第5章

类别:其他 作者:Joseph Conrad字数:18867更新时间:19/01/04 14:21:26
hiswivesfurtherin;thechildrenwiththeirmothers。Shecouldheartheirbreathing;Bulangi\'ssleepyvoice;thesharpcryofachildsoonhushedwithtenderwords。Andsheclosedhereyestothemurmurofthewaterbelowher,tothewhisperofthewarmwindabove,ignorantofthenever-ceasinglifeofthattropicalnaturethatspoketoherinvainwiththethousandfaintvoicesofthenearforest,withthebreathoftepidwind;intheheavyscentsthatlingeredaroundherhead;inthewhitewraithsofmorningmistthathungoverherinthesolemnhushofallcreationbeforethedawn。 Suchhadbeenherexistencebeforethecomingofthebrigwiththestrangers。Sherememberedwellthattime;theuproarinthesettlement,thenever-endingwonder,thedaysandnightsoftalkandexcitement。Sherememberedherowntimiditywiththestrangemen,tillthebrigmooredtothebankbecameinamannerpartofthesettlement,andthefearworeoffinthefamiliarityofconstantintercourse。Thecallonboardthenbecamepartofherdailyround。Shewalkedhesitatinglyuptheslantingplanksofthegangwayamidsttheencouragingshoutsandmoreorlessdecentjokesofthemenidlingoverthebulwarks。Thereshesoldherwarestothosementhatspokesoloudandcarriedthemselvessofree。Therewasathrong,aconstantcomingandgoing;callsinterchanged,ordersgivenandexecutedwithshouts;therattleofblocks,theflingingaboutofcoilsofrope。Shesatoutofthewayundertheshadeoftheawning,withhertraybeforeher,theveildrawnwelloverherface,feelingshyamongstsomanymen。Shesmiledatallbuyers,butspoketonone,lettingtheirjestspasswithstolidunconcern。Sheheardmanytalestoldaroundheroffar-offcountries,ofstrangecustoms,ofeventsstrangerstill。Thosemenwerebrave;butthemostfearlessofthemspokeoftheirchiefwithfear。Oftenthemantheycalledtheirmasterpassedbeforeher,walkingerectandindifferent,intheprideofyouth,intheflashofrichdress,withatinkleofgoldornaments,whileeverybodystoodasidewatchinganxiouslyforamovementofhislips,readytodohisbidding。Thenallherlifeseemedtorushintohereyes,andfromunderherveilshegazedathim,charmed,yetfearfultoattractattention。Onedayhenoticedherandasked,\"Whoisthatgirl?\"\"Aslave,Tuan!Agirlthatsellscakes,\"adozenvoicesrepliedtogether。 Sheroseinterrortorunonshore,whenhecalledherback;andasshestoodtremblingwithheadhungdownbeforehim,hespokekindwords,liftingherchinwithhishandandlookingintohereyeswithasmile。\"Donotbeafraid,\"hesaid。Heneverspoketoheranymore。Somebodycalledoutfromtheriverbank;heturnedawayandforgotherexistence。TaminahsawAlmayerstandingontheshorewithNinaonhisarm。SheheardNina\'svoicecallingoutgaily,andsawDain\'sfacebrightenwithjoyasheleapedonshore。Shehatedthesoundofthatvoiceeversince。 AfterthatdaysheleftoffvisitingAlmayer\'scompound,andpassedthenoonhoursundertheshadeofthebrigawning。Shewatchedforhiscomingwithheartbeatingquickerandquicker,asheapproached,intoawildtumultofnewly-arousedfeelingsofjoyandhopeandfearthatdiedawaywithDain\'sretreatingfigure,leavinghertiredout,asifafterastruggle,sittingstillforalongtimeindreamylanguor。Thenshepaddledhomeslowlyintheafternoon,oftenlettinghercanoefloatwiththelazystreaminthequietbackwateroftheriver。Thepaddlehungidleinthewaterasshesatinthestern,onehandsupportingherchin,hereyeswideopen,listeningintentlytothewhisperingofherheartthatseemedtoswellatlastintoasongofextremesweetness。Listeningtothatsongshehuskedthericeathome;itdulledherearstotheshrillbickeringsofBulangi\'swives,tothesoundofangryreproachesaddressedtoherself。 Andwhenthesunwasnearitssettingshewalkedtothebathing-placeandhearditasshestoodonthetendergrassofthelowbank,herrobeatherfeet,andlookedatthereflectionofherfigureontheglass-likesurfaceofthecreek。Listeningtoitshewalkedslowlyback,herwethairhangingoverhershoulders;layingdowntorestunderthebrightstars,sheclosedhereyestothemurmurofthewaterbelow,ofthewarmwindabove;tothevoiceofnaturespeakingthroughthefaintnoisesofthegreatforest,andtothesongofherownheart。 Sheheard,butdidnotunderstand,anddrankinthedreamyjoyofhernewexistencewithouttroublingaboutitsmeaningoritsend,tillthefullconsciousnessoflifecametoherthroughpainandanger。AndshesufferedhorriblythefirsttimeshesawNina\'slongcanoedriftsilentlypastthesleepinghouseofBulangi,bearingthetwoloversintothewhitemistofthegreatriver。 Herjealousyandrageculminatedintoaparoxysmofphysicalpainthatleftherlyingpantingontheriverbank,inthedumbagonyofawoundedanimal。Butshewentonmovingpatientlyintheenchantedcircleofslavery,goingthroughhertaskdayafterdaywithallthepathosofthegriefshecouldnotexpress,eventoherself,lockedwithinherbreast。SheshrankfromNinaasshewouldhaveshrunkfromthesharpbladeofaknifecuttingintoherflesh,butshekeptonvisitingthebrigtofeedherdumb,ignorantsoulonherowndespair。ShesawDainmanytimes。 Heneverspoke,heneverlooked。Couldhiseyesseeonlyonewoman\'simage?Couldhisearshearonlyonewoman\'svoice? Henevernoticedher;notonce。 Andthenhewentaway。ShesawhimandNinaforthelasttimeonthatmorningwhenBabalatchi,whilevisitinghisfishbaskets,hadhissuspicionsofthewhiteman\'sdaughter\'sloveaffairwithDainconfirmedbeyondtheshadowofdoubt。Daindisappeared,andTaminah\'sheart,wherelayuselessandbarrentheseedsofallloveandofallhate,thepossibilitiesofallpassionsandofallsacrifices,forgotitsjoysanditssufferingswhendeprivedofthehelpofthesenses。Herhalf-formed,savagemind,theslaveofherbody——asherbodywastheslaveofanother\'swill——forgotthefaintandvagueimageoftheidealthathadfounditsbeginninginthephysicalpromptingsofhersavagenature。Shedroppedbackintothetorporofherformerlifeandfoundconsolation——evenacertainkindofhappiness——inthethoughtthatnowNinaandDainwereseparated,probablyforever。 Hewouldforget。Thisthoughtsoothedthelastpangsofdyingjealousythathadnothingnowtofeedupon,andTaminahfoundpeace。Itwaslikethedrearytranquillityofadesert,wherethereispeaceonlybecausethereisnolife。 Andnowhehadreturned。ShehadrecognisedhisvoicecallingaloudinthenightforBulangi。Shehadcreptoutafterhermastertolistenclosertotheintoxicatingsound。Dainwasthere,inaboat,talkingtoBulangi。Taminah,listeningwitharrestedbreath,heardanothervoice。Themaddeningjoy,thatonlyasecondbeforeshethoughtherselfincapableofcontainingwithinherfast-beatingheart,diedout,andlefthershiveringintheoldanguishofphysicalpainthatshehadsufferedoncebeforeatthesightofDainandNina。Ninaspokenow,orderingandentreatinginturns,andBulangiwasrefusing,expostulating,atlastconsenting。Hewentintotakeapaddlefromtheheaplyingbehindthedoor。Outsidethemurmuroftwovoiceswenton,andshecaughtawordhereandthere。Sheunderstoodthathewasfleeingfromwhitemen,thathewasseekingahiding-place,thathewasinsomedanger。Butsheheardalsowordswhichwoketherageofjealousythathadbeenasleepforsomanydaysinherbosom。Crouchinglowonthemudintheblackdarknessamongstthepiles,sheheardthewhisperintheboatthatmadelightoftoil,ofprivation,ofdanger,oflifeitself,ifinexchangetherecouldbebutashortmomentofcloseembrace,alookfromtheeyes,thefeeloflightbreath,thetouchofsoftlips。SospokeDainashesatinthecanoeholdingNina\'shandswhilewaitingforBulangi\'sreturn;andTaminah,supportingherselfbytheslimypile,feltasifaheavyweightwascrushingherdown,downintotheblackoilywateratherfeet。Shewantedtocryout;torushatthemandteartheirvagueshadowsapart;tothrowNinaintothesmoothwater,clingtoherclose,holdhertothebottomwherethatmancouldnotfindher。Shecouldnotcry,shecouldnotmove。Thenfootstepswereheardonthebambooplatformaboveherhead;shesawBulangigetintohissmallestcanoeandtakethelead,theotherboatfollowing,paddledbyDainandNina。Withaslightsplashofthepaddlesdippedstealthilyintothewater,theirindistinctformspassedbeforeherachingeyesandvanishedinthedarknessofthecreek。 Sheremainedthereinthecoldandwet,powerlesstomove,breathingpainfullyunderthecrushingweightthatthemysterioushandofFatehadlaidsosuddenlyuponherslendershoulders,andshivering,shefeltwithinaburningfire,thatseemedtofeeduponherverylife。Whenthebreakingdayhadspreadapalegoldenribbonovertheblackoutlineoftheforests,shetookuphertrayanddepartedtowardsthesettlement,goingabouthertaskpurelyfromtheforceofhabit。AssheapproachedSambirshecouldseetheexcitementandsheheardwithmomentarysurpriseofthefindingofDain\'sbody。Itwasnottrue,ofcourse。Sheknewitwell。Sheregrettedthathewasnotdead。 SheshouldhavelikedDaintobedead,soastobepartedfromthatwoman——fromallwomen。ShefeltastrongdesiretoseeNina,butwithoutanyclearobject。Shehatedher,andfearedherandshefeltanirresistibleimpulsepushinghertowardsAlmayer\'shousetoseethewhitewoman\'sface,tolookcloseatthoseeyes,tohearagainthatvoice,forthesoundofwhichDainwasreadytoriskhisliberty,hislifeeven。Shehadseenhermanytimes;shehadheardhervoicedailyformanymonthspast。 Whatwasthereinher?WhatwasthereinthatbeingtomakeamanspeakasDainhadspoken,tomakehimblindtoallotherfaces,deaftoallothervoices? Sheleftthecrowdbytheriverside,andwanderedaimlesslyamongtheemptyhouses,resistingtheimpulsethatpushedhertowardsAlmayer\'scampongtoseekthereinNina\'seyesthesecretofherownmisery。Thesunmountinghigher,shortenedtheshadowsandpoureddownuponherafloodoflightandofstiflingheatasshepassedonfromshadowtolight,fromlighttoshadow,amongstthehouses,thebushes,thetalltrees,inherunconsciousflightfromthepaininherownheart。Intheextremityofherdistressshecouldfindnowordstoprayforrelief,sheknewofnoheaventosendherprayerto,andshewanderedonwithtiredfeetinthedumbsurpriseandterrorattheinjusticeofthesufferinginflicteduponherwithoutcauseandwithoutredress。 TheshorttalkwithReshid,theproposalofAbdullasteadiedheralittleandturnedherthoughtsintoanotherchannel。Dainwasinsomedanger。Hewashidingfromwhitemen。Somuchshehadoverheardlastnight。Theyallthoughthimdead。Sheknewhewasalive,andsheknewofhishiding-place。WhatdidtheArabswanttoknowaboutthewhitemen?ThewhitemenwantwithDain? Didtheywishtokillhim?Shecouldtellthemall——no,shewouldsaynothing,andinthenightshewouldgotohimandsellhimhislifeforaword,forasmile,foragestureeven,andbehisslaveinfar-offcountries,awayfromNina。Butthereweredangers。Theone-eyedBabalatchiwhokneweverything;thewhiteman\'swife——shewasawitch。Perhapstheywouldtell。AndthentherewasNina。Shemusthurryonandsee。 InherimpatiencesheleftthepathandrantowardsAlmayer\'sdwellingthroughtheundergrowthbetweenthepalmtrees。Shecameoutatthebackofthehouse,whereanarrowditch,fullofstagnantwaterthatoverflowedfromtheriver,separatedAlmayer\'scampongfromtherestofthesettlement。Thethickbushesgrowingonthebankwerehidingfromhersightthelargecourtyardwithitscookingshed。Abovethemroseseveralthincolumnsofsmoke,andfrombehindthesoundofstrangevoicesinformedTaminahthattheMenoftheSeabelongingtothewarshiphadalreadylandedandwerecampedbetweentheditchandthehouse。TotheleftoneofAlmayer\'sslave-girlscamedowntotheditchandbentovertheshinywater,washingakettle。Totherightthetopsofthebananaplantation,visibleabovethebushes,swayedandshookunderthetouchofinvisiblehandsgatheringthefruit。Onthecalmwaterseveralcanoesmooredtoaheavystakewerecrowdedtogether,nearlybridgingtheditchjustattheplacewhereTaminahstood。Thevoicesinthecourtyardroseattimesintoanoutburstofcalls,replies,andlaughter,andthendiedawayintoasilencethatsoonwasbrokenagainbyafreshclamour。Nowandagainthethinbluesmokerushedoutthickerandblacker,anddroveinodorousmassesoverthecreek,wrappingherforamomentinasuffocatingveil;then,asthefreshwoodcaughtwellalight,thesmokevanishedinthebrightsunlight,andonlythescentofaromaticwooddriftedafar,toleewardofthecracklingfires。 Taminahrestedhertrayonastumpofatree,andremainedstandingwithhereyesturnedtowardsAlmayer\'shouse,whoseroofandpartofawhitewashedwallwerevisibleoverthebushes。Theslave-girlfinishedherwork,andafterlookingforawhilecuriouslyatTaminah,pushedherwaythroughthedensethicketbacktothecourtyard。RoundTaminahtherewasnowacompletesolitude。Shethrewherselfdownontheground,andhidherfaceinherhands。NowwhensocloseshehadnocouragetoseeNina。 AteveryburstofloudervoicesfromthecourtyardsheshiveredinthefearofhearingNina\'svoice。Shecametotheresolutionofwaitingwhereshewastilldark,andthengoingstraighttoDain\'shiding-place。Fromwhereshewasshecouldwatchthemovementsofwhitemen,ofNina,ofallDain\'sfriends,andofallhisenemies。Bothwerehatefulaliketoher,forbothwouldtakehimawaybeyondherreach。Shehidherselfinthelonggrasstowaitanxiouslyforthesunsetthatseemedsoslowtocome。 Ontheothersideoftheditch,behindthebush,bytheclearfires,theseamenofthefrigatehadencampedonthehospitableinvitationofAlmayer。Almayer,rousedoutofhisapathybytheprayersandimportunityofNina,hadmanagedtogetdownintimetothejettysoastoreceivetheofficersattheirlanding。ThelieutenantincommandacceptedhisinvitationtohishousewiththeremarkthatinanycasetheirbusinesswaswithAlmayer——andperhapsnotverypleasant,headded。Almayerhardlyheardhim。 Heshookhandswiththemabsentlyandledthewaytowardsthehouse。Hewasscarcelyconsciousofthepolitewordsofwelcomehegreetedthestrangerswith,andafterwardsrepeatedseveraltimesoveragaininhiseffortstoappearatease。Theagitationoftheirhostdidnotescapetheofficer\'seyes,andthechiefconfidedtohissubordinate,inalowvoice,hisdoubtsastoAlmayer\'ssobriety。Theyoungsub-lieutenantlaughedandexpressedinawhisperthehopethatthewhitemanwasnotintoxicatedenoughtoneglecttheofferofsomerefreshments。 \"Hedoesnotseemverydangerous,\"headded,astheyfollowedAlmayerupthestepsoftheverandah。 \"No,heseemsmoreofafoolthanaknave;Ihaveheardofhim,\" returnedthesenior。 Theysataroundthetable。Almayerwithshakinghandsmadegincocktails,offeredthemallround,anddrankhimself,witheverygulpfeelingstronger,steadier,andbetterabletofaceallthedifficultiesofhisposition。Ignorantofthefateofthebrighedidnotsuspecttherealobjectoftheofficer\'svisit。Hehadageneralnotionthatsomethingmusthaveleakedoutaboutthegunpowdertrade,butapprehendednothingbeyondsometemporaryinconveniences。Afteremptyinghisglasshebegantochateasily,lyingbackinhischairwithoneofhislegsthrownnegligentlyoverthearm。Thelieutenantastrideonhischair,aglowingcherootinthecornerofhismouth,listenedwithaslysmilefrombehindthethickvolumesofsmokethatescapedfromhiscompressedlips。Theyoungsub-lieutenant,leaningwithbothelbowsonthetable,hisheadbetweenhishands,lookedonsleepilyinthetorporinducedbyfatigueandthegin。Almayertalkedon—— \"Itisagreatpleasuretoseewhitefaceshere。Ihavelivedheremanyyearsingreatsolitude。TheMalays,youunderstand,arenotcompanyforawhiteman;moreovertheyarenotfriendly; theydonotunderstandourways。Greatrascalstheyare。 I believeIamtheonlywhitemanontheeastcoastthatisasettledresident。WegetvisitorsfromMacassarorSingaporesometimes——traders,agents,orexplorers,buttheyarerare。 Therewasascientificexplorerhereayearormoreago。Helivedinmyhouse:drankfrommorningtonight。Helivedjoyouslyforafewmonths,andwhentheliquorhebroughtwithhimwasgonehereturnedtoBataviawithareportonthemineralwealthoftheinterior。Ha,ha,ha!Good,isitnot?\" Heceasedabruptlyandlookedathisguestswithameaninglessstare。Whiletheylaughedhewasrecitingtohimselftheoldstory:\"Daindead,allmyplansdestroyed。Thisistheendofallhopeandofallthings。\"Hisheartsankwithinhim。 Hefeltakindofdeadlysickness。 \"Verygood。Capital!\"exclaimedbothofficers。Almayercameoutofhisdespondencywithanotherburstoftalk。 \"Eh!whataboutthedinner?Youhavegotacookwithyou。 That\'sallright。Thereisacookingshedintheothercourtyard。Icangiveyouagoose。Lookatmygeese——theonlygeeseontheeastcoast——perhapsonthewholeisland。Isthatyourcook?Verygood。Here,Ali,showthisChinamanthecookingplaceandtellMemAlmayertolethimhaveroomthere。Mywife,gentlemen,doesnotcomeout;mydaughtermay。Meantimehavesomemoredrink。Itisahotday。\" Thelieutenanttookthecigaroutofhismouth,lookedattheashcritically,shookitoffandturnedtowardsAlmayer。 \"Wehavearatherunpleasantbusinesswithyou,\"hesaid。 \"Iamsorry,\"returnedAlmayer。\"Itcanbenothingveryserious,surely。\" \"Ifyouthinkanattempttoblowupfortymenatleast,notaseriousmatteryouwillnotfindmanypeopleofyouropinion,\" retortedtheofficersharply。 \"Blowup!What?Iknownothingaboutit\"exclaimedAlmayer。 \"Whodidthat,ortriedtodoit?\" \"Amanwithwhomyouhadsomedealings,\"answeredthelieutenant。 \"HepassedhereunderthenameofDainMaroola。Yousoldhimthegunpowderhehadinthatbrigwecaptured。\" \"Howdidyouhearaboutthebrig?\"askedAlmayer。\"Iknownothingaboutthepowderhemayhavehad。\" \"AnArabtraderofthisplacehassenttheinformationaboutyourgoingsonheretoBatavia,acoupleofmonthsago,\"saidtheofficer。\"Wewerewaitingforthebrigoutside,butheslippedpastusatthemouthoftheriver,andwehadtochasethefellowtothesouthward。Whenhesightedusheraninsidethereefsandputthebrigashore。Thecrewescapedinboatsbeforewecouldtakepossession。Asourboatsnearedthecraftitblewupwithatremendousexplosion;oneoftheboatsbeingtooneargotswamped。Twomendrowned——thatistheresultofyourspeculation,Mr。Almayer。NowwewantthisDain。WehavegoodgroundstosupposeheishidinginSambir。Doyouknowwhereheis?Youhadbetterputyourselfrightwiththeauthoritiesasmuchaspossiblebybeingperfectlyfrankwithme。 WhereisthisDain?\" Almayergotupandwalkedtowardsthebalustradeoftheverandah。 Heseemednottobethinkingoftheofficer\'squestion。Helookedatthebodylayingstraightandrigidunderitswhitecoveronwhichthesun,decliningamongstthecloudstothewestward,threwapaletingeofred。Thelieutenantwaitedfortheanswer,takingquickpullsathishalf-extinguishedcigar。 BehindthemAlimovednoiselesslylayingthetable,rangingsolemnlytheill-assortedandshabbycrockery,thetinspoons,theforkswithbrokenprongs,andthekniveswithsaw-likebladesandloosehandles。Hehadalmostforgottenhowtopreparethetableforwhitemen。Hefeltaggrieved;MemNinawouldnothelphim。Hesteppedbacktolookathisworkadmiringly,feelingveryproud。Thismustberight;andifthemasterafterwardsisangryandswears,thensomuchtheworseforMemNina。Whydidshenothelp?Helefttheverandahtofetchthedinner。 \"Well,Mr。Almayer,willyouanswermyquestionasfranklyasitisputtoyou?\"askedthelieutenant,afteralongsilence。 Almayerturnedroundandlookedathisinterlocutorsteadily。 \"IfyoucatchthisDainwhatwillyoudowithhim?\"heasked。 Theofficer\'sfaceflushed。\"Thisisnotananswer,\"hesaid,annoyed。 \"Andwhatwillyoudowithme?\"wentonAlmayer,notheedingtheinterruption。 \"Areyouinclinedtobargain?\"growledtheother。\"Itwouldbebadpolicy,Iassureyou。AtpresentIhavenoordersaboutyourperson,butweexpectedyourassistanceincatchingthisMalay。\" \"Ah!\"interruptedAlmayer,\"justso:youcandonothingwithoutme,andI,knowingthemanwell,amtohelpyouinfindinghim。\" \"Thisisexactlywhatweexpect,\"assentedtheofficer。\"Youhavebrokenthelaw,Mr。Almayer,andyououghttomakeamends。\" \"Andsavemyself?\" \"Well,inasenseyes。Yourheadisnotinanydanger,\"saidthelieutenant,withashortlaugh。 \"Verywell,\"saidAlmayer,withdecision,\"Ishalldeliverthemanuptoyou。\" Bothofficersrosetotheirfeetquickly,andlookedfortheirside-armswhichtheyhadunbuckled。Almayerlaughedharshly。 \"Steady,gentlemen!\"heexclaimed。\"Inmyowntimeandinmyownway。Afterdinner,gentlemen,youshallhavehim。\" \"Thisispreposterous,\"urgedthelieutenant。\"Mr。Almayer,thisisnojokingmatter。Themanisacriminal。Hedeservestohang。Whilewedinehemayescape;therumourofourarrival——\" Almayerwalkedtowardsthetable。\"Igiveyoumywordofhonour,gentlemen,thatheshallnotescape;Ihavehimsafeenough。\" \"Thearrestshouldbeeffectedbeforedark,\"remarkedtheyoungsub。 \"Ishallholdyouresponsibleforanyfailure。Weareready,butcandonothingjustnowwithoutyou,\"addedthesenior,withevidentannoyance。 Almayermadeagestureofassent。\"Onmywordofhonour,\"herepeatedvaguely。\"Andnowletusdine,\"headdedbriskly。 NinacamethroughthedoorwayandstoodforamomentholdingthecurtainasideforAliandtheoldMalaywomanbearingthedishes; thenshemovedtowardsthethreemenbythetable。 \"Allowme,\"saidAlmayer,pompously。\"Thisismydaughter。 Nina,thesegentlemen,officersofthefrigateoutside,havedonemethehonourtoacceptmyhospitality。\" Ninaansweredthelowbowsofthetwoofficersbyaslowinclinationoftheheadandtookherplaceatthetableoppositeherfather。Allsatdown。Thecoxswainofthesteamlaunchcameupcarryingsomebottlesofwine。 \"Youwillallowmetohavethisputuponthetable?\"saidthelieutenanttoAlmayer。 \"What!Wine!Youareverykind。Certainly,Ihavenonemyself。 Timesareveryhard。\" ThelastwordsofhisreplywerespokenbyAlmayerinafalteringvoice。ThethoughtthatDainwasdeadrecurredtohimvividlyagain,andhefeltasifaninvisiblehandwasgrippinghisthroat。Hereachedfortheginbottlewhiletheywereuncorkingthewineandswallowedabiggulp。Thelieutenant,whowasspeakingtoNina,gavehimaquickglance。TheyoungsubbegantorecoverfromtheastonishmentandconfusioncausedbyNina\'sunexpectedappearanceandgreatbeauty。\"Shewasverybeautifulandimposing,\"hereflected,\"butafterallahalf-castegirl。\" ThisthoughtcausedhimtopluckupheartandlookatNinasideways。Nina,withcomposedface,wasansweringinalow,evenvoicetheelderofficer\'spolitequestionsastothecountryandhermodeoflife。Almayerpushedhisplateawayanddrankhisguest\'swineingloomysilence。 chapter09 CHAPTERIX。 \"CanIbelievewhatyoutellme?Itislikeataleformenthatlistenonlyhalfawakebythecampfire,anditseemstohaverunoffawoman\'stongue。\" \"Whoistherehereformetodeceive,ORajah?\"answeredBabalatchi。\"WithoutyouIamnothing。AllIhavetoldyouI believetobetrue。Ihavebeensafeformanyyearsinthehollowofyourhand。Thisisnotimetoharboursuspicions。 Thedangerisverygreat。Weshouldadviseandactatonce,beforethesunsets。\" \"Right。Right,\"mutteredLakamba,pensively。 TheyhadbeensittingforthelasthourtogetherintheaudiencechamberoftheRajah\'shouse,forBabalatchi,assoonashehadwitnessedthelandingoftheDutchofficers,hadcrossedtherivertoreporttohismastertheeventsofthemorning,andtoconferwithhimuponthelineofconducttopursueinthefaceofalteredcircumstances。Theywerebothpuzzledandfrightenedbytheunexpectedturntheeventshadtaken。TheRajah,sittingcrossleggedonhischair,lookedfixedlyatthefloor;Babalatchiwassquattingclosebyinanattitudeofdeepdejection。 \"Andwheredidyousayheishidingnow?\"askedLakamba,breakingatlastthesilencefullofgloomyforebodingsinwhichtheybothhadbeenlostforalongwhile。 \"InBulangi\'sclearing——thefurthestone,awayfromthehouse。 Theywenttherethatverynight。Thewhiteman\'sdaughtertookhimthere。Shetoldmesoherself,speakingtomeopenly,forsheishalfwhiteandhasnodecency。Shesaidshewaswaitingforhimwhilehewashere;then,afteralongtime,hecameoutofthedarknessandfellatherfeetexhausted。Helaylikeonedead,butshebroughthimbacktolifeinherarms,andmadehimbreatheagainwithherownbreath。Thatiswhatshesaid,speakingtomyface,asIamspeakingnowtoyou,Rajah。Sheislikeawhitewomanandknowsnoshame。\" Hepaused,deeplyshocked。Lakambanoddedhishead。\"Well,andthen?\"heasked。 \"Theycalledtheoldwoman,\"wentonBabalatchi,\"andhetoldthemall——aboutthebrig,andhowhetriedtokillmanymen。HeknewtheOrangBlandawereverynear,althoughhehadsaidnothingtousaboutthat;heknewhisgreatdanger。Hethoughthehadkilledmany,buttherewereonlytwodead,asIhaveheardfromthemenoftheseathatcameinthewarship\'sboats。\" \"Andtheotherman,hethatwasfoundintheriver?\"interruptedLakamba。 \"Thatwasoneofhisboatmen。Whenhiscanoewasoverturnedbythelogsthosetwoswamtogether,buttheothermanmusthavebeenhurt。Dainswam,holdinghimup。Helefthiminthebusheswhenhewentuptothehouse。Whentheyallcamedownhishearthadceasedtobeat;thentheoldwomanspoke;Dainthoughtitwasgood。Hetookoffhisankletandbrokeit,twistingitroundtheman\'sfoot。Hisringheputonthatslave\'shand。Hetookoffhissarongandclothedthatthingthatwantednoclothes,thetwowomenholdingitupmeanwhile,theirintentbeingtodeceivealleyesandtomisleadthemindsinthesettlement,sothattheycouldsweartothethingthatwasnot,andthattherecouldbenotreacherywhenthewhite-mencame。ThenDainandthewhitewomandepartedtocallupBulangiandfindahiding-place。Theoldwomanremainedbythebody。\" \"Hai!\"exclaimedLakamba。\"Shehaswisdom。\" \"Yes,shehasaDevilofherowntowhispercounselinherear,\" assentedBabalatchi。\"Shedraggedthebodywithgreattoiltothepointwheremanylogswerestranded。Allthesethingsweredoneinthedarknessafterthestormhadpassedaway。Thenshewaited。Atthefirstsignofdaylightshebatteredthefaceofthedeadwithaheavystone,andshepushedhimamongstthelogs。 Sheremainednear,watching。AtsunriseMahmatBanjercameandfoundhim。Theyallbelieved;Imyselfwasdeceived,butnotforlong。Thewhitemanbelieved,and,grieving,fledtohishouse。 WhenwewerealoneI,havingdoubts,spoketothewoman,andshe,fearingmyangerandyourmight,toldmeall,askingforhelpinsavingDain。\" \"HemustnotfallintothehandsoftheOrangBlanda,\"saidLakamba;\"butlethimdie,ifthethingcanbedonequietly。\" \"Itcannot,Tuan!Rememberthereisthatwomanwho,beinghalfwhite,isungovernable,andwouldraiseagreatoutcry。Alsotheofficersarehere。Theyareangryenoughalready。Dainmustescape;hemustgo。Wemusthelphimnowforourownsafety。\" \"Aretheofficersveryangry?\"inquiredLakamba,withinterest。 \"Theyare。Theprincipalchiefusedstrongwordswhenspeakingtome——tomewhenIsalaamedinyourname。Idonotthink,\" addedBabalatchi,afterashortpauseandlookingveryworried——\"IdonotthinkIsawawhitechiefsoangrybefore。 Hesaidwewerecarelessorevenworse。HetoldmehewouldspeaktotheRajah,andthatIwasofnoaccount。\" \"SpeaktotheRajah!\"repeatedLakamba,thoughtfully。\"Listen,Babalatchi:Iamsick,andshallwithdraw;youcrossoverandtellthewhitemen。\" \"Yes,\"saidBabalatchi,\"Iamgoingoveratonce;andastoDain?\" \"Yougethimawayasyoucanbest。Thisisagreattroubleinmyheart,\"sighedLakamba。 Babalatchigotup,and,goingclosetohismaster,spokeearnestly。 \"Thereisoneofourprausatthesouthernmouthoftheriver。 TheDutchwarshipistothenorthwardwatchingthemainentrance。 IshallsendDainoffto-nightinacanoe,bythehiddenchannels,onboardtheprau。Hisfatherisagreatprince,andshallhearofourgenerosity。LettheprautakehimtoAmpanam。 Yourgloryshallbegreat,andyourrewardinpowerfulfriendship。AlmayerwillnodoubtdeliverthedeadbodyasDain\'stotheofficers,andthefoolishwhitemenshallsay,\'Thisisverygood;lettherebepeace。\'Andthetroubleshallberemovedfromyourheart,Rajah。\" \"True!true!\"saidLakamba。 \"And,thisbeingaccomplishedbymewhoamyourslave,youshallrewardwithageneroushand。ThatIknow!Thewhitemanisgrievingforthelosttreasure,inthemannerofwhitemenwhothirstafterdollars。Now,whenallotherthingsareinorder,weshallperhapsobtainthetreasurefromthewhiteman。Dainmustescape,andAlmayermustlive。\" \"Nowgo,Babalatchi,go!\"saidLakamba,gettingoffhischair。 \"Iamverysick,andwantmedicine。Tellthewhitechiefso。\" ButBabalatchiwasnottobegotridofinthissummarymanner。 Heknewthathismaster,afterthemannerofthegreat,likedtoshifttheburdenoftoilanddangerontohisservants\' shoulders,butinthedifficultstraitsinwhichtheywerenowtheRajahmustplayhispart。Hemaybeverysickforthewhitemen,foralltheworldifheliked,aslongashewouldtakeuponhimselftheexecutionofpartatleastofBabalatchi\'scarefullythought-ofplan。BabalatchiwantedabigcanoemannedbytwelvementobesentoutafterdarktowardsBulangi\'sclearing。Dainmayhavetobeoverpowered。Amaninlovecannotbeexpectedtoseeclearlythepathofsafetyifitleadshimawayfromtheobjectofhisaffections,arguedBabalatchi,andinthatcasetheywouldhavetouseforceinordertomakehimgo。WouldtheRajahseethattrustymenmannedthecanoe?Thethingmustbedonesecretly。PerhapstheRajahwouldcomehimself,soastobringalltheweightofhisauthoritytobearuponDainifheshouldproveobstinateandrefusetoleavehishiding-place。TheRajahwouldnotcommithimselftoadefinitepromise,andanxiouslypressedBabalatchitogo,beingafraidofthewhitemenpayinghimanunexpectedvisit。Theagedstatesmanreluctantlytookhisleaveandwentintothecourtyard。 BeforegoingdowntohisboatBabalatchistoppedforawhileinthebigopenspacewherethethick-leavedtreesputblackpatchesofshadowwhichseemedtofloatonafloodofsmooth,intenselightthatrolleduptothehousesanddowntothestockadeandovertheriver,whereitbrokeandsparkledinthousandsofglitteringwavelets,likeabandwovenofazureandgoldedgedwiththebrilliantgreenoftheforestsguardingbothbanksofthePantai。Intheperfectcalmbeforethecomingoftheafternoonbreezetheirregularlyjaggedlineoftree-topsstoodunchanging,asiftracedbyanunsteadyhandontheclearblueofthehotsky。Inthespaceshelteredbythehighpalisadestherelingeredthesmellofdecayingblossomsfromthesurroundingforest,ataintofdryingfish;withnowandthenawhiffofacridsmokefromthecookingfireswheniteddieddownfromundertheleafyboughsandclunglazilyabouttheburnt-upgrass。 AsBabalatchilookedupattheflagstaffover-toppingagroupoflowtreesinthemiddleofthecourtyard,thetricolourflagoftheNetherlandsstirredslightlyforthefirsttimesinceithadbeenhoistedthatmorningonthearrivaloftheman-of-warboats。 Withafaintrustleoftreesthebreezecamedowninlightpuffs,playingcapriciouslyforatimewiththisemblemofLakamba\'spower,thatwasalsothemarkofhisservitude;thenthebreezefreshenedinasharpgustofwind,andtheflagflewoutstraightandsteadyabovethetrees。Adarkshadowranalongtheriver,rollingoverandcoveringupthesparkleofdecliningsunlight。 Abigwhitecloudsailedslowlyacrossthedarkeningsky,andhungtothewestwardasifwaitingforthesuntojoinitthere。 Menandthingsshookoffthetorporofthehotafternoonandstirredintolifeunderthefirstbreathoftheseabreeze。 Babalatchihurrieddowntothewater-gate;yetbeforehepassedthroughithepausedtolookroundthecourtyard,withitslightandshade,withitscheeryfires,withthegroupsofLakamba\'ssoldiersandretainersscatteredabout。Hisownhousestoodamongsttheotherbuildingsinthatenclosure,andthestatesmanofSambiraskedhimselfwithasinkingheartwhenandhowwoulditbegivenhimtoreturntothathouse。Hehadtodealwithamanmoredangerousthananywildbeastofhisexperience:aproudman,amanwilfulafterthemannerofprinces,amaninlove。 Andhewasgoingforthtospeaktothatmanwordsofcoldandworldlywisdom。Couldanythingbemoreappalling?Whatifthatmanshouldtakeumbrageatsomefanciedslighttohishonourordisregardofhisaffectionsandsuddenly\"amok\"?Thewiseadviserwouldbethefirstvictim,nodoubt,anddeathwouldbehisreward。Andunderlyingthehorrorofthissituationtherewasthedangerofthosemeddlesomefools,thewhitemen。A visionofcomfortlessexileinfar-offMaduraroseupbeforeBabalatchi。Wouldn\'tthatbeworsethandeathitself?Andtherewasthathalf-whitewomanwiththreateningeyes。Howcouldhetellwhatanincomprehensiblecreatureofthatsortwouldorwouldnotdo?SheknewsomuchthatshemadethekillingofDainanimpossibility。Thatmuchwascertain。Andyetthesharp,rough-edgedkrissisagoodanddiscreetfriend,thoughtBabalatchi,asheexaminedhisownlovingly,andputitbackinthesheath,withasighofregret,beforeunfasteninghiscanoe。 Ashecastoffthepainter,pushedoutintothestream,andtookuphispaddle,herealisedvividlyhowunsatisfactoryitwastohavewomenmixedupinstateaffairs。Youngwomen,ofcourse。 ForMrs。Almayer\'smaturewisdom,andfortheeasyaptitudeinintriguethatcomeswithyearstothefemininemind,hefeltthemostsincererespect。 Hepaddledleisurely,lettingthecanoedriftdownashecrossedtowardsthepoint。Thesunwashighyet,andnothingpressed。 Hisworkwouldcommenceonlywiththecomingofdarkness。 AvoidingtheLingardjetty,heroundedthepoint,andpaddledupthecreekatthebackofAlmayer\'shouse。Thereweremanycanoeslyingthere,theirnosesalldrawntogether,fastenedalltothesamestake。Babalatchipushedhislittlecraftinamongstthemandsteppedonshore。Ontheothersideoftheditchsomethingmovedinthegrass。 \"Who\'sthathiding?\"hailedBabalatchi。\"Comeoutandspeaktome。\" Nobodyanswered。Babalatchicrossedover,passingfromboattoboat,andpokedhisstaffviciouslyinthesuspiciousplace。 Taminahjumpedupwithacry。 \"Whatareyoudoinghere?\"heasked,surprised。\"Ihavenearlysteppedonyourtray。AmIaDyakthatyoushouldhideatmysight?\" \"Iwasweary,and——Islept,\"whisperedTaminah,confusedly。 \"Youslept!Youhavenotsoldanythingto-day,andyouwillbebeatenwhenyoureturnhome,\"saidBabalatchi。 Taminahstoodbeforehimabashedandsilent。Babalatchilookedherovercarefullywithgreatsatisfaction。DecidedlyhewouldofferfiftydollarsmoretothatthiefBulangi。Thegirlpleasedhim。 \"Nowyougohome。Itislate,\"hesaidsharply。\"TellBulangithatIshallbenearhishousebeforethenightishalfover,andthatIwanthimtomakeallthingsreadyforalongjourney。Youunderstand?Alongjourneytothesouthward。Tellhimthatbeforesunset,anddonotforgetmywords。\" Taminahmadeagestureofassent,andwatchedBabalatchirecrosstheditchanddisappearthroughthebushesborderingAlmayer\'scompound。Shemovedalittlefurtheroffthecreekandsankinthegrassagain,lyingdownonherface,shiveringindry-eyedmisery。 Babalatchiwalkedstraighttowardsthecooking-shedlookingforMrs。Almayer。Thecourtyardwasinagreatuproar。AstrangeChinamanhadpossessionofthekitchenfireandwasnoisilydemandinganothersaucepan。Hehurledobjurgations,intheCantondialectandbadMalay,againstthegroupofslave-girlsstandingalittlewayoff,halffrightened,halfamused,athisviolence。Fromthecampingfiresroundwhichtheseamenofthefrigateweresittingcamewordsofencouragement,mingledwithlaughterandjeering。InthemidstofthisnoiseandconfusionBabalatchimetAli,anemptydishinhishand。 \"Wherearethewhitemen?\"askedBabalatchi。 \"Theyareeatinginthefrontverandah,\"answeredAli。\"Donotstopme,Tuan。Iamgivingthewhitementheirfoodandambusy。\" \"Where\'sMemAlmayer?\" \"Insideinthepassage。Sheislisteningtothetalk。\" Aligrinnedandpassedon;Babalatchiascendedtheplankwaytotherearverandah,andbeckoningoutMrs。Almayer,engagedherinearnestconversation。Throughthelongpassage,closedatthefurtherendbytheredcurtain,theycouldhearfromtimetotimeAlmayer\'svoiceminglinginconversationwithanabruptloudnessthatmadeMrs。AlmayerlooksignificantlyatBabalatchi。 \"Listen,\"shesaid。\"Hehasdrunkmuch。\" \"Hehas,\"whisperedBabalatchi。\"Hewillsleepheavilyto-night。\" Mrs。Almayerlookeddoubtful。 \"Sometimesthedevilofstrongginmakeshimkeepawake,andhewalksupanddowntheverandahallnight,cursing;thenwestandafaroff,\"explainedMrs。Almayer,withthefullerknowledgebornoftwentyoddyearsofmarriedlife。 \"Butthenhedoesnothear,norunderstand,andhishand,ofcourse,hasnostrength。Wedonotwanthimtohearto-night。\" \"No,\"assentedMrs。Almayer,energetically,butinacautiouslysubduedvoice。\"Ifhehearshewillkill。\" Babalatchilookedincredulous。 \"HaiTuan,youmaybelieveme。HaveInotlivedmanyyearswiththatman?HaveInotseendeathinthatman\'seyesmorethanoncewhenIwasyoungerandheguessedatmanythings。HadhebeenamanofmyownpeopleIwouldnothaveseensuchalooktwice;buthe——\" WithacontemptuousgesturesheseemedtoflingunutterablescornonAlmayer\'sweak-mindedaversiontosuddenbloodshed。 \"Ifhehasthewishbutnotthestrength,thenwhatdowefear?\" askedBabalatchi,afterashortsilenceduringwhichtheybothlistenedtoAlmayer\'sloudtalktillitsubsidedintothemurmurofgeneralconversation。\"Whatdowefear?\"repeatedBabalatchiagain。 \"Tokeepthedaughterwhomheloveshewouldstrikeintoyourheartandminewithouthesitation,\"saidMrs。Almayer。\"Whenthegirlisgonehewillbelikethedevilunchained。ThenyouandI hadbetterbeware。\" \"Iamanoldmanandfearnotdeath,\"answeredBabalatchi,withamendaciousassumptionofindifference。\"Butwhatwillyoudo?\" \"Iamanoldwoman,andwishtolive,\"retortedMrs。Almayer。 \"Sheismydaughteralso。IshallseeksafetyatthefeetofourRajah,speakinginthenameofthepastwhenwebothwereyoung,andhe——\" Babalatchiraisedhishand。 \"Enough。Youshallbeprotected,\"hesaidsoothingly。 AgainthesoundofAlmayer\'svoicewasheard,andagaininterruptingtheirtalk,theylistenedtotheconfusedbutloudutterancecominginburstsofunequalstrength,withunexpectedpausesandnoisyrepetitionsthatmadesomewordsandsentencesfallclearanddistinctontheirearsoutofthemeaninglessjumbleofexcitedshoutingsemphasisedbythethumpingofAlmayer\'sfistuponthetable。Ontheshortintervalsofsilence,thehighcomplainingnoteoftumblers,standingclosetogetherandvibratingtotheshock,lingered,growingfainter,tillitleaptupagainintotumultuousringing,whenanewideastartedanewrushofwordsandbroughtdowntheheavyhandagain。Atlastthequarrelsomeshoutingceased,andthethinplaintofdisturbedglassdiedawayintoreluctantquietude。 BabalatchiandMrs。Almayerhadlistenedcuriously,theirbodiesbentandtheirearsturnedtowardsthepassage。Ateveryloudershouttheynoddedateachotherwitharidiculousaffectationofscandalisedpropriety,andtheyremainedinthesameattitudeforsometimeafterthenoisehadceased。 \"Thisisthedevilofgin,\"whisperedMrs。Almayer。\"Yes;hetalkslikethatsometimeswhenthereisnobodytohearhim。\" \"Whatdoeshesay?\"inquiredBabalatchi,eagerly。\"Yououghttounderstand。\" \"Ihaveforgottentheirtalk。AlittleIunderstood。HespokewithoutanyrespectofthewhiterulerinBatavia,andofprotection,andsaidhehadbeenwronged;hesaidthatseveraltimes。MoreIdidnotunderstand。Listen!Againhespeaks!\" \"Tse!tse!tse!\"clickedBabalatchi,tryingtoappearshocked,butwithajoyoustwinkleofhissolitaryeye。\"Therewillbegreattroublebetweenthosewhitemen。Iwillgoroundnowandsee。Youtellyourdaughterthatthereisasuddenandalongjourneybeforeher,withmuchgloryandsplendourattheend。 AndtellherthatDainmustgo,orhemustdie,andthathewillnotgoalone。\" \"No,hewillnotgoalone,\"slowlyrepeatedMrs。Almayer,withathoughtfulair,asshecreptintothepassageafterseeingBabalatchidisappearroundthecornerofthehouse。 ThestatesmanofSambir,undertheimpulseofvividcuriosity,madehiswayquicklytothefrontofthehouse,butoncetherehemovedslowlyandcautiouslyashecreptstepbystepupthestairsoftheverandah。Onthehigheststephesatdownquietly,hisfeetonthestepsbelow,readyforflightshouldhispresenceproveunwelcome。Hefeltprettysafeso。Thetablestoodnearlyendwaystohim,andhesawAlmayer\'sback;atNinahelookedfullface,andhadasideviewofbothofficers;butofthefourpersonssittingatthetableonlyNinaandtheyoungerofficernoticedhisnoiselessarrival。ThemomentarydroppingofNina\'seyelidsacknowledgedBabalatchi\'spresence;shethenspokeatoncetotheyoungsub,whoturnedtowardsherwithattentivealacrity,buthergazewasfastenedsteadilyonherfather\'sfacewhileAlmayerwasspeakinguproariously。 \"……disloyaltyandunscrupulousness!Whathaveyoueverdonetomakemeloyal?Youhavenogriponthiscountry。Ihadtotakecareofmyself,andwhenIaskedforprotectionIwasmetwiththreatsandcontempt,andhadArabslanderthrowninmyface。I!awhiteman!\" \"Don\'tbeviolent,Almayer,\"remonstratedthelieutenant;\"Ihaveheardallthisalready。\" \"Thenwhydoyoutalktomeaboutscruples?Iwantedmoney,andIgavepowderinexchange。HowcouldIknowthatsomeofyourwretchedmenweregoingtobeblownup?Scruples!Pah!\" Hegropedunsteadilyamongstthebottles,tryingoneafteranother,grumblingtohimselfthewhile。 \"Nomorewine,\"hemuttereddiscontentedly。 \"Youhavehadenough,Almayer,\"saidthelieutenant,ashelightedacigar。\"Isitnottimetodelivertousyourprisoner? ItakeityouhavethatDainMaroolastowedawaysafelysomewhere。Stillwehadbettergetthatbusinessover,andthenweshallhavemoredrink。Come!don\'tlookatmelikethis。\" Almayerwasstaringwithstonyeyes,histremblingfingersfumblingabouthisthroat。 \"Gold,\"hesaidwithdifficulty。\"Hem!Ahandonthewindpipe,youknow。Sureyouwillexcuse。Iwantedtosay——alittlegoldforalittlepowder。What\'sthat?\" \"Iknow,Iknow,\"saidthelieutenantsoothingly。 \"No!Youdon\'tknow。Notoneofyouknows!\"shoutedAlmayer。 \"Thegovernmentisafool,Itellyou。Heapsofgold。I amthemanthatknows;Iandanotherone。Buthewon\'tspeak。Heis——\" Hecheckedhimselfwithafeeblesmile,and,makinganunsuccessfulattempttopattheofficerontheshoulder,knockedoveracoupleofemptybottles。 \"Personallyyouareafinefellow,\"hesaidverydistinctly,inapatronisingmanner。Hisheadnoddeddrowsilyashesatmutteringtohimself。