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Thisis,imperfectly,whathesaid——
\"ItwasafterthegreattroublethatbroketheallianceofthefourstatesofWajo。Wefoughtamongstourselves,andtheDutchwatchedfromafartillwewereweary。Thenthesmokeoftheirfire-shipswasseenatthemouthofourrivers,andtheirgreatmencameinboatsfullofsoldierstotalktousofprotectionandpeace。Weansweredwithcautionandwisdom,forourvillageswereburnt,ourstockadesweak,thepeopleweary,andtheweaponsblunt。Theycameandwent;
therehadbeenmuchtalk,butaftertheywentawayeverythingseemedtobeasbefore,onlytheirshipsremainedinsightfromourcoast,andverysoontheirtraderscameamongstusunderapromiseofsafety。MybrotherwasaRuler,andoneofthosewhohadgiventhepromise。Iwasyoungthen,andhadfoughtinthewar,andPataMatarahadfoughtbymyside。Wehadsharedhunger,danger,fatigue,andvictory。Hiseyessawmydangerquickly,andtwicemyarmhadpreservedhislife。Itwashisdestiny。Hewasmyfriend。Andhewasgreatamongstus——oneofthosewhowerenearmybrother,theRuler。Hespokeincouncil,hiscouragewasgreat,hewasthechiefofmanyvillagesroundthegreatlakethatisinthemiddleofourcountryastheheartisinthemiddleofaman’sbody。Whenhisswordwascarriedintoacamponginadvanceofhiscoming,themaidenswhisperedwonderinglyunderthefruit-trees,therichmenconsultedtogetherintheshade,andafeastwasmadereadywithrejoicingandsongs。HehadthefavouroftheRulerandtheaffectionofthepoor。Helovedwar,deerhunts,andthecharmsofwomen。Hewasthepossessorofjewels,ofluckyweapons,andofmen’sdevotion。Hewasafierceman;andI
hadnootherfriend。
\"Iwasthechiefofastockadeatthemouthoftheriver,andcollectedtollsformybrotherfromthepassingboats。OnedayIsawaDutchtradergouptheriver。Hewentupwiththreeboats,andnotollwasdemandedfromhim,becausethesmokeofDutchwar-shipsstoodoutfromtheopensea,andweweretooweaktoforgettreaties。Hewentupunderthepromiseofsafety,andmybrothergavehimprotection。Hesaidhecametotrade。Helistenedtoourvoices,forwearemenwhospeakopenlyandwithoutfear;hecountedthenumberofourspears,heexaminedthetrees,therunningwaters,thegrassesofthebank,theslopesofourhills。HewentuptoMatara’scountryandobtainedpermissiontobuildahouse。Hetradedandplanted。Hedespisedourjoys,ourthoughts,andoursorrows。Hisfacewasred,hishairlikeflame,andhiseyespale,likearivermist;hemovedheavily,andspokewithadeepvoice;helaughedaloudlikeafool,andknewnocourtesyinhisspeech。Hewasabig,scornfulman,wholookedintowomen’sfacesandputhishandontheshouldersoffreemenasthoughhehadbeenanoble-bornchief。Weborewithhim。Timepassed。
\"ThenPataMatara’ssisterfledfromthecampongandwenttoliveintheDutchman’shouse。Shewasagreatandwilfullady:Ihadseenheroncecarriedhighonslaves’shouldersamongstthepeople,withuncoveredface,andIhadheardallmensaythatherbeautywasextreme,silencingthereasonandravishingtheheartofthebeholders。Thepeopleweredismayed;Matara’sfacewasblackenedwiththatdisgrace,forsheknewshehadbeenpromisedtoanotherman。
MatarawenttotheDutchman’shouse,andsaid,’Giveheruptodie——sheisthedaughterofchiefs。’Thewhitemanrefusedandshuthimselfup,whilehisservantskeptguardnightanddaywithloadedguns。Matararaged。Mybrothercalledacouncil。ButtheDutchshipswerenear,andwatchedourcoastgreedily。Mybrothersaid,’Ifhediesnowourlandwillpayforhisblood。Leavehimalonetillwegrowstrongerandtheshipsaregone。’Matarawaswise;hewaitedandwatched。Butthewhitemanfearedforherlifeandwentaway。
\"Helefthishouse,hisplantations,andhisgoods!Hedeparted,armedandmenacing,andleftall——forher!Shehadravishedhisheart!FrommystockadeIsawhimputouttoseainabigboat。MataraandI
watchedhimfromthefightingplatformbehindthepointedstakes。Hesatcross-legged,withhisguninhishands,ontheroofatthesternofhisprau。Thebarrelofhisrifleglintedaslantbeforehisbigredface。Thebroadriverwasstretchedunderhim——level,smooth,shining,likeaplainofsilver;andhisprau,lookingveryshortandblackfromtheshore,glidedalongthesilverplainandoverintotheblueofthesea。
\"ThriceMatara,standingbymyside,calledaloudhernamewithgriefandimprecations。Hestirredmyheart。Itleapedthreetimes;andthreetimeswiththeeyesofmymindIsawinthegloomwithintheenclosedspaceoftheprauawomanwithstreaminghairgoingawayfromherlandandherpeople。Iwasangry——andsorry。Why?AndthenIalsocriedoutinsultsandthreats。Matarasaid,’Nowtheyhaveleftourlandtheirlivesaremind。Ishallfollowandstrike——and,alone,paythepriceofblood。’Agreatwindwassweepingtowardsthesettingsunovertheemptyriver。Icried,’ByyoursideIwillgo!’Heloweredhisheadinsignofassent。Itwashisdestiny。Thesunhadset,andthetreesswayedtheirboughswithagreatnoiseaboveourheads。
\"Onthethirdnightwetwoleftourlandtogetherinatradingprau。
\"Theseametus——thesea,wide,pathless,andwithoutvoice。A
sailingprauleavesnotrack。Wewentsouth。Themoonwasfull;and,lookingup,wesaidtooneanother,’Whenthenextmoonshinesasthisone,weshallreturnandtheywillbedead。’Itwasfifteenyearsago。
ManymoonshavegrownfullandwitheredandIhavenotseenmylandsince。Wesailedsouth;weovertookmanypraus;weexaminedthecreeksandthebays;wesawtheendofourcoast,ofourisland——asteepcapeoveradisturbedstrait,wheredrifttheshadowsofshipwreckedprausanddrownedmenclamourinthenight。Thewideseawasallroundusnow。Wesawagreatmountainburninginthemidstofwater;wesawthousandsofisletsscatteredlikebitsofironfiredfromabiggun;
wesawalongcoastofmountainandlowlandsstretchingawayinsunshinefromwesttoeast。ItwasJava。Wesaid,’Theyarethere;
theirtimeisnear,andweshallreturnordiecleansedfromdishonour。’
\"Welanded。Isthereanythinggoodinthatcountry?Thepathsrunstraightandhardanddusty。Stonecampongs,fullofwhitefaces,aresurroundedbyfertilefields,buteverymanyoumeetisaslave。Therulersliveundertheedgeofaforeignsword。Weascendedmountains,wetraversedvalleys;atsunsetweenteredvillages。Weaskedeveryone,’Haveyouseensuchawhiteman?’Somestared;otherslaughed;womengaveusfood,sometimes,withfearandrespect,asthoughwehadbeendistractedbythevisitationofGod;butsomedidnotunderstandourlanguage,andsomecursedus,or,yawning,askedwithcontemptthereasonofourquest。Once,asweweregoingaway,anoldmancalledafterus,’Desist!’
\"Wewenton。Concealingourweapons,westoodhumblyasidebeforethehorsemenontheroad;webowedlowinthecourtyardsofchiefswhowerenobetterthanslaves。Welostourselvesinthefields,inthejungle;andonenight,inatangledforest,wecameuponaplacewherecrumblingoldwallshadfallenamongstthetrees,andwherestrangestoneidols——carvedimagesofdevilswithmanyarmsandlegs,withsnakestwinedroundtheirbodies,withtwentyheadsandholdingahundredswords——seemedtoliveandthreateninthelightofourcampfire。Nothingdismayedus。Andontheroad,byeveryfire,inresting-places,wealwaystalkedofherandofhim。Theirtimewasnear。Wespokeofnothingelse。No!notofhunger,thirst,weariness,andfalteringhearts。No!wespokeofhimandher!Ofher!Andwethoughtofthem——ofher!Matarabroodedbythefire。Isatandthoughtandthought,tillsuddenlyIcouldseeagaintheimageofawoman,beautiful,andyoung,andgreatandproud,andtender,goingawayfromherlandandherpeople。Matarasaid,’Whenwefindthemweshallkillherfirsttocleansethedishonour——thenthemanmustdie。’Iwouldsay,’Itshallbeso;itisyourvengeance。’Hestaredlongatmewithhisbigsunkeneyes。
\"Wecamebacktothecoast。Ourfeetwerebleeding,ourbodiesthin。
Wesleptinragsundertheshadowofstoneenclosures;weprowled,soiledandlean,aboutthegatewaysofwhitemen’scourtyards。Theirhairydogsbarkedatus,andtheirservantsshoutedfromafar,’Begone!’Low-bornwretches,thatkeepwatchoverthestreetsofstonecampongs,askeduswhowewere。Welied,wecringed,wesmiledwithhateinourhearts,andwekeptlookinghere,lookingthereforthem——forthewhitemanwithhairlikeflame,andforher,forthewomanwhohadbrokenfaith,andthereforemustdie。Welooked。Atlastineverywoman’sfaceIthoughtIcouldseehers。Weranswiftly。No!
SometimesMatarawouldwhisper,’Hereistheman,’andwewaited,crouching。Hecamenear。Itwasnottheman——thoseDutchmenareallalike。Wesufferedtheanguishofdeception。InmysleepIsawherface,andwasbothjoyfulandsorry……Why?……Iseemedtohearawhispernearme。Iturnedswiftly。Shewasnotthere!AndaswetrudgedwearilyfromstonecitytostonecityIseemedtohearalightfootstepnearme。AtimecamewhenIhearditalways,andIwasglad。
Ithought,walkingdizzyandwearyinsunshineonthehardpathsofwhitemenIthought,Sheisthere——withus!……Matarawassombre。
Wewereoftenhungry。
\"Wesoldthecarvedsheathsofourkrisses——theivorysheathswithgoldenferules。Wesoldthejewelledhilts。Butwekepttheblades——forthem。Thebladesthatnevertouchbutkill——wekeptthebladesforher……Why?Shewasalwaysbyourside……Westarved。Webegged。WeleftJavaatlast。
\"WewentWest,wewentEast。Wesawmanylands,crowdsofstrangefaces,menthatliveintreesandmenwhoeattheiroldpeople。Wecutrattansintheforestforahandfulofrice,andforalivingsweptthedecksofbigshipsandheardcursesheapeduponourheads。Wetoiledinvillages;wewanderedupontheseaswiththeBajowpeople,whohavenocountry。Wefoughtforpay;wehiredourselvestoworkforGorammen,andwerecheated;andundertheordersofroughwhitefaceswedivedforpearlsinbarrenbays,dottedwithblackrocks,uponacoastofsandanddesolation。Andeverywherewewatched,welistened,weasked。Weaskedtraders,robbers,whitemen。Weheardjeers,mockery,threats——wordsofwonderandwordsofcontempt。Weneverknewrest;weneverthoughtofhome,forourworkwasnotdone。Ayearpassed,thenanother。Iceasedtocountthenumberofnights,ofmoons,ofyears。IwatchedoverMatara。Hehadmylasthandfulofrice;iftherewaswaterenoughforonehedrankit;Icoveredhimupwhenheshiveredwithcold;andwhenthehotsicknesscameuponhimI
satsleeplessthroughmanynightsandfannedhisface。Hewasafierceman,andmyfriend。Hespokeofherwithfuryinthedaytime,withsorrowinthedark;herememberedherinhealth,insickness。Isaidnothing;butIsawhereveryday——always!AtfirstIsawonlyherhead,asofawomanwalkinginthelowmistonariverbank。Thenshesatbyourfire。Isawher!Ilookedather!Shehadtendereyesandaravishingface。Imurmuredtoherinthenight。Matarasaidsleepilysometimes,’Towhomareyoutalking?Whoisthere?’Iansweredquickly,’Noone’……Itwasalie!Sheneverleftme。Shesharedthewarmthofourfire,shesatonmycouchofleaves,sheswamontheseatofollowme……Isawher!……ItellyouIsawherlongblackhairspreadbehindheruponthemoonlitwaterasshestruckoutwithbarearmsbythesideofaswiftprau。Shewasbeautiful,shewasfaithful,andinthesilenceofforeigncountriesshespoketomeverylowinthelanguageofmypeople。Noonesawher;nooneheardher;
shewasmineonly!Indaylightshemovedwithaswayingwalkbeforemeuponthewearypaths;herfigurewasstraightandflexiblelikethestemofaslendertree;theheelsofherfeetwereroundandpolishedlikeshellsofeggs;withherroundarmshemadesigns。Atnightshelookedintomyface。Andshewassad!Hereyesweretenderandfrightened;hervoicesoftandpleading。OnceImurmuredtoher,’Youshallnotdie,’andshesmiled……everaftershesmiled!……Shegavemecouragetobearwearinessandhardships。Thoseweretimesofpain,andshesoothedme。Wewanderedpatientinoursearch。Weknewdeception,falsehopes;weknewcaptivity,sickness,thirst,misery,despair……Enough!Wefoundthem!……\"
Hecriedoutthelastwordsandpaused。Hisfacewasimpassive,andhekeptstilllikeamaninatrance。Hollissatupquickly,andspreadhiselbowsonthetable。Jacksonmadeabrusquemovement,andaccidentallytouchedtheguitar。Aplaintiveresonancefilledthecabinwithconfusedvibrationsanddiedoutslowly。ThenKarainbegantospeakagain。Therestrainedfiercenessofhistoneseemedtoriselikeavoicefromoutside,likeathingunspokenbutheard;itfilledthecabinandenvelopedinitsintenseanddeadenedmurmurthemotionlessfigureinthechair。
\"WewereonourwaytoAtjeh,wheretherewaswar;butthevesselranonasandbank,andwehadtolandinDelli。Wehadearnedalittlemoney,andhadboughtagunfromsomeSelangoretraders;onlyonegun,whichwasfiredbythesparkofastone;Mataracarriedit。Welanded。
Manywhitemenlivedthere,plantingtobaccoonconqueredplains,andMatara……Butnomatter。Hesawhim!……TheDutchman!……Atlast!……Wecreptandwatched。Twonightsandadaywewatched。Hehadahouse——abighouseinaclearinginthemidstofhisfields;
flowersandbushesgrewaround;therewerenarrowpathsofyellowearthbetweenthecutgrass,andthickhedgestokeeppeopleout。
Thethirdnightwecamearmed,andlaybehindahedge。
\"Aheavydewseemedtosoakthroughourfleshandmadeourveryentrailscold。Thegrass,thetwigs,theleaves,coveredwithdropsofwater,weregrayinthemoonlight。Matara,curledupinthegrass,shiveredinhissleep。MyteethrattledinmyheadsoloudthatIwasafraidthenoisewouldwakeupalltheland。Afar,thewatchmenofwhitemen’shousesstruckwoodenclappersandhootedinthedarkness。
And,aseverynight,Isawherbymyside。Shesmilednomore!……
Thefireofanguishburnedinmybreast,andshewhisperedtomewithcompassion,withpity,softly——aswomenwill;shesoothedthepainofmymind;shebentherfaceoverme——thefaceofawomanwhoravishestheheartsandsilencesthereasonofmen。Shewasallmine,andnoonecouldseeher——nooneoflivingmankind!Starsshonethroughherbosom,throughherfloatinghair。Iwasovercomewithregret,withtenderness,withsorrow。Mataraslept……HadIslept?Matarawasshakingmebytheshoulder,andthefireofthesunwasdryingthegrass,thebushes,theleaves。Itwasday。Shredsofwhitemisthungbetweenthebranchesoftrees。
\"Wasitnightorday?IsawnothingagaintillIheardMatarabreathequicklywherehelay,andthenoutsidethehouseIsawher。Isawthemboth。Theyhadcomeout。Shesatonabenchunderthewall,andtwigsladenwithflowerscrepthighaboveherhead,hungoverherhair。Shehadaboxonherlap,andgazedintoit,countingtheincreaseofherpearls。TheDutchmanstoodbylookingon;hesmileddownather;hiswhiteteethflashed;thehaironhislipwasliketwotwistedflames。
Hewasbigandfat,andjoyous,andwithoutfear。Mataratippedfreshprimingfromthehollowofhispalm,scrapedtheflintwithhisthumb-nail,andgavetheguntome。Tome!Itookit……Ofate!
\"Hewhisperedintomyear,lyingonhisstomach,’Ishallcreepcloseandthenamok……letherdiebymyhand。Youtakeaimatthefatswinethere。Lethimseemestrikemyshameoffthefaceoftheearth——andthen……youaremyfriend——killwithasureshot。’I
saidnothing;therewasnoairinmychest——therewasnoairintheworld。Matarahadgonesuddenlyfrommyside。Thegrassnodded。Thenabushrustled。Sheliftedherhead。
\"Isawher!Theconsolerofsleeplessnights,ofwearydays;thecompanionoftroubledyears!Isawher!ShelookedstraightattheplacewhereIcrouched。ShewasthereasIhadseenherforyears——afaithfulwandererbymyside。Shelookedwithsadeyesandhadsmilinglips;shelookedatme……Smilinglips!HadInotpromisedthatsheshouldnotdie!
\"ShewasfaroffandIfelthernear。Hertouchcaressedme,andhervoicemurmured,whisperedaboveme,aroundme。’Whoshallbethycompanion,whoshallconsoletheeifIdie?’Isawafloweringthickettotheleftofherstiralittle……Matarawasready……Icriedaloud——’Return!’
\"Sheleapedup;theboxfell;thepearlsstreamedatherfeet。ThebigDutchmanbyhersiderolledmenacingeyesthroughthestillsunshine。
Thegunwentuptomyshoulder。IwaskneelingandIwasfirm——firmerthanthetrees,therocks,themountains。Butinfrontofthesteadylongbarrelthefields,thehouse,theearth,theskyswayedtoandfrolikeshadowsinaforestonawindyday。Mataraburstoutofthethicket;beforehimthepetalsoftornflowerswhirledhighasifdrivenbyatempest。Iheardhercry;Isawherspringwithopenarmsinfrontofthewhiteman。Shewasawomanofmycountryandofnobleblood。Theyareso!Iheardhershriekofanguishandfear——andallstoodstill!Thefields,thehouse,theearth,theskystoodstill——whileMataraleapedatherwithupliftedarm。Ipulledthetrigger,sawaspark,heardnothing;thesmokedrovebackintomyface,andthenIcouldseeMatararolloverheadfirstandliewithstretchedarmsatherfeet。Ha!Asureshot!Thesunshinefellonmybackcolderthantherunningwater。Asureshot!Iflungthegunaftertheshot。Thosetwostoodoverthedeadmanasthoughtheyhadbeenbewitchedbyacharm。Ishoutedather,’Liveandremember!’ThenforatimeIstumbledaboutinacolddarkness。
\"Behindmethereweregreatshouts,therunningofmanyfeet;strangemensurroundedme,criedmeaninglesswordsintomyface,pushedme,draggedme,supportedme……IstoodbeforethebigDutchman:hestaredasifbereftofhisreason。Hewantedtoknow,hetalkedfast,hespokeofgratitude,heofferedmefood,shelter,gold——heaskedmanyquestions。Ilaughedinhisface。Isaid,’IamaKorinchitravellerfromPerakoverthere,andknownothingofthatdeadman。I
waspassingalongthepathwhenIheardashot,andyoursenselesspeoplerushedoutanddraggedmehere。’Heliftedhisarms,hewondered,hecouldnotbelieve,hecouldnotunderstand,heclamouredinhisowntongue!Shehadherarmsclaspedroundhisneck,andoverhershoulderstaredbackatmewithwideeyes。Ismiledandlookedather;Ismiledandwaitedtohearthesoundofhervoice。Thewhitemanaskedhersuddenly。’Doyouknowhim?’Ilistened——mylifewasinmyears!Shelookedatmelong,shelookedatmewithunflinchingeyes,andsaidaloud,’No!Ineversawhimbefore。’……What!Neverbefore?Hadsheforgottenalready?Wasitpossible?Forgottenalready——aftersomanyyears——somanyyearsofwandering,ofcompanionship,oftrouble,oftenderwords!Forgottenalready!……Itoremyselfoutfromthehandsthatheldmeandwentawaywithoutaword……
Theyletmego。
\"Iwasweary。DidIsleep?Idonotknow。Irememberwalkinguponabroadpathunderaclearstarlight;andthatstrangecountryseemedsobig,therice-fieldssovast,that,asIlookedaround,myheadswamwiththefearofspace。ThenIsawaforest。Thejoyousstarlightwasheavyuponme。Iturnedoffthepathandenteredtheforest,whichwasverysombreandverysad。\"
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Karain’stonehadbeengettinglowerandlower,asthoughhehadbeengoingawayfromus,tillthelastwordssoundedfaintbutclear,asifshoutedonacalmdayfromaverygreatdistance。Hemovednot。HestaredfixedlypastthemotionlessheadofHollis,whofacedhim,asstillashimself。Jacksonhadturnedsideways,andwithelbowonthetableshadedhiseyeswiththepalmofhishand。AndIlookedon,surprisedandmoved;Ilookedatthatman,loyaltoavision,betrayedbyhisdream,spurnedbyhisillusion,andcomingtousunbelieversforhelp——againstathought。Thesilencewasprofound;butitseemedfullofnoiselessphantoms,ofthingssorrowful,shadowy,andmute,inwhoseinvisiblepresencethefirm,pulsatingbeatofthetwoship’schronometerstickingoffsteadilythesecondsofGreenwichTimeseemedtomeaprotectionandarelief。Karainstaredstonily;andlookingathisrigidfigure,Ithoughtofhiswanderings,ofthatobscureOdysseyofrevenge,ofallthementhatwanderamongstillusionsfaithful,faithless;oftheillusionsthatgivejoy,thatgivesorrow,thatgivepain,thatgivepeace;oftheinvincibleillusionsthatcanmakelifeanddeathappearserene,inspiring,tormented,orignoble。
Amurmurwasheard;thatvoicefromoutsideseemedtoflowoutofadreamingworldintothelamp-lightofthecabin。Karainwasspeaking。
\"Ilivedintheforest。
\"Shecamenomore。Never!Neveronce!Ilivedalone。Shehadforgotten。Itwaswell。Ididnotwanther;Iwantednoone。Ifoundanabandonedhouseinanoldclearing。Nobodycamenear。SometimesI
heardinthedistancethevoicesofpeoplegoingalongapath。I
slept;Irested;therewaswildrice,waterfromarunningstream——andpeace!EverynightIsatalonebymysmallfirebeforethehut。Manynightspassedovermyhead。
\"Then,oneevening,asIsatbymyfireafterhavingeaten,Ilookeddownonthegroundandbegantoremembermywanderings。Iliftedmyhead。Ihadheardnosound,norustle,nofootsteps——butIliftedmyhead。Amanwascomingtowardsmeacrossthesmallclearing。Iwaited。
Hecameupwithoutagreetingandsquatteddownintothefirelight。
Thenheturnedhisfacetome。ItwasMatara。Hestaredatmefiercelywithhisbigsunkeneyes。Thenightwascold;theheatdiedsuddenlyoutofthefire,andhestaredatme。Iroseandwentawayfromthere,leavinghimbythefirethathadnoheat。
\"Iwalkedallthatnight,allnextday,andintheeveningmadeupabigblazeandsatdown——towaitforhim。Hehadnotcomeintothelight。Iheardhiminthebusheshereandthere,whispering,whispering。Iunderstoodatlast——Ihadheardthewordsbefore,’Youaremyfriend——killwithasureshot。’
\"IboreitaslongasIcould——thenleapedaway,asonthisverynightIleapedfrommystockadeandswamtoyou。Iran——Irancryinglikeachildleftaloneandfarfromthehouses。Heranbymyside,withoutfootsteps,whispering,whispering——invisibleandheard。Isoughtpeople——Iwantedmenaroundme!Menwhohadnotdied!Andagainwetwowandered。Isoughtdanger,violence,anddeath。IfoughtintheAtjehwar,andabravepeoplewonderedatthevalianceofastranger。Butweweretwo;hewardedofftheblows……Why?Iwantedpeace,notlife。
Andnoonecouldseehim;nooneknew——Idaredtellnoone。Attimeshewouldleaveme,butnotforlong;thenhewouldreturnandwhisperorstare。Myheartwastornwithastrangefear,butcouldnotdie。
ThenImetanoldman。
\"Youallknewhim。Peopleherecalledhimmysorcerer,myservantandsword-bearer;buttomehewasfather,mother,protection,refugeandpeace。WhenImethimhewasreturningfromapilgrimage,andIheardhimintoningtheprayerofsunset。Hehadgonetotheholyplacewithhisson,hisson’swife,andalittlechild;andontheirreturn,bythefavouroftheMostHigh,theyalldied:thestrongman,theyoungmother,thelittlechild——theydied;andtheoldmanreachedhiscountryalone。Hewasapilgrimsereneandpious,verywiseandverylonely。Itoldhimall。Foratimewelivedtogether。Hesaidovermewordsofcompassion,ofwisdom,ofprayer。Hewardedfrommetheshadeofthedead。Ibeggedhimforacharmthatwouldmakemesafe。Foralongtimeherefused;butatlast,withasighandasmile,hegavemeone。Doubtlesshecouldcommandaspiritstrongerthantheunrestofmydeadfriend,andagainIhadpeace;butIhadbecomerestless,andaloverofturmoilanddanger。Theoldmanneverleftme。Wetravelledtogether。Wewerewelcomedbythegreat;hiswisdomandmycouragearerememberedwhereyourstrength,Owhitemen,isforgotten!WeservedtheSultanofSula。WefoughttheSpaniards。Therewerevictories,hopes,defeats,sorrow,blood,women’stears……Whatfor?……Wefled。Wecollectedwanderersofawarlikeraceandcameheretofightagain。Therestyouknow。Iamtherulerofaconqueredland,aloverofwaranddanger,afighterandaplotter。Buttheoldmanhasdied,andIamagaintheslaveofthedead。Heisnotherenowtodriveawaythereproachfulshade——tosilencethelifelessvoice!Thepowerofhischarmhasdiedwithhim。AndIknowfear;andIhearthewhisper,’Kill!kill!kill!’……HaveInotkilledenough?……\"
Forthefirsttimethatnightasuddenconvulsionofmadnessandragepassedoverhisface。Hiswaveringglancesdartedhereandtherelikescaredbirdsinathunderstorm。Hejumpedup,shouting——
\"Bythespiritsthatdrinkblood:bythespiritsthatcryinthenight:byallthespiritsoffury,misfortune,anddeath,I
swear——somedayIwillstrikeintoeveryheartImeet——I……\"
Helookedsodangerousthatweallthreeleapedtoourfeet,andHollis,withthebackofhishand,sentthekrissflyingoffthetable。Ibelieveweshoutedtogether。Itwasashortscare,andthenextmomenthewasagaincomposedinhischair,withthreewhitemenstandingoverhiminratherfoolishattitudes。Wefeltalittleashamedofourselves。Jacksonpickedupthekriss,and,afteraninquiringglanceatme,gaveittohim。Hereceiveditwithastatelyinclinationoftheheadandstuckitinthetwistofhissarong,withpunctiliouscaretogivehisweaponapacificposition。Thenhelookedupatuswithanausteresmile。Wewereabashedandreproved。Hollissatsidewaysonthetableand,holdinghischininhishand,scrutinizedhiminpensivesilence。Isaid——
\"Youmustabidewithyourpeople。Theyneedyou。Andthereisforgetfulnessinlife。Eventhedeadceasetospeakintime。\"
\"AmIawoman,toforgetlongyearsbeforeaneyelidhashadthetimetobeattwice?\"heexclaimed,withbitterresentment。Hestartledme。
Itwasamazing。Tohimhislife——thatcruelmirageofloveandpeace——seemedasreal,asundeniable,astheirswouldbetoanysaint,philosopher,orfoolofusall。Hollismuttered——
\"Youwon’tsoothehimwithyourplatitudes。\"
Karainspoketome。
\"Youknowus。Youhavelivedwithus。Why?——wecannotknow;butyouunderstandoursorrowsandourthoughts。Youhavelivedwithmypeople,andyouunderstandourdesiresandourfears。WithyouIwillgo。Toyourland——toyourpeople。Toyourpeople,wholiveinunbelief;towhomdayisday,andnightisnight——nothingmore,becauseyouunderstandallthingsseen,anddespiseallelse!Toyourlandofunbelief,wherethedeaddonotspeak,whereeverymaniswise,andalone——andatpeace!\"
\"Capitaldescription,\"murmuredHollis,withtheflickerofasmile。
Karainhunghishead。
\"Icantoil,andfight——andbefaithful,\"hewhispered,inawearytone,\"butIcannotgobacktohimwhowaitsformeontheshore。No!
Takemewithyou……Orelsegivemesomeofyourstrength——ofyourunbelief……Acharm!……\"
Heseemedutterlyexhausted。
\"Yes,takehimhome,\"saidHollis,verylow,asifdebatingwithhimself。\"Thatwouldbeoneway。Theghoststhereareinsociety,andtalkaffablytoladiesandgentlemen,butwouldscornanakedhumanbeing——likeourprincelyfriend……Naked……Flayed!Ishouldsay。Iamsorryforhim。Impossible——ofcourse。Theendofallthisshallbe,\"hewenton,lookingupatus——\"theendofthisshallbe,thatsomedayhewillrunamuckamongsthisfaithfulsubjectsandsend’adpatres’eversomanyofthembeforetheymakeuptheirmindstothedisloyaltyofknockinghimonthehead。\"
Inodded。IthoughtitmorethanprobablethatsuchwouldbetheendofKarain。Itwasevidentthathehadbeenhuntedbyhisthoughtalongtheverylimitofhumanendurance,andverylittlemorepressingwasneededtomakehimswerveoverintotheformofmadnesspeculiartohisrace。Therespitehehadduringtheoldman’slifemadethereturnofthetormentunbearable。Thatmuchwasclear。
Heliftedhisheadsuddenly;wehadimaginedforamomentthathehadbeendozing。
\"Givemeyourprotection——oryourstrength!\"hecried。\"Acharm……
aweapon!\"
Againhischinfellonhisbreast。Welookedathim,thenlookedatoneanotherwithsuspiciousaweinoureyes,likemenwhocomeunexpectedlyuponthesceneofsomemysteriousdisaster。Hehadgivenhimselfuptous;hehadthrustintoourhandshiserrorsandhistorment,hislifeandhispeace;andwedidnotknowwhattodowiththatproblemfromtheouterdarkness。Wethreewhitemen,lookingattheMalay,couldnotfindonewordtothepurposeamongstus——ifindeedthereexistedawordthatcouldsolvethatproblem。Wepondered,andourheartssank。WefeltasthoughwethreehadbeencalledtotheverygateofInfernalRegionstojudge,todecidethefateofawanderercomingsuddenlyfromaworldofsunshineandillusions。
\"ByJove,heseemstohaveagreatideaofourpower,\"whisperedHollis,hopelessly。Andthenagaintherewasasilence,thefeebleplashofwater,thesteadytickofchronometers。Jackson,withbarearmscrossed,leanedhisshouldersagainstthebulkheadofthecabin。
Hewasbendinghisheadunderthedeckbeam;hisfairbeardspreadoutmagnificentlyoverhischest;helookedcolossal,ineffectual,andmild。Therewassomethinglugubriousintheaspectofthecabin;theairinitseemedtobecomeslowlychargedwiththecruelchillofhelplessness,withthepitilessangerofegoismagainsttheincomprehensibleformofanintrudingpain。Wehadnoideawhattodo;webegantoresentbitterlythehardnecessitytogetridofhim。
Hollismused,mutteredsuddenlywithashortlaugh,\"Strength……
Protection……Charm。\"Heslippedoffthetableandleftthecuddywithoutalookatus。Itseemedabasedesertion。JacksonandI
exchangedindignantglances。Wecouldhearhimrummaginginhispigeon-holeofacabin。Wasthefellowactuallygoingtobed?Karainsighed。Itwasintolerable!
ThenHollisreappeared,holdinginbothhandsasmallleatherbox。Heputitdowngentlyonthetableandlookedatuswithaqueergasp,wethought,asthoughhehadfromsomecausebecomespeechlessforamoment,orwereethicallyuncertainaboutproducingthatbox。Butinaninstanttheinsolentandunerringwisdomofhisyouthgavehimtheneededcourage。Hesaid,asheunlockedtheboxwithaverysmallkey,\"Lookassolemnasyoucan,youfellows。\"
Probablywelookedonlysurprisedandstupid,forheglancedoverhisshoulder,andsaidangrily——
\"Thisisnoplay;Iamgoingtodosomethingforhim。Lookserious。
Confoundit!……Can’tyouliealittle……forafriend!\"
Karainseemedtotakenonoticeofus,butwhenHollisthrewopenthelidoftheboxhiseyesflewtoit——andsodidours。Thequiltedcrimsonsatinoftheinsideputaviolentpatchofcolourintothesombreatmosphere;itwassomethingpositivetolookat——itwasfascinating。
VI
Hollislookedsmilingintothebox。HehadlatelymadeadashhomethroughtheCanal。Hehadbeenawaysixmonths,andonlyjoinedusagainjustintimeforthislasttrip。Wehadneverseentheboxbefore。Hishandshoveredaboveit;andhetalkedtousironically,buthisfacebecameasgraveasthoughhewerepronouncingapowerfulincantationoverthethingsinside。
\"Everyoneofus,\"hesaid,withpausesthatsomehowweremoreoffensivethanhiswords——\"everyoneofus,you’lladmit,hasbeenhauntedbysomewoman……And……astofriends……droppedbytheway……Well!……askyourselves……\"
Hepaused。Karainstared。Adeeprumblewasheardhighupunderthedeck。Jacksonspokeseriously——
\"Don’tbesobeastlycynical。\"
\"Ah!Youarewithoutguile,\"saidHollis,sadly。\"Youwilllearn……
MeantimethisMalayhasbeenourfriend……\"
Herepeatedseveraltimesthoughtfully,\"Friend……Malay。Friend,Malay,\"asthoughweighingthewordsagainstoneanother,thenwentonmorebriskly——
\"Agoodfellow——agentlemaninhisway。Wecan’t,sotospeak,turnourbacksonhisconfidenceandbeliefinus。ThoseMalaysareeasilyimpressed——allnerves,youknow——therefore……\"
Heturnedtomesharply。
\"Youknowhimbest,\"hesaid,inapracticaltone。\"Doyouthinkheisfanatical——Imeanverystrictinhisfaith?\"
Istammeredinprofoundamazementthat\"Ididnotthinkso。\"
\"It’sonaccountofitsbeingalikeness——anengravedimage,\"
mutteredHollis,enigmatically,turningtothebox。Heplungedhisfingersintoit。Karain’slipswerepartedandhiseyesshone。Welookedintothebox。
Therewerethereacoupleofreelsofcotton,apacketofneedles,abitofsilkribbon,darkblue;acabinetphotograph,atwhichHollisstoleaglancebeforelayingitonthetablefacedownwards。A
girl’sportrait,Icouldsee。Therewere,amongstalotofvarioussmallobjects,abunchofflowers,anarrowwhiteglovewithmanybuttons,aslimpacketofletterscarefullytiedup。Amuletsofwhitemen!Charmsandtalismans!Charmsthatkeepthemstraight,thatdrivethemcrooked,thathavethepowertomakeayoungmansigh,anoldmansmile。Potentthingsthatprocuredreamsofjoy,thoughtsofregret;
thatsoftenhardhearts,andcantemperasoftonetothehardnessofsteel。Giftsofheaven——thingsofearth……
Hollisrummagedinthebox。
Anditseemedtome,duringthatmomentofwaiting,thatthecabinoftheschoonerwasbecomingfilledwithastirinvisibleandlivingasofsubtlebreaths。AlltheghostsdrivenoutoftheunbelievingWestbymenwhopretendtobewiseandaloneandatpeace——allthehomelessghostsofanunbelievingworld——appearedsuddenlyroundthefigureofHollisbendingoverthebox;alltheexiledandcharmingshadesoflovedwomen;allthebeautifulandtenderghostsofideals,remembered,forgotten,cherished,execrated;allthecast-outandreproachfulghostsoffriendsadmired,trusted,traduced,betrayed,leftdeadbytheway——theyallseemedtocomefromtheinhospitableregionsoftheearthtocrowdintothegloomycabin,asthoughithadbeenarefugeand,inalltheunbelievingworld,theonlyplaceofavengingbelief……Itlastedasecond——alldisappeared。Holliswasfacingusalonewithsomethingsmallthatglitteredbetweenhisfingers。Itlookedlikeacoin。
\"Ah!hereitis,\"hesaid。
Hehelditup。Itwasasixpence——aJubileesixpence。Itwasgilt;ithadaholepunchedneartherim。HollislookedtowardsKarain。
\"Acharmforourfriend,\"hesaidtous。\"Thethingitselfisofgreatpower——money,youknow——andhisimaginationisstruck。Aloyalvagabond;ifonlyhispuritanismdoesn’tshyatalikeness……\"
Wesaidnothing。Wedidnotknowwhethertobescandalized,amused,orrelieved。HollisadvancedtowardsKarain,whostoodupasifstartled,andthen,holdingthecoinup,spokeinMalay。
\"ThisistheimageoftheGreatQueen,andthemostpowerfulthingthewhitemenknow,\"hesaid,solemnly。
Karaincoveredthehandleofhiskrissinsignofrespect,andstaredatthecrownedhead。
\"TheInvincible,thePious,\"hemuttered。
\"SheismorepowerfulthanSuleimantheWise,whocommandedthegenii,asyouknow,\"saidHollis,gravely。\"Ishallgivethistoyou。\"
Heheldthesixpenceinthepalmofhishand,andlookingatitthoughtfully,spoketousinEnglish。
\"Shecommandsaspirit,too——thespiritofhernation;amasterful,conscientious,unscrupulous,unconquerabledevil……thatdoesalotofgood——incidentally……alotofgood……attimes——andwouldn’tstandanyfussfromthebestghostoutforsuchalittlethingasourfriend’sshot。Don’tlookthunderstruck,youfellows。
Helpmetomakehimbelieve——everything’sinthat。\"
\"Hispeoplewillbeshocked,\"Imurmured。
HollislookedfixedlyatKarain,whowastheincarnationoftheveryessenceofstillexcitement。Hestoodrigid,withheadthrownback;
hiseyesrolledwildly,flashing;thedilatednostrilsquivered。
\"Hangitall!\"saidHollisatlast,\"heisagoodfellow。I’llgivehimsomethingthatIshallreallymiss。\"
Hetooktheribbonoutofthebox,smiledatitscornfully,thenwithapairofscissorscutoutapiecefromthepalmoftheglove。
\"IshallmakehimathinglikethoseItalianpeasantswear,youknow。\"
Hesewedthecoininthedelicateleather,sewedtheleathertotheribbon,tiedtheendstogether。Heworkedwithhaste。Karainwatchedhisfingersallthetime。
\"Nowthen,\"hesaid——thensteppeduptoKarain。Theylookedcloseintooneanother’seyes。ThoseofKarainstaredinalostglance,butHollis’sseemedtogrowdarkerandlookedoutmasterfulandcompelling。Theywereinviolentcontrasttogether——onemotionlessandthecolourofbronze,theotherdazzlingwhiteandliftinghisarms,wherethepowerfulmusclesrolledslightlyunderaskinthatgleamedlikesatin。Jacksonmovednearwiththeairofamanclosinguptoachuminatightplace。Isaidimpressively,pointingtoHollis——
\"Heisyoung,butheiswise。Believehim!\"
Karainbenthishead:Hollisthrewlightlyoveritthedark-blueribbonandsteppedback。
\"Forget,andbeatpeace!\"Icried。
Karainseemedtowakeupfromadream。Hesaid,\"Ha!\"shookhimselfasifthrowingoffaburden。Helookedroundwithassurance。Someoneondeckdraggedofftheskylightcover,andafloodoflightfellintothecabin。Itwasmorningalready。
\"Timetogoondeck,\"saidJackson。
Hollisputonacoat,andwewentup,Karainleading。
Thesunhadrisenbeyondthehills,andtheirlongshadowsstretchedfaroverthebayinthepearlylight。Theairwasclear,stainless,andcool。Ipointedatthecurvedlineofyellowsands。
\"Heisnotthere,\"Isaid,emphatically,toKarain。\"Hewaitsnomore。
Hehasdepartedforever。\"
Ashaftofbrighthotraysdartedintothebaybetweenthesummitsoftwohills,andthewaterallroundbrokeoutasifbymagicintoadazzlingsparkle。
\"No!Heisnottherewaiting,\"saidKarain,afteralonglookoverthebeach。\"Idonothearhim,\"hewenton,slowly。\"No!\"
Heturnedtous。
\"Hehasdepartedagain——forever!\"hecried。
Weassentedvigorously,repeatedly,andwithoutcompunction。Thegreatthingwastoimpresshimpowerfully;tosuggestabsolutesafety——theendofalltrouble。Wedidourbest;andIhopeweaffirmedourfaithinthepowerofHollis’scharmefficientlyenoughtoputthematterbeyondtheshadowofadoubt。Ourvoicesrangaroundhimjoyouslyinthestillair,andabovehisheadthesky,pellucid,pure,stainless,archeditstenderbluefromshoretoshoreandoverthebay,asiftoenvelopthewater,theearth,andthemaninthecaressofitslight。
Theanchorwasup,thesailshungstill,andhalf-a-dozenbigboatswereseensweepingoverthebaytogiveusatowout。Thepaddlersinthefirstonethatcamealongsideliftedtheirheadsandsawtheirrulerstandingamongstus。Alowmurmurofsurprisearose——thenashoutofgreeting。
Heleftus,andseemedstraightwaytostepintotheglorioussplendourofhisstage,towraphimselfintheillusionofunavoidablesuccess。
Foramomenthestooderect,onefootoverthegangway,onehandonthehiltofhiskriss,inamartialpose;and,relievedfromthefearofouterdarkness,heheldhisheadhigh,hesweptaserenelookoverhisconqueredfootholdontheearth。Theboatsfarofftookupthecryofgreeting;agreatclamourrolledonthewater;thehillsechoedit,andseemedtotossbackathimthewordsinvokinglonglifeandvictories。
Hedescendedintoacanoe,andassoonashewasclearofthesidewegavehimthreecheers。Theysoundedfaintandorderlyafterthewildtumultofhisloyalsubjects,butitwasthebestwecoulddo。Hestoodupintheboat,liftedupbothhisarms,thenpointedtotheinfalliblecharm。Wecheeredagain;andtheMalaysintheboatsstared——verymuchpuzzledandimpressed。Iwonderedwhattheythought;
whathethought;……whatthereaderthinks?
Wetowedoutslowly。Wesawhimlandandwatchusfromthebeach。A
figureapproachedhimhumblybutopenly——notatalllikeaghostwithagrievance。Wecouldseeothermenrunningtowardshim。Perhapshehadbeenmissed?Atanyratetherewasagreatstir。Agroupformeditselfrapidlynearhim,andhewalkedalongthesands,followedbyagrowingcortegeandkeptnearlyabreastoftheschooner。Withourglasseswecouldseetheblueribbononhisneckandapatchofwhiteonhisbrownchest。Thebaywaswakingup。Thesmokesofmorningfiresstoodinfaintspiralshigherthantheheadsofpalms;peoplemovedbetweenthehouses;aherdofbuffaloesgallopedclumsilyacrossagreenslope;theslenderfiguresofboysbrandishingsticksappearedblackandleapinginthelonggrass;acolouredlineofwomen,withwaterbamboosontheirheads,movedswayingthroughathingroveoffruit-trees。Karainstoppedinthemidstofhismenandwavedhishand;then,detachinghimselffromthesplendidgroup,walkedalonetothewater’sedgeandwavedhishandagain。Theschoonerpassedouttoseabetweenthesteepheadlandsthatshutinthebay,andatthesameinstantKarainpassedoutofourlifeforever。
Butthememoryremains。SomeyearsafterwardsImetJackson,intheStrand。Hewasmagnificentasever。Hisheadwashighabovethecrowd。
Hisbeardwasgold,hisfacered,hiseyesblue;hehadawide-brimmedgrayhatandnocollarorwaistcoat;hewasinspiring;hehadjustcomehome——hadlandedthatveryday!Ourmeetingcausedaneddyinthecurrentofhumanity。Hurriedpeoplewouldrunagainstus,thenwalkroundus,andturnbacktolookatthatgiant。Wetriedtocompresssevenyearsoflifeintosevenexclamations;then,suddenlyappeased,walkedsedatelyalong,givingoneanotherthenewsofyesterday。
Jacksongazedabouthim,likeamanwholooksforlandmarks,thenstoppedbeforeBland’swindow。Healwayshadapassionforfirearms;
sohestoppedshortandcontemplatedtherowofweapons,perfectandsevere,drawnupinalinebehindtheblack-framedpanes。Istoodbyhisside。Suddenlyhesaid——
\"DoyourememberKarain?\"
Inodded。