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类别:其他 作者:Henry James字数:17672更新时间:19/01/05 09:59:50
Butshehadbetterbecareful,\"saidthedoctor。\"Iwillhavenotreasoninmyhouse。\" \"Isuspectshewillbecareful;forsheisatbottomverymuchafraidofyou。\" \"Theyarebothafraidofme,harmlessasIam,\"thedoctoranswered。 \"AnditisonthatthatIbuild-onthesalutaryterrorIinspire。\" CHAPTER14。 HEWROTEhisfranklettertoMrs。Montgomery,whopunctuallyansweredit,mentioninganhouratwhichhemightpresenthimselfintheSecondAvenue。Shelivedinaneatlittlehouseofredbrick,whichhadbeenfreshlypainted,withtheedgesofthebricksverysharplymarkedoutinwhite。Ithasnowdisappeared,withitscompanions,tomakeroomforarowofstructuresmoremajestic。 Thereweregreenshuttersuponthewindows,withoutslats,butpiercedwithlittleholes,arrangedingroups;andbeforethehousewasadiminutive\"yard,\"ornamentedwithabushofmysteriouscharacter,andsurroundedbyalowwoodenpaling,paintedinthesamegreenastheshutters。Theplacelookedlikeamagnifiedbaby-house,andmighthavebeentakendownfromashelfinatoyshop。DoctorSloper,whenhewenttocall,saidtohimself,asheglancedattheobjectsIhaveenumerated,thatMrs。Montgomerywasevidentlyathriftyandself-respectinglittleperson-themodestproportionsofherdwellingseemedtoindicatethatshewasofsmallstature-whotookavirtuoussatisfactioninkeepingherselftidy,andhadresolvedthat,sinceshemightnotbesplendid,shewouldatleastbeimmaculate。Shereceivedhiminalittleparlor,whichwaspreciselytheparlorhehadexpected:asmallunspeckledbower,ornamentedwithadesultoryfoliageoftissuepaper,andwithclustersofglassdrops,amidstwhich-tocarryouttheanalogy-thetemperatureoftheleafyseasonwasmaintainedbymeansofacast-ironstove,emittingadryblueflame,andsmellingstronglyofvarnish。Thewallswereembellishedwithengravingsswathedinpinkgauze,andthetablesornamentedwithvolumesofextractsfromthepoets,usuallyboundinblackclothstampedwithfloriddesignsinjaundicedgilt。Thedoctorhadtimetotakecognizanceofthesedetails;forMrs。 Montgomery,whoseconducthepronouncedunderthecircumstancesinexcusable,kepthimwaitingsometenminutesbeforesheappeared。Atlast,however,sherustledin,smoothingdownastiffpoplindress,withalittlefrightenedflushinagracefullyroundedcheek。 Shewasasmall,plump,fairwoman,withabright,cleareye,andanextraordinaryairofneatnessandbriskness。Butthesequalitieswereevidentlycombinedwithanunaffectedhumility,andthedoctorgaveherhisesteemassoonashehadlookedather。Abravelittleperson,withlivelyperceptions,andyetadisbeliefinherowntalentforsocial,asdistinguishedfrompractical,affairs-thiswashisrapidmentalresumeofMrs。Montgomery;who,ashesaw,wasflatteredbywhatsheregardedasthehonorofhisvisit。Mrs。 Montgomery,inherlittleredhouseintheSecondAvenue,wasapersonforwhomDr。Sloperwasoneofthegreatmen-oneofthefinegentlemenofNewYork;andwhileshefixedheragitatedeyesuponhim,whilesheclaspedhermittenedhandstogetherinherglossypoplinlap,shehadtheappearanceofsayingtoherselfthathequiteansweredherideaofwhatadistinguishedguestwouldnaturallybe。 Sheapologizedforbeinglate;butheinterruptedher。 \"Itdoesn\'tmatter,\"hesaid,\"forwhileIsathereIhadtimetothinkoverwhatIwishtosaytoyou,andtomakeupmymindhowtobegin。\" \"Oh,dobegin!\"murmuredMrs。Montgomery。 \"Itisnotsoeasy,\"saidthedoctor,smiling。\"YouwillhavegatheredfrommyletterthatIwishtoaskyouafewquestions,andyoumaynotfinditverycomfortabletoanswerthem。\" \"Yes;IhavethoughtwhatIshouldsay。Itisnotveryeasy。\" \"Butyoumustunderstandmysituation-mystateofmind。Yourbrotherwishestomarrymydaughter,andIwishtofindoutwhatsortofayoungmanheis。Agoodwaytodososeemedtobetocomeandaskyou,whichIhaveproceededtodo。\" Mrs。Montgomeryevidentlytookthesituationveryseriously;shewasinastateofextrememoralconcentration。Shekeptherprettyeyes,whichwereilluminedbyasortofbrilliantmodesty,attachedtohisowncountenance,andevidentlypaidthemostearnestattentiontoeachofhiswords。Herexpressionindicatedthatshethoughthisideaofcomingtoseeheraverysuperiorconception,butthatshewasreallyafraidtohaveopinionsonstrangesubjects。 \"Iamextremelygladtoseeyou,\"shesaid,inatonewhichseemedtoadmit,atthesametime,thatthishadnothingtodowiththequestion。 Thedoctortookadvantageofthisadmission。\"Ididn\'tcometoseeyouforyourpleasure;Icametomakeyousaydisagreeablethings-andyoucan\'tlikethat。Whatsortofagentlemanisyourbrother?\" Mrs。Montgomery\'silluminatedgazegrewvague,andbegantowander。Shesmiledalittle,andforsometimemadenoanswer,sothatthedoctoratlastbecameimpatient。Andheranswer,whenitcame,wasnotsatisfactory。\"Itisdifficulttotalkaboutone\'sbrother。\" \"Notwhenoneisfondofhim,andwhenonehasplentyofgoodtosay。\" \"Yes,eventhen,whenagooddealdependsonit,\"saidMrs。 Montgomery。 \"Nothingdependsonitforyou。\" \"Imeanfor-for-\"andshehesitated。 \"Foryourbrotherhimself。Isee。\" \"ImeanforMissSloper,\"saidMrs。Montgomery。 Thedoctorlikedthis;ithadtheaccentofsincerity。\"Exactly; that\'sthepoint。Ifmypoorgirlshouldmarryyourbrother,everything-asregardsherhappiness-woulddependonhisbeingagoodfellow。Sheisthebestcreatureintheworld,andshecouldneverdohimagrainofinjury。He,ontheotherhand,ifheshouldnotbeallthatwedesire,mightmakeherverymiserable。ThatiswhyI wantyoutothrowsomelightuponhischaracter,youknow。Ofcourse,youarenotboundtodoit。Mydaughter,whomyouhaveneverseen,isnothingtoyou;andI,possibly,amonlyanindiscreetandimpertinentoldman。Itisperfectlyopentoyoutotellmethatmyvisitisinverybadtaste,andthatIhadbettergoaboutmybusiness。ButIdon\'tthinkyouwilldothis;becauseIthinkweshallinterestyou-mypoorgirlandI。IamsurethatifyouweretoseeCatherineshewouldinterestyouverymuch。Idon\'tmeanbecausesheisinterestingintheusualsenseoftheword,butbecauseyouwouldfeelsorryforher。Sheissosoft,sosimpleminded,shewouldbesuchaneasyvictim!Abadhusbandwouldhaveremarkablefacilitiesformakinghermiserable;forshewouldhaveneithertheintelligencenortheresolutiontogetthebetterofhim,andyetshewouldhaveanexaggeratedpowerofsuffering。Isee,\"addedthedoctor,withhismostinsinuating,hismostprofessionallaugh,\"youarealreadyinterested。\" \"Ihavebeeninterestedfromthemomenthetoldmehewasengaged,\"saidMrs。Montgomery。 \"Ah,hesaysthat-hecallsitanengagement?\" \"Oh,hehastoldmeyoudidn\'tlikeit。\" \"DidhetellyouthatIdon\'tlikehim?\" \"Yes,hetoldmethattoo。IsaidIcouldn\'thelpit,\"addedMrs。 Montgomery。 \"Ofcourseyoucan\'t。ButwhatyoucandoistotellmeIamright-togivemeanattestation,asitwere。\"Andthedoctoraccompaniedthisremarkwithanotherprofessionalsmile。 Mrs。Montgomery,however,smilednotatall;itwasobviousthatshecouldnottakethehumorousviewofhisappeal。\"Thatisagooddealtoask,\"shesaid,atlast。 \"Therecanbenodoubtofthat;andImust,inconscience,remindyouoftheadvantagesayoungmanmarryingmydaughterwouldenjoy。 Shehasanincomeoftenthousanddollarsinherownright,leftherbyhermother;ifshemarriesahusbandIapprove,shewillcomeintoalmosttwiceasmuchmoreatmydeath。\" Mrs。Montgomerylistenedingreatearnestnesstothissplendidfinancialstatement;shehadneverheardthousandsofdollarssofamiliarlytalkedabout。Sheflushedalittlewithexcitement。\"Yourdaughterwillbeimmenselyrich,\"shesaid,softly。 \"Precisely-that\'sthebotherofit。\" \"AndifMorrisshouldmarryher,he-he-\"Andshehesitated,timidly。 \"Hewouldbemasterofallthatmoney?Bynomeans。Hewouldbemasterofthetenthousandayearthatshehasfromhermother;butIshouldleaveeverypennyofmyownfortune,earnedinthelaboriousexerciseofmyprofession,tomynephewsandnieces。\" Mrs。Montgomerydroppedhereyesatthis,andsatforsometimegazingatthestrawmattingwhichcoveredherfloor。 \"Isupposeitseemstoyou,\"saidthedoctor,laughing,\"thatinsodoingIshouldplayyourbrotheraveryshabbytrick。\" \"Notatall。Thatistoomuchmoneytogetpossessionofsoeasilybymarrying。Idon\'tthinkitwouldberight。\" \"It\'srighttogetallonecan。Butinthiscaseyourbrotherwouldn\'tbeable。IfCatherinemarrieswithoutmyconsent,shedoesn\'tgetapennyfrommyownpocket。\" \"Isthatcertain?\"askedMrs。Montgomery,lookingup。 \"AscertainasthatIsithere。\" \"Evenifsheshouldpineaway?\" \"Evenifsheshouldpinetoashadow,whichisn\'tprobable。\" \"DoesMorrisknowthis?\" \"Ishallbemosthappytoinformhim,\"thedoctorexclaimed。 Mrs。Montgomeryresumedhermeditations;andhervisitor,whowaspreparedtogivetimetotheaffair,askedhimselfwhether,inspiteofherlittleconscientiousair,shewasnotplayingintoherbrother\'shands。Atthesametimehewashalfashamedoftheordealtowhichhehadsubjectedher,andwastouchedbythegentlenesswithwhichsheboreit。\"Ifshewereahumbug,\"hesaid,\"shewouldgetangry,unlessshebeverydeepindeed。Itisnotprobablethatsheisasdeepasthat。\" \"WhatmakesyoudislikeMorrissomuch?\"shepresentlyasked,emergingfromherreflections。 \"Idon\'tdislikehimintheleastasafriend,asacompanion。Heseemstomeacharmingfellow,andIshouldthinkhewouldbeexcellentcompany。Idislikehimexclusivelyasason-in-law。Iftheonlyofficeofason-in-lawweretodineatthepaternaltable,I shouldsetahighvalueuponyourbrother:Hedinescapitally。Butthatisasmallpartofhisfunction,which,ingeneral,istobeaprotectorandcaretakerofmychild,whoissingularlyill-adaptedtotakecareofherself。Itistherethathedoesn\'tsatisfyme。I confessIhavenothingbutmyimpressiontogoby;butIaminthehabitoftrustingmyimpression。Ofcourseyouareatlibertytocontradictitflat。Hestrikesmeasselfishandshallow。\" Mrs。Montgomery\'seyesexpandedalittle,andthedoctorfanciedhesawthelightofadmirationinthem。\"Iwonderyouhavediscoveredheisselfish,\"sheexclaimed。 \"Doyouthinkhehidesitsowell?\" \"Verywellindeed,\"saidMrs。Montgomery。\"AndIthinkweareallratherselfish,\"sheadded,quickly。 \"Ithinksotoo;butIhaveseenpeoplehideitbetterthanhe。 YouseeIamhelpedbyahabitIhaveofdividingpeopleintoclasses,intotypes。Imayeasilybemistakenaboutyourbrotherasanindividual,buthistypeiswrittenonhiswholeperson。\" \"Heisverygood-looking,\"saidMrs。Montgomery。 Thedoctoreyedheramoment。\"Youwomenareallthesame!Butthetypetowhichyourbrotherbelongswasmadetobetheruinofyou,andyouweremadetobeitshandmaidsandvictims。Thesignofthetypeinquestionisthedetermination-sometimesterribleinitsquietintensity-toacceptnothingoflifebutitspleasures,andtosecurethesepleasureschieflybytheaidofyourcomplaisantsex。 Youngmenofthisclassneverdoanythingforthemselvesthattheycangetotherpeopletodoforthem,anditistheinfatuation,thedevotion,thesuperstitionofothersthatkeepsthemgoing。Theseothers,inninety-ninecasesoutofahundred,arewomen。Whatouryoungfriendschieflyinsistuponisthatsomeoneelseshallsufferforthem;andwomendothatsortofthing,asyoumustknow,wonderfullywell。\"Thedoctorpausedamoment,andthenheadded,abruptly,\"Youhavesufferedimmenselyforyourbrother!\" Thisexclamationwasabrupt,asIsay,butitwasalsoperfectlycalculated。ThedoctorhadbeenratherdisappointedatnotfindinghiscompactandcomfortablelittlehostesssurroundedinamorevisibledegreebytheravagesofMorrisTownsend\'simmorality;buthehadsaidtohimselfthatthiswasnotbecausetheyoungmanhadsparedher,butbecauseshehadcontrivedtoplasterupherwounds。Theywereachingtherebehindthevarnishedstove,thefestoonedengravings,beneathherownneatlittlepoplinbosom;andifhecouldonlytouchthetenderspot,shewouldmakeamovementthatwouldbetrayher。ThewordsIhavejustquotedwereanattempttoputhisfingersuddenlyupontheplace,andtheyhadsomeofthesuccessthathelookedfor。 ThetearssprungforamomenttoMrs。Montgomery\'seyes,andsheindulgedinaproudlittlejerkofthehead。 \"Idon\'tknowhowyouhavefoundthatout!\"sheexclaimed。 \"Byaphilosophictrick-bywhattheycallinduction。Youknowyouhavealwaysyouroptionofcontradictingme。Butkindlyanswermeaquestion:Don\'tyougiveyourbrothermoney?Ithinkyououghttoanswerthat。\" \"Yes,Ihavegivenhimmoney,\"saidMrs。Montgomery。 \"Andyouhavenothadmuchtogivehim?\" Shewassilentamoment。\"Ifyouaskmeforaconfessionofpoverty,thatiseasilymade。Iamverypoor。\" \"Onewouldneversupposeitfromyour-yourcharminghouse,\"saidthedoctor。\"Ilearnedfrommysisterthatyourincomewasmoderate,andyourfamilynumerous。\" \"Ihavefivechildren,\"Mrs。Montgomeryobserved,\"butIamhappytosayIcanbringthemupdecently。\" \"Ofcourseyoucan-accomplishedanddevotedasyouare。Butyourbrotherhascountedthemover,Isuppose?\" \"Countedthemover?\" \"Heknowstherearefive,Imean。Hetellsmeitishethatbringsthemup。\" Mrs。Montgomerystaredamoment,andthenquickly-\"Ohyes;heteachesthem-Spanish。\" Thedoctorlaughedout。\"Thatmusttakeagreatdealoffyourhands! Yourbrotheralsoknows,ofcourse,thatyouhaveverylittlemoney?\" \"Ihaveoftentoldhimso,\"Mrs。Montgomeryexclaimed,moreunreservedlythanshehadyetspoken。Shewasapparentlytakingsomecomfortinthedoctor\'sclairvoyance。 \"Whichmeansthatyouhaveoftenoccasionto,andthatheoftenspongesonyou。Excusethecrudityofmylanguage;Isimplyexpressafact。Idon\'taskyouhowmuchofyourmoneyhehashad,itisnoneofmybusiness。IhaveascertainedwhatIsuspected-whatI wished。\"Andthedoctorgotup,gentlysmoothinghishat。\"Yourbrotherlivesonyou,\"hesaid,ashestoodthere。 Mrs。Montgomeryquicklyrosefromherchair,followinghervisitor\'smovementswithalookoffascination。Butthen,withacertaininconsequence,\"Ihavenevercomplainedofhim,\"shesaid。 \"Youneedn\'tprotest-youhavenotbetrayedhim。ButIadviseyounottogivehimanymoremoney。\" \"Don\'tyouseeitisinmyinterestthatheshouldmarryarichperson?\"sheasked。\"If,asyousay,helivesonme,Icanonlywishtogetridofhim;andtoputobstaclesinthewayofhismarryingistoincreasemyowndifficulties。\" \"Iwishverymuchyouwouldcometomewithyourdifficulties,\"saidthedoctor。\"Certainly,ifIthrowhimbackonyourhands,theleastI candoistohelpyoutobeartheburden。Ifyouwillallowmetosayso,then,Ishalltakethelibertyofplacinginyourhands,forthepresent,acertainfundforyourbrother\'ssupport。\" Mrs。Montgomerystared;sheevidentlythoughthewasjesting;butshepresentlysawthathewasnot,andthecomplicationofherfeelingsbecamepainful。\"ItseemstomethatIoughttobeverymuchoffendedwithyou,\"shemurmured。 \"BecauseIhaveofferedyoumoney?That\'sasuperstition,\"saidthedoctor。\"Youmustletmecomeandseeyouagain,andwewilltalkaboutthesethings。Isupposethatsomeofyourchildrenaregirls?\" \"Ihavetwolittlegirls,\"saidMrs。Montgomery。 \"Well,whentheygrowup,andbegintothinkoftakinghusbands,youwillseehowanxiousyouwillbeaboutthemoralcharacterofthesehusbands。Thenyouwillunderstandthisvisitofmine。\" \"Ah,youarenottobelievethatMorris\'smoralcharacterisbad。\" Thedoctorlookedatheralittle,withfoldedarms。\"ThereissomethingIshouldgreatlylike,asamoralsatisfaction。Ishouldliketohearyousay,\'Heisabominablyselfish。\'\" Thewordscameoutwiththegravedistinctnessofhisvoice,andtheyseemedforaninstanttocreate,topoorMrs。Montgomery\'stroubledvision,amaterialimage。Shegazedatitaninstant,andthensheturnedaway。\"Youdistressme,sir!\"sheexclaimed。\"Heis,afterall,mybrother;andhistalents,histalents-\"Ontheselastwordshervoicequavered,andbeforeheknewitshehadburstintotears。 \"Histalentsarefirst-rate,\"saidthedoctor。\"Wemustfindtheproperfieldforthem。\"Andheassuredhermostrespectfullyofhisregretathavingsogreatlydiscomposedher。\"It\'sallformypoorCatherine,\"hewenton。\"Youmustknowher,andyouwillsee。\" Mrs。Montgomerybrushedawayhertears,andblushedathavingshedthem。\"Ishouldliketoknowyourdaughter,\"sheanswered;andthen,inaninstant,\"Don\'tlethermarryhim!\" DoctorSloperwentawaywiththewordsgentlyhumminginhisears: \"Don\'tlethermarryhim!\"Theygavehimthemoralsatisfactionofwhichhehadjustspoken,andtheirvaluewasthegreaterthattheyhadevidentlycostapangtopoorlittleMrs。Montgomery\'sfamilypride。 CHAPTER15。 HEHADBEENPUZZLEDbythewaythatCatherinecarriedherself;herattitudeatthissentimentalcrisisseemedtohimunnaturallypassive。 Shehadnotspokentohimagainafterthatsceneinthelibrary,thedaybeforehisinterviewwithMorris;andaweekhadelapsedwithoutmakinganychangeinhermanner。Therewasnothinginitthatappealedforpity,andhewasevenalittledisappointedathernotgivinghimanopportunitytomakeupforhisharshnessbysomemanifestationofliberalitywhichshouldoperateasacompensation。HethoughtalittleofofferingtotakeherforatourinEurope;buthewasdeterminedtodothisonlyincasesheshouldseemmutelytoreproachhim。Hehadanideathatshewoulddisplayatalentformutereproaches,andhewassurprisedatnotfindinghimselfexposedtothesesilentbatteries。Shesaidnothing,eithertacitlyorexplicitly,andasshewasneververytalkative,therewasnownoespecialeloquenceinherreserve。AndpoorCatherinewasnotsulky-astyleofbehaviorforwhichshehadtoolittlehistrionictalent- shewassimplyverypatient。Ofcourseshewasthinkingoverhersituation,andshewasapparentlydoingsoinadeliberateandunimpassionedmanner,withaviewofmakingthebestofit。 \"ShewilldoasIhavebiddenher,\"saidthedoctor;andhemadethefurtherreflectionthathisdaughterwasnotawomanofagreatspirit。 Iknownotwhetherhehadhopedforalittlemoreresistanceforthesakeofalittlemoreentertainment;buthesaidtohimself,ashehadsaidbefore,thatthoughitmighthaveitsmomentaryalarms,paternitywas,afterall,notanexcitingvocation。 Catherinemeanwhilehadmadeadiscoveryofaverydifferentsort; ithadbecomevividtoherthattherewasagreatexcitementintryingtobeagooddaughter。Shehadanentirelynewfeeling,whichmaybedescribedasastateofexpectantsuspenseaboutherownactions。 Shewatchedherselfasshewouldhavewatchedanotherperson,andwonderedwhatshewoulddo。Itwasasifthisotherperson,whowasbothherselfandnotherself,hadsuddenlysprungintobeing,inspiringherwithanaturalcuriosityastotheperformanceofuntestedfunctions。 \"IamgladIhavesuchagooddaughter,\"saidherfather,kissingher,afterthelapseofseveraldays。 \"Iamtryingtobegood,\"sheanswered,turningaway,withaconsciencenotaltogetherclear。 \"Ifthereisanythingyouwouldliketosaytome,youknowyoumustnothesitate。Youneedn\'tfeelobligedtobesoquiet。Ishouldn\'tcarethatMr。Townsendshouldbeafrequenttopicofconversation,butwheneveryouhaveanythingparticulartosayabouthimIshallbeverygladtohearit。\" \"Thankyou,\"saidCatherine,\"Ihavenothingparticularatpresent。\" HeneveraskedherwhethershehadseenMorrisagain,becausehewassurethatifthishadbeenthecaseshewouldtellhim。Shehad,infact,notseenhim;shehadonlywrittenhimalongletter。Theletter,atleast,waslongforher;and,itmaybeadded,thatitwaslongforMorris;itconsistedoffivepages,inaremarkablyneatandhandsomehand。Catherine\'shandwritingwasbeautiful,andshewasevenalittleproudofit:Shewasextremelyfondofcopying,andpossessedvolumesofextractswhichtestifiedtothisaccomplishment;volumeswhichshehadexhibitedonedaytoherlover,whentheblissoffeelingthatshewasimportantinhiseyeswasexceptionallykeen。ShetoldMorris,inwriting,thatherfatherhadexpressedthewishthatsheshouldnotseehimagain,andthatshebeggedhewouldnotcometothehouseuntilsheshouldhave\"madeuphermind。\"Morrisrepliedwithapassionateepistle,inwhichheaskedtowhat,inheaven\'sname,shewishedtomakeuphermind。Hadnothermindbeenmadeuptwoweeksbefore,andcoulditbepossiblethatsheentertainedtheideaofthrowinghimoff?Didshemeantobreakdownattheverybeginningoftheirordeal,afterallthepromisesoffidelityshehadbothgivenandextracted?Andhegaveanaccountofhisowninterviewwithherfather-anaccountnotidenticalatallpointswiththatofferedinthesepages。\"Hewasterriblyviolent,\"Morriswrote,\"butyouknowmyself-control。IhaveneedofitallwhenIrememberthatIhaveitinmypowertobreakinuponyourcruelcaptivity。\"Catherinesenthim,inanswertothis,anoteofthreelines。\"Iamingreattrouble;donotdoubtofmyaffection,butletmewaitalittleandthink。\"Theideaofastrugglewithherfather,ofsettingupherwillagainsthisown,washeavyonhersoul,anditkeptherquiet,asagreatphysicalweightkeepsusmotionless。Itneverenteredintohermindtothrowherloveroff;butfromthefirstshetriedtoassureherselfthattherewouldbeapeacefulwayoutoftheirdifficulty。Theassurancewasvague,foritcontainednoelementofpositiveconvictionthatherfatherwouldchangehismind。Sheonlyhadanideathatifsheshouldbeverygood,thesituationwouldinsomemysteriousmannerimprove。Tobegoodshemustbepatient,outwardlysubmissive,abstainfromjudgingherfathertooharshly,andfromcommittinganyactofopendefiance。Hewasperhapsright,afterall,tothinkashedid;bywhichCatherinemeantnotintheleastthathisjudgmentofMorris\'smotivesinseekingtomarryherwasperhapsajustone,butthatitwasprobablynaturalandproperthatconscientiousparentsshouldbesuspiciousandevenunjust。TherewereprobablypeopleintheworldasbadasherfathersupposedMorristobe,andifthereweretheslightestchanceofMorrisbeingoneofthesesinisterpersons,thedoctorwasrightintakingitintoaccount。Ofcoursehecouldnotknowwhatsheknew-howthepurestloveandtruthwereseatedintheyoungman\'seyes;butheaven,initstime,mightappointawayofbringinghimtosuchknowledge。Catherineexpectedagooddealofheaven,andreferredtotheskiestheinitiative,astheFrenchsay,indealingwithherdilemma。Shecouldnotimagineherselfimpartinganykindofknowledgetoherfather;therewassomethingsuperioreveninhisinjustice,andabsoluteinhismistakes。Butshecouldatleastbegood,andifshewereonlygoodenough,heavenwouldinventsomewayofreconcilingallthings-thedignityofherfather\'serrorsandthesweetnessofherownconfidence,thestrictperformanceofherfilialduties,andtheenjoymentofMorrisTownsend\'saffection。 PoorCatherinewouldhavebeengladtoregardMrs。Pennimanasanilluminatingagent,apartwhichthisladyherself,indeed,wasbutimperfectlypreparedtoplay。Mrs。Pennimantooktoomuchsatisfactioninthesentimentalshadowsofthislittledramatohave,forthemoment,anygreatinterestindissipatingthem。Shewishedtheplottothicken,andtheadvicethatshegaveherniecetended,inherownimagination,toproducethisresult。Itwasratherincoherentcounsel,andfromonedaytoanotheritcontradicteditself;butitwaspervadedbyanearnestdesirethatCatherineshoulddosomethingstriking。\"Youmustact,mydear;inyoursituationthegreatthingistoact,\"saidMrs。Penniman,whofoundherniecealtogetherbeneathheropportunities。Mrs。Penniman\'srealhopewasthatthegirlwouldmakeasecretmarriage,atwhichsheshouldofficiateasbrideswomanorduenna。Shehadavisionofthisceremonybeingperformedinsomesubterraneanchapel-subterraneanchapelsinNewYorkwerenotfrequent,butMrs。Penniman\'simaginationwasnotchilledbytrifles-andoftheguiltycouple-shelikedtothinkofpoorCatherineandhersuitorastheguiltycouple-beingshuffledawayinafast-whirlingvehicletosomeobscurelodginginthesuburbs,whereshewouldpaythem(inathickveil)clandestinevisits;wheretheywouldendureaperiodofromanticprivation;andwhenultimately,aftersheshouldhavebeentheirearthlyprovidence,theirintercessor,theiradvocate,andtheirmediumofcommunicationwiththeworld,theywouldbereconciledtoherbrotherinanartistictableau,inwhichsheherselfshouldbesomehowthecentralfigure。 ShehesitatedasyettorecommendthiscoursetoCatherine,butsheattemptedtodrawanattractivepictureofittoMorrisTownsend。 Shewasindailycommunicationwiththeyoungman,whomshekeptinformedbylettersofthestateofaffairsinWashingtonSquare。Ashehadbeenbanished,asshesaid,fromthehouse,shenolongersawhim;butsheendedbywritingtohimthatshelongedforaninterview。 Thisinterviewcouldtakeplaceonlyonneutralground,andshebethoughtherselfgreatlybeforeselectingaplaceofmeeting。ShehadaninclinationforGreenwoodCemetery,butshegaveitupastoodistant;shecouldnotabsentherselfforsolong,asshesaid,withoutexcitingsuspicion。ThenshethoughtoftheBattery,butthatwasrathercoldandwindy,besidesone\'sbeingexposedtointrusionfromtheIrishimmigrantswhoatthispointalight,withlargeappetites,intheNewWorld;andatlastshefixeduponanoystersaloonintheSeventhAvenue,keptbyaNegro-anestablishmentofwhichsheknewnothingsavethatshehadnoticeditinpassing。ShemadeanappointmentwithMorrisTownsendtomeethimthere,andshewenttothetrystatdusk,envelopedinanimpenetrableveil。Hekeptherwaitingforhalfanhour-hehadalmostthewholewidthofthecitytotraverse-butshelikedtowait,itseemed,tointensifythesituation。Sheorderedacupoftea,whichprovedexcessivelybad,andthisgaveherasensethatshewassufferinginaromanticcause。WhenMorrisatlastarrived,theysattogetherforhalfanhourintheduskiestcornerofthebackshop;anditishardlytoomuchtosaythatthiswasthehappiesthalfhourthatMrs。Pennimanhadknownforyears。Thesituationwasreallythrilling,anditscarcelyseemedtoherafalsenotewhenhercompanionaskedforanoysterstew,andproceededtoconsumeitbeforehereyes。Morris,indeed,neededallthesatisfactionthatstewedoysterscouldgivehim,foritmaybeintimatedtothereaderthatheregardedMrs。Pennimaninthelightofafifthwheeltohiscoach。Hewasinastateofirritationnaturaltoagentlemanoffinepartswhohadbeensnubbedinabenevolentattempttoconferadistinctionuponayoungwomanofinferiorcharacteristics,andtheinsinuatingsympathyofthissomewhatdesiccatedmatronappearedtoofferhimnopracticalrelief。Hethoughtherahumbug,andhejudgedofhumbugswithagooddealofconfidence。Hehadlistenedandmadehimselfagreeabletoheratfirst,inordertogetafootinginWashingtonSquare;andatpresentheneededallhisself-commandtobedecentlycivil。Itwouldhavegratifiedhimtotellherthatshewasafantasticoldwoman,andthathewouldliketoputherintoanomnibusandsendherhome。Weknow,however,thatMorrispossessedthevirtueofself-control,andhehadmoreovertheconstanthabitofseekingtobeagreeable;sothat,althoughMrs。Penniman\'sdemeanoronlyexasperatedhisalreadyunquietnerves,helistenedtoherwithasomberdeferenceinwhichshefoundmuchtoadmire。 CHAPTER16。 THEYHADOfCourseimmediatelyspokenofCatherine。\"Didshesendamessage,or-oranything?\"Morrisasked。Heappearedtothinkthatshemighthavesenthimatrinketoralockofherhair。 Mrs。Pennimanwasslightlyembarrassed,forshehadnottoldhernieceofherintendedexpedition。\"Notexactlyamessage,\"shesaid。 \"Ididn\'taskherforone,becauseIwasafraidto-toexciteher。\" \"Iamafraidsheisnotveryexcitable。\"AndMorrisgaveasmileofsomebitterness。 \"Sheisbetterthanthat-sheissteadfast,sheistrue。\" \"Doyouthinkshewillholdfast,then?\" \"Tothedeath!\" \"Oh,Ihopeitwon\'tcometothat,\"saidMorris。 \"Wemustbepreparedfortheworst,andthatiswhatIwishtospeaktoyouabout。\" \"Whatdoyoucalltheworst?\" \"Well,\"saidMrs。Penniman,\"mybrother\'shard,intellectualnature。\" \"Oh,thedevil!\" \"Heisimpervioustopity,\"Mrs。Pennimanadded,bywayofexplanation。 \"Doyoumeanthathewon\'tcomeround?\" \"Hewillneverbevanquishedbyargument。Ihavestudiedhim。Hewillbevanquishedonlybytheaccomplishedfact。\" \"Theaccomplishedfact?\" \"Hewillcomeroundafterward,\"saidMrs。Penniman,withextremesignificance。\"Hecaresfornothingbutfacts-hemustbemetbyfacts。\" \"Well,\"rejoinedMorris,\"itisafactthatIwishtomarryhisdaughter。Imethimwiththattheotherday,buthewasnotatallvanquished。\" Mrs。Pennimanwassilentalittle,andhersmilebeneaththeshadowofhercapaciousbonnet,ontheedgeofwhichherblackveilwasarrangedcurtainwise,fixeditselfuponMorris\'sfacewithastillmoretenderbrilliancy。\"MarryCatherinefirst,andmeethimafterward!\"sheexclaimed。 \"Doyourecommendthat?\"askedtheyoungman,frowningheavily。 Shewasalittlefrightened,butshewentonwithconsiderableboldness。\"ThatisthewayIseeit:aprivatemarriage-aprivatemarriage。\"Sherepeatedthephrasebecauseshelikedit。 \"DoyoumeanthatIshouldcarryCatherineoff?Whatdotheycallit-elopewithher?\" \"Itisnotacrimewhenyouaredriventoit,\"saidMrs。Penniman。 \"Myhusband,asIhavetoldyou,wasadistinguishedclergyman-oneofthemosteloquentmenofhisday。Heoncemarriedayoungcouplethathadfledfromthehouseoftheyounglady\'sfather;hewassointerestedintheirstory。Hehadnohesitation,andeverythingcameoutbeautifully。Thefatherwasafterwardreconciled,andthoughteverythingoftheyoungman。Mr。Pennimanmarriedthemintheevening,aboutseveno\'clock。Thechurchwassodarkyoucouldscarcelysee,andMr。Pennimanwasintenselyagitated-hewassosympathetic。I don\'tbelievehecouldhavedoneitagain。\" \"Unfortunately,CatherineandIhavenotMr。Pennimantomarryus,\"saidMorris。 \"No,butyouhaveme!\"rejoinedMrs。Penniman,expressively。\"I can\'tperformtheceremony,butIcanhelpyou;Icanwatch!\" \"Thewoman\'sanidiot!\"thoughtMorris,buthewasobligedtosaysomethingdifferent。Itwasnot,however,materiallymorecivil。 \"WasitinordertotellmethisthatyourequestedIwouldmeetyouhere?\" Mrs。Pennimanhadbeenconsciousofacertainvaguenessinhererrand,andofnotbeingabletoofferhimanyverytangiblerewardforhislongwalk。\"IthoughtperhapsyouwouldliketoseeonewhoissoneartoCatherine,\"sheobserved,withconsiderablemajesty,\"andalso,\"sheadded,\"thatyouwouldvalueanopportunityofsendinghersomething。\" Morrisextendedhisemptyhandswithamelancholysmile。\"Iamgreatlyobligedtoyou,butIhavenothingtosend。\" \"Haven\'tyouaword?\"askedhiscompanion,withhersuggestivesmilecomingback。 Morrisfrownedagain。 \"Tellhertoholdfast,\"hesaid,rathercurtly。 \"Thatisagoodword-anobleword:Itwillmakeherhappyformanydays。Sheisverytouching,verybrave,\"Mrs。Pennimanwenton,arranginghermantleandpreparingtodepart。Whileshewassoengagedshehadaninspiration;shefoundthephrasethatshecouldboldlyofferasavindicationofthestepshehadtaken。\"IfyoumarryCatherineatallrisks,\"shesaid,\"youwillgivemybrotheraproofofyourbeingwhathepretendstodoubt。\" \"Whathepretendstodoubt?\" \"Don\'tyouknowwhatthatis?\"Mrs。Pennimanasked,almostplayfully。 \"Itdoesnotconcernmetoknow,\"saidMorris,grandly。 \"Ofcourseitmakesyouangry。\" \"Idespiseit,\"Morrisdeclared。 \"Ah,youknowwhatitis,then?\"saidMrs。Penniman,shakingherfingerathim。\"Hepretendsthatyoulike-youlikethemoney。\" Morrishesitatedamoment;andthen,asifhespokeadvisedly,\"Idolikethemoney!\" \"Ah,butnot-butnotashemeansit。Youdon\'tlikeitmorethanCatherine?\" Heleanedhiselbowsonthetableandburiedhisheadinhishands。\"Youtortureme!\"hemurmured。And,indeed,thiswasalmosttheeffectofthepoorlady\'stooimportunateinterestinhissituation。 Butsheinsistedinmakingherpoint。\"Ifyoumarryherinspiteofhim,hewilltakeforgrantedthatyouexpectnothingofhim,andarepreparedtodowithoutit;andsohewillseethatyouaredisinterested。\" Morrisraisedhisheadalittle,followingthisargument。\"AndwhatshallIgainbythat?\" \"Why,thathewillseethathehasbeenwronginthinkingthatyouwishedtogethismoney。\" \"AndseeingthatIwishhewouldgotothedeucewithit,hewillleaveittoahospital。Isthatwhatyoumean?\"askedMorris。 \"No,Idon\'tmeanthat,thoughthatwouldbeverygrand,\"Mrs。 Pennimanquicklyadded。\"Imeanthat,havingdoneyousuchaninjustice,hewillthinkithisduty,attheend,tomakesomeamends。\" Morrisshookhishead,thoughitmustbeconfessedhewasalittlestruckwiththisidea。\"Doyouthinkheissosentimental?\" \"Heisnotsentimental,\"saidMrs。Penniman,\"but,tobeperfectlyfairtohim,Ithinkhehas,inhisownnarrowway,acertainsenseofduty。\" TherepassedthroughMorrisTownsend\'smindarapidwonderastowhathemight,evenunderaremotecontingency,beindebtedtofromtheactionofthisprincipleinDoctorSloper\'sbreast,andtheinquiryexhausteditselfinhissenseoftheludicrous。\"Yourbrotherhasnodutiestome,\"hesaidpresently,\"andInonetohim。\" \"Ah,buthehasdutiestoCatherine。\" \"Yes;butyousee,onthatprincipleCatherinehasdutiestohimaswell。\" Mrs。Pennimangotupwithamelancholysigh,asifshethoughthimveryunimaginative。\"Shehasalwaysperformedthemfaithfully;andnowdoyouthinkshehasnodutiestoyou?\"Mrs。Pennimanalways,eveninconversation,italicizedherpersonalpronouns。 \"Itwouldsoundharshtosayso。Iamsogratefulforherlove,\" Morrisadded。 \"Iwilltellheryousaidthat。Andnow,rememberthatifyouneedmeIamthere。\"AndMrs。Penniman,whocouldthinkofnothingmoretosay,noddedvaguelyinthedirectionofWashingtonSquare。 Morrislookedsomemomentsatthesandedflooroftheshop;heseemedtobedisposedtolingeramoment。Atlast,lookingupwithacertainabruptness,\"Itisyourbeliefthatifshemarriesmehewillcutheroff?\"heasked。 Mrs。Pennimanstaredalittle,andsmiled。\"Why,IhaveexplainedtoyouwhatIthinkwouldhappen-thatintheenditwouldbethebestthingtodo。\" \"Youmeanthat,whatevershedoes,inthelongrunshewillgetthemoney?\" \"Itdoesn\'tdependuponher,butuponyou。Venturetoappearasdisinterestedasyouare,\"saidMrs。Penniman,ingeniously。Morrisdroppedhiseyesonthesandedflooragain,ponderingthis,andshepursued:\"Mr。PennimanandIhadnothing,andwewereveryhappy。 Catherine,moreover,hashermother\'sfortune,which,atthetimemysister-in-lawmarried,wasconsideredaveryhandsomeone。\" \"Oh,don\'tspeakofthat!\"saidMorris;andindeeditwasquitesuperfluous,forhehadcontemplatedthefactinallitslights。 \"Austinmarriedawifewithmoney-whyshouldn\'tyou?\" \"Ah,butyourbrotherwasadoctor,\"Morrisobjected。 \"Well,allyoungmencan\'tbedoctors。\" \"Ishouldthinkitanextremelyloathsomeprofession,\"saidMorris,withanairofintellectualindependence;then,inamoment,hewentonratherinconsequently,\"DoyousupposethereisawillalreadymadeinCatherine\'sfavor?\" \"Isupposesoevendoctorsmustdie;andperhapsalittleinmine,\"Mrs。Pennimanfranklyadded。 \"Andyoubelievehewouldcertainlychangeit-asregardsCatherine?\" \"Yes;andthenchangeitbackagain。\" \"Ah,butonecan\'tdependonthat,\"saidMorris。 \"Doyouwanttodependonit?\"Mrs。Pennimanasked。 Morrisblushedalittle。\"Well,IamcertainlyafraidofbeingthecauseofaninjurytoCatherine。\" \"Ah,youmustnotbeafraid。Beafraidofnothing,andeverythingwillgowell。\" AndthenMrs。Pennimanpaidforhercupoftea,andMorrispaidforhisoysterstew,andtheywentouttogetherintothedimlylightedwildernessoftheSeventhAvenue。Theduskhadclosedincompletely,andthestreetlampswereseparatedbywideintervalsofapavementinwhichcavitiesandfissuresplayedadisproportionatepart。Anomnibus,emblazonedwithstrangepictures,wenttumblingoverthedislocatedcobblestones。 \"Howwillyougohome?\"Morrisasked,followingthisvehiclewithaninterestedeye。Mrs。Pennimanhadtakenhisarm。 Shehesitatedamoment。\"Ithinkthismannerwouldbepleasant,\"shesaid;andshecontinuedtolethimfeelthevalueofhissupport。 Sohewalkedwithherthroughthedeviouswaysofthewestsideofthetown,andthroughthebustleofgatheringnightfallinpopulousstreets,tothequietprecinctofWashingtonSquare。TheylingeredamomentatthefootofDoctorSloper\'swhitemarblesteps,abovewhichaspotlesswhitedoor,adornedwithaglitteringsilverplate,seemedtofigureforMorristheclosedportalofhappiness;andthenMrs。Penniman\'scompanionrestedamelancholyeyeuponalightedwindowintheupperpartofthehouse。 \"Thatismyroom-mydearlittleroom!\"Mrs。Pennimanremarked。 Morrisstarted。\"ThenIneedn\'tcomewalkingroundtheSquaretogazeatit。\" \"That\'sasyouplease。ButCatherine\'sisbehind;twonoblewindowsonthesecondfloor。Ithinkyoucanseethemfromtheotherstreet。\" \"Idon\'twanttoseethem,ma\'am。\"AndMorristurnedhisbacktothehouse。 \"Iwilltellheryouhavebeenhere,atanyrate,\"saidMrs。 Penniman,pointingtothespotwheretheystood,\"andIwillgiveheryourmessage-thatsheistoholdfast。\" \"Ohyes;ofcourse。YouknowIwriteherallthat。\" \"Itseemstosaymorewhenitisspoken。Andremember,ifyouneedme,thatIamhere,\"andMrs。Pennimanglancedatthethirdfloor。 Onthistheyseparated,andMorris,lefttohimself,stoodlookingatthehouseamoment;afterwhichheturnedaway,andtookagloomywalkroundtheSquare,ontheoppositeside,closetothewoodenfence。Thenhecameback,andpausedforaminuteinfrontofDoctorSloper\'sdwelling。Hiseyestraveledoverit;theyevenrestedontheruddywindowsofMrs。Penniman\'sapartment。Hethoughtitadevilishcomfortablehouse。 CHAPTER17。 MRS。PENNIMANtoldCatherinethatevening-thetwoladiesweresittinginthebackparlor-thatshehadhadaninterviewwithMorrisTownsend;andonreceivingthisnewsthegirlstartedwithasenseofpain。Shefeltangryforthemoment;itwasalmostthefirsttimeshehadeverfeltangry。Itseemedtoherthatherauntwasmeddlesome;andfromthiscameavagueapprehensionthatshewouldspoilsomething。 \"Idon\'tseewhyyoushouldhaveseenhim。Idon\'tthinkitwasright,\"Catherinesaid。 \"Iwassosorryforhim-itseemedtomesomeoneoughttoseehim。\" \"NoonebutI,\"saidCatherine,whofeltasifsheweremakingthemostpresumptuousspeechofherlife,andyetatthesametimehadaninstinctthatshewasrightindoingso。 \"Butyouwouldn\'t,mydear,\"AuntLaviniarejoined,\"andIdidn\'tknowwhatmighthavebecomeofhim。\" \"Ihavenotseenhimbecausemyfatherhasforbiddenit,\" Catherinesaid,verysimply。 Therewasasimplicityinthis,indeed,whichfairlyvexedMrs。 Penniman。\"Ifyourfatherforbadeyoutogotosleep,Isupposeyouwouldkeepawake!\"shecommented。 Catherinelookedather。\"Idon\'tunderstandyou。Youseemtomeverystrange。\" \"Well,mydear,youwillunderstandmesomeday!\"AndMrs。 Penniman,whowasreadingtheeveningpaper,whichsheperuseddailyfromthefirstlinetothelast,resumedheroccupation。Shewrappedherselfinsilence;shewasdeterminedCatherineshouldaskherforanaccountofherinterviewwithMorris。ButCatherinewassilentforsolongthatshealmostlostpatience;andshewasonthepointofremarkingtoherthatshewasveryheartless,whenthegirlatlastspoke。 \"Whatdidhesay?\"sheasked。 \"Hesaidheisreadytomarryyouanyday,inspiteofeverything。\" Catherinemadenoanswertothis,andMrs。Pennimanalmostlostpatienceagain;owingtowhichsheatlastvolunteeredtheinformationthatMorrislookedveryhandsome,butterriblyhaggard。 \"Didheseemsad?\"askedherniece。 \"Hewasdarkundertheeyes,\"saidMrs。Penniman。\"SodifferentfromwhenIfirstsawhim;thoughIamnotsurethatifIhadseenhiminthisconditionthefirsttime,Ishouldnothavebeenevenmorestruckwithhim。Thereissomethingbrilliantinhisverymisery。\" Thiswas,toCatherine\'ssense,avividpicture,andthoughshedisapproved,shefeltherselfgazingatit。\"Wheredidyouseehim?\" sheasked,presently。 \"In-intheBowery;ataconfectioner\'s,\"saidMrs。Penniman,whohadageneralideathatsheoughttodissemblealittle。 \"Whereaboutsistheplace?\"Catherineinquired,afteranotherpause。