第3章

类别:其他 作者:GILBERT K.CHESTERTON字数:17319更新时间:19/01/04 16:43:49
Itistrustingtoaconsensusofcommonhumanvoicesratherthantosomeisolatedorarbitraryrecord。ThemanwhoquotessomeGermanhistorianagainstthetraditionoftheCatholicChurch,forinstance,isstrictlyappealingtoaristocracy。Heisappealingtothesuperiorityofoneexpertagainsttheawfulauthorityofamob。 Itisquiteeasytoseewhyalegendistreated,andoughttobetreated,morerespectfullythanabookofhistory。Thelegendisgenerallymadebythemajorityofpeopleinthevillage,whoaresane。 Thebookisgenerallywrittenbytheonemaninthevillagewhoismad。 ThosewhourgeagainsttraditionthatmeninthepastwereignorantmaygoandurgeitattheCarltonClub,alongwiththestatementthatvotersintheslumsareignorant。Itwillnotdoforus。 Ifweattachgreatimportancetotheopinionofordinarymeningreatunanimitywhenwearedealingwithdailymatters,thereisnoreasonwhyweshoulddisregarditwhenwearedealingwithhistoryorfable。 Traditionmaybedefinedasanextensionofthefranchise。 Traditionmeansgivingvotestothemostobscureofallclasses,ourancestors。Itisthedemocracyofthedead。Traditionrefusestosubmittothesmallandarrogantoligarchyofthosewhomerelyhappentobewalkingabout。Alldemocratsobjecttomenbeingdisqualifiedbytheaccidentofbirth;traditionobjectstotheirbeingdisqualifiedbytheaccidentofdeath。Democracytellsusnottoneglectagoodman’sopinion,evenifheisourgroom; traditionasksusnottoneglectagoodman’sopinion,evenifheisourfather。I,atanyrate,cannotseparatethetwoideasofdemocracyandtradition;itseemsevidenttomethattheyarethesameidea。 Wewillhavethedeadatourcouncils。TheancientGreeksvotedbystones;theseshallvotebytombstones。Itisallquiteregularandofficial,formosttombstones,likemostballotpapers,aremarkedwithacross。 Ihavefirsttosay,therefore,thatifIhavehadabias,itwasalwaysabiasinfavourofdemocracy,andthereforeoftradition。 BeforewecometoanytheoreticorlogicalbeginningsIamcontenttoallowforthatpersonalequation;Ihavealwaysbeenmoreinclinedtobelievetheruckofhard-workingpeoplethantobelievethatspecialandtroublesomeliteraryclasstowhichIbelong。 Iprefereventhefanciesandprejudicesofthepeoplewhoseelifefromtheinsidetotheclearestdemonstrationsofthepeoplewhoseelifefromtheoutside。Iwouldalwaystrusttheoldwives’ fablesagainsttheoldmaids’facts。Aslongaswitismotherwititcanbeaswildasitpleases。 Now,Ihavetoputtogetherageneralposition,andIpretendtonotraininginsuchthings。Iproposetodoit,therefore,bywritingdownoneafteranotherthethreeorfourfundamentalideaswhichIhavefoundformyself,prettymuchinthewaythatIfoundthem。ThenIshallroughlysynthesisethem,summingupmypersonalphilosophyornaturalreligion;thenI shalldescribemystartlingdiscoverythatthewholethinghadbeendiscoveredbefore。IthadbeendiscoveredbyChristianity。 ButoftheseprofoundpersuasionswhichIhavetorecountinorder,theearliestwasconcernedwiththiselementofpopulartradition。 AndwithouttheforegoingexplanationtouchingtraditionanddemocracyIcouldhardlymakemymentalexperienceclear。Asitis,IdonotknowwhetherIcanmakeitclear,butInowproposetotry。 Myfirstandlastphilosophy,thatwhichIbelieveinwithunbrokencertainty,Ilearntinthenursery。Igenerallylearntitfromanurse;thatis,fromthesolemnandstar-appointedpriestessatonceofdemocracyandtradition。ThethingsIbelievedmostthen,thethingsIbelievemostnow,arethethingscalledfairytales。 Theyseemtometobetheentirelyreasonablethings。Theyarenotfantasies:comparedwiththemotherthingsarefantastic。 Comparedwiththemreligionandrationalismarebothabnormal,thoughreligionisabnormallyrightandrationalismabnormallywrong。 Fairylandisnothingbutthesunnycountryofcommonsense。 Itisnotearththatjudgesheaven,butheaventhatjudgesearth; soformeatleastitwasnotearththatcriticisedelfland,butelflandthatcriticisedtheearth。IknewthemagicbeanstalkbeforeIhadtastedbeans;IwassureoftheManintheMoonbeforeI wascertainofthemoon。Thiswasatonewithallpopulartradition。 Modernminorpoetsarenaturalists,andtalkaboutthebushorthebrook; butthesingersoftheoldepicsandfablesweresupernaturalists,andtalkedaboutthegodsofbrookandbush。Thatiswhatthemodernsmeanwhentheysaythattheancientsdidnot\"appreciateNature,\" becausetheysaidthatNaturewasdivine。Oldnursesdonottellchildrenaboutthegrass,butaboutthefairiesthatdanceonthegrass;andtheoldGreekscouldnotseethetreesforthedryads。 ButIdealherewithwhatethicandphilosophycomefrombeingfedonfairytales。IfIweredescribingthemindetailIcouldnotemanynobleandhealthyprinciplesthatarisefromthem。 Thereisthechivalrouslessonof\"JacktheGiantKiller\";thatgiantsshouldbekilledbecausetheyaregigantic。Itisamanlymutinyagainstprideassuch。Fortherebelisolderthanallthekingdoms,andtheJacobinhasmoretraditionthantheJacobite。Thereisthelessonof\"Cinderella,\"whichisthesameasthatoftheMagnificat—— EXALTAVITHUMILES。Thereisthegreatlessonof\"BeautyandtheBeast\"; thatathingmustbelovedBEFOREitisloveable。Thereistheterribleallegoryofthe\"SleepingBeauty,\"whichtellshowthehumancreaturewasblessedwithallbirthdaygifts,yetcursedwithdeath; andhowdeathalsomayperhapsbesoftenedtoasleep。ButIamnotconcernedwithanyoftheseparatestatutesofelfland,butwiththewholespiritofitslaw,whichIlearntbeforeIcouldspeak,andshallretainwhenIcannotwrite。Iamconcernedwithacertainwayoflookingatlife,whichwascreatedinmebythefairytales,buthassincebeenmeeklyratifiedbythemerefacts。 Itmightbestatedthisway。Therearecertainsequencesordevelopments(casesofonethingfollowinganother),whichare,inthetruesenseoftheword,reasonable。Theyare,inthetruesenseoftheword,necessary。Sucharemathematicalandmerelylogicalsequences。Weinfairyland(whoarethemostreasonableofallcreatures)admitthatreasonandthatnecessity。 Forinstance,iftheUglySistersareolderthanCinderella,itis(inanironandawfulsense)NECESSARYthatCinderellaisyoungerthantheUglySisters。Thereisnogettingoutofit。 Haeckelmaytalkasmuchfatalismaboutthatfactashepleases: itreallymustbe。IfJackisthesonofamiller,amilleristhefatherofJack。Coldreasondecreesitfromherawfulthrone: andweinfairylandsubmit。Ifthethreebrothersallridehorses,therearesixanimalsandeighteenlegsinvolved:thatistruerationalism,andfairylandisfullofit。ButasIputmyheadoverthehedgeoftheelvesandbegantotakenoticeofthenaturalworld,Iobservedanextraordinarything。Iobservedthatlearnedmeninspectaclesweretalkingoftheactualthingsthathappened—— dawnanddeathandsoon——asifTHEYwererationalandinevitable。 TheytalkedasifthefactthattreesbearfruitwerejustasNECESSARY asthefactthattwoandonetreesmakethree。Butitisnot。 Thereisanenormousdifferencebythetestoffairyland;whichisthetestoftheimagination。YoucannotIMAGINEtwoandonenotmakingthree。Butyoucaneasilyimaginetreesnotgrowingfruit; youcanimaginethemgrowinggoldencandlesticksortigershangingonbythetail。ThesemeninspectaclesspokemuchofamannamedNewton,whowashitbyanapple,andwhodiscoveredalaw。 Buttheycouldnotbegottoseethedistinctionbetweenatruelaw,alawofreason,andthemerefactofapplesfalling。IftheapplehitNewton’snose,Newton’snosehittheapple。Thatisatruenecessity: becausewecannotconceivetheoneoccurringwithouttheother。 Butwecanquitewellconceivetheapplenotfallingonhisnose; wecanfancyitflyingardentlythroughtheairtohitsomeothernose,ofwhichithadamoredefinitedislike。Wehavealwaysinourfairytaleskeptthissharpdistinctionbetweenthescienceofmentalrelations,inwhichtherereallyarelaws,andthescienceofphysicalfacts,inwhichtherearenolaws,butonlyweirdrepetitions。Webelieveinbodilymiracles,butnotinmentalimpossibilities。WebelievethataBean-stalkclimbeduptoHeaven;butthatdoesnotatallconfuseourconvictionsonthephilosophicalquestionofhowmanybeansmakefive。 Hereisthepeculiarperfectionoftoneandtruthinthenurserytales。Themanofsciencesays,\"Cutthestalk,andtheapplewillfall\";buthesaysitcalmly,asiftheoneideareallyleduptotheother。Thewitchinthefairytalesays,\"Blowthehorn,andtheogre’scastlewillfall\";butshedoesnotsayitasifitweresomethinginwhichtheeffectobviouslyaroseoutofthecause。 Doubtlessshehasgiventheadvicetomanychampions,andhasseenmanycastlesfall,butshedoesnotloseeitherherwonderorherreason。 Shedoesnotmuddleherheaduntilitimaginesanecessarymentalconnectionbetweenahornandafallingtower。Butthescientificmendomuddletheirheads,untiltheyimagineanecessarymentalconnectionbetweenanappleleavingthetreeandanapplereachingtheground。Theydoreallytalkasiftheyhadfoundnotonlyasetofmarvellousfacts,butatruthconnectingthosefacts。 Theydotalkasiftheconnectionoftwostrangethingsphysicallyconnectedthemphilosophically。Theyfeelthatbecauseoneincomprehensiblethingconstantlyfollowsanotherincomprehensiblethingthetwotogethersomehowmakeupacomprehensiblething。 Twoblackriddlesmakeawhiteanswer。 Infairylandweavoidtheword\"law\";butinthelandofsciencetheyaresingularlyfondofit。Thustheywillcallsomeinterestingconjectureabouthowforgottenfolkspronouncedthealphabet,Grimm’sLaw。ButGrimm’sLawisfarlessintellectualthanGrimm’sFairyTales。Thetalesare,atanyrate,certainlytales; whilethelawisnotalaw。Alawimpliesthatweknowthenatureofthegeneralisationandenactment;notmerelythatwehavenoticedsomeoftheeffects。Ifthereisalawthatpick-pocketsshallgotoprison,itimpliesthatthereisanimaginablementalconnectionbetweentheideaofprisonandtheideaofpickingpockets。 Andweknowwhattheideais。Wecansaywhywetakelibertyfromamanwhotakesliberties。Butwecannotsaywhyaneggcanturnintoachickenanymorethanwecansaywhyabearcouldturnintoafairyprince。AsIDEAS,theeggandthechickenarefurtherofffromeachotherthanthebearandtheprince;fornoegginitselfsuggestsachicken,whereassomeprincesdosuggestbears。 Granted,then,thatcertaintransformationsdohappen,itisessentialthatweshouldregardtheminthephilosophicmanneroffairytales,notintheunphilosophicmannerofscienceandthe\"LawsofNature。\" Whenweareaskedwhyeggsturntobirdsorfruitsfallinautumn,wemustanswerexactlyasthefairygodmotherwouldanswerifCinderellaaskedherwhymiceturnedtohorsesorherclothesfellfromherattwelveo’clock。WemustanswerthatitisMAGIC。 Itisnota\"law,\"forwedonotunderstanditsgeneralformula。 Itisnotanecessity,forthoughwecancountonithappeningpractically,wehavenorighttosaythatitmustalwayshappen。 Itisnoargumentforunalterablelaw(asHuxleyfancied)thatwecountontheordinarycourseofthings。Wedonotcountonit; webetonit。Werisktheremotepossibilityofamiracleaswedothatofapoisonedpancakeoraworld-destroyingcomet。 Weleaveitoutofaccount,notbecauseitisamiracle,andthereforeanimpossibility,butbecauseitisamiracle,andthereforeanexception。Allthetermsusedinthesciencebooks,\"law,\" \"necessity,\"\"order,\"\"tendency,\"andsoon,arereallyunintellectual,becausetheyassumeaninnersynthesis,whichwedonotpossess。 TheonlywordsthateversatisfiedmeasdescribingNaturearethetermsusedinthefairybooks,\"charm,\"\"spell,\"\"enchantment。\" Theyexpressthearbitrarinessofthefactanditsmystery。 AtreegrowsfruitbecauseitisaMAGICtree。Waterrunsdownhillbecauseitisbewitched。Thesunshinesbecauseitisbewitched。 Idenyaltogetherthatthisisfantasticorevenmystical。 Wemayhavesomemysticismlateron;butthisfairy-talelanguageaboutthingsissimplyrationalandagnostic。ItistheonlywayIcanexpressinwordsmyclearanddefiniteperceptionthatonethingisquitedistinctfromanother;thatthereisnologicalconnectionbetweenflyingandlayingeggs。Itisthemanwhotalksabout\"alaw\"thathehasneverseenwhoisthemystic。 Nay,theordinaryscientificmanisstrictlyasentimentalist。 Heisasentimentalistinthisessentialsense,thatheissoakedandsweptawaybymereassociations。Hehassooftenseenbirdsflyandlayeggsthathefeelsasiftheremustbesomedreamy,tenderconnectionbetweenthetwoideas,whereasthereisnone。 Aforlornlovermightbeunabletodissociatethemoonfromlostlove; sothematerialistisunabletodissociatethemoonfromthetide。 Inbothcasesthereisnoconnection,exceptthatonehasseenthemtogether。Asentimentalistmightshedtearsatthesmellofapple-blossom,because,byadarkassociationofhisown,itremindedhimofhisboyhood。Sothematerialistprofessor(thoughheconcealshistears)isyetasentimentalist,because,byadarkassociationofhisown,apple-blossomsremindhimofapples。Butthecoolrationalistfromfairylanddoesnotseewhy,intheabstract,theappletreeshouldnotgrowcrimsontulips;itsometimesdoesinhiscountry。 Thiselementarywonder,however,isnotamerefancyderivedfromthefairytales;onthecontrary,allthefireofthefairytalesisderivedfromthis。Justaswealllikelovetalesbecausethereisaninstinctofsex,wealllikeastonishingtalesbecausetheytouchthenerveoftheancientinstinctofastonishment。 Thisisprovedbythefactthatwhenweareveryyoungchildrenwedonotneedfairytales:weonlyneedtales。Merelifeisinterestingenough。AchildofsevenisexcitedbybeingtoldthatTommyopenedadoorandsawadragon。ButachildofthreeisexcitedbybeingtoldthatTommyopenedadoor。Boyslikeromantictales; butbabieslikerealistictales——becausetheyfindthemromantic。 Infact,ababyisabouttheonlyperson,Ishouldthink,towhomamodernrealisticnovelcouldbereadwithoutboringhim。 Thisprovesthatevennurserytalesonlyechoanalmostpre-natalleapofinterestandamazement。Thesetalessaythatapplesweregoldenonlytorefreshtheforgottenmomentwhenwefoundthattheyweregreen。Theymakeriversrunwithwineonlytomakeusremember,foronewildmoment,thattheyrunwithwater。Ihavesaidthatthisiswhollyreasonableandevenagnostic。And,indeed,onthispointIamallforthehigheragnosticism;itsbetternameisIgnorance。 Wehaveallreadinscientificbooks,and,indeed,inallromances,thestoryofthemanwhohasforgottenhisname。Thismanwalksaboutthestreetsandcanseeandappreciateeverything;onlyhecannotrememberwhoheis。Well,everymanisthatmaninthestory。 Everymanhasforgottenwhoheis。Onemayunderstandthecosmos,butnevertheego;theselfismoredistantthananystar。 ThoushaltlovetheLordthyGod;butthoushaltnotknowthyself。 Weareallunderthesamementalcalamity;wehaveallforgottenournames。Wehaveallforgottenwhatwereallyare。Allthatwecallcommonsenseandrationalityandpracticalityandpositivismonlymeansthatforcertaindeadlevelsofourlifeweforgetthatwehaveforgotten。Allthatwecallspiritandartandecstasyonlymeansthatforoneawfulinstantwerememberthatweforget。 Butthough(likethemanwithoutmemoryinthenovel)wewalkthestreetswithasortofhalf-wittedadmiration,stillitisadmiration。 ItisadmirationinEnglishandnotonlyadmirationinLatin。 Thewonderhasapositiveelementofpraise。Thisisthenextmilestonetobedefinitelymarkedonourroadthroughfairyland。 Ishallspeakinthenextchapteraboutoptimistsandpessimistsintheirintellectualaspect,sofarastheyhaveone。HereIamonlytryingtodescribetheenormousemotionswhichcannotbedescribed。 Andthestrongestemotionwasthatlifewasaspreciousasitwaspuzzling。Itwasanecstasybecauseitwasanadventure; itwasanadventurebecauseitwasanopportunity。Thegoodnessofthefairytalewasnotaffectedbythefactthattheremightbemoredragonsthanprincesses;itwasgoodtobeinafairytale。 Thetestofallhappinessisgratitude;andIfeltgrateful,thoughIhardlyknewtowhom。ChildrenaregratefulwhenSantaClausputsintheirstockingsgiftsoftoysorsweets。CouldI notbegratefultoSantaClauswhenheputinmystockingsthegiftoftwomiraculouslegs?Wethankpeopleforbirthdaypresentsofcigarsandslippers。CanIthanknooneforthebirthdaypresentofbirth? Therewere,then,thesetwofirstfeelings,indefensibleandindisputable。Theworldwasashock,butitwasnotmerelyshocking; existencewasasurprise,butitwasapleasantsurprise。Infact,allmyfirstviewswereexactlyutteredinariddlethatstuckinmybrainfromboyhood。Thequestionwas,\"Whatdidthefirstfrogsay?\"Andtheanswerwas,\"Lord,howyoumademejump!\" ThatsayssuccinctlyallthatIamsaying。Godmadethefrogjump; butthefrogprefersjumping。Butwhenthesethingsaresettledthereentersthesecondgreatprincipleofthefairyphilosophy。 Anyonecanseeitwhowillsimplyread\"Grimm’sFairyTales\" orthefinecollectionsofMr。AndrewLang。ForthepleasureofpedantryIwillcallittheDoctrineofConditionalJoy。 Touchstonetalkedofmuchvirtueinan\"if\";accordingtoelfinethicsallvirtueisinan\"if。\"Thenoteofthefairyutterancealwaysis,\"Youmayliveinapalaceofgoldandsapphire,ifyoudonotsaytheword`cow’\";or\"YoumaylivehappilywiththeKing’sdaughter,ifyoudonotshowheranonion。\"Thevisionalwayshangsuponaveto。 Allthedizzyandcolossalthingsconcededdependupononesmallthingwithheld。Allthewildandwhirlingthingsthatareletloosedependupononethingthatisforbidden。Mr。W。B。Yeats,inhisexquisiteandpiercingelfinpoetry,describestheelvesaslawless;theyplungeininnocentanarchyontheunbridledhorsesoftheair—— \"Rideonthecrestofthedishevelledtide,Anddanceuponthemountainslikeaflame。\" ItisadreadfulthingtosaythatMr。W。B。Yeatsdoesnotunderstandfairyland。ButIdosayit。HeisanironicalIrishman,fullofintellectualreactions。Heisnotstupidenoughtounderstandfairyland。Fairiespreferpeopleoftheyokeltypelikemyself;peoplewhogapeandgrinanddoastheyaretold。 Mr。Yeatsreadsintoelflandalltherighteousinsurrectionofhisownrace。ButthelawlessnessofIrelandisaChristianlawlessness,foundedonreasonandjustice。TheFenianisrebellingagainstsomethingheunderstandsonlytoowell;butthetruecitizenoffairylandisobeyingsomethingthathedoesnotunderstandatall。 Inthefairytaleanincomprehensiblehappinessrestsuponanincomprehensiblecondition。Aboxisopened,andallevilsflyout。 Awordisforgotten,andcitiesperish。Alampislit,andlovefliesaway。Aflowerisplucked,andhumanlivesareforfeited。 Anappleiseaten,andthehopeofGodisgone。 Thisisthetoneoffairytales,anditiscertainlynotlawlessnessorevenliberty,thoughmenunderameanmoderntyrannymaythinkitlibertybycomparison。PeopleoutofPortlandGaolmightthinkFleetStreetfree;butcloserstudywillprovethatbothfairiesandjournalistsaretheslavesofduty。 Fairygodmothersseematleastasstrictasothergodmothers。 CinderellareceivedacoachoutofWonderlandandacoachmanoutofnowhere,butshereceivedacommand——whichmighthavecomeoutofBrixton——thatsheshouldbebackbytwelve。Also,shehadaglassslipper;anditcannotbeacoincidencethatglassissocommonasubstanceinfolk-lore。Thisprincesslivesinaglasscastle,thatprincessonaglasshill;thisoneseesallthingsinamirror; theymayallliveinglasshousesiftheywillnotthrowstones。 Forthisthinglitterofglasseverywhereistheexpressionofthefactthatthehappinessisbrightbutbrittle,likethesubstancemosteasilysmashedbyahousemaidoracat。Andthisfairy-talesentimentalsosankintomeandbecamemysentimenttowardsthewholeworld。 Ifeltandfeelthatlifeitselfisasbrightasthediamond,butasbrittleasthewindow-pane;andwhentheheavenswerecomparedtotheterriblecrystalIcanrememberashudder。 IwasafraidthatGodwoulddropthecosmoswithacrash。 Remember,however,thattobebreakableisnotthesameastobeperishable。Strikeaglass,anditwillnotendureaninstant; simplydonotstrikeit,anditwillendureathousandyears。 Such,itseemed,wasthejoyofman,eitherinelflandoronearth; thehappinessdependedonNOTDOINGSOMETHINGwhichyoucouldatanymomentdoandwhich,veryoften,itwasnotobviouswhyyoushouldnotdo。Now,thepointhereisthattoMEthisdidnotseemunjust。 Ifthemiller’sthirdsonsaidtothefairy,\"ExplainwhyI mustnotstandonmyheadinthefairypalace,\"theothermightfairlyreply,\"Well,ifitcomestothat,explainthefairypalace。\" IfCinderellasays,\"HowisitthatImustleavetheballattwelve?\" hergodmothermightanswer,\"Howisitthatyouaregoingtheretilltwelve?\"IfIleaveamaninmywilltentalkingelephantsandahundredwingedhorses,hecannotcomplainiftheconditionspartakeoftheslighteccentricityofthegift。Hemustnotlookawingedhorseinthemouth。AnditseemedtomethatexistencewasitselfsoveryeccentricalegacythatIcouldnotcomplainofnotunderstandingthelimitationsofthevisionwhenIdidnotunderstandthevisiontheylimited。Theframewasnostrangerthanthepicture。Thevetomightwellbeaswildasthevision; itmightbeasstartlingasthesun,aselusiveasthewaters,asfantasticandterribleasthetoweringtrees。 Forthisreason(wemaycallitthefairygodmotherphilosophy) InevercouldjointheyoungmenofmytimeinfeelingwhattheycalledthegeneralsentimentofREVOLT。Ishouldhaveresisted,letushope,anyrulesthatwereevil,andwiththeseandtheirdefinitionIshalldealinanotherchapter。ButIdidnotfeeldisposedtoresistanyrulemerelybecauseitwasmysterious。 Estatesaresometimesheldbyfoolishforms,thebreakingofastickorthepaymentofapeppercorn:Iwaswillingtoholdthehugeestateofearthandheavenbyanysuchfeudalfantasy。ItcouldnotwellbewilderthanthefactthatIwasallowedtoholditatall。 AtthisstageIgiveonlyoneethicalinstancetoshowmymeaning。 Icouldnevermixinthecommonmurmurofthatrisinggenerationagainstmonogamy,becausenorestrictiononsexseemedsooddandunexpectedassexitself。Tobeallowed,likeEndymion,tomakelovetothemoonandthentocomplainthatJupiterkepthisownmoonsinaharemseemedtome(bredonfairytaleslikeEndymion’s) avulgaranti-climax。Keepingtoonewomanisasmallpriceforsomuchasseeingonewoman。TocomplainthatIcouldonlybemarriedoncewaslikecomplainingthatIhadonlybeenbornonce。 Itwasincommensuratewiththeterribleexcitementofwhichonewastalking。Itshowed,notanexaggeratedsensibilitytosex,butacuriousinsensibilitytoit。AmanisafoolwhocomplainsthathecannotenterEdenbyfivegatesatonce。Polygamyisalackoftherealizationofsex;itislikeamanpluckingfivepearsinmereabsenceofmind。Theaesthetestouchedthelastinsanelimitsoflanguageintheireulogyonlovelythings。Thethistledownmadethemweep;aburnishedbeetlebroughtthemtotheirknees。 Yettheiremotionneverimpressedmeforaninstant,forthisreason,thatitneveroccurredtothemtopayfortheirpleasureinanysortofsymbolicsacrifice。Men(Ifelt)mightfastfortydaysforthesakeofhearingablackbirdsing。Menmightgothroughfiretofindacowslip。Yettheseloversofbeautycouldnotevenkeepsoberfortheblackbird。TheywouldnotgothroughcommonChristianmarriagebywayofrecompensetothecowslip。Surelyonemightpayforextraordinaryjoyinordinarymorals。OscarWildesaidthatsunsetswerenotvaluedbecausewecouldnotpayforsunsets。 ButOscarWildewaswrong;wecanpayforsunsets。WecanpayforthembynotbeingOscarWilde。 Well,Ileftthefairytaleslyingonthefloorofthenursery,andIhavenotfoundanybookssosensiblesince。Ileftthenurseguardianoftraditionanddemocracy,andIhavenotfoundanymoderntypesosanelyradicalorsosanelyconservative。 Butthematterforimportantcommentwashere:thatwhenI firstwentoutintothementalatmosphereofthemodernworld,Ifoundthatthemodernworldwaspositivelyopposedontwopointstomynurseandtothenurserytales。Ithastakenmealongtimetofindoutthatthemodernworldiswrongandmynursewasright。 Thereallycuriousthingwasthis:thatmodernthoughtcontradictedthisbasiccreedofmyboyhoodonitstwomostessentialdoctrines。 Ihaveexplainedthatthefairytalesfoundedinmetwoconvictions; first,thatthisworldisawildandstartlingplace,whichmighthavebeenquitedifferent,butwhichisquitedelightful;second,thatbeforethiswildnessanddelightonemaywellbemodestandsubmittothequeerestlimitationsofsoqueerakindness。ButI foundthewholemodernworldrunninglikeahightideagainstbothmytendernesses;andtheshockofthatcollisioncreatedtwosuddenandspontaneoussentiments,whichIhavehadeversinceandwhich,crudeastheywere,havesincehardenedintoconvictions。 First,Ifoundthewholemodernworldtalkingscientificfatalism; sayingthateverythingisasitmustalwayshavebeen,beingunfoldedwithoutfaultfromthebeginning。Theleafonthetreeisgreenbecauseitcouldneverhavebeenanythingelse。Now,thefairy-talephilosopherisgladthattheleafisgreenpreciselybecauseitmighthavebeenscarlet。Hefeelsasifithadturnedgreenaninstantbeforehelookedatit。Heispleasedthatsnowiswhiteonthestrictlyreasonablegroundthatitmighthavebeenblack。 Everycolourhasinitaboldqualityasofchoice;theredofgardenrosesisnotonlydecisivebutdramatic,likesuddenlyspiltblood。 HefeelsthatsomethinghasbeenDONE。Butthegreatdeterministsofthenineteenthcenturywerestronglyagainstthisnativefeelingthatsomethinghadhappenedaninstantbefore。Infact,accordingtothem,nothingeverreallyhadhappenedsincethebeginningoftheworld。Nothingeverhadhappenedsinceexistencehadhappened; andevenaboutthedateofthattheywerenotverysure。 ThemodernworldasIfounditwassolidformodernCalvinism,forthenecessityofthingsbeingastheyare。ButwhenIcametoaskthemIfoundtheyhadreallynoproofofthisunavoidablerepetitioninthingsexceptthefactthatthethingswererepeated。 Now,themererepetitionmadethethingstomerathermoreweirdthanmorerational。Itwasasif,havingseenacuriouslyshapednoseinthestreetanddismisseditasanaccident,Ihadthenseensixothernosesofthesameastonishingshape。Ishouldhavefanciedforamomentthatitmustbesomelocalsecretsociety。 Sooneelephanthavingatrunkwasodd;butallelephantshavingtrunkslookedlikeaplot。Ispeakhereonlyofanemotion,andofanemotionatoncestubbornandsubtle。ButtherepetitioninNatureseemedsometimestobeanexcitedrepetition,likethatofanangryschoolmastersayingthesamethingoverandoveragain。 Thegrassseemedsignallingtomewithallitsfingersatonce; thecrowdedstarsseemedbentuponbeingunderstood。Thesunwouldmakemeseehimifheroseathousandtimes。Therecurrencesoftheuniverserosetothemaddeningrhythmofanincantation,andIbegantoseeanidea。 Allthetoweringmaterialismwhichdominatesthemodernmindrestsultimatelyupononeassumption;afalseassumption。Itissupposedthatifathinggoesonrepeatingitselfitisprobablydead; apieceofclockwork。Peoplefeelthatiftheuniversewaspersonalitwouldvary;ifthesunwerealiveitwoulddance。Thisisafallacyeveninrelationtoknownfact。Forthevariationinhumanaffairsisgenerallybroughtintothem,notbylife,butbydeath; bythedyingdownorbreakingoffoftheirstrengthordesire。 Amanvarieshismovementsbecauseofsomeslightelementoffailureorfatigue。Hegetsintoanomnibusbecauseheistiredofwalking; orhewalksbecauseheistiredofsittingstill。ButifhislifeandjoyweresogiganticthathenevertiredofgoingtoIslington,hemightgotoIslingtonasregularlyastheThamesgoestoSheerness。 Theveryspeedandecstasyofhislifewouldhavethestillnessofdeath。Thesunriseseverymorning。Idonotriseeverymorning; butthevariationisduenottomyactivity,buttomyinaction。 Now,toputthematterinapopularphrase,itmightbetruethatthesunrisesregularlybecausehenevergetstiredofrising。 Hisroutinemightbedue,nottoalifelessness,buttoarushoflife。ThethingImeancanbeseen,forinstance,inchildren,whentheyfindsomegameorjokethattheyspeciallyenjoy。Achildkickshislegsrhythmicallythroughexcess,notabsence,oflife。 Becausechildrenhaveaboundingvitality,becausetheyareinspiritfierceandfree,thereforetheywantthingsrepeatedandunchanged。 Theyalwayssay,\"Doitagain\";andthegrown-uppersondoesitagainuntilheisnearlydead。Forgrown-uppeoplearenotstrongenoughtoexultinmonotony。ButperhapsGodisstrongenoughtoexultinmonotony。ItispossiblethatGodsayseverymorning,\"Doitagain\"tothesun;andeveryevening,\"Doitagain\"tothemoon。 Itmaynotbeautomaticnecessitythatmakesalldaisiesalike; itmaybethatGodmakeseverydaisyseparately,buthasnevergottiredofmakingthem。ItmaybethatHehastheeternalappetiteofinfancy; forwehavesinnedandgrownold,andourFatherisyoungerthanwe。 TherepetitioninNaturemaynotbeamererecurrence;itmaybeatheatricalENCORE。HeavenmayENCOREthebirdwholaidanegg。 Ifthehumanbeingconceivesandbringsforthahumanchildinsteadofbringingforthafish,orabat,oragriffin,thereasonmaynotbethatwearefixedinananimalfatewithoutlifeorpurpose。 Itmaybethatourlittletragedyhastouchedthegods,thattheyadmireitfromtheirstarrygalleries,andthatattheendofeveryhumandramamaniscalledagainandagainbeforethecurtain。 Repetitionmaygoonformillionsofyears,bymerechoice,andatanyinstantitmaystop。Manmaystandontheearthgenerationaftergeneration,andyeteachbirthbehispositivelylastappearance。 Thiswasmyfirstconviction;madebytheshockofmychildishemotionsmeetingthemoderncreedinmid-career。Ihadalwaysvaguelyfeltfactstobemiraclesinthesensethattheyarewonderful: nowIbegantothinkthemmiraclesinthestrictersensethattheywereWILFUL。Imeanthattheywere,ormightbe,repeatedexercisesofsomewill。Inshort,Ihadalwaysbelievedthattheworldinvolvedmagic:nowIthoughtthatperhapsitinvolvedamagician。 Andthispointedaprofoundemotionalwayspresentandsub-conscious; thatthisworldofourshassomepurpose;andifthereisapurpose,thereisaperson。Ihadalwaysfeltlifefirstasastory: andifthereisastorythereisastory-teller。 Butmodernthoughtalsohitmysecondhumantradition。 Itwentagainstthefairyfeelingaboutstrictlimitsandconditions。 Theonethingitlovedtotalkaboutwasexpansionandlargeness。 HerbertSpencerwouldhavebeengreatlyannoyedifanyonehadcalledhimanimperialist,andthereforeitishighlyregrettablethatnobodydid。Buthewasanimperialistofthelowesttype。 Hepopularizedthiscontemptiblenotionthatthesizeofthesolarsystemoughttoover-awethespiritualdogmaofman。Whyshouldamansurrenderhisdignitytothesolarsystemanymorethantoawhale?IfmeresizeprovesthatmanisnottheimageofGod,thenawhalemaybetheimageofGod;asomewhatformlessimage; whatonemightcallanimpressionistportrait。Itisquitefutiletoarguethatmanissmallcomparedtothecosmos;formanwasalwayssmallcomparedtothenearesttree。ButHerbertSpencer,inhisheadlongimperialism,wouldinsistthatwehadinsomewaybeenconqueredandannexedbytheastronomicaluniverse。 HespokeaboutmenandtheiridealsexactlyasthemostinsolentUnionisttalksabouttheIrishandtheirideals。Heturnedmankindintoasmallnationality。Andhisevilinfluencecanbeseeneveninthemostspiritedandhonourableoflaterscientificauthors; notablyintheearlyromancesofMr。H。G。Wells。Manymoralistshaveinanexaggeratedwayrepresentedtheearthaswicked。 ButMr。Wellsandhisschoolmadetheheavenswicked。 Weshouldliftupoureyestothestarsfromwhencewouldcomeourruin。 ButtheexpansionofwhichIspeakwasmuchmoreevilthanallthis。 Ihaveremarkedthatthematerialist,likethemadman,isinprison; intheprisonofonethought。Thesepeopleseemedtothinkitsingularlyinspiringtokeeponsayingthattheprisonwasverylarge。 Thesizeofthisscientificuniversegaveonenonovelty,norelief。 Thecosmoswentonforever,butnotinitswildestconstellationcouldtherebeanythingreallyinteresting;anything,forinstance,suchasforgivenessorfreewill。Thegrandeurorinfinityofthesecretofitscosmosaddednothingtoit。ItwasliketellingaprisonerinReadinggaolthathewouldbegladtohearthatthegaolnowcoveredhalfthecounty。Thewarderwouldhavenothingtoshowthemanexceptmoreandmorelongcorridorsofstonelitbyghastlylightsandemptyofallthatishuman。 Sotheseexpandersoftheuniversehadnothingtoshowusexceptmoreandmoreinfinitecorridorsofspacelitbyghastlysunsandemptyofallthatisdivine。 Infairylandtherehadbeenareallaw;alawthatcouldbebroken,forthedefinitionofalawissomethingthatcanbebroken。 Butthemachineryofthiscosmicprisonwassomethingthatcouldnotbebroken;forweourselveswereonlyapartofitsmachinery。 Wewereeitherunabletodothingsorweweredestinedtodothem。 Theideaofthemysticalconditionquitedisappeared;onecanneitherhavethefirmnessofkeepinglawsnorthefunofbreakingthem。 Thelargenessofthisuniversehadnothingofthatfreshnessandairyoutbreakwhichwehavepraisedintheuniverseofthepoet。 Thismodernuniverseisliterallyanempire;thatis,itwasvast,butitisnotfree。Onewentintolargerandlargerwindowlessrooms,roomsbigwithBabylonianperspective;butoneneverfoundthesmallestwindoworawhisperofouterair。 Theirinfernalparallelsseemedtoexpandwithdistance; butformeallgoodthingscometoapoint,swordsforinstance。 SofindingtheboastofthebigcosmossounsatisfactorytomyemotionsIbegantoargueaboutitalittle;andIsoonfoundthatthewholeattitudewasevenshallowerthancouldhavebeenexpected。 Accordingtothesepeoplethecosmoswasonethingsinceithadoneunbrokenrule。Only(theywouldsay)whileitisonething,itisalsotheonlythingthereis。Why,then,shouldoneworryparticularlytocallitlarge?Thereisnothingtocompareitwith。 Itwouldbejustassensibletocallitsmall。Amanmaysay,\"Ilikethisvastcosmos,withitsthrongofstarsanditscrowdofvariedcreatures。\"Butifitcomestothatwhyshouldnotamansay,\"Ilikethiscosylittlecosmos,withitsdecentnumberofstarsandasneataprovisionoflivestockasIwishtosee\"? Oneisasgoodastheother;theyarebothmeresentiments。 Itismeresentimenttorejoicethatthesunislargerthantheearth; itisquiteassaneasentimenttorejoicethatthesunisnolargerthanitis。Amanchoosestohaveanemotionaboutthelargenessoftheworld;whyshouldhenotchoosetohaveanemotionaboutitssmallness? IthappenedthatIhadthatemotion。Whenoneisfondofanythingoneaddressesitbydiminutives,evenifitisanelephantoralife-guardsman。Thereasonis,thatanything,howeverhuge,thatcanbeconceivedofascomplete,canbeconceivedofassmall。 Ifmilitarymoustachesdidnotsuggestaswordortusksatail,thentheobjectwouldbevastbecauseitwouldbeimmeasurable。Butthemomentyoucanimagineaguardsmanyoucanimagineasmallguardsman。 Themomentyoureallyseeanelephantyoucancallit\"Tiny。\" Ifyoucanmakeastatueofathingyoucanmakeastatuetteofit。 Thesepeopleprofessedthattheuniversewasonecoherentthing; buttheywerenotfondoftheuniverse。ButIwasfrightfullyfondoftheuniverseandwantedtoaddressitbyadiminutive。Ioftendidso;anditneverseemedtomind。ActuallyandintruthIdidfeelthatthesedimdogmasofvitalitywerebetterexpressedbycallingtheworldsmallthanbycallingitlarge。ForaboutinfinitytherewasasortofcarelessnesswhichwasthereverseofthefierceandpiouscarewhichIfelttouchingthepricelessnessandtheperiloflife。 Theyshowedonlyadrearywaste;butIfeltasortofsacredthrift。 Foreconomyisfarmoreromanticthanextravagance。Tothemstarswereanunendingincomeofhalfpence;butIfeltaboutthegoldensunandthesilvermoonasaschoolboyfeelsifhehasonesovereignandoneshilling。 Thesesubconsciousconvictionsarebesthitoffbythecolourandtoneofcertaintales。ThusIhavesaidthatstoriesofmagicalonecanexpressmysensethatlifeisnotonlyapleasurebutakindofeccentricprivilege。Imayexpressthisotherfeelingofcosmiccosinessbyallusiontoanotherbookalwaysreadinboyhood,\"RobinsonCrusoe,\"whichIreadaboutthistime,andwhichowesitseternalvivacitytothefactthatitcelebratesthepoetryoflimits,nay,eventhewildromanceofprudence。Crusoeisamanonasmallrockwithafewcomfortsjustsnatchedfromthesea: thebestthinginthebookissimplythelistofthingssavedfromthewreck。Thegreatestofpoemsisaninventory。EverykitchentoolbecomesidealbecauseCrusoemighthavedroppeditinthesea。 Itisagoodexercise,inemptyoruglyhoursoftheday,tolookatanything,thecoal-scuttleorthebook-case,andthinkhowhappyonecouldbetohavebroughtitoutofthesinkingshipontothesolitaryisland。Butitisabetterexercisestilltorememberhowallthingshavehadthishair-breadthescape: everythinghasbeensavedfromawreck。Everymanhashadonehorribleadventure:asahiddenuntimelybirthhehadnotbeen,asinfantsthatneverseethelight。Menspokemuchinmyboyhoodofrestrictedorruinedmenofgenius:anditwascommontosaythatmanyamanwasaGreatMight-Have-Been。TomeitisamoresolidandstartlingfactthatanymaninthestreetisaGreatMight-Not-Have-Been。 ButIreallyfelt(thefancymayseemfoolish)asifalltheorderandnumberofthingsweretheromanticremnantofCrusoe’sship。 Thattherearetwosexesandonesun,waslikethefactthatthereweretwogunsandoneaxe。Itwaspoignantlyurgentthatnoneshouldbelost;butsomehow,itwasratherfunthatnonecouldbeadded。 Thetreesandtheplanetsseemedlikethingssavedfromthewreck: andwhenIsawtheMatterhornIwasgladthatithadnotbeenoverlookedintheconfusion。Ifelteconomicalaboutthestarsasiftheyweresapphires(theyarecalledsoinMilton’sEden):Ihoardedthehills。 Fortheuniverseisasinglejewel,andwhileitisanaturalcanttotalkofajewelaspeerlessandpriceless,ofthisjewelitisliterallytrue。Thiscosmosisindeedwithoutpeerandwithoutprice: fortherecannotbeanotherone。 Thusends,inunavoidableinadequacy,theattempttouttertheunutterablethings。Thesearemyultimateattitudestowardslife; thesoilsfortheseedsofdoctrine。TheseinsomedarkwayI thoughtbeforeIcouldwrite,andfeltbeforeIcouldthink: thatwemayproceedmoreeasilyafterwards,Iwillroughlyrecapitulatethemnow。Ifeltinmybones;first,thatthisworlddoesnotexplainitself。Itmaybeamiraclewithasupernaturalexplanation; itmaybeaconjuringtrick,withanaturalexplanation。 Buttheexplanationoftheconjuringtrick,ifitistosatisfyme,willhavetobebetterthanthenaturalexplanationsIhaveheard。 Thethingismagic,trueorfalse。Second,Icametofeelasifmagicmusthaveameaning,andmeaningmusthavesomeonetomeanit。