\"Thesightofallthismademethinkofhim,\"hewenton,withhisfaceneartheglass……andIcouldseeanotherman,powerfulandbearded,peeringathimintentlyfromamongstthedarkandpolishedtubesthatcancuresomanyillusions。\"Yes;itmademethinkofhim,\"
hecontinued,slowly。\"Isawapaperthismorning;theyarefightingoverthereagain。He’ssuretobeinit。Hewillmakeithotforthecaballeros。Well,goodlucktohim,poordevil!Hewasperfectlystunning。\"
Wewalkedon。
\"Iwonderwhetherthecharmworked——yourememberHollis’scharm,ofcourse。Ifitdid……Neverwasasixpencewastedtobetteradvantage!Poordevil!Iwonderwhetherhegotridofthatfriendofhis。Hopeso……Doyouknow,Isometimesthinkthat——\"
Istoodstillandlookedathim。
\"Yes……Imean,whetherthethingwasso,youknow……whetheritreallyhappenedtohim……Whatdoyouthink?\"
\"Mydearchap,\"Icried,\"youhavebeentoolongawayfromhome。Whataquestiontoask!Onlylookatallthis。\"
Awaterygleamofsunshineflashedfromthewestandwentoutbetweentwolonglinesofwalls;andthenthebrokenconfusionofroofs,thechimney-stacks,thegoldletterssprawlingoverthefrontsofhouses,thesombrepolishofwindows,stoodresignedandsullenunderthefallinggloom。Thewholelengthofthestreet,deepasawellandnarrowlikeacorridor,wasfullofasombreandceaselessstir。Ourearswerefilledbyaheadlongshuffleandbeatofrapidfootstepsandbyanunderlyingrumour——arumourvast,faint,pulsating,asofpantingbreaths,ofbeatinghearts,ofgaspingvoices。Innumerableeyesstaredstraightinfront,feetmovedhurriedly,blankfacesflowed,armsswung。Overall,anarrowraggedstripofsmokyskywoundaboutbetweenthehighroofs,extendedandmotionless,likeasoiledstreamerflyingabovetheroutofamob。
\"Ye-e-e-s,\"saidJackson,meditatively。
Thebigwheelsofhansomsturnedslowlyalongtheedgeofside-walks;
apale-facedyouthstrolled,overcomebyweariness,bythesideofhisstickandwiththetailsofhisovercoatflappinggentlynearhisheels;horsessteppedgingerlyonthegreasypavement,tossingtheirheads;twoyounggirlspassedby,talkingvivaciouslyandwithshiningeyes;afineoldfellowstrutted,red-faced,strokingawhitemoustache;andalineofyellowboardswithbluelettersonthemapproachedusslowly,tossingonhighbehindoneanotherlikesomequeerwreckageadriftuponariverofhats。
\"Ye-e-es,\"repeatedJackson。Hisclearblueeyeslookedabout,contemptuous,amusedandhard,liketheeyesofaboy。Aclumsystringofred,yellow,andgreenomnibusesrolledswaying,monstrousandgaudy;twoshabbychildrenranacrosstheroad;aknotofdirtymenwithredneckerchiefsroundtheirbarethroatslurchedalong,discussingfilthily;araggedoldmanwithafaceofdespairyelledhorriblyinthemudthenameofapaper;whilefaroff,amongstthetossingheadsofhorses,thedullflashofharnesses,thejumbleoflustrouspanelsandroofsofcarriages,wecouldseeapoliceman,helmetedanddark,stretchingoutarigidarmatthecrossingofthestreets。
\"Yes;Iseeit,\"saidJackson,slowly。\"Itisthere;itpants,itruns,itrolls;itisstrongandalive;itwouldsmashyouifyoudidn’tlookout;butI’llbehangedifitisyetasrealtomeas……astheotherthing……say,Karain’sstory。\"
Ithinkthat,decidedly,hehadbeentoolongawayfromhome。
THEIDIOTS
WeweredrivingalongtheroadfromTreguiertoKervanda。Wepassedatasmarttrotbetweenthehedgestoppinganearthwalloneachsideoftheroad;thenatthefootofthesteepascentbeforePloumarthehorsedroppedintoawalk,andthedriverjumpeddownheavilyfromthebox。Heflickedhiswhipandclimbedtheincline,steppingclumsilyuphillbythesideofthecarriage,onehandonthefootboard,hiseyesontheground。Afterawhileheliftedhishead,pointeduptheroadwiththeendofthewhip,andsaid——
\"Theidiot!\"
Thesunwasshiningviolentlyupontheundulatingsurfaceoftheland。
Therisesweretoppedbyclumpsofmeagretrees,withtheirbranchesshowinghighontheskyasiftheyhadbeenpercheduponstilts。Thesmallfields,cutupbyhedgesandstonewallsthatzig-zaggedovertheslopes,layinrectangularpatchesofvividgreensandyellows,resemblingtheunskilfuldaubsofanaivepicture。Andthelandscapewasdividedintwobythewhitestreakofaroadstretchinginlongloopsfaraway,likeariverofdustcrawlingoutofthehillsonitswaytothesea。
\"Hereheis,\"saidthedriver,again。
Inthelonggrassborderingtheroadafaceglidedpastthecarriageatthelevelofthewheelsaswedroveslowlyby。Theimbecilefacewasred,andthebulletheadwithclose-croppedhairseemedtoliealone,itschininthedust。Thebodywaslostinthebushesgrowingthickalongthebottomofthedeepditch。
Itwasaboy’sface。Hemighthavebeensixteen,judgingfromthesize——perhapsless,perhapsmore。Suchcreaturesareforgottenbytime,andliveuntouchedbyyearstilldeathgathersthemupintoitscompassionatebosom;thefaithfuldeaththatneverforgetsinthepressofworkthemostinsignificantofitschildren。
\"Ah!there’sanother,\"saidtheman,withacertainsatisfactioninhistone,asifhehadcaughtsightofsomethingexpected。
Therewasanother。Thatonestoodnearlyinthemiddleoftheroadintheblazeofsunshineattheendofhisownshortshadow。Andhestoodwithhandspushedintotheoppositesleevesofhislongcoat,hisheadsunkbetweentheshoulders,allhunchedupinthefloodofheat。Fromadistancehehadtheaspectofonesufferingfromintensecold。
\"Thosearetwins,\"explainedthedriver。
Theidiotshuffledtwopacesoutofthewayandlookedatusoverhisshoulderwhenwebrushedpasthim。Theglancewasunseeingandstaring,afascinatedglance;buthedidnotturntolookafterus。
Probablytheimagepassedbeforetheeyeswithoutleavinganytraceonthemisshapenbrainofthecreature。WhenwehadtoppedtheascentI
lookedoverthehood。Hestoodintheroadjustwherewehadlefthim。
Thedriverclamberedintohisseat,clickedhistongue,andwewentdownhill。Thebrakesqueakedhorriblyfromtimetotime。Atthefootheeasedoffthenoisymechanismandsaid,turninghalfroundonhisbox——
\"Weshallseesomemoreofthemby-and-by。\"
\"Moreidiots?Howmanyofthemarethere,then?\"Iasked。
\"There’sfourofthem——childrenofafarmernearPloumarhere……
Theparentsaredeadnow,\"headded,afterawhile。\"Thegrandmotherlivesonthefarm。Inthedaytimetheyknockaboutonthisroad,andtheycomehomeatduskalongwiththecattle……It’sagoodfarm。\"
Wesawtheothertwo:aboyandagirl,asthedriversaid。Theyweredressedexactlyalike,inshapelessgarmentswithpetticoat-likeskirts。Theimperfectthingthatlivedwithinthemmovedthosebeingstohowlatusfromthetopofthebank,wheretheysprawledamongstthetoughstalksoffurze。Theircroppedblackheadsstuckoutfromthebrightyellowwallofcountlesssmallblossoms。Thefaceswerepurplewiththestrainofyelling;thevoicessoundedblankandcrackedlikeamechanicalimitationofoldpeople’svoices;andsuddenlyceasedwhenweturnedintoalane。
Isawthemmanytimesinmywanderingaboutthecountry。Theylivedonthatroad,driftingalongitslengthhereandthere,accordingtotheinexplicableimpulsesoftheirmonstrousdarkness。Theywereanoffencetothesunshine,areproachtoemptyheaven,ablightontheconcentratedandpurposefulvigourofthewildlandscape。Intimethestoryoftheirparentsshapeditselfbeforemeoutofthelistlessanswerstomyquestions,outoftheindifferentwordsheardinwaysideinnsorontheveryroadthoseidiotshaunted。Someofitwastoldbyanemaciatedandscepticaloldfellowwithatremendouswhip,whilewetrudgedtogetheroverthesandsbythesideofatwo-wheeledcartloadedwithdrippingseaweed。Thenatothertimesotherpeopleconfirmedandcompletedthestory:tillitstoodatlastbeforeme,ataleformidableandsimple,astheyalwaysare,thosedisclosuresofobscuretrialsenduredbyignoranthearts。
WhenhereturnedfromhismilitaryserviceJean-PierreBacadoufoundtheoldpeopleverymuchaged。Heremarkedwithpainthattheworkofthefarmwasnotsatisfactorilydone。Thefatherhadnottheenergyofolddays。Thehandsdidnotfeeloverthemtheeyeofthemaster。
Jean-Pierrenotedwithsorrowthattheheapofmanureinthecourtyardbeforetheonlyentrancetothehousewasnotsolargeasitshouldhavebeen。Thefenceswereoutofrepair,andthecattlesufferedfromneglect。Athomethemotherwaspracticallybedridden,andthegirlschatteredloudlyinthebigkitchen,unrebuked,frommorningtonight。
Hesaidtohimself:\"Wemustchangeallthis。\"Hetalkedthematteroverwithhisfatheroneeveningwhentheraysofthesettingsunenteringtheyardbetweentheouthousesruledtheheavyshadowswithluminousstreaks。Overthemanureheapfloatedamist,opal-tintedandodorous,andthemaraudinghenswouldstopintheirscratchingtoexaminewithasuddenglanceoftheirroundeyethetwomen,bothleanandtall,talkinginhoarsetones。Theoldman,alltwistedwithrheumatismandbowedwithyearsofwork,theyoungerbonyandstraight,spokewithoutgesturesintheindifferentmannerofpeasants,graveandslow。Butbeforethesunhadsetthefatherhadsubmittedtothesensibleargumentsoftheson。\"ItisnotformethatIamspeaking,\"insistedJean-Pierre。\"Itisfortheland。It’sapitytoseeitbadlyused。Iamnotimpatientformyself。\"Theoldfellownoddedoverhisstick。\"Idaresay;Idaresay,\"hemuttered。\"Youmayberight。Dowhatyoulike。It’sthemotherthatwillbepleased。\"
Themotherwaspleasedwithherdaughter-in-law。Jean-Pierrebroughtthetwo-wheeledspring-cartwitharushintotheyard。Thegrayhorsegallopedclumsily,andthebrideandbridegroom,sittingsidebyside,werejerkedbackwardsandforwardsbytheupanddownmotionoftheshafts,inamannerregularandbrusque。Ontheroadthedistancedweddingguestsstraggledinpairsandgroups。Themenadvancedwithheavysteps,swingingtheiridlearms。Theywerecladintownclothes;
jacketscutwithclumsysmartness,hardblackhats,immenseboots,polishedhighly。Theirwomenallinsimpleblack,withwhitecapsandshawlsoffadedtintsfoldedtriangularlyontheback,strolledlightlybytheirside。Infronttheviolinsangastridenttune,andthebiniousnoredandhummed,whiletheplayercaperedsolemnly,liftinghighhisheavyclogs。Thesombreprocessiondriftedinandoutofthenarrowlanes,throughsunshineandthroughshade,betweenfieldsandhedgerows,scaringthelittlebirdsthatdartedawayintroopsrightandleft。IntheyardofBacadou’sfarmthedarkribbonwounditselfupintoamassofmenandwomenpushingatthedoorwithcriesandgreetings。Theweddingdinnerwasrememberedformonths。Itwasasplendidfeastintheorchard。Farmersofconsiderablemeansandexcellentreputeweretobefoundsleepinginditches,allalongtheroadtoTreguier,evenaslateastheafternoonofthenextday。
AllthecountrysideparticipatedinthehappinessofJean-Pierre。Heremainedsober,and,togetherwithhisquietwife,keptoutoftheway,lettingfatherandmotherreaptheirdueofhonourandthanks。
Butthenextdayhetookholdstrongly,andtheoldfolksfeltashadow——precursorofthegrave——falluponthemfinally。Theworldistotheyoung。
Whenthetwinswereborntherewasplentyofroominthehouse,forthemotherofJean-PierrehadgoneawaytodwellunderaheavystoneinthecemeteryofPloumar。Onthatday,forthefirsttimesincehisson’smarriage,theelderBacadou,neglectedbythecacklinglotofstrangewomenwhothrongedthekitchen,leftinthemorninghisseatunderthemantelofthefireplace,andwentintotheemptycow-house,shakinghiswhitelocksdismally。Grandsonswereallverywell,buthewantedhissoupatmidday。Whenshownthebabies,hestaredatthemwithafixedgaze,andmutteredsomethinglike:\"It’stoomuch。\"
Whetherhemeanttoomuchhappiness,orsimplycommenteduponthenumberofhisdescendants,itisimpossibletosay。Helookedoffended——asfarashisoldwoodenfacecouldexpressanything;andfordaysafterwardscouldbeseen,almostanytimeoftheday,sittingatthegate,withhisnoseoverhisknees,apipebetweenhisgums,andgatheredupintoakindofragingconcentratedsulkiness。Oncehespoketohisson,alludingtothenewcomerswithagroan:\"Theywillquarrelovertheland。\"\"Don’tbotheraboutthat,father,\"answeredJean-Pierre,stolidly,andpassed,bentdouble,towingarecalcitrantcowoverhisshoulder。
Hewashappy,andsowasSusan,hiswife。Itwasnotanetherealjoywelcomingnewsoulstostruggle,perchancetovictory。Infourteenyearsbothboyswouldbeahelp;and,lateron,Jean-Pierrepicturedtwobigsonsstridingoverthelandfrompatchtopatch,wringingtributefromtheearthbelovedandfruitful。Susanwashappytoo,forshedidnotwanttobespokenofastheunfortunatewoman,andnowshehadchildrennoonecouldcallherthat。Bothherselfandherhusbandhadseensomethingofthelargerworld——heduringthetimeofhisservice;whileshehadspentayearorsoinPariswithaBretonfamily;buthadbeentoohome-sicktoremainlongerawayfromthehillyandgreencountry,setinabarrencircleofrocksandsands,whereshehadbeenborn。Shethoughtthatoneoftheboysoughtperhapstobeapriest,butsaidnothingtoherhusband,whowasarepublican,andhatedthe\"crows,\"ashecalledtheministersofreligion。Thechristeningwasasplendidaffair。Allthecommunecametoit,fortheBacadouswererichandinfluential,and,nowandthen,didnotmindtheexpense。Thegrandfatherhadanewcoat。
Somemonthsafterwards,oneeveningwhenthekitchenhadbeenswept,andthedoorlocked,Jean-Pierre,lookingatthecot,askedhiswife:
\"What’sthematterwiththosechildren?\"And,asifthesewords,spokencalmly,hadbeentheportentofmisfortune,sheansweredwithaloudwailthatmusthavebeenheardacrosstheyardinthepig-sty;
forthepigs(theBacadoushadthefinestpigsinthecountry)stirredandgruntedcomplaininglyinthenight。Thehusbandwentongrindinghisbreadandbutterslowly,gazingatthewall,thesoup-platesmokingunderhischin。Hehadreturnedlatefromthemarket,wherehehadoverheard(notforthefirsttime)whispersbehindhisback。Herevolvedthewordsinhismindashedroveback。\"Simple!Bothofthem……Neveranyuse!……Well!Maybe,maybe。Onemustsee。
Wouldaskhiswife。\"Thiswasheranswer。Hefeltlikeablowonhischest,butsaidonly:\"Go,drawmesomecider。Iamthirsty!\"
Shewentoutmoaning,anemptyjuginherhand。Thenhearose,tookupthelight,andmovedslowlytowardsthecradle。Theyslept。Helookedatthemsideways,finishedhismouthfulthere,wentbackheavily,andsatdownbeforehisplate。Whenhiswifereturnedheneverlookedup,butswallowedacoupleofspoonfulsnoisily,andremarked,inadullmanner——
\"Whentheysleeptheyarelikeotherpeople’schildren。\"
Shesatdownsuddenlyonastoolnearby,andshookwithasilenttempestofsobs,unabletospeak。Hefinishedhismeal,andremainedidlythrownbackinhischair,hiseyeslostamongsttheblackraftersoftheceiling。Beforehimthetallowcandleflaredredandstraight,sendingupaslenderthreadofsmoke。Thelightlayontherough,sunburntskinofhisthroat;thesunkcheekswerelikepatchesofdarkness,andhisaspectwasmournfullystolid,asifhehadruminatedwithdifficultyendlessideas。Thenhesaid,deliberately——
\"Wemustsee……consultpeople。Don’tcry……Theywon’tallbelikethat……surely!Wemustsleepnow。\"
Afterthethirdchild,alsoaboy,wasborn,Jean-Pierrewentabouthisworkwithtensehopefulness。Hislipsseemedmorenarrow,moretightlycompressedthanbefore;asifforfearoflettingtheearthhetilledhearthevoiceofhopethatmurmuredwithinhisbreast。Hewatchedthechild,steppinguptothecotwithaheavyclangofsabotsonthestonefloor,andglancedin,alonghisshoulder,withthatindifferencewhichislikeadeformityofpeasanthumanity。Liketheearththeymasterandserve,thosemen,slowofeyeandspeech,donotshowtheinnerfire;sothat,atlast,itbecomesaquestionwiththemaswiththeearth,whatthereisinthecore:heat,violence,aforcemysteriousandterrible——ornothingbutaclod,amassfertileandinert,coldandunfeeling,readytobearacropofplantsthatsustainlifeorgivedeath。
Themotherwatchedwithothereyes;listenedwithotherwiseexpectantears。Underthehighhangingshelvessupportinggreatsidesofbaconoverhead,herbodywasbusybythegreatfireplace,attentivetothepotswingingonirongallows,scrubbingthelongtablewherethefieldhandswouldsitdowndirectlytotheireveningmeal。Hermindremainedbythecradle,nightanddayonthewatch,tohopeandsuffer。Thatchild,liketheothertwo,neversmiled,neverstretcheditshandstoher,neverspoke;neverhadaglanceofrecognitionforherinitsbigblackeyes,whichcouldonlystarefixedlyatanyglitter,butfailedhopelesslytofollowthebrillianceofasun-rayslippingslowlyalongthefloor。Whenthemenwereatworkshespentlongdaysbetweenherthreeidiotchildrenandthechildishgrandfather,whosatgrim,angular,andimmovable,withhisfeetnearthewarmashesofthefire。Thefeebleoldfellowseemedtosuspectthattherewassomethingwrongwithhisgrandsons。Onlyonce,movedeitherbyaffectionorbythesenseofproprieties,heattemptedtonursetheyoungest。Hetooktheboyupfromthefloor,clickedhistongueathim,andessayedashakygallopofhisbonyknees。Thenhelookedcloselywithhismistyeyesatthechild’sfaceanddepositedhimdowngentlyontheflooragain。Andhesat,hisleanshankscrossed,noddingatthesteamescapingfromthecooking-potwithagazesenileandworried。
ThenmuteafflictiondweltinBacadou’sfarmhouse,sharingthebreathandthebreadofitsinhabitants;andthepriestofthePloumarparishhadgreatcauseforcongratulation。Hecalledupontherichlandowner,theMarquisdeChavanes,onpurposetodeliverhimselfwithjoyfulunctionofsolemnplatitudesabouttheinscrutablewaysofProvidence。Inthevastdimnessofthecurtaineddrawing-room,thelittleman,resemblingablackbolster,leanedtowardsacouch,hishatonhisknees,andgesticulatedwithafathandattheelongated,gracefully-flowinglinesoftheclearParisiantoilettefromwhichthehalf-amused,half-boredmarquiselistenedwithgraciouslanguor。Hewasexultingandhumble,proudandawed。Theimpossiblehadcometopass。Jean-PierreBacadou,theenragedrepublicanfarmer,hadbeentomasslastSunday——hadproposedtoentertainthevisitingpriestsatthenextfestivalofPloumar!ItwasatriumphfortheChurchandforthegoodcause。\"IthoughtIwouldcomeatoncetotellMonsieurleMarquis。Iknowhowanxiousheisforthewelfareofourcountry,\"
declaredthepriest,wipinghisface。Hewasaskedtostaytodinner。
TheChavanesreturningthatevening,afterseeingtheirguesttothemaingateofthepark,discussedthematterwhiletheystrolledinthemoonlight,trailingtheirlongshadowsupthestraightavenueofchestnuts。Themarquise,aroyalistofcourse,hadbeenmayorofthecommunewhichincludesPloumar,thescatteredhamletsofthecoast,andthestonyislandsthatfringetheyellowflatnessofthesands。Hehadfelthispositioninsecure,fortherewasastrongrepublicanelementinthatpartofthecountry;butnowtheconversionofJean-Pierremadehimsafe。Hewasverypleased。\"Youhavenoideahowinfluentialthosepeopleare,\"heexplainedtohiswife。\"Now,Iamsure,thenextcommunalelectionwillgoallright。Ishallbere-
elected。\"\"Yourambitionisperfectlyinsatiable,Charles,\"exclaimedthemarquise,gaily。\"But,machereamie,\"arguedthehusband,seriously,\"it’smostimportantthattherightmanshouldbemayorthisyear,becauseoftheelectionstotheChamber。Ifyouthinkitamusesme……\"
Jean-Pierrehadsurrenderedtohiswife’smother。MadameLevaillewasawomanofbusiness,knownandrespectedwithinaradiusofatleastfifteenmiles。Thick-setandstout,shewasseenaboutthecountry,onfootorinanacquaintance’scart,perpetuallymoving,inspiteofherfifty-eightyears,insteadypursuitofbusiness。Shehadhousesinallthehamlets,sheworkedquarriesofgranite,shefreightedcoasterswithstone——eventradedwiththeChannelIslands。Shewasbroad-cheeked,wide-eyed,persuasiveinspeech:carryingherpointwiththeplacidandinvincibleobstinacyofanoldwomanwhoknowsherownmind。Sheveryseldomsleptfortwonightstogetherinthesamehouse;andthewaysideinnswerethebestplacestoinquireinastoherwhereabouts。Shehadeitherpassed,orwasexpectedtopassthereatsix;orsomebody,comingin,hadseenherinthemorning,orexpectedtomeetherthatevening。Aftertheinnsthatcommandtheroads,thechurcheswerethebuildingsshefrequentedmost。MenofliberalopinionswouldinducesmallchildrentorunintosacrededificestoseewhetherMadameLevaillewasthere,andtotellherthatso-and-sowasintheroadwaitingtospeaktoheraboutpotatoes,orflour,orstones,orhouses;andshewouldcurtailherdevotions,comeoutblinkingandcrossingherselfintothesunshine;readytodiscussbusinessmattersinacalm,sensiblewayacrossatableinthekitchenoftheinnopposite。Latterlyshehadstayedforafewdaysseveraltimeswithherson-in-law,arguingagainstsorrowandmisfortunewithcomposedfaceandgentletones。Jean-Pierrefelttheconvictionsimbibedintheregimenttornoutofhisbreast——notbyargumentsbutbyfacts。Stridingoverhisfieldshethoughtitover。
Therewerethreeofthem。Three!Allalike!Why?Suchthingsdidnothappentoeverybody——tonobodyheeverheardof。One——mightpass。Butthree!Allthree。Foreveruseless,tobefedwhilehelivedand……
Whatwouldbecomeofthelandwhenhedied?Thismustbeseento。Hewouldsacrificehisconvictions。Onedayhetoldhiswife——
\"SeewhatyourGodwilldoforus。Payforsomemasses。\"
Susanembracedherman。Hestoodunbending,thenturnedonhisheelsandwentout。Butafterwards,whenablacksoutanedarkenedhisdoorway,hedidnotobject;evenofferedsomeciderhimselftothepriest。Helistenedtothetalkmeekly;wenttomassbetweenthetwowomen;accomplishedwhatthepriestcalled\"hisreligiousduties\"atEaster。Thatmorninghefeltlikeamanwhohadsoldhissoul。Intheafternoonhefoughtferociouslywithanoldfriendandneighbourwhohadremarkedthatthepriestshadthebestofitandwerenowgoingtoeatthepriest-eater。Hecamehomedishevelledandbleeding,andhappeningtocatchsightofhischildren(theywerekeptgenerallyoutoftheway),cursedandsworeincoherently,bangingthetable。Susanwept。MadameLevaillesatserenelyunmoved。Sheassuredherdaughterthat\"Itwillpass;\"andtakingupherthickumbrella,departedinhastetoseeafteraschoonershewasgoingtoloadwithgranitefromherquarry。
Ayearorsoafterwardsthegirlwasborn。Agirl。Jean-Pierreheardofitinthefields,andwassoupsetbythenewsthathesatdownontheboundarywallandremainedtheretilltheevening,insteadofgoinghomeashewasurgedtodo。Agirl!Hefelthalfcheated。
However,whenhegothomehewaspartlyreconciledtohisfate。Onecouldmarryhertoagoodfellow——nottoagoodfornothing,buttoafellowwithsomeunderstandingandagoodpairofarms。Besides,thenextmaybeaboy,hethought。Ofcoursetheywouldbeallright。Hisnewcredulityknewofnodoubt。Theillluckwasbroken。Hespokecheerilytohiswife。Shewasalsohopeful。Threepriestscametothatchristening,andMadameLevaillewasgodmother。Thechildturnedoutanidiottoo。
ThenonmarketdaysJean-Pierrewasseenbargainingbitterly,quarrelsomeandgreedy;thengettingdrunkwithtaciturnearnestness;
thendrivinghomeintheduskataratefitforawedding,butwithafacegloomyenoughforafuneral。Sometimeshewouldinsistonhiswifecomingwithhim;andtheywoulddriveintheearlymorning,shakingsidebysideonthenarrowseatabovethehelplesspig,that,withtiedlegs,gruntedamelancholysighateveryrut。Themorningdrivesweresilent;butintheevening,cominghome,Jean-Pierre,tipsy,wasviciouslymuttering,andgrowledattheconfoundedwomanwhocouldnotrearchildrenthatwerelikeanybodyelse’s。Susan,holdingonagainsttheerraticswayingsofthecart,pretendednottohear。Once,astheyweredrivingthroughPloumar,someobscureanddrunkenimpulsecausedhimtopullupsharplyoppositethechurch。Themoonswamamongstlightwhiteclouds。Thetombstonesgleamedpaleunderthefrettedshadowsofthetreesinthechurchyard。Eventhevillagedogsslept。Onlythenightingales,awake,spunoutthethrilloftheirsongabovethesilenceofgraves。Jean-Pierresaidthicklytohiswife——
\"Whatdoyouthinkisthere?\"
Hepointedhiswhipatthetower——inwhichthebigdialoftheclockappearedhighinthemoonlightlikeapallidfacewithouteyes——andgettingoutcarefully,felldownatoncebythewheel。Hepickedhimselfupandclimbedonebyonethefewstepstotheirongateofthechurchyard。Heputhisfacetothebarsandcalledoutindistinctly——
\"Heythere!Comeout!\"
\"Jean!Return!Return!\"entreatedhiswifeinlowtones。
Hetooknonotice,andseemedtowaitthere。Thesongofnightingalesbeatonallsidesagainstthehighwallsofthechurch,andflowedbackbetweenstonecrossesandflatgrayslabs,engravedwithwordsofhopeandsorrow。
\"Hey!Comeout!\"shoutedJean-Pierre,loudly。
Thenightingalesceasedtosing。
\"Nobody?\"wentonJean-Pierre。\"Nobodythere。Aswindleofthecrows。
That’swhatthisis。Nobodyanywhere。Idespiseit。Allez!Houp!\"
Heshookthegatewithallhisstrength,andtheironbarsrattledwithafrightfulclanging,likeachaindraggedoverstonesteps。A
dognearbybarkedhurriedly。Jean-Pierrestaggeredback,andafterthreesuccessivedashesgotintohiscart。Susansatveryquietandstill。Hesaidtoherwithdrunkenseverity——
\"See?Nobody。I’vebeenmadeafool!Malheur!Somebodywillpayforit。ThenextoneIseenearthehouseIwilllaymywhipon……ontheblackspine……Iwill。Idon’twanthiminthere……heonlyhelpsthecarrioncrowstorobpoorfolk。Iamaman……WewillseeifIcan’thavechildrenlikeanybodyelse……nowyoumind……Theywon’tbeall……all……wesee……\"
Sheburstoutthroughthefingersthathidherface——
\"Don’tsaythat,Jean;don’tsaythat,myman!\"
Hestruckheraswingingblowontheheadwiththebackofhishandandknockedherintothebottomofthecart,whereshecrouched,thrownaboutlamentablybyeveryjolt。Hedrovefuriously,standingup,brandishinghiswhip,shakingthereinsoverthegrayhorsethatgallopedponderously,makingtheheavyharnessleapuponhisbroadquarters。Thecountryrangclamorousinthenightwiththeirritatedbarkingoffarmdogs,thatfollowedtherattleofwheelsallalongtheroad。Acoupleofbelatedwayfarershadonlyjusttimetostepintotheditch。Athisowngatehecaughtthepostandwasshotoutofthecartheadfirst。Thehorsewentonslowlytothedoor。AtSusan’spiercingcriesthefarmhandsrushedout。Shethoughthimdead,buthewasonlysleepingwherehefell,andcursedhismen,whohastenedtohim,fordisturbinghisslumbers。
Autumncame。Thecloudedskydescendedlowupontheblackcontoursofthehills;andthedeadleavesdancedinspiralwhirlsundernakedtrees,tillthewind,sighingprofoundly,laidthemtorestinthehollowsofbarevalleys。Andfrommorningtillnightonecouldseealloverthelandblackdenudedboughs,theboughsgnarledandtwisted,asifcontortedwithpain,swayingsadlybetweenthewetcloudsandthesoakedearth。Theclearandgentlestreamsofsummerdaysrusheddiscolouredandragingatthestonesthatbarredthewaytothesea,withthefuryofmadnessbentuponsuicide。Fromhorizontohorizonthegreatroadtothesandslaybetweenthehillsinadullglitterofemptycurves,resemblinganunnavigableriverofmud。
Jean-Pierrewentfromfieldtofield,movingblurredandtallinthedrizzle,orstridingonthecrestsofrises,lonelyandhighuponthegraycurtainofdriftingclouds,asifhehadbeenpacingalongtheveryedgeoftheuniverse。Helookedattheblackearth,attheearthmuteandpromising,atthemysteriousearthdoingitsworkoflifeindeath-likestillnessundertheveiledsorrowofthesky。Anditseemedtohimthattoamanworsethanchildlesstherewasnopromiseinthefertilityoffields,thatfromhimtheearthescaped,defiedhim,frownedathimliketheclouds,sombreandhurriedabovehishead。Havingtofacealonehisownfields,hefelttheinferiorityofmanwhopassesawaybeforetheclodthatremains。Musthegiveupthehopeofhavingbyhissideasonwhowouldlookattheturned-upsodswithamaster’seye?Amanthatwouldthinkashethought,thatwouldfeelashefelt;amanwhowouldbepartofhimself,andyetremaintotramplemasterfullyonthatearthwhenhewasgone?Hethoughtofsomedistantrelations,andfeltsavageenoughtocursethemaloud。They!Never!Heturnedhomewards,goingstraightattheroofofhisdwelling,visiblebetweentheenlacedskeletonsoftrees。
Asheswunghislegsoverthestileacawingflockofbirdssettledslowlyonthefield;droppeddownbehindhisback,noiselessandfluttering,likeflakesofsoot。
ThatdayMadameLevaillehadgoneearlyintheafternoontothehouseshehadnearKervanion。Shehadtopaysomeofthemenwhoworkedinhergranitequarrythere,andshewentingoodtimebecauseherlittlehousecontainedashopwheretheworkmencouldspendtheirwageswithoutthetroubleofgoingtotown。Thehousestoodaloneamongstrocks。Alaneofmudandstonesendedatthedoor。Thesea-windscomingashoreonStonecutter’spoint,freshfromthefierceturmoilofthewaves,howledviolentlyattheunmovedheapsofblackbouldersholdingupsteadilyshort-armed,highcrossesagainstthetremendousrushoftheinvisible。Inthesweepofgalesthesheltereddwellingstoodinacalmresonantanddisquieting,likethecalminthecentreofahurricane。Onstormynights,whenthetidewasout,thebayofFougere,fiftyfeetbelowthehouse,resembledanimmenseblackpit,fromwhichascendedmutteringsandsighsasifthesandsdowntherehadbeenaliveandcomplaining。Athightidethereturningwaterassaultedtheledgesofrockinshortrushes,endinginburstsoflividlightandcolumnsofspray,thatflewinland,stingingtodeaththegrassofpastures。
Thedarknesscamefromthehills,flowedoverthecoast,putouttheredfiresofsunset,andwentontoseawardpursuingtheretiringtide。Thewinddroppedwiththesun,leavingamaddenedseaandadevastatedsky。Theheavensabovethehouseseemedtobedrapedinblackrags,helduphereandtherebypinsoffire。MadameLevaille,forthiseveningtheservantofherownworkmen,triedtoinducethemtodepart。\"Anoldwomanlikemeoughttobeinbedatthislatehour,\"shegood-humouredlyrepeated。Thequarrymendrank,askedformore。Theyshoutedoverthetableasiftheyhadbeentalkingacrossafield。Atoneendfourofthemplayedcards,bangingthewoodwiththeirhardknuckles,andswearingateverylead。Onesatwithalostgaze,hummingabarofsomesong,whichherepeatedendlessly。Twoothers,inacorner,werequarrellingconfidentiallyandfiercelyoversomewoman,lookingcloseintooneanother’seyesasiftheyhadwantedtotearthemout,butspeakinginwhispersthatpromisedviolenceandmurderdiscreetly,inavenomoussibillationofsubduedwords。Theatmosphereintherewasthickenoughtoslicewithaknife。
Threecandlesburningaboutthelongroomglowedredanddulllikesparksexpiringinashes。
Theslightclickoftheironlatchwasatthatlatehourasunexpectedandstartlingasathunder-clap。MadameLevailleputdownabottlesheheldabovealiqueurglass;theplayersturnedtheirheads;thewhisperedquarrelceased;onlythesinger,afterdartingaglanceatthedoor,wentonhummingwithastolidface。Susanappearedinthedoorway,steppedin,flungthedoorto,andputherbackagainstit,saying,halfaloud——
\"Mother!\"
MadameLevaille,takingupthebottleagain,saidcalmly:\"Hereyouare,mygirl。Whatastateyouarein!\"Theneckofthebottlerangontherimoftheglass,fortheoldwomanwasstartled,andtheideathatthefarmhadcaughtfirehadenteredherhead。Shecouldthinkofnoothercauseforherdaughter’sappearance。
Susan,soakedandmuddy,staredthewholelengthoftheroomtowardsthemenatthefarend。Hermotherasked——
\"Whathashappened?Godguardusfrommisfortune!\"
Susanmovedherlips。Nosoundcame。MadameLevaillesteppeduptoherdaughter,tookherbythearm,lookedintoherface。
\"InGod’sname,\"shesaid,shakily,\"what’sthematter?Youhavebeenrollinginmud……Whydidyoucome?……Where’sJean?\"
Themenhadallgotupandapproachedslowly,staringwithdullsurprise。MadameLevaillejerkedherdaughterawayfromthedoor,swungherrounduponaseatclosetothewall。Thensheturnedfiercelytothemen——
\"Enoughofthis!Outyougo——youothers!Iclose。\"
Oneofthemobserved,lookingdownatSusancollapsedontheseat:
\"Sheis——onemaysay——halfdead。\"
MadameLevailleflungthedooropen。
\"Getout!March!\"shecried,shakingnervously。
Theydroppedoutintothenight,laughingstupidly。Outside,thetwoLothariosbrokeoutintoloudshouts。Theotherstriedtosoothethem,alltalkingatonce。Thenoisewentawayupthelanewiththemen,whostaggeredtogetherinatightknot,remonstratingwithoneanotherfoolishly。
\"Speak,Susan。Whatisit?Speak!\"entreatedMadameLevaille,assoonasthedoorwasshut。
Susanpronouncedsomeincomprehensiblewords,glaringatthetable。
Theoldwomanclappedherhandsaboveherhead,letthemdrop,andstoodlookingatherdaughterwithdisconsolateeyes。Herhusbandhadbeen\"derangedinhishead\"forafewyearsbeforehedied,andnowshebegantosuspectherdaughterwasgoingmad。Sheasked,pressingly——
\"DoesJeanknowwhereyouare?WhereisJean?\"
\"Heknows……heisdead。\"
\"What!\"criedtheoldwoman。Shecameupnear,andpeeringatherdaughter,repeatedthreetimes:\"Whatdoyousay?Whatdoyousay?
Whatdoyousay?\"
Susansatdry-eyedandstonybeforeMadameLevaille,whocontemplatedher,feelingastrangesenseofinexplicablehorrorcreepintothesilenceofthehouse。Shehadhardlyrealisedthenews,furtherthantounderstandthatshehadbeenbroughtinoneshortmomentfacetofacewithsomethingunexpectedandfinal。Itdidnotevenoccurtohertoaskforanyexplanation。Shethought:
accident——terribleaccident——bloodtothehead——felldownatrapdoorintheloft……Sheremainedthere,distractedandmute,blinkingheroldeyes。
Suddenly,Susansaid——
\"Ihavekilledhim。\"
Foramomentthemotherstoodstill,almostunbreathing,butwithcomposedface。Thenextsecondsheburstoutintoashout——
\"Youmiserablemadwoman……theywillcutyourneck……\"
Shefanciedthegendarmesenteringthehouse,sayingtoher:\"Wewantyourdaughter;giveherup:\"thegendarmeswiththesevere,hardfacesofmenonduty。Sheknewthebrigadierwell——anoldfriend,familiarandrespectful,sayingheartily,\"Toyourgoodhealth,Madame!\"beforeliftingtohislipsthesmallglassofcognac——outofthespecialbottleshekeptforfriends。Andnow!……Shewaslosingherhead。
Sherushedhereandthere,asiflookingforsomethingurgentlyneeded——gavethatup,stoodstockstillinthemiddleoftheroom,andscreamedatherdaughter——
\"Why?Say!Say!Why?\"
Theotherseemedtoleapoutofherstrangeapathy。
\"DoyouthinkIammadeofstone?\"sheshoutedback,stridingtowardshermother。
\"No!It’simpossible……\"saidMadameLevaille,inaconvincedtone。
\"Yougoandsee,mother,\"retortedSusan,lookingatherwithblazingeyes。\"There’snomoneyinheaven——nojustice。No!……Ididnotknow……DoyouthinkIhavenoheart?DoyouthinkIhaveneverheardpeoplejeeringatme,pityingme,wonderingatme?Doyouknowhowsomeofthemwerecallingme?Themotherofidiots——thatwasmynickname!Andmychildrenneverwouldknowme,neverspeaktome。Theywouldknownothing;neithermen——norGod。Haven’tIprayed!ButtheMotherofGodherselfwouldnothearme。Amother!……Whoisaccursed——I,orthemanwhoisdead?Eh?Tellme。Itookcareofmyself。DoyouthinkIwoulddefytheangerofGodandhavemyhousefullofthosethings——thatareworsethananimalswhoknowthehandthatfeedsthem?Whoblasphemedinthenightattheverychurchdoor?
WasitI?……Ionlyweptandprayedformercy……andIfeelthecurseateverymomentoftheday——Iseeitroundmefrommorningtonight……I’vegottokeepthemalive——totakecareofmymisfortuneandshame。Andhewouldcome。IbeggedhimandHeavenformercy……
No!……Thenweshallsee……Hecamethisevening。Ithoughttomyself:’Ah!again!’……Ihadmylongscissors。Iheardhimshouting……Isawhimnear……Imust——mustI?……Thentake!……AndIstruckhiminthethroatabovethebreastbone……I
neverheardhimevensigh……Ilefthimstanding……Itwasaminuteago。HowdidIcomehere?\"
MadameLevailleshivered。Awaveofcoldrandownherback,downherfatarmsunderhertightsleeves,madeherstampgentlywhereshestood。Quiversranoverthebroadcheeks,acrossthethinlips,ranamongstthewrinklesatthecornersofhersteadyoldeyes。Shestammered——
\"Youwickedwoman——youdisgraceme。Butthere!Youalwaysresembledyourfather。Whatdoyouthinkwillbecomeofyou……intheotherworld?Inthis……Ohmisery!\"
Shewasveryhotnow。Shefeltburninginside。Shewrungherperspiringhands——andsuddenly,startingingreathaste,begantolookforherbigshawlandumbrella,feverishly,neveronceglancingatherdaughter,whostoodinthemiddleoftheroomfollowingherwithagazedistractedandcold。
\"Nothingworsethaninthis,\"saidSusan。
Hermother,umbrellainhandandtrailingtheshawloverthefloor,groanedprofoundly。
\"Imustgotothepriest,\"sheburstoutpassionately。\"Idonotknowwhetheryouevenspeakthetruth!Youareahorriblewoman。Theywillfindyouanywhere。Youmaystayhere——orgo。Thereisnoroomforyouinthisworld。\"
Readynowtodepart,sheyetwanderedaimlesslyabouttheroom,puttingthebottlesontheshelf,tryingtofitwithtremblinghandsthecoversoncardboardboxes。Whenevertherealsenseofwhatshehadheardemergedforasecondfromthehazeofherthoughtsshewouldfancythatsomethinghadexplodedinherbrainwithout,unfortunately,burstingherheadtopieces——whichwouldhavebeenarelief。Sheblewthecandlesoutonebyonewithoutknowingit,andwashorriblystartledbythedarkness。Shefellonabenchandbegantowhimper。
Afterawhilesheceased,andsatlisteningtothebreathingofherdaughter,whomshecouldhardlysee,stillandupright,givingnoothersignoflife。Shewasbecomingoldrapidlyatlast,duringthoseminutes。Shespokeintonesunsteady,cutaboutbytherattleofteeth,likeoneshakenbyadeadlycoldfitofague。
\"Iwishyouhaddiedlittle。Iwillneverdaretoshowmyoldheadinthesunshineagain。Thereareworsemisfortunesthanidiotchildren。I
wishyouhadbeenborntomesimple——likeyourown……\"
Shesawthefigureofherdaughterpassbeforethefaintandlividclearnessofawindow。Thenitappearedinthedoorwayforasecond,andthedoorswungtowithaclang。MadameLevaille,asifawakenedbythenoisefromalongnightmare,rushedout。
\"Susan!\"sheshoutedfromthedoorstep。
Sheheardastonerollalongtimedownthedeclivityoftherockybeachabovethesands。Shesteppedforwardcautiously,onehandonthewallofthehouse,andpeereddownintothesmoothdarknessoftheemptybay。Onceagainshecried——
\"Susan!Youwillkillyourselfthere。\"
Thestonehadtakenitslastleapinthedark,andsheheardnothingnow。Asuddenthoughtseemedtostrangleher,andshecallednomore。
SheturnedherbackupontheblacksilenceofthepitandwentupthelanetowardsPloumar,stumblingalongwithsombredetermination,asifshehadstartedonadesperatejourneythatwouldlast,perhaps,totheendofherlife。Asullenandperiodicclamourofwavesrollingoverreefsfollowedherfarinlandbetweenthehighhedgesshelteringthegloomysolitudeofthefields。
Susanhadrunout,swervingsharptotheleftatthedoor,andontheedgeoftheslopecroucheddownbehindaboulder。Adislodgedstonewentondownwards,rattlingasitleaped。WhenMadameLevaillecalledout,Susancouldhave,bystretchingherhand,touchedhermother’sskirt,hadshehadthecouragetomovealimb。Shesawtheoldwomangoaway,andsheremainedstill,closinghereyesandpressinghersidetothehardandruggedsurfaceoftherock。Afterawhileafamiliarfacewithfixedeyesandanopenmouthbecamevisibleintheintenseobscurityamongsttheboulders。Sheutteredalowcryandstoodup。Thefacevanished,leavinghertogaspandshiveraloneinthewildernessofstoneheaps。Butassoonasshehadcroucheddownagaintorest,withherheadagainsttherock,thefacereturned,cameverynear,appearedeagertofinishthespeechthathadbeencutshortbydeath,onlyamomentago。Shescrambledquicklytoherfeetandsaid:\"Goaway,orIwilldoitagain。\"Thethingwavered,swungtotheright,totheleft。Shemovedthiswayandthat,steppedback,fanciedherselfscreamingatit,andwasappalledbytheunbrokenstillnessofthenight。Shetotteredonthebrink,feltthesteepdeclivityunderherfeet,andrusheddownblindlytosaveherselffromaheadlongfall。Theshingleseemedtowakeup;thepebblesbegantorollbeforeher,pursuedherfromabove,raceddownwithheronbothsides,rollingpastwithanincreasingclatter。Inthepeaceofthenightthenoisegrew,deepeningtoarumour,continuousandviolent,asifthewholesemicircleofthestonybeachhadstartedtotumbledownintothebay。Susan’sfeethardlytouchedtheslopethatseemedtorundownwithher。Atthebottomshestumbled,shotforward,throwingherarmsout,andfellheavily。Shejumpedupatonceandturnedswiftlytolookback,herclenchedhandsfullofsandshehadclutchedinherfall。Thefacewasthere,keepingitsdistance,visibleinitsownsheenthatmadeapalestaininthenight。Sheshouted,\"Goaway!\"——sheshoutedatitwithpain,withfear,withalltherageofthatuselessstabthatcouldnotkeephimquiet,keephimoutofhersight。Whatdidhewantnow?Hewasdead。Deadmenhavenochildren。Wouldheneverleaveheralone?Sheshriekedatit——wavedheroutstretchedhands。Sheseemedtofeelthebreathofpartedlips,and,withalongcryofdiscouragement,fledacrossthelevelbottomofthebay。