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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:14703更新时间:19/01/04 13:35:23
Contents: PrefaceTIME’SLAUGHINGSTOCKS- TheRevisitationATrampwoman’sTragedyTheTwoRosalindsASundayMorningTragedyTheHouseofHospitalitiesBereftJohnandJaneTheCurate’sKindnessTheFlirt’sTragedyTheRejectedMember’sWifeTheFarm-Woman’sWinterAutumninKing’sHintockParkShutoutthatMoonReminiscencesofaDancingManTheDeadManWalkingMORELOVELYRICS- 1967 HerDefinitionTheDivisionOntheDeparturePlatformInaCathedralCity\"IsayI’llseekHer\" HerFatherAtWakingFourFootprintsIntheVaultedWayIntheMind’sEyeTheEndoftheEpisodeTheSigh\"IntheNightSheCame\" TheConformersTheDawnaftertheDanceTheSunontheLetterTheNightoftheDanceMisconceptionTheVoiceoftheThornFromHerintheCountryHerConfessionToanImpersonatorofRosalindToanActressTheMinutebeforeMeetingHeabjuresLoveASETOFCOUNTRYSONGS- LetmeEnjoyAtCasterbridgeFair: I。TheBallad-SingerII。FormerBeautiesIII。AftertheClubDanceIV。TheMarket-GirlV。TheInquiryVI。AWifeWaitsVII。AftertheFairTheDark-eyedGentlemanToCarreyClavelTheOrphanedOldMaidTheSpringCallJulie-JaneNewsforHerMotherTheFiddlerTheHusband’sViewRose-AnnTheHomecomingPIECESOCCASIONALANDVARIOUS- AChurchRomanceTheRashBrideTheDeadQuireTheChristeningADreamQuestionBytheBarrowsAWifeandAnotherTheRomanRoadTheVampirineFairTheReminderTheRamblerNightintheOldHomeAftertheLastBreathInChildbedThePinePlantersTheDearOneWeKnewSheHearstheStormAWetNightBeforeLifeandAfterNewYear’sEveGod’sEducationToSincerityPantheraTheUnbornTheManHeKilledGeographicalKnowledgeOneRalphBlossomSoliloquizesTheNobleLady’sTaleUnrealizedWagtailandBabyAberdeen:1905 GeorgeMeredith,1828-1909 Yell’ham-wood’sStoryAYoungMan’sEpigramonExistencePREFACE IncollectingthefollowingpoemsIhavetothanktheeditorsandproprietorsoftheperiodicalsinwhichcertainofthemhaveappearedforpermissiontoreclaimthem。 Nowthatthemiscellanyisbroughttogether,somelackofconcordinpieceswrittenatwidelysevereddates,andincontrastingmoodsandcircumstances,willbeobviousenough。ThisIcannothelp,butthesenseofdisconnection,particularlyinrespectofthoselyricspennedinthefirstperson,willbeimmaterialwhenitisborneinmindthattheyaretoberegarded,inthemain,asdramaticmonologuesbydifferentcharacters。 Asawholetheywill,Ihope,takethereaderforward,evenifnotfar,ratherthanbackward。Ishouldaddthatsomelinesintheearly-datedpoemshavebeenrewritten,thoughtheyhavebeenleftsubstantiallyunchanged。 T。H。 September1909。 THEREVISITATION AsIlayawakeatnight-timeInanancientcountrybarrackknowntoancientcannoneers,AndrecalledthehopesthatheraldedeachseemingbraveandbrighttimeOfmyprimalpurpleyears,Muchithauntedmethat,nighthere,Ihadbornemybitterestloss——whenOnewhowent,camenotagain; Inajoylesshourofdiscord,inajoyless-huedJulythere- AJulyjustsuchasthen。 AndasthusIbroodedlonger,Withmyfainteyesonthefeeblesquareofwan-litwindowframe,Aquickconvictionsprungwithinme,grew,andgrewyetstronger,Thatthemonth-nightwasthesame,Too,asthatwhichsawherleavemeOntheruggedridgeofWaterstone,thepeewitsplaininground; Andalapsingtwentyyearshadruledthat——asitweretogrieveme- Ishouldneartheonce-lovedground。 Thoughbutnowawar-wornstrangerChancehadquarteredhere,Iroseupanddescendedtotheyard。 Allwassoundless,savethetroopers’horsestossingatthemanger,Andthesentrykeepingguard。 ThroughthegatewayIbetookmeDowntheHighStreetandbeyondthelamps,acrossthebatteredbridge,Tillthecountrydarknessclaspedmeandthefriendlyshineforsookme,AndIboretowardstheRidge,WithadimunownedemotionSayingsoftly:\"Smallmyreason,nowatmidnight,tobehere…… YetasleeplessswainoffiftywithabriefromanticnotionMayretraceatracksodear。\" ThusIwalkedwiththoughtshalf-utteredUpthelaneIknewsowell,thegrey,gaunt,lonelyLaneofSlyre; Andatwhilesbehindme,faratsea,asullenthundermutteredAsImountedhighandhigher。 Till,theupperroadwayquitting,Iadventuredontheopendrouthydownlandthinlygrassed,Whilethesprywhitescutsofconiesflashedbeforeme,earthwardflitting,Andanaridwindwentpast。 RoundaboutmebulgedthebarrowsAsbefore,inantiquesilence——immemorialfuneralpiles- Wherethesleekherdstrampleddailytheremainsofflint-tiptarrowsMidthethymeandchamomiles; AndtheSarsenstonethere,dateless,Onwhosebreastwehadsatandtoldthezephyrsmanyatendervow,Heldtheheatofyestersun,assankthereononefatedmatelessFromthosefarfondhourstillnow。 MaybeflusteredbymypresenceRosethepeewits,justasallthoseyearsback,wailingsoftandloud,AndrevealingtheirpalepinionslikeafitfulphosphorescenceUpagainstthecopeofcloud,WheretheirdolesomeexclamationsSeemedthevoicingsoftheself-samethroatsIhadheardwhenlifewasgreen,ThoughsincethatdayuncountedfrailforgottengenerationsOftheirkindhadfleckedthescene- Andso,livinglongandlongerInapastthatlivednomore,myeyesdiscernedthere,suddenly,Thatafigurebroketheskyline——firstinvaguecontour,thenstronger,Andwascrossingneartome。 Somelong-missedfamiliargesture,Somethingwonted,struckmeinthefigure’spausetolistandheed,TillIfanciedfromitshandlingofitslooselywrappingvestureThatitmightbeSheindeed。 ’Twasnotreasonless:belowthereInthevale,hadbeenherhome;thenookmightholdherevenyet,Andthedownlandswereherfather’sfief;shestillmightcomeandgothere;- SoIrose,andsaid,\"Agnette!\" Withalittleleap,half-frightened,Shewithdrewsomesteps;thenlettingintuitionsmotherfearInaplacesolong-accustomed,andasonewhomthoughtenlightened,Shereplied:\"What——THATvoice?——here!\" \"Yes,Agnette!——AnddidtheoccasionOfourmarchinghithermakeyouthinkIMIGHTwalkwherewetwo——’ \"O,Ioftencome,\"shemurmuredwithamoment’scoyevasion,\"(’Tisnotfar),——and——thinkofyou。\" ThenItookherhand,andledherTotheancientpeople’sstonewhereonIhadsat。Therenowsatwe; Andtogethertalked,untilthefirstreluctantshynessfledher,Andshespokeconfidingly。 \"ItisJUSTasereweparted!\" Saidshe,brimminghighwithjoy。——\"Andwhen,then,cameyouhere,andwhy?\" \"——Dear,Icouldnotsleepforthinkingofourtrystingswhentwin-hearted。\" Sheresponded,\"NorcouldI。 \"TherearefewthingsIwouldratherThanbewanderingatthisspirit-hour——lone-lived,mykindreddead- Onthiswoldofwell-knownfeatureIinheritfrommyfather: Nightorday,Ihavenodread…… \"OIwonder,wonderwhetherAnyheartstringboreasignal-thrillbetweenustwainorno?- Somesuchinfluencecan,attimes,theysay,drawseveredsoulstogether。\" Isaid,\"Dear,we’lldreamitso。\" Eachone’shandtheother’sgrasping,Andamutualforgivenesswon,wesanktosilentthought,Alargecontentinusthatseemedourrendedlivesreclasping,Andcontractingyearstonought。 TillI,maybeoverwearyFromthelateness,andawayfaringsofullofstrainandstressForonenolongerbuoyant,toapeaksosteepandeery,Sanktoslowunconsciousness…… HowlongIsleptIknewnot,Butthebriefwarmsummernighthadslidwhen,tomyswiftsurprise,Aredupedgingsun,ofglorychamberedmortalsviewnot,Wasblazingonmyeyes,FromtheMiltonWoodstoDole-HillAllthespaciouslandscapelighting,andaroundaboutmyfeetFlingingtallthintaperingshadowsfromthemeanestmoundandmole-hill,Andontrailstheeweshadbeat。 Shewassittingstillbesideme,Dozinglikewise;andIturnedtoher,totakeherhanginghand; When,themoreregarding,thatwhichlikeaspectreshookandtriedmeInherimagethenIscanned; ThatwhichTime’stransformingchiselHadbeentoolingnightanddayfortwentyyears,andtooledtoowell,Initsrenderingofcreasewherecurvewas,wherewasraven,grizzle- Pits,wherepeoniesoncediddwell。 Shehadwakened,andperceiving(Isurmise)mysighandshock,myquiteinvoluntarydismay,Upshestarted,and——herwastedfigureallthroughoutitheaving- Said,\"Ah,yes:IamTHUSbyday! \"CanyoureallywinceandwonderThatthesunlightshouldrevealyousuchathingofskinandbone,AsifunawareaDeath’s-headmustofneedlienotfarunderFleshwhoseyearsout-countyourown? \"Yes:thatmovementwasawarningOftheworthofman’sdevotion!——Yes,Sir,IamOLD,\"saidshe,\"Andthethingwhichshouldincreaseloveturnsitquicklyintoscorning- Andyournew-wonheartfromme!\" Thenshewent,ereIcouldcallher,Withthetooproudtemperrulingthathadpartedusbefore,AndIsawherformdescendtheslopes,andsmallergrowandsmaller,TillIcaughtitscoursenomore…… True;Imighthavedoggedherdownward;- ButitMAYbe(thoughIknownot)thatthistrickonusofTimeDisconcertedandconfusedme。——SoonIbentmyfootstepstownward,Liketoonewhohadwatchedacrime。 WellIknewmynativeweakness,WellIknowitstill。Icherishedherreproachlikephysic-wine,ForIsawinthatemaciateshapeofbitternessandbleaknessAnoblersoulthanmine。 DidInotreturn,then,ever?- Didwemeetagain?——mendall?——Alas,whatgreyheadperseveres!- SoonIgottheRouteelsewhither。——SincethathourIhaveseenhernever: Loveislameatfiftyyears。 ATRAMPWOMAN’STRAGEDY (182-) I FromWynyard’sGapthelivelongday,Thelivelongday,WebeatafootthenorthwardwayWehadtravelledtimesbefore。 Thesun-blazeburningonourbacks,Ourshouldersstickingtoourpacks,Byfosseway,fields,andturnpiketracksWeskirtedsadSedge-Moor。 II Fulltwentymileswejauntedon,Wejauntedon,- Myfancy-man,andjeeringJohn,AndMotherLee,andI。 And,asthesundrewdowntowest,WeclimbedthetoilsomePoldoncrest,Andsaw,oflandskipsightsthebest,Theinnthatbeamedthereby。 III Formonthswehadpaddedsidebyside,Ay,sidebysideThroughtheGreatForest,Blackmoorwide,AndwheretheParretran。 We’dfacedthegustsonMendipridge,HadcrossedtheYeounhelpedbybridge,BeenstungbyeveryMarshwoodmidge,Iandmyfancy-man。 IV Loneinnsweloved,mymanandI,MymanandI; \"King’sStag,\"\"Windwhistle\"highanddry,\"TheHorse\"onHintockGreen,ThecosyhouseatWynyard’sGap,\"TheHut\"renownedonBredyKnap,AndmanyanotherwaysidetapWherefolkmightsitunseen。 V Nowaswetrudged——Odeadlyday,Odeadlyday!- Iteasedmyfancy-maninplayAndwantonidleness。 IwalkedalongsidejeeringJohn,Ilaidhishandmywaistupon; IwouldnotbendmyglancesonMylover’sdarkdistress。 VI ThusPoldontopatlastwewon,Atlastwewon,AndgainedtheinnatsinkofsunFar-famedas\"Marshal’sElm。\" Beneathusfiguredtorandlea,FromMendiptothewesternsea- IdoubtiffinersighttherebeWithinthisroyalrealm。 VII Insidethesettlealla-row- Allfoura-rowWesat,InexttoJohn,toshowThathehadwooedandwon。 Andthenhetookmeonhisknee,AndsworeitwashisturntobeMyfavouredmate,andMotherLeePassedtomyformerone。 VIII TheninavoiceIhadneverheard,Ihadneverheard,MyonlyLovetome:\"Oneword,Mylady,ifyouplease! Whoseisthechildyouareliketobear?- HIS?Afterallmymonthso’care?\" Godknows’twasnot!But,Odespair! Inodded——stilltotease。 IX Thenuphesprung,andwithhisknife- AndwithhisknifeHeletoutjeeringJohnny’slife,Yes;there,atsetofsun。 TheslantraythroughthewindownighGildedJohn’sbloodandglazingeye,ErescarcelyMotherLeeandI Knewthatthedeedwasdone。 X Thetavernstellthegloomytale,Thegloomytale,HowthatatIvel-chesterjailMyLove,mysweetheartswung; ThoughstainedtillnowbynomisdeedSaveonehorseta’enintimeo’need; (BlueJimmystolerightmanyasteedErehislastflingheflung。) XI ThereaftIwalkedtheworldalone,Alone,alone! Onhisdeath-dayIgavemygroanAnddropthisdead-bornchild。 ’Twasnighthejail,beneathatree,Nonetendingme;forMotherLeeHaddiedatGlaston,leavingmeUnfriendedonthewild。 XII AndinthenightasIlayweak,AsIlayweak,Theleavesa-fallingonmycheek,Theredmoonlowdeclined- TheghostofhimI’ddietokissRoseupandsaid:\"Ah,tellmethis! Wasthechildmine,orwasithis? Speak,thatIrestmayfind!\" XIII OdoubtnotbutItoldhimthen,Itoldhimthen,ThatIhadkeptmefromallmenSincewejoinedlipsandswore。 Whereathesmiled,andthinnedawayAsthewindstirredtocallupday- ’Tispast!AndherealoneIstrayHauntingtheWesternMoor。 NOTES。——\"Windwhistle\"(Stanzaiv。)。ThehighnessanddrynessofWindwhistleInnwasimpresseduponthewritertwoorthreeyearsago,when,afterclimbingonahotafternoontothebeautifulspotnearwhichitstandsandenteringtheinnfortea,hewasinformedbythelandladythatnonecouldbehad,unlesshewouldfetchwaterfromavalleyhalfamileoff,thehousecontainingnotadrop,owingtoitssituation。However,atantalizingrowoffullbarrelsbehindherbacktestifiedtoawetnessofacertainsort,whichwasnotatthattimedesired。 \"Marshal’sElm\"(Stanzavi。)sopicturesquelysituated,isnolongeraninn,thoughthehouse,orpartofit,stillremains。Itusedtoexhibitafineoldswingingsign。 \"BlueJimmy\"(Stanzax。)wasanotorioushorse-stealerofWessexinthosedays,whoappropriatedmorethanahundredhorsesbeforehewascaught,amongothersonebelongingtoaneighbourofthewriter’sgrandfather。HewashangedatthenowdemolishedIvel-chesterorIlchesterjailabovementioned——thatbuildingformerlyofsomanysinisterassociationsinthemindsofthelocalpeasantry,andthecontinualhauntoffever,whichatlastledtoitscondemnation。Itssiteisnowaninnocent-lookinggreenmeadow。 April1902。 THETWOROSALINDS I Thedubiousdaylightended,AndIwalkedtheTownalone,unmindingwhitherboundandwhy,AsfromeachgauntstreetandgapingsquareamistoflightascendedAnddisperseduponthesky。 II FilesofevanescentfacesPassedeachotherwithoutheeding,intheirtravail,teen,orjoy,SomeinvoidunvisionedlistlessnessinwroughtwithpallidtracesOfkeenpenury’sannoy。 III NebulousflamesincrystalcagesLeeredasifwithdiscontentatcitymovement,murk,andgrime,AndaswaitingsomeprocessionofgreatghostsfrombygoneagesToexalttheignobletime。 IV Inacolonnadehigh-lighted,Byathoroughfarewheresternutilitariantrafficdinned,Onaredandwhiteemblazonmentofplayersandparts,IsightedThenameof\"Rosalind,\" V Andherfamousmatesof\"Arden,\" Whoobservednostrictercustomsthan\"theseasons’difference\"bade,WholivedwithrunningbrooksforbooksinNature’swildwoodgarden,Andcalledidlenesstheirtrade…… VI NowtheposterstirredanemberStillremainingfrommyardoursofsomefortyyearsbefore,WhentheselfsameportalonaneveitthrilledmetorememberAlikeannouncementbore; VII AndexpectantlyIhadentered,AndhadfirstbeheldinhumanmouldaRosalindwooandplead,OnwhosetranscendentfiguringmyspeedysoulhadcentredAsithadbeensheindeed…… VIII So;allotherplansdiscarding,Iresolvedonentrance,bentonseeingwhatIoncehadseen,Andapproachedthegangwayofmyearlierknowledge,disregardingThetractoftimebetween。 IX \"Thewords,sir?\"criedacreatureHoveringmidtheshineandshadeas’twixttheliveworldandthetomb; Butthewell-knownnumbersneedednotformeatextorteacherToreviveandre-illume。 X Thentheplay……ButhowunfittedWasTHISRosalind!——amammetquitetome,inmemoriesnurst,AndwithchillingdisappointmentsoonIsoughtthestreetIhadquitted,Tore-ponderonthefirst。 XI Thehagstillhawked,——ImetherJustwithoutthecolonnade。\"Soyoudon’tlikeher,sir?\"saidshe。 \"Ah——_I_wasoncethatRosalind!——Iactedher——nonebetter- Yes——ineighteensixty-three。 XII \"ThusIwonOrlandotomeInmythentriumphantdayswhenIhadcharmandmaidenhood,Nowsomefortyyearsago。——Iusedtosay,COMEWOOME,WOOME!\" Andshestrucktheattitude。 XIII ItwaswhenIhadgonetherenightly; Andthevoice——thoughraucousnow——wasyettheoldone。——ClearasnoonMyRosalindwashere……ThereonthebandwithinsidelightlyBeatupamerrytune。 ASUNDAYMORNINGTRAGEDY (circa186-) Iboreadaughterflower-fair,InPydelVale,alasforme; Ijoyedtomotheronesorare,ButdeadandgoneInowwouldbe。 Menlookedandlovedherasshegrew,Andshewaswon,alasforme; Shetoldmenothing,butIknew,Andsawthatsorrowwastobe。 Iknewthatonehadmadeherthrall,Athralltohim,alasforme; Andthen,atlast,shetoldmeall,Andwonderedwhatherendwouldbe。 Sheownedthatshehadlovedtoowell,Hadlovedtoowell,unhappyshe,Andboreasecrettimewouldtell,Thoughinhershroudshe’dsoonerbe。 Iploddedtohersweetheart’sdoorInPydelVale,alasforme: Ipleadedwithhim,pleadedsore,Tosaveherfromhermisery。 Hefrowned,andsworehecouldnotwed,Seventimeshesworeitcouldnotbe; \"Poverty’sworsethanshame,\"hesaid,Tillallmyhopewentoutofme。 \"I’vepackedmytrapstosailthemain\"- Roughlyhespake,alasdidhe- \"Wessexbeholdsmenotagain,’Tisworsethananyjailwouldbe!\"- TherewasashepherdwhomIknew,Asubtleman,alasforme: Isoughthimallthepasturesthrough,ThoughbetterIhadceasedtobe。 Itracedhimbyhislanternlight,Andgavehimhint,alasforme,OfhowshefoundherintheplightThatissoscornedinChristendie。 \"Isthereanherb……?\"Iasked。\"Ornone?\" Yes,thusIaskedhimdesperately。 \"——Thereis,\"hesaid;\"acertainone……\" Wouldhehadswornthatnoneknewhe! \"To-morrowIwillwalkyourway,\" Hehintedlow,alasforme- FieldwardsIgazedthroughoutnextday; NowfieldsInevermorewouldsee! Thesunset-shine,ascurfewstrook,Ascurfewstrookbeyondthelea,Lithiswhitesmockandgleamingcrook,Whileslowlyhedrewneartome。 HepulledfromunderneathhissmockTheherbIsought,mycursetobe- \"AttimesIuseitinmyflock,\" Hesaid,andhopewaxedstronginme。 \"’Tismeanttobalkill-motherings\"- (Ill-motherings!Whyshouldtheybe?)- \"Ifnot,wouldGodhavesentsuchthings?\" Sospoketheshepherduntome。 ThatnightIwatchedthepopplingbrew,Withbendedbackandhandonknee: Istirredittillthedawnlightgrew,Andthewindwhiffledwailfully。 \"Thisscandalshallbeslain,\"saidI,\"Thatloursuponherinnocency: I’llgiveallwhisperingtonguesthelie;\"- Butworsethanwhisperswastobe。 \"Here’sphysicforuntimelyfruit,\" Isaidtoher,alasforme,Earlythatmorninfondsalute; AndinmygraveInowwouldbe- NextSundaycame,withsweetchurchchimesInPydelVale,alasforme: Iwentintoherroombetimes; NomoremaysuchaSundaybe! \"Mother,insteadofrescuenigh,\" Shefaintlybreathed,alasforme,\"IfeelasIwereliketodie,Andundergroundsoon,soonshouldbe。\" FromchurchthatnoonthepeoplewalkedIntwosandthrees,alasforme,Showedtheirnewraiment——smiledandtalked,Thoughsackcloth-cladIlongedtobe。 Cametomydoorherlover’sfriends,Andcheerlycried,alasforme,\"Rightgladarewehemakesamends,Forneverasweeterbridecanbe。\" Mymouthdried,as’twerescorchedwithin,Driedattheirwords,alasforme: Moreandmoreneighbourscrowdedin,(Owhyshouldmotherseverbe!) \"Ha-ha!Suchwell-keptnews!\"laughedthey,Yes——sotheylaughed,alasforme。 \"Whosebannswerecalledinchurchto-day?\"- Christ,howIwishedmysoulcouldflee! \"Whereisshe?Othestealthymiss,\" Stillbanteredthey,alasforme,\"Tokeepaweddingcloseasthis……\" Ay,Fortuneworkedthuswantonly! \"Butyouarepale——youdidnotknow?\" Theyarchlyasked,alasforme,Istammered,\"Yes——somedays-ago,\" WhilecoffinedclayIwishedtobe。 \"’Twasdonetopleaseher,wesurmise?\" (Theyspokequitelightlyintheirglee) \"Donebyhimasafondsurprise?\" Ithoughttheirwordswouldmaddenme。 Herloverentered。\"Where’smybird?- Mybird——myflower——mypicotee? Firsttimeofasking,soonthethird!\" Ah,inmygraveIwellmaybe。 Tomehewhispered:\"Sinceyourcall——\" Sospokehethen,alasforme- \"I’vefeltforher,andrightedall。\"- Ithinkofittoagony。 \"She’sfaintto-day——tired——nothingmore——\" ThusdidIlie,alasforme…… IcalledheratherchamberdoorAsonewhoscarcehadstrengthtobe。 Novoicereplied。Iwentwithin- Owomen!scourgedtheworstarewe…… Ishrieked。TheothershastenedinAndsawthestroketheredealtonme。 Thereshelay——silent,breathless,dead,Stonedeadshelay——wronged,sinlessshe!- Ghost-whitethecheeksoncerosy-red: Deathhadtookher。Deathtooknotme。 Ikissedhercoldingfaceandhair,Ikissedhercorpse——thebridetobe!- MypunishmentIcannotbear,ButprayGodNOTtopityme。 January1904。 THEHOUSEOFHOSPITALITIES HerewebroachedtheChristmasbarrel,Pushedupthecharredlog-ends; HerewesangtheChristmascarol,Andcalledinfriends。 TimehastiredmesincewemethereWhenthefolknowdeadwereyoung,SincetheviandswereoutsethereAndquaintsongssung。 AndthewormhasboredtheviolThatusedtoleadthetune,RusteatenoutthedialThatstrucknight’snoon。 NownoChristmasbringsinneighbours,AndtheNewYearcomesunlit; Wherewesangthemolenowlabours,Andspidersknit。 Yetatmidnightifherewalking,Whenthemoonsheetswallandtree,Iseeformsofoldtimetalking,Whosmileonme。 BEREFT IntheblackwintermorningNolightwillbestrucknearmyeyesWhiletheclockinthestairwayiswarningForfive,whenheusedtorise。 Leavethedoorunbarred,Theclockunwound,Makemylonebedhard- Would’twereunderground! Whenthesummerdawnsclearly,Andtheappletree-topsseemalight,WhowillundrawthecurtainandcheerlyCalloutthatthemorningisbright? WhenItarryatmarketNoformwillcrossDurnoverLeaInthegatheringdarkness,toharkatGrey’sBridgeforthepit-pato’me。 Whenthesuppercrock’ssteaming,Andthetimeisthetimeofhistread,IshallsitbythefireandwaitdreamingInasilenceasofthedead。 Leavethedoorunbarred,Theclockunwound,Makemylonebedhard- Would’twereunderground! 1901。 JOHNANDJANE I HeseestheworldasaboisterousplaceWhereallthingsbearalaughingface,Andhumorousscenesgohourlyon,DoesJohn。 II TheyfindtheworldapleasantplaceWhereallisecstasyandgrace,Wherealighthasrisenthatcannotwane,DoJohnandJane。 III Theyseeasapalacetheircottage-place,Containingapearlofthehumanrace,Ahero,maybe,hereafterstyled,DoJohnandJanewithababy-child。 IV Theyratetheworldasagruesomeplace,Wherefairlooksfadetoaskull’sgrimace,- Asapilgrimagetheywouldfaingetdone- DoJohnandJanewiththeirworthlessson。 THECURATE’SKINDNESS AWORKHOUSEIRONY I Ithoughtthey’dbestrangersaroun’me,Butshe’stobethere! Letmejumpouto’waggonandgobackanddrownmeAtPummeryorTen-HatchesWeir。 II Ithought:\"Well,I’vecometotheUnion- Theworkhouseatlast- Afterhonesthardworkalltheweek,andCommunionO’Zundays,thesefiftyyearspast。 III \"’Tishard;but,\"Ithought,\"nevermindit: There’sgainintheend: AndwhenIgetusedtotheplaceIshallfinditAhome,andmayfindthereafriend。 IV \"Lifetherewillbebetterthant’other。 Forpeaceisassured。 THEMENINONEWINGANDTHEIRWIVESINANOTHER IsstrictlytheruleoftheBoard。\" V JustthenoneyoungPa’sonarrivingStepsupoutofbreathTothesideo’thewaggonwhereinweweredrivingToUnion;andcallsoutandsaith: VI \"Oldfolks,thatharshorderisaltered,Benotsickofheart! TheGuardianstheypoohedandtheypishedandtheypalteredWhenurgednottokeepyouapart。 VII \"’Itiswrong,’Imaintained,’todividethem,Nearfortyyearswed。’ ’Verywell,sir。Wepromise,then,theyshallabidethemInonewingtogether,’theysaid。\" VIII ThenIsank——knew’twasquiteaforedonethingThatmiseryshouldbeTotheend!……TogetfreedofhertherewastheonethingHadmadethechangewelcometome。 IX Togotherewasendingbutbadly; ’Twasshameand’twaspain; \"Butanyhow,\"thoughtI,\"therebyIshallgladlyGetfreeofthisfortyyears’chain。\" X Ithoughtthey’dbestrangersaroun’me,Butshe’stobethere! Letmejumpouto’waggonandgobackanddrownmeAtPummeryorTen-HatchesWeir。 THEFLIRT’STRAGEDY (17——) Herealonebythelogsinmychamber,Deserted,decrepit- SpentflameslimningghostsonthewainscotOffriendsIonceknew- MydramaandhersbeginsweirdlyItsdumbre-enactment,Eachscene,sigh,andcircumstancepassingInspectralreview- WealthwasminebeyondwishwhenImether- Theprideofthelowland- EmboweredinTintinhullValleyBylaurelandyew; Andlovelitmysoul,notwithstandingMyfeatures’illfavour,TooobviousbesideherperfectionsOflineandofhue。 Butitpleasedhertoplayonmypassion,AndwhetmetopleadingsThatwonfromhermirthfulnegationsAndscorningsundue。 ThenIfledherdisdainsandderisionsTocitiesofpleasure,AndmademethecronyofidlersIneverypurlieu。 Ofthosewholenteartomystory,AneedyAdonisGavehinthowtogrizzlehergardenFromrosestorue,CouldhispricebutbepaidforsopurgingMyscornerofscornings: Thustempted,thelusttoavengemeGermedinlyandgrew。 Iclothedhiminsumptuousapparel,Consignedtohimcoursers,Meetequipage,liveriedattendantsInfullretinue。 Sodowered,withlettersofcreditHewayfaredtoEngland,Andspiedoutthemanorshegoddessed,Andhandythereto,SettohirehimatenantlessmansionAscoign-stoneofvantageFortestingwhatgrossadulationOfbeautycoulddo。 Helabouredthroughmorningsandevens,Onnewmoonsandsabbaths,BywilestoenmeshherattentionInpark,path,andpew; Andhavingafarplayeduponher,Advancedhislinesnearer,Andboldlyoutleapingconventions,Bentbrisklytowoo。 Hisgaygodlikeface,hisrareseemingAnonworkedtowinher,Andlater,atnoontidesandnight-tidesTheyheldrendezvous。 Histarriancefullspent,hedepartedAndmetmeinVenice,AndlinesfromhertoldthatmyjilterWasstoopingtosue。 Notlongcouldbefurtherconcealment,Shepledtohimhumbly: \"Byourloveandoursin,Oprotectme; Iflyuntoyou!\" Amightyremorseovergatme,Iheardherlowanguish,AndthereinthegloomofthecalleMysteelranhimthrough。 AswiftpushengulphedhishotcarrionWithinthecanalthere- ThatstillstreetofwatersdividingThecityintwo- IwanderedawhileallunableTosmothermytorment,MybrainrackedbyyellsasfromTophetOfSatan’swholecrew。 AmonthofunrestbroughtmehoveringAthomeinherprecincts,Towhosehiding-holelocalstoryAffordedaclue。 Exposed,andexpelledbyherpeople,AfaroffinLondonIfoundheralone,inasombreAndsoul-stiflingmew。 StillburningtomakereparationIpleadedtowiveher,Andfatherherchild,andthusfaintlyMymischiefundo。 Sheyielded,andspellsofcalmweatherSucceededthetempest; AndonesprungofhimstoodasscionOfmyboneandthew…… ButTimeunveilssorrowsandsecrets,Andsoitbefellnow: Byinchesthecurtainwastwitchedat,Andslowlyundrew。 Aswelay,sheandI,inthenight-time,Weheardtheboymoaning: \"Omiserymine!MyfalsefatherHasmurderedmytrue!\" Shegasped:yea,sheheard;understoodit。 Nextdaythechildfledus; AndnevermoresightedwasevenAprintofhisshoe。 Thenceforwardsheshunnedme,andlanguished; Tillonedaythepark-poolEmbracedherfairform,andextinguishedHereyes’livingblue- So;asknotwhatblastmayaccountforThisaspectofpallor,ThesebonesthatjustprisonwithinthemLife’spoorresidue; Butpassby,andleaveunregardedACaintohissuffering,ForvengeancetoodarkonthewomanWhoseloverheslew。 THEREJECTEDMEMBER’SWIFE WeshallseehernomoreOnthebalcony,Smiling,whilehurt,attheroarAsofsurgingseaFromthestormysturdybandWhohavedoomedherlord’scause,ThoughshewavesherlittlehandAsitwereapplause。 Herewillbecandidatesyet,Andcandidates’wives,FervidwithzealtosetTheiridealsonourlives: Herewillcomemarket-menOnthemarket-days,HerewillclashnowandthenMoresuchpartyassays。 AndthebalconywillfillWhensuchtimesarerenewed,AndthethronginthestreetwillthrillWithto-day’smettledmood; ButshewillnomorestandInthesunshinethere,Withthatwaveofherwhite-glovedhand,Andthatchestnuthair。 January1906。 THEFARM-WOMAN’SWINTER I Ifseasonsallweresummers,Andleaveswouldneverfall,Andhoppingcasement-comersWerefoodlessnotatall,AndfragilefolkmightbehereThatwhitewindsbiddepart; ThenoneIusedtoseehereWouldwarmmywastedheart! II Onefrail,who,bravelytillingLonghoursingrippinggusts,Wasmasteredbytheirchilling,Andnowhisploughsharerusts。 SosavagewintercatchesThebreathoflimberthings,AndwhatIlovehesnatches,AndwhatIlovenot,brings。 AUTUMNINKING’SHINTOCKPARK HerebythebaringboughRakingupleaves,OftenIponderhowSpringtimedeceives,- I,anoldwomannow,Rakingupleaves。 HereintheavenueRakingupleaves,Lords’ladiespassinview,UntiloneheavesSighsatlife’srussethue,Rakingupleaves! JustasmyshapeyouseeRakingupleaves,Isaw,whenfreshandfree,ThosememoryweavesIntogreyghostsbyme,Rakingupleaves。 Yet,Dear,thoughonemaysigh,Rakingupleaves,Newleaveswilldanceonhigh- Earthnevergrieves!- Willnot,whenmissedamI Rakingupleaves。 1901。 SHUTOUTTHATMOON Closeupthecasement,drawtheblind,Shutoutthatstealingmoon,ShewearstoomuchtheguisesheworeBeforeourluteswerestrewnWithyears-deepdust,andnameswereadOnawhitestonewerehewn。 Stepnotoutonthedew-dashedlawnToviewtheLady’sChair,ImmenseOrion’sglitteringform,TheLessandGreaterBear: Stayin;tosuchsightsweweredrawnWhenfadedoneswerefair。 BrushnottheboughformidnightscentsThatcomeforthlingeringly,AndwakethesamesweetsentimentsTheybreathedtoyouandmeWhenlivingseemedalaugh,andloveAllitwassaidtobe。 Withinthecommonlamp-litroomPrisonmyeyesandthought; Letdingydetailscrudelyloom,Mechanicspeechbewrought: ToofragrantwasLife’searlybloom,Tootartthefruititbrought! 1904。 REMINISCENCESOFADANCINGMAN I WhonowremembersAlmack’sballs- Willis’ssometimenamed- Inthosetwosmooth-flooredupperhallsForfadedonessofamed? WhereaswetrodtotrillingsoundThefanciedphantomsstoodaround,Orjoinedusinthemaze,OfthepowderedDearsfromGeorgianyears,Whosedustlayinsightlesssealed-upbiers,Thefairestofformerdays。 II WhonowremembersgayCremorne,Andallitsjauntyjills,AndthosewildwhirlingfiguresbornOfJullien’sgrandquadrilles? WithhatsonheadandmorningcoatsTherefootedtohisprancingnotesOurpartner-girlsandwe; Andthegas-jetswinked,andthelustresclinked,AndtheplatformthrobbedaswitharmsenlinkedWemovedtotheminstrelsy。 III WhonowrecallsthosecrowdedroomsOfoldyclept\"TheArgyle,\" WheretothedeepDrum-polka’sboomsWehoppedinstandardstyle? Whitherhavedancedthosedamselsnow! IsDeaththepartnerwhodothmoueTheirwormychapsandbare? DotheirspectresspinlikesparkswithinThesmokyhallsofthePrinceofSinToathunderousJullienair? THEDEADMANWALKING Theyhailmeasoneliving,Butdon’ttheyknowThatIhavediedoflateyears,Untombedalthough? Iambutashapethatstandshere,Apulselessmould,Apalepastpicture,screeningAshesgonecold。 Notataminute’swarning,Notinaloudhour,FormeceasedTime’senchantmentsInhallandbower。 Therewasnotragictransit,Nocatchofbreath,WhensilentseasonsinchedmeOntothisdeath- ATroubadour-youthIrambledWithLifeforlyre,ThebeatsofbeingragingInmelikefire。 ButwhenIpractisedeyeingThegoalofmen,Iticedme,andIperishedAlittlethen。 Whenpassedmyfriend,mykinsfolkThroughtheLastDoor,Andleftmestandingbleakly,Idiedyetmore; AndwhenmyLove’sheartkindledInhateofme,WhereforeIknewnot,diedI Onemoredegree。 AndifwhenIdiedfullyIcannotsay,Andchangedintothecorpse-thingIamto-day; Yetisitthat,thoughwhilingThetimesomehowInwalking,talking,smiling,Ilivenotnow。 MORELOVELYRICS 1967 Infive-scoresummers!Allneweyes,Newminds,newmodes,newfools,newwise; Newwoestoweep,newjoystoprize; WithnothingleftofmeandyouInthatlivecentury’svividviewBeyondapinchofdustortwo; Acenturywhich,ifnotsublime,Willshow,Idoubtnot,atitsprime,Ascopeabovethisblinkeredtime- Yetwhattomehowfarabove? ForIwouldonlyaskthereofThatthywormshouldbemyworm,Love! 16WESTBOURNEPARKVILLAS,1867。 HERDEFINITION Ilingeredthroughthenighttobreakofday,Noroncedidsleepextendawingtome,IntentlybusiedwithavastarrayOfepithetsthatshouldoutfigurethee。 Full-featuredterms——allfitless——hastenedby,Andthissolespeechremained:\"Thatmaidenmine!\"- DebarredfromduedescriptionthendidI Perceivetheindefinitephrasecouldyetdefine。 AscommonchestsencasingwaresofpriceArebornewithtendernessthroughhallsofstate,Forwhattheycover,sothepoordeviceOfhomelywordingIcouldtolerate,KnowingitsunadornmentheldasfreightThesweetestimageoutsideParadise。 W。P。V。,Summer1866。 THEDIVISION Rainonthewindows,creakingdoors,Withblaststhatbesomthegreen,AndIamhere,andyouarethere,Andahundredmilesbetween! Owereitbuttheweather,Dear,OwereitbutthemilesThatsummedupallourseverance,Theremightberoomforsmiles。 Butthatthwartthingbetwixtustwain,Whichnothingcleavesorclears,Ismorethandistance,Dear,orrain,Andlongerthantheyears! 1893。 ONTHEDEPARTUREPLATFORM Wekissedatthebarrier;andpassingthroughSheleftme,andmomentbymomentgotSmallerandsmaller,untiltomyviewShewasbutaspot; AweewhitespotofmuslinfluffThatdownthediminishingplatformboreThroughhustlingcrowdsofgentleandroughTothecarriagedoor。 Underthelamplight’sfitfulglowers,Behinddarkgroupsfromfarandnear,Whoseinterestswereapartfromours,Shewoulddisappear,Thenshowagain,tillIceasedtoseeThatflexibleform,thatnebulouswhite; AndshewhowasmorethanmylifetomeHadvanishedquite