Butshehadbetterbecareful,\"saidthedoctor。\"Iwillhavenotreasoninmyhouse。\"
\"Isuspectshewillbecareful;forsheisatbottomverymuchafraidofyou。\"
\"Theyarebothafraidofme,harmlessasIam,\"thedoctoranswered。
\"AnditisonthatthatIbuild-onthesalutaryterrorIinspire。\"
CHAPTER14。
HEWROTEhisfranklettertoMrs。Montgomery,whopunctuallyansweredit,mentioninganhouratwhichhemightpresenthimselfintheSecondAvenue。Shelivedinaneatlittlehouseofredbrick,whichhadbeenfreshlypainted,withtheedgesofthebricksverysharplymarkedoutinwhite。Ithasnowdisappeared,withitscompanions,tomakeroomforarowofstructuresmoremajestic。
Thereweregreenshuttersuponthewindows,withoutslats,butpiercedwithlittleholes,arrangedingroups;andbeforethehousewasadiminutive\"yard,\"ornamentedwithabushofmysteriouscharacter,andsurroundedbyalowwoodenpaling,paintedinthesamegreenastheshutters。Theplacelookedlikeamagnifiedbaby-house,andmighthavebeentakendownfromashelfinatoyshop。DoctorSloper,whenhewenttocall,saidtohimself,asheglancedattheobjectsIhaveenumerated,thatMrs。Montgomerywasevidentlyathriftyandself-respectinglittleperson-themodestproportionsofherdwellingseemedtoindicatethatshewasofsmallstature-whotookavirtuoussatisfactioninkeepingherselftidy,andhadresolvedthat,sinceshemightnotbesplendid,shewouldatleastbeimmaculate。Shereceivedhiminalittleparlor,whichwaspreciselytheparlorhehadexpected:asmallunspeckledbower,ornamentedwithadesultoryfoliageoftissuepaper,andwithclustersofglassdrops,amidstwhich-tocarryouttheanalogy-thetemperatureoftheleafyseasonwasmaintainedbymeansofacast-ironstove,emittingadryblueflame,andsmellingstronglyofvarnish。Thewallswereembellishedwithengravingsswathedinpinkgauze,andthetablesornamentedwithvolumesofextractsfromthepoets,usuallyboundinblackclothstampedwithfloriddesignsinjaundicedgilt。Thedoctorhadtimetotakecognizanceofthesedetails;forMrs。
Montgomery,whoseconducthepronouncedunderthecircumstancesinexcusable,kepthimwaitingsometenminutesbeforesheappeared。Atlast,however,sherustledin,smoothingdownastiffpoplindress,withalittlefrightenedflushinagracefullyroundedcheek。
Shewasasmall,plump,fairwoman,withabright,cleareye,andanextraordinaryairofneatnessandbriskness。Butthesequalitieswereevidentlycombinedwithanunaffectedhumility,andthedoctorgaveherhisesteemassoonashehadlookedather。Abravelittleperson,withlivelyperceptions,andyetadisbeliefinherowntalentforsocial,asdistinguishedfrompractical,affairs-thiswashisrapidmentalresumeofMrs。Montgomery;who,ashesaw,wasflatteredbywhatsheregardedasthehonorofhisvisit。Mrs。
Montgomery,inherlittleredhouseintheSecondAvenue,wasapersonforwhomDr。Sloperwasoneofthegreatmen-oneofthefinegentlemenofNewYork;andwhileshefixedheragitatedeyesuponhim,whilesheclaspedhermittenedhandstogetherinherglossypoplinlap,shehadtheappearanceofsayingtoherselfthathequiteansweredherideaofwhatadistinguishedguestwouldnaturallybe。
Sheapologizedforbeinglate;butheinterruptedher。
\"Itdoesn\'tmatter,\"hesaid,\"forwhileIsathereIhadtimetothinkoverwhatIwishtosaytoyou,andtomakeupmymindhowtobegin。\"
\"Oh,dobegin!\"murmuredMrs。Montgomery。
\"Itisnotsoeasy,\"saidthedoctor,smiling。\"YouwillhavegatheredfrommyletterthatIwishtoaskyouafewquestions,andyoumaynotfinditverycomfortabletoanswerthem。\"
\"Yes;IhavethoughtwhatIshouldsay。Itisnotveryeasy。\"
\"Butyoumustunderstandmysituation-mystateofmind。Yourbrotherwishestomarrymydaughter,andIwishtofindoutwhatsortofayoungmanheis。Agoodwaytodososeemedtobetocomeandaskyou,whichIhaveproceededtodo。\"
Mrs。Montgomeryevidentlytookthesituationveryseriously;shewasinastateofextrememoralconcentration。Shekeptherprettyeyes,whichwereilluminedbyasortofbrilliantmodesty,attachedtohisowncountenance,andevidentlypaidthemostearnestattentiontoeachofhiswords。Herexpressionindicatedthatshethoughthisideaofcomingtoseeheraverysuperiorconception,butthatshewasreallyafraidtohaveopinionsonstrangesubjects。
\"Iamextremelygladtoseeyou,\"shesaid,inatonewhichseemedtoadmit,atthesametime,thatthishadnothingtodowiththequestion。
Thedoctortookadvantageofthisadmission。\"Ididn\'tcometoseeyouforyourpleasure;Icametomakeyousaydisagreeablethings-andyoucan\'tlikethat。Whatsortofagentlemanisyourbrother?\"
Mrs。Montgomery\'silluminatedgazegrewvague,andbegantowander。Shesmiledalittle,andforsometimemadenoanswer,sothatthedoctoratlastbecameimpatient。Andheranswer,whenitcame,wasnotsatisfactory。\"Itisdifficulttotalkaboutone\'sbrother。\"
\"Notwhenoneisfondofhim,andwhenonehasplentyofgoodtosay。\"
\"Yes,eventhen,whenagooddealdependsonit,\"saidMrs。
Montgomery。
\"Nothingdependsonitforyou。\"
\"Imeanfor-for-\"andshehesitated。
\"Foryourbrotherhimself。Isee。\"
\"ImeanforMissSloper,\"saidMrs。Montgomery。
Thedoctorlikedthis;ithadtheaccentofsincerity。\"Exactly;
that\'sthepoint。Ifmypoorgirlshouldmarryyourbrother,everything-asregardsherhappiness-woulddependonhisbeingagoodfellow。Sheisthebestcreatureintheworld,andshecouldneverdohimagrainofinjury。He,ontheotherhand,ifheshouldnotbeallthatwedesire,mightmakeherverymiserable。ThatiswhyI
wantyoutothrowsomelightuponhischaracter,youknow。Ofcourse,youarenotboundtodoit。Mydaughter,whomyouhaveneverseen,isnothingtoyou;andI,possibly,amonlyanindiscreetandimpertinentoldman。Itisperfectlyopentoyoutotellmethatmyvisitisinverybadtaste,andthatIhadbettergoaboutmybusiness。ButIdon\'tthinkyouwilldothis;becauseIthinkweshallinterestyou-mypoorgirlandI。IamsurethatifyouweretoseeCatherineshewouldinterestyouverymuch。Idon\'tmeanbecausesheisinterestingintheusualsenseoftheword,butbecauseyouwouldfeelsorryforher。Sheissosoft,sosimpleminded,shewouldbesuchaneasyvictim!Abadhusbandwouldhaveremarkablefacilitiesformakinghermiserable;forshewouldhaveneithertheintelligencenortheresolutiontogetthebetterofhim,andyetshewouldhaveanexaggeratedpowerofsuffering。Isee,\"addedthedoctor,withhismostinsinuating,hismostprofessionallaugh,\"youarealreadyinterested。\"
\"Ihavebeeninterestedfromthemomenthetoldmehewasengaged,\"saidMrs。Montgomery。
\"Ah,hesaysthat-hecallsitanengagement?\"
\"Oh,hehastoldmeyoudidn\'tlikeit。\"
\"DidhetellyouthatIdon\'tlikehim?\"
\"Yes,hetoldmethattoo。IsaidIcouldn\'thelpit,\"addedMrs。
Montgomery。
\"Ofcourseyoucan\'t。ButwhatyoucandoistotellmeIamright-togivemeanattestation,asitwere。\"Andthedoctoraccompaniedthisremarkwithanotherprofessionalsmile。
Mrs。Montgomery,however,smilednotatall;itwasobviousthatshecouldnottakethehumorousviewofhisappeal。\"Thatisagooddealtoask,\"shesaid,atlast。
\"Therecanbenodoubtofthat;andImust,inconscience,remindyouoftheadvantagesayoungmanmarryingmydaughterwouldenjoy。
Shehasanincomeoftenthousanddollarsinherownright,leftherbyhermother;ifshemarriesahusbandIapprove,shewillcomeintoalmosttwiceasmuchmoreatmydeath。\"
Mrs。Montgomerylistenedingreatearnestnesstothissplendidfinancialstatement;shehadneverheardthousandsofdollarssofamiliarlytalkedabout。Sheflushedalittlewithexcitement。\"Yourdaughterwillbeimmenselyrich,\"shesaid,softly。
\"Precisely-that\'sthebotherofit。\"
\"AndifMorrisshouldmarryher,he-he-\"Andshehesitated,timidly。
\"Hewouldbemasterofallthatmoney?Bynomeans。Hewouldbemasterofthetenthousandayearthatshehasfromhermother;butIshouldleaveeverypennyofmyownfortune,earnedinthelaboriousexerciseofmyprofession,tomynephewsandnieces。\"
Mrs。Montgomerydroppedhereyesatthis,andsatforsometimegazingatthestrawmattingwhichcoveredherfloor。
\"Isupposeitseemstoyou,\"saidthedoctor,laughing,\"thatinsodoingIshouldplayyourbrotheraveryshabbytrick。\"
\"Notatall。Thatistoomuchmoneytogetpossessionofsoeasilybymarrying。Idon\'tthinkitwouldberight。\"
\"It\'srighttogetallonecan。Butinthiscaseyourbrotherwouldn\'tbeable。IfCatherinemarrieswithoutmyconsent,shedoesn\'tgetapennyfrommyownpocket。\"
\"Isthatcertain?\"askedMrs。Montgomery,lookingup。
\"AscertainasthatIsithere。\"
\"Evenifsheshouldpineaway?\"
\"Evenifsheshouldpinetoashadow,whichisn\'tprobable。\"
\"DoesMorrisknowthis?\"
\"Ishallbemosthappytoinformhim,\"thedoctorexclaimed。
Mrs。Montgomeryresumedhermeditations;andhervisitor,whowaspreparedtogivetimetotheaffair,askedhimselfwhether,inspiteofherlittleconscientiousair,shewasnotplayingintoherbrother\'shands。Atthesametimehewashalfashamedoftheordealtowhichhehadsubjectedher,andwastouchedbythegentlenesswithwhichsheboreit。\"Ifshewereahumbug,\"hesaid,\"shewouldgetangry,unlessshebeverydeepindeed。Itisnotprobablethatsheisasdeepasthat。\"
\"WhatmakesyoudislikeMorrissomuch?\"shepresentlyasked,emergingfromherreflections。
\"Idon\'tdislikehimintheleastasafriend,asacompanion。Heseemstomeacharmingfellow,andIshouldthinkhewouldbeexcellentcompany。Idislikehimexclusivelyasason-in-law。Iftheonlyofficeofason-in-lawweretodineatthepaternaltable,I
shouldsetahighvalueuponyourbrother:Hedinescapitally。Butthatisasmallpartofhisfunction,which,ingeneral,istobeaprotectorandcaretakerofmychild,whoissingularlyill-adaptedtotakecareofherself。Itistherethathedoesn\'tsatisfyme。I
confessIhavenothingbutmyimpressiontogoby;butIaminthehabitoftrustingmyimpression。Ofcourseyouareatlibertytocontradictitflat。Hestrikesmeasselfishandshallow。\"
Mrs。Montgomery\'seyesexpandedalittle,andthedoctorfanciedhesawthelightofadmirationinthem。\"Iwonderyouhavediscoveredheisselfish,\"sheexclaimed。
\"Doyouthinkhehidesitsowell?\"
\"Verywellindeed,\"saidMrs。Montgomery。\"AndIthinkweareallratherselfish,\"sheadded,quickly。
\"Ithinksotoo;butIhaveseenpeoplehideitbetterthanhe。
YouseeIamhelpedbyahabitIhaveofdividingpeopleintoclasses,intotypes。Imayeasilybemistakenaboutyourbrotherasanindividual,buthistypeiswrittenonhiswholeperson。\"
\"Heisverygood-looking,\"saidMrs。Montgomery。
Thedoctoreyedheramoment。\"Youwomenareallthesame!Butthetypetowhichyourbrotherbelongswasmadetobetheruinofyou,andyouweremadetobeitshandmaidsandvictims。Thesignofthetypeinquestionisthedetermination-sometimesterribleinitsquietintensity-toacceptnothingoflifebutitspleasures,andtosecurethesepleasureschieflybytheaidofyourcomplaisantsex。
Youngmenofthisclassneverdoanythingforthemselvesthattheycangetotherpeopletodoforthem,anditistheinfatuation,thedevotion,thesuperstitionofothersthatkeepsthemgoing。Theseothers,inninety-ninecasesoutofahundred,arewomen。Whatouryoungfriendschieflyinsistuponisthatsomeoneelseshallsufferforthem;andwomendothatsortofthing,asyoumustknow,wonderfullywell。\"Thedoctorpausedamoment,andthenheadded,abruptly,\"Youhavesufferedimmenselyforyourbrother!\"
Thisexclamationwasabrupt,asIsay,butitwasalsoperfectlycalculated。ThedoctorhadbeenratherdisappointedatnotfindinghiscompactandcomfortablelittlehostesssurroundedinamorevisibledegreebytheravagesofMorrisTownsend\'simmorality;buthehadsaidtohimselfthatthiswasnotbecausetheyoungmanhadsparedher,butbecauseshehadcontrivedtoplasterupherwounds。Theywereachingtherebehindthevarnishedstove,thefestoonedengravings,beneathherownneatlittlepoplinbosom;andifhecouldonlytouchthetenderspot,shewouldmakeamovementthatwouldbetrayher。ThewordsIhavejustquotedwereanattempttoputhisfingersuddenlyupontheplace,andtheyhadsomeofthesuccessthathelookedfor。
ThetearssprungforamomenttoMrs。Montgomery\'seyes,andsheindulgedinaproudlittlejerkofthehead。
\"Idon\'tknowhowyouhavefoundthatout!\"sheexclaimed。
\"Byaphilosophictrick-bywhattheycallinduction。Youknowyouhavealwaysyouroptionofcontradictingme。Butkindlyanswermeaquestion:Don\'tyougiveyourbrothermoney?Ithinkyououghttoanswerthat。\"
\"Yes,Ihavegivenhimmoney,\"saidMrs。Montgomery。
\"Andyouhavenothadmuchtogivehim?\"
Shewassilentamoment。\"Ifyouaskmeforaconfessionofpoverty,thatiseasilymade。Iamverypoor。\"
\"Onewouldneversupposeitfromyour-yourcharminghouse,\"saidthedoctor。\"Ilearnedfrommysisterthatyourincomewasmoderate,andyourfamilynumerous。\"
\"Ihavefivechildren,\"Mrs。Montgomeryobserved,\"butIamhappytosayIcanbringthemupdecently。\"
\"Ofcourseyoucan-accomplishedanddevotedasyouare。Butyourbrotherhascountedthemover,Isuppose?\"
\"Countedthemover?\"
\"Heknowstherearefive,Imean。Hetellsmeitishethatbringsthemup。\"
Mrs。Montgomerystaredamoment,andthenquickly-\"Ohyes;heteachesthem-Spanish。\"
Thedoctorlaughedout。\"Thatmusttakeagreatdealoffyourhands!
Yourbrotheralsoknows,ofcourse,thatyouhaveverylittlemoney?\"
\"Ihaveoftentoldhimso,\"Mrs。Montgomeryexclaimed,moreunreservedlythanshehadyetspoken。Shewasapparentlytakingsomecomfortinthedoctor\'sclairvoyance。
\"Whichmeansthatyouhaveoftenoccasionto,andthatheoftenspongesonyou。Excusethecrudityofmylanguage;Isimplyexpressafact。Idon\'taskyouhowmuchofyourmoneyhehashad,itisnoneofmybusiness。IhaveascertainedwhatIsuspected-whatI
wished。\"Andthedoctorgotup,gentlysmoothinghishat。\"Yourbrotherlivesonyou,\"hesaid,ashestoodthere。
Mrs。Montgomeryquicklyrosefromherchair,followinghervisitor\'smovementswithalookoffascination。Butthen,withacertaininconsequence,\"Ihavenevercomplainedofhim,\"shesaid。
\"Youneedn\'tprotest-youhavenotbetrayedhim。ButIadviseyounottogivehimanymoremoney。\"
\"Don\'tyouseeitisinmyinterestthatheshouldmarryarichperson?\"sheasked。\"If,asyousay,helivesonme,Icanonlywishtogetridofhim;andtoputobstaclesinthewayofhismarryingistoincreasemyowndifficulties。\"
\"Iwishverymuchyouwouldcometomewithyourdifficulties,\"saidthedoctor。\"Certainly,ifIthrowhimbackonyourhands,theleastI
candoistohelpyoutobeartheburden。Ifyouwillallowmetosayso,then,Ishalltakethelibertyofplacinginyourhands,forthepresent,acertainfundforyourbrother\'ssupport。\"
Mrs。Montgomerystared;sheevidentlythoughthewasjesting;butshepresentlysawthathewasnot,andthecomplicationofherfeelingsbecamepainful。\"ItseemstomethatIoughttobeverymuchoffendedwithyou,\"shemurmured。
\"BecauseIhaveofferedyoumoney?That\'sasuperstition,\"saidthedoctor。\"Youmustletmecomeandseeyouagain,andwewilltalkaboutthesethings。Isupposethatsomeofyourchildrenaregirls?\"
\"Ihavetwolittlegirls,\"saidMrs。Montgomery。
\"Well,whentheygrowup,andbegintothinkoftakinghusbands,youwillseehowanxiousyouwillbeaboutthemoralcharacterofthesehusbands。Thenyouwillunderstandthisvisitofmine。\"
\"Ah,youarenottobelievethatMorris\'smoralcharacterisbad。\"
Thedoctorlookedatheralittle,withfoldedarms。\"ThereissomethingIshouldgreatlylike,asamoralsatisfaction。Ishouldliketohearyousay,\'Heisabominablyselfish。\'\"
Thewordscameoutwiththegravedistinctnessofhisvoice,andtheyseemedforaninstanttocreate,topoorMrs。Montgomery\'stroubledvision,amaterialimage。Shegazedatitaninstant,andthensheturnedaway。\"Youdistressme,sir!\"sheexclaimed。\"Heis,afterall,mybrother;andhistalents,histalents-\"Ontheselastwordshervoicequavered,andbeforeheknewitshehadburstintotears。
\"Histalentsarefirst-rate,\"saidthedoctor。\"Wemustfindtheproperfieldforthem。\"Andheassuredhermostrespectfullyofhisregretathavingsogreatlydiscomposedher。\"It\'sallformypoorCatherine,\"hewenton。\"Youmustknowher,andyouwillsee。\"
Mrs。Montgomerybrushedawayhertears,andblushedathavingshedthem。\"Ishouldliketoknowyourdaughter,\"sheanswered;andthen,inaninstant,\"Don\'tlethermarryhim!\"
DoctorSloperwentawaywiththewordsgentlyhumminginhisears:
\"Don\'tlethermarryhim!\"Theygavehimthemoralsatisfactionofwhichhehadjustspoken,andtheirvaluewasthegreaterthattheyhadevidentlycostapangtopoorlittleMrs。Montgomery\'sfamilypride。
CHAPTER15。
HEHADBEENPUZZLEDbythewaythatCatherinecarriedherself;herattitudeatthissentimentalcrisisseemedtohimunnaturallypassive。
Shehadnotspokentohimagainafterthatsceneinthelibrary,thedaybeforehisinterviewwithMorris;andaweekhadelapsedwithoutmakinganychangeinhermanner。Therewasnothinginitthatappealedforpity,andhewasevenalittledisappointedathernotgivinghimanopportunitytomakeupforhisharshnessbysomemanifestationofliberalitywhichshouldoperateasacompensation。HethoughtalittleofofferingtotakeherforatourinEurope;buthewasdeterminedtodothisonlyincasesheshouldseemmutelytoreproachhim。Hehadanideathatshewoulddisplayatalentformutereproaches,andhewassurprisedatnotfindinghimselfexposedtothesesilentbatteries。Shesaidnothing,eithertacitlyorexplicitly,andasshewasneververytalkative,therewasnownoespecialeloquenceinherreserve。AndpoorCatherinewasnotsulky-astyleofbehaviorforwhichshehadtoolittlehistrionictalent-
shewassimplyverypatient。Ofcourseshewasthinkingoverhersituation,andshewasapparentlydoingsoinadeliberateandunimpassionedmanner,withaviewofmakingthebestofit。
\"ShewilldoasIhavebiddenher,\"saidthedoctor;andhemadethefurtherreflectionthathisdaughterwasnotawomanofagreatspirit。
Iknownotwhetherhehadhopedforalittlemoreresistanceforthesakeofalittlemoreentertainment;buthesaidtohimself,ashehadsaidbefore,thatthoughitmighthaveitsmomentaryalarms,paternitywas,afterall,notanexcitingvocation。
Catherinemeanwhilehadmadeadiscoveryofaverydifferentsort;
ithadbecomevividtoherthattherewasagreatexcitementintryingtobeagooddaughter。Shehadanentirelynewfeeling,whichmaybedescribedasastateofexpectantsuspenseaboutherownactions。
Shewatchedherselfasshewouldhavewatchedanotherperson,andwonderedwhatshewoulddo。Itwasasifthisotherperson,whowasbothherselfandnotherself,hadsuddenlysprungintobeing,inspiringherwithanaturalcuriosityastotheperformanceofuntestedfunctions。
\"IamgladIhavesuchagooddaughter,\"saidherfather,kissingher,afterthelapseofseveraldays。
\"Iamtryingtobegood,\"sheanswered,turningaway,withaconsciencenotaltogetherclear。
\"Ifthereisanythingyouwouldliketosaytome,youknowyoumustnothesitate。Youneedn\'tfeelobligedtobesoquiet。Ishouldn\'tcarethatMr。Townsendshouldbeafrequenttopicofconversation,butwheneveryouhaveanythingparticulartosayabouthimIshallbeverygladtohearit。\"
\"Thankyou,\"saidCatherine,\"Ihavenothingparticularatpresent。\"
HeneveraskedherwhethershehadseenMorrisagain,becausehewassurethatifthishadbeenthecaseshewouldtellhim。Shehad,infact,notseenhim;shehadonlywrittenhimalongletter。Theletter,atleast,waslongforher;and,itmaybeadded,thatitwaslongforMorris;itconsistedoffivepages,inaremarkablyneatandhandsomehand。Catherine\'shandwritingwasbeautiful,andshewasevenalittleproudofit:Shewasextremelyfondofcopying,andpossessedvolumesofextractswhichtestifiedtothisaccomplishment;volumeswhichshehadexhibitedonedaytoherlover,whentheblissoffeelingthatshewasimportantinhiseyeswasexceptionallykeen。ShetoldMorris,inwriting,thatherfatherhadexpressedthewishthatsheshouldnotseehimagain,andthatshebeggedhewouldnotcometothehouseuntilsheshouldhave\"madeuphermind。\"Morrisrepliedwithapassionateepistle,inwhichheaskedtowhat,inheaven\'sname,shewishedtomakeuphermind。Hadnothermindbeenmadeuptwoweeksbefore,andcoulditbepossiblethatsheentertainedtheideaofthrowinghimoff?Didshemeantobreakdownattheverybeginningoftheirordeal,afterallthepromisesoffidelityshehadbothgivenandextracted?Andhegaveanaccountofhisowninterviewwithherfather-anaccountnotidenticalatallpointswiththatofferedinthesepages。\"Hewasterriblyviolent,\"Morriswrote,\"butyouknowmyself-control。IhaveneedofitallwhenIrememberthatIhaveitinmypowertobreakinuponyourcruelcaptivity。\"Catherinesenthim,inanswertothis,anoteofthreelines。\"Iamingreattrouble;donotdoubtofmyaffection,butletmewaitalittleandthink。\"Theideaofastrugglewithherfather,ofsettingupherwillagainsthisown,washeavyonhersoul,anditkeptherquiet,asagreatphysicalweightkeepsusmotionless。Itneverenteredintohermindtothrowherloveroff;butfromthefirstshetriedtoassureherselfthattherewouldbeapeacefulwayoutoftheirdifficulty。Theassurancewasvague,foritcontainednoelementofpositiveconvictionthatherfatherwouldchangehismind。Sheonlyhadanideathatifsheshouldbeverygood,thesituationwouldinsomemysteriousmannerimprove。Tobegoodshemustbepatient,outwardlysubmissive,abstainfromjudgingherfathertooharshly,andfromcommittinganyactofopendefiance。Hewasperhapsright,afterall,tothinkashedid;bywhichCatherinemeantnotintheleastthathisjudgmentofMorris\'smotivesinseekingtomarryherwasperhapsajustone,butthatitwasprobablynaturalandproperthatconscientiousparentsshouldbesuspiciousandevenunjust。TherewereprobablypeopleintheworldasbadasherfathersupposedMorristobe,andifthereweretheslightestchanceofMorrisbeingoneofthesesinisterpersons,thedoctorwasrightintakingitintoaccount。Ofcoursehecouldnotknowwhatsheknew-howthepurestloveandtruthwereseatedintheyoungman\'seyes;butheaven,initstime,mightappointawayofbringinghimtosuchknowledge。Catherineexpectedagooddealofheaven,andreferredtotheskiestheinitiative,astheFrenchsay,indealingwithherdilemma。Shecouldnotimagineherselfimpartinganykindofknowledgetoherfather;therewassomethingsuperioreveninhisinjustice,andabsoluteinhismistakes。Butshecouldatleastbegood,andifshewereonlygoodenough,heavenwouldinventsomewayofreconcilingallthings-thedignityofherfather\'serrorsandthesweetnessofherownconfidence,thestrictperformanceofherfilialduties,andtheenjoymentofMorrisTownsend\'saffection。
PoorCatherinewouldhavebeengladtoregardMrs。Pennimanasanilluminatingagent,apartwhichthisladyherself,indeed,wasbutimperfectlypreparedtoplay。Mrs。Pennimantooktoomuchsatisfactioninthesentimentalshadowsofthislittledramatohave,forthemoment,anygreatinterestindissipatingthem。Shewishedtheplottothicken,andtheadvicethatshegaveherniecetended,inherownimagination,toproducethisresult。Itwasratherincoherentcounsel,andfromonedaytoanotheritcontradicteditself;butitwaspervadedbyanearnestdesirethatCatherineshoulddosomethingstriking。\"Youmustact,mydear;inyoursituationthegreatthingistoact,\"saidMrs。Penniman,whofoundherniecealtogetherbeneathheropportunities。Mrs。Penniman\'srealhopewasthatthegirlwouldmakeasecretmarriage,atwhichsheshouldofficiateasbrideswomanorduenna。Shehadavisionofthisceremonybeingperformedinsomesubterraneanchapel-subterraneanchapelsinNewYorkwerenotfrequent,butMrs。Penniman\'simaginationwasnotchilledbytrifles-andoftheguiltycouple-shelikedtothinkofpoorCatherineandhersuitorastheguiltycouple-beingshuffledawayinafast-whirlingvehicletosomeobscurelodginginthesuburbs,whereshewouldpaythem(inathickveil)clandestinevisits;wheretheywouldendureaperiodofromanticprivation;andwhenultimately,aftersheshouldhavebeentheirearthlyprovidence,theirintercessor,theiradvocate,andtheirmediumofcommunicationwiththeworld,theywouldbereconciledtoherbrotherinanartistictableau,inwhichsheherselfshouldbesomehowthecentralfigure。
ShehesitatedasyettorecommendthiscoursetoCatherine,butsheattemptedtodrawanattractivepictureofittoMorrisTownsend。
Shewasindailycommunicationwiththeyoungman,whomshekeptinformedbylettersofthestateofaffairsinWashingtonSquare。Ashehadbeenbanished,asshesaid,fromthehouse,shenolongersawhim;butsheendedbywritingtohimthatshelongedforaninterview。
Thisinterviewcouldtakeplaceonlyonneutralground,andshebethoughtherselfgreatlybeforeselectingaplaceofmeeting。ShehadaninclinationforGreenwoodCemetery,butshegaveitupastoodistant;shecouldnotabsentherselfforsolong,asshesaid,withoutexcitingsuspicion。ThenshethoughtoftheBattery,butthatwasrathercoldandwindy,besidesone\'sbeingexposedtointrusionfromtheIrishimmigrantswhoatthispointalight,withlargeappetites,intheNewWorld;andatlastshefixeduponanoystersaloonintheSeventhAvenue,keptbyaNegro-anestablishmentofwhichsheknewnothingsavethatshehadnoticeditinpassing。ShemadeanappointmentwithMorrisTownsendtomeethimthere,andshewenttothetrystatdusk,envelopedinanimpenetrableveil。Hekeptherwaitingforhalfanhour-hehadalmostthewholewidthofthecitytotraverse-butshelikedtowait,itseemed,tointensifythesituation。Sheorderedacupoftea,whichprovedexcessivelybad,andthisgaveherasensethatshewassufferinginaromanticcause。WhenMorrisatlastarrived,theysattogetherforhalfanhourintheduskiestcornerofthebackshop;anditishardlytoomuchtosaythatthiswasthehappiesthalfhourthatMrs。Pennimanhadknownforyears。Thesituationwasreallythrilling,anditscarcelyseemedtoherafalsenotewhenhercompanionaskedforanoysterstew,andproceededtoconsumeitbeforehereyes。Morris,indeed,neededallthesatisfactionthatstewedoysterscouldgivehim,foritmaybeintimatedtothereaderthatheregardedMrs。Pennimaninthelightofafifthwheeltohiscoach。Hewasinastateofirritationnaturaltoagentlemanoffinepartswhohadbeensnubbedinabenevolentattempttoconferadistinctionuponayoungwomanofinferiorcharacteristics,andtheinsinuatingsympathyofthissomewhatdesiccatedmatronappearedtoofferhimnopracticalrelief。Hethoughtherahumbug,andhejudgedofhumbugswithagooddealofconfidence。Hehadlistenedandmadehimselfagreeabletoheratfirst,inordertogetafootinginWashingtonSquare;andatpresentheneededallhisself-commandtobedecentlycivil。Itwouldhavegratifiedhimtotellherthatshewasafantasticoldwoman,andthathewouldliketoputherintoanomnibusandsendherhome。Weknow,however,thatMorrispossessedthevirtueofself-control,andhehadmoreovertheconstanthabitofseekingtobeagreeable;sothat,althoughMrs。Penniman\'sdemeanoronlyexasperatedhisalreadyunquietnerves,helistenedtoherwithasomberdeferenceinwhichshefoundmuchtoadmire。
CHAPTER16。
THEYHADOfCourseimmediatelyspokenofCatherine。\"Didshesendamessage,or-oranything?\"Morrisasked。Heappearedtothinkthatshemighthavesenthimatrinketoralockofherhair。
Mrs。Pennimanwasslightlyembarrassed,forshehadnottoldhernieceofherintendedexpedition。\"Notexactlyamessage,\"shesaid。
\"Ididn\'taskherforone,becauseIwasafraidto-toexciteher。\"
\"Iamafraidsheisnotveryexcitable。\"AndMorrisgaveasmileofsomebitterness。
\"Sheisbetterthanthat-sheissteadfast,sheistrue。\"
\"Doyouthinkshewillholdfast,then?\"
\"Tothedeath!\"
\"Oh,Ihopeitwon\'tcometothat,\"saidMorris。
\"Wemustbepreparedfortheworst,andthatiswhatIwishtospeaktoyouabout。\"
\"Whatdoyoucalltheworst?\"
\"Well,\"saidMrs。Penniman,\"mybrother\'shard,intellectualnature。\"
\"Oh,thedevil!\"
\"Heisimpervioustopity,\"Mrs。Pennimanadded,bywayofexplanation。
\"Doyoumeanthathewon\'tcomeround?\"
\"Hewillneverbevanquishedbyargument。Ihavestudiedhim。Hewillbevanquishedonlybytheaccomplishedfact。\"
\"Theaccomplishedfact?\"
\"Hewillcomeroundafterward,\"saidMrs。Penniman,withextremesignificance。\"Hecaresfornothingbutfacts-hemustbemetbyfacts。\"
\"Well,\"rejoinedMorris,\"itisafactthatIwishtomarryhisdaughter。Imethimwiththattheotherday,buthewasnotatallvanquished。\"
Mrs。Pennimanwassilentalittle,andhersmilebeneaththeshadowofhercapaciousbonnet,ontheedgeofwhichherblackveilwasarrangedcurtainwise,fixeditselfuponMorris\'sfacewithastillmoretenderbrilliancy。\"MarryCatherinefirst,andmeethimafterward!\"sheexclaimed。
\"Doyourecommendthat?\"askedtheyoungman,frowningheavily。
Shewasalittlefrightened,butshewentonwithconsiderableboldness。\"ThatisthewayIseeit:aprivatemarriage-aprivatemarriage。\"Sherepeatedthephrasebecauseshelikedit。
\"DoyoumeanthatIshouldcarryCatherineoff?Whatdotheycallit-elopewithher?\"
\"Itisnotacrimewhenyouaredriventoit,\"saidMrs。Penniman。
\"Myhusband,asIhavetoldyou,wasadistinguishedclergyman-oneofthemosteloquentmenofhisday。Heoncemarriedayoungcouplethathadfledfromthehouseoftheyounglady\'sfather;hewassointerestedintheirstory。Hehadnohesitation,andeverythingcameoutbeautifully。Thefatherwasafterwardreconciled,andthoughteverythingoftheyoungman。Mr。Pennimanmarriedthemintheevening,aboutseveno\'clock。Thechurchwassodarkyoucouldscarcelysee,andMr。Pennimanwasintenselyagitated-hewassosympathetic。I
don\'tbelievehecouldhavedoneitagain。\"
\"Unfortunately,CatherineandIhavenotMr。Pennimantomarryus,\"saidMorris。
\"No,butyouhaveme!\"rejoinedMrs。Penniman,expressively。\"I
can\'tperformtheceremony,butIcanhelpyou;Icanwatch!\"
\"Thewoman\'sanidiot!\"thoughtMorris,buthewasobligedtosaysomethingdifferent。Itwasnot,however,materiallymorecivil。
\"WasitinordertotellmethisthatyourequestedIwouldmeetyouhere?\"
Mrs。Pennimanhadbeenconsciousofacertainvaguenessinhererrand,andofnotbeingabletoofferhimanyverytangiblerewardforhislongwalk。\"IthoughtperhapsyouwouldliketoseeonewhoissoneartoCatherine,\"sheobserved,withconsiderablemajesty,\"andalso,\"sheadded,\"thatyouwouldvalueanopportunityofsendinghersomething。\"
Morrisextendedhisemptyhandswithamelancholysmile。\"Iamgreatlyobligedtoyou,butIhavenothingtosend。\"
\"Haven\'tyouaword?\"askedhiscompanion,withhersuggestivesmilecomingback。
Morrisfrownedagain。
\"Tellhertoholdfast,\"hesaid,rathercurtly。
\"Thatisagoodword-anobleword:Itwillmakeherhappyformanydays。Sheisverytouching,verybrave,\"Mrs。Pennimanwenton,arranginghermantleandpreparingtodepart。Whileshewassoengagedshehadaninspiration;shefoundthephrasethatshecouldboldlyofferasavindicationofthestepshehadtaken。\"IfyoumarryCatherineatallrisks,\"shesaid,\"youwillgivemybrotheraproofofyourbeingwhathepretendstodoubt。\"
\"Whathepretendstodoubt?\"
\"Don\'tyouknowwhatthatis?\"Mrs。Pennimanasked,almostplayfully。
\"Itdoesnotconcernmetoknow,\"saidMorris,grandly。
\"Ofcourseitmakesyouangry。\"
\"Idespiseit,\"Morrisdeclared。
\"Ah,youknowwhatitis,then?\"saidMrs。Penniman,shakingherfingerathim。\"Hepretendsthatyoulike-youlikethemoney。\"
Morrishesitatedamoment;andthen,asifhespokeadvisedly,\"Idolikethemoney!\"
\"Ah,butnot-butnotashemeansit。Youdon\'tlikeitmorethanCatherine?\"
Heleanedhiselbowsonthetableandburiedhisheadinhishands。\"Youtortureme!\"hemurmured。And,indeed,thiswasalmosttheeffectofthepoorlady\'stooimportunateinterestinhissituation。
Butsheinsistedinmakingherpoint。\"Ifyoumarryherinspiteofhim,hewilltakeforgrantedthatyouexpectnothingofhim,andarepreparedtodowithoutit;andsohewillseethatyouaredisinterested。\"
Morrisraisedhisheadalittle,followingthisargument。\"AndwhatshallIgainbythat?\"
\"Why,thathewillseethathehasbeenwronginthinkingthatyouwishedtogethismoney。\"
\"AndseeingthatIwishhewouldgotothedeucewithit,hewillleaveittoahospital。Isthatwhatyoumean?\"askedMorris。
\"No,Idon\'tmeanthat,thoughthatwouldbeverygrand,\"Mrs。
Pennimanquicklyadded。\"Imeanthat,havingdoneyousuchaninjustice,hewillthinkithisduty,attheend,tomakesomeamends。\"
Morrisshookhishead,thoughitmustbeconfessedhewasalittlestruckwiththisidea。\"Doyouthinkheissosentimental?\"
\"Heisnotsentimental,\"saidMrs。Penniman,\"but,tobeperfectlyfairtohim,Ithinkhehas,inhisownnarrowway,acertainsenseofduty。\"
TherepassedthroughMorrisTownsend\'smindarapidwonderastowhathemight,evenunderaremotecontingency,beindebtedtofromtheactionofthisprincipleinDoctorSloper\'sbreast,andtheinquiryexhausteditselfinhissenseoftheludicrous。\"Yourbrotherhasnodutiestome,\"hesaidpresently,\"andInonetohim。\"
\"Ah,buthehasdutiestoCatherine。\"
\"Yes;butyousee,onthatprincipleCatherinehasdutiestohimaswell。\"
Mrs。Pennimangotupwithamelancholysigh,asifshethoughthimveryunimaginative。\"Shehasalwaysperformedthemfaithfully;andnowdoyouthinkshehasnodutiestoyou?\"Mrs。Pennimanalways,eveninconversation,italicizedherpersonalpronouns。
\"Itwouldsoundharshtosayso。Iamsogratefulforherlove,\"
Morrisadded。
\"Iwilltellheryousaidthat。Andnow,rememberthatifyouneedmeIamthere。\"AndMrs。Penniman,whocouldthinkofnothingmoretosay,noddedvaguelyinthedirectionofWashingtonSquare。
Morrislookedsomemomentsatthesandedflooroftheshop;heseemedtobedisposedtolingeramoment。Atlast,lookingupwithacertainabruptness,\"Itisyourbeliefthatifshemarriesmehewillcutheroff?\"heasked。
Mrs。Pennimanstaredalittle,andsmiled。\"Why,IhaveexplainedtoyouwhatIthinkwouldhappen-thatintheenditwouldbethebestthingtodo。\"
\"Youmeanthat,whatevershedoes,inthelongrunshewillgetthemoney?\"
\"Itdoesn\'tdependuponher,butuponyou。Venturetoappearasdisinterestedasyouare,\"saidMrs。Penniman,ingeniously。Morrisdroppedhiseyesonthesandedflooragain,ponderingthis,andshepursued:\"Mr。PennimanandIhadnothing,andwewereveryhappy。
Catherine,moreover,hashermother\'sfortune,which,atthetimemysister-in-lawmarried,wasconsideredaveryhandsomeone。\"
\"Oh,don\'tspeakofthat!\"saidMorris;andindeeditwasquitesuperfluous,forhehadcontemplatedthefactinallitslights。
\"Austinmarriedawifewithmoney-whyshouldn\'tyou?\"
\"Ah,butyourbrotherwasadoctor,\"Morrisobjected。
\"Well,allyoungmencan\'tbedoctors。\"
\"Ishouldthinkitanextremelyloathsomeprofession,\"saidMorris,withanairofintellectualindependence;then,inamoment,hewentonratherinconsequently,\"DoyousupposethereisawillalreadymadeinCatherine\'sfavor?\"
\"Isupposesoevendoctorsmustdie;andperhapsalittleinmine,\"Mrs。Pennimanfranklyadded。
\"Andyoubelievehewouldcertainlychangeit-asregardsCatherine?\"
\"Yes;andthenchangeitbackagain。\"
\"Ah,butonecan\'tdependonthat,\"saidMorris。
\"Doyouwanttodependonit?\"Mrs。Pennimanasked。
Morrisblushedalittle。\"Well,IamcertainlyafraidofbeingthecauseofaninjurytoCatherine。\"
\"Ah,youmustnotbeafraid。Beafraidofnothing,andeverythingwillgowell。\"
AndthenMrs。Pennimanpaidforhercupoftea,andMorrispaidforhisoysterstew,andtheywentouttogetherintothedimlylightedwildernessoftheSeventhAvenue。Theduskhadclosedincompletely,andthestreetlampswereseparatedbywideintervalsofapavementinwhichcavitiesandfissuresplayedadisproportionatepart。Anomnibus,emblazonedwithstrangepictures,wenttumblingoverthedislocatedcobblestones。
\"Howwillyougohome?\"Morrisasked,followingthisvehiclewithaninterestedeye。Mrs。Pennimanhadtakenhisarm。
Shehesitatedamoment。\"Ithinkthismannerwouldbepleasant,\"shesaid;andshecontinuedtolethimfeelthevalueofhissupport。
Sohewalkedwithherthroughthedeviouswaysofthewestsideofthetown,andthroughthebustleofgatheringnightfallinpopulousstreets,tothequietprecinctofWashingtonSquare。TheylingeredamomentatthefootofDoctorSloper\'swhitemarblesteps,abovewhichaspotlesswhitedoor,adornedwithaglitteringsilverplate,seemedtofigureforMorristheclosedportalofhappiness;andthenMrs。Penniman\'scompanionrestedamelancholyeyeuponalightedwindowintheupperpartofthehouse。
\"Thatismyroom-mydearlittleroom!\"Mrs。Pennimanremarked。
Morrisstarted。\"ThenIneedn\'tcomewalkingroundtheSquaretogazeatit。\"
\"That\'sasyouplease。ButCatherine\'sisbehind;twonoblewindowsonthesecondfloor。Ithinkyoucanseethemfromtheotherstreet。\"
\"Idon\'twanttoseethem,ma\'am。\"AndMorristurnedhisbacktothehouse。
\"Iwilltellheryouhavebeenhere,atanyrate,\"saidMrs。
Penniman,pointingtothespotwheretheystood,\"andIwillgiveheryourmessage-thatsheistoholdfast。\"
\"Ohyes;ofcourse。YouknowIwriteherallthat。\"
\"Itseemstosaymorewhenitisspoken。Andremember,ifyouneedme,thatIamhere,\"andMrs。Pennimanglancedatthethirdfloor。
Onthistheyseparated,andMorris,lefttohimself,stoodlookingatthehouseamoment;afterwhichheturnedaway,andtookagloomywalkroundtheSquare,ontheoppositeside,closetothewoodenfence。Thenhecameback,andpausedforaminuteinfrontofDoctorSloper\'sdwelling。Hiseyestraveledoverit;theyevenrestedontheruddywindowsofMrs。Penniman\'sapartment。Hethoughtitadevilishcomfortablehouse。
CHAPTER17。
MRS。PENNIMANtoldCatherinethatevening-thetwoladiesweresittinginthebackparlor-thatshehadhadaninterviewwithMorrisTownsend;andonreceivingthisnewsthegirlstartedwithasenseofpain。Shefeltangryforthemoment;itwasalmostthefirsttimeshehadeverfeltangry。Itseemedtoherthatherauntwasmeddlesome;andfromthiscameavagueapprehensionthatshewouldspoilsomething。
\"Idon\'tseewhyyoushouldhaveseenhim。Idon\'tthinkitwasright,\"Catherinesaid。
\"Iwassosorryforhim-itseemedtomesomeoneoughttoseehim。\"
\"NoonebutI,\"saidCatherine,whofeltasifsheweremakingthemostpresumptuousspeechofherlife,andyetatthesametimehadaninstinctthatshewasrightindoingso。
\"Butyouwouldn\'t,mydear,\"AuntLaviniarejoined,\"andIdidn\'tknowwhatmighthavebecomeofhim。\"
\"Ihavenotseenhimbecausemyfatherhasforbiddenit,\"
Catherinesaid,verysimply。
Therewasasimplicityinthis,indeed,whichfairlyvexedMrs。
Penniman。\"Ifyourfatherforbadeyoutogotosleep,Isupposeyouwouldkeepawake!\"shecommented。
Catherinelookedather。\"Idon\'tunderstandyou。Youseemtomeverystrange。\"
\"Well,mydear,youwillunderstandmesomeday!\"AndMrs。
Penniman,whowasreadingtheeveningpaper,whichsheperuseddailyfromthefirstlinetothelast,resumedheroccupation。Shewrappedherselfinsilence;shewasdeterminedCatherineshouldaskherforanaccountofherinterviewwithMorris。ButCatherinewassilentforsolongthatshealmostlostpatience;andshewasonthepointofremarkingtoherthatshewasveryheartless,whenthegirlatlastspoke。
\"Whatdidhesay?\"sheasked。
\"Hesaidheisreadytomarryyouanyday,inspiteofeverything。\"
Catherinemadenoanswertothis,andMrs。Pennimanalmostlostpatienceagain;owingtowhichsheatlastvolunteeredtheinformationthatMorrislookedveryhandsome,butterriblyhaggard。
\"Didheseemsad?\"askedherniece。
\"Hewasdarkundertheeyes,\"saidMrs。Penniman。\"SodifferentfromwhenIfirstsawhim;thoughIamnotsurethatifIhadseenhiminthisconditionthefirsttime,Ishouldnothavebeenevenmorestruckwithhim。Thereissomethingbrilliantinhisverymisery。\"
Thiswas,toCatherine\'ssense,avividpicture,andthoughshedisapproved,shefeltherselfgazingatit。\"Wheredidyouseehim?\"
sheasked,presently。
\"In-intheBowery;ataconfectioner\'s,\"saidMrs。Penniman,whohadageneralideathatsheoughttodissemblealittle。
\"Whereaboutsistheplace?\"Catherineinquired,afteranotherpause。