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类别:其他 作者:Stephen Vincent Benet字数:17005更新时间:19/01/04 13:54:15
ABookofPoems ToW。R。B。 DedicationAndso,toyou,whoalwayswerePerseus,D’Artagnan,LancelotTome,IgivetheseweedyrhymesInmemoryofearliertimes。 Nowallthosecarelessdaysarenot。 Ofallmyheroes,youendure。 Wordsaresuchsillythings!toorough,Toosmooth,theyboiluporcongeal,Andneitherofuslikesemotion—— ButIcan’tmeasuremydevotion! AndyouknowhowIreallyfeel—— Andwe’retogether。There,enough,……! ForewordbyChaunceyBrewsterTinkerInthesedayswhentheoldcivilisationiscrumblingbeneathourfeet,thethoughtofpoetrycrossesthemindlikethedearmemoryofthingsthathavelongsincepassedaway。Inourpassionatedesireforthenewera,itisdifficulttorefrainoneselffromthecommonplacepracticeofspeculatingontheeffectsofwarfareandofprophesyingallmannerofnovelrebirths。Butitmaybewellforustorememberthattheerawhichhasrecentlyclosedwasitselfmarkedbyamadidealisationofallnovelties。Intheliterarymovementsofthelastdecade—— when,indeed,anymovementatallhasbeenperceptible——wehavewitnessedabewilderingriseandfallofmethodsandideals。Wewerecaptivatedforatimebythequestofthegoldenphraseandtheaccompanyingcultivationofexoticemotions;andthen,wearyingoftheprettyandthetemperamental,weplungedintothebloodshotbrutalitiesofnaturalism。 Fromthesmooth-flowingimitationsofTennysonandSwinburne,wepassedintoafalsefreedomthathadatitsheartarepudiationofalllawandstandards,foraparalleltowhichoneturnsinstinctivelytocertainrecentdevelopmentsinthepoliticalworld。Wemayhopethattheeagersearchfornoveltyofformandsubjectmayhaveitsinfluenceinreleasingusfromouroldbondagetothecommonplaceandinbroadeningthescopeofpoetry;butwecannotblindourselvestothefactthatithasatthesametimecompletedthatestrangementbetweenthepoetandthegeneralpublicwhichhasbeendevelopingforhalfacentury。Thegreatmassofthereadingworld,towhomtheartsshouldminister,havenowforgottenthatpoetryisaconsolationintimesofdoubtandperil,abeacon,and\"anever-fixedmark\"inacrazedandshiftingworld。Ourpoetry—— andIamspeakinginparticularofAmericanpoetry——hasbeencentrifugal; ourpoetshavebrokenupintosmallerandeversmallergroups。 Individualismhastriumphed。 Tothegeneralconfusion,critics,iftheymaybesaidtohaveexistedatall,haveaddedbytheirpaltryconceptionoftheart。 Theyhavedeemeditasufficientdenunciationofapoettoaccusehimofimitatinghismasters;asthoughthehistoryofanartwereratheraseriesofviolentrebellionsthanagrowthandaprogressiveillumination。 Notallgenerationsareprivilegedtoseetheworkingofagreatcreativeimpulse,butthewant,keenthoughitbe,furnishesnoreasonfortheutterrejectionofAtremulousmurmurfromgreatdayslongdead。 Butthisfearofechoingthepastmayworkusayetgreatermisfortune。 Intherejectionofthemannerofanearlierepochmaybeimplicitalsotherejectionoftheverysourcesfromwhichspringsthelifeofthefairart。Melody,andaloveofthegreenearth,andayearningforGodareoftheveryfabricofpoetry,denyitwhowill。 TheMusesstillreignonParnassus,waxtheheathenneversofurious。 PoetswholovepoetrybetterthantheirownfameinGrubStreetwilldowelltorememberTheflame,thenoblepageantofourlife; Theburningsealthatstampsman’shighindentureTovainattemptandmostforlornadventure; Romanceandpurpleseas,andtopplingtowns,Andthewind’svaliancecryingo’erthedowns。 Itisapoorbusinesstofindinsuchwordsonlytheillusionsofyouthandanewenthusiasm。Thedesirefornovelty,thepassionforforceanddirt,andthehankeringafterfreakishnessofmood,whichmanyhaveattemptedtosubstitutefortheolderandsimplerthings,arethemselvesthebestevidenceofdisillusionandjadednerves。Thereisawearinessandadisgustinourrecentimpatiencewithbeautywhichindicatetooclearlytheexhaustionofourspiritualresources。Itmaywellbethattherebirthofpoetryistobemanifestinareappearanceoftheobvious,—— inaloveoftheseaandofthebeautyofclouds,intheadventureofdeathandtheyetmoreamazingadventureofliving,inavitalloveofcolour,whetheroftheOrientorthedrug-shop,inchildlikeloveofmelody,andthecoolcleansingofrain,instrangefacesandoldmemories。 This,inthepast,hasbeenpoetry,andthiswillbepoetryagain。 Thesingerwho,outofafullheart,canoffertotheworldhisvisionofitsbeauty,andoutofanoblemind,hisconceptionofitsdestiny,willbestowuponhistimethemostpreciousgiftwhichwecannowreceive,thegiftofhishealingpower。 C。B。T。 ContentsDedicationForewordbyChaunceyBrewsterTinkerI。 TheDrug-Shop,or,EndymioninEdmonstounII。 RainafteraVaudevilleShowTheCityRevisitedGoingBacktoSchoolNosImmortalesYoungBloodTheQualityofCourageCampusSonnets: 1。BeforeanExamination2。Talk3。MayMorning4。Return——1917 AlexanderVIDineswiththeCardinalofCapuaTheBreakingPointLonelyBurialDinnerinaQuickLunchRoomTheHempPoorDevil! GhostsofaLunaticAsylumTheWhitePeacockColorsAMinorPoetTheLoverinHellWingedManMusicTheInnovatorLoveinTwilightTheFiddlingWoodPortraitofaBoyPortraitofaBabyTheGeneralPublicRoadandHillsElegyforanEnemyI。 TheDrug-Shop,or,EndymioninEdmonstounPrefatoryNote。 ThispoemreceivedthenineteenthawardoftheprizeofferedbyProfessorAlbertStanburroughCooktoYaleUniversityforthebestunpublishedverse,theCommitteeofAwardconsistingofProfessorsC。F。TuckerBrooke,ofYaleUniversity,RobertFrost,ofAmherstCollege,andCharlesM。Gayley,oftheUniversityofCalifornia。 I。 TheDrug-Shop,or,EndymioninEdmonstoun\"Ohyes,IwentovertoEdmonstountheotherdayandsawJohnny,mooningaroundasusual!Hewillnevermakehisway。\" LetterofGeorgeKeats,18—— Nightfalls;thegreatjarsglowagainstthedark,Darkgreen,duskred,and,likeacoilingsnake,Writhingeternallyinsmokygyres,GreatropesofgorgeousvaportwistandturnWithinthem。SotheEasternfishermanSawtheswartgenierisewhentheleadseal,Scribbledwithcharms,wasliftedfromthejar; And——well,howwentthetale?Likethis,likethis?…… Noherbagebrokethebarrenflatsofland,Nowindsdaredloiterwithinsmilingtrees,Norwerethereanybrooksoneitherhand,Onlythedry,brightsand,Nakedandgolden,laybeforetheseas。 Oneboattoilednoiselesslyalongthedeep,ThethirstyripplesdyingsilentlyUponitstrack。Faroutthebrownnetssweep,AndnightbeginstocreepAcrosstheintolerablemirrorofthesea。 Twicethenetsrise,a-trailwithsea-plantsbrown,Distortedshells,androcksgreen-mossedwithslime,Noughtelse。Thefisher,sickatheart,kneelsdown; \"PrayermayappeaseGod’sfrown,\" Hethinks,then,kneeling,castsforthethirdtime。 Andlo!anearthenjar,boundroundwithbrass,Liestangledinthecordageofhisnet。 Aboutthebrightwavesgleamlikeshatteredglass,Andwherethesea’srimwasThesundips,flatandred,abouttoset。 Theprowgratesonthebeach。ThefishermanStoops,tearingatthecordsthatbindtheseal。 Shallpearlsrollout,lustrousandwhiteandwan? Lapis?carnelian? Unheard-ofstonesthatmakethesickmindreelWithwonderoftheirbeauty?Rubies,then? Greenemeralds,glitteringliketheeyesofbeasts? Poisonousopals,goodtomaddenmen? Goldbezants,tenandten? Hard,regaldiamonds,likekinglyfeasts? Hetugged;thesealgaveway。AlittlesmokeCurledlikeafeatherinthedarkeningsky。 Ablindinggushoffireburst,flamed,andbroke。 Avoicelikeawindspoke。 Armoredwithlight,andturbanedterribly,Agenietrampedtheroundearthunderfoot; Hisheadsoughtoutthestars,hiscuppedrighthandMadehalftheskyonedarkness。Hewasmute。 Thesun,aripenedfruit,Droopedlower。Scarleteddiedo’erthesand。 Thegeniespoke:\"Omiserableone! Thyprizeawaitsthee;come,andhugitclose! AnoblecrownthydragglednetshavewonForthisthatthouhastdone。 Blessedarefools!Agiftremainsforthose!\" Hishandsoughtouthissword,andlightningsflaredAcrosstheskyinonegreatbloomoffire。 Poisedlikeatopplingmountain,ithungbared; SunsthatwerejewelsglaredAlongitshilt。Theairburntlikeapyre。 Oncemorethegeniespoke:\"SomethingIoweTothee,thoufool,thoufool。Come,canstthousing? Yea?Singthen;ifthysongbebrave,thengoFreeandreleased——orno! Findfirstsometask,someovermasteringthingIcannotdo,andfinditspeedily,Forifthoudostnotthoushaltsurelydie!\" Theswordwhirledback。Thefishermanuprose,AndifatfirsthisvoicewasweakwithfearAndhislimbstrembled,itwasbutadoze,Andatthehighsong’scloseHestoodupstraight。Hisvoicerangloudandclear。 TheSong。 Lastnightthequayswerelighted; CressetsofsmokingpineGlaredo’ertheroaringmarinersThatdrinktheyellowwine。 Theirsongrolledtotherafters,Itstruckthehighstarspale,Suchworthwasintheirdiscourse,Suchwonderintheirtale。 Blueboragefilledtheclinkingcups,Themurkynightgrewwan,Tillonerose,crownedwithlaurel-leaves,Thatwasanoutlandman。 \"Come,letusdrinktowar!\"saidhe,\"Thetorchofthesackedtown! Theswan’s-bathandthewolf-ships,AndHaraldofrenown! \"Yea,whilethemilkwasonhislips,Beforethedaywasborn,HetooktheAlmayneKaiser’sheadTobehisdrinking-horn! \"Yea,whilethedownwasonhischin,Oryethisbeardwasgrown,HebrokethegatesofMicklegarth,Andstolethelion-throne! \"DrinktoHarald,kingoftheworld,Lordofthetongueandthetroth! TothebellowinghornsofOstfriesland,AndthetrumpetsoftheGoth!\" Theirshoutsrolledtotherafters,Thedrink-hornscrashedandrang,Andalltheirtalkwasaclangorofwar,Asswordstogethersang! Butdimly,throughthedeepnight,Wherestarslikeflowersshone,Apassionateshapecamegliding—— Isawonethingalone。 IonlysawmyyoungloveShiningagainstthedark,Thewhitenessofherraiment,Theheadthatbenttohark。 Ionlysawmyyounglove,Likeflowersinthesun—— Herhandslikewaxenpetals,Whereyawningpoppiesrun。 Ionlyfeltthere,chrysmal,Againstmycheekherbreath,Thoughallthewindswerebaying,AndtheskybrightwithDeath。 Redsparkswhirledupthechimney,Ahungryflaughtofflame,AndaleanmanfromGreecearose; Thrasylloswashisname。 \"Ipraiseallnoblewines!\"hecried,\"Greenrobesoftissuefine,Peacocksandapesandivory,AndHomer’ssea-loudline,\"Statuesandringsandcarvengems,Andthewisecrawlingsea; Butmostofallthecrownsofkings,Theruletheywieldthereby! \"Power,firedpower,blankandbright! Afithiltforthehand! Theonegoodswordforafreeman,Whileyetthecoldstarsstand!\" Theirshoutsrolledtotherafters,Theairwasthickwithwine。 Ionlyknewherdeepeyes,Andfeltherhandinmine。 Softlyasquietwater,Onefingertouchedmycheek; Herfacelikegraciousmoonlight—— Imightnotmovenorspeak。 Ionlysawthatbeauty,IonlyfeltthatformThere,inthesilkendarkness—— Godwotmyheartwaswarm! Theirshoutsrolledtotherafters,Anotherchiefbegan; HisslitlipsshowedhimforaHun; Hewasanevilman。 \"Singtothejoysofwomen!\"heyelled,\"Thehotdelicioustents,Thesoftcouch,andthewhitelimbs; Theairasteamofscents!\" Hiseyesgleamed,andhewethislips,Theraftersshookwithcheers,Ashesangofwoman,whoisman’sslaveForallunhonoredyears。 \"Whetherthewantonlaughsamain,Withonewhiteshoulderbare,OrinasackedroomyouunbindSomecrouchingmaiden’shair; \"Thisistheonlygoodforman,LikespicesoftheSouth—— ToseetheglimmeringbodylaidAspasturetohismouth! \"Toleavenoleeswithinthecup,Toseeandtakeandrend; Tolapagirl’slimbsuplikewine,Andlaugh,knowingtheend!\" Only,likelow,stillbreathing,Iheardonevoice,oneword; Andhotspeechpoureduponmylips,Asmyhandsheldasword。 \"Fools,thricefoolsoflust!\"Icried,\"YoureyesareblindtoseeEternalbeauty,movingfar,Moregloriousthanhornsofwar! Butthoughmyeyeswereoneblindscar,Thatsightisshowntome! \"Younuzzleattheivoryside,Youclaspthegoldenhead; Fools,fools,whochatterandsing,Youhavetakenthesignofaterriblething,YouhavedrunkdownGodwithyourbeeswing,Andbrokenthesaintsforbread! \"ForGodmovesdarkly,Insilenceandinstorm; ButinthebodyofwomanHeshowsoneburningform。 \"ForGodmovesblindly,Indarknessandindread; ButinthebodyofwomanHeraisesupthedead。 \"Gracileandstraightasbirches,Swiftasthequestingbirds,Theyfilltrue-lovers’drink-hornsup,Whospeaknot,havingnowords。 \"Loveisnotdelicatetoying,Aslimandshimmeringmesh; Itistwosoulswrenchedintoone,Twobodiesmadeoneflesh。 \"Lustisasprightlyservant,Gallantwherewinesarepoured; Loveisabittermaster,Loveisanironlord。 \"Satineaseofthebody,Fattenedslothofthehands,Theseandtheirlikehewillnotsend,Onlyimmortalfirestorend—— Andtheworld’sendisyourjourney’send,Andyourstreamchokesinthesands。 \"Pleachedcalmsshallnotawaityou,Peaceyoushallneverfind; NoughtbutthelivingmoorlandScourgednakedbythewind。 \"Noughtbutthelivingmoorland,Andyourlove’shandinyours; Thestrengthmoresurethansurety,Themercythatendures。 \"Then,thoughtheygiveyoutobeburned,Andslayyoulikeastoat,Youhavefoundtheworld’sheartintheturnofacheek,Heavenintheliftofathroat。 \"Althoughtheybreakyouonthewheel,Thatstoodsostraightinthesun,Behindyouthetrumpetssplitthesky,Wherethelostandfuriousfightgoesby—— AndGod,ourGod,willhavevictoryWhenthereddayisdone!\" Theirmirthrolledtotherafters,Theybellowedlechery; LightasadriftingfeatherMyloveslippedfrommyknee。 Within,thelightswereyellowIndrowsyroomsandwarm; Without,thestabbinglightningShatteredacrossthestorm。 Within,thegreatlogscrackled,Thedrink-hornsemptiedsoon; Without,theblackcloaksofthecloudsStrangledthewaningmoon。 Mylovecrossedo’erthethreshold—— God!butthenightwasmurk! Isetmyselfagainstthecold,Andleftthemtotheirwork。 Theirshoutsrolledtotherafters; Abittererwaywasmine,AndIlefttheminthetavern,Drinkingtheyellowwine! Thelastfaintechoesrangalongtheplains,Died,andweregone。Thegeniespoke:\"ThysongServeswellenough——butyetthytaskremains; ManyandrendingpainsShalltorturehimwhodaresdelaytoolong!\" Hisbrownfacehardenedtoaleadenmask。 Abitterbrinecrustedthefisher’scheek—— \"AlmightyGod,onethingaloneIask,Showmeatask,atask!\" Thehardcupoftheskyshone,gemmedandbleak。 \"Olove,whomIhavesoughtbydeviousways; Ohiddenbeauty,nakedasastar; Youwhosebrighthairhasburnedacrossmydays,Makingthemlampsofpraise; Odawn-wind,breathingofArabia! \"YouhaveIserved。Nowfirehasparchedthevine,AndDeathisonthesingersandthesong。 Nolongeraretherelipstoclingtomine,Andtheheartweariesofwine,AndIamsick,formydesireislong。 \"Olove,soft-moving,delicateandtender! Inhergoldhousethepipecallsquerulously,Theycloudwiththingreensilksherbodyslender,Theytalktoherandtendher; Come,piteous,gentlelove,andsetmefree!\" Heceased——and,slowlyrisingo’erthedeep,Afaintsongchimed,grewclearer,tillatlastAgoldenhornoflightbegantocreepWherethedumbripplessweep,Makingtheseaonesplendorwhereitpassed。 Agoldenboat!Thebrightoarsrestedsoon,Andtheprowmetthesand。ThepurpleveilsMistingthecabinfell。FairasthemoonWhenthemorningcomestoosoon,Andalltheairissilverinthedales,Agold-robedprincesssteppeduponthebeach。 Thefisherkneltandkissedhergarment’shem,Andthenherlips,andstroveatlastforspeech。 Thewaterslappedthereach。 \"Herethystrengthbreaks,thymightisnoughttostem!\" Hecriedatlast。Speechshookhimlikeaflame: \"Yea,thoughthoupluckedthestarsfromoutthesky,Eachlovelyonewouldbeawitheredshame—— Eachthoucouldstfindorname—— Tothisfire-heartedbeauty!\"WearilyThegenieheard。AslowsmilecamelikedawnOverhisface。\"Thytaskisdone!\"hesaid。 Awhirlwindroared,smokeshattered,hewasgone; And,likeasuddenhorn,Themoonshoneclear,nolongersmokedandred。 Theypassedintotheboat。ThegoldoarsbeatLoudly,thenfainter,fainter,tillatlastOnlythequietwatersbarelymovedAlongthewhisperingsand——tillallthevastExpanseofseabegantoshakewithheat,Andmorningbroughtsoftairs,bysailorsloved。 Andafter?……Well…… Theshop-bellclangs!Whocomes? Quinine——IpourthelittlebittergrainsOutuponblue,glazedsquaresofpaper。So。 AndalltheduskIshallsitherealone,Withmanypowersinmyhands——ah,seeHowtheblurredlabelsrunontheoldjars! Opium——andacruelandsleepyscent,Theharshtasteofwhitepoppies;India—— Thewrithingwoodsa-crawlwithmonstrouslife,Savewherethedeodarsaresetlikespears,Andacalmpoolismirroredebony; Opium——brownandwarmandslender-breastedSherises,shakingoffthecoolblackwater,Andtwistingupherhair,thatripplesdown,Atorrentofblackwater,toherfeet; Howthedropssparkleinthemoonlight!OnceImadearhymeaboutit,singingsoftly: OverDamascuseverystarKeepshisunchangingcourseandcold,Thedarkweighslikeanironbar,Theintenseandpallidnightisold,Dimthemoon’sscimitar。 Stillthelampsblazewithinthosehalls,WherepoppiesheapthemarblevatsForgirlstotread;thethickairpalls; AndshadowshanglikeevilbatsAboutthescentedwalls。 Thegirlsaremany,andtheysing; Theirwhitefeetfalllikeflakesofsnow,Makingaceaselessmurmuring—— Whispersoflove,deadlongago,Anddear,forgottenSpring。 Onealonesingsnot。TiredlySheseesthewhitebloomscrushed,andsmellsTheheavyscent。Theychatter:\"See! WhiteZirathinksofnothingelseButthemorn’sjollity—— \"ThenHarountakesher!\"Butshedreams,Unhearing,ofacertainfieldOfpoppies,cutbymanystreams,LikelinesacrossaroundTurkshield,Wherenowthehotsungleams。 Thefieldwhereontheywalkedthatday,Andsplendorfilledherbodyup,Andhis;andthenthetrampledclay,Andslowsmokeclimbingthesky’scupFromwherethevillagelay。 Andafter——muchacheofthewrists,Wherethecordsirkedher——tillshecame,Thepriceofmanyamethysts,Hither。AndnowtheultimateshameBlewtrumpetinthelists。 Andsoshetrodthepoppiesthere,Rememberingotherpoppies,too,Anddidnotseemtoseeorcare。 Without,thefirstgraydropsofdewSweetenedthetremblingair。 Shetrodthepoppies。HourspassedUntilshesleptatlength——andTimeDraggedhisslowsickle。WhenatlastShewoke,themoonshone,brightasrime,Andnight’stiderolledonfast。 Shemoanedonce,knowingeverything; Then,bittererthandeath,shefoundThesofthandmaidens,inaring,Cometoanointher,allaround,Thatshemightpleasetheking。 Opium——andtheodordiesaway,Leavingtheairyetheavy——cassia——myrrh—— Bitterandsplendid。See,thepoisonscome,Troopinginsquatgreenvials,blazonedredWithgrinningskulls:strychnine,apalliddustOftinygrains,likebonesgroundfine;andnextThemuddygreenofarsenic,alllivid,Likestthefaceofonelongdead——theycreepAlongthedustyshelflikedeadlybeetles,Whosefangsarecarvedwithrunnels,thatthebloodMayrundowneasilytotheblindmouthThatsnapsandgapes;andhighabovethemthere,Mymaster’spride,acobwebbed,yellowpotOfhoneyfromMountHybla。DothebeesStillmoanamongthelowsweetpurpleclover,Endlesslymany?Stillindeep-hushedwoods,WhentheincrediblesilverofthemoonComeslikealivingwindthroughsleep-bowedbranches,Stillstealdarkshapesfromtheenchantedglens,Whichyetarepurplewithhighdreams,andstillFrontingthatquietandeternalshieldWhichismuchmorethanPeace,doestherestillstandOnesharpblackshadow——andtheshort,smoothhornsAreclearagainstthatdisk? OgreatDiana! I,Ihavepraisedthee,yetIdonotknowWhatmovesmymindsostrangely,savethatonceIlayallnightuponathymyhill,Andwatchedtheslowcloudspasslikeheaped-upfoamAcrossbluemarble,tillatlastnospeckBlottedtheclearexpanse,andthefullmoonRoseinmuchlight,andallnightlongIsawHerorderedprogress,till,inmidmostheaven,Therecameaterriblesilence,andthemiceCrepttotheirholes,thecricketsdidnotchirp,Allthesmallnight-soundsstopped——andclearpurelightRippledlikesilkovertheuniverse,Mostcoldandbleak;andyetmyheartbeatfast,Waitinguntilthestillnessbroke。IknownotForwhatIwaited——somethingverygreat—— IdarednotlookuptotheskyforfearAbrittlecracklingshouldclashsuddenlyAgainstthequiet,andablacklinecreepAcrossthesky,andwidenlikeamouth,Untilthebrokenheavensstreamedapart,Liketornlostbanners,andtheimmortalfires,Roaringlikelions,askedtheirmeatfromGod。 Ilaythere,ablackblotuponashieldOfquivering,waterywhiteness。ThehushheldUntilIstaggeredupandcriedaloud,AndthenitseemedthatsomethingfartoogreatForknowledge,andillimitableasGod,Rentthedarkskylikelightning,andIfell,And,falling,heardawildandrushingwindOfmusic,andsawlightsthatblindedmeWithwhite,impenetrableswords,andfeltApressureofsofthandsuponmylips,Uponmyeyelids——andsincethenIcoughAttimes,andhavestrangethoughtsaboutthestars,Thatsomeday——someday—— Come,Imustbequick! Mymasterwillbebacksoon。LetmelightThinblueArabianpastilles,andsitLikeadeadgodincensedbychantingpriests,Andwatchthepungentsmokewreatheupandup,Untilhecomes——thoughhemayragebecauseTheycostgoodmoney。ThenIshallwalkhomeOverthemoor。AlreadythemoonclimbsAbovetheworld’sedge。BythetimehecomesShewillbefullyrisen。——There’shisstep! II。 Miscellaneous。 RainafteraVaudevilleShowThelastposeflickered,failed。Thescreen’sdeadwhiteGlaredinasuddenfloodingofharshlightStabbingtheeyes;andasIstumbledoutThecurtainrose。AfatgirlwithapoutAndlegslikehams,begantosing\"HisMother\"。 Gustsofbadairroseinachokingsmother; Smoke,thewetsteamofclothes,thestenchofplush,Powder,cheapperfume,mingledinarush。 Isteppedintothelobby——andstoodstillStruckdumbbysuddenbeauty,bodyandwill。 Cleannessandrapture——excellencemadeplain—— Thestorming,thrashingarrowsoftherain! Pouringanddrippingontheroofsandrods,Smellingofwoodsandhillsandfresh-turnedsods,Blackonthesidewalks,grayinthefarsky,Crashingonthirstypanes,onguttersdry,Hurryingthecrowdtoshelter,makingfairThestreets,thehouses,andtheheat-soakedair,—— Merciful,holy,charging,sweeping,flashing,Itsmotethesoulwithamostironclashing!…… Likedragons’eyesthestreet-lampssuddenlygleamed,Yellowandroundanddim-lowglobesofflame。 And,scarce-perceived,theclouds’tallbannersstreamed。 Outofthepettywars,thedailyshame,Beautystrovesuddenly,androse,andflowered…… Igrippedmycoatandplungedwhereawningslowered。 Madeonewithhissingblackness,caught,embraced,Bysplendorandbystrivingandswifthaste—— Springcominginwiththunderingsandstrife—— Istampedthegroundinthestrongjoyoflife! TheCityRevisitedThegreygullsdriftacrossthebaySoftlyandstillasflakesofsnowAgainstthethinningfog。AlldayIsatandwatchedthemcomeandgo; Andnowatlastthesunwasset,FillingthewaveswithcoloredfireTilleachseemedlikeajewelledspireThrustupfromsomedrownedcity。SoonFrompeakandcliffandminaretThecity’slightsbegantowink,Eachlikeafriendlyword。ThemoonBegantobroadenouthershield,Spurtingwithsilver。StraightbeforeThebrownhillslaylikequietbeastsStretchedoutbesideawell-loveddoor,AndfillingearthandskyandfieldWiththecalmheavingoftheirbreasts。 Nothingwasgone,nothingwaschanged,ThesmallestwavewasunestrangedByallthelongacheoftheyearsSincelastIsawthem,blindwithtears。 Theirwelcomelikethehillsstoodfast: AndI,Ihadcomehomeatlast。 SoIlaughedoutwiththemaloudTothinkthatnowthesunwasbroad,Andclimbinguptheironsky,WheretherawstreetsstretchedsullenlyAboutanotherroomIknew,Inameanhouse——andsoonthere,too,ThesmithwouldbursttheflimsydoorAndfindmelyingonthefloor。 JustwhereIfelltheothernight,Afterthatbreakingwaveofpain。—— Howtheywillstormandrageandfight,Servantsandmistress,oneandall,\"Nomoneyforthefuneral!\" Ibrokemylifethere。LetitstandAtthat。 Thewatersareaplain,Heavingandbrightoneitherhand,AtremulousandlustralpeaceWhichshallendurethoughallthingscease,FillingmyheartaswaterfillsAcup。Therestandthequiethills。 So,waitingformywingstogrow,Iwatchthegullssailtoandfro,Risingandfalling,softandswift,Driftingalongasbubblesdrift。 And,thoughIseethefaceofGodHereafter——thisdayhaveItrodNearertoHimthanIshalltreadEveragain。Thenightisdead。 Andthere’sthedawn,pouredoutlikewineAlongthedimhorizon-line。 Andfromthecitycomesthechimes—— Wehaveourheavenonearth——sometimes! GoingBacktoSchoolTheboatploughedon。NowAlcatrazwaspastAndallthegreywavesflamedtoredagainAtthedeadsun’slastglimmer。FarandvastTheSausalitolightsburnedsuddenlyInlittledotsandclumps,asifapenHadscrawledvaguelinesofgoldacrossthehills; Theskywaslikeacupsomerarewinefills,Andstarscameashewatched——andhewasfreeOnesplendidinstant——backinthegreatroom,CurledinachairwithallofthembesideAndthewholeworldarushofhappyvoices,Withlaughterbeatinginaclamoroustide…… SawonceagaintheheatofharvestfumeUptotheemptyskyinthreadslikeglass,Andran,andwasapartofwhatrejoicesInthunderousnightsofrain;layinthegrassSun-bakedandtired,lookingthroughamazeOftinystemsintoanewgreenworld; Oncemoreknewevesofperfume,daysablazeWithclear,dryheatonthebrown,rollingfields; ShudderedwithfearfulecstasyinbedOverabookofknightsandbloodyshields…… Theshipslowed,jarredandstopped。There,straightahead,Weredockandfellows。Stumbling,hewaswhirledOutandawaytomeetthem——andhisbackSlumpedtotheoldhalf-cringe,hishandsfellslack; Abigboy’sarmwentroundhim——andatwistSentshatteringpainalonghistorturedwrist,Asavoicecried,abloatedvoiceandfat,\"Whyit’sMissNancy!Comealong,yourat!\" NosImmortalesPerhapswegowithwindandcloudandsun,Intothefreecompanionshipofair; Perhapswithsunsetswhenthedayisdone,All’sonetome——Idonotgreatlycare; Solongastherearebrownhills——andatreeLikeamadprophetinalandofdearth—— AndIcanlieandheareternallyThevastmonotonousbreathingoftheearth。 Ihaveknownhours,slowandgolden-glowing,Lovelywithlaughterandsuffusedwithlight,OLord,insuchatimeappointmygoing,Whenthehandsclench,andthecoldfacegrowswhite,Andthesparkdieswithinthefeeblebrain,Spillingitsstar-dustbacktodustagain。 YoungBlood\"But,sir,\"Isaid,\"theytellmethemanisliketodie!\" TheCanonshookhisheadindulgently。\"Youngblood,Cousin,\"heboomed。 \"Youngblood!Youthwillbeserved!\"——D’Hermonville’sFabliaux。 HewokeupwithasicktasteinhismouthAndlaythereheavily,whiledancingmotesWhirledthroughhisbraininendless,ripplingstreams,AndagreymistweigheddownuponhiseyesSothattheycouldnotopenfully。YetAftersometimehisblurredmindstumbledbackToitslastraggedmemory——aroom; Airfoulwithwine;ashouting,reelingcrowdOffriendswhodraggedhim,dazedandblindwithdrinkOuttothestreet;acrazyroutofcabs; Thesteadymutterofhisneighbor’svoice,Mumblingoutdullobscenitybyrote; Andthen……well,theyhadbroughthimhomeitseemed,Sinceheawokeinbed——oh,damnthebusiness! Hehadnotwantedit——thesillyjokes,\"Onelast,greatnightoffreedomereyou’remarried!\" \"You’llgetnofunthen!\"\"H-ssh,don’ttellthatstory! He’llhaveawifesoon!\"——God!thesittingdownTodrinktillyouweresodden!…… LikegreatlightShecameintohisthoughts。Thatwastheworst。 TowallowinthemudlikethisbecauseHisfriendswerefools……Hewasnotfittotouch,Tosee,ohfar,faroff,thatsilverplaceWhereGodstoodmanifesttomaninher…… Foulinghimself……Onethinghebroughttoher,Atleast。Hehadbeenclean;hadtakenitAkindofpointofhonorfromthefirst…… Othersmightdoit……buthedidn’tcareForthosethings…… Suddenlyhisvisioncleared。 Andsomethingseemedtogrowwithinhismind…… Somethingwaswrong——thecolorofthewall—— Thequeershapeofthebedposts——everythingWaschanged,somehow……hisroom。Wasthishisroom?……Heturnedhishead——andsawbesidehimthereThesaggingbody’sslope,thepaint-smearedface,Andtheloose,openmouth,laxandawry,Thebreasts,thebleachedandbrittlehair……thesethings……AsifallHellwerecrushedtoonebrightlineOflightningforamoment。Thenhesank,Pronebeneathanintolerableweight。 Andbitterloathingcreptupallhislimbs。 TheQualityofCourageBlacktreesagainstanorangesky,Treesthatthewindshookterribly,Likeaharshspumealongtheroad,Quaveringuplikewitheredarms,Writhinglikestreams,liketwistedcharmsOfhotleadflunginsnow。BelowTheironicestunglikeagoad,Slashingthetornshoesfrommyfeet,Andalltheairwasbittersleet。 Andallthelandwascrampedwithsnow,Steel-strongandfierceandglimmeringwan,Likepaleplainsofobsidian。 ——AndyetIstrove——andIwasfireAndice——andfireandicewereoneInonevasthungerofdesire。 Adimdesire,ofpleasantplaces,Andlushfieldsinthesummersun,Andlogsaflame,andwalls,andfaces,——Andwine,andoldambrosialtalk,Agoldenballinfountainsdancing,Andunforgottenhands。(Ah,God,ItrodthemdownwhereIhavetrod,Andtheyremain,andtheyremain,Etchedinunutterablepain,Lovedlipsandfacesnowapart,Thatoncewerecloserthanmyheart—— Inagony,inagony,Andhorriblyapartofme…… ForLetheisfornomanset,AndinHellmaynomanforget。) Andtherewereflowers,andjugs,bright-glancing,AndoldItalianswords——andlooks,Amoment’sglanceoffire,offire,Spiring,leaping,flaminghigher,Intotheintense,thecloudlessblue,Untiltwosoulswereone,andflame,Andveryflesh,andyetthesame! AsifallspringswerecrushedanewIntooneglobeddropofdew! ButforthemostIthoughtofheat,Desiringgreatly……HotwhitesandThelazybodyliesatrestin,Orsun-dried,scentedgrasstonestin,Andfires,innumerablefires,GreatfagotshurlinggoldengyresOfsparksfarup,andtheredheartInsea-coals,crashingastheypartTotinyflares,andkindlingsnapping,BunchedsticksthatbursttheirstringandwrappingAndfalllikejackstraws;greenandblueTheevilflamesofdriftwoodtoo,Andheavy,sullenlumpsofcokeWithstill,fierceheatanduglysmoke……Andthenthevisionofhisface,Andtheirs,alltheirs,camelikeasword,Thrice,totheheart——andasIfellIthoughtIsawalightbefore。 Iwoke。Myhandswereblueandsore,Tornontheice。IscarcelyfeltThefrozensleetbegintomeltUponmyfaceasIbreatheddeeper,Butlaytherewarmly,likeasleeperWhoshiftshisarmonce,andmoanslow,Andthensinksbacktonight。Slow,slow,AndstillasDeath,cameSleepandDeathAndlookedatmewithquietbreath。 Unbendingfigures,blackandstarkAgainsttheintensedeepsofthedark。 Tallandliketrees。LikesweetandfireRestcreptandcreptalongmyveins,Gently。Andtherewerenomorepains…… Wasitnotbettersotolie? Thefightwasdone。EvengodstireOffighting……Mywaywasthewrong。 NowIshoulddriftanddriftalongToendlessquiet,goldenpeace…… Andletthetorturedbodycease。 Andthenalightwinkedlikeaneye……AndverymanymilesawayAgirlstoodatawarm,litdoor,Holdingalamp。RayuponrayItcloakedthesnowwithperfectlight。 AndwhereshewastherewasnonightNorcouldbe,ever。Godissure,Andinhishandsarethingssecure。 ItisnotgivenmetotraceThelovelylaughterofthatface,Likeaclearbrookmostfulloflight,Orolivesswayingonaheight,Sosilvertheyhavewings,almost; LikeagreatwordonceknownandlostAndmeaningallthings。NorhervoiceAhappysoundwherelarksrejoice,Herbody,thatgreatloveliness,Thetenderfashionofherdress,Imaynotpaintthem。 TheseIsee,Blazingthroughalleternity,Afire-wingedsign,aglorioustree! Shestoodthere,andatonceIknewThebitterthingthatImustdo。 Therecouldbenosurrendernow; ThoughSleepandDeathwerewhisperinglow。 Mywaywaswrong。So。WoulditmendIfIshrankbackbeforetheend? Andsanktodeathandcowardice? No,thelastleesmustbedrainedup,Basewinefromanignoblecup; (YetnotsobaseassleekcontentWhenIhadshrunkfrompunishment) Thewretchedbodystrainanew! Lifewasastormtowanderthrough。 Itookthewrongway。Goodandwell,AtleastmyfeetsoughtoutnotHell! ThoughnightwereoneconsumingflameImustgoonformybaseaim,Andso,perhaps,makeevilgrowTosomethingcleanbyagony…… Andreachthatlightuponthesnow…… Andtouchherdressatlast…… So,so,Icrawled。IcouldnotspeakorseeSavedimly。Theiceglaredlikefire,AlongbrightHellofchokingcold,Andeachveinwasatautenedwire,Throbbingwithtorture——andIcrawled。 Myhandswerewounds。 SoIattainedThesecondHell。ThesnowwasstainedIthought,andshookmyheadatitHowreditwas!Blacktree-rootsclutchedAndtore——andsoonthesnowwassmutchedAnew;andIlurchedbabblingon,Andthenfelldowntorestabit,AndcameuponanotherHell…… Loosestonesthaticemadeterrible,Thatrolledandgashedmenastheyfell。 Istumbled,slipped……andallwasgoneThatIhadgained。OncemoreIlayBeforethelongbrightHellofice。 Andstillthelightwasfaraway。 TherewasredmistbeforemyeyesOrIcouldtellyouhowIwentAcrosstheswayingfirmament,Aglitteringtortureofcoldstars,AndhowIfoughtinTitanwars…… Anddied……andlivedagainuponTherack……andhowthehorsesstrainWhentheirredtaskisnearlydone…… IonlyknowthattherewasPain,InfiniteandeternalPain。 AndthatIfell——androseagain。 Soshewaswalkingintheroad。 AndIstooduprightlikeaman,Once,andfellblind,andheardhercry…… Andthentherecamelongagony。 TherewasnopainwhenIawoke,Nopainatall。Rest,likeagoad,Spurredmyeyesopen——andlightbrokeUponthemlikeamillionswords: Andshewasthere。Therearenowords。 Heavenisforamoment’sspan。 Andever。 SoIspokeandsaid,\"Myhonorstandsupunbetrayed,AndIhaveseenyou。Dear……\" SharppainClosedlikeacloak…… Imoanedanddied。 Here,evenhere,thesethingsremain。 Ishalldrawnearertoherside。 Ohdearandlaughing,losttome,HiddeningreyEternity,Ishallattain,withburningfeet,Toyouandtothemercy-seat! Theagescrumbledownlikedust,Darkroses,deviouslythrustAndscatteredinsweetwine——butI,Ishallliftuptoyoumycry,AndkissyourwetlipspresentlyBeneaththeever-livingTree。 ThisinmyheartIkeepforgoad! Somewhere,inHeavenshewalksthatroad。 Somewhere……inHeaven……shewalks……that……road…… CampusSonnets: 1。BeforeanExaminationThelittlelettersdanceacrossthepage,Flauntandretire,andtrickthetiredeyes; Sickofthestrain,theglaringlight,IriseYawningandstretching,fullofemptyrageAtthedullmaunderingsofalongdeadsage,Flingupthewindows,flingasidehislies; Choosingtobreathe,notstifleandbewise,Andlettheairpourinuponmycage。 ThebreezeblowscoolandtherearestarsandstarsBeyondthedark,softmassesoftheelmsThatwhisperthingsinwindytonesandlight。 Theyseemtowheelfordim,celestialwars; AndI——IheartheclashofsilverhelmsRingicy-clearfromthefardeepsofnight。 2。TalkTobaccosmokedriftsuptothedimceilingFromhalfadozenpipesandcigarettes,Curlinginendlessshapes,inblueringswheeling,Asformlessasourtalk。Phil,drawling,betsCornellwillwintherelayinawalk,WhileBobandMacdiscusstheGiants’chances; Deepinamorris-chair,Billscowlsat\"Falk\",Johngiveslargeviewsaboutthelastfewdances。 Andsoitgoes——anidlespeechandaimless,Afewchancephrases;yetIseebehindTheemptywordsthegleamofabeautytameless,Friendshipandpeaceandfiretostrikemenblind,Tillthewholeworldseemssmallandbrighttohold—— Ofallouryouththishourispuregold。 3。MayMorningIliestretchedoutuponthewindow-seatAnddoze,andreadapageortwo,anddoze,Andfeeltheairlikewateronmeclose,GreatwavesofsunnyairthatlipandbeatWithasmallnoise,monotonousandsweet,Againstthewindow——andthescentofcool,Frailflowersbysomebrownanddew-drenchedpoolPossessesmefromdrowsyheadtofeet。 Thisisthetimeofall-sufficinglaughterAtidioticthingssomeonehasdone,Andthereisneitherpastnorvaguehereafter。 AndallyourbodystretchesinthesunAnddrinksthelightinlikealiquidthing; Filledwiththedivinelanguoroflatespring。 4。Return——1917 \"TheCollegewillreopenSept。——。\"`Catalogue’。 IwasjustaimingatthejaggedholeTornintheyellowsandbagsoftheirtrench,Whensomethingthrewmesidewayswithawrench,AndtheskiesseemedtoshrivellikeascrollAnddisappear……andproppedagainsttheboleOfabigelmIlay,andwatchedthecloudsFloatthroughtheblue,deepskyinspecklesscrowds,AndIwascleanagain,andyoung,andwhole。 Lord,whatadreamthatwas!AndwhatadozeWaitingforBilltocomealongtoclass! I’vecutitnow——andhe——Oh,hello,Fred! Why,what’sthematter?——here——don’tbeanass,Sitdownandtellme!——Whatdoyousuppose? IdreamedI……AMI……wounded?\"YOUAREDEAD。\" AlexanderVIDineswiththeCardinalofCapuaNext,then,thepeacock,giltWithallitsfeathers。Look,whatgorgeousdyesFlowintheeyes! Andhowdeep,lustrousgreensaresplashedandspiltAlongtheback,thatlikeasea-wave’screstScatterssoftbeautyo’erth’emblazonedbreast! Astrangefowl!ButmostfitForfeastslikethis,wherebyIhonoronePureasthesun! Yetglowingwiththefieryzealofit! Somewine?Yourgoblet’sempty?Letitfoam! ItisnotoftenthatyoucometoRome! YouliketheVeniceglass? Rippledwithlinesthatfloatlikewomen’scurls,Necklikeagirl’s,Fierce-glowingasachaliceintheMass? Youstart——’twasartistthen,notPopewhospoke! AveMariastella!——ah,itbroke! ’TissaidtheybreakaloneWhenpoisonwritheswithin。Afoolishtale! What,youlookpale? Caraffa,fetchasilvercup!……YouownABirthofVenus,now——orsoI’veheard,Lovelyasthebreast-plumageofabird。 AlsoaDancingFaun,HewnwiththelithegraceofPraxiteles; GlobedpearlstopleaseAsultan;goldenveilsthatdroplikelawn—— HowhappyIcouldbewithbutatitheOfyourpossessions,fortunateone!Don’twritheButtakethesecushionshere! Nowforthefruit!Greatpeaches,satin-skinned,Roughtamarind,Pomegranatesredaslips——ohtheycomedear! Butmenlikeyouwefeastatanyprice—— Aplumperhaps?They’relookingrathernice! I’llcutthethinginhalf。