第4章

类别:其他 作者:Joseph Conrad字数:18583更新时间:19/01/04 14:21:26
\"Theriverisveryangry。Look!Lookatthedriftinglogs!Canyougo?\" Dainglanceddoubtfullyonthelividexpanseofseethingwaterboundedfarawayontheothersidebythenarrowblacklineoftheforests。Suddenly,inavividwhiteflash,thelowpointoflandwiththebendingtreesonitandAlmayer\'shouse,leapedintoview,flickeredanddisappeared。DainpushedBabalatchiasideandrandowntothewater-gatefollowedbyhisshiveringboatmen。 Babalatchibackedslowlyinandclosedthedoor,thenturnedroundandlookedsilentlyuponLakamba。TheRajahsatstill,glaringstonilyuponthetable,andBabalatchigazedcuriouslyattheperplexedmoodofthemanhehadservedsomanyyearsthroughgoodandevilfortune。Nodoubttheone-eyedstatesmanfeltwithinhissavageandmuchsophisticatedbreasttheunwontedfeelingsofsympathywith,andperhapsevenpityfor,themanhecalledhismaster。Fromthesafepositionofaconfidentialadviser,hecould,inthedimvistaofpastyears,seehimself——acasualcut-throat——findingshelterunderthatman\'sroofinthemodestrice-clearingofearlybeginnings。Thencamealongperiodofunbrokensuccess,ofwisecounsels,anddeepplottingsresolutelycarriedoutbythefearlessLakamba,tillthewholeeastcoastfromPouloLauttoTanjongBatulistenedtoBabalatchi\'swisdomspeakingthroughthemouthoftherulerofSambir。Inthoselongyearshowmanydangersescaped,howmanyenemiesbravelyfaced,howmanywhitemensuccessfullycircumvented!Andnowhelookedupontheresultofsomanyyearsofpatienttoil:thefearlessLakambacowedbytheshadowofanimpendingtrouble。Therulerwasgrowingold,andBabalatchi,awareofanuneasyfeelingatthepitofhisstomach,putbothhishandstherewithasuddenlyvividandsadperceptionofthefactthathehimselfwasgrowingoldtoo;thatthetimeofrecklessdaringwaspastforbothofthem,andthattheyhadtoseekrefugeinprudentcunning。Theywantedpeace;theyweredisposedtoreform;theywerereadyeventoretrench,soastohavethewherewithaltobribetheevildaysaway,ifbribedawaytheycouldbe。Babalatchisighedforthesecondtimethatnightashesquattedagainathismaster\'sfeetandtenderedhimhisbetel-nutboxinmutesympathy。Andtheysatthereincloseyetsilentcommunionofbetel-nutchewers,movingtheirjawsslowly,expectoratingdecorouslyintothewide-mouthedbrassvesseltheypassedtooneanother,andlisteningtotheawfuldinofthebattlingelementsoutside。 \"Thereisaverygreatflood,\"remarkedBabalatchi,sadly。 \"Yes,\"saidLakamba。\"DidDaingo?\" \"Hewent,Tuan。HerandowntotheriverlikeamanpossessedoftheSheitanhimself。\" Therewasanotherlongpause。 \"Hemaygetdrowned,\"suggestedLakambaatlast,withsomeshowofinterest。 \"Thefloatinglogsaremany,\"answeredBabalatchi,\"butheisagoodswimmer,\"headdedlanguidly。 \"Heoughttolive,\"saidLakamba;\"heknowswherethetreasureis。\" Babalatchiassentedwithanill-humouredgrunt。Hiswantofsuccessinpenetratingthewhiteman\'ssecretastothelocalitywherethegoldwastobefoundwasasorepointwiththestatesmanofSambir,astheonlyconspicuousfailureinanotherwisebrilliantcareer。 Agreatpeacehadnowsucceededtheturmoilofthestorm。Onlythelittlebelatedclouds,whichhurriedpastoverheadtocatchupthemainbodyflashingsilentlyinthedistance,sentdownshortshowersthatpatteredsoftlywithasoothinghissoverthepalm-leafroof。 Lakambarousedhimselffromhisapathywithanappearanceofhavinggraspedthesituationatlast。 \"Babalatchi,\"hecalledbriskly,givinghimaslightkick。 \"AdaTuan!Iamlistening。\" \"IftheOrangBlandacomehere,Babalatchi,andtakeAlmayertoBataviatopunishhimforsmugglinggunpowder,whatwillhedo,youthink?\" \"Idonotknow,Tuan。\" \"Youareafool,\"commentedLakamba,exultingly。\"Hewilltellthemwherethetreasureis,soastofindmercy。Hewill。\" Babalatchilookedupathismasterandnoddedhisheadwithbynomeansajoyfulsurprise。Hehadnotthoughtofthis;therewasanewcomplication。 \"Almayermustdie,\"saidLakamba,decisively,\"tomakeoursecretsafe。Hemustdiequietly,Babalatchi。Youmustdoit。\" Babalatchiassented,androsewearilytohisfeet。\"To-morrow?\" heasked。 \"Yes;beforetheDutchcome。Hedrinksmuchcoffee,\"answeredLakamba,withseemingirrelevancy。 Babalatchistretchedhimselfyawning,butLakamba,intheflatteringconsciousnessofaknottyproblemsolvedbyhisownunaidedintellectualefforts,grewsuddenlyverywakeful。 \"Babalatchi,\"hesaidtotheexhaustedstatesman,\"fetchtheboxofmusicthewhitecaptaingaveme。Icannotsleep。\" AtthisorderadeepshadeofmelancholysettleduponBabalatchi\'sfeatures。Hewentreluctantlybehindthecurtainandsoonreappearedcarryinginhisarmsasmallhand-organ,whichheputdownonthetablewithanairofdeepdejection。 Lakambasettledhimselfcomfortablyinhisarm-chair。 \"Turn,Babalatchi,turn,\"hemurmured,withclosedeyes。 Babalatchi\'shandgraspedthehandlewiththeenergyofdespair,andasheturned,thedeepgloomonhiscountenancechangedintoanexpressionofhopelessresignation。ThroughtheopenshutterthenotesofVerdi\'smusicfloatedoutonthegreatsilenceovertheriverandforest。Lakambalistenedwithclosedeyesandadelightedsmile;Babalatchiturned,attimesdozingoffandswayingover,thencatchinghimselfupinagreatfrightwithafewquickturnsofthehandle。Naturesleptinanexhaustedreposeafterthefierceturmoil,whileundertheunsteadyhandofthestatesmanofSambirtheTrovatorefitfullywept,wailed,andbadegood-byetohisLeonoreagainandagaininamournfulroundoftearfulandendlessiteration。 chapter07 CHAPTERVII。 Thebrightsunshineoftheclearmistlessmorning,afterthestormynight,floodedthemainpathofthesettlementleadingfromthelowshoreofthePantaibranchoftherivertothegateofAbdulla\'scompound。Thepathwasdesertedthismorning;itstretcheditsdarkyellowsurface,hardbeatenbythetrampofmanybarefeet,betweentheclustersofpalmtrees,whosetalltrunksbarreditwithstrongblacklinesatirregularintervals,whilethenewlyrisensunthrewtheshadowsoftheirleafyheadsfarawayovertheroofsofthebuildingsliningtheriver,evenovertheriveritselfasitflowedswiftlyandsilentlypastthedesertedhouses。Forthehousesweredesertedtoo。Onthenarrowstripoftroddengrassinterveningbetweentheiropendoorsandtheroad,themorningfiressmouldereduntended,sendingthinflutedcolumnsofsmokeintothecoolair,andspreadingthethinnestveilofmysteriousbluehazeoverthesunlitsolitudeofthesettlement。Almayer,justoutofhishammock,gazedsleepilyattheunwontedappearanceofSambir,wonderingvaguelyattheabsenceoflife。Hisownhousewasveryquiet;hecouldnothearhiswife\'svoice,northesoundofNina\'sfootstepsinthebigroom,openingontheverandah,whichhecalledhissitting-room,whenever,inthecompanyofwhitemen,hewishedtoasserthisclaimstothecommonplacedecenciesofcivilisation。Nobodyeversatthere;therewasnothingtheretositupon,forMrs。Almayerinhersavagemoods,whenexcitedbythereminiscencesofthepiraticalperiodofherlife,hadtornoffthecurtainstomakesarongsfortheslave-girls,andhadburnttheshowyfurniturepiecemealtocookthefamilyrice。 ButAlmayerwasnotthinkingofhisfurniturenow。HewasthinkingofDain\'sreturn,ofDain\'snocturnalinterviewwithLakamba,ofitspossibleinfluenceonhislong-maturedplans,nownearingtheperiodoftheirexecution。Hewasalsouneasyatthenon-appearanceofDainwhohadpromisedhimanearlyvisit。\"Thefellowhadplentyoftimetocrosstheriver,\"hemused,\"andtherewassomuchtobedoneto-day。Thesettlingofdetailsfortheearlystartonthemorrow;thelaunchingoftheboats;thethousandandonefinishingtouches。Fortheexpeditionmuststartcomplete,nothingshouldbeforgotten,nothingshould——\" Thesenseoftheunwontedsolitudegrewuponhimsuddenly,andintheunusualsilencehecaughthimselflongingevenfortheusuallyunwelcomesoundofhiswife\'svoicetobreaktheoppressivestillnesswhichseemed,tohisfrightenedfancy,toportendtheadventofsomenewmisfortune。\"Whathashappened?\" hemutteredhalfaloud,asheshuffledinhisimperfectlyadjustedslipperstowardsthebalustradeoftheverandah。\"Iseverybodyasleepordead?\" Thesettlementwasaliveandverymuchawake。Itwasawakeeversincetheearlybreakofday,whenMahmatBanjer,inafitofunheard-ofenergy,aroseand,takinguphishatchet,steppedoverthesleepingformsofhistwowivesandwalkedshiveringtothewater\'sedgetomakesurethatthenewhousehewasbuildinghadnotfloatedawayduringthenight。 ThehousewasbeingbuiltbytheenterprisingMahmatonalargeraft,andhehadsecurelymooreditjustinsidethemuddypointoflandatthejunctionofthetwobranchesofthePantaisoastobeoutofthewayofdriftinglogsthatwouldnodoubtstrandonthepointduringthefreshet。Mahmatwalkedthroughthewetgrasssayingbourrouh,andcursingsoftlytohimselfthehardnecessitiesofactivelifethatdrovehimfromhiswarmcouchintothecoldofthemorning。Aglanceshowedhimthathishousewasstillthere,andhecongratulatedhimselfonhisforesightinhaulingitoutofharm\'sway,fortheincreasinglightshowedhimaconfusedwrackofdrift-logs,half-strandedonthemuddyflat,interlockedintoashapelessraftbytheirbranches,tossingtoandfroandgrindingtogetherintheeddycausedbythemeetingcurrentsofthetwobranchesoftheriver。Mahmatwalkeddowntothewater\'sedgetoexaminetherattanmooringsofhishousejustasthesunclearedthetreesoftheforestontheoppositeshore。 Ashebentoverthefasteningsheglancedagaincarelesslyattheunquietjumbleoflogsandsawtheresomethingthatcausedhimtodrophishatchetandstandup,shadinghiseyeswithhishandfromtheraysoftherisingsun。Itwassomethingred,andthelogsrolledoverit,attimesclosingroundit,sometimeshidingit。Itlookedtohimatfirstlikeastripofredcloth。 ThenextmomentMahmathadmadeitoutandraisedagreatshout。 \"Ahya!There!\"yelledMahmat。\"There\'samanamongstthelogs。\" Heputthepalmsofhishandtohislipsandshouted,enunciatingdistinctly,hisfaceturnedtowardsthesettlement:\"There\'sabodyofamanintheriver!Comeandsee!Adead——stranger!\" Thewomenofthenearesthousewerealreadyoutsidekindlingthefiresandhuskingthemorningrice。Theytookupthecryshrilly,andittravelledsofromhousetohouse,dyingawayinthedistance。Themenrushedoutexcitedbutsilent,andrantowardsthemuddypointwheretheunconsciouslogstossedandgroundandbumpedandrolledoverthedeadstrangerwiththestupidpersistencyofinanimatethings。Thewomenfollowed,neglectingtheirdomesticdutiesanddisregardingthepossibilitiesofdomesticdiscontent,whilegroupsofchildrenbroughtuptherear,warblingjoyously,inthedelightofunexpectedexcitement。 Almayercalledaloudforhiswifeanddaughter,butreceivingnoresponse,stoodlisteningintently。Themurmurofthecrowdreachedhimfaintly,bringingwithittheassuranceofsomeunusualevent。HeglancedattheriverjustashewasgoingtoleavetheverandahandcheckedhimselfatthesightofasmallcanoecrossingoverfromtheRajah\'slanding-place。Thesolitaryoccupant(inwhomAlmayersoonrecognisedBabalatchi)effectedthecrossingalittlebelowthehouseandpaddleduptotheLingardjettyinthedeadwaterunderthebank。Babalatchiclamberedoutslowlyandwentonfasteninghiscanoewithfastidiouscare,asifnotinahurrytomeetAlmayer,whomhesawlookingathimfromtheverandah。ThisdelaygaveAlmayertimetonoticeandgreatlywonderatBabalatchi\'sofficialget-up。ThestatesmanofSambirwascladinacostumebefittinghishighrank。Aloudlycheckeredsarongencircledhiswaist,andfromitsmanyfoldspeepedoutthesilverhiltofthekrissthatsawthelightonlyongreatfestivalsorduringofficialreceptions。OvertheleftshoulderandacrosstheotherwiseuncladbreastoftheageddiplomatistglistenedapatentleatherbeltbearingabrassplatewiththearmsofNetherlandsundertheinscription,\"SultanofSambir。\"Babalatchi\'sheadwascoveredbyaredturban,whosefringedendsfallingovertheleftcheekandshouldergavetohisagedfacealudicrousexpressionofjoyousrecklessness。Whenthecanoewasatlastfastenedtohissatisfactionhestraightenedhimselfup,shakingdownthefoldsofhissarong,andmovedwithlongstridestowardsAlmayer\'shouse,swingingregularlyhislongebonystaff,whosegoldheadornamentedwithpreciousstonesflashedinthemorningsun。 Almayerwavedhishandtotherighttowardsthepointofland,tohiminvisible,butinfullviewfromthejetty。 \"Oh,Babalatchi!oh!\"hecalledout;\"whatisthematterthere? canyousee?\" Babalatchistoppedandgazedintentlyatthecrowdontheriverbank,andafteralittlewhiletheastonishedAlmayersawhimleavethepath,gatheruphissaronginonehand,andbreakintoatrotthroughthegrasstowardsthemuddypoint。Almayer,nowgreatlyinterested,randownthestepsoftheverandah。Themurmurofmen\'svoicesandtheshrillcriesofwomenreachedhimquitedistinctlynow,andassoonasheturnedthecornerofhishousehecouldseethecrowdonthelowpromontoryswayingandpushingroundsomeobjectofinterest。HecouldindistinctlyhearBabalatchi\'svoice,thenthecrowdopenedbeforetheagedstatesmanandclosedafterhimwithanexcitedhum,endinginaloudshout。 AsAlmayerapproachedthethrongamanranoutandrushedpasthimtowardsthesettlement,unheedinghiscalltostopandexplainthecauseofthisexcitement。OntheveryoutskirtsofthecrowdAlmayerfoundhimselfarrestedbyanunyieldingmassofhumanity,regardlessofhisentreatiesforapassage,insensibletohisgentlepushesashetriedtoworkhiswaythroughittowardstheriverside。 Inthemidstofhisgentleandslowprogresshefanciedsuddenlyhehadheardhiswife\'svoiceinthethickestofthethrong。HecouldnotmistakeverywellMrs。Almayer\'shigh-pitchedtones,yetthewordsweretooindistinctforhimtounderstandtheirpurport。Hepausedinhisendeavourstomakeapassageforhimself,intendingtogetsomeintelligencefromthosearoundhim,whenalongandpiercingshriekrenttheair,silencingthemurmursofthecrowdandthevoicesofhisinformants。ForamomentAlmayerremainedasifturnedintostonewithastonishmentandhorror,forhewascertainnowthathehadheardhiswifewailingforthedead。HerememberedNina\'sunusualabsence,andmaddenedbyhisapprehensionsastohersafety,hepushedblindlyandviolentlyforward,thecrowdfallingbackwithcriesofsurpriseandpainbeforehisfranticadvance。 Onthepointoflandinalittleclearspacelaythebodyofthestrangerjusthauledoutfromamongstthelogs。OnonesidestoodBabalatchi,hischinrestingontheheadofhisstaffandhisoneeyegazingsteadilyattheshapelessmassofbrokenlimbs,tornflesh,andbloodstainedrags。AsAlmayerburstthroughtheringofhorrifiedspectators,Mrs。Almayerthrewherownhead-veilovertheupturnedfaceofthedrownedman,and,squattingbyit,withanothermournfulhowl,sentashiverthroughthenowsilentcrowd。Mahmat,drippingwet,turnedtoAlmayer,eagertotellhistale。 InthefirstmomentofreactionfromtheanguishofhisfearthesunshineseemedtowaverbeforeAlmayer\'seyes,andhelistenedtowordsspokenaroundhimwithoutcomprehendingtheirmeaning。 When,byastrongeffortofwill,heregainedthepossessionofhissenses,Mahmatwassaying—— \"Thatistheway,Tuan。Hissarongwascaughtinthebrokenbranch,andhehungwithhisheadunderwater。WhenIsawwhatitwasIdidnotwantithere。Iwantedittogetclearanddriftaway。Whyshouldweburyastrangerinthemidstofourhousesforhisghosttofrightenourwomenandchildren?Havewenotenoughghostsaboutthisplace?\" Amurmurofapprovalinterruptedhimhere。MahmatlookedreproachfullyatBabalatchi。 \"ButtheTuanBabalatchiorderedmetodragthebodyashore\"——hewentonlookingroundathisaudience,butaddressinghimselfonlytoAlmayer——\"andIdraggedhimbythefeet;inthroughthemudIhavedraggedhim,althoughmyheartlongedtoseehimfloatdowntherivertostrandperchanceonBulangi\'sclearing——mayhisfather\'sgravebedefiled!\" Therewassubduedlaughteratthis,fortheenmityofMahmatandBulangiwasamatterofcommonnotorietyandofundyinginteresttotheinhabitantsofSambir。InthemidstofthatmirthMrs。 Almayerwailedsuddenlyagain。 \"Allah!Whatailsthewoman!\"exclaimedMahmat,angrily。 \"Here,Ihavetouchedthiscarcasswhichcamefromnobodyknowswhere,andhavemostlikelydefiledmyselfbeforeeatingrice。ByordersofTuanBabalatchiIdidthisthingtopleasethewhiteman。Areyoupleased,OTuanAlmayer?Andwhatwillbemyrecompense?TuanBabalatchisaidarecompensetherewillbe,andfromyou。Nowconsider。Ihavebeendefiled,andifnotdefiledImaybeunderthespell。Lookathisanklets!Whoeverheardofacorpseappearingduringthenightamongstthelogswithgoldankletsonitslegs?Thereiswitchcraftthere。However,\" addedMahmat,afterareflectivepause,\"Iwillhavetheankletifthereispermission,forIhaveacharmagainsttheghostsandamnotafraid。Godisgreat!\" AfreshoutburstofnoisygrieffromMrs。AlmayercheckedtheflowofMahmat\'seloquence。Almayer,bewildered,lookedinturnathiswife,atMahmat,atBabalatchi,andatlastarrestedhisfascinatedgazeonthebodylyingonthemudwithcoveredfaceinagrotesquelyunnaturalcontortionofmangledandbrokenlimbs,onetwistedandlaceratedarm,withwhitebonesprotrudinginmanyplacesthroughthetornflesh,stretchedout;thehandwithoutspreadfingersnearlytouchinghisfoot。 \"Doyouknowwhothisis?\"heaskedofBabalatchi,inalowvoice。 Babalatchi,staringstraightbeforehim,hardlymovedhislips,whileMrs。Almayer\'spersistentlamentationsdrownedthewhisperofhismurmuredreplyintendedonlyforAlmayer\'sear。 \"Itwasfate。Lookatyourfeet,whiteman。IcanseearingonthosetornfingerswhichIknowwell。\" Sayingthis,Babalatchisteppedcarelesslyforward,puttinghisfootasifaccidentallyonthehandofthecorpseandpressingitintothesoftmud。Heswunghisstaffmenacinglytowardsthecrowd,whichfellbackalittle。 \"Goaway,\"hesaidsternly,\"andsendyourwomentotheircookingfires,whichtheyoughtnottohavelefttorunafteradeadstranger。Thisismen\'sworkhere。ItakehimnowinthenameoftheRajah。LetnomanremainherebutTuanAlmayer\'sslaves。 Nowgo!\" Thecrowdreluctantlybegantodisperse。Thewomenwentfirst,draggingawaythechildrenthathungbackwithalltheirweightonthematernalhand。Themenstrolledslowlyafterthemineverformingandchanginggroupsthatgraduallydissolvedastheynearedthesettlementandeverymanregainedhisownhousewithstepsquickenedbythehungryanticipationofthemorningrice。 Onlyontheslightelevationwherethelandslopeddowntowardsthemuddypointafewmen,eitherfriendsorenemiesofMahmat,remainedgazingcuriouslyforsometimelongeratthesmallgroupstandingaroundthebodyontheriverbank。 \"Idonotunderstandwhatyoumean,Babalatchi,\"saidAlmayer。 \"Whatistheringyouaretalkingabout?Whoeverheis,youhavetroddenthepoorfellow\'shandrightintothemud。Uncoverhisface,\"hewenton,addressingMrs。Almayer,who,squattingbytheheadofthecorpse,rockedherselftoandfro,shakingfromtimetotimeherdishevelledgreylocks,andmutteringmournfully。 \"Hai!\'exclaimedMahmat,whohadlingeredcloseby。\"Look,Tuan; thelogscametogetherso,\"andherehepressedthepalmsofhishandstogether,\"andhisheadmusthavebeenbetweenthem,andnowthereisnofaceforyoutolookat。Therearehisfleshandhisbones,thenose,andthelips,andmaybehiseyes,butnobodycouldtelltheonefromtheother。Itwaswrittenthedayhewasbornthatnomancouldlookathimindeathandbeabletosay,\'Thisismyfriend\'sface。\'\" \"Silence,Mahmat;enough!\"saidBabalatchi,\"andtakethyeyesoffhisanklet,thoueaterofpigsflesh。TuanAlmayer,\"hewenton,loweringhisvoice,\"haveyouseenDainthismorning?\" Almayeropenedhiseyeswideandlookedalarmed。\"No,\"hesaidquickly;\"haven\'tyouseenhim?IshenotwiththeRajah? Iamwaiting;whydoeshenotcome?\" Babalatchinoddedhisheadsadly。 \"Heiscome,Tuan。Heleftlastnightwhenthestormwasgreatandtheriverspokeangrily。Thenightwasveryblack,buthehadwithinhimalightthatshowedthewaytoyourhouseassmoothasanarrowbackwater,andthemanylogsnobiggerthanwispsofdriedgrass。Thereforehewent;andnowhelieshere。\" AndBabalatchinoddedhisheadtowardsthebody。 \"Howcanyoutell?\"saidAlmayer,excitedly,pushinghiswifeaside。Hesnatchedthecoveroffandlookedattheformlessmassofflesh,hair,anddryingmud,wherethefaceofthedrownedmanshouldhavebeen。\"Nobodycantell,\"headded,turningawaywithashudder。 Babalatchiwasonhiskneeswipingthemudfromthestiffenedfingersoftheoutstretchedhand。HerosetohisfeetandflashedbeforeAlmayer\'seyesagoldringsetwithalargegreenstone。 \"Youknowthiswell,\"hesaid。\"ThisneverleftDain\'shand。 I hadtotearthefleshnowtogetitoff。Doyoubelievenow?\" Almayerraisedhishandstohisheadandletthemfalllistlesslybyhissideintheutterabandonmentofdespair。Babalatchi,lookingathimcuriously,wasastonishedtoseehimsmile。A strangefancyhadtakenpossessionofAlmayer\'sbrain,distractedbythisnewmisfortune。Itseemedtohimthatformanyyearshehadbeenfallingintoadeepprecipice。Dayafterday,monthaftermonth,yearafteryear,hehadbeenfalling,falling,falling;itwasasmooth,round,blackthing,andtheblackwallshadbeenrushingupwardswithwearisomerapidity。Agreatrush,thenoiseofwhichhefanciedhecouldhearyet;andnow,withanawfulshock,hehadreachedthebottom,andbehold!hewasaliveandwhole,andDainwasdeadwithallhisbonesbroken。Itstruckhimasfunny。AdeadMalay;hehadseenmanydeadMalayswithoutanyemotion;andnowhefeltinclinedtoweep,butitwasoverthefateofawhitemanheknew;amanthatfelloveradeepprecipiceanddidnotdie。Heseemedsomehowtohimselftobestandingononeside,alittlewayoff,lookingatacertainAlmayerwhowasingreattrouble。Poor,poorfellow!Whydoesn\'thecuthisthroat?Hewishedtoencouragehim;hewasveryanxioustoseehimlyingdeadoverthatothercorpse。Whydoeshenotdieandendthissuffering?Hegroanedaloudunconsciouslyandstartedwithaffrightatthesoundofhisownvoice。Washegoingmad?Terrifiedbythethoughtheturnedawayandrantowardshishouserepeatingtohimself,Iamnotgoingmad;ofcoursenot,no,no,no!Hetriedtokeepafirmholdoftheidea。 Notmad,notmad。Hestumbledasheranblindlyupthestepsrepeatingfastandeverfasterthosewordswhereinseemedtoliehissalvation。HesawNinastandingthere,andwishedtosaysomethingtoher,butcouldnotrememberwhat,inhisextremeanxietynottoforgetthathewasnotgoingmad,whichhestillkeptrepeatingmentallyasheranroundthetable,tillhestumbledagainstoneofthearm-chairsanddroppedintoitexhausted。HesatstaringwildlyatNina,stillassuringhimselfmentallyofhisownsanityandwonderingwhythegirlshrankfromhiminopen-eyedalarm。Whatwasthematterwithher?Thiswasfoolish。Hestruckthetableviolentlywithhisclenchedfistandshoutedhoarsely,\"Givemesomegin!Run!\"Then,whileNinaranoff,heremainedinthechair,verystillandquiet,astonishedatthenoisehehadmade。 Ninareturnedwithatumblerhalffilledwithgin,andfoundherfatherstaringabsentlybeforehim。Almayerfeltverytirednow,asifhehadcomefromalongjourney。Hefeltasifhehadwalkedmilesandmilesthatmorningandnowwantedtorestverymuch。Hetookthetumblerwithashakinghand,andashedrankhisteethchatteredagainsttheglasswhichhedrainedandsetdownheavilyonthetable。HeturnedhiseyesslowlytowardsNinastandingbesidehim,andsaidsteadily—— \"Nowallisover,Nina。Heisdead,andImayaswellburnallmyboats。\" Hefeltveryproudofbeingabletospeaksocalmly。Decidedlyhewasnotgoingmad。Thiscertitudewasverycomforting,andhewentontalkingaboutthefindingofthebody,listeningtohisownvoicecomplacently。Ninastoodquietly,herhandrestinglightlyonherfather\'sshoulder,herfaceunmoved,buteverylineofherfeatures,theattitudeofherwholebodyexpressingthemostkeenandanxiousattention。 \"AndsoDainisdead,\"shesaidcoldly,whenherfatherceasedspeaking。 Almayer\'selaboratelycalmdemeanourgavewayinamomenttoanoutburstofviolentindignation。 \"Youstandthereasifyouwereonlyhalfalive,andtalktome,\" heexclaimedangrily,\"asifitwasamatterofnoimportance。 Yes,heisdead!Doyouunderstand?Dead!Whatdoyoucare? Younevercared;yousawmestruggle,andwork,andstrive,unmoved;andmysufferingyoucouldneversee。No,never。 Youhavenoheart,andyouhavenomind,oryouwouldhaveunderstoodthatitwasforyou,foryourhappinessIwasworking。Iwantedtoberich;Iwantedtogetawayfromhere。Iwantedtoseewhitemenbowinglowbeforethepowerofyourbeautyandyourwealth。OldasIamIwishedtoseekastrangeland,acivilisationtowhichIamastranger,soastofindanewlifeinthecontemplationofyourhighfortunes,ofyourtriumphs,ofyourhappiness。ForthatIborepatientlytheburdenofwork,ofdisappointment,ofhumiliationamongstthesesavageshere,andI haditallnearlyinmygrasp。\" Helookedathisdaughter\'sattentivefaceandjumpedtohisfeetupsettingthechair。 \"Doyouhear?Ihaditallthere;so;withinreachofmyhand。\" Hepaused,tryingtokeepdownhisrisinganger,andfailed。 \"Haveyounofeeling?\"hewenton。\"Haveyoulivedwithouthope?\"Nina\'ssilenceexasperatedhim;hisvoicerose,althoughhetriedtomasterhisfeelings。 \"Areyoucontenttoliveinthismiseryanddieinthiswretchedhole?Saysomething,Nina;haveyounosympathy?Haveyounowordofcomfortforme?Ithatlovedyouso。\" Hewaitedforawhileforananswer,andreceivingnoneshookhisfistinhisdaughter\'sface。 \"Ibelieveyouareanidiot!\"heyelled。 Helookedroundforthechair,pickeditupandsatdownstiffly。 Hisangerwasdeadwithinhim,andhefeltashamedofhisoutburst,yetrelievedtothinkthatnowhehadlaidclearbeforehisdaughtertheinnermeaningofhislife。Hethoughtsoinperfectgoodfaith,deceivedbytheemotionalestimateofhismotives,unabletoseethecrookednessofhisways,theunrealityofhisaims,thefutilityofhisregrets。Andnowhisheartwasfilledonlywithagreattendernessandloveforhisdaughter。 Hewantedtoseehermiserable,andtosharewithherhisdespair;buthewanteditonlyasallweaknatureslongforacompanionshipinmisfortunewithbeingsinnocentofitscause。 Ifshesufferedherselfshewouldunderstandandpityhim;butnowshewouldnot,orcouldnot,findonewordofcomfortorloveforhiminhisdireextremity。Thesenseofhisabsolutelonelinesscamehometohisheartwithaforcethatmadehimshudder。Heswayedandfellforwardwithhisfaceonthetable,hisarmsstretchedstraightout,extendedandrigid。Ninamadeaquickmovementtowardsherfatherandstoodlookingatthegreyhead,onthebroadshouldersshakenconvulsivelybytheviolenceoffeelingsthatfoundreliefatlastinsobsandtears。 Ninasigheddeeplyandmovedawayfromthetable。Herfeatureslosttheappearanceofstonyindifferencethathadexasperatedherfatherintohisoutburstofangerandsorrow。Theexpressionofherface,nowunseenbyherfather,underwentarapidchange。 ShehadlistenedtoAlmayer\'sappealforsympathy,foronewordofcomfort,apparentlyindifferent,yetwithherbreasttornbyconflictingimpulsesraisedunexpectedlybyeventsshehadnotforeseen,oratleastdidnotexpecttohappensosoon。WithherheartdeeplymovedbythesightofAlmayer\'smisery,knowingitinherpowertoenditwithaword,longingtobringpeacetothattroubledheart,sheheardwithterrorthevoiceofheroverpoweringlovecommandinghertobesilent。Andshesubmittedafterashortandfiercestruggleofheroldselfagainstthenewprincipleofherlife。Shewrappedherselfupinabsolutesilence,theonlysafeguardagainstsomefataladmission。Shecouldnottrustherselftomakeasign,tomurmurawordforfearofsayingtoomuch;andtheveryviolenceofthefeelingsthatstirredtheinnermostrecessesofhersoulseemedtoturnherpersonintoastone。Thedilatednostrilsandtheflashingeyesweretheonlysignsofthestormragingwithin,andthosesignsofhisdaughter\'semotionAlmayerdidnotsee,forhissightwasdimmedbyself-pity,byanger,andbydespair。 HadAlmayerlookedathisdaughterassheleantoverthefrontrailoftheverandahhecouldhaveseentheexpressionofindifferencegivewaytoalookofpain,andthatagainpassaway,leavingthegloriousbeautyofherfacemarredbydeep-drawnlinesofwatchfulanxiety。Thelonggrassintheneglectedcourtyardstoodverystraightbeforehereyesinthenoondayheat。Fromtheriver-banktherewerevoicesandashuffleofbarefeetapproachingthehouse;BabalatchicouldbeheardgivingdirectionstoAlmayer\'smen,andMrs。Almayer\'ssubduedwailingbecameaudibleasthesmallprocessionbearingthebodyofthedrownedmanandheadedbythatsorrowfulmatronturnedthecornerofthehouse。Babalatchihadtakenthebrokenankletofftheman\'sleg,andnowhelditinhishandashemovedbythesideofthebearers,whileMahmatlingeredbehindtimidly,inthehopesofthepromisedreward。 \"Layhimthere,\"saidBabalatchitoAlmayer\'smen,pointingtoapileofdryingplanksinfrontoftheverandah。\"Layhimthere。 HewasaKaffirandthesonofadog,andhewasthewhiteman\'sfriend。Hedrankthewhiteman\'sstrongwater,\"headded,withaffectedhorror。\"ThatIhaveseenmyself。\" Themenstretchedoutthebrokenlimbsontwoplankstheyhadlaidlevel,whileMrs。Almayercoveredthebodywithapieceofwhitecottoncloth,andafterwhisperingforsometimewithBabalatchidepartedtoherdomesticduties。Almayer\'smen,afterlayingdowntheirburden,dispersedthemselvesinquestofshadyspotswhereintoidlethedayaway。Babalatchiwasleftalonebythecorpsethatlaidrigidunderthewhiteclothinthebrightsunshine。 NinacamedownthestepsandjoinedBabalatchi,whoputhishandtohisforehead,andsquatteddownwithgreatdeference。 \"Youhaveabanglethere,\"saidNina,lookingdownonBabalatchi\'supturnedfaceandintohissolitaryeye。 \"Ihave,MemPutih,\"returnedthepolitestatesman。ThenturningtowardsMahmathebeckonedhimcloser,callingout,\"Comehere!\" Mahmatapproachedwithsomehesitation。HeavoidedlookingatNina,butfixedhiseyesonBabalatchi。 \"Now,listen,\"saidBabalatchi,sharply。\"Theringandtheankletyouhaveseen,andyouknowtheybelongedtoDainthetrader,andtonoother。Dainreturnedlastnightinacanoe。 HespokewiththeRajah,andinthemiddleofthenightlefttocrossovertothewhiteman\'shouse。Therewasagreatflood,andthismorningyoufoundhimintheriver。\" \"ByhisfeetIdraggedhimout,\"mutteredMahmatunderhisbreath。\"TuanBabalatchi,therewillbearecompense!\"heexclaimedaloud。 BabalatchiheldupthegoldbanglebeforeMahmat\'seyes。\"WhatI havetoldyou,Mahmat,isforallears。WhatIgiveyounowisforyoureyesonly。Take。\" Mahmattookthebangleeagerlyandhiditinthefoldsofhiswaist-cloth。\"AmIafooltoshowthisthinginahousewiththreewomeninit?\"hegrowled。\"ButIshalltellthemaboutDainthetrader,andtherewillbetalkenough。\" Heturnedandwentaway,increasinghispaceassoonashewasoutsideAlmayer\'scompound。 Babalatchilookedafterhimtillhedisappearedbehindthebushes。\"HaveIdonewell,MemPutih?\"heasked,humblyaddressingNina。 \"Youhave,\"answeredNina。\"Theringyoumaykeepyourself。\" Babalatchitouchedhislipsandforehead,andscrambledtohisfeet。HelookedatNina,asifexpectinghertosaysomethingmore,butNinaturnedtowardsthehouseandwentupthesteps,motioninghimawaywithherhand。 Babalatchipickeduphisstaffandpreparedtogo。Itwasverywarm,andhedidnotcareforthelongpulltotheRajah\'shouse。 YethemustgoandtelltheRajah——telloftheevent;ofthechangeinhisplans;ofallhissuspicions。Hewalkedtothejettyandbegancastingofftherattanpainterofhiscanoe。 Thebroadexpanseofthelowerreach,withitsshimmeringsurfacedottedbytheblackspecksofthefishingcanoes,laybeforehiseyes。Thefishermenseemedtoberacing。Babalatchipausedinhiswork,andlookedonwithsuddeninterest。Themanintheforemostcanoe,nowwithinhailofthefirsthousesofSambir,laidinhispaddleandstoodupshouting—— \"Theboats!theboats!Theman-of-war\'sboatsarecoming!Theyarehere!\" Inamomentthesettlementwasagainalivewithpeoplerushingtotheriverside。Themenbegantounfastentheirboats,thewomenstoodingroupslookingtowardsthebenddowntheriver。Abovethetreesliningthereachaslightpuffofsmokeappearedlikeablackstainonthebrilliantblueofthecloudlesssky。 Babalatchistoodperplexed,thepainterinhishand。Helookeddownthereach,thenuptowardsAlmayer\'shouse,andbackagainattheriverasifundecidedwhattodo。Atlasthemadethecanoefastagainhastily,andrantowardsthehouseandupthestepsoftheverandah。 \"Tuan!Tuan!\"hecalled,eagerly。\"Theboatsarecoming。 Theman-of-war\'sboats。Youhadbettergetready。Theofficerswillcomehere,Iknow。\" Almayerliftedhisheadslowlyfromthetable,andlookedathimstupidly。 \"MemPutih!\"exclaimedBabalatchitoNina,\"lookathim。Hedoesnothear。Youmusttakecare,\"headdedmeaningly。 Ninanoddedtohimwithanuncertainsmile,andwasgoingtospeak,whenasharpreportfromthegunmountedinthebowofthesteamlaunchthatwasjustthencomingintoviewarrestedthewordsonherpartedlips。Thesmilediedout,andwasreplacedbytheoldlookofanxiousattention。Fromthehillsfarawaytheechocamebacklikealong-drawnandmournfulsigh,asifthelandhadsentitinanswertothevoiceofitsmasters。 chapter08 CHAPTERVIII。 ThenewsastotheidentityofthebodylyingnowinAlmayer\'scompoundspreadrapidlyoverthesettlement。Duringtheforenoonmostoftheinhabitantsremainedinthelongstreetdiscussingthemysteriousreturnandtheunexpecteddeathofthemanwhohadbecomeknowntothemasthetrader。Hisarrivalduringthenorth-eastmonsoon,hislongsojournintheirmidst,hissuddendeparturewithhisbrig,and,aboveall,themysteriousappearanceofthebody,saidtobehis,amongstthelogs,weresubjectstowonderatandtotalkoverandoveragainwithundiminishedinterest。Mahmatmovedfromhousetohouseandfromgrouptogroup,alwaysreadytorepeathistale:howhesawthebodycaughtbythesaronginaforkedlog;howMrs。Almayercoming,oneofthefirst,athiscries,recognisedit,evenbeforehehadithauledonshore;howBabalatchiorderedhimtobringitoutofthewater。\"BythefeetIdraggedhimin,andtherewasnohead,\"exclaimedMahmat,\"andhowcouldthewhiteman\'swifeknowwhoitwas?Shewasawitch,itwaswellknown。 Anddidyouseehowthewhitemanhimselfranawayatthesightofthebody?Likeadeerheran!\"AndhereMahmatimitatedAlmayer\'slongstrides,tothegreatjoyofthebeholders。Andforallhistroublehehadnothing。TheringwiththegreenstoneTuanBabalatchikept。\"Nothing!Nothing!\"Hespatdownathisfeetinsignofdisgust,andleftthatgrouptoseekfurtheronafreshaudience。 ThenewsspreadingtothefurthermostpartsofthesettlementfoundoutAbdullainthecoolrecessofhisgodown,wherehesatoverlookinghisArabclerksandthemenloadingandunloadingtheup-countrycanoes。Reshid,whowasbusyonthejetty,wassummonedintohisuncle\'spresenceandfoundhim,asusual,verycalmandevencheerful,butverymuchsurprised。TherumourofthecaptureordestructionofDain\'sbrighadreachedtheArab\'searsthreedaysbeforefromthesea-fishermenandthroughthedwellersonthelowerreachesoftheriver。Ithadbeenpassedup-streamfromneighbourtoneighbourtillBulangi,whoseclearingwasnearesttothesettlement,hadbroughtthatnewshimselftoAbdullawhosefavourhecourted。ButrumouralsospokeofafightandofDain\'sdeathonboardhisownvessel。 AndnowallthesettlementtalkedofDain\'svisittotheRajahandofhisdeathwhencrossingtheriverinthedarktoseeAlmayer。 Theycouldnotunderstandthis。Reshidthoughtthatitwasverystrange。Hefeltuneasyanddoubtful。ButAbdulla,afterthefirstshockofsurprise,withtheoldage\'sdislikeforsolvingriddles,showedabecomingresignation。Heremarkedthatthemanwasdeadnowatallevents,andconsequentlynomoredangerous。 WherewastheusetowonderatthedecreesofFate,especiallyiftheywerepropitioustotheTrueBelievers?AndwithapiousejaculationtoAllahtheMerciful,theCompassionate,Abdullaseemedtoregardtheincidentasclosedforthepresent。 NotsoReshid。Helingeredbyhisuncle,pullingthoughtfullyhisneatlytrimmedbeard。 \"Therearemanylies,\"hemurmured。\"Hehasbeendeadoncebefore,andcametolifetodieagainnow。TheDutchwillbeherebeforemanydaysandclamourfortheman。ShallInotbelievemyeyessoonerthanthetonguesofwomenandidlemen?\" \"TheysaythatthebodyisbeingtakentoAlmayer\'scompound,\" saidAbdulla。\"IfyouwanttogothereyoumustgobeforetheDutcharrivehere。Golate。Itshouldnotbesaidthatwehavebeenseeninsidethatman\'senclosurelately。\" Reshidassentedtothetruthofthislastremarkandlefthisuncle\'sside。Heleanedagainstthelintelofthebigdoorwayandlookedidlyacrossthecourtyardthroughtheopengateontothemainroadofthesettlement。Itlayempty,straight,andyellowunderthefloodoflight。Inthehotnoontidethesmoothtrunksofpalmtrees,theoutlinesofthehouses,andawaythereattheotherendoftheroadtheroofofAlmayer\'shousevisibleoverthebushesonthedarkbackgroundofforest,seemedtoquiverintheheatradiatingfromthesteamingearth。Swarmsofyellowbutterfliesrose,andsettledtoriseagaininshortflightsbeforeReshid\'shalf-closedeyes。Fromunderhisfeetarosethedullhumofinsectsinthelonggrassofthecourtyard。 Helookedonsleepily。 Fromoneofthesidepathsamongstthehousesawomansteppedoutontheroad,aslightgirlishfigurewalkingundertheshadeofalargetraybalancedonitshead。TheconsciousnessofsomethingmovingstirredReshid\'shalf-sleepingsensesintoacomparativewakefulness。HerecognisedTaminah,Bulangi\'sslave-girl,withhertrayofcakesforsale——anapparitionofdailyrecurrenceandofnoimportancewhatever。ShewasgoingtowardsAlmayer\'shouse。Shecouldbemadeuseful。Herousedhimselfupandrantowardsthegatecallingout,\"TaminahO!\"Thegirlstopped,hesitated,andcamebackslowly。 Reshidwaited,signingtoherimpatientlytocomenearer。 WhennearReshidTaminahstoodwithdowncasteyes。Reshidlookedatherawhilebeforeheasked—— \"AreyougoingtoAlmayer\'shouse?TheysayinthesettlementthatDainthetrader,hethatwasfounddrownedthismorning,islyinginthewhiteman\'scampong。\" \"Ihaveheardthistalk,\"whisperedTaminah;\"andthismorningbytheriversideIsawthebody。WhereitisnowIdonotknow。\" \"Soyouhaveseenit?\"askedReshid,eagerly。\"IsitDain? Youhaveseenhimmanytimes。Youwouldknowhim。\" Thegirl\'slipsquiveredandsheremainedsilentforawhile,breathingquickly。 \"Ihaveseenhim,notalongtimeago,\"shesaidatlast。\"Thetalkistrue;heisdead。Whatdoyouwantfromme,Tuan? I mustgo。\" Justthenthereportofthegunfiredonboardthesteamlaunchwasheard,interruptingReshid\'sreply。Leavingthegirlherantothehouse,andmetinthecourtyardAbdullacomingtowardsthegate。 \"TheOrangBlandaarecome,\"saidReshid,\"andnowweshallhaveourreward。\" Abdullashookhisheaddoubtfully。\"Thewhitemen\'srewardsarelongincoming,\"hesaid。\"Whitemenarequickinangerandslowingratitude。Weshallsee。\" Hestoodatthegatestrokinghisgreybeardandlisteningtothedistantcriesofgreetingattheotherendofthesettlement。 AsTaminahwasturningtogohecalledherback\"Listen,girl,\"hesaid:\"therewillbemanywhitemeninAlmayer\'shouse。Youshallbetheresellingyourcakestothemenofthesea。Whatyouseeandwhatyouhearyoumaytellme。 ComeherebeforethesunsetsandIwillgiveyouabluehandkerchiefwithredspots。Nowgo,andforgetnottoreturn。\" Hegaveherapushwiththeendofhislongstaffasshewasgoingawayandmadeherstumble。 \"Thisslaveisveryslow,\"heremarkedtohisnephew,lookingafterthegirlwithgreatdisfavour。 Taminahwalkedon,hertrayonthehead,hereyesfixedontheground。Fromtheopendoorsofthehouseswereheard,asshepassed,friendlycallsinvitingherwithinforbusinesspurposes,butsheneverheededthem,neglectinghersalesinthepreoccupationofintensethinking。Sincetheveryearlymorningshehadheardmuch,shehadalsoseenmuchthatfilledherheartwithajoymingledwithgreatsufferingandfear。Beforethedawn,beforesheleftBulangi\'shousetopaddleuptoSambirshehadheardvoicesoutsidethehousewhenallinitbutherselfwereasleep。Andnow,withherknowledgeofthewordsspokeninthedarkness,sheheldinherhandalifeandcarriedinherbreastagreatsorrow。Yetfromherspringystep,erectfigure,andfaceveiledoverbytheeverydaylookofapatheticindifference,nobodycouldhaveguessedofthedoubleloadshecarriedunderthevisibleburdenofthetraypileduphighwithcakesmanufacturedbythethriftyhandsofBulangi\'swives。Inthatsupplefigurestraightasanarrow,sogracefulandfreeinitswalk,behindthosesofteyesthatspokeofnothingbutofunconsciousresignation,theresleptallfeelingsandallpassions,allhopesandallfears,thecurseoflifeandtheconsolationofdeath。Andsheknewnothingofitall。Shelivedlikethetallpalmsamongstwhomshewaspassingnow,seekingthelight,desiringthesunshine,fearingthestorm,unconsciousofeither。Theslavehadnohope,andknewofnochange。Sheknewofnoothersky,nootherwater,nootherforest,nootherworld,nootherlife。Shehadnowish,nohope,nolove,nofearexceptofablow,andnovividfeelingbutthatofoccasionalhunger,whichwasseldom,forBulangiwasrichandricewasplentifulinthesolitaryhouseinhisclearing。Theabsenceofpainandhungerwasherhappiness,andwhenshefeltunhappyshewassimplytired,morethanusual,aftertheday\'slabour。Theninthehotnightsofthesouth-westmonsoonshesleptdreamlesslyunderthebrightstarsontheplatformbuiltoutsidethehouseandovertheriver。Insidetheyslepttoo:Bulangibythedoor;