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\"Yes?\"Hertonewasasquietlycontemptuousasshecouldmakeit。\"Howveryfrankofyou!MayIask:Areyouconvincedthatspeechesofthatsortarealwaystoalady’sliking?\" \"No,\"heansweredhumbly,andhunghishead。Thenshethrewthequestionathimabruptly: \"Wasityouwhocametosinginourgarden?\" Therewasalongpausebeforeaprofoundsighcametremulouslyfromthedarkness,likeasadandtenderconfession。\"Yes。\" \"Ithoughtso!\"sheexclaimed。\"Mrs。Tanberrythoughtitwassomeoneelse; butIknewthatitwasyou。\" \"Yes,youareright,\"hesaid,quietly。\"ItwasI。Itwasmyonlywaytotellyouwhatyouknownow。\" \"Ofcourse!\"Shesetitallasidewiththosetwowordsandtheslightestgestureofherhand。\"Itwasasongmadeforanothergirl,Ibelieve?\" sheaskedlightly,andwithanicysmile,inquiredfarther:\"Fortheone—— theonebeforethelast,Iunderstand?\" Heliftedhishead,surprised。\"Whathasthattodowithit?Themusicwasmadeforyou——butthen,Ithinkallmusicwasmadeforyou。\" \"Leavethemusicoutofit,ifyouplease,\"shesaid,impatiently。\"Yourtalentsmakeyoumodest!Nodoubtyouconsideritunmaidenlyinmetohavereferredtotheserenadebeforeyouspokeofit;butIamnotonetocastdownmyeyesandletitpass。No,noronetoosweettofacethetruth,either!\"shecriedwithsuddenpassion。\"Tosingthatsonginthewayyoudid,meant-oh,youthoughtIwouldflirtwithyou!Whatrighthadyoutocomewithsuchasongtome? Tomintendedonlytodisclaimthepresumption,sofarfromhisthoughts,thathissonghadmovedher,forhecouldseethatherattackwaspromptedbyherinexplicableimpressionthathehadassumedtheattitudeofaconqueror,buthisexplanationbeganunfortunately。 \"Forgiveme。Ithinkyouhavecompletelymisunderstood;youthoughtitmeantsomethingIdidnotintend,atall,and——\" \"What!\"shesaid,andhereyesblazed,fornowshebeheldhimasthearrantsneakoftheworld。He,thelady-killer,withhishypocriticalairofstrengthandmelancholysweetness,theleaderofdrunkenrevels,and,byreputation,thetownLotharioandLight-o’-Love,underpromiseofmarriagetoFanchonBareaud,hadtriedtomakelovetoanothergirl,andnowhiscowardiceintryingtodisclaimwhathehaddonelenthimtheinsolencetosaytothisother:\"Mychild,youarebetrayedbyyouryouthandconceit;youexaggeratemymeaning。Ihadnointentiontodistinguishyoubycoquettingwithyou!\"Thiswasherinterpretationofhim;andherindignationwasnotlessenedbytheinevitableconclusionthathe,whohadbeenthroughsomanysceneswithwomen,secretlyfoundhersimplicitydiverting。MissBettyhadalittleofherfatherinher;whileitwaspartofheryouth,too,that,ofallthingsshecouldleastenduretheshadowofasmileatherownexpense。 \"Oh,oh!\"shecried,hervoiceshakingwithanger。\"Isupposeyourbadheartishalf-chokedwithyourlaughteratme。\" Sheturnedfromhimswiftly,andlefthim。 Almostrunning,sheenteredthehouse,andhurriedtoaseatbyMrs。 Tanberry,nestlingtoherlikeayoungsaplingonahillside。 Instantaneously,severalgentlemen,whohadhastilyacquittedthemselvesofvariousobligationsinordertoseekher,sprangforwardwitheagergreetings,sothatwhenthestrickenTom,dazedandconfoundedbyhisevilluck,followedherataboutfivepaces,hefoundhimselfconfrontedbyanimpenetrableabbatisformedbythespikedtailsofthecoatsofGeneralTrumble,Madrillon,TappinghamMarsh,CummingsandJeffersonBareaud。 WithinthisfortificationrangoutlaughterandsallyfromMissCarewe; hercolorwashighandhereyessparklednevermorebrightly。 Flourishandalarumssoundedforaquadrille。Eachofthesemi-circle,firmlyelbowinghisneighbor,beggedthedanceofMissBetty;butTomwashimselfagain,andlaidalong,stronghandonMadrillon’sshoulder,pressedhimgentlyaside,andsaid: \"Forgiveme;MissCarewehashonoredmebythepromiseofthisquadrille。\" Hebowed,offeringhisarm,andnoneofthemwastoovaintoenvythatbowandgesture。 Foramomentheremainedwaiting。MissCareweroseslowly,and,directlyfacinghim,saidincomposedandevenvoice:\"Youforcemetobegyounevertoaddressmeagain。\" SheplacedherhandontheGeneral’sarm,turningherbacksquarelyuponTom。 Inadditiontothosewhoheard,manypersonsinthatpartoftheroomsawtheaffrontandpausedinarrestedattitudes;others,observingthese,turnedinquiringly,sothatsuddensilencefell,brokenonlybythevoiceofMissBettyasshemovedaway,talkingcheerilytotheGeneral。Tomwasleftstandingaloneinthebrokensemicircle。 Alltheeyessweptfromhertohimandback;theneveryonebegantotalkhastilyaboutnothing。Theyoungman’shumiliationwaspublic。 Hewenttothedoorundercoverofthemovementofthevariouscouplestofindplacesinthequadrille,yeteverysidelongglanceintheroomstillresteduponhim,andheknewit。Heremainedintheball,alone,throughthatdance,andatitsconclusion,walkedslowlythroughtherooms,speakingtopeople,hereandthere,asthoughnothinghadhappened,butwhenthemusicsoundedagain,hewenttothedressing-room,foundhishatandcloak,andleftthehouse。Forawhilehestoodontheoppositesideofthestreet,watchingthelightedwindows,andtwicehecaughtsightofthelilacandwhitebrocade,thedarkhair,andthewreathofmarguerites。 Then,withahotpaininhisbreast,andthestepofaGrenadier,hemarcheddownthestreet。 InthecarriageMrs。TanberrytookBetty’shandinhers。\"I’lldoasyouwish,child,\"shesaid,\"andneverspeaktoyouofhimagainaslongasI live,exceptthisonce。Ithinkitwasbestforhisownsakeaswellasyours,but——\" \"Heneededalesson,\"interruptedMissBetty,wearily。Shehaddancedlongandhard,andshewasverytired。 Mrs。Tanberry’sstaccatolaughcameoutirrepressibly。\"Allthevagabondsdo,Princess!\"shecried。\"AndIthinktheyaregettingit。\" \"No,no,Idon’tmean——\" \"We’veturnedtheirheads,mydear,betweenus,youandI;andwe’llhavetoturn`emagain,orthey’llbreaktheirneckslookingovertheirshoul- dersatus,theowls!\"Shepressedthegirl’shandaffectionately。\"Butyou’llletmesaysomethingjustonce,andforgivemebecausewe’rethesamefoolishage,youknow。It’sonlythis:Thenextyoungmanyousuppress,takehimoffinacorner!Leadhimawayfromthecrowdwherehewon’thavetostandandletthemlookathimafterward。That’sall,mydear,andyoumustn’tmind。\" \"I’mnotsorry!\"saidMissBettyhotly。\"I’mnotsorry!\" \"No,no,\"saidMrs。Tanberry,soothingly。\"Itwasbetterthistimetodojustwhatyoudid。I’dhavedoneitmyself,tomakequitesurehewouldkeepaway——becauseIlikehim。\" \"I’mnotsorry!\"saidMissBettyagain。 \"I’mnotsorry!\"sherepeatedandreiteratedtoherselfafterMrs。 Tanberryhadgonetobed。Shehadsunkintoachairinthelibrarywithabook,and\"I’mnotsorry!\"shewhisperedastheopenunreadpageblurredbeforeher,\"I’mnotsorry!\"Hehadneededhislesson;butshehadtobeartherecollectionofhowwhitehisfacewentwhenhereceivedit。Heraffronthadputabouthimastrangeloneliness:theonefigurewiththestilledcrowdstaring;ithadmadeapicturefromwhichhermind’seyehadbeenunabletoescape,dancedsheneversohardandlate。Unconsciously,RobertCarewe’sdaughterhadavengedtheotherfigurewhichhadstoodinlonelyhumiliationbeforethestaringeyes。 \"I’mnotsorry!\"Ah,didtheythinkitwasinhertohurtanylivingthingintheworld?Thebookdroppedfromherlap,andshebowedherheaduponherhands。\"I’mnotsorry!\"——andtearsuponthesmalllacegauntlets! Shesawthem,andwithanincoherentexclamation,halfself-pitying,halfimpatient,ranouttothestarsabovehergarden。 Shewasthereforperhapshalfanhour,andjustbeforeshereturnedtothehouseshedidasingularthing。 Standingwhereallwascleartothesky,whereshehadstoodafterhertalkwiththeIncroyable,whenhehadbidherlooktothestars,sheraisedherarmstothemagain,herface,palewithagreattenderness,uplifted。 \"You,you,you!\"shewhispered。\"Iloveyou!\" Andyetitwastonothingdefinite,tonoman,noroutlineofaman,tonophantomnordream-lover,thatshespoke;neithertohimshehadaffronted,nortohimwhohadbiddenherlooktothestars。Norwasittothestarsthemselves。 Shereturnedslowlyandthoughtfullytothehouse,wonderingwhatshehadmeant。 CHAPTERXI AVoiceinaGardenCraileycamehomethenextdaywithanewpoem,butnofish。Heloungedupthestairs,lateintheafternoon,hummingcheerfullytohimself,and,droppinghisrodinacornerofTom’soffice,laidthepoemonthedeskbeforehispartner,producedalarge,newly-replenishedflask,openedit,stretchedhimselfcomfortablyuponacapacioushorse-hairsofa,drankadeepdraught,chuckledsoftly,andrequestedMr。Vanreveltosettherhymestomusicimmediately。 \"Tryitonyourinstrument,\"hesaid。\"It’sasimpleverseaboutnothingbutstars,andyoucanworkitoutintwentyminuteswiththeguitar。\" \"Itisbroken,\"saidTom,notlookingupfromhiswork。 \"Broken!When?\" \"Lastnight。\" \"Whobrokeit?\" \"Itfellfromthetableinmyroom。\" \"How?Easilymended,isn’tit?\" \"IthinkIshallnotplayitsoonagain。\" Craileyswunghislonglegsoffthesofaandabruptlysatupright。 \"What’sthis?\"heaskedgravely。 Tompushedhispapersawayfromhim,roseandwenttothedustywindowthatlookedtothewest,where,attheendofthelongstreet,thesunwassettingbehindtheruinofcharredtimbersonthebankoftheshiningriver。 \"ItseemsthatIplayedoncetoooften,\"hesaid。 Craileywasthoroughlyastonished。Hetookalong,affectionatepullattheflaskandofferedittohispartner。 \"No,\"saidTom,turningtohimwithatroubledface,\"andifIwereyou,I wouldn’teither。Thesefishingtripsofyours——\" \"Fishing!\"Craileylaughed。\"Tripsofapoetaster!It’sthenIwritebest,andwriteIwill!There’sapoem,andadamnedgoodone,too,oldpreacher,ineverygillofwhiskey,andI’mtheladthatcanextractit! Lord!what’sbetterthantobeoutintheopen,allbyyourselfinthewoods,orontheriver?Thinkofthelongnightsalonewiththegloryofheavenandagooddemijohn。Why,aman’sthoughtsarelikeactorsperformingintheairandallthecrowdingstarsforaudience!Youknowinyoursoulyou’dratherhavemeoutthere,goingitallbymyself,thanraisingthunderovertown。Andyouknow,too,itdoesn’ttellonme;itdoesn’tshow!Youcouldn’tguess,tosaveyourlife,howmuchI’vehadto-day,now,couldyou?\" \"Yes,\"returnedtheother,\"Icould。\" \"Well,well,\"saidCrailey,good-naturedly,\"weweren’ttalkingofme。\" Hesetdowntheflask,wenttohisfriendanddroppedahandlightlyonhisshoulder。\"Whatmadeyoubreaktheguitar?Tellme。\" \"WhatmakesyouthinkIbrokeit?\"askedhispartnersharply。 \"Tellmewhyyoudidit,\"saidCrailey。 AndTom,pacingtheroom,toldhim,whileCraileystoodinsilence,lookinghimeagerlyintheeyewheneverTomturnedhisway。Thelistenerinterruptedseldom;onceitwastoexclaim:\"Butyouhaven’tsaidwhyyoubroketheguitar?\" Ifthineeyeoffendthee,pluckitout!’Ioughttohavecutoffthehandsthatplayedtoher。\"\"Andcutyourthroatforsingingtoher?\" \"Shewasright!\"theotheranswered,stridingupanddowntheroom。 \"Right——athousandtimes!ineverythingshedid。ThatIshouldevenap- proachher,wasanunspeakableinsolence。Ihadforgotten,andso,possibly,hadshe,butIhadnotevenbeenproperlyintroducedtoher。\" \"No,youhadn’t,that’strue,\"observedCrailey,reflectively。\"Youdon’tseemtohavemuchtoreproachherwith,Tom。\" \"Reproachher!\"criedtheother。\"ThatIshoulddreamshewouldspeaktomeorhaveanythingtodowithme,wastocastadoubtuponherloyaltyasadaughter。Shewasright,Isay!Andshedidtheonlythingshecoulddo:rebukedmebeforethemall。NooneevermeritedwhathegotmoreroundlythanIdeservedthat。WhowasI,inhereyes,thatIshouldbesiegeherwithmyimportunities,whobutherfather’sworstenemy?\" DeepanxietyknittedCrailey’sbrow。\"Iunderstoodsheknewofthequarrel,\"hesaid,thoughtfully。\"Isawthat,theothereveningwhenI helpedheroutofthecrowd。Shespokeofitonthewayhome,Iremember; buthowdidsheknowthatyouwereVanrevel?Nooneintownwouldbeapttomentionyoutoher。\" \"No,butshedidknow,yousee。\" \"Yes,\"returnedMr。Grayslowly。\"Soitseems!Probablyherfathertoldhertoavoidyou,anddescribedyousothatsherecognizedyouasthemanwhocaughtthekitten。\" Hepaused,pickeduptheflask,andagainappliedhimselftoitscontents,hiseyespeeringovertheup-tiltedvesselatTom,whocontinuedtopaceupanddownthelengthoftheoffice。Afteratime,Crailey,fumblinginhiscoat,foundalongcheroot,and,ashelitit,inquiredcasually: \"Doyourememberifsheaddressedyoubyname?\" \"Ithinknot,\"Tomanswered,halting。\"Whatdoesitmatter?\" Craileydrewadeepbreath。 \"Itdoesn’t,\"hereturned。 \"Sheknewmewellenough,\"saidTom,sadly,asheresumedhissentry-go。 \"Yes,\"repeatedCrailey,deliberately。\"Soitseems;soitseems!\"Heblewalongstreamofsmokeoutintotheairbeforehim,andsoftlymur- muredagain:\"Soitseems,soitseems。\" Silencefell,brokenonlybythesoundofTom’sfootsteps,until,presently,someoneinformallyshoutedhisnamefromthestreetbelow。ItwasonlyWillCummings,passingthetimeofday,butwhenTomturnedfromthewindowafteransweringhim,Crailey,hispoem,andhisflaskweregone。 ThateveningVanrevelsatinthedustyoffice,drivinghimselftohisworkwithasharpgoad,fortherewasafacethatcamebetweenhimandallelseintheworld,andavoicethatsoundedalwaysinhisears。Buttheworkwasdonebeforeherosefromhischair,thoughheshowedahaggardvisageashebentabovehiscandlestoblowthemout。 Itwaseleveno’clock;Craileyhadnotcomeback,andTomknewthathislight-heartedfriendwouldnotreturnformanyhours;andso,havingnomindtoread,andnobeliefthathecouldifhetried,hewentouttowalkthestreets。Hewentdowntotheriverfirst,andstoodforalittlewhilegazingattheruinsofthetwowarehouses,andthatwaslikeamanwithaheadachebeatinghisskullagainstawall。Ashestoodontheblackenedwharf,hesawhowthecharredbeamsroseabovehimagainsttheskylikeagallows,anditseemedtohimthatnothingcouldhavebeenabettersymbol,forherehehadhangedhisself-respect。\"Reproachher!\" He,whohadsodisplayedhisimbecilitybeforeher!Hadhebeenherfather’sbestfriend,heshouldhavehadtoogreatasenseofshametodaretospeaktoherafterthatnightwhenherquietintelligencehadexhibitedhimtohimself,andtoalltheworld,asnoughtelsethanafool——andanoisyoneatthat! Suddenlyashudderconvulsedhim;hestruckhisopenpalmacrosshisforeheadandspokealoud,while,fromhorizontohorizon,thenightairgrewthickwiththewhisperedlaughterofobservinghobgoblins: \"Andeveniftherehadbeennostairway,wecouldhavesliddownthehose- line!\" Heretracedhissteps,atall,grayfiguremovingslowlythroughthebluedarkness,andhislipsformedtheheart-sickshadowofasmilewhenhefoundthathehadunconsciouslyturnedintoCareweStreet。Presentlyhecametoagapinahedge,throughwhichhehadsometimesstolentohearthesoundofaharpandagirl’svoicesinging;buthedidnotentertheretonight,thoughhepausedamoment,hisheadbowedonhisbreast。 Therecameasoundofvoices;theyseemedtobemovingtowardthehedge,towardthegapwherehestood;oneaman’seager,quick,butverymusical; theother,agirl’s,arichandclearcontraltothatpassedintoTom’ssoullikeapsalmofrejoicingandlikeascimitarofflame。Heshivered,andmovedawayquickly,butnotbeforetheman’svoice,somewhatlouderforthemoment,camedistinctlyfromtheothersideofthehedge: \"Afterall,\"saidthevoice,witharippleoflaughter,\"afterall,weren’tyoualittlehardonthatpoorMr。Gray?\" Tomdidnotunderstand,butheknewthevoice。ItwasthatofCraileyGray。 Heheardthesamevoiceagainthatnight,andagainstoodunseen。Longaftermidnighthewasstilltrampingthestreetsonhislonelyrounds,whenhechancedtopasstheRouenHouse,whichhostelrybore,totheuninitiatedeye,theappearanceofhavingcloseditsdoorsuponallhospitalitiesforthenight,instrictcompliancewiththelawofthecityfathers,yetaslenderwandofbrightlightmightbediscoveredunderneaththestreetdoorofthebar-room。 >Fromwithinthemerryretreatissuedanuproarofshouting,raucouslaughterandthepoundingofglassesontables,heraldingalltooplainlythehypocrisyofthelandlord,andpossiblythatofthecityfathersalso。 Tomknewwhatcompanywasgatheredthere:gamblers,truckmen,drunkenfarmers,menfromtheriversteamersmakingriotwhiletheirboatslayatthewharf,withamotleygatheringofgood-for-nothingsoftheback- alleys,andtipplingclerksfromtheMainStreetstores。Therecameloudcriesforasong,and,inanswer,thevoiceofCraileyroseoverthegeneraldin,somewhathoarse,andneversomusicalwhenhesangaswhenhespoke,yetsotouchinginitsdramatictendernessthatsoonthenoisefellaway,andtheroistererssatquietlytolisten。ItwasnotthefirsttimeBenJonson’ssonghadstilledadisreputablecompany。 \"Isenttheelatearosywreath,Notsomuchhonoringthee,AsgivingitthehopethatthereItmightnotwitheredbe。\" Perhaps,justthen,Vanrevelwouldhavewishedtohearhimsinganythingintheworldratherthanthat,foronCrailey’slipsitcarriedtoomuchmeaningtonight,afterthevoiceinthegarden。AndTomlingerednomorenearthebetrayingsliveroflightbeneaththedoorthanhehadbythegapinthehedge,butwentsteadilyonhisway。 Notfarfromthehotelhepassedasmallbuildingbrightlylightedandechoingwithunusualclamorsofindustry:theofficeoftheRouenJournal。 Thepresswasgoing,andMr。Cummings’sthinfigurecrossedandrecrossedthewindows,whilehisvoicecouldbeheardenergeticallybiddinghisas- sistantsto\"Lookalive!\"sothatTomimaginedthatsomethingmighthavehappenedbetweentheNuecesRiverandtheRioGrande;buthedidnotstoptoaskthejournalist,forhedesiredtobeholdthefaceofnoneofhisfriendsuntilhehadfoughtoutsomethingswithinhimself。Sohestrodeontowardnowhere。 DaywasbreakingwhenMr。Grayclimbedthestairstohisroom。Thereweretwoflights,theascentofthefirstofwhichoccupiedabouthalfanhourofCrailey’sinvaluabletime;andthesecondmighthavetakenmoreofit,orpossiblyconsumedthegreaterpartofthemorning,hadhereceivednoassistance。But,ashereclinedtomeditateuponthefirstlanding,anothermanenteredthehallwayfromwithout,ascendedquickly,andCraileybecamepleasantlyconsciousthattwostronghandshadliftedhimtohisfeet;and,presently,thathewasbeingbornealoftuponthenew- comer’sback。Itseemedquiteajourney,yetthemotionwassoothing,sohemadenoefforttoopenhiseyes,untilhefoundhimselfgentlydepositeduponthecouchinhisownchamber,whenhesmiledamiably,and,lookingup,discoveredhispartnerstandingoverhim。 Tomwasverypaleandthereweredeep,violetscrawlsbeneathhiseyes。 ForonceinhislifehebadcomehomelaterthanCrailey。 \"Firsttime,youknow,\"saidCrailey,withdifficulty。\"You’lladmitfirsttimecompletelyincapable?Oftenneededguidinghand,butnever—— quite——before。\" \"Yes,\"saidTom,quietly,\"itisthefirsttimeIeversawyouquitefinished。\" \"ThinkImustbegrowingoldandconstitutionrefusesbearit。 Disgracefultobeseenincondition,yetcelebrationjustified。H’rahforthenews!\"Hewavedhishandwildly。\"Oldred,white,andblue! Americaneaglenowkindlyproceedtoscream!Starspangledbannerintendsstreamingtoallthetradewinds!Seatosea!Gloriousvictoriesonpoliticalthievingexhibition——no,expedition!Everybodynotresponsibleforthetroubletogoandgethimselfpatrioticallykilled!\" \"Whatdoyoumean?\" \"Water!\"saidtheother,feebly。Tombroughtthepitcher,andCrailey,settinghishotlipstoit,dranklonganddeeply;then,withhisfriend’sassistance,hetiedaheavilymoistenedtowelroundhishead。\"Allrightverysoonandsoberagain,\"hemuttered,andlaybackuponthepillowwitheyestightlyclosedinanintenseefforttoconcentratehiswill。Whenheopenedthemagain,fourorfiveminuteslater,theyhadmarvellouslyclearedandhislookwasself-containedandsane。 \"Haven’tyouheardthenews?\"Hespokemuchmoreeasilynow。\"ItcameatmidnighttotheJournal。\" \"No;I’vebeenwalkinginthecountry。\" \"TheMexicanscrossedtheRioGrandeonthetwenty-sixthoflastmonth,capturedCaptainThorntonandmurderedColonelCrook。Thatmeanswariscertain。\" \"Ithasbeencertainforalongtime,\"saidTom。\"Polkhasforceditfromthefirst。\" \"Thenit’sadevilofapityhecan’tbetheonlymantodie!\" \"Havetheycalledforvolunteers?\"askedTom,goingtowardthedoor。 \"No;butifthenewsistrue,theywill。\" \"Yes,\"saidTom;andashereachedthehallwayhepaused。\"CanIhelpyoutoundress?\" \"Certainlynot!\"Craileysatup,indignantly。\"Can’tyouseethatI’mperfectlysober?Itwasthemeresttemporaryfit,andI’veshakenitoff。 Don’tyousee?\"Hegotuponhisfeet,staggered,butshookhimselflikeadogcomingoutofthewater,andcametothedoorwithinfirmsteps。 \"You’regoingtobed,aren’tyou?\"askedTom。\"You’dmuchbetter。\" \"No,\"answeredCrailey。\"Areyou? \"No。I’mgoingtowork。\" \"You’vebeenallupnight,too,haven’tyou?\"Craileyputhishandontheother’sshoulder。\"Wereyouhuntingforme?\" \"No;notlastnight。\" Craileylurchedsuddenly,andTomcaughthimaboutthewaisttosteadyhim。 \"Sweethearting,tippling,vingt-et-un,orpoker,eh,Tom?\"heshouted,thickly,withawildlaugh。\"Ha,ha,oldsmug-face,uptomybadtricksatlast!\"But,recoveringhimselfimmediately,hepushedtheotheroffatarm’slength,andslappedhimselfsmartlyonthebrow。\"Nevermind;allright,allright——onlyabadwave,nowandthen。Awalkwillmakememoreamanthanever。\" \"You’dmuchbettergotobed,Crailey。\" \"Ican’t。I’mgoingtochangemyclothesandgoout。\" \"Why?\" Craileydidnotanswer,butatthatmomenttheCatholicchurch-bell,summoningthefaithfultomass,pealedloudlyonthemorningair;andthesteadyglanceofTomVanrevelrestedupontherecklesseyesofthemanbesidehimastheylistenedtogethertoitsinsistentcall。Tomsaid,gently,almosttimidly: \"Youhavean——engagement?\" Thistimetheanswercamebriskly。\"Yes;IpromisedtotakeFanchontothecemeterybeforebreakfast,toplacesomeflowersonthegraveofthelittlebrotherwhodied。Thishappenstobehisbirthday。\" ItwasTomwhoavertedhiseyes,notCrailey。 \"Thenyou’dbesthurry,\"hesaid,hesitatingly;\"Imustn’tkeepyou,\"andwentdownstairstohisofficewithflushedcheeks,ahanginghead,andanexpressionwhichwouldhaveledastrangertobelievethathehadjustbeencaughtinalie。 HewenttotheMainStreetwindow,andseatedhimselfupontheledge,theonlyoneintheroomnottoodustyforoccupation;forhere,atthishour,TomhadtakenhisplaceeverymorningsinceElizabethCarewehadcomefromtheconvent。Thewindowwasacoignofvantage,commandingthecornerofCareweandMainstreets。Somedistancewestofthecorner,theCatholicchurchcastitslongshadowacrossMainStreet,and,inordertoenterthechurch,apersonwholiveduponCareweStreetmustpassthecorner,orelsemakeahalf-miledetourandapproachfromtheotherdirection——whichthepersonneverdid。TomhadthoughtitoutthefirstnightthattheimageofMissBettyhadkepthimawake——andthatwasthefirstnightMissCarewespentinRouen——theSt。Mary’sgirlwouldbesuretogotomasseveryday,whichwaswhythewindow-ledgewasdustedthenextmorning。 Theglassdoorsofthelittlecornerdrug-storecaughttheearlysunofthehotMaymorningandbecamelikesheets0fpolishedbrass;afarmer’swagonrattleddownthedustystreet;agroupofIrishwaitressesfromthehotelmadetheboardwalkrattleundertheirhurriedstepsastheywenttowardthechurch,talkingbusilytooneanother;andablinkingyouthinhisshirt-sleeves,whoworetheairofonenewly,butnotgladly,risen,begantostrugglemournfullywiththeshuttersofMadrillon’sbank。A momentlater,TomheardCraileycomedownthestairs,sureoffootandhumminglightlytohimself。Thedooroftheofficewasclosed;Craileydidnotlookin,butpresentlyappeared,smiling,trim,immaculate,allinwhitelinen,ontheoppositesideofthestreet,andofferedbadinagetotheboywhotoiledattheshutters。 Thebellhadalmostceasedtoringwhenalady,dressedplainlyinblack,butgracefulandtall,camerapidlyoutofCareweStreet,turnedatthecornerbythelittledrug-store,andwenttowardthechurch。Theboywasleftstaring,forCrailey’sbanterbrokeoffinthemiddleofaword。 Heovertookheronthechurchsteps,andtheywentintogether。 ThatafternoonFanchonBareaudtoldTomhowbeautifulherbetrothedhadbeentoher;hehadbroughtheragreatbouquetofvioletsandlilies-of- the-valley,andhadtakenhertothecemeterytoplacethemonthegraveofherbabybrother,whosebirthdayitwas。TearscametoFanchon’seyesasshespokeofherlover’sgoodness,andofhowwonderfullyhehadtalkedastheystoodbesidethelittlegrave。 \"HewastheonlyonewhorememberedthatthiswaspoortinyJean’sbirthday!\"shesaid,andsobbed。\"Hecamejustafterbreakfastandaskedmetogoouttherewithhim。\" CHAPTERXII TheRoomintheCupolaMr。Carewereturned,onewarmMayafternoon,bythesixo’clockboat,whichwassometimesadaylateandsometimesafewhoursearly;thelattercontingencyarising,asinthepresentinstance,whentheownerwasaboard。Nelsondrovehimfromthewharftothebank,whereheconferredbriefly,inanundertone,withEugeneMadrillon;afterwhichEugenesentanotecontainingthreewordstoTappinghamMarsh。Marshtoreupthenote,andsaunteredovertotheclub,wherehefoundGeneralTrumbleandJeffersonBareaudamicablydiscussingapitcherofcherrybounce。 \"Hehascome,\"saidTappingham,pleasedtofindthepairtheonlyoccupantsoftheplace。\"HesawMadrillon,andthere’sasessionto- night。\" \"PraisetheLord!\"exclaimedthestoutGeneral,risingtohisfeet。\"I’llseeoldChenowethatonce。Myfingershavetheitch。\" \"Andmine,too,\"saidBareaud。\"I’dbeguntothinkwe’dneverhaveagowithhimagain。\" \"YoumustseethatCraileycomes。Wewantafulltable。Draghim,ifyoucan’tgethimanyotherway。\" \"Hewon’tneedurging,\"saidJefferson。 \"Buthecutuslasttime。\" \"Hewon’tcuttonight。Whathour?\" \"Nine,\"answeredTappingham。\"It’stobeafullsitting,remember。\" \"Don’tfearforus,\"laughedTrumble。 \"NorforCrailey,\"Jeffersonadded。\"Aftersolongavacationyoucouldn’tkeephimawayifyouchainedhimtothecourt-housepillars;he’dtear`emintwo!\" \"Here’stoourbetterfortunes,then!saidtheoldsoldier,fillingaglassforTappingham;and,\"Here’stoourbetterfortunes!\"echoedtheyoungmen,pouringoffthegentleliquorheartily。Havingthusmadelibationtotheirparticulargod,thetrioseparated。ButJeffersondidnotencounterthealacrityofacceptanceheexpectedfromCrailey,whenhefoundhim,halfanhourlater,atthehotelbar。Indeed,atfirst,Mr。 Graynotoniyrefusedoutrighttogo,butseriouslyurgedthesamecourseuponJefferson;moreover,hisremonstrancewasofferedinsuchevidentgoodfaiththatBareaud,intheactofswallowingoneofhislargedosesofquinine,pausedwithonlyhalfthepowderdownhisthroat,gazing,nonplussed,athisprospectivebrother-in-law。 \"Myimmortalsoul!\"hegasped。\"IsthisCraileyGray?What’sthetrouble?\" \"Nothing,\"repliedCrailey,quietly。\"Onlydon’tgo,you’velostenough。\" \"Well,you’reabeautifulone!\"Jeffersonexclaimed,withanincredulouslaugh。\"You’reamasterhand;you,totalkaboutlosingenough!\" \"Iknow,Iknow,\"Craileybegan,shakinghishead,\"but——\" \"You’vepromisedFanchonnevertogoagain,andyou’reafraidMissBettywillseeorhearus,andtellheryouwerethere。\" \"Idon’tknowMissCarewe。\" \"Thenyouneedn’tfear;besides,she’llbeoutwhenwecome,andasleepwhenwego。Shewillneverknowwe’vebeeninthehouse。\" \"Thathasnothingtodowithit,\"saidCrailey,impatiently;andhewasthemoreearnestbecauseherememberedthedangerousgeographyoftheCarewehouse,whichmadeitimpossibleforanyonetoleavethecupola-roomexceptbythelonghallwhichpassedcertaindoors。\"Iwillnotgo,andwhat’smore,IpromisedFanchonI’dtrytokeepyououtofithereafter。\" \"Lord,butwe’revirtuous!\"laughedtheincredulousJefferson。\"I’llcomeforyouataquartertonine。\" \"Iwillnotgo,Itellyou。\" Jeffersonroared。\"Yes,youwill。Youcouldn’tkeepfromitifyoutried!\"Andhetookhimselfoff,laughingviolently,againpromisingtocallforCraileyonhiswaytothetryst,andleavinghimstillwarmlyprotestingthatitwouldbeagreatfollyforeitherofthemtogo。 Craileylookedafterthelad’slong,thinfigurewithanexpressionasnearangerasheeverwore。\"He’llgo,\"hesaidtohimself。 \"And——ah,well——I’llhavetoriskit!I’llgowithhim,butonlytotryandbringhimawayearly——thatis,asearlyasit’ssafetobesurethattheyareasleepdownstairs。AndIwon’tplay。No,I’llnotplay;I’llnotplay。\" Hepaidhisscoreandwentoutofthehotelbyasidedoor。Somedistanceupthestreet,Bareaudwasstilltobeseen,lounginghomewardinthepleasantafternoonsunshine,hestoppedonacornerandserenelypouredanotherquininepowderintohimselfandthrewthepapertoacoupleofpigswholookedupfromtheguttermaliciously。 \"Confoundhim!\"saidCrailey,laughingruefully。\"Hemakesmeamissionary——forI’llkeepmywordtoFanchoninthat,atleast!I’lllookafterJeffersontonight。Ah,ImightaswellbeoldTomVanrevel,indeed!\" Meanwhile,Mr。Carewehadtakenpossessionofhisownagain。Hisdaughterrantothedoortomeethim;shewastremblingalittle,and,blushingandsmiling,heldoutbothherhandstohim,sothatMrs。Tanberryvowedthiswastheloveliestcreatureintheworld,andthekindest。 Mr。Carewebowedslightly,astoanacquaintance,anddisregardedtheextendedhands。 Atthat,theblushfadedfromMissBetty’scheeks;shetremblednomore,andasalutationasicyasherfather’swasreturnedtohim。Hebenthisheavybrowsuponher,andshotablackglanceherway,being,ofcourse,immediatelyenragedbyherreflectionofhisownmanner,buthedidnotspeaktoher。 Nordidheonceaddressherduringtheeveningmeal,preferringtohonorMrs。Tanberrywithhisconversation,tothatdiplomaticlady’ssecretanger,butoutwardamusement。Shecheerfullyneglectedtoanswerhimattimes,havingnottheslightestaweofhim,andturnedtothegirlinstead;indeed,shewasonlypreventedfromratinghimsoundlyathisowntablebythefearthatshemightmakethesituationmoredifficultforheryoungcharge。Assoonasitwaspossible,shemadeherescapewithMissBetty,andtheydroveawayinthetwilighttopayvisitsofduty,leavingMr。Carewefrowningathiscoffeeontheveranda。 Whentheycamehome,threehourslater,MissBettynoticedthatafringeofilluminationborderedeachoftheheavilycurtainedwindowsinthecupola,andsheutteredanexclamation,forshehadneverknownthatroomtobelighted。 \"Look!\"shecried,touchingMrs。Tanberry’sarm,asthehorsestrottedthroughthegatesunderadrizzleofrain,\"Ithoughttheroominthecupolawasempty。It’salwayslocked,andwhenIcamefromSt。Mary’shetoldmethatoldfurniturewasstoredthere。\" Mrs。Tanberrywasgratefulforthedarkness。\"Hemayhavegonetheretoread,\"sheanswered,inaqueervoice。\"Letusgoquietlytobed,child,soasnottodisturbhim。\" Bettyhadaslittledesiretodisturbherfatherasshehadtoseehim; thereforesheobeyedherfriend’sinjunction,andwenttoherroomontip- toe。Thehousewasverysilentasshelitthecandlesonherbureau。 Outside,thegentledrizzleandthesoothingtinklefromtheeavesweretheonlysounds;within,therewasbutthefaintrustleofgarmentsfromMrs。Tanberry’sroom。Presentlythelatterceasedtobeheard,andawoodenmoanofprotestfromthefour-posteruponwhichthegoodladyreposed,announcedthatshehaddrawnthecurtainsandwooedtherulersofNod。 Althoughitwasoneofthosenightsofwhichtheysay,\"Itisagoodnighttosleep,\"MissBettywasnotdrowsy。Shehadhalf-unfastenedonesmallsandal,butshetiedtheribbonsagain,andseatedherselfbytheopenwindow。Theledgeandcasementframedadimoblongofthinlightfromthecandlesbehindher,alonelylustre,whichcrossedtheverandatomeltshapelesslyintodarknessonthesoggylawn。Shefeltamelancholyinthesoftlyfallingrainandwet,blackfoliagethatchimedwiththesadnessofherownspirit。Thenightsuitedherverywell,forherfather’scominghadbroughtaweightofdepressionwithit。Whycouldhenothavespokenonewordtoher,evenacrossone?Sheknewthathedidnotloveher,yet,merelyasafellow-being,shewasentitledtoameasureofcourtesy; andthefactthatshewashisdaughtercouldnotexcusehisfailuretorenderit。Wasshetocontinuetolivewithhimontheirpresentterms? Shehadnointentiontomakeanotherefforttoalterthem;buttoremainastheywerewouldbeintolerable,andMrs。Tanberrycouldnotstayforever,toactasabufferbetweenherandherfather。Peeringoutintothedismalnight,shefoundherownfutureasblack,anditseemednowonderthattheSisterslovedtheconventlife;thatthepalenunsforsooktheworldwhereintherewassomuchuselessunkindness;wherewomenwerepettyandjealous,likethatcowardlyFanchon,andmenwholookedgreatweretricksters,likeFanchon’sbetrothed。MissBettyclenchedherdelicatefingers。Shewouldnotrememberthatwhite,startledfaceagain! Anotherfacehelpedhertoshutouttherecollection:thatofthemanwhohadcometomasstomeetheryesterdaymorning,andwithwhomshehadtakenalongwalkafterward。HehadshownheraquaintoldEnglishgardenerwholivedonthebankoftheriver,hadboughtherabouquet,andshehadhelpedhimtoselectanothertosendtoasickfriend。Howbeautifultheflowerswere,andhowhappyhehadmadethemorningforher,withhisgayety,hislightness,andhisoddwisdom!Wasitonlyyesterday? Herfather’scominghadmadeyesterdayafortnightold。 Butthecontinuouslypatteringrainandthesoftdrip-dropfromtheroof,thoughasmournfulasshechosetofindthem,began,afterwhile,toweavetheirsomnolentspells,andsheslowlydriftedfromreveriesofunhappysorts,intohalf-dreams,inwhichshewasstillawareshewasawake;yetslumber,heavy-eyed,stirringfromthecurtainsbesideherwiththesmallnightbreeze,breathedstrangedistortionsuponfamiliarthings,anddrowsyimpossibilitiesmoveduponthesurfaceofherthoughts。Herchin,restinguponherhand,sankgently,untilherheadalmostlayuponherrelaxedarms。 \"Thatismine,CraileyGray!\" Shesprangtoherfeet,immeasurablystartled,onehandclutchingthebackofherchair,theothertremulouslypressedtohercheek,convincedthatherfatherhadstoopedoverherandshoutedthesentenceinherear。Foritwashisvoice,andthehouserangwiththewords;alltherooms,halls,andeventhewalls,seemedstillmurmurouswiththesuddensound,likethetinglingofabellafterithadbeenstruck。Andyet——everythingwasquiet。 Shepressedherfingerstoherforehead,tryingtountanglethemazeofdreamswhichhadevolvedthisshockforher,thesuddenclamorinherfather’svoiceofanameshehatedandhopednevertohearagain,anameshewastryingtoforget。Butasshewasunabletotraceanythingwhichhadledtoit,thereremainedonlytheconclusionthathernerveswerenotwhattheyshouldbe。Thevaporshavingbecomeobsoleteforyoungladiesasanexplanationforallunpleasantsensations,theywereinstructedtohave\"nerves。\"ThiswasMissBetty’sfirstconsciousnessofherown,and,desiringnogreateracquaintancewiththem,shetoldherselfitwasunwholesometofallasleepinachairbyanopenwindowwhenthenightwasassadasshe。 Turningtoachairinfrontofthesmallovalmirrorofherbureau,sheunclaspedthebrooch。whichheldherlacecollar,and,seatingherself,begantounfastenherhair。Suddenlyshepaused,herupliftedarmsfallingmechanicallytohersides。 Someonewascomingthroughthelonghallwithasoft,almostinaudiblestep,astepwhichwasnotherfather’s。Sheknewatonce,withinstinctivecertainty,thatitwasnothe。NorwasitNelson,whowouldhaveshuffled;norcoulditbethevainMamie,noroneoftheotherservants,fortheydidnotsleepinthehouse。Itwasastepmorelikeawoman’s,thoughcertainlyitwasnotMrs。Tanberry’s。 Bettyrose,tookacandle,andstoodsilentforamoment,theheavytressesofherhair,half-unloosed,fallinguponherneckandleftshoulderlikethefoldsofadarkdrapery。 Attheslightrustleofherrising,thestepsceasedinstantly。Herheartsetupawildbeatingandthecandleshookinherhand。Butshewasbraveandyoung,and,followinganirresistibleimpulse,sheranacrosstheroom,flungopenthedoor,andthrewthelightofthecandleintothehall,holdingitatarm’slengthbeforeher。 ShecamealmostfacetofacewithCraileyGray。