\"ItmightbewellifMissVanArsdaleherselfwouldansweryou,\"
wastheinspector’squietretort。\"Whatyouhavesaidmayconstituteallthatwehaveagainstyou,butitisnotallwehaveagainsther。\"
Igasped,notsomuchatthisseemingaccusation,themotiveofwhichIbelievedmyselftounderstand,butattheburningblushwithwhichitwasreceivedbyMr。Durand。
\"Whatdoyoumean?\"hedemanded,withcertainoddbreaksinhisvoice。\"Whatcanyouhaveagainsther?\"
\"Atriviality,\"returnedtheinspector,withalookinmydirectionthatwas,Ifelt,nottobemistaken。
\"Idonotcallitatriviality,\"Iburstout。\"ItseemsthatMrs。
Fairbrother,forallherelaboratetoilet,wasfoundwithoutglovesonherarms。Asshecertainlyworethemonenteringthealcove,thepolicehavenaturallybeenlookingforthem。Andwheredoyouthinktheyhavefoundthem?Notinthealcovewithher,notinthepossessionofthemanwhoundoubtedlycarriedthemawaywithhim,but——\"
\"Iknow,Iknow,\"Mr。Durandhoarselyputin。\"Youneednotsayanymore。Oh,mypoorRita!whathaveIbroughtuponyoubymyweakness?\"
\"Weakness!\"
Hestarted;Istarted;myvoicewastotallyunrecognizable。
\"Ishouldgiveitanothername,\"Iaddedcoldly。
Foramomentheseemedtoloseheart,thenheliftedhisheadagain,andlookedashandsomeaswhenhepleadedformyhandinthelittleconservatory。
\"Youhavethatright,\"saidhe;\"besides,weaknessatsuchatime,andundersuchanexigency,islittleshortofwrong。Itwasunmanlyinmetoendeavortosecretethesegloves;morethanunmanlyformetochoosefortheirhiding-placetherecessesofanarticlebelongingexclusivelytoyourself。Iacknowledgeit,Rita,andshallmeetonlymyjustpunishmentifyoudenymeinthefuturebothyoursympathyandregard。Butyoumustletmeassureyouandthesegentlemenalso,oneofwhomcanmakeitveryunpleasantforme,thatconsiderationforyou,muchmorethananymiserableanxietyaboutmyself,layatthebottomofwhatmuststrikeyouallasanactofunpardonablecowardice。FromthemomentIlearnedofthiswoman’smurderinthealcove,whereI
hadvisitedher,Irealizedthateveryonewhohadbeenseentoapproachherwithinahalf-hourofherdeathwouldbesubjectedtoamoreorlessrigidinvestigation,andIfeared,ifhergloveswerefoundinmypossession,somespecialattentionmightbedirectedmywaywhichwouldcauseyouunmeriteddistress。So,yieldingtoanimpulsewhichInowrecognizeasamostunwise,aswellasunworthyone,Itookadvantageofthebustleaboutus,andoftheinsensibilityintowhichyouhadfallen,totuckthesemiserableglovesintothebagIsawlyingontheflooratyourside。Idonotaskyourpardon。Mywholefuturelifeshallbedevotedtowinningthat;Isimplywishtostateafact。\"
\"Verygood!\"Itwastheinspectorwhospoke;Icouldnothaveutteredawordtosavemylife。\"Perhapsyouwillnowfeelthatyouoweittothisyoungladytoaddhowyoucametohavetheseglovesinyourpossession?\"
\"Mrs。Fairbrotherhandedthemtome。\"
\"Handedthemtoyou?\"
\"Yes,Ihardlyknowwhymyself。Sheaskedmetotakecareofthemforher。Iknowthatthismuststrikeyouasaverypeculiarstatement。Itwasmyrealizationoftheunfavorableeffectitcouldnotfailtoproduceuponthosewhobeardit,whichmademedreadanyinterrogationonthesubject。ButIassureyouitwasasIsay。SheputtheglovesintomyhandwhileIwastalkingtoher,sayingtheyincommodedher。\"
\"Andyou?\"
\"Well,Iheldthemforafewminutes,thenIputtheminmypocket,butquiteautomatically,andwithoutthinkingverymuchaboutit。Shewasawomanaccustomedtohaveherownway。Peopleseldomquestionedit,Ijudge。\"
Herethetensionaboutmythroatrelaxed,andIopenedmylipstospeak。Buttheinspector,withaglanceofsomeauthority,forestalledme。
\"Weretheglovesopenorrolledupwhensheofferedthemtoyou?\"
\"Theywererolledup。\"
\"Didyouseehertakethemoff?\"
\"Assuredly。\"
\"Androllthemup?\"
\"Certainly。\"
\"Afterwhichshepassedthemovertoyou?\"
\"Notimmediately。Sheletthemlieinherlapforawhile。\"
\"Whileyoutalked?\"
Mr。Durandbowed。
\"Andlookedatthediamond?\"
Mr。Durandbowedforthesecondtime。
\"Hadyoueverseensofineadiamondbefore?\"
\"No。\"
\"Yetyoudealinpreciousstones?\"
\"Thatismybusiness。\"
\"Andareregardedasajudgeofthem?\"
\"Ihavethatreputation。\"
\"Mr。Durand,wouldyouknowthisdiamondifyousawit?\"
\"Icertainlyshould。\"
\"Thesettingwasanuncommonone,Ihear。\"
\"Quiteanunusualone。\"
Theinspectoropenedhishand。
\"Isthisthearticle?\"
\"GoodGod!Where——\"
\"Don’tyouknow?\"
\"Idonot。\"
Theinspectoreyedhimgravely。
\"ThenIhaveabitofnewsforyou。ItwashiddenintheglovesyoutookfromMrs。Fairbrother。MissVanArsdalewaspresentattheirunrolling。\"
Dowelive,move,breatheatcertainmoments?Ithardlyseemsso。
IknowthatIwasconsciousofbutonesense,thatofseeing;andofbutonefaculty,thatofjudgment。Wouldheflinch,breakdown,betrayguilt,orsimplyshowastonishment?Ichosetobelieveitwasthelatterfeelingonlywhichinformedhisslowlywhiteninganddisturbedfeatures。Certainlyitwasallhiswordsexpressed,ashisglancesflewfromthestonetothegloves,andbackagaintotheinspector’sface。
\"Icannotbelieveit。Icannotbelieveit。\"Andhishandflewwildlytohisforehead。
\"Yetitisthetruth,Mr。Durand,andoneyouhavenowtoface。
Howwillyoudothis?Byanyfurtherexplanations,orbywhatyoumayconsideradiscreetsilence?\"
\"Ihavenothingtoexplain,——thefactsareasIhavestated。\"
Theinspectorregardedhimwithanearnestnesswhichmademyheartsink。
\"Youcanfixthetimeofthisvisit,Ihope;tellus,Imean,justwhenyouleftthealcove。Youmusthaveseensomeonewhocanspeakforyou。\"
\"Ifearnot。\"
Whydidhelooksodisturbedanduncertain?
\"Therewerebutfewpersonsinthehalljustthen,\"hewentontoexplain。\"Noonewassittingontheyellowdivan。\"
\"Youknowwhereyouwent,though?Whomyousawandwhatyoudidbeforethealarmspread?\"
\"Inspector,Iamquiteconfused。Ididgosomewhere;Ididnotremaininthatpartofthehall。ButIcantellyounothingdefinite,savethatIwalkedabout,mostlyamongstrangers,tillthecryrosewhichsentusallinonedirectionandmetothesideofmyfaintingsweetheart。\"
\"Canyoupickoutanystrangeryoutalkedto,oranyonewhomighthavenotedyouduringthisinterval?Yousee,forthesakeofthislittlewoman,Iwishtogiveyoueverychance。\"
\"Inspector,Iamobligedtothrowmyselfonyourmercy。Ihavenosuchwitnesstomyinnocenceasyoucallfor。Innocentpeopleseldomhave。Itisonlytheguiltywhotakethetroubletoprovideforsuchcontingencies。\"
Thiswasallverywell,ifithadbeenutteredwithastraightforwardairandinacleartone。Butitwasnot。Iwholovedhimfeltthatitwasnot,andconsequentlywasmoreorlesspreparedforthechangewhichnowtookplaceintheinspector’smanner。Yetitpiercedmetothehearttoobservethischange,andIinstinctivelydroppedmyfaceintomyhandswhenIsawhimmovetowardMr。Durandwithsomefinalorderorwordofcaution。
Instantly(andwhocanaccountforsuchphenomena?)therefloatedintoviewbeforemyretinaareproductionofthepictureIhadseen,orimaginedmyselftohaveseen,inthesupper-room;andasatthattimeitopenedbeforemeanunknownvistaquiteremovedfromthesurroundingscene,soitdidnow,andIbeheldagaininfaintoutlines,andyetwiththeeffectofcompletedistinctness,asquareoflightthroughwhichappearedanopenpassagepartlyshutofffromviewbyahalf-liftedcurtainandthetallfigureofamanholdingbackthiscurtainandgazing,orseemingtogaze,athisownbreast,onwhichhehadalreadylaidonequiveringfinger。
Whatdiditmean?Intheexcitementofthehorribleoccurrencewhichhadengrossedusall,Ihadforgottenthiscuriousexperience;butonfeelinganewthevaguesensationofshockandexpectationwhichseemeditsnaturalaccompaniment,Ibecameconsciousofasuddenconvictionthatthepicturewhichhadopenedbeforemeinthesupper-roomwastheresultofareflectioninaglassormirrorofsomethingthengoingoninaplacenototherwisewithinthereachofmyvision;areflection,theimportanceofwhichIsuddenlyrealizedwhenIrecalledatwhatacriticalmomentithadoccurred。Amaninastateofdreadlookingathisbreast,withinfiveminutesofthestirandrushofthedreadfuleventwhichhadmarkedthisevening!
Ahope,greatasthedespairinwhichIhadjustbeensunk,gavemecouragetodropmyhandsandadvanceimpetuouslytowardtheinspector。
\"Don’tspeak,Ipray;don’tjudgeanyofusfurthertillyouhaveheardwhatIhavetosay。\"
Ingreatastonishmentandwithanaspectofsomeseverity,heaskedmewhatIhadtosaynowwhichIhadnothadtheopportunityofsayingbefore。IrepliedwithallthepassionofaforlornhopethatitwasonlyatthispresentmomentIrememberedafactwhichmighthaveaverydecidedbearingonthiscase;and,detectingevidences,asIthought,ofrelentingonhispart,I
backedupthisstatementbyanentreatyforafewwordswithhimapart,asthematterIhadtotellwasprivateandpossiblytoofancifulforanyearbuthisown。
Helookedasifheapprehendedsomelossofvaluabletime,but,touchedbytheinvoluntarygestureofappealwithwhichI
supplementedmyrequest,heledmeintoacorner,where,withjustanencouragingglancetowardMr。Durand,whoseemedstruckdumbbymyaction,ItoldtheinspectorofthatmomentarypicturewhichIhadseenreflectedinwhatIwasnowsurewassomewindow-paneormirror。
\"Itwasatatimecoincident,orverynearlycoincident,withtheperpetrationofthecrimeyouarenowinvestigating,\"I
concluded。\"Withinfiveminutesafterwardcametheshoutwhichrousedusalltowhathadhappenedinthealcove。IdonotknowwhatpassageIsaworwhatdoororevenwhatfigure;butthelatter,Iamsure,wasthatoftheguiltyman。Somethingintheoutline(anditwastheoutlineonlyIcouldcatch)expressedanemotionincomprehensibletomeatthemoment,butwhich,inmyremembrance,impressesmeasthatoffearanddread。ItwasnottheentrancetothealcoveIbeheld——thatwouldhavestruckmeatonce——butsomeotheropeningwhichImightrecognizeifIsawit。
Cannotthatopeningbefound,andmayitnotgiveacluetothemanIsawskulkingthroughitwithterrorandremorseinhisheart?\"
\"Wasthisfigure,whenyousawit,turnedtowardyouoraway?\"
theinspectorinquiredwithunexpectedinterest。
\"Turnedpartlyaway。Hewasgoingfromme。\"
\"Andyousat——where?\"
\"ShallIshowyou?\"
Theinspectorbowed,thenwithalowwordofcautionturnedtomyuncle。
\"Iamgoingtotakethisyoungladyintothehallforamoment,atherownrequest。MayIaskyouandMr。Durandtoawaitmehere?\"
Withoutpausingforreply,hethrewopenthedoorandpresentlywewerepacingthedesertedsupper-room,seekingtheplacewhereIhadsat。Ifounditalmostbyamiracle,——everythingbeingingreatdisorder。Guidedbymybouquet,whichIhadleftbehindmeinmyescapefromthetable,Ilaidholdofthechairbeforewhichitlay,anddeclaredquiteconfidentlytotheinspector:
\"ThisiswhereIsat。\"
Naturallyhisglanceandminebothflewtotheoppositewall。A
windowwasbeforeusofanunusualsizeandmake。Unlikeanywhichhadeverbeforecomeundermyobservation,itswungonapivot,and,thoughshutatthepresentmoment,mightveryeasily,whenopened,presentitshugepaneatananglecapableofcatchingreflectionsfromsomeofthemanymirrorsdecoratingthereception-roomsituateddiagonallyacrossthehall。Asallthedoorwaysonthislowerfloorwereofunusualwidth,anopenpathwasoffered,asitwere,forthesereflectionstopass,makingitpossibleforscenestobeimagedherewhich,tothepersonsinvolved,wouldseemassafefromanyone’sscrutinyasiftheyweretakingplaceintheadjoininghouse。
Aswerealizedthis,alookpassedbetweenusofmorethanordinarysignificance。Pointingtothewindow,theinspectorturnedtoagroupofwaiterswatchingusfromtheothersideoftheroomandaskedifithadbeenopenedthatevening。
Theanswercamequickly。
\"Yes,sir,——justbeforethe——the——\"
\"Iunderstand,\"brokeintheinspector;and,leaningoverme,hewhispered:\"Tellmeagainexactlywhatyouthoughtyousaw。\"
ButIcouldaddlittletomyformerdescription。\"Perhapsyoucantellmethis,\"hekindlypersisted。\"Wasthepicture,whenyousawit,onalevelwithyoureye,ordidyouhavetoliftyourheadinordertoseeit?\"
\"Itwashighup,——intheair,asitwere。Thatseemeditsoddestfeature。\"
Theinspector’smouthtookasatisfiedcurve。\"PossiblyImightidentifythedoorandpassage,ifIsawthem,\"Isuggested。
\"Certainly,certainly,\"washischeerfulrejoinder;and,summoningoneofhismen,hewasabouttogivesomeorder,whenhisimpulsechanged,andheaskedifIcoulddraw。
Iassuredhim,insomesurprise,thatIwasfarfrombeinganadeptinthatdirection,butthatpossiblyImightmanagearoughsketch;whereuponhepulledapadandpencilfromhispocketandrequestedmetomakesomesortofattempttoreproduce,onpaper,mymemoryofthispassageandthedoor。
Myheartwasbeatingviolently,andthepencilshookinmyhand,butIknewthatitwouldnotdoformetoshowanyhesitationinfixingforalleyeswhat,unaccountablytomyself,continuedtobeperfectlyplaintomyown。SoIendeavoredtodoashebademe,andsucceeded,tosomeextent,forheutteredaslightejaculationatoneofitsfeatures,and,whiledulyexpressinghisthanks,honoredmewithaverysharplook。
\"Isthisyourfirstvisittothishouse?\"heasked。
\"No;Ihavebeenherebefore。\"
\"Intheevening,orintheafternoon?\"
\"Intheafternoon。\"
\"Iamtoldthatthemainentranceisnotinuseto-night。\"
\"No。Asidedoorisprovidedforoccasionslikethepresent。
Guestsenteringtherefindaspecialhallandstaircase,bywhichtheycanreachtheupstairsdressing-rooms,withoutcrossingthemainhall。Isthatwhatyoumean?\"
\"Yes,thatiswhatImean。\"
Istaredathiminwonder。Whatlaybackofsuchquestionsasthese?
\"Youcamein,asothersdid,bythissideentrance,\"henowproceeded。\"Didyounotice,asyouturnedtogoupstairs,anarchopeningintoasmallpassagewayatyourleft?\"
\"Ididnot,\"Ibegan,flushing,forIthoughtIunderstoodhimnow。\"Iwastooeagertoreachthedressing-roomtolookaboutme。\"
\"Verywell,\"hereplied;\"Imaywanttoshowyouthatarch。\"
Theoutlineofanarch,backingthefigurewewereendeavoringtoidentify,wasamarkedfeatureinthesketchIhadshownhim。
\"WillyoutakeaseatnearbywhileImakeastudyofthismatter?\"
Iturnedwithalacritytoobey。Therewassomethinginhisairandmannerwhichmademealmostbuoyant。HadmyfancifulinterpretationofwhatIhadseenreachedhimwiththeconvictionithadme?Ifso,therewashope,——hopeforthemanIloved,whohadgoneinandoutbetweencurtains,andnotthroughanyarchsuchashehadmentionedorIhaddescribed。Providencewasworkingforme。Isawitinthewaythemennowmovedabout,swingingthewindowtoandfro,undertheinstructionoftheinspector,manipulatingthelights,openingdoorsanddrawingbackcurtains。Providencewasworkingforme,andwhen,afewminuteslater,Iwasaskedtoreseatmyselfinmyoldplaceatthesupper-tableandtakeanotherlookinthatslightlydeflectedglass,Iknewthatmyefforthadmetwithitsreward,andthatforthesecondtimeIwastoreceivetheimpressionofaplacenowindeliblyimprintedonmyconsciousness。
\"Isnotthatit?\"askedtheinspector,pointingattheglasswithalastlookattheimperfectsketchIhadmadehim,andwhichhestillheldinhishand。
\"Yes,\"Ieagerlyresponded。\"Allbuttheman。HewhosefigureI
seethereisanotherpersonentirely;Iseenoremorse,orevenfear,inhislooks。\"
\"Ofcoursenot。Youarelookingatthereflectionofoneofmymen。MissVanArsdale,doyourecognizetheplacenowunderyoureye?\"
\"Idonot。Youspokeofanarchinthehall,attheleftofthecarriageentrance,andIseeanarchinthewindow-panebeforeme,but——\"
\"Youarelookingstraightthroughthealcove,——perhapsyoudidnotknowthatanotherdooropenedatitsback,——intothepassagewhichrunsbehindit。Fartheronisthearch,andbeyondthatarchthesidehallandstaircaseleadingtothedressing-rooms。
Thisdoor,theoneintherearofthealcove,Imean,ishiddenfromthoseenteringfromthemainhallbydraperieswhichhavebeenhungoveritforthisoccasion,butitisquitevisiblefromthebackpassageway,andtherecanbenodoubtthatitwasbyitsmeanstheman,whosereflectedimageyousaw,bothenteredandleftthealcove。Itisanimportantfacttoestablish,andwefeelverymuchobligedtoyoufortheaidyouhavegivenusinthismatter。\"
Then,asIcontinuedtostareathiminmyelationandsurprise,headded,inquickexplanation:
\"Thelightsinthealcove,andintheseveralparlors,areallhungwithshades,asyoumustperceive,buttheoneinthehall,beyondthearch,isverybright,whichaccountsforthedistinctnessofthisdoublereflection。Anotherthing,——anditisaveryinterestingpoint,——itwouldhavebeenimpossibleforthisreflectiontobenoticeablefromwhereyousit,ifthelevelofthealcoveflooringhadnotbeenconsiderablyhigherthanthatofthemainfloor。Butforthisfreakofthearchitect,thecontinualpassingtoandfroofpeoplewouldhavepreventedthereflectioninitspassagefromsurfacetosurface。MissVanArsdale,itwouldseemthatbyoneofthosechanceswhichhappenbutonceortwiceinalifetime,everyconditionwaspropitiousatthemomenttomakethisreflectionapossibleoccurrence,eventhelocationandwidthoftheseveraldoorwaysandtheexactpointatwhichtheportierewasdrawnasidefromtheentrancetothealcove。\"
\"Itiswonderful,\"Icried,\"wonderful!\"Then,tohisastonishment,perhaps,Iaskediftherewasnotasmalldoorofcommunicationbetweenthepassagewaybackofthealcoveandthelargecentralhall。
\"Yes,\"hereplied。\"Itopensjustbeyondthefireplace。Threesmallstepsleadtoit。\"
\"Ithoughtso,\"Imurmured,butmoretomyselfthantohim。InmymindIwasthinkinghowaman,ifhesowished,couldpassfromtheveryheartofthisassemblageintothequietpassageway,andsoonintothealcove,withoutattractingverymuchattentionfromhisfellowguests。Iforgotthattherewasanotherwayofapproachevenlessnoticeablethatbythesmallstaircaserunningupbeyondthearchdirectlytothedressing-rooms。
Thatnoconfusionmayariseinanyone’smindinregardtothesecuriousapproaches,Isubjoinaplanofthisportionofthelowerfloorasitafterwardappearedintheleadingdailies。
\"AndMr。Durand?\"Istammered,asIfollowedtheinspectorbacktotheroomwherewehadleftthatgentleman。\"Youwillbelievehisstatementnowandlookforthissecondintruderwiththeguiltily-hangingheadandfrightenedmien?\"
\"Yes,\"hereplied,stoppingmeonthethresholdofthedoorandtakingmyhandkindlyinhis,\"if——(don’tstart,mydear;lifeisfulloftroubleforyoungandold,andyouthisthebesttimetofaceasadexperience)ifheisnothimselfthemanyousawstaringinfrightenedhorrorathisbreast。Haveyounotnoticedthatheisnotdressedinallrespectsliketheothergentlemenpresent?That,thoughhehasnotdonnedhisovercoat,hehasputon,somewhatprematurely,onemightsay,thelargesilkhandkerchiefliepresumablywearsunderit?Haveyounotnoticedthis,andaskedyourselfwhy?\"
Ihadnoticedit。IhadnoticeditfromthemomentIrecoveredfrommyfaintingfit,butIhadnotthoughtitamatterofsufficientinteresttoask,evenofmyself,hisreasonforthushidinghisshirt-front。NowIcouldnot。Myfacultiesweretooconfused,myhearttoodeeplyshakenbythesuggestionwhichtheinspector’swordsconveyed,formetobeconsciousofanythingbutthedevouringquestionastowhatIshoulddoif,bymyownmistakenzeal,IhadsucceededinplungingthemanIlovedyetdeeperintothetoilsinwhichhehadbecomeenmeshed。
Theinspectorleftmenotimeforthesettlementofthisquestion。UsheringmebackintotheroomwhereMr。Durandandmyuncleawaitedourreturninapparentlyunrelievedsilence,heclosedthedooruponthecuriouseyesofthevariouspersonsstilllingeringinthehall,andabruptlysaidtoMr。Durand:
\"Theexplanationsyouhavebeenpleasedtogiveofthemannerinwhichthisdiamondcameintoyourpossessionarenottoofancifulforcredence,ifyoucansatisfyusonanotherpointwhichhasawakenedsomedoubtinthemindofoneofmymen。Mr。Durand,youappeartohavepreparedyourselffordeparturesomewhatprematurely。Doyoumindremovingthathandkerchiefforamoment?
Myreasonforsopeculiararequestwillpresentlyappear。\"
Alas,formylastfondhope!Mr。Durand,withafaceaswhiteasthebackgroundofsnowframedbytheuncurtainedwindowagainstwhichheleaned,liftedhishandasiftocomplywiththeinspector’srequest,thenletitfallagainwithagratinglaugh。
\"IseethatIamnotlikelytoescapeanyoftheresultsofmyimprudence,\"hecried,andwithaquickjerkbaredhisshirt-front。
Asplashofreddefileditsotherwiseuniformwhiteness!Thatitwastheredofheart’sbloodwasprovedbytheshrinkinglookheunconsciouslycastatit。
IV
EXPLANATIONS
MyloveforAnsonDuranddiedatsighto?thatcrimsonsplashorIthoughtitdid。InthisspotofbloodonthebreastofhimtowhomIhadgivenmyheartIcouldreadbutoneword——guilt——
heinousguilt,guiltdeniedandnowbroughttolightinlanguagethatcouldbeseenandreadbyallmen。WhyshouldIstayinsuchapresence?Hadnottheinspectorhimselfadvisedmetogo?
Yes,butanothervoicebademeremain。JustasIreachedthedoor,AnsonDurandfoundhisvoiceandIheard,inthefull,sweettonesIlovedsowell:
\"WaitIamnottobejudgedlikethis。Iwillexplain!\"
Butheretheinspectorinterposed。
\"Doyouthinkitwisetomakeanysuchattemptwithouttheadviceofcounsel,Mr。Durand?\"
TheindignationwithwhichMr。Durandwheeledtowardhimraisedinmeafainthope。
\"GoodGod,yes!\"hecried。\"WouldyouhavemeleaveMissVanArsdaleoneminutelongerthanisnecessarytosuchdreadfuldoubts?Rita——MissVanArsdale——weakness,andweaknessonly,hasbroughtmeintomypresentposition。IdidnotkillMrs。
Fairbrother,nordidIknowinglytakeherdiamond,thoughappearanceslookthatway,asIamveryreadytoacknowledge。I
didgotoherinthealcove,notonce,buttwice,andthesearemyreasonsfordoingso:Aboutthreemonthsagoacertainwell-knownmanofenormouswealthcametomewiththerequestthatIshouldprocureforhimadiamondofsuperiorbeauty。Hewishedtogiveittohiswife,andhewishedittooutshineanywhichcouldnowbefoundinNewYork。Thismeantsendingabroad——
anexpensehewasquitewillingtoincuronthesoleconditionthatthestoneshouldnotdisappointhimwhenhesawit,andthatitwastobeinhishandsontheeighteenthofMarch,hiswife’sbirthday。NeverbeforehadIhadsuchanopportunityforalargestrokeofbusiness。Naturallyelated,Ienteredatonceintocorrespondencewiththebestknowndealersontheotherside,andlastweekadiamondwasdeliveredtomewhichseemedtofillallthenecessaryrequirements。Ihadneverseenafinerstone,andwasconsequentlyrejoicinginmysuccess,whensomeone,Idonotrememberwhonow,chancedtospeakinmyhearingofthewonderfulstonepossessedbyacertainMrs。Fairbrother——astonesolarge,sobrilliantandsopreciousaltogetherthatsheseldomworeit,thoughitwasknowntoconnoisseursandhadagreatreputationatTiffany’s,whereithadoncebeensentforsomealterationinthesetting。WasthisstonelargerandfinerthantheoneIhadprocuredwithsomuchtrouble?Ifso,mylaborhadallbeeninvain,formypatronmusthaveknownofthisdiamondandwouldexpecttoseeitsurpassed。
\"IwassoupsetbythispossibilitythatIresolvedtoseethejewelandmakecomparisonsformyself。Ifoundafriendwhoagreedtointroducemetothelady。Shereceivedmeverygraciouslyandwasamiableenoughuntilthesubjectofdiamondswasbroached,whensheimmediatelystiffenedandleftmewithoutanopportunityofprofferingmyrequest。However,oneveryothersubjectshewasaffable,andIfounditeasyenoughtopursuetheacquaintancetillwewerealmostonfriendlyterms。ButIneversawthediamond,norwouldshetalkaboutit,thoughIcausedhersomesurprisewhenonedayIdrewoutbeforehereyestheoneI
hadprocuredformypatronandmadeherlookatit。’Fine,’shecried,’fine!’ButIfailedtodetectanyenvyinhermanner,andsoknewthatIhadnotachievedtheobjectsetmebymywealthycustomer。Thiswasawoefuldisappointment;yet,asMrs。
Fairbrotherneverworeherdiamond,itwasamongthepossibilitiesthathemightbesatisfiedwiththeveryfinegemI
hadobtainedforhim,and,influencedbythishope,Isenthimthismorningarequesttocomeandseeittomorrow。TonightI
attendedthisball,andalmostassoonasIenterthedrawing-roomIhearthatMrs。Fairbrotherispresentandiswearingherfamousjewel。Whatcouldyouexpectofme?Why,thatIwouldmakeanefforttoseeitandsobereadywithareplytomyexactingcustomerwhenheshouldaskmeto-morrowifthestoneIshowedhimhaditspeerinthecity。Butwasnotinthedrawing-roomthen,andlaterIbecameinterestedelsewhere\"——herehecastalookatme——\"sothathalftheeveningpassedbeforeI
hadanopportunitytojoinherintheso-calledalcove,whereI
hadseenhersetupherminiaturecourt。Whatpassedbetweenusintheshortinterviewweheldtogetheryouwillfindmepreparedtostate,ifnecessary。ItwaschieflymarkedbytheoneshortviewIsucceededinobtainingofhermarvelousdiamond,inspiteofthepainsshetooktohideitfrommebysomenaturalmovementwhenevershecaughtmyeyesleavingherface。ButinthatoneshortlookIhadseenenough。Thiswasagemforacollector,nottobewornsaveinaroyalpresence。Howhadshecomebyit?AndcouldMr。Smytheexpectmetoprocurehimastonelikethat?InmyconfusionIarosetodepart,buttheladyshowedadispositiontokeepme,andbeganchattingsovivaciouslythatIscarcelynoticedthatshewasallthetimeengagedindrawingoffhergloves。Indeed,Ialmostforgotthejewel,possiblybecausehermovementshiditsocompletely,andonlyremembereditwhen,withasuddenturnfromthewindowwhereshehaddrawnmetowatchthefallingflakes,shepressedtheglovesintomyhandwiththecoquettishrequestthatIshouldtakecareofthemforher。I
remember,asItookthem,ofstrivingtocatchanotherglimpseofthestone,whosebrilliancyhaddazzledme,butshehadopenedherfanbetweenus。Amomentafter,thinkingIheardapproachingsteps,Iquittedtheroom。Thiswasmyfirstvisit。\"
Ashestopped,possiblyforbreath,possiblytojudgetowhatextentIwasimpressedbyhisaccount,theinspectorseizedtheopportunitytoaskifMrs。Fairbrotherhadbeenstandinganyofthistimewithherbacktohim。Towhichheansweredyes,whiletheywereinthewindow。
\"Longenoughforhertopluckoffthejewelandthrustitintothegloves,ifshehadsowished?\"
\"Quitelongenough。\"
\"Butyoudidnotseeherdothis?\"
\"Ididnot。\"
\"Andsotookthegloveswithoutsuspicion?\"
\"Entirelyso。\"
\"Andcarriedthemaway?\"
\"Unfortunately,yes。\"
\"Withoutthinkingthatshemightwantthemthenextminute?\"
\"IdoubtifIwasthinkingseriouslyofheratall。Mythoughtswereonmyowndisappointment。\"
\"Didyoucarrytheseglovesoutinyourhand?\"
\"No,inmypocket。\"
\"Isee。Andyoumet——\"
\"Noone。ThesoundIheardmusthavecomefromtherearhall。\"
\"Andtherewasnobodyonthesteps?\"
\"No。Agentlemanwasstandingattheirfoot——Mr。Grey,theEnglishman——buthisfacewasturnedanotherway,andhelookedasifhehadbeeninthatsamepositionforseveralminutes。\"
\"Didthisgentleman——Mr。Grey——seeyou?\"
\"Icannotsay,butIdoubtit。Heappearedtobeinasortofdream。Therewereotherpeopleabout,butnobodywithwhomIwasacquainted。\"
\"Verygood。Nowforthesecondvisityouacknowledgehavingpaidthisunfortunatelady。\"
Theinspector’svoicewashard。Iclungalittlemoretightlytomyuncle,andMr。Durand,afteroneagonizingglancemyway,drewhimselfupasifquiteconsciousthathehadentereduponthemostseriouspartofthestruggle。
\"Ihadforgottentheglovesinmyhurrieddeparture;butpresentlyIrememberedthem,andgrewveryuneasy。Ididnotlikecarryingthiswoman’spropertyaboutwithme。Ihadengagedmyself,anhourbefore,toMissVanArsdale,andwasveryanxioustorejoinher。Theglovesworriedme,andfinally,afteralittleaimlesswanderingthroughthevariousrooms,Ideterminedtogobackandrestorethemtotheirowner。Thedoorsofthesupper-roomhadjustbeenflungopen,andtheendofthehallnearthealcovewascomparativelyempty,saveforacertainquizzicalfriendofmine,whomIsawsittingwithhispartnerontheyellowdivan。Ididnotwanttoencounterhimjustthen,forhehadalreadyjokedmeaboutmyadmirationfortheladywiththediamond,andsoIconceivedtheideaofapproachingherbymeansofasecondentrancetothealcove,unsuspectedbymostofthosepresent,butperfectlywell-knowntome,whohavebeenafrequentguestinthishouse。Adoor,coveredbytemporarydraperies,connects,asyoumayknow,thisalcovewithapassagewaycommunicatingdirectlywiththehallofentranceandtheup-stairsdressing-rooms。Togoupthemainstairsandcomedownbythesideone,andsoon,throughasmallarchway,wasaverysimplematterforme。Ifnoearly-departingorlatearrivingguestswereinthathall,Ineedfearbutoneencounter,andthatwaswiththeservantstationedatthecarriageentrance。Butevenhewasabsentatthispropitiousinstant,andIreachedthedoorIsoughtwithoutanyunpleasantness。Thisdooropenedoutinsteadofin,——thisIalsoknewwhenplanningthissurreptitiousintrusion,but,afterpullingitopenandreachingforthecurtain,whichhungcompletelyacrossit,IfounditnotsoeasytoproceedasIhadimagined。Thestealthinessofmyactionheldbackmyhand;thenthefaintsoundsIheardwithinadvisedmethatshewasnotalone,andthatshemightveryreadilyregardwithdispleasuremyunexpectedentrancebyadoorofwhichshewaspossiblyignorant。Itellyouallthisbecause,ifbyanychanceIwasseenhesitatinginfaceofthatcurtain,doubtsmighthavebeenraisedwhichIamanxioustodispel。\"Herehiseyesleftmyfaceforthatoftheinspector。
\"Itcertainlyhadabadlook,——thatIdon’tdeny;butIdidnotthinkofappearancesthen。Iwastooanxioustocompleteataskwhichhadsuddenlypresentedunexpecteddifficulties。ThatI
listenedbeforeenteringwasverynatural,andwhenIheardnovoice,onlysomethinglikeagreatsigh,Iventuredtoliftthecurtainandstepin。Shewassitting,notwhereIhadlefther,butonacouchattheleftoftheusualentrance,herfacetowardme,and——youknowhow,Inspector。ItwasherlastsighIhadheard。Horrified,forIhadneverlookedondeathbefore,muchlesscrime,Ireeledforward,meaning,Ipresume,torushdownthestepsshoutingforhelp,when,suddenly,somethingfellsplashingonmyshirt-front,andIsawmyselfmarkedwithastainofblood。Thisbothfrightenedandbewilderedme,anditwasaminuteortwobeforeIhadthecouragetolookup。WhenIdiddoso,Isawwhencethisdrophadcome。Notfromher,thoughtheredstreamwaspouringdowntherichfoldsofherdress,butfromasharpneedle-likeinstrumentwhichhadbeenthrust,pointdownward,intheopenworkofanantiquelanternhangingnearthedoorway。Whathadhappenedtomemighthavehappenedtoanyonewhochancedtobeinthatspotatthatspecialmoment,butIdidnotrealizethisthen。Coveringthesplashwithmyhands,IedgedmyselfbacktothedoorbywhichIhadentered,watchingthosedeathfuleyesandcrushingundermyfeettheremnantsofsomebrokenchinawithwhichthecarpetwasbestrewn。Ihadnothoughtofher,hardlyanyofmyself。Tocrosstheroomwasall;toescapeassecretlyasIcame,beforetheportieresonearlydrawnbetweenmeandthemainhallshouldstirunderthehandofsomecuriouspersonentering。Itwasmyfirstsightofblood;myfirstcontactwithcrime,andthatwaswhatIdid,——Ifled。\"
Thelastwordwasutteredwithagasp。Evidentlyhewasgreatlyaffectedbythishorribleexperience。
\"Iamashamedofmyself,\"hemuttered,\"butnothingcannowundothefact。Islidfromthepresenceofthismurderedwomanasthoughshehadbeenthevictimofmyownrageorcupidity;and,beingfortunateenoughtoreachthedressing-roombeforethealarmhadspreadbeyondtheimmediatevicinityofthealcove,foundandputonthehandkerchief,whichmadeitpossibleformetorushdownandfindMissVanArsdale,who,somebodytoldme,hadfainted。NottillIstoodoverherinthatremotecornerbeyondthesupper-roomdidIagainthinkofthegloves。WhatI
didwhenIhappenedtothinkofthem,youalreadyknow。IcouldhaveshownnogreatercowardiceifIhadknownthatthemurderedwoman’sdiamondwashiddeninsidethem。Yet,Ididnotknowthis,orevensuspectit。NordoIunderstand,now,herreasonforplacingitthere。WhyshouldMrs。Fairbrotherrisksuchaninvaluablegemtothecustodyofonesheknewsolittle?Anunconsciouscustody,too?Wassheafraidofbeingmurderedifsheretainedthisjewel?\"
Theinspectorthoughtamoment,andthensaid:
\"Youmentionyourdreadofsomeoneenteringbytheonedoorbeforeyoucouldescapebytheother。Doyourefertothefriendyouleftsittingonthedivanopposite?\"
\"No,myfriendhadleftthatseat。Theportierewassufficientlydrawnformetodetectthat。IfIhadwaitedaminutelonger,\"hebitterlyadded,\"Ishouldhavefoundmywayopentotheregularentrance,andsoescapedallthis。\"
\"Mr。Durand,youarenotobligedtoansweranyofmyquestions;
but,ifyouwish,youmaytellmewhether,atthismomentofapprehension,youthoughtofthedangeryouranofbeingseenfromoutsidebysomeoneofthemanycoachmenpassingbyonthedriveway?\"
\"No,——Ididnoteventhinkofthewindow,——Idon’tknowwhy;but,ifanyonepassingbydidseeme,Ihopetheysawenoughtosubstantiatemystory。\"
Theinspectormadenoreply。Heseemedtobethinking。Iheardafterwardthatthecurtains,loopedbackintheearlyevening,hadbeenfoundhangingatfulllengthoverthiswindowbythosewhofirstrushedinuponthesceneofdeath。HadhehopedtoentrapMr。Durandintosomedamagingadmission?Orwashemerelytestinghistruth?Hisexpressionaffordednocluetohisthoughts,andMr。Durand,notingthis,remarkedwithsomedignity:
\"Idonotexpectstrangerstoaccepttheseexplanations,whichmustsoundstrangeandinadequateinfaceoftheproofIcarryofhavingbeenwiththatwomanafterthefatalweaponstruckherheart。But,toonewhoknowsme,andknowsmewell,IcansurelyappealforcredencetoatalewhichIheredeclaretobeastrueasifIhadsworntoitinacourtofjustice。\"
\"Anson!:\"Ipassionatelycriedout,looseningmyclutchuponmyuncle’sarm。Myconfidenceinhimhadreturned。
Andthen,asInotedtheinspector’sbusinesslikeair,andmyuncle’swaveringlookandunconvincedmanner,Ifeltmyheartswell,and,flingingalldiscretiontothewind,Iboundedeagerlyforward。LayingmyhandsinthoseofMr。Durand,Icriedfervently:
\"Ibelieveinyou。Nothingbutyourownwordsshallevershakemyconfidenceinyourinnocence。\"
Thesweet,gladlookIreceivedwasmybestreply。Icouldleavetheroom,afterthat。
Butnotthehouse。Anotherexperienceawaitedme,awaitedusall,beforethisfull,eventfuleveningcametoaclose。
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SUPERSTITION
Ihadgoneupstairsformywraps——myunclehavinginsistedonmywithdrawingfromascenewheremyverypresenceseemedinsomedegreetocompromiseme。
Soonpreparedformydeparture,Iwascrossingthehalltothesmalldoorcommunicatingwiththesidestaircasewheremyunclehadpromisedtoawaitme,whenIfeltmyselfseizedbyadesiretohaveanotherlookbelowbeforeleavingtheplaceinwhichwerecenteredallmydeepestinterests。
Awidelanding,breakingupthemainflightofstairssomefewfeetfromthetop,offeredmeanadmirablepointofview。Withbutlittlethoughtofpossibleconsequences,andnothoughtatallofmypoor,patientuncle,Islippeddowntothislanding,and,protectedbytheunusualheightofitsbalustrade,allowedmyselfapartingglanceatthescenewithwhichmymostpoignantmemorieswerehenceforthtobeconnected。
Beforemelaythelargesquareofthecentralhall。Openingoutfromthiswasthecorridorleadingtothefrontdoor,andincidentallytothelibrary。Asmyglancerandownthiscorridor,Ibeheld,approachingfromtheroomjustmentioned,thetallfigureoftheEnglishman。
Hehaltedashereachedthemainhallandstoodgazingeagerlyatagroupofmenandwomenclusterednearthefireplace——agrouponwhichInosoonercastmyowneyethanmyattentionalsobecamefixed。
TheinspectorhadcomefromtheroomwhereIhadlefthimwithMr。Durandandwasshowingtothesepeopletheextraordinarydiamond,whichhehadjustrecoveredundersuchremarkableifnotsuspiciouscircumstances。Youngheadsandoldweremeetingoverit,andIwasstrainingmyearstohearsuchcommentsaswereaudibleabovethegeneralhubbub,whenMr。GreymadeaquickmoveandIlookedhiswayagainintimetomarkhisairofconcernandtheuncertaintyheshowedwhethertoadvanceorretreat。
Unconsciousofmywatchfuleye,andnoting,nodoubt,thatmostofthepersonsinthegrouponwhichhisowneyewasleveledstoodwiththeirbackstowardhim,hemadenoefforttodisguisehisprofoundinterestinthestone。Hiseyefolloweditspassagefromhandtohandwithacovetouseagernessofwhichhemaynothavebeenaware,andIwasnotatallsurprisedwhen,afterashortintervaloftroubledindecision,heimpulsivelysteppedforwardandbeggedtheprivilegeofhandlingthegemhimself。
Ourhost,whostoodnotfarfromtheinspector,saidsomethingtothatgentlemanwhichledtothisrequestbeingcompliedwith。ThestonewaspassedovertoMr。Grey,andIsaw,possiblybecausemyheartwasinmyeyes,thatthegreatman’shandtrembledasittouchedhispalm。Indeed,hiswholeframetrembled,andIwaslookingeagerlyfortheresultofhisinspectionwhen,onhisturningtoholdthejeweluptothelight,somethinghappenedsoabnormalandsostrangethatnoonewhowasfortunate(orunfortunate)enoughtobepresentinthehouseatthatinstantwilleverforgetit。
Thissomethingwasacry,comingfromnooneknewwhere,which,unearthlyinitsshrillnessandthepowerithadontheimagination,reverberatedthroughthehouseanddiedawayinawailsoweird,sothrillingandsoprolongedthatitgrippednotonlymyownnervelessandweakenedheart,butthoseofthetenstrongmencongregatedbelowme。ThediamonddroppedfromMr。
Grey’shand,andneitherhenoranyoneelsemovedtopickitup。
Nottillsilencehadcomeagain——asilencealmostasunendurabletothesensitiveearasthecrywhichhadprecededit——didanyonestirorthinkofthegem。Thenonegentlemanafteranotherbenttolookforit,butwithnosuccess,tilloneofthewaiters,whopossiblyhadfolloweditwithhiseyeorcaughtsightofitssparkleontheedgeoftherug,whitherithadrolled,sprangandpickeditupandhandeditbacktoMr。Grey。
InstinctivelytheEnglishman’shandclosedonit,butitwasveryevidenttome,andIthinktoall,thathisinterestinitwasgone。Ifhelookedatithedidnotseeit,forhestoodlikeonestunnedallthetimethatagitatedmenandwomenwererunninghitherandthitherinunavailingeffortstolocatethesoundyetringingintheirears。Nottillthesevarioussearchershadallcometogetheragain,interrorofamysterytheycouldnotsolve,didhelethishandfallandhimselfawaketothesceneabouthim。
Thewordsheatoncegaveutterancetowereasremarkableasalltherest。