第8章

类别:其他 作者:Anton Chekhov字数:22414更新时间:19/01/04 17:25:24
Inthesecondyearthepianowassilentinthelodge,andtheprisoneraskedonlyfortheclassics。Inthefifthyearmusicwasaudibleagain,andtheprisoneraskedforwine。Thosewhowatchedhimthroughthewindowsaidthatallthatyearhespentdoingnothingbuteatinganddrinkingandlyingonhisbed,frequentlyyawningandangrilytalkingtohimself。Hedidnotreadbooks。 Sometimesatnighthewouldsitdowntowrite;hewouldspendhourswriting,andinthemorningtearupallthathehadwritten。Morethanoncehecouldbeheardcrying。 Inthesecondhalfofthesixthyeartheprisonerbeganzealouslystudyinglanguages,philosophy,andhistory。Hethrewhimselfeagerlyintothesestudies——somuchsothatthebankerhadenoughtodotogethimthebooksheordered。Inthecourseoffouryearssomesixhundredvolumeswereprocuredathisrequest。Itwasduringthisperiodthatthebankerreceivedthefollowingletterfromhisprisoner: \"MydearJailer,Iwriteyoutheselinesinsixlanguages。Showthemtopeoplewhoknowthelanguages。Letthemreadthem。IftheyfindnotonemistakeIimploreyoutofireashotinthegarden。Thatshotwillshowmethatmyeffortshavenotbeenthrownaway。Thegeniusesofallagesandofalllandsspeakdifferentlanguages,butthesameflameburnsinthemall。Oh,ifyouonlyknewwhatunearthlyhappinessmysoulfeelsnowfrombeingabletounderstandthem!\"Theprisoner’sdesirewasfulfilled。Thebankerorderedtwoshotstobefiredinthegarden。 Thenafterthetenthyear,theprisonersatimmovablyatthetableandreadnothingbuttheGospel。Itseemedstrangetothebankerthatamanwhoinfouryearshadmasteredsixhundredlearnedvolumesshouldwastenearlyayearoveronethinbookeasyofcomprehension。TheologyandhistoriesofreligionfollowedtheGospels。 Inthelasttwoyearsofhisconfinementtheprisonerreadanimmensequantityofbooksquiteindiscriminately。Atonetimehewasbusywiththenaturalsciences,thenhewouldaskforByronorShakespeare。Therewerenotesinwhichhedemandedatthesametimebooksonchemistry,andamanualofmedicine,andanovel,andsometreatiseonphilosophyortheology。Hisreadingsuggestedamanswimmingintheseaamongthewreckageofhisship,andtryingtosavehislifebygreedilyclutchingfirstatonesparandthenatanother。 II Theoldbankerrememberedallthis,andthought: \"To-morrowattwelveo’clockhewillregainhisfreedom。ByouragreementIoughttopayhimtwomillions。IfIdopayhim,itisalloverwithme:Ishallbeutterlyruined。\" Fifteenyearsbefore,hismillionshadbeenbeyondhisreckoning; nowhewasafraidtoaskhimselfwhichweregreater,hisdebtsorhisassets。DesperategamblingontheStockExchange,wildspeculationandtheexcitabilitywhichhecouldnotgetovereveninadvancingyears,hadbydegreesledtothedeclineofhisfortuneandtheproud,fearless,self-confidentmillionairehadbecomeabankerofmiddlingrank,tremblingateveryriseandfallinhisinvestments。\"Cursedbet!\"mutteredtheoldman,clutchinghisheadindespair\"Whydidn’tthemandie?Heisonlyfortynow。Hewilltakemylastpennyfromme,hewillmarry,willenjoylife,willgambleontheExchange;whileIshalllookathimwithenvylikeabeggar,andhearfromhimeverydaythesamesentence:’Iamindebtedtoyouforthehappinessofmylife,letmehelpyou!’No,itistoomuch!Theonemeansofbeingsavedfrombankruptcyanddisgraceisthedeathofthatman!\" Itstruckthreeo’clock,thebankerlistened;everyonewasasleepinthehouseandnothingcouldbeheardoutsidebuttherustlingofthechilledtrees。Tryingtomakenonoise,hetookfromafireproofsafethekeyofthedoorwhichhadnotbeenopenedforfifteenyears,putonhisovercoat,andwentoutofthehouse。 Itwasdarkandcoldinthegarden。Rainwasfalling。Adampcuttingwindwasracingaboutthegarden,howlingandgivingthetreesnorest。Thebankerstrainedhiseyes,butcouldseeneithertheearthnorthewhitestatues,northelodge,northetrees。Goingtothespotwherethelodgestood,hetwicecalledthewatchman。Noanswerfollowed。Evidentlythewatchmanhadsoughtshelterfromtheweather,andwasnowasleepsomewhereeitherinthekitchenorinthegreenhouse。 \"IfIhadtheplucktocarryoutmyintention,\"thoughttheoldman,\"Suspicionwouldfallfirstuponthewatchman。\" Hefeltinthedarknessforthestepsandthedoor,andwentintotheentryofthelodge。Thenhegropedhiswayintoalittlepassageandlightedamatch。Therewasnotasoulthere。Therewasabedsteadwithnobeddingonit,andinthecornertherewasadarkcast-ironstove。Thesealsonthedoorleadingtotheprisoner’sroomswereintact。 Whenthematchwentouttheoldman,tremblingwithemotion,peepedthroughthelittlewindow。Acandlewasburningdimlyintheprisoner’sroom。Hewassittingatthetable。Nothingcouldbeseenbuthisback,thehaironhishead,andhishands。Openbookswerelyingonthetable,onthetwoeasy-chairs,andonthecarpetnearthetable。 Fiveminutespassedandtheprisonerdidnotoncestir。Fifteenyears’imprisonmenthadtaughthimtositstill。Thebankertappedatthewindowwithhisfinger,andtheprisonermadenomovementwhateverinresponse。Thenthebankercautiouslybrokethesealsoffthedoorandputthekeyinthekeyhole。Therustylockgaveagratingsoundandthedoorcreaked。Thebankerexpectedtohearatoncefootstepsandacryofastonishment,butthreeminutespassedanditwasasquietaseverintheroom。Hemadeuphismindtogoin。 Atthetableamanunlikeordinarypeoplewassittingmotionless。 Hewasaskeletonwiththeskindrawntightoverhisbones,withlongcurlslikeawoman’sandashaggybeard。Hisfacewasyellowwithanearthytintinit,hischeekswerehollow,hisbacklongandnarrow,andthehandonwhichhisshaggyheadwasproppedwassothinanddelicatethatitwasdreadfultolookatit。Hishairwasalreadystreakedwithsilver,andseeinghisemaciated,aged-lookingface,noonewouldhavebelievedthathewasonlyforty。Hewasasleep……Infrontofhisbowedheadtherelayonthetableasheetofpaperonwhichtherewassomethingwritteninfinehandwriting。 \"Poorcreature!\"thoughtthebanker,\"heisasleepandmostlikelydreamingofthemillions。AndIhaveonlytotakethishalf-deadman,throwhimonthebed,stiflehimalittlewiththepillow,andthemostconscientiousexpertwouldfindnosignofaviolentdeath。Butletusfirstreadwhathehaswrittenhere……\" Thebankertookthepagefromthetableandreadasfollows: \"To-morrowattwelveo’clockIregainmyfreedomandtherighttoassociatewithothermen,butbeforeIleavethisroomandseethesunshine,Ithinkitnecessarytosayafewwordstoyou。 WithaclearconscienceItellyou,asbeforeGod,whobeholdsme,thatIdespisefreedomandlifeandhealth,andallthatinyourbooksiscalledthegoodthingsoftheworld。 \"ForfifteenyearsIhavebeenintentlystudyingearthlylife。ItistrueIhavenotseentheearthnormen,butinyourbooksI havedrunkfragrantwine,Ihavesungsongs,Ihavehuntedstagsandwildboarsintheforests,havelovedwomen…… Beautiesasetherealasclouds,createdbythemagicofyourpoetsandgeniuses,havevisitedmeatnight,andhavewhisperedinmyearswonderfultalesthathavesetmybraininawhirl。InyourbooksIhaveclimbedtothepeaksofElburzandMontBlanc,andfromthereIhaveseenthesunriseandhavewatcheditateveningfloodthesky,theocean,andthemountain-topswithgoldandcrimson。Ihavewatchedfromtherethelightningflashingovermyheadandcleavingthestorm-clouds。Ihaveseengreenforests,fields,rivers,lakes,towns。Ihaveheardthesingingofthesirens,andthestrainsoftheshepherds’ pipes;IhavetouchedthewingsofcomelydevilswhoflewdowntoconversewithmeofGod……InyourbooksIhaveflungmyselfintothebottomlesspit,performedmiracles,slain,burnedtowns,preachednewreligions,conqueredwholekingdoms…… \"Yourbookshavegivenmewisdom。Allthattheunrestingthoughtofmanhascreatedintheagesiscompressedintoasmallcompassinmybrain。IknowthatIamwiserthanallofyou。 \"AndIdespiseyourbooks,Idespisewisdomandtheblessingsofthisworld。Itisallworthless,fleeting,illusory,anddeceptive,likeamirage。Youmaybeproud,wise,andfine,butdeathwillwipeyouoffthefaceoftheearthasthoughyouwerenomorethanmiceburrowingunderthefloor,andyourposterity,yourhistory,yourimmortalgeniuseswillburnorfreezetogetherwiththeearthlyglobe。 \"Youhavelostyourreasonandtakenthewrongpath。Youhavetakenliesfortruth,andhideousnessforbeauty。Youwouldmarvelif,owingtostrangeeventsofsomesorts,frogsandlizardssuddenlygrewonappleandorangetreesinsteadoffruit,orifrosesbegantosmelllikeasweatinghorse;soImarvelatyouwhoexchangeheavenforearth。Idon’twanttounderstandyou。 \"ToprovetoyouinactionhowIdespiseallthatyouliveby,I renouncethetwomillionsofwhichIoncedreamedasofparadiseandwhichnowIdespise。TodeprivemyselfoftherighttothemoneyIshallgooutfromherefivehoursbeforethetimefixed,andsobreakthecompact……\" Whenthebankerhadreadthishelaidthepageonthetable,kissedthestrangemanonthehead,andwentoutofthelodge,weeping。Atnoothertime,evenwhenhehadlostheavilyontheStockExchange,hadhefeltsogreatacontemptforhimself。 Whenhegothomehelayonhisbed,buthistearsandemotionkepthimforhoursfromsleeping。 Nextmorningthewatchmenraninwithpalefaces,andtoldhimtheyhadseenthemanwholivedinthelodgeclimboutofthewindowintothegarden,gotothegate,anddisappear。Thebankerwentatoncewiththeservantstothelodgeandmadesureoftheflightofhisprisoner。Toavoidarousingunnecessarytalk,hetookfromthetablethewritinginwhichthemillionswererenounced,andwhenhegothomelockeditupinthefireproofsafe。 THEHEAD-GARDENER’SSTORY ASALEofflowerswastakingplaceinCountN。’sgreenhouses。Thepurchaserswerefewinnumber——alandownerwhowasaneighborofmine,ayoungtimber-merchant,andmyself。Whiletheworkmenwerecarryingoutourmagnificentpurchasesandpackingthemintothecarts,wesatattheentryofthegreenhouseandchattedaboutonethingandanother。ItisextremelypleasanttositinagardenonastillAprilmorning,listeningtothebirds,andwatchingtheflowersbroughtoutintotheopenairandbaskinginthesunshine。 Thehead-gardener,MihailKarlovitch,avenerableoldmanwithafullshavenface,wearingafurwaistcoatandnocoat,superintendedthepackingoftheplantshimself,butatthesametimehelistenedtoourconversationinthehopeofhearingsomethingnew。Hewasanintelligent,verygood-heartedman,respectedbyeveryone。HewasforsomereasonlookeduponbyeveryoneasaGerman,thoughhewasinrealityonhisfather’ssideSwedish,onhismother’ssideRussian,andattendedtheOrthodoxchurch。HeknewRussian,Swedish,andGerman。Hehadreadagooddealinthoselanguages,andnothingonecoulddogavehimgreaterpleasurethanlendinghimsomenewbookortalkingtohim,forinstance,aboutIbsen。 Hehadhisweaknesses,buttheywereinnocentones:hecalledhimselftheheadgardener,thoughtherewerenounder-gardeners; theexpressionofhisfacewasunusuallydignifiedandhaughty; hecouldnotenduretobecontradicted,andlikedtobelistenedtowithrespectandattention。 \"ThatyoungfellowthereIcanrecommendtoyouasanawfulrascal,\"saidmyneighbor,pointingtoalaborerwithaswarthy,gipsyface,whodrovebywiththewater-barrel。\"Lastweekhewastriedinthetownforburglaryandwasacquitted;theypronouncedhimmentallyderanged,andyetlookathim,heisthepictureofhealth。ScoundrelsareveryoftenacquittednowadaysinRussiaongroundsofabnormalityandaberration,yettheseacquittals,theseunmistakableproofsofanindulgentattitudetocrime,leadtonogood。Theydemoralizethemasses,thesenseofjusticeisbluntedinallastheybecomeaccustomedtoseeingviceunpunished,andyouknowinourageonemayboldlysayinthewordsofShakespearethatinourevilandcorruptagevirtuemustaskforgivenessofvice。\" \"That’sverytrue,\"themerchantassented。\"Owingtothesefrequentacquittals,murderandarsonhavebecomemuchmorecommon。Askthepeasants。\" MihailKarlovitchturnedtowardsusandsaid: \"AsfarasIamconcerned,gentlemen,Iamalwaysdelightedtomeetwiththeseverdictsofnotguilty。Iamnotafraidformoralityandjusticewhentheysay’Notguilty,’butonthecontraryIfeelpleased。Evenwhenmyconsciencetellsmethejuryhavemadeamistakeinacquittingthecriminal,eventhenI amtriumphant。Judgeforyourselves,gentlemen;ifthejudgesandthejuryhavemorefaithin_man_thaninevidence,materialproofs,andspeechesfortheprosecution,isnotthatfaith_inman_initselfhigherthananyordinaryconsiderations?SuchfaithisonlyattainablebythosefewwhounderstandandfeelChrist。\" \"Afinethought,\"Isaid。 \"Butit’snotanewone。IrememberaverylongtimeagoIheardalegendonthatsubject。Averycharminglegend,\"saidthegardener,andhesmiled。\"Iwastolditbymygrandmother,myfather’smother,anexcellentoldlady。ShetoldmeitinSwedish,anditdoesnotsoundsofine,soclassical,inRussian。\" ButwebeggedhimtotellitandnottobeputoffbythecoarsenessoftheRussianlanguage。Muchgratified,hedeliberatelylightedhispipe,lookedangrilyatthelaborers,andbegan: \"Theresettledinacertainlittletownasolitary,plain,elderlygentlemancalledThomsonorWilson——butthatdoesnotmatter;thesurnameisnotthepoint。Hefollowedanhonorableprofession:hewasadoctor。Hewasalwaysmoroseandunsociable,andonlyspokewhenrequiredbyhisprofession。Henevervisitedanyone,neverextendedhisacquaintancebeyondasilentbow,andlivedashumblyasahermit。Thefactwas,hewasalearnedman,andinthosedayslearnedmenwerenotlikeotherpeople。Theyspenttheirdaysandnightsincontemplation,inreadingandinhealingdisease,lookeduponeverythingelseastrivial,andhadnotimetowasteaword。Theinhabitantsofthetownunderstoodthis,andtriednottoworryhimwiththeirvisitsandemptychatter。TheywereverygladthatGodhadsentthematlastamanwhocouldhealdiseases,andwereproudthatsucharemarkablemanwaslivingintheirtown。’Heknowseverything,’ theysaidabouthim。 \"Butthatwasnotenough。Theyoughttohavealsosaid,’Heloveseveryone。’Inthebreastofthatlearnedmantherebeatawonderfulangelicheart。Thoughthepeopleofthattownwerestrangersandnothisownpeople,yethelovedthemlikechildren,anddidnotsparehimselfforthem。Hewashimselfillwithconsumption,hehadacough,butwhenhewassummonedtothesickheforgothisownillnesshedidnotsparehimselfand,gaspingforbreath,climbedupthehillshoweverhightheymightbe。Hedisregardedthesultryheatandthecold,despisedthirstandhunger。Hewouldacceptnomoneyandstrangetosay,whenoneofhispatientsdied,hewouldfollowthecoffinwiththerelations,weeping。 \"Andsoonhebecamesonecessarytothetownthattheinhabitantswonderedhowtheycouldhavegotonbeforewithouttheman。Theirgratitudeknewnobounds。Grown-uppeopleandchildren,goodandbadalike,honestmenandcheats——allinfact,respectedhimandknewhisvalue。Inthelittletownandallthesurroundingneighborhoodtherewasnomanwhowouldallowhimselftodoanythingdisagreeabletohim;indeed,theywouldneverhavedreamedofit。Whenhecameoutofhislodging,heneverfastenedthedoorsorwindows,incompleteconfidencethattherewasnothiefwhocouldbringhimselftodohimwrong。Heoftenhadinthecourseofhismedicaldutiestowalkalongthehighroads,throughtheforestsandmountainshauntedbynumbersofhungryvagrants;buthefeltthathewasinperfectsecurity。 \"Onenighthewasreturningfromapatientwhenrobbersfelluponhimintheforest,butwhentheyrecognizedhim,theytookofftheirhatsrespectfullyandofferedhimsomethingtoeat。Whenheansweredthathewasnothungry,theygavehimawarmwrapandaccompaniedhimasfarasthetown,happythatfatehadgiventhemthechanceinsomesmallwaytoshowtheirgratitudetothebenevolentman。Well,tobesure,mygrandmothertoldmethateventhehorsesandthecowsandthedogsknewhimandexpressedtheirjoywhentheymethim。 \"Andthismanwhoseemedbyhissanctitytohaveguardedhimselffromeveryevil,towhomevenbrigandsandfrenziedmenwishednothingbutgood,wasonefinemorningfoundmurdered。Coveredwithblood,withhisskullbroken,hewaslyinginaravine,andhispalefaceworeanexpressionofamazement。Yes,nothorrorbutamazementwastheemotionthathadbeenfixeduponhisfacewhenhesawthemurdererbeforehim。Youcanimaginethegriefthatoverwhelmedtheinhabitantsofthetownandthesurroundingdistricts。Allwereindespair,unabletobelievetheireyes,wonderingwhocouldhavekilledtheman。Thejudgeswhoconductedtheinquiryandexaminedthedoctor’sbodysaid:’Herewehaveallthesignsofamurder,butasthereisnotamanintheworldcapableofmurderingourdoctor,obviouslyitwasnotacaseofmurder,andthecombinationofevidenceisduetosimplechance。Wemustsupposethatinthedarknesshefellintotheravineofhimselfandwasmortallyinjured。’ \"Thewholetownagreedwiththisopinion。Thedoctorwasburied,andnothingmorewassaidaboutaviolentdeath。Theexistenceofamanwhocouldhavethebasenessandwickednesstokillthedoctorseemedincredible。Thereisalimiteventowickedness,isn’tthere? \"Allatonce,wouldyoubelieveit,chanceledthemtodiscoveringthemurderer。Avagrantwhohadbeenmanytimesconvicted,notoriousforhisviciouslife,wasseensellingfordrinkasnuff-boxandwatchthathadbelongedtothedoctor。Whenhewasquestionedhewasconfused,andansweredwithanobviouslie。Asearchwasmade,andinhisbedwasfoundashirtwithstainsofbloodonthesleeves,andadoctor’slancetsetingold。Whatmoreevidencewaswanted?Theyputthecriminalinprison。Theinhabitantswereindignant,andatthesametimesaid: \"’It’sincredible!Itcan’tbeso!Takecarethatamistakeisnotmade;itdoeshappen,youknow,thatevidencetellsafalsetale。’ \"Athistrialthemurdererobstinatelydeniedhisguilt。 Everythingwasagainsthim,andtobeconvincedofhisguiltwasaseasyastobelievethatthisearthisblack;butthejudgesseemtohavegonemad:theyweighedeveryprooftentimes,lookeddistrustfullyatthewitnesses,flushedcrimsonandsippedwater……Thetrialbeganearlyinthemorningandwasonlyfinishedintheevening。 \"’Accused!’thechiefjudgesaid,addressingthemurderer,’thecourthasfoundyouguiltyofmurderingDr。So-and-so,andhassentencedyouto……’ \"Thechiefjudgemeanttosay’tothedeathpenalty,’buthedroppedfromhishandsthepaperonwhichthesentencewaswritten,wipedthecoldsweatfromhisface,andcriedout: \"’No!MayGodpunishmeifIjudgewrongly,butIswearheisnotguilty。Icannotadmitthethoughtthatthereexistsamanwhowoulddaretomurderourfriendthedoctor!Amancouldnotsinksolow!’ \"’Therecannotbesuchaman!’theotherjudgesassented。 \"’No,’thecrowdcried。’Lethimgo!’ \"Themurdererwassetfreetogowherehechose,andnotonesoulblamedthecourtforanunjustverdict。AndmygrandmotherusedtosaythatforsuchfaithinhumanityGodforgavethesinsofalltheinhabitantsofthattown。HerejoiceswhenpeoplebelievethatmanisHisimageandsemblance,andgrievesif,forgetfulofhumandignity,theyjudgeworseofmenthanofdogs。 Thesentenceofacquittalmaybringharmtotheinhabitantsofthetown,butontheotherhand,thinkofthebeneficialinfluenceuponthemofthatfaithinman——afaithwhichdoesnotremaindead,youknow;itraisesupgenerousfeelingsinus,andalwaysimpelsustoloveandrespecteveryman。Everyman! Andthatisimportant。\" MihailKarlovitchhadfinished。Myneighborwouldhaveurgedsomeobjection,butthehead-gardenermadeagesturethatsignifiedthathedidnotlikeobjections;thenhewalkedawaytothecarts,and,withanexpressionofdignity,wentonlookingafterthepacking。 THEBEAUTIES I IREMEMBER,whenIwasahighschoolboyinthefifthorsixthclass,IwasdrivingwithmygrandfatherfromthevillageofBolshoeKryepkoeintheDonregiontoRostov-on-the-Don。Itwasasultry,languidlydrearydayofAugust。Oureyesweregluedtogether,andourmouthswereparchedfromtheheatandthedryburningwindwhichdrovecloudsofdusttomeetus;onedidnotwanttolookorspeakorthink,andwhenourdrowsydriver,aLittleRussiancalledKarpo,swunghiswhipatthehorsesandlashedmeonmycap,Ididnotprotestorutterasound,butonly,rousingmyselffromhalf-slumber,gazedmildlyanddejectedlyintothedistancetoseewhethertherewasavillagevisiblethroughthedust。WestoppedtofeedthehorsesinabigArmenianvillageatarichArmenian’swhommygrandfatherknew。 NeverinmylifehaveIseenagreatercaricaturethanthatArmenian。Imaginealittleshavenheadwiththickoverhangingeyebrows,abeakofanose,longgraymustaches,andawidemouthwithalongcherry-woodchiboukstickingoutofit。Thislittleheadwasclumsilyattachedtoaleanhunch-backcarcassattiredinafantasticgarb,ashortredjacket,andfullbrightbluetrousers。Thisfigurewalkedstraddlingitslegsandshufflingwithitsslippers,spokewithouttakingthechiboukoutofitsmouth,andbehavedwithtrulyArmeniandignity,notsmiling,butstaringwithwide-openeyesandtryingtotakeaslittlenoticeaspossibleofitsguests。 TherewasneitherwindnordustintheArmenian’srooms,butitwasjustasunpleasant,stifling,anddrearyasinthesteppeandontheroad。Iremember,dustyandexhaustedbytheheat,Isatinthecorneronagreenbox。Theunpaintedwoodenwalls,thefurniture,andthefloorscoloredwithyellowochersmeltofdrywoodbakedbythesun。WhereverIlookedtherewerefliesandfliesandflies……GrandfatherandtheArmenianweretalkingaboutgrazing,aboutmanure,andaboutoats……Iknewthattheywouldbeagoodhourgettingthesamovar; thatgrandfatherwouldbenotlessthananhourdrinkinghistea,andthenwouldliedowntosleepfortwoorthreehours;thatI shouldwasteaquarterofthedaywaiting,afterwhichtherewouldbeagaintheheat,thedust,thejoltingcart。Iheardthemutteringofthetwovoices,anditbegantoseemtomethatI hadbeenseeingtheArmenian,thecupboardwiththecrockery,theflies,thewindowswiththeburningsunbeatingonthem,foragesandages,andshouldonlyceasetoseetheminthefar-offfuture,andIwasseizedwithhatredforthesteppe,thesun,theflies…… ALittleRussianpeasantwomaninakerchiefbroughtinatrayoftea-things,thenthesamovar。TheArmenianwentslowlyoutintothepassageandshouted:\"Mashya,comeandpourouttea!Whereareyou,Mashya?\" Hurriedfootstepswereheard,andtherecameintotheroomagirlofsixteeninasimplecottondressandawhitekerchief。Asshewashedthecrockeryandpouredoutthetea,shewasstandingwithherbacktome,andallIcouldseewasthatshewasofaslenderfigure,barefooted,andthatherlittlebareheelswerecoveredbylongtrousers。 TheArmenianinvitedmetohavetea。Sittingdowntothetable,I glancedatthegirl,whowashandingmeaglassoftea,andfeltallatonceasthoughawindwereblowingovermysoulandblowingawayalltheimpressionsofthedaywiththeirdustanddreariness。IsawthebewitchingfeaturesofthemostbeautifulfaceIhaveevermetinreallifeorinmydreams。Beforemestoodabeauty,andIrecognizedthatatthefirstglanceasI shouldhaverecognizedlightning。 IamreadytoswearthatMasha——or,asherfathercalledher,Mashya——wasarealbeauty,butIdon’tknowhowtoproveit。Itsometimeshappensthatcloudsarehuddledtogetherindisorderonthehorizon,andthesunhidingbehindthemcolorsthemandtheskywithtintsofeverypossibleshade——crimson,orange,gold,lilac,muddypink;onecloudislikeamonk,anotherlikeafish,athirdlikeaTurkinaturban。Theglowofsunsetenvelopingathirdoftheskygleamsonthecrossonthechurch,flashesonthewindowsofthemanorhouse,isreflectedintheriverandthepuddles,quiversonthetrees;far,farawayagainstthebackgroundofthesunset,aflockofwildducksisflyinghomewards……Andtheboyherdingthecows,andthesurveyordrivinginhischaiseoverthedam,andthegentlemanoutforawalk,allgazeatthesunset,andeveryoneofthemthinksitterriblybeautiful,butnooneknowsorcansayinwhatitsbeautylies。 IwasnottheonlyonetothinktheArmeniangirlbeautiful。Mygrandfather,anoldmanofseventy,gruffandindifferenttowomenandthebeautiesofnature,lookedcaressinglyatMashaforafullminute,andasked: \"Isthatyourdaughter,AvertNazaritch?\" \"Yes,sheismydaughter,\"answeredtheArmenian。 \"Afineyounglady,\"saidmygrandfatherapprovingly。 AnartistwouldhavecalledtheArmeniangirl’sbeautyclassicalandsevere,itwasjustthatbeauty,thecontemplationofwhich——Godknowswhy!——inspiresinonetheconvictionthatoneisseeingcorrectfeatures;thathair,eyes,nose,mouth,neck,bosom,andeverymovementoftheyoungbodyallgotogetherinonecompleteharmoniousaccordinwhichnaturehasnotblunderedoverthesmallestline。YoufancyforsomereasonthattheideallybeautifulwomanmusthavesuchanoseasMasha’s,straightandslightlyaquiline,justsuchgreatdarkeyes,suchlonglashes,suchalanguidglance;youfancythatherblackcurlyhairandeyebrowsgowiththesoftwhitetintofherbrowandcheeksasthegreenreedsgowiththequietstream。Masha’swhiteneckandheryouthfulbosomwerenotfullydeveloped,butyoufancythesculptorwouldneedagreatcreativegeniustomoldthem。Yougaze,andlittlebylittlethedesirecomesoveryoutosaytoMashasomethingextraordinarilypleasant,sincere,beautiful,asbeautifulassheherselfwas。 AtfirstIfelthurtandabashedthatMashatooknonoticeofme,butwasallthetimelookingdown;itseemedtomeasthoughapeculiaratmosphere,proudandhappy,separatedherfrommeandjealouslyscreenedherfrommyeyes。 \"That’sbecauseIamcoveredwithdust,\"Ithought,\"amsunburnt,andamstillaboy。\" ButlittlebylittleIforgotmyself,andgavemyselfupentirelytotheconsciousnessofbeauty。Ithoughtnomorenowofthedrearysteppe,ofthedust,nolongerheardthebuzzingoftheflies,nolongertastedthetea,andfeltnothingexceptthatabeautifulgirlwasstandingonlytheothersideofthetable。 Ifeltthisbeautyratherstrangely。Itwasnotdesire,norecstacy,norenjoymentthatMashaexcitedinme,butapainfulthoughpleasantsadness。Itwasasadnessvagueandundefinedasadream。ForsomereasonIfeltsorryformyself,formygrandfatherandfortheArmenian,evenforthegirlherself,andIhadafeelingasthoughweallfourhadlostsomethingimportantandessentialtolifewhichweshouldneverfindagain。 Mygrandfather,too,grewmelancholy;hetalkednomoreaboutmanureoraboutoats,butsatsilent,lookingpensivelyatMasha。 AfterteamygrandfatherlaydownforanapwhileIwentoutofthehouseintotheporch。Thehouse,likeallthehousesintheArmenianvillagestoodinthefullsun;therewasnotatree,notanawning,noshade。TheArmenian’sgreatcourtyard,overgrownwithgoosefootandwildmallows,waslivelyandfullofgaietyinspiteofthegreatheat。Threshingwasgoingonbehindoneofthelowhurdleswhichintersectedthebigyardhereandthere。Roundapoststuckintothemiddleofthethreshing-floorranadozenhorsesharnessedsidebyside,sothattheyformedonelongradius。ALittleRussianinalongwaistcoatandfulltrouserswaswalkingbesidethem,crackingawhipandshoutinginatonethatsoundedasthoughhewerejeeringatthehorsesandshowingoffhispoweroverthem。 \"A——a——a,youdamnedbrutes!……A——a——a,plaguetakeyou!Areyoufrightened?\" Thehorses,sorrel,white,andpiebald,notunderstandingwhytheyweremadetorunroundinoneplaceandtocrushthewheatstraw,ranunwillinglyasthoughwitheffort,swingingtheirtailswithanoffendedair。Thewindraisedupperfectcloudsofgoldenchafffromundertheirhoofsandcarrieditawayfarbeyondthehurdle。Nearthetallfreshstackspeasantwomenwereswarmingwithrakes,andcartsweremoving,andbeyondthestacksinanotheryardanotherdozensimilarhorseswererunningroundapost,andasimilarLittleRussianwascrackinghiswhipandjeeringatthehorses。 ThestepsonwhichIwassittingwerehot;onthethinrailsandhereandthereonthewindow-framessapwasoozingoutofthewoodfromtheheat;redladybirdswerehuddlingtogetherinthestreaksofshadowunderthestepsandundertheshutters。 Thesunwasbakingmeonmyhead,onmychest,andonmyback,butIdidnotnoticeit,andwasconsciousonlyofthethudofbarefeetontheunevenfloorinthepassageandintheroomsbehindme。Afterclearingawaythetea-things,Masharandownthesteps,flutteringtheairasshepassed,andlikeabirdflewintoalittlegrimyouthouse——Isupposethekitchen——fromwhichcamethesmellofroastmuttonandthesoundofangrytalkinArmenian。Shevanishedintothedarkdoorway,andinherplacethereappearedonthethresholdanoldbent,red-facedArmenianwomanwearinggreentrousers。Theoldwomanwasangryandwasscoldingsomeone。SoonafterwardsMashaappearedinthedoorway,flushedwiththeheatofthekitchenandcarryingabigblackloafonhershoulder;swayinggracefullyundertheweightofthebread,sheranacrosstheyardtothethreshing-floor,dartedoverthehurdle,and,wraptinacloudofgoldenchaff,vanishedbehindthecarts。TheLittleRussianwhowasdrivingthehorsesloweredhiswhip,sankintosilence,andgazedforaminuteinthedirectionofthecarts。ThenwhentheArmeniangirldartedagainbythehorsesandleapedoverthehurdle,hefollowedherwithhiseyes,andshoutedtothehorsesinatoneasthoughheweregreatlydisappointed: \"Plaguetakeyou,uncleandevils!\" AndallthewhileIwasunceasinglyhearingherbarefeet,andseeinghowshewalkedacrosstheyardwithagrave,preoccupiedface。Sherannowdownthesteps,swishingtheairaboutme,nowintothekitchen,nowtothethreshing-floor,nowthroughthegate,andIcouldhardlyturnmyheadquicklyenoughtowatchher。 Andtheoftenersheflutteredbymewithherbeauty,themoreacutebecamemysadness。IfeltsorrybothforherandformyselfandfortheLittleRussian,whomournfullywatchedhereverytimesheranthroughthecloudofchafftothecarts。Whetheritwasenvyofherbeauty,orthatIwasregrettingthatthegirlwasnotmine,andneverwouldbe,orthatIwasastrangertoher;orwhetherIvaguelyfeltthatherrarebeautywasaccidental,unnecessary,and,likeeverythingonearth,ofshortduration; orwhether,perhaps,mysadnesswasthatpeculiarfeelingwhichisexcitedinmanbythecontemplationofrealbeauty,Godonlyknows。 Thethreehoursofwaitingpassedunnoticed。ItseemedtomethatIhadnothadtimetolookproperlyatMashawhenKarpodroveuptotheriver,bathedthehorse,andbegantoputitintheshafts。Thewethorsesnortedwithpleasureandkickedhishoofsagainsttheshafts。Karposhoutedtoit:\"Ba——ack!\"Mygrandfatherwokeup。Mashaopenedthecreakinggatesforus,wegotintothechaiseanddroveoutoftheyard。Wedroveinsilenceasthoughwewereangrywithoneanother。 When,twoorthreehourslater,RostovandNahitchevanappearedinthedistance,Karpo,whohadbeensilentthewholetime,lookedroundquickly,andsaid: \"Afinewench,thatattheArmenian’s。\" Andhelashedhishorses。 II Anothertime,afterIhadbecomeastudent,Iwastravelingbyrailtothesouth。ItwasMay。Atoneofthestations,IbelieveitwasbetweenByelgorodandHarkov,Igotoutofthetramtowalkabouttheplatform。 Theshadesofeveningwerealreadylyingonthestationgarden,ontheplatform,andonthefields;thestationscreenedoffthesunset,butonthetopmostcloudsofsmokefromtheengine,whichweretingedwithrosylight,onecouldseethesunhadnotyetquitevanished。 AsIwalkedupanddowntheplatformInoticedthatthegreaternumberofthepassengerswerestandingorwalkingnearasecond-classcompartment,andthattheylookedasthoughsomecelebratedpersonwereinthatcompartment。AmongthecuriouswhomImetnearthiscompartmentIsaw,however,anartilleryofficerwhohadbeenmyfellow-traveler,anintelligent,cordial,andsympatheticfellow——aspeoplemostlyarewhomwemeetonourtravelsbychanceandwithwhomwearenotlongacquainted。 \"Whatareyoulookingatthere?\"Iasked。 Hemadenoanswer,butonlyindicatedwithhiseyesafemininefigure。Itwasayounggirlofseventeenoreighteen,wearingaRussiandress,withherheadbareandalittleshawlflungcarelesslyononeshoulder;notapassenger,butIsupposeasisterordaughterofthestation-master。Shewasstandingnearthecarriagewindow,talkingtoanelderlywomanwhowasinthetrain。BeforeIhadtimetorealizewhatIwasseeing,IwassuddenlyoverwhelmedbythefeelingIhadonceexperiencedintheArmenianvillage。 Thegirlwasremarkablybeautiful,andthatwasunmistakabletomeandtothosewhowerelookingatherasIwas。 Ifoneistodescribeherappearancefeaturebyfeature,asthepracticeis,theonlyreallylovelythingwasherthickwavyfairhair,whichhungloosewithablackribbontiedroundherhead; alltheotherfeatureswereeitherirregularorveryordinary。 Eitherfromapeculiarformofcoquettishness,orfromshort-sightedness,hereyeswerescrewedup,hernosehadanundecidedtilt,hermouthwassmall,herprofilewasfeeblyandinsipidlydrawn,hershoulderswerenarrowandundevelopedforherage——andyetthegirlmadetheimpressionofbeingreallybeautiful,andlookingather,IwasabletofeelconvincedthattheRussianfacedoesnotneedstrictregularityinordertobelovely;whatismore,thatifinsteadofherturn-upnosethegirlhadbeengivenadifferentone,correctandplasticallyirreproachableliketheArmeniangirl’s,Ifancyherfacewouldhavelostallitscharmfromthechange。 Standingatthewindowtalking,thegirl,shruggingattheeveningdamp,continuallylookingroundatus,atonemomentputherarmsakimbo,atthenextraisedherhandstoherheadtostraightenherhair,talked,laughed,whileherfaceatonemomentworeanexpressionofwonder,thenextofhorror,andI don’trememberamomentwhenherfaceandbodywereatrest。Thewholesecretandmagicofherbeautylayjustinthesetiny,infinitelyelegantmovements,inhersmile,intheplayofherface,inherrapidglancesatus,inthecombinationofthesubtlegraceofhermovementswithheryouth,herfreshness,thepurityofhersoulthatsoundedinherlaughandvoice,andwiththeweaknesswelovesomuchinchildren,inbirds,infawns,andinyoungtrees。 Itwasthatbutterfly’sbeautysoinkeepingwithwaltzing,dartingaboutthegarden,laughterandgaiety,andincongruouswithseriousthought,grief,andrepose;anditseemedasthoughagustofwindblowingovertheplatform,orafallofrain,wouldbeenoughtowitherthefragilebodyandscatterthecapriciousbeautylikethepollenofaflower。 \"So——o!……\"theofficermutteredwithasighwhen,afterthesecondbell,wewentbacktoourcompartment。 Andwhatthat\"So——o\"meantIwillnotundertaketodecide。 Perhapshewassad,anddidnotwanttogoawayfromthebeautyandthespringeveningintothestuffytrain;orperhapshe,likeme,wasunaccountablysorryforthebeauty,forhimself,andforme,andforallthepassengers,whowerelistlesslyandreluctantlysaunteringbacktotheircompartments。Aswepassedthestationwindow,atwhichapale,red-hairedtelegraphistwithupstandingcurlsandafaded,broad-cheekedfacewassittingbesidehisapparatus,theofficerheavedasighandsaid: \"Ibetthattelegraphistisinlovewiththatprettygirl。Toliveoutinthewildsunderoneroofwiththatetherealcreatureandnotfallinloveisbeyondthepowerofman。Andwhatacalamity,myfriend!whatanironicalfate,tobestooping,unkempt,gray,adecentfellowandnotafool,andtobeinlovewiththatpretty,stupidlittlegirlwhowouldnevertakeascrapofnoticeofyou!Orworsestill:imaginethattelegraphistisinlove,andatthesametimemarried,andthathiswifeisasstooping,asunkempt,andasdecentapersonashimself。\" Ontheplatformbetweenourcarriageandthenexttheguardwasstandingwithhiselbowsontherailing,lookinginthedirectionofthebeautifulgirl,andhisbattered,wrinkled,unpleasantlybeefyface,exhaustedbysleeplessnightsandthejoltingofthetrain,worealookoftendernessandofthedeepestsadness,asthoughinthatgirlhesawhappiness,hisownyouth,soberness,purity,wife,children;asthoughhewererepentingandfeelinginhiswholebeingthatthatgirlwasnothis,andthatforhim,withhisprematureoldage,hisuncouthness,andhisbeefyface,theordinaryhappinessofamanandapassengerwasasfarawayasheaven…… Thethirdbellrang,thewhistlessounded,andthetrainslowlymovedoff。Firsttheguard,thestation-master,thenthegarden,thebeautifulgirlwithherexquisitelyslysmile,passedbeforeourwindows…… Puttingmyheadoutandlookingback,Isawhow,lookingafterthetrain,shewalkedalongtheplatformbythewindowwherethetelegraphclerkwassitting,smoothedherhair,andranintothegarden。Thestationnolongerscreenedoffthesunset,theplainlayopenbeforeus,butthesunhadalreadysetandthesmokelayinblackcloudsoverthegreen,velvetyyoungcorn。Itwasmelancholyinthespringair,andinthedarkeningsky,andintherailwaycarriage。 Thefamiliarfigureoftheguardcameintothecarriage,andhebeganlightingthecandles。 THESHOEMAKERANDTHEDEVIL ITwasChristmasEve。Maryahadlongbeensnoringonthestove; alltheparaffininthelittlelamphadburntout,butFyodorNilovstillsatatwork。Hewouldlongagohaveflungasidehisworkandgoneoutintothestreet,butacustomerfromKolokolnyLane,whohadafortnightbeforeorderedsomeboots,hadbeeninthepreviousday,hadabusedhimroundly,andhadorderedhimtofinishthebootsatoncebeforethemorningservice。 \"It’saconvict’slife!\"Fyodorgrumbledasheworked。\"Somepeoplehavebeenasleeplongago,othersareenjoyingthemselves,whileyousitherelikesomeCainandsewforthedevilknowswhom……\" Tosavehimselffromaccidentallyfallingasleep,hekepttakingabottlefromunderthetableanddrinkingoutofit,andaftereverypullatithetwistedhisheadandsaidaloud: \"Whatisthereason,kindlytellme,thatcustomersenjoythemselveswhileIamforcedtositandworkforthem?BecausetheyhavemoneyandIamabeggar?\" Hehatedallhiscustomers,especiallytheonewholivedinKolokolnyLane。Hewasagentlemanofgloomyappearance,withlonghair,ayellowface,bluespectacles,andahuskyvoice。HehadaGermannamewhichonecouldnotpronounce。Itwasimpossibletotellwhatwashiscallingandwhathedid。When,afortnightbefore,Fyodorhadgonetotakehismeasure,he,thecustomer,wassittingonthefloorpoundingsomethinginamortar。BeforeFyodorhadtimetosaygood-morningthecontentsofthemortarsuddenlyflaredupandburnedwithabrightredflame;therewasastinkofsulphurandburntfeathers,andtheroomwasfilledwithathickpinksmoke,sothatFyodorsneezedfivetimes;andashereturnedhomeafterwards,hethought:\"AnyonewhofearedGodwouldnothaveanythingtodowiththingslikethat。\" WhentherewasnothingleftinthebottleFyodorputthebootsonthetableandsankintothought。Heleanedhisheavyheadonhisfistandbeganthinkingofhispoverty,ofhishardlifewithnoglimmeroflightinit。Thenhethoughtoftherich,oftheirbighousesandtheircarriages,oftheirhundred-roublenotes……Howniceitwouldbeifthehousesoftheserichmen——thedevilflaythem!——weresmashed,iftheirhorsesdied,iftheirfurcoatsandsablecapsgotshabby!Howsplendiditwouldbeiftherich,littlebylittle,changedintobeggarshavingnothing,andhe,apoorshoemaker,weretobecomerich,andweretolorditoversomeotherpoorshoemakeronChristmasEve。 Dreaminglikethis,Fyodorsuddenlythoughtofhiswork,andopenedhiseyes。 \"Here’sago,\"hethought,lookingattheboots。\"Thejobhasbeenfinishedeversolongago,andIgoonsittinghere。Imusttakethebootstothegentleman。\" Hewrappeduptheworkinaredhandkerchief,putonhisthings,andwentoutintothestreet。Afinehardsnowwasfalling,prickingthefaceasthoughwithneedles。Itwascold,slippery,dark,thegas-lampsburneddimly,andforsomereasontherewasasmellofparaffininthestreet,sothatFyodorcoughedandclearedhisthroat。Richmenweredrivingtoandfroontheroad,andeveryrichmanhadahamandabottleofvodkainhishands。 RichyoungladiespeepedatFyodoroutofthecarriagesandsledges,putouttheirtonguesandshouted,laughing: \"Beggar!Beggar!\" Students,officers,andmerchantswalkedbehindFyodor,jeeringathimandcrying: \"Drunkard!Drunkard!Infidelcobbler!Soulofaboot-leg! Beggar!\" Allthiswasinsulting,butFyodorheldhistongueandonlyspatindisgust。ButwhenKuzmaLebyodkinfromWarsaw,amaster-bootmaker,methimandsaid:\"I’vemarriedarichwomanandIhavemenworkingunderme,whileyouareabeggarandhavenothingtoeat,\"Fyodorcouldnotrefrainfromrunningafterhim。 HepursuedhimtillhefoundhimselfinKolokolnyLane。Hiscustomerlivedinthefourthhousefromthecornerontheverytopfloor。Toreachhimonehadtogothroughalong,darkcourtyard,andthentoclimbupaveryhighslipperystair-casewhichtotteredunderone’sfeet。WhenFyodorwentintohimhewassittingonthefloorpoundingsomethinginamortar,justashehadbeenthefortnightbefore。 \"Yourhonor,Ihavebroughtyourboots,\"saidFyodorsullenly。 Thecustomergotupandbegantryingonthebootsinsilence。 Desiringtohelphim,Fyodorwentdownononekneeandpulledoffhisold,boot,butatoncejumpedupandstaggeredtowardsthedoorinhorror。Thecustomerhadnotafoot,butahooflikeahorse’s。 \"Aha!\"thoughtFyodor;\"here’sago!\" Thefirstthingshouldhavebeentocrosshimself,thentoleaveeverythingandrundownstairs;butheimmediatelyreflectedthathewasmeetingadevilforthefirstandprobablythelasttime,andnottotakeadvantageofhisserviceswouldbefoolish。Hecontrolledhimselfanddeterminedtotryhisluck。Claspinghishandsbehindhimtoavoidmakingthesignofthecross,hecoughedrespectfullyandbegan: \"Theysaythatthereisnothingonearthmoreevilandimpurethanthedevil,butIamoftheopinion,yourhonor,thatthedevilishighlyeducated。Hehas——excusemysayingit——hoofsandatailbehind,buthehasmorebrainsthanmanyastudent。\" \"Ilikeyouforwhatyousay,\"saidthedevil,flattered。\"Thankyou,shoemaker!Whatdoyouwant?\" Andwithoutlossoftimetheshoemakerbegancomplainingofhislot。Hebeganbysayingthatfromhischildhooduphehadenviedtherich。Hehadalwaysresenteditthatallpeopledidnotlivealikeinbighousesanddrivewithgoodhorses。Why,heasked,washepoor?HowwasheworsethanKuzmaLebyodkinfromWarsaw,whohadhisownhouse,andwhosewifeworeahat?Hehadthesamesortofnose,thesamehands,feet,head,andback,astherich,andsowhywasheforcedtoworkwhenotherswereenjoyingthemselves?WhywashemarriedtoMaryaandnottoaladysmellingofscent?Hehadoftenseenbeautifulyoungladiesinthehousesofrichcustomers,buttheyeithertooknonoticeofhimwhatever,orelsesometimeslaughedandwhisperedtoeachother:\"Whatarednosethatshoemakerhas!\"ItwastruethatMaryawasagood,kind,hard-workingwoman,butshewasnoteducated;herhandwasheavyandhithard,andifonehadoccasiontospeakofpoliticsoranythingintellectualbeforeher,shewouldputherspokeinandtalkthemostawfulnonsense。 \"Whatdoyouwant,then?\"hiscustomerinterruptedhim。 \"Ibegyou,yourhonorSatanIvanitch,tobegraciouslypleasedtomakemearichman。\" \"Certainly。Onlyforthatyoumustgivemeupyoursoul!Beforethecockscrow,goandsignonthispaperherethatyougivemeupyoursoul。\" \"Yourhonor,\"saidFyodorpolitely,\"whenyouorderedapairofbootsfrommeIdidnotaskforthemoneyinadvance。Onehasfirsttocarryouttheorderandthenaskforpayment。\" \"Oh,verywell!\"thecustomerassented。 Abrightflamesuddenlyflaredupinthemortar,apinkthicksmokecamepuffingout,andtherewasasmellofburntfeathersandsulphur。Whenthesmokehadsubsided,FyodorrubbedhiseyesandsawthathewasnolongerFyodor,nolongerashoemaker,butquiteadifferentman,wearingawaistcoatandawatch-chain,inanewpairoftrousers,andthathewassittinginanarmchairatabigtable。Twofootmenwerehandinghimdishes,bowinglowandsaying: \"Kindlyeat,yourhonor,andmayitdoyougood!\" Whatwealth!Thefootmenhandedhimabigpieceofroastmuttonandadishofcucumbers,andthenbroughtinafrying-panaroastgoose,andalittleafterwardsboiledporkwithhorse-radishcream。Andhowdignified,howgenteelitallwas!Fyodorate,andbeforeeachdishdrankabigglassofexcellentvodka,likesomegeneralorsomecount。Aftertheporkhewashandedsomeboiledgrainmoistenedwithgoosefat,thenanomelettewithbaconfat,thenfriedliver,andhewentoneatingandwasdelighted。Whatmore?Theyserved,too,apiewithonionandsteamedturnipwithkvass。 \"Howisitthegentrydon’tburstwithsuchmeals?\"hethought。 Inconclusiontheyhandedhimabigpotofhoney。Afterdinnerthedevilappearedinbluespectaclesandaskedwithalowbow: \"Areyousatisfiedwithyourdinner,FyodorPantelyeitch?\" ButFyodorcouldnotansweroneword,hewassostuffedafterhisdinner。Thefeelingofrepletionwasunpleasant,oppressive,andtodistracthisthoughtshelookedatthebootonhisleftfoot。 \"ForabootlikethatIusednottotakelessthansevenandahalfroubles。Whatshoemakermadeit?\"heasked。 \"KuzmaLebyodkin,\"answeredthefootman。 \"Sendforhim,thefool!\" KuzmaLebyodkinfromWarsawsoonmadehisappearance。Hestoppedinarespectfulattitudeatthedoorandasked: \"Whatareyourorders,yourhonor?\" \"Holdyourtongue!\"criedFyodor,andstampedhisfoot。\"Don’tdaretoargue;rememberyourplaceasacobbler!Blockhead!Youdon’tknowhowtomakeboots!I’llbeatyouruglyphiztoajelly!Whyhaveyoucome?\" \"Formoney。\" \"Whatmoney?Beoff!ComeonSaturday!Boy,givehimacuff!\" Butheatoncerecalledwhatalifethecustomersusedtoleadhim,too,andhefeltheavyatheart,andtodistracthisattentionhetookafatpocketbookoutofhispocketandbegancountinghismoney。Therewasagreatdealofmoney,butFyodorwantedmorestill。Thedevilinthebluespectaclesbroughthimanothernotebookfatterstill,buthewantedevenmore;andthemorehecountedit,themorediscontentedhebecame。 Intheeveningtheevilonebroughthimafull-bosomedladyinareddress,andsaidthatthiswashisnewwife。Hespentthewholeeveningkissingherandeatinggingerbreads,andatnighthewenttobedonasoft,downyfeather-bed,turnedfromsidetoside,andcouldnotgotosleep。Hefeltuncanny。 \"Wehaveagreatdealofmoney,\"hesaidtohiswife;\"wemustlookoutorthieveswillbebreakingin。Youhadbettergoandlookwithacandle。\" Hedidnotsleepallnight,andkeptgettinguptoseeifhisboxwasallright。Inthemorninghehadtogotochurchtomatins。 Inchurchthesamehonorisdonetorichandpooralike。WhenFyodorwaspoorheusedtoprayinchurchlikethis:\"God,forgiveme,asinner!\"Hesaidthesamethingnowthoughhehadbecomerich。Whatdifferencewasthere?AndafterdeathFyodorrichwouldnotbeburiedingold,notindiamonds,butinthesameblackearthasthepoorestbeggar。Fyodorwouldburninthesamefireascobblers。Fyodorresentedallthis,and,too,hefeltweigheddownalloverbyhisdinner,andinsteadofprayerhehadallsortsofthoughtsinhisheadabouthisboxofmoney,aboutthieves,abouthisbartered,ruinedsoul。 Hecameoutofchurchinabadtemper。Todriveawayhisunpleasantthoughtsashehadoftendonebefore,hestruckupasongatthetopofhisvoice。Butassoonashebeganapolicemanranupandsaid,withhisfingerstothepeakofhiscap: \"Yourhonor,gentlefolkmustnotsinginthestreet!Youarenotashoemaker!\" Fyodorleanedhisbackagainstafenceandfelltothinking:whatcouldhedotoamusehimself? \"Yourhonor,\"aportershoutedtohim,\"don’tleanagainstthefence,youwillspoilyourfurcoat!\" Fyodorwentintoashopandboughthimselftheverybestconcertina,thenwentoutintothestreetplayingit。Everybodypointedathimandlaughed。 \"Andagentleman,too,\"thecabmenjeeredathim;\"likesomecobbler……\" \"Isittheproperthingforgentlefolktobedisorderlyinthestreet?\"apolicemansaidtohim。\"Youhadbettergointoatavern!\" \"Yourhonor,giveusatrifle,forChrist’ssake,\"thebeggarswailed,surroundingFyodoronallsides。 Inearlierdayswhenhewasashoemakerthebeggarstooknonoticeofhim,nowtheywouldn’tlethimpass。 Andathomehisnewwife,thelady,waswaitingforhim,dressedinagreenblouseandaredskirt。Hemeanttobeattentivetoher,andhadjustliftedhisarmtogiveheragoodcloutontheback,butshesaidangrily: \"Peasant!Ignorantlout!Youdon’tknowhowtobehavewithladies!Ifyoulovemeyouwillkissmyhand;Idon’tallowyoutobeatme。\" \"Thisisablastedexistence!\"thoughtFyodor。\"Peopledoleadalife!Youmustn’tsing,youmustn’tplaytheconcertina,youmustn’thavealarkwithalady……Pfoo!\" Hehadnosoonersatdowntoteawiththeladywhentheevilspiritinthebluespectaclesappearedandsaid: \"Come,FyodorPantelyeitch,Ihaveperformedmypartofthebargain。Nowsignyourpaperandcomealongwithme!\" AndhedraggedFyodortohell,straighttothefurnace,anddevilsflewupfromalldirectionsandshouted: \"Fool!Blockhead!Ass!\" Therewasafearfulsmellofparaffininhell,enoughtosuffocateone。Andsuddenlyitallvanished。Fyodoropenedhiseyesandsawhistable,theboots,andthetinlamp。Thelamp-glasswasblack,andfromthefaintlightonthewickcamecloudsofstinkingsmokeasfromachimney。Nearthetablestoodthecustomerinthebluespectacles,shoutingangrily: \"Fool!Blockhead!Ass!I’llgiveyoualesson,youscoundrel!Youtooktheorderafortnightagoandthebootsaren’treadyyet!DoyousupposeIwanttocometrapesingroundherehalfadozentimesadayformyboots?Youwretch!youbrute!\" Fyodorshookhisheadandsettoworkontheboots。Thecustomerwentonswearingandthreateninghimforalongtime。Atlastwhenhesubsided,Fyodoraskedsullenly: \"Andwhatisyouroccupation,sir?\" \"ImakeBengallightsandfireworks。Iamapyrotechnician。\" Theybeganringingformatins。Fyodorgavethecustomertheboots,tookthemoneyforthem,andwenttochurch。 Carriagesandsledgeswithbearskinrugsweredashingtoandfrointhestreet;merchants,ladies,officerswerewalkingalongthepavementtogetherwiththehumblerfolk……ButFyodordidnotenvythemnorrepineathislot。Itseemedtohimnowthatrichandpoorwereequallybadlyoff。Somewereabletodriveinacarriage,andotherstosingsongsatthetopoftheirvoiceandtoplaytheconcertina,butoneandthesamething,thesamegrave,wasawaitingallalike,andtherewasnothinginlifeforwhichonewouldgivethedevilevenatinyscrapofone’ssoul。