第3章

类别:其他 作者:Alexander Dumas, Pere字数:11949更新时间:19/01/04 13:47:53
AtmidnightVaninkareturnedwithherfather。Ahiddenfeverhadbeenconsumingheralltheevening:neverhadshelookedsolovely,andshehadbeenoverwhelmedbythehomageofthemostdistinguishednoblesandcourtiers。Whenshereturned,shefoundAnnouschkainthevestibulewaitingtotakehercloak。Asshegaveittoher,Vaninkasentheroneofthosequestioningglancesthatseemtoexpresssomuch。\"Itisdone,\"saidthegirlinalowvoice。Vaninkabreathedasighofrelief,asifamountainhadbeenremovedfromherbreast。 Greataswasherself-control,shecouldnolongerbearherfather’spresence,andexcusedherselffromremainingtosupperwithhim,onthepleaofthefatiguesoftheevening。Vaninkawasnosoonerinherroom,withthedooronceclosed,thanshetoretheflowersfromherhair,thenecklacefromherthroat,cutwithscissorsthecorsetswhichsuffocatedher,andthen,throwingherselfonherbed,shegavewaytohergrief。AnnouschkathankedGodforthisoutburst;hermistress’scalmnesshadfrightenedhermorethanherdespair。Thefirstcrisisover,Vaninkawasabletopray。Shespentanhouronherknees,then,yieldingtotheentreatiesofherfaithfulattendant,wenttobed。Annouschkasatdownatthefootofthebed。 Neitherslept,butwhendaycamethetearswhichVaninkahadshedhadcalmedher。 Annouschkawasinstructedtorewardherbrother。Toolargeasumgiventoaslaveatoncemighthavearousedsuspicion,thereforeAnnouschkacontentedherselfwithtellingIvanthatwhenhehadneedofmoneyhehadonlytoaskherforit。 Gregory,profitingbyhislibertyandwishingtomakeuseofhisthousandroubles,boughtalittletavernontheoutskirtsofthetown,where,thankstohisaddressandtotheacquaintanceshehadamongtheservantsinthegreathouseholdsofSt。Petersburg,hebegantodevelopanexcellentbusiness,sothatinashorttimetheRedHouse(whichwasthenameandcolourofGregory’sestablishment) hadagreatreputation。Anothermantookoverhisdutiesaboutthepersonofthegeneral,andbutforFoedor’sabsenceeverythingreturnedtoitsusualroutineinthehouseofCountTchermayloff。 Twomonthswentbyinthisway,withoutanybodyhavingtheleastsuspicionofwhathadhappened,whenonemorningbeforetheusualbreakfast-hourthegeneralbeggedhisdaughtertocomedowntohisroom。Vaninkatrembledwithfear,forsincethatfatalnighteverythingterrifiedher。Sheobeyedherfather,andcollectingallherstrength,madeherwaytohischamber,Thecountwasalone,butatthefirstglanceVaninkasawshehadnothingtofearfromthisinterview:thegeneralwaswaitingforherwiththatpaternalsmilewhichwastheusualexpressionofhiscountenancewheninhisdaughter’spresence。 Sheapproached,therefore,withherusualcalmness,and,stoopingdowntowardsthegeneral,gavehimherforeheadtokiss。 Hemotionedtohertositdown,andgaveheranopenletter。Vaninkalookedathimforamomentinsurprise,thenturnedhereyestotheletter。 Itcontainedthenewsofthedeathofthemantowhomherhandhadbeenpromised:hehadbeenkilledinaduel。 Thegeneralwatchedtheeffectoftheletteronhisdaughter’sface,andgreataswasVaninka’sself-control,somanydifferentthoughts,suchbitterregret,suchpoignantremorseassailedherwhenshelearntthatshewasnowfreeagain,thatshecouldnotentirelyconcealheremotion。Thegeneralnoticedit,andattributedittothelovewhichhehadforalongtimesuspectedhisdaughterfeltfortheyoungaide-de-camp。 \"Well,\"hesaid,smiling,\"Iseeitisallforthebest。\" \"Howisthat,father?\"askedVaninka。 \"Doubtless,\"saidthegeneral。\"DidnotFoedorleavebecausehelovedyou?\" \"Yes,\"murmuredtheyounggirl。 \"Well,nowhemayreturn,\"saidthegeneral。 Vaninkaremainedsilent,hereyesfixed,herlipstrembling。 \"Return!\"shesaid,afteramoment’ssilence。 \"Yes,certainlyreturn。Weshallbemostunfortunate,\"continuedthegeneral,smiling,\"ifwecannotfindsomeoneinthehousewhoknowswhereheis。Come,Vaninka,tellmetheplaceofhisexile,andI willundertaketherest。\" \"NobodyknowswhereFoedoris,\"murmuredVaninkainahollowvoice; \"nobodybutGod,nobody!\" \"What!\"saidthegeneral,\"hehassentyounonewssincethedayheleft?\" Vaninkashookherheadindenial。Shewassoheart-brokenthatshecouldnotspeak。 Thegeneralinhisturnbecamegloomy。\"Doyoufearsomemisfortune,then?\"saidhe。 \"IfearthatIshallneverbehappyagainonearth,\"criedVaninka,givingwayunderthepressureofhergrief;thenshecontinuedatonce,\"Letmeretire,father;IamashamedofwhatIhavesaid。\" Thegeneral,whosawnothinginthisexclamationbeyondregretforhavingallowedtheconfessionofherlovetoescapeher,kissedhisdaughteronthebrowandallowedhertoretire。Hehopedthat,inspiteofthemournfulwayinwhichVaninkahadspokenofFoedor,thatitwouldbepossibletofindhim。ThesamedayhewenttotheemperorandtoldhimoftheloveofFoedorforhisdaughter,andrequested,sincedeathhadfreedherfromherfirstengagement,thathemightdisposeofherhand。Theemperorconsented,andthegeneralthensolicitedafurtherfavour。Paulwasinoneofhiskindlymoods,andshowedhimselfdisposedtograntit。ThegeneraltoldhimthatFoedorhaddisappearedfortwomonths;thateveryone,evenhisdaughter,wasignorantofhiswhereabouts,andbeggedhimtohaveinquiriesmade。Theemperorimmediatelysentforthechiefofpolice,andgavehimthenecessaryorders。 Sixweekswentbywithoutanyresult。Vaninka,sincethedaywhenthelettercame,wassadderandmoremelancholythanever。Vainlyfromtimetotimethegeneraltriedtomakehermorehopeful。 Vaninkaonlyshookherheadandwithdrew。Thegeneralceasedtospeak,ofFoedor。 Butitwasnotthesameamongthehousehold。Theyoungaide-de-camphadbeenpopularwiththeservants,and,withtheexceptionofGregory,therewasnotasoulwhowishedhimharm,sothat,whenitbecameknownthathehadnotbeensentonamission,buthaddisappeared,thematterbecametheconstantsubjectofconversationintheantechamber,thekitchen,andthestables。Therewasanotherplacewherepeoplebusiedthemselvesaboutitagreatdeal——thiswastheRedHouse。 >FromthedaywhenheheardofFoedor’smysteriousdepartureGregoryhadhissuspicions。HewassurethathehadseenFoedorenterVaninka’sroom,andunlesshehadgoneoutwhilehewasgoingtoseekthegeneral,hedidnotunderstandwhythelatterhadnotfoundhiminhisdaughter’sroom。Anotherthingoccupiedhismind,whichitseemedtohimmightperhapshavesomeconnectionwiththisevent——theamountofmoneyIvanhadbeenspendingsincethattime,averyextraordinaryamountforaslave。Thisslave,however,wasthebrotherofVaninka’scherishedfoster-sister,sothat,withoutbeingsure,Gregoryalreadysuspectedthesourcefromwhencethismoneycame。Anotherthingconfirmedhiminhissuspicions,whichwasthatIvan,whohadnotonlyremainedhismostfaithfulfriend,buthadbecomeoneofhisbestcustomers,neverspokeofFoedor,heldhistongueifhewerementionedinhispresence,andtoallquestions,howeverpressingtheywere,madebutoneanswer:\"Letusspeakofsomethingelse。\" InthemeantimetheFeastofKingsarrived。ThisisagreatdayinSt。Petersburg,foritisalsothedayforblessingthewaters。 AsVaninkahadbeenpresentattheceremony,andwasfatiguedafterstandingfortwohoursontheNeva,thegeneraldidnotgooutthatevening,andgaveIvanleavetodoso。IvanprofitedbythepermissiontogototheRedHouse。 Therewasanumerouscompanythere,andIvanwaswelcomed;foritwasknownthathegenerallycamewithfullpockets。Thistimehedidnotbeliehisreputation,andhadscarcelyarrivedbeforehemadethesorok-kopecksring,tothegreatenvyofhiscompanions。 AtthiswarningsoundGregoryhastenedupwithallpossibledeference,abottleofbrandyineachhand;forheknewthatwhenIvansummonedhimhegainedintwoways,asinnkeeperandasbooncompanion。Ivandidnotdisappointthesehopes,andGregorywasinvitedtoshareintheentertainment。Theconversationturnedonslavery,andsomeoftheunhappymen,whohadonlyfourdaysintheyearofrespitefromtheireternallabour,talkedloudlyofthehappinessGregoryhadenjoyedsincehehadobtainedhisfreedom。 \"Bah!\"saidIvan,onwhomthebrandyhadbeguntotakeeffect,\"therearesomeslaveswhoarefreerthantheirmasters。\" \"Whatdoyoumean?\"saidGregory,pouringhimoutanotherglassofbrandy。 \"Imeanttosayhappier,\"saidIvanquickly。 \"Itisdifficulttoprovethat,\"saidGregorydoubtingly。 \"Whydifficult?Ourmasters,themomenttheyareborn,areputintothehandsoftwoorthreepedants,oneFrench,anotherGerman,andathirdEnglish,andwhethertheylikethemornot,theymustbecontentwiththeirsocietytilltheyareseventeen,andwhethertheywishtoornot,mustlearnthreebarbarouslanguages,attheexpenseofournobleRussiantongue,whichtheyhavesometimescompletelyforgottenbythetimetheothersareacquired。Again,ifoneofthemwishesforsomecareer,hemustbecomeasoldier:ifheisasublieutenant,heistheslaveofthelieutenant;ifheisalieutenant,heistheslaveofthecaptain,andthecaptainofthemajor,andsoonuptotheemperor,whoisnobody’sslave,butwhoonefinedayissurprisedatthetable,whilewalking,orinhisbed,andispoisoned,stabbed,orstrangled。Ifhechoosesacivilcareer,itismuchthesame。Hemarriesawife,anddoesnotloveher;childrencometohimheknowsnothow,whomhehastoprovidefor;hemuststruggleincessantlytoprovideforhisfamilyifheispoor,andifheisrichtopreventhimselfbeingrobbedbyhisstewardandcheatedbyhistenants。Isthislife?Whilewe,gentlemen,weareborn,andthatistheonlypainwecostourmothers——alltherestisthemaster’sconcern。Heprovidesforus,hechoosesourcalling,alwayseasyenoughtolearnifwearenotquiteidiots。Areweill?Hisdoctorattendsusgratis;itisalosstohimifwedie。Arewewell?Wehaveourfourcertainmealsaday,andagoodstovetosleepnearatnight。Dowefallinlove? Thereisneveranyhindrancetoourmarriage,ifthewomanlovesus; themasterhimselfasksustohastenourmarriage,forhewishesustohaveasmanychildrenaspossible。Andwhenthechildrenareborn,hedoesforthemintheirturnallhehasdoneforus。Canyoufindmemanygreatlordsashappyastheirslaves?\" \"Allthisistrue,\"saidGregory,pouringhimoutanotherglassofbrandy;\"but,afterall,youarenotfree。\" \"Freetodowhat?\"askedIvan。 \"Freetogowhereyouwillandwhenyouwill。\" \"Iamasfreeastheair,\"repliedIvan。 \"Nonsense!\"saidGregory。 \"Freeasair,Itellyou;forIhavegoodmasters,andaboveallagoodmistress,\"continuedIvan,withasignificantsmile,\"andIhaveonlytoaskanditisdone。\" \"What!ifafterhavinggotdrunkhereto-day,youaskedtocomebackto-morrowtogetdrunkagain?\"saidGregory,whoinhischallengetoIvandidnotforgethisowninterests,——\"ifyouaskedthat?\" \"Ishouldcomebackagain,\"saidIvan。 \"To-morrow?\"saidGregory。 \"To-morrow,thedayafter,everydayifIliked……\" \"Thefactis,Ivanisouryounglady’sfavourite,\"saidanotherofthecount’sslaveswhowaspresent,profitingbyhiscomradeIvan’sliberality。 \"Itisallthesame,\"saidGregory;\"forsupposingsuchpermissionweregivenyou,moneywouldsoonrunshort。\" \"Never!\"saidIvan,swallowinganotherglassofbrandy,\"neverwillIvanwantformoneyaslongasthereisakopeckinmylady’spurse。\" \"Ididnotfindhersoliberal,\"saidGregorybitterly。 \"Oh,youforget,myfriend;youknowwellshedoesnotreckonwithherfriends:rememberthestrokesoftheknout。\" \"Ihavenowishtospeakaboutthat,\"saidGregory。\"Iknowthatsheisgenerouswithblows,buthermoneyisanotherthing。Ihaveneverseenthecolourofthat。\" \"Well,wouldyouliketoseethecolourofmine?\"saidIvan,gettingmoreandmoredrunk。\"Seehere,herearekopecks,sorok-kopecks,bluenotesworthfiveroubles,rednotesworthtwentyfiveroubles,andto-morrow,ifyoulike,Iwillshowyouwhitenotesworthfiftyroubles。AhealthtomyladyVaninka!\"AndIvanheldouthisglassagain,andGregoryfilledittothebrim。 \"Butdoesmoney,\"saidGregory,pressingIvanmoreandmore,——\"doesmoneymakeupforscorn?\" \"Scorn!\"saidIvan,——\"scorn!Whoscornsme?Doyou,becauseyouarefree?Finefreedom!Iwouldratherbeawell-fedslavethanafreemandyingofhunger。\" \"Imeanthescornofourmasters,\"repliedGregory。 \"Thescornofourmasters!AskAlexis,askDanielthere,ifmyladyscornsme。\" \"Thefactis,\"saidthetwoslavesinreply,whobothbelongedtothegeneral’shousehold,\"Ivanmustcertainlyhaveacharm;foreveryonetalkstohimasiftoamaster。\" \"BecauseheisAnnouschka’sbrother,\"saidGregory,\"andAnnouschkaismylady’sfoster-sister。\" \"Thatmaybeso,\"saidthetwoslaves。 \"Forthatreasonorforsomeother,\"saidIvan;\"but,inshort,thatisthecase。\" \"Yes;butifyoursistershoulddie?\"saidGregory。\"Ah!\" \"Ifmysistershoulddie,thatwouldbeapity,forsheisagoodgirl。Idrinktoherhealth!Butifsheshoulddie,thatwouldmakenodifference。Iamrespectedformyself;theyrespectmebecausetheyfearme。\" \"FearmylordIvan!\"saidGregory,withaloudlaugh。\"Itfollows,then,thatifmylordIvanweretiredofreceivingorders,andgavetheminhisturn,mylordIvanwouldbeobeyed。\" \"Perhaps,\"saidIvan。 \"Hesaid’perhaps,’repeatedGregory,laughinglouderthanever,——\"hesaid’perhaps。’Didyouhearhim?\" \"Yes,\"saidtheslaves,whohaddrunksomuchthattheycouldonlyanswerinmonosyllables。 \"Well,Inolongersay’perhaps,’Inowsay’forcertain。’\" \"Oh,Ishouldliketoseethat,\"saidGregory;\"Iwouldgivesomethingtoseethat。\" \"Well,sendawaythesefellows,whoaregettingdrunklikepigs,andfornothing,youwillfind。\" \"Fornothing?\"saidGregory。\"Youarejesting。DoyouthinkI shouldgivethemdrinkfornothing?\" \"Well,weshallsee。Howmuchwouldbetheirscore,foryouratrociousbrandy,iftheydrankfromnowtillmidnight,whenyouareobligedtoshutupyourtavern?\" \"Notlessthantwentyroubles。\" \"Herearethirty;turnthereout,andletusremainbyourselves。\" \"Friends,\"saidGregory,takingouthiswatchasiftolookatthetime,\"itisjustuponmidnight;youknowthegovernor’sorders,soyoumustgo。\"Themen,habituatedlikeallRussianstopassiveobedience,wentwithoutamurmur,andGregoryfoundhimselfalonewithIvanandthetwootherslavesofthegeneral。 \"Well,herewearealone,\"saidGregory。\"Whatdoyoumeantodo?\" \"Well,whatwouldyousay,\"repliedIvan,\"ifinspiteofthelatehourandthecold,andinspiteofthefactthatweareonlyslaves,myladyweretoleaveherfather’shouseandcometodrinkourhealths?\" \"Iwouldsaythatyououghttotakeadvantageofit,\"saidGregory,shrugginghisshoulders,\"andtellhertobringatthesametimeabottleofbrandy。Thereisprobablybetterbrandyinthegeneral’scellarthaninmine。\" \"Thereisbetter,\"saidIvan,asifhewasperfectlysureofit,\"andmyladyshallbringyouabottleofit。\" \"Youaremad!\"saidGregory。 \"Heismad!\"repeatedtheothertwoslavesmechanically。 \"Oh,Iammad?\"saidIvan。\"Well,willyoutakeawager?\" \"Whatwillyouwager?\" \"Twohundredroublesagainstayearoffreedrinkinginyourinn。\" \"Done!\"saidGregory。 \"Areyourcomradesincluded?\"saidthetwomoujiks。 \"Theyareincluded,\"saidIvan,\"andinconsiderationofthemwewillreducethetimetosixmonths。Isthatagreed?\" \"Itisagreed,\"saidGregory。 Thetwowhoweremakingthewagershookhands,andtheagreementwasperfected。Then,withanairofconfidence,assumedtoconfoundthewitnessesofthisstrangescene,Ivanwrappedhimselfinthefurcoatwhich,likeacautiousman,hehadspreadonthestove,andwentout。 Attheendofhalfanhourhereappeared。 \"Well!\"criedGregoryandthetwoslavestogether。 \"Sheisfollowing,\"saidIvan。 Thethreetipplerslookedatoneanotherinamazement,butIvanquietlyreturnedtohisplaceinthemiddleofthem,pouredoutanewbumper,andraisinghisglass,cried—— \"Tomylady’shealth!Itistheleastwecandowhensheiskindenoughtocomeandjoinusonsocoldanight,whenthesnowisfallingfast。\" \"Annouschka,\"saidavoiceoutside,\"knockatthisdoorandaskGregoryifhehasnotsomeofourservantswithhim。\" Gregoryandthetwootherslaveslookedatoneanother,stupefied: theyhadrecognisedVaninka’svoice。AsforIvan,heflunghimselfbackinhischair,balancinghimselfwithmarvellousimpertinence。 Annouschkaopenedthedoor,andtheycouldsee,asIvanhadsaid,thatthesnowwasfallingheavily。 \"Yes,madam,\"saidthegirl;\"mybrotheristhere,withDanielandAlexis。\" Vaninkaentered。 \"Myfriends,\"saidshe,withastrangesmile,\"Iamtoldthatyouweredrinkingmyhealth,andIhavecometobringyousomethingtodrinkitagain。HereisabottleofoldFrenchbrandywhichIhavechosenforyoufrommyfather’scellar。Holdoutyourglasses。\" Gregoryandtheslavesobeyedwiththeslownessandhesitationofastonishment,whileIvanheldouthisglasswiththeutmosteffrontery。 Vaninkafilledthemtothebrimherself,andthen,astheyhesitatedtodrink,\"Come,drinktomyhealth,friends,\"saidshe。 \"Hurrah!\"criedthedrinkers,reassuredbythekindandfamiliartoneoftheirnoblevisitor,astheyemptiedtheirglassesatadraught。 Vaninkaatoncepouredthemoutanotherglass;thenputtingthebottleonthetable,\"Emptythebottle,myfriends,\"saidshe,\"anddonottroubleaboutme。AnnouschkaandI,withthepermission2668 ofthemasterofthehouse,willsitnearthestovetillthestormisover。\" Gregorytriedtoriseandplacestoolsnearthestove,butwhetherhewasquitedrunkorwhethersomenarcotichadbeenmixedwiththebrandy,hefellbackonhisseat,tryingtostammeroutanexcuse。 \"Itisallright,\"saidVaninka:\"donotdisturbyourselves;drink,myfriends,drink。\" Therevellersprofitedbythispermission,andeachemptiedtheglassbeforehim。ScarcelyhadGregoryemptiedhisbeforehefellforwardonthetable。 \"Good!\"saidVaninkatohermaidinalowvoice:\"theopiumistakingeffect。\" \"Whatdoyoumeantodo?\"saidAnnouschka。 \"Youwillsoonsee,\"wastheanswer。 Thetwomoujiksfollowedtheexampleofthemasterofthehouse,andfelldownsidebysideontheground。Ivanwasleftstrugglingagainstsleep,andtryingtosingadrinkingsong;butsoonhistonguerefusedtoobeyhim,hiseyesclosedinspiteofhim,andseekingthetunethatescapedhim,andmutteringwordshewasunabletopronounce,hefellfastasleepnearhiscompanions。 ImmediatelyVaninkarose,fixedthemwithflashingeyes,andcalledthembynameoneafteranother。Therewasnoresponse。 Thensheclappedherhandsandcriedjoyfully,\"Themomenthascome!\" Goingtothebackoftheroom,shebroughtthenceanarmfulofstraw,placeditinacorneroftheroom,anddidthesameintheothercorners。Shethentookaflamingbrandfromthestoveandsetfireinsuccessiontothefourcornersoftheroom。 \"Whatareyoudoing?\"saidAnnouschka,wildwithterror,tryingtostopher。 \"Iamgoingtoburyoursecretintheashesofthishouse,\"answeredVaninka。 \"Butmybrother,mypoorbrother!\"saidthegirl。 \"Yourbrotherisawretchwhohasbetrayedme,andwearelostifwedonotdestroyhim。\" \"Oh,mybrother,mypoorbrother!\" \"Youcandiewithhimifyoulike,\"saidVaninka,accompanyingtheproposalwithasmilewhichshowedshewouldnothavebeensorryifAnnouschkahadcarriedsisterlyaffectiontothatlength。 \"Butlookatthefire,madam——thefire!\" \"Letusgo,then,\"saidVaninka;and,draggingouttheheart-brokengirl,shelockedthedoorbehindherandthrewthekeyfarawayintothesnow。 \"InthenameofHeaven,\"saidAnnouschka,\"letusgohomequickly:I cannotgazeuponthisawfulsight!\" \"No,letusstayhere!\"saidVaninka,holdingherbackwithagraspofalmostmasculinestrength。\"Letusstayuntilthehousefallsinonthem,sothatwemaybecertainthatnotoneofthemescapes。\" \"Oh,myGod!\"criedAnnouschka,fallingonherknees,\"havemercyuponmypoorbrother,fordeathwillhurryhimunpreparedintoThypresence。\" \"Yes,yes,pray;thatisright,\"saidVaninka。\"Iwishtodestroytheirbodies,nottheirsouls。\" Vaninkastoodmotionless,herarmscrossed,brilliantlylitupbytheflames,whileherattendantprayed。Thefiredidnotlastlong:thehousewaswooden,withthecrevicesfilledwithoakum,likeallthoseofRussianpeasants,sothattheflames,creepingoutatthefourcorners,soonmadegreatheadway,and,fannedbythewind,spreadrapidlytoallpartsofthebuilding。Vaninkafollowedtheprogressofthefirewithblazingeyes,fearingtoseesomehalf-burntspectralshaperushoutoftheflames。Atlasttherooffellin,andVaninka,relievedofallfear,thenatlastmadeherwaytothegeneral’shouse,intowhichthetwowomenenteredwithoutbeingseen,thankstothepermissionAnnouschkahadtogooutatanyhourofthedayornight。 ThenextmorningthesoletopicofconversationinSt。PetersburgwasthefireattheRedHouse。Fourhalf-consumedcorpsesweredugoutfrombeneaththeruins,andasthreeofthegeneral’sslavesweremissing,hehadnodoubtthattheunrecognisablebodieswerethoseofIvan,Daniel,andAlexis:asforthefourth,itwascertainlythatofGregory。 Thecauseofthefireremainedasecretfromeveryone:thehousewassolitary,andthesnowstormsoviolentthatnobodyhadmetthetwowomenonthedesertedroad。Vaninkawassureofhermaid。HersecretthenhadperishedwithIvan。Butnowremorsetooktheplaceoffear:theyounggirlwhowassopitilessandinflexibleintheexecutionofthedeedquailedatitsremembrance。Itseemedtoherthatbyrevealingthesecretofhercrimetoapriest,shewouldberelievedofherterribleburden。Shethereforesoughtaconfessorrenownedforhisloftycharity,and,underthesealofconfession,toldhimall。Thepriestwashorrifiedbythestory。Divinemercyisboundless,buthumanforgivenesshasitslimits。HerefusedVaninkatheabsolutionsheasked。Thisrefusalwasterrible:itwouldbanishVaninkafromtheHolyTable;thisbanishmentwouldbenoticed,andcouldnotfailtobeattributedtosomeunheard-ofandsecretcrime。Vaninkafellatthefeetofthepriest,andinthenameofherfather,whowouldbedisgracedbyhershame,beggedhimtomitigatetherigourofthissentence。 Theconfessorreflecteddeeply,thenthoughthehadfoundawaytoobviatesuchconsequences。ItwasthatVaninkashouldapproachtheHolyTablewiththeotheryounggirls;thepriestwouldstopbeforeherasbeforealltheothers,butonlysaytoher,\"Prayandweep\"; thecongregation,deceivedbythis,wouldthinkthatshehadreceivedtheSacramentlikehercompanions。ThiswasallthatVaninkacouldobtain。 Thisconfessiontookplaceaboutseveno’clockintheevening,andthesolitudeofthechurch,addedtothedarknessofnight,hadgivenitastillmoreawfulcharacter。Theconfessorreturnedhome,paleandtrembling。HiswifeElizabethwaswaitingforhimalone。ShehadjustputherlittledaughterArina,whowaseightyearsold,tobedinanadjoiningroom。Whenshesawherhusband,sheutteredacryofterror,sochangedandhaggardwashisappearance。Theconfessortriedtoreassureher,buthistremblingvoiceonlyincreasedheralarm。Sheaskedthecauseofhisagitation;theconfessorrefusedtotellher。Elizabethhadheardtheeveningbeforethathermotherwasill;shethoughtthatherhusbandhadreceivedsomebadnews。ThedaywasMonday,whichisconsideredanunluckydayamongtheRussians,and,goingoutthatday,Elizabethhadmetamaninmourning;theseomensweretoonumerousandtoostrongnottoportendmisfortune。 Elizabethburstintotears,andcriedout,\"Mymotherisdead!\" Thepriestinvaintriedtoreassureherbytellingherthathisagitationwasnotduetothat。Thepoorwoman,dominatedbyoneidea,madenoresponsetohisprotestationsbutthiseverlastingcry,\"Mymotherisdead!\" Then,tobringhertoreason,theconfessortoldherthathisemotionwasduetotheavowalofacrimewhichhehadjustheardintheconfessional。ButElizabethshookherhead:itwasatrick,shesaid,tohidefromherthesorrowwhichhadfallenuponher。Heragony,insteadofcalming,becamemoreviolent;hertearsceasedtoflow,andwerefollowedbyhysterics。Thepriestthenmadehersweartokeepthesecret,andthesanctityoftheconfessionwasbetrayed。 LittleArinahadawakenedatElizabeth’scries,andbeingdisturbedandatthesametimecuriousastowhatherparentsweredoing,shegotup,wenttolistenatthedoor,andheardall。 ThedayfortheCommunioncame;thechurchofSt。Simeonwascrowded。 Vaninkacametokneelattherailingofthechoir。Behindherwasherfatherandhisaides-de-camp,andbehindthemtheirservants。 Arinawasalsointhechurchwithhermother。TheinquisitivechildwishedtoseeVaninka,whosenameshehadheardpronouncedthatterriblenight,whenherfatherhadfailedinthefirstandmostsacredofthedutiesimposedonapriest。Whilehermotherwaspraying,sheleftherchairandglidedamongtheworshippers,nearlyasfarastherailing。 Butwhenshehadarrivedthere,shewasstoppedbythegroupofthegeneral’sservants。ButArinahadnotcomesofartobe,stoppedsoeasily:shetriedtopushbetweenthem,buttheyopposedher;shepersisted,andoneofthempushedherroughlyback。Thechildfell,struckherheadagainstaseat,andgotupbleedingandcrying,\"Youareveryproudforaslave。IsitbecauseyoubelongtothegreatladywhoburnttheRedHouse?\" Thesewords,utteredinaloudvoice,inthemidstofthesilencewhichpreceded,thesacredceremony,wereheardbyeveryone。Theywereansweredbyashriek。Vaninkahadfainted。Thenextdaythegeneral,atthefeetofPaul,recountedtohim,ashissovereignandjudge,thewholeterriblestory,whichVaninka,crushedbyherlongstruggle,hadatlastrevealedtohim,atnight,afterthesceneinthechurch。 Theemperorremainedforamomentinthoughtattheendofthisstrangeconfession;then,gettingupfromthechairwherehehadbeensittingwhilethemiserablefathertoldhisstory,hewenttoabureau,andwroteonasheetofpaperthefollowingsentence: \"Thepriesthavingviolatedwhatshouldhavebeeninviolable,thesecretsoftheconfessional,isexiledtoSiberiaanddeprivedofhispriestlyoffice。Hiswifewillfollowhim:sheistobeblamedfornothavingrespectedhischaracterasaministerofthealtar。Thelittlegirlwillnotleaveherparents。 \"Annouschka,theattendant,willalsogotoSiberiafornothavingmadeknowntohermasterhisdaughter’sconduct。 \"Ipreserveallmyesteemforthegeneral,andImournwithhimforthedeadlyblowwhichhasstruckhim。 \"AsforVaninka,Iknowofnopunishmentwhichcanbeinflicteduponher。Ionlyseeinherthedaughterofabravesoldier,whosewholelifehasbeendevotedtotheserviceofhiscountry。Besides,theextraordinarywayinwhichthecrimewasdiscovered,seemstoplacetheculpritbeyondthelimitsofmyseverity。Ileaveherpunishmentinherownhands。IfIunderstandhercharacter,ifanyfeelingofdignityremainstoher,herheartandherremorsewillshowherthepathsheoughttofollow。\" Paulhandedthepaperopentothegeneral,orderinghimtotakeittoCountPahlen,thegovernorofSt。Petersburg。 Onthefollowingdaytheemperor’sorderswerecarriedout。 Vaninkawentintoaconvent,wheretowardstheendofthesameyearshediedofshameandgrief。 ThegeneralfoundthedeathhesoughtonthefieldofAusterlitz。