\"Yes?\"Hertonewasasquietlycontemptuousasshecouldmakeit。\"Howveryfrankofyou!MayIask:Areyouconvincedthatspeechesofthatsortarealwaystoalady’sliking?\"
\"No,\"heansweredhumbly,andhunghishead。Thenshethrewthequestionathimabruptly:
\"Wasityouwhocametosinginourgarden?\"
Therewasalongpausebeforeaprofoundsighcametremulouslyfromthedarkness,likeasadandtenderconfession。\"Yes。\"
\"Ithoughtso!\"sheexclaimed。\"Mrs。Tanberrythoughtitwassomeoneelse;
butIknewthatitwasyou。\"
\"Yes,youareright,\"hesaid,quietly。\"ItwasI。Itwasmyonlywaytotellyouwhatyouknownow。\"
\"Ofcourse!\"Shesetitallasidewiththosetwowordsandtheslightestgestureofherhand。\"Itwasasongmadeforanothergirl,Ibelieve?\"
sheaskedlightly,andwithanicysmile,inquiredfarther:\"Fortheone——
theonebeforethelast,Iunderstand?\"
Heliftedhishead,surprised。\"Whathasthattodowithit?Themusicwasmadeforyou——butthen,Ithinkallmusicwasmadeforyou。\"
\"Leavethemusicoutofit,ifyouplease,\"shesaid,impatiently。\"Yourtalentsmakeyoumodest!Nodoubtyouconsideritunmaidenlyinmetohavereferredtotheserenadebeforeyouspokeofit;butIamnotonetocastdownmyeyesandletitpass。No,noronetoosweettofacethetruth,either!\"shecriedwithsuddenpassion。\"Tosingthatsonginthewayyoudid,meant-oh,youthoughtIwouldflirtwithyou!Whatrighthadyoutocomewithsuchasongtome?
Tomintendedonlytodisclaimthepresumption,sofarfromhisthoughts,thathissonghadmovedher,forhecouldseethatherattackwaspromptedbyherinexplicableimpressionthathehadassumedtheattitudeofaconqueror,buthisexplanationbeganunfortunately。
\"Forgiveme。Ithinkyouhavecompletelymisunderstood;youthoughtitmeantsomethingIdidnotintend,atall,and——\"
\"What!\"shesaid,andhereyesblazed,fornowshebeheldhimasthearrantsneakoftheworld。He,thelady-killer,withhishypocriticalairofstrengthandmelancholysweetness,theleaderofdrunkenrevels,and,byreputation,thetownLotharioandLight-o’-Love,underpromiseofmarriagetoFanchonBareaud,hadtriedtomakelovetoanothergirl,andnowhiscowardiceintryingtodisclaimwhathehaddonelenthimtheinsolencetosaytothisother:\"Mychild,youarebetrayedbyyouryouthandconceit;youexaggeratemymeaning。Ihadnointentiontodistinguishyoubycoquettingwithyou!\"Thiswasherinterpretationofhim;andherindignationwasnotlessenedbytheinevitableconclusionthathe,whohadbeenthroughsomanysceneswithwomen,secretlyfoundhersimplicitydiverting。MissBettyhadalittleofherfatherinher;whileitwaspartofheryouth,too,that,ofallthingsshecouldleastenduretheshadowofasmileatherownexpense。
\"Oh,oh!\"shecried,hervoiceshakingwithanger。\"Isupposeyourbadheartishalf-chokedwithyourlaughteratme。\"
Sheturnedfromhimswiftly,andlefthim。
Almostrunning,sheenteredthehouse,andhurriedtoaseatbyMrs。
Tanberry,nestlingtoherlikeayoungsaplingonahillside。
Instantaneously,severalgentlemen,whohadhastilyacquittedthemselvesofvariousobligationsinordertoseekher,sprangforwardwitheagergreetings,sothatwhenthestrickenTom,dazedandconfoundedbyhisevilluck,followedherataboutfivepaces,hefoundhimselfconfrontedbyanimpenetrableabbatisformedbythespikedtailsofthecoatsofGeneralTrumble,Madrillon,TappinghamMarsh,CummingsandJeffersonBareaud。
WithinthisfortificationrangoutlaughterandsallyfromMissCarewe;
hercolorwashighandhereyessparklednevermorebrightly。
Flourishandalarumssoundedforaquadrille。Eachofthesemi-circle,firmlyelbowinghisneighbor,beggedthedanceofMissBetty;butTomwashimselfagain,andlaidalong,stronghandonMadrillon’sshoulder,pressedhimgentlyaside,andsaid:
\"Forgiveme;MissCarewehashonoredmebythepromiseofthisquadrille。\"
Hebowed,offeringhisarm,andnoneofthemwastoovaintoenvythatbowandgesture。
Foramomentheremainedwaiting。MissCareweroseslowly,and,directlyfacinghim,saidincomposedandevenvoice:\"Youforcemetobegyounevertoaddressmeagain。\"
SheplacedherhandontheGeneral’sarm,turningherbacksquarelyuponTom。
Inadditiontothosewhoheard,manypersonsinthatpartoftheroomsawtheaffrontandpausedinarrestedattitudes;others,observingthese,turnedinquiringly,sothatsuddensilencefell,brokenonlybythevoiceofMissBettyasshemovedaway,talkingcheerilytotheGeneral。Tomwasleftstandingaloneinthebrokensemicircle。
Alltheeyessweptfromhertohimandback;theneveryonebegantotalkhastilyaboutnothing。Theyoungman’shumiliationwaspublic。
Hewenttothedoorundercoverofthemovementofthevariouscouplestofindplacesinthequadrille,yeteverysidelongglanceintheroomstillresteduponhim,andheknewit。Heremainedintheball,alone,throughthatdance,andatitsconclusion,walkedslowlythroughtherooms,speakingtopeople,hereandthere,asthoughnothinghadhappened,butwhenthemusicsoundedagain,hewenttothedressing-room,foundhishatandcloak,andleftthehouse。Forawhilehestoodontheoppositesideofthestreet,watchingthelightedwindows,andtwicehecaughtsightofthelilacandwhitebrocade,thedarkhair,andthewreathofmarguerites。
Then,withahotpaininhisbreast,andthestepofaGrenadier,hemarcheddownthestreet。
InthecarriageMrs。TanberrytookBetty’shandinhers。\"I’lldoasyouwish,child,\"shesaid,\"andneverspeaktoyouofhimagainaslongasI
live,exceptthisonce。Ithinkitwasbestforhisownsakeaswellasyours,but——\"
\"Heneededalesson,\"interruptedMissBetty,wearily。Shehaddancedlongandhard,andshewasverytired。
Mrs。Tanberry’sstaccatolaughcameoutirrepressibly。\"Allthevagabondsdo,Princess!\"shecried。\"AndIthinktheyaregettingit。\"
\"No,no,Idon’tmean——\"
\"We’veturnedtheirheads,mydear,betweenus,youandI;andwe’llhavetoturn`emagain,orthey’llbreaktheirneckslookingovertheirshoul-
dersatus,theowls!\"Shepressedthegirl’shandaffectionately。\"Butyou’llletmesaysomethingjustonce,andforgivemebecausewe’rethesamefoolishage,youknow。It’sonlythis:Thenextyoungmanyousuppress,takehimoffinacorner!Leadhimawayfromthecrowdwherehewon’thavetostandandletthemlookathimafterward。That’sall,mydear,andyoumustn’tmind。\"
\"I’mnotsorry!\"saidMissBettyhotly。\"I’mnotsorry!\"
\"No,no,\"saidMrs。Tanberry,soothingly。\"Itwasbetterthistimetodojustwhatyoudid。I’dhavedoneitmyself,tomakequitesurehewouldkeepaway——becauseIlikehim。\"
\"I’mnotsorry!\"saidMissBettyagain。
\"I’mnotsorry!\"sherepeatedandreiteratedtoherselfafterMrs。
Tanberryhadgonetobed。Shehadsunkintoachairinthelibrarywithabook,and\"I’mnotsorry!\"shewhisperedastheopenunreadpageblurredbeforeher,\"I’mnotsorry!\"Hehadneededhislesson;butshehadtobeartherecollectionofhowwhitehisfacewentwhenhereceivedit。Heraffronthadputabouthimastrangeloneliness:theonefigurewiththestilledcrowdstaring;ithadmadeapicturefromwhichhermind’seyehadbeenunabletoescape,dancedsheneversohardandlate。Unconsciously,RobertCarewe’sdaughterhadavengedtheotherfigurewhichhadstoodinlonelyhumiliationbeforethestaringeyes。
\"I’mnotsorry!\"Ah,didtheythinkitwasinhertohurtanylivingthingintheworld?Thebookdroppedfromherlap,andshebowedherheaduponherhands。\"I’mnotsorry!\"——andtearsuponthesmalllacegauntlets!
Shesawthem,andwithanincoherentexclamation,halfself-pitying,halfimpatient,ranouttothestarsabovehergarden。
Shewasthereforperhapshalfanhour,andjustbeforeshereturnedtothehouseshedidasingularthing。
Standingwhereallwascleartothesky,whereshehadstoodafterhertalkwiththeIncroyable,whenhehadbidherlooktothestars,sheraisedherarmstothemagain,herface,palewithagreattenderness,uplifted。
\"You,you,you!\"shewhispered。\"Iloveyou!\"
Andyetitwastonothingdefinite,tonoman,noroutlineofaman,tonophantomnordream-lover,thatshespoke;neithertohimshehadaffronted,nortohimwhohadbiddenherlooktothestars。Norwasittothestarsthemselves。
Shereturnedslowlyandthoughtfullytothehouse,wonderingwhatshehadmeant。
CHAPTERXI
AVoiceinaGardenCraileycamehomethenextdaywithanewpoem,butnofish。Heloungedupthestairs,lateintheafternoon,hummingcheerfullytohimself,and,droppinghisrodinacornerofTom’soffice,laidthepoemonthedeskbeforehispartner,producedalarge,newly-replenishedflask,openedit,stretchedhimselfcomfortablyuponacapacioushorse-hairsofa,drankadeepdraught,chuckledsoftly,andrequestedMr。Vanreveltosettherhymestomusicimmediately。
\"Tryitonyourinstrument,\"hesaid。\"It’sasimpleverseaboutnothingbutstars,andyoucanworkitoutintwentyminuteswiththeguitar。\"
\"Itisbroken,\"saidTom,notlookingupfromhiswork。
\"Broken!When?\"
\"Lastnight。\"
\"Whobrokeit?\"
\"Itfellfromthetableinmyroom。\"
\"How?Easilymended,isn’tit?\"
\"IthinkIshallnotplayitsoonagain。\"
Craileyswunghislonglegsoffthesofaandabruptlysatupright。
\"What’sthis?\"heaskedgravely。
Tompushedhispapersawayfromhim,roseandwenttothedustywindowthatlookedtothewest,where,attheendofthelongstreet,thesunwassettingbehindtheruinofcharredtimbersonthebankoftheshiningriver。
\"ItseemsthatIplayedoncetoooften,\"hesaid。
Craileywasthoroughlyastonished。Hetookalong,affectionatepullattheflaskandofferedittohispartner。
\"No,\"saidTom,turningtohimwithatroubledface,\"andifIwereyou,I
wouldn’teither。Thesefishingtripsofyours——\"
\"Fishing!\"Craileylaughed。\"Tripsofapoetaster!It’sthenIwritebest,andwriteIwill!There’sapoem,andadamnedgoodone,too,oldpreacher,ineverygillofwhiskey,andI’mtheladthatcanextractit!
Lord!what’sbetterthantobeoutintheopen,allbyyourselfinthewoods,orontheriver?Thinkofthelongnightsalonewiththegloryofheavenandagooddemijohn。Why,aman’sthoughtsarelikeactorsperformingintheairandallthecrowdingstarsforaudience!Youknowinyoursoulyou’dratherhavemeoutthere,goingitallbymyself,thanraisingthunderovertown。Andyouknow,too,itdoesn’ttellonme;itdoesn’tshow!Youcouldn’tguess,tosaveyourlife,howmuchI’vehadto-day,now,couldyou?\"
\"Yes,\"returnedtheother,\"Icould。\"
\"Well,well,\"saidCrailey,good-naturedly,\"weweren’ttalkingofme。\"
Hesetdowntheflask,wenttohisfriendanddroppedahandlightlyonhisshoulder。\"Whatmadeyoubreaktheguitar?Tellme。\"
\"WhatmakesyouthinkIbrokeit?\"askedhispartnersharply。
\"Tellmewhyyoudidit,\"saidCrailey。
AndTom,pacingtheroom,toldhim,whileCraileystoodinsilence,lookinghimeagerlyintheeyewheneverTomturnedhisway。Thelistenerinterruptedseldom;onceitwastoexclaim:\"Butyouhaven’tsaidwhyyoubroketheguitar?\"
Ifthineeyeoffendthee,pluckitout!’Ioughttohavecutoffthehandsthatplayedtoher。\"\"Andcutyourthroatforsingingtoher?\"
\"Shewasright!\"theotheranswered,stridingupanddowntheroom。
\"Right——athousandtimes!ineverythingshedid。ThatIshouldevenap-
proachher,wasanunspeakableinsolence。Ihadforgotten,andso,possibly,hadshe,butIhadnotevenbeenproperlyintroducedtoher。\"
\"No,youhadn’t,that’strue,\"observedCrailey,reflectively。\"Youdon’tseemtohavemuchtoreproachherwith,Tom。\"
\"Reproachher!\"criedtheother。\"ThatIshoulddreamshewouldspeaktomeorhaveanythingtodowithme,wastocastadoubtuponherloyaltyasadaughter。Shewasright,Isay!Andshedidtheonlythingshecoulddo:rebukedmebeforethemall。NooneevermeritedwhathegotmoreroundlythanIdeservedthat。WhowasI,inhereyes,thatIshouldbesiegeherwithmyimportunities,whobutherfather’sworstenemy?\"
DeepanxietyknittedCrailey’sbrow。\"Iunderstoodsheknewofthequarrel,\"hesaid,thoughtfully。\"Isawthat,theothereveningwhenI
helpedheroutofthecrowd。Shespokeofitonthewayhome,Iremember;
buthowdidsheknowthatyouwereVanrevel?Nooneintownwouldbeapttomentionyoutoher。\"
\"No,butshedidknow,yousee。\"
\"Yes,\"returnedMr。Grayslowly。\"Soitseems!Probablyherfathertoldhertoavoidyou,anddescribedyousothatsherecognizedyouasthemanwhocaughtthekitten。\"
Hepaused,pickeduptheflask,andagainappliedhimselftoitscontents,hiseyespeeringovertheup-tiltedvesselatTom,whocontinuedtopaceupanddownthelengthoftheoffice。Afteratime,Crailey,fumblinginhiscoat,foundalongcheroot,and,ashelitit,inquiredcasually:
\"Doyourememberifsheaddressedyoubyname?\"
\"Ithinknot,\"Tomanswered,halting。\"Whatdoesitmatter?\"
Craileydrewadeepbreath。
\"Itdoesn’t,\"hereturned。
\"Sheknewmewellenough,\"saidTom,sadly,asheresumedhissentry-go。
\"Yes,\"repeatedCrailey,deliberately。\"Soitseems;soitseems!\"Heblewalongstreamofsmokeoutintotheairbeforehim,andsoftlymur-
muredagain:\"Soitseems,soitseems。\"
Silencefell,brokenonlybythesoundofTom’sfootsteps,until,presently,someoneinformallyshoutedhisnamefromthestreetbelow。ItwasonlyWillCummings,passingthetimeofday,butwhenTomturnedfromthewindowafteransweringhim,Crailey,hispoem,andhisflaskweregone。
ThateveningVanrevelsatinthedustyoffice,drivinghimselftohisworkwithasharpgoad,fortherewasafacethatcamebetweenhimandallelseintheworld,andavoicethatsoundedalwaysinhisears。Buttheworkwasdonebeforeherosefromhischair,thoughheshowedahaggardvisageashebentabovehiscandlestoblowthemout。
Itwaseleveno’clock;Craileyhadnotcomeback,andTomknewthathislight-heartedfriendwouldnotreturnformanyhours;andso,havingnomindtoread,andnobeliefthathecouldifhetried,hewentouttowalkthestreets。Hewentdowntotheriverfirst,andstoodforalittlewhilegazingattheruinsofthetwowarehouses,andthatwaslikeamanwithaheadachebeatinghisskullagainstawall。Ashestoodontheblackenedwharf,hesawhowthecharredbeamsroseabovehimagainsttheskylikeagallows,anditseemedtohimthatnothingcouldhavebeenabettersymbol,forherehehadhangedhisself-respect。\"Reproachher!\"
He,whohadsodisplayedhisimbecilitybeforeher!Hadhebeenherfather’sbestfriend,heshouldhavehadtoogreatasenseofshametodaretospeaktoherafterthatnightwhenherquietintelligencehadexhibitedhimtohimself,andtoalltheworld,asnoughtelsethanafool——andanoisyoneatthat!
Suddenlyashudderconvulsedhim;hestruckhisopenpalmacrosshisforeheadandspokealoud,while,fromhorizontohorizon,thenightairgrewthickwiththewhisperedlaughterofobservinghobgoblins:
\"Andeveniftherehadbeennostairway,wecouldhavesliddownthehose-
line!\"
Heretracedhissteps,atall,grayfiguremovingslowlythroughthebluedarkness,andhislipsformedtheheart-sickshadowofasmilewhenhefoundthathehadunconsciouslyturnedintoCareweStreet。Presentlyhecametoagapinahedge,throughwhichhehadsometimesstolentohearthesoundofaharpandagirl’svoicesinging;buthedidnotentertheretonight,thoughhepausedamoment,hisheadbowedonhisbreast。
Therecameasoundofvoices;theyseemedtobemovingtowardthehedge,towardthegapwherehestood;oneaman’seager,quick,butverymusical;
theother,agirl’s,arichandclearcontraltothatpassedintoTom’ssoullikeapsalmofrejoicingandlikeascimitarofflame。Heshivered,andmovedawayquickly,butnotbeforetheman’svoice,somewhatlouderforthemoment,camedistinctlyfromtheothersideofthehedge:
\"Afterall,\"saidthevoice,witharippleoflaughter,\"afterall,weren’tyoualittlehardonthatpoorMr。Gray?\"
Tomdidnotunderstand,butheknewthevoice。ItwasthatofCraileyGray。
Heheardthesamevoiceagainthatnight,andagainstoodunseen。Longaftermidnighthewasstilltrampingthestreetsonhislonelyrounds,whenhechancedtopasstheRouenHouse,whichhostelrybore,totheuninitiatedeye,theappearanceofhavingcloseditsdoorsuponallhospitalitiesforthenight,instrictcompliancewiththelawofthecityfathers,yetaslenderwandofbrightlightmightbediscoveredunderneaththestreetdoorofthebar-room。
>Fromwithinthemerryretreatissuedanuproarofshouting,raucouslaughterandthepoundingofglassesontables,heraldingalltooplainlythehypocrisyofthelandlord,andpossiblythatofthecityfathersalso。
Tomknewwhatcompanywasgatheredthere:gamblers,truckmen,drunkenfarmers,menfromtheriversteamersmakingriotwhiletheirboatslayatthewharf,withamotleygatheringofgood-for-nothingsoftheback-
alleys,andtipplingclerksfromtheMainStreetstores。Therecameloudcriesforasong,and,inanswer,thevoiceofCraileyroseoverthegeneraldin,somewhathoarse,andneversomusicalwhenhesangaswhenhespoke,yetsotouchinginitsdramatictendernessthatsoonthenoisefellaway,andtheroistererssatquietlytolisten。ItwasnotthefirsttimeBenJonson’ssonghadstilledadisreputablecompany。
\"Isenttheelatearosywreath,Notsomuchhonoringthee,AsgivingitthehopethatthereItmightnotwitheredbe。\"
Perhaps,justthen,Vanrevelwouldhavewishedtohearhimsinganythingintheworldratherthanthat,foronCrailey’slipsitcarriedtoomuchmeaningtonight,afterthevoiceinthegarden。AndTomlingerednomorenearthebetrayingsliveroflightbeneaththedoorthanhehadbythegapinthehedge,butwentsteadilyonhisway。
Notfarfromthehotelhepassedasmallbuildingbrightlylightedandechoingwithunusualclamorsofindustry:theofficeoftheRouenJournal。
Thepresswasgoing,andMr。Cummings’sthinfigurecrossedandrecrossedthewindows,whilehisvoicecouldbeheardenergeticallybiddinghisas-
sistantsto\"Lookalive!\"sothatTomimaginedthatsomethingmighthavehappenedbetweentheNuecesRiverandtheRioGrande;buthedidnotstoptoaskthejournalist,forhedesiredtobeholdthefaceofnoneofhisfriendsuntilhehadfoughtoutsomethingswithinhimself。Sohestrodeontowardnowhere。
DaywasbreakingwhenMr。Grayclimbedthestairstohisroom。Thereweretwoflights,theascentofthefirstofwhichoccupiedabouthalfanhourofCrailey’sinvaluabletime;andthesecondmighthavetakenmoreofit,orpossiblyconsumedthegreaterpartofthemorning,hadhereceivednoassistance。But,ashereclinedtomeditateuponthefirstlanding,anothermanenteredthehallwayfromwithout,ascendedquickly,andCraileybecamepleasantlyconsciousthattwostronghandshadliftedhimtohisfeet;and,presently,thathewasbeingbornealoftuponthenew-
comer’sback。Itseemedquiteajourney,yetthemotionwassoothing,sohemadenoefforttoopenhiseyes,untilhefoundhimselfgentlydepositeduponthecouchinhisownchamber,whenhesmiledamiably,and,lookingup,discoveredhispartnerstandingoverhim。
Tomwasverypaleandthereweredeep,violetscrawlsbeneathhiseyes。
ForonceinhislifehebadcomehomelaterthanCrailey。
\"Firsttime,youknow,\"saidCrailey,withdifficulty。\"You’lladmitfirsttimecompletelyincapable?Oftenneededguidinghand,butnever——
quite——before。\"
\"Yes,\"saidTom,quietly,\"itisthefirsttimeIeversawyouquitefinished。\"
\"ThinkImustbegrowingoldandconstitutionrefusesbearit。
Disgracefultobeseenincondition,yetcelebrationjustified。H’rahforthenews!\"Hewavedhishandwildly。\"Oldred,white,andblue!
Americaneaglenowkindlyproceedtoscream!Starspangledbannerintendsstreamingtoallthetradewinds!Seatosea!Gloriousvictoriesonpoliticalthievingexhibition——no,expedition!Everybodynotresponsibleforthetroubletogoandgethimselfpatrioticallykilled!\"
\"Whatdoyoumean?\"
\"Water!\"saidtheother,feebly。Tombroughtthepitcher,andCrailey,settinghishotlipstoit,dranklonganddeeply;then,withhisfriend’sassistance,hetiedaheavilymoistenedtowelroundhishead。\"Allrightverysoonandsoberagain,\"hemuttered,andlaybackuponthepillowwitheyestightlyclosedinanintenseefforttoconcentratehiswill。Whenheopenedthemagain,fourorfiveminuteslater,theyhadmarvellouslyclearedandhislookwasself-containedandsane。
\"Haven’tyouheardthenews?\"Hespokemuchmoreeasilynow。\"ItcameatmidnighttotheJournal。\"
\"No;I’vebeenwalkinginthecountry。\"
\"TheMexicanscrossedtheRioGrandeonthetwenty-sixthoflastmonth,capturedCaptainThorntonandmurderedColonelCrook。Thatmeanswariscertain。\"
\"Ithasbeencertainforalongtime,\"saidTom。\"Polkhasforceditfromthefirst。\"
\"Thenit’sadevilofapityhecan’tbetheonlymantodie!\"
\"Havetheycalledforvolunteers?\"askedTom,goingtowardthedoor。
\"No;butifthenewsistrue,theywill。\"
\"Yes,\"saidTom;andashereachedthehallwayhepaused。\"CanIhelpyoutoundress?\"
\"Certainlynot!\"Craileysatup,indignantly。\"Can’tyouseethatI’mperfectlysober?Itwasthemeresttemporaryfit,andI’veshakenitoff。
Don’tyousee?\"Hegotuponhisfeet,staggered,butshookhimselflikeadogcomingoutofthewater,andcametothedoorwithinfirmsteps。
\"You’regoingtobed,aren’tyou?\"askedTom。\"You’dmuchbetter。\"
\"No,\"answeredCrailey。\"Areyou?
\"No。I’mgoingtowork。\"
\"You’vebeenallupnight,too,haven’tyou?\"Craileyputhishandontheother’sshoulder。\"Wereyouhuntingforme?\"
\"No;notlastnight。\"
Craileylurchedsuddenly,andTomcaughthimaboutthewaisttosteadyhim。
\"Sweethearting,tippling,vingt-et-un,orpoker,eh,Tom?\"heshouted,thickly,withawildlaugh。\"Ha,ha,oldsmug-face,uptomybadtricksatlast!\"But,recoveringhimselfimmediately,hepushedtheotheroffatarm’slength,andslappedhimselfsmartlyonthebrow。\"Nevermind;allright,allright——onlyabadwave,nowandthen。Awalkwillmakememoreamanthanever。\"
\"You’dmuchbettergotobed,Crailey。\"
\"Ican’t。I’mgoingtochangemyclothesandgoout。\"
\"Why?\"
Craileydidnotanswer,butatthatmomenttheCatholicchurch-bell,summoningthefaithfultomass,pealedloudlyonthemorningair;andthesteadyglanceofTomVanrevelrestedupontherecklesseyesofthemanbesidehimastheylistenedtogethertoitsinsistentcall。Tomsaid,gently,almosttimidly:
\"Youhavean——engagement?\"
Thistimetheanswercamebriskly。\"Yes;IpromisedtotakeFanchontothecemeterybeforebreakfast,toplacesomeflowersonthegraveofthelittlebrotherwhodied。Thishappenstobehisbirthday。\"
ItwasTomwhoavertedhiseyes,notCrailey。
\"Thenyou’dbesthurry,\"hesaid,hesitatingly;\"Imustn’tkeepyou,\"andwentdownstairstohisofficewithflushedcheeks,ahanginghead,andanexpressionwhichwouldhaveledastrangertobelievethathehadjustbeencaughtinalie。
HewenttotheMainStreetwindow,andseatedhimselfupontheledge,theonlyoneintheroomnottoodustyforoccupation;forhere,atthishour,TomhadtakenhisplaceeverymorningsinceElizabethCarewehadcomefromtheconvent。Thewindowwasacoignofvantage,commandingthecornerofCareweandMainstreets。Somedistancewestofthecorner,theCatholicchurchcastitslongshadowacrossMainStreet,and,inordertoenterthechurch,apersonwholiveduponCareweStreetmustpassthecorner,orelsemakeahalf-miledetourandapproachfromtheotherdirection——whichthepersonneverdid。TomhadthoughtitoutthefirstnightthattheimageofMissBettyhadkepthimawake——andthatwasthefirstnightMissCarewespentinRouen——theSt。Mary’sgirlwouldbesuretogotomasseveryday,whichwaswhythewindow-ledgewasdustedthenextmorning。
Theglassdoorsofthelittlecornerdrug-storecaughttheearlysunofthehotMaymorningandbecamelikesheets0fpolishedbrass;afarmer’swagonrattleddownthedustystreet;agroupofIrishwaitressesfromthehotelmadetheboardwalkrattleundertheirhurriedstepsastheywenttowardthechurch,talkingbusilytooneanother;andablinkingyouthinhisshirt-sleeves,whoworetheairofonenewly,butnotgladly,risen,begantostrugglemournfullywiththeshuttersofMadrillon’sbank。A
momentlater,TomheardCraileycomedownthestairs,sureoffootandhumminglightlytohimself。Thedooroftheofficewasclosed;Craileydidnotlookin,butpresentlyappeared,smiling,trim,immaculate,allinwhitelinen,ontheoppositesideofthestreet,andofferedbadinagetotheboywhotoiledattheshutters。
Thebellhadalmostceasedtoringwhenalady,dressedplainlyinblack,butgracefulandtall,camerapidlyoutofCareweStreet,turnedatthecornerbythelittledrug-store,andwenttowardthechurch。Theboywasleftstaring,forCrailey’sbanterbrokeoffinthemiddleofaword。
Heovertookheronthechurchsteps,andtheywentintogether。
ThatafternoonFanchonBareaudtoldTomhowbeautifulherbetrothedhadbeentoher;hehadbroughtheragreatbouquetofvioletsandlilies-of-
the-valley,andhadtakenhertothecemeterytoplacethemonthegraveofherbabybrother,whosebirthdayitwas。TearscametoFanchon’seyesasshespokeofherlover’sgoodness,andofhowwonderfullyhehadtalkedastheystoodbesidethelittlegrave。
\"HewastheonlyonewhorememberedthatthiswaspoortinyJean’sbirthday!\"shesaid,andsobbed。\"Hecamejustafterbreakfastandaskedmetogoouttherewithhim。\"
CHAPTERXII
TheRoomintheCupolaMr。Carewereturned,onewarmMayafternoon,bythesixo’clockboat,whichwassometimesadaylateandsometimesafewhoursearly;thelattercontingencyarising,asinthepresentinstance,whentheownerwasaboard。Nelsondrovehimfromthewharftothebank,whereheconferredbriefly,inanundertone,withEugeneMadrillon;afterwhichEugenesentanotecontainingthreewordstoTappinghamMarsh。Marshtoreupthenote,andsaunteredovertotheclub,wherehefoundGeneralTrumbleandJeffersonBareaudamicablydiscussingapitcherofcherrybounce。
\"Hehascome,\"saidTappingham,pleasedtofindthepairtheonlyoccupantsoftheplace。\"HesawMadrillon,andthere’sasessionto-
night。\"
\"PraisetheLord!\"exclaimedthestoutGeneral,risingtohisfeet。\"I’llseeoldChenowethatonce。Myfingershavetheitch。\"
\"Andmine,too,\"saidBareaud。\"I’dbeguntothinkwe’dneverhaveagowithhimagain。\"
\"YoumustseethatCraileycomes。Wewantafulltable。Draghim,ifyoucan’tgethimanyotherway。\"
\"Hewon’tneedurging,\"saidJefferson。
\"Buthecutuslasttime。\"
\"Hewon’tcuttonight。Whathour?\"
\"Nine,\"answeredTappingham。\"It’stobeafullsitting,remember。\"
\"Don’tfearforus,\"laughedTrumble。
\"NorforCrailey,\"Jeffersonadded。\"Aftersolongavacationyoucouldn’tkeephimawayifyouchainedhimtothecourt-housepillars;he’dtear`emintwo!\"
\"Here’stoourbetterfortunes,then!saidtheoldsoldier,fillingaglassforTappingham;and,\"Here’stoourbetterfortunes!\"echoedtheyoungmen,pouringoffthegentleliquorheartily。Havingthusmadelibationtotheirparticulargod,thetrioseparated。ButJeffersondidnotencounterthealacrityofacceptanceheexpectedfromCrailey,whenhefoundhim,halfanhourlater,atthehotelbar。Indeed,atfirst,Mr。
Graynotoniyrefusedoutrighttogo,butseriouslyurgedthesamecourseuponJefferson;moreover,hisremonstrancewasofferedinsuchevidentgoodfaiththatBareaud,intheactofswallowingoneofhislargedosesofquinine,pausedwithonlyhalfthepowderdownhisthroat,gazing,nonplussed,athisprospectivebrother-in-law。
\"Myimmortalsoul!\"hegasped。\"IsthisCraileyGray?What’sthetrouble?\"
\"Nothing,\"repliedCrailey,quietly。\"Onlydon’tgo,you’velostenough。\"
\"Well,you’reabeautifulone!\"Jeffersonexclaimed,withanincredulouslaugh。\"You’reamasterhand;you,totalkaboutlosingenough!\"
\"Iknow,Iknow,\"Craileybegan,shakinghishead,\"but——\"
\"You’vepromisedFanchonnevertogoagain,andyou’reafraidMissBettywillseeorhearus,andtellheryouwerethere。\"
\"Idon’tknowMissCarewe。\"
\"Thenyouneedn’tfear;besides,she’llbeoutwhenwecome,andasleepwhenwego。Shewillneverknowwe’vebeeninthehouse。\"
\"Thathasnothingtodowithit,\"saidCrailey,impatiently;andhewasthemoreearnestbecauseherememberedthedangerousgeographyoftheCarewehouse,whichmadeitimpossibleforanyonetoleavethecupola-roomexceptbythelonghallwhichpassedcertaindoors。\"Iwillnotgo,andwhat’smore,IpromisedFanchonI’dtrytokeepyououtofithereafter。\"
\"Lord,butwe’revirtuous!\"laughedtheincredulousJefferson。\"I’llcomeforyouataquartertonine。\"
\"Iwillnotgo,Itellyou。\"
Jeffersonroared。\"Yes,youwill。Youcouldn’tkeepfromitifyoutried!\"Andhetookhimselfoff,laughingviolently,againpromisingtocallforCraileyonhiswaytothetryst,andleavinghimstillwarmlyprotestingthatitwouldbeagreatfollyforeitherofthemtogo。
Craileylookedafterthelad’slong,thinfigurewithanexpressionasnearangerasheeverwore。\"He’llgo,\"hesaidtohimself。
\"And——ah,well——I’llhavetoriskit!I’llgowithhim,butonlytotryandbringhimawayearly——thatis,asearlyasit’ssafetobesurethattheyareasleepdownstairs。AndIwon’tplay。No,I’llnotplay;I’llnotplay。\"
Hepaidhisscoreandwentoutofthehotelbyasidedoor。Somedistanceupthestreet,Bareaudwasstilltobeseen,lounginghomewardinthepleasantafternoonsunshine,hestoppedonacornerandserenelypouredanotherquininepowderintohimselfandthrewthepapertoacoupleofpigswholookedupfromtheguttermaliciously。
\"Confoundhim!\"saidCrailey,laughingruefully。\"Hemakesmeamissionary——forI’llkeepmywordtoFanchoninthat,atleast!I’lllookafterJeffersontonight。Ah,ImightaswellbeoldTomVanrevel,indeed!\"
Meanwhile,Mr。Carewehadtakenpossessionofhisownagain。Hisdaughterrantothedoortomeethim;shewastremblingalittle,and,blushingandsmiling,heldoutbothherhandstohim,sothatMrs。Tanberryvowedthiswastheloveliestcreatureintheworld,andthekindest。
Mr。Carewebowedslightly,astoanacquaintance,anddisregardedtheextendedhands。
Atthat,theblushfadedfromMissBetty’scheeks;shetremblednomore,andasalutationasicyasherfather’swasreturnedtohim。Hebenthisheavybrowsuponher,andshotablackglanceherway,being,ofcourse,immediatelyenragedbyherreflectionofhisownmanner,buthedidnotspeaktoher。
Nordidheonceaddressherduringtheeveningmeal,preferringtohonorMrs。Tanberrywithhisconversation,tothatdiplomaticlady’ssecretanger,butoutwardamusement。Shecheerfullyneglectedtoanswerhimattimes,havingnottheslightestaweofhim,andturnedtothegirlinstead;indeed,shewasonlypreventedfromratinghimsoundlyathisowntablebythefearthatshemightmakethesituationmoredifficultforheryoungcharge。Assoonasitwaspossible,shemadeherescapewithMissBetty,andtheydroveawayinthetwilighttopayvisitsofduty,leavingMr。Carewefrowningathiscoffeeontheveranda。
Whentheycamehome,threehourslater,MissBettynoticedthatafringeofilluminationborderedeachoftheheavilycurtainedwindowsinthecupola,andsheutteredanexclamation,forshehadneverknownthatroomtobelighted。
\"Look!\"shecried,touchingMrs。Tanberry’sarm,asthehorsestrottedthroughthegatesunderadrizzleofrain,\"Ithoughttheroominthecupolawasempty。It’salwayslocked,andwhenIcamefromSt。Mary’shetoldmethatoldfurniturewasstoredthere。\"
Mrs。Tanberrywasgratefulforthedarkness。\"Hemayhavegonetheretoread,\"sheanswered,inaqueervoice。\"Letusgoquietlytobed,child,soasnottodisturbhim。\"
Bettyhadaslittledesiretodisturbherfatherasshehadtoseehim;
thereforesheobeyedherfriend’sinjunction,andwenttoherroomontip-
toe。Thehousewasverysilentasshelitthecandlesonherbureau。
Outside,thegentledrizzleandthesoothingtinklefromtheeavesweretheonlysounds;within,therewasbutthefaintrustleofgarmentsfromMrs。Tanberry’sroom。Presentlythelatterceasedtobeheard,andawoodenmoanofprotestfromthefour-posteruponwhichthegoodladyreposed,announcedthatshehaddrawnthecurtainsandwooedtherulersofNod。
Althoughitwasoneofthosenightsofwhichtheysay,\"Itisagoodnighttosleep,\"MissBettywasnotdrowsy。Shehadhalf-unfastenedonesmallsandal,butshetiedtheribbonsagain,andseatedherselfbytheopenwindow。Theledgeandcasementframedadimoblongofthinlightfromthecandlesbehindher,alonelylustre,whichcrossedtheverandatomeltshapelesslyintodarknessonthesoggylawn。Shefeltamelancholyinthesoftlyfallingrainandwet,blackfoliagethatchimedwiththesadnessofherownspirit。Thenightsuitedherverywell,forherfather’scominghadbroughtaweightofdepressionwithit。Whycouldhenothavespokenonewordtoher,evenacrossone?Sheknewthathedidnotloveher,yet,merelyasafellow-being,shewasentitledtoameasureofcourtesy;
andthefactthatshewashisdaughtercouldnotexcusehisfailuretorenderit。Wasshetocontinuetolivewithhimontheirpresentterms?
Shehadnointentiontomakeanotherefforttoalterthem;buttoremainastheywerewouldbeintolerable,andMrs。Tanberrycouldnotstayforever,toactasabufferbetweenherandherfather。Peeringoutintothedismalnight,shefoundherownfutureasblack,anditseemednowonderthattheSisterslovedtheconventlife;thatthepalenunsforsooktheworldwhereintherewassomuchuselessunkindness;wherewomenwerepettyandjealous,likethatcowardlyFanchon,andmenwholookedgreatweretricksters,likeFanchon’sbetrothed。MissBettyclenchedherdelicatefingers。Shewouldnotrememberthatwhite,startledfaceagain!
Anotherfacehelpedhertoshutouttherecollection:thatofthemanwhohadcometomasstomeetheryesterdaymorning,andwithwhomshehadtakenalongwalkafterward。HehadshownheraquaintoldEnglishgardenerwholivedonthebankoftheriver,hadboughtherabouquet,andshehadhelpedhimtoselectanothertosendtoasickfriend。Howbeautifultheflowerswere,andhowhappyhehadmadethemorningforher,withhisgayety,hislightness,andhisoddwisdom!Wasitonlyyesterday?
Herfather’scominghadmadeyesterdayafortnightold。
Butthecontinuouslypatteringrainandthesoftdrip-dropfromtheroof,thoughasmournfulasshechosetofindthem,began,afterwhile,toweavetheirsomnolentspells,andsheslowlydriftedfromreveriesofunhappysorts,intohalf-dreams,inwhichshewasstillawareshewasawake;yetslumber,heavy-eyed,stirringfromthecurtainsbesideherwiththesmallnightbreeze,breathedstrangedistortionsuponfamiliarthings,anddrowsyimpossibilitiesmoveduponthesurfaceofherthoughts。Herchin,restinguponherhand,sankgently,untilherheadalmostlayuponherrelaxedarms。
\"Thatismine,CraileyGray!\"
Shesprangtoherfeet,immeasurablystartled,onehandclutchingthebackofherchair,theothertremulouslypressedtohercheek,convincedthatherfatherhadstoopedoverherandshoutedthesentenceinherear。Foritwashisvoice,andthehouserangwiththewords;alltherooms,halls,andeventhewalls,seemedstillmurmurouswiththesuddensound,likethetinglingofabellafterithadbeenstruck。Andyet——everythingwasquiet。
Shepressedherfingerstoherforehead,tryingtountanglethemazeofdreamswhichhadevolvedthisshockforher,thesuddenclamorinherfather’svoiceofanameshehatedandhopednevertohearagain,anameshewastryingtoforget。Butasshewasunabletotraceanythingwhichhadledtoit,thereremainedonlytheconclusionthathernerveswerenotwhattheyshouldbe。Thevaporshavingbecomeobsoleteforyoungladiesasanexplanationforallunpleasantsensations,theywereinstructedtohave\"nerves。\"ThiswasMissBetty’sfirstconsciousnessofherown,and,desiringnogreateracquaintancewiththem,shetoldherselfitwasunwholesometofallasleepinachairbyanopenwindowwhenthenightwasassadasshe。
Turningtoachairinfrontofthesmallovalmirrorofherbureau,sheunclaspedthebrooch。whichheldherlacecollar,and,seatingherself,begantounfastenherhair。Suddenlyshepaused,herupliftedarmsfallingmechanicallytohersides。
Someonewascomingthroughthelonghallwithasoft,almostinaudiblestep,astepwhichwasnotherfather’s。Sheknewatonce,withinstinctivecertainty,thatitwasnothe。NorwasitNelson,whowouldhaveshuffled;norcoulditbethevainMamie,noroneoftheotherservants,fortheydidnotsleepinthehouse。Itwasastepmorelikeawoman’s,thoughcertainlyitwasnotMrs。Tanberry’s。
Bettyrose,tookacandle,andstoodsilentforamoment,theheavytressesofherhair,half-unloosed,fallinguponherneckandleftshoulderlikethefoldsofadarkdrapery。
Attheslightrustleofherrising,thestepsceasedinstantly。Herheartsetupawildbeatingandthecandleshookinherhand。Butshewasbraveandyoung,and,followinganirresistibleimpulse,sheranacrosstheroom,flungopenthedoor,andthrewthelightofthecandleintothehall,holdingitatarm’slengthbeforeher。
ShecamealmostfacetofacewithCraileyGray。