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类别:其他 作者:Henry James字数:18841更新时间:19/01/05 09:59:50
CHAPTER26。 IFSHEHADDISTURBEDherniece\'stemper-shebeganfromthismomentforwardtotalkagooddealaboutCatherine\'stemper,anarticlewhichuptothattimehadneverbeenmentionedinconnectionwithourheroine-Catherinehadopportunityonthemorrowtorecoverherserenity。Mrs。PennimanhadgivenheramessagefromMorrisTownsendtotheeffectthathewouldcomeandwelcomeherhomeonthedayafterherarrival。Hecameintheafternoon;but,asmaybeimagined,hewasnotonthisoccasionmadefreeofDoctorSloper\'sstudy。Hehadbeencomingandgoing,forthepastyear,socomfortablyandirresponsibly,thathehadacertainsenseofbeingwrongedbyfindinghimselfremindedthathemustnowlimithishorizontothefrontparlor,whichwasCatherine\'sparticularprovince。 \"Iamverygladyouhavecomeback,\"hesaid。\"Itmakesmeveryhappytoseeyouagain。\"Andhelookedather,smiling,fromheadtofoot,thoughitdidnotappearafterwardthatheagreedwithMrs。 Penniman(who,womanlike,wentmoreintodetails,inthinkingherembellished)。 ToCatherineheappearedresplendent;itwassometimebeforeshecouldbelieveagainthatthisbeautifulyoungmanwasherownexclusiveproperty。Theyhadagreatdealofcharacteristiclovers\' talk-asoftexchangeofinquiriesandassurances。InthesemattersMorrishadanexcellentgrace,whichflungapicturesqueinterestevenovertheaccountofhisdebutinthecommissionbusiness-asubjectastowhichhiscompanionearnestlyquestionedhim。Fromtimetotimehegotupfromthesofawheretheysattogether,andwalkedabouttheroom;afterwhichhecameback,smilingandpassinghishandthroughhishair。Hewasunquiet,aswasnaturalinayoungmanwhohasjustbeenreunitedtoalong-absentmistress,andCatherinemadethereflectionthatshehadneverseenhimsoexcited。Itgaveherpleasure,somehow,tonotethisfact。Heaskedherquestionsabouthertravels,tosomeofwhichshewasunabletoreply,forshehadforgottenthenamesofplacesandtheorderofherfather\'sjourney。 Butforthemomentshewassohappy,soliftedupbythebeliefthathertroublesatlastwereover,thatsheforgottobeashamedofhermeageranswers。Itseemedtohernowthatshecouldmarryhimwithouttheremnantofascruple,orasingletremorsavethosethatbelongedtojoy。Withoutwaitingforhimtoask,shetoldhimthatherfatherhadcomebackinexactlythesamestateofmind-thathehadnotyieldedaninch。 \"Wemustnotexpectitnow,\"shesaid,\"andwemustdowithoutit。\" Morrissatlookingandsmiling。\"Mypoor,deargirl!\"heexclaimed。 \"Youmustn\'tpityme,\"saidCatherine。\"Idon\'tminditnow;Iamusedtoit。\" Morriscontinuedtosmile,andthenhegotupandwalkedaboutagain。\"Youhadbetterletmetryhim。\" \"Trytobringhimover?Youwouldonlymakehimworse,\"Catherineanswered,resolutely。 \"YousaythatbecauseImanageditsobadlybefore。ButIshouldmanageitdifferentlynow。Iammuchwiser;Ihavehadayeartothinkofit。Ihavemoretact。\" \"Isthatwhatyouhavebeenthinkingofforayear?\" \"Muchofthetime。Yousee,theideasticksinmycrop。Idon\'tliketobebeaten。\" \"Howareyoubeatenifwemarry?\" \"OfcourseIamnotbeatenonthemainissue;butIam,don\'tyousee,onalltherestofit-onthequestionofmyreputation,ofmyrelationswithyourfather,ofmyrelationswithmyownchildren,ifweshouldhaveany。\" \"Weshallhaveenoughforourchildren;weshallhaveenoughforeverything。Don\'tyouexpecttosucceedinbusiness?\" \"Brilliantly,andweshallcertainlybeverycomfortable。Butitisn\'tofthemerematerialcomfortIspeak;itisofthemoralcomfort,\"saidMorris,\"oftheintellectualsatisfaction。\" \"Ihavegreatmoralcomfortnow,\"Catherinedeclared,verysimply。 \"Ofcourseyouhave。Butwithmeitisdifferent。Ihavestakedmyprideonprovingtoyourfatherthatheiswrong,andnowthatIamattheheadofaflourishingbusiness,Icandealwithhimasanequal,I haveacapitalplan-doletmegoathim!\" Hestoodbeforeherwithhisbrightface,hisjauntyair,hishandsinhispockets;andshegotup,withhereyesrestingonhisown。\"Pleasedon\'t,Morris;pleasedon\'t,\"shesaid;andtherewasacertainmild,sadfirmnessinhertonewhichheheardforthefirsttime。\"Wemustasknofavorsofhim-wemustasknothingmore。Hewon\'trelent,andnothinggoodwillcomeofit。Iknowitnow-I haveaverygoodreason。\" \"Andpraywhatisyourreason?\" Shehesitatedtobringitout,butatlastitcame。\"Heisnotveryfondofme。\" \"Oh,bother!\"criedMorris,angrily。 \"Iwouldn\'tsaysuchathingwithoutbeingsure。Isawit,Ifeltit,inEngland,justbeforehecameaway。Hetalkedtomeonenight- thelastnight-andthenitcameoverme。Youcantellwhenapersonfeelsthatway。Iwouldn\'taccusehimifhehadn\'tmademefeelthatway。Idon\'taccusehim;Ijusttellyouthatthat\'showitis。Hecan\'thelpit;wecan\'tgovernouraffections。DoIgovernmine? Mightn\'thesaythattome?It\'sbecauseheissofondofmymother,whomwelostsolongago。Shewasbeautiful,andvery,verybrilliant; heisalwaysthinkingofher。Iamnotatalllikeher;AuntPennimanhastoldmethat。Ofcourseitisn\'tmyfault;butneitherisithisfault。AllImeanis,it\'strue;andit\'sastrongerreason,forhisneverbeingreconciledthansimplyhisdislikeforyou。\" \"Simply\'?\"criedMorris,withalaugh。\"Iammuchobligedforthat。\" \"Idon\'tmindabouthisdislikingyounow;Imindeverythingless。I feeldifferently;Ifeelseparatedfrommyfather。\" \"Uponmyword,\"saidMorris,\"youareaqueerfamily。\" \"Don\'tsaythat-don\'tsayanythingunkind,\"thegirlentreated。 \"Youmustbeverykindtomenow,because,Morris,because\"-andshehesitatedamoment-\"becauseIhavedoneagreatdealforyou。\" \"Oh,Iknowthat,mydear。\" Shehadspokenuptothismomentwithoutvehemenceoroutwardsignofemotion,gently,reasoningly,onlytryingtoexplain。Butheremotionhadbeenineffectuallysmothered,anditbetrayeditselfatlastinthetremblingofhervoice。\"Itisagreatthingtobeseparatedlikethatfromyourfather,whenyouhaveworshippedhimbefore。Ithasmademeveryunhappy;oritwouldhavemademesoifIdidn\'tloveyou。Youcantellwhenapersonspeakstoyouasif- asif-\" \"Asifwhat?\" \"Asiftheydespisedyou!\"saidCatherine,passionately。\"Hespokethatwaythenightbeforewesailed。Itwasn\'tmuch,butitwasenough,andIthoughtofitonthevoyageallthetime。ThenImadeupmymind。Iwillneveraskhimforanythingagain,orexpectanythingfromhim。Itwouldnotbenaturalnow。Wemustbeveryhappytogether,andwemustnotseemtodependuponhisforgiveness。And,Morris,Morris,youmustneverdespiseme!\" Thiswasaneasypromisetomake,andMorrismadeitwithfineeffect。Butforthemomentheundertooknothingmoreonerous。 CHAPTER27。 THEDOCTORofcourse,onhisreturn,hadagooddealoftalkwithhissisters。HewasatnogreatpainstonarratehistravelsortocommunicatehisimpressionsofdistantlandstoMrs。Penniman,uponwhomhecontentedhimselfwithbestowingamementoofhisenviableexperienceintheshapeofavelvetgown。Butheconversedwithheratsomelengthaboutmattersnearerhome,andlostnotimeinassuringherthathewasstillaninflexiblefather。 \"IhavenodoubtyouhaveseenagreatdealofMr。Townsend,anddoneyourbesttoconsolehimforCatherine\'sabsence,\"hesaid。\"I don\'taskyouandyouneedn\'tdenyit。Iwouldn\'tputthequestiontoyoufortheworld,andexposeyoutotheinconvenienceofhavingto-a-excogitateananswer。Noonehasbetrayedyou,andtherehasbeennospyuponyourproceedings。Elizabethhastoldnotales,andhasnevermentionedyouexcepttopraiseyourgoodlooksandgoodspirits。Thethingissimplyaninferenceofmyown-aninduction,asthephilosopherssay。Itseemstomelikelythatyouwouldhaveofferedanasylumtoaninterestingsufferer。Mr。Townsendhasbeenagooddealinthehouse;thereissomethinginthehousethattellsmeso。Wedoctors,youknow,endbyacquiringfineperceptions,anditisimpresseduponmysensoriumthathehassatinthesechairs,inaveryeasyattitude,andwarmedhimselfatthatfire。Idon\'tgrudgehimthecomfortofit;itistheonlyonehewilleverenjoyatmyexpense。Itseemslikely,indeed,thatIshallbeabletoeconomizeathisown。Idon\'tknowwhatyoumayhavesaidtohim,orwhatyoumaysayhereafter;butIshouldlikeyoutoknowthatifyouhaveencouragedhimtobelievethathewillgainanythingbyhangingon,orthatIhavebudgedahairbreadthfromthepositionItookupayearago,youhaveplayedhimatrickforwhichhemayexactreparation。 I\'mnotsurethathemaynotbringasuitagainstyou。Ofcourseyouhavedoneitconscientiously;youhavemadeyourselfbelievethatI canbetiredout。Thisisthemostbaselesshallucinationthatevervisitedthebrainofagenialoptimist。Iamnotintheleasttired;I amasfreshaswhenIstarted;Iamgoodforfiftyyearsyet。 Catherineappearsnottohavebudgedanincheither;sheisequallyfresh;soweareaboutwherewewerebefore。This,however,youknowaswellasI。WhatIwishissimplytogiveyounoticeofmyownstateofmind。Takeittoheart,dearLavinia。Bewareofthejustresentmentofadeludedfortunehunter!\" \"Ican\'tsayIexpectedit,\"saidMrs。Penniman。\"AndIhadasortoffoolishhopethatyouwouldcomehomewithoutthatodiousironicaltonewithwhichyoutreatthemostsacredsubjects。\" \"Don\'tundervalueirony;itisoftenofgreatuse。Itisnot,however,alwaysnecessary,andIwillshowyouhowgracefullyIcanlayitaside。IshouldliketoknowwhetheryouthinkMorrisTownsendwillhangon?\" \"Iwillansweryouwithyourownweapons,\"saidMrs。Penniman。 \"Youhadbetterwaitandsee。\" \"Doyoucallsuchaspeechasthatoneofmyownweapons?Ineversaidanythingsorough。\" \"Hewillhangonlongenoughtomakeyouveryuncomfortable,then。\" \"MydearLavinia,\"exclaimedthedoctor,\"doyoucallthatirony? Icallitpugilism。\" Mrs。Penniman,however,inspiteofherpugilism,wasagooddealfrightened,andshetookcounselofherfears。Herbrothermeanwhiletookcounsel,withmanyreservations,ofMrs。Almond,towhomhewasnolessgenerousthantoLavinia,andagooddealmorecommunicative。 \"Isupposeshehashadhimthereallthewhile,\"hesaid。\"Imustlookintothestateofmywine。Youneedn\'tmindtellingmenow;I havealreadysaidallImeantosaytoheronthesubject。\" \"Ibelievehewasinthehouseagooddeal,\"Mrs。Almondanswered。 \"ButyoumustadmitthatyourleavingLaviniaquitealonewasagreatchangeforher,andthatitwasnaturalsheshouldwantsomesociety。\" \"Idoadmitthat,andthatiswhyIshallmakenorowaboutthewine;IshallsetitdownascompensationtoLavinia。Sheiscapableoftellingmethatshedrankitallherself。Thinkoftheinconceivablebadtaste,inthecircumstances,ofthatfellowmakingfreewiththehouse-orcomingthereatall!Ifthatdoesn\'tdescribehim,heisindescribable。\" \"Hisplanistogetwhathecan。Laviniawillhavesupportedhimayear,\"saidMrs。Almond。\"It\'ssomuchgained。\" \"Shewillhavetosupporthimfortherestofhislife,then,\"criedthedoctor,\"butwithoutwine,astheysayatthetablesd\'hote。\" \"Catherinetellsmehehassetupabusiness,andismakingagreatdealofmoney。\" Thedoctorstared。\"Shehasnottoldmethat-andLaviniadidn\'tdeign。Ah!\"hecried,\"Catherinehasgivenmeup。Notthatitmatters,forallthatthebusinessamountsto。\" \"ShehasnotgivenupMr。Townsend,\"saidMrs。Almond。\"Isawthatinthefirsthalf-minute。Shehascomehomeexactlythesame。\" \"Exactlythesame;notagrainmoreintelligent。Shedidn\'tnoticeastickorastoneallthewhilewewereaway-notapicturenoraview,notastatuenoracathedral。\" \"Howcouldshenotice?Shehadotherthingstothinkof;theyareneverforaninstantoutofhermind。Shetouchesmeverymuch。\" \"Shewouldtouchmeifshedidn\'tirritateme。That\'stheeffectshehasuponmenow。Ihavetriedeverythinguponher;Ireallyhavebeenquitemerciless。Butitisofnousewhatever;sheisabsolutelyglued。Ihavepassed,inconsequence,intotheexasperatedstage。AtfirstIhadagooddealofacertaingenialcuriosityaboutit;Iwantedtoseeifshereallywouldstick。But,goodLord,one\'scuriosityissatisfied!Iseesheiscapableofit,andnowshecanletgo。\" \"Shewillneverletgo,\"saidMrs。Almond。 \"Takecare,oryouwillexasperatemetoo。Ifshedoesn\'tletgo,shewillbeshakenoff-senttumblingintothedust。That\'sanicepositionformydaughter。Shecan\'tseethatifyouaregoingtobepushed,youhadbetterjump。Andthenshewillcomplainofherbruises。\" \"Shewillnevercomplain,\"saidMrs。Almond。 \"ThatIshallobjecttoevenmore。ButthedeucewillbethatI can\'tpreventanything。\" \"Ifsheistohaveafall,\"saidMrs。Almond,withagentlelaugh,\"wemustspreadasmanycarpetsaswecan。\"Andshecarriedoutthisideabyshowingagreatdealofmotherlykindnesstothegirl。 Mrs。PennimanimmediatelywrotetoMorrisTownsend。Theintimacybetweenthesetwowasbythistimeconsummate,butImustcontentmyselfwithnotingbutafewofitsfeatures。Mrs。Penniman\'sownshareinitwasasingularsentiment,whichmighthavebeenmisinterpreted,butwhichinitselfwasnotdiscreditabletothepoorlady。Itwasaromanticinterestinthisattractiveandunfortunateyoungman,andyetitwasnotsuchaninterestasCatherinemighthavebeenjealousof。Mrs。Pennimanhadnotaparticleofjealousyofherniece。Forherself,shefeltasifshewereMorris\'smotherorsister-amotherorsisterofanemotionaltemperament-andshehadanabsorbingdesiretomakehimcomfortableandhappy。Shehadstriventodosoduringtheyearthatherbrotherleftheranopenfield,andhereffortshadbeenattendedwiththesuccessthathasbeenpointedout。Shehadneverhadachildofherown,andCatherine,whomshehaddoneherbesttoinvestwiththeimportancethatwouldnaturallybelongtoayouthfulPenniman,hadonlypartlyrewardedherzeal。Catherine,asanobjectofaffectionandsolicitude,hadneverhadthatpicturesquecharmwhich(asitseemedtoher)wouldhavebeenanaturalattributeofherownprogeny。 EventhematernalpassioninMrs。Pennimanwouldhavebeenromanticandfactitious,andCatherinewasnotconstitutedtoinspirearomanticpassion。Mrs。Pennimanwasasfondofherasever,butshehadgrowntofeelthatwithCatherineshelackedopportunity。 Sentimentallyspeaking,therefore,shehad(thoughshehadnotdisinheritedherniece)adoptedMorrisTownsend,whogaveheropportunityinabundance。Shewouldhavebeenveryhappytohaveahandsomeandtyrannicalson,andwouldhavetakenanextremeinterestinhisloveaffairs。ThiswasthelightinwhichshehadcometoregardMorris,whohadconciliatedheratfirst,andmadehisimpressionbyhisdelicateandcalculateddeference-asortofexhibitiontowhichMrs。Pennimanwasparticularlysensitive。Hehadlargelyabatedhisdeferenceafterward,forheeconomizedhisresources,buttheimpressionwasmade,andtheyoungman\'sverybrutalitycametohaveasortoffilialvalue。IfMrs。Pennimanhadhadason,shewouldprobablyhavebeenafraidofhim,andatthisstageofournarrativeshewascertainlyafraidofMorrisTownsend。 ThiswasoneoftheresultsofhisdomesticationinWashingtonSquare。 Hetookhiseasewithher-as,forthatmatter,hewouldcertainlyhavedonewithhisownmother。 CHAPTER28。 THELETTERwasawordofwarning;itinformedhimthatthedoctorhadcomehomemoreimpracticablethanever。ShemighthavereflectedthatCatherinewouldsupplyhimwithalltheinformationheneededonthispoint;butweknowthatMrs。Penniman\'sreflectionswererarelyjust;and,moreover,shefeltthatitwasnotforhertodependonwhatCatherinemightdo。Ihavesaidthatheryoungfriendtookhiseasewithher,anditisanillustrationofthefactthathemadenoanswertoherletter。Hetooknoteofitamply;buthelightedhiscigarwithit,andhewaited,intranquilconfidencethatheshouldreceiveanother。\"Hisstateofmindreallyfreezesmyblood,\"Mrs。 Pennimanhadwritten,alludingtoherbrother;anditwouldhaveseemedthatuponthisstatementshecouldhardlyimprove。 Nevertheless,shewroteagain,expressingherselfwiththeaidofadifferentfigure。\"Hishatredofyouburnswithaluridflame-theflamethatneverdies,\"shewrote。\"Butitdoesn\'tlightupthedarknessofyourfuture。Ifmyaffectioncoulddoso,alltheyearsofyourlifewouldbeaneternalsunshine。IcanextractnothingfromC。; sheissoterriblysecretive,likeherfather。Sheseemstoexpecttobemarriedverysoon,andhasevidentlymadepreparationsinEurope-quantitiesofclothing,tenpairsofshoes,etc。Mydearfriend,youcannotsetupinmarriedlifesimplywithafewpairsofshoes,canyou?Tellmewhatyouthinkofthis。Iamintenselyanxioustoseeyou,Ihavesomuchtosay。Imissyoudreadfully;thehouseseemssoemptywithoutyou。Whatisthenewsdowntown?Isthebusinessextending?Thatdearlittlebusiness。Ithinkit\'ssobraveofyou! Couldn\'tIcometoyouroffice-justforthreeminutes?Imightpassforacustomer-isthatwhatyoucallthem?Imightcomeintobuysomething-somesharesorsomerailroadthings。Tellmewhatyouthinkofthatplan。Iwouldcarryalittlereticule,likeawomanofthepeople。\" Inspiteofthesuggestionaboutthereticule,Morrisappearedtothinkpoorlyoftheplan,forhegaveMrs。Pennimannoencouragementwhatevertovisithisoffice,whichhehadalreadyrepresentedtoherasaplacepeculiarlyandunnaturallydifficulttofind。Butasshepersistedindesiringaninterview-uptothelast,aftermonthsofintimatecolloquy,shecalledthesemeetings\"interviews\"-sheagreedthattheyshouldtakeawalktogether,andwasevenkindenoughtoleavehisofficeforthispurposeduringthehoursatwhichbusinessmighthavebeensupposedtobeliveliest。Itwasnosurprisetohim,whentheymetatastreetcorner,inaregionofemptylotsandundevelopedpavements(Mrs。Pennimanbeingattiredasmuchaspossiblelikea\"womanofthepeople\"),tofindthat,inspiteofherurgency,whatshechieflyhadtoconveytohimwastheassuranceofhersympathy。Ofsuchassurances,however,hehadalreadyavoluminouscollection,anditwouldnothavebeenworthhiswhiletoforsakeafruitfulavocationmerelytohearMrs。Pennimansay,forthethousandthtime,thatshehadmadehiscauseherown。Morrishadsomethingofhisowntosay。Itwasnotaneasythingtobringout,andwhileheturneditover,thedifficultymadehimacrimonious。 \"Ohyes,Iknowperfectlythathecombinesthepropertiesofalumpoficeandared-hotcoal,\"heobserved。\"Catherinehasmadeitthoroughlyclear,andyouhavetoldmesotillIamsickofit。Youneedn\'ttellmeagain;Iamperfectlysatisfied。HewillnevergiveusaPenny;Iregardthatasmathematicallyproved。\" Mrs。Pennimanatthispointhadaninspiration。 \"Couldn\'tyoubringalawsuitagainsthim?\"Shewonderedthatthissimpleexpedienthadneveroccurredtoherbefore。 \"Iwillbringalawsuitagainstyou,\"saidMorris,\"ifyouaskmeanymoresuchaggravatingquestions。Amanshouldknowwhenheisbeaten,\"headded,inamoment。\"Imustgiveherup!\" Mrs。Pennimanreceivedthisdeclarationinsilence,thoughitmadeherheartbeatalittle。Itfoundherbynomeansunprepared,forshehadaccustomedherselftothethoughtthat,ifMorrisshoulddecidedlynotbeabletogetherbrother\'smoney,itwouldnotdoforhimtomarryCatherinewithoutit。\"Itwouldnotdo,\"wasavaguewayofputtingthething;butMrs。Penniman\'snaturalaffectioncompletedtheidea,which,thoughithadnotasyetbeensocrudelyexpressedbetweenthemasintheformthatMorrishadjustgivenit,hadneverthelessbeenimpliedsooften,incertaineasyintervalsoftalk,ashesatstretchinghislegsinthedoctor\'swell-stuffedarmchairs,thatshehadgrownfirsttoregarditwithanemotionwhichsheflatteredherselfwasphilosophic,andthentohaveasecrettendernessforit。Thefactthatshekepthertendernesssecretproves,ofcourse,thatshewasashamedofit;butshemanagedtoblinkhershamebyremindingherselfthatshewas,afterall,theofficialprotectorofherniece\'smarriage。Herlogicwouldscarcelyhavepassedmusterwiththedoctor。Inthefirstplace,Morrismustgetthemoney,andshewouldhelphimtoit。Inthesecond,itwasplainitwouldnevercometohim,anditwouldbeagrievouspityheshouldmarrywithoutit-ayoungmanwhomightsoeasilyfindsomethingbetter。Afterherbrotherhaddeliveredhimself,onhisreturnfromEurope,ofthatincisivelittleaddressthathasbeenquoted,Morris\'scauseseemedsohopelessthatMrs。Pennimanfixedherattentionexclusivelyuponthelatterbranchofherargument。IfMorrishadbeenherson,shewouldcertainlyhavesacrificedCatherinetoasuperiorconceptionofhisfuture;andtobereadytodoso,asthecasestood,wasthereforeevenafinerdegreeofdevotion。Nevertheless,itcheekedherbreathalittletohavethesacrificialknife,asitwere,suddenlythrustintoherhand。 Morriswalkedalongamoment,andthenherepeated,harshly,\"Imustgiveherup!\" \"IthinkIunderstandyou,\"saidMrs。Penniman,gently。 \"Icertainlysayitdistinctlyenough-brutallyandvulgarlyenough。\" Hewasashamedofhimself,andhisshamewasuncomfortable;andashewasextremelyintolerantofdiscomfort,hefeltviciousandcruel。Hewantedtoabusesomebody,andhebegan,cautiously-forhewasalwayscautious-withhimself。 \"Couldn\'tyoutakeherdownalittle?\"heasked。 \"Takeherdown?\" \"Prepareher-tryandeasemeoff。\" Mrs。Pennimanstopped,lookingathimverysolemnly。 \"MypoorMorris,doyouknowhowmuchshelovesyou?\" \"No,Idon\'t。Idon\'twanttoknow。Ihavealwaystriedtokeepfromknowing。Itwouldbetoopainful。\" \"Shewillsuffermuch,\"saidMrs。Penniman。 \"Youmustconsoleher。Ifyouareasgoodafriendtomeasyoupretendtobe,youwillmanageit。\" Mrs。Pennimanshookherheadsadly。 \"Youtalkofmy\'pretending\'tolikeyou;butIcan\'tpretendtohateyou。IcanonlytellherIthinkveryhighlyofyou;andhowwillthatconsoleherforlosingyou?\" \"Thedoctorwillhelpyou。Hewillbedelightedatthethingbeingbrokenoff;andasheisaknowingfellow,hewillinventsomethingtocomforther。\" \"Hewillinventanewtorture,\"criedMrs。Penniman。\"Heavendeliverherfromherfather\'scomfort!Itwillconsistofhiscrowingoverher,andsaying,\'Ialwaystoldyouso!\'\" Morriscoloredamostuncomfortablered。 \"Ifyoudon\'tconsoleheranybetterthanyouconsoleme,youcertainlywon\'tbeofmuchuse。It\'sadamneddisagreeablenecessity;Ifeelitextremely,andyououghttomakeiteasyforme。\" \"Iwillbeyourfriendforlife,\"Mrs。Pennimandeclared。 \"Bemyfriendnow!\"andMorriswalkedon。 Shewentwithhim;shewasalmosttrembling。 \"Shouldyoulikemetotellher?\"sheasked。 \"Youmustn\'ttellher,butyoucan-youcan-\"Andhehesitated,tryingtothinkwhatMrs。Pennimancoulddo。\"Youcanexplaintoherwhyitis。It\'sbecauseIcan\'tbringmyselftostepinbetweenherandherfather-togivehimthepretexthegraspsatsoeagerly(it\'sahideoussight!)fordeprivingherofherrights。\" Mrs。Pennimanfeltwithremarkablepromptitudethecharmofthisformula。 \"That\'ssolikeyou,\"shesaid。\"It\'ssofinelyfelt。\" Morrisgavehisstickanangryswing。 \"Ohdamnation!\"heexclaimed,perversely。 Mrs。Penniman,however,wasnotdiscouraged。 \"Itmayturnoutbetterthanyouthink。Catherineis,afterall,soverypeculiar。\"Andshethoughtshemighttakeituponherselftoassurehimthat,whateverhappened,thegirlwouldbeveryquiet- shewouldn\'tmakeanoise。Theyextendedtheirwalk,andwhiletheyproceededMrs。Pennimantookuponherselfotherthingsbesides,andendedbyhavingassumedaconsiderableburden;Morrisbeingreadyenough,asmaybeimagined,toputeverythingoffuponher。Buthewasnotforasingleinstantthedupeofherblunderingalacrity;heknewthatofwhatshepromisedshewascompetenttoperformbutaninsignificantfraction,andthemoresheprofessedherwillingnesstoservehim,thegreaterfoolhethoughther。 \"Whatwillyoudoifyoudon\'tmarryher?\"sheventuredtoinquireinthecourseofthisconversation。 \"Somethingbrilliant,\"saidMorris。\"Shouldn\'tyoulikemetodosomethingbrilliant?\" TheideagaveMrs。Pennimanexceedingpleasure。 \"Ishallfeelsadlytakeninifyoudon\'t。\" \"Ishallhaveto,tomakeupforthis。Thisisn\'tatallbrilliant,youknow。\" Mrs。Pennimanmusedalittle,asiftheremightbesomewayofmakingoutthatitwas;butshehadtogiveuptheattempt,and,tocarryofftheawkwardnessoffailure,sheriskedanewinquiry。 \"Doyoumean-doyoumeananothermarriage?\" Morrisgreetedthisquestionwithareflectionwhichwashardlythelessimpudentfrombeinginaudible。\"Surelywomenaremorecrudethanmen!\"Andthenheanswered,audibly,\"Neverintheworld!\" Mrs。Pennimanfeltdisappointedandsnubbed,andsherelievedherselfinalittlevaguelysarcasticcry。Hewascertainlyperverse。 \"Igiveherup,notforanotherwoman,butforawidercareer,\" Morrisannounced。 Thiswasverygrand;butstillMrs。Penniman,whofeltthatshehadexposedherself,wasfaintlyrancorous。 \"Doyoumeannevertocometoseeheragain?\"sheasked,withsomesharpness。 \"Ohno,Ishallcomeagain;butwhatistheuseofdraggingitout?Ihavebeenfourtimessinceshecameback,andit\'sterriblyawkwardwork。Ican\'tkeepitupindefinitely;sheoughtn\'ttoexpectthat,youknow。Awomanshouldneverkeepamandangling,\"headded,finely。 \"Ah,butyoumusthaveyourlastparting!\"urgedhiscompanion,inwhoseimaginationtheideaoflastpartingsoccupiedaplaceinferiorindignityonlytothatoffirstmeetings。 CHAPTER29。 HECAMEAGAIN,withoutmanagingthelastparting;andagainandagain,withoutfindingthatMrs。Pennimanhadasyetdonemuchtopavethepathofretreatwithflowers。Itwasdevilishawkward,ashesaid,andhefeltalivelyanimosityforCatherine\'saunt,who,ashehadnowquiteformedthehabitofsayingtohimself,haddraggedhimintothemess,andwasboundincommoncharitytogethimoutofit。 Mrs。Penniman,totellthetruth,had,intheseclusionofherownapartment-and,Imayadd,amidthesuggestivenessofCatherine\'s,whichworeinthosedaystheappearanceofthatofayoungladylayingouthertrousseau-Mrs。Pennimanhadmeasuredherresponsibilities,andtakenfrightattheirmagnitude。ThetaskofpreparingCatherineandeasingoffMorrispresenteddifficultieswhichincreasedintheexecution,andevenledtheimpulsiveLaviniatoaskherselfwhetherthemodificationoftheyoungman\'soriginalprojecthadbeenconceivedinahappyspirit。Abrilliantfuture,awidercareer,aconscienceexemptfromthereproachofinterferencebetweenayoungladyandhernaturalrights-theseexcellentthingsmightbetootroublesomelypurchased。FromCatherineherselfMrs。Pennimanreceivednoassistancewhatever;thepoorgirlwasapparentlywithoutsuspicionofherdanger。Shelookedatherloverwitheyesofundiminishedtrust,andthoughshehadlessconfidenceinherauntthaninayoungmanwithwhomshehadexchangedsomanytendervows,shegavehernohandleforexplainingorconfessing。Mrs。Penniman,falteringandwavering,declaredCatherinewasverystupid,putoffthegreatscene,asshewouldhavecalledit,fromdaytoday,andwanderedabout,veryuncomfortably,withherunexplodedbombinherhands。 Morris\'sownsceneswereverysmallonesjustnow;buteventhesewerebeyondhisstrength。Hemadehisvisitsasbriefaspossible,and,whilehesatwithhismistress,foundterriblylittletotalkabout。 Shewaswaitingforhim,invulgarparlance,tonametheday;andsolongashewasunpreparedtobeexplicitonthispoint,itseemedamockerytopretendtotalkaboutmattersmoreabstract。Shehadnoairsandnoarts;sheneverattemptedtodisguiseherexpectancy。 Shewaswaitingonhisgoodpleasure,andwouldwaitmodestlyandpatiently;hishangingbackatthissupremetimemightappearstrange,butofcoursehemusthaveagoodreasonforit。Catherinewouldhavemadeawifeofthegentle,old-fashionedpattern-regardingreasonsasfavorsandwindfalls,butnomoreexpectingoneeverydaythanshewouldhaveexpectedabouquetofcamellias。Duringtheperiodofherengagement,however,ayoungladyevenofthemostslenderpretensionscountsuponmorebouquetsthanatothertimes;andtherewasawantofperfumeintheairatthismomentwhichatlastexcitedthegirl\'salarm。 \"Areyousick?\"sheaskedofMorris。\"Youseemsorestless,andyoulookpale。\" \"Iamnotatallwell,\"saidMorris;anditoccurredtohimthat,ifhecouldonlymakeherpityhimenough,hemightgetoff。 \"Iamafraidyouareoverworked;yououghtn\'ttoworksomuch。\" \"Imustdothat。\"Andthenheadded,withasortofcalculatedbrutality,\"Idon\'twanttooweyoueverything。\" \"Ah,howcanyousaythat?\" \"Iamtooproud,\"saidMorris。 \"Yes-youaretooproud。\" \"Well,youmusttakemeasIam,\"hewenton。\"Youcanneverchangeme。\" \"Idon\'twanttochangeyou,\"shesaid,gently。\"Iwilltakeyouasyouare。\"Andshestoodlookingathim。 \"Youknowpeopletalktremendouslyaboutaman\'smarryingarichgirl,\"Morrisremarked。\"It\'sexcessivelydisagreeable。\" \"ButIamnotrich,\"saidCatherine。 \"Youarerichenoughtomakemetalkedabout。\" \"Ofcourseyouaretalkedabout。It\'sanhonor。\" \"It\'sanhonorIcouldeasilydispensewith。\" Shewasonthepointofaskinghimwhetheritwasnotacompensationforthisannoyancethatthepoorgirlwhohadthemisfortunetobringituponhimlovedhimsodearlyandbelievedinhimsotruly; butshehesitated,thinkingthatthiswouldperhapsseemanexactingspeech,andwhileshehesitated,hesuddenlylefther。 Thenexttimehecame,however,shebroughtitout,andshetoldhimagainthathewastooproud。Herepeatedthathecouldn\'tchange,andthistimeshefelttheimpulsetosaythatwithalittleefforthemightchange。 Sometimeshethoughtthatifhecouldonlymakeaquarrelwithheritmighthelphim;butthequestionwashowtoquarrelwithayoungwomanwhohadsuchtreasuresofconcession。\"Isupposeyouthinktheeffortisallonyourside,\"hebrokeout。\"Don\'tyoubelievethatI havemyownefforttomake?\" \"It\'sallyoursnow,\"shesaid。\"Myeffortisfinishedanddonewith。\" \"Well,mineisnot。\" \"Wemustbearthingstogether,\"saidCatherine。\"That\'swhatweoughttodo。\" Morrisattemptedanaturalsmile。\"Therearesomethingswhichwecan\'tverywellbeartogether-forinstance,separation。\" \"Whydoyouspeakofseparation?\" \"Ah,youdon\'tlikeit;Iknewyouwouldn\'t。\" \"Whereareyougoing,Morris?\"shesuddenlyasked。 Hefixedhiseyeonheramoment,andforapartofthatmomentshewasafraidofit。\"Willyoupromisenottomakeascene?\" \"Ascene-doImakescenes?\" \"Allwomendo!\"saidMorris,withthetoneoflargeexperience。 \"Idon\'t。Whereareyougoing?\" \"IfIshouldsayIwasgoingawayonbusiness,shouldyouthinkitverystrange?\" Shewonderedamoment,gazingathim。\"Yes-no。Notifyouwilltakemewithyou。\" \"Takeyouwithme-onbusiness?\" \"Whatisyourbusiness?Yourbusinessistobewithme。\" \"Idon\'tearnmylivingwithyou,\"saidMorris。\"Or,rather,\"hecried,withasuddeninspiration,\"that\'sjustwhatIdo-orwhattheworldsaysIdo!\" Thisoughtperhapstohavebeenagreatstroke,butitmiscarried。 \"Whereareyougoing?\"Catherinesimplyrepeated。 \"ToNewOrleans-aboutbuyingsomecotton。\" \"IamperfectlywillingtogotoNewOrleans,\"Catherinesaid。 \"DoyousupposeIwouldtakeyoutoanestofyellowfever?\"criedMorris。\"DoyousupposeIwouldexposeyouatsuchatimeasthis?\" \"Ifthereisyellowfever,whyshouldyougo?Morris,youmustnotgo。\" \"Itistomakesixthousanddollars,\"saidMorris。\"Doyougrudgemethatsatisfaction?\" \"Wehavenoneedofsixthousanddollars。Youthinktoomuchaboutmoney。\" \"Youcanaffordtosaythat。Thisisagreatchance;weheardofitlastnight。\"Andheexplainedtoherinwhatthechanceconsisted;andtoldheralongstory,goingovermorethanonceseveralofthedetails,abouttheremarkablestrokeofbusinesswhichheandhispartnerhadplannedbetweenthem。 ButCatherine\'simagination,forreasonsbestknowntoherself,absolutelyrefusedtobefired。\"IfyoucangotoNewOrleans,Icango,\"shesaid。\"Whyshouldn\'tyoucatchyellowfeverquiteaseasilyasI?Iameverybitasstrongasyou,andnotintheleastafraidofanyfever。WhenwewereinEuropewewereinveryunhealthyplaces; myfatherusedtomakemetakesomepills。Inevercaughtanything,andIneverwasnervous。Whatwillbetheuseofsixthousanddollarsifyoudieofafever?Whenpersonsaregoingtobemarriedtheyoughtn\'ttothinksomuchaboutbusiness。Youshouldn\'tthinkaboutcotton;youshouldthinkaboutme。YoucangotoNewOrleanssomeothertime-therewillalwaysbeplentyofcotton。Itisn\'tthemomenttochoose。Wehavewaitedtoolongalready。\"Shespokemoreforciblyandvolublythanhehadeverheardher,andsheheldhisarminhertwohands。 \"Yousaidyouwouldn\'tmakeascene,\"criedMorris。\"Icallthisascene。\" \"It\'syouthataremakingit。Ihaveneveraskedyouanythingbefore。Wehavewaitedtoolongalready。\"Anditwasacomforttohertothinkthatshehadhithertoaskedsolittle;itseemedtomakeherrighttoinsistthegreaternow。 Morrisbethoughthimselfalittle。\"Verywell,then;wewon\'ttalkaboutitanymore。Iwilltransactmybusinessbyletter。\"Andhebegantosmoothhishat,asiftotakeleave。 \"Youwon\'tgo?\"andshestoodlookingupathim。 Hecouldnotgiveuphisideaofprovokingaquarrel;itwassomuchthesimplestway。Hebenthiseyesonherupturnedfacewiththedarkestfrownhecouldachieve。\"Youarenotdiscreet;youmustn\'tbullyme。\" But,asusual,sheconcededeverything。\"No,Iamnotdiscreet;I knowIamtoopressing。Butisn\'titnatural?Itisonlyforamoment。\" \"Inamomentyoumaydoagreatdealofharm。TryandbecalmerthenexttimeIcome。\" \"Whenwillyoucome?\" \"Doyouwanttomakeconditions?\"Morrisasked。\"IwillcomenextSaturday。\" \"Cometomorrow,\"Catherinebegged。\"Iwantyoutocometomorrow。I willbeveryquiet,\"sheadded;andheragitationhadbythistimebecomesogreatthattheassurancewasnotunbecoming。Asuddenfearhadcomeoverher;itwaslikethesolidconjunctionofadozendisembodieddoubts,andherimagination,atasinglebound,hadtraversedanenormousdistance。Allherbeing,forthemoment,wascenteredinthewishtokeephimintheroom。 Morrisbenthisheadandkissedherforehead。\"Whenyouarequiet,youareperfection,\"hesaid,\"butwhenyouareviolent,youarenotincharacter。\" ItwasCatherine\'swishthatthereshouldbenoviolenceabouthersavethebeatingofherheart,whichshecouldnothelp;andshewenton,asgentlyaspossible,\"Willyoupromisetocometomorrow?\" \"IsaidSaturday!\"Morrisanswered,smiling。Hetriedafrownatonemoment,asmileatanother;hewasathiswit\'send。 \"Yes,Saturdaytoo,\"sheanswered,tryingtosmile。\"Buttomorrowfirst。\"Hewasgoingtothedoor,andshewentwithhimquickly。Sheleanedhershoulderagainstit;itseemedtoherthatshewoulddoanythingtokeephim。 \"IfIampreventedfromcomingtomorrow,youwillsayIhavedeceivedyou,\"hesaid。 \"Howcanyoubeprevented?Youcancomeifyouwill。\" \"Iamabusyman-Iamnotadangler!\"criedMorris,sternly。 Hisvoicewassohardandunnaturalthat,withahelplesslookathim,sheturnedaway;andthenhequicklylaidhishandonthedoorknob。Hefeltasifhewereabsolutelyrunningawayfromher。 Butinaninstantshewasclosetohimagain,andmurmuringinatonenonethelesspenetratingforbeinglow,\"Morris,youaregoingtoleaveme。\" \"Yes,foralittlewhile。\" \"Forhowlong?\" \"Tillyouarereasonableagain。\" \"Ishallneverbereasonable,inthatway。\"Andshetriedtokeephimlonger;itwasalmostastruggle。\"ThinkofwhatIhavedone!\"shebrokeout。\"Morris,Ihavegivenupeverything。\" \"Youshallhaveeverythingback。\" \"Youwouldn\'tsaythatifyoudidn\'tmeansomething。Whatisit? Whathashappened?WhathaveIdone?Whathaschangedyou?\" \"Iwillwritetoyou-thatisbetter,\"Morrisstammered。 \"Ah,youwon\'tcomeback!\"shecried,burstingintotears。 \"DearCatherine,\"hesaid,\"don\'tbelievethat。Ipromiseyouthatyoushallseemeagain。\"Andhemanagedtogetaway,andtoclosethedoorbehindhim。 CHAPTER30。 ITWASALMOSTthelastoutbreakofpassionofherlife;atleast,sheneverindulgedinanotherthattheworldknewanythingabout。 Butthisonewaslongandterrible;sheflungherselfonthesofaandgaveherselfuptohergriefShehardlyknewwhathadhappened; ostensiblyshehadonlyhadadifferencewithherlover,asothergirlshadhadbefore,andthethingwasnotonlynotarupture,butshewasundernoobligationtoregarditevenasamenace。 Nevertheless,shefeltawound,evenifhehadnotdealtit;itseemedtoherthatamaskhadsuddenlyfallenfromhisface。Hehadwishedtogetawayfromher;hehadbeenangryandcruel,andsaidstrangethings,withstrangelooks。Shewassmotheredandstunned;sheburiedherheadinthecushions,sobbingandtalkingtoherself。Butatlastsheraisedherself,withthefearthateitherherfatherorMrs。Pennimanwouldcomein;andthenshesatthere,staringbeforeher,whiletheroomgrewdarker。Shesaidtoherselfthatperhapshewouldcomebacktotellherhehadnotmeantwhathesaid;andshelistenedforhisringatthedoor,tryingtobelievethatthiswasprobable。Alongtimepassed,butMorrisremainedabsent;theshadowsgathered;theeveningsettleddownonthemeagereleganceofthelight,clear-coloredroom;thefirewentout。Whenithadgrowndark,Catherinewenttothewindowandlookedout;shestoodthereforhalfanhour,onthemerechancethathewouldcomeupthesteps。Atlastsheturnedaway,forshesawherfathercomein。Hehadseenheratthewindowlookingout,andhestoppedamomentatthebottomofthewhitesteps,andgravely,withanairofexaggeratedcourtesy,liftedhishattoher。Thegesturewassoincongruoustotheconditionshewasin,thisstatelytributeofrespecttoapoorgirldespisedandforsakenwassooutofplace,thatthethinggaveherakindofhorror,andshehurriedawaytoherroom。ItseemedtoherthatshehadgivenMorrisup。 Shehadtoshowherselfhalfanhourlater,andshewassustainedattablebytheimmensityofherdesirethatherfathershouldnotperceivethatanythinghadhappened。Thiswasagreathelptoherafterward,anditservedher(thoughneverasmuchasshesupposed) fromthefirst。OnthisoccasionDoctorSloperwasrathertalkative。 Hetoldagreatmanystoriesaboutawonderfulpoodlethathehadseenatthehouseofanoldladywhomhevisitedprofessionally。 Catherinenotonlytriedtoappeartolistentotheanecdotesofthepoodle,butsheendeavoredtointerestherselfinthem,soasnottothinkofherscenewithMorris。Thatperhapswasanhallucination; hewasmistaken,shewasjealous;peopledidn\'tchangelikethatfromonedaytoanother。Thensheknewthatshehadhaddoubtsbefore- strangesuspicions,thatwereatoncevagueandacute-andthathehadbeendifferenteversinceherreturnfromEurope:whereuponshetriedagaintolistentoherfather,whotoldastorysoremarkablywell。Afterwardshewentstraighttoherownroom;itwasbeyondherstrengthtoundertaketospendtheeveningwithheraunt。Alltheevening,alone,shequestionedherself。Hertroublewasterrible; butwasitathingofherimagination,engenderedbyanextravagantsensibility,ordiditrepresentaclear-cutreality,andhadtheworstthatwaspossibleactuallycometopass?Mrs。Penniman,withadegreeoftactthatwasasunusualasitwascommendable,tookthelineofleavingheralone。Thetruthis,thathersuspicionshavingbeenaroused,sheindulgedadesire,naturaltoatimidperson,thattheexplosionshouldbelocalized。Solongastheairstillvibratedshekeptoutoftheway。 ShepassedandrepassedCatherine\'sdoorseveraltimesinthecourseoftheevening,asifsheexpectedtohearaplaintivemoanbehindit。 Buttheroomremainedperfectlystill;andaccordinglythelastthingbeforeretiringtoherowncouch,sheappliedforadmittance。 Catherinewassittingup,andhadabookthatshepretendedtobereading。Shehadnowishtogotobed,forshehadnoexpectationofsleeping。AfterMrs。Pennimanhadlefthershesatuphalfthenight,andsheofferedhervisitornoinducementtoremain。Herauntcamestealinginverygently,andapproachedherwithgreatsolemnity。 \"Iamafraidyouareintrouble,mydear。CanIdoanythingtohelpyou?\" \"Iamnotinanytroublewhatever,anddonotneedanyhelp,\"saidCatherine,fibbingroundly,andprovingtherebythatnotonlyourfaults,butourmostinvoluntarymisfortunes,tendtocorruptourmorals。 \"Hasnothinghappenedtoyou?\" \"Nothingwhatever。\" \"Areyouverysure,dear?\" \"Perfectlysure。\" \"AndcanIreallydonothingforyou?\" \"Nothing,Aunt,butkindlyleavemealone,\"saidCatherine。 Mrs。Penniman,thoughshehadbeenafraidoftoowarmawelcomebefore,wasnowdisappointedatsocoldaone;andinrelatingafterward,asshedidtomanypersons,andwithconsiderablevariationsofdetail,thehistoryoftheterminationofherniece\'sengagement,shewasusuallycarefultomentionthattheyounglady,onacertainoccasion,had\"hustled\"heroutoftheroom。ItwascharacteristicofMrs。Pennimanthatsherelatedthisfact,notintheleastoutofmalignitytoCatherine,whomsheverysufficientlypitied,butsimplyfromanaturaldispositiontoembellishanysubjectthatshetouched。 Catherine,asIhavesaid,satuphalfthenight,asifshestillexpectedtohearMorrisTownsendringatthedoor。Onthemorrowthisexpectationwaslessunreasonable;butitwasnotgratifiedbythereappearanceoftheyoungman。Neitherhadhewritten;therewasnotawordofexplanationorreassurance。FortunatelyforCatherine,shecouldtakerefugefromherexcitement,whichhadnowbecomeintense,inherdeterminationthatherfathershouldseenothingofit。Howwellshedeceivedherfatherweshallhaveoccasiontolearn;butherinnocentartswereoflittleavailbeforeapersonoftherareperspicacityofMrs。Penniman。Thisladyeasilysawthatshewasagitated,andiftherewasanyagitationgoingforward,Mrs。 Pennimanwasnotapersontoforfeithernaturalshareinit。Shereturnedtothechargethenextevening,andrequestedherniecetoconfideinher-tounburdenherheart。Perhapssheshouldbeabletoexplaincertainthingsthatnowseemeddark,andthatsheknewmoreaboutthanCatherinesupposed。IfCatherinehadbeenfrigidthenightbefore,todayshewashaughty。 \"Youarecompletelymistaken,andIhavenottheleastideawhatyoumean。Idon\'tknowwhatyouaretryingtofastenonme,andIhaveneverhadlessneedofanyone\'sexplanationsinmylife。\" Inthiswaythegirldeliveredherself,andfromhourtohourkeptherauntatbay。FromhourtohourMrs。Penniman\'scuriositygrew。ShewouldhavegivenherlittlefingertoknowwhatMorrishadsaidanddone,whattonehehadtaken,whatpretexthehadfound。Shewrotetohim,naturally,torequestaninterview;butshereceived,asnaturally,noanswertoherpetition。Morriswasnotinawritingmood;forCatherinehadaddressedhimtwoshortnoteswhichmetwithnoacknowledgment。ThesenotesweresobriefthatImaygivethementire。\"Won\'tyougivemesomesignthatyoudidn\'tmeantobesocruelasyouseemedonTuesday?\"-thatwasthefirst;theotherwasalittlelonger。\"IfIwasunreasonableorsuspiciousonTuesday-ifI annoyedyouortroubledyouinanyway-Ibegyourforgiveness,andIpromiseneveragaintobesofoolish。Iampunishedenough,andI don\'tunderstand。DearMorris,youarekillingme!\"ThesenotesweredispatchedontheFridayandSaturday;butSaturdayandSundaypassedwithoutbringingthepoorgirlthesatisfactionshedesired。