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类别:其他 作者:Anton Chekhov字数:16567更新时间:19/01/04 17:25:24
CONTENTS THESCHOOLMISTRESS ANERVOUSBREAKDOWN MISERY CHAMPAGNE AFTERTHETHEATRE ALADY’SSTORY INEXILE THECATTLE-DEALERS SORROW ONOFFICIALDUTY THEFIRST-CLASSPASSENGER ATRAGICACTOR ATRANSGRESSION SMALLFRY THEREQUIEM INTHECOACH-HOUSE PANICFEARS THEBET THEHEAD-GARDENER’SSTORY THEBEAUTIES THESHOEMAKERANDTHEDEVIL THESCHOOLMISTRESS AThalf-pasteighttheydroveoutofthetown。 Thehighroadwasdry,alovelyAprilsunwasshiningwarmly,butthesnowwasstilllyingintheditchesandinthewoods。Winter,dark,long,andspiteful,washardlyover;springhadcomeallofasudden。Butneitherthewarmthnorthelanguidtransparentwoods,warmedbythebreathofspring,northeblackflocksofbirdsflyingoverthehugepuddlesthatwerelikelakes,northemarvelousfathomlesssky,intowhichitseemedonewouldhavegoneawaysojoyfully,presentedanythingneworinterestingtoMaryaVassilyevnawhowassittinginthecart。Forthirteenyearsshehadbeenschoolmistress,andtherewasnoreckoninghowmanytimesduringallthoseyearsshehadbeentothetownforhersalary;andwhetheritwerespringasnow,orarainyautumnevening,orwinter,itwasallthesametoher,andshealways—— invariably——longedforonethingonly,togettotheendofherjourneyasquicklyascouldbe。 Shefeltasthoughshehadbeenlivinginthatpartofthecountryforagesandages,forahundredyears,anditseemedtoherthatshekneweverystone,everytreeontheroadfromthetowntoherschool。Herpastwashere,herpresentwashere,andshecouldimaginenootherfuturethantheschool,theroadtothetownandbackagain,andagaintheschoolandagaintheroad…… Shehadgotoutofthehabitofthinkingofherpastbeforeshebecameaschoolmistress,andhadalmostforgottenit。Shehadoncehadafatherandmother;theyhadlivedinMoscowinabigflatneartheRedGate,butofallthatlifetherewasleftinhermemoryonlysomethingvagueandfluidlikeadream。Herfatherhaddiedwhenshewastenyearsold,andhermotherhaddiedsoonafter……Shehadabrother,anofficer;atfirsttheyusedtowritetoeachother,thenherbrotherhadgivenupansweringherletters,hehadgotoutofthewayofwriting。Ofheroldbelongings,allthatwasleftwasaphotographofhermother,butithadgrowndimfromthedampnessoftheschool,andnownothingcouldbeseenbutthehairandtheeyebrows。 Whentheyhaddrivenacoupleofmiles,oldSemyon,whowasdriving,turnedroundandsaid: \"Theyhavecaughtagovernmentclerkinthetown。Theyhavetakenhimaway。ThestoryisthatwithsomeGermanshekilledAlexeyev,theMayor,inMoscow。\" \"Whotoldyouthat?\" \"Theywerereadingitinthepaper,inIvanIonov’stavern。\" Andagaintheyweresilentforalongtime。MaryaVassilyevnathoughtofherschool,oftheexaminationthatwascomingsoon,andofthegirlandfourboysshewassendingupforit。Andjustasshewasthinkingabouttheexamination,shewasovertakenbyaneighboringlandownercalledHanovinacarriagewithfourhorses,theverymanwhohadbeenexaminerinherschooltheyearbefore。Whenhecameuptoherherecognizedherandbowed。 \"Good-morning,\"hesaidtoher。\"Youaredrivinghome,I suppose。\" ThisHanov,amanoffortywithalistlessexpressionandafacethatshowedsignsofwear,wasbeginningtolookold,butwasstillhandsomeandadmiredbywomen。Helivedinhisbighomesteadalone,andwasnotintheservice;andpeopleusedtosayofhimthathedidnothingathomebutwalkupanddowntheroomwhistling,orplaychesswithhisoldfootman。Peoplesaid,too,thathedrankheavily。Andindeedattheexaminationtheyearbeforetheverypapershebroughtwithhimsmeltofwineandscent。Hehadbeendressedallinnewclothesonthatoccasion,andMaryaVassilyevnathoughthimveryattractive,andallthewhileshesatbesidehimshehadfeltembarrassed。Shewasaccustomedtoseefrigidandsensibleexaminersattheschool,whilethisonedidnotrememberasingleprayer,orknowwhattoaskquestionsabout,andwasexceedinglycourteousanddelicate,givingnothingbutthehighestmarks。 \"IamgoingtovisitBakvist,\"hewenton,addressingMaryaVassilyevna,\"butIamtoldheisnotathome。\" Theyturnedoffthehighroadintoaby-roadtothevillage,HanovleadingthewayandSemyonfollowing。Thefourhorsesmovedatawalkingpace,witheffortdraggingtheheavycarriagethroughthemud。Semyontackedfromsidetoside,keepingtotheedgeoftheroad,atonetimethroughasnowdrift,atanotherthroughapool,oftenjumpingoutofthecartandhelpingthehorse。MaryaVassilyevnawasstillthinkingabouttheschool,wonderingwhetherthearithmeticquestionsattheexaminationwouldbedifficultoreasy。AndshefeltannoyedwiththeZemstvoboardatwhichshehadfoundnoonethedaybefore。Howunbusiness-like! Hereshehadbeenaskingthemforthelasttwoyearstodismissthewatchman,whodidnothing,wasrudetoher,andhittheschoolboys;butnoonepaidanyattention。Itwashardtofindthepresidentattheoffice,andwhenonedidfindhimhewouldsaywithtearsinhiseyesthathehadn’tamomenttospare;theinspectorvisitedtheschoolatmostonceinthreeyears,andknewnothingwhateverabouthiswork,ashehadbeenintheExciseDutiesDepartment,andhadreceivedthepostofschoolinspectorthroughinfluence。TheSchoolCouncilmetveryrarely,andtherewasnoknowingwhereitmet;theschoolguardianwasanalmostilliteratepeasant,theheadofatanningbusiness,unintelligent,rude,andagreatfriendofthewatchman’s——andgoodnessknowstowhomshecouldappealwithcomplaintsorinquiries…… \"Hereallyishandsome,\"shethought,glancingatHanov。 Theroadgrewworseandworse……Theydroveintothewood。 Heretherewasnoroomtoturnround,thewheelssankdeeplyin,watersplashedandgurgledthroughthem,andsharptwigsstruckthemintheface。 \"Whataroad!\"saidHanov,andhelaughed。 Theschoolmistresslookedathimandcouldnotunderstandwhythisqueermanlivedhere。Whatcouldhismoney,hisinterestingappearance,hisrefinedbearingdoforhimhere,inthismud,inthisGod-forsaken,drearyplace?Hegotnospecialadvantagesoutoflife,andhere,likeSemyon,wasdrivingatajog-trotonanappallingroadandenduringthesamediscomforts。WhylivehereifonecouldliveinPetersburgorabroad?Andonewouldhavethoughtitwouldbenothingforarichmanlikehimtomakeagoodroadinsteadofthisbadone,toavoidenduringthismiseryandseeingthedespaironthefacesofhiscoachmanandSemyon;butheonlylaughed,andapparentlydidnotmind,andwantednobetterlife。Hewaskind,soft,naive,andhedidnotunderstandthiscoarselife,justasattheexaminationhedidnotknowtheprayers。Hesubscribednothingtotheschoolsbutglobes,andgenuinelyregardedhimselfasausefulpersonandaprominentworkerinthecauseofpopulareducation。Andwhatusewerehisglobeshere? \"Holdon,Vassilyevna!\"saidSemyon。 Thecartlurchedviolentlyandwasonthepointofupsetting; somethingheavyrolledontoMaryaVassilyevna’sfeet——itwasherparcelofpurchases。Therewasasteepascentuphillthroughtheclay;hereinthewindingditchesrivuletsweregurgling。 Thewaterseemedtohavegnawedawaytheroad;andhowcouldonegetalonghere!Thehorsesbreathedhard。Hanovgotoutofhiscarriageandwalkedatthesideoftheroadinhislongovercoat。 Hewashot。 \"Whataroad!\"hesaid,andlaughedagain。\"Itwouldsoonsmashupone’scarriage。\" \"Nobodyobligesyoutodriveaboutinsuchweather,\"saidSemyonsurlily。\"Youshouldstayathome。\" \"Iamdullathome,grandfather。Idon’tlikestayingathome。\" BesideoldSemyonhelookedgracefulandvigorous,butyetinhiswalktherewassomethingjustperceptiblewhichbetrayedinhimabeingalreadytouchedbydecay,weak,andontheroadtoruin。 Andallatoncetherewasawhiffofspiritsinthewood。MaryaVassilyevnawasfilledwithdreadandpityforthismangoingtohisruinfornovisiblecauseorreason,anditcameintohermindthatifshehadbeenhiswifeorsistershewouldhavedevotedherwholelifetosavinghimfromruin。Hiswife!Lifewassoorderedthatherehewaslivinginhisgreathousealone,andshewaslivinginaGod-forsakenvillagealone,andyetforsomereasonthemerethoughtthatheandshemightbeclosetooneanotherandequalsseemedimpossibleandabsurd。Inreality,lifewasarrangedandhumanrelationswerecomplicatedsoutterlybeyondallunderstandingthatwhenonethoughtaboutitonefeltuncannyandone’sheartsank。 \"Anditisbeyondallunderstanding,\"shethought,\"whyGodgivesbeauty,thisgraciousness,andsad,sweeteyestoweak,unlucky,uselesspeople——whytheyaresocharming。\" \"Herewemustturnofftotheright,\"saidHanov,gettingintohiscarriage。\"Good-by!Iwishyouallthingsgood!\" Andagainshethoughtofherpupils,oftheexamination,ofthewatchman,oftheSchoolCouncil;andwhenthewindbroughtthesoundoftheretreatingcarriagethesethoughtsweremingledwithothers。Shelongedtothinkofbeautifuleyes,oflove,ofthehappinesswhichwouldneverbe…… Hiswife?Itwascoldinthemorning,therewasnoonetoheatthestove,thewatchmandisappeared;thechildrencameinassoonasitwaslight,bringinginsnowandmudandmakinganoise:itwasallsoinconvenient,socomfortless。Herabodeconsistedofonelittleroomandthekitchencloseby。Herheadachedeverydayafterherwork,andafterdinnershehadheart-burn。Shehadtocollectmoneyfromtheschool-childrenforwoodandforthewatchman,andtogiveittotheschoolguardian,andthentoentreathim——thatoverfed,insolentpeasant——forGod’ssaketosendherwood。Andatnightshedreamedofexaminations,peasants,snowdrifts。Andthislifewasmakinghergrowoldandcoarse,makingherugly,angular,andawkward,asthoughsheweremadeoflead。Shewasalwaysafraid,andshewouldgetupfromherseatandnotventuretositdowninthepresenceofamemberoftheZemstvoortheschoolguardian。Andsheusedformal,deferentialexpressionswhenshespokeofanyoneofthem。Andnoonethoughtherattractive,andlifewaspassingdrearily,withoutaffection,withoutfriendlysympathy,withoutinterestingacquaintances。Howawfulitwouldhavebeeninherpositionifshehadfalleninlove! \"Holdon,Vassilyevna!\" Againasharpascentuphill…… Shehadbecomeaschoolmistressfromnecessity,withoutfeelinganyvocationforit;andshehadneverthoughtofavocation,ofservingthecauseofenlightenment;anditalwaysseemedtoherthatwhatwasmostimportantinherworkwasnotthechildren,norenlightenment,buttheexaminations。Andwhattimehadsheforthinkingofvocation,ofservingthecauseofenlightenment? Teachers,badlypaiddoctors,andtheirassistants,withtheirterriblyhardwork,havenoteventhecomfortofthinkingthattheyareservinganideaorthepeople,astheirheadsarealwaysstuffedwiththoughtsoftheirdailybread,ofwoodforthefire,ofbadroads,ofillnesses。Itisahard-working,anuninterestinglife,andonlysilent,patientcart-horseslikeMaryVassilyevnacouldputupwithitforlong; thelively,nervous,impressionablepeoplewhotalkedaboutvocationandservingtheideaweresoonwearyofitandgaveupthework。 Semyonkeptpickingoutthedriestandshortestway,firstbyameadow,thenbythebacksofthevillagehuts;butinoneplacethepeasantswouldnotletthempass,inanotheritwasthepriest’slandandtheycouldnotcrossit,inanotherIvanIonovhadboughtaplotfromthelandownerandhaddugaditchroundit。Theykepthavingtoturnback。 TheyreachedNizhneyeGorodistche。Nearthetavernonthedung-strewnearth,wherethesnowwasstilllying,therestoodwagonsthathadbroughtgreatbottlesofcrudesulphuricacid。 Therewereagreatmanypeopleinthetavern,alldrivers,andtherewasasmellofvodka,tobacco,andsheepskins。Therewasaloudnoiseofconversationandthebangingoftheswing-door。 Throughthewall,withoutceasingforamoment,camethesoundofaconcertinabeingplayedintheshop。MaryaVassilyevnasatdownanddranksometea,whileatthenexttablepeasantsweredrinkingvodkaandbeer,perspiringfromtheteatheyhadjustswallowedandthestiflingfumesofthetavern。 \"Isay,Kuzma!\"voiceskeptshoutinginconfusion。\"Whatthere!\" \"TheLordblessus!\"\"IvanDementyitch,Icantellyouthat!\" \"Lookout,oldman!\" Alittlepock-markedmanwithablackbeard,whowasquitedrunk,wassuddenlysurprisedbysomethingandbeganusingbadlanguage。 \"Whatareyouswearingat,youthere?\"Semyon,whowassittingsomewayoff,respondedangrily。\"Don’tyouseetheyounglady?\" \"Theyounglady!\"someonemimickedinanothercorner。 \"Swinishcrow!\" \"Wemeantnothing……\"saidthelittlemaninconfusion。\"Ibegyourpardon。Wepaywithourmoneyandtheyoungladywithhers。 Good-morning!\" \"Good-morning,\"answeredtheschoolmistress。 \"Andwethankyoumostfeelingly。\" MaryaVassilyevnadrankherteawithsatisfaction,andshe,too,beganturningredlikethepeasants,andfelltothinkingagainaboutfirewood,aboutthewatchman…… \"Stay,oldman,\"sheheardfromthenexttable,\"it’stheschoolmistressfromVyazovye……Weknowher;she’sagoodyounglady。\" \"She’sallright!\" Theswing-doorwascontinuallybanging,somecomingin,othersgoingout。MaryaVassilyevnasaton,thinkingallthetimeofthesamethings,whiletheconcertinawentonplayingandplaying。 Thepatchesofsunshinehadbeenonthefloor,thentheypassedtothecounter,tothewall,anddisappearedaltogether; sobythesunitwaspastmidday。Thepeasantsatthenexttableweregettingreadytogo。Thelittleman,somewhatunsteadily,wentuptoMaryaVassilyevnaandheldouthishandtoher; followinghisexample,theothersshookhands,too,atparting,andwentoutoneafteranother,andtheswing-doorsqueakedandslammedninetimes。 \"Vassilyevna,getready,\"Semyoncalledtoher。 Theysetoff。Andagaintheywentatawalkingpace。 \"AlittlewhilebacktheywerebuildingaschoolhereintheirNizhneyeGorodistche,\"saidSemyon,turninground。\"Itwasawickedthingthatwasdone!\" \"Why,what?\" \"Theysaythepresidentputathousandinhispocket,andtheschoolguardiananotherthousandinhis,andtheteacherfivehundred。\" \"Thewholeschoolonlycostathousand。It’swrongtoslanderpeople,grandfather。That’sallnonsense。\" \"Idon’tknow,……Ionlytellyouwhatfolkssay。\" ButitwasclearthatSemyondidnotbelievetheschoolmistress。 Thepeasantsdidnotbelieveher。Theyalwaysthoughtshereceivedtoolargeasalary,twenty-oneroublesamonth(fivewouldhavebeenenough),andthatofthemoneythatshecollectedfromthechildrenforthefirewoodandthewatchmanthegreaterpartshekeptforherself。Theguardianthoughtthesameasthepeasants,andhehimselfmadeaprofitoffthefirewoodandreceivedpaymentsfromthepeasantsforbeingaguardian—— withouttheknowledgeoftheauthorities。 Theforest,thankGod!wasbehindthem,andnowitwouldbeflat,opengroundallthewaytoVyazovye,andtherewasnotfartogonow。Theyhadtocrosstheriverandthentherailwayline,andthenVyazovyewasinsight。 \"Whereareyoudriving?\"MaryaVassilyevnaaskedSemyon。\"Taketheroadtotherighttothebridge。\" \"Why,wecangothiswayaswell。It’snotdeepenoughtomatter。\" \"Mindyoudon’tdrownthehorse。\" \"What?\" \"Look,Hanovisdrivingtothebridge,\"saidMaryaVassilyevna,seeingthefourhorsesfarawaytotheright。\"Itishe,I think。\" \"Itis。Sohedidn’tfindBakvistathome。Whatapig-headedfellowheis。Lordhavemercyuponus!He’sdrivenoverthere,andwhatfor?It’sfullytwomilesnearerthisway。\" Theyreachedtheriver。Inthesummeritwasalittlestreameasilycrossedbywading。ItusuallydriedupinAugust,butnow,afterthespringfloods,itwasariverfortyfeetinbreadth,rapid,muddy,andcold;onthebankandrightuptothewatertherewerefreshtracksofwheels,soithadbeencrossedhere。 \"Goon!\"shoutedSemyonangrilyandanxiously,tuggingviolentlyatthereinsandjerkinghiselbowsasabirddoesitswings。\"Goon!\" Thehorsewentonintothewateruptohisbellyandstopped,butatoncewentonagainwithaneffort,andMaryaVassilyevnawasawareofakeenchillinessinherfeet。 \"Goon!\"she,too,shouted,gettingup。\"Goon!\" Theygotoutonthebank。 \"Nicemessitis,Lordhavemercyuponus!\"mutteredSemyon,settingstraighttheharness。\"It’saperfectplaguewiththisZemstvo……\" Hershoesandgolosheswerefullofwater,thelowerpartofherdressandofhercoatandonesleevewerewetanddripping:thesugarandflourhadgotwet,andthatwasworstofall,andMaryaVassilyevnacouldonlyclaspherhandsindespairandsay: Oh,Semyon,Semyon!Howtiresomeyouarereally!……\" Thebarrierwasdownattherailwaycrossing。Atrainwascomingoutofthestation。MaryaVassilyevnastoodatthecrossingwaitingtillitshouldpass,andshiveringalloverwithcold。 Vyazovyewasinsightnow,andtheschoolwiththegreenroof,andthechurchwithitscrossesflashingintheeveningsun:andthestationwindowsflashedtoo,andapinksmokerosefromtheengine……anditseemedtoherthateverythingwastremblingwithcold。 Herewasthetrain;thewindowsreflectedthegleaminglightlikethecrossesonthechurch:itmadehereyesachetolookatthem。 Onthelittleplatformbetweentwofirst-classcarriagesaladywasstanding,andMaryaVassilyevnaglancedatherasshepassed。Hermother!Whataresemblance!Hermotherhadhadjustsuchluxurianthair,justsuchabrowandbendofthehead。Andwithamazingdistinctness,forthefirsttimeinthosethirteenyears,thererosebeforehermindavividpictureofhermother,herfather,herbrother,theirflatinMoscow,theaquariumwithlittlefish,everythingtothetiniestdetail;sheheardthesoundofthepiano,herfather’svoice;shefeltasshehadbeenthen,young,good-looking,well-dressed,inabrightwarmroomamongherownpeople。Afeelingofjoyandhappinesssuddenlycameoverher,shepressedherhandstohertemplesinanecstacy,andcalledsoftly,beseechingly: \"Mother!\" Andshebegancrying,shedidnotknowwhy。JustatthatinstantHanovdroveupwithhisteamoffourhorses,andseeinghimsheimaginedhappinesssuchasshehadneverhad,andsmiledandnoddedtohimasanequalandafriend,anditseemedtoherthatherhappiness,hertriumph,wasglowingintheskyandonallsides,inthewindowsandonthetrees。Herfatherandmotherhadneverdied,shehadneverbeenaschoolmistress,itwasalong,tedious,strangedream,andnowshehadawakened…… \"Vassilyevna,getin!\" Andatonceitallvanished。Thebarrierwasslowlyraised。MaryaVassilyevna,shiveringandnumbwithcold,gotintothecart。Thecarriagewiththefourhorsescrossedtherailwayline;Semyonfollowedit。Thesignalmantookoffhiscap。 \"AndhereisVyazovye。Hereweare。\" ANERVOUSBREAKDOWN AMEDICALstudentcalledMayer,andapupiloftheMoscowSchoolofPainting,Sculpture,andArchitecturecalledRybnikov,wentoneeveningtoseetheirfriendVassilyev,alawstudent,andsuggestedthatheshouldgowiththemtoS。Street。ForalongtimeVassilyevwouldnotconsenttogo,butintheendheputonhisgreatcoatandwentwiththem。 Heknewnothingoffallenwomenexceptbyhearsayandfrombooks,andhehadneverinhislifebeeninthehousesinwhichtheylive。Heknewthatthereareimmoralwomenwho,underthepressureoffatalcircumstances——environment,badeducation,poverty,andsoon——areforcedtoselltheirhonorformoney。 Theyknownothingofpurelove,havenochildren,havenocivilrights;theirmothersandsistersweepoverthemasthoughtheyweredead,sciencetreatsofthemasanevil,menaddressthemwithcontemptuousfamiliarity。Butinspiteofallthat,theydonotlosethesemblanceandimageofGod。Theyallacknowledgetheirsinandhopeforsalvation。Ofthemeansthatleadtosalvationtheycanavailthemselvestothefullestextent。 Society,itistrue,willnotforgivepeopletheirpast,butinthesightofGodSt。MaryofEgyptisnolowerthantheothersaints。WhenithadhappenedtoVassilyevinthestreettorecognizeafallenwomanassuch,byherdressorhermanners,ortoseeapictureofoneinacomicpaper,healwaysrememberedastoryhehadonceread:ayoungman,pureandself-sacrificing,lovesafallenwomanandurgeshertobecomehiswife;she,consideringherselfunworthyofsuchhappiness,takespoison。 VassilyevlivedinoneofthesidestreetsturningoutofTverskoyBoulevard。Whenhecameoutofthehousewithhistwofriendsitwasabouteleveno’clock。Thefirstsnowhadnotlongfallen,andallnaturewasunderthespellofthefreshsnow。 Therewasthesmellofsnowintheair,thesnowcrunchedsoftlyunderthefeet;theearth,theroofs,thetrees,theseatsontheboulevard,everythingwassoft,white,young,andthismadethehouseslookquitedifferentfromthedaybefore;thestreetlampsburnedmorebrightly,theairwasmoretransparent,thecarriagesrumbledwithadeepernote,andwiththefresh,light,frostyairafeelingstirredinthesoulakintothewhite,youthful,featherysnow。\"Againstmywillanunknownforce,\" hummedthemedicalstudentinhisagreeabletenor,\"hasledmetothesemournfulshores。\" \"Beholdthemill……\"theartistsecondedhim,\"inruinsnow……\" \"Beholdthemill……inruinsnow,\"themedicalstudentrepeated,raisinghiseyebrowsandshakinghisheadmournfully。 Hepaused,rubbedhisforehead,tryingtorememberthewords,andthensangaloud,sowellthatpassers-bylookedround: \"HereinolddayswhenIwasfree,Love,free,unfettered,greetedme。\" Thethreeofthemwentintoarestaurantand,withouttakingofftheirgreatcoats,drankacoupleofglassesofvodkaeach。Beforedrinkingthesecondglass,Vassilyevnoticedabitofcorkinhisvodka,raisedtheglasstohiseyes,andgazedintoitforalongtime,screwinguphisshortsightedeyes。Themedicalstudentdidnotunderstandhisexpression,andsaid: \"Come,whylookatit?Nophilosophizing,please。Vodkaisgivenustobedrunk,sturgeontobeeaten,womentobevisited,snowtobewalkedupon。Foroneeveninganywaylivelikeahumanbeing!\" \"ButIhaven’tsaidanything……\"saidVassilyev,laughing。\"AmIrefusingto?\" Therewasawarmthinsidehimfromthevodka。Helookedwithsoftenedfeelingsathisfriends,admiredthemandenviedthem。 Inthesestrong,healthy,cheerfulpeoplehowwonderfullybalancedeverythingis,howfinishedandsmoothiseverythingintheirmindsandsouls!Theysing,andhaveapassionforthetheatre,anddraw,andtalkagreatdeal,anddrink,andtheydon’thaveheadachesthedayafter;theyarebothpoeticalanddebauched,bothsoftandhard;theycanwork,too,andbeindignant,andlaughwithoutreason,andtalknonsense;theyarewarm,honest,self-sacrificing,andasmenareinnowayinferiortohimself,Vassilyev,whowatchedovereverystephetookandeverywordheuttered,whowasfastidiousandcautious,andreadytoraiseeverytrifletothelevelofaproblem。Andhelongedforoneeveningtoliveashisfriendsdid,toopenout,tolethimselfloosefromhisowncontrol。Ifvodkahadtobedrunk,hewoulddrinkit,thoughhisheadwouldbesplittingnextmorning。Ifheweretakentothewomenhewouldgo。Hewouldlaugh,playthefool,gailyrespondtothepassingadvancesofstrangersinthestreet…… Hewentoutoftherestaurantlaughing。Helikedhisfriends—— oneinacrushedbroad-brimmedhat,withanaffectationofartisticuntidiness;theotherinasealskincap,amannotpoor,thoughheaffectedtobelongtotheBohemiaoflearning。Helikedthesnow,thepalestreetlamps,thesharpblacktracksleftinthefirstsnowbythefeetofthepassers-by。Helikedtheair,andespeciallythatlimpid,tender,naive,asitwerevirginaltone,whichcanbeseeninnatureonlytwiceintheyear——wheneverythingiscoveredwithsnow,andinspringonbrightdaysandmoonlighteveningswhentheicebreaksontheriver。 \"Againstmywillanunknownforce,Hasledmetothesemournfulshores,\" hehummedinanundertone。 Andthetuneforsomereasonhauntedhimandhisfriendsalltheway,andallthreeofthemhummeditmechanically,notintimewithoneanother。 Vassilyev’simaginationwaspicturinghow,inanothertenminutes,heandhisfriendswouldknockatadoor;howbylittledarkpassagesanddarkroomstheywouldstealintothewomen; how,takingadvantageofthedarkness,hewouldstrikeamatch,wouldlightupandseethefaceofamartyrandaguiltysmile。 Theunknown,fairordark,wouldcertainlyhaveherhairdownandbewearingawhitedressing-jacket;shewouldbepanic-strickenbythelight,wouldbefearfullyconfused,andwouldsay:\"ForGod’ssake,whatareyoudoing!Putitout!\"Itwouldallbedreadful,butinterestingandnew。 II ThefriendsturnedoutofTrubnoySquareintoGratchevka,andsoonreachedthesidestreetwhichVassilyevonlyknewbyreputation。Seeingtworowsofhouseswithbrightlylightedwindowsandwide-opendoors,andhearinggaystrainsofpianosandviolins,soundswhichfloatedoutfromeverydoorandmingledinastrangechaos,asthoughanunseenorchestraweretuningupinthedarknessabovetheroofs,Vassilyevwassurprisedandsaid: \"Whatalotofhouses!\" \"That’snothing,\"saidthemedicalstudent。\"InLondontherearetentimesasmany。Thereareaboutahundredthousandsuchwomenthere。\" Thecabmenweresittingontheirboxesascalmlyandindifferentlyasinanyothersidestreet;thesamepassers-bywerewalkingalongthepavementasinotherstreets。Noonewashurrying,noonewashidinghisfaceinhiscoat-collar,nooneshookhisheadreproachfully……Andinthisindifferencetothenoisychaosofpianosandviolins,tothebrightwindowsandwide-opendoors,therewasafeelingofsomethingveryopen,insolent,reckless,anddevil-may-care。Probablyitwasasgayandnoisyattheslave-marketsintheirday,andpeople’sfacesandmovementsshowedthesameindifference。 \"Letusbeginfromthebeginning,\"saidtheartist。 Thefriendswentintoanarrowpassagelightedbyalampwithareflector。Whentheyopenedthedooramaninablackcoat,withanunshavenfacelikeaflunkey’s,andsleepy-lookingeyes,gotuplazilyfromayellowsofainthehall。Theplacesmeltlikealaundrywithanodorofvinegarinaddition。Adoorfromthehallledintoabrightlylightedroom。Themedicalstudentandtheartiststoppedatthisdoorand,craningtheirnecks,peepedintotheroom。 \"Buonasera,signori,rigolleto——hugenotti——traviata!\"begantheartist,withatheatricalbow。 \"Havanna——tarakano——pistoleto!\"saidthemedicalstudent,pressinghiscaptohisbreastandbowinglow。 Vassilyevwasstandingbehindthem。Hewouldhavelikedtomakeatheatricalbowandsaysomethingsilly,too,butheonlysmiled,feltanawkwardnessthatwaslikeshame,andwaitedimpatientlyforwhatwouldhappennext。 Alittlefairgirlofseventeenoreighteen,withshorthair,inashortlight-bluefrockwithabunchofwhiteribbononherbosom,appearedinthedoorway。 \"Whydoyoustandatthedoor?\"shesaid。\"Takeoffyourcoatsandcomeintothedrawing-room。\" Themedicalstudentandtheartist,stilltalkingItalian,wentintothedrawing-room。Vassilyevfollowedthemirresolutely。 \"Gentlemen,takeoffyourcoats!\"theflunkeysaidsternly;\"youcan’tgoinlikethat。\" Inthedrawing-roomtherewas,besidesthegirl,anotherwoman,verystoutandtall,withaforeignfaceandbarearms。Shewassittingnearthepiano,layingoutagameofpatienceonherlap。 Shetooknonoticewhateverofthevisitors。 \"Wherearetheotheryoungladies?\"askedthemedicalstudent。 \"Theyarehavingtheirtea,\"saidthefairgirl。\"Stepan,\"shecalled,\"goandtelltheyoungladiessomestudentshavecome!\" Alittlelaterathirdyoungladycameintotheroom。Shewaswearingabrightreddresswithbluestripes。Herfacewaspaintedthicklyandunskillfully,herbrowwashiddenunderherhair,andtherewasanunblinking,frightenedstareinhereyes。 Asshecamein,shebeganatoncesingingsomesonginacoarse,powerfulcontralto。Afterherafourthappeared,andafterherafifth…… InallthisVassilyevsawnothingneworinteresting。Itseemedtohimthatthatroom,thepiano,thelooking-glassinitscheapgiltframe,thebunchofwhiteribbon,thedresswiththebluestripes,andtheblankindifferentfaces,hehadseenbeforeandmorethanonce。Ofthedarkness,thesilence,thesecrecy,theguiltysmile,ofallthathehadexpectedtomeethereandhaddreaded,hesawnotrace。 Everythingwasordinary,prosaic,anduninteresting。Onlyonethingfaintlystirredhiscuriosity——theterrible,asitwereintentionallydesigned,badtastewhichwasvisibleinthecornices,intheabsurdpictures,inthedresses,inthebunchofribbons。Therewassomethingcharacteristicandpeculiarinthisbadtaste。 \"Howpoorandstupiditallis!\"thoughtVassilyev。\"WhatisthereinallthistrumperyIseenowthatcantemptanormalmanandexcitehimtocommitthehorriblesinofbuyingahumanbeingforarouble?Iunderstandanysinforthesakeofsplendor,beauty,grace,passion,taste;butwhatistherehere?Whatistherehereworthsinningfor?But……onemustn’tthink!\" \"Beardy,treatmetosomeporter!\"saidthefairgirl,addressinghim。 Vassilyevwasatonceovercomewithconfusion。 \"Withpleasure,\"hesaid,bowingpolitely。\"Onlyexcuseme,madam,I……Iwon’tdrinkwithyou。Idon’tdrink。 Fiveminuteslaterthefriendswentoffintoanotherhouse。 \"Whydidyouaskforporter?\"saidthemedicalstudentangrily。 \"Whatamillionaire!Youhavethrownawaysixroublesfornoreasonwhatever——simplywaste!\" \"Ifshewantsit,whynotletherhavethepleasure?\"saidVassilyev,justifyinghimself。 \"Youdidnotgivepleasuretoher,buttothe’Madam。’Theyaretoldtoaskthevisitorstostandthemtreatbecauseitisaprofittothekeeper。\" \"Beholdthemill……\"hummedtheartist,\"inruinsnow……\" Goingintothenexthouse,thefriendsstoppedinthehallanddidnotgointothedrawing-room。Here,asinthefirsthouse,afigureinablackcoat,withasleepyfacelikeaflunkey’s,gotupfromasofainthehall。Lookingatthisflunkey,athisfaceandhisshabbyblackcoat,Vassilyevthought:\"WhatmustanordinarysimpleRussianhavegonethroughbeforefateflunghimdownasaflunkeyhere?Wherehadhebeenbeforeandwhathadhedone?Whatwasawaitinghim?Washemarried?Wherewashismother,anddidsheknowthathewasaservanthere?\" AndVassilyevcouldnothelpparticularlynoticingtheflunkeyineachhouse。Inoneofthehouses——hethoughtitwasthefourth——therewasalittlespare,frail-lookingflunkeywithawatch-chainonhiswaistcoat。Hewasreadinganewspaper,andtooknonoticeofthemwhentheywentin。LookingathisfaceVassilyev,forsomereason,thoughtthatamanwithsuchafacemightsteal,mightmurder,mightbearfalsewitness。Butthefacewasreallyinteresting:abigforehead,grayeyes,alittleflattenednose,thincompressedlips,andablanklystupidandatthesametimeinsolentexpressionlikethatofayoungharrierovertakingahare。Vassilyevthoughtitwouldbenicetotouchthisman’shair,toseewhetheritwassoftorcoarse。Itmustbecoarselikeadog’s。 III Havingdrunktwoglassesofporter,theartistbecamesuddenlytipsyandgrewunnaturallylively。 \"Let’sgotoanother!\"hesaidperemptorily,wavinghishands。\"I willtakeyoutothebestone。\" Whenhehadbroughthisfriendstothehousewhichinhisopinionwasthebest,hedeclaredhisfirmintentionofdancingaquadrille。Themedicalstudentgrumbledsomethingabouttheirhavingtopaythemusiciansarouble,butagreedtobehis_vis-a-vis_。Theybegandancing。 Itwasjustasnastyinthebesthouseasintheworst。Heretherewerejustthesamelooking-glassesandpictures,thesamestylesofcoiffureanddress。Lookingroundatthefurnishingoftheroomsandthecostumes,Vassilyevrealizedthatthiswasnotlackoftaste,butsomethingthatmightbecalledthetaste,andeventhestyle,ofS。Street,whichcouldnotbefoundelsewhere——somethingintentionalinitsugliness,notaccidental,butelaboratedinthecourseofyears。Afterhehadbeenineighthouseshewasnolongersurprisedatthecolorofthedresses,atthelongtrains,thegaudyribbons,thesailordresses,andthethickpurplishrougeonthecheeks;hesawthatitallhadtobelikethis,thatifasingleoneofthewomenhadbeendressedlikeahumanbeing,oriftherehadbeenonedecentengravingonthewall,thegeneraltoneofthewholestreetwouldhavesuffered。 \"Howunskillfullytheysellthemselves!\"hethought。\"Howcantheyfailtounderstandthatviceisonlyalluringwhenitisbeautifulandhidden,whenitwearsthemaskofvirtue?Modestblackdresses,palefaces,mournfulsmiles,anddarknesswouldbefarmoreeffectivethanthisclumsytawdriness。Stupidthings! Iftheydon’tunderstanditofthemselves,theirvisitorsmightsurelyhavetaughtthem……\" AyoungladyinaPolishdressedgedwithwhitefurcameuptohimandsatdownbesidehim。 \"Younicedarkman,whyaren’tyoudancing?\"sheasked。\"Whyareyousodull?\" \"Becauseitisdull。\" \"TreatmetosomeLafitte。Thenitwon’tbedull。\" Vassilyevmadenoanswer。Hewassilentforalittle,andthenasked: \"Whattimedoyougettosleep?\" \"Atsixo’clock。\" \"Andwhattimedoyougetup?\" \"Sometimesattwoandsometimesatthree。\" \"Andwhatdoyoudowhenyougetup?\" \"Wehavecoffee,andatsixo’clockwehavedinner。\" \"Andwhatdoyouhavefordinner?\" \"Usuallysoup,beefsteak,anddessert。Ourmadamkeepsthegirlswell。Butwhydoyouaskallthis?\" \"Oh,justtotalk……\" Vassilyevlongedtotalktotheyoungladyaboutmanythings。Hefeltanintensedesiretofindoutwhereshecamefrom,whetherherparentswereliving,andwhethertheyknewthatshewashere; howshehadcomeintothishouse;whethershewerecheerfulandsatisfied,orsadandoppressedbygloomythoughts;whethershehopedsomedaytogetoutofherpresentposition……Buthecouldnotthinkhowtobeginorinwhatshapetoputhisquestionssoasnottoseemimpertinent。Hethoughtforalongtime,andasked: \"Howoldareyou?\" \"Eighty,\"theyoungladyjested,lookingwithalaughattheanticsoftheartistashedanced。 Allatoncesheburstoutlaughingatsomething,andutteredalongcynicalsentenceloudenoughtobeheardbyeveryone。 Vassilyevwasaghast,andnotknowinghowtolook,gaveaconstrainedsmile。Hewastheonlyonewhosmiled;alltheothers,hisfriends,themusicians,thewomen,didnotevenglancetowardshisneighbor,butseemednottohaveheardher。 \"StandmesomeLafitte,\"hisneighborsaidagain。 Vassilyevfeltarepulsionforherwhitefurandforhervoice,andwalkedawayfromher。Itseemedtohimhotandstifling,andhisheartbeganthrobbingslowlybutviolently,likeahammer—— one!two!three! \"Letusgoaway!\"hesaid,pullingtheartistbyhissleeve。 \"Waitalittle;letmefinish。\" Whiletheartistandthemedicalstudentwerefinishingthequadrille,toavoidlookingatthewomen,Vassilyevscrutinizedthemusicians。Arespectable-lookingoldmaninspectacles,ratherlikeMarshalBazaine,wasplayingthepiano;ayoungmanwithafairbeard,dressedinthelatestfashion,wasplayingtheviolin。Theyoungmanhadafacethatdidnotlookstupidnorexhausted,butintelligent,youthful,andfresh。Hewasdressedfancifullyandwithtaste;heplayedwithfeeling。Itwasamysteryhowheandtherespectable-lookingoldmanhadcomehere。Howwasittheywerenotashamedtosithere?Whatweretheythinkingaboutwhentheylookedatthewomen? Iftheviolinandthepianohadbeenplayedbymeninrags,lookinghungry,gloomy,drunken,withdissipatedorstupidfaces,thenonecouldhaveunderstoodtheirpresence,perhaps。Asitwas,Vassilyevcouldnotunderstanditatall。Herecalledthestoryofthefallenwomanhehadonceread,andhethoughtnowthatthathumanfigurewiththeguiltysmilehadnothingincommonwithwhathewasseeingnow。Itseemedtohimthathewasseeingnotfallenwomen,butsomedifferentworldquiteapart,alientohimandincomprehensible;ifhehadseenthisworldbeforeonthestage,orreadofitinabook,hewouldnothavebelievedinit…… Thewomanwiththewhitefurburstoutlaughingagainandutteredaloathsomesentenceinaloudvoice。Afeelingofdisgusttookpossessionofhim。Heflushedcrimsonandwentoutoftheroom。 \"Waitaminute,wearecomingtoo!\"theartistshoutedtohim。 IV \"Whileweweredancing,\"saidthemedicalstudent,astheyallthreewentoutintothestreet,\"Ihadaconversationwithmypartner。Wetalkedaboutherfirstromance。He,thehero,wasanaccountantatSmolenskwithawifeandfivechildren。Shewasseventeen,andshelivedwithherpapaandmamma,whosoldsoapandcandles。\" \"Howdidhewinherheart?\"askedVassilyev。 \"Byspendingfiftyroublesonunderclothesforher。Whatnext!\" \"Soheknewhowtogethispartner’sstoryoutofher,\"thoughtVassilyevaboutthemedicalstudent。\"ButIdon’tknowhowto。\" \"Isay,Iamgoinghome!\"hesaid。 \"Whatfor?\" \"BecauseIdon’tknowhowtobehavehere。Besides,Iambored,disgusted。Whatisthereamusinginit?Iftheywerehumanbeings——buttheyaresavagesandanimals。Iamgoing;doasyoulike。\" \"Come,Grisha,Grigory,darling……\"saidtheartistinatearfulvoice,huggingVassilyev,\"comealong!Let’sgotoonemoretogetheranddamnationtakethem!……Pleasedo,Grisha!\" TheypersuadedVassilyevandledhimupastaircase。Inthecarpetandthegiltbanisters,intheporterwhoopenedthedoor,andinthepanelsthatdecoratedthehall,thesameS。Streetstylewasapparent,butcarriedtoagreaterperfection,moreimposing。 \"Ireallywillgohome!\"saidVassilyevashewastakingoffhiscoat。 \"Come,come,dearboy,\"saidtheartist,andhekissedhimontheneck。\"Don’tbetiresome……Gri-gri,beagoodcomrade!Wecametogether,wewillgobacktogether。Whatabeastyouare,really!\" \"Icanwaitforyouinthestreet。Ithinkit’sloathsome,really!\" \"Come,come,Grisha……Ifitisloathsome,youcanobserveit!Doyouunderstand?Youcanobserve!\" \"Onemusttakeanobjectiveviewofthings,\"saidthemedicalstudentgravely。