldthatwanesawayIknownottwosuchknightsasthey。\" ThisisthetalethatmemorywritesOfmenwhosenameslikestarsshallstand,BalenandBalan,sureofhand,TwobrethrenofNorthumberland,Inlifeanddeathgoodknights。